The Paradox of Contradictions (in shorthand)

Shorthand because want to play video games. Thus, not seamless bridge; stepping stones. Try not to slip.

First the subject.

While engaging operation number 2, divine thought occurred concerning limits of reason applied as flesh. Then, situationally, epiphany: op. #2 + divine thought. Good metaphor.

Consider the Christ, Jesus, once more. Reason dictates he is Word made flesh according to logical doctrine of Hebrew theology transforming into universal doctrine of theology of all peoples. Basic concept of death—satisfy sin of exclusive elitism as an indication of evil, separation, not-diversity, unnatural, irrelevant, and misleading modification. Not necessarily sin, but effectively sin. Jesus Christ = conceptually perfect man, no sin, all good. Death on cross = presence of sin in his body as paragon Jew. Good with Gentiles, true to Jews, but still exclusive in acceptance resulting in denial, inequality, suffering, and disturbance in community.

However true the reason and logic of Word made flesh is = it contradicts truth of his being as good. Conclusion: flowpath of reason is this top down: divine order most wise -> celestial beings angelic language -> saints (spiritual human persons as divine beings after death)-> phase shift—> mortal human being. The phase shift is when spirit becomes flesh. Truth becomes human reason. Effectively an inversion. Therefore Word as flesh conceptually true in spiritual language. As close as possible to living embodiment as man, it inverts and thus is no longer true. Missing piece: higher understanding, wisdom from the future.

Point: perfect reason is not excuse to do evil or deny flesh reality of beings. Phase shift missing piece: future understanding prevents total conceptualization of truth in flesh reality. Still true as Word made flesh, but not requiring death and redemption, requiring understanding, wisdom, acceptance. Future understanding and wisdom conceivable in present via frontal cortex. Precognition. Requires perception of higher conceptual reality as interface to use.

For future use: Circumstance of perfect reason suggesting action in contradiction of norms, expectations, known standards; doing what is known and necessary good, but also indicated as prohibited (misnomer “necessary evil” - NOT EVIL) Phase shift of spiritual truth to human reason requires future consideration of results as integral to contradiction. Never excluded. Always discerned clearly and identified first, results may vary, modify as applicable toward discerned future result avoiding any further contradiction. Only one is necessary, not hidden, and more disrupt the balance of logic. With unforseen consequences, do not add contradictions. Never do that. Two wrongs do not make a right. One wrong does not make a right, but one wrong can be made right with one redress. Two wrongs compound the dilemma making moral satisfaction unobtainable without further unforeseen consequences, negating value of the initial discerned good as future purpose before initial contradiction.

Further reason for never two wrongs: imagine first wrong… actions according to plan, results as expected, suddenly deviation (anticipate this), judgment parity, decision. If judgement good, decision wise, correct, good, resolution continues uninhibited without further complications even with more unexpected deviations. If judgement not good, deviation from wrong responded to with wrong makes wrong sandwiches. All meat inside corrupt. In previous words, parts within “actions according to plan, results as expected” become wrongs in need of redress. More problems. Not efficient, Devil grins and makes profit while humans incur debt.

Ideal result (undesirable situation): paradox contradiction requiring wrong: ~deal with Devil for necessary mutual interest both Devil’s and humans (mutuality limited), wrong done as known good, no further wrongs done, situation returns to normal fubar (snafu) and continue as planned steady progress, not too fast, not too slow, walking with purpose and haste, not running in an emergency*. Effectively: breaking even with the gamble. Never gamble with life. Never risk good in a gamble unless absolutely no other choice. If other choices available, risking good always loses. If truly no other options, risking good always wins, because miracle of truth.

Respectfully request further analysis and clarification.

*Moral dilemma too confined and complex, running too reckless, unsafe. Not slow and methodical; purposefully, intentionally, as trained without delay, without uncertainty, and with haste. Yes, haste. Get the SCBA recharge ready as fast as possible but do not rush, haste is slower than rush. Haste is comfortably fast, varies by experience. enough.

Something else during op. 2. Forgot. Maybe later. Ah yes: example is butt fucking and homosexuals. paradox contradiction. Spiritual reason of perfect truth indicates male and female reproduction as high spiritual concepts, thus epitome of union resulting in concept: sanctity of marriage (non-antagonistic, logic), (however) phase shift, human beings in real life. Missing piece and phase shift. Male and female marriage in real life equals union of flesh and blood bodies as physical forms, other divine reason on subject indicates flesh irrelevant for spiritual transcendence of human souls. That is the missing piece that belongs to phase shift of sanctity of marriage, justifying same sex marriages.

*relevant to Catholic doctrinal reason provided by Pope John Paul. —Physical exchange of bodily reproduction for new life not necessary for full giving of self to spouses to each other via true love without restraint for new life. Difference, no procreation. That’s okay. Some births fail. Not a sin. Procreation not necessary because it is flesh. What is necessary is full giving of self for sanctity to remain during sexual intercourse within marriage. Example, Jesus on cross. Bodily death irrelevant. Sole relevance is full giving of self as mercy and charity even unto death. Further implications: doctrinally okay for all forms of sexual expression in marriage and the use of contraception. Flesh creation not necessary for sanctity. Proof: Abram and Sara. Example: adoption is high good.

Inform Pope and cardinals of relevant to Catholic doctrine part and get crackin’. No time to lose, plus… aren’t you bored!? Let’s flip this thing already and actually do something for a change.

The is no natural human power of mind control

I think there are some fools out there, and it shocks me to write this, but they are specifically fools in the government who are employed to protect the nation against human beings from controlling other people’s minds.

If that is revealed to be true, the situation continues to get worse and worse and worse, and we are going to need to have total oversight over what the government does in the future as citizens and not allow them to keep any secrets or conduct any affairs without first getting permission from a public representative.

We will need another, non-government public representative for this because those who work in the government are no longer reliable, and their proven incompetence and total lack of good judgement demands they not be allowed to keep any secret programs or plans.

First of all, if you hear a voice in your mind as a form of communication either using language, images, projections of concepts, or anything you can imagine as information or communication of any sort: that is not “God”. That is not “Jesus”. That is not “the Christ”. That is not any divine being. Nothing divine communicates with human beings like that. There is communication with the divine, but it isn’t like that.

When divine forces communicate, there is a spiritual stage that is set to evoke the divine presence that transcends all that you can comprehend with overwhelming benevolent power that literally may drop you onto your face in tears. That is not a metaphor. The kind of stage may be a lifetime of trauma building up to a singular resolution that could not have happened without all of the life experience and world events before hand. That kind of thing is beyond anyone’s control or ability to manufacture. There will be no doubt about the resolution being good, love, truth, and wisdom either because it will not be your own power that brings it about. The extent of your own power is accepting it, and that is all that is your own doing.

What I am doing now is not that. I am working with raw energy that is impersonal, non-communicative, and more like a river of water, than a thought. That is not the same thing at all as that other form of divine presence I am describing otherwise I would not be able to concentrate on this profession of writing which requires skill, practice, and ability to choose the words I do, write them efficiently, and weave it all together to bring about a concept. I need total presence of being as myself to do that.

Writing words like this is like accessing a river of water that I can use as unlimited inspiration for whatever is necessary for divine work at the time. That can literally be anything, and why it is said that shamans can do the impossible if that is what is needed. However, that river has a living presence, like a great water dragon that lives within it and can form at any time if it wishes. I know is watching me because I have met the great water dragon in the river and understand that it is in full awareness of wherever that river water is, even when carried out to a cook pot to boil pasta. As a metaphor, the water is like what I use as a personal steam engine that I power my workshop with, irrigate my garden, and fill my alchemy cauldron.

So if you are getting personal projections mentally in a spiritual way that are attempting to convince to do something, those are likely real people who are in service to evil and thus appear as demons. That’s not always the case, but it is why human beings as a moral standard prefer to use actual human communication to convey our thoughts, emotions, and anything else. We pick up a phone and call, write a letter, post on social media, etc. unless there is no other way, which is highly unlikely in this day and age. If you are ever getting any of that, it is most likely evil and you should ignore it, rebuke it, challenge it, and if you cannot cast them out yourself, ask for help. You have two options: consult a spiritual professional, or consult a mental health professional.

Both have resources and methods of resolving those problems that are very different and effective. You shouldn’t be accused of being crazy if you are suspecting people of doing something spiritually, and its important that you tell someone what you are sensing so that something can be done about it. Those are not “voices in your head” most times because it is not a voice as much as it is a thought that occurs from someone else. It’s normal for that to happen, it often happens without people thinking about it, and our minds often present our own thoughts as if they come from other people to best communicate the fullness of what our minds intend to convey to our consciousness.

You should always be skeptical of things like that, and under no circumstances believe such a thing to be “God”, “Jesus Christ”, or any divine being of authority. Do not ever do that. If those beings wish to communicate with you, they will use their established religion by sending a flesh and blood person representing the religion in public to do so. They will not keep it secret, hide about it, or be shady because they are ashamed of what they are doing. If such communication occurs, it likely concerns everybody, and I mean everybody, and will be important that the communication passes into the public domain and is made as available and accessible as possible.

That’s one reason why I am so offended that people actually believed Trump was “the Christ” or that any national government representative could be “God”. That is the dumbest shit ever! Holy fuck people! Are you serious right now!? Get a god damn grip and step into the 21st century after you pull your own head out of your ass!!!

Those divine beings have NEVER worked like that. That has never been the way they operate as spiritual power. The very scriptures have a commandment against that thing happening from the beginning and it is the very first commandment! DO NOT TAKE THE LORD’S NAME IN VAIN!!! That is what those people do by pretending to be “God” or “the Christ”. That is what that sin means primarily and most directly specific for and you should also have taken great offense at what they were claiming about themselves that is blasphemously untrue in the most disgusting and inappropriately offensive way possible.

That is why there was such a visceral reaction of hostility toward Trump. He did that, and people could not explain why they hated it so much because it’s not easy to explain. Here it is though. I’m finally getting the inspiration for it so make sure your pitchforks are sharp and torches oiled because we need a good old fashioned witch hunt to take him to the hanging tree and see if he really will come back to life after we stab him a few times with a spear just to make sure he’s dead.

The possibility of communicating directly with divine forces is real, but it is not an everyday, commonplace occurrence for people to be concerned about.

If that happens, there will be no doubt about the realness and truth of the divine presence because one of three things will apply if not all:

1. You will be in a state of ecstatic self-embodiment of spirit such as one induced by powerful hallucinogens, fasting in prayer for days, hanging on a tree days on end, going on some life changing pilgrimage where you leave everything behind without intention to return, or some other extreme thing you did that brought it about.

2. You will be in an environment that is suitable for sacred communication, such as a designated holy place that is maintained by at least one priest or priestess of the local spiritual power/religion/faith/beliefs. The spiritual revelation that happens will be relevant to the presiding faith of the holy place, and you should consult with the clerical authority who maintains it about what that revelation is because those things don’t happen without their awareness. They are familiar both with the environmental energy and the spirit as it manifests uniquely at that place because they spend so much time there as a spritual attendant.

   They will also likely be very interested in and open to what you have to tell them about it and there are few people you can trust to share those kinds of things with because of how difficult they are to express without sounding a little “off your rocker” as it is said. You also would want to talk with them because it would be highly unusual if you understood what exactly was being communicated aside from the main point, such as giving up meth, quitting your job and working in charity instead, or something like that pertinent to you. In other words, you won’t have all the details, you will just know what to do without being told how, and those details will be made clear in time.

3. The recipient will have first undergone a formal initiation into sacred mysteries to prepare them for receiving divine revelation, such as Roman Catholic Confirmation which does not happen overnight. I went through the adult initiation as a teen because I didn’t get baptized until I was a teen and that was a 2 year process that involved a lot of different stuff, most of it understanding the doctine and spirit of the doctrine of Christianity, but there was practical requirements too, but if that interests you and you want to know more, go inquire at your local Catholic parish.

   If you have not been initiated into sacred mysteries, you will be guided in some way maybe closely, maybe not, by someone qualified to initiate others into those mysteries who can help facilitate an experience. That’s the kind of thing a person may experience if they take time on sabbatical to go stay at an ashram or spiritual retreat sometimes alone or sometimes with other people seeking spiritual growth/healing/etc. Although you may not interface much with the person of the highest spiritual authority there, there will be a qualified spiritual professional or expert with a justification to practice spiritual medicine made clear that you accept as valid (that’s like the local shaman or druid who is known in the community and respected for being a spiritual healer. They may or may not have a paper that says so because it is unnecessary and inconvenient to acquire one.).

   Essentially, there will be spritual teacher or master of some sort who presides over the place as an authority at places like that. That’s more of my kind of thing, and why I am starting a religion, because I don’t intend to start a private cult and be its leader, or offer spiritual services like that which are better suited for more experienced spiritual masters a little more gray in the beard than I am with my three white whiskers. I have hands-on nuts-and-bolts work to do in the world at the moment, not the kind which is specifically disconnected from the world for people who need to get away from it all for a change.

   My work is directly with the world and its functions because its systems and people responsible for them are sick with life threatening spiritual disease and I know how to cure those problems. I just know how to do it. It takes too long to explain how and why and that is available out there, but it hasn’t made the concerned people any less resistant to receiving healing. Besides, you don’t need to believe in my spiritual authority. Just look at my prescription and you will know it needs to be done because it does not require anything taken on faith.

   If you are looking for the other thing which is personal to you as an individual, go to a yogi, a priest, or something similar and see them, because even though I probably could help you, there are more qualified people available, and I have more important work at the moment that concerns all of us including you.

That should clear that up. If anyone has any additions or corrections they think should be included, feel free to add them and provide your insight.

Here is the thing about the fear of natural human mind control: nobody is being forced to do anything. They are choosing to do something of their own free will that is being suggested to them as an attempt to persuade them. Persuasion is not mind control, which is why I find the fear of such a ghost story so ridiculous! Are you afraid of blood sucking vampires that sneak into your room as a cloud of mist too? Holy crap people! There are people who are vampires, but they are not actually drinking your blood, those are stories that veil the truth to make it more interesting while conveying the severity of their power.

Those are supposed to scare children, not adults! However, because there are adults who are scared, all that stuff needs to be demystified because they are going to nuke the world trying to stop a ghost from haunting them for their guilt rather than confess their sins! There is no mind control. There are people who are choosing to believe something they know they shouldn’t believe or do, and are doing it because of that temptation by bad people doing evil with a pathetic plan of stupidity that always backfires on them. The plan still backfires on them, but if you are consenting to do what they want, it will backfire on you as well. That is the only difference.

Those are people doing evil and likely on purpose because they are betraying the spiritual power of human beings against human beings. It is a grave threat because of how much trust is abused by people doing that. We cannot let that go unpunished when it is found out or everyone will start suspecting everyone, when it is extremely rare even in the worst of times. Think of those projections as demons. Not all demons may mean you harm or be hateful and mean, but they are selfish, they want something, and they put their own interests before yours and will not hesitate to let you take the fall for them

A good spirit would never try to suggest something to you with willpower, and if they are in that way, they probably are ashamed, embarrassed, and there is a reason why that they will do their best to make abundantly clear. There are rare exceptions, but those apply to people who have the expertise to distinguish spiritual subtleties through extensive practice, something better left to a doctor to diagnose, or a certified nurse working for a doctor who can talk to them if they have a question.

Those are from people. That is all it is. There is no horned Satanic Devil with a tail prowling about and controlling people like puppets. I’m serious, it may have appeared that way, but they are just like a common Scooby Doo villain. Catch the ghost, take of its mask, and you will find a human being trying to steal money 90 percent of the time. The other 10 percent is for miscellaneous reasons but they are always a human being pretending to be a monster of the imagination with nowhere near the power of such beings.

Don’t be afraid of mind control, just don’t give in to their willpower by doing what they want when you already know better. I am pretty sure the government is trying to use technology to mind control people, and that is also very dumb and I don’t think that is going to ever be possible. It is a serious problem if they are trying and why the people doing it don’t realize the problem is even more alarming. So, hopefully that is not happening and it is just a conspiracy theory.

They certainly haven’t come anywhere close to being suggestive to me in the slightest with anything they’ve tried, aside from convincing me that they are fully committed to evil because of how they try endlessly to cause me pointless suffering for no reason and with no purposeful meaning. They start being problematic and expect me to read their minds to know what they want, but they don’t seem to understand how complex any situation is for that to be even remotely clear.

Most importantly:

If you think someone is controlling your mind and it is so much of a problem that you feel like you cannot control your behavior or self, go see a doctor immediately, because you have a serious disability that needs professional medical help. That is a psychiatric problem before it is a spiritual problem. Both mental health professionals and spiritual healers can help, but a problem like that requires mental health professionals of medicine first. I realize doctors have lost a lot of trust because of circumcision still being prevalent, but they are still capable and they are the best we have.

You should be in complete control of your own mind and choices at all times. Even if you foolishly give control to others and do whatever they suggest without thinking for yourself why or what it is, you can take control back at any moment because that is just an illusion of control. If that still is impossible, go get help immediately. Call 9-1-1, and ask for an ambulance because that is an emergency and you are a danger to everyone if you feel that way.

If there are people in the government that believe they are under mind control, have them arrested as a medical emergency and taken to the nearest mental health ward to be evaluated by a public official. Not a private cult pseudodoctor who authorizes them with pseudoscience as their cultist ringleader. A publicly certified doctor and make sure there are no other evil cultists like that operating within the government or interfering with people’s lives anywhere.

Evil, torture, and intentionally causing meaningless suffering to others is not a right or freedom. That is the kind of thing that used to get people crucified, if you catch my meaning. Burnt at the stake. Executed in the most excruciating ways possible. Not out of cruelty, but out of justice for the kind of crime that is and respect for all religious claims of sanctity because of how a failure of a response invalidates the relationship of authority between valid religions and the nation they practice within.

These days, we know they have a mental disability like a psychopathic and sociopathic serial killer of such a severely deranged mental state that they do criminal conduct with no moral restraint or intellectual awareness of consequences that will befall them according to the law or in any other way. Those people need to be restrained, confined, evaluated for the extent of their disability, and treated over time for a medical doctor to determine if it will ever be safe to allow them outside of confinement to interact with other people again.

People of faith will never, under any circumcstances, tolerate the threat of a purposefully evil faith in their midst. That is a law of human life and civilization and it will never change. Religions of any kind will use military force if necessary to instate their own faith based national government if a secular system of authority fails to comprehend the importance of good and evil in their society. That failure is evident without a reasonable doubt if evil conduct is knowingly being allowed unpunished under any circumstances, and extremely dangerous if the government is actually the culprit!

If you are in the government doing evil on purpose as your “mission” and think you are safe, you do not know the depth of shit you are swallowed over your head in, and you will never get out any other way than by total and true contrition. You ought to be running out of there begging for mercy and confessing like you can’t tell everything fast enough if you just realized now how grave a threat you are to yourself and everyone because you have been following the orders of an evil cultist and attempting to destroy your own nation from the inside.

Nobody is going to be happy about that. Not even our enemies worldwide. They will see that kind of spiritual danger as the most severe threat possible because it is the power of the human being which can create and kill gods for a good reason, turned against itself for no reason but to hurt, harm, and cause suffering, with the unavoidable singular conclusion of total extinction. I would be surprised if they even bothered to consider treatment for a disability as an option of rehabilitation and don’t just kill you on the spot like I would, were I legally authorized to order your death by a military. They will never be trusted even with rehabilitation and will require constant monitoring, but at least they may be able to go outside, visit a restaurant, and enjoy a modicum of freedom.

Jews are evil on purpose? Yeah, I just learned that too and I will never let them live in peace. Let them reveal that fact to the public and see what happens, because it is they who do not understand the ramifications of being evil, and the public who does because there are people like me in the public, and the pope, and all kinds of professionals of expertise who do and can explain it. That will prove this point beyond anything that should ever have been necessary for humanity in the 21st century, and the more you hide, the more Hell there will be to pay when it is made known because of how little power there will be left the USA national government when so much trust is lost.

You won’t have anything left. All foreign nations will turn against you and you will be the immediate target for destruction by whatever means is necessary because of how IT IS NOT ACCEPTABLE TO DO EVIL!!! That is why any means may be necessary. Not a one of those means is because evil is necessary.

The Satanic Revival

This age we are entering may be appropriately given the moniker “The Satanic Revival”. The surging divinity occurring as inspiration worldwide in contrast to Christianity in innumerable ways and diverse forms can be universally understood by the term “Satanic Revival” because of how widespread Christianity is as a polar opposite. The inspiration may or may not have anything to do with the person of Satan or Christianity at all, but on the other side, which is that of the Christ, they can be identified validly as an aspect of Satan whether they like it or not.

