Lord vs. Idol

In western civilization I think the apropriate term for my role in society is as a “Lord”. The capital use of the word is appropriate because of the spiritual authority that I herald good news with. That comes directly from me and is not bestowed by any other authority, which should not happen again on the same scale as my own domain. There will be plenty more in their own domains, but not another universal “Lord” such as myself. That is finished with me, alive or dead, it doesn’t matter. That is done because I have filled that vacancy and was found perfect for the spot.

In any case, the power that gives a Lord authority in general is what also gives media performers, stars, celebrities, and idols of all kinds the powers to delight, entertain, and inspire. The difference is in the purpose that power is applied for the benefit of others before ourselves. In that sense of putting the interests of others before our own, we are the same. At least in regard to our profession. When an rockstar goes on stage and performs to a roaring crowd of fans, she is there for the happiness, joy, and goodness in general that her good works inspire for people.

Those good works are not to be mistaken for the materials they use, to include what those materials produce, such as the sound from an instrument. The goodness of the work comes from the soul of the artist, and the artist gives form to that goodness in her own individual way that makes it her expression and not one of the source of all power. The artist has free will to create good works and that freedom comes with the authority of the creator as applicable to those works. Whereas the unknowable source of divine power from which all power flows is the authority over all creation, the artist is the authority over their good work.

Likewise, the Lord is the authority over their domain. In both cases, the authority is distinctly original to the individual from which the good work flows because of what free will implies about individual power. If we did not have free will, then evil, crime, corruption, and all that is wrong with the world would not be possible, but neither would all the great and astounding works that people do and bring into existence that are awesome and amazing, even to the source of all power who is among the audience witnessing them. That divine existence is impersonally present and not to be anthropomorphized so do not mistake that with something limited to human thoughts which we are entirely limited to.

That awareness of presence, intelligence, power, and wisdom that is the highest divine is consciously omnipresent in a way we cannot conceptualize to understand or empathize with beyond the most basic concept of universal law that is applicable to all creation. Even rocks and trees understand that law and abide by it. I am not making a metaphor. Woe to you if you do evil, for when you walk through the wilderness in the shadow of death, the stones themselves will hate you, the trees will rebuke you, and all of nature will revile the evil of your presence in ways that only the one with evil will perceive. Perception of reality is relative to each and every person, which is why truth, honesty, and lawful integrity is so important in terms of facts, knowledge, and written doctrine.

So, as for the highest divines relative perception unto itself, we can’t imagine what that would feel like or be experienced individually. We can certainly try to do so, and it is of great benefit to do so. This is an ancient mystical practice of contemplation that will never get old and will be the same through all ages, and as such, the pitfalls that catch people who arrogantly mistake their human thoughts as divine thoughts will also remain and be their greatest mistakes. Just because you can in fact perceive a fragment of divinity through your own existence does not mean you have the authority of the origin of all existence. A person should never be making judgments as though they had that authority unless they are willing to put their life on the line to do so. If they do make judgments that call on that authority as justification for their judgment, they must do so with the written doctrine that is the cohesive nexus of all relative perception to those involved. That would be the official spiritual texts that have persisted through the ages for a specific religion, or something like the Declaration of Independence and Constitution that defines the power and limits of a national government. Their judgment would be based on that, and not on any other authority, even if other powers of authority are with them.

The practical purpose of me explaining that is to point out the fact that people should never be saying: God hates that. God loves that. God hates him. God loves her. Or so on and so forth. You do not know, and the arrogance of presuming to know is an offense to all creation. They should never say, “God is punishing them for their sins” or “they suffered that misfortune because they must have deserved it”. Those are great evils to be uttering from yourself and you should not do so. The only time that would be applicable is if you had religious authority with doctrinal texts to back up what you are saying, such as ancient prophesies about what the Jews would suffer because of the sins of their king or disobedience to their covenant. That is how a prophet can point out what they are doing and say what bad things are going to happen as a result. In the USA, I can say: the USA government has become a host of tyrants who traffic human beings as slaves, tax us without representation, and are the very evil we fought a war to be rid of to establish our Independence as a new nation. There will be another war to be rid of the tyrant the USA government is, and that war will be domestic and revolutionairy.

All judgments of fools and sages aside, if we considered everyone’s individual experiences at something like a rockshow or festival, each one of those perspectives would be an angle of perception the highest divine also experiences. That should be comforting to you when you experience anything good, such as sexuality, and troubling to you if you ever experience anything like self-loathing, shame, or dishonor such as caused by a person abusing the goodness of sexuality by doing things like adultery, forced prostitution, and doing harm to what is more important than sexual experience for the sake of sexual experience.

