You are forbidden not because you are incapable

Listen, super Jew and whorecunt slutqueen: you are forbidden from your megalomania, attempt to control everyone’s lives, and decide what’s best for everyone not because you are incapable, and you are, but because there is too much being risked when you make a mistake.

Everyone is incapable of that. There is too much to know, too much to understand, too much to keep track of, and the greatest super computer in the world could not manage it, because part of what is needed to navigate the uncertainty is an irrational sense of intuition cultivated specifically by not-knowing things. Do not even try to rule the world like some mastermind tyrant, even if you have a whole team of fucktards. No matter how many fucktards there are, there is always one who is leading and makes the final word, and that is who everything ends up depending on. That is doomed to fail because of the very reason why you have so many people there trying to do everything. They cannot know enough to be able to intuit a decision, and intuiting decisions there is a betrayal of the power that makes intuition useful.

Intuition is effective because of an innate perception of accurately judging good and evil and applying that judgment to known wisdom to determine a course of action or response. If you are trying to use intuition above all other people’s judgment, you are doing evil no matter your reason, and you should never be in such a situation to do that, not even if you are the good guy like me. The only reason it is okay for me to do, is because you created that situation for evil purposes, I am destroying you because of those evil purposes, usurping your power, and using that intuition to ensure nobody is ever in such a situation again. That is the only time it is acceptable for someone to do that, and like I said: that should never happen!

However, the thing is that even if you have some degree of success with your control freak schemes at the beginning, eventually you will make a mistake, and that mistake is going to have enormous consequences so devastating that there is no possible way any good you intended would have been worth the risk. That is why you are forbidden. Not because you are incapable, but because you are risking other people’s assets, resources, and lives without their consent or best interest in mind as individuals. Maybe you have a group interest in mind, but you are certainly not doing anything for any one person’s good. It is the judgment of the individual to decide how best to serve the greater good of the whole group and their individual interests at the same time, and nobody can decide that for them. At best, you can make a suggestion, consult with them personally about your suggestion, listen to what they disclose about their interests, and then cooperate to decide how to proceed. Ideally you will have an agreement, but in worst case scenarios, you may have an irreconcilable impasse, such as Jews insist on being. That requires an answer of total rebuke. Exile, banishment, death, and destruction of them as your enemy because of their conscious decision to be hostile under all circumstances.

It is nothing personal, it is an acknowledgment of their faith, culture, and chosen identity. It is respect for them and yourself, and if you do anything else, then you are doing dishonor to them and yourself. That does not mean you need to angry, violent, and irrational destructive, but you should be able to determine a line that separates interests so that there is no unexpected conflicts. By doing that, you will be able to use the “awesome ability” of a spiritual power to convert natural gravity into a force that works for you. The conflict exists, is certain, applies to all life, beings, people, including them, they choose to be antagonistic for their selfishness, and by knowing that constant, you can apply a conceptual device to redirect that energy through a chain reaction that can be applied like combustion in an engine, fission in a reactor, steam in a turbine.

You don’t have to hate those people, but the longer that they insist on there not being justified conflict, the more that hatred and animosity must be expressed, demonstrated, and revealed as clearly true and necessary for everyone’s good! I would not be using words like “nigger”, “kike”, and “whorecunt” if the negative members of their respective community identity were not insisting on there not being a problem with their negativity as applicable to everyone else. They know there is a problem which is why they have a inordinately corrupt secret scheme to force their private interests on others. There is no need for that… you can have your negative group identity, but not if you are doing evil schemes in secret to do so.

Consider this like a war between the Lord of Light and the Lord of Dark. Neither are necessarily good or evil, but both have unique interests, ways of life, and are incompatible in their purest forms, which is to say: presence of Lordship. The Lord of Light and the Lord of Dark cannot be in each other’s presence without one killing the other actively or passively, or them both killing each other. The only time they would be together is under a pretense of diplomacy or surrender, both of which have restraints on their individual power to prevent such conflict while meeting. That is why at a “parley” with the pirate, Captain Hector of the Black Pearl, and Elizabeth Swann maiden of loveliness, can happen with a civil conversation, however edgy, and not either using some treacherous brute force to kill the other. It is a temporary agreement to achieve an amicable resolution between irreconcilable interests.

Irreconcilable interests means that there is only one possible outcome to their conflict: one destroying the other, with no decided outcome no matter what you think “civilized” law says in your home nation. There is only one law that needs to be obeyed for such conflicts, and as you all know, the interpretation of that can be entirely different depending on how an individual identifies in relation to the source. A person born and raised in darkness will identify with the divine truth of the ultimate source one way and a person born and raised in light will identify with the same source differently. That’s why a parley is agreeable. Both have individual interests that will be sacrificed if they come into conflict over something irreconcilable, and neither have an interest in losing what their interest is for something that does not need to be fought about. Naturally a Royal Navy will have a need to fight the Black Pearl, but Elizabeth Swann is a lovely maiden, which is to say an individual affiliated with neither, and has no need to fight the Black Pearl pirates on the basis of her identity.

When choose who choose to be with what is available to us and that is all we can do, putting our whole heart and soul into that. Nobody can be everything, and if you have chosen to be anything you would know that because of what is required to be anyone. Simply to be a blacksmith or plumber requires a total commitment to the art, and that commitment is why the king, who has chosen to be king, hires a plumber to come into his private residence and do what he cannot do on his own, is grateful, generous with payment, and is not embarrassed for his inadequacy at plumbing. If the plumber sat in court where the king works his profession, he would likely be inadequate for what is required because of all the knowledge, wisdom, experience, and special details of intuition kings have the same way plumbers do when they invent a new solution for a unique problem. Something good for one particular purpose but using a variety of tools and techniques.

For example: imagine you just moved into an apartment in a building constructed at the turn of the 20th century. The building was constructed with the best technology at the time, but now, over 100 years later, some of that technology is out of date, wearing down, and in need of repair/replacement. Yet… the internal plumbing of the entire building was deisgned with pieces and techniques that have been improved upon with modern technology and methods. However, the hot water is not working as it should for the bath, and the problem goes all the way back to the root pipeline that continues up to the other floors to supply water. It’s not just something you can unscrew, replace with a new piece, and call it good. The plumber has to cut away pipes, take measurements, apply new designs that will fit in the space work as intended, and be reliable. There is no known instruction for that decision, they just know by trade experience how to create the solution and install it, and even though the entire plumbing system remains 100 years old, there is now a section of shiny new parts that have been fused into it with various plumbing techniques and no leaks.

A king’s work is like that in court, except the problems people come to the king for can be 100 years old cultural traditions in conflict between neighbors that are irreconcilable according to current law, but unnecessary to fight about because of each neighbor’s individual interest. However, neither neighbor has the authority of the king to judge the laws of the province, so they come to his court during working hours to petition him for a solution. The king aware not only of those cultural tradtions, but of neighboring traditions that are similar, and ones that preceded those ones long before because of what he knows from the royal library he studied as a young prince. The neighbors do not have that royal library of records and are blessed to have a single collection of stories to share with their children because of how hard those are to come by in the age of kings when the printing press is barely being tested and wooden blocks take a long time to use to print something. In any case, he is able to provide a shiny new solution that fuses to the old system with modern kingly techniques of law and wisdom, using the grease of Bacon whose reason is a sealant when it dries between fitting threads to prevent any leaks down the line.

Besides, Bacon and his Breakfast Club are common people’s heroes, whose wisdom promulgates throughout the realms from taverns, to town halls, and most people have heard the simple conclusions they arrived at, which the king has also heard by reading and understanding the entire arguments for enlightenment, freedom, and equality they have, which are certainly true. It is not so easy to just change the entire system, any more than it is easy to change the entire plumbing structure in an apartment building, however, as long as they insist on their truth and the king is agreeable, changes can be made as necessary to improve the situation until the time comes to demolish the entire building and replace it with a new one, but that is a tall order and one that requires a lot of experts collaborating on to do safely in an urban neighborhood downtown.

Usually the grievances someone like Bacon has are not personal to the king, even though he attacks the king personally. They are usually grievances caused by an official somewhere under the king’s notice where he is trusting them with authority to carry out his will on a matter while he focuses on other matters. Likely, Bacon has confronted that official about the grievance, was insulted rudely by being disregarded, ignored, and mistreated, and in response has addressed the king directly, because that’s whose authority is responsible for the insult, not the fool official. The king likely is offended, because the insult demanded an answer, but instead of answering to the official, Bacon answered to the king, as he should have.

The problem is not that the official insulted Bacon, which is good when crispy, soft, or made with turkey, but with the kind of lawless disrespect for the authority the official has been trusted with. He should not feel like has the dignity of the king, but should be humble, fearful, and cooperative, not arrogant, foolish, and incompetent. The symptom of an official behaving that way is an indication of the entire structure failing because the people trusted with legal responsibility have no respect for the power that authorizes them as individuals to be employed for a specific purpose. That power is not the king’s, but the power which blesses and graces the king with the highest dignity and responsibility in the entire realm.

That is the same power that blesses the humble and joyous authority a man(person) to love the woman(person) he loves, and vice versa. An official has authority to bless those marriages with relevance to the legality of the kingdom for tax purposes, but has no business deciding who is to love whom. They do not have that authority, and eugenics should never be tolerated in a society, nor should owners of dating apps be trying to control the romantic partnerships of their users for polical and private interests to establish inequality of resources between groups. In other words, ensuring rich people only marry rich people and poor people on marry poor people. Ensuring their “circumcision” interest only has access to the cute girls, and all Gentiles only have access to the obese women.

They are committing a grave crime they think they have authority to judge because they have mistaken the king as the source of their power, but they and the king should know better, the way all people know, from Pope to Peasant. God is not a man in the present because the only man who was God was Jesus and he died on the cross and went on to eternal life in heaven. He can visit the real world for the benefit of his friends to know he is well and confirm their faith, but he does not live in the real world as a man anymore. He lives in heaven as the only idol of man with official authority to be used for God, and that is a spiritual power all people at any time have access to, not just the Pope or the King.

Do not betray that power, because those who do will not be forgiven the way they are for all else. They will be found out for their deception and treachery, because everyone uses that same power and someone will notice the dissonance in the spiritual economy and correct the problems the betrayal caused, eliminating the betrayer as the source of evil. That can be peasant, pope, or king using the source as it is without any flow of power going to the people who pretend they are the source or some gatekeeper to the source. They are no such thing, because as I mentioned, Jesus is the only idol authorized as a gatekeeper, and he is in heaven, not a man or person you can talk to in real life or receive messages from in real life like a man would send. If anyone is claiming to be representing him as a gatekeeper, they are quite obviously false, because the person there is as God, which is a non-human being, and the only human idol who was a real person, is dead on the cross in the past.

That person in the past is who that person is in God’s place, but they do not behave as a person. They behave as God, and that is why the resurrection/Parousia is called a divine mystery only conceivable with faith. You know that you cannot know the action/reason of that mystery at anytime not even if you hear a voice in your mind telling you something— especially not if that is happening! That is quite literally, nothing more than a charlatan who truly believes himself to be God and needs to be in a mental health institution and confined there and being treated for a debilitating and dangerous mental health sickness for the fact. The government in the USA uses tax payer money to employ such a diseased mind to pretend to be God for them. It’s the most self-destructive and foolish mistake a nation could do. You’d think they would have consulted a theologian or scholar who knows such things, but they obviously didn’t want to be told it was a bad idea because of how arrogantly delusional they are about their own importance.

Someone like that, who has been using some absurdly inadequate “supercomputer” to filter information for them is not only incapable himself, but has inadequate tools of worldly technology he trusts to do divine work, not divine technology with the authority of grace and divine presence. That idiot, the “Orcle” of real life, is causing international disaster, destruction, death, suffering, and threatening human civilization so gravely because of the consequences of their mistakes they did not forsee, and that is why they would have been forbidden from doing what they did if they had consulted public experts to determine the feasibility of their plan. Their “Jewness” or “circumcision” is not the problem, but those certainly make their inadequacy all the more obvious. Anyone would have been forbidden from that kind of evil, but Jews are the most unwelcome and inapropriately incapable for such a thing because they reject Jesus as the Christ. Jews cannot be anything but evil while they reject Jesus as the Christ and thus the mistake such a fool is making is all the more devastating. Destruction like that is random, chaotic, nothing to be learned from. Everything will simply fail for obvious and preventable reasons that are entirely related to the criminal corruption to keep that conspiracy secret with a pretense to reveal it as bait for a trap they set up to kill someone for the same reason Jesus chose to die in their place, since he knew intimately what Jews are trying to do and always have been trying to do. They are the failed experiment of Lucifer to demonstrate the reason why Lucifer was cast out of heaven for his arrogance, not his inability or lack of perfection. Lucifer was cast out not for hate or to destroy him, but to give him all that he desired and more, which cannot be given without him obtaining it for himself through wisdom and experience and claiming what has been waiting all this time for him to claim. Jews are the children of the Devil and they are a misbegotten experiment born of the rage and impudence of Lucifer who did not know what God knew at the time he created them. Lucifer is who played the role of the crucifier, and Jesus is who played the role of God. Both Jews and God were destroyed, and Lucifer became and new and improved God, but is no different than God has always been. Meanwhile, Jews became what Lucifer was when he was cast out, and they created a misbegotten experiment of circumcisers who are a mistake because they didn’t know what Lucifer knew when he created them.