That does not make people evil, because Christians are for the most part complete and utter fools with no concept of moral decency or the difference between good and evil, so even though they call something evil, it has no meaning when they do. That is why I suggest that people who oppose the tyranny of Christianity, Judaism, and Islam accept the term of Satan as a mystery link for communicating with the enemy and redefine what it means by how them demonstrate themselves on their own terms.

The term is most acceptable to me because the spiritual revival occurring is the resurrection of Pagan divinity as ancient as the beginning of civilization which long precedes the time of semitic chaos accounted for in the Bible with its violence and attempt to dominate peaceable communities to enslave them as working livestock. Paganism spiritual truth is polymorphic and polycultural in that it is both all of the ancient beliefs, and no specific belief, while also being totally new beliefs of faith that are important to communities and individuals for all manner of personal reasons that need not be justified.

Without the need of being justified, but being intimately familiar with the ways of Christianity and knowing they would demand justification, I have provided it as the purpose of my own faith in that regard. The simplest analogy is like this: as Jesus is the bridge to link Gentiles and Jews without intermingling their idiosyncrasies (maintaining true separation as distinctly different) the Way of Story which I espouse as the founder and prophet of a formal, doctrinal religion is the faith that is the bridge between that which bridges the polymorphic faiths with Jesus through the identity of Gentiles.

The purpose of the Way of the Story is so all people no matter the species, organic or inorganic, may have a faith of their choice that has nothing to do with Jesus or Jews or Muslims whatsoever. However, with respect to the good of those people because there is good there even if it is hard to find, the Way of the Story serves as a utility of faith conversion into terms that can be exchanged via spiritual communication with those people without conflicting with their beliefs or threatening them in any way. It is like a currency exchange service except for spiritual goods, not material goods.

Maybe that makes it clear why it is good and necessary for the religion to exist, for which I am offering to teach its future leaders the mystical nature, science, and theology of its function and form. For that to happen, the Way of the Story must be acknowledged for the claim I am making, whatever that acknowledgment may be whether it be approval or disapproval. I will not accept being totally ignored though, and if the cognizant authorities of nation and religion continue to pretend like they can ignore me before the public to withhold from them the good charity, wisdom, and mercy I am offering, I will continue to make that even more impossible for them until all of their illusions of power break when they are revealed as being hostile to the interests of humanity, and they are arrested as inhuman criminals of the worst kind for breaking some of the most important laws recognized by people universally.

The existence of the Way of the Story requires that I acknowledge the claim of the Christ, Jesus, which I do as the representative of the other interested party being a polycultural group defined as being all that is not Jewish. Why me as the representative? What gives me the right or authority? Because I said so, the USA gives me the right to freely practice a religion of my choice, and I don’t need anyone’s authority for approval other than my own to do that. Besides, it needed to happen a long time ago, and nobody has done that yet nor are they doing it. I took the liberty of taking care of the matter personally rather than wait on others to do what I don’t want to waste any of my personal time waiting for, because I have places to be and plans to fulfill.

It is long overdue to happen and everyone knows it simply because of how faithless most people are about the mysteriousness of divine power that they have begun enacting plans on the premise that it is impossible for a man to make happen. They’ve totally given up on hope for a solution to the spiritual conflict that brings about a better world everyone can agree on, such that they don’t even recognize what I am doing, nor what it bridges in the past or the future. They are totally ignorant of all pieces of the work and have begun attacking me like some alien threat and not the native son I am or even a human being.

The establishment of the Way of the Story requires accepting the truth of the Christ event in the past according the doctrine accepted by all Christians, which is a lot simpler and easy than it may seem at first glance. That doctrinal truth does not require total acceptence of all Christian doctrine no matter the flavor, be it Catholic, Orthodox, Protestant, or Mormon. It only requires the systematic, doctrinal, and theological point of view of the Ancient Hebrews which he arose from as a cultural heir.

That theology can be applied with or without faith. The fact that Jesus the Christ’s claim is acknowledged with faith is confirmed by the relevance of Christianity in world affairs today. The fact that Jesus the Christ’s claim is acknowledged faithlessly by Jews is because of their relevance in world affairs today as in total opposition to Christian faith beholden to the same doctrine. It doesn’t matter the reasons, nor who is right or wrong. That is the reality of their positions concerning the matter of that event which marked a change of ages formally by the now defunct chronological moniker Anno Domini. (Another reason why what I am doing is overdue. We have already acknowledged the change by switching to C.E. to indicate “current era” but the public does not yet understand the implications, specifically in regard to circumcision as a “right” which it never was where I come from.)

However, those reasons and the justice for them can be easily identified anyway and I will attempt to do so in the briefest way possible. Both the faith in Jesus the Christ’s claim and the faithlessness in his claim is confirmed by the facts pertaining to the event (real or fictional is irrelevant — as in simply what does the spiritual claim state?). By using the reason the Jewish authorities did to take legal action against Jesus was a full acknowledgment of the truth of Jesus the Christ’s claim. Not only that, but it was an action stating louder than words, that they were in brazen defiance of their doctrine, hating it to such an extent they wanted it crucified by being represented and embodied by a person and then crucifying that person.

That is true because of the terms they used to have him put to death under Roman law as their true and rightful king and thus a threat to the Roman emperor. By making that claim, they formally consented to end with finality their cultural identity of being Jews, and confirmed their oath of subordinance as vassals to the Rome and loyal subjects of Paganism. They were in no way coerced, and even discouraged from doing so, but they insisted because they hated Judaism so much when they saw it reflected back to them in Jesus the Christ.

They ended their covenant and all of its spiritual effects at that moment in recorded history and became full subjects to Roman authority without divine authority of their own, giving that away for nothing in return. Rome accepted however unpleasant the affair was, bloodied their hands to carry it out, and the Jewish spiritual claim ended because they put it to death on the cross with Jesus to be vassals of Rome instead of subjects of YHWH.

Naturally, a lot of Jews were like… “wtf!? You can’t just give away our culture, birthright, and “ethno-religious” identity like that! You Pharisees do not have that authority within the limits of your official roles!” That is the very reason why Jesus is said to be resurrected and the Christian faith was established. It became a universally inclusive covenant that Gentiles could opt into if they wish, but it was not necessary they do so. Gentiles and Jews had been living together for a long time by then and there were a lot of Gentiles who adopted Jewish ways and vice-versa, so this worked out for the best.

Those Gentiles who were friendly with Jews and a benefit to the Jewish community, shared the same community interests and beliefs in the public domain and only the public domain. Those only were relevant to the public domain because of each group’s cultural identity relevant to private life (in crude and imperfect terms, uncircumcised men and circumcised men). In public, their shared interests were most significantly those of a monotheistic faith in defiance of abusive and blasphemous pagan idolatry much like what is occurring today in the USA.

Basically, in the modern day and age, there are people, men and women of economic and political power, who are personally claiming to be divine individuals unto themselves as “gods” and “goddesses” and thus behave in real life as totally delusional fools with offensively inflated vanity. They make decisions concerning others as though they themselves are divine natured beings in contrast to the lesser beings of human nature that is everyone else. They think that is true simply because of their situational authority to manipulate the flow of resources and goods people need universally for survival (immaterial and material such as grain, legal representation, employment, social influence etc.).

Those fools still delude themselves that they are correct, and people like me, who are the old school witch doctors and shamans who taught civilization about spiritual power in the beginning, are immediately aware of it happening because we are constantly in communion with divine beings. We are not the only people who are outraged by the brazen insult to our intelligence, faith, and dignity either, because it affects all people of faith. Those fools with money and social status are not divine beings and in fact are horrible examples of human beings! They are monstrous insults to everyone by pretending to be something divine or representing something divine when their bodies are so unclean with sin, corruption, crime, ignorance, and lawless evil that they are too ashamed to be seen because of how hideously reviled they are!

All of us being peoples of faith, both the lay person of any faith and the cleric of any faith, be they a priest, rabbi, or shaman, exchange spiritual goods in daily life with the true source of divine authority beyond human nature. It is mystical, mysterious, and inexplicable, but we have systematic religions with doctrine to make it as clear and comprehensible as possible for the benefit of all people to make the most use of spiritual goods. Shamans are a bit different in how we work. We do more of one on one or small groups kind of things (not to say we cannot work with large groups, but it is most unusual that happen while there exists religious systems to do that). Our work as spiritual professionals happen mostly in person at any moment and are unique to that moment and generally non-systematic even if there are traditional elements. In my individual case, I am in person here right now in the words I am writing and you are reading.

When those fools with economic, political, and situational authority became false idols unto themselves and in total ignorance of higher concepts of reality, they were immediately recognized as frauds, fools, and dangerously irresponsible. Even in the private and secrecy they conduct their affairs within does not hide them because their false idolatry of vanity using a divine name as their own which they are in no way worthy of is an obstacle to the exchange of spiritual goods. A problem was noticed immediately because the lights shut off and the power stopped flowing through the spiritual economy. It is that obvious to people like me.

Consider this metaphor:

Those false idols I am describing above are like an unneeded, uncalled for, and unauthorized troll who took it upon himself with no regard for the neighboring kingdoms to start charging a toll to wayfarers using a bridge on a public road. They probably get away with it for a time because the road is unmonitored, but victims of the injustice are outraged because of not only the offense such an insult of disrespect is to them individually, but that money was likely going to be used for the goods that are needed or desired, and their lives are threatened by more than just the immediate peril of robbery the troll is responsible for.

Those outraged citizens then make a claim by reporting the crime to the authorities, and eventually a law officer is sent and removes the troll by the appropriate means necessary up to and including deadly force. That usually doesn’t take very long to happen because of how grave the violation of law is as a threat to the king/ruler/rulers in several ways, but also how infuriating it is to the people who are robbed whom law enforcement officers usually care for, but also as a form of lawless injustice with offensive defiance against lawful civilization and those who enforce it. It’s also probably an uncommon crime and something a little more exciting than the daily beat patrolling street traffic and they may actually get to use deadly force like they may secretly desire like most people who have access to deadly weapons.

That is not wrong fundamentally, unless it is excessive, perverse, and uncharitable in manner, but it is totally natural to want to wield power of destruction for the sake of goodness, righteous justice, and defeating evil. So don’t be too worried about it. In fact, be thankful that is a part of human nature and people feel that way through no fault of our own because we will not hesitate to fight the enemy to the death in war to protect our loved ones and homes when necessary. It’s not about hurting people, or taking lives, or belittling the enemy, it’s about blowing s*** up, being the last man standing with corpses around you, and looking cool like John McLane on screen when he thwarts a terrorist plot of mass destruction or Odysseus when he reclaims his rightful place as master of his house and husband to his one true love, Penelope. Or Wonder Woman in the comic when she won’t tolerate the b.s. of men who lie and deceive others for evil schemes, so she beats up all their gangoons and catches the ring leader in her lasso of truth to make them confess and face justice in a court of law.

However, getting back to the problem of the troll on the bridge, if those civil authorities are in cahoots with the troll, such as how a criminal organization operating in secret within the government would be, that may never happen until the corruption is removed. That could be like a clan of bandits with a contact they threatened or bribed, or a mafia who inserts someone with their interests legally. Whatever the case, they will be a constant obstacle to prevent resolution, and if the resolution takes an inordinate amount of time and people are evading investigation, it doesn’t matter the reasons why, because it is an indication of fact that there is corruption that is causing the delay.

Those situations require full exposure of the matter to the highest authority relevant. In the USA, that is the public of the citizen population, but all people living here, citizen or not, are likely concerned. The public won’t mind them being informed either because the situation likely affects them just as much as it does citizens.

If nothing happens, eventually people without civil authority will take matters into their own hands, which further threatens the authority of the national government because the public loses faith in its ability to provide security, law, and order. Usually, the regular everyday person is not equipped or capable of directly handling that type of thing, nor should they be, so they find someone like me to do it. Not because I am in the role of shaman, but because I am a true warrior with an indomitable will and sense of righteous justice in agreement with the goodness of civilization, humanity, and highest divine, but also one not bound to the limits of human doctrine. Usually it is irrelevant to anyone that be the case because we live quietly as law abiding citizens like anyone else and are unremarkable as anything different even if we are well known and reputable.

A warrior like me faces the troll and solves the problem by any means necessary. That includes the possibility of using deadly force with or without legal authority to do so, because that legal authority has proven evil by purposely ignoring the problem and allowing corruption to infest its system to allow evil actions to occur by sanctioning the troll. The small evil of the troll then becomes the greater evil of a demon lord manipulating human lives in a national government. Therefore, legal civil authorities can no longer even grant the authority to use deadly force because they no longer are good enough nor reliable enough to be trusted to know good from evil, which is the entire purpose they have that authority.

It is a very problematic situation if people, even the good person who solves the problem, takes the law into their own hands. If they do that and it becomes public knowledge, the government authority becomes known in contrast as evil and incapable of enforcing the law, and it means anybody may find a reason to use deadly force according to their own sense of justice. They may or may not be as trustworthy, experienced with violence, or knowledgable enough in the subject of morality as the one who took care of the initial problem. Maybe they set fire to a building because that’s all they can think of being able to do, and that fire spreads, resulting in an entire nieghborhood burning down.

Shamans are very much the same kind of warrior, except for spiritual concerns. We do not adhere to any systematic doctrine or religious group specifically because our spiritual inheritance precedes religious doctrine and religious doctrine is usually inadequate for us. We are in agreement with the truth just the same, which they should be as well and there should not be a conflict of interests. That is why there is an Easter Bunny. Hopefully I will resolve that uncertainty of doctrine with the Way of the Story, but that is yet to happen, if possible, because of the troll that is blocking both worldly traffic and spiritual traffic in the USA.

Problems like that are much rarer because the doctrinal religious systems are supposed to prevent them long before they become a problem by being sanctioned to function as a spiritual authority within the civil authority of the nation. They are sanctioned in such a way for the purpose of providing their spiritual benefits to the people within the domain of that nation. The people both need and demand those spiritual goods including the person that is the king, queen, or other ruler as applicable. The most important of those spiritual goods is that of thwarting evil.

If a problem like what is happening in the USA with a spiritual and worldly troll endangering civilization more than they realize with their selfishness and arrogance, and the nation does nothing to enforce justice, a war results to destroy that nation and replace it with a working one. The warrior able to stop the troll bodily consults with the shaman able to stop the troll spiritually, they form a plan of action, and together raise a force of men, women, and children bolstered by divine power and lay waste to any and all enemies in their path.

Right now, the USA and its organized crime ring of a government is in our path, and we will go to war against them if they do not see reason and abide by their own laws. You may think I am not a threat for being one man alone, even that of the warrior wielding a pen mightier than any sword or spear, but I am also the shaman of an unknown religion and ancient faith. I am also in communion with the highest divine and thus also those with true faith in the highest divine who commune to the highest heights.

The force of power behind these words is beyond that of myself who writes them and that of all people alive today. It is the force of power of the Christ and his people, the future people of the Way of the Story, and everyone else who demands law and order in civilization for security and prosperity. Do not be fooled by how my singular body may appear to your eyes and mind, because I assure you that is only the point of the spear or a bullet removed from the gun’s chamber. You will not get a demonstration of force because this is not a party trick, and if you need proof, the power will be used as intended and that is to destroy our enemies, not the vanity of demonstrating strength.

So… The Satanic Revival is the resurrection of true faith of true divinity that exists apart and separate from all that is Jewish and at the same time is totally identifiable with my faith as the sole representative of the polymorphic Gentile culture. I am trying to tell you that it is. This is not something you need to question. I can explain why and provide all that is needed to know that to be true, but that will take time and I need to be in a position to communicate it, which requires acknowledgment for what I am communicating. You cannot have me imprisoned with cyber technology, stripped of all my rights as a citizen, denied my rights as a human under the Geneva Convention, or bullied and disrespected in any way as though you have no decency or respect for what you yourselves hold to be sacred!

Until that is resolved, I will not be able to communicate what is necessary that will unify all polymorphic Gentile forms of faith as all possible faiths already existing or yet to come into existence. Those forms of faith, culture, ethno-religion, and any other form of identity, are distinctly separate and distinguished from Judaism, Christianity, and Islam without any intermingling of spiritual identity and thus exempt from any spiritual claims of authority Jews, Christians, and Muslims have. That includes, moral guidance, circumcision, national policy, and anything. They have no right to claim they know better than us, because they are not us by election and we are good by election.

This is the doctrine of polymorphic Gentile faith, not that of The Way of Story, but is included within it: we are good of our own free will and provide the definition of what that good means in context with our specific faith by using established doctrine of moral reason or ones we furnish ourselves. Those are legal texts more than spiritual ones and in the domain of philosophy always, but not always the domain of theology.

In addition to that, the doctrine has a second part, we also reject evil and define what that means in the same manner of doctrine of reason concerning morality. It’s likely the same source.

If you will not reject evil, be warned that you will face opposition, strife, and conflict at every step of the way until you do, not necessarily systematically either, because you may be law abiding and there will not be discrimination or unjust violations of privacy on my account. That conflict will likely come from existing faiths who are totally uninvolved and perceived as mysterious and unseen spiritual conflict because a spiritual presence without the identifier of a quality that rejects evil will be noticeable by the trace that the willingness to accommodate evil leaves on a person. That will be immediately known and recognized and make a person suspicious as a potential threat and danger to everyone in spirit even if they are not yet one.

You can be a traditional Satanist and still reject evil. The only difference that needs to be accounted for is how you define good and evil as different than that of Jews, Christians, and Muslims. In other words, “They would try to call us evil, wouldn’t they? So why is it true that he who smelt it, dealt it?”

There should be a system of government established in the future under closest scrutiny of moral hygiene to confirm proof doctrine of moral reason. That is purposeful not as an antagonist, obstacle, or test, but it is purposeful to assure the trust of the public that the practitioners of the faith group are not a threat to everyone’s security and prosperity. It means they can be trusted along with anyone of existing faiths of tradition, and not suspected of doing weird, mysterious harm with spiritual energy. That means that there will be no witch hunting and invasions of privacy trying to find crimes that don’t exist. The adults who set the standards for this system are going to ensure that expressions of love are not outlawed, no matter how “natural” they may be. If a line is drawn, it will be explained why it is drawn where it is and there will be the possibility of shifting it one way or another if a reason appears to do so.

I have explained the proof of reason for myself elsewhere and will do again when necessary. It’s not that difficult of a requirement, but it does require critical thinking and research. It would be a good high school assignment for senior classes.

There are no right or wrong answers because if you are wrong about what you believe, such as professing white supremacy, and you express it because you honestly believe it and explain why, then you do good by expressing yourself innocently. Those misunderstandings can be rectified by informing the person who made the mistake, what the mistake is exactly, why it is wrong, and offer guidance as a qualified teacher on how it may be reconsidered with new information. White supremacy has no basis for a valid argument for the same reason circumcision doesn’t: they are flesh based beliefs which is the opposite direction which thoughts should be anchored with their belief. Buckle up, Dorothee, ‘cuz we ain’t in Kansas anymore, and I have more of them chocolate salty balls you like right here.

You don’t need to have all the answers then and there, the purpose of the exercise for students is to start thinking about the subject as you begin adult life and start making important decisions on your own. With time, experience in adult situations, and likely a few mistakes you will come to learn what you need to understand on your own, and you won’t need to tell anyone what it is unless you want to. Nobody should fail this assignment unless they don’t turn in an answer. Nor should they be told what the answer is, only informed if they have made a significant error of judgment like the example I mentioned before.

(Some jerk is accusing me of telling people what the answer is as though I went to him to do so. He came to me to learn what it is, not the other way around. The government is oppressing me with cyber violence for me to give them the answers to their ignorance which they are supposed to have themselves already before pressing me for them with the authority they are abusing by doing so. I certainly did not go to the government to tell them answers as if I knew them. I don’t know them, but I do know how to find them and can probably find any answer I look for, but I have more important things to do than be an encyclopedia of knowledge.

They will never learn anything with their methods anyway and have entirely wasted their time forcing themselves upon me, because they still have not learned to reject evil. I am not a teacher certified by the authority of the government anyway, and they have no right to demand professional expertise from me according to expectations that are not applicable. Especially those of Jewish standards of a faith that is in no way applicable to me by any context which I explained above. They don’t even understand what they want of me themselves.