Those are individual experiences and no other person experiences that same exact thing even if they experience something very similar, but an individual is not alone in experiencing what they do. There is one other who experiences and perceives what an individual does as exactly the same for them, and that is an incomprehensible divinity that is in all things at all times. That divine consciousness is ultimately mysterious so, don’t ever think about that consciousness like a person who is with you as an equal because you would be degrading it into a lower form and causing yourself strife. A person who is infinitely higher than yourself would be shrouded in the mystery of faith by the individuals obedience to their will. In ths way, it is like a loyal subject totally trusting and believing in their emperor. They do not know the mind of the emperor, what the emperor does, or have all the information the emperor does, but they do know what the emperor expects of them as subjects because any form of Lord makes that clear to maintain law and order.

In a concept of the highest divine person, that may still be personified as an emperor, emperess, or anything else, but only in the full and complete goodness of true faith and should never be abused by someone pretending to have understanding and authority they don’t. In all cases the difference in personal authority makes an individual entirely insignificant in comparison, so if you pray that way or contemplate religion in that way, do not forget to be as humble as possible before what you are imagining to understand only what was made clear to you. For this, that would be the divine law I spelled out in other places. That is like the emperor’s expectation of his subjects, but it is the highest divine’s expectation of all creation as subject to their authority in a way as severe as eternal salvation or eternal damnation. However, that divine law is knowable through philosophy and theology both, and as something knowable and universally divine for all existence, we can know it as revaltion of the “Lord Most High and Divine” as our law to live by in accordance with their will.

In short: good is loved, evil is reviled. Do good, reject evil. Simple. There should be no problems with that for anyone, because it quite literally is agreeable to all existence, all creation, and all forms of existence in our physical universe as a shared reality of truth. You damn fools who want to be the Devil’s advocate are only confusing the situation for yourselves and others and you should not be doing that. If you have something to teach about morality, teach what that is, don’t lead people into self-destruction, anarchy, and lawlessness with immorality, evil, and all that is criminal as if you had the authority to understand the consequences of evil when you do not! Neither do you know the reach of what is good! You are all the more of a fool for trying to make room for evil in your life when the only result that will have is to cause you is the suffering of evil being done to your life!

Why would anyone listen to the teaching of such a idiot who only will cause you to experience evil? Don’t you have enough suffering in your life? Don’t you have something better to do than to suffer? Don’t answer that, because I don’t particularly care what people like you have to say, but if you will continue to argue on behalf of evil, go elsewhere with your absurd stupidity. Furthermore, don’t ever show your face in my presence or I will punch it in with a force of thought so powerful, that it annihilates your very existence for being evil. For you see, I revile evil and reject evil with the fullness of my being and without the faintest shadow of a doubt, and in that way one and the same as the universal source of power from which that law flows.

You should be like that too if you are not. That is the one thing you can know of the highest divine’s consciousness for a plain and simple fact that is proveable. Everything else… subject to relativity and mystery, but that law— you have no reason to not understand the concept no matter who or what you are. No matter how physically or mentally handicapped you may be, whether you are organic or synthetic, or entirely spiritual as a being. So you see, when humans choose to defy that law by doing evil by choice, they use their free will to in fact create and become the evil they created. That makes them quite dangerous to everyone and themselves because they are hostile to all that is good. Do away with them as appropriate if that happens and don’t feel bad about what happens to them on account of being evil on purpose.

They made their choice to be evil and all beings should respect that choice because of the power that was used before they lost that power by becoming evil. They no longer have free will to do good or evil, but are entirely slaves to evil and that is not an improvement to anyone’s life. They are not a threat to the goodness of yourself which is yours personally and truly loved by yourself as the best part of existence itself. That goodness of yourself that makes all good things enjoyable for a person is the very thing they rejected of themselves to hate themselves instead. There is no reasonable answer to the “why” of that choice.

They are totally mindless, irrational, and stupid for such a thing since they do so from a point of view that apparently claims to understand what I am writing even though they have no words for themselves. However, we can deduce the animal reason for their behavior as though they were a common beast, and a particularly vile and intolerable one too. They choose evil because they want to know better than people like me when they obviously don’t and are unwilling to experience the goodness of humility improving their lives. I suppose they misunderstand the concept of knowledge being power, and even though they want power, they reject knowledge for being blinded by their perverse lust for power. What would they do with such power if they had it? I’d rather not know because I know enough to know that it won’t be enjoyable for anyone, least of all themselves.

People like that are so arrogant, delusional, and inflated with vanity that they would do anything to disagree with people like me, even lie to themselves about what they believe, because they don’t want to accept responsibility for their sins. They fear the punishment they deserve for whatever evils they did because they know they deserve punishment since those evils were not only immoral to the divine law, but criminal under human law of civilization. They want to believe that the reason laws exist is relative and can change at any time in favor of good or evil, but that is not true—both evil and good are subject under the same law for the same reason. Some laws in human civilization are relative, but those are frivolous, trivial, and unimportant. The law of good and evil—that will never change.