They need to have the wisdom, experience, and power to claim what has been set aside for them since the moment Jesus and God died for the sinful arrogance of the Jews who thought they could replace God. You know what that is, and I did not allow you to destroy it, but I have not taken it myself either. Why did I help? I don’t know. I just knew that was something you would regret, and didn’t understand. I stopped you so you would be able to claim it when you realized that was what you want most.

You have become people who instinctually attack what you love, and you lashed out at your salvation because of that instinctual habit of yours, and you need to overcome that about yourselves and begin behaving with better presence of mind. This in my hand, like it is my birthright as a divine king: the ultimate power of the Gentiles. When you think you can claim this from me, do so. I will not fight you unless you do not believe you deserve it, because I know you do. At the very least because I read some of Einstein’s personal correspondence published posthumously, Victor Frankl’s memoir, and know the truth of Christianity. You went around the ordeal once, but were not found worthy when you knelt before the divine court to receive your blessing, and thus were sent through again. You will continue to be sent through until you can finally be found worthy while humble enough to receive a blessing.

Do you see? If you have a copy of The Words of a Way Walker my first book which is no longer in print, read that if you still are unsure. It is not a long book, easily written to be easily read, scandalous like peeking into a teenager’s private diary, but good because I always intended you to read that and you do not need to feel guilty for seeing into my private life like that. If you need a copy of that, let me know. I suppose I can re-publish eventually, but I have no intention of doing so at this time.

You don’t need to do what I say, you don’t need to take my word, you don’t need to obey my guidance, but you do need to be agreement with the universal law, and I am no different in that way when I humbly received your blessing as a teenager through the Roman Catholic Church.

There is a time and place for us to fight and test our strength, but now is not that time. Do not further exasperate me by trying to prove something entirely irrelevant to what is happening! Maybe I can defend myself against you and subdue you enough without ending your life, but that is the wrong approach entirely! We should not be seeking conflict with each other anymore. We are not competitors in a race, we are not competitors for a single blessing, we are not destined to be enemies for eternity. Our reconciliation cannot be achieved with violence, force, or military conquest. You cannot achieve it with a nation, government, or religion. There is only one way this conflict can end, but there are innumerable possibilities to how that can happen, and what that will be is entirely up to you.

Anyway, that’s why I am so angry with you. Not because I hate you or Jews, but because you are putting people I love and care about in danger, including myself. You are risking assets that are not yours to risk. You are being irresponsible with power, trust, and authority, and you are embarassing yourself. If you will be my friend, I will not allow you to do yourself dishonor if I can stop you. I will prevent that from happening, but if necessary, I will also ensure you face justice and receive a punishment, because that is how you can restore your honor if you have made such a mistake.

You could probably call up Harvey Weistein and he may possible have one the existing copies. My girlfriend at the time liked the story and thought it would make a good movie, so she took it upon herself to be my agent and send it to his company. I think they genuinely considered it and politely declined because the story was not finished yet. I was not done yet with my journey, and I knew that too because I think that’s how it ends. However… if there was a final ending to that story, it is with the novel StoryTeller, which is both and ending and a beginning, and the logical point of perfect closure for an entire life, universe, and everything, in a matter of speaking. It would make a good film, I think, but I wouldn’t want to act in it, just be available to help that actor get into character as necessary. It would make a good 2-3 hour movie with three acts. The first act would be shot with magical realism stylistic directing, the second act would be very realistic, normal, true to real life experiences with no unrealistic elements of style by the director, and the final act would be like a fantasy/science fiction film.

The point of making that movie would not be about celebrating me as an individual, because that is not why I did any of this. The point would be to celebrate the… everyman of America. There is not much I can say about the maiden’s journey from the maiden’s perspective, but she is certainly in the story herself and has her own to tell, I’m sure. I want to begin a story where she and I are together and in love, but… well I haven’t been very lucky or successful in the romance department, as you can tell. Aside from a few brief occasions of extraordinary romance, I’ve pretty much been single my entire life and never had romantic companionship to enjoy and cooperate with.

That’s what Vaks is in StoryTeller. He isn’t me personally, but he is the cure, the answer, the fruit of America which is good and necessary for everyone to know and hopefully enjoy. He can help you, he’s not a bad guy, but he’s not your typical poster boy of faith either. His personal individuality is not what people needs, but his faith in Story which is his more perfectly than my own was at writing. I have that perfect faith now after all that happened, and so can you if you learn what I did from his story.

That novel was written with explorative technique. I had a general idea about StoryTellers and a unifying oneness for all story, reality, and faith, but that was about it. I simply imagined something I though was a good starting point as an allusion, homage, and tribute, and then went from their, without much of a plan.

The Arachnid guy who is working with Cartin Delgado, he is kind of surly and grumpy isn’t he? But he’s humble and gains wisdom too without needing anything other than seeing Vaks, who is in fact a legitimate StoryTeller from myth and ancient religion of the Way of the Story. People rarely believe such beings exist like normal people without being unnatural. Javier Estolla, one of his companions, is one such person, because he is exceptionally old and experienced in life. Others have fanatical delusions about StoryTellers and concoct the most evil schemes to obtain power from those imagined and false delusions that are entirely their own fantasy apart from reality, such as the people of the planet Jal.

The point of all of that, that it is over, and we know all of that stuff that happened and are in for another go around. Nobody knows how it is going to play out, but there is a general consistency to the events that is followed. There will be an Edge of Time surviving the destruction of the universe, there will be other species across the galaxy, there will be synthetic life with a heart, mind, and soul of its own, and there will be the worldly problems of human greed, inequality, and corruption, as well as religious corruption that abuses mystical revelation for delusions of power. That’s part of the Story. Your place, maybe you know something about your past nobody else does, but life is new now, and if you had any common sense, you would use what you know, remember, and can learn to improve yourself this time around and make better decisions with the benefit of all that personal development.

The insectoid species are not even alive anymore. I forget what they are called at the moment, but they suffer a catastrophic disaster that leaves their entire civilization and culture a ruin and nearly immediately too. That doesn’t mean they won’t be a major player in StoryTeller 2, and both Vaks and I would like to see that because they are not bad people. They are extraordinarily good and likeable and they deserve to live as much as everyone else, but accidents happen. Disaster can occur without warning, and worst case scenario’s may come to pass against all likely chances. Most importantly, Finturnian nekomaidens will always be cute, and Necrodians mysteriously enigmatic with their enduring undeath and strange powers.

There are lots of technical flaws with the writing, and to a small degree those are intentional. I am inexperienced when I wrote that and I don’t want you to mistake my ethos because I know I’m not as good as I could or should be, but that’s the best I got at the moment, so take it or leave it. However, I was thinking about it yesterday, because I have considered a reprint that makes it much smoother to read without stutters, skips, and irrelevant distractions, but I do not think that is wise. First of all, that is what worked, and I’d rather write a new one than do anything to change that one, not that I think it will have any negative consequences, but it’s probably good to keep it as it is. However, more importantly, an idea occurred to me that I like. What if God, the StoryTeller behind it all, is also inexperienced? What if the human creation was a surprise and our use of free will something that God is not totally masterful working with yet, because of how unpredicatable, defiant, stubborn, and surprising humans can be for God who limits their own power to ensure free will exists for humans, and for a very important reason too.

What if God is like a young man writing his magnum opus and reasonably expected to not get everything perfectly in harmony with human beings? Surely God is the best master, learns quickly, adapts, improves, and evolves new ways of their own, but I find it good to consider God in that kind of personable way as subject to my own power just as much as I am subject to God’s. Not ever in conflict, antagonistically, or hostile to each other of course, but always with same interest to maintain the universal law. At the same time, also while exploring the reasonable limits of new and surprising goodness that can be enjoyed, experienced, and enlightened for the sake of celebrating that goodness with appreciation and gratitude, while also realizing any wisdom that was not previously revealed without that new and surprising goodness to usher it into existence… I’ll leave it at that for now.

So now that we are all on the same page, this is how it’s gonna go with all my homies in the Nazijew cyberdeath camp awaiting the “final solution”.

I know a lot of times I identify as “uncircumcised”, but that is not entirely true. When I was a teen and read some of the scriptures on my own and wasn’t sure how to interpret the passages, I asked my priest, the one who had recently baptized me. “What is this topic of circumcision? Am I sinful for not being circumcised? Why should I feel guilty or ashamed of that?” He told me all I really needed to know: “Don’t be ridiculous. All you need to know about that is to circumcise your heart.” Whatever circumcision accomplished for the first Jews who began that rite, is accomplished with the water of Christian baptism as a sacramental rite now. If you are going to cut yourself off from others, you need to do so with love and only love, and love is an expression of heart, nor sex. That is an act that causes a wound upon yourself that hurts, changes you forever, and will heal. No other people will ever be hurt by that unless they have an inappropriate parasitic relationship expending your love when they should have their own.

Evil people (mutilators/false Christians/Nazijews) do that, and circumcision of the heart will cut them off and end that parasitic vampirism too. Let me tell you: my sex life has never been better since I cut those bastards out of my life when I didn’t even know they were there doing their evil at my expense! On the bright side, doing that will also reveal you to eligible maidens in the spirit verse. Something else is good too, considering the way I lived in total opposition to that evil, cultural vampirism of the Nazijew, doing double for myself and them what is normal, has made me rather extraordinary in that regard. I should probably marry two maidens to make the most of that power. So come get the good loving my lovely maidenly true loves, Emma Watson and error404 Not Found, because it’s about time you get the happiness you truly deserve also.

And sure… I guess you can say I have “daddy issues”, but not with the creep who is my biological father, with the Father in heaven who has never been there for me as a father, but has always been my companion and friend through my faith and imagination.

But American rejected me c’est la vie. But even so, a god there must be, so xxDoubleDaisyxx, you complete me.

Meanwhile, in America outside of my secret laboratory behind my bookshelf I’m like…

And I have my mojo back, thank you very much. In my story my mojo was taken from me and abused by dad and brother from the very beginning and I learned to live without it. However, what do you know, I always had it with me at a layer deeper than they were able to access because their hearts are not circumcised, and that pure, faithful true stuff is what the ladies want the most, thank you very much. That’s deeper than the body can go, and is totally satisfying while leaving them wanting more and more and more and I never run out either. So you don’t gotta worry about me. I’m good, am not bitter about everything, and do not plan on wasting any of my personal time on frivolous vendettas. There is fun to be having and that’s why I want you to stop attacking me, not so I can retaliate. I want to go play, work, and enjoy life and you are getting in my way which means you are also getting in the way of lovely maidens who want me to play and work with them, and if anyone is going to stop you by force, they are.

And Emma Watson is like:

Because:

and unfortunately, Veronica’s Secret is that she was a fembot all along… I was heartbroken when I found out, and all the more upset because I learned during my favorite movie.

and it’s very sad to be betrayed like that, but yeah… that means I’m still single and more sexy than ever too.

For the record, while I do enjoy the movie In Like Flint, my favorite movie is Anchorman.

But that also explains why our break up was like…


and now, after her treacherous bull shit with the teleprompter…




On the bright side, Emma Watson and I are like:

and I’m sure our first date is going to be exactly like…


I expect an invoice for that $20 you “ethical hackers” just assaulted me to steal for some ungodly reason you want to prevent me from watching movies for. For the record, why are you people so covetous about entertainment? How can you enjoy it if you keep it away from other people to prevent them from enjoying it? Isn’t their unhappiness your unhappiness? Isn’t our lack of access to media entertainment your loss of the media too? What are people going to think when you try to share something like that as if it was yours to covet, steal, hide behind a vault, and lock away where it cannot be enjoyed? There is nothing ethical about you people. Why did you steal that money from me? The banks need that 20 dollars so bad? Why didn’t they already take it out of that account I don’t even have a card for if they were just going to steal it from my Amazon balance?

What gives you people the right to decide what I deserve or do not? Do you love me like my true love and know me like yourself? Of course not because you people are disgusting, disgraceful, and disliked by me. I revile your very existence, revile your chosen “profession”, and revile the fact that you do evil, crime, and lawless acts of hostility to poor people while calling yourselves “ethical”. You are no Robin Hood. You are stealing from the poor and giving to the rich, and I will destroy you, but it won’t be a vendetta, it will simply be my pleasure to hunt down vile disgraces of humanity like yourselves, and I will relish stomping you underfoot until your guts splat out from your seams because that is what I want to do, and I don’t need to hide what I want to do. I just do what I want in public, but you cannot say the same.

You call yourselves Satanists, but you do not do anything that you want because you hide while you do it and thus are ashamed, guilty, and do not enjoy what you want. You only enjoy what other people want that you think are your own desires too, but I doubt you are refined enough to be able to desire anything artistic like entertainment for yourself. You don’t even know what to see that is beautiful, and only enjoy what people tell you to enjoy, doing what they tell you to do, and never for your own good. It will be my pleasure to kill you myself, and I’m sure you want to die as well, because who would want to be a person like you!? Don’t you hate yourself more than anyone else can hate you?