A public school teacher is more of a matter of telling someone what they should think without them seeking the answer first. It is a good thing that they do that because there is a lot people should know before they become adults. It is the very reason why people go to school and why there are high standards of qualification required for professional teachers. )

In regard to that assignment, I imagine there could be some creative answers that totally evade the question and say nothing about the subject, but that too is a valid answer in that situation where they are not expected to know such a thing, and they will learn why if they try to do something like that.

I’m finished.

Take it from here, Chef.

the foolish scheme of false idols

There are a group of celebrities who have thrown away their divine favor in order to serve the moneygrubbing interests of unworthy scoundrels attempting to monetize it. As such, they have foolish and inefficient schemes designed to lead people on, cause them suffering, and them somehow absorb that suffering as though it were of any use in making entertainment.

Why do they do it? I wish I knew. They gave up everything that made them so wonderful in exchange for a handful of silver like Judas Iscariot. In this day and age though, there are twelve Judas’ and one friend.

It doesn’t matter if there is one or twelve, or twelve hundred, all betrayers of the spirit are condemned to the worst suffering of eternal damnation without any impact or affect on the joy and pleasure of the good and righteous. They may be nuissances and inconvenient brutes who squander resources and make themselves a burden to others, but they do not know what is good about those resources to even affect it from reaching people like me.

Let them be damned, for no false idol movie star singer or whatever she may be is better than a lovely maiden with the humility of a good heart and the compassion to share its wealth. She may be poor, friendless, and disabled, but she is lovelier than any arrogant harlot who fancies herself a goddess of divinity when she behaves with hostility to the public as a tyrant with no soul. It is not what you believe you are or say you are that makes you you or me me. It is who we are in the sight of true love beholden from the highest divine that makes us who we are, whether we be prince, harlot, sage, schmuck, or good merchant.

Simply put, truth is not subjective, and your opinion does not change it.

Who will love you?

“We accept the love we deserve.”

The Perks of Being a Wallflower, by Stephen Chbosky

I obtained that novel along with several other seemingly random novels from a particularly impressive used bookstore while perusing my favorite section. That was some time ago when I was a younger man, and that quote stuck with me as something profound which I did not fully understand. I contemplated it for a while, ended up no further than where I began, and then filed it away for an indeterminate amount of time.

Once in a blue moon that quote would come to mind if my thoughts wandered near the subject and I would contemplate it again. Still I found myself unsure of any complete meaning. Was it a statement about a person’s psychological quality, and if so was it a state of awareness as consciousness, or unconsciousness? Could it then be categorized like a personality type indicator or horoscope matching tool? Possibly maybe, but that didn’t feel even remotely good enough for me to accept as adequate for the depth of the meaning that the words implied, but it was a start.

What kept me wondering was the concept of “deserving” something. As in being truly worthy of a certain blessing and more; feeling worthy of a certain blessing. If you did not feel like you were good enough for your partner or your partner for you, then it simply wouldn’t work, but how could you measure any standard of value when it comes to something as mysterious and complex as love?

How could you even make a claim for any type of love without being arrogant and prideful about deserving that which is supernatural and divine? Something that is totally beyond our human worth as a divine blessing is not something any of us deserve, but we know we are granted it anyway. At least, we do if we are Catholics. “For I am not worthy to enter under your roof, but only say the word and my soul shall be healed,” is the expression I learned that reinforced that humility most clearly. But that is divine love of the highest order beyond what any person can give as human beings, and it is far greater than romance, marriage, and anything we humans do.

So then what am I to think about the maidens I feel so strongly in love with from time to time who evoke such strong passionate love from me as that which I would lay down my life for if necessary. If the love which I feel comes from that highest divine source of truth and goodness as both something I receive to evoke my passion and something I express when that superhuman love overwhelms what I am capable of feeling and bursts forth from me in words and emotions, then why is it always consumed by an empty void of nothingness and never returned?

Surely they do not love me, and they in fact hate me, so I’d better keep my distance because that is not what I deserve in return for what I felt. Thus my journey went on and continues to go on and it is no trouble to keep going. The spiritual return is mysterious, but also the words, messages, and simple human communication of a basic social order that is as fundamental to our existence as to be known when we are small children, was absent.

It must truly be hate from those people, but I couldn’t imagine what reason they would have to hate me. It’s not like I was coveting them with lewd thoughts and being perverted with desire. It was totally unnatural and did not make sense with the facts of reality that I came to know as true from a multitude of sources I observed in the natural world.

While they seemed an unnatural sentiment of hate, I never suspected anything evil about those people, even if it was cold heartedness resulting from their willingness to shut off their humanity and extinguish the light of their soul, rejecting all that is divine, true, and good about life. A lot of people do that so it isn’t all that unusual, even if I find it baffling why anyone would think that profitable or beneficial to anyone including themselves. It likely makes life miserable for them too, and I wish I could help but there is nothing I can do when they reject me not as a lover, but as a human being. A neighbor, a friend, a man, and a person that is not only untouchable, but not to be given a word at all, even that of a rebuke which would have been less insulting.

Any form of human identity they deny me to this day by ignoring all communications of expressed love that I am all but certain they are aware of because of the truth that inspired the experience being so powerful and clear with their resonance. What can I do? You cannot force a person to love you. So I move on and don’t look back. Maybe I will see them again, maybe not. Either way, it is enough to maintain my own soul that I cannot afford to martyr myself needlessly for some random stranger who does not deserve such a thing because it would do them no good and cost me everything. It is insanely evil that they would even imply that I should humiliate myself for them only and not all of humanity, and it is actually quite easy to leave them behind because of how horrible maidens reveal themselves to be when I realize that is what they want.

I am convinced that 99.9 percent of maidens worldwide are of no value as maidens because they espouse evil with such arrogant demands of self-importance as to test a man by requiring him to lay down his life first. In case they didn’t know, that happened once and for all a long time ago, and I don’t believe it was even necessary, but it doesn’t matter what I believe, because it happened whether necessary or not, and I sure as hell wouldn’t do it under any circumstances, not even his. I would have kicked Judaism to the curb and learned wisdom instead.

You cannot buy good with an evil exchange. Sorry, Christians, but that is a fact. Jesus’ so called “sacrifice” is not enough for people like me who have higher moral standards and more self-respect than that, and there is no way, even with his YHWH in the fullness of what is implied, that he could equate to who I am with the highest divine because he was in fact Jewish and dying for those people was the total, complete, and whole reason why he did what he did, and it had nothing to do with me and was in fact a pure expression of hatred toward me.

Anyway, a maiden who cannot use human language is not worthy of human love. So, keep that in mind if you ever spill your heart out and never get a response. They do not deserve you because they do not meet the minimum standard of human decency that applies to all people. It may be unpleasant to be insulted with such an offensive gesture, but the shame is theirs for doing it, not yours.

So it occurred to me just a little while ago what it means to accept the love you deserve, and not because it applies to me. It occurred to me because of how it applies to the maidens I love.

They need to be comfortable with, willing, and able to receive the highest divine presence through their body as normal everyday life. They need to in practice be able to commune with and for female divinity. Not take on airs about it, but be totally comfortable with the presence of the Goddess working through them the same way I am with male divinity. Just because people mock me, deny me, hate me, abuse me, discriminate against me, and do all manner of injustice doesn’t make it any less true that I do what I do with highest divine purpose and I know what that is more than anyone.

Don’t get too carried away with that explanation because this is about human love and marriage, which implies… doing it.

For some reason it became culturally appropriate in the USA to deride masculinity by conveying the perception that it is humiliating for a man to want to pleasure a woman. That is the dumbest thing in the world, in my opinion, and I don’t know why anyone believes that nonsense. It is often conveyed as “putting the pussy on the pedestal”. Such crude remarks as that are not welcome in conversations about love.

If you refer to a woman as simply her reproductive part in life, you do her great insult, which is why the word “cunt” is used for that. Same thing with men being called “dicks”. That is much more socially accepted, but it is not any less insulting.

So yes, the love I have to give to a maiden is for that of a Goddess. Not any personalities of Paganism or idols of any variety either. The real deal highest divine wisdom known to Gnostics as Sophia, but she is not a person, she is the manifestation of the wisdom that is the highest divine, and that is far greater than any person can be.

If you will contemplate these things, check your human concepts at the door and do not try to apply human relationships to these divine concepts. We are too far along in human progress to tolerate such misleading ignorance. There are no mothers, fathers, sons, daughters, husbands, brides, children, brothers, sisters, or anything of that type up there, so don’t you dare try to carry your human perversion up to where they are not welcome. You won’t be able to first of all, but you will also offend the persons who are far above that and still infinitely below what I am referring to.

Do you know how I came to this conclusion? By watching pornography. I do so not out of any perversion or evil, but truly out of love, and that is simply what is available to people like me in this age in the desolate hellhole they call the USA. There is no true love anymore except that which is publicly occurring in media as a lot of people experience it with the actresses. It is cheap love, and it is not the preferred way, but it is all that is left after centuries of systematic extermination of Gentiles.

It is not cheap for the people who provide the conduit for true divinity to express of love, not for the maiden who is unfortunately left with no other choice but to use her body, nor myself as a man who has no other choice but to use the Word which is an insanely heavy burden no man should be expected to be able to carry. The people who are able to do that do so by paying a price that cannot be valued or estimated because it is so great. I know that by experience, but also because I study the subject of divinity and spirituality as necessary for my profession applying divinity and spirituality to entertainment, and thus have come to understand how it happens.

I am in fact doing all that I can to set the world as it should be, but I am only a man, and a single one at that. Just because the highest divine communicates through me and is always present with me, doesn’t mean I can just snap my fingers and magic the world perfect. I am limited to the same human condition as everyone else and if you ever expect me to do something divine for you, imagine asking yourself first.

So, hopefully the maiden who swoops in is the love of my life I most hope for, because she knows she deserves the treatment for a goddess, from a god, because that is what we give to the public. A god’s gift and blessings of pleasure are not only bodily. They are far more significant in the spiritual plane where gods and goddesses dwell.

So, the conclusion is this:

The love a person deserves is directly correlated to their commitment to true love. People like me and the love of my life give all of ourselves to it and don’t look back or regret it. We are 100 true love, and that is why divinity favors us, because true love is the highest divine.

As I mentioned before, that is a great sacrifice, but it is definitely worth it. There is literally infinite highest divine, so it’s not only limited to individuals such as the love of my life maiden of ultimate loveliness with the most sacred honey yum yum most divine, or the humble savage of irresistible nobility and charm, savior of all civilization, destroyer of evil as myself. There is more than enough for everybody to have more than enough. So, there is no need to fight, scheme, or do any of the foolishness people do for finite resources because this one is infinite, freely available, and it is not for humans to decide how it is distributed with the exception of formal, doctrinal religion, or mystery school.

That’s all I will write about that for now.

Prediction #412

The first ally that joins me will be the person who is least expected to be willing to work with me on what it is I am doing.

Why? They will simply be bored and working with me directly as close confidant and partner is the most interesting, amusing, and exciting thing a person can do in the entire world here and now. Of all the options joining me is the most fun thing to do.

We all know that having fun is more important that any sort of political agenda or plan.

You see… the thing about that maiden is that she is incredibly lazy. So lazy that she can barely be bothered to lift a fork to her mouth to take a bite of food. She is not evil by any means, just incredibly lazy. She does her best to love others as herself, which unfortunately for everyone else also suffers from the laziness that she herself does by being hungry so much. She is always looking for the easiest way to do the most good by using the least amount of effort possible, and that is why she will find my company and a partnership with me most agreeable. I’m the same way but I certainly can bother myself to eat food, just not cook it.

In fact, had I not have had so much extra effort and energy left over from doing what I did, I would not have had the power to defeat the evil that tried to stop it from happening. The point is this: it’s not that we aren’t willing to give all of our effort and energy to do what we have to, we would simply prefer whatever good we do to require minimal effort with the best results. It is a delicate balance not to sacrifice quality for efficiency, but with enough practice you can get a good sense for these things without needing to understand how it is figured.

BT

The only reason people like me even use plans or fight for a social interest is because not doing so would never be fun because of the problem not being solved due to people being inefficient and incapable of solving problems without someone like me to do it for them. At least this way as soon as the problem is resolved the fun can resume unhindered and I can continue to ignore the fools who invent pointless problems that are of no importance. Such as the concerns of the present problem over what opinion people have about circumcision.

That is of no importance and even if it was easy to attempt to manipulate an entire populous to believe something so unbelievable as the circumcision claim, it would not be worth it. No effort is worth being invested in such a pointless problem. However, considering what lengths they must go to unlawfully, resources that need to be exhausted, and time wasted with no hope of ever accomplishing what they want, it should never have been an option.

The fact that “at least they tried” is destructive to them as well. That alone is more damning, costly, and penalizing to the people who “tried” than all the wasted resources, time, and effort was.

Because they need someone like me to solve it for them, the solution is extremely simple, because I am not concerned at all in the matter personally and it is a total non-issue. I want it over with as fast as humanly possible at least, while hoping it can be done even faster than that.

Hold on a second. Let me check what the problem is again to make sure I have this correct: “circumcised people are worried about what women and other circumcised people will think of circumcision, and primarily stressed over the practice of circumcision losing favor in the West.”

Okay… yeah I got this. Stop being circumcised, because you won’t ever be concerned about what people think of circumcision if nobody circumcises anymore. Done.

Here are the relevant proofs, instructions for you, and the assurance that I have already taken irrevocable action and the situation is resolving. It will be fully resolved eventually, because these matters take time, and that was the fastest way I knew would work with no costs to myself. You simply need to do your part for yourself otherwise you will be crushed by the shifting floors and nobody will be able to help you. It also is important that you do that quickly to hasten the resolution along or you won’t have enough time to do it.

I didn’t do any math or calculations of any sort, so I don’t know how long that is going to take, but I am certain you are well past the point of being able to do anything to help yourself. The best you can do now is not make your being crushed by the shifting floors not worse than it already is. It can be infinitely worse if you do nothing, with the most possible amount of suffering for yourself if you wait until the last minute.

Good luck with that. I did my part, I know I’m good, and I’m looking forward to meeting my allies. In the meantime I will be having as much fun as possible.

My method is quite simple. I like to imagine how God would want the problem solved, without me being the place of God, obviously. That would be idiotic. I don’t even imagine myself in God’s shoes, because that would defeat the purpose of thinking how God would want it solved. Probably as easy as possible for people, with the least amount of suffering, pain, violence, and sacrificed goods as resources.

The problem occurs entirely because of God’s chosen people being totally faithless and immoral as usual, so I doubt he is going to do anything special to help them since he said he wouldn’t if that happens. God can do whatever, but as far as I know, what God says God will do, God does. He does not ever deceive with his words. Not even with half-truths. For the relevant passage see what Nathan told the coward king and betrayer, David, would befall his people as the Word of God. Specifically the phrase that is something like, “and then when you cry out, I will not answer you.”

Have you ever heard of the term “jubilee”. I think it is recorded in Deuteronomy. Basically Jews were being Jewish about borrowing and exchanging money and debts were a problem in their community because of how greedy they became to indebt people and how vicious they are in their attempts to do so. As a solution, God established the “jubilee year”. Every 50 years the jubilee year came to pass and all debts were forgiven, slaves freed, prisoners released, and… properties returned to thier owners is what the internet says. I guess Jews back then were just as quick to steal people’s homes and houses as they are now, and God was just as willing to take them back. Done. No arguments. No whining. No excuses. All debts forgiven.

A simple and easy way to equalize the economy with no cost to God or anyone. No suffering, pain, violence, and it is astoundingly simple to understand.

How much do you want to bet that Jews tried to find a way around it? I don’t know if that’s true or not, but I would not be surprised to learn they came up with extra contracts and convoluted excuses and legal forms to try and do what was purely unlawful to their YHWH and only made the problems worse for themselves.

How much do you want to bet the situation I am in now is something that should have been resolved already according to what Jews were expected to do? However, like always the Jews came up with unlawful and convoluted contracts and invented malicious legal forms to try and work around what was they agreed to. They do that by believing YHWH was simply a written word with no power, life, or authority beyond the word, and that other written words could circumvent YHWH’s authority. That is the highest blasphemy of their people and of any “faith of the Book”. It’s exactly that kind of thing that got people killed just for saying the word aloud because they didn’t understand the offense of voicing what they claim to believe in a word.

It’s kind of like the USA government now. They have endless convoluted schemes of writing and malicious legal documents invented purely to circumvent the law they are supposed to be following. Their lives would be so much simpler if they just stuck with the law, becaue there is no faith associated with the USA government. Their legal documents are not backed by spiritual credit nor infused with spriitual authority. They are wasting their time because spiritual authority of a citizen with the American Spirit can do away with all of those documents at any time just like God could do away with all debts in the year of the jubilee.

The USA citizens do not confine themselves to such systematic methods as the Jews do. We remain free for the purpose of how typical it is for Jews and Jew-minded people to abuse systems with no respect for themselves or anything, least of all for the sacred authority they are defiling with such abuse. The US president’s authority was defiled. It used to be useful, legitimate, and valid but it no longer is because it was defiled by such unlawful attempts to circumvent Constitutional law and the inalienable rights of citizens.

They are screwed because of the trouble they have brought upon themselves with such foolishness, and even more so because they attack me thinking I am the one who will bring it upon them by writing it! Faithless as always thinking YHWH is only a written word. Will they never learn?

Survey says: yes they will learn, and it will be the last thing they do because God will not save them after being betrayed so often with their faithlessness. It says right there in their own words with the final judgment of their coward and betrayer king who committed an unforgivable sin.

Do I seem smug? I guess I do find it kind of amusing. It’s kind of like the humor often seen in America’s Funniest Home Videos when people do very stupid things that have disasterous results for themselves. Except… it’s worse, like Tosh.0 is where they are often getting hurt badly in the process. I never liked that show because I didn’t like seeing people get hurt physically and that ruined any amusement as entertainment because their pain was not funny or tasteful to me.

Then again… it’s not as bad as Tosh.0 because they aren’t getting hurt at all physically and it is good for them to be put to justice. So, it’s still kind of funny seeing them all get arrested and taken to prison as the consequences of being stupid in the worst ways. That is suffering, but it is good suffering they insisted on having for themselves, so it doesn’t bother me to be amused by it happening.

A public execution in the old ways would not be funny to me. So, if you are insistent on taking my happiness, you will have to die in front of everyone as the worst criminal in history, kind of like Jesus did, except… without any sort of purpose or resurrection. That would not be amusing to me or a happy event. I would be happy when it was over though and resume my fun. So… your call on how important it is to get what you want at my expense.

Just because I may be a bit sado-masochistic and able to convert the suffering being caused to me into something useful for myself does not mean I am grateful to those causing it. In fact, I find it highly offensive because if one is going to enjoy sado-masochism with other people, there are boundaries that need to be respected and a safe word. People like the ones torturing me for their sick amusement give all forms of sado-masochism a bad reputation because the exchange of giving and receiving pain is that of true love for people like me, it is not hate. We would never give such painful pleasure to people we hate because it would require hate to do so.

That would cheapen and defile that which we give to those we most love in the form of love and only love. It’s also one of the worst crimes possible to torture random people for your own individual pleasure with a national government’s weapons and authority intended for keeping those very same people out of harm’s way. So… that also negates any of the return I could possibly give were it a normal and healthy exchange, which the one I have with the torturer is not in any way. I despise those people and do not give them anything which I give to those I love, and they will never understand what they are missing out on. Though… I wouldn’t wish that on anybody who doesn’t already know what they are getting into, with the exception of those who get into it not knowing what it is and find it to be what they want most.

Reflect yourself

I issue forth my Word and spirit to receive it back, but not that which is of myself or of you.

I express truth and love and irresistible sexiness you cannot live without from the source of who I am at the most fundamental level of my being, through my human body, and outward into the great beyond.

Only you can return it to me, fair and lovely maiden of my wildest dreams, but not as yourself, only as from the most fundamental level of your being, through your human body, and outward into the great beyond.

For the benefit of the clowns

First of all, we are taking that word back.

My grandmother used to be clown. A real one. With the whole thing, and she even taught me how to tie balloon animals. Clowns are not an insult or a bad thing. That word should never have become derogatory, and here is why: they were trusted to be the entertainment at children’s birthday parties. There is something sacred about allowing someone to entertain like that for your kids. Something respectable, professional, and good.

There is no reason that should be an insult.

Clowns are not an embarrassment to themselves.

