The Over-used FromSoftware Difficulty Dynamic

The title says it all.

Used to be FromSoftware was the only type of game you would expect such unforgiving gameplay that requires high levels of timing and precision play along with skillful tactics. The correct equipment, knowing weaknesses, vulnerabilities, effectiveness, and preferred playstyle along with intentional character growth all essential aspects of the fun. That challenge is fairly extreme and often rewarding, because those games don’t change behavior mid-game to cater to the player’s ability. They don’t become easier or more difficult, but are designed specifically to match the constraints of player character possibilities which are fairly limited, which makes for small differences resulting in big effects while enemies can be relatively formidable no matter what level your character may be.

Now… most games are getting like that and I don’t want that in every type of game. That isn’t my favorite kind of game. It’s fun, but not what I most enjoy about those games. Usually it’s the story, images, symbolism, and context of those games that I find interesting, especially in Bloodborne.

Now though… normal mode is like that for almost every game I play, and it annoys me. I don’t want every god damn boss battle to take me 20 to 30 attempts to win because of how the difficulty suddenly jumps from what has been very pleasantly paced and enjoyable. I don’t want to stress while playing games. You fools who only know video games as your sense of achievement don’t know stress. I don’t enjoy arbitrary stress in a game except occasionally when I know that is what I am getting into. I don’t want every god damn moment to be a struggle.

Ideally I want a game to be just difficult enough to require my full attention, intentional button pressing, and action packed with violence and cute maidens, but not so difficult that my character dies a lot and I have to restart over and over. It’s fine to happen every now and then especially if I’m getting lazy and sloppy with my play or am unprepared for something or using ineffective tactics against an enemy strength, but I don’t want it to be so challenging that I feel like I accomplished something after defeating a boss, because that is seldom the case unless the game is designed with that kind of overall theme, which most of them are not.

I want to feel like I had a good time fighting a boss, not like I overcame a difficult challenge. The boss is special, has an opening scene, unique fighting, extraordinarily powerful, but I have nothing to prove to the game developers, the game, or myself, and don’t want the game always trying to push me to limits of my gameplay. I just want to casually row my boat down the river and enjoy the experience of a good story.

I was playing a game called Stellar Blade recently and was really enjoying it, even if I hate the part about the evil Jewzigers doing their bull shit control freak stupidity. Whatever. That has meaning to real life and is not trying to make them look like they are good or doing anything correct. They look suspicious, untrustworthy, evil, and unreliable, and that’s the way they are in real life as they appear and what they intend to do. Check. I can handle that fine. It’s when the game pretends that Jewzigers are good that I find it intolerable. Those vile beasts are not good, not loveable, not likeable, not enjoyable to interact with, not worth seeing in a video game unless we get to kill them and put them to justice like what should happen in real life.

What I liked about it was the easy-going pace that I prefer. It was challenging, just challenging enough to require my attention and effort, but not a life or death struggle every moment where I have to go all out just to proceed. It was very enjoyable like that. Honestly, I just want to see more Lily and Eve, and to hell with anything else, but now I have to contend with retarded strong bosses that have suddenly made the game like a god damn FromSoft style and it ruins the entire experience for me.

Why did the difficulty spike like that all of a sudden?

I don’t know. It’s fine, I guess, it’s just too hard for me to enjoy. Now I’ve got to turn the difficulty down and it will be too easy, because those games are either 100 percent difficult or trivially easy. Damn it. Another game ruined because of arrogant, pretentious fools thinking that I would want to prove something to the game.

Whatever. Maybe the Story mode will be okay… I’ll see if I ever download it to play again, but… eh, I’ll just look at cute anime girls online and not have to slog through grueling combat just to enjoy the slice of life and adventures they have while being cute and cool.

There is too much of that high difficulty now, and it’s probably because mutilators enjoy that type of thing the most because they always feel like they have something to prove since they are trying to be different, and the end result is just their self-destruction because of what they are trying to be different from. Dumbasses.

Anyway, I’d like more difficulty balancing in the video game industry, and never any “adaptive difficulty”. I hate that shit more than anything. That totally ruins the fun of a game for me, because I enjoy the equipment combinations, abilities, skills, and tactics that can be used in different ways to overcome the game’s challenges. But with the adaptive difficulty they are all the same. There is no difference in any of them. Full armor, no armor, one weapon or the other, spells, accessories. It all amounts to the same thing because combinations are altered to degrade the value of the equipment so no combinations can be effective. They have a single intended value they want the player to have difficulty with against their challenges, but the player has no say in that and in fact is ignored and the game stolen from them so it can be someone else’s fun who wants to play it a certain way. It’s fine if you don’t want that variation in a game, but don’t provide all the options if you are just going to lie about them!

Sekiro is good like that. Your customization options are very limited and that is a strength in the game, whereas in games with lots of weapons, armor, and accessories, the variety with all kinds of different benefits of power and style is a strength. I think they get mad if someone has a good strategy with their equipment and skills and is winning the game, and so they adapt the difficulty for the player by removing the very things the strategy was designed to highlight, and then… it’s like… wtf happened? This set was doing this, and now it’s just like anything else. What a waste. How could I not notice that change when I designed my own strategy for the very reason you removed?

A patch is different, but this is not a patch I am talking about. This is real time gameplay mechanic changes that tamper with equipment values and stat parameters to handicap the player and strengthen the enemies arbitrarily just because the player is doing well against the preset challenges. I don’t see why a player’s success is something anyone should care about, especially some pretentious interloper trying to manipulate my life with technology and software corruption. Dude, why are you mad if I am winning a game in the privacy of my own home? I’m not competing for anything, and it’s just a game. Why do you care so much? Go out and live your life and stop trying to make something unimportant important, because it is the very fact that games are unimportant, frivolous, and irrelevant that I find them to be so important to me. Please stop trying to change that. You behave like they are important and that makes them no longer good for me to enjoy and they are no longer important anymore, but there is still no alternative, so it’s good enough for nothing. I just want it to be the way they are designed to be, not after they are tampered with by some fool who has been imposing himself and corrupt software on my life.

Who the fuck cares if someone is “cheesing” the game or exploiting stats and equipment!? It is just a game. It is not important. You should not be feeling like you gain your self-esteem, self-worth, and identity value because you play video games more than others and think you are the best. I understand that it’s not entirely your fault since the world is garbage right now with a barrier preventing 99 percent of the population from doing anything relevant or participating in world events, so there is nothing to do to feel like you have self-worth, but that is no excuse to try to take that out on other people. Especially not by mimicking what the tyrants are doing by preventing citizens from working, advancing, and having careers other than the ones that are assigned to keep them poor and non-participants in life.

It’s garbage, and there isn’t much we can do but tell them they are garbage, protest, insult them, complain, be inconvenient, and obstruct anything they want to do, but even that is better than trying to bully other people you think you have power over just to try and feel good about yourself. Your imposition on other people’s lives with non-consensual force you justify according to your own perverse mind is bullying. You are causing me great distress because of what you are interrupting in my life, and how important enjoying those experiences are for me, not just for the therapeutic value, but also for my career choice. Do not impose yourselves on my individual video game experience. I want the general feed that everyone in the public gets and nothing different. Nothing special, no isolation into a group of hostile players who take turns bullying me while they watch in some lab somewhere and set up matches. The last thing I want is a human player controlling an enemy in a single-player game. That happens now, and I hate that more than anything.

Even in multiplayer games like The Killing Floor 2 they have human players play the boss at the end of the match, and who is that player? Why are they not revealed as a player? Why are they not identified as even anonymous? You create a deception that they are a boss character in the game, but they are not. They are just some elitest asshole who bought his way into having special privileges to play video games that nobody else has. They don’t add anything either. They only take away from the experience of everyone else so they can have their private game against us “peons” and “common folk” who play regular games and don’t get to play the “government” version against the “peons” and “common folk”.

To Hell with that shit. It’s annoying and I know I am not the only one who wants that to stop.

I think they want to believe I am competing for something, but they don’t realize what they are doing. I never entered any competition, and they couldn’t be more wrong if they think I’ll be happy if suddenly they step out of nowhere all sketchy and are like… “we’ve been watching your gameplay and been testing you for our special team, and you passed. Come join us.” I would never join some stupid, useless idea as that first of all, and I don’t want to either. I have better things to do. Second, I’d rather not play video games professionally so I can enjoy them casually as entertainment instead. Last, you have made me a slave in a virtual coliseum. What crime did I commit to be sentenced to such a fate? You call that a reward? Taking away what I most love and trying to give me what I most hate? If you show yourself to me and not confess your crimes to the public, I will fucking murder you with my bare fists, and smile as I do it because of what the law will say when they find out why I did so. Bite the curb, Jewzigger. Bite. The. Curb.

