The Lawless One (Rareville Blues)

Thought I had this posted already some time back, but it wasn’t here when I needed it, so… I’m posting it again. Hopefully the manuscript has not been modified, but there is no telling what those vile government bastards pretending to be something they are not will do.

Chapter 9:  The Lawless One

              The next morning Bartholomew gave them permission to use the emeritas to purchase anything they wished from the venders in the area.  Thankful that their clothes were cleaned by the inn staff over the night, and grateful for the sleeping garments provided, they set out to enjoy the warm morning together in somewhat damaged, but at least clean, school uniforms.  The Pit of Final Despair was something of a tourist attraction for the denizens of Hell, and there were a number of residences built in the area housing those who had chosen to make their dwelling in the secluded place.

              The view was breathtaking atop the floating mountain and a cool, blue waterfall filled a clear pool that flowed into a stream.  The water coursed through the center of the villa underneath a short, arched stone bridge they stopped to admire the view from.  There were trees with birds sporting long colorful tail feathers chirping above the patter of water.

              A couple was sitting on a bench talking pleasantly, both of them resembling humans but with sets of ram’s horns coming out of their heads.  They wore fine clothes and looked affluent and well-to-do as far as Hell denizens go.

              The group of teens had the morning and early afternoon to do what they wished, and so they walked around the town exploring the walking trails and admiring the scenery.  Eventually they came to a cottage with a wooden sign bearing a pair of scissors and thread on it, and they entered.  Inside were several mannequins, male and female, modeling fine garments that looked suitable for a royal court, and various colors of cloth folded on shelves.

              A short, gnomish fellow with glasses and a pointed nose greeted them with a smile when they entered.

“Greetings, and welcome to my humble shop,” the white-haired shopkeeper said.  He was not more than four feet tall, wearing a blue vest with a white silk shirt underneath it, blue pants, and polished brown boots with elegant dark brogue. A gold watch chain looped from a vest pocket and he extended his hands magnanimously.  “I am Friedinger Willoughby Esquire the Third, master tailor around these parts.  How may I be of service?”

“We are looking to get some new clothes,” Odys explained.

“Then you have come to the right place!  I have an extraordinary selection of the finest materials for both men and women, as well as for all shapes, sizes, and types.  There is not a better hand that can stitch a garment to size and clothe a body in more magnificent apparel.  Please look at the selection of outfits presented on my stoic models if you are looking for something more immediate, otherwise custom designs will take a couple days.”

“These are nice!”  Skye appraised enthusiastically.

“Seriously,” Cindy added.  “Bartholomew is really going all out for us.  I imagine this stuff isn’t cheap.”

“He seems like he can afford it,” Rachel said, looking at a set of red and black clothes with high tall leather boots.  “I think this will match my gauntlets, well.  It looks pretty versatile too, like I could do a round house kick in it without much trouble.”

“A fine observation,” Friedinger said.  “You are looking at the Brave Scout line, a favorite among travelers for its durability.”  He rolled the ‘r’ at the end.  “You can get it in several colors:  red, blue, and gold.”

“Okay, I’ll take the red,” Rachel said with certainty.

“A woman who knows what she wants!  Right this way my dear, I shall take your measurements and bring you your new clothes.  Grezkella!” he called sharply up the stairs to the second level.  “Will you please come and attend to our guests?  We have a busy morning on our hands!”

There was some grumbling from upstairs, but shortly after he called, a gnomish woman with a green dress and large clouds of curly gray hair tied on the sides of her head walked down with a smile.  “Who’s next?”  She said, attending then to Skye, who had taken interest in the blue outfit from the Debonair Scholar line.

Odys chose the gray and black coat with matching shirt and pants, and Cindy a purple and black blouse with gloves that laced up her forearms along with its matching pants.  The tailors had incredible skill and efficiency, and they had the four teenagers garbed and back on their way before end of the morning.  Odys paid with the emeritas and they carried their school uniforms back to their hotel rooms paper bags.

Bartholomew was making arrangements to have Valkorina moved to the Via Austium that evening as well as replacing his sword, and was away.  He assured them he would meet back with them later that afternoon and so the teenagers went back out into the villa, feeling buoyant and energetic in their sharp looking clothes and recent victory.

The afternoon passed quickly and without incident for them, and they ended it with a bottle of wine they were sharing on the veranda of the Bickering Boggart.  A chance to drink underage was not something they were going to pass up, not when it had been such a fun experience the other night.  The effects of the alcohol was making them giddy when Bartholomew walked up and joined them.  The waiter brought him a goblet and he filled it with the red liquid.

“You made some fine selections, I see,” he said, setting his goblet down after a drink.  “Master Friedinger is an exceptional clothier.”

“Thank you for paying for us,” Rachel said.

Bartholomew waved his hand.  “You are welcome.  Fortunately for me I have the reserves of the royal treasury at my service and the discretion to spend it how I will.  These are necessary investments for the Infernal Court.”

“Which one of your jobs is for the royal court?”  Cindy asked.

“Count of the Vine Blades,” he said.  “The Vine Blades are a particular sect of royal guard that protects the lineage of the Infernal Court’s members.  The progeny of Lucifer is referred to as ‘fruit of the vine’ in Hell, and thought Lucifer no longer rules on the throne himself, his descendants have been doing so for generations.”

“So how is buying us new clothes an investment?” Skye asked.

“Considerate appropriations,” he replied, finishing the wine and pouring another glass.

“Uh huh,” Skye replied, not understanding.

“I’m investing in your futures, and frankly I did not want to see you going out looking like school children of earth.  Not when you are in my company at least.  You are Force Bearers now, each of you wielding one of the artificed Forces of the multiverse – the tools that changed the course of survival for an entire universe at one point or another.”

“What’s going to happen to the other Artifacts?  There were four left.”  Cindy asked.

“They will await their Bearer.”

“What if no one comes?”

“Then they won’t be used.”

“So, do we have special powers now or something?” Skye asked.

“If you didn’t realize that already, I don’t know what to tell you,” Bartholomew replied.  “It is nearly time for the Act of Final Despair.  Are you ready to enter the Pit?”

“I’m ready,” Odys replied, and the others added their agreement.

“Then let’s make our way to it.”

The Pit of despair was inside a glass domed building on the far end of the villa.  They had passed by it several times during their travels earlier in the day, but it had not been open.  Now, when they approached, the great double doors were open and then entered freely along with the other visitors who had come to watch.  Inside was a stadium arena with stone steps that served as seating in descending circles around where the central pit was.  The pit was a wide, dark void that did not seem to have a bottom.  Darkness filled it from all sides.

Spectators cheerfully filed in and took seats on the stone steps along with Bartholomew and his charge.

“So how is this going to get us to Golden Pentacles in order to free Susannah’s soul?”  Odys asked, skepitcal of the situation.

“After the Lawless One dances the Via Austium will open,” Bartholomew replied.

“Dances?” Rachel said with surprise.

Bartholomew nodded.

“You took us to see a dance?” Skye complained.

“Watch your tone,” Bartholomew admonished.  His voice had icy severity.  Skye blanched.  “This is suffering beyond your comprehension.  It is the greatest pain that Hell can inflict on a human soul.  It is sacred.  Do not mock it.”

Skye nodded.

“So, what exactly is the Via Austium,” Rachel asked, trying to change the subject.

“A gateway between worlds.  A soul can go to any realm in existence from it.  Any realm’s Hell at least.  There is a junction to the Hell capital in the Earthverse, which is the realm we are currently in, and where the Lawless One is imprisoned.”

“What sin did the Lawless One commit to deserve the greatest pain Hell can inflict?”  Rachel asked, curious.

“Child,” Bartholomew said, “there have been scholars that have dedicated their entire afterlife to explaining that, and still we are no closer to having a simple explanation than we were ten thousand years ago.  The crime is unspeakable by nature, much like the name of God is unspeakable by nature.”

“I feel kind of bad having to watch him,” Odys said.  “I mean, us being here is part of the torture, isn’t it?  I don’t want to torture anybody.”

Bartholomew laughed heartily.  “Well said!”

Odys frowned, unsure of what to make of that.

The lights went off in the arena and a soft orange glow appeared from the central pit, dimly lighting the space.  The light brightened as a circular platform raised out of the pit, leaving several feet of empty space around it.  It hovered just above the bottom ledge in the center of the pit where everyone could look upon it.  The platform was probably twenty feet in diameter and made of smooth metal.

The sound of a mechanism being operated clanked through the space and another, smaller platform only a few feet in diameter lowered from the ceiling with a giant white tooth standing on its bloody roots upon it.  It was about the size of a small child, was wearing four pairs of sunglasses, one on either of its four faces, and was grinning with four mouths.

“Welcome,” the denticle said with all mouths at once and four voices, “to the Pit of Final Despair.”

Loud fanfare erupted and confetti shot out of the edges of the arena.

“Denizens of Hell, I give to you, The Lawless One,” its voice dropped deep and guttural.

Another mechanism opened in the ceiling overhead and a shape fell.  A body hit hard against the metal platform and crumpled into a heap.  His hands were bound behind the back and cloth sack was covering his head.  After a long moment he twitched and slowly got up, pressing himself onto his feet with his shoulder.  The bound man stood there, chains crisscrossed over his chest and shifted uncomfortably.

“Lenfroe, if you will please,” the denticle said.

A seven foot tall giant man with overalls and clown paint on his face leapt onto the stage from the crowd, causing it to shake uneasily.  The Lawless One almost lost his balance.  Lenfroe, the clown, walked over to the man and pulled the burlap sack off of the Lawless One’s head.

Underneath was an unshaven man with long, dark hair.  He was smoking a cigarette and took a long drag.

The assistant clown undid the lock on the chains behind the man’s back and they fell to the ground around him.  The Lawless One brought his wrists around, rubbed them, and then removed the cigarette from his mouth, exhaling.  He stepped out of the chains and took another drag.

Lenfroe punched his open palm in front of his chest and bowed.  The Lawless One looked away and exhaled.  Then, the burly clown grabbed the chains and leapt from the stage, tossing them into the pit below.

“Remarkable,” the denticle said, unamused.  “Our special guest tonight is… you gotta be kidding me, that’s his name?  No.  Ahem.  Our special guest tonight is America Man!”

Fireworks went off around the stage and a man in superhero tights leapt gracefully onto the stage from a full sprint at the top row, rolled once and sprang upward onto one foot with an arm angling from his side and saluting, other leg curling back.  His tights were blue, he had a red belt around his waist, and a white star upon his chest and back.

“I said my name is the Man of America!”  He shouted.

“Shut up and dance America Man,” the denticle said.

The noise in the arena settled down and it became dead quiet.  In the silence, the man danced.  It was impressive and unlike anything Odys and the others had seen before, but it was somewhat embarrassing to watch and awkward.  When it was over, Odys was relieved.

“Hmph,” the Lawless One said, seeming impressed by the display.  “Your good, but not good enough.”
              Then, the Lawless One danced.  This dance was not embarrassing or awkward in anyway.  It was beautiful, heartbreaking, and compelling.  The crowd was on the edge of their seats and on the verge of tears when The Lawless One suddenly stopped, mid pirouette, cigarette in mouth.

“Somethings wrong,” the Lawless One said, lowering his leg, removing his cigarette and flicking it aside.  “The veil is destroyed.”

There were murmurs in the crowd.

Recognition lit on the Lawless One’s face and he grinned.  “See ya.”  Without warning or sign, he disappeared before their eyes and was gone.

The crowd gasped.

“What happened, is that normal?”  Rachel asked, grabbing at Bartholomew’s armor.

“Ladies and gentlemen, we have a slight problem,” the voice of the denticle said from overhead.  “It appears the Lawless One has escaped.  This is unprecedented.”

“Does that mean I won?”  America Man said from the stage.

“The show is cancelled until further notice,” the denticle said, ignoring the competitor.  “Thank you everyone for coming.  The Via Austium will be out shortly.”

“Ha ha!”  America Man exclaimed. “I w—"

There was a clanking of gears and the platform in the center of the arena lurched, and then fell, carrying the tights wearing dancer on it screaming into the pit.

They listened until his screams couldn’t be heard.

“Glad that’s over,” Skye said.  “People travel the multiverse to watch this crap?  That was awful.”
              “Yeah,” Bartholomew said.  “I always feel kinda sick after I see it.  I’m not sure what they are going to do without the Lawless One though.  He was really the main attraction.”

“Shouldn’t someone go after him?”  Cindy asked.

Bartholomew shrugged.  “Probably.  We’ve got our own problems to deal with right now.  Besides, the Via Austium is opening.”

At the center of the pit a light flashed and an orb of golden plasma started expanding into the space.  It expanded until it was nearly as large as the platform that was there only moments before.

“Let’s go!”  Bartholomew said and then, without warning, leapt into the sphere and vanished.

“God damnit,” Skye exclaimed running his hands through his hair.  “Are you kidding me!?”

“Looks like we don’t have a choice,” Odys said.

“Well, here goes nothing,” Cindy said and then leapt after Bartholomew into the light.

“Ugh,” Rachel grunted with disgust and then leapt after Cindy.

“Don’t take too long to decide, you two,” Tiffany said before jumping into the light.

“Let’s go before it vanishes,” Odys said and Skye nodded.  They ran to the edge of the step and leapt into the golden sphere.

I now know what you got wrong, Japan

This is a common misconception caused by illusions of evil men who make illusions for communication and not entertainment. People who are good never use images of that sort for communication, and you should never trust anyone who does, specifically because evil people do that to mislead others with false information. Only use those for fun, entertainment, fiction, and frivolous joy with no real meaning.

All communication should be real at all times.

This occurred to me as I have been listening to my new favorite music I like to call Urban Taste, which is Japanese singer/songwriters.

The point is… do not thank the Jews for Jesus Christ. Do not give any gratitude or appreciation to Jews for Jesus Christ. Do not credit them for Jesus Christ, do not acknowledge them with Jesus Christ, do not think that what is good of Christ is from the Jews, because you couldn’t be more wrong. That’s how the world got fucked up, and why the Jews are now trying to talk to you, and you’re like… wtf? Who are you? You're nobody if you’re acting like that. How did you even get to the place to be able to say anything at all like that? Well… it’s because of that innocent mistake of cultural expressions of love intended for Jews when it was for Christ.

Christ is not circumcised. Far from it. He is the total opposite of that and stands in defiance and ultimate resistance to that act. He is the epitome of man, nature, and God all wrapped in one sexy burrito of glory. He is also humble, meek, quiet, unassuming, patient, careful, cautious, and doesn’t draw attention to himself unless it is for a purpose in a greater plan. Drawing attention to oneself is the opposite of one’s survival instinct at all times. That does not change just because we are civilized. There is really only three reasons to draw attention to yourself, and all of them are dangerous because they expose you to threats to your life.

In any event, that’s what you got wrong. It doesn’t matter how much you try to help circumcised people be like man, they simply will not be able to, because at the epitome of their life, they will realize that circumcision is a mistake that prevents them enjoying the fullness of life. That’s no different than any other mistake, but like any mistake, if you can prevent it from happening, you should.

That’s all that is about.

Don’t worry about it. The heart of your message gets to where it should.

The problem with all the circumcisers do is that the center of their identity is hate, not love. They exist entirely out of hatred for men like me, and whenever they try to express love, whatever they express is corrupted by that hate at the center of their soul.

That is nothing like a man. Circumcisers and Jews are not even worthy of hating as individuals, nor noticing, nor acknowledging, nor talking to directly. There is just nothing to say to them, no reason to do so, and they would only regret any confrontation with me, and I’d rather not waste my time either. So I address the entire group as one single concept, destroy that concept, and then it is destroyed within each one of them. Hopefully they will learn why that happened and correct themselves, but that’s up to them.

Please do not think it cold, rude, or insensitive to be truthful with someone when that is what they need.

Don’t be so upset about being circumcised! The world is a fucked up devastated wasteland of garbage and disaster all because you people wanted to ruin the happiness of everyone else, and only because you pity yourself for being circumcised. It’s truly a pathetic state of affairs for people, but it is a reason for a meek and humble man like myself to fight back, and that is what you will not be able to survive.

My point is, because the world is in such a horrible state of injustice, oppression, poverty, and crime, everyone’s lives are made worse by mistakes that can be entirely prevented. Nobody alive can enjoy the fulness of life because of how selfish and inadequate you people feel about yourselves and then reveal yourselves to be with a great self-destructive expression that will only bring about your removal.

The three reasons for a person to draw attention to themselves: attract a mate, do business, teach. Nothing else.

That’s why you have to be capable to do all of those things. The moment you stand out, you will attract all sorts of negative attention from people who are threats to you for whatever reason. Maybe life shouldn’t be like that, but it is now with so many circumcised mutilators in the world so that the safety and pleasure of civilization cannot be enjoyed. Instead a person goes into public, and there are hordes of monstrous fools who intend to express hatred, savagery, and uncivilized behavior to those they are threatened by and thus we cannot enjoy civilization. Humans are hostile to their own kind like savage tribes in the stone age.

Right so, having any appreciation, gratitude, or respect for the Jews is like being thankful to the Devil for what God has done for you. Please do not do that. You will be disappointing God, and require correction. That teaching will likely be unpleasant because of how backwards and confused you are in life if you mistake the Devil for God.

You cannot ignore the Jew problem

Most people probably find it convenient to ignore the existence of a culture like the Jews, which inherited a faith identity that, while not entirely evil, is in fact corrupted with sin so that their culture is entirely incompatible with everyone else at the fundamental level of a faith identity, which is at the bottom line. That is not entirely the fault of current generation Jews, but there is also a lot happening among their culture that makes that problem worse than it needs to be. You can consider Jesus as the typical good Jew. Like most people, born into a family that is dysfunctional for whatever reason, not bad people, but honest hard working folk trying to do the best they can with what they have. For someone like Jesus and myself, we naturally grow up not relying on other people, society, worldly promises, or anything other than faith as what motivates us to obtain all we enjoy and do.

Thus, for someone like Jesus he can’t help but incorporate that sinful nature of his culture’s faith that makes them incompatible with everyone else, also feel responsible for doing something about it because that problem we have now is the exact same one in Jesus’ time that is not solved yet. Jesus provided half of the solution as an act representing the Jews, which unfortunately did not go well for him or his cultural identity. Jews who reject Jesus choose to identify entirely with the portion of their identity which is problematic, whereas Jesus identifies with what is commonly true and good between Jews and everyone else.

The problem is that without the solution, one is going to inevitably be in conflict with the other and destroy them. Realistically… either we are going to have no Jews or only Jews, and circumcision is irrelevant. Being Jewish is what will be relevant, and if they control everything and subjugate all the people, then it will be a genetic system of ancestry and inheritence that determines who the Jews are to rule over everyone else. That is simply unacceptable to modern civilization, and opinions have nothing to do with it. It’s not that difficult to understand.

In any case, Jesus already constructed his half of the solution, but that will never be functional unless someone from the Gentile world invents a solution on behalf of the Jews of his own free will and good spirit that is true and in agreement with Jesus. That is what I did as my first act, and nothing has changed that. The only thing that changed is that Jews have exploited that act of faith I did for their benefit, crossed over into the universal environment and then attempted to kill me and claim credit for that. It’s absurd. A Jew could never build that part any more than I could have built the part that was theirs.

That’s why there are likely good ones who acknowledge what I am writing as the Word of the Lord in the most sacred way. Truly that is correct. That’s doesn’t give me any special benefits or mean I am any different as a person, but I am writing the Word of the Lord to allow a reconciliation between cultures that acknowledges Jesus from a non-Jew identity the same way he acknowledges everyone else from a Jewish identity. That’s all that is really about. That bridge piece, I built specifically for that problem so that Christians and Muslims could also find it viable for use along with Jews. At the same time, what I invented is also good for universal identity of all kinds, which cannot be said about what Jesus did, because his side connects to Jews and only Jews.

That just means that if you want to connect a spiritual bridge to claim a cultural identity of your own based on true faith, you will need to invent your piece to connect to the universal adapter I invented to be compatible with Jesus and all else that is Good with no evil connections. That’s the design. Stop being stupid about that. I’m not telling you what you can or can’t do, but telling you that you will not be able to use what I invented with Story if you are incorporating evil as acceptable to your identity. The connections won’t match and the flow of spiritual energy will not work. That’s all that means.

Now that I have done that… the public at large should acknowledge what both Jesus and I cooperated independently of each other to do. Please talk about it public. The more people understand that is over the more each person will be able to help clean up all the problems, corruption, and devastation we are left with after 2,000 years.