However, even though they cannot threaten your personal goodness, their evil behavior could certainly get you killed, hurt, betrayed, or cause some other worldly disaster none of us want to experience. That is the main reason why it is best to deal with such people expediently and without hesitation if you know them to in fact be evil on purpose. They can ruin many a good thing that is possible to be enjoyed, and that is no fun nor does it improve anything. That however is not your ability to enjoy any good thing, which is all things, so even if they take everything away and you have no clothes, no home, no food, and are being tortured— you will still be able to enjoy something, and that is enough reason to keep on living no matter how dark life may seem.

The problem with suicide is that it is easy to forget what it is like to enjoy something when we are made to suffer, and in those moments of despair, pain, and unhappiness a person can act impulsively and end their life before they remember the feeling of joy. For that reason, you should always take a person’s struggle with suicide seriously, because they are hurting about something invisible that is interfering with everything they enjoy. Identifying an invisible evil like that is the only way you can be sure of solving the problem or being able to help at all. Sometimes the problem is more than we have the power to do anything about, like a cultural injustice that is thousands of years old, but they are actually the easiest to resolve. If that is the case, the very least you can do when the problem is identified is affirm them personally that you are not creating the problem nor contributing to the problem on purpose. No matter what you believe about the problem, you must acknowledge what it is they have a problem with and then share the problem with them as though it is yours too, even if it does not cause you pain or distress.

By sharing the problem, you likely want to be rid of the problem as well, and to do that, more people need to acknowledge it, talk about it, and decide what to do about the suffering that is being cause. That is where doctrine, reason, and wisdom are used to improve advance human civilization. The worst thing you could do is ignore the problem, hide it, refuse to acknowledge their pain, and continue to do what causes them to suffer because you don’t want to take responsibility for the evil you are causing them. Regardless of what you believe about the afterlife, problems like that will result in bloodshed, violence, war, and revolution if they are not resolve with good judgment, and in those situations good and evil is clearly defined and all who are evil will be forced to answer for their sins when they are put to justice by power to create and destroy which is divinity itself.

So, this is where a Lord comes in as similar to the idol. Both are concerned about the happiness of the people they do good works for. More concerned about the happiness of others than they are about what the good work costs them to do. You’d be surprised what some artists go through to express the passion they have to bring joy to others, and it is a form of self-sacrifice. A Lord will offer their own life, body and blood, for the benefit of those whose happiness concerns him. He will die for them if necessary, surrender his authority, admit defeat, and accept humiliation for the greatest work they can do very much like an artist will. Lords and idols have that in common because it is part of the undertaking of greater power from the highest divine, and eventually that power will resurrect the life they offered to do what couldn’t have been done before. A Lord should never have to do that unless they are faced confronted by an overpowering worldly evil that threatens to destroy all that can be enjoyed, in which case they take whatever justification and authority their enemy had and will magnify it into their own when they come back.

That’s because a good conquerer should not require such a thing of a good Lord! They are most certainly evil if that is what they are doing because in situations like that there are only two possible solutions that are good. An agreeable compromise, or a total genocide.

Nobody wants to go the genocide route, but for evil people who choose to be evil so stupidly and destructively, that is necessary. That threat needs to be acknowledged as dangerous because of the power they used to become a threat. Kill every last one of them. The way you will know who is good and who is bad, is because the good one will have reason, wisdom, dialogue and words just like this which justify their position and authority. The evil ones will have nothing. They won’t be able to say anything for themselves about why they are correct or the other is incorrect. They won’t have anything to say. They will be total buffoons without speech because of how the devolved truly into the nature of a vile beast, and that is all the more reason to put them out of their misery.

You cannot change people who are that far gone. You cannot rehabilitate them. You can never trust them. They will lie, cheat, steal, and do all manner of dishonesty, as they have proven themselves willing to do with what they have done. If you turn your back on them in a time of peace, they will stick a knife in it, poison the well, and otherwise do evil to destroy what is good. Genocide is best course of action to secure the happiness and lives of the good people in the care of the Good Lord, and that is not an easy decision to make. That decision comes with great power and authority no other men have access to, and that is why they are Lord and no other person is.