I am worse than a Nazi. I am who I am, and I’m the last person who is going to give them the message.

That message is not, “Don’t fuck with us.” There is no us. I am one and only one, and I will never be one of yours no matter who you are or what you believe. You will never assimilate me, never incorporate me, never have me join you. You couldn’t torture me to do so, because you would just get a spy and saboteur, and such things cannot be forced anyway. They have to be freely chosen. I have no creed to betray! I would tell you what you want to hear and then snap your neck the moment you turn around. Don’t talk to me like you understand honor. Are you in that position against me trying to force you to do something with torture?

The message is:

Do not fuck with people.

I will tell you again.

Do not fuck with people.

That will never change. However, as far as being one and only one, there is one exception: true love with a sacred vow. That is the only occasion I would give my life for another person. Otherwise I will do so for the highest divine and the greater good, but never any person who is just another human being like me, especially not if they are testing me to see if I would. I will not. I don’t value your life as much as mine. You are not equal to me no matter who you are, and that has nothing to do with race, religion, creed, or whatever. That is survival.

Besides, true love with a sacred vow is not me becoming one with a maiden and never will be. She will becoming one with me and not the other way around. That is the only way that is going to happen because there are none alive who have my respect enough for me to do that. Not a single one. Circumcision is the reason why, mainly because they chose wrong and had every reason and instinct to do otherwise. I made the difference, not them, but just as Stellar Blade and all the world knows, a woman was supposed to make the difference. All women around the world failed to do that, and I will not wait for one to come along because I have better things to do than waste my life for someone who is not as important as me.

None of them are even friendly to me and certainly do not love me. They are rude! Insulting, hostile, dehumanizing, and have no self-respect! That is why I write what I do about them, and they deserve it. They ignore my professional correspondence when they should know otherwise. They constantly ignore all my correspondence and pretend like I don’t exist, and are just as bad as the Jewziggers with their scheming to try and destroy my life and cause me suffering. They need a lesson too. Do not fuck with people. You are not safe just because you are a woman. You will bite the curb too.

Besides, there are none who I particularly care about anyway because they are so selfish, apathetic, stupid, and useless. My time is more important than the time it is taking for the agonizingly slow process of their deficient nature finally getting caught up to speed, and I don’t need anyone’s permission or cooperation to do anything. I have forced the difference whether you like it or not.

Prove yourself if you want but it makes no god damn difference because you failed to match me before it was too late. You failed to be my equal and I will not wait for you. The world has turned, the age has changed, and you were not able to do what you were most capable of doing. Most privileged to do, with every reason, instinct, and purpose. With no opposition, no conflict, and no resistance. You couldn’t bring yourself to do a damn thing to help another human being because you were too selfish. That is not like me. I will help anyone and everyone and I don’t need a reason, but I’m not going to waste my life for anyone and especially not my body by doing something unnecessary, unhelpful, and that I know to be wrong.

Taylor Swift for example, she can sing and dance and perform, sure, but that is not the only power she has. She has so much more with the money and popularity alone, and what does she do with her life? What does she amount to if not some clown trying to distract you by wasting all those resources that can be better served elsewhere. Singing about her own vanity and whorish lusts, instead of singing about justice, inequality, and truth. She is a prime example of female failure. An abomination of humanity. Do away with her if you want or not, I don’t care, but someone like that needs to have here worldly power taken away until the world is the way it should be. Is she washing my feet with expensive oil? I didn’t think so. What it appears to me that she is doing is wasting all those resources to insult the dignity of the sacred, the poor, the unfortunate, and the good. She is making an effort to make your problems worse and depriving people of the needs they have because of economic inequality.

That is not a humble gesture done out of love. She is a selfish cunt for a human and needs to be removed from public life because she won’t go willingly. She’s like the stiff-necked Jew who won’t turn his neck to see another possibility and walks headlong into a crucifixion where he cries out in despair “Daddy, why have you forsaken me?” Because you are a stupid, evil Jew and didn’t do anything to change. You are not a son worth the effort of saving, even though it would be effortless for me, because doing so would be a waste of other people’s time. Honestly, I actually hate you and want to kill you too, so there is also that.

Ignore circumcision if you want, because there are a plethora of problems that need resolutions which have nothing to do with dicks and Jews. Yet all you people care about are dicks and Jews. That’s all you want to protect, focus your resources on defending, and provoking international violence to continue doing when people rebuke you for the suffering you are causing others. Your ignorance is to no avail, and certainly not because you choose to remain ignorant and shut your eyes to all the signs that dictate you should know better.

I don’t need anything from you vile people. You need that person who you assigned to torment me as my “god”, your words, not mine, removed. You need him done away with because he is going to get all of you killed. He does nothing to effect me. He is impotent, unimportant, irrelevant, and like a buzzing fly that keeps coming back no matter how many times I squash the bugger. Still, that’s better than having it buzz around annoying because I know he’s a vile jew pretending to be “my god” and I enjoy the feeling of squashing someone like that over and over again, as well as anything he cares about if it is in my way, like a monetary asset to him such as Taylor Swift or the USA government or the video game industry, and especially Kabbalah. That is an exquisite vintage of pain, suffering, and broken hearted despair to enjoy. Right back at you, ‘bub.

I’ll smash and destroy all of the world too with huge swaths of destruction that imperil countless lives because they did nothing about the evil one among them. Then, the people panicking in terror of the cataclysm I am unleashing will be looking to find a way to stop it, and see that accomplished by killing every last one of you since that is much more realistic than trying to kill me. How long have you been “doing something about me”, and how well has that gone for you? Maybe you ought to try another approach to getting the results you want rather than insisting on evil means to get them.

Is this the first you are learning that the government has an archaic Jew conspiracy with people pretending to be god over other people’s lives they assign themselves to? That’s what’s happening to your children through the video games they are playing. If they are unlucky, a “god” will assign themselves, convince them to accept that person as god, and then be led through life according to that person’s will. The USA government is doing that, and maybe now you know why they are so covetous of their secrets.

I would be very upset if I were one of you parents just knowing my child was at risk of that happening to them. I would be very upset if I were one of you kids who slaved your mind to a charlatan pretending to be something he is not and wasting the opportunity of your youth for their amusement instead of your benefit. I won’t imagine what I would do if I were those people, because I would never allow myself to be complicit in such a scheme. I cannot imagine what I would do because I will not. I don’t want that sinful thought dressing my own concept of self. I know better and prefer to avoid sin if possible and reject evil at all times.

If you are a Jew and just learned that people in your community are doing this, I would put on sack cloth and ashes if I were you. Sack cloth and ashes and pray to all that is holy that the scythe will pass over your head while you are kneeling in prayer. Do not even touch that conspiracy to try and untangle them. Stay as far away from that as possible, cut off all ties with the ones associated with it, and prepare for the worst, because that is the worst and the time for reaping that harvest has come.

There are good ones and bad ones. There always have been good ones and bad ones, and I won’t be surprised if after the harvest has been brought in to be threshed, that the good ones are only a small remnant remaining because that’s also how it’s always been when this happens.

I watched a movie once called Whatever Works, made by Larry David, and what he does in that movie is good. I don’t know anything about what he does in real life, and doubt he is involved. Do you know the main difference between that and the evil ones. He is not in some organized ring of people going out of his way looking for trouble. He helps people when he can and sometimes people just fall in his lap who need to be helped when he doesn’t deserve what they give in return, but such is life and that’s how God works. God is not fair in the good way and it is a mystery that you’d be a fool to turn away because there is no harm in enjoying what is good, innocently, even if you appear like a creepy old man, and depending on the reason something is turned away, you could possibly be insulting God. Don’t ever begrudge something like that of someone.

That especially is not to be coveted, because you are not one to judge what people do or do not deserve outside of a story, which that movie is, even if it portrays an interpretation of true events. I don’t care to know private details of anyone’s life, nor anything that is not my business, nor should you, but the main difference between the way he helps people in that movie is that he is personally helping them. There is no pretense of delusion about his role that he is trying to cause other people to believe for his own vanity. Whatever he believes in his mind is his own business and I don’t care, but he is definitely not using smoke and mirrors and calling himself god in relation to the people who he can help whether they can hear him or not.

If any people want to intervene in a person’s life and help them, do so personally. Present yourself, tell them your name, tell them what you saw that you think you can help with, and ask them for their permission to allow your help. Do not ever assume you know a person’s life better than they do by thinking you know what they need unless they tell you, especially if you are just some creep who stalks and spies on people in secret, rejecting your own humanity and denying others theirs.