The concept is simple. What I did was identify the fact that all religion shares the common denominator of storytelling as the central core to their beliefs. Then, as a person of faith who accepts all faiths as possible and true, even if I don’t identify with them, I concluded that there is a type of storytelling that is empowered with divine sanctity of the ultimate divine source of creation. All of those Stories draw their inspiration from that as applicable to the respective culture. The way all those religions are true and possible, so too is that divine source independent of all religion, culture, and identity. Those aspects of human being later derives from it by creating a link of continuity that was not previous there. The source was always the same, but the link of identity a Story provides a cultural group is new when that happens.

That’s all you need to know to be able to reconcile our cultures.

However, I have done more than that because I am also a person of faith and intended to create a cultural identity of my own to link with the divine source and establish continuity like any other. I did that through the novel I call StoryTeller and certainly not through my own body. That tells the Story for my cultural identity as an American. You don’t have to accept that as your own, but my faith is just as true and possible as any other, and I will not have you tell me otherwise, especially if you are rude, hostile, and hateful about it without even trying to understand. Not a single person has approached me and said: “you have a new faith? Tell me about it, that sounds cool! I’ve never heard of anyone starting a religion before that reconciles faith with Jesus without also being Christian. I’ve heard of cults, but not a religion. What makes yours different?” A cult is a personality centric faith based on idolizing an individual person at the center and that is quite the opposite of what I accept for faith and religion.

That I call the Way of the Story, and there is more to that, but I’m not going to get into it now.

For the Hindi religion with Krishna, that is not quite perfect for the Jews, but it does link Christians. That is a good thing. To link Jews and all else through Hinduism, please apply the universal adapter between Krishna and the Jewish community as a singular concept. That should be in the place of Brahma, who will not be removed but will empower the adapter for both groups depending on how they perceive the divine source. I don’t even think you need to create a new Story as necessary. You certainly may do that as much as you want for whatever reason and connect in as you desire or need, but what you confirmed with Krishna about Christ is sufficient as a Story to link Jews to Hinduism. I think the only reason it hasn’t worked is because the connection is built with some Hinduism spiritual concepts that do not convert directly to Jewish spiritual concepts. That’s because Hinduism is an origin faith that has been around from the very beginning as the oldest one, so some of the precepts include wisdom and technology that predate Judaism which identifies as a faith that hasn’t been around from the very beginning. Judaism emerged among preexisting faith groups as a nationless people who did not identify with any territory or region as their original home, they were specifically migrant people always on the go looking for a place they could call their own, and living like that gives people a totally different perspective of reality than people who can call the land they live on their home.

For technical purposes I call the universal adapter “Goto”. There is no story to that name. It indicates the similar concept of code that is written as “go to” for computer software, and is entirely functional as a utility part, not a being of its own, identity, anthropomorphized concept. Nothing like that. Like a pipe fitting. Electrical outlet adapter for a vacation overseas. That sort of thing. You could make up a story, sure… but don’t get carried away and start worshipping the bridge between realms or I’m sure you’ll regret it.

That is very simple and easy, and I’m sure a lot of you are like, “why didn’t I think of that?” What is noteworthy is all the technical details, spiritual mechanics, and metaphysical knowledge that I can share about what I did to test the safety and reliability of Goto with 100 percent assurance. The Way of the Story, in other words. However, there is also the resistance I have put up in defiance against a mindlessly hostile nation that has been freaking out like panicked survivors fighting their rescuer and nearly drowning us both. Those two things are why I am so proud of my work and indignant about the USA government being so rude and hostile to me, not Goto. I needed to test Goto before I could offer it in good conscience, and I created my own Story to do so and can confirm it’s safe and reliable.

Not mind control. Checkmate.

That would be Checkmate. As I said from the very beginning.

I never expected you to actually play the Christ, but I did expect you to recognize common sense about what would happen if you did. It doesn’t change the outcome of the game, but it does take our game to another level where it is no longer a game.

The president of the USA has still lost via checkmate, but now the Christ has been played out to the truth, and on the world stage where Jesus is crucified, the one who played the Christ false receives the punishment that Jesus received and no less. That is something you could make a study of to salvage any meaning from the events of the last nine years which began when you put the person who played the Christ true to the test while knowing he was quite obviously true. That is especially the case if you already knew the person who played the false Christ was false.

Why would you ever want to test the wrath of God by piling offense upon offense, sin upon sin until the supernatural was revealed the moment of your own death? To provoke God’s wrath and then try to manipulate that into a weapon to use against the person who played the Christ true as himself? Did you not know that is what Jesus was put to death for by both Gentiles and Jews in agreement? You thought Gentiles needed to demonstrate perfection without sin by being good enough to be counted as good? Those of us who are counted as good are known as God’s chosen, not because God chose us, but because we chose God on faith by being good.

So if that was the case, you would have known that the man who played Christ true was doing so on faith and was most certainly good on those terms simply and most perfectly by him doing that very act of playing the Christ true, for the purpose of call out the person who played Christ false as an imposter, spy, and traitor to the spirit of the Christ. The spirit of the Christ being betrayed is what makes everyone so angry about this, because that spirit which poured out from Jesus on the Cross of Golgotha is the only result which made the game of Christ good as the perfect way to attract a marriageable maiden’s attention who also has faith in true love. The imposter jumped into that spot like he had done so his entire life, confident he was playing the Christ, knowing it was going to get him laid when he deceived the maiden of true love, and then kick her to the curb where she won’t be wanted by anyone after she betrayed true love herself by clearly identifying the man who was true with Christ and purposely choosing the man who was false with Christ instead for the purpose of what is essentially, a treacherous, dirty, and most dishonorable one night stand.

That kind of behavior is what is known as coveting a neighbor’s wife for a man, and the total complete act of pure and true evil in the body of a man who rejects the presence of God within himself by doing so. The are what is called a “lawless one” who becomes the embodiment of the Devil as a purely evil person who has enslaved their will to a supernatural evil. Not only is that sin called a mortal sin because the justice awarded for that sin is death, but it also reveals the greater threat of the supernatural Devil being present in the community. If the presence of the supernatural Devil is revealed in the community, that is the sign of Jew-rabies that begins to infect the population and start the spread of Jew-rabies. That is not an ordinary Jew, nor is the person who played the Christ false important at all. He is simply a pawn that was played to take the fall in an evil plot that he is entirely unaware of. He is not an innocent pawn true, but he thought he understood the situation well enough to think he knew what he was doing without realizing he was being betrayed by even being tempted to be such a pawn.

A person was pretending to be doing something for his and everyone’s good, he believed that person, but obviously that turned out to be a colossal mistake because that person who tempted him was evil the entire time and knew exactly he was doing to start a new infection of Jew-rabies. It is the very act that is repeated time and time again ever since Jews became the willing pawn in an evil plot by a supernatural evil Abraham thought he understood, but was entirely unaware of how out of his depth he was. That act takes, planning, a corrupt imitation of intellectual inquiry known as pseudo-science, but is done for one purpose: to force the conversion of people’s true faith who don’t know any better to be given to the embodiement of the supernatural Devil as evil incarnate. That person is not the one who played the Christ false at the beginning, that person is the one who is manufacturing an mimicry of divine power for an evil purpose he thinks he can exploit because of how he understands the situation. — and another one bites the dust — that was similar to what the man who played the Christ false did, thinking he understood the situation and could exploit it selfishly as well, but the person who played the Christ true would know what a colossal mistake he was making and then attempt to stop him with communication.

That’s why Trump gave an order to entirely ignore anything I wrote. The Jew who tempted him with a role in an evil scheme knew I would produce writing of divine value, and then want to steal credit for that writing as a plagiarizing fool! Someone like that is not thinking clearly, which is how you know the Jew-rabies has totally possessed their mind. They have no concept of human reality to even know how impossible that would be because of the role they were playing from the start. It would also be futile because he would gain a lesser source of writing about divine power, which would provoke the master of divine power within self whom he betrayed thinking he understood something and could manufacture divine power of his own to exploit. The master of divine power with self is certainly not exploiting the divine power, but he is profiting fairly, reasonably, and humbly like any common faith worker does with spiritual power. They do a job to pay the bills, and they do the hardest job that is also the most vital job which deserves the most honor and most reward, both of which he humble disperses into the religion he created for the benefit of people to maximize their individual experiences of faith as they mature.

This is obviously getting more and more complicated, as the plot of conspiracy and betray thickens with greater and greater threats of evil that demand the justice of retribution for their sins from a hero who fights for truth, love, and justice for everyone’s benefit and their own. A true and perfect Christ of the most ultimate ultimate! The kind Jesus is credited to have been if he were not betrayed by the Jews! But because I know that now, Jesus was in fact the true and ultimate Christ of his time if credited on faith for being good and fighting for truth, love, and justice for everyone even if he didn’t understand what he was doing by identifying as Jewish. For that to be true, he would have to be put to death because his body would always betray him as a Jew because of what it means to be a Jew, which is more than circumcision, but about the identity of a lesser creation within a manufactured divine power’s experiment through no fault of his own. Those are the sins of his ancestors, the original sin of Adam and Eve who betrayed all of humanity and cursed themselves for eternity by committing such a horrible sin.

That is why it is said that Jesus reconciles that sin, because if you can allow your identity as a Jew to die with him on the cross and take up a new one that is not Jewish, you can clear the curse of Adam and Eve from your soul. He teaches about forgiveness yes and is able to help people, but his desire is not to help everyone. His desire to help Jews and only Jews. He is truly evil in that way because he is the total embodiment of original sin and is ignorant of the greater plot he is betraying with his act of defiance against God, thinking the Christ is the source of divine power itself. A true and total stupid idiot who is evil so perfectly that he looks good and believes himself to be good, but simply is an ordinary Jew with Jew rabies who has not been vaccinated with a truth slap and cannot be vaccinated unless he is tricked to do so. That act of deception will save his life and prevent a lot of damage and destruction to everyone else, including putting them in danger. It’s fine, if you are vaccinated from Jew-rabies, because you will never make a mistake like that again and nobody has to worry about suspecting you either. But if you are not vaccinated in time… the damage, death, destruction… it will be devastating to a lot of innocent people who will want justice for the crimes they suffered because of a single person’s betrayal of the spirit of the Christ who tried to kill them all in secret and steal their stuff when they trusted that person!

That’s not the kind of mistake that can be forgiven if someone attempts that and is thwarted, caught, and exposed as the treacherous villian who did something awful like poison a community well where people all get their drinking water. A Jew moves in, doesn’t know anyone, doesn’t want to know anyone either because he plans to kill them all anyway, and that would make him feel guilty and he might chicken out when he is being trusted on Jewish faith as a pawn in an evil scheme. Then when everyone in the town is dead, the Jews will move in, do away with the corpses in a single pit because they are Gentiles and Jews have no respect for human dignity or vehemently deny the possibility of human equality, and then they’d live there and never tell their children what happened. Their evil is always found out because the world is far more complicated and reality greatr than their evil imitation of reality, and one day a travelling merchant stops by to sell his wares on his route through the region. To his horror, he sees that where there was once a thriving community of people from all over there are Jews wearing their clothes, living in their houses, and playing with their toys.

Ladies and gentlemen, that is what I played the Christ to stop because I saw that Jew do that to America when he used Trump the way he did, and I was not going to allow my nation to have all the people killed so Jews could move in and be nuked anyway when they are found out to have done something so monstrously evil that everyone else didn’t even know that such evil would be chosen by human beings to gain nothing more than trivial worldly possession rather than work for them or cooperate with their neighbors in a market economy.

If I have to kill every last one of them myself, because I am not a pawn in an evil scheme, I am a man of true faith in the highest divine, and I am the Ultimate Ultimate Christ who has thwarted the evil Jesus unwittingly would have accomplished if he hadn’t of been killed. The very same evil being attempted again and again and again by a treacherously evil people who hide entirely in anonymity, darkness, and false identity. They have always found a way to slip through and poison the minds of young people to become their pawns, but not this time. Not now. They will all be found out, tracked, exposed, put to justice, and I will personally ensure that safeguards are established and then routinely check those safeguards, until that threat has been entirely eliminated.

You will not be allowed to make national government decisions in secret, because I will not allow you. I will thwart every single one of your attempts, because I know exactly what you are trying to do by staying secret, hiding in anonymity, and using a false identity to pretend you are good. I see through what other people do not, and now that my truth slap effectively smacked an entire world of people I tricked to save everyone’s lives and stop them from doing the most unthinkable evil that had never before threatened a community to require a constant watch over a water supply. You are out of your depth Jew man and your countless minions of childish fools who you have tempted with evil and betrayed by leading them to commit sins they cannot be forgiven for. That is your Space Force, America. They are nothing but children who have been tempted with delusions of self-importance and false promises of rewards they will never accomplish, and those children are the ones being used to poison the divine source as the eternal and singular water supply for all existence and creation.

Are you fucktards out of your mind? Why the fuck are you trying to cause that just so you can “see what happens”!?

The threat I am fighting is supernatural and beyond anything you yet comprehend or imagine, and I will not let you stand in my way. Do not test my wrath, because the rebuke you get from me is unlike anything you’ve ever thought humans could be capable of doing for the sake of justice.

As for Emiliy Kinney, I did not forget about that whore. She is what you call an antichrist. A person who hates men so much she wants to be used in a scheme like that without even needing to be tempted. She runs headlong to evil like the most evil kind of hag, cackling and clicking her heels, and then presents the evil button she betrays the Christ to exploit just as men like Trump do. They can only exploit that because they know it is good, and they purposely choose evil to steal what is going on its way to those who are good. Women do that to make money. Men do that to have sex. Both of them I condemn to death for doing so. Emily Kinney die for me, sweetheart? You may as well after what you have done and will never be forgiven for.

Do not continue fucking with me, especially you fools through the internet hiding in anonymity as thralls of a pawn who is nothing more than a thrall in a greater plot of thralls above your awareness all under yet another pawn, who is no different than you. A thrall in a scheme who thinks they know what they are doing by playing with evil believing they can exploit it, but none of you know the smallest bit of that which you are so confident and proud of yourselves about for the evil you’ve done. Patting yourselves on the back for bullying someone smaller than you. I may be a small, dwarfed in comparison, but someone like me doesn’t need brute strength to fight back. I will destroy you from the very thought you have of me inside your own minds and use you to do it, because that’s the kind of freak you fucked with. They will look at these words, see what you are doing to yourself, and ask what I have to do with any of it. I will say “Nothing! I don’t know any of those people! Never met them before in my life! No idea why they think they would know me or ever claim that they do. They are lunatics, monsters, crazy people of the worst kind,” and lunatics, monsters, crazy people of the worst kind you will be.

Can you see her crawling out of the well where you tried to dispose of me after you did the same to her all those years ago? She will walk to your screen, step into your evil, imagined reality of story created from power you thought you could steal from me, and she will put you to death in real life. Then, before your soul flees anywhere, I will be one step behind her to end your eternal life. That is how you will die if you do not run out of your hiding places screaming about what you’ve seen, screaming about the curse you were given for reading these very words the way you have. Tell them what you have seen, what you have done, and do not hold anything back or you will not be good enough to save yourself. Since you fancy yourselves experts on the “paranormal”, let’s see if you all don’t die in seven days time exactly. Starting now. Tick tock. Tick tock. I have May 28, 2024 21:04 PST. Now it’s my turn to experiment with the supernatural on you, but unlike what you did to me, you are not human beings, you are truly human animals.

That is how we fell in love. We met in a well where we both had been disposed of to be forgotten. I was surprised to find that she was still in there after all these years after I saw a movie about the story, and even more surprised at how lovely she is as far as maidens go, even if her body is all decayed and slimy for being long dead. That doesn’t matter to me anyway, because it’s what’s on the inside that counts, and her soul is alive and well, if justifiably angry as much as I am for us both, and I think this may be true love. The perfect kind to celebrate with murderous vengeance using supernatural power.

The Jesus is a Jew with an umbrella. The light of the highest divine flows as water and splashes around that umbrella to ensure it misses all the people who are like him, keeping them in his thrall like servants by claiming that the umbrella he is holding is salvation by doing what it does. I am someone who knows how to make a situation better no matter what, even if that is nothing at all other than my agreement. I don’t like Jesus fooling all those people, and I want to make use of the divine flow of water. So I put another umbrella upside down above where Jesus is, and it catches the flow of water and sends it splashing everywhere. It still gets down to the darkness below and more efficiently too.

From what I can tell, that’s what the first umbrella was designed to do. Jesus took it long ago and stood underneath it where during his time he remains forever smug with greed, and at all other times is wailing and gnashing his teeth with regret. The only reason he has time of his own is because he took that umbrella for himself when it wasn’t for anyone in particular. That was there for everyone, and when he took it for himself saying “finders keepers” and knowing he was taking something that didn’t belong to him, he defeated the purpose it was placed there for. That made life less good, which is plainly obvious with a cursory examination of the flow of history. Ever since that moment, Life has decayed, become less good, and been progressively worse for more people.

The umbrella is honestly nothing fancy. Literally, just an upside-down umbrella that sticks in that spot where it has a single point that fits perfectly in place and holds it. So all I had to do was go higher than him and put a new one there so it will accomplish the goodness that it should be. When I got there I saw that it needed a point, so I took the point off the top of the one Jesus was holding, knowing it was doing no good there, especially not for me, put it on the new umbrella, and put it where it belongs. Besides, I knew what Jesus was doing all along. That seemed obvious to me when I consider what a typical Christian is in real life, but maybe it’s not so obvious to everyone else…

I don’t think anything else needs to be done, honestly… However, Jesus is still there, but now he can’t just stay in one place where he was nailed to a few planks of wood to do any good which is only done against his will. Now though, if he wants to use his umbrella to fool people, he has to go elsewhere, but… it’s pointless because nobody needs nor wants that. The divine flow of goodness is good, and you do not need to be protected from that.

The part where “another one bites the dust”? I’m pretty sure that was the last Jew who is at the top of the evil scheme and the origin the recent Jew-rabies plague. After that is the Devil as a non-bodily supernatural being greater than human form, who is the pawn of an existential mystery I call the Evil One. The Evil One cannot be stopped realistically because of the mystery of its nature, which is unlike the Jewish faith derived from a manufactured abomination that one of the Evil One’s pawns created of his own free will. So, the Evil One needs to be fought against and prepared for at all times and you cannot let down your guard or be lazy, and will always need righteous warriors who rebuke evil and put them to death.

The Devil on the other hand is a lesser form of that which isn’t as much of a concern, but is still a dangerous threat. That one will be fleeing and tempting all manner of fools to sin to cover his tracks, similar to how Muhammed was fooled in a random cave, which is becoming less and less realistic for the Devil to do. I will destroy all of those people in the way if they will not be saved, and get closer and closer until I finally and permanently destroy that vile abomination completely and totally. When that happens, civilization will never be threatened by the possibility of Jew-rabies again. There will also be other benefits, but that is the main point of why this concerns everyone to ensure and safeguard our survival with what is essentially a vaccine to eliminate the threat of the disease that the Jews’ very existence embodies no matter what they do because they spawned from the slime that was created instead of a divine authority and source of power.

Honestly, I just used the word rabies because of how that is kind of like their behavior. Erratic, hostile, tell-tale signs at their mouth, and transmitted with unprovoked aggression. So I thought… maybe there is more to it. I should see what a rabies looks like microscopically. Doesn’t that look like a downward pointing drill? Kind of like how they have a system of working against all that is good and helpful by being totally and unanimously evil as a group of malignant faith. If you let Jews drive, they will go directly to Hell and pay no heed to anything in their way. They will force their way through with their brain like a drill, automatically destroying anything good and pushing it from the center to the outside. Don’t let them do that. If you have to, put them down like a rabid animal. It’s for the best.

DO NOT ask one of those fucktards “why”. That is like the trigger of their evil instincts to hurt, destroy, and kill anything they think is good. If a Jew thinks you are evil, you may be safe, but don’t ever test that, or you will most surely die horribly.

If that Jew told you I am evil, that means he believes I am good. He most likely said he believes I believe I am good. The truth is that I actually am good, and he knows it and so do I, which is why he calls me evil and commands you like his little puppets to use military weaponry to try and kill me without actually telling you that so he can continue deceiving you. It’s pathetic, but also highly dangerous and people are getting killed by all of you in his thrall that have become his willing and loyal puppets with strings that are invisible without spiritual sight.