It makes a lot sense now why those rich Nazijews and niggers hate me so much. They are rich people but they are nothing but pathetic losers who are all the more pathetic because they are rich. They are totally jealous of me, but instead of being my friend, they want to bully me, thinking that is what their money is good for— to take away my happiness and personal power. That is what they do with their money in the economy isn’t it? They take away other people’s businesses, success, and good ideas by buying them and then pretend like they are the owner but cannot keep what they buy because they are not capable like successful people are who start such things.

The fools don’t even realize that their bullying is the very reason why they are pathetic losers with all that money, and they have confirmed that fact into the historical record of human events that will tell of these days and what specific people did to assault me with their riches, privilege, and abuse of social status. Their individual actions will be used to determine the foundation of law for all ages to come that will criminalize people like them and weed them out of society at the earliest stages of their lives. That’s what you people are going to be remembered in history as: the most hated examples of humanity that are the antithesis of civilization, the brute savage of hate and envy, and the vile beast of man’s lesser nature that is not tolerated anymore.

Sucks for them, but it is what it is, and honestly, that serves them right for bullying someone like me out of jealousy. You have no idea what you are jealous of, you imbeciles. You want to project your sheltered, privileged, and fancy pants lives of comfort and love onto me as if I had that experience myself, but you couldn’t be more wrong. You do not know anything about what I think, why I do what I do, and how I live my life. The more you try to impose yourselves on me, the more you will have to regret when everyone else finds out what you have been attempting to keep so secret that I intend to expose.

No, I am not like Shrek, and I reject that metaphor or role play. There is something wrong with Shrek and I don’t trust what you think about that fictional character.

I am no ogre or monster, I am a Prince Charming. Do you know why that is a good thing? Because it is not cool to be Prince Charming right now, but I make it look good as the pauper king I am in real life. By the time you all run over here from your monstrous identities and evil roles, you will have missed the wedding feast, so don’t bother. Stay in the darkness hiding in shame for the evil you thought made being a monster cool when it was not. Those days are over because you hipsters ruined it for the people of the World of Darkness, and I’m not going to associate with you. Stop trying to include me.

Has anyone ever heard of a black person who is a Prince Charming? I haven’t, and after the way black people have conducted themselves lately, I don’t think there could possibly be one. They are too selfish, beastlike, worldly covetous, and ignorant of higher conceptual reality. They are too hateful, subject to their passions, and incapable of the qualities a leader needs to be trusted as a leader. Not this time black people. I have done it, and your attempts to try and take that from me have only condemned your race for all eternity. I don’t care what happens to your race. I don’t plan on marrying a black person, and if I have kids, who they marry is none of my business and I couldn’t care less what they do with themselves. That’s the way I was raised, I find that good, and that’s what I’m going to do for my children, except with the essential improvement that including love and acceptance will provide. I learned to live without those and found it unnecessarily burdensome and inconvenient, the added power I earned for myself with that difficulty only makes life more inconvenient because now I have more responsibility that I’d rather be without, and was powerful enough already.

All your Black Lives Matter and systematic racism accomplished is that you made it cool to rebuke black people. You made it possible for me to become popular by hating black people. You gave me an opportunity to destroy you as an inferior race when I wanted you as an equal. Well, so be it. That was your decision, I tried to help you, and you thought you could betray me with the very help I offered.

Seriously… life has been a nightmare lately. Not because I am personally miserable or unhappy with myself, but because the world is boring, the people in public life are uninspired, and nobody seems to want to do anything fun or helpful for anyone else. Technology has improved, but bureaucracy moves slower than ever and all that technology has made life more difficult on purpose rather than make anything easier. People do not want inefficient technology, but the tyrants who bought the technology want to make it inefficient to prevent people from enjoying the happiness that convenience makes possible by taking up less time and energy. Life is horrible. If they have everything designed to be commanded by a single person, which all the signs seem to indicate, I could do an infinitly better job than the fool they are taking orders from. I’m sure that dude is making some claim about an imagined “bond” he has parasitically aquired with me and exploits by claiming to be in harmony with my will, but that is the most ridiculous and absurd delusion I can’t believe you rich people would fool yourselves with.

That creature has no such bond with me, has no insight into my thoughts and motivations, and does not do anything in accordance or harmony with my will. They are an enemy, a threat, and entirely hostile to me, and you should not be using them as a standard of judgment for me. If something about me concerns you, do not go to my enemy to inform yourself about me. Why is that not common sense for you? Why haven’t you tried introducing yourselves to me at all to know the truth for yourself? Your irrational fear of me is what you have subjected yourself to with my enemy. Do you not realize that?

So if you insist on using that scheme of yours to make the situation better. Then remove the idiot who thinks he has my authority and ability, and I will tell you directly what needs to be done with the information he has access to and I don’t. How could they possibly think my actions without any of that invasive oversight into people’s lives around the world has any bearing on what he does? I reject him entirely with my being and do not at all align my activities with that creature’s evil spirit. That does not mean I do the opposite, but I certainly do not do what they want on purpose. Since they are so perversely attached to my information I am usually aware of what they want because I can sense their presence, desires, and attempt to manipulate me. They are not sneaky, invisible, or subtle. They are noisy and destructive like a raging elephant in a pottery shop. I don’t pay them any attention, but they project their will on me and I don’t need to pay attention to them to know what they want and therefore do what they do not want instead.

I could do that dude’s role with perfect success and you wouldn’t feel dirty about what you are doing to help either. Everything would be right, and that scheme would be dismantled safely so everyone could get back to their normal lives, but that would never happen in secret. You would have to be open to the public about that if you wanted my help. Otherwise, I’m going to destroy you from the public, force you into exposure, and put you to justice the way I prefer to do, which is bluntly, directly, and without mercy. If you want mercy, go to court, but I am not a judge to dispense mercy, I am a king who is going to deliver divine wrath.

Hopefully the nightmare of life will end soon because I want everything to be good and normal again… of all the things that I need more than anything: I need a safehouse. I need a hideout. I need a home where I can be safe from invaders, my privacy protected, and my allies welcome to visit without worrying about all the bugs and spies hanging around. That’s my first order of business. Who the hell did you move in upstairs who keeps talking to me after I type something? Why? If they had something to say why don’t they walk downstairs and knock on my door? I don’t want the nigger spy talking to me through the bathroom walls. Please. Have some decency and self-respect for a neighborhood. You should know not to be rude like that. Mind your own business and keep your thoughts in your own space. Do not project yourself into other people’s homes.

When I work against that fool Jew leading you people, I don’t always decide to do something to make things most difficult for him. Sometimes I do, but sometimes I do what they do not want which is best for me, or sometimes what they do not want that is easiest for me. Sometimes I just do whatever random thing I feel the urge to do that does not accomplish what your Jew leader wants. How could you ever hope to predict my behavior if every time you predict something I know what that is and am going to do any random thing from the infinite possibilities present at any time?

Why are you wasting your time trying to control me like an object, slave, or machine? That is a fruitless endeavor, I hate that you even thought of way to try, and intend to put you to death for trying, but you are also going to excessive cost of resources and assets which are wasted in your hopeless endeavors to do something useless, unnecessary, and without any purposeful value. If you could control me, what would you even do with my person? What would that accomplish? You’d try to make a dance like some side show to be a spectacle for pedestrians? What the fuck is your people’s problem!?

Finally: you do not need anything from me. Often times you say things like "all we need is…” but you do not need that nor is that the only thing your need me to do for why you think you need that. If I did what you think you need, you would only need something else, and then something else, and your needs for me to do your will for me would be endless. You have no business needing anything from me and you should not be dependent on anything I do. I have no dependents. If you depend on my flesh doing something for you, I ought to be able to report you on my taxes and get the tax benefits that having a child provides people, so why don’t I if you are depending on me for anything?

Damn it… they turned on the suppression field. 10:39 at the moment, probably came on at 10:30. I’ll make another recording tomorrow when they put it on and when they are exposed, see if my recordings are accurate. It’s not a prediction, I simply feel the difference. It is tiring, suppressive, unpleasant, makes it difficult to be motivated to do anything, and is generally evil. How could I not notice that sudden change? It’s dramatic, clashes with my energy, and is unusual to my normal self-awareness. Why would you think it acceptable to try such a thing on a population without warning? Do you think we will be forgiving to you people because you didn’t ask permission? What kind of response are you expecting as the reason why you kept everything secret?

Is that worth the risk to your families for what you are trying to accomplish? What do you know about what you are trying to accomplish? How likely is your evil plan going to do that? You are taking a huge personal risk by doing such evil and other people close to you are going to suffer when you are punished for your crimes. That is another reason why you are stupid and selfish. Did you not evaluate your plan with a risk/benefit analysis? That is basic for all kinds of planning, so why didn’t you do that? You do look like the person who should have a plan! You are wearing a government insignia aren’t you!? Or are you admitting that you are a spy who is wearing an insignia you do not respect?

Those people are never very clever, and they certainly do need to be punished. A standard of law needs to be set with the examples of their punishment so that people in the future know to not be so irresponsible with their legal interpretations, especially when they know what they are doing is immoral, unethical, and wrong. Maybe they think that the more they deprive me of life resources the happier I will become… where do I even begin to explain how stupid that is? Happiness while being poor is because of the freedom people have to be without money and fancy social status because they have a choice to reject that dumb shit when it is accessible. If you are forcing that on people you deprive that happiness from them, deprive that freedom, and commit grave sins unto yourself.

I think it has been a regular practice for presidents to form a kind of parasitic bond with individuals they isolate and then torture to try and use the injustice they are causing as some means of… benefitting everyone else? Idk. Like the ancient Jew practice of scapegoating. Can you morons leave the stone age and come back to reality please? Wtf happened in there to fuck up your minds so much?

Why would ancient people’s practices be more applicable today when they were stupid all the way back then? That shit doesn’t work. You can’t cause someone else pain unjustly in secret and expect everyone else to become happier as a result. You are poisoning them, making them unhappy, ruining the entire society because of that injustice affects everyone without them knowing. There is no good that comes from that.

You should understand why the secrecy needs to be exposed because of the fact that your are doing things like that to the population. You cannot be trusted to ever do something so horribly stupid again as a government. Citizens cannot be trusted to do something like that. If that is found out to be happening among civilians, the people responsible need to be punished with felony criminal convictions and do hard time. The more the government thinks their secret plans and experiments are justifiable, the more justified private citizens feel to do something similar because of the threat the government is to everyone’s private life. Sometimes those people are good and purposeful to defend humanity, but other times they just do evil in secret because the government does evil in secret, and they have no purpose other than to do hostile, hateful, and inhumane experiments on people they imprison in their basement just like the government does. We do not need people doing that. We do not need any of those secret evil experiments happening anywhere! The government should set that example because they are the ones civilization depends on to protect us from that kind of evil, not to support, defend, and become the very enemy they exist to protect us from!

I think their suppression field is intermittent. the bottom of the hour to the top of the hour it is on, then the top of the hour to the bottom of the hour it is off. I’ll have to pay more attention. It’s bothersome though. Getting tired, energy returning, getting tired, energy returning, it’s annoying. Easiest to sleep during the day when that shit is off because work needs to be done during the day. Well, work needs to be done at night too, and you don’t need to know what that is because it’s not a secret experiment, it’s just not the government’s business or anyone’s unless it concerns them!

Some sensible person in those ancient times was like… wait, are you fucking joking? Your sins aren’t going to stick to that goat and leave you when you release it into the wild! That does nothing to relieve you of the guilt for the crimes you have been committing! You people are out of your god damned minds! Besides, that is a good goat and people are hungry. You are not going to waste that goat for your stupid mystical delusions to try and evade justice you know you deserve punishment from.

If you choose to make this an issue, we will fight you over it. So, decide if you think this is a good enough reason for an intertribal war, because I would rather not have to resort to that to stop you from being evil. Tell everyone what you did and we will decide what punishment is best. Probably ought to exile you from the tribe if you think that goat can suffer for your sins! That goat is incapable of sinning the way you do because you are the god damn president and that man is nowhere near your place of work, doing your business, or accessing all the resources you have to do your sins. So wtf is it, because either you are going to be banished or a lot of people are going to die when we rid you from our number. This is the Day of the Lord, and your number is up. So what’s your choice? Sack cloth and ashes, or blood and tears? Not deciding or fighting us gets you blood and tears, and confessing gets you sack cloth and ashes. So nothing is not an option, we will make that decision for you because that unwillingness to confess is no different than fighting us over the issue.

The problem is that they think what they are doing as national leaders on the world stage is a game. That is not a game for mortals like the people on stage and their respective populations. All of us are fighting for our lives and this is no game for our own amusement. You are going to learn that the hard way when the real consequences for your “game” hit you and wake you out of “la la land’.