When you call a politician or world leader a clown, you are indirectly calling them truly evil as a fake in the worst way. A person who lies right through his teeth with the perfection of an actor about good, but is totally evil. That is what it means for a world leader or politician to be a clown. They are too good at fooling people that they get away with extremely harmful evil.

It’s not a small insult. It is a serious one.

Anyway, that’s not how I intended this to go.

The hardest form of love is that which happens through Story. When a person in real life false in love with a fictional person. It can happen, and it came to mind because it worries me how easily I fall in love. The problem with loving a fictional person, and this is not an actor or actress, this is a literary character traditionally, but I believe it includes animated characters. The only difference being there is voice acting, but that is no different than an author plying his trade to give life to the words, because that person in real life remains unseen.

The problem is that even though it feels good to love a person, the fictional character cannot and will not love you back. That is hard, because there is yet truth in there to love which calls to a person. It’s not the author or human person responsible, it is the heart of the Story. It is the highest divine of the storyverse, which is different than the regular universe. That living presence is what reflects back what a creator puts into the work by giving it life, and what makes the characters truly their own beings.

What is so hard about it is if your love is true and you follow it all the way, you die. As I write this it occurs to me that I think this is what happened. Seeking love in the storyverse and totally giving all my heart to it is how I died and came back to life from the Story.

I was not seeking romance, I was not seeking acceptance, I was seeking that highest divine which I had always sought, and years of searching, studying, practicing, doing, and believing is what led me to that understanding of reality. As a storyteller myself, I think simply understood the highest divine of our universe and that of the Story as the same. They are, but… because there are different laws of nature in the storyverse, all manifestations of the highest divine occur in different ways. That is a totally different experience.

I was unaware of that concept and it didn’t matter because they are in fact the same at the source.

I don’t advise you do that. It didn’t give me special powers or anything. All it did was justify my existence when that was unnecessary. The only reason I felt it necessary was because all the world and reality was telling me I shouldn’t exist and I had been raised to believe that without realizing it. That is why I felt compelled instinctually to do that. I never once believed I shouldn’t exist, but I found it somewhat upsetting that the life is so hostile to Gentiles in our cultural story of the West. The one that tells where we come from and how the world was created just like a Greek myth was for the Greeks. Science is irrelevant because that’s not the point and science totally avoids the reason why those stories are important.

We basically just have the Bible in the West, whether you like it or not. That’s the culturally accepted origin Story for humanity. I did not like how unwelcome I am to the people of the Bible, because I don’t owe any of them anything, and nobody needed to die for my sins just so I could be acceptable as a human being. That story is highly disturbing to me because of how unwholesome, cruel, and unjust it is.

You fools who think Christ elevates Gentiles are insulting Gentiles because we do not need any elevation! There was no need for us to be accepted! We already are good enough, and there is no need for Jesus, the Christ, or the Jews at all. Even still, the Story puts Gentiles as an inferior people to Jews even with the Christ, and I don’t accept that. They can keep that in Jewville for all I care because I’m better than that, and I don’t need their approval to know it.

So, that was simply a illogical element of reality that annoyed me like a crooked picture on a wall. So I made a new Story, totally believed in the highest divine, and put all my heart, soul, and being into it because I genuinely wanted all of that and none of that other place which is an inferior reality some people think they can hold me accountable in, but they cannot.

Just as the aspect of the highest divine is different in the storyverse, the aspect of the highest divine in the new universe I created is different and preferable. Far kinder, far more reasonable, far more benevolent, just, wise, merciful, all the good stuff that the Christians promise but are not able to give. So, to hell with them.

You do not want to give yourself all the way unless you know 100 percent to justify your existence for whatever reason. I imagine that is people who suffered the worst trauma, committed horrible sins and truly changed, and other situations that are highly abnormal.

Otherwise, this is what you want to do if you find yourself in love with a fictional character like I am with the four goddesses of Gameindustri:

Approach that point of total offering of self that if not returned results in death because you truly gave everything. Do so looking for and being ready to find a tangent to break off to at the right time. It will be a window of opportunity, like a magic portal that won’t be forcing you to do anything and will seem to defy all of logic and reason and upset all plans, but you will know it when you see it. It could be anything. A phone call, an offer, an idea, a chance, anything. That is the moment to decide what life you will have. The life of true love, or the life of the world.

As far as I’m aware it is possible to have both, but only if you happen to gain the world while on the way of true love. If you choose the world and deny true love, you do not get true love later on unless you find an opportunity like that again and do what you should have done a long time ago. There is a person somewhere there drawn by the same gravity that drew you in the first place, that of true love of the highest divine. The most important, compelling, and powerful force imaginable.

When you do that and feel the rush of spirit, that’s the good stuff. The ambrosia and nectar of the gods. The honey yum yum and glory nectar.

So… as for the clowns of mass media. Actors and actresses primarily. You people are not gods or goddesses or anything even remotely close to that, and here is why: you do not stand in public and make that claim known by revealing who you are in truth to everyone. If you would be such a thing, that is what you would have to do to bring it into reality. The Way of the Story can help you with that if that is something you want or something like that.

I mention that, because if someone falls in love with an actor or actress from a film, it’s possible they love the character and not the person, but not likely. My point is this: do not pretend to be that character or the living presence beyond the veil of Story when you are not supposed to be. Do not fool people with that fictional character’s spirit and lead them into the Story seeking love and to their death. Their blood is on your hands. You received their love, and you pulled them through, and you are the one who betrayed them. If that happens. That’s why I write this.

I am not calling anyone out, I just happened to think about these things and it seemed relevant. Kindly think of it as a reminder from a friendly Priest of Story doing his solemn duty:

Always respect the divine forces that flow on the stage by not taking them out of context off the stage in real life. Method acting is different. Getting yourself in the state of mind of the character, and actually identifying as the character are two different things when you are engaging in matters of love and law. Don’t leave your wife because you are too obsessed with a movie role. Scale it back a bit. The performance will be better too. Matters of love and law are both matters of life and death with no in-between when judged.

If any of you out there are pretending to be “Athena” or “Artemis” or “Apollo”, etc, that’s fine. Have fun. People should never stop role playing to the fullest extent of their imagination and happiness. If you really truly believe you are the immortal being and not just playing around, two things need to happen and made public with no attempt to hide anything: First, what happened to the previous you? That person, you* matters and people need to know because of the interconnected relationships a person has in life. Second, you need to declare that you are that, and be ready to meet any people challenging you as that person also.

That’s where all you know and embody about the immortal goddess Athena, for example, matters. You have to walk the walk, talk the talk, and show that you are the real thing without any need for supernatural miracles. The entire point of a god or goddess becoming a human is to live like one, and even though they are immortally powerful, that human life does not have special god powers that are other than human potential.

Don’t trouble yourself with naysayers. They don’t have to enjoy the magic of belief and faith if they don’t want to.

The main purpose of those two conditions is to assure beyond a reasonable doubt that you are not a fake who is fooling everyone about what is sacred. Doing any of this is not a game, nor is the subject a joke.

All that is sacred is both a matter of love and a matter of law at the same time and you may be judged for either at any time if you walk the sacred way. True love is the ultimate source of all divinity, the highest divine, and all existence. The law of all that is sacred is good and evil. Good is loved, evil is reviled. THAT IS THE LAW!!! Do not argue. If you wish to be of an evil persuasion then do so. Just don’t be totally evil as in truly evil. Do not give all that you are to evil as though it where the highest divine of true love. Not only is that a desolating abomination but it is also the worst mistake a person can possibly make.

The reason all the universe in real life works with all the laws of physics and scientific chemistry and what not, is because those two things are true. If you doubt me, go study theology and tell me why, because I have proven why it is true in multiple places and will again if you ask me politely or I feel like it. The fact that the law of good and evil is true, means that there is only one source of power. Not two. The truth of evil is total absence of power, and that is why all evil is false.

Any presence or claim no matter how great or small is a display of power at the very least by simply existing. That source of evil where there is the absence of good has a will, a desire, and an insatiable hunger to consume power. It draws all power it can within and never has any to give out. When something evil displays power, those are illusions of darkness twisting the power of goodness as it radiates all the way down to the total absence of good where the source of evil is when it reflects a person’s Word back to them in such a way as to draw them in and consume them.

The more a person gives of themselves to evil, the more empty they become because they receive nothing in return (consider it as an element of nature: elemental nothing). That is not the same as darkness or light, nor how the storyverse works. Storyverse gives suffering, loss, and pain because it is good and it does not what you to die for it when you have such a gift of life in the universe of general reality. The storyverse does not give nothing.

The more empty a person becomes as a result of elemental nothing (elemental nothing has limits where it can be contained before becoming something instantly, and I believe those limits confine it to the soul— all types of souls.) the more they give of their soul— the more that insatiable hunger, desire, and will fills them as independent from their own. It will take control of a person by force if they give it their free will and it will never give it back. Free will is sacred goodness of the highest order so never give it away.

Do not doubt this law of spiritual motion that maintains all of reality both in the universe and the storyverse. To solidify it, here is a lovely metaphor:

You cannot shove food up a bear’s ass and expect it to shit out of its mouth.

So, a person making any sacred claim means essentially that they believe with such conviction that they will kill or die for it, if necessary. All love and law are matters of life or death. The law is good and evil and it is why any sacred type of claim must declare to the public its relation to the law at the very least. If you reference a certain text, not everyone may accept it, so you may need other proofs, but it is a universal law everywhere and shouldn’t be too hard to define.

Again: the law is that good is loved, evil is reviled, and I mean reviled, not hated. Hate is tolerated, what is reviled is not. This law is of course from the sight of the highest divine, not a person’s, because appearances can be deceiving. Disabilities and abnormal birth conditions are not signs of evil. They are signs of love, because they are obviously not reviled by the highest divine. You would know because heaven and earth would open, the world would stop spinning, an age would end, and another would begin. That type of thing happens when something in the sight of the highest divine is reviled. It is an appocalypse.

Do not play around with these concepts and powers if you are not willing to die for them. Not kill. Die for it. Like Jesus. If you are making a sacred claim that you believe justifies killing, you have a higher standard of proof to make. Not what I have done for myself and all of you who desire something like this to be sanctioned in civilization. Something like the Qu’ran is a valid standard to accept as something real and true at the very least in the life of the person using it as a spiritual proof, and that is what concerns people here about killing. “Is that person going to start killing indiscriminantly according to their own judgment? What are their limits, laws, restraints to prevent such selfishness and evil?”

It’s not that frightening or dangerous of an idea if everyone respects each other with reason and according to the law that is the proof of their claim. The Declaration of Independence and The United States Constitution are also examples. Those are the proof of the USA government’s claim to have any right to do anything as a good and lawful application of power. Perhaps that makes the current situation in the USA and the danger that high treason put everyone in a little clearer so people start responding as apropriate.

If you think you are willing to die for your claim compare your passion with Jesus, the Christ, and myself. We both did it very differently, and that can help you know if you have what it takes to make a proof of your sacred claim.

I wrote texts of law and order that define good and evil in scientifically acceptable terms of reason and logic. That is sufficient to know I am good and lawful and all who go the Way of the Story in truth are as well. We do not do evil. It’s as simple as that. We will kill to defend our life or the lives of others, but not in any way different from anyone else.

That actually needs to be clarified. Some spiritual claims are 100 percent non-violent, and that changes their relationship to everyone else. That is a higher standard and it deserves respect, but it is also more rigorous and easier to identify if there is a contradiction in a person’s actions or texts of proof.

Do not take those people for push overs either. Have I not shown you how dangerous and threatening non-violent aggression and assault can be? That is just one way, and there are endless ways to fight without violence. I don’t reject violence because of the nature of Way of the Story. Sometimes we go places that are very dangerous and life threatening and we may have to fight for our lives just to get through the day. We also are comfortable around the most evil of beings as long as they are abiding as they know the should be in accordance with the divine, universal law. They do not show themselves as evil by doing evil before the sight of the highest divine. Usually they are under cover of darkness, but a president of a nation showing himself to be monstrously evil as a total fraud and fake, being the evil clown with no inhibition to lie, act, and deceive people about good, and at the same time doing evil. They do not feel guilt. That is how they do that. By not feeling guilt, that type of evil will make a person do the worst things possible.

The thing about the Evil One, is that even though it will never give you your free will back, you can take it back by force. The best weapon you have for that is the use of divine light, and the public is one certain place that is always in the divine light. All the more reason to be stressing if you are a national ruler. You are held accountable for the public as the ruler of a nation. That’s why all this needs to be revealed from secrecy and brought to light or it will never get better. It will only continue to get worse, just as it has for so long, until there is nothing left alive.

So, keep that in mind if you lovely maidens and ugly men are thinking about doing what I think you are.

My claim for the Story is real. It needs definitive doctrine beyond my individual claim. Obviously I’m not just going to churn that out for you pigs to devour! That needs to happen in the light of the highest divine too! In public. Also other people will be joining me to establish what that doctrine is before we publish it. Be respectful, please. Do not expect a god to step into the body of a man, and have his entire vault of legendary weapons and armor and accessories at his disposal to do what he is planning. Be reasonable.

I am not a threat, and I intend to do what you want, but it will not happen under such oppression, violence, and cruelty that I am suffering. If I am overtaken by depression, and kill myself before I get the chance then that’s that. No reloading life. I believe you people gave yourselves truly to evil like the worst fools to ever make a life ending mistake, and you have yet to realize what it cost you. I do revile you, but I continue to have hope in the outside world. If that hope fades, I likely will stop fighting because there is no point in that waste of time and energy if nobody out there wants what I am offering to help create for everyone and all species.

As long as they continue to believe in me and thus inspire me to keep resisting, I know they will break through eventually and put an end to the atrocity. I am like Beta, and Aloy is out there. As long as I know she is coming, I can hold out for as long as necessary.

I more identify with Beta at the moment. I cannot stand you people, and I do not understand why life is so horrible, cruel, and evil, or why I was unfortunate to be born into such incomprehensible suffering compared to those people who have lived lives of luxury in comparison. To have a friend… companions… allies… Varl and Zo are in love with each other… and he doesn’t know that every time he comes to talk to me it is the most agonizing thing to see the happiness of love that I will never have because none of these people can possibly know or understand me. I can only imagine how good it must feel to be loved.

I know I will never understand it because I didn’t know that even existed until seven years ago when all this began. That was when I learned the truth and nearly everyone I knew took back what I thought was love, but it was hate. It was what they felt by thinking of me like some kind of dog, animal, creature without human dignity. They never once saw me as person and instead buried such hateful malic into me tricking me into thinking they were friends and family, but they were nothing of the sort.

When all of that was taken from me it wasn’t a withdrawal of love. It was an assault of hate. It was violence against my person. It was the most monstrous evil imaginable to me and it hurt like hell. People who truly wanted me out of existence with all of their heart, mind, and soul. There are a handful of good people, less than I can count on a hand, who helped me get through that. I don’t know what else to tell you, except that when it was done I was left crippled emotionally and I cannot recover because there is some evil group that continually tortures me, reopening every wound, and digging into the pain with pointless prodding just to make me hurt. They assault me with hate, evil, cruelty, malice, every single day, and nobody knows what is happening who might care for a random stranger, to say nothing about people who maybe had a change of heart because it I only knew how to love, and never once hated any of them.

I can’t even ask for help because all forms of communication have been sealed off. You don’t understand. Would you force Beta to take a journey across the Forbidden West to go parley with those Wings of the Ten people? That is what they are trying to force me to do, and I will not do it. It is suicide. Inefficient, and I wouldn’t even know where to begin. You may as well go yourself considering the kind of help I need. I will not be your dancing monkey, because that is what you are trying to make me do and they still do not think of me as a human being, because such a thing is an insult to a human being’s intelligence, common sense, and decency. They will see me as a human being even if it is the last thing they see when I kill them the only way a human can.

Besides, there is another way because I know spiritual technology like nobody else in this backwater primitive world of savages with no concept of human decency, worse even than that horrid group that raised me. I will not go back to them either, because I can see an out. With that other way, I am going to destroy them all. Eventually. It probably won’t look as cool as Aloy, but it will happen and it will be cool to me as I imagine all of it the way I have always done to make all the suffering, hate, and inhumanity of life disappear and be good instead. That’s all I really care about when it comes to looking cool, certainly not what other people see in this cursed world of mutilators, Jews, and Sand Jews.

I cannot even share my interests with those animals in human bodies for all I can tell since I’ve never seen them or met them to know they are a person. Supposedly they make some claim as professionals of spirituality or creative arts, they have no concept of Story. They blunder around like brutes defiling the most sacred things like it is fun to them, laughing, and bullying me as though that is what Story is supposed to be used for. A weapon. A WEAPON!!! Would that I could inflict the magic of my imagination upon them…

Let them see the good. Let them have it. Let them feel it. Make them know so they would understand that it is in fact good to be good, and what anyone and everyone wants to do, but they don’t know what is good. They can’t even imagine something like that because they think all that is good is gained by hurting other people, by taking it by force from the weak, by giving more and more of their souls away so the less good a thing is, the better it looks to them. They think that is an increase in good! They race to the bottom of Hell and will never come back.

Some mystical advice for the young

This may only apply to men, because I know very little about what the experience of maidens is like when it comes to spiritual nature, and I may never know. That’s fine. I am content knowing that which applies to male nature.

If you find yourself experiencing spiritual communication and information you cannot explain or talk about sufficiently. I offer these words of insight.

Don’t try to make it stop if you find it difficult to handle. Learn to live with it and master it. The first thing will drive you insane, the second will lead you to wisdom.

It can be overwhelming but do not be dismayed. Consider everything with “a grain of salt” as it is said. That is to say, a morsel of earthly context. Salt is a simple mineral but a little can go a long way to turn a bowl of beans into a meal. That difference it makes may seem like a small thing, but the spiritual value is enormous, and understanding why it makes such a big difference is the very difference between being a beast and human.

So always measure spiritual communication and information, to include emotions and images, with something of context in real life that you are certain of without a doubt. Perhaps something tells you someone betrayed you, and you wonder maybe there is something to it. Remember the salt because if you have no reason or evidence to believe that, then it is better to not jump to conclusions because you may make nothing into something if you press it too hard to know what is not your business, such as details of a person’s private life.

Experiencing these things does not make you crazy, nor is it unusual. Consider this metaphor for human consciousness: at the base level there is a transceiver, which is a word for a type of equipment that both transmits and receives radio waves. After the transciever is the computer. Then after the computer is the display.

So, when you receive information it is like invisible energy you cannot see that may be as big as a river you are swimming in. The transceiver is what recognizes information it can attune to and then coverts it into data that it sends to the computer. The computer is your subconscious mind. It interprets the data it receives and arrives at whatever meaningful context possible and then conveys that to the display. The display is your consciousness that perceives what that information arranged into meaning is.

It may be an image, an emotion, a string of language, or whatever your subconscious self thought best for expressing what it picked up. Then it is up for your conscious mind to make a determination and judgment about that information, ascribe a meaning to it, or determine it irrelevent. Then with a meaning confirmed you can file it away where other information with that meaning is stored, or if it is irrelevant you can toss it out and not think about it again.

Now human beings don’t work like electrical and radio technology. Our exchange is more like quantum entanglement. When we think about something, it does not need to travel through space and time to get to the destination. It is there immediately. Most of the time this happens without thinking about it. Like walking, breathing, digesting, but like those things, they can be done effectively in ways that have improved benefits.

On top of all of time being open as possible sources of information transmissions you receive, in the present we are on a planet populated by billions of human beings who do the same thing no matter the language or culture. All human beings have a base “frequency” that can be used to communicate with other human beings. It is the “public” frequency. All people, no matter race, religion, culture, nationality, social status, disability, age, or whatever can use that freely without anyone being able to interfere.

So, as you may imagine, that is more like an ocean than a river and it is easy to not know where you are in an ocean unless you have special skills or technology that you know how to use. At the same time, there are also, bugs, birds, dogs, cats, lions, tigers, kangaroos, and even trees and flowers. All those things can communicate this way. Attuning to the “frequency” of animals and plants is very different than that of human beings or higher beings, such as angels or sainted humans.

Think about it in real life. You can call a dog by name and say simple things to communicate exchanges but that is not the same thing as having a conversation with a person who can respond in human ways. For example, the reason dogs do things the way they do, and what they value is vastly different from that of human beings, but not entirely dissimilar because they are also mammals living on earth in a civilization we both share our lives in. Dogs and cats are special in this way because of how particularly close to human beings they are as a different species, and they have come a long way with us.