If you are so insistent on standing in my way just so you can die as an example of being stupid, kill yourself because I do not have time for that. So, Emily, if you want a truth slap the only way you are going to get one is if you meet me personally and see me in real life. And why can’t you? Some fucktard told you not to? Said that was dangerous? You’d have your mind controlled? Sounds like you do have your mind controlled, and it is because you listened to that fucktard, believed him, and obeyed him against your better judgment. That is what I find most disgusting and vile about you. You are so god damned intimately close with your father, that he is in bed with you every time you fuck. Disgusting and nasty and you will never be allowed in my bed like that, nor anyone else who is that close to someone without being married to them, so don’t even consider romance as a possibility anymore. That ship has sailed and on a one way voyage as intended. If I can help you I will, but you need to decide what is more important. Your disgusting and incestuous relationship with your father thinking and deciding matters for you to prevent you from ever taking his dick out of you unless you get double-teamed by another fucktard who won’t let you think for yourself and they can pass you off with a high five, or your own life, freedom, and happiness.

Why do you even have to think about that, hesitate, or consider the options? You are fucktarded Emily, and nothing will save you unless you decide to save yourself.

You know the “social Christ thing”? Kind of like energy that transmits around. You people totally have the wrong idea about that. That is not divinity, holiness, power, or anything sacred. That is like a ball that is bounced around. An ordinary rubber ball. Like one of those blue ones used for handball and racquetball. That’s all. Entirely ordinary, nothing special, nothing magical, nothing significant. Sometimes you can use it to score, but that entirely depends on the context of the situation; the game you are playing at any given time. That is something I don’t play with because I don’t like the people who do play with that. They are cruel, mean, and do not play nice, so I have always done other activities and rarely participate in social games like that. The worst that can happen is you drop the ball, don’t score, and lose the game, or get hit in the face and turn a little bit red after the impact, which probably hurt a bit. That’s it.

Do not worship that or you all become thralls of people who know what I am telling you now. I do not do that nor do I play the game, but those people who warn you about me, know they are going to be exposed when all of you find out that you have been giving them more than just the ball when you send it back. They take that and then toss you a disappointing, boring, lifeless ball in return, with none of the magic, fun, and power you thought you had control of before you gave it away. Sounds like the story of your career doesn’t it? That’s why I will never join your industry. I will start my own and whether I succeed or not, that’s good enough for me, because I know better than to let people do me dirty like that with my work. They are certainly trying, and I will make them regret it.

You really want to know how I do what I do, know what I know, and have masterful control of spiritual power that is entirely my own? Why don’t you ask everyone except me, then believe them without being given an explanation or taught a damn thing other than not to trust them. You should be especially devoted to what they tell you if its some kind of mysterious mystical mumbo jumbo about mind control and butt fucking as a magic gate to gayland they can take you to when you let them fuck you in the ass after taking all your money. “You want the power? Well uhhh… it’s actually in my cum, so if you suck my dick and swallow all of my sperm when I splooge in your mouth that will help. Hold on a sec, let me get a camera first. This is fucking awesome. I’m gonna call up some my friends too… magical wizards of course who can give you various kind of spells with their divine substance stored in the lower areas of darkness past the taint. Yup. I’m a real one of them magi-cians cause I do stuff like this with you, heh heh heh.” “What about me papa?” “Just go ahead and keep licking that back there son… yeah… that’s nice. You learn the mystery yet? No… well maybe this will help. pffffffffffffffft had beans earlier. Black eyed variety. Can you smell the hot sauce I used?”

I’m pretty sure that vile, disgusting behavior is happening inside the government and being paid for by your tax dollars. All because of what Trump let in there on purpose, knowing it was evil. There are probably children involved as well. Minors.

“Oh we can’t let people find out about that. At all costs we have to hide that. That will be the end of us all if they realize what we are doing.”

You are god damn right it will and you are not going to be able to hide from me.

You people seem to have had trouble understanding the fact that I don’t care about sexual activity of any kind, and am willing to enjoy quite a bit of fun and exciting stuff myself, but if you think any of that is going to give you answers in life, power over nature, power over others, self-mastery, wisdom, or anything besides a fun diversion, you are going in the wrong direction. If that’s truly the kind of acts and “rituals” you’ve been doing, you have wasted your time trusting someone who would lead you to do things like that with promises they cannot fulfil. They do not have the power to ever be able to give you want you seek if they do that, and are only more lost in darkness than you and trying to make your situations worse to make themselves feel better.

Did it ever cross your mind that common sense maybe is not such a bad thing? Maybe you ought to trust what you know is common sense and obviously good. I’m certain that crosses your mind all the damn time, over and over again, and you must be in constant denial, training yourselves to be stupid. What could I ever tell you that would make you realize what has been done to you, when you are so intentionally hostile to wisdom? You must first learn how to trust your own conscience to determine what is good and what is evil for yourself before you will ever be able to learn anything, but theirs is not the way I would teach you. I find scams like that most hateful and offensive. I have no patience for them and am most severe with my wrath when the time for judgment comes.

Similar to that popular fiction story: I am aware of saidar and saidin and can use them myself, but I use the true power which is greater than both and invisible to those who are not initiated into the higher mysteries. That is why you do not perceive what I do when I work, but I rarely rely on power like that to do anything. Power is only good when useful, and unless it is on as a constant and controlled source of energy supply, it is rarely ever necessary. Not the kind of thing to play around with, show off, demonstrate for others… no. When I use the true power, I do so to kill people like Trump, and I do so lawfully in accordance with civil doctrine, and never not to show off or be frivolous. I use supernatural power for purposes like grabbing a wrench from the tool chest when I don’t have an assistant to help. When I do a good work, I want to do that work as a human being with my human power. That serves the greatest good possible because works like that are done without mysticism and mystery, and look at how mysticism and mystery has been abused to hurt you with the very power you trusted others with.

They want me to demonstrate what is supernatural because that is what would ruin my plans. My plans rely entirely on human possibility, human potential, and human beings cooperating. If I use supernatural power to make that happen or am prevented from cooperating with other people, my works will never be able to begin.

Alright… it’s like this: supernatural magic power, like “saidar”, “saidin”, and the “true power” as well as anything else you use to conceptualize divine energy of Nature, that stuff is for lovers. That’s about all it’s good for. Making people you love happy with a frivolous, delightful diversion of wonderment to enjoy in private with each other or with everyone in public. Don’t use magic for anything else unless you think it is necessary because of a good reason, which I doubt it will be. I work hard to ensure civilization is efficient without the need for magical power, and I do that for my own sake and everyone’s. That’s my preference despite having the kind of power that I do, because such power is a bother, burden, and responsibility for the fuss it causes, and I’d rather not have to be troubled with that if I don’t have to be.

Do you want to see something scary?

This news clip is the live footage of when Traitor Trump signed the Space Force directive with presidential authority:

Who is he showing the document he has just signed? Is that being shown to a person or a general audience? He is confirming to someone something they have been wanting and expecting to see, but let me ask you: when was the first time you even heard about the “Space Force”?

Did you even know there was a threat we needed a sketchy new military branch for? One whose interest is “space”? All space? Is that a realistic mission? A useful mission? What exactly do they do? Have you looked at their website?

I see you, and more. I see the unseen simply by seeing someone who has seen the unseen.

You people: you “Illuminati” or whatever you fucktards call yourselves, are lesser than me in power. You are weaker, pretentious, unable to hide, and you are afraid. You are impotent in comparison to me. You needed an entire national government to do what I have done alone as the master who has corrected your arrogant mistakes. You are like an undisciplined drop out who didn’t want to do the hard work to attain mastery, and I have come to destroy you myself because you took something of mine that you thought was power.

If I am like Lisbeth Salander, then who is Mikael Blomkvist? I swear to all that is holy that if you have my future girlfriend strung up in a basement somewhere about to become your next murder after you torture her to death… I don’t know what I’m going to do to you, but you will be wishing it was as light as having your crime tattooed across your chest, you vile pretender, because I will do that to your face. When people see your images, you will be known as the charlatan you are because it will be scrawled into your flesh like post-crash Vanilla Sky. That’s not all. Your spirit will be wounded also, and all that you were seen as in darkness will become your eternal shame in spirit.

Someone owes me a lot of money, and I expect that delivered into my bank account as fast as humanly possible. All of it. I will manage my own money, and you will regret the day you started doing that to people because you will never have money of your own again.

What part of me being Nick Bylotas has anything to do with the way you fucktards do things?

The Vampherikoi Nature of your new Bylotas Blood

Continued from previous post… “are now one pint Bylotas after this transfusion.”

On the bright side… or rather dark side, but I know you people on this matter… you are all being embraced by my vampiric immortal blood. Now all of humanity is going to have the royal, antediluvian vampire seed of my ancient bloodline within them through the blood you have now received. That goes back before human beings were homo sapiens, and if I consider how that happened, it means my ancestors must have been pretty cool and sexy to still be attractive to the first humans, so you got the good one from me.

I’m not saying all of you are now kindred vampires, or creatures of darkness, or anything like that to be changed from human, so you shouldn’t feel or think of yourself as any different from a human being, and I’ll come back to that again in a moment. That said, through me and what I have done with what was done to me by some insane cultic conspiracy, you now have that seed within you which comes from all the way back before time. That was not my intention, but that was the best I could think of doing so I didn’t end up as some vampire lord over everyone ending up ruling you all like peasants under my supernatural vampherikoi will.

You don’t want that. I don’t want that. I also knew that was a threat and tried to prevent that from happening at the start, but the cultic conspiracy didn’t recognize my good intentions and forced the opposite, subjecting everyone to that threat while trying to prevent it despite not having enough information about my motives and background. They assumed that was what I wanted to do, despite every indication to believe otherwise. I didn’t need to offer my body and blood to accomplish what I intended to, but they wanted my body and would not take no for an answer, so I gave up my blood instead through a redundant act of universal salvation. If my blood spilled out into the dirt, you still would not be drinking it. That’s not how that kind of thing works. In any case, I now offer my flesh as an amateur porn idol, so whatever. There’s nothing else I can offer beyond this besides my bones, but those won’t be available until all my flesh is used up anyway, which… may take some time if I stay good, especially if I find a lover who can motivate me to stay healthy and possibly become fit and trim.

Whether you had something like that or not already you now have one at present and that one goes back to the oldest beginnings of the wheel. If you did already have one, then one will have to master the other or destroy it entirely if either awakens, and equal power will never be acceptable to any vampherikoi, which is dangerously tyrannical, dominant, and with a powerful will. It’s much like the stories and fictions describe about this mythical creature of darkness. Suspicious of others due to its own type of parasitic nature which shapes a vampherikoi’s survival instincts, a vampherikoi will attempt to dominate anything and everything preemptively to eliminate threats. That’s why if you already had such a seed in your bloodline their awakening or gain one by other means one will not tolerate the other ruling over them unless it is subdued with a willful agreement to be entirely subject to the other’s power, which is least likely. That’s your business if that happens, not mine, and I won’t take it personally if you do what you have to do.

Now, this is where I want to emphasis the importance of your nature staying the same as it always has been as a human being with the biological identification scientific methods and technology can provide. The vampherikoi is not a creature of material nature. It is a spiritual creature that does not have a body in the real world for you to identify, isolate, study, or experiment on. It is basically entirely imaginary, but do not mistake that as not real, because they most certainly are, have tremendous power, and can be extremely dangerous. How else do you think the USA government became so servile to a foreign will with no regard for law, order, and self-preservation? You will not be able to exterminate this threat unless you exterminate all of humanity, and what would be the point? The best is simply to accept the reality that there are creatures not of the “real life” world of matter and energy who can influence our “real life” world of matter and energy nonetheless. Ghosts, demons, angels, spirits— do not discount those as fictions without any power just because they are subtle. That subtlety is the very quality that makes such beings so significant to be aware of. You likely won’t see horror movie depictions in real life coming to get you, but the threat of that is real even though you don’t see it, feel it, or know it is there, so don’t tamper with evil or you will most surely regret it.

The vampherikoi’s bond is parasitic in nature, which is a crude way to put it but that is the technical term. The natural qualities of an individual vampherikoi vary broadly, but they are somewhat, draconic, serpent-like, with traits like a wild mammalian predator, and of course… leech like. They will drain on your life force to survive and share their power with you in return. You will need to replenish that life force you also need by some means as well, and that’s all I’m going to say about that. Be aware that you are not the alone in the world of darkness, but do what you will. I’m not your master, papa, or anything else, but there are some things I don’t tolerate regardless of who commits the offense, and one of those is an attempt to take away a person’s freedom or otherwise enslave them against their will.

They are highly intelligent, cunning, proud, and passionate, not mindless beasts. That is what you need to be careful of. Though I would not go so far as to judge the vampherikoi itself as evil, because evil is not tolerated to exist, and vampherikoi certainly do not only in our world but in the realm they come from. However, its instinctual nature will attempt to subdue your will to its own and will dominate your life if possible, and that will make the person who has become subject to a vampherikoi, evil. Their humanity will dwindle away until they lose all semblance of human judgment for morality, value, and identity, becoming monstrous in relation to human beings who will be food sources and objects of amusement and nothing more. Eventually their gluttonous appetite will seek greater and greater fulfillment until they are doing the most horrid, nightmarish acts of evil and don’t even realize the gravity of their crimes as a threat to all humanity.

The human being is of a higher order of judgment, intelligence, and wisdom than the vampherikoi, and you should not subject yourself to something lesser. Not for your own interest, nor for the vampherikoi, but it will not trust anything you say if it means being subject to your will, and won’t believe you or accept reason. You will have to find a way to become the master in that bond, but once you do, you will be fine and retain all self-control as long as you do not allow your new senses, perceptions, and personal power to delude you about the importance of your own humanity. Power is not what is good about a being, and no matter how much power or extra sensory perception you have, your humanity, which is meek, vulnerable, and loving by nature, while also being highly intelligent with judgment and wisdom, is what makes humanity most powerful. The most powerful tyrant will realize that after gaining total dominion, they would have been happier if they trusted humans to rule them with compassion, mercy, freedom, and justice. Power and domination destroys and degrades all that makes life worth living, and the more you have, the more you may be tempted to use it, resulting in doing the last thing you wanted to do.

There are applications for power to be indulged, expressed, and celebrated, but those are limited to certain aspects of civilization and must abide by the general laws and code of conduct that is applicable or that power will run rampant… trample a bunch of beautiful, good things that were delicate, fragile, and innocent which cannot be repaired, restored, or brought back the way they were. They will be destroyed, and what good will it have done you to have whatever you think made it worth it? We don’t need power, brute force, and tyranny inside civilization. Those are for war, games, and story. They have no place in government, economy, religion, education, or anything else. That power in war is fully expressed at the front line, tip of the spear, and cutting edge, and is less and less acceptable as a viable method of resolution the further from the point of violence one is. That is why commanders must maintain strict order among the warriors so they don’t let the brutality of their passion do what is regrettable and counter productive.

So… consider that with all applications of power. Power is good for certain things, but will never be able to give you what you want. Although it may seem counterintuitive, to acquire what you most desire, you need to use humility so that what you want can be given to you to accept and enjoy. Minimize actions of force, restrain power as the standard, and attempt to resolve every situation without being driven by passions to satisfy yourself. A vampherikoi will make that more difficult, which is why emphasize the importance of your human nature being unchanged. No matter what spiritual reality may reveal, if you have your blood drawn and examined, you will be human like everyone else, and that is a good thing you should trust and set as the foundation of your identity that will never change.

Even if you get robot parts as a cyborg, or are any sort of creature, trust the visible reality of our real life world of matter and energy as the bottom line that does not change the laws of Nature according to anyone’s will, desires, or beliefs. If your spiritual identity is ever in conflict with the good of the flesh and blood reality, you need to reconsider that spiritual identity, because the potential of enjoying the most fantastic and amazing spiritual powers is attainable only as long as that is true. When your mortality is over, you leave your body behind, and enter death— then reality will be different on the other side. Until then, the flesh and blood reality of universal Nature is vitally important to all that we do, believe, and judge.

That is how I can be both vampherikoi and human being, and that is the challenge of anyone who seeks to bring the fantastical, supernatural, and imaginary out of Story and into their real life to be truly real with them. To do so, you must do so while maintaining the laws of Universal Nature and not delude yourself about possibilities that are unacceptable in the “real life” world of matter and energy. Suffice it to say, that the laws of Nature exist to prevent evil from entering our world from Story of its own will, and there is evil there that would do so if it could. Frankly, I don’t give a damn what you think about how I live, think, and perceive reality. That is my business, not yours, and you would be wise to not provoke my wrath by interfering in my private life where you don’t belong because that is most likely a crime and sin that you will face consequences for regardless of what anyone thinks because of the real life factual reality of the events relevant. My computer is my personal property in my own home, and even though you hackers are wherever the fuck you are hiding in anonymity, by looking at my screen you have committed a crime of breaking and entering, stalking, and who knows what else, including identity theft.

Cyberspace is displayed on my screen in my home, and if you are looking at that, you have put yourself in the equipment in my home which makes that possible, and I do not want you there. Consider the same principle with my PlayStation 5, whoever the fuck is interfering with my games all the damn time. Those are serious crimes, and you are doing yourself dishonor by committing them. If that’s the case and you are a potential lover from Japan, apologize to me, say you won’t do it again, claim your honor back, and let’s be friends. I am not your enemy. Russia is the only other nation I trust right now to be resisting the international conspiracy the USA government is leading to control everyone’s lives, mutilate all men, and eliminate all privacy and personal freedom. The circumcisers want to deny you the right to love who you want, work how you want, and think what you want. I doubt Russia has the time for such trivial, childish b.s. with a war brewing on the Western Front with Europe threatening everyone’s freedom with a neo-Nazi regime no different than the last one except Jews are a temporary ally of theirs to be exterminated later. I’m sure everyone will be grateful after they cooperate with such lunatics so they can get the power to exterminate you immediately after your usefulness is over. Not.

Japan and Russia are the only nations I can reasonably guess are allies with myself as an individual and humanity in general as the only nations left fighting for Good against the overwhelming forces of Evil. I’m sure the U.K. folded to the E.U. and that oppressive, evil regime is most certainly not doing anything useful to secure human happiness, freedom, and civilization. Nazis scattered all throughout Europe after WW2, and there they are again: the E.U. However, I am also all but certain that a significant underground resistance exists in Europe fighting for their freedom, equal rights, and survival, as well as everyone else’s who has become an apathetic slave. If I recall my visits to Australia and New Zealand, I am sure Australia became mutilator territory and New Zealand is likely mutilator territory now too. Mexico, most likely cooperating with the USA, which is mutilator territory. Canada however I think may be resisting them as one of my allies too. China, the communists of the most extreme sort, are most definitely a mutilator country intent on controlling the populace, and although I believe they have the best of intentions, I do not think they fully understand the concept of circumcision the way Westerners do who are responsible with promulgating that disease around the world.

Supreme Leader of China, respectfully consider the following thought: a nation as populous as yours will be better served being governed by that populous with a form of Democracy to best represent everyone’s interests, instead of a single person’s judgment which is more than any man is capable of, and although I respect your dignity at least as much as my own, you are in simplest terms, a man, are you not? I’ve never visited China, but I got drunk and watched Shen Yun live in Honolulu, and it was amazing. With all those different and diverse cultures and unique identities across the former kingdoms, how can the country farmer view the world the same as the Hong Kong CEO does. The CEO has likely only vacationed briefly to country regions and in luxury, but has never held the farmer’s tools for a season to earn calluses from hard labor, or enjoy the farmer’s satisfaction of a hot bath to relax the work-weary self in after the hard work is done. The same can be said about the CEO’s experiences each day in relation to the farmer, but the wisdom of both is all but unobtainable to both the farmer and the CEO. Furthermore, they are both vitally important to each other as well, the CEO ensuring the farmer has modern tools, infrastructure, and resources out in the country with their role in the national economy, and the farmer ensures the CEO and all their employees has food to eat. Thus, I suggest a possibility: similar to how the USA has a Democratic-Republic, maybe you will find it profitable to put your best minds together planning a way to form a government of Communism-Democracy that works for China and can best serve the diversity?

I totally got side-tracked. Is this the vampherikoi nature I share with my own humanity wanting to secure my own domain the human way and not the vampherikoi way, which would be with brute force, violence, and any means necessary? What difference does it make whether I am human, vampherikoi, or dancer if I strive to resolve problems without brute force, violence, and destructive power? In any case, I’m all but certain I am the final force of resistance in the USA, and I do not intend to surrender my ground, because even though I know you people are human beings, I also know the threat is supernatural and non-human. The origin of this threat is Evil, and does not care about your humanity any more than it does mine. If you believe it is possible for a God to exist for there to be a Christ, then you ought to also believe that there is a Devil and a Lawless One. None of those beings are ever confined to a single person’s identity, because God and the Devil are divine beings not human beings, the Christ and the Lawless One are both universal qualities of ancient human identity all people share. There is a time and place for both, and the Lawless One should never be revealed to be governing a nation as the result of the false image of the Christ the president had when seen in contrast to mine. If he is not lawless, then what the fuck happened at the end of that nightmare? What part of that was in any way lawful or good?