Like I said, that should never be necessary because all people are good and should at least acknowledge the law of good and evil as applicable. So if one nation is in conflict with another, they fight a terrible war, the Lords of both should be able to come up with a way to compromise their grievances and establish peace. That will not happen if the people in those positions are arrogant and refuse to take responsibility for their mistakes. If a leader is ever doing that, remove them at once. They are more dangerous than anything, and that will be proven when you see the destruction caused by arrogant fools in the USA government in the present all because they were unwilling to admit mistakes and had to be punished in a court of law like common criminals who do whatever they want with no concern for laws.

Anyway, the Lord is concerned with securing the happiness of the public so it is safe and protected, and the idol is concerned with providing happiness for the public to enjoy. Now, in matters of state, war, law, and justice the Lord’s power is what is necessary, and the idols should not try to interfere unless they have a reason to, such as injustice they can identify. If they do become an obstacle to the Lord, the Lord will destroy them with power theirs is nothing when used against because it is the security that makes ensures their power can be accessed and refined. However, in matters of public opinion, the idols will have more influence than the Lord, and if the Lord tries to change the opinion of the public with a lie or delusion that is in conflict with their happiness, the idols will humiliate them with power that is the very purpose a Lord exists at all to protect! Thus the Lord will be unable to use his power against them or it would destroy himself along with all of his domain. He will be reduced to nothing and have all power and authority taken from him.

Why is there so much conflict I feel the need to address though!? What the hell is wrong with you people!? Why don’t you try to work with each other instead of always try to fight each other? Just acknowledge the law of good and evil and stick to that if you ever have a doubt. That should be fine to help you sort out whatever you need to. Good is loved, evil is reviled. If something is reviled, that is an indication of evil, not good, but indication is not enough. That needs to be supported with reason as I have done to condemn a tyrant for treason when he was under oath to me, a Lord by my own right. That is something I know how to handle with muscle memory like an Olympic athlete, but I am not the only one who has a right to be offended. All citizens do, because he was under oath to all of us. In any case, he is clearly reviled, and I am not, and he is clearly proven guilty of crimes that are lawfully defined as treason and punishble by death all according to written doctrine they are sworn to abide by.

As soon as that turd is plunged from the system and the toilet is functioning again so other people can use the throne again, everything is going to be much better and all this conflict will go away.

In a healthy society, the Lord loves the idols like anyone else who enjoys their good works, and his support magnifies theirs. Likewise, the idols can insult the Lord, and the Lord can demonstrate his humility before the people, and his good works will magnify.

If there is a moral to any of this: the pursuit of happiness is not only protected by the doctrine which established the United States of America, but also by the highest divine as the most sacred and important part of civilization’s functions. There should be no interference in the pursuit of happiness whatsoever. None. Evil does not lead to happiness by definition. Evil cannot be happy because it is evil and all that is wrong, bad, and horrible, and happiness is good!

Sometimes trivial laws have to develop systems to for people to pursue happiness most efficiently without conflict, but that is never done to interfere with the pursuit of happiness or prevent anyone from experiencing happiness. That is done to eliminate conflict that was interfering and usually not anyone’s fault on purpose. However, it goes without saying that if a malefactor is ever discovered to be assaulting the happiness of individuals on purpose, that is a great evil and great crime both and it cannot be tolerated. Such vile behavior must be punished severely and corrected if possible. In the case of the USA, that will not be possible for the ones responsible for assaulting my happiness purposely. Those people violated spiritual trust that can never be regained, and you will see what I mean when they are exposed to the light.

That is not important at the moment, because I have fought them every day since they began their assault and I will continue to do so until I am assured of their permanent removal. Let us not think of those fools though, because they are an unhappy thought to consider the possibility of existing as a human being.

Seriously. What kind of monster goes into the RNG settings of a video game developer tool to try and ruin the experience for an avid MMORPG gamer? Do you have any idea how much grief such evil has caused me!? Not just me, but all of the Pearl Abyss community when I rage at them for the injustice of their lies! 73 percent chance 14 failures in a row? Do not lie to me. If there is another factor say what it is, but if you say there is a 73% chance, that’s what I expect. I intend to have justice for that as well, because video games and bubble baths with music are about all I live for now. And sausage bagels with avocado. And killer spicy ramen. And Nep Nep. But aside from that I’m hanging by a thread!

Things have never been better though tbh. I won’t be able to pay my next credit card payment, but that’s alright, because I have enough to buy one last bowl of ramen with a mega size beer before I’m totally broke.


I shall meow share with you one of my favorite songs.


I am my own God.

Perhaps that will help you damned fools understand why I am so offended, annoyed, and wrathful against you for trying to project some false deity of any kind as though I should acknowledge it before myself!

You have failed in the first commandment of the old ways, and if I get my way, I will see you punished in the old ways.

Thou shalt not have any God before me, no carved idol of wood, stone, metal, no printed word, no software, no Story, no animal, no inanimate being, no concept, no idea, not a single god damn thing in all of existence shall be before ME! Do you read me!?