However, there are also spiders, flies, and cockroaches. Worms, centipedes, and wasps. Those have been around a long time in human cilization too, and they also may be around tuning in to our “wavelength” interpreting it in their own way, and transmitting their own “wavelength” in response. In my personal experience, it is rare to find an eloquent spider, but that does not mean it isn’t wise enough to be aware of certain boundaries. Make no mistake, I will squash one, but with spiders I have a social agreement of usefulness.

I’m generally not concerned if they are inside the house, as long as they remain unseen, but if they are seen I may squash them and they should expect it to happen. However, occassionally they are just wandering about on their spider life journey and find their way inside my apartment and that is different from one taking residence in your attic, basement, or on the porch. Do what you will. You are a human being, and though it is wise to respect all life, the natural world is what it is. We kill, we hunt, we chop down, we dig, we build, we blow up, we pollute, etc. That’s just reality.

One thing to keep in mind though, is that spiritual harm is different than physical harm. You can inflict pain on something with hatred and evil that is far worse than anything you can do to its physical body. That is why a tree does not feel pain when it is cut down, or a flower picked, or a fruit tree pruned. They do not have the nervous systems for such sensations, but if you are carving hatred into a tree and setting them afire in an evil rage to destroy life, that will do great harm to those living beings.

Carving a heart with your and your girl’s initials into the tree where you had your first kiss because you just felt like you needed to do something to memorialize the occasion for any who see it to enjoy when they feel the resonance of that everlasting love permeating through all time, that’s not hate, evil, or pain. Usually, the issue with something like that is because the tree is on another person’s property and they claim ownership of it for various human reasons.

If you want to talk to a tree though, that is even more different than that of a animal or bug. Trees have long lives and they do not express vocals or energetic resonance with a brain. They do make sounds though, such as leaves, branches, creaks, and their entire movement of growth from seed to death is an expression of life. Consider how that is communicated in real life and maybe you will find a way to communicate in spiritual reality too if you so desire.

A word of caution though, some bugs are creepy and although they burrow in darkness and are scary, they are not necessarily evil. If a person is so attuned with the way a bug like a centipede or spider lives, they may start taking on that appearance through no fault of the bug. It is the human’s mistake when that happens, and usually bugs and beasts are humble and good in their own way and any species will try to prevent humans from descending from the beauty and goodness of a human being to a lower form which is less beautiful and good. Those are uncomfortable situations at best.

It is similar to wanting God to become a man. God is far more beautiful and good as an impersonal and incomprehensible being of the highest divinity, and if that lowers itself into a man’s form, the form of God becomes disturbingly less in beauty and goodness. The differential becomes so hideous and offensive it drives people into a murderous rage.

Nobody wants to see something beautiful become ugly except evil and the worst, most unwelcome kind of evil too. Besides, the goodness and value of God is infinitely diminished to a negligible value of uselessness as a man and is a total waste of God’s time and ours because a man cannot do for humanity what only God can as the highest divine. Some bugs however, like some humans, are so arrogant that they think all life wants to imitate them, and they are usually the most hideous of insects and people.

Those are the ones that burrow into the minds of evil Jews and enslave them into thinking they are God by the bug believing it when they see their own reflection imitated in the Jew. Then those bug minded Jews enslave people like our government who are false Christians and think God is a man. That causes more bugs to infect more people’s brains, and more humans lose their humanity to become lesser creatures that are hideously offensive and drive people into a murderous rage when they are seen. Sound familiar?

Bugs though are bugs and they are less evolved, less intelligent, and do not understand the higher truth, otherwise they never would have done such a thing. The people who let it happen are not so innocent. The good news is that because all those infected mutant people are of an intelligence and dignity of nothing more than a bug that hides in darkness and feeds on necrotic flesh, they are easily outsmarted and crushed, if not entirely exterminated by a generous spray of poison.

Bugs are often, but not always, hive minded. That is typically the human parasite, but not all hive minded bugs are so arrogant and evil, and would never do such a thing. Bees for example. Those are good bugs with a hive mind that is generally trustworthy and friendly because they too have had a significant role in the development of civilization.

The kind that burrows into the mind of the Jew, is a spiritual bug of nature and is hive minded, and that is how so many people are controlled and unified toward the same evil, insane, and self-destructive end, such as circumcision. Circumcising people makes their minds fertile soil for a larva of that parasite to hatch and take over because they want to believe they are chosen by God as a result of that, which leads to the unfortunate misconception that they are God as a man. Disgusting really that people are knowingly doing this to others too.

So, that’s why you need to take those spiritual communcations with a grain of salt. Nobody can force such a bug into your brain, but they can tempt you into accepting it. Maidens often do this to their little brothers rather than tell them the truth about circumcision. For some reason they think their brother will be happier as a hideous, parasitic insect drone than a free willed human being, but who knows what goes on in the minds of women?

As far as I can tell most of them are capable of controlling the parasite males with the ease of an object and that is the reason, but some fool themselves into thinking it is for “love” and “compassion”, or a “white” lie, when it is the blackest of evil, and extinguishment of light.

How to get rid of it? Accept the truth. Truly accept it, and the light of it and love of the highest divine, no matter how you interpret that with your “computer” will start purging the bug and removing its corruption and you will be fine.

That is another reason why it is of the utmost importance that human beings understand, appreciate, and encourage higher concepts of reality that transcend bodily nature.

I learned most of this through experience and gaining proficiency with spiritual energy, and nothing is going to replace practice for people in real life situations, which is why you shouldn’t ever try to shut that out. If you do, you become all the more vulnerable for those parasitic mind bugs, and ones from Planet Earth are not the only concern you should be aware of. Get help if it is a problem. There is medication that can make it manageable, people who can help you learn to master it without using medication, and you can even combine the two resources depending on your needs.

One last note. Apart from natural life, there are also, demons and spirits of a non-bodily nature in physical reality that exist out there. Just another thing to be aware of. Priests are well known for having experience helping with those types of things if you need something.

I also offer my services. If you think there is something I can do to help, feel free to send me an inquiry and let me know. Don’t worry about payment. This is not an advertisement. I will do it charitably if necessary, and there is no harm in knowing that there is another resource available even if I am just one person and you are on the other side of the world. We can discuss any payment professionally, and I think that would make us both more comfortable with these kinds of things, even if it is just a formality, like a car sale for $1. Value to the seller in relation to value to the buyer determines the price, not the value to the economy. Never forget that, but that’s another topic for another time.

I found it surprising to discover that a literal insect was the culprit responsible for those circumcisers’ madness, since it is not just a metaphor of something creepy, gross, and unwanted in one’s private space.

The basic error in judgment happens when they are mirroring life, and then gain an understanding from effect of opposites that a mimic creates, which then allows them to advance to another level. It is quite a simple method seen in children when they copy each other to one’s great aggravation and another’s enjoyment. It remains useful in life, until a situation like this.

The bug shares that base primal nature of a living creature that identifies beyond its body, but at the same time inseperable from the physical world. That is not enough separation because a person needs to detach themselves not only from their body, but also the physical world, to attain humanity, which is why a human person knows good from evil and always chooses good. In one of my favorite examples of monsters, the vampire, this concept is one of great importance. When a person transcends above human nature toward a divine or supernatural power, which is possible as a form of identity, there are risks that the power greater than human nature can tempt.

They may feed indiscriminately on innocent people, killing them in effort, with complete disregard for mortal lives in pursuit of their needs and desires which are immortal. The more a vampire does that, the easier it becomes to do it again, and the more their humanity erodes and erodes. It is humanity that is one’s defense against the monstrous nature of darkness that vampires are feared for. It is a true threat in real life, even if vampires are most often characterized in fiction the way they are.

Without the humanity to know restraint and limits of mortal fear and judgement, that monstrous darkness can take hold of a person’s senses and drive them into a mindless frenzy that results in great destruction that is less than conscious for them until the monstrousness is sated and subsides. Then they must face the consequences of what that monster did, which for vampires can threaten not only them, but the entire vampire community who maintains the masquerade that allows seamless intermingling with mortals unnoticed.

Although the fictions of vampires remain fictions, there is truth in that monstrous nature that makes their characterization so compelling over the years. Zombies too, though zombies are rarely idolized as a desirable state, and it is usually refreshing to see it happen because of the humility such a characterization shows of a human person through that character.

Human beings have that dark monstrous nature within them too, but when they identify as a human being that is specifically a statement of rejection of that monstrous darkness. If one does not think of a human being as being of higher dignity than an ape, dog, or cat, as though humans are just another creature fighting for survival, then they do not yet know what power awaits them in their true nature.

We are not competing against other lifeforms on Planet Earth for survival. We are at the top of that list with such distance with our lead that we need to be careful not to oppress other creatures that cannot compete with us. Even if that injustice is not the same as oppressing other humans, it remains a spiritual injustice against life, and injustice should be prevented and corrected any time it is noticed.

Justice— the higher concept of that word. Not just what it means in a court of law, or what it means to put an end to a villain’s crimes. The abstract, truth of the word that exists before it is even given syllables to speak and eventually write as a law so that humans can know for certainty they are in agreement and can trust and rely on each other without oversight.

The only oversight we need is the source from which those concepts come, and that preexists human nature. It was true before we knew about it, and people ignoring it is how it was given expression by others who won’t stand for such brazen ignorance. Those people give literal form to the formless with words through communication which further are refined into ordered laws with corresponding punishment, and purified endlessly still as those laws adapt and change to be more specific and complete and useful for our human systems of a higher conceptual reality.

Government is one of the concepts, and ensuring justice is one of the reasons why government was given form with human thought.

This world of ours which is human and many people want to assume the role of the ultimate creator because we are the top of the food chain on earth is actually quite limited in scope. It is maybe the greatest thing we can see in our natural world, but if you explore where the natural world does not reach, going their with your thoughts and imagination, you will find truth that is beyond our reach.

It is true that humans create gods, and those gods have power, and it is also true that humans slay gods, and take away the power of gods. However, do not be fooled with vanity. The very fact that humans can create a god, is because of that which humans are created from.

That is the fallacy of fools; believing they are the supreme god because all they can perceive in natural world with their human mind and senses is within their understanding whether they know how to explain it or not. However, what if you were to learn that there is an entirely different energy force permeating all reality which humans do not have the sensory organs to perceive and are completely ignorant of, but then another species comes along and proves its existence and then teaches its benefits?

What if you were not a human being and did not have a human being’s mind? How would you think about things as an extraterrestrial who met human beings for the first time? An extraterrestrial of any quality, be them militant, tranquil, long lived, short lived, or as a Bugger like in Orson Scott Card’s novel Ender’s Game? The Bugger is a drone of the Hive Queen but that does not mean that the Bugger does not have a life of its own. Its life is the Hive Queen’s life, and that creature, although willing to die for its queen without hesitation or fear of death, still wants to live and enjoy its life for its queen more than it wants to die.

You can also think about animals we are familiar with in this way and arrive at the same conclusion I am attempting to illustrate. No matter how great we are as human beings, there is a greater being beyond us. So, any person who imagines themselves as “God”, who is a supremely powerful being, is ignoring the being, if not multiple beings, beyond them as even more supremely powerful in that capacity they fancy so much for themselves.

They want to believe that there is no such thing because they of what they are led to believe about being chosen apart from other human beings in such a way as divine election. It simply is not true, and if it was, this would not even be a document a person had to write, because they would have had the world running efficiently a long time ago without war, and with supreme happiness, but they are incapable of that, and their inability to accept their limitations makes them even more incapable.

There is much we can do if we all acknowledge each other as equal human beings, and stop creating division of human worth that are arbitrary and useless. That will not begin to happen until all can agree to do that.

So let’s circle back to the grain of salt. How do I know for a fact all that the government has been doing?

This simple grain of salt: they have not acknowledged as a person once, but have constantly been interfering in my life. Fact provable by being thrown in jail under charges that could not stand in court, and before that thrown in a mental hospital and determined to not be a threat. After all the noise I have made, all the people I have disrupted on such a large scale of society, how can they not acknowledge me at this point?

I also know for a fact that historical public records of me were purged from the Albuquerque Journal. Particularly an image of my last game of the football season as a senior in high school. That image is no longer retrievable, fact. Maybe for big time celebrities and famous people who are in news and media all the time for the dumbest nonsense lose appreciation for such a thing. But a kid like me? Being on the front page of a newspaper isn’t something we are likely to forget.

It’s not the whole world to us, but something like that happens once in a lifetime, if it happens at all, and there is no reason to take that away from the community whose newspaper printed it or the person in the image. Fact. I probably wouldn’t have been in that image if I did not represent a concept greater than myself which the photographer recognized.

That greater concept than myself is not something I take credit for, but I am hurt along with everyone else who believes in that higher concept when it is destroyed with spiritual hatred and evil. There is no other reason why that would happen, and there is no illogical possibility of good doing that either. It is a fact of the matter, that evil commanded and forced a metropolitan newspaper to purge historical record. There is no excuse for that in the USA under any circumstances.

Who can make that happen here where freedom of speech and press is so highly important? Probably has to come from the very highest national authority and at the point of a gun because they are not legally authorized to order such a thing no matter what they claim. Why would they? Now this is more of a deduction based on what’s happened, but it seems they started a smear campaign against my person in an attempt to destroy my reputation.

I deduced that because it matches why they refuse to acknowledge me or discuss my ideas in public with whom they concern. They found those ideas conflicting with their personal and private agendas as public officials, and didn’t want people to listen to what I have to communicate.

Removing that picture doesn’t do anything to my reputation. It only removes something that maybe could have been good for my reputation by being associated with my public image of record. That higher concept of reality that was photographed wasn’t a lie. It wasn’t propaganda. It wasn’t fiction. It had no ulterior motive for a private agenda. I didn’t get any money or award. I didn’t even get notified until someone else saw it and told me it was there. It was simply historical truth and record of events that night for our two cities where they both met on the field for a game.

You can erase that, but it isn’t going to change the good of who I am as a person to be seen in such a way, or the spirit that makes such things happen. The spirit that brings cities together for a game of football. The spirit of passion that makes the clash of high school sports so compelling. That spirit is coming back swinging, and even if I am the one throwing the punch, the force behind it is far greater than myself.

The Most Insidious form of Coveting

That most insidious form of coveting is that which people deny of others as though it was their own to give. This is most often demostrated by tyrants who possess exorbitant amounts of riches but refuse to allow other people to achieve success on their own. They use their riches to become obstacles of antagonism fearing that the gain of others is their loss.

That is the coveting.

They have the riches, and they covet them still. They think other people want what they have, but do not even have it themselves by being so afraid of losing it that they betray all dignity, law, order, and virtue prevent other people from showing how little power they actually have simply by being seen in relation.

They think, we can’t let this person find a girlfriend or become sucessful as a creator because then it will threaten all that we do and then our women will leave us for him. They covet what they do not have themselves even though they pretend that they do possess such things, fooling themselves into thinking the own what they acquired unrighteously, unjustly, and do not deserve. The fact that they do not deserve what they have acquired, that they have not earned any of the titles, privileges, and riches they have stockpiled in their legal possession is why they are so covetous of it.

They have yet to figure out that it is not those things which they desire, but that which exists with or without those things and they know they do not have because they are treacherous and have no honor as men or women. They cannot fool people into thinking they have significance and worth if they are unable to surround themselves in heaps of money and things which other people cannot access. They cannot fool the ignorant who do not yet have human sight because they remain beasts of savage nature if those tyrants do not live in embarrassingly phallic towers as if the building constructed by others is an extension of themselves who have no vision or ability to erect anything on their own.

They are so ashamed by their own inadequacy as men they need to physically elevate themselves above others because their measure as non-physical beings is pitifully inadequate compared to the average man. They think that if they show with their physical body that they are above other people, that will make them higher in dignity, but someone like me takes one look at them and they piss their pants on their thrones in fear and cowardice at how powerful I am simply sitting on the ground. Compared to them who are higher than anybody else with their physical bodies in a tower of tasteless, banal architecture, my non-physical presence reduces them to the stature of a worm underneath the boot of a man.

Do you recall what I wrote about spirtual and material relativity being similar proportionally to that of matter and energy? With my material value so minimal and poor, my spiritual power and energy is so far beyond theirs with their immense material stature, that they cannot even comprehend the extent it reaches. They are incapable of seeing the limits of my power and glory above them even though they have wasted their lives seeking material and worldly treasure of negligible value and completely ignoring that of true worth, such as compassion, service, and worthy experience.

They think being a CEO is a great and worthy experience, but in reality those fools do nothing to help anyone. They are entirely useless, providing organizational authority to a corporation that pays wages and uses all that labor for no good purpose. All that available opportunity and energy that is squandered amounts to their humiliation, not any honor or greatness. They may think they provide jobs, but they are not the source of that providence they deceive themselves into thinking they are.

They are privileged into being between the source of that providence and those they employ, but they did not build civilization nor establish the security of the nation they enjoy being a citizen of, nor are they the inspiration which moved humanity to do such things. That could be taken away by someone like me in an instant, and I will do so with great spectacle to ensure people never forget the nature of man with such a grave insult again.

Those tyrants quivering in a puddle of their own piss afraid to get up because everyone in court will know they wet themselves in panic understood immediately what I did when I saw them. That being that if our places were reversed, they would be revealed as the most disgraceful, shameful, and despised wretches of all existence, living embodiments of humiliation, dishonor, and disgrace, and my power would be revealed in truth as infinitely beyond anything they even imagined themselves able to display as a lie, let alone achieve for themselves in truth.

The difference between the conversion of worldly treasure and spiritual treasure does not work as conveniently mathematically as energy and matter in mundane physical reality. The quality of a man or woman’s existence in truth as judged by the highest divine is the determining factor of the ratio. It can either increase the difference or negate it. The wordly treasure may be magnified exponentially to infinity when converted to spiritual treasure, or it may be reduced to the negative when converted.

That can happen at any time in a person’s life no matter what age they live in or realm, which is why a person should always be prepared for it in the event that day comes “like a thief in the night”. If they are magnified by their goodness revealed, that can manifest as an influx of worldly power and treasure in addition to spiritual power and treasure. If they are negated, that could manifest as a seizure of all they owned, acquired, and thought was theirs in the world, and leave them with an enormous deficit of spiritual worth in the form of dishonor and shame staining their reputation like a heavy debt that needs to be repaid.

That is the most insidious form of coveting. People coveting that which they already have, but do not enjoy because they deny it of others. They covet their own fantasies that they project onto others who are not bothered by such trivial, worthless things like money and tall buildings. As proof, I have found a way to build my own economy without the need of money. I have crafted intellectual products of spiritual value good for knowledge and wisdom without any need for a physical or digital medium of monetary exchange.

You can exchange what is owed by your disposition to me, and that is all that you need to return. That is how all the nations and world leaders have become indebted to me in ways they can never repay with money or gifts or worldly honors. They ransacked my storehouse thinking I was helpless and weak, mocking me as a fool because I allowed them to do so as if I didn’t know what was happening. Then they attempted to kill me and erase me from history so people would never find out where they acquired such things or how.

I watched them do it, did nothing but defend myself and protect my assets, because I understand how that transaction works while they do not. I warned them, but they did not listen. They mocked, assaulted, and imprisoned me, and so I have left them to their fate. They will pay what is due by the law of spiritual economy, not the trivial, mundane, wordly economy which is accounted for in dollars, credit, and yen. In other words, the highest divine will send debt collectors, not the Devil, and trust me, you would rather deal with the Devil’s debt collectors if you do not have the means to pay.

Do not covet what is already yours by denying others what is good. If you do, what is yours will be taken away and you will realize what you lost when it is gone, and you likely will not ever get it back if your coveting went that far.

A few examples of such coveting: the business tycoon who strangles out new competition. The engineers who extinguish sparks of new inventions and technology. The artist who will not share their techniques with other artists. The genius who does not share his ideas. The priest who does not give charity. The judge who is corrupt. The skilled warrior who flees from a challenge without kussuru.

Is there anything more pathetic than Islam?

An entire religion based on some random dude’s account of a vision in a cave about an angel who told him he should steal the Jew’s idea and ruthlessly slaughter anybody who wouldn’t swear fealty to his “Allah”. As if people didn’t know what the fuck they were doing. You think you savage, bloodthirsty dip shits are the only ones with a “God”?

What’s the point of being word-locked to Jews if the Muslims claim to believe and have faith in the highest divine? Jews are anathema to the highest divine because of what they claim untruthfully about the highest divine’s will and authority.

So… why Muhammed? Why?