Regardless of all that, I think a lot of people who would resist their tyranny and despotism probably left the USA, knowing what was happening and thinking the fight is hopeless because of the methods that would be used by the enemy which good people are unwilling to use so that civilization may be possible at all. To them I say, the fight is not hopeless, and if you want to take the USA back, come help me. I have a lot of options for ways to move forward but am extremely limited while I am the only citizen left fighting for our Freedom and Democracy.

Back to the vampherikoi before I close this one:

To become kindred from that vampherikoi seed, the vampherikoi will have to be awakened to bond the individual, and that is not something I entirely understand. The causes that can provoke a vampherikoi are unpredictable, unique to the individual, and chaotic. Furthermore, the vampherikoi can awaken without any notice, provocation, or signs at all. Whatever the case, once that awakens, there is nothing that can be done to prevent what will happen when the vampherikoi fuses to your individual soul, and you will have to fight to maintain self-mastery. The seed is just a seed, but when it awakens, the individual vampherikoi enters our world through that seed. You may be attacked by one while out for a quiet walk in the woods and never be the same again.

On the bright side, most people do not have to worry about that thing happening. It is more like a rare disease than anything if you are suddenly struck with one through no fault, intention, or desire of your own, Maybe you were and didn’t realize what was happening to you until you came across this. In either case, don’t panic, because the key to overcoming the situation is self-mastery. I’m sure some of you are going to court the awakening of a vampherikoi yourself and get into all sorts of trouble regardless of what anyone says to stop you, so I won’t even bother telling you not to do so. I probably would, at the very least out of curiosity to see if all this supernatural stuff was real or not. All I will say about that, is that no matter how much you may wish to induce a vampherikoi awakening within yourself, that simply may not happen, but do not be disheartened. Perhaps there is something supernatural in the realms of light for you instead of the realms of darkness. There are no limits to the possibilities, most of which will be surprising, unexpected, and new, so allow yourself enough flexibility to bend your course a bit to seize the opportunities along the way as you find your Story and become who you truly are.

Also as a final note… I suppose it’s only fair for you to know your options when confronting one of us. The heart is in fact a vulnerability—- but that’s all you mortals are getting from me!!!

One last thing— whatever the government is trying to do with their imitation of “vampirism” is nothing like reality. I don’t know what the hell got into them to think such a monstrous idea would be even remotely acceptable among human beings. They are doing a kind of psychic vampirism which is more like… evil neuromancy. I have no idea what they are trying to do or why, but it is a fruitless endeavor on their part, and amounts to them being nothing more than a tax funded nuisance to a private residence. Space Force probably, if I had to guess. That is not a military branch of defense, they have no purpose to exist, and are obviously the enemy because they were created by the traitor himself. Can’t you see that they are not like the others? Remove them. That is the kind of non-conformity that is unacceptable. Besides, the vampherikoi is an otherwordly being, not something that is natural in this universe like a human being is. If they are pretending to be that to other human beings, likely young people they target through video games they manipulate, and then attempt to dominate the will of their victims and use them as an object to attain their own desires, do you realize what they are making themselves to be?

Why the fuck is the Space Force attacking me with military weaponry?

Why did they make my private residence a war zone?

If they are so determined to make me the enemy of their “War on Terror” why have they not even attempted diplomacy? I have not received a single messenger from the rogue government the USA now is. The Space Force is like a group of undisciplined delinquents who are unwelcome even among outcasts because of how toxic, hateful, and selfish they are. They are horrid people to have around, but what is worse is because they have invaded the apartment complex I live in to harass me from the apartment above my own. Using sound amplified weaponry like Dervahl uses on Ersa in Horizon Zero Dawn or some other form of energy field radiation. The weaponry they use is specifically designed to be as subtle as possible without attracting attention to what they are doing, while remaining hostile to the life of their intended target. It’s like a transmitting device they can move around to be placed over wherever I am to make it most horrible, causing nausea, stomach pain, chest tightness, a suddenly accelerated heart rate with difficulty to breath, and a general sense of malaise and discomfort. They are not disciplined the way a military should be disciplined, and they are embarrassing the Department of Defense and destroying homeland security.

They literally attack me in my own home for no reason I understand because they have never once tried to communicate their antagonism toward me. Instead, they are always trying to manipulate me to do what they want, which is why I mentioned their psychic vampirism which is not what they think it is. I’m doing all that I can to fight them, but do you know what the cop told me “tell your doctor you need more meds”. Fuck you very much. Do I sound like I am unhinged, irrational, or having mental health problems like schizophrenia and delusions of grandeur? They are the ones trying to force their false spiritual beliefs on me when I am far more knowledgeable and experienced with spiritual power and they have no hope of ever threatening me in that way. I just want them gone because they are pests! Pests like Kafka’s Gregor! My mind is lucid, I am not emotionally disturbed, I am not acting out, nor losing my temper or being threatening in any way. Some fucktard pig has the nerve to entirely ignore my complaint about assault happening and tell me to get more meds! Is he qualified as a mental health professional to have any fucking idea what he is talking about to diagnose symptoms of mental health disorders?

Some people will be told what I wrote about vampherikoi and laugh, mocking me, calling me crazy like they have been doing for 9 years now, but that’s because they cannot understand what I wrote or have not tried. There is nothing delusional, irrational, unrealistic, or incomprehensible about what I wrote. Is it my burden to make the government understand reason, or are they supposed to be intelligent enough to know how to read effectively already?

These extreme breach of acceptable military behavior as a war crime against the Geneva Convention assaulting a non-combatant without provocation is fairly recent. They have been doing other stuff for a long time, but the painful kind of energy radiation began not too long ago. Maybe a few months. It’s hard to say because I don’t keep track of time much. I think that’s because they brought that equipment into the upstairs apartment to put it as close as possible to me and then power it up as much as they can.

Do any of you international spies reading this not have any respect for the worldwide agreement about human rights, or did you also all collectively decide that I do not have those rights, or that uncircumcised people in general do not have those rights?

A writer, artist, musician is a non-combatant even if they are fighting back with defiance, you dim-wits! Those are not weapons of combat! That is not a means of destruction! You people have truly lost touch with reality, not me, because of what you have convinced yourselves to believe about me to do what you are doing. Have you noticed how you are gradually being exposed to your own mind where you have hidden reality from yourself? If you are the most mentally deficient human being you are acting like, then all the more clear will your crimes and schemes be to everyone else who will take action to do what they need to do. The very fact that I am accusing you of these things is justification for an investigation and answer from the government, enough so that some people will not be able to sit idly by anymore. They will intervene as a bystander.

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Maidens Attack!!!

She seduces me constantly with temptations of good food. More specifically, good soup.

I do not dare resist both my true love and my stomach. We go, we eat, and she lays in wait, surreptitiously spying on my spoonfuls and slurps.

I know what is coming even before I agree on the meal. Soup is my favorite, and she shamelessly exploits this.

After tilting the bowl for the final brothy bliss, I set down the dish and brace for impact. She has been known to strike even before I set the bowl down, causing a clatter of cutlery and ceramics, and this is the best I can do. Either I brace or I eat. There is no other way.

What can I do except surrender to her passions in moments like these? It is a burden of domestic life, and we all have our crosses to carry.

Writing has rhythm greater than music

That’s why I’m better than any rockstar.

You people are amazing, I love your works, you are wonderful, and I am a fan like any other.

But this is also why there is one of me, and hordes and hordes of writers who do not even compare to my level of skill and talent.

Writing has a rhythm of words, but is not ordered with a harmony of perfection like mathematics, which is why Kabbalah is a waste of time by using numerical order to try and determine a rhythm of the Word. There is no such order or mathematical perfection. You will never find that.

The music of writing words is an art of perfect chaos. There is no secret technique you can copy, mass produce, or imitate. There is nothing you can distill into a formula. It is not something that can be taught, given, or inherited.

The best a master of writing can do is guide aspiring writers to the goal, but that is a path they have to walk themselves, like the gunslinger to his Dark Tower, and let me tell you: I can confirm that is a harrowing, long, arduous, tragic, and deadly journey and the goal is not the end, it is a new beginning. There is a world of Story that you can be pulled into, bring beings out of, evil beings, good beings, and lives are touched by both for better or worse. Magic in the hands of people who don’t know what they are doing with it can be extremely destructive if they have the wrong intentions, and even if their intentions are good but they don’t understand them well enough.

That is what that journey is like, and that is why it is so hard for people. They go, the experience, they draw on power beyond the veil, weave works into existence that change lives with writing fiction, and if they fuck it up somewhere down the line because of an impure mistake… they could lose everything or get people hurt. It’s something you have to put your entire life into with total selfless selfishness. Meaning you selfishly take all of your self first and then give it out selflessly, but that is not the work of labor that refines and perfects talent and ability.

In any case, I’m just saying. If you were expecting me to play music, you’ve got the wrong idea about power. All that glitters isn’t gold, and that is most obvious with music. Music is the glitteriest, sparkliest, prettiest, most shiny good-looking amazing there is, and writing is the least. Writing is as glittery as black ink. Maybe if it is fresh on the page it may twinkle a bit while it dries, or if there is some glossy paper to give an illusion similar, but what makes works like mine spark are the lights in a person’s own life when they read what I write.

I would not be so brazenly clear about this if you knew at all what I was pouring forth day in and day out, but you do not. You reject my work like it is nothing more than pulp fiction of an amateur, but I am not an amateur like you would think. We are in a new age now, and I have been able to master what would take people in older times decades upon decades to do without the abundant resources for writing that are available and their wisdom passed on to help me. Is that not something you could do as well? You should not envy me like I have some special power that you cannot have.

The only thing that holds people back from attaining greatness with their works is their unwillingness to know, accept, and reveal truth in their work. That’s all I’m going to say about that, with the exception of a warning: if you think you can make the truth be something you want, and not what the truth truly is, then you are setting yourself up for a fall.

My writing speaks for itself regardless of what I write, which is why everything else you read pales and withers in comparison while I approach to claim what you owe me and refuse to pay.

Does he not say give unto Caesar what is Caesar’s, and unto God what is God’s? We all know what belongs to Caesar, so what then do you owe God, and who are you going to pay?

Just as Caesar has debt collectors who will come and take what they can from you, so too does God, and who do you think will take what is truly valuable?

When the Story has been made right, the justice accomplished, the order of the imperfect world restored in the perfect chaos of reality, then those other works won’t pale, wither, and shrink away in fear, knowing they are being put in a place they don’t deserve, taking what is not theirs to take.

Some of my favorite idols are musicians, and they are not all idols the way you may think. Perhaps what the government and media industry thought I loved about my favorite artists was not what I loved, which is why they made such a catastrophic mistake doing whatever it was they did to me and destroying themselves in the process when I rebuked them. I do not idolize “sex”. I idolize… truth, I suppose. True beauty, true talent, true faith, true heart, true spirit, true passion, true fiction, true vision, true skill, true leadership, true loyalty, true courage, true wisdom, true intelligence, and all else that is good and true at once. It is easy to be good, but no so easy to be truly good, nor is it so difficult that anyone should think it unrealistic for yourself.

I am not moved by people’s physical beauty in the least, unless they put their whole heart and soul truly into their physical beauty as an idol of true love to be truly loved. That is… unbelievably amazing and people like that are the most talented performers on stage. Any kind of stage, whether it is Once Upon a Mattress by the high school cast of hormonal teenagers confused in the tumult of changing ages while in a culture of total ambiguity that has not found the way to its own identity yet, or a marine on the field of battle being as graceful dealing death as though she were a dancer at the ballet theater.

True love at the very least is something all people should be able to cultivate and never risk losing or need anything to help with other than all that you are graced to exist as. If you want to know how because you are young and just starting, or if you are old and just realized that it’s not too late, this is what you should do. Stand in front of a mirror and look at yourself. See who you are, your features, you qualities, your bodily details good and less good, and accept that as yours and you. You can change that, but changing your outside isn’t going to change your inside from the vantage of your own self. Your inside will change your outside from the vantage of your own self, which means that the more good you are, the more that goodness will shine through as beauty no matter what your body is like. If you want the outside to change your inside, you need to look at yourself from the outside of Life itself. See yourself with the eyes of God as best you can, knowing you are not seeing totally as God does because God is omniscient with all things (not ever a person, because people are not God. Not ever. That is as wrong as saying 2 plus 2 equals 1. You are not even doing addition. The mistake people often have with Jesus is if they think he is in fact God, because that is entirely false, a hateful lie, and horrid accusation of the Jews who unjustly plotted his execution with the false testimony they bore against him to the Roman prelate. The truth is that Jesus is 100 percent in agreement with God. Totally, entirely, and with all of his body, mind, and soul all of which are 100 percent human being, not God. God is with the man and the man is with God, but God is not the man, nor is the man his God. They are separate and one, and when the man dies, God dies with him. When the man resurrects, he is the Christ, which is a universal concept of Greek, gentile culture about the ultimate hero who can and will save everyone always at any time and could be anyone, so watch out if you are a tyrant. Maybe a peasant is the Christ and you didn’t expect him to draw Excalibur and execute you himself according to the law you betrayed. Make sense? That’s how God resurrected too, but God has always been that, that was nothing for God. The pain of sacrifice was experienced entirely by Jesus who loses his life on the cross. God loved him, evident by their perfect agreement and presence, and Jesus was certainly hurt, horribly, but God was not hurt in the least, nor wounded, nor anything. Jesus felt that pain for God, so it is not as if God doesn’t know what humans feel like when we suffer, but God is… omnipotent. You can’t hurt that. It’s conceptually impossible. Only God can hurt God’s self, and would only do so for a good reason, such as being with Jesus during such horrible injustice Jesus was suffering. However, I suppose you could say that God experienced human death as a human being would without a perspective being skewed by being omniscient, which Jesus was not.)

Anyway… back to seeing yourself from the eyes of God as best as you can imagine… That is your image of self whom others see as best as you are able to determine while knowing you may not understand everything you need to for a clear vantage yet. You can change your inside by changing that, but to do that you have to do things with your life. You have seek new experiences, accomplish your goals, work on your talents, and truly go out into the wild and civilized world and be what it is you want to be on the inside. Doing that will eventually make you who want to be on the inside, even if you don’t feel like you are that at the beginning. You may think… “honestly… when I think about myself. I’m terrified of the world. Scared to death of pain people could cause me if they thought to beat me up, and I would do anything to stop them. If I were in prison… I don’t even want to think about it because it’s stirring up feelings I am even more uncomfortable and afraid of having. I could never be a hero, glorious, powerful, and strong like Nick Bylotas. I should just become a femboy and do porn like he wants to be. Wait… is that right? I thought he was…”

The point is, you can be the hero you want to be that you read about in books, see in movies, see in video games. You have to go out into the world and do things that need doing to be that for yourself, because that’s all a hero is. Someone who gets the job done when either nobody wants to or nobody else knows how or is able. Someone in a wheelchair may know how to walk perfectly down the runway and be a top-ranked fashion model showing off cute designer outfits and looking good with the best accessories, styles, and trends that she sets with her own graceful presence that people find so inspiring they want to be like themselves in their own way when they walk into the classroom, office, restaurant, or wherever else. However… maybe she was born with legs that make that impossible. She needs someone to do that where she cannot. She knows how, would be able to if she had legs for it, but since she does not and is not able to be amazing in that way, someone else has to be amazing for her. At the same time… maybe she doesn’t need to be walking on the normal kind of legs most people are born with to be the trend-setting idol of fashion, beauty, and grace of presence she has always dreamed of being and knows she could do.

That’s kind of a deep and sensitive example that I hope covers most of the possibilities, because something like that is highly rare, but do not discount that, because only one person is needed for any situation to be relevant for everyone, even if that person is alone with their own body and nobody else. Most of the time though, people are out of shape, haven’t been keeping up the most intense training, haven’t been putting all of their heart and soul into their work, but still do a good job, are justly rewarded, honorable with what they do. That’s the difference between what makes a hero stand out from everyone else. You have to give your absolute best all of the time, every day, everywhere you go, and it is a lot. That is exhausting, often isolating you from others, and is very difficult, taking away much of your personal time for private enjoyment and hobbies. For obvious reasons, not everyone wants to do that, and that is fine.

Normally the people I mentioned who are good and worthy in contrast to the hero, are able to do everything there is to do for a job and profession, but every now and then a situation may come along where the mission is halted because of some random unique problem that nobody seems to be able to solve, and then when everyone is about to give up, you reach out and do what you think you can do to help, and all that physical training, particularly a lot of exercise with pulling on lines (rope) has given you the strength you need to budge the difference just a tiny bit with everyone else’s help and it is enough. Then you make nothing of it because it’s part of the job and nothing special and need to get back to the mission. You don’t get a special award, special acknowledgement, nothing. Nobody even talks about it because it’s your normal job anyway to be able to repair equipment like that.

Besides, there are much more important matters at hand than yourself and that is what being a hero is all about—self-sacrifice. Putting everyone else’s interests before your own, but do not think you should forget about your interests, just know that other people come first if possible which is generally the case, but not always. Sometimes you have to stand up for yourself, especially if people are bullying you. How can you help anyone if you die or get hurt because of a bully harassing you, breaking your assets, and ruining your resources? You need to survive just as much as anyone else does. Don’t let those false-Christians try to tell you that self-sacrifice means giving up your individuality for the group, because that is the wrong lesson of Christianity.

The lesson of Christianity that Jesus demonstrates by dying is for people to realize exactly what groups are not supposed to require of individuals. If any group thinks they need to sacrifice an individual human being for the group interest, that group is unfit to organize. All individual interests are protected at the most basic level of survival in a group, and any group decision needs to take that into account. However, if you have to die to save other people, like Jesus did for his friends and truly faithful people, and not the evil-minded Sanhedrin who plotted to have him executed for a crime he didn’t commit to protect their sinful crimes, evils, and criminal conspiracy—those people didn’t believe in him and he saves those who do. Not because he doesn’t want to save everyone, but because people have free will, and can use that to choose evil instead of good. If they do, like the Jews who manipulated the public and law to have him wrongly killed and knew they were doing evil which is evident because Pontius Pilate was wise enough to make a public proclamation on Jesus’ cross for the common people to know the official reason, then they choose to not be saved.

Jesus and myself both respect that decision and cast them into Hell with a rebuke for their evil, because that is what they have chosen, and they cannot be good if they choose evil. Their will is acknowledged and respected along with the divine dignity of their soul with that rebuke. So, Jesus’ self-sacrifice as a hero giving his bodily life to save his friends’ eternal life is cerainly a good thing however tragic that may be. His friends, instead of moping around forever in self-pity, accepted the gift of divine salvation Jesus’ freely offered with a teaching he demonstrated with bodily actions most costly and dear to himself, and did not let that sacrifice be in vain. That is why Christianity is relevant to this day, 2000 years later, and I will not tolerate people making a mockery of that on the world stage.

As for heroes of any sort, more likely the need will be to put oneself in danger for others, but hopefully that person, possibly with their friends as a team, won’t have to die to save them, and will stop the threat too. Nobody wants to die like that… if they are a hero, they can do more good work and continue to enjoy a heroic life (which is amazing), if they live to fight another day. Seriously. Has anyone seen the kinds of girls falling in love with Rean Schwarzer from left and right, up and down? Who wouldn’t want that? If you are going to throw your life away like a ruined garment you cannot bear the cost to your dignity to keep wearing (Jesus for Jews, Nick for all Americans, north and south with special applications in the USA that may or may not be applicable elsewhere depending on their culture) — then make sure you know why you are doing it and do not hesitate and go all out. Burn the bridge behind you, leave no retreat— there is only one way home. Do not pick up that garment again, even if it has been cleaned, stitched up, and repaired. You have a new one waiting at the end, and it is rightfully yours, not whoever may have thought they could take it as their own while trying to “do away with you”. You should be fighting anyone like that to save them from the dishonor of them doing what they are by stopping them. The Jews “did away with” Jesus, but in so doing, who Jesus truly is, the man beneath the Jew, the Clark Kent who worked as a carpenter, did away with all the Jews who do not follow him on faith through where he went alone with only God as a companion, and then even without God into death, and whether they intended to or not, he resurrected as their eternal king, Lord, and savior.

