The Official Story Persona of Nick Bylotas

Count Nickuluv

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Bylotissimus the Gross

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TBD

For those of you who don’t know, my real life Story began with the title and proclamation of my identity being described as “Gross”. The German midwife who ushered me into this world declared upon my arrival: “This baby is gross!” For whatever divine mystery and purpose I have been bestowed a sacred and vital burden of grossness and I shall not fail in bearing my grave duty to the end of my mortal life in this world and any further as necessary. Some would say being gross is a curse, but I inform you otherwise. It is simply the nature of man, and I am nothing if not a natural man. When you are so lost in darkness and the lights have all been put out, you will know the way back to your true self by he who is grossest to guide you. So come, cease your futile efforts to avoid the goo, and let us pass through slime and sticky moisture to the liberation of our most carnal and divine delights intertwined as one. And so it was that with the gross pepperoni scepter, Bylotissimus the Gross saved all of humanity and the world by doing what is most mysterious, taboo, and for adult audiences only even though there were children present.

To know me in light of the Christ

As I wrote elsewhere about the purpose the Christ exists in relation to me, Nick Bylotas, being entirely unknowable mystery, I want to clarify something that may be helpful to the innumerable people who seem incapable of understanding reality without a Christian worldview. Since I am both a Gentile and I totally reject Jews with no desire, interest, or need to ever identify with them, not even in the least most insubstantial bit, and thus don’t need salvation by the Christ, there is only one thing that can be certainly known about me in light of the Christ.

In other words, if you cannot conceptualize a non-Christian reality, the only way you will ever be able to know me is by this single fact of Truth to contextualize my existence in your understanding of reality:

Jesus the Christ is entirely and absolutely irrelevant to me. Non-significant. Non-important. Without any place, any involvement, any part at all in who I am. He is virtually non-existent to me and is only visible to my perception because of people who cling to Christianity and desire to be Jewish, but they will never make their beliefs meaningful to me and in fact will be hostile if they ever tried to do so.

While I am not particularly hostile to people who do derive their existence and identity from Jesus the Christ, if they ever tried to identify with me they would find that not only difficult but counterproductive to themselves. That would backfire on them and cause them new problems they didn’t previously have. I don’t particularly care about those problems either because they are of the Jews and Jews are hostile forces and the enemy of the USA, and their concerns are not mine. Besides, most people should reject Christ and choose a better way to live than tolerate the needless and uncivilized violence of circumcision, human sacrifice, and eliminate those evils entirely from the community to make the world a better place.

I can’t force people to do that, nor will I, but I certainly will tell them that they should or else they are going to bring suffering, pain, and destruction upon themselves. The “year of the Lord” is over, and the Christ’s time is done. Neither Christians, Jews, nor Muslims have any spiritual power now that I am alive in total defiance against them as living proof that their faith is false.

Like many things, simply seeing me is all you need to understand, and the cultural significance of my person is better understood that way, since explaining why I am significant culturally is far more complicated than most people have time for. Better to just get to know me directly, and cease any of that foolish use of proxy, mediary, or identity theft because no matter how you try to explain or tell people what you think you understand they will want to see for themselves even if they understand what you tell them, which is not likely because of how overly complicated that type of work is, to include exceptionally difficult to do since it is of a spiritual subject.

You people who are trying to suppress my identity, suppress my business, destroy any of my public records, ruin my public image, and create a false image of me to confuse people are wasting your time and money. Better that I don’t even try to stop you, because allowing you to continue is going to cause you more damage to yourself than is worth my effort to divert my attention to do. Every single effort the government has made to hide my identity, hide my record, obscure the truth about why I am relevant to social justice here and now, is a condemnation added upon condemnation that is their increasing guilt, crime, and sin. Every single order, action, or movement their operators and agents have done under orders is justification that demands their undoing and the abolishment of the USA government illusion that hides their activity.

They made a grave mistake, some doing so with intention to do evil, and they have attempted to avoid taking responsibility for their mistakes by hiding behind their illusions of confidentiality. That entire confidentiality allowed them is a matter of trust that requires the utmost integrity and self-reporting of violations, errors, and breaches of security, and they have failed to do that. The entire system of confidentiality that the government has been using excessively is now suspect for crimes of abuse and will be investigated by the public with as much of that investigation made public as possible without jeapordizing sensitive personal information that is irrelevant to situation. Enough to know what crimes the government did, how they did them, but the public does not need to make the matter worse by being complicit in those crimes by witnessing them.