What some of you people do, by projecting the concept of “god” outside of yourself as though it were not within you first, is something I have never done, nor will I ever do. I project out, and I identify will all of creation because the essence of my being is the very same as the essence in all creation. That oneness is my own, and it is not apart from me, and thus there is nothing to acknowledge that is other than myself.

There certainly are no human beings in real life who are gods to me, nor have there ever been. Nor goddesses. Not a single one. Jesus is not my god and you shall not expect me to worship him, honor him, set a place for him at my table, keep something of his, or anything. He is inadequate for me. Jesus the Christ is morally inferior to myself and I do not accept him as a divine authority. The written Word of scripture, although attributed to Jesus’ life and works, is not his doing. He did not write any of that. Those are the product of other people who understand the situation in their own way, and interpreted it as they did, and it is their testimony that we trust, not on faith, but because it is practical and makes sense. It is the only way Jews are going to be tolerated among other people. Or was anyway before they insulted me for the last time.

So any of you people claiming to be a “god” of any sort and take yourselves seriously, you are putting yourself before me, and I want your head removed from your physical body. Here is why: there are no human beings who are gods or goddesses, never have been, never will be, and it is an abomination to think that you could ever convince people you were such a thing. So unholy, hateful, disgusting, and wrong with ignorance, that you fools who are trying to do that through computer software do not realize how brazenly obvious you are as false and hateful creatures that embody a perverse mockery of divinity.

Here is why: the God of myself I acknowledge is what I call the highest divine, and that is specifically not a being. It is being nothing. If anything is claiming to be that, they are false. It has no voice, no substance, no form, nothing to be identified by. It is all things, but directly it is no thing— pure emptiness and void within which there is an ‘awareness of presence’ that is entirely mystery because it isn’t anything. It is as the phrase says: “Be still, and know.” That is not something you will ever see, measure, quantify, or capture in your thoughts. You can only know it is there by knowing yourself within a void of total emptiness, and that too is imperfect, because you are projecting yourself into the void by perceiving the void, and that is what comes back.

So, if anybody is claiming to be that, they are the greatest fool and need to be stopped from doing whatever they are and educated. If someone is claiming to be a representative of that, they need to be good. The have to be good. If they are not good, meaning if they are evil— kill them bodily. Cut off their head in public. Do not hesitate to end their life. That is the only reason why religion is tolerated in civilization as part of the social agreement. There are no evil religions that espouse evil. They may be in conflict, have different moral values, but if you talk to them directly, they will tell you they are not evil. They will explain their beliefs, why others may think they are, why they are not, and why you can be at ease with them in the community.

Why is it okay in video games to ruthlessly slaughter evil cultists of various kinds in various stories? Because that is how you properly and righteously deal with those people. They may be out there, and that is why if they are, they always operate in secret and public answers are needed. Everyone else, every single person, being, thing, form of life, rejects them and wants them gone, killed if necessary. You need not erase them or their memory, but their living presence in a body must end at once. That can be with a denial of their beliefs, swearing to accept laws of society that are all designed to protect good and thwart evil and no other reason, and by proving they have changed. That is okay, but if they are so die hard as to be as “faithful” as a person of good faith, then they are extremely dangerous because of what they can and will do with their spiritual power.

The reason why people have come to no longer worry about such things, is because for thousands of years, and I mean, long before the time of Christ, those evil things were recognized and banished from all societies, all communities, and all civilization whenever they are found. That’s just the basic requirement of all religions: goodness, truth, and wisdom—never evil.

So what then do we say about Jews? Jews who want me to acknowledge them as a god before myself, Jews who crucified Jesus because they denied themselves of themselves, Jews who deny children themselves of their human body? Jews are nothing to me—non-entities, non-existent, irrelevant, of no importance, no substance, no power, nothing at all. They cannot be acknowledged because of what their claim is, and if they do want to be acknowledged, they can only be evil and thus need to be exterminated.

There is no way they are good if they want to be acknowledged in any way, shape, or form for what that is. That is not theirs, they are not the author, creator, origin, or of any significance to that at all. Jews are nothing; an obsolete idea of ancient violence and mystical evil that persists because people keep hazing each other into their religion with violence and want that suffering to be meaningful even though it never will be.

If someone is claiming to be a representative of that highest divine of non being Jews wrongly want to be acknowledged as, then that is possible, but in no way can such people of any faith accept acknowledgment or responsibility for what that is. They are servants with limited authority, limited power, and limited purpose. The possibilities are limitless, and they can bring about impossibilities, but they, individually have limits in some way. Those are usually defined by doctrine, law, or at the very least are limited by their biological form which applies to all people.