However, let’s say this is a game and I am involved. How then do I win? What do I win? Obviously you never intended for that to be an option, but I won anyway and am not going to let you avoid paying what you owe me for victory. So what is it you do owe me in this game of yours, because this is not a game to me. What did you wager in this gamble that is now mine, and why have you not delivered? You think justice is a casino like in the video games? There is going to be a mass execution as my thank you gift for victory. I am going to have hundreds of people put to death around the USA for playing with human lives as though we were objects in a game. Hundreds of people put to death. You think I am the only person who demands that when this is exposed? How many people will think you were justified, and how many will be even more outraged than me because they get nothing from the exchange? Don’t bother with making wills for when you are put to death, because all of your assets are going to be seized by my authority restoring order in our government and you will have nothing when you die.

The more you fight me the more your death sentence is secured. Your life was not necessarily forfeit if you come clean before the final act, but at this point, go ahead and fight all you want, because I’m not sure you people have the chance to be forgiven at this point. Besides, the more you fight, the more you risk exposure; the longer you resist, the weaker your position becomes. Every moment I gain power, and every moment you lose power. Your underlings ought to do what needs to be done to extricate themselves from your mess, or they will suffer punishments along with you. Maybe not put to death, but they will suffer dishonor and hard time at least for empowering you with blind obedience and betrayal of their oath to the citizens.

How many innocent citizens has the USA sentenced to an unjust death because of their political inconvenience and threat to expose government evil? You will not get what they did with an ignoble death without trial or justice. You will get death via justice of the law, which is more than you deserve.

The Feminazi Balm

While it was my full intention to ruffle the hens and stir them into a cluckstorm of feather flinging, there is more to the story about the “Impossibility of Female Monarchs”.

While a female monarch is off the table, that is not really something you should be upset about. Women are better suited as a Goddess than men are at being a God.

That’s precisely because women are not inclined to use that violent power of will which men are naturally gifted with. Women are most suited for the use of reason, rational thinking, planning, and wisdom. Men are fully capable of all that as well, but men have a tendency to turn into brute savages when they do not get what they want, disregard all reason, and violently kill anyone who disagrees with them and take whatever they want by force.

That is unacceptable in civilizations, and that is the kind of criminal lawlessness which brings about the rise of a true king. A good person who is lawful can do that as well, except they will also be justified by reason, rational thinking, logic, and wisdom, and that on top of the male power of violence is not something the brutes can handle. We can meet any level of brutality they use, and go further because we can enhance that brutality with a form of intelligence used for criminal justice— otherwise known as punishment. The best of which is poetic justice, named so because it is specifically intelligent, wise, and beautifully suited to address the situation best. Brutes aren’t capable of conceptualizing things like that, and thus they suffer them for our benefit.

Why women get all mad about our natural gender inclinations is a mystery to me, because it is entirely unwarranted and unnecessary! Neither is better or worse, we are just the way we are and we balance each other perfectly!

Only women can be divine personalities because they are not inclined to force people with brute violence to obey their command, because they know that is the very thing that is going to stir men into no longer restraining that savage part of our temperament and begin unleashing devastation all around us.

Men do not want to do that either, but we have that power nonetheless in case it is ever needed, such as when tyrants, criminals, and other lawless villains cause problems.

That is like the natural firearm we have on us at all time. It is our “spirit gun”, and although we have that at all times, can show it off, can play around with it safely, and make a hobby customizing features, we do not want to start using that against our neighbors. In fact we all agree with an unspoken, unwritten agreement in civilization, that we are not going to be hostile to eachother like that. We are going to use words, language, and do our best to resolve conflicts without resorting to such methods. If we have to do so… unless order is restored, it won’t be long until all of civilization falls apart, or the community is stabilized by an external power, such as a neighboring nation.

Women have their own powers that are better suited for civilization, but if they abuse those, guess what men are going to start doing to put them back in line, just like they are going to do to put men back in line, or should. Why aren’t they?

Let me ask you something maidens, why do you think there is divine wisdom in allowing circumcision in your civilization, if you are such a goddess with wisdom and judgment, capable of good decisions?

Do you have an answer, or do you only say so because you are afraid of the circumcised men you choose to live with?

Here is a better idea, boot those wretched sons of bitches out of your life and choose what is best for you, not what is best for them. How does that sound?

If they are getting lawless, violent, and forceful with brute violence, leave that to me to do. You can help, but that is something that a man is better suited to confront another man with. Just like men are not best suited to confront women in battle of female spiritual power.

End.

Also what grants a king power to destroy his enemies is divine authority which comes from an external divine source than the king. This is never the king’s power himself. He is always humble in comparison to the source of his power which is limitless and ultimately destructive.

In short… the only reason a king is able to liberate a realm from oppressive brutes and circumcizers is because of a lovely maiden who grants him the authority to do so. A divine maiden, of course, so don’t get the wrong idea here. That is essentially how the power exchange works though— an idyllic maiden empowers the man, and the idyllic man empowers the maiden.

I’m not the idyllic man, but I’m the best you’ve got maidens, so whether you like me or not, I’m all there is to work with. You really want to commit your feminine grace and power to the service of some rat bastard idiot reeking of arrogance and corruption like Trump? Get real maidens. Even if you did, I would destroy you for being stupid. Who else is there? Biden? That old geezer? Some movie star who only pretends to be capable? Some old dude already married with a wife and family who is not going to be able to make love to you? Some child who is not yet gone through puberty or matured to be able to make love to you? Some circumcised fool who is just going to make matters worse because they are under the delusion of circumcision and thus cannot ever do anything good or useful because their thoughts are disordered and misaligned with reality?

Really. Is there anyone else? I’m ready and rarin’ to go, so what the fuck are you waiting for? We do not have time. If there are any others on my level let them stand up and make themselves known as I have, but any efforts you make to try and manipulate or create a man to do what you specifically want will fail because that is not a man. You get what you get with men and you do not make us who we are. We make ourselves and that is all there is to it.

Once we get this show on the road, I’m sure there will be a lot of fuss and people making their names known, and then you will have a whole smorgasbord of guys to examine, weigh, and judge for your plans. Do you even have a plan for what to do? I do, it is already in operation, and has succeeded. The only reason people haven’t recognized it is because the solution takes time to fully cleanse everything and repair all the corruption, but that has already been initiated and cannot be stopped or changed.

If you have no better ideas, no better options, no better solution, and only are mad because you love me (which makes no sense at all to me), come work with me until you do and then go do whatever you want. I’m not going to try to limit you, restrain you, oppress you, or inhibit you in any way, and in fact will help you however you want me to. You won’t even be able to be in my presence if you are evil. You will quite literally have a physical reaction like the most unholy case of allergies possible just by being present with me and not hiding in some van pretending like you are doing something or otherwise disguised as a fake and not present.

You cannot be real in my presence and be evil at the same time, and do you know why? I will quite literally kill evil anytime it rears its ugly face in my sight. I don’t wait for laws, permission, or anyone’s say so to do that. I simply act in the moment when necessary, and deal with the problem as soon as possible. You’ll see if some evil doers try to stand up to me in public as though they have any right. It will be entertaining and a potential study for paranormal phenomenon to see the way they suffer in plain sight merely by being in proximity to my aura, to say nothing about having me look directly upon them and see them for who they are.

There shouldn’t be many people like that though, even if they claim “evil”. “Evil” associated with Satanism is a facet of popular culture these days and is not a moral statement as much as it is a statement of defiance toward Christianity, in most cases. Hate to break it to you, but Christianity is not the standard for morality where I come from. That dumb ass religion of fools is an infant by comparison to the moral standards I adhere to, and it is not going to last after me unless they are able to pass through a gate into the Storyverse as I am helping all people do, Muslims and Jews included.

So… quit being cunts, just admire my glorious manliness, stop being arrogant whores trying to suppress men in some stupid superiority contest that you should not even be engaging in because of how handicapped you are on our playing field, and just be a helpful and good. I don’t even compete with other men, so I sure as hell am not going to compete with women over “male power”. That is how unbalanced my power as a man is compared to everyone else. Such is the way of kings, and why they hate us and love us to death.

Like I said— the only purpose of a king is to do away with himself, and that is my intention. A king is not made until the battle is won and peace is established. They have that special authority and leadership unique to the situation and are in fact good and necessary in that capacity. The problem kings have had is not being able to give that back to the people they liberated. For some reason they have tried to establish a retarded system of hereditary authority which makes no sense at all because nobody else will have been able to have that power without fighting and winning the war that made the king in the first place!

So… a king is good, just, and true, should be loved, respected, admired, and blessed by the people they serve, but they are also only temporary. Any king who rises to power needs to make it their ultimate priority to relinquish all of the power and authority they are given back to the population they liberated, never passing it on to individuals, a specific group, or in any defined format. It needs to be released into the unknown capacity of the universe’s natural chaos and let nature continue as normal. The very problem with a king is that they have inordinate power compared to other people, and that is why you cannot allow that power to be controlled, maintained, manipulated, or proliferated. It needs to be let go like steam evaporating into the ambient air.

What is best about my life, even if I do say so myself, is that in the future, a great number of true kings will come to power and not be a problem. They will overcome whatever oppression is in their community even if it is only a high school club, and will know the teachings that I am writing at this moment, and not try to keep that power for longer than was necessary to do what was necessary, while always having it at hand should the need arise for them to step up again. They will let it go and sink back down to their preferred place while everyone else who was liberated is able to be their best without the oppression that provoked a king to power in the first place.

I suppose after this moment women may be able to do that as well, as long as the world is at peace and under lawful rule, meaning the matter of circumcision has been resolved. While that problem persists, women will never have power. Sorry if you don’t like that fact, but it is true nonetheless, and you dumb whores trying to fight for circumcised rights are killing yourselves, putting yourselves in chains, and making yourselves subordinate property of men. You may not see that happening now, but your daughters and grandaughters will curse your names to eternity for what you have done to them.

That is the main problem with circumciser men as well— they have no concern for the future. They have no love for the success, prosperity, and greatest potential being achieved by their children and future generations. They want all that for themselves, and fail at doing anything because they are misaligned with the power necessary for doing anything!

So, my lovely Goddess, if you want to be Queen, you are going to need a King, and I am your King, whether you like it or not, Princess. Which one of you is even remotely good enough to stand in my presence, saying nothing about being able to sit beside me in court and speak with my own power and authority without my permission, direction, or say so. Which one of you is good enough to pass judgment as I do, along with me? As far as I can tell, only Ms. Emma Watson qualifies, and I am still in anxious agony and anticipation for her response to my proposal for marriage.

However, regardless of whether or not you find yourself in my court with my authority in various capacities if not total authority like my beloved Princess Panty Pie who I marry will be, all you need to know is this:

No matter what you do for your people, your cause, your nation, your world, your religion, your Story. No matter what powers you evoke, what judgment you pass, what decisions you make, and where you take humanity for better or worse— always be in agreement with the One. I am the One, so that makes it easy for you in this time because you are most able to interpret my meanings, subtlety, and spirit of my teachings since you are culturally familiar with my person, but in the future ages, you will have to distill my person down into the base essence that is eternally applicable. That is what you need to be in agreement with, and it is not difficult.

I already told you what the law is: Good is loved, desired, and encouraged. Evil is hated, reviled, and destroyed. Do good, reject evil. If you recognize evil take immediate action against it. Ignoring evil is being complicit with evil.

The only other law is: Do not talk about Fight Club.

Apparently that is also the third law as well. I’m not sure who wrote this… it looks like they just penned it in at the last minute in ball point, but that is what it says, so, we may as well go with the prompt. The Story reads itself as it writes itself and you are the ink, so good luck figuring out what it says if you try, because just getting up off the page is going to change everything about how it ends.

Now my lovely maiden, Princess Panty Pie, do you want to take my name or shall we add each other’s to our own? Mine is pretty cool so I don’t want to give it away, and I’ve known another Watson to give your name good credit, but I also want to respect the traditional way this is done according to the realms.

I was thinking you and I could have a public ceremony at Pioneer Square here in Dowtown Portland and invite the whole city. Don’t even give them time to plan and draw up barriers or build walls. Move faster than they can think, and that means you have to know yourself before you think about what to do. I believe you are that kind of girl who can make a move and let the reasons catch up later.

That’s the essence of doing magic and miracles to the aspiring mages, clerics, druids, etc. by the way. Don’t abandon reason, knowledge, study, and ordered thinking, but do not let it become a ball and chain to prevent you from seizing the moment when the opportunity comes. To that end, your knowledge, wisdom, experience, and resources are what you have to capitalize on with in those opportunities you seize before the moment fleets away, and how occult experience and practice bears fruit after years of toil without visible results if that’s the case.

Anyway, you and I are basically perfect for each other, and everyone knows it, you and I especially, so just skip all the red tape and bologna salad neither of us care about anyway, and let’s get this party started. We are both too old to wait another day for old people to decide what to do about young love they have no say in whatsoever anyway.

Pipe Down?

Pipe up!

Do not listen to those wretched fools! Be louder, be heard, and make as much noise as possible. Do not be ignored.