Respect for the human body

Jews and Muslims worship an idol of fantasy. Their god is false, evil, and inapropriate.

They want to believe in something that is a fantasy, and a stupid one at that because they simply want animal desires as their fantasy, but that does not make it true.

Simply put, I will never respect the god of Jews or Muslims as long as they do not respect the human body as equally important as their god is to them, because it is of them as an imagined concept to objectify. It is not greater than the human body, and if the insist on that with things like circumcision they enter a destructive spiral of suffering and failure until they simply have nothing left of life.

That’s another meaning of Jesus. If the Jews wanted their god to be valid in truth, they needed to change their doctrine so that it understands the significance of the human body, and hence their fantasy born of flesh through circumcision, needed to die in flesh through man. Then it would no longer be confined to the bodies of men and couldn’t ever be again.

That is why if Jews want to integrate in society and be tolerated without having to suffer restrictions as known hostile enemies and criminals, they need to accept the significance of the human body of their neighbor and self so they are not a danger to the community because of their lack of self-respect or respect for what is sacred.

If they don’t think the body of their own child is important enough to stay their hand with a knife in the modern age, they cannot be trusted with guns, vehicles, voting rights, or freedom. They need to be in mental health institutions until they can learn how important human rights are to everyone, not just to them and not just to people like me, but to atheists, Buddhists, Christians, martians, klingons, and all their fantasies of imagination if they too had flesh and blood bodies.

It is perfectly fine to be devoted and worshipful of a divine concept that is fictional, but real and true at the same time. For example, consider how I adore Nep Nep, Blanc, Noir, and Vert. They are indeed goddesses in my heart and mind, but that does not mean I place them in the spot for the highest divine of impersonal, incomprehensible, and unattainable power and good. That is for no being to exist in and can only be non-being due to something “being” as in relative to the reality they are within. Thus the highest divine cannot be a being.

So no matter how much I adore the four goddesses of Gameindustri, I also am aware that they are fictional persons. That does not make them any less real to me or important, and anyone who is a lover of books and story should know what I am saying. Growing up, we read books and find the characters within them as real and personal as friends in life can be without confusing them with real life. They bring us joy, they help us through difficult times, we can rely on them to be who they are, trust them, and enjoy their company.

That is not as uncommon as some people may think who are not as passionate about fiction literature, but they may be able to identify with movie characters, comic book heroes, video games, and folk tales. For another example, check out the forward in the final three books of The Wheel of Time that Brandon Sanderson writes about the series before he took up the labor of bringing it to completion.

If someone is threatening a human body in real life at the expense of an image of a fictional character, you’d better choose to protect the human body, because that is more important than the image. A villain, fool, or brute who thinks they can harm an image of divinity in real life and do harm to the divinity the image represents is totally impotent with their hatred and violence. They cannot reach it because they do not even comprehend the reality such beings exist in and remain locked in an animal nature as all they can perceive.

You don’t need to fear something like that nor show devotion to the image of a goddess at the cost of something as important as the human body. A good being would never want a person doing harm to something as important to the human body as the body itself or resources the body needs to do honor to them because they have no need for such things nor do they do them any good. In addition, through their goodness they want the best for their faithful and thus don’t want them suffering on their account as if it makes them happy.

That is one limit of the concept of a divine image like Nep Nep, or as something that may be more familiar with people: the Orthodox Christian use of icons. That limit is the bottom line that you should not sink below as negative perspective of the image or icon. However, in the eyes of the faithful, there is true divinity revealed through the image or icon and the image is a valid, and useful conveyance of spiritual power between the faithful and the divine being. Meaning, one can express their devotion through a venerated image of a deity by directing it at the image itself and the divine being it represents beyond the image. That is an unlimited spectrum of good that can be expressed and received in all manner of ways people find apropriate in their time and place.

Let’s say some tyrants come in and do not understand such things and only perceive material nature. They invade your sacred domain and under threats of violence and death destroy all the good and sacred images like paintings, posters, and fine works of craftsmanship using wood and stone. Just let them do it. Do not die for such things. Your life and faith is what makes the devotion and adoration of the deity possible, not the object.

Those tyrants who do such things are fools who embarass themselves and it has no impact on your faith or your beliefs, but it does make them rude, hostile, and in need of the lawful justice of civilization to punish them. That is a different matter of recourse than prayer and faith, but is not without prayer and faith as an ally and friend. After all, do the night’s watch and city guards not attend the religious services too? Such people can help the leaders of faith the same way the leaders of faith help them.