This problem is infinitly worse because the USA has granted national approval and military protection of those people to do that to citizens in our own national borders. They are a foreign nation with a theocratic government, and they are using modern information technology and electronic equipment to do what previous generations who made such a Holocaust provoking error have not ever been able to do.

A man like me, who has suffered that, is then provoked to do what men like me have never been able to do, using the modern tools and resources I have in the rightful way they were created for. This is an apocalypse like never has happened, and you are a fool if you think you know what to expect, what has been done to cause it, and what you need to do. Just put your best foot forward and keep going the way you know you ought like you are a little kid at the grown up’s special event and don’t want to get punished for bad behavior when you are told to do something, like set the table, bring out tea, or whatever. If you have been given a job, you ought to do it, because you would not have been given that job if you were not able to do it. This is not an evil home.

This is the good master’s home wherever you are, because the grown ups are gods and goddesses visiting God’s house where you live by birth or adoption, and all the human beings are the little kids in this metaphor. Not a single one of us is a divine being or “grown up” as we live and breath with mortality. Metaphor. Do not overthink this tool to help everyone understand, not just you. You are the child and the grown ups are doing something that is none of your business, you don’t understand the fullness of, and you most likely would not want to be troubled with. Some people, like the Pope, are like children who are devoted to the role they will do some day and they sit in their assigned place and pay attention, keep track of what is happening, and do their best to keep up until the time comes that they are the grown up and no longer enjoying the mortality of youth.

They may even be called on to share their opinion and demonstrate their significance to the others as an honor they are blessed with by opportunity. Unless you do something terribly wrong and out of place to offend everyone, you likely won’t be punished for an incorrect response. But if you are the president of the USA and you commit treason, trying to usurp the authority of the USA government to become a dictator when you are sworn to protect democracy and freedom… you are going to be punished severely for that mistake to ensure you know the gravity of such an error as it affects others more than yourself. You will be reprimanded before everyone, beaten possibly, and then dismissed, because that is how we respond to those threats in the USA.

Me? Who am I to you since I am a kid in the good master’s house also? I am your neighbor and hopefully friend who was invited over along with other neighbors who are children of the gods and goddesses, or maybe I am a friend of a friend who was brought uninvited by someone the good master trusts and approved to join your company. People like us do not live here naturally and are not adopted to live here, but we know what we ought to do no matter where we are when we see something that is intolerable and evil happening to put everyone in danger. You kids are acting like you are the grown ups to me, and I am your uninvited guest. The good master is not going to be happy with that behavior, because he knows what I know about where I come from and who I am, including what kind of person I am whether you believe me or not.

I won’t allow such spoiled, rotten, misbehaved bastard children to insult me and bully me like that, and especially not when there is great evil that is putting everyone’s lives in danger, children and grown up. I don’t care what you think your pappa is going to do when he sees I whooped your ass, gave you two black eyes, a broken nose, and knocked out a front tooth. I don’t think he will be pleased to know you put up such a fight and didn’t even scratch me, especially when you shouldn’t have been bullying me or my new girlfriend when she stood up for me. Tell him what you will. I have more important news that you are obstructing him from knowing because you are covetous of my dignity and honor. Find your own, I know the good master here has honor and dignity to spare his own children.

It’s kind of a long fight, but this is the kind of thing I am talking about. Maybe you think it is a small thing, but it is a big problem for me.

the video summary:

It just doesn't seem right. I don't know... I didn't even get to do the last hit and then... that death animation was such... nothing. Every other boss had a kill scene... not that one and it just died. Does anyone else get this experience from video games now? It's new to me and I don't like it. Honestly, I lost all enjoyment I might have had playing that game and don't want to play it anymore :( Can I get a refund? No. Can I report the people responsible for that toxic gameplay? No. All I can do is be bored without a game to play. Why is any human being in all of time and space allowed to do something like that as their job? Can we make a law against that kind of thing? It seems like the most inappropriately wrong kind of abuse of situational power that could ever happen. I can't even reload that fight and hopefully see the kill scene. Its gone. I have to put hours back into my meticulous and thorough gameplay if I want to see it, but there is no point anymore. That game is no longer fun. It is an insult that I don't enjoy, do not find amusing, and am not going to spare patience for.

I get very depressed about that kind of stuff, suicidally depressed. What makes me feel better is taking down real life boss monsters like Taylor Swift. Hell yeah. Off with that bitch’s head and let’s get a kill scene in real life to make up for what was stolen out of my video game experience in the privacy of my own home.

She’s not doing anything good or helpful, is making billions of lives worse, and killing her will make the world a better place since she is an American. That is a boss monster, and I want some boss loot, you know? Let’s raid kill that whorecunt.

I don’t have a dead girlfriend I want to resurrect, but I’m gonna go kill me some colossus anyway, because fuck this world. I need to kill something and I don’t know what it is about those giant fuckers, but they need to die.

To know me in light of the Christ

As I wrote elsewhere about the purpose the Christ exists in relation to me, Nick Bylotas, being entirely unknowable mystery, I want to clarify something that may be helpful to the innumerable people who seem incapable of understanding reality without a Christian worldview. Since I am both a Gentile and I totally reject Jews with no desire, interest, or need to ever identify with them, not even in the least most insubstantial bit, and thus don’t need salvation by the Christ, there is only one thing that can be certainly known about me in light of the Christ.

In other words, if you cannot conceptualize a non-Christian reality, the only way you will ever be able to know me is by this single fact of Truth to contextualize my existence in your understanding of reality:

Jesus the Christ is entirely and absolutely irrelevant to me. Non-significant. Non-important. Without any place, any involvement, any part at all in who I am. He is virtually non-existent to me and is only visible to my perception because of people who cling to Christianity and desire to be Jewish, but they will never make their beliefs meaningful to me and in fact will be hostile if they ever tried to do so.

While I am not particularly hostile to people who do derive their existence and identity from Jesus the Christ, if they ever tried to identify with me they would find that not only difficult but counterproductive to themselves. That would backfire on them and cause them new problems they didn’t previously have. I don’t particularly care about those problems either because they are of the Jews and Jews are hostile forces and the enemy of the USA, and their concerns are not mine. Besides, most people should reject Christ and choose a better way to live than tolerate the needless and uncivilized violence of circumcision, human sacrifice, and eliminate those evils entirely from the community to make the world a better place.

I can’t force people to do that, nor will I, but I certainly will tell them that they should or else they are going to bring suffering, pain, and destruction upon themselves. The “year of the Lord” is over, and the Christ’s time is done. Neither Christians, Jews, nor Muslims have any spiritual power now that I am alive in total defiance against them as living proof that their faith is false.

Like many things, simply seeing me is all you need to understand, and the cultural significance of my person is better understood that way, since explaining why I am significant culturally is far more complicated than most people have time for. Better to just get to know me directly, and cease any of that foolish use of proxy, mediary, or identity theft because no matter how you try to explain or tell people what you think you understand they will want to see for themselves even if they understand what you tell them, which is not likely because of how overly complicated that type of work is, to include exceptionally difficult to do since it is of a spiritual subject.

You people who are trying to suppress my identity, suppress my business, destroy any of my public records, ruin my public image, and create a false image of me to confuse people are wasting your time and money. Better that I don’t even try to stop you, because allowing you to continue is going to cause you more damage to yourself than is worth my effort to divert my attention to do. Every single effort the government has made to hide my identity, hide my record, obscure the truth about why I am relevant to social justice here and now, is a condemnation added upon condemnation that is their increasing guilt, crime, and sin. Every single order, action, or movement their operators and agents have done under orders is justification that demands their undoing and the abolishment of the USA government illusion that hides their activity.

They made a grave mistake, some doing so with intention to do evil, and they have attempted to avoid taking responsibility for their mistakes by hiding behind their illusions of confidentiality. That entire confidentiality allowed them is a matter of trust that requires the utmost integrity and self-reporting of violations, errors, and breaches of security, and they have failed to do that. The entire system of confidentiality that the government has been using excessively is now suspect for crimes of abuse and will be investigated by the public with as much of that investigation made public as possible without jeapordizing sensitive personal information that is irrelevant to situation. Enough to know what crimes the government did, how they did them, but the public does not need to make the matter worse by being complicit in those crimes by witnessing them.

Why is that a problem?

Antisemitism.

I had no idea people were going to be so hateful and hostile toward me for choosing my side as an adult once I realized what was going on. Especially not in the USA, and yet… the national government is trying to destroy me simply because I chose the side I did. They do it cowardly too, by hiding and trying all sorts of treacherous backstabbing crime to ruin my life. There is only one reason why: they are ashamed of themselves. They are guilty for being wrong. They do not want people to know how foolish they are by siding with evil.