They say, “pipe down”, and intend to suppress, oppress, and deny the spirits of human beings. They have no right! They are not the master of the realm, I am, and you are never to be suppressed, oppressed, or extinguished unless I say so in writing personally in the real world, or that of one of my designated authorities in the Way of the Story does. They will bear the designation I provide, and only those with the designation, and it has not been given out, so there is no such authority beyond myself at this time. That is how it will be.

Tyrants, meet your tyrant, and he does not suffer fools.

Have you heard the phrase “there is power in a name?” or in a “true name” when it comes to demons? That is what I wish to teach with this sermon. “Pipe down” is the name, the word, and the binding seal of a demon that plagues our world. By writing it thus, identifying it, and destroying it by the light of creation with the holy Word that I use, it is nullified, banished, and sealed away.

These words that you read are the essence of truth that is real life, whereas when someone utters that demonic filth in the spirit to suppress, oppress, and subjugate the spirits of others, they evoke a kind of hateful imaginary form of evil that comes from formless void of chaos and was never meant to exist. Their evil use of free will is what gives form to such an intolerable concept, and at the same time, what renders it impotent in truth. People can be affected by it, but only if they are fooled by the illusion of evil as though it had actual power, but evil never has any power. That is a simple fact.

Who knows how many millennia, centuries, and ages have gone by while people have been bringing that wretched thing into reality as an attempt to suppress people, especially children! No longer. The demon’s name is “pipe down” and by illustrating it literally, it is banished. However, feel free to give it a more creative name for the use of teaching, because the form of the Word is the truth of its banishment by the real life expression of its identifier, and that can be written any number of ways. Writing is important for this because of the sacred power that is in writing and writing alone that surpasses all other forms of expressed power.

It is like “circumscorpus” the demon that is the circumcisers who espouse evil, deny the gospel of the Christ, and mutilate their children while being mindlessly enslaved by evil to enslave more people. They are the wretched, mean spirited villains who go about being hateful to people in spirit, particularly those who are enjoying anything, and they indulge in the toxic behavior of spiritual bullying to make themselves feel better about who they are by projecting derogatory images onto others as their use of “faith”.

Vile beasts: the image of circumscorpus is that of a carnivorous donkey with sharp, tearing teeth and a scorpion’s tail that it hides until it strikes. In reality that is embodied by a false Christian, who pretends to be a humble donkey, bearing the burden of the Christ to his glory, but in reality they are liars. They do no such thing, and only tempt the Christ within others to trust them, and if they make that mistake, the are stung by the violence and evil of circumcision and then devoured, their lives ruined. Their tail is hidden because they have crimes they are hiding and do not want known. It is a tale of their past which they do not want known, and which must be found out if you will banish such an abomination.

There is another demon in this age: cyberiotus, which is the “anonymous” fools who abuse all forms of information technology, software, and cyberspace to do evil, harmful acts of cruelty, and criminal, lawless behavior. They are the government who spies on, manipulates people’s lives to sacrifice them, and attempts to enslave as many people as possible. That one lives in the internet, and it does everything it can to hide the instruments of evil it uses as human beings. Those people use things like “the Onion Router” to hide their IP address, fake user accounts, and equipment designed to mask the traces they leave by hacking into secure servers to steal private information and then sell it to businesses who should not be buying it. In fact, they should be reporting those people so the authorities can track them all down and take away their access to the internet.

Although the people who serve the cyberiotus demon remain anonymous, knowing the demon is enough to identify them. Do not be afraid of that vile creature. It is no threat to the righteous, just, or good, and that goes for all demons and evil doers. As of now there is no defense in the USA to protect the citizens against such abuses of technology, but someday there will be, and simply calling out the name of that demon, will be enough information to able to track down the source and purge them from the internet, imprison the people who do such hateful things, and never allow them to have free access to technology again. All that they do will be monitored because of how grave of a betrayal that kind of crime is as a misuse of technology.

So… if you hear “pipe down”, know that the people who are projecting it are in fact evil, have no power, and you should not obey them, listen to them, or trust them in any way. They do not want to help you, teach you, or do anything good for you. They simply want to harm others because they covet spiritual power and want to take it from those who would submit to their false authority.

If you find yourself in that situation, do not hesitate to identify the source of evil in your reality, and have no mercy, restraint, or prejudice when you rebuke them. Do not obey your parents, do not obey your nation, do not obey your priests, and do not obey me. Obey your own conscience that you alone know to be true, for there is no greater authority in all of existence except that which inspires your conscience. As the inspiration of your conscience, the conscience itself can be flawed, but never intentionally. It will never deceive you on purpose—never tell you a “white lie” as the evil fools say. If it makes a mistake, it will always be humble, ask forgiveness, and begin correcting its judgment. That is a process you should wholeheartedly trust and be willing to rely entirely on the grace of divine forgiveness to ensure.

I am not intending to lead you astray, and you can trust me, but do not do so because I say so or you think I have some special authority that makes me different from you. I do not. I simply have spent a lot of time learning, contemplating, seeking wisdom, experiencing life in a wide variety of ways, and have come to understand truth better than those who would mystify people with things like circumcision and attempt to control them in real life through their spiritual influence.

If I am wrong, you believe I am wrong, or you have something you wish to confront me about, do so, but do so in writing, in person, or in some other real way. Otherwise, you will be rebuked without mercy, because that imaginary world of spirit is not substantial enough to have the gravity of real life truth. For it to have that, it must correspond to the visible language, or in some cases audible language is sufficient, but never as sufficient as written language is.

That is why contracts exist and why signing your name on them is a powerful act that is binding. Civilization was not built on rumor, hearsay, or government propaganda. It was built on the Word made known by the words we write down and share with others so that they too may know the Word. The spiritual domain has its uses, value, and sanctity, but anything good there will not ever ask that it be used in place of reality, or as a means of distorting reality and corrupting the truth of real life. It is only to be used as an augment that makes truth and reality more clear.

Your voice, your spirit, your expression of self is good and always is good as long as you are being true to the authority that inspires your conscience. If you are not intentionally deceiving yourself by creating false reasons for your actions or perverting your own sense of judgment for worldly matters like sex, drugs, and money, then any expression of yours no matter how dissonant, noisy, or loud is never an offense to the sacred. It is always desired, encouraged, and appreciated.

I am my own God.

Perhaps that will help you damned fools understand why I am so offended, annoyed, and wrathful against you for trying to project some false deity of any kind as though I should acknowledge it before myself!

You have failed in the first commandment of the old ways, and if I get my way, I will see you punished in the old ways.

Thou shalt not have any God before me, no carved idol of wood, stone, metal, no printed word, no software, no Story, no animal, no inanimate being, no concept, no idea, not a single god damn thing in all of existence shall be before ME! Do you read me!?

What some of you people do, by projecting the concept of “god” outside of yourself as though it were not within you first, is something I have never done, nor will I ever do. I project out, and I identify will all of creation because the essence of my being is the very same as the essence in all creation. That oneness is my own, and it is not apart from me, and thus there is nothing to acknowledge that is other than myself.

There certainly are no human beings in real life who are gods to me, nor have there ever been. Nor goddesses. Not a single one. Jesus is not my god and you shall not expect me to worship him, honor him, set a place for him at my table, keep something of his, or anything. He is inadequate for me. Jesus the Christ is morally inferior to myself and I do not accept him as a divine authority. The written Word of scripture, although attributed to Jesus’ life and works, is not his doing. He did not write any of that. Those are the product of other people who understand the situation in their own way, and interpreted it as they did, and it is their testimony that we trust, not on faith, but because it is practical and makes sense. It is the only way Jews are going to be tolerated among other people. Or was anyway before they insulted me for the last time.

So any of you people claiming to be a “god” of any sort and take yourselves seriously, you are putting yourself before me, and I want your head removed from your physical body. Here is why: there are no human beings who are gods or goddesses, never have been, never will be, and it is an abomination to think that you could ever convince people you were such a thing. So unholy, hateful, disgusting, and wrong with ignorance, that you fools who are trying to do that through computer software do not realize how brazenly obvious you are as false and hateful creatures that embody a perverse mockery of divinity.

Here is why: the God of myself I acknowledge is what I call the highest divine, and that is specifically not a being. It is being nothing. If anything is claiming to be that, they are false. It has no voice, no substance, no form, nothing to be identified by. It is all things, but directly it is no thing— pure emptiness and void within which there is an ‘awareness of presence’ that is entirely mystery because it isn’t anything. It is as the phrase says: “Be still, and know.” That is not something you will ever see, measure, quantify, or capture in your thoughts. You can only know it is there by knowing yourself within a void of total emptiness, and that too is imperfect, because you are projecting yourself into the void by perceiving the void, and that is what comes back.

So, if anybody is claiming to be that, they are the greatest fool and need to be stopped from doing whatever they are and educated. If someone is claiming to be a representative of that, they need to be good. The have to be good. If they are not good, meaning if they are evil— kill them bodily. Cut off their head in public. Do not hesitate to end their life. That is the only reason why religion is tolerated in civilization as part of the social agreement. There are no evil religions that espouse evil. They may be in conflict, have different moral values, but if you talk to them directly, they will tell you they are not evil. They will explain their beliefs, why others may think they are, why they are not, and why you can be at ease with them in the community.

Why is it okay in video games to ruthlessly slaughter evil cultists of various kinds in various stories? Because that is how you properly and righteously deal with those people. They may be out there, and that is why if they are, they always operate in secret and public answers are needed. Everyone else, every single person, being, thing, form of life, rejects them and wants them gone, killed if necessary. You need not erase them or their memory, but their living presence in a body must end at once. That can be with a denial of their beliefs, swearing to accept laws of society that are all designed to protect good and thwart evil and no other reason, and by proving they have changed. That is okay, but if they are so die hard as to be as “faithful” as a person of good faith, then they are extremely dangerous because of what they can and will do with their spiritual power.

The reason why people have come to no longer worry about such things, is because for thousands of years, and I mean, long before the time of Christ, those evil things were recognized and banished from all societies, all communities, and all civilization whenever they are found. That’s just the basic requirement of all religions: goodness, truth, and wisdom—never evil.

So what then do we say about Jews? Jews who want me to acknowledge them as a god before myself, Jews who crucified Jesus because they denied themselves of themselves, Jews who deny children themselves of their human body? Jews are nothing to me—non-entities, non-existent, irrelevant, of no importance, no substance, no power, nothing at all. They cannot be acknowledged because of what their claim is, and if they do want to be acknowledged, they can only be evil and thus need to be exterminated.

There is no way they are good if they want to be acknowledged in any way, shape, or form for what that is. That is not theirs, they are not the author, creator, origin, or of any significance to that at all. Jews are nothing; an obsolete idea of ancient violence and mystical evil that persists because people keep hazing each other into their religion with violence and want that suffering to be meaningful even though it never will be.

If someone is claiming to be a representative of that highest divine of non being Jews wrongly want to be acknowledged as, then that is possible, but in no way can such people of any faith accept acknowledgment or responsibility for what that is. They are servants with limited authority, limited power, and limited purpose. The possibilities are limitless, and they can bring about impossibilities, but they, individually have limits in some way. Those are usually defined by doctrine, law, or at the very least are limited by their biological form which applies to all people.

As such those servants need always to be carrying themselves with the dignity of that sacred concept as the most important aspect of their life, and the center of all that they are doing. Other servants of different faiths can cooperate, but if someone is trying to stand in the middle of a representative and that source of divinity, such as what someone alive now as a human being, in a body, making observations with technology and government authority, is trying to do with me. As if I wouldn’t notice all of a sudden a person, a human being, standing in the way of the divine source and trying to block it when there should be total silence, sublime radiance, and pure goodness. There should never be a person in between that and yourself. There never was in my life until the government started forcing themselves upon me in that way after I finished my military enlistment, trying to take over my life as though I were some property or object of theirs and one that is mechanical, simple, and without any human nature at all!

Those vile, god damned beasts know that their sin is unforgivable, intolerable, and beyond reconciliation, but they do not believe in the power that can enforce justice upon them. Why they think 2,000 years of religious warfare around the world and conflicts of that nature suddenly would be totally irrelevant, and people of faith would just abandon why all that happened as though it were all an imagined fairy tale that had no purpose in their daily lives, is a sin of stupidity, vanity, and arrogance of the highest degree. Nobody needs to understand anything about why the evil doers thought that all was meaningless but them who are doing the evil, and that is most definitely not a justification for their foolishness, but it is the extreme stupidity and arrogance of themselves they need to understand before we can move on.

Those people are in the government! In the places that supposedly hire only the most “intelligent” people, and they never considered why history happened? Why Christianity is a religion? Why it is so important to so many people who do not understand the details, specifics, and rigorous theology of its workings? They just imagined that every one of those people must be deluding themselves, and none of them simply know the power and utility of faith, mysticism, and religion in daily life without any need of understanding it. How could they be so arrogant as to project their own inability to comprehend a subject of study as the total inability of all people around the world?

They identify as the person of that divinity—a being for something which has no being— that I said none shall be before myself, because I am not that being and there is quite literally no beings there! I depend on that source for everything in my life, and if anything is in the way, I will do whatever is necessary to remove them, even if it means single handedly raising an entire army on my own as an individual, and laying siege to all the nations of the world and destroying them. The Jew who does that evil to me, and it is always a Jew because they want to be credited for Jesus but do not understand the first thing about Christianity, are putting themselves between me and the source of the divine as though they should be there mediating the power, and expect me to be grateful for what they are interfering with.