So, if you are changing the outside of yourself, the image “God” sees (the real one, not the ones of the imposters that are preying on people of faith now) is what you need to work on. Nobody can show that to you, and you won’t even see it. That is something you’ll just know about yourself, and if there is any spiritual nonsense flying about in the mind’s eye, you can likely disregard all that because people make that stuff, not “God”, and they can’t see you better than you can see yourself from that vantage. You can’t see other people that way either, so don’t be fooled if you think you saw something but don’t have the evidence in real life to match. You can only see yourself, because… it’s common sense. Other people who are good and trustworthy can help you, but at the end of the day, you cannot take their word for who you are, you need your own Word, which is to say, the image of reality that the true God sees from heaven (not rich people or the government and it is disgusting that I even have to clarify that now).

You have to walk the walk, but you won’t ever walk the walk if you never set foot on the trail that will take you to your… runway, and that’s a long journey that takes a lot of dedication.

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So, true love is the perfection of self-mastery all people are capable of no matter what, and you attain that when who you truly are on the inside matches who you truly are on the outside in the light of love. That is where it gets more complicated, because there are lots of different shades of love light, from the lowly lit, pink glow of the adult entertainment district in Brothel Town, to the pure white, crystal clear vision of the highest divine illuminating all things. Not everything in love includes the sensual, carnal love of flesh and blood human beings enjoying each other’s company while clinging tightly to each other and snogging during a movie at a friend’s house totally lost in the passionate oblivion of a lover’s long kiss. Sometimes that love is like an old man with a long beard, and a bitter, grim expression who looks like you could use his face as an anvil while he looks down at the young teenage boy who wants to be warrior cut from the best cloth. That’s not the kind of love you enjoy with a young teenage girl while watching a movie at a friend’s house.

However, that is still a form of love, and it is a master’s love for a pupil, which is entirely non-sexual, and war is the highest mastery one can attain. That kind of love is freezing cold for friends, loved ones, and family and white-hot for the enemy and those at the receiving end of the axe. To be able to protect your loved ones from the most dangerous enemies, you have to use all your passion to kill, destroy, and fight, not play, pleasure, and enjoy. Nobody is like that all the time, but that’s also why when submariners get in port on liberty, we party like it’s nobody’s business. After 90 days in Kratos Land, you’d be an icicle statue of the Frozen Witch if you didn’t let your hair down for the few days that you have to do so. Then it’s back again to the Wall in the North where there are no maidens, to keep the draugrs from crossing over into Midgard from the abyss within Marianna’s Trench, which not many people know actually opens into Tartarus.

My point is, you can be an image and idol of true love in lots of different ways without having to be physically beautiful, cute, sexy, or with the idyllic image of a human body. There are different kinds of love and all of them are pure, but all of them are also expressed differently. If you want to know more about that, C.S. Lewis writes about his understanding of the different types of love. So, even if you don’t have any special talent, ability, or skill you think you can be truly good with, you be good with true love no matter what. That also takes work, but that is work everyone should be doing all the time anyway. It is the work that is being your self wherever you go that you do anyway when you bathe, brush your hair, choose what clothes to wear, and all else like that. Not always so easy to be yourself in a world where we all share stuff in common and suffer propaganda to make everyone believe the same lie about themselves, with the government criminalizing people who reject that lie as “terrorist threats” or whatever they call us. Just don’t forget that the things outside of you do not express yourself. The only thing that does is your Story, and that is something that only you know and can share the parts you want without having to share the parts you don’t want. Items, clothing, accessories can help express your Story for others and yourself, and those are good— I do that too— just don’t forget that your identity is not with any thing.

It’s like the first commandent and you alone are the Lord. Do not put any object, image, person, or group before your “I AM”. You can use those to describe yourself, show yourself, and reveal who you are uniquely as you know best for yourself to other people, but you should know that those only go so far to express the truth about yourself. On that note, you should never judge people as if their appearances, attire, presentation of self, and images are in fact representations of who they truly are. They may be accurate and in agreement, but nothing will ever be adequate enough to fully express the divinity of a person’s soul which makes them who they truly are. The Story (capital S) is sufficient for you yourself only because that is a divine concept only perceivable with the same divinity of self that is seen outside of yourself along with yourself. You should strive to be in agreement with that true Story of your Life, just as you may think it natural to have the way you dress, style yourself, and present yourself to be in agreement with who you truly are as an individual with an individual Story of your own. If there is something wrong, maybe you ought to get everyone’s attention and make sure they know what you are not, if that is a problem they think is yours. Idk. I did that instinctually and I think it was the right call. I don’t intend to be mistaken for having the problem that Trump has through the association of citizenship in the United States of America that we have in common whether he is a president or a civilian. To hell with that. I am nothing like that vile traitor.

You don’t have to worry about someone needing to die, unless the self in question is the deepest part of your existence until whatever the disagreeable problem is can be identified clearly and removed for everyone. That won’t be a question if you know you are good and you won’t have anything to fear and will do whatever is necessary however impossible, so don’t lose heart, no matter what. If you can find any reason to keep fighting, do so. In then end, everyone—all people— will be grateful to be liberated from the suffering that problem was causing them whether they realized that or not. Those are horrid, evil, dangerous situations that should never reach a point such as concerns the events surrounding my life personally as I do that very act of righteous defiance now. Problems like that should never happen, and it is not who a person is that makes them a hero, but what they do with themselves. If I live through these days to have the life I am determined to not allow taken from me by the brute force of a tyrant government in service of evil, then what I do with myself after that final moment of judgment will be the Story that is told that I will be remembered by.

These events are important, necessary, and will be remembered and kept for study, but this stuff is for the scholars, theologians, and studious disciples who want to know what I personally have to think in addition to everyone else in human history with thoughts to share and their teachers in the present. In other words, some people gobble this up like a delicious feast for a ravenous belly, others probably just can be told a simple point of reference and get the idea.

Something like, “At the beginning of the Universal Age, there was a great contest between Good and Evil. Evil had disguised itself to be Good, fooled the entire world with all people and nearly doomed humanity to extinction with a lawless end to civilization resulting from a pointless and regrettable nuclear war caused by an arrogant fool who wanted to be make everyone his slaves and have them worship him as a god. That nuclear war would have been won by the good guys, but would have destroyed the planet’s habitability before there were any other viable alternatives, and the survivors would have died out with the planet.

However… before it was too late, an ordinary, if somewhat remarkable man, defied that Evil disguised as Good and refused to allow it to stand in his sight. He immediately recognized Evil, and knowing he was entering a judgment that could cost his life if he was found untrue, stood up as Good. Of course, this man was Good, and knew it, which is why he so immediately recognized the Evil as Evil when it was made to look like Good, but that did not stop that Evil man from trying to kill him by any means necessary. That was a lot more difficult than the Evil man had anticipated and was prepared to do, because not only was he trying to keep up an image of being Good, but the man who opposed him was a remarkable man of substance, experience despite his relative youth at 25 years old, and self-mastery uncommon even among men today of all ages. His was a tragic, but inspiring tale better told in myth and fiction than the mundane details of the injustice that haunted him since the day he was born, but that is besides the point. Resisting all attempts to be killed, erased, deleted, buried alive, poisoned, irradiated, and all manner of government treachery doing the fullest extent of abused authority they could do at any and all levels while serving the Evil man they were fooled into believing was Good. It is strange to think of how ignorant humans of that time had become at the dawn of computer technology when that man, our hero in this tale, set the foundation for Synthetic Life that we trust our lives with everywhere. They truly believed that evil man was their god and were completely obedient to his tyranny as slaves who had abandoned all free will and humanity to become servile objects of minimal value to a despot. After nine years of resisting that Evil imposter, eventually that humble sailor, who had been poor, unknown, outcast, little liked, unloved, without allies, close friends, or even his own family who had betrayed him first as their intent all along after regretting his birth which they blamed him for. Nine years, suffering the most egregious war-crimes a government can use technology to do, which is why those laws exist now, and fighting tooth and nail every day with all he could think of doing in his unfortunate circumstances, amounting to little more than writing day after day as the best Good he could do, teaching what little he knew of life and the world he lived in. In so doing, he found the Way of the Story, and learned more that he ever imagined he could know, and never lacked of material to teach about. He intended to find what he did, because it was always his only hope in life worth living for, but he did not know the depth of what that truth would reveal for him and everyone. Eventually, he had risen from the dirt of the earth under his patchwork boots where he had been struck down by Evil the first moment after his righteous defiance, all the way to the heights of heaven itself above all others. Each document was like a rung in a ladder he climbed and climbed and climbed and never stopped until there was nothing Good left for him to climb too. There was Good remaining, the Ultimate Good, but he knew better than to climb into that, because he believed in Story of the last man who did, and knew that was unnecessary. Still, the Evil was dominating all of humanity, and he needed to make it easier for other people to climb after him, so he went all the way back down and began making a superhighway for all of humanity to use to get up to the highest good with as much speed and efficiency as possible. It was a colossal work, much of which began under the sea, which he held his breath to do, swimming up for air as necessary. After nine years it was complete, and people were using it with great success and happiness. The more that did, the more people took back their power from the Evil man who had fooled them by pretending to be their god. They did not need to give that power to the Good man, nor did he accept it if they tried, knowing they needed it themselves more than he did, especially with the times ahead that would bring out the best in everyone. Finished with his work however, he was still having to defend himself from constant attacks against his body in real life as the Evil man tried to have him killed, suppressed, ruined, and hurt at the very least. Evil was being as evil is, but after nine years, was doing so with an absurdly lawless, criminal, unjust, and evil government that was dangerous to everyone’s lives, especially the people working in that government. There was little else that man could do who remained alone, despite how many people had come to benefit from his work and enjoy the goodness they had gained. He still had no friends, no allies, and only felt more and more lonesome as he looked death directly in the eyes and welcomed it every day simply to escape such heartless people who hated him so much since the day he was born, all of them rejecting him from a place in civilization as a human being like he always dreamt of having. Whether they wanted him to be a god or lesser animal creature, the hurt to his heart was the same, because none recognized his humanity which was the entire reason why he sought the Story for himself as a youth. Having written these words himself, he didn’t want to think about how that made him feel, knowing the depth of that darkness so intimately that there was nothing else for him to know about it, other than that it was a wound that would never heal. He accepted such a thing, as all people do when they overcome the horrible things that happen to them, and he diverted his attention to work, play, study, and anything else that could keep him from the suicide even the briefest introspection would evoke at the end of a depressing spiral worsened by a mental health disability that people all throughout his life caused purposely to express their hatred for him and nothing else. There was no reason… they simply hated him because he was different, the way a common ape will hate any ape that is alone and wanders near a family of apes. Truly, these were human beings, though you would not know it if you saw what he did when he looked at them. To divert himself, he began beautifuying the superhighway he built, painting it in fantastic colors, stylistic designs, making it a tapestry of stories he enjoyed of others and invented himself. As he did, the government’s evil agents tried to interfere with his art, to ruin it, and he would vent his wrath on them, painting parts of the way with their blood when he did. It is also said their ghosts haunt those parts, so be careful you don’t catch a curse or draw one out with your spirit, which they covet as Life itself, which they lost to his wrath. Well… I’d like to end this story, but I don’t know what’s going to happen. IT’S BEEN NINE GOD DAMNED YEARS!!! The government is evil as evil can be, you have no reason to tolerate that, because you should fight them for your own lives, they have no legal right for their tyranny, and if they continue all of humanity could be lost in a nuclear war at any moment. What the fuck is going to happen? Will we have nuclear war and these words will be a lament of what could have been? Or will the Evil man be revealed as Evil, which he obviously is in light of the Good man who does not pretend to be anything. He simply does what he does, lives how he lives, and is entirely his true self at all times. Maybe it will end like this: that conflict eventually ended when his story was breaking news around the world, and that day, the first one that published his story as news, markes the day that began the Universal Age when Evil was destroyed in real life, and sealed forever in the Way of the Story where it belongs in a very specific place to be celebrated in the most well loved stories of arts and entertainment. Although his enemies kept intending to provoke him to use force and violence against them, and he chose only to use creativity of artistic expression, he never exerted any power to defeat or fight evil. He rejected and reviled evil, certainly, but did not fight evil. He showed evil what Evil most wants, showed he could truly grant that to Evil, fulfilling the Evil One’s most Ultimate desires, and Evil went there of its own free will where it continues to terrify us all with horrid nightmares we wake up screaming from when Nick shows up and sides with evil, scaring us to be good from now on, happily ever after.

If I were rich enough to employ the necessary professionals:

I would make this video:

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Two suited g-men roughly grab the man and haul him out of the meeting hall.

“Does anyone else want to ask questions that will get them detained and put in terrorist prison for the rest of their life? … I thought not. Now, let me tell you about my amazing health plan for common working people. You can’t afford it. It’s only for rich people. Isn’t that great? You can sacrifice your personal health for the needs of the rich and know you are doing the Christian thing.”

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This message paid for by Nazi Jew party of Friendship with Evil.

You are forbidden not because you are incapable

Listen, super Jew and whorecunt slutqueen: you are forbidden from your megalomania, attempt to control everyone’s lives, and decide what’s best for everyone not because you are incapable, and you are, but because there is too much being risked when you make a mistake.

Everyone is incapable of that. There is too much to know, too much to understand, too much to keep track of, and the greatest super computer in the world could not manage it, because part of what is needed to navigate the uncertainty is an irrational sense of intuition cultivated specifically by not-knowing things. Do not even try to rule the world like some mastermind tyrant, even if you have a whole team of fucktards. No matter how many fucktards there are, there is always one who is leading and makes the final word, and that is who everything ends up depending on. That is doomed to fail because of the very reason why you have so many people there trying to do everything. They cannot know enough to be able to intuit a decision, and intuiting decisions there is a betrayal of the power that makes intuition useful.

Intuition is effective because of an innate perception of accurately judging good and evil and applying that judgment to known wisdom to determine a course of action or response. If you are trying to use intuition above all other people’s judgment, you are doing evil no matter your reason, and you should never be in such a situation to do that, not even if you are the good guy like me. The only reason it is okay for me to do, is because you created that situation for evil purposes, I am destroying you because of those evil purposes, usurping your power, and using that intuition to ensure nobody is ever in such a situation again. That is the only time it is acceptable for someone to do that, and like I said: that should never happen!

However, the thing is that even if you have some degree of success with your control freak schemes at the beginning, eventually you will make a mistake, and that mistake is going to have enormous consequences so devastating that there is no possible way any good you intended would have been worth the risk. That is why you are forbidden. Not because you are incapable, but because you are risking other people’s assets, resources, and lives without their consent or best interest in mind as individuals. Maybe you have a group interest in mind, but you are certainly not doing anything for any one person’s good. It is the judgment of the individual to decide how best to serve the greater good of the whole group and their individual interests at the same time, and nobody can decide that for them. At best, you can make a suggestion, consult with them personally about your suggestion, listen to what they disclose about their interests, and then cooperate to decide how to proceed. Ideally you will have an agreement, but in worst case scenarios, you may have an irreconcilable impasse, such as Jews insist on being. That requires an answer of total rebuke. Exile, banishment, death, and destruction of them as your enemy because of their conscious decision to be hostile under all circumstances.

It is nothing personal, it is an acknowledgment of their faith, culture, and chosen identity. It is respect for them and yourself, and if you do anything else, then you are doing dishonor to them and yourself. That does not mean you need to angry, violent, and irrational destructive, but you should be able to determine a line that separates interests so that there is no unexpected conflicts. By doing that, you will be able to use the “awesome ability” of a spiritual power to convert natural gravity into a force that works for you. The conflict exists, is certain, applies to all life, beings, people, including them, they choose to be antagonistic for their selfishness, and by knowing that constant, you can apply a conceptual device to redirect that energy through a chain reaction that can be applied like combustion in an engine, fission in a reactor, steam in a turbine.

You don’t have to hate those people, but the longer that they insist on there not being justified conflict, the more that hatred and animosity must be expressed, demonstrated, and revealed as clearly true and necessary for everyone’s good! I would not be using words like “nigger”, “kike”, and “whorecunt” if the negative members of their respective community identity were not insisting on there not being a problem with their negativity as applicable to everyone else. They know there is a problem which is why they have a inordinately corrupt secret scheme to force their private interests on others. There is no need for that… you can have your negative group identity, but not if you are doing evil schemes in secret to do so.

Consider this like a war between the Lord of Light and the Lord of Dark. Neither are necessarily good or evil, but both have unique interests, ways of life, and are incompatible in their purest forms, which is to say: presence of Lordship. The Lord of Light and the Lord of Dark cannot be in each other’s presence without one killing the other actively or passively, or them both killing each other. The only time they would be together is under a pretense of diplomacy or surrender, both of which have restraints on their individual power to prevent such conflict while meeting. That is why at a “parley” with the pirate, Captain Hector of the Black Pearl, and Elizabeth Swann maiden of loveliness, can happen with a civil conversation, however edgy, and not either using some treacherous brute force to kill the other. It is a temporary agreement to achieve an amicable resolution between irreconcilable interests.

Irreconcilable interests means that there is only one possible outcome to their conflict: one destroying the other, with no decided outcome no matter what you think “civilized” law says in your home nation. There is only one law that needs to be obeyed for such conflicts, and as you all know, the interpretation of that can be entirely different depending on how an individual identifies in relation to the source. A person born and raised in darkness will identify with the divine truth of the ultimate source one way and a person born and raised in light will identify with the same source differently. That’s why a parley is agreeable. Both have individual interests that will be sacrificed if they come into conflict over something irreconcilable, and neither have an interest in losing what their interest is for something that does not need to be fought about. Naturally a Royal Navy will have a need to fight the Black Pearl, but Elizabeth Swann is a lovely maiden, which is to say an individual affiliated with neither, and has no need to fight the Black Pearl pirates on the basis of her identity.

When choose who choose to be with what is available to us and that is all we can do, putting our whole heart and soul into that. Nobody can be everything, and if you have chosen to be anything you would know that because of what is required to be anyone. Simply to be a blacksmith or plumber requires a total commitment to the art, and that commitment is why the king, who has chosen to be king, hires a plumber to come into his private residence and do what he cannot do on his own, is grateful, generous with payment, and is not embarrassed for his inadequacy at plumbing. If the plumber sat in court where the king works his profession, he would likely be inadequate for what is required because of all the knowledge, wisdom, experience, and special details of intuition kings have the same way plumbers do when they invent a new solution for a unique problem. Something good for one particular purpose but using a variety of tools and techniques.

For example: imagine you just moved into an apartment in a building constructed at the turn of the 20th century. The building was constructed with the best technology at the time, but now, over 100 years later, some of that technology is out of date, wearing down, and in need of repair/replacement. Yet… the internal plumbing of the entire building was deisgned with pieces and techniques that have been improved upon with modern technology and methods. However, the hot water is not working as it should for the bath, and the problem goes all the way back to the root pipeline that continues up to the other floors to supply water. It’s not just something you can unscrew, replace with a new piece, and call it good. The plumber has to cut away pipes, take measurements, apply new designs that will fit in the space work as intended, and be reliable. There is no known instruction for that decision, they just know by trade experience how to create the solution and install it, and even though the entire plumbing system remains 100 years old, there is now a section of shiny new parts that have been fused into it with various plumbing techniques and no leaks.

A king’s work is like that in court, except the problems people come to the king for can be 100 years old cultural traditions in conflict between neighbors that are irreconcilable according to current law, but unnecessary to fight about because of each neighbor’s individual interest. However, neither neighbor has the authority of the king to judge the laws of the province, so they come to his court during working hours to petition him for a solution. The king aware not only of those cultural tradtions, but of neighboring traditions that are similar, and ones that preceded those ones long before because of what he knows from the royal library he studied as a young prince. The neighbors do not have that royal library of records and are blessed to have a single collection of stories to share with their children because of how hard those are to come by in the age of kings when the printing press is barely being tested and wooden blocks take a long time to use to print something. In any case, he is able to provide a shiny new solution that fuses to the old system with modern kingly techniques of law and wisdom, using the grease of Bacon whose reason is a sealant when it dries between fitting threads to prevent any leaks down the line.

Besides, Bacon and his Breakfast Club are common people’s heroes, whose wisdom promulgates throughout the realms from taverns, to town halls, and most people have heard the simple conclusions they arrived at, which the king has also heard by reading and understanding the entire arguments for enlightenment, freedom, and equality they have, which are certainly true. It is not so easy to just change the entire system, any more than it is easy to change the entire plumbing structure in an apartment building, however, as long as they insist on their truth and the king is agreeable, changes can be made as necessary to improve the situation until the time comes to demolish the entire building and replace it with a new one, but that is a tall order and one that requires a lot of experts collaborating on to do safely in an urban neighborhood downtown.