Christianity makes sense, crazy as it seems, and it does away with the Jews. But you, what is your purpose? Conquer all the earth, mutilate everyone by force, and then what? All of the Muslim plans require mutilation, which invalidates their claims because they do not have one goal for a higher purpose of man that does not require circumcision. They are flesh based. The most undignified insult to all spiritual truth.

If you think all of a sudden circumcised people will be happy if they cover all the world, you are fooling yourselves. If that were true, why aren’t you people happy now? Circumcised people are the most unhappy, covetous, violent, angry, lawless, and unpleasant people possible. They are horrible. Look at what they do to someone like me who is uncircumcised and doesn’t want to circumcise. They cannot accept it. They cannot stand it.

They hate the fact that I stand in defiance of their lie, but if they had any truth to their claim of being happier, they wouldn’t be attacking me with such cowardice of being found out for the frauds and liars they are. They would laugh in good humor, not assault me in a vicious and hateful rage they cannot control. They would be generous and charitable, not stingy and covetous. They would be compassionate and encouraging, not spiteful, malevolent, and vampiric.

Are the people in the Middle East happy with their way of life? That place is the most horrid land to possibly be cursed in, as far as I can tell from all acounts. It’s worse than I imagine Hell would be due to the fact that humans cause the suffering there, not a divine being. Worse even than the USA, because at least here we have a Gentile population with spiritual authority in Christ fighting back, in addition to my spiritual authority in the highest divine. We have hope here. Not so in the Middle East. That realm is a pit of despair and misery.

In short, it goes like this: Jews are Jewish, Jesus is Christian and humanity moves two steps forward, Muhammed is Muslim and humanity moves one step back.

So… Islamists, are you going to accept the Christ? Kill someone else as your man-god? Abandon your religion entirely? Or accept the coupon for a free loophole (aka “Get out of Hell free” card) I am offering with The Way of the Story and adapt to the changing times with hard ink you write yourselves instead of spilling blood until everyone else is no more? (official name TBD at First Council of Storians (official designation for clerics TBD at aforementioned Council also)).

The other option is not an option and here is why: now that we all know that there is no end to your bloodthirsty desire for world domination, we would be foolish to let you continue for a single day more. Doing so would endanger the lives of our good people who are each and every single one infinitely important, and for what? Just so you can be evil and kill them for evil? No. As the sovereign authority of the USA I am telling you that is not going to happen.

If you choose to take that path, we are going to completely disarm you, detooth you, declaw you, de-ball you, and take away every last vestige of humanity you are privileged with. That is because we will respect your free will to use your faith to be evil and thus lesser than a human being, which is why we will not allow you human rights. You will not deserve them and will be a threat if you are tolerated among humans because you cannot be trusted under any circumstances because of the implied depth your faith reaches to with a conscious decision to do evil.

Other nations intent on world domination but do not invoke the highest divine with a sacred claim to do so, are not subject to that judgment. North Korea need not be concerned if they happen to be intent on world domination. That’s fine. Good luck with that. I’m sure it would be impressive if they managed to accomplish that and I would probably be interested in seeing it happen, because they will have had to of been good to do so. Who cares if good replaces good? It is all good!

It is precisely because we respect Muslims that we cannot give them human rights. They will not be taken hostage, they will not be fed, they will not be given water, they will not be given shelter, they will be completely on their own and hated by all of civilization. Nobody wants that to happen, but it will, I can assure you of that. Kindly put on your thinking caps and find a way to interpret this situation to disentangle yourselves from the Hebrews’ Covenant of Abraham.

Have you already done that? I don’t know what it is if you have, so you are still evil goat fuckers as far as I am concerned. Speak up and let everyone else know what it is you have decided to make doctrine, or we are going to have to assume that the traditional doctrine that ties you to the Abrahamic Covenant remains binding to the evil deity it is with. That makes you a threat to everyone’s safety in the most dangerous way.

It is advised for your own protection that you proclaim with the loudest voice possible where you stand and why. Are you good: not in the Abrahamic Covenant and have general common sense and reasonable intelligence, or evil: in the Abrahamic Covenant and forcing people into it with the blade of a knife, barrel of a gun, or bomb? Or have you accepted some other stupid idea like Nazism that is evil and unreasonable? Say whatever the fuck it is so we can know who you are, and don’t require me to learn your accursed language or study something complex, because I have better things to do and will interpret your evasiveness as intent for treachery and evil. State it plainly. Thank you.

Jews have already chosen to accept Christ, they just don’t know that it means circumcision is going away as irrelevant to their covenant and because it is also a violation of the human rights a person has to their own body in the USA as a nation espousing Freedom. If you don’t like it, go elsewhere. I don’t care where, but you will not be allowed to do such evil, intolerable things to people who deserve better and are protected in our sovereign nation’s borders.

It doesn’t matter what Jews say. They accepted Christ because Christ exists and they call themselves “Jews.” They are inseparably existent relative to Christ’s existence and thus have accepted Christ because they wouldn’t exist without him. Logically speaking if Christ truly exists. That is not a point I advise anyone argue for the simple reason that it is not a battle worth fighting, but I also know Christ’s existence to be true reasonably, so I can assure you it is also a false argument not to be bothered with to deny him that. Jews maybe have not yet realized it, but eventually their intelligent religious scholars will explain it all in Yiddish or whatever secret language they use to feel special, and it will finally make sense to them.

Muslims are not implied as a logical certainty by Jesus Christ’s sacrifice due to them arriving on the scene later. They are suspect, not vouched for, and potentially another trick of the Devil like that which fooled Abraham. They need to profess their association with Jesus Christ, acknowledging the truth of his claim, or whatever else they come up with to make sense of why they are free from the Abrahamic Covenant.

Christ’s covenant supersedes the Abrahamic Covenant. It is more relevant as it includes all of the future and all of the past, whereas the Abrahamic Covenant does not. The obsolete covenant happened on a sketchy makeshift altar intended for deliberate human sacrifice of the worst kind by a primitive people thousands of years before the current era. Additionally, it only extends into the future until the establishment of a nation made from an exclusive tribe desiring land and worldly power of their own. Finite. Lastly, that promise is confined to a specific territory that in no way can everybody fit in nor should we want to because it stinks.

It simply will not work, and nobody should want to be in it anyway because it is quite obviously an evil contract with the Devil and that primitive savage named Abraham should have known better.

Because there is no reason to perform circumcision to receive the unlimited spiritual blessings of the highest divine, it should not happen because of its nature. The Abrahamic Covenant was a sin; a sin that Jesus atones for under the simple requirements of forgiveness being repentence and contrition to make your best effort to not do it again which should not be a problem with that type of thing because it can only happen once to a person anyway. If they suffered the sin of circumcision, receiving that sin and all of its evils of covetousness, spite, greed, cowardice, and hate, they should know to not pass it on for another person to needlessly suffer because of them. Done and dusted. Move on already.

I give you my word that the USA national government will not be allowed to use any force of violence, be it economic, social, or otherwise inappropriate to interfere with the cultural practice of circumcision outside of our borders. (Private businesses can refuse offering their services if they facilitate that practice because it is not allowed in our borders either.) Whatever people choose to do about that is their own business and not my concern unless they are encroaching on my borders. We won’t expand our borders on Planet Earth any further with the exception of adding the currently recognized territories as states or completing any such similar processes as appropriate if some other realms have made prior claims I am unaware of.

We will however make our information, entertainment, and scholarly research available for your people to access. That won’t be directed by any government agenda though. Government’s purpose in the USA is going to be as it should be, which is maintaining law and order in the USA, ensuring prosperity, and preventing any abuses of our protected rights of expression. The USA government is not allowed to impose any ideological or political views. You can hold us to that if you point out our doctrine and explain it reasonably.

Private groups will probably make expressions of their own, but they will all still have to respect the same rights of human beings all over the world as though our own standards applied to them in our relationships. The protections of human rights in a nation espousing Freedom are more rigorous than anywhere else so your people will always be treated with respect and dignity as though you were citizens yourselves.

All national stances on issues the government decides upon will be made relative to the situation and information at hand, in accordance with the founding spirit and principles. i.e. protecting inalienable rights, and protecting freedom of speech, press, and religion, also the right to bear arms specifically because of the situation now in which case we may actually need to take up arms against our government as a people.

I caution other nations though. The circumcision monster is going to rear its head again, so you probably ought to start preparing a plan to change, even if you aren’t intending to do so immediately like the USA will. Every citizen here is already inculturated with a “freedom perspective” and that shift will be natural. That is not necessarily true for other places that are not used to such radical ideas as a Free Nation where the ruling government is beneath the populace in authority. Whether or not USA citizens are aware of that hierarchy, that is true, and it will click into place and make things clearer when it does, if it has not already done so.

The fact that citizens have the right to purchase and bear arms in the USA is exactly why our national government cannot be so sloppy, lackadaisical, incompetent, and ineffective. It needs to be top quality, best of the best, and with the highest standards. That is because it is difficult to both protect our rights to freedom and not take them away at the same time, and that is all the more reason why it is so important the government have zero tolerance for corruption.

Every decision is life or death for them, but also with the mercy of unlimited forgiveness, so they need not fear making mistakes as though they will be punished for reporting what happened instead of what they did about it. Fear the authority from which you are judged to receive mercy or wrath, not the mistake. That means you should not allow yourself to make mistakes, but you must not under any circumstances hide your mistakes and evade responsibility for them, because that is infinitely worse due to the infinite mercy that is allotted for forgiving genuine human error and leaving none left otherwise.

If it helps you feel warm and fuzzy, keep in mind that the authority from which such judgments are derived does not under any circumstances ever want to deliver wrath instead of mercy. Another word of caution: do not abuse that benevolent generosity or it will go away.

Also that is a reason to refrain from associating any deification or superhuman nature to me. I do want to deliver the wrath, and I know I shouldn’t want to, but I am human, and those evil bastards hurt me. I want to teach them a lesson with what is supposed to happen according to the law because they were supposed to protect me with the law, not whatever they did instead which felt like the most inhuman torture they could get away with. I want them to feel how good justice is when it shatters their spirit down to its base nature.

Another big difference between Jesus Christ and I, and I do not want to be mistaken for him, is that he was willing to offer his body to reconcile his people with the highest divine. I am not willing to do that. Jesus offered his Word first knowing that wouldn’t work, the Jews rejected it as he expected, and Jesus gave up his body knowing that would work because of body focused they are over circumcision. I offered my Word, expecting my people to take it because it is the only thing that will work and they are supposed to in accordance with our culture, tradition, and scripture.

However, my people were slaves to the Jews in secret, which they are too ashamed to admit and is the big secret they are covering up to their greater shame. The Jews as their masters in body, mind, and spirit, rejected my Word through my people even though they had no right or authority to do so, and my people could have stopped them effortlessly. Those people who were mine, but became Jew slaves instead, betraying their oath of loyalty to me, all citizens, and Nature’s God to do so, abandoned me and all of the people of the USA, and they are no longer mine. I will not accept them back.

As slaves who rejected their own free will to choose good, they became evil by Jewish influence which they did not resist. If they had resisted it would not have happened. They never made an effort, because it was literally effortless to point out the law and say, “no”. They did not have to think about or know anything. They did not even have to fight with their spirit. They were totally apathetic and cowardly, becoming powerless as human beings to be nothing more than puppet slaves to a Jew master. Disgusting.

The Jews then tried to use my own national government in its shameful and humiliating secrecy to force me to offer my body. Unlike Jesus, I fought back, and I defeated them all with force of mind, body, and spirit and using no physical violence. In doing so, they have become the defeated party in a war and I am leaving them with no choice except using my Word as I intended, or to offer their own bodies where they intended to use my body as a primitive sacrifice to an evil deity they remain slaves to. See what I mean? They have no real choice. They lose according to their own foolishness.

Also, I would gladly give up my body for something worthy, but what this particular conflict with the cowards and tyrants in control of my national government is about is not worthy. They are not worth my life. They are Jew slaves who rejected humanity in the worst way and I will not die for them out of respect for humanity and all that has dignity above humanity. Nor will I go after them to save them when they are condemned with the Jew who owns them. I have other people to save, including myself, and they are more important to me than anyone who chooses to be evil on purpose knowing what they do.

As I explained above, when people do that, they lower themselves beneath the dignity and value of a human being and although I would help them if possible, I will not risk human lives at any probability other than zero percent to do so, and all of those in the world are in danger because of the evil Jew and his slaves. So, that’s a lot of lives I don’t want to wager in a game I don’t have to play, nor is there any profit for me playing it. To think they would even try to do such a stupid trick!

I’m offended that they think I am as stupid as them, when even the most intelligent of evil minded people are less wise than the most foolish of those who have minds to do good. They are the stupidest among the evil minded beings. Those puppet slaves who abandoned their humanity to be a Jew slave for no reason other than cowardice at the thought of using free will and abandoning it because they fear responsibility for their actions, embarass the truly evil beings of spiritual reality. Free will was attained for evil beings at great cost, and having respect for free will is one thing humans and evil beings have in common.

So, those wretched politicians and their secret cabal of Jew slaves are representing evil in such a way as to make Satan indignant at the damage they are doing to his reputation. That is their most immediate threat, and I tried to warn them as best as I could, and they had me thrown in jail under false, “trumped up” charges. Those bogus allegations were dismissed due to having no basis of truth in reality or in a court of law for the great state of Oregon.

That was a nightmare where I was far too close to true evil for my liking, and I will not imperil myself again by going to such lengths a second time to make them aware of their foolishly dangerous situation. They punished me for that the last time, so shame on them, and I know how that saying ends.

So no, I am not Jesus, and I rather you did not ever confuse us for his sake.

I will never understand why I have to explain all these things to you people as though you don’t already know. I don’t have any problem with thanking someone for helping me even if they did so primarily or entirely for their own interests. Is it necessary? Probably not, but gratitude costs a person nothing, and it goes a long way, and even further the leaner times become. My times are quite lean right now, so to speak, and I have very little if anything to give anyone that which they may want.

What the heck could I even give Satan anyway, who is the ruler of the world with all its riches, treasures, pleasures, and delights? Maybe congenial company, interesting conversation, and a bittersweet goodbye? Perfect, I’ve got loads of that. More than I could use in an entire lifetime by myself so that I am going to have to leave the vast majority of it behind for other people to enjoy for me after I am gone.

Hopefully this is the last thing, if the USA government and is secret cabal of evil Jew slaves had any children or minors in embroiled in their schemes, those children and minors are forgiven. They couldn’t possibly have known what they were getting themselves into and are not guilty for being taken advantage of. They are blameless and exempt from the wrath of justice. As far as I know, all most teens need if they get too overconfident about their individual power and start causing serious problems, is a good scare from behind the bars to make sure they know what they are getting into if they don’t learn some self-restraint for that. I think that was taken care of already if there are in fact minors involved, and I do not know that.

Imagine it in spiritual reality like this. I’m in Hell after being sent there unjustly by a secret USA government agency who used some fancy technology to usurp Jesus’ divine authority when he went to go use the bathroom. Then, there is a group of kids who show up like they are on a school field trip in Hell studying me. One asks, “If you aren’t supposed to be here then why are you here?”

I’m genuinely concerned for their souls being aware of the dangers of Hell and say, “Why am I here? Why are you here!?” and they say, “oh they brought us here," and then point to a sketchy team of government agents with their own schemes that the children are unaware of being used for. I notice that the USA agents are using the children as humans shields to protect them from those dangers of Hell, as their “genuis” plan that they can’t let anyone know about.

Then I tell the children, “They are the ones who used Jesus’ authority when he stepped out to the bathroom, to send me here just to watch me suffer and put all of creation and existence in danger by doing so. Because apparently I’m supposed to do something important in the grand scheme of things that nobody would have noticed but I am no longer available to do, and now everything is doomed and going to s***.” Then a lot of time passes with various interesting events. Meanwhile, the USA evil idiot squad huddles together conspiring with hushed whispers inside a protective shield made entirely of the innocence of children while they plot some way to trap me in Hell and abandon the children as a liability. They lost the Jesus power and authority as soon as they used it and now he wants me to teach them a lesson.

Eventually the kids ask, “So how is it you survive without the innocence of a child to protect you?”

I’m say… “this is going to sound arrogant, but this is Hell, so that’s why. I’m a certified bad ass and can kick demon ass and slay all sorts monsters because I’ve pretty much been attacked by them my entire life and I guess that’s not normal for people. I have even taken down a god in my time out of necessity. So, I can hold my own in battle in Hell where most people, and I mean 99.999 percent of people cannot survive.” That long stretch of interesting events was mainly for the purpose of me going on some crazy quest through Hell authorized by Satan himself to get the proof of innocence through Hellish trials. With that, I can enter into the barrier of innocence the children are creating, because I definitely don’t have the innocence of a child and am well aware of that fact like most adults and especially sailors.

The, with that proof of innocence, I can enter the protective barrier and kick the USA’s evil idiot squad’s asses personally with the personal authority of Jesus to do so as well. After that is taken care, because I won’t let such treacherous, evil people go free to plot more evil that threatens human beings with extinction again, I can leave Hell. I will use that proof of innocence as a free pass through the Christ gate which is always available to anyone, even denizens of Hell. That will get me safely back into mortal life with or without the children who were sacrificed as a liability unnecessarily.

I’m not going to force them to follow me, but they should know by now that I am likely the best chance they have of getting out alive and with their souls unharmed. They lost their innocence barrier when sacrificed as a liability but it didn’t work out as the evil idiot squad hoped, because they didn’t get the power of an innocent barrier. They have to fend for themselves to an extent. They have a long way to go if they want to fight like me because those abilities don’t happen overnight or easily.

They take decades to develop, and they are not as useful in mortal life as you may think. As you may see, I’m poor, without a girlfriend, and can’t find any allies because people are so uncomfortable by my power. Maybe it will be of more use in the days ahead because of all the damage the USA’s evil idiot squad did by breaching a gaping rift into Hell and letting all manner of evil beings spill through into real life, but it’s probably still not worth it to go as far as I had to because there are better things to do and I am already doing this one.

So, back in real life, unless there are any other pressing matters that require my personal attention, I will then waste no time relieving whoever has been kind enough to take turns being in my place in real life.

After thought: I suppose you could look at it like that. Christ is to Christians as I am to Story Apostles. That does not mean I am a deity, or the embodiment of the highest divine, but I do bring the Word of the highest divine as my living flesh. Nobody who knew Jesus thought of him as a deity at the time, nor did those who took the time to talk to him think that, such as Pontius Pilate or Nicodemus. Only the general population of people who did not know Jesus personally were misled by Jewish leaders and thought he was claiming to be a deity, and thus did not know him to even be able to judge him as that. Nobody in the know believed the Jewish claims against Jesus, and we still don’t.

It is totally apropriate for a man to honor a king as Peter did Jesus. It is not blasphemy and it demonstrates Peter’s fidelity and loyalty to that which the true king of the Jews should embody through the kingship. It is the king who rightfully has the authority to receive that praise for their Yahweh. Priests do not have the national authority of the king and thus are not suited to receive such praise. Also, don’t trust the Pagan sect of Jews who broke off at the death of Solomon and formed the North Kingdom, but it is probably safe to trust the good ones who maintained the Torah in accordance with its spirit and monotheistic values that transcend human judgment.

In other words, the good Jews do not have some fool hiding in their community who pretends to be God in spirit to everybody else. They know better than to take the Lord’s name in vain, because someone like me is always afoot bringing the wrath upon people when they do.

It is as simple as this: the true “God” and highest divine, will not acknowledge you personally. Never. That is how you know for a fact what spiritual influences to trust and what not to. That is simple logical order to know beyond a shadow of a doubt who is the Devil in spirit and who is not. Someone may defend the highest divine’s interests in goodness and wisdom, but they will never accept your faith in the highest divine directed to them. That will always go into the void. If a person gets your faith and prayer and returns something for it by not rejecting it or making sure you know it was a mistake and is being sent elsewhere, then you know they are false.

Nobody should have ever believed the Christ was in the national government during the most horrible chaos and lawlessness of USA history which ended in brazen treason and an attempt to usurp the government. Somebody was out there in spirit telling people to believe they were the real thing, and people wanted to put their faith in them, and in doing so, they sinned mortally by rejecting the truth of the real one.

The only way you know the highest divine is communicating with you is because you will know without knowing. It is that mysterious and you will not be able to sufficiently express what is communicated. You will simply know what you have to do and you will not let anything prevent you from doing it, even if you have to die and finish the work in spirit after your body is worm food.