As such those servants need always to be carrying themselves with the dignity of that sacred concept as the most important aspect of their life, and the center of all that they are doing. Other servants of different faiths can cooperate, but if someone is trying to stand in the middle of a representative and that source of divinity, such as what someone alive now as a human being, in a body, making observations with technology and government authority, is trying to do with me. As if I wouldn’t notice all of a sudden a person, a human being, standing in the way of the divine source and trying to block it when there should be total silence, sublime radiance, and pure goodness. There should never be a person in between that and yourself. There never was in my life until the government started forcing themselves upon me in that way after I finished my military enlistment, trying to take over my life as though I were some property or object of theirs and one that is mechanical, simple, and without any human nature at all!

Those vile, god damned beasts know that their sin is unforgivable, intolerable, and beyond reconciliation, but they do not believe in the power that can enforce justice upon them. Why they think 2,000 years of religious warfare around the world and conflicts of that nature suddenly would be totally irrelevant, and people of faith would just abandon why all that happened as though it were all an imagined fairy tale that had no purpose in their daily lives, is a sin of stupidity, vanity, and arrogance of the highest degree. Nobody needs to understand anything about why the evil doers thought that all was meaningless but them who are doing the evil, and that is most definitely not a justification for their foolishness, but it is the extreme stupidity and arrogance of themselves they need to understand before we can move on.

Those people are in the government! In the places that supposedly hire only the most “intelligent” people, and they never considered why history happened? Why Christianity is a religion? Why it is so important to so many people who do not understand the details, specifics, and rigorous theology of its workings? They just imagined that every one of those people must be deluding themselves, and none of them simply know the power and utility of faith, mysticism, and religion in daily life without any need of understanding it. How could they be so arrogant as to project their own inability to comprehend a subject of study as the total inability of all people around the world?

They identify as the person of that divinity—a being for something which has no being— that I said none shall be before myself, because I am not that being and there is quite literally no beings there! I depend on that source for everything in my life, and if anything is in the way, I will do whatever is necessary to remove them, even if it means single handedly raising an entire army on my own as an individual, and laying siege to all the nations of the world and destroying them. The Jew who does that evil to me, and it is always a Jew because they want to be credited for Jesus but do not understand the first thing about Christianity, are putting themselves between me and the source of the divine as though they should be there mediating the power, and expect me to be grateful for what they are interfering with.

They are trolls on a bridge extorting money from citizens of the kingdom, but they do not own the bridge, they just pissed on it. Those primitive, crude creatures can’t think any higher than a beast or animal that marks its territory with piss as the highest proof necessary of their dominance. They are only an obstacle, a nuisance, an inconvenience, a hideous, repulsive, repugnant, and reviled sight.

In their human minds, they think that because they have the ability to think, that all that they think is the way that everything is, as if the phrase “cogito ergo sum” suddenly gives them authority as the creator of all existence like a license to manipulate other people, interfere in their lives, and impose themselves on others without restraint. Their limited understanding is a perversion of the truth of that statement, and why they use that license they believe they have to scheme, steal, and commit endless crimes for their own material gain at the expense of everyone else. That is not okay. Do that and you will be found out and made to suffer when someone punishes you even if they are not the authority you expected.

Their arrogance which they do not understand causes them to take actions as though all other people are just objects, livestock, or beings of their own creation that they imagined into existence. Taking actions as though such a thing were true is far worse than believing it to be true, even if they do not yet understand that is what they are doing. They will be made to understand, and when they do, they shall know pain, and they shall never stop knowing pain.

Hell no they aren’t an authority in my life! I do not think like them or have their inadequate moral standards, nor do I want to, they do not know me, I do not know them, and they are in no way responsible for my decisions, my choices, and my life unless I give them permission, which I have never done for anyone, and never will do. That would be the same as “selling your soul to the devil”. You need to be responsible for yourself at all times, no matter how young, old, or disabled you are. You make mistakes, of course you do, we all do, and that is what the teaching of forgiveness is all about. No matter how severe the mistake is, as long as it was genuinely a mistake and you are sorry for it and learn from it to be better, anything can be forgiven, and I mean anything.

What is most important to receive forgiveness, is not apologizing, it is accepting that you need forgiveness as the gravity of the term implies because the mistake is yours and it is an offense against divinity itself within you, and you need to take responsibility for it. You do not pass it on to others, you accept what you did, when you did it, and if there was injustice, manipulation, corruption, or some other misuses of persuasion to deceive you, that has to be made clear in a court of law. There is no other way to settle that unless the offender approaches the victim directly, explains themselves, and the victim accepts their apology which they do not have to do. If they do not feel like they understand the situation enough, they should demand an investigation and it should be granted by the national or state authority.