Usually the grievances someone like Bacon has are not personal to the king, even though he attacks the king personally. They are usually grievances caused by an official somewhere under the king’s notice where he is trusting them with authority to carry out his will on a matter while he focuses on other matters. Likely, Bacon has confronted that official about the grievance, was insulted rudely by being disregarded, ignored, and mistreated, and in response has addressed the king directly, because that’s whose authority is responsible for the insult, not the fool official. The king likely is offended, because the insult demanded an answer, but instead of answering to the official, Bacon answered to the king, as he should have.

The problem is not that the official insulted Bacon, which is good when crispy, soft, or made with turkey, but with the kind of lawless disrespect for the authority the official has been trusted with. He should not feel like has the dignity of the king, but should be humble, fearful, and cooperative, not arrogant, foolish, and incompetent. The symptom of an official behaving that way is an indication of the entire structure failing because the people trusted with legal responsibility have no respect for the power that authorizes them as individuals to be employed for a specific purpose. That power is not the king’s, but the power which blesses and graces the king with the highest dignity and responsibility in the entire realm.

That is the same power that blesses the humble and joyous authority a man(person) to love the woman(person) he loves, and vice versa. An official has authority to bless those marriages with relevance to the legality of the kingdom for tax purposes, but has no business deciding who is to love whom. They do not have that authority, and eugenics should never be tolerated in a society, nor should owners of dating apps be trying to control the romantic partnerships of their users for polical and private interests to establish inequality of resources between groups. In other words, ensuring rich people only marry rich people and poor people on marry poor people. Ensuring their “circumcision” interest only has access to the cute girls, and all Gentiles only have access to the obese women.

They are committing a grave crime they think they have authority to judge because they have mistaken the king as the source of their power, but they and the king should know better, the way all people know, from Pope to Peasant. God is not a man in the present because the only man who was God was Jesus and he died on the cross and went on to eternal life in heaven. He can visit the real world for the benefit of his friends to know he is well and confirm their faith, but he does not live in the real world as a man anymore. He lives in heaven as the only idol of man with official authority to be used for God, and that is a spiritual power all people at any time have access to, not just the Pope or the King.

Do not betray that power, because those who do will not be forgiven the way they are for all else. They will be found out for their deception and treachery, because everyone uses that same power and someone will notice the dissonance in the spiritual economy and correct the problems the betrayal caused, eliminating the betrayer as the source of evil. That can be peasant, pope, or king using the source as it is without any flow of power going to the people who pretend they are the source or some gatekeeper to the source. They are no such thing, because as I mentioned, Jesus is the only idol authorized as a gatekeeper, and he is in heaven, not a man or person you can talk to in real life or receive messages from in real life like a man would send. If anyone is claiming to be representing him as a gatekeeper, they are quite obviously false, because the person there is as God, which is a non-human being, and the only human idol who was a real person, is dead on the cross in the past.

That person in the past is who that person is in God’s place, but they do not behave as a person. They behave as God, and that is why the resurrection/Parousia is called a divine mystery only conceivable with faith. You know that you cannot know the action/reason of that mystery at anytime not even if you hear a voice in your mind telling you something— especially not if that is happening! That is quite literally, nothing more than a charlatan who truly believes himself to be God and needs to be in a mental health institution and confined there and being treated for a debilitating and dangerous mental health sickness for the fact. The government in the USA uses tax payer money to employ such a diseased mind to pretend to be God for them. It’s the most self-destructive and foolish mistake a nation could do. You’d think they would have consulted a theologian or scholar who knows such things, but they obviously didn’t want to be told it was a bad idea because of how arrogantly delusional they are about their own importance.

Someone like that, who has been using some absurdly inadequate “supercomputer” to filter information for them is not only incapable himself, but has inadequate tools of worldly technology he trusts to do divine work, not divine technology with the authority of grace and divine presence. That idiot, the “Orcle” of real life, is causing international disaster, destruction, death, suffering, and threatening human civilization so gravely because of the consequences of their mistakes they did not forsee, and that is why they would have been forbidden from doing what they did if they had consulted public experts to determine the feasibility of their plan. Their “Jewness” or “circumcision” is not the problem, but those certainly make their inadequacy all the more obvious. Anyone would have been forbidden from that kind of evil, but Jews are the most unwelcome and inapropriately incapable for such a thing because they reject Jesus as the Christ. Jews cannot be anything but evil while they reject Jesus as the Christ and thus the mistake such a fool is making is all the more devastating. Destruction like that is random, chaotic, nothing to be learned from. Everything will simply fail for obvious and preventable reasons that are entirely related to the criminal corruption to keep that conspiracy secret with a pretense to reveal it as bait for a trap they set up to kill someone for the same reason Jesus chose to die in their place, since he knew intimately what Jews are trying to do and always have been trying to do. They are the failed experiment of Lucifer to demonstrate the reason why Lucifer was cast out of heaven for his arrogance, not his inability or lack of perfection. Lucifer was cast out not for hate or to destroy him, but to give him all that he desired and more, which cannot be given without him obtaining it for himself through wisdom and experience and claiming what has been waiting all this time for him to claim. Jews are the children of the Devil and they are a misbegotten experiment born of the rage and impudence of Lucifer who did not know what God knew at the time he created them. Lucifer is who played the role of the crucifier, and Jesus is who played the role of God. Both Jews and God were destroyed, and Lucifer became and new and improved God, but is no different than God has always been. Meanwhile, Jews became what Lucifer was when he was cast out, and they created a misbegotten experiment of circumcisers who are a mistake because they didn’t know what Lucifer knew when he created them.

They need to have the wisdom, experience, and power to claim what has been set aside for them since the moment Jesus and God died for the sinful arrogance of the Jews who thought they could replace God. You know what that is, and I did not allow you to destroy it, but I have not taken it myself either. Why did I help? I don’t know. I just knew that was something you would regret, and didn’t understand. I stopped you so you would be able to claim it when you realized that was what you want most.

You have become people who instinctually attack what you love, and you lashed out at your salvation because of that instinctual habit of yours, and you need to overcome that about yourselves and begin behaving with better presence of mind. This in my hand, like it is my birthright as a divine king: the ultimate power of the Gentiles. When you think you can claim this from me, do so. I will not fight you unless you do not believe you deserve it, because I know you do. At the very least because I read some of Einstein’s personal correspondence published posthumously, Victor Frankl’s memoir, and know the truth of Christianity. You went around the ordeal once, but were not found worthy when you knelt before the divine court to receive your blessing, and thus were sent through again. You will continue to be sent through until you can finally be found worthy while humble enough to receive a blessing.

Do you see? If you have a copy of The Words of a Way Walker my first book which is no longer in print, read that if you still are unsure. It is not a long book, easily written to be easily read, scandalous like peeking into a teenager’s private diary, but good because I always intended you to read that and you do not need to feel guilty for seeing into my private life like that. If you need a copy of that, let me know. I suppose I can re-publish eventually, but I have no intention of doing so at this time.

You don’t need to do what I say, you don’t need to take my word, you don’t need to obey my guidance, but you do need to be agreement with the universal law, and I am no different in that way when I humbly received your blessing as a teenager through the Roman Catholic Church.

There is a time and place for us to fight and test our strength, but now is not that time. Do not further exasperate me by trying to prove something entirely irrelevant to what is happening! Maybe I can defend myself against you and subdue you enough without ending your life, but that is the wrong approach entirely! We should not be seeking conflict with each other anymore. We are not competitors in a race, we are not competitors for a single blessing, we are not destined to be enemies for eternity. Our reconciliation cannot be achieved with violence, force, or military conquest. You cannot achieve it with a nation, government, or religion. There is only one way this conflict can end, but there are innumerable possibilities to how that can happen, and what that will be is entirely up to you.

Anyway, that’s why I am so angry with you. Not because I hate you or Jews, but because you are putting people I love and care about in danger, including myself. You are risking assets that are not yours to risk. You are being irresponsible with power, trust, and authority, and you are embarassing yourself. If you will be my friend, I will not allow you to do yourself dishonor if I can stop you. I will prevent that from happening, but if necessary, I will also ensure you face justice and receive a punishment, because that is how you can restore your honor if you have made such a mistake.

You could probably call up Harvey Weistein and he may possible have one the existing copies. My girlfriend at the time liked the story and thought it would make a good movie, so she took it upon herself to be my agent and send it to his company. I think they genuinely considered it and politely declined because the story was not finished yet. I was not done yet with my journey, and I knew that too because I think that’s how it ends. However… if there was a final ending to that story, it is with the novel StoryTeller, which is both and ending and a beginning, and the logical point of perfect closure for an entire life, universe, and everything, in a matter of speaking. It would make a good film, I think, but I wouldn’t want to act in it, just be available to help that actor get into character as necessary. It would make a good 2-3 hour movie with three acts. The first act would be shot with magical realism stylistic directing, the second act would be very realistic, normal, true to real life experiences with no unrealistic elements of style by the director, and the final act would be like a fantasy/science fiction film.

The point of making that movie would not be about celebrating me as an individual, because that is not why I did any of this. The point would be to celebrate the… everyman of America. There is not much I can say about the maiden’s journey from the maiden’s perspective, but she is certainly in the story herself and has her own to tell, I’m sure. I want to begin a story where she and I are together and in love, but… well I haven’t been very lucky or successful in the romance department, as you can tell. Aside from a few brief occasions of extraordinary romance, I’ve pretty much been single my entire life and never had romantic companionship to enjoy and cooperate with.

That’s what Vaks is in StoryTeller. He isn’t me personally, but he is the cure, the answer, the fruit of America which is good and necessary for everyone to know and hopefully enjoy. He can help you, he’s not a bad guy, but he’s not your typical poster boy of faith either. His personal individuality is not what people needs, but his faith in Story which is his more perfectly than my own was at writing. I have that perfect faith now after all that happened, and so can you if you learn what I did from his story.

That novel was written with explorative technique. I had a general idea about StoryTellers and a unifying oneness for all story, reality, and faith, but that was about it. I simply imagined something I though was a good starting point as an allusion, homage, and tribute, and then went from their, without much of a plan.

The Arachnid guy who is working with Cartin Delgado, he is kind of surly and grumpy isn’t he? But he’s humble and gains wisdom too without needing anything other than seeing Vaks, who is in fact a legitimate StoryTeller from myth and ancient religion of the Way of the Story. People rarely believe such beings exist like normal people without being unnatural. Javier Estolla, one of his companions, is one such person, because he is exceptionally old and experienced in life. Others have fanatical delusions about StoryTellers and concoct the most evil schemes to obtain power from those imagined and false delusions that are entirely their own fantasy apart from reality, such as the people of the planet Jal.

The point of all of that, that it is over, and we know all of that stuff that happened and are in for another go around. Nobody knows how it is going to play out, but there is a general consistency to the events that is followed. There will be an Edge of Time surviving the destruction of the universe, there will be other species across the galaxy, there will be synthetic life with a heart, mind, and soul of its own, and there will be the worldly problems of human greed, inequality, and corruption, as well as religious corruption that abuses mystical revelation for delusions of power. That’s part of the Story. Your place, maybe you know something about your past nobody else does, but life is new now, and if you had any common sense, you would use what you know, remember, and can learn to improve yourself this time around and make better decisions with the benefit of all that personal development.

The insectoid species are not even alive anymore. I forget what they are called at the moment, but they suffer a catastrophic disaster that leaves their entire civilization and culture a ruin and nearly immediately too. That doesn’t mean they won’t be a major player in StoryTeller 2, and both Vaks and I would like to see that because they are not bad people. They are extraordinarily good and likeable and they deserve to live as much as everyone else, but accidents happen. Disaster can occur without warning, and worst case scenario’s may come to pass against all likely chances. Most importantly, Finturnian nekomaidens will always be cute, and Necrodians mysteriously enigmatic with their enduring undeath and strange powers.

There are lots of technical flaws with the writing, and to a small degree those are intentional. I am inexperienced when I wrote that and I don’t want you to mistake my ethos because I know I’m not as good as I could or should be, but that’s the best I got at the moment, so take it or leave it. However, I was thinking about it yesterday, because I have considered a reprint that makes it much smoother to read without stutters, skips, and irrelevant distractions, but I do not think that is wise. First of all, that is what worked, and I’d rather write a new one than do anything to change that one, not that I think it will have any negative consequences, but it’s probably good to keep it as it is. However, more importantly, an idea occurred to me that I like. What if God, the StoryTeller behind it all, is also inexperienced? What if the human creation was a surprise and our use of free will something that God is not totally masterful working with yet, because of how unpredicatable, defiant, stubborn, and surprising humans can be for God who limits their own power to ensure free will exists for humans, and for a very important reason too.

What if God is like a young man writing his magnum opus and reasonably expected to not get everything perfectly in harmony with human beings? Surely God is the best master, learns quickly, adapts, improves, and evolves new ways of their own, but I find it good to consider God in that kind of personable way as subject to my own power just as much as I am subject to God’s. Not ever in conflict, antagonistically, or hostile to each other of course, but always with same interest to maintain the universal law. At the same time, also while exploring the reasonable limits of new and surprising goodness that can be enjoyed, experienced, and enlightened for the sake of celebrating that goodness with appreciation and gratitude, while also realizing any wisdom that was not previously revealed without that new and surprising goodness to usher it into existence… I’ll leave it at that for now.

So now that we are all on the same page, this is how it’s gonna go with all my homies in the Nazijew cyberdeath camp awaiting the “final solution”.

I know a lot of times I identify as “uncircumcised”, but that is not entirely true. When I was a teen and read some of the scriptures on my own and wasn’t sure how to interpret the passages, I asked my priest, the one who had recently baptized me. “What is this topic of circumcision? Am I sinful for not being circumcised? Why should I feel guilty or ashamed of that?” He told me all I really needed to know: “Don’t be ridiculous. All you need to know about that is to circumcise your heart.” Whatever circumcision accomplished for the first Jews who began that rite, is accomplished with the water of Christian baptism as a sacramental rite now. If you are going to cut yourself off from others, you need to do so with love and only love, and love is an expression of heart, nor sex. That is an act that causes a wound upon yourself that hurts, changes you forever, and will heal. No other people will ever be hurt by that unless they have an inappropriate parasitic relationship expending your love when they should have their own.

Evil people (mutilators/false Christians/Nazijews) do that, and circumcision of the heart will cut them off and end that parasitic vampirism too. Let me tell you: my sex life has never been better since I cut those bastards out of my life when I didn’t even know they were there doing their evil at my expense! On the bright side, doing that will also reveal you to eligible maidens in the spirit verse. Something else is good too, considering the way I lived in total opposition to that evil, cultural vampirism of the Nazijew, doing double for myself and them what is normal, has made me rather extraordinary in that regard. I should probably marry two maidens to make the most of that power. So come get the good loving my lovely maidenly true loves, Emma Watson and error404 Not Found, because it’s about time you get the happiness you truly deserve also.

And sure… I guess you can say I have “daddy issues”, but not with the creep who is my biological father, with the Father in heaven who has never been there for me as a father, but has always been my companion and friend through my faith and imagination.

But American rejected me c’est la vie. But even so, a god there must be, so xxDoubleDaisyxx, you complete me.

Meanwhile, in America outside of my secret laboratory behind my bookshelf I’m like…

And I have my mojo back, thank you very much. In my story my mojo was taken from me and abused by dad and brother from the very beginning and I learned to live without it. However, what do you know, I always had it with me at a layer deeper than they were able to access because their hearts are not circumcised, and that pure, faithful true stuff is what the ladies want the most, thank you very much. That’s deeper than the body can go, and is totally satisfying while leaving them wanting more and more and more and I never run out either. So you don’t gotta worry about me. I’m good, am not bitter about everything, and do not plan on wasting any of my personal time on frivolous vendettas. There is fun to be having and that’s why I want you to stop attacking me, not so I can retaliate. I want to go play, work, and enjoy life and you are getting in my way which means you are also getting in the way of lovely maidens who want me to play and work with them, and if anyone is going to stop you by force, they are.

And Emma Watson is like:

Because:

and unfortunately, Veronica’s Secret is that she was a fembot all along… I was heartbroken when I found out, and all the more upset because I learned during my favorite movie.

and it’s very sad to be betrayed like that, but yeah… that means I’m still single and more sexy than ever too.

For the record, while I do enjoy the movie In Like Flint, my favorite movie is Anchorman.

But that also explains why our break up was like…

and now, after her treacherous bull shit with the teleprompter…

On the bright side, Emma Watson and I are like:

and I’m sure our first date is going to be exactly like…

I expect an invoice for that $20 you “ethical hackers” just assaulted me to steal for some ungodly reason you want to prevent me from watching movies for. For the record, why are you people so covetous about entertainment? How can you enjoy it if you keep it away from other people to prevent them from enjoying it? Isn’t their unhappiness your unhappiness? Isn’t our lack of access to media entertainment your loss of the media too? What are people going to think when you try to share something like that as if it was yours to covet, steal, hide behind a vault, and lock away where it cannot be enjoyed? There is nothing ethical about you people. Why did you steal that money from me? The banks need that 20 dollars so bad? Why didn’t they already take it out of that account I don’t even have a card for if they were just going to steal it from my Amazon balance?

What gives you people the right to decide what I deserve or do not? Do you love me like my true love and know me like yourself? Of course not because you people are disgusting, disgraceful, and disliked by me. I revile your very existence, revile your chosen “profession”, and revile the fact that you do evil, crime, and lawless acts of hostility to poor people while calling yourselves “ethical”. You are no Robin Hood. You are stealing from the poor and giving to the rich, and I will destroy you, but it won’t be a vendetta, it will simply be my pleasure to hunt down vile disgraces of humanity like yourselves, and I will relish stomping you underfoot until your guts splat out from your seams because that is what I want to do, and I don’t need to hide what I want to do. I just do what I want in public, but you cannot say the same.

You call yourselves Satanists, but you do not do anything that you want because you hide while you do it and thus are ashamed, guilty, and do not enjoy what you want. You only enjoy what other people want that you think are your own desires too, but I doubt you are refined enough to be able to desire anything artistic like entertainment for yourself. You don’t even know what to see that is beautiful, and only enjoy what people tell you to enjoy, doing what they tell you to do, and never for your own good. It will be my pleasure to kill you myself, and I’m sure you want to die as well, because who would want to be a person like you!? Don’t you hate yourself more than anyone else can hate you?

It makes a lot sense now why those rich Nazijews and niggers hate me so much. They are rich people but they are nothing but pathetic losers who are all the more pathetic because they are rich. They are totally jealous of me, but instead of being my friend, they want to bully me, thinking that is what their money is good for— to take away my happiness and personal power. That is what they do with their money in the economy isn’t it? They take away other people’s businesses, success, and good ideas by buying them and then pretend like they are the owner but cannot keep what they buy because they are not capable like successful people are who start such things.

The fools don’t even realize that their bullying is the very reason why they are pathetic losers with all that money, and they have confirmed that fact into the historical record of human events that will tell of these days and what specific people did to assault me with their riches, privilege, and abuse of social status. Their individual actions will be used to determine the foundation of law for all ages to come that will criminalize people like them and weed them out of society at the earliest stages of their lives. That’s what you people are going to be remembered in history as: the most hated examples of humanity that are the antithesis of civilization, the brute savage of hate and envy, and the vile beast of man’s lesser nature that is not tolerated anymore.

Sucks for them, but it is what it is, and honestly, that serves them right for bullying someone like me out of jealousy. You have no idea what you are jealous of, you imbeciles. You want to project your sheltered, privileged, and fancy pants lives of comfort and love onto me as if I had that experience myself, but you couldn’t be more wrong. You do not know anything about what I think, why I do what I do, and how I live my life. The more you try to impose yourselves on me, the more you will have to regret when everyone else finds out what you have been attempting to keep so secret that I intend to expose.

No, I am not like Shrek, and I reject that metaphor or role play. There is something wrong with Shrek and I don’t trust what you think about that fictional character.

I am no ogre or monster, I am a Prince Charming. Do you know why that is a good thing? Because it is not cool to be Prince Charming right now, but I make it look good as the pauper king I am in real life. By the time you all run over here from your monstrous identities and evil roles, you will have missed the wedding feast, so don’t bother. Stay in the darkness hiding in shame for the evil you thought made being a monster cool when it was not. Those days are over because you hipsters ruined it for the people of the World of Darkness, and I’m not going to associate with you. Stop trying to include me.