Icons, images, and objects to include keychain figurines, furniture linen, t-shirts, and all manner of things are forms of spiritual technology. They make spiritual power more easily accessible and efficient and they are good as long as people don’t cross that line I mentioned. There is no need to feel threatened or suspicious of such things. Evil does not work that way as a form of empowerment, however bizarre, occult, and disturbing an image may be, such as a popular horror movie villain.

This is the reason why you need not fear the use of spiritual evil through images and icons and idols: such things are products of creativity and artistic labor, and that very activity is a divine act. Evil cannot defile such a concept, only the object in which case they are stinkers and only bringing unhappiness to people and not even making themselves feel better. Better to let them do it and realize how ineffective it was because of the sadness it brings, than fight them as if it was of divine substance and they were correct to destroy it.

Horrific images of evil are what many occultists use to express their understanding of divine nature by asserting the justification for evil. That concept needs new definition, because those two words are expressed the same but have different meanings. One is true, fundamental evil as I have defined elsewhere in relation to good. The other is popular evil. The first is perceived from the sight of the highest divine as an impersonal being and all that one needs to know to identify it is whether it conflicts with good of what is recognized law. Those laws are derived from the same line of reason and logic that asserts and proves the existence of the origin and source of creation as a pure, incomprehensible goodness.

Naturally human understanding is fallible, and because situations become more complex and require more subtleties. When that happens the original law that was derived needs to be expanded, its constituent parts of moral value identified, separated, and assigned relevance according the culture, society, and civilization relevant. It is like zooming into an image of law and seeing how it works explaining those things, and then finding a better way to express them that is more efficient because of the very problem that came into conflict with the law as a good but a good in opposition of law.

If that happens it is a good sign because someone is making it clear that derived law is inadequate and will become a greater problem if not corrected when more people come into conflict with it. It is not an indication of evil, it is an indication of human error in government, which is to be expected because governments are not infallible nor divine beings. It means that the laws need to be refined further to prevent totally preventable harm that will occur if it is not addressed because it is as predictable as the celestial bodies. That is the work of prophesy demystified so that people can feel comfortable with it as not something strange and magical. It is like astronomy, but for the stars, planets, and galaxies of society and civilization.

The refinement of law should be an easy process for mature adults without requiring the highest levels of intelligence, experience, or wisdom as long as they are trustworthy, capable, and cooperate while adhering to the relevant doctrine. It is the process of civilized progress in regard to law, order, and government. If that relevant doctrine needs to change, all people it concerns need to be made aware with reasonable effort to do so, in other words: public proclamation that change is required and why, and what that change is and why. It cannot happen in secret and be effective because it is a doctrine that only has authority with public trust.

If scoundrils and evil minded fools attempt to alter and change that doctrine in secrecy and private, they are revealing their shame and guilt of sin at what they have done. WHY ARE YOU WEARING FIG LEAVES!? People know what you have done, but so too does the divine authority above all people and nations, and it will not be tolerated. You will be punished for such a transgression that you were specifically commanded to not do after having be given an entire paradise of freedom to govern within.

Fortunately for the USA that defilement of government doctrine was predicted at the inception of the government because it was created with some of the most intelligent, exprienced, and wise people of the time who had much insight into human nature, society, government, religion, and life itself. They installed safeguards for when it did happen, and those safeguards have been activated. There is resistance to them being effective, but those fools will not be able to resist, forever and those safeguards will do what they are intended and restore lawful government eventually. If there was more cooperation in the public, that would happen faster, but it is what it is.

Technological advancement and progress will occur through scientific methods and spiritual methods and that is another topic, but one that also is very similar with its own laws and doctrine that requires constant refinement and cooperation.

In conclusion, the problem that caused all this, is people projecting themselves into their imagination as “God” and demanding the respect due to their human body applied to their imagined self as a deity. While that is arrogant and foolish, the problem is caused because they want more respect for their imagined, fictitious self than they have to the human body of others or their own. They are applying the universally accepted standard of human beings and human rights and respect for human dignity to their fictious self-aggrandized delusion, but they do not maintain that respect for human beings themselves in real life. In other words, they are Jews and Muslims (and false Christians) who want to be tyrants and enslave everyone for their own personal amusement at inestimable expense to others.