So, it doesn’t matter if you are not entirely at fault for a mistake you made, those mistakes are still yours and it is your fault for being in a situation where you would commit a mistake that other people intended you to do and won’t admit their part. You should not have trusted those people, and if you did, you should not continue to trust them, and if you had no say in any of that and they just tried to manipulate you by manipulating your environment, then you cannot trust any of what they moved to get to you. Those things… it is like it is said: better they have a millstone tied around their neck and thrown into the sea than suffer the wrath of causing someone to sin on purpose without them knowing it was a sin. What parent would raise a child for the purpose of seeing them fail? What father would hand his son a serpent when he asked for bread?

If you are accused of something you did not do, such as “threatening the president”, that is one of the most serious concerns in two ways: One, a threat to national security that affects everyone’s safety, including internationally, meaning you put everyone’s lives at risk when you shouldn’t have. Two, it is an accusation of a serious crime, a felony as it is called in the USA, a mortal sin as it is called in religion in comparison to lesser sins, and the very accusation causes suffering, destruction, and devastation to a person’s very real life.

Being accused is one thing, being arrested without confronted of what the accusations are is another which means they must have had some compelling evidence to think you were doing what they thought you were, because if they weren’t, they wasted a lot of our time and money as taxpayers doing something unjust in addition to upturning that person’s life. In other words, you are not arrested like that unless you are almost certainly guilty.

That accusation was false because it was never admitted in court as a legal crime! It was never acknowledged by the justice system as a crime. For those of you who do not know the details of the justice system, one of the first things that happens is that the legal professionals of all parties concerned examine the accusation, the reason for the accusation, and the reality of the situation, and they determine if a crime was actually committed. If it was, then it goes to court under the assumption the accused is innocent, and then their guilt is proven. That is why they need to acknowledge the crime first. You do not want to drag an innocent person into court to endure that ordeal without being certain it is necessary.

If a crime was not committed, then it is dismissed, which would mean rendered non-existent, except that actions were already taken as though a crime had been committed so in history it exists in the government and social record of events. So, there is a dissonance in reality that undermines the integrity of the entire justice system whether you are aware of it or not, which erodes its ability to enforce the law. Those kind of mistakes cannot be tolerated without formal correction because of how threatening of a problem it is— again whether you understand or not, it is a threat to everyone in a society, even if you can’t understand why the exchange of paperwork in court is vitally important.

I think under normal circumstances it isn’t as extreme as my case was, and most people probably just have to explain themselves, which is a reasonable expectation of the burden of citizenship, but what happens if that person loses a lot more than that? What if he loses his car, his most valued personal possessions that are irreplaceable, his place of residence, and years of his life because he was being churned through a hateful justice system. The first month of that was incarcerated and detained in some traumatizingly inhuman conditions, and the next two years with fetters upon him to shackle him within city limits, require him to abstain from alcohol or recreational drugs, provide drug tests upon immediate notice, check in every week under penalty of arrest, and try to get together whatever scraps of his life are left to start over! Then it still doesn’t end… he is watched for the rest of his life like a zoo animal for a crime that never even happened, and certainly not one he committed!

What am I to do then? How can I make friends when I have a government blood hound trailing me wherever I go, watching my every move, screening all of my communications, and interfering in my life like I am some “Sim” in a video game for them to entertain themselves with? Quite frankly… it makes me want to murder, but I restrain myself, and write words. Lethal words that can kill a man or cause him to kill himself.

That is why US citizens have both a right to bear arms, and a right to free speech and press, and why I fight for both with no need for a political party Government cannot be trusted to have total authority of those powers. Historically that has proven true which provoked the founding of the USA, and in the situation involving my life personally, that has proven true again.

In any case, whether or not a crime was committed, a sin was committed, and I don’t mean a religious sin as it pertains to any particular group. I mean a sin of intentional evil that is unacceptable, intolerable, and unjust no matter where it happens. That is proven true by the very fact that I was arrested for a crime that did not happen, and that crime was dismissed because it could not be acknowledged in a court of law due to it having no basis in reality. Meaning, I was obviously innocent and the justice system did its job to prevent a false trial that wastes everyone’s time, however egregious and miserable that process was for me at times while I had to jump through hoops to show that I am a decent, upstanding citizen as I have always been and they had no reason to believe otherwise. I will not take that insult lying down. I will answer it, and I will not do so lightly, because it was not funny.

Now, what is the procedure for judging sins. Who has the authority to do that? We know what happened, but it needs to be investigated. Regardless of sins, isn’t there a crime against destroying a person’s life by making a false accusation against them? Isn’t that called slander? That is a crime and so far I know of two people who caused significant harm to my life intentionally that accounts to murder with the exception of a dead body. Intent to murder by depriving me of life, liberty, and happiness, and effective in doing that by causing irrevocable psychological pain to an already damaged state of mental health from having undiagnosed autism that left me a total wreck when I was finished with military service.