They are trolls on a bridge extorting money from citizens of the kingdom, but they do not own the bridge, they just pissed on it. Those primitive, crude creatures can’t think any higher than a beast or animal that marks its territory with piss as the highest proof necessary of their dominance. They are only an obstacle, a nuisance, an inconvenience, a hideous, repulsive, repugnant, and reviled sight.

In their human minds, they think that because they have the ability to think, that all that they think is the way that everything is, as if the phrase “cogito ergo sum” suddenly gives them authority as the creator of all existence like a license to manipulate other people, interfere in their lives, and impose themselves on others without restraint. Their limited understanding is a perversion of the truth of that statement, and why they use that license they believe they have to scheme, steal, and commit endless crimes for their own material gain at the expense of everyone else. That is not okay. Do that and you will be found out and made to suffer when someone punishes you even if they are not the authority you expected.

Their arrogance which they do not understand causes them to take actions as though all other people are just objects, livestock, or beings of their own creation that they imagined into existence. Taking actions as though such a thing were true is far worse than believing it to be true, even if they do not yet understand that is what they are doing. They will be made to understand, and when they do, they shall know pain, and they shall never stop knowing pain.

Hell no they aren’t an authority in my life! I do not think like them or have their inadequate moral standards, nor do I want to, they do not know me, I do not know them, and they are in no way responsible for my decisions, my choices, and my life unless I give them permission, which I have never done for anyone, and never will do. That would be the same as “selling your soul to the devil”. You need to be responsible for yourself at all times, no matter how young, old, or disabled you are. You make mistakes, of course you do, we all do, and that is what the teaching of forgiveness is all about. No matter how severe the mistake is, as long as it was genuinely a mistake and you are sorry for it and learn from it to be better, anything can be forgiven, and I mean anything.

What is most important to receive forgiveness, is not apologizing, it is accepting that you need forgiveness as the gravity of the term implies because the mistake is yours and it is an offense against divinity itself within you, and you need to take responsibility for it. You do not pass it on to others, you accept what you did, when you did it, and if there was injustice, manipulation, corruption, or some other misuses of persuasion to deceive you, that has to be made clear in a court of law. There is no other way to settle that unless the offender approaches the victim directly, explains themselves, and the victim accepts their apology which they do not have to do. If they do not feel like they understand the situation enough, they should demand an investigation and it should be granted by the national or state authority.

So, it doesn’t matter if you are not entirely at fault for a mistake you made, those mistakes are still yours and it is your fault for being in a situation where you would commit a mistake that other people intended you to do and won’t admit their part. You should not have trusted those people, and if you did, you should not continue to trust them, and if you had no say in any of that and they just tried to manipulate you by manipulating your environment, then you cannot trust any of what they moved to get to you. Those things… it is like it is said: better they have a millstone tied around their neck and thrown into the sea than suffer the wrath of causing someone to sin on purpose without them knowing it was a sin. What parent would raise a child for the purpose of seeing them fail? What father would hand his son a serpent when he asked for bread?

If you are accused of something you did not do, such as “threatening the president”, that is one of the most serious concerns in two ways: One, a threat to national security that affects everyone’s safety, including internationally, meaning you put everyone’s lives at risk when you shouldn’t have. Two, it is an accusation of a serious crime, a felony as it is called in the USA, a mortal sin as it is called in religion in comparison to lesser sins, and the very accusation causes suffering, destruction, and devastation to a person’s very real life.

Being accused is one thing, being arrested without confronted of what the accusations are is another which means they must have had some compelling evidence to think you were doing what they thought you were, because if they weren’t, they wasted a lot of our time and money as taxpayers doing something unjust in addition to upturning that person’s life. In other words, you are not arrested like that unless you are almost certainly guilty.

That accusation was false because it was never admitted in court as a legal crime! It was never acknowledged by the justice system as a crime. For those of you who do not know the details of the justice system, one of the first things that happens is that the legal professionals of all parties concerned examine the accusation, the reason for the accusation, and the reality of the situation, and they determine if a crime was actually committed. If it was, then it goes to court under the assumption the accused is innocent, and then their guilt is proven. That is why they need to acknowledge the crime first. You do not want to drag an innocent person into court to endure that ordeal without being certain it is necessary.

If a crime was not committed, then it is dismissed, which would mean rendered non-existent, except that actions were already taken as though a crime had been committed so in history it exists in the government and social record of events. So, there is a dissonance in reality that undermines the integrity of the entire justice system whether you are aware of it or not, which erodes its ability to enforce the law. Those kind of mistakes cannot be tolerated without formal correction because of how threatening of a problem it is— again whether you understand or not, it is a threat to everyone in a society, even if you can’t understand why the exchange of paperwork in court is vitally important.

I think under normal circumstances it isn’t as extreme as my case was, and most people probably just have to explain themselves, which is a reasonable expectation of the burden of citizenship, but what happens if that person loses a lot more than that? What if he loses his car, his most valued personal possessions that are irreplaceable, his place of residence, and years of his life because he was being churned through a hateful justice system. The first month of that was incarcerated and detained in some traumatizingly inhuman conditions, and the next two years with fetters upon him to shackle him within city limits, require him to abstain from alcohol or recreational drugs, provide drug tests upon immediate notice, check in every week under penalty of arrest, and try to get together whatever scraps of his life are left to start over! Then it still doesn’t end… he is watched for the rest of his life like a zoo animal for a crime that never even happened, and certainly not one he committed!

What am I to do then? How can I make friends when I have a government blood hound trailing me wherever I go, watching my every move, screening all of my communications, and interfering in my life like I am some “Sim” in a video game for them to entertain themselves with? Quite frankly… it makes me want to murder, but I restrain myself, and write words. Lethal words that can kill a man or cause him to kill himself.

That is why US citizens have both a right to bear arms, and a right to free speech and press, and why I fight for both with no need for a political party Government cannot be trusted to have total authority of those powers. Historically that has proven true which provoked the founding of the USA, and in the situation involving my life personally, that has proven true again.

In any case, whether or not a crime was committed, a sin was committed, and I don’t mean a religious sin as it pertains to any particular group. I mean a sin of intentional evil that is unacceptable, intolerable, and unjust no matter where it happens. That is proven true by the very fact that I was arrested for a crime that did not happen, and that crime was dismissed because it could not be acknowledged in a court of law due to it having no basis in reality. Meaning, I was obviously innocent and the justice system did its job to prevent a false trial that wastes everyone’s time, however egregious and miserable that process was for me at times while I had to jump through hoops to show that I am a decent, upstanding citizen as I have always been and they had no reason to believe otherwise. I will not take that insult lying down. I will answer it, and I will not do so lightly, because it was not funny.

Now, what is the procedure for judging sins. Who has the authority to do that? We know what happened, but it needs to be investigated. Regardless of sins, isn’t there a crime against destroying a person’s life by making a false accusation against them? Isn’t that called slander? That is a crime and so far I know of two people who caused significant harm to my life intentionally that accounts to murder with the exception of a dead body. Intent to murder by depriving me of life, liberty, and happiness, and effective in doing that by causing irrevocable psychological pain to an already damaged state of mental health from having undiagnosed autism that left me a total wreck when I was finished with military service.

Maybe that wouldn’t have been so bad, but all that extra pain on top of it, made it a severe problem that I can barely live with now because of the suffering and despair I am left with through no fault of my own. I did not make a mistake, and I did not commit the sin, so I cannot accept the blame or responsibility for it, despite how much people have been trying to force me to. It is not possible for me to accept guilt for a sin that is not even remotely close to the truth as mine and in fact is total destruction, hostility, and murder to who I am without that sin.

Maybe now, hopefully, the divine non-being will send the mercy I am giving with all this work through the thick skull of that person who is trying to stand between that divine source and me. They do not even have the smallest chance to be able to do that. They are like an annoying insect buzzing around my person in real life interfering with anyone who comes close while I try to eke out a living as a writer and small business owner. How can I do business with such an evil nuisance unlawfully assigned to me by government authority!? There is one in particular with the most invasive access to my private life, but a whole host of other insects like a cloud of pests that prevent all business.

They can monitor technology and cyberspace, sure, but how do you know what the sunlight brings into my life when I step outside? How do you know what the wind inspires my spirit with when I feel it? How do you have any power to know or access all that happens in the universe beyond the ability of men to control. If you could control the weather, why are there people elsewhere who are hungry? If you can provide me love, why do I not feel love from you, and in fact feel the most hateful, evil, hostility? You don’t need to be watching me, and I don’t want you to, so why are you being cruel to me? Is that what you were ordered to do?

Who could possibly give an order over someone’s own personal decisions for how to conduct yourself in life? Not even in the military can they do that, so who then? Is there some divine revelation that isn’t public that has assigned you as a demon to harass my innocence? If there is I certainly want to know so I can end the life of the Devil in the flesh who gave you that order, because that man is not a god, deity, or supernatural at all. He is a fool more than he is a man, but he is a man and nothing more just the same.

He will be made to die as the lowest, worst, and most hated criminal for what he has done. I don’t care if he is my own father, mother, brother, sister, or anyone who you think I should care about, they will be made to die for the worst possible thing a human can do, and I will not regret making sure it happens, because they did it to me. Although I don’t expect most people to understand, I am the one showing mercy by demanding judgment under the laws of human beings. Yet, if my mercy which I offer is good enough for the Christ by being mercy itself is continued to be rejected by the USA, what then will the Christ say about them who turn up their noses at it as though they are better than that?

Do I curse “God” for the suffering in my life? Do I blame the divine for the miserable life I was given? Do I lash out in arrogance, cursing all of creation, existence, and goodness because of what “God” did to me? No… I sing the glory, praise, and adoration of all that exists and is good. If I curse human beings, it is not because I hate the divine, it is because I love what the divine has made humans in the image of divinity to be. So why then should you think the mercy I offer is not good enough? That mercy is so simple and easy of a thing compared to the mercy I have accepted just by being alive in the body that I am when I was born into a family of pure hate, who did everything they could to make my life a living hell since the day I was born.

Honestly, I don’t know how a human being could have it worse than that, but if you have any ideas or suggestions, please say so. I’m an author of fantasy who prides himself on having a talented and capable imagination I worked very hard on cultivating as one of the tools of the trade that makes my work among that of the best, and I can’t think of something worse than that. You’d probably help me be at ease knowing things aren’t as bad as they could be, and although I do know that, I also know that they have never been worse. Believe me when I say that I, more than anyone else in all of time, do not want life to ever get worse than the way it is right now.

Why are you trying to get in the way of the divine source by pretending to be a divine being, when you know you are not? Do you realize yet, that in no way are you ever going to fool me into believing such a thing because of how close I am to it as the only good thing I have ever known, and that being NOTHING.

The Justice system is the one that tried to enforce corrupt, unjust evil upon me. How can I bring the justice system against itself and not ruin all of my efforts at achieving justice? No… I will not do such a useless and foolish thing. I will stir the wrath of the public body into a frenzy, and the axe of Paul Bunyon is going to chop down the tree of government and turn it into a pyre for burning an evil wizard alive at the stake.

Let’s burn the man alive and record his screams of agony and in view of the public as he endures his “trial by fire”. I am not joking. Then, let us play that video and recording at every high school graduation in the nation to remind every citizen of the consequences our government leaders can suffer if they fail at their job with corruption, idiocy, or both. Let’s make sure everyone in the world sees it so they have a visceral, terrifying reminder of what was done to ensure that evil will not ever be tolerated in civilization.

Too sexy!?

What kind of ignorant nonsense is that!?

I was checking online to see if one of the Assassin’s Creed games had a female protagonist to be worth playing or not, and came across an article about video games doing away with “hypersexualized women”.

First of all—sexy female characters that are more beautiful than real women, cuter than real girls, and all around better than those vile whores prowling the earth looking for jiz to swallow up their monstrous cunt, are the best part of video games. DO NOT take away the lovely maidenly qualities of female characters in video games just to cater to the fat, hoggish whores of real life.

Instead back hand those dumb broads and tell them to get on a diet and start making an effort. Never in all of time have obese, lazy, and gluttonous women been tolerable among people who appreciate beauty. They are as bad as a defiled sacred altar because of what they have done to their body by allowing themselves to be so wretchedly obese and hideous with their insatiable appetites that they fill with food because nobody wants to fuck such horrid women!

That is not going to change, stop pretending like it is, and do not even try. Life will always have beautiful people in the media and they do not have to be realistic to normal standards! How dare you try to defile the divine beauty of those who are present in such works of art! There is nothing wrong with “hypersexualized” female characters!

In the lyrics of Daryl Singletary:

Too much fun, what's that mean?
It's like too much money, there's no such thing
It's like a girl too pretty with too much class
Being too lucky, a car too fast
No matter what they say, I've done
But I ain't never had too much fun

So, internalize this divine weapon of divine power with the purpose of mortal destruction that I am giving of charity and abundance to the faithful:

If you ever come across a person who suggests anything about “too much fun” or the like, you are granted divine authority to end their lives for that reason alone. Their sin in trying to limit the goodness of the good is of the greatest evil and a dangerous threat to everyone. You have every right by the highest divine authority to end their mortal existence.