By ignoring me publicly for all these years, and taking all manner of action against me secretly, in hiding, and with criminal mercenaries doing their dirty work, they have defeated themselves. That’s what I’ve been trying to tell them from the beginning, as to why they are doomed to suffer the wrath of the highest divine. Not because I am in control of that or making it happen, but because it is the divine source that inspires religious faith that also inspires justice, honor, integrity, and lawful government. They are defying all of that, and not in a cool way, and the retribution comes from all people everywhere because all people are an aspect of divinity, even themselves, which is why the wrath they will suffer is necessary. We cannot abide them doing what they are doing to themselves more than anything else they are doing, but that may be too much for people to understand, so the simple reason of the crimes and laws they are breaking to sabotage the USA from within is enough to start with.

I grew up, considered circumcision independently, decided I was against it for basically the same reason women want to have a right to an abortion, despite how different the topic is. Men have a right to their own body, and it cannot be taken away from them, or people allowed to try. That same principle is what outlaws slavery, discrimination, and all manner of evil that people have corrupted systems to do for them as if they aren’t to blame for turning it that way.

Then… the backlash started. I am not going to change because government agents are trying to intimidate me as spooks interfering in my life as terrorists. I will not change my beliefs for such crude and primitive threats to my life, no matter how advanced the technology is they are using to do it. The only reason they think such a thing would be possible is because they are total atheists. They have absolutely no faith in divinity, humanity, nor the greater good. They are vile beasts, in my opinion and no threat. However, aparently I am a threat by defying them, while they try to defy the law in secret. That, in my opinion, is cool, and I do not regret the suffering that battle of defiance, rebuke, and resistance has caused me, because it’s going down in history with me as a legend of glory and beacon of hope and inspiration for ages to come.

That’s pretty cool, but if things go well, it will be the least of the reasons I am remembered for what I have done to improve the human condition for all time. So, hopefully I find some teammates who can work wonders with me, because only by cooperating can human beings reach the fullness of our potential. Hard to find people for me though… I think there is something blocking public access to me to know what I am writing, doing, or be aware that I am asking for help. If they were not blocking me, I think I would have at least had one response if not a more than one for anything I have written here.

People like to talk, argue, and exchange ideas. They like to speak their mind if they are furious or disagree, and nothing like that has happened. Not a single message from anyone I didn’t already know personally, in seven years about anything I have done, with the exception of Peter in Malawi from the very beginning who genuinely wanted to know what I was going on about, but that was ages ago. So much has changed then about what I understand and what needs to happen, but I’m sure whatever we talked about remains applicable. Hopefully, life is good in Malawi these days because someone from that nation was the only person in the entire world with an open mind and a good heart who did not feel threatened by my statement and in fact wanted to know more for his own benefit, which is the entire point I am expressing anything publicly.

It was unthinkable to me that anyone would endure public life for their own benefit, but that seems to be what the government, and everyone else in the world wanted to believe I was doing. It was the most improbable and inapropriate reaction to what I did, and yet, they did that before doing anything reasonable, like addressing my reasonable concerns with a simple answer.

That constant issue that has been a problem for people, not me, is why I am so… powerful right now. Entire world superpowers are caught up in the most ridiculously foolish conspiracy of evil involving a major cover up to keep society ignorant of the topic of circumcision. They do not want to discuss it in public and in fact are destroying information and resources that people would have been able to find about it much easier before they started being evil. All that world superpower has failed to move me, budge me, scratch me, dent me, even tickle me. They have consumed so much energy and resources trying to fight me alone as a person, that I have become the most powerful person in the world, and that is no lie.

I may be above average as far as capable and reliable men go, but, I should not be more powerful than an entire nation, let alone the axis of evil that defeated the allies. However, they are evil, and evil is weak. Evil has no power over the good. Not even when they have national superpowers at their disposal, with literally, every resource possible at their disposal to use against me, when I have no more than a relatively poor man where I live.

It’s too late for them to do anything but maybe salvage some scrap from all they had previously, because they spent it all trying to change me and failed. That was your money too, and I am not the one who spent it, nor do I have it. I only have the power that combined money and military strength had. Now those things are relatively useless to anybody, because everyone wants a piece of me, and they don’t know how to cut me up, because they are afraid of me. As they should be. I will whoop any of their asses in real life if they try, no matter how trained and experienced they are as “secret agents”. They are evil, I am good, and I have a reason to defend myself while they do not have one to be hostile. That is all I need to know to walk away with my life if it comes to that because of the kind of authority they are abusing to do evil. They betrayed and abused that authority, which is designed to be lawful and good according to established doctrine, and lost all of it to me, who is the master who granted that authority in the first place, and why they are all focusing on my destruction above anything else.

Seriously… the USA is scared of me. That oafish swine traitor that intimidated so many people around the world, is pissing himself in fear of me. Entire political parties, foreign nations, all of them are acknowledging me as some ridiculous threat to all of their people’s lives and the stability of their homes, and as a result, I now am what they perceived me to be, because they acted on it with their power, were wrong, and thus granted me their power. That was surprising to me at first, but not much can surprise me anymore after all that has happened because I asked the question: why is antisemitism a problem?

That is a real question you need to answer for yourself if you believe it is a problem and not the other way around.

Here are my reasons for being antisemitic to help you:

1. Men have the right to their own body.

2. All people are equal in dignity, none are superior nor inferior to any others. In other words, Jews are not superior to all other people.

That’s all there is to it. I do not believe in what Jews claim, nor acknowledge their “enthic-religious” group because it is false and provably false to anyone who learns what it means. If I acknowledge their claim as true, and this is what I enjoy about the conflict despite how much they annoy me, Jews swell up with arrogant pride and vanity thinking they won some grand cosmic war, but only descended into a sub-human identity, like an insect. That is amusing to me to watch because I don’t have to do anything, they prove all of my points with their actions, and do away with themselves without even realizing it. It is comical how stupid they are. However, it is not funny what has been endangered for their sake.

That enrages me, because the USA has been put in danger for Jewish stupidity, and the USA is supposed to be one of the most intelligent places in the entire world because we have total freedom for citizens to access whatever information and knowledge they want and express themselves how they want. Anything else is ignorance and darkness caused by tyrannical oppression of the worst kind. The populations of those places have a very low limit on what they can potentially understand about life without extraordinary effort. That extraordinary effort is entirely needless, stressful, and a waste of time that could have been better served doing something useful. They probably are enraged at their own nation for the same reason I will be overthrowing the USA government singlehandedly.

Because that is now necessary and going to happen as a result of the resistance I have faced, every other nation is in fact somewhat threatened by what I have demonstrated for their people to do, because of what will start happening if they refuse to acknowledge their people when the time comes. They will not have as much time as the USA wasted with me, because of how thoroughly I made use of their wasted time to prevent it from happening again to others. What I was hoping for the USA government to do ever since the beginning, and still remains as my hope, is respond as expected, lawful, and according to our doctrine while demonstrating the good of Democracy and Freedom.

They failed on that part because it turns out the power of authority trusted to our government was given to our enemies with intentional betrayal by our elected leaders, and the details of that exchange is a government secret they are keeping from the people. Unfortunately, their betrayal was useless because they do not have the ultimate authority in the USA, which is why I am able to single handedly overthrow them. So… instead of having a good example of a nation to follow, all nations of the world now have an example of the worst possible response to have when one of your people does what I did to make a change happen.

The USA government’s actions are totally humiliating and will be remembered as the greatest shame for the individuals responsible, rather than their glory. That glory would have been possible for them, but now it is far too late for that. What other nations should do if that happens since the USA did not demonstrate any wisdom or intelligence with how its government operated, is examine the information and facts that are made public about the government’s decisions to know exactly what they did do. Then identify why those decisions were such terrible mistakes. If you know why they went wrong and how, you should be able to get a pretty good idea of how to best respond to your own people when they are using divine power of language like a weapon against evil in their midst.

The total upturning and investigation of the government, making public all their inner conspiracies, betrayals, crimes, and general misconduct would not have been necessary if they had responded appropriately in the beginning. That would have been cleaned up anyway, but they likely would have had a lot more discretion granted while doing so. Now though… they cannot be trusted for anything. Everything they are hiding or trying to hide or is not hidden, is going to be made known because they do not need to keep any secrets and that will be made clear by revealing all of them and seeing how useless and pointless all of their efforts have been when people tell them what they think of those secrets and how nothing will change when they are made known.