I don’t give a damn what they do in the sand lands of desolation and suffering that abysmal and hateful culture, religon, and false-ethnicity spawn out of like maggots from a cesspit. Let them do what they want if they want to be enslaved to themselves. In the USA, the relevant doctrine is different, of a higher conceptual reality, a higher intelligence, a better idea, and the truth of human freedom requiring limited government. They never had the authority to issue the commands that betrayed the citizens of the USA and those commands were invalid, without authority and were carried out by people in the government of their own free will, not citizens like me.

People like me are not trusted with that responsibility unless designated legally, nor do we have the power to betray what was betrayed because we do not have access to it without that designation! Do not be fools and call me the betrayer for pointing out the treacherous and unlawful government I will not obey or support, when the accursed fiend attempted to destroy our Democracy before the entire world! The very thing he was trusted to protect under oath and with designated methods if it needed correction! You will see when the investigation is revealed that the betrayal was far worse than that, and it happened a lot earlier in his reign of stupidity and brute idiocy supported by slaves who idolized him like a god when none of them even understand the concept of what the word “God” means!

Do not eat from the tree of good and evil, or you will surely die. But the serpent said, you will not die, you will be gods like them and have their power. And the woman trusted the serpent because she lusted after it as an adultress, and then gave the fruit to the man who was doubly betrayed by her infidelity and disobedience to the master. He was weak and cowardly though and consented to her suggesting he lust after the serpent and defile his own body. Then he could not bring himself to confess what had happened because of the shame he felt by letting the serpent inside him so it could hide. Then they all hid themselves, the man and woman, and serpent inside the man, and they were smug thinking they would not be found out because nobody would suspect where the serpent was hidden.

But then the Lord went walking by on a leisurely stroll while checking things out in his garden of Freedom and saw the man and woman hiding themselves behind bushes and trees and trying to not be seen. He took one look at the man’s face and knew the serpent was within him. He commanded they come out, but they pretended they didn’t hear. He waited and waited and waited, having infinite patience, and knowing they would get hungry and thirsty and would have to come out eventually, but also because of what he knew was going to happen to them while hiding like they were where they were, because it was a commonly visited place in the garden. Finally, when they did, they had crude leaves covering the parts that had been defiled but should not be covered because they are supposed to be innocent without ever having needed to be hidden, and he knew what they had done, because covering those parts was an indication of the greater sin of betrayal.

To teach them a lesson, when they first refused to come out, he picked his favorite person, Nick Bylotas, who normally keeps himself in Hell by his own temperance and restraint because of how well he knows himself as the master of his own domain and where he is best suited to be for his own happiness and usefulness as a good and trusted friend to the Lord. He called on this person to do what he does best, knowing he would go above and beyond to get the job done well, the way it is supposed to be done, and without complaint, and they both would enjoy him doing it because of his way in and out of the Story itself.

The Paradox of Judgment

Listen, the differential between judging society in general and an individual is kind of ambiguous. Some people are going to say stuff about a general social group that ticks off individuals personally because they are part of a group, and they may feel inclined to declare in response that they aren't like that because they truly aren't. Then sometimes someone will say something about an individual in the nicest way possible, and then conclude that the entire group is like that which could be upsetting in different ways. The point is that these kinds of verbal exchanges can get a bit bloody in the worst situations. Tolerate it.

Better to let words get bloody than have to settle things with physical violence. An apology can heal the wounds caused by words, but not those caused by guns and knives. That's why, in my opinion, I believe communist nations should protect free speech and information just as much as the USA is supposed to. It reduces threats of public violence, because tensions are relieved with heated exchanges of words and with greater efficiency the more good information there is available. If that cannot happen among the public, then the likelihood increases that people may "snap" under the strain of not being able to express their suffering adequately, and then they end up doing mass violence while in a broken mental state, which is a temporary and serious condition.

There is a line in this situation of passing judgment that designates when something is “too far”. I don't know how to define it now, other than this: if someone crosses that line in the future, it will be pointed out that what they are saying is worse than what I am.  Their words hit meaner, are too insulting, are too cruel, or are simply wrong because of how hurtful it is without truth. Listen to them when they say that and to what they are responding to as though this situation with me were happening all over again. Which you better pray to the gods and all that you believe holy that this does not happen again.