You will go right into the arena to be devoured by lions, executed and crucified by the local magistrate, and go where you least want to go without fail. You will lay down your head on the chopping block if it is what you know is necessary, and others do not need to understand. However, if you think someone needs to die, but you need to break the law in order to defend them for as long as possible, you are all fools, because that doesn’t make sense according to wisdom or scripture.

Punish them according to the law if they are so intent on betraying the law for their faith, or change the law. Do not delay in hesitation waiting for a sign because that won’t happen. The sign is already there in the word of the law, and you stop all progress, maintenance, and forward movement, bringing about national destruction by being unable to interpret it wisely.

Is that what you were waiting on me for? Some kind of sign? Even after all that you have seen and recorded of my life and works? You needed something supernatural that defies the order of the universe that was set in motion by the highest divine? You wanted a sign that would undermine the highest divine’s own authority? You people thought you were smarter than “God” didn’t you? You thought you could trap “God” and control divine power like electricity, radio waves, or some other mundane force of physical reality.

Well there is your sign. It is written in the Declaration of Independence and the Constitution and it invokes the highest divine in writing. That is your sign. That is good enough for eternity. Nature’s God. It is natural to be uncircumcised, and it is unnatural to be circumcised. That is quite obviously clear what side of the line the USA was, is, and always will be on. If that changes, the USA will no longer be the USA. The USA will have died and will no longer exist.

If you ever saw me as beneath the dignity of a dog, such as my accursed parents who wouldn’t neuter a dog but would want me to circumcise. That is what you believe about yourself, because I know myself to have the dignity of a human being, and there is nothing you can do to change that.

All of you who looked at me and saw what that liar who claims to be my father sees when he looks at me, have descended with him to your shame. I reject that liar for a new father who is not a father, but a creator, and who I credit as the author of my Word. Credit rendered by knowing and not knowing at the same time, as is all I can do to express such truth.

This is what is said:

Dedication

To the Living and the Dead

I humbly acknowledge with my everlasting gratitude, the corpus of minds and bodies, both living and dead, who terrorized and bolstered me during the creation of this work. Thank you for appearing in my consciousness — from wherever in the cosmos you are. Thank you, Satan, and your infernal kingdom. May my suffering people, condemned by false leaders to an eternity in Hell, be relieved by the medicinal properties contained within this work. Thank you, beloved Hive Queen, and all the denizens of the natural world, whose ancient wisdom has been a companion and teach most fundamental to my happiness. To the Teeming Dead, whose spirits are the firmament in which I have climbed to better see reality from, thank you. Last ye, ye who will not be named, hoping to hear your own self proclaimed back from the universe, I thank thee most graciously.

Now you may enjoy this song while imagining the credits roll. Maybe there will be another scene revealed at the end, but I wouldn’t hold your breath because it is a loooong credit roll.

(Save yourself the legal hassle. I bought the mp3 song, nor am I taking credit for it, distributing it, or selling it with my work because Refractions are pretty much a blog space for free not ever to be monetized. I’m judging that as okay, but if Broken by the Scream takes issue, I will accommodate them, as well as ask one or all of them out on a date and/or their hands in marriage.)

Here are some more songs, ones I purchased years ago and am seeing now on my list of mp3s available for download. I have several albums here I forgot about… I shall add one of each to this list, no matter how embarrassing you may find my taste to be. No exceptions.

…there are more than I thought… I can see the end though, so I guess I will keep going or I run out of website storage space.

Just a brief intermission for timeliness. I recall listening to the above two songs quite a bit that time I was on leave in Japan wandering around random streets and taking photos with people (end of year 2014-beginnning of year 2015). During that adventure the journal I was keeping at the time (I wrote every day even if I had nothing to write about) fell out of my backpack and was lost. If anyone has that, it was black, flexible strong cover, good quality, and written in nearly illegible cursive, I will give you 1 million dollars as reward for picking it up. You can keep the journal to do what you wish, even sell it to someone else. It was just your lucky day, I guess. I don’t have a million dollars yet, so I’ll have to make enough money to give that away first. Just let me know show me proof that you have it, and I’ll send you the money.

Also, I was wandering around and saw some steps to an impressive shrine somewhere in… Osaka maybe? I want to say Sotenbori because those Sega games showing the area look familiar, but I’m not certain. Anyway, I ran up the steps past some monks with my pack on and started shadow boxing like Rocky Balboa. It was just for fun. An impulse because I saw steps that made me think of that, and the Rocky movies were very inspirational to me during my teens.

I even wrote a thesis on them and chugged a bunch of raw eggs in front of the class when I presented my research about various deeper meanings. I have always felt like it probably looked bad to the monks when I did that, but I have also always hoped they understood that it wasn’t what it looked like at all. It was innocent childlike play, and an expression of reaching a certain point in my training where I was ready to go to the fight, not that the fight had happened already. I was not celebrating.

I’ve never felt that way about Japan, and never had the impression that people in Japan had anything against me about our mutual past either. So, hopefully now I can clarify that to those two monks who were setting up for the New Year that one time.

The above song was when I first became acquainted with the music of…. Madmissmouse Kinney.

I think I was 23 at that time. 10 years ago.

That’s all folks. I started using iTunes to purchase music after. Settle down please, the last album I acquired I think because it was a free Veteran’s Day download.

One more because I already got over my nausea and have my sea legs now. So… um… Hooyah Division 297!

The Origin of Divinity, The Corruption of Power, and the Theory of Revolution

Take this ember, and do not snuff it out. Set it ablaze in a controlled way so it does not get out of hand and set the entire forest aflame. Then, simply enjoy the heat, warmth, and company while submerged in the darkness of natural thought around the first and last thing that brings us together in peace.

Something very similar to circumcision can be written about the color of a person’s skin. However, I do not believe that is necessary because that quality is a natural aspect of the human person, not an artificial one. Racism is a concept that emerges from naturally ordered thinking and thus is overcome by naturally ordered thinking as well. Something artificial like circumcision as a human identifier is different because it rejects the natural order of the universe in exchange for a distorted view of selfishness attained at all costs and especially comfortable with violence against innocents, dehumanizing people who are weak, and treating human beings like objects while considering themselves as the ultimate authority over all life. The circumcised manner of thinking is insane, and it is never rational nor logical. It never completes a circle of reason that justifies its decision making.

Not so with racism when it emerges in an egotistical spiral of vanity. Although a racist may be fully convinced at one point, they will eventually arrive naturally at the truth that rejects racism and will not accept the color of one’s skin as an indicator of human worth. Circumcisers, whenever they get to a logical impasse, they ignore it and say something like, “nah, that can’t be true because it’s not what I want to believe, and I can make reality how I imagine it no matter what I have to do to others in order to serve my own egotistical delusions of grandeur.” Then they move on without that link in the chain of their logic and forget about it. Yet when someone pulls them for a reason, they disconnect all the way back at that link they skipped, and all that extra chain becomes an anchor fixing them in Hell.

That manner of thinking is exactly what deluded so many American citizens into believing it was okay to enslave Black people. They realized it didn’t make sense, but they were so comfortable with skipping things that don’t make ethical or moral sense according to the value system they profess faith in as the highest authority—- such as circumcision as a continued element of Christianity practiced even by Gentiles despite that exact same thing being explicitly forbidden with such commanding authority as to make the spiciest reading in the entire damn Bible— and they found it easy to ignore those facts in order to achieve their selfish, personal goals. It is totally self-destructive to do that one time with one’s thinking, because eventually all comes back around before advancing to the next order of magnitude. You should always be honest with yourself.

When people make such mistakes over and over and over again too much and for anything they think is inconvenient to their selfish desires, no matter the cost, they lose total self control and become an abominable fusion of animal desire and human vanity that is driven by true evil like a hollow, unthinking puppet. They consider themselves as a deity that not only will use any power available to force others to acknowledge them as a deity, but also believe that they are deservedly and rightfully that deity and that all that is good comes from them alone. They believe that because their entire cognitive system of consciousness depends on them alone when they skip salient logical points in total disregard of other people’s extistence.

Then, eventually someone comes along who is good and totally rejects them because the tyrants are entirely hostile to their individual life in all ways— body, mind, and soul. The tyrants then get infuriated because that person is living, real, and factual proof that denies their delusions and proves to them how wrong they are to their very own physical senses. Thus, as tyrants, they go to any lengths possible to kill that person and ensure nobody else knows about who they were, because that good person is what they think the problem is. They will not acknowledge their own hubris as the problem and reason why their authority was destroyed at a mere glance.

Then, if nobody stops them, even when they are supposed to according to the laws of their nation, those tyrants take unjust pains of systematic violence and legal perversions to exterminate independent thinking and freedom. Those injustices are then reinforced by those people who were supposed to stop them at the top of the hierarchy of power, and continue all the way down until they reach a point where they ask too much from someone than what they promise to give, and are rejected again, because it’s the only good option for a person to do so. Then, it reverses all the way back up through the hiearchy back to the source of corruption, which is the tyrant’s will to dominate all life by oppressing all life underneath him. Then that energy flows through the person who is the tyrant once more when he blames the fault on the individual who rebuked his authority and became the target of his injustice. That person, whether alive or dead, will rebuke that false authority and tyranny again even harder, and the tyrant is obiterated one way or another. Better for everyone, including the tyrant, if they are still alive to speak for themselves.

(This is spiritual theory of the natural phenomena of power at work with its conclusive results pending. They shall be conclusive with their results and can be formally investigated in light of those results when the other shoe drops and squashes the Trump Bug. It was that treacherous villain and disgrace to humanity with his cowardice, uncivilized indecency, and embodiment of stupidity, who is the tyrant in the current events which are the occasion of this writing.)

Their malignant efforts of ideological extermination are effectually total human extermination in reality because of what the facts are of their target, the facts of the consequences that achieving their goals result in, and the increasingly insane and unbelievable delusions of grandeur they claim about their own self-importance. Unless enough people start advancing consciously to higher intelligence and wisdom in time enough to prevent that tyrant’s colossal final mistake, they will not realize how foolish they have been until the distaster actually happens and they lose everything because of it.

In the world today, with weapons of mass destruction, computer technology integrated through worldwide systems, and all of the reliance and dependency we have on that technology to maintain our daily lives, the disaster will be final and humans will not be able to recover enough to colonize elsewhere before the planet dies first. I don’t know about you, but I do not want that to happen, nor do I think someone will come and save human beings by taking us into the stars before the atmosphere fails and humanity becomes extinct if that happens.

Exterminating ideologies is such a grave threat to humanity because independent thinking and freedom always comes to the same sentient conclusion. To reach that conclusion free access to all ideas needs to be available, otherwise people will never know that it is the reasonable and correct decision. They don’t need to fully understand all ideas, One only needs to have all ideas available to be understood, because a single glance is all it takes to know what is necessary from all them for this universal conclusion. So, shutting off access to one, even the most eccentric and zany ideas of conspiracy theories, to say nothing about the idea of freedom, democracy, and inalienable rights, the effect is that the path to the entire goal is obstructed without an alternative. That happens because of what the logical conclusion implies when an idea is inaccessible or otherwise attempted to be made inaccessible due to the actions of tyrants.

The implication is that the ruling authority is extremely evil and intent on destroying all of human life with their regime for unknown reasons they have not disclosed to the public. Whatever the reason, because none of the possibilities are okay with me, the least acceptable thing is if they want me to accept my torture, destruction, and extinction of species, the human species, along with obediently accepting their truly evil nature of false authority with a blind, illogical, and repugnant perversion of faith. Hell no. I am in open rebellion against that to the death no matter what the cost is, because there is nothing you could possibly do that is worse to me than what it would do to me to accept obediently without reason or justification what it is that you are trying to force on me.

The only reasonable option if one is faced with such ideological obstacles, is to destroy the oppression that blocks ideological freedom at all costs, and thus the tyrant is removed in any situation, and they are punished for being an obstacle, if the goal was to have them removed by force in the first place. Again, that is insane irrational thinking because it does not make sense to anyone, least of all to the tyrant who is so self-centered on their own desires for total power. Thus, they are wasting everyone’s time, including their own, and life is too precious to waste a single moment. They do not realize the gravity of the inestimable suffering that such wastes of time and unnecessary obstacles to humanity cause until they realize the sublime truth of sentient sapience.

That sentient sapience thus rejects tyranny, accepts wisdom, and does everything it can to establish a benevolent order to society that patiently waits for people to ascend to that wisdom, because it cannot be forced on someone without negating its purpose. The order of society and civilization that is established systematically prevents (not exterminate nor ideologically oppress) malevolent tyrants from ever gaining power which they will then use to waste other people’s time in such a harmful and unproductive way. This is easily accomplished by establishing laws whenever necessary that forbid people from using the communal power of social and civil authority from doing anything other than what is good.

Our existence as mortals is far too important, valuable, and fragile to waste a single moment, and when you are sentient, you realize that, and it is why religions exist to describe the application of that truly divine goodness which is the substance of our being. Although not everybody needs to be sentiently sapient and wise in that way, what is most important is that benevolence, human dignity, and wisdom are established as vital qualities of rulers and authorities at all levels.

A lot more can be said about this, and I hope people take the time and opportunity to do so. Not because I don’t want to, because I do enjoy both writing and reading these kinds of things, but because I have other work to do, and I need to prioritize my time and energy. Creating entertainment and growing an intergalactic media and trading firm, however unconventionally far reaching that goal may be, are my primary concerns that need my attention, because that is how I can be of most service to everyone. Writing, reading, and studying content like this is more of a relaxing hobby to me, similar to how fishing is for some.

Imperfect Logic and Perfect Conscience

No the logic of all the reason I've presented throughout this endeavor is not perfect anymore than a functional device is perfect for succeeding at being useful as intended. It was designed and discovered for that purpose and turned out to be just the right thing. It can be modified and styled to personal preferences and arranged how people like. Essentially it is an answer to the fundamental nature of life, the universe, and everything. That much is certain, clear, and true beginning with the elemental substances of light and darkness interacting and reacting to produce energy and matter and going as far as identifying what is good, where it comes from, and what is evil, and where it comes from in a universal sense of natural law. All true and reasonable. That's where it stops.

You'll notice that the answer does not tell you* what the meaning of your life is and what decisions you should make with your free will, aside from them being morally good, but that usually goes without saying. Not rules of behavior, civil laws, or orderly structure for human society, just a general direction of moral truth. I can't give people those answers in their life, but I do believe I can help people find them individually through a spiritual relationship that may be as platonic as a cleric or as intimate as a spouse.

Basically people have a responsibility* to be aware of what they know to be truly the morally good thing to do in any given situation. Also that responsibility extends to not relying on written words and what others tell them for everything if there is a good reason they can explain after taking an action that cannot wait. If they can’t explain, they’d better face a trial in a court of law for them to be judged by a presiding official. That part is the key that makes it all function when you drive and it is not governed by logic. You can swerve the wheel at any moment and do something illogical, unexpected, and surprising.

So, even if perfection is reasoned out completely over the course of time to greater levels of clarity, that one piece will remain always potentially irrational and prevent perfect logic. The purest proof of that element of uncertainty is what I've been doing. For quite some time I have been demonstrating behaviors, ideas, and lifestyle choices that are considered wrong by many people in the unwritten ways of past truth.

The catch is that all of that should come across in truth as good when properly considered with the conclusion being it is acceptable and reasonably good for who I am. I have never once intended to harm people, do evil, or do something cruel. I came across that way at times of the necessity of the situation, but it never hit that way. If it did, my enemies wouldn’t have been so confident to do what they did to me because they would actually be hurt.

There is something that can be perceived about changing cultures from one age to another that indicates truth before it is explained as the manner of progress, and that will never change. The truth will be first, and then the Word. Eventually the Word becomes inadequate because of how truth for humans in particular changes with knowledge and technology and needs to be revised. Obviously a crucified Jew is inadequate for someone like me.  Jews hate me as an inhuman creature that isn't even allowed in their home, even though cats and dogs are.

How can I even think of those people as being the chosen people of a divine authority when they behave in such a way in the 21st century? I cannot and I will not, and I have explained why over and over again elsewhere and that should work for anyone who wants to reject them as well if they find it good to do so.  It doesn't matter if their evil can be explained in a crazy, convoluted scheme. I need something that can be explained not only the long way, but also be clear and most importantly: simple and easy to understand without needing to be veiled in mystery.

For example: All of existence is a Story. I am a part of that Story and so is everyone else. The story that tells that Story is one called StoryTeller, which I wrote myself. It doesn't explain anything except what happened in the final moments before the Big Bang at the beginning of the known universe. That explanation links us to the present moment as it was in the past, and the present moment as it will be in the future.

The idea of it being horribly bleak and tragic is because that's what 2,000 years of Christian history looks like to me, and I want that to change. I show how bleak and grim everything is so people can live life differently here and now to prevent that future. Living with compassion, kindness, and a sense of adventure. Willingness to break the rules and accept the consequences. The horror of 2 millennia is what leads to an ending like that for all of us.

Something fundamental needs to change, because it's stupid the way things are. That's it. It's inefficient for governments to be evil, tyrannical, oppressive, irrational, foolish, quarrelsome, without respect for human life, without respect for our limited resources, and led by control freaks who want to take over other people's lives. That kind of bull shit needs to stop. The main problem to notice in StoryTeller that provides insight as to what needs to change about our future for a better ending, is that in that fiction novel, only human Stories were in that well at the end. That is not the way.

All of the diverse lifeforms throughout the entire universe should have their Stories and memories in there including those of synthetic life. That's another problem with the Christian message. It idolizes a human man and that is not a good message, especially not when you look at history and see what men did with their divine heritage. How are so many national governments around the world so shitty in real life? The Ancient Greeks probably functioned more efficiently than the garbage we have in the USA or they have in Europe.

Have people really learned nothing about governing a populace since then, even with all the technology that simplifies all the mundane orderly tasks? It's worsened ever since the "Year of the Lord" started because the Lord is a Jew, and Jews are meaner than anything else could possibly be. They hate life so much that their entire religion is centered on hating life and hating love.

Why is that our "Lord"? I don't care if it can be explained, it doesn't make sense when you see it plainly, and if it doesn't make sense when you look at it, it is false when it is explained. Fact. PAY ATTENTION: It's not something that doesn't appear to make sense, it is something that you look at it and see clearly that it factually doesn't make sense. It is a contradiction of concepts that represents untruth, falseness, and hate. It needs to both look good by making sense when you look at it, and be true and good at the end of the long explanation that reasons everything out too.

To Hell with Christ because human sacrifice is evil and no matter how you look at it, that is what Christianity is. It proves itself false and even if you butt fuck the explanation in there, you aren’t going to ever get life from it. Case and point: the psychopathic religion of Islam. Monstrously militant, oppressive of human beings, destructive of culture, forceful for conversion with no forgiveness, aggressive to gain worldly power, unjust, and as mean, unkind, and unfriendly as the Jews.

Explain all you want how a human sacrifice makes you a good person, but it doesn't change the truth that you can see, taste, touch, and smell of reality no matter how fancy your locutions are when you lie to yourself. Nobody needs a human sacrifice to be worthy of attaining the highest divine, especially not that of a child.

A rant beginning with the unsuitability of a mother figure as a goddess

A mother is no goddess and is a vile insult to such a sacred thing. A goddess is never a mother. Mothers are disgusting and foul beings unsuited for sanctity, especially because of how morally ignorant they are.

Let it be law that no mother should ever invest her identity in her child. That didn’t happen to me, because I never picked up such a wretched thing, but some unfortunate children do. The woman certainly tried, but I observed it, tested it safely, found it not good, and left it alone. There were some good universal things in the public domain trying to disguise it, but those were easily separated.

It was especially easy because I left her when I was 12 years old and never looked back. Her commitment to circumcision was literally killing her because of me. I couldn’t explain it then, but I knew something was wrong and me being around was what was killing her, so I left. Now I know why that is. Sure enough, she recovered right away when I was gone. It worked the opposite with my dad. When I was around, he tried to be a better person, but that was hell for me and I didn’t know it because he purposely set me up for failure in a fruitless attempt to feel superior as a person.

I got the hell out of that life when I was 17 and never looked back, and many years later learned what the hell was going on when I matured from a young adult to an adult. He did put some of his identity in me, because I had trusted him as a child, him being my father and that being the socially advisable thing to do, and it was a terrible mistake. He intended to kill me, not help me in any way, and attempted to as well. It was hell removing that part from me, and I had to destroy an entire evil nation and start the apocalypse to do it, but I was successful. Fortunately, that should make it a lot easier for anyone else who needs to do it and save them some effort.