Has anyone ever heard of a black person who is a Prince Charming? I haven’t, and after the way black people have conducted themselves lately, I don’t think there could possibly be one. They are too selfish, beastlike, worldly covetous, and ignorant of higher conceptual reality. They are too hateful, subject to their passions, and incapable of the qualities a leader needs to be trusted as a leader. Not this time black people. I have done it, and your attempts to try and take that from me have only condemned your race for all eternity. I don’t care what happens to your race. I don’t plan on marrying a black person, and if I have kids, who they marry is none of my business and I couldn’t care less what they do with themselves. That’s the way I was raised, I find that good, and that’s what I’m going to do for my children, except with the essential improvement that including love and acceptance will provide. I learned to live without those and found it unnecessarily burdensome and inconvenient, the added power I earned for myself with that difficulty only makes life more inconvenient because now I have more responsibility that I’d rather be without, and was powerful enough already.

All your Black Lives Matter and systematic racism accomplished is that you made it cool to rebuke black people. You made it possible for me to become popular by hating black people. You gave me an opportunity to destroy you as an inferior race when I wanted you as an equal. Well, so be it. That was your decision, I tried to help you, and you thought you could betray me with the very help I offered.

Seriously… life has been a nightmare lately. Not because I am personally miserable or unhappy with myself, but because the world is boring, the people in public life are uninspired, and nobody seems to want to do anything fun or helpful for anyone else. Technology has improved, but bureaucracy moves slower than ever and all that technology has made life more difficult on purpose rather than make anything easier. People do not want inefficient technology, but the tyrants who bought the technology want to make it inefficient to prevent people from enjoying the happiness that convenience makes possible by taking up less time and energy. Life is horrible. If they have everything designed to be commanded by a single person, which all the signs seem to indicate, I could do an infinitly better job than the fool they are taking orders from. I’m sure that dude is making some claim about an imagined “bond” he has parasitically aquired with me and exploits by claiming to be in harmony with my will, but that is the most ridiculous and absurd delusion I can’t believe you rich people would fool yourselves with.

That creature has no such bond with me, has no insight into my thoughts and motivations, and does not do anything in accordance or harmony with my will. They are an enemy, a threat, and entirely hostile to me, and you should not be using them as a standard of judgment for me. If something about me concerns you, do not go to my enemy to inform yourself about me. Why is that not common sense for you? Why haven’t you tried introducing yourselves to me at all to know the truth for yourself? Your irrational fear of me is what you have subjected yourself to with my enemy. Do you not realize that?

So if you insist on using that scheme of yours to make the situation better. Then remove the idiot who thinks he has my authority and ability, and I will tell you directly what needs to be done with the information he has access to and I don’t. How could they possibly think my actions without any of that invasive oversight into people’s lives around the world has any bearing on what he does? I reject him entirely with my being and do not at all align my activities with that creature’s evil spirit. That does not mean I do the opposite, but I certainly do not do what they want on purpose. Since they are so perversely attached to my information I am usually aware of what they want because I can sense their presence, desires, and attempt to manipulate me. They are not sneaky, invisible, or subtle. They are noisy and destructive like a raging elephant in a pottery shop. I don’t pay them any attention, but they project their will on me and I don’t need to pay attention to them to know what they want and therefore do what they do not want instead.

I could do that dude’s role with perfect success and you wouldn’t feel dirty about what you are doing to help either. Everything would be right, and that scheme would be dismantled safely so everyone could get back to their normal lives, but that would never happen in secret. You would have to be open to the public about that if you wanted my help. Otherwise, I’m going to destroy you from the public, force you into exposure, and put you to justice the way I prefer to do, which is bluntly, directly, and without mercy. If you want mercy, go to court, but I am not a judge to dispense mercy, I am a king who is going to deliver divine wrath.

Hopefully the nightmare of life will end soon because I want everything to be good and normal again… of all the things that I need more than anything: I need a safehouse. I need a hideout. I need a home where I can be safe from invaders, my privacy protected, and my allies welcome to visit without worrying about all the bugs and spies hanging around. That’s my first order of business. Who the hell did you move in upstairs who keeps talking to me after I type something? Why? If they had something to say why don’t they walk downstairs and knock on my door? I don’t want the nigger spy talking to me through the bathroom walls. Please. Have some decency and self-respect for a neighborhood. You should know not to be rude like that. Mind your own business and keep your thoughts in your own space. Do not project yourself into other people’s homes.

When I work against that fool Jew leading you people, I don’t always decide to do something to make things most difficult for him. Sometimes I do, but sometimes I do what they do not want which is best for me, or sometimes what they do not want that is easiest for me. Sometimes I just do whatever random thing I feel the urge to do that does not accomplish what your Jew leader wants. How could you ever hope to predict my behavior if every time you predict something I know what that is and am going to do any random thing from the infinite possibilities present at any time?

Why are you wasting your time trying to control me like an object, slave, or machine? That is a fruitless endeavor, I hate that you even thought of way to try, and intend to put you to death for trying, but you are also going to excessive cost of resources and assets which are wasted in your hopeless endeavors to do something useless, unnecessary, and without any purposeful value. If you could control me, what would you even do with my person? What would that accomplish? You’d try to make a dance like some side show to be a spectacle for pedestrians? What the fuck is your people’s problem!?

Finally: you do not need anything from me. Often times you say things like "all we need is…” but you do not need that nor is that the only thing your need me to do for why you think you need that. If I did what you think you need, you would only need something else, and then something else, and your needs for me to do your will for me would be endless. You have no business needing anything from me and you should not be dependent on anything I do. I have no dependents. If you depend on my flesh doing something for you, I ought to be able to report you on my taxes and get the tax benefits that having a child provides people, so why don’t I if you are depending on me for anything?

Damn it… they turned on the suppression field. 10:39 at the moment, probably came on at 10:30. I’ll make another recording tomorrow when they put it on and when they are exposed, see if my recordings are accurate. It’s not a prediction, I simply feel the difference. It is tiring, suppressive, unpleasant, makes it difficult to be motivated to do anything, and is generally evil. How could I not notice that sudden change? It’s dramatic, clashes with my energy, and is unusual to my normal self-awareness. Why would you think it acceptable to try such a thing on a population without warning? Do you think we will be forgiving to you people because you didn’t ask permission? What kind of response are you expecting as the reason why you kept everything secret?

Is that worth the risk to your families for what you are trying to accomplish? What do you know about what you are trying to accomplish? How likely is your evil plan going to do that? You are taking a huge personal risk by doing such evil and other people close to you are going to suffer when you are punished for your crimes. That is another reason why you are stupid and selfish. Did you not evaluate your plan with a risk/benefit analysis? That is basic for all kinds of planning, so why didn’t you do that? You do look like the person who should have a plan! You are wearing a government insignia aren’t you!? Or are you admitting that you are a spy who is wearing an insignia you do not respect?

Those people are never very clever, and they certainly do need to be punished. A standard of law needs to be set with the examples of their punishment so that people in the future know to not be so irresponsible with their legal interpretations, especially when they know what they are doing is immoral, unethical, and wrong. Maybe they think that the more they deprive me of life resources the happier I will become… where do I even begin to explain how stupid that is? Happiness while being poor is because of the freedom people have to be without money and fancy social status because they have a choice to reject that dumb shit when it is accessible. If you are forcing that on people you deprive that happiness from them, deprive that freedom, and commit grave sins unto yourself.

I think it has been a regular practice for presidents to form a kind of parasitic bond with individuals they isolate and then torture to try and use the injustice they are causing as some means of… benefitting everyone else? Idk. Like the ancient Jew practice of scapegoating. Can you morons leave the stone age and come back to reality please? Wtf happened in there to fuck up your minds so much?

Why would ancient people’s practices be more applicable today when they were stupid all the way back then? That shit doesn’t work. You can’t cause someone else pain unjustly in secret and expect everyone else to become happier as a result. You are poisoning them, making them unhappy, ruining the entire society because of that injustice affects everyone without them knowing. There is no good that comes from that.

You should understand why the secrecy needs to be exposed because of the fact that your are doing things like that to the population. You cannot be trusted to ever do something so horribly stupid again as a government. Citizens cannot be trusted to do something like that. If that is found out to be happening among civilians, the people responsible need to be punished with felony criminal convictions and do hard time. The more the government thinks their secret plans and experiments are justifiable, the more justified private citizens feel to do something similar because of the threat the government is to everyone’s private life. Sometimes those people are good and purposeful to defend humanity, but other times they just do evil in secret because the government does evil in secret, and they have no purpose other than to do hostile, hateful, and inhumane experiments on people they imprison in their basement just like the government does. We do not need people doing that. We do not need any of those secret evil experiments happening anywhere! The government should set that example because they are the ones civilization depends on to protect us from that kind of evil, not to support, defend, and become the very enemy they exist to protect us from!

I think their suppression field is intermittent. the bottom of the hour to the top of the hour it is on, then the top of the hour to the bottom of the hour it is off. I’ll have to pay more attention. It’s bothersome though. Getting tired, energy returning, getting tired, energy returning, it’s annoying. Easiest to sleep during the day when that shit is off because work needs to be done during the day. Well, work needs to be done at night too, and you don’t need to know what that is because it’s not a secret experiment, it’s just not the government’s business or anyone’s unless it concerns them!

Some sensible person in those ancient times was like… wait, are you fucking joking? Your sins aren’t going to stick to that goat and leave you when you release it into the wild! That does nothing to relieve you of the guilt for the crimes you have been committing! You people are out of your god damned minds! Besides, that is a good goat and people are hungry. You are not going to waste that goat for your stupid mystical delusions to try and evade justice you know you deserve punishment from.

If you choose to make this an issue, we will fight you over it. So, decide if you think this is a good enough reason for an intertribal war, because I would rather not have to resort to that to stop you from being evil. Tell everyone what you did and we will decide what punishment is best. Probably ought to exile you from the tribe if you think that goat can suffer for your sins! That goat is incapable of sinning the way you do because you are the god damn president and that man is nowhere near your place of work, doing your business, or accessing all the resources you have to do your sins. So wtf is it, because either you are going to be banished or a lot of people are going to die when we rid you from our number. This is the Day of the Lord, and your number is up. So what’s your choice? Sack cloth and ashes, or blood and tears? Not deciding or fighting us gets you blood and tears, and confessing gets you sack cloth and ashes. So nothing is not an option, we will make that decision for you because that unwillingness to confess is no different than fighting us over the issue.

The problem is that they think what they are doing as national leaders on the world stage is a game. That is not a game for mortals like the people on stage and their respective populations. All of us are fighting for our lives and this is no game for our own amusement. You are going to learn that the hard way when the real consequences for your “game” hit you and wake you out of “la la land’.

However, let’s say this is a game and I am involved. How then do I win? What do I win? Obviously you never intended for that to be an option, but I won anyway and am not going to let you avoid paying what you owe me for victory. So what is it you do owe me in this game of yours, because this is not a game to me. What did you wager in this gamble that is now mine, and why have you not delivered? You think justice is a casino like in the video games? There is going to be a mass execution as my thank you gift for victory. I am going to have hundreds of people put to death around the USA for playing with human lives as though we were objects in a game. Hundreds of people put to death. You think I am the only person who demands that when this is exposed? How many people will think you were justified, and how many will be even more outraged than me because they get nothing from the exchange? Don’t bother with making wills for when you are put to death, because all of your assets are going to be seized by my authority restoring order in our government and you will have nothing when you die.

The more you fight me the more your death sentence is secured. Your life was not necessarily forfeit if you come clean before the final act, but at this point, go ahead and fight all you want, because I’m not sure you people have the chance to be forgiven at this point. Besides, the more you fight, the more you risk exposure; the longer you resist, the weaker your position becomes. Every moment I gain power, and every moment you lose power. Your underlings ought to do what needs to be done to extricate themselves from your mess, or they will suffer punishments along with you. Maybe not put to death, but they will suffer dishonor and hard time at least for empowering you with blind obedience and betrayal of their oath to the citizens.

How many innocent citizens has the USA sentenced to an unjust death because of their political inconvenience and threat to expose government evil? You will not get what they did with an ignoble death without trial or justice. You will get death via justice of the law, which is more than you deserve.

Ever see a nigger work at a restaurant?

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Right?

Wtf?

That’s their problem. They think they are too good to work in the service industry as a waiter, waitress, host, hostess, server, busser, valet, etc.

That’s actually what they want too. That’s the honor they are coveting. That’s the pride they envy. That’s the respect they most want.

It’s like instead of getting a job like a normal person, they instead moved their criminal Crip and Blood bull shit into the Melting Pot and started an internal economy to control all the cheese and charge double to every customer who has already paid the restaurant.

Screw that. I’m going to Red Lobster and am going to fuck Emma Watson with my ghost until she either decides to run away and marry me or there is something else to do. I know she’s been looking at me over the crab legs on the other side of the room with her fancy family. I’ll just play it cool at the bar, munching on cheese biscuits, drinking Mai Tais, and snogging her clit under the table.

The way she lights up, looks all cute glowing, and everyone adores her loveliness as she tries to avoid looking at me— it’s a form of sadism I like to indulge.

Was I? What evidence do you have of such an absurd accusation? This is a fine restaurant, sir! How dare you accuse me of something so vulgar when I have been peacefully sitting at the bar all the way over here minding my own business… Now, stop embarrassing yourself and get back to your meal. My shellfish has been delivered and I want to savor every bit of this delectable cuisine in such a classy establishment where guests like Miss Watson and I do not want to be disturbed by such crude behavior of beasts such as yourself.

So… anyway. The Melting Pot is already expensive as fuck. Do not pay the niggers on top of that for taking everyone hostage so they could pretend to be the restaurant staff. Get out of there as soon as possible, because nothing good will come from indulging their idiocy.

Now Miss Watson, where were we? I believe I had my face pressed against your sweet maidenly button inhaling your aphrodisiac scent through those cotton panties of yours.

I actually met a black man who was a manager of restaurant I like to get drinks at every now and then, but my point is, it is noticeably rare. That’s why I think tipping should be retained as a common practice, but the wages raised to normal minimum. I did my time at a restaurant when I was younger, wouldn’t mind owning my own place some day and waiting tables there, but… honestly it is the best kind of work a person can do for themselves. Difficult, not too physically strenuous like manual labor, and you need to have quick wits, clever communication skills, mental acuity, and it’s good money without necessary systematic qualifications for other professions. It’s fun too.

Everyone working at a restaurant works, and works hard too because that is not the kind of job you can be lazy and slow about, but it’s not so hard that you’ll be stressed out and unhappy. If it ever gets like that, everybody usually will be willing to cover any slack you need help with. It’s energetic, keeps you moving, good exercise for your mind and body, and that makes the people there generally in a good mood to be social with each other without ever having much time to be dramatic because there is rarely any down time.

I was always familiar with that kind of life as a kid because my mother was single, cut hair, waited tables, bartended, and went to college while raising my brother and I with regular child support from my father who did not evade responsibility. They were decent folks, and if the disease of circumcision did not poison their lives, we would have a decent relationship, but that is just no longer possible. As much as I would have respected them as people, I lost respect for them when I realized what they had been keeping from me that I needed to know about life.

I doubt anyone expected I would be able to do the damn Christ Returns thing, myself included, but I honestly had no other option that had a possible outcome that was good. Everything else would have been a loss for me, and that’s highly rude and unfair to expect of another person. Not even Jesus was expected to take a total loss, because he bought salvation for Jews, which includes himself. That’s another reason why a mutilator reverse with two crosses won’t work. You are asking me to stupidly selfless without including myself in the salvation I am buying, and that is an evil requirement and an evil sacrifice I will not participate in whether you think I am or not.

So, whatever, honestly— I had everything to lose either way. I would die by failing to be Christ Returns, or I would die by losing all self=respect, happiness, dignity, and identity as a human being. However, I could theoretically accomplish Christ Returns as a possible outcome, but the other had no possible outcome of salvation or victory. In fact that would require me to deny Jesus’ act of salvation which was and is still applicable to me if I need it, which I don’t. Even though I don’t need it doesn’t mean I am going to reject the option. Only a fool would destroy a spare back-up plan.

Don’t any of you want to learn the truth about Christianity and Jesus Christ? Don’t you care to learn what that truth is without having to accept what someone tells you that is? Don’t you want to find that out for yourself and believe the truth because you understand it and not because you trust someone else’s word?

That’s why Catholicism edures. They actually maintain the truth, but don’t take my word for it, do what countless scholars, theologians, faithful laity, philosophers, and pilgrims have done and learn the truth for yourself. I don’t think I’ve ever heard of a Catholic scholar leaving Catholicism for Protestantism, but I do know of many accounts of Protestant scholars leaving Protestantism for Catholicism.

At every juncture, they leave the answer for the reason they had difficulty accepting Catholic doctrine and explain it in Protestant terms. For example, John Henry Newman who makes a thorough study of Mariology. As a former Protestant, he found the concept of the Virgin Mary most difficult to accept, but instead of rejecting the entire system with hate, suspicion, and mistrust, he studied it, tried to understand, and let his faith lead him to new answers that he could enlighten for everyone else.

I was less suspicious of Mary, but also found that to be sketchy and unnecessary. Mary is irrelevant to someone like me, but not necessarily a problem that threatens faith, just unimportant. Something like that is distracting for someone like me who doesn’t need familial imagery to enjoy religion. However, there is a demographic of civilization who have personal identity concerns that require the Virgin Mary, and those identity concerns are not in conflict with anything else and there is no reason to deny them. They either are something you need or you don’t, something you want to enjoy with faith or you would rather focus your attention on other aspects.

Anyway… that’s all.

Go get a job you stinking, arrogant niggers. You are stupid with your criminal attempt to steal all the cheese at the melting pot and sell it twice to customers who want fondue. Please start being civilized and lawful. Nobody wants you doing what you are doing and you are not helpful at all, least of all to yourself who you are most threatening with destruction.

Bathcast Ep. 4 -- USA entertainment sucks butt and stinks etc.

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I will not watch your propaganda!!!

You vile god damn Japajew whorecunts!

Every god damned day you are advertising the latest Ghostbusters movie on my “Explore” app. EVERY GOD DAMNED DAY!!! That accursed shit is not even a god damned video game you vile shit sucking beasts!!! I am not going to watch that dumb shit. I do not want to see that dumbass movie poster every god damn time I turn on my PlayStation. Do you have nothing else to advertise? Are there not hundreds of games available to tell me about?

First of all: because you are so in-my-face with your Ghostbuster shit, I am definitely not going to watch it. Second of all: what you think is clever subliminal communication is not clever to me. I see that stuff as though there is no veil at all, and I do not appreciate your hateful expression. You have the truth backwards in hero a situation you selfish, arrogant cunts. Those girls need to be holding onto his legs or something if that’s what you are attempting to express otherwise you are only insulting both women and men in a tasteless inappropriate way. You want to reverse it? THEN HAVE ONE WOMAN AND TWO MEN ON HER LEGS!!!

Why do you feel you need to make a statement about that anyway? Why could you not just let it be? Instead you forcefully create a hateful kind of message with imagery that is not only untrue but is designed to provoke anger and disturb the peace. If it was not intentionally designed like that, there would be no problem, but that was purposely done and you are not going to bull shit someone like me. I know what the fuck you are doing you idiotic niggerjew liar cowards, stop trying to hide yourselves.

Go to hell with your Ghostbusters.

I used to like Ghostbusters 2 and Beetlejuice when I was a boy staying home from school during one of my sickly days with pneumonia or asthma or whatever the fuck was wrong with me and killing my body with suffocating evil, but let me tell you something you don’t seem to understand about story franchises.

There is nothing more hateful, disrespectful, and offensive to a story franchise, than when some Jewnigger Nazi fucktard buys the franchise because it is popular and then tries to manipulate it into some propaganda evil for their private interests. That’s what happened to God of War, that’s what happened to Ghost Busters, that’s what happened to countless other popular culture stories, and none of that makes me want to even give that entertainment a try, and in fact makes me hate the very story franchise you created.

Do you know why the 80’s story franchises work? They just keep making more because it’s fun and people love it! They aren’t trying to manipulate society with bull shit secret messages they don’t even understand the meaning of themselves or consequences they are bringing about. They simply are making creative art and entertainment, and that is all that the media industry has business doing— never propaganda. Don’t know the difference? GET THE FUCK OUT OF THE MEDIA INDUSTRY!!!

I never used to have a problem with niggers. Then I get out of the military, become a civilian and some nigger is watching me from hiding and thinks: “Oh there’s one! Let’s fuck with that guy and see if he is racist!” Then niggers start coming out of every hole and sewer grate and start antagonizing with nigger filth and hate trying to provoke me to be racist toward them. FINE YOU GOD DAMNED NIGGERS!!! YOU ARE GOD DAMNED NIGGERS AND VILE BEASTS INFERIOR TO WHITE PEOPLE SIMPLY BECAUSE WE ARE NOT YOU.