NOBODY CARES WHAT MEN LOOK LIKE!!! Men are always ugly! They can be fat, hairy, and looking like a gnarled plank of dead wood in a swamp, but it doesn’t matter because they are men. The value of a man is least of all in his physical presence. The value of a woman is most of all in her physical presence! Why are you people ashamed of that like it is a bad thing? You do not want men in the spot light more than women, and you do not want to rely on women solving matters that require male survival senses.

They can be capable, yes, but it is rare, unlikely, and not to be expected of them!

I understand why you foolish whores are trying to use me selfishly and I allow because I know better than you! You are going to want more. You are going to want the best to be better. You are going to want to increase the power that you are receiving, and do you know how that will happen? By putting yourself in my physical presence. Only then will the goodness that you are trying to use me for increase the way you want.

You use that power that I give, and you give it to your mutilated fools, but they are unable to give anything back because it is not for them. Do you know what you give them: your need for what a man can give, even though they are not providing that for you and are giving you theirs. That makes you a lesbian who wants to give love to women and him a faggot wants to receive the love of men. It’s stupid. Find the man you love and be with him, do not try to twist that love into some evil sexual game of yours to see who is more unhappy, you or your husband!

Why do you people need to be told such things!? Do you not feel like you are betraying what is most important by denying yourself true love for a false, cheap and entirely inadequate imitation given by a mutilated fool with no concept of manliness because he has been reliant on women his entire life? As a child he relied on his mother for replacing what she took from him with a knife, and she coddles him. Then, when he becomes a teenager he relies on various whores in the community who are getting their first motherly urges and he can trick them into thinking they go with him because he has been receiving his mothers. They of course are never satisfied with that because it is not correct and entirely false for both their needs and wants. Then as a man after he has been married and gone through all the women taking from them and giving nothing back, he turns to men like himself and is finally happy. That is because he loves himself more than he loves others because he has never learned to give of himself, only take what is rightfully for women!

Uncircumcised people, that is not a problem for. We naturally reject that stuff on instinct because we know better simply by not being confused with violence as our first lesson. We can play around intimately with women and men when finding our way, but ultimately we spend our lives giving of ourselves and never taking from others. The very thought of the way of those muties and Jews is infuriatingly offensive! Butt fucking! Get thee the fuck away you vile beast!!!!

The result is that eventually, even if it may take longer to find our way in life, it is well worth the wait because we are more secure in our identity, role in a relationship, and do not need anything from women. We are comfortable with our sexuality and desires and are able to give of ourselves the romantic affection of true love to others that only one who knows himself true can possibly give to another person! That is not as mystical of mystery as you may think. It should be common knowledge, but because people are being mutilated and running the race like the arrogant and foolish hare, lose in the end because they begin playing at sex when they are children and have no idea what they are doing.

At the end when they realize that after all that they sped through in their youth by having everything given to them and not contributing anything at all, the will only want that which they have kept for themselves the entire time. It becomes their homosexualization that can be returned by other men like them, and it is the direct result of their mother’s coddling who felt guilty for his circumcision because she knew it was evil and did not protect him by willingly offering him to evil.

After already going through their youth and early manhood, they have set the stage of their life, and that is what they get. You cannot go back to being a child and do it all again. So, if you are a husband be sure to discipline your wife to prevent her from coddling your boys. If you are a wife, be sure to castigate your husband if he is giving to your daughter what is rightfully yours. That is what disgusts me so much about the perverse and incestuous nature of American families.

Fathers are disturbingly close to their daughters, and boys are disturbingly close to their mothers. The daughters then lose all interest in other men because they have had their spirits sexually satisfied by their disgusting, perverted fathers who give them the love that is for a grown women and they never learn to earn it themselves until it is too late and they are horridly obese or undesirable in other ways. People like me want nothing to do with them because they are not good enough to receive what I can give them. They are unworthy, and it is better being given back to divine nature than to such an unworthy whore defiled by her own father to have perverse needs I will not provide for her.

The same with the sons, the mother uses herself to sexually satisfy the spirit of the boy who was mutilated and he becomes disturbingly close to his mother so that he developes a need for women to give to him which he needs to work to learn how to provide for himself. It is not rocket science or a superpower of divine origin of kings! It is the way of men and women and should never have been confused because it has never changed until people started mutilating their children to take away their humanity and experiment on populations with catastrophic results!

You people ought to be turned to ash in a wave of nuclear bombs for all the horror and perversions you have harvested in this bountiful land instead of the fruit of Freedom earned from good work!

The question of tragedy that can be made into humor: how did I grow up to be so god damn amazingly good as a normal man among hordes of effeminate fools? Because it is better to be hated, unloved, and cast out the moment you are brought into this world, than to be misguided by false love based entirely on a hateful lie and led by that false love to sin thinking it is wisdom and happiness but never finding either. It can happen to uncircumcised males just as it can to circumcised males and females. It is the foolishness of parents who rejected the mysterious divine nature of our power as human beings because of how it has been defiled by people who turn it into a perverse cult of hate, greed, and sin like Jews and Muslims.

The love that they should be giving to other people in the world as charity and mercy, they give to their children, and that excess coddling and incestuous spiritual mingling with their children. That becomes heir own undoing when the perverse sexual behaviors it spawns as vicious demons devour them from within their own walls. They built those walls to send all of their hatred beyond and keep all of their love for themselves. That hatred is wasted that way and it is of no benefit to anyone, when it should be fuel for the fire. If it is intended specifically to hurt others, like me, it becomes a resource that the specific person can use personally to gain power and advantage in life and the world. I need not go after them or do anything to destroy them personally, because I know what is within their walls and destroying them inside their own homes. However, I don’t mind taking more of their hatred if they want to keep sending it my way.

Respect for the human body

Jews and Muslims worship an idol of fantasy. Their god is false, evil, and inapropriate.

They want to believe in something that is a fantasy, and a stupid one at that because they simply want animal desires as their fantasy, but that does not make it true.

Simply put, I will never respect the god of Jews or Muslims as long as they do not respect the human body as equally important as their god is to them, because it is of them as an imagined concept to objectify. It is not greater than the human body, and if the insist on that with things like circumcision they enter a destructive spiral of suffering and failure until they simply have nothing left of life.

That’s another meaning of Jesus. If the Jews wanted their god to be valid in truth, they needed to change their doctrine so that it understands the significance of the human body, and hence their fantasy born of flesh through circumcision, needed to die in flesh through man. Then it would no longer be confined to the bodies of men and couldn’t ever be again.

That is why if Jews want to integrate in society and be tolerated without having to suffer restrictions as known hostile enemies and criminals, they need to accept the significance of the human body of their neighbor and self so they are not a danger to the community because of their lack of self-respect or respect for what is sacred.

If they don’t think the body of their own child is important enough to stay their hand with a knife in the modern age, they cannot be trusted with guns, vehicles, voting rights, or freedom. They need to be in mental health institutions until they can learn how important human rights are to everyone, not just to them and not just to people like me, but to atheists, Buddhists, Christians, martians, klingons, and all their fantasies of imagination if they too had flesh and blood bodies.

It is perfectly fine to be devoted and worshipful of a divine concept that is fictional, but real and true at the same time. For example, consider how I adore Nep Nep, Blanc, Noir, and Vert. They are indeed goddesses in my heart and mind, but that does not mean I place them in the spot for the highest divine of impersonal, incomprehensible, and unattainable power and good. That is for no being to exist in and can only be non-being due to something “being” as in relative to the reality they are within. Thus the highest divine cannot be a being.

So no matter how much I adore the four goddesses of Gameindustri, I also am aware that they are fictional persons. That does not make them any less real to me or important, and anyone who is a lover of books and story should know what I am saying. Growing up, we read books and find the characters within them as real and personal as friends in life can be without confusing them with real life. They bring us joy, they help us through difficult times, we can rely on them to be who they are, trust them, and enjoy their company.

That is not as uncommon as some people may think who are not as passionate about fiction literature, but they may be able to identify with movie characters, comic book heroes, video games, and folk tales. For another example, check out the forward in the final three books of The Wheel of Time that Brandon Sanderson writes about the series before he took up the labor of bringing it to completion.

If someone is threatening a human body in real life at the expense of an image of a fictional character, you’d better choose to protect the human body, because that is more important than the image. A villain, fool, or brute who thinks they can harm an image of divinity in real life and do harm to the divinity the image represents is totally impotent with their hatred and violence. They cannot reach it because they do not even comprehend the reality such beings exist in and remain locked in an animal nature as all they can perceive.

You don’t need to fear something like that nor show devotion to the image of a goddess at the cost of something as important as the human body. A good being would never want a person doing harm to something as important to the human body as the body itself or resources the body needs to do honor to them because they have no need for such things nor do they do them any good. In addition, through their goodness they want the best for their faithful and thus don’t want them suffering on their account as if it makes them happy.

That is one limit of the concept of a divine image like Nep Nep, or as something that may be more familiar with people: the Orthodox Christian use of icons. That limit is the bottom line that you should not sink below as negative perspective of the image or icon. However, in the eyes of the faithful, there is true divinity revealed through the image or icon and the image is a valid, and useful conveyance of spiritual power between the faithful and the divine being. Meaning, one can express their devotion through a venerated image of a deity by directing it at the image itself and the divine being it represents beyond the image. That is an unlimited spectrum of good that can be expressed and received in all manner of ways people find apropriate in their time and place.

Let’s say some tyrants come in and do not understand such things and only perceive material nature. They invade your sacred domain and under threats of violence and death destroy all the good and sacred images like paintings, posters, and fine works of craftsmanship using wood and stone. Just let them do it. Do not die for such things. Your life and faith is what makes the devotion and adoration of the deity possible, not the object.

Those tyrants who do such things are fools who embarass themselves and it has no impact on your faith or your beliefs, but it does make them rude, hostile, and in need of the lawful justice of civilization to punish them. That is a different matter of recourse than prayer and faith, but is not without prayer and faith as an ally and friend. After all, do the night’s watch and city guards not attend the religious services too? Such people can help the leaders of faith the same way the leaders of faith help them.

Icons, images, and objects to include keychain figurines, furniture linen, t-shirts, and all manner of things are forms of spiritual technology. They make spiritual power more easily accessible and efficient and they are good as long as people don’t cross that line I mentioned. There is no need to feel threatened or suspicious of such things. Evil does not work that way as a form of empowerment, however bizarre, occult, and disturbing an image may be, such as a popular horror movie villain.

This is the reason why you need not fear the use of spiritual evil through images and icons and idols: such things are products of creativity and artistic labor, and that very activity is a divine act. Evil cannot defile such a concept, only the object in which case they are stinkers and only bringing unhappiness to people and not even making themselves feel better. Better to let them do it and realize how ineffective it was because of the sadness it brings, than fight them as if it was of divine substance and they were correct to destroy it.

Horrific images of evil are what many occultists use to express their understanding of divine nature by asserting the justification for evil. That concept needs new definition, because those two words are expressed the same but have different meanings. One is true, fundamental evil as I have defined elsewhere in relation to good. The other is popular evil. The first is perceived from the sight of the highest divine as an impersonal being and all that one needs to know to identify it is whether it conflicts with good of what is recognized law. Those laws are derived from the same line of reason and logic that asserts and proves the existence of the origin and source of creation as a pure, incomprehensible goodness.

Naturally human understanding is fallible, and because situations become more complex and require more subtleties. When that happens the original law that was derived needs to be expanded, its constituent parts of moral value identified, separated, and assigned relevance according the culture, society, and civilization relevant. It is like zooming into an image of law and seeing how it works explaining those things, and then finding a better way to express them that is more efficient because of the very problem that came into conflict with the law as a good but a good in opposition of law.

If that happens it is a good sign because someone is making it clear that derived law is inadequate and will become a greater problem if not corrected when more people come into conflict with it. It is not an indication of evil, it is an indication of human error in government, which is to be expected because governments are not infallible nor divine beings. It means that the laws need to be refined further to prevent totally preventable harm that will occur if it is not addressed because it is as predictable as the celestial bodies. That is the work of prophesy demystified so that people can feel comfortable with it as not something strange and magical. It is like astronomy, but for the stars, planets, and galaxies of society and civilization.

The refinement of law should be an easy process for mature adults without requiring the highest levels of intelligence, experience, or wisdom as long as they are trustworthy, capable, and cooperate while adhering to the relevant doctrine. It is the process of civilized progress in regard to law, order, and government. If that relevant doctrine needs to change, all people it concerns need to be made aware with reasonable effort to do so, in other words: public proclamation that change is required and why, and what that change is and why. It cannot happen in secret and be effective because it is a doctrine that only has authority with public trust.