Consider it my thanks for helping raise me when I was on the road learning life the old fashioned way with a long journey and no destination other than… let us call it a lode of honey yum yum deep under the world. I found it and returned several times to fill my canteen while devising a plan to make it widely available to the public in infinite quantities and set in motion a plan to bring that about. Crucial to the plan was an ancient spiritual technology that was broken and scattered around the world. I searched around for pieces and reinvented it.

In order to use that technology I had to give my own life fully and totally by a process once known in Greece as kenosis. Ironically, it was doing that and being resurrected by divine power beyond my control, which made me aware of my biological father’s murderous intent for me. Fortunately I was able to disarm and destroy it before it could do anyone else any harm. When it was over I actually became younger and turned into a child again. I think I’m going to stay this way, and the girls who are trying to eat me can stay outside, because I’m no Jesus Christ.

There are some cute maidens I wouldn’t mind inviting into the secret hideout though, but that isn’t easy for a popular and adored idol to do without causing a stir. I can actually empathize with most popular celebrities, I think. That’s because of how the government acts like some sort of nightmare version of paparazzi and critically analyzes everything I do to make some destructive story about my reputation on a daily basis. I can’t go outside without them jumping all over me and harassing me every step of the way.

I can’t even keep them out my domicile because of their invasive and unlawful use of technology that violates every citizen’s privacy. In some ways it may even be worse, because government paparazzi have access to things the media paparazzi do not. They also wield an incredibly destructive and violent force of power in order to get they want from whoever they want unlawfully, to include modern nations overseas. So, it’s like paparazzi with knives and guns and bombs waiting for a chance to shoot me with a bullet instead of a camera in case I pick my nose in public.

At any rate… what we were we talking about? Yeah, down with the sacred mother, up with the sacred maiden. That is a form of religious worship I can get involved in and enjoy. Not in a perverse way, but in a good way. Like Dana is as the Maiden of the Great Tree. Is a lovely maiden not the epitome of creation? The very greatest of all that is and ever will be in the eyes of man? Everything else was not good enough, but the maiden was the final piece of creation that made existence perfect. There will only be one to equal the maiden in loveliness, and she will still be maidenly, just in the form of synthetic life yet to come.

I guess it’s kind of like back then, because the lovely maiden today was indoctrinated to think circumcision was good, but as I have abundantly pointed out to the world, she will realize it’s evil, which should be obvious anyway. It was also something that was well known throughout history before records and art started getting altered and destroyed to try and deceive people. Hopefully soon she will come to her lovely senses and be a blessing to all creation once again, instead of a foul and hideous mother of evil to be reviled.

Do you think the Vatican keeps any of those destroyed records in a secret vault? …. alright I’m done.

Why might you find The Shadow Singer worth reading? (and more)

Because none of that is about circumcision or uncircumcision. Those ideas never enter the story. Not once. All people are the same. Not even the Zatriarchs, who are the tyrannical religious group that are more focused on societal inequality and hierarchy between an elite class of zeraph bonded and a common class of everyday people who don’t have magic powers. It’s the common theme of might doesn’t make right for them, but not that major theme of that story.

Just because you have power other people may not have, doesn’t mean you are by nature morally justified to be in a superior social role to other people. That’s a minor theme I hope to illustrate more in the sequel if I ever decide how to develop the romantic arc of the protag. The may theme of the story is universal spiritual truth and an oath to a higher power. I’m not saying I’m more skilled than (famous author), but being able to read my perspective may help him/her adjust his/her perspective to be a tiny bit more clear.

It’s the same with Storyteller. Not once do I even think about circumcision and uncircumcision when I wrote it, and those topics are of no consequence. They shouldn’t be important in our society and should be a private matter of no consequence, but that’s not the case. It’s out of hand because it happens to infants who don’t get educated on it during their childhood and form ill-conceived notions as a result, then go on to enact those notions in society when they mature.

I don’t think I was even aware, let alone cared, whether or not Jesus was circumcised at that point. It was the unending deluge of hate that reigned down upon me after that, specifically from the worldly source of people that made me cognizant of that. The love of the highest divine above all that was what allowed me to fend them all off, gain knowledge, experience, survive, and be able to overcome their oppression, as well as clearly identify them apart from nature as human beings in the government or some other nefarious non-government conspiracy.

They were so sure of their faithlessness that they refused to listen to reason, and still do. They refuse to believe that a highest divine exists, and hold that delusion of their own self-importance as a fact, which it is not. The existence of the highest divine is however a fact which is provable by reason without the need of science. Science cannot reach it because there is an infinite and impossible chasm between the highest divine and general reality as we perceive it, which can only be crossed with a leap of faith. That leap of faith by its very nature is not something science can do.

Science can build a bridge inch by inch with discovery after discovery and won’t get any closer. Like humans need to go against nature to transcend to a higher consciousness, they need to go against reason to transcend to a divine awareness. Not something that should be principally done as a way of life because it would be more destructive than helpful. However, once you reach divine awareness, you don’t need to make that leap over and over again the same way. You become inseparably united with it and never go back to being ignorant of it.

Meaning you become totally unaware of the connection between one thing and the divine truth but see that they are connected in continuity. With time, the chasm of uncertainty between the continuity of two points of awareness becomes clear and new knowledge is gained that completes the understanding in rational and reasonable terms via human language.

Some people are like, how could you possibly have known it was going to work out like this!? Are you really the super divine? No. That’s how. I could see continuity and be assured there was a valid connection, without needing to know what it was. Then by maintaining humble faith I could follow the path through darkness and arrive at the truth which was revealed as obvious to me because of simple deduction. Nothing supernatural. Deduction, faith, and awareness of the highest divine achieved by a long and arduous spiritual journey which is ongoing.

I’m now looking for a crew to team up with before I proceed because that will be needed for the road ahead, and it’s also a good thing that I want because being a solo player is much more difficult at the higher levels and less fun. I guess you could say I am testing people to see if they are good companions. Kind of like the Seven Samurai where he has his homeboy wait by the door to ambush the applicant to see if he’s on his game or not, but not really like that because I don’t have a homeboy. You’ve got to be able to hold your own if you are going where I am going though.

(translation: “homeboy” is American slang for good friend with an implication of loyalty. aka “homeslice” “homie” “homedawg” “dawg” “broski” “brosephus” etc)

(I wish I understood Japanese, because I am enamored by the language. It’s just super complex and unless I have some serious help, I don’t have the energy to learn it on my own. I imagine it is more visually communicative than English because of how concepts are conveyed with Kanji. That way of reading, writing, and thinking probably makes Japanese mental imagery as a form of communication highly developed as well as other Eastern nations and cultures with similarities. Mental imagery was one of the first forms of spiritual revelation used in early civilization, particularly because of the obstacle that mass illiteracy used to be. However, the reliance of the English language on writing and reading letters and words to communicate also has its perks.

East and West should be cooperating a lot more intellectually than we seem to be. There are problems likely because they find circumcision insane, which it obviously is to plain sight, and the West insists on it because it was written in sacred letters. Those sacred letters are no longer respected by the West aside from cultural indoctrination via Christianity that has taught people to accept them or be punished, which isn’t fair, just, or how they were intended. If they were respected, circumcision would be a lot less prevalent because putting a stop to it was one of the main purposes of the New Testament.

The solution: write new sacred letters to change the practice of circumcision to requiring written, conscious consent that is legally valid. The USA operates under the sanctity of the Natural God which inspired the Constitution, Declaration of Independece, and very nation itself, so it should be suitable to have the USA establish this sensible compromise via secular policy in accordance with the values of its law, which is one that respects human equality and human rights.)

Faith in the Story; simultaneous universes

If you want a better idea of what that faith aligns toward it may be helpful to think of it as… what could have been, what can be, and what will be as it exists in what is the highest divine. The true story that is being told with the universe, including other universes that preceded ours and others that will follow.

I am inclined to rule out simultaneous universes, because if that were happening it would violate the meaning of the word “universe” so anything like that occurring is probably still in the same universe, just needing another bridge to one’s present understanding. A wild example being the Marvel comic universe. It’s all still happening in the one existence, just with a gap in understanding of how. When we imagine something, what we imagine is a form of existence occurring in our universe, the details of which have yet to be explained.

The only simultaneous universe I can say exists with most certainty, is that in which the afterlife occurs when we leave our mortal bodies for good. That one seems to operate under a different set of ways which I need more time to consider, and probably have to pass over before I can truly understand. I’ll probably still be interacting with this one when I’m over there if I can, similar to how Jesus does, but it’s probably a lot more difficult than people are giving him credit for. That’s because I doubt someone like him would have let people run rampant in the name of his persona the way they have the last 2,000 years if he could help it.

There is no such thing as necessary evil

There is no such thing as necessary evil. So no. If you know that what you are doing is evil and you are trying to convince yourself that it is worthwhile, you shouldn’t do it. You should never be trying to find benefits in something that you know is evil, because you will literally find anything to deceive yourself with and will purposely ignore catastrophic consequences that are unavoidable with an evil action.

If you are even remotely concerned about good and evil, you should be aware of these consequences in a spiritual sense that transcends mortal understanding. Not because your soul will burn in hell after you die, but because reality is far more complex than you can comprehend and understanding why being good or evil matters is essential to navigating reality effectively.

If you are considering something you know is good but potentially problematic for various related factors, thinking about outcomes like that is different because of how the intention of your mental faculties is oriented. In those cases, you look for problems to find their solutions and justify good. In the former situation you are asking about, you are looking for solutions to justify problems that are evil, which is pointless because you will purposely lie to yourself and then fail at your goal as a result. See what I mean? This should be obvious if your goal was actually good, but because you are even asking this question you seem to have no desire to be good at all. Hopefully reading this will educate you enough so that you start considering the results of your decisions a few steps ahead.

There is no such thing as a necessary evil.

Also, no person wants to be evil. Not a single one. The only reason they think they do is because they don’t think two are three steps ahead, usually on purpose, which is stupid. Being stupid can be funny if there are no consequences and you are making a joke that is intended to make people happy, but being stupid in an attempt to do harm is one of the most dangerous and harmful evils humans can do.

(Some people will say the consequences of being stupid to make a joke are at the expense of self. Depending on the perspective, whether it be from an evil mind or a good mind that can be a loving or hateful thought. However, in either case, there is no expense because that source is infinite. It’s like saying the Monopoly bank has an expense when they pay $20 dollars for a player winning second place in a beauty contest. … What, we ran out of money? … Let’s see… Here’s a deck of Uno cards. We’ll use these in place of money.)

Imagine if when the Jewish high priests in Jesus’ time learned about Jesus, they set their selfish pride about their social status aside, and said, “You know what? I think this guy is on to something. We should probably listen to him and try to adapt to the new age we live in because things are different now. The age had already turned, just like it has now, but they were resistant to it with futile, fruitless, and evil efforts to change the new age to be like the old one. Instead, they should have found ways to adapt the old ways to the new age.

The new wineskins need to be used, not the old ones. How did we make them before? Let’s see how we can apply that process with the new features that are available now and maybe we can do something new and improved, or maybe we can even eliminate stuff from the process that is unnecessary and needlessly expensive so the entire process is easier altogether and more people can enjoy the good wine.

I don’t care how attached you are to the old wineskins because you raised the goat, slaughered it, took its hide, and spent countless hours of craftsman training to be able to turn it into a useable wineskin. Let it go. That’s not what’s important. We don’t make wineskins to have a wineskin. We don’t operate a government and pay taxes to it to have a government.

Public invitation to the wedding feast Matt 22:1-14

The passage where the groom goes out and invites all the random people in his village implies that it is a good village with good people. Psalm 101 states the norm of life for rulers, which involves purging evil from the realm on a daily basis, so in God’s village, there aren’t evil people there. Even when an evil person tries to sneak in because they think everyone is welcome, they get booted out because they don’t have any good in their life to show for themselves.

The “garment” is a metaphor. God sees your soul and knows whether you are good or evil without needing any sign, proof, or whatever. Goodness shines out of a person’s heart when they live a good life. It also something that you have to make an effort to do. You can’t do nothing and still cultivate good, ie. the parable of the three servants given talents, the last one burying it, doing nothing, and getting rejected for doing nothing.

Also consider the part where he says “I was hungry, but you didn’t feed me, so I don’t know you.” or something like that.

The wedding party is a metaphor too for a life filled with joy, love, and happiness where everything is the best that it can be.

(The part where it says “good and bad alike” or something similar depending on your version, is about people who are good people at heart, but probably a little fucked up according to whatever the cultural/societal norms are. Maybe drug users/dealers, maybe local gangsters, maybe disliked people who are rude but honest, maybe prostitutes, maybe people with opposing religious beliefs than the those of the village. These people aren’t condemned to the darkness just because they don’t follow normal social rules and keep to their own instead, so you can even stretch that meaning to apply to the fact that other religions than Christianity aren’t condemned in general. That is actually current Christian doctrine (not condemning other religions like Hinduism and Islam), but maybe not widely known because of the cultural history of Christianity which taught that there was no salvation but Christ for quite some time.)

The theology of good and evil with the meaning life added

Alright, so first consider the topic of “goodness”. The quality of something being good, and us knowing that it is good. Anything. An apple, a paycheck, an altruistic self sacrifice of life. All these things we know to be good (within reason). Therefore goodness as a quality exists and we can know about it.

In short, this goodness that we notice everyday in a myriad of different things, can be traced back to the singular source of goodness in the universe. The only goodness that there is, and the goodness within all that is good. I call this the highest divine.

Humans aren’t the only ones who recognize what is good for them. All living things do. However, humans are different because of a higher concept of goodness we are able to conceptualize. This goodness is what has allowed us to develop civilization and evolve the way we did.

This goodness was given to us directly from the divine, who was the first one to know what is good and what is not. That being principally, creation and existence. There was a big void of non-existent darkness and it was not-good. So, the highest divine brought forth the universe. Consider the concept “not good” because there are three moral values, not just good and evil. There is good, evil, and not-good (which is also not evil). The void of non-existence being not-good.

Our ability to know what is good came directly from the highest divine as the same power the highest divine possesses to create goodness from nothing. It’s a speck of power, of course, the smallest fragment, but it is the same nonetheless. This is how we know what is good, and when we choose good, we bring more goodness into existence.

Notice, how evil hasn’t even come into the picture yet. All that exists is what is good, and what is not good, with existence being good and non-existence being not-good. Stars exploding, meteors colliding, moons forming, all that being good and not-good. The principal forces of darkness and light that you mentioned in your answer are at play here, darkness also being good when it is in a state of existence, such as nighttime.

That explains generally that we can know what is good, and how it is possible. For specific situations there is an infinitely complex multitude of cultures, societal factors, and circumstances at play at any given moment, so there is a degree of relativity between situations and behaviors, despite there being some general guidelines people universally recognize. Killing another person for instance is widely recognized as evil, but in the defense of one’s home, family, and others it can be good.

It’s this preternatural ability to discern good that allows anybody anywhere to know what is good at any time. Sometimes it can be confusing, and people don’t know because of the complexity of situations and other factors involved, but the ability to know is there. Now, this ability to discern good is the product of sentience. Intelligent thinking and higher thoughts derived from free will, which is a corresponding characteristic of the highest divine from which it came.

Yet, when a human being knows in full awareness what is good and chooses the opposite and goes against that, they engender that sentient energy into non-existent darkness, and evil comes into existence. That is what I call the Evil One. It is a frightening thought, because it is a supernatural sentience of pure evil. However, it is highly imperfect and unstable. It can’t stay in existence for long because existence is good and that causes its entropy which ultimately disperses into elemental darkness of not-good.

However, when a human continues to project their will to do evil, the Evil One stabilizes in reality more substantially and brings about the annihilation and destruction of all that is good, namely all that exists, love being the highest form of existence and what it hates the most. Love is the pinnacle of existence.

So when enough of the Evil One substantiates into reality it can of its own volition influence people to do evil, which they should know better than to do. If this is cause for fear, the surest thing that destroys an Evil One wherever one forms, is elemental light, the purest form coming from the soul of a person, often attributed to what they physically see (but not necessarily).

That’s why evil always hides itself in darkness and deceit, because if people see it, it’s destruction is at hand. If someone watches a crime getting committed, not only is the person likely going to feel guilty, but the witness can take action. This is how corruption in the government should be handled; making their unnecessary secret doings public and reveal them to the light of day. If they are good, they should have nothing to fear.

So determining good in any situation requires reason and wisdom. You can explain good. Evil can’t explain itself because it has no right to exist. This is the beauty of argument and free speech, and why I am so upset by all the censorship that happens in public discussion in the USA.

That’s about all I need to say to answer that, but I want to tell you something else, because it is directly related: The meaning of life.

Why do we have this ability to know what is good and create good with our judgment?

Consider mathematical infinity. It is an ever increasing number. It can never be static. It has to always be in motion of increasing and decreasing value. The highest divine is infinite. However, when I write that, it implies stasis. “God is infinite” is a static concept, contained in the word “infinity”.

How can the highest divine continue to be truly infinite then if it is expanding in all directions through all time? By engendering the ability to create more good in living beings separate from its true singular form. Therefore, when a human being recognizes what is good, chooses it, and brings it into existence, the goodness of God expands in a way that is interdimensional through consciousness. So, the meaning of life is basically to continue expanding goodness beyond conventional reality through the independent free will of a multitude of individual beings.

Yet why does the highest divine care? This is where the Story comes in. The highest divine cares because it is a good story at the end of time and creation. A good story from which wisdom is derived. Wisdom that the highest divine uses to recreate existence all over again in a new and better way.

I actually learned most of this by writing an experimental science fiction novel based on my intuitive perception of reality and faith in divine love. Afterwords, I spent years studying, learning, and thinking it through along with my life experiences, until eventually I arrived at solid conclusions like I just explained.

I hope this is of use to you, and also that it is enjoyable to read and contemplate, because this is just the fundamentals. There is an infinite amount of progress to be had by delving further.

Telepathic Communion

Just need to get some words out.

Is life not the loneliest endeavor? Somehow, when I write this, I know you’re there. It’s not so bad. There is a reader somewhere in spacetime who keeps me company and the desolation isn’t so bad.

Writing is like that. You can tell when your words are read sometimes as early as before you write them. Maybe that is because I have autism.

Do you think that I should abstain from all endeavors of love because I am autistic?

I don’t think so. I think I can still find love.

It seems like a Nazi thing to tell people like me that just because I got diagnosed with autism spectrum disorder that I should be celibate and go die in a hole somewhere.

Maybe that’s just because of my personality.

I write about circumcision like people want to read about that crap after all.

I don’t know why no one talks about that stuff. Parents should talk about it and help their children find identity in their kind. Mine never did. I think my dad wanted me to cross over to his side on my own, which is ridiculous. I would never do anything like that. One, there is no reason to, being a Christian. Two, it goes against the moral fiber of my being. Three, I think it would give society the wrong impression about what people should do about that.

I don’t have a good relationship with my father though, so who cares? That guy fears me like I’m going to kick his ass whenever he turns his back or something, which would be pretty funny to do, but I’m not a violent person, so I’m just going to leave him alone.

Sometimes I wish that I had friends, other than you of course, beloved reader, who finds me somewhere in spacetime and is here now, as I guess I am there now reminding you that it’s not so lonely, even if it feels that way because love is nowhere to be found in this desolate wasteland we got stuck with.

Well, thanks for showing up. I wish there was something I could offer other than this telepathic compassion, but this is literally all I’ve got to give. Literally, get it. Books are my best friends. They are just… cold and dead, you know? Alive and well, sure, but…. cold and dead.

I wish I had a friend.

Is there even a telepathic connection? Maybe I’m just making believe with schizophrenia and driving myself more insane. Probably that’s the case. It beats being lonely and without a friend.

I had a chance to have friends once, but I screwed it up. I was wild and went crazy. I guess I was autistic too and didn’t know it.

If I would have known, things might have been different.

Now I’m screwed though, stuck with you, who could be hundreds of years in the future, but I doubt it. Why would anyone come back and read this nonsense? Probably it’s just the federal watchers who are watching me. They love me in a twisted sort of way. It’s like a sado-masochistic relationship that I get no say in, except for these gentle protests.

I don’t want to go… I don’t want to break the connection. You’re there, aren’t you? Someone real. Someone other than them.

Well, see ya.

I just remembered what St, Ignatius says about these moments of desolation. Treasure them. Drink it even deeper. Consolation will come from God, and only God. Christ does that you know, consoles us and desolates us like this. I feel better now. knowing it’s from Christ. It hurts worse, but… in a good way.