I have been exceptionally harsh with people, and I see no reason why others should ever need to be more severe than I am when in my most wrathful wordsmack form. If that happens, demand an apology. It shouldn't matter who you are, or who you are demanding one from, nor how you relate socially. You should always be able to have words with anyone when necessary and appropriate. An insult that demands an apology is always appropriate.

The simplest reason demanding an apology is of the utmost importance: an apology boils down to life or death. The longer explanation is that for the same reason that the tyrants refuse to apologize, they should apologize.  If they don’t, they are risking what they are so irrationally afraid of losing. You can apologize fine and not lose that. You can be totally in the wrong making a huge mistake like a total fool of devastating apocalyptic proportions, and not lose that if you are not too proud to say sorry.

So, if someone demands an apology or a word in the kind of way I am that demands the national government and the entire public’s attention, that means it is at least as serious of a life or death situation whether you recognize it or not. There is nothing to lose by granting a speedway to pride rock for them to say what is on their mind.  If they don’t have anything to say, they will look silly, big deal, but that kind of diversion is the kind of thing the government needs to allow, even when you get a practical joker up there who farts on stage and nothing more. The costs are negligible, and the benefits are infinite.

In those situations, the people concerned should approach it carefully, with a sense of fear, awareness, and caution of what they are not seeing coming out from their blind spot and shanking them in the kidney with a rusty shiv from Hell.  That kind of approach costs a person nothing, and ensures that they do not lose their head.  It is foolish to dismiss apologizing as an option because of pride, otherwise known as arrogance.

Do they think anyone believes they are infallible and cannot ever sin or make a mistake!? The very thought brings the wrath of the public upon them, saying nothing about divine wrath which is also awoken. Every person should know better than to believe themselves infallible. Even the pope. If the pope was infallible, Christianity wouldn’t have such a horrific history. That teaching is more of a bureaucratic thing to maintain order in the structural organization, in my opinion, because I don’t believe the pope is a divine person who cannot make mistakes and never sin.

He can represent that authority and speak with it, but that doesn’t make him any more or less human than anyone else. Besides, addressing situations that demand an apology shouldn't take more than a few minutes for most things, and be an infrequent necessity. For whatever chagrin a person may feel at saying sorry, the relief of forgiveness after is infinitely better than the slow poison of a begrudging guilt.

Consider the lesson of Jesus Crist’s life, death, and resurrection. Jesus died because people believed his sin was unforgivable. He died for a sin that he was accused of which the people who made the accusation believed was unforgivable. It is they who needed his forgiveness because they had no right to judge him for that sin without committing it themselves by judging guilt as the authority of the species (ideological species, not biological – like a living idea with a mind and will of its own).  Jews are humans, not divine beings, so they cannot be an authority of the species because they themselves are not of the species. ***They had no right to say that Jesus was not “God”, because if he was, they wouldn’t know it and they claimed that they did in fact know it.***  Jews are not divine beings any more than anyone else is, that being just a mote which grants us free will and the divine power to create good with free will.

Refusing to forgive someone’s sin is the worst thing I think a person could do as an offense against the highest divine (otherwise known as “God”).  Forgiveness doesn’t exonerate them from crimes or reparation, because there are other reasons why laws need to be enforced other than guilt and atonement.  However, it does change the way a person thinks about the person they forgave, and that is a big deal for both the victim and the offender. So, having died, his resurrection (at the very least in memory through these very words which call to mind the living, real person he is then and now), … his resurrection testifies that no person is beyond forgiveness. That means that everybody is subject to mercy and by association, wrath, of a higher power no matter the height at which they may recline.

Consider this: Even if Jesus had committed the sin he was accused of, and he didn’t, he should have been forgiven and dealt with mercifully, not the way it happened. In other words, even if Jesus was God and Man in the way he was accused of claiming to be, and then offended God in such a way as a Man would by actually committing the sin he was accused of, he would forgive himself as both a Man and God. If I could forgive him for that, he sure as hell can too if he wants.  Being able to forgive as a Man, means that the God self is also capable of forgiveness, because the power and authority of Man is not beyond that of the highest divine.

Furthermore, when the Jews accused Jesus of the sin he was sentenced to death for, Jesus completed the sin himself by accepting the punishment for it. He would not have accepted that punishment if he did not commit the sin, because even accepting punishment for such a sin commits that sin. It’s a horribly evil situation and why it is said he died for evil. It was a lost cause not worth dying for that he totally believed in with true faith because he was a bastard child who had nothing to believe about himself but the story of his national identity which he totally integrated into his person because it was intertwined with traditional sacred claims of several thousand years. Traditional sacred claims are personally powerful in ways that a legal claim in court is not, nor are new sacred claims nearly as powerful as traditionally established ones.