If scoundrils and evil minded fools attempt to alter and change that doctrine in secrecy and private, they are revealing their shame and guilt of sin at what they have done. WHY ARE YOU WEARING FIG LEAVES!? People know what you have done, but so too does the divine authority above all people and nations, and it will not be tolerated. You will be punished for such a transgression that you were specifically commanded to not do after having be given an entire paradise of freedom to govern within.

Fortunately for the USA that defilement of government doctrine was predicted at the inception of the government because it was created with some of the most intelligent, exprienced, and wise people of the time who had much insight into human nature, society, government, religion, and life itself. They installed safeguards for when it did happen, and those safeguards have been activated. There is resistance to them being effective, but those fools will not be able to resist, forever and those safeguards will do what they are intended and restore lawful government eventually. If there was more cooperation in the public, that would happen faster, but it is what it is.

Technological advancement and progress will occur through scientific methods and spiritual methods and that is another topic, but one that also is very similar with its own laws and doctrine that requires constant refinement and cooperation.

In conclusion, the problem that caused all this, is people projecting themselves into their imagination as “God” and demanding the respect due to their human body applied to their imagined self as a deity. While that is arrogant and foolish, the problem is caused because they want more respect for their imagined, fictitious self than they have to the human body of others or their own. They are applying the universally accepted standard of human beings and human rights and respect for human dignity to their fictious self-aggrandized delusion, but they do not maintain that respect for human beings themselves in real life. In other words, they are Jews and Muslims (and false Christians) who want to be tyrants and enslave everyone for their own personal amusement at inestimable expense to others.

I don’t give a damn what they do in the sand lands of desolation and suffering that abysmal and hateful culture, religon, and false-ethnicity spawn out of like maggots from a cesspit. Let them do what they want if they want to be enslaved to themselves. In the USA, the relevant doctrine is different, of a higher conceptual reality, a higher intelligence, a better idea, and the truth of human freedom requiring limited government. They never had the authority to issue the commands that betrayed the citizens of the USA and those commands were invalid, without authority and were carried out by people in the government of their own free will, not citizens like me.

People like me are not trusted with that responsibility unless designated legally, nor do we have the power to betray what was betrayed because we do not have access to it without that designation! Do not be fools and call me the betrayer for pointing out the treacherous and unlawful government I will not obey or support, when the accursed fiend attempted to destroy our Democracy before the entire world! The very thing he was trusted to protect under oath and with designated methods if it needed correction! You will see when the investigation is revealed that the betrayal was far worse than that, and it happened a lot earlier in his reign of stupidity and brute idiocy supported by slaves who idolized him like a god when none of them even understand the concept of what the word “God” means!

Do not eat from the tree of good and evil, or you will surely die. But the serpent said, you will not die, you will be gods like them and have their power. And the woman trusted the serpent because she lusted after it as an adultress, and then gave the fruit to the man who was doubly betrayed by her infidelity and disobedience to the master. He was weak and cowardly though and consented to her suggesting he lust after the serpent and defile his own body. Then he could not bring himself to confess what had happened because of the shame he felt by letting the serpent inside him so it could hide. Then they all hid themselves, the man and woman, and serpent inside the man, and they were smug thinking they would not be found out because nobody would suspect where the serpent was hidden.

But then the Lord went walking by on a leisurely stroll while checking things out in his garden of Freedom and saw the man and woman hiding themselves behind bushes and trees and trying to not be seen. He took one look at the man’s face and knew the serpent was within him. He commanded they come out, but they pretended they didn’t hear. He waited and waited and waited, having infinite patience, and knowing they would get hungry and thirsty and would have to come out eventually, but also because of what he knew was going to happen to them while hiding like they were where they were, because it was a commonly visited place in the garden. Finally, when they did, they had crude leaves covering the parts that had been defiled but should not be covered because they are supposed to be innocent without ever having needed to be hidden, and he knew what they had done, because covering those parts was an indication of the greater sin of betrayal.

To teach them a lesson, when they first refused to come out, he picked his favorite person, Nick Bylotas, who normally keeps himself in Hell by his own temperance and restraint because of how well he knows himself as the master of his own domain and where he is best suited to be for his own happiness and usefulness as a good and trusted friend to the Lord. He called on this person to do what he does best, knowing he would go above and beyond to get the job done well, the way it is supposed to be done, and without complaint, and they both would enjoy him doing it because of his way in and out of the Story itself.

Who will love you?

“We accept the love we deserve.”

The Perks of Being a Wallflower, by Stephen Chbosky

I obtained that novel along with several other seemingly random novels from a particularly impressive used bookstore while perusing my favorite section. That was some time ago when I was a younger man, and that quote stuck with me as something profound which I did not fully understand. I contemplated it for a while, ended up no further than where I began, and then filed it away for an indeterminate amount of time.

Once in a blue moon that quote would come to mind if my thoughts wandered near the subject and I would contemplate it again. Still I found myself unsure of any complete meaning. Was it a statement about a person’s psychological quality, and if so was it a state of awareness as consciousness, or unconsciousness? Could it then be categorized like a personality type indicator or horoscope matching tool? Possibly maybe, but that didn’t feel even remotely good enough for me to accept as adequate for the depth of the meaning that the words implied, but it was a start.

What kept me wondering was the concept of “deserving” something. As in being truly worthy of a certain blessing and more; feeling worthy of a certain blessing. If you did not feel like you were good enough for your partner or your partner for you, then it simply wouldn’t work, but how could you measure any standard of value when it comes to something as mysterious and complex as love?

How could you even make a claim for any type of love without being arrogant and prideful about deserving that which is supernatural and divine? Something that is totally beyond our human worth as a divine blessing is not something any of us deserve, but we know we are granted it anyway. At least, we do if we are Catholics. “For I am not worthy to enter under your roof, but only say the word and my soul shall be healed,” is the expression I learned that reinforced that humility most clearly. But that is divine love of the highest order beyond what any person can give as human beings, and it is far greater than romance, marriage, and anything we humans do.

So then what am I to think about the maidens I feel so strongly in love with from time to time who evoke such strong passionate love from me as that which I would lay down my life for if necessary. If the love which I feel comes from that highest divine source of truth and goodness as both something I receive to evoke my passion and something I express when that superhuman love overwhelms what I am capable of feeling and bursts forth from me in words and emotions, then why is it always consumed by an empty void of nothingness and never returned?

Surely they do not love me, and they in fact hate me, so I’d better keep my distance because that is not what I deserve in return for what I felt. Thus my journey went on and continues to go on and it is no trouble to keep going. The spiritual return is mysterious, but also the words, messages, and simple human communication of a basic social order that is as fundamental to our existence as to be known when we are small children, was absent.

It must truly be hate from those people, but I couldn’t imagine what reason they would have to hate me. It’s not like I was coveting them with lewd thoughts and being perverted with desire. It was totally unnatural and did not make sense with the facts of reality that I came to know as true from a multitude of sources I observed in the natural world.

While they seemed an unnatural sentiment of hate, I never suspected anything evil about those people, even if it was cold heartedness resulting from their willingness to shut off their humanity and extinguish the light of their soul, rejecting all that is divine, true, and good about life. A lot of people do that so it isn’t all that unusual, even if I find it baffling why anyone would think that profitable or beneficial to anyone including themselves. It likely makes life miserable for them too, and I wish I could help but there is nothing I can do when they reject me not as a lover, but as a human being. A neighbor, a friend, a man, and a person that is not only untouchable, but not to be given a word at all, even that of a rebuke which would have been less insulting.

Any form of human identity they deny me to this day by ignoring all communications of expressed love that I am all but certain they are aware of because of the truth that inspired the experience being so powerful and clear with their resonance. What can I do? You cannot force a person to love you. So I move on and don’t look back. Maybe I will see them again, maybe not. Either way, it is enough to maintain my own soul that I cannot afford to martyr myself needlessly for some random stranger who does not deserve such a thing because it would do them no good and cost me everything. It is insanely evil that they would even imply that I should humiliate myself for them only and not all of humanity, and it is actually quite easy to leave them behind because of how horrible maidens reveal themselves to be when I realize that is what they want.

I am convinced that 99.9 percent of maidens worldwide are of no value as maidens because they espouse evil with such arrogant demands of self-importance as to test a man by requiring him to lay down his life first. In case they didn’t know, that happened once and for all a long time ago, and I don’t believe it was even necessary, but it doesn’t matter what I believe, because it happened whether necessary or not, and I sure as hell wouldn’t do it under any circumstances, not even his. I would have kicked Judaism to the curb and learned wisdom instead.

You cannot buy good with an evil exchange. Sorry, Christians, but that is a fact. Jesus’ so called “sacrifice” is not enough for people like me who have higher moral standards and more self-respect than that, and there is no way, even with his YHWH in the fullness of what is implied, that he could equate to who I am with the highest divine because he was in fact Jewish and dying for those people was the total, complete, and whole reason why he did what he did, and it had nothing to do with me and was in fact a pure expression of hatred toward me.

Anyway, a maiden who cannot use human language is not worthy of human love. So, keep that in mind if you ever spill your heart out and never get a response. They do not deserve you because they do not meet the minimum standard of human decency that applies to all people. It may be unpleasant to be insulted with such an offensive gesture, but the shame is theirs for doing it, not yours.

So it occurred to me just a little while ago what it means to accept the love you deserve, and not because it applies to me. It occurred to me because of how it applies to the maidens I love.

They need to be comfortable with, willing, and able to receive the highest divine presence through their body as normal everyday life. They need to in practice be able to commune with and for female divinity. Not take on airs about it, but be totally comfortable with the presence of the Goddess working through them the same way I am with male divinity. Just because people mock me, deny me, hate me, abuse me, discriminate against me, and do all manner of injustice doesn’t make it any less true that I do what I do with highest divine purpose and I know what that is more than anyone.

Don’t get too carried away with that explanation because this is about human love and marriage, which implies… doing it.

For some reason it became culturally appropriate in the USA to deride masculinity by conveying the perception that it is humiliating for a man to want to pleasure a woman. That is the dumbest thing in the world, in my opinion, and I don’t know why anyone believes that nonsense. It is often conveyed as “putting the pussy on the pedestal”. Such crude remarks as that are not welcome in conversations about love.

If you refer to a woman as simply her reproductive part in life, you do her great insult, which is why the word “cunt” is used for that. Same thing with men being called “dicks”. That is much more socially accepted, but it is not any less insulting.

So yes, the love I have to give to a maiden is for that of a Goddess. Not any personalities of Paganism or idols of any variety either. The real deal highest divine wisdom known to Gnostics as Sophia, but she is not a person, she is the manifestation of the wisdom that is the highest divine, and that is far greater than any person can be.

If you will contemplate these things, check your human concepts at the door and do not try to apply human relationships to these divine concepts. We are too far along in human progress to tolerate such misleading ignorance. There are no mothers, fathers, sons, daughters, husbands, brides, children, brothers, sisters, or anything of that type up there, so don’t you dare try to carry your human perversion up to where they are not welcome. You won’t be able to first of all, but you will also offend the persons who are far above that and still infinitely below what I am referring to.

Do you know how I came to this conclusion? By watching pornography. I do so not out of any perversion or evil, but truly out of love, and that is simply what is available to people like me in this age in the desolate hellhole they call the USA. There is no true love anymore except that which is publicly occurring in media as a lot of people experience it with the actresses. It is cheap love, and it is not the preferred way, but it is all that is left after centuries of systematic extermination of Gentiles.

It is not cheap for the people who provide the conduit for true divinity to express of love, not for the maiden who is unfortunately left with no other choice but to use her body, nor myself as a man who has no other choice but to use the Word which is an insanely heavy burden no man should be expected to be able to carry. The people who are able to do that do so by paying a price that cannot be valued or estimated because it is so great. I know that by experience, but also because I study the subject of divinity and spirituality as necessary for my profession applying divinity and spirituality to entertainment, and thus have come to understand how it happens.

I am in fact doing all that I can to set the world as it should be, but I am only a man, and a single one at that. Just because the highest divine communicates through me and is always present with me, doesn’t mean I can just snap my fingers and magic the world perfect. I am limited to the same human condition as everyone else and if you ever expect me to do something divine for you, imagine asking yourself first.

So, hopefully the maiden who swoops in is the love of my life I most hope for, because she knows she deserves the treatment for a goddess, from a god, because that is what we give to the public. A god’s gift and blessings of pleasure are not only bodily. They are far more significant in the spiritual plane where gods and goddesses dwell.

So, the conclusion is this:

The love a person deserves is directly correlated to their commitment to true love. People like me and the love of my life give all of ourselves to it and don’t look back or regret it. We are 100 true love, and that is why divinity favors us, because true love is the highest divine.

As I mentioned before, that is a great sacrifice, but it is definitely worth it. There is literally infinite highest divine, so it’s not only limited to individuals such as the love of my life maiden of ultimate loveliness with the most sacred honey yum yum most divine, or the humble savage of irresistible nobility and charm, savior of all civilization, destroyer of evil as myself. There is more than enough for everybody to have more than enough. So, there is no need to fight, scheme, or do any of the foolishness people do for finite resources because this one is infinite, freely available, and it is not for humans to decide how it is distributed with the exception of formal, doctrinal religion, or mystery school.

That’s all I will write about that for now.