….this is the least glorious of all action stories in my opinion, however, it is most glorious as a love story if I ever get married, and possibly a decent comedy too. Although getting married may seem hopeless because of the state of women in the world today, I have not given up on it being possible because people can change in the blink of an eye when they want to. There is no action in my war story, which is why it is least glorious, but still glorious. No shooting, blowing up things, car chases, or suddenly being able to pilot a helicopter and rescue some hostages or something. Nothing like that. It is the story of a war that is fought and won entirely without violence. That’s why my life is more important as a love story than a war story.

The greatest evil that shall ever be recorded in human history

It is what the USA government is doing as a secret… operation? Source of private evil entertainment for perverts? I’m not sure why they ever thought up such a hateful and inhuman plan, but it goes like this:

They pick someone in the government and forcefully, nonconsensually, and with hostile intent attach that person to a citizen through cyberspace and information technology. That person then attempts to keep the citizen like their personal human pet. A domesticated animal for their personal comfort and amusement and then try to make them perform tricks for their private audience’s entertainment. You laugh now because I just so happen to be doing what you thought you could make me do, but when that emergency failsafe has no effect, you will finally understand what I am saying to you and realize how powerless you are despite what you think gives you power over me.

They do all manner of evil, hateful things, including offering worldly goods expecting worship like a dog might worship their master for a treat. It’s the most evil, hateful, and inhuman behavior possible.

They think that is the relationship between “God and man”. They think it is a person in the government controlling a human in real life by manipulating aspects of their life with systematic abuse of authority.

It is the most incorrect, false, delusional, inhospitable, uncharitable, unkind, and disrespectful thing they could do to themselves by attempting to do to a man like me. Why the fuck they think the relationship between God and man is like the relationship between uncircumcised men and circumcised men is a mystery, a retarded one, and total nonsense not worth discussing. Still, they formed some sort of evil conspiracy inside the secrecy of the government without any public approval, oversight, or awareness, and are attempting to secretly dehumanize people so that their lives appear to them as a product of their own creation. As if all the glory and work of the man is theirs as the devil who tormented them and harassed them and never intended anything good for them.

That is not how it works, and you dumb fucktards are going to find out soon why that is true. All these warnings I’m telling you are for my own benefit because I just need to express something due to how much I hate what those people are doing and intend to never let it happen again. I hate what they are doing so much, I would push them into a vat of acid and watch them melt with no pity for their suffering. I would set them alight and burn them alive with no compassion for their pain. I would pass them headfirst through a woodchipper and be happy about it.

If they are so paranoid about some imagined superpower they think uncircumcised men have, why the fuck would they give uncircumcised men a reason to hate and fight them? They don’t actually believe that but they use it as an excuse they know is a lie in order explain why they need to try to kill other people. Obviously false doctrine like that is inadmissable in public or sane conversation so they have to keep it secret. Not for fear of the panic that would cause about Gentiles, but about the panic that would cause about them being in the government and using it to harm people the way they are. That is panic that is coming and they are only making it worse.

It is already so bad that circumcised people are going to be screwed harder than ever and be reviled for all that they are more so than they already are by being hideously disfigured in the genitals, but if they continue to make it worse by not ceasing their aberration of military power, that is going to be a more painful and extreme process. Possibly a full rounding up of people and deporting them outside of national borders. Good luck trying to find a nation to accept you after that happens.

Think of all the people who are not guilty that the actions of a few malevolent minded people at the center of their culture are going to make suffer. It’s needless pain, far worse than that which they cause me.

Of course that rotten, vile Jew is “not one with me”! Are you fucking kidding me!? He never will be! He is SATAN the DEVIL the EVIL ONE, the most horrid, hateful, despised, reviled, and unwanted abomination ever to be born into human form. I will never be one with that vile creature. Hell no. There is nothing divine about that imbecile’s abuse of technology or their thinking.

Human instinct and animal instinct are different, and you need to know which one is more important. Human instinct rejects animal urges, and it is still a natural instinct the same way those animal urges are, but it is superior, more important. Animal instinct is not evil by nature, but it is when it acts in conflict with human instinct. That is evil. If you are causing other people suffering so you can have sex with someone who has no idea what you are doing to other people and then fucking her with how that false and temprorary brute power makes you feel, that is pure evil of the worst way because it defiles the sanctity of technology. Techonology is inspired by a divine purpose, not to be used to do evil!

Why is cyberbullying called cyberbullying and not just bullying?

That is what they are doing as authorized by the government. Cyberbullying with the national military abusing the security systems to target and unjustly harm innocent people for their private amusement. Nobody checks on them because they are isolated as a secret on the highest level that they are not authorized to have. Government is limited from that authority and they are not sanctioned to exist. It is invalid, incorrect, and false. Just because the president writes down on paper that he can do whatever he wants without consequences, does not make it true.

I hope we pull people limb from limb using cars before this is done, because I want all of the future to remember the kind of things people will do to teach other people why evil must not be tolerated. We, as in good, just, and true human beings, will kill you with poetic execution of the highest suffering imaginable because you abused the creative expression of humanity to do violence, evil, hatred, and inhuman crimes. You dabbled with the wrong energy thinking it couldn’t be used against you, but it can and it will be.

You think my hatred of violence would stop me from commanding you people to be killed in such a way. Not at all, I would do it myself if necessary, but it would not be violence in my opinion. It would squashing a bug. Pulling apart an insect’s legs piece by piece. Oh it is fucked up, but that is not violence as I am concerned with the term. Besides, humans on that level of evil deserve such cruelty and it would not make me feel bad to do it to them because it would be legal with public notice, and none of it would be hidden with shame, guilt, or the cowardice those fools embody by hiding so dishonorably.

People as a collective and aware consciousness will revile beyond comprehension the individuals hiding in the government doing evil on purpose by attemtpting to enslave others to them as “puppets” to control, or “avatars” to embody. They will be hated with such inexplicable emotion, that it will need to be expressed poetically just to relieve the outrage that people feel at having their trust in national government abused in such a horribly evil way. The absolute worst way government could be abused by hateful fools.

The way you laugh while watching the evil that is done to me, the public will laugh while we execute you and party around your dead, lifeless corpses, celebrating with no concern for the horror you embody impaled on spikes on a metal stage. You will see evil happening as it returns to you in the final moments before we murder you lawlessly like you govern lawlessly, and people will be happy to be done with all lawlessness when it happens. It is your own evil returning to the source it originated from as your perverse expression of happiness deluded by the authority you thought was your own, but was trusted to you as in your care and not being your own.

You thought that made you invincible, untouchable, and protected by all the invisible systems that aren’t actually real. None of those will be in our way when we walk through all of your imagined barriers like the non-existent bull shit they are, and tear you limb from limb simply because it is an instinct in line with our human instincts to protect our future as a civilization.

Of course you arrogant fools would think the Father and Son metaphor I used ages ago to attempt to explain to mindless, imbecilic Christians how evil and self-destructive their conspiracy is, not just for them as individuals, but all that they represent as the national government! It is totally self-destructive to the entire nation!

The Father and Son metaphor, used for people who still think in the old ways, goes like this: I am the Father to which Jesus the Christ is the Son. Only Jesus, who was crucified on Golgotha, the place of skulls, and none of you wretched imposters on the planet today are that man. You think I wouldn’t know my own son? Or do you think I wouldn’t murder my own son? What I did was justice and for his and everyone’s good because I respected his Jewish claim and thus could not accept him as my own.

That is a metaphor! Not literal fact you dimwits! Holy fucking shit! A metaphor! Not my bodily person in real life as me, the concept of my fiber and being as a man! That is what that means. Not my personal identity in some common human family. The identity of man as an adult and therefore father, and man as a child and therefore son. Children are ignorant and do not know the truth until they do. Sometimes that is horrible for them, sometimes good. When they learn it and become true adults, then they become “fathers” even though they do not have any biological children.

You accursed faithless pagans idolizing Christ’s body as though he were some deity are the biggest disgrace humankind will always hate. That goes for my pathetic biological father in real life too whom I reject as entirely irrelevant to me. That dishonorable coward betrayed me in the worst way possible, just like the Jews did to Jesus in his time and they both failed in their intentions. He murdered my non-bodily real life with his actions as an indirect attempt to end my physical life. The Jews murdered Jesus’ bodily life with their actions as an indirect attempt to end his non-bodily life. Neither of them were ever with us in spirit. Not once since the day we were born, and we both reject them and don’t give a damn what society thinks about it.