(My personal sacred claim to derive who I am from is none of your concern, but if you want to know more about who I am and see if learning about me can help you, I would appreciate a little more respect and kindness from you.  Cease doing the evil that you have been doing to attempt to get to know me. Things like stealing information in gluttonous amounts, invading my privacy, stalking me, and knowingly violating my human rights continually. I will believe what I want about myself, and you will not have any control over that, and I will hold you accountable to the law for doing me harm so egregiously for so long.  Go to hell with your evil thoughts as false gods, because you are not welcome around me with those.

None of you people can claim responsibility for who I am as a creator, because that is me alone, and I created who I am myself. I had nothing sacred I could identify with that completed the logical link between mortal man and the highest divine source which Christianity promises me is true. It cannot be Jesus Christ because he is a Jew and I thankfully have nothing to do with Jews and no relation to them, nor do I want a connection with those… people. Christianity is beneath me. It is not good enough for me, especially with people like that traitorous president claiming to be one.

Under no circumstances do I want to identify in the slightest with people like that. Being a man myself, and knowing my quality as a man in relation to other men, I don’t want to have any connection to such pitiable excuses for men. They are disgraceful and an embarrassment to all that can see them as they truly are.  I have more self-respect and dignity of a higher nature than they reach themselves, far more, so how can I be like them if they are beneath me in the hierarchy of men? They are surely like me, not the other way around, but unfortunately for them, they are not even recognizable because of how far they have strayed from the source at which I found myself and the Christ true.)

So, everyone should be willing to apologize if they do something wrong, or "sin" in some way. Nobody does wrong like that on purpose anyway (not true sin) which is why apologies are necessary when the situation is made clear as to how they went wrong and who it hurt.

The thing about words, is that anyone with communication skills can rearrange words to heal and do any sort of magic goodness in people's lives that rebounds them from the worst situations. Even though you may think in the moment that you'd rather be shot in the chest than insulted in such a way, it's not so bad because you just need a skilled wordmage to say the right thing to make it better. People with those talents, skills, and abilities that are not all that uncommon. You probably know one who could help you sort out any sort of situation with a good talk.

Whether or not you believe this, I can do that for the entire nation, for the treasonous presidents, for the shameful congress’, and anyone for that matter.  If I say the word, I could pull the entire god damn catastrophe of the USA’s failed government out of the fire, and save it from the eternal destruction they are condemned now to suffer because of their bad decisions upon bad decisions all because they are trying (and failing miserably), to hide their crimes and sins. Obviously they would need to repent with a contrite heart, but that is both the easiest and only way out of their problem, so it should be the obvious choice. They seriously think apologizing in public is going to be worse than the punishment of cold, hard justice which will bring about what they fear anyway?

There is no blaze of glory for them to be destroyed in such a way as refusing to do any good whatsoever, because their crime is ideologically evil, unintelligent, meaningless, disgraceful, and does not look remotely cool in any way. Did they not know that Jesus already died for sin? He already died for evil. It changed nothing and only made the situation worse, and they are supposed to have learned from that like everyone else.

They don’t even have a nation or idea they are trying to keep alive, because they betrayed their national sacred ideology openly to not die for it! Cowards in every sense of the word. Afraid of punishment, afraid to fight for the ideals they swore an oath to protect, and afraid of that one man, who is particularly unfortunate in life and disabled too. That actually makes him look incredibly bad ass for cowing them to such humiliation just by taking a stand. I’d better go help him, because if I’m not fighting with him when he wins, which we all know is going to happen, then… let’s not even go there. “Yo! Daisy! I got your back! Don’t give up the fight!”   

There is no question about whether or not they need to admit their mistakes and submit themselves to justice. It is necessary for the simple reason of correcting the damage which continually hiding their crimes and sins only makes worse. If they don't, the ship will still be flooding, the fire will still be burning out of control, and the breathable atmosphere will continue to deplete until it is entirely gone. As far as confronting me the way they need to, they don't have to like me, honor me, praise me, say nice things to me, or anything, but they do have to present themselves in my presence because what they did affected me personally as an individual worse than anyone (as far as I know), and I am the higher authority they answer to as the citizen.