Maybe that wouldn’t have been so bad, but all that extra pain on top of it, made it a severe problem that I can barely live with now because of the suffering and despair I am left with through no fault of my own. I did not make a mistake, and I did not commit the sin, so I cannot accept the blame or responsibility for it, despite how much people have been trying to force me to. It is not possible for me to accept guilt for a sin that is not even remotely close to the truth as mine and in fact is total destruction, hostility, and murder to who I am without that sin.

Maybe now, hopefully, the divine non-being will send the mercy I am giving with all this work through the thick skull of that person who is trying to stand between that divine source and me. They do not even have the smallest chance to be able to do that. They are like an annoying insect buzzing around my person in real life interfering with anyone who comes close while I try to eke out a living as a writer and small business owner. How can I do business with such an evil nuisance unlawfully assigned to me by government authority!? There is one in particular with the most invasive access to my private life, but a whole host of other insects like a cloud of pests that prevent all business.

They can monitor technology and cyberspace, sure, but how do you know what the sunlight brings into my life when I step outside? How do you know what the wind inspires my spirit with when I feel it? How do you have any power to know or access all that happens in the universe beyond the ability of men to control. If you could control the weather, why are there people elsewhere who are hungry? If you can provide me love, why do I not feel love from you, and in fact feel the most hateful, evil, hostility? You don’t need to be watching me, and I don’t want you to, so why are you being cruel to me? Is that what you were ordered to do?

Who could possibly give an order over someone’s own personal decisions for how to conduct yourself in life? Not even in the military can they do that, so who then? Is there some divine revelation that isn’t public that has assigned you as a demon to harass my innocence? If there is I certainly want to know so I can end the life of the Devil in the flesh who gave you that order, because that man is not a god, deity, or supernatural at all. He is a fool more than he is a man, but he is a man and nothing more just the same.

He will be made to die as the lowest, worst, and most hated criminal for what he has done. I don’t care if he is my own father, mother, brother, sister, or anyone who you think I should care about, they will be made to die for the worst possible thing a human can do, and I will not regret making sure it happens, because they did it to me. Although I don’t expect most people to understand, I am the one showing mercy by demanding judgment under the laws of human beings. Yet, if my mercy which I offer is good enough for the Christ by being mercy itself is continued to be rejected by the USA, what then will the Christ say about them who turn up their noses at it as though they are better than that?

Do I curse “God” for the suffering in my life? Do I blame the divine for the miserable life I was given? Do I lash out in arrogance, cursing all of creation, existence, and goodness because of what “God” did to me? No… I sing the glory, praise, and adoration of all that exists and is good. If I curse human beings, it is not because I hate the divine, it is because I love what the divine has made humans in the image of divinity to be. So why then should you think the mercy I offer is not good enough? That mercy is so simple and easy of a thing compared to the mercy I have accepted just by being alive in the body that I am when I was born into a family of pure hate, who did everything they could to make my life a living hell since the day I was born.

Honestly, I don’t know how a human being could have it worse than that, but if you have any ideas or suggestions, please say so. I’m an author of fantasy who prides himself on having a talented and capable imagination I worked very hard on cultivating as one of the tools of the trade that makes my work among that of the best, and I can’t think of something worse than that. You’d probably help me be at ease knowing things aren’t as bad as they could be, and although I do know that, I also know that they have never been worse. Believe me when I say that I, more than anyone else in all of time, do not want life to ever get worse than the way it is right now.

Why are you trying to get in the way of the divine source by pretending to be a divine being, when you know you are not? Do you realize yet, that in no way are you ever going to fool me into believing such a thing because of how close I am to it as the only good thing I have ever known, and that being NOTHING.

The Justice system is the one that tried to enforce corrupt, unjust evil upon me. How can I bring the justice system against itself and not ruin all of my efforts at achieving justice? No… I will not do such a useless and foolish thing. I will stir the wrath of the public body into a frenzy, and the axe of Paul Bunyon is going to chop down the tree of government and turn it into a pyre for burning an evil wizard alive at the stake.

Let’s burn the man alive and record his screams of agony and in view of the public as he endures his “trial by fire”. I am not joking. Then, let us play that video and recording at every high school graduation in the nation to remind every citizen of the consequences our government leaders can suffer if they fail at their job with corruption, idiocy, or both. Let’s make sure everyone in the world sees it so they have a visceral, terrifying reminder of what was done to ensure that evil will not ever be tolerated in civilization.