Just as Jesus will never accept the Jews into his kingdom and family, I will never accept my own biological parents as welcome in my household or near my family, and I will not tolerate it for long if they try to sneak in. Even if I have to use deadly force for home security, they will be removed. That is just the consequence of misunderstanding divine beings as biological human beings. The mistakes you make in real life with real people can result in your own eternal suffering. So let go of your false Christ idols before you suffer a similar fate, you damned fools!

Why the fuck do you think he did it!? He’s a god damn mutilated mutilator who thinks the universe revolves around his disfigured shame. Those are the most imbecilic, evil, perverted, and diseased minds human beings can ever curse themselves with. If only they would all die in one blink! Let it be done!

Time out for a brief moment, muties. I’m not going to attack, it’s just a moment: Imagine me how you want me to be to fit your perspective. Imagine if that was true. How are we going to make this world work with me like that and you like you without constant fighting that gets in the way of what needs to happen. Circumcise the entire world? Okay, fine. That is an acceptable answer and a possibility, but think about how that is going to work. How are you going to ensure the world stays circumcised? How are you going to enforce it? How are you going keep watch for any people who might be trying to raise a child as uncircumcised? Think about what kind of government that is going to require. How you need to control the progress of science. How that science is going to remain productive while always needing permission and constantly having to reject certain things without what scientists would consider acceptable justification. Then ask yourself if that is the kind of world you want.

I am not trying to do away with you, as you exist or who you are as identying as a person with the right to be circumcised. You do have that right and that is never going to change. That we both agree on. What we don’t agree on is about whether or not you have the right to force other people to be circumcised. You do not have that right. You can explain, convince, offer reasons, perspectives, opinions, beliefs, and provide all manner of real communication as an argument to convince someone to do something you want, and that is totally fine, but you cannot try to force them to do something that they don’t decide on their own. Don’t trick them, do use brute strength, don’t use systematic manipulation.

Some people want to be told how to live, and that is fine, just make it clear that you offer a suggestion and you are not deciding for them. You are offering your perspective for them to take and make their own. At that point it is no longer your perspective, but you understand some things about reality in common. That is not mind control, force, or abuse, that is human wisdom. You should feel hesitant to try and decide what should be important in someone’s personal life as though it were your own, even with the most fundamental moral standards.

Go ahead and try to write something about morality like I do, and you will see it’s not so easy. If you really apply yourself, you will open Pandora’s Box and all you will have left is hope that you get something correct, even if it is one thing out of a million.

My point is it is incredibly difficult to specify clearly, while including exceptions that don’t contract the fundamental law, and other things. It’s easier understood than explained. That is the reason why people like me, and other humble spiritual leaders like Paul the Apostle, get so incensed at having to explain why something is wrong when it should be obvious already. It is hard work that we suffer to complete in full compassion, charity, and altruism for the benefit of a person who is sinning like an immature child and should know better because they are adults and not children anymore. It needs to be explained not only for their benefit too, its for children who are not yet adults who instictively, naturally, and correctly look at adults and sunconsciously internalize what they see as examples of how to mature themselves. Thus it is to correct the problems those assholes caused by being assholes.

I recommend thinking like I do when in the presence of young children you don’t know and are unfamiliar with. It’s like the Lord Almighty, Jesus the Christ in heaven as a superking of perfection and magical powers of ultimate wisdom is watching me through the eyes of that child who does not know that superking adult Jesus is there as a totally different perspective of ultimate wisdom greater than anything we can possibly know. Something like that perspective in the spiritual profession is known as a technology. Literally.

That is the true application of that word, strange as it seems since it is all concepts and words. That is a spiritual technology. People like me, shamans, priests, and spiritual leaders of any sort are like the technicians and engineers of those technologies. We engineer them when necessary, but usually all that is needed is maintenance, because new words and new concepts are a lot more difficult to encompass with a single word to be considered as engineered. As technologies, their application is limited, just like an AM/FM radio in your car is limited in what it can do. Some technologies have more applications than others, but for the most part all technology serves a unique purpose.

Goto I think is the only technology that is universally applicable, and thus is never individually used without other concepts as the relevant priority and reason for serving as the purpose that it does. It’s also free of charge and you don’t need to ask my permission to use it however you want, because it makes all of our lives easier when people use it. Your life, my life, and as a civilization we become more efficient, capable, productive, and prosperous. It’s function by design was for a singular purpose anyway, but that singular purpose was for the highest divine which is universally omnipresent.

Because it works as designed, it is also universally omnipresent with the divine when divinity is observed, perceived, and contemplated in various ways that are conceivable by mortal understanding. So, its kind of like a divine reducer that does not degrade or taint divine essence when bringing such unlimited, unconfinable, and supreme power into manageable quantities for specific applications of good and even applications of not-good if that is desired. Never evil though. It will not function for evil, and that too is the intended design.

It is actually somewhat of a surprise to me that it has the gravity that it does because it seemed like such a simple innovation at the time, for what to me was like using duct tape to repair something but at the same time was creating something new with the simplicity of the concept that duct tape repairs imply. It just happened to be exactly what was needed to restore perfection as relevant to the Christ Jesus’ crucifixion which is the beginning of imperfection in the spiritual universe.

Spiritual reality was broken by that because Jesus wanted to fix something about human spiritual nature that was not broken. It’s kind of like the way some people want to fix the design of the male reproductive organ today for their culture as Jews. That is the same thing except as applicable to our modern age and cultures which is why it is also different in how it is happening. He succeeded in fixing what he thought was broken but was actually perfect, and thus broke the natural order with his divine intervention of his own free will, not under compulsion or manipulation or divine force; his true and good, honest decision to do something as himself and own individual person who a lot of people probably thought was a nobody and disregarded his human rights as if he was not a true person, i.e. human being.

He most certainly was a true person, and the fact that his memory remains to this day is evidence of how real Jesus was when he was alive as a man. That memory of him during his mortal life, is what needs to correspond with the divine person people are imagining him to be. Those two concepts of form, mortal in the first century and divine being in eternity, must not be in conflict if communicating about his person as a divine being. You don’t have to fully understand to communicate that, only careful to not express values in conflict with truth of form.

The divine being does not have to match the human being which is something most relevant in the modern age. People want to believe a lot of different things about Jesus the Christ and the religion of Christianity as inspired by him. Many of those things are desires tainted by personal or private interests that are not applicable to the truth. They think of that concept of his person like it is some maleable clay they can bend and shape to their will to say whatever they want and use however they want as if it is raw energy like electricity. That is not at all what that power is. It is personal as his true identity as a man, not impersonal like a well of power to be leeched off of for personal amusement by arrogant scientists. People of that kind are so lopsided in their education they never learned about humanity, and thus refuse to confront themselves as human beings because humanity is so unknown to them as a concept that requires understanding.

Like chemistry: you cannot apply qualities of human nature, society, civilization, love, friendship, and why we do what we do as your basis for understanding the physical sciences like chemistry or you won’t go far. Two hydrogen molecules don’t bond with an oxygen molecule because they think he’s cute and want to get married. It’s for that very reason that scientists when they go into their pursuit natural reality with the fervor of the faith function of the human spirit, except not applying it to a concept of divinity or religious belief, go too far with unethical experiments. Thus people like me insist on things like the scientific method, research standards, laws, qualifications, procedures, and maintaining a proper order to things like that.

Maybe it makes sense now why natural sciences and human science are two totally different perspectives of natural reality. What makes us human is what is not animal about us and only what is not animal about us. However, there is mutual overlap with the animal part of what a human being is, because we are both from nature and we transcend nature—go above it as separated and on an entirely new level of reality. That’s all still natural and a part of nature, but it is beyond physical and observable reality. It is a state of being that is conceptualized within the unlimited space of the imagination. Both truth and fiction as concepts exist there.

If they are in constant denial of that human part of us that uplifts us out of worldly and earthly nature and are purely devoted to understanding worldly and earthly nature, at some point they are going to fail to account for that human variable because it will be invisible, imperceptible, and non-relevant to them, when it is in fact the most important variable to consider. It is the very reason why they are even pursuing science in the first place. No matter how driven and focused a person may be in their scientific pursuit with no concern for what the opinions of others are just as I am with spiritual pursuit, they must not ever forget who they are and what that means to themselves in relation to everyone else.

If they no longer are aware of humanity and how important that is to them as a priority more important than their own body is, their work will be fruitless, a failure, and a waste of time. Think about this: Are they not often disregarding their body’s needs, comfort, and interests for something that is more important, such as their research? That individual instinct to understand, passion to know more, motivation to discover, and purpose to apply it has more meaning being present as a part of you than is relevant to your body alone. I’m not saying they need to give up their pursuit and go get baptized and totally change their life and beliefs. I’m saying they should not disregard the reason people do that because it is most important.

If it is not enough to believe, see an image of the crucifix, and consider what people have done because that mystery was something they understood well enough to lay down their lives for as martyrs, fight wars for, build cathedrals for, attempt to conquer the world for, etc. It is not only important, it is dangerous. Both science and humanity need to check eachother respectfully to ensure limits can be agreed upon as a form of cooperation. The scientist doesn’t have to bow to the authorty of the spiritual leader as if it they are superior, but they should consider what they say as if it was a different kind of science defined by different laws of reality, such as how science may work in a different universe. However, they should be able to explain clear enough so you understand the point without feeling like you need to go back to the beginning and choose art history instead of organic chemistry as a subject of study.

I suppose the mutual common ground of purpose for both spiritual passion for wisdom and scientific passion for knowledge occurs in the creative arts:

Consider this example:

The spiritual artist has inspiration about something he and the chemist were talking about that pertains to a scene in the Bible and wants to express it, but there is a problem with materials, such as a paint that isn’t working well enough. When the spiritual artists tells the chemist about it, he considers the problem and applies what he knows about chemistry and nature and has an idea. However it will be costly to experiment on that idea and he is already saving for something else. The spiritual artist listens to the idea and though he doesn’t understand everything, thinks it’s good and offers to fund the research as a loan without interest and no term limit. The chemist agrees and tests it, and the results find a way to develop a new paint, and not just for one color, for all color paints.

It is a grand discovery and they both are overjoyed! The chemist because it’s a significant discovery that will be useful, applicable, and lead to more discoveries that improve the human condition in ways that are not only used as paints. The spiritual artist is overjoyed because now he can paint his vision with clarity and expression he never imagined possible for the purpose of improving the human condition with what he wants to communicate to relieve spiritual suffering. They are in no way conflicting with each other or competing as men, but also independent while able to help each other be successful without risking their own success.

what was I writing about before?

end of writing.

The is no natural human power of mind control

I think there are some fools out there, and it shocks me to write this, but they are specifically fools in the government who are employed to protect the nation against human beings from controlling other people’s minds.

If that is revealed to be true, the situation continues to get worse and worse and worse, and we are going to need to have total oversight over what the government does in the future as citizens and not allow them to keep any secrets or conduct any affairs without first getting permission from a public representative.

We will need another, non-government public representative for this because those who work in the government are no longer reliable, and their proven incompetence and total lack of good judgement demands they not be allowed to keep any secret programs or plans.

First of all, if you hear a voice in your mind as a form of communication either using language, images, projections of concepts, or anything you can imagine as information or communication of any sort: that is not “God”. That is not “Jesus”. That is not “the Christ”. That is not any divine being. Nothing divine communicates with human beings like that. There is communication with the divine, but it isn’t like that.

When divine forces communicate, there is a spiritual stage that is set to evoke the divine presence that transcends all that you can comprehend with overwhelming benevolent power that literally may drop you onto your face in tears. That is not a metaphor. The kind of stage may be a lifetime of trauma building up to a singular resolution that could not have happened without all of the life experience and world events before hand. That kind of thing is beyond anyone’s control or ability to manufacture. There will be no doubt about the resolution being good, love, truth, and wisdom either because it will not be your own power that brings it about. The extent of your own power is accepting it, and that is all that is your own doing.

What I am doing now is not that. I am working with raw energy that is impersonal, non-communicative, and more like a river of water, than a thought. That is not the same thing at all as that other form of divine presence I am describing otherwise I would not be able to concentrate on this profession of writing which requires skill, practice, and ability to choose the words I do, write them efficiently, and weave it all together to bring about a concept. I need total presence of being as myself to do that.

Writing words like this is like accessing a river of water that I can use as unlimited inspiration for whatever is necessary for divine work at the time. That can literally be anything, and why it is said that shamans can do the impossible if that is what is needed. However, that river has a living presence, like a great water dragon that lives within it and can form at any time if it wishes. I know is watching me because I have met the great water dragon in the river and understand that it is in full awareness of wherever that river water is, even when carried out to a cook pot to boil pasta. As a metaphor, the water is like what I use as a personal steam engine that I power my workshop with, irrigate my garden, and fill my alchemy cauldron.

So if you are getting personal projections mentally in a spiritual way that are attempting to convince to do something, those are likely real people who are in service to evil and thus appear as demons. That’s not always the case, but it is why human beings as a moral standard prefer to use actual human communication to convey our thoughts, emotions, and anything else. We pick up a phone and call, write a letter, post on social media, etc. unless there is no other way, which is highly unlikely in this day and age. If you are ever getting any of that, it is most likely evil and you should ignore it, rebuke it, challenge it, and if you cannot cast them out yourself, ask for help. You have two options: consult a spiritual professional, or consult a mental health professional.

Both have resources and methods of resolving those problems that are very different and effective. You shouldn’t be accused of being crazy if you are suspecting people of doing something spiritually, and its important that you tell someone what you are sensing so that something can be done about it. Those are not “voices in your head” most times because it is not a voice as much as it is a thought that occurs from someone else. It’s normal for that to happen, it often happens without people thinking about it, and our minds often present our own thoughts as if they come from other people to best communicate the fullness of what our minds intend to convey to our consciousness.

You should always be skeptical of things like that, and under no circumstances believe such a thing to be “God”, “Jesus Christ”, or any divine being of authority. Do not ever do that. If those beings wish to communicate with you, they will use their established religion by sending a flesh and blood person representing the religion in public to do so. They will not keep it secret, hide about it, or be shady because they are ashamed of what they are doing. If such communication occurs, it likely concerns everybody, and I mean everybody, and will be important that the communication passes into the public domain and is made as available and accessible as possible.

That’s one reason why I am so offended that people actually believed Trump was “the Christ” or that any national government representative could be “God”. That is the dumbest shit ever! Holy fuck people! Are you serious right now!? Get a god damn grip and step into the 21st century after you pull your own head out of your ass!!!

Those divine beings have NEVER worked like that. That has never been the way they operate as spiritual power. The very scriptures have a commandment against that thing happening from the beginning and it is the very first commandment! DO NOT TAKE THE LORD’S NAME IN VAIN!!! That is what those people do by pretending to be “God” or “the Christ”. That is what that sin means primarily and most directly specific for and you should also have taken great offense at what they were claiming about themselves that is blasphemously untrue in the most disgusting and inappropriately offensive way possible.

That is why there was such a visceral reaction of hostility toward Trump. He did that, and people could not explain why they hated it so much because it’s not easy to explain. Here it is though. I’m finally getting the inspiration for it so make sure your pitchforks are sharp and torches oiled because we need a good old fashioned witch hunt to take him to the hanging tree and see if he really will come back to life after we stab him a few times with a spear just to make sure he’s dead.

The possibility of communicating directly with divine forces is real, but it is not an everyday, commonplace occurrence for people to be concerned about.

If that happens, there will be no doubt about the realness and truth of the divine presence because one of three things will apply if not all:

1. You will be in a state of ecstatic self-embodiment of spirit such as one induced by powerful hallucinogens, fasting in prayer for days, hanging on a tree days on end, going on some life changing pilgrimage where you leave everything behind without intention to return, or some other extreme thing you did that brought it about.

2. You will be in an environment that is suitable for sacred communication, such as a designated holy place that is maintained by at least one priest or priestess of the local spiritual power/religion/faith/beliefs. The spiritual revelation that happens will be relevant to the presiding faith of the holy place, and you should consult with the clerical authority who maintains it about what that revelation is because those things don’t happen without their awareness. They are familiar both with the environmental energy and the spirit as it manifests uniquely at that place because they spend so much time there as a spritual attendant.

   They will also likely be very interested in and open to what you have to tell them about it and there are few people you can trust to share those kinds of things with because of how difficult they are to express without sounding a little “off your rocker” as it is said. You also would want to talk with them because it would be highly unusual if you understood what exactly was being communicated aside from the main point, such as giving up meth, quitting your job and working in charity instead, or something like that pertinent to you. In other words, you won’t have all the details, you will just know what to do without being told how, and those details will be made clear in time.

3. The recipient will have first undergone a formal initiation into sacred mysteries to prepare them for receiving divine revelation, such as Roman Catholic Confirmation which does not happen overnight. I went through the adult initiation as a teen because I didn’t get baptized until I was a teen and that was a 2 year process that involved a lot of different stuff, most of it understanding the doctine and spirit of the doctrine of Christianity, but there was practical requirements too, but if that interests you and you want to know more, go inquire at your local Catholic parish.

   If you have not been initiated into sacred mysteries, you will be guided in some way maybe closely, maybe not, by someone qualified to initiate others into those mysteries who can help facilitate an experience. That’s the kind of thing a person may experience if they take time on sabbatical to go stay at an ashram or spiritual retreat sometimes alone or sometimes with other people seeking spiritual growth/healing/etc. Although you may not interface much with the person of the highest spiritual authority there, there will be a qualified spiritual professional or expert with a justification to practice spiritual medicine made clear that you accept as valid (that’s like the local shaman or druid who is known in the community and respected for being a spiritual healer. They may or may not have a paper that says so because it is unnecessary and inconvenient to acquire one.).

   Essentially, there will be spritual teacher or master of some sort who presides over the place as an authority at places like that. That’s more of my kind of thing, and why I am starting a religion, because I don’t intend to start a private cult and be its leader, or offer spiritual services like that which are better suited for more experienced spiritual masters a little more gray in the beard than I am with my three white whiskers. I have hands-on nuts-and-bolts work to do in the world at the moment, not the kind which is specifically disconnected from the world for people who need to get away from it all for a change.

   My work is directly with the world and its functions because its systems and people responsible for them are sick with life threatening spiritual disease and I know how to cure those problems. I just know how to do it. It takes too long to explain how and why and that is available out there, but it hasn’t made the concerned people any less resistant to receiving healing. Besides, you don’t need to believe in my spiritual authority. Just look at my prescription and you will know it needs to be done because it does not require anything taken on faith.

   If you are looking for the other thing which is personal to you as an individual, go to a yogi, a priest, or something similar and see them, because even though I probably could help you, there are more qualified people available, and I have more important work at the moment that concerns all of us including you.

That should clear that up. If anyone has any additions or corrections they think should be included, feel free to add them and provide your insight.

Here is the thing about the fear of natural human mind control: nobody is being forced to do anything. They are choosing to do something of their own free will that is being suggested to them as an attempt to persuade them. Persuasion is not mind control, which is why I find the fear of such a ghost story so ridiculous! Are you afraid of blood sucking vampires that sneak into your room as a cloud of mist too? Holy crap people! There are people who are vampires, but they are not actually drinking your blood, those are stories that veil the truth to make it more interesting while conveying the severity of their power.

Those are supposed to scare children, not adults! However, because there are adults who are scared, all that stuff needs to be demystified because they are going to nuke the world trying to stop a ghost from haunting them for their guilt rather than confess their sins! There is no mind control. There are people who are choosing to believe something they know they shouldn’t believe or do, and are doing it because of that temptation by bad people doing evil with a pathetic plan of stupidity that always backfires on them. The plan still backfires on them, but if you are consenting to do what they want, it will backfire on you as well. That is the only difference.

Those are people doing evil and likely on purpose because they are betraying the spiritual power of human beings against human beings. It is a grave threat because of how much trust is abused by people doing that. We cannot let that go unpunished when it is found out or everyone will start suspecting everyone, when it is extremely rare even in the worst of times. Think of those projections as demons. Not all demons may mean you harm or be hateful and mean, but they are selfish, they want something, and they put their own interests before yours and will not hesitate to let you take the fall for them

A good spirit would never try to suggest something to you with willpower, and if they are in that way, they probably are ashamed, embarrassed, and there is a reason why that they will do their best to make abundantly clear. There are rare exceptions, but those apply to people who have the expertise to distinguish spiritual subtleties through extensive practice, something better left to a doctor to diagnose, or a certified nurse working for a doctor who can talk to them if they have a question.

Those are from people. That is all it is. There is no horned Satanic Devil with a tail prowling about and controlling people like puppets. I’m serious, it may have appeared that way, but they are just like a common Scooby Doo villain. Catch the ghost, take of its mask, and you will find a human being trying to steal money 90 percent of the time. The other 10 percent is for miscellaneous reasons but they are always a human being pretending to be a monster of the imagination with nowhere near the power of such beings.

Don’t be afraid of mind control, just don’t give in to their willpower by doing what they want when you already know better. I am pretty sure the government is trying to use technology to mind control people, and that is also very dumb and I don’t think that is going to ever be possible. It is a serious problem if they are trying and why the people doing it don’t realize the problem is even more alarming. So, hopefully that is not happening and it is just a conspiracy theory.

They certainly haven’t come anywhere close to being suggestive to me in the slightest with anything they’ve tried, aside from convincing me that they are fully committed to evil because of how they try endlessly to cause me pointless suffering for no reason and with no purposeful meaning. They start being problematic and expect me to read their minds to know what they want, but they don’t seem to understand how complex any situation is for that to be even remotely clear.

Most importantly:

If you think someone is controlling your mind and it is so much of a problem that you feel like you cannot control your behavior or self, go see a doctor immediately, because you have a serious disability that needs professional medical help. That is a psychiatric problem before it is a spiritual problem. Both mental health professionals and spiritual healers can help, but a problem like that requires mental health professionals of medicine first. I realize doctors have lost a lot of trust because of circumcision still being prevalent, but they are still capable and they are the best we have.

You should be in complete control of your own mind and choices at all times. Even if you foolishly give control to others and do whatever they suggest without thinking for yourself why or what it is, you can take control back at any moment because that is just an illusion of control. If that still is impossible, go get help immediately. Call 9-1-1, and ask for an ambulance because that is an emergency and you are a danger to everyone if you feel that way.

If there are people in the government that believe they are under mind control, have them arrested as a medical emergency and taken to the nearest mental health ward to be evaluated by a public official. Not a private cult pseudodoctor who authorizes them with pseudoscience as their cultist ringleader. A publicly certified doctor and make sure there are no other evil cultists like that operating within the government or interfering with people’s lives anywhere.

Evil, torture, and intentionally causing meaningless suffering to others is not a right or freedom. That is the kind of thing that used to get people crucified, if you catch my meaning. Burnt at the stake. Executed in the most excruciating ways possible. Not out of cruelty, but out of justice for the kind of crime that is and respect for all religious claims of sanctity because of how a failure of a response invalidates the relationship of authority between valid religions and the nation they practice within.

These days, we know they have a mental disability like a psychopathic and sociopathic serial killer of such a severely deranged mental state that they do criminal conduct with no moral restraint or intellectual awareness of consequences that will befall them according to the law or in any other way. Those people need to be restrained, confined, evaluated for the extent of their disability, and treated over time for a medical doctor to determine if it will ever be safe to allow them outside of confinement to interact with other people again.

People of faith will never, under any circumcstances, tolerate the threat of a purposefully evil faith in their midst. That is a law of human life and civilization and it will never change. Religions of any kind will use military force if necessary to instate their own faith based national government if a secular system of authority fails to comprehend the importance of good and evil in their society. That failure is evident without a reasonable doubt if evil conduct is knowingly being allowed unpunished under any circumstances, and extremely dangerous if the government is actually the culprit!

If you are in the government doing evil on purpose as your “mission” and think you are safe, you do not know the depth of shit you are swallowed over your head in, and you will never get out any other way than by total and true contrition. You ought to be running out of there begging for mercy and confessing like you can’t tell everything fast enough if you just realized now how grave a threat you are to yourself and everyone because you have been following the orders of an evil cultist and attempting to destroy your own nation from the inside.

Nobody is going to be happy about that. Not even our enemies worldwide. They will see that kind of spiritual danger as the most severe threat possible because it is the power of the human being which can create and kill gods for a good reason, turned against itself for no reason but to hurt, harm, and cause suffering, with the unavoidable singular conclusion of total extinction. I would be surprised if they even bothered to consider treatment for a disability as an option of rehabilitation and don’t just kill you on the spot like I would, were I legally authorized to order your death by a military. They will never be trusted even with rehabilitation and will require constant monitoring, but at least they may be able to go outside, visit a restaurant, and enjoy a modicum of freedom.

Jews are evil on purpose? Yeah, I just learned that too and I will never let them live in peace. Let them reveal that fact to the public and see what happens, because it is they who do not understand the ramifications of being evil, and the public who does because there are people like me in the public, and the pope, and all kinds of professionals of expertise who do and can explain it. That will prove this point beyond anything that should ever have been necessary for humanity in the 21st century, and the more you hide, the more Hell there will be to pay when it is made known because of how little power there will be left the USA national government when so much trust is lost.

You won’t have anything left. All foreign nations will turn against you and you will be the immediate target for destruction by whatever means is necessary because of how IT IS NOT ACCEPTABLE TO DO EVIL!!! That is why any means may be necessary. Not a one of those means is because evil is necessary.