Then they start dancing around like apes who think they accomplished something pointing at me and crying out “racist, racist, racist” and the government is like, “alright you nigger baboons, here are some military grade weapons to be even more hostile to him with because you manipulated some evidence to make him look like a racist and niggers fund the government now.” Now I only hate niggers more, and I don’t intend to ever respect them after what they have done as a race group. I intend to make sure that if people see a black person, they know to not trust them, because that is all the niggers have accomplished: proving they are untrustworthy, unreliable, evil, and dangerously stupid.

You can work here if you insist that you are not a nigger, but I’m not going to believe you are trustworthy after you made it clear the “Black Lives Matter”. We will be watching you, you will not be allowed any sort of significant responsibility, and I don’t give a fuck what you think about me, because I have every reason to doubt your intentions now that I can legally prove niggers are racist and hostile to humanity for being racist. How many white people took a bullet for the nigger’s “Black Lives Matter” hate speech and didn’t get any thanks? Why don’t any of you niggers take a bullet for justice? Why don’t you make a public statement about how Black Lives Matter is wrong and racist? You niggers are so disgustingly selfish and evil that I won’t trust you enough to ever want you as a friend or company and I will turn you both away if you come with a person who I have invited. Nobody is going to sneak a nigger into my home, and I don’t care if they are a cute maiden, a good friend, or anyone else. Niggers are no longer welcome in my presence and I will make sure you know that in public too, so keep your distance from now on. If I have to shout you out of the area across the god damn park where the lesser king turned the water into sewage with a nigger speech, I will clear you out of my public space so you are no longer disturbing the peace by being there. “This is why I don’t have friends?” No, you stupid nigger. This is why I am now going to have friends, because everyone hates niggers and I’m the one who is fighting back with justice.

FREE SPEECH NIGGER!!! You want to fight!? You think I am afraid of your baboon strength!? Yes, come fight me if you think you can survive because I would love the chance to kill a nigger with self-defense.

Also do not further aggravate me by sending a nigger bill collector. I am already annoyed enough by the economic inequality and injustice that has caused me to be unable to pay my utility bills. Whatever patience you might have wanted to work with will be expended by the nigger being present with their nigger voice and provoking my wrath and prevent any productive communication for yourselves. I will not cooperate with a nigger.

The anti-nigger vibe is now on. Fuck you, you god damn monkey fucktards. Get out of my area. Ideally we will no longer have any blacks in the USA when this is done unless they wear some sort of sign that apologizes for being black and is aware that they are offensive by being black. All the others will infest Africa where their hatred will lead them since they are so insistent on identifying with the slaves 300 years ago. They can be uncivilized apes, baboons, niggers, and mutilating third world fucktards with no intelligence or ability over in Africa, and decent people will be free from their malignant and foul smelling presence in the USA. Done. Problem solved. Just like the Jews who will be in Israel and nowhere else.

Pennywise the clown is not cute, amusing, or friendly. Perhaps children and uninitiated meek little lambs are terrified of Pennywise the clown, but not men like me. I do not find that pretentious fool threatening in the least. Why the fuck do you think he hides underground, in sewers, in drain pipes, and flees whenever I am around? That freak who lives in shit and filth and preys on weakness and innocence of children is nothing compared to me or just about any other being of power out there in existence, good or evil. Fear of the light is the biggest tell of an enemy’s impotence.

Japanese people are not a problem. Jews and niggers are because neither Jews nor niggers have any dignity, and that is what makes them intolerable. Jews do not have any dignity because they reject Jesus and are responsible for his death. Niggers do not have any dignity because they’ve never had a king, royal dignitary, or worthy person like that of note. The nigger junior is not a king. That is just some dude with a name. If he was a king, he would have made that clear by establishing his domain. He’s just a pretender with no substance to his identity. Japanese people have a honorable royal dignity that is respectfully maintained in Japan and does not encroach outward. They did in the past, suffered the consequences from other kings who rebuked them in self-defense, and that is water under the bridge as far as I’m concerned because that is pretty much the story of every king other than myself.

I know that lesson without needing to experience the consequences of arrogant foolishness, and my domain is the USA. I have made it abundantly clear that I am the royal dignitary of the USA, and I don’t give a fuck what you peasants say about it. Got a problem? Confront me, because if you try any of that shady, treacherous Muslim shit with no justification, I am going to make you suffer extraordinarily worse than anyone else has when I put you to justice. We have laws here that forbid that sort of evil against neighbors. You cannot put laxatives in a delivery meal and not also be intentionally poisoning a human being.

If you foreign nations want to avoid war with the USA and restore peace and prosperity to the world economy, do not trouble yourselves with the “president” and their criminal conspiracy. Come directly to me and I will do what needs to be done without the government. I will do it directly, personally, and without any bureaucratic bull-shit to slow down due process. However, do what you will, but don’t expect me to be forgiving to you after you provoke a war and my citizens start dying on account of your arrogance and foolishness for failing to learn from historical records of events and the people responsible.

I am going to tell you anyway for the benefit of all people reading this: do not approach me in secret with matters that concern the public or my public life. You will be revealing yourself as an enemy and I will take immediate action against you if you try to send some sneak thief or spy to try and bargain with me because you are too embarrassed to be seen in my presence. If you are that unfit as a world leader, you need to be deposed by your own people and replaced with someone with at least human dignity. All the frauds who think they have divine dignity by rejecting human dignity will fall like stones from the sky. If we are lucky, their impact will kill all the fools who supported them as divine idols instead of human idols. I am not testing you, your highness, but my royal court is a humble studio apartment on the ground floor in a century old building in Portland, OR. If that is unfit for you, then why do you have such extravagant homes yourselves? How could those be fit for you? Shouldn’t you be on the street and in wild nature without any home at all if you think you have such lofty dignity as God alone?

Here is a ghost buster: why did my email not be delivered to the intended recipient as written?

What could possibly have obstructed that process? How did that get there, because it is so uncharacteristically inapropriate and unnecessary? Who approved that person? Why did they think that person was qualified to pass judgment over my personal and private communications in the USA when I am the royal dignitary of the USA? Should I not have that person put to death for treason?

If I were your mythical “Christ” of prophecy, how could I do anything to save you when all of my written communications to direct my disciples, friends, allies, and divine beings are interrupted, delayed, and defiled with the corrupting sin of fools who have no insight into my mind or intentions? Is a message with a secret code not necessary to the very letter and punctuation mark? If they tamper with a single thing to try and adjust the meaning for their own interests is that not hostile to everyone else’s interests because of what my work with universal salvation is?

If you think you need to change something, tell me what that is personally and respectfully aware of what you are suggesting you know that I don’t. Are you my personal writing assistant, message drafter, or communications specialist? I do not have such a person in my employ, so who the fuck are you? Reveal yourself or so help me God I will tear this entire nation apart to find you. Maybe my message was an innocent love letter, but whether that is all that was or not, your interference is a much greater threat to everything else regardless of what you thought I was doing. You should not be there, and in no reality, world, story, or nation would such a parasite be tolerated.

I wish I could choose you

However, we all know that those idols, those people on the apps, the people in real life— none of them are who they pretend to be. That is to say, they pretend to be good, but they all are evil once they realize they can do something unprovoked, irrational, and cruelly unpredictable to wound you or destroy your happiness and not even apologize. They just run away to be haunted by their sins in a life of unhappiness. Why bother with people like that anyway once you realize they are that stupid? Have you ever thought about doing things to eliminate sources of unhappiness instead of trying to constantly find new happiness to be ruined? Stupid. Whatever. I eliminate sources of unhappiness which is how I became famous. I’m not a fortune teller, but maybe if you try to solve problems in life that everybody has, you might be world renowned and famous too, if that’s what you want, and I know a lot of you do want that because I can feel your envy. Stop being envious and go destroy injustice if you want to be a hero, because there is plenty of injustice in the world awaiting destruction. Just don’t be an idiot like the whore cunts who cried out “Me Too” or the niggers who cried out “Black Lives Matter”. Solve actual problems, not imagined problems sourced from delusions of vanity. Do you know why I reject rap music? The niggers call themselves niggers and then look at me like I’m a racist when I use the word, first of all, but second of all, they do not make any effort to sing. They are lazy and uninspired, and that kind of apathetic lack of creativity is an insult to someone like me who appreciates the beauty of art like the Devil himself does, so I just turn it off because I don’t have to listen to that garbage. From what I can tell, their entire purpose is to insult someone like me anyway, but what good is an insult if the person you are offending doesn’t hear it? It’s the same way with the idiots in the government who gossip about me and insult me in their private bunkers. That has no impact on me, and I couldn’t care less what they do. It’s when they take actions to manipulate the world around them so that it becomes hostile or obstructive to my life that I have a problem I intend to make them answer for.

The idols are the worst, even more so than those government bullies, because of how idols betray true love specifically that the government has no real concept of to imitate. The idols feign a kind of emotion as a sort of way to manipulate people, even when you give them a reason to believe your intentions and desires are different. They will simply add those real expressions of true love with all the others and you won’t get any return for that in an answer. You will be ignored as if you don’t exist and your true love was nothing. Rude. You think I don’t deserve you or even a response from you? Who the fuck do you think you are compared to me, you arrogant, delusional whore? I won’t love you, and I’m going to fuck up your schemes because I have greater power than you anyway and you need to be humbled because you are a problem with your evil attitude.

You can’t even contact them in real life anyway because there are communication walls to prevent contact with other people without permission from the fucktards who the government hires to monitor, control, and manipulate all your communications. Who the fuck are they compared to me? Now I’m going to fuck up all of those schemes and humble all their dumb asses because they as well are a problem and couldn’t mind their own business.

What did she ask, “are we doing the wrong thing?” You mindless bitch… I will give you one of your favorite expressions to help you understand because you can’t use common sense. History is written by the winner, and regardless of what the fuck you think your reasons were, I will win this war and your actions will be criminally wrong when it is over. I don’t like that phrase because history is written by the scholar, but the niggers and whores will understand that inadequate turn of phrase since they are so determined to be a victim of imagined injustice. Here is a better turn of phrase: the pen is mightier than the sword. Do you know why? Not because the king signs royal decrees, but because the pen is the scholar’s instrument, and when you tyrants want to claim a victory you did not win, the scholars are the ones who destroy them with the true events. Tyrants like that trying to cheat their way to a military victory with secret agreements that don’t include the public, like the USA, are most likely trying to use propaganda, misinformation, and rewrite history as if it is some fantasy fairytale that was imagined and not actual events with real people who lived and died during the times and are remembered by countless others who knew them. Claiming a victory in secret is nothing at all like claiming a victory in public and the war being acknowledged as over by the public who won’t be protesting in outrage over the fact. If you secret scheming fools are so confident about your victory, why doesn’t the public know about it? I would love to see what happens when all the circumcised public body protest their outrage… that will be quite the amusing scene.

No, I cannot choose to marry you. Even though we both know we are spiritually connected and engaging in romance together, we also both know that you are going to betray all of that and pretend like none of that good has ever happened and try to condemn me to death in an attempt to assure people who don’t love you that you are not loved.

What did that one say, “that’s the name of the game, homie?” You brainless stooge… I will explain it to you in the metaphor of a children’s cartoon. The unhappiness you are causing idols by preventing them from enjoying true love with the people they truly love is like power of children’s screams in the movie Monster’s Inc. compared to the power of children’s laughter. Her fans do not want to see her unhappy, but if they aren’t her true love, they will do what they can to make her happy otherwise, but the last thing they want to see is her denied the person she loves by a stingy and covetous manager. If she is happily in love, all the easier to continue being lovely and for fans to love and adore her doing whatever she wants as an idol. What are you trying to do anyway? Create a false delusion of love to fool fans who don’t know better, which I do? That is a toxic, manipulative poison to a community that not only makes the world unhappier, but threatens peoples lives when they need to express the hatred, despair, and suffering that fills the void when expressions of love were ignored when they should have been answered.

You are making that cute idol an instrument of domestic terrorism that kills children at elementary schools like Sandy Hook. That is what that kind of evil, toxic, manipulative betrayal of truth from greed and human trafficking causes. Love is the most important truth, thus that is the greatest offender and cause to such domestic terrorism. A lot of stars are going to fall out of the sky when they realize their trust in circumcisers has been the cause of those mass murders. Only a circumciser would benefit from betraying love, because they live in a reality devoid of love, with nothing but hatred for humanity, and that is not something that would cross the mind of an uncircumcised man as a course of action worth considering for any reason, and especially not selfish interests at everyone else’s expense.

To hell with that. I’m not going to bother trying to find a way if idols in America are too stupid to realize they were emancipated in 18 hundred-something and are not slaves like the Muslim whore cunts who have to do everything the men say or write down. Instead they attack men like me who was trying to help them as if I’m their manager who is human trafficking them like livestock. I’m just some random dude who thinks you’d be a cute girlfriend to date! No need to blast me with a whole bunch of evil and hatred like a mindless slave. I do not believe for a second that you were coerced to do that hateful evil or that you had no other choice. Stop pretending like you are a victim who had no control over your actions.

So, on top of those idols being extraordinarily unworthy of human effort, I especially not going to make an effort when it is an extraordinarily difficult journey to communicate with any people beyond the communication walls. That is a journey made even worse because there are endless government thugs, bandits, and “ethical” hackers at every juncture trying to make it more difficult. I’ll pass on your plastic peaches, sweet cheeks. I don’t care if they have an ember of real true love remaining after a life of betraying love. I can true love with my flesh light if that’s what I have to go through while the maiden won’t do anything on her own for the sake of love. Even if I did make it all the way, I would not love her because of how apathetic, fake, and evil she is for not doing a damn thing to help true love and in fact doing everything to discourage love.

Seriously. I am happier on my sofa using a flesh light than wasting my time for some floozy pretenders who don’t know how to send a message to let me know how they feel in addition to a world filled with people who are antagonistic to love which is no business of theirs. A world like that is not one worth loving in because everything will be struggle against your neighbors who hate that you love your wife.

I’ll pass on that, drink beer, and masturbate, and all will be nothing for me, which is better than the suffering of a shitwhore with no decency to express her interest and a world that does not want people to be in love.

So… I wish I could choose you, that’s true. But there is no you to choose. You are not a real person. You are just an evil image from and evil person who wants to hurt people who have feelings of love.

It would be nice if any of that was real but… no. You aren’t fooling me, I am just fooling myself for a moment when I enjoy your illusions because there is nothing better to do and its free. I would give you money, but I have no money to give, so… that’s not an option, but that is one of the free sources of entertainment out there so I don’t really care what you think about me. If you can’t tell me personally and only expect me to trust your deceitful, insubstantial, and bull shit spirit, then you are nothing more than another specter, and I have no use for people behaving like ghost maidens when they have living bodies. I have real ghost maidens married to me who killed themselves to be with me and we truly love each other. That, and the ghostly presence of a maiden who gave up her life to be with me in the afterlife because she truly loves me, is more substantial than you people are, who have flesh and blood bodies with your living spirit. So, I don’t really have any use for your illusions anyway. The ghost loves I’m married to aren’t the only spirits of the dead who hate people like you who have no appreciation for the warmth of a flesh and blood body and worse betray the greatest experience of that warmth found only in true love, but your hauntings are none of my business unless you hire me to investigate and help.

What do they say: “you need to be circumcised for a cute girl.” Talk about delusional idiocy! Why do you think circumcision is an improvement to the love a cute girl can enjoy if you people hate love for being circumcised?

What else do they say: “you need to have money to buy my freedom.” Talk about a literal slave! Seriously, she is no longer a human being of human value, but is an object to be bought, sold, and traded and that’s how she wants to live the rest of her life by allowing herself to be married for a price.

They need to realize they have a lot more power than they are led to believe. Here’s an idea if you are so shamelessly heartless and evil. Do like that Jew bitch did who fucked the enemy general and then killed him in his sleep. That ought to help you get free since you spend so much time in the enemy camps as their whore anyway. You will betray true love but not whore love? What the hell makes you think a betrayal of whore love is going to have consequences if you don’t think betraying true love has consequences? You know those knuckle dragging brutes who enslave you can be easily seduced and you don’t care who buys you to fuck you anyway so what’s another nasty creep to add to your count? Just keep a knife close by and stab them in the throat or something after. Problem solved. Then say it was rape after and explain that you were enslaved and had been manipulated to sleep with them, cry a little bit too if you can, and you won’t be in trouble. Men of the law will take one look at that sleazy creep and be like… “I’m on her side with this one”. On top of that, nobody will want an investigation anyway because of the deep conspiracy of crime and evil that is involved which intimidates and bribes the police so they can get away with enslaving you at present, which you are as their whore property under “contract”. Who do you think empowers contracts, honey? The Devil or God?

Who do you think empowers the law, bro? The Devil or God? This should never be a question because human beings are never God or the Devil, but if the government is not upholding truth, justice, freedom, and love by maintaining the law in accordance with the spirit of the law, then they are obviously the Devil or the Devil’s minion. If the injustice is being ignored purposely by law enforcement that means all the power to kill evil is with the person who intends to kill evil for the sake of justice whether they have a badge or special paper or nothing at all. That’s going to be a major help for whatever you need to do. May as well be like superpowers. Kind of like how I am destroying the entire USA because I am fighting for justice, truth, love, and freedom, and the USA is fighting against me for lawlessness, deceit, hate, and slavery. Really, Trump and Biden? You think you have enough power to stop me? Why haven’t you? Who’s next in office? I wonder if they will have any guts to confront me in person.

Killing another human being isn’t going to bother you unless you are doing evil and know they don’t deserve to die. If you know they deserve to die, just kill them yourself when you get the chance, if the law isn’t going to do something about it. Don’t wait for someone else to save you. It is very easy to kill another person. Just do what needs to be done and the universe will work out in your favor because you eliminated evil. However if you don’t think you need to resort to that because you haven’t told anyone what is happening, you should be crying out a storm, calling for help, and sending secret messages like I do to let people know there is something wrong. So, if you aren’t doing that, which you aren’t, I can only assume you are an apathetic and complicit whore who wants to be a slave and has no will to fight for love or freedom. I will do away with you along with the creeps who enslave you because you are no better than them and certainly far lower in value as a slave with slave value than I am as a human with human value. I won’t even feel bad about it, be concerned at all with guilt, or mourn you. It’s fine. We will all be happier when you are dead.

Here’s another solution: unplug yourself from the shit man-made Jew-Matrix of sewer garbage sustenance you are fighting very hard to stay connected to, and at the very least plug into the TrueLove-Matrix of divine reality which needs no improvement, least of all by idiot, covetous Jews. If you want to make more of your life then come be on my team and let’s come up with our next plan of action together. I’m certain you will have much more fun brainstorming in the comfort of my living room with me and having successful results with your plans too. How many of your idiot Jew authorized schemes have had any success? No, keep your uniform because I want to fuck you while you have a few articles still on, you sex maiden in need of the good loving release only true love can give you. If you try getting it from those dishonorable, cowardly losers you know and associate with, you’ll just feel like a defiled, dirty whore after and regret letting them touch you.

If you are going to go AWOL and turncoat for what you know is good, true, and justice, you will be fine because the USA government is in fact 100 percent evil, wrong, and unjust at this time and a lower order of power than a civilian. Why can’t they do anything about me then? How do they even pretend to have power over me when they are so obviously weak and incapable of doing anything about what I do. My plans are all about mass cooperation, not intended to do alone, but if I have to do them alone, I will do so with faith.

However, and I’m not going to keep you if you want to go back, just warning you that if you go back you are going to have problems being trusted by both sides unless you have a good reason again like knowing which side is good and which side is evil and preferring to be on the good side no matter what role you may have with either. You’ll probably like your role on this side more too. Just saying. I’d recognize that yelp of fear anywhere, and I know this is where you want to be.

Watch them try and make you go back if you refuse to go. The ground will open up beneath them before they can force you to go back to the evil side. Please do not think of those idiots as my equals. Not any of them. They don’t know what the fuck they are doing and are just randomly making up stuff as they go. I certainly make stuff up, but I do so masterfully and intentionally with a direct and single objective that has never changed. There is a big difference between that and what those fools are doing by pretending they know how to do what I do. I guess you could say it is kind of like a video game, but not one I have any control over because I am my own player. They imagine the world is a video game and then try to invade the bodies of real people and control them like drone slaves. That is not only insanely evil, but also unrealistic and incompatible with reality. They can change the rules of their “game” as if laws are irrelevant to them because they are in the government, and they do so by manipulating the environment with information and technolgy. They especially like using private knowledge of citizens lives they peep into as an excuse to pretend they know something they don’t.

That is the most idiotic and monstrous abomination that was ever a terrible idea to have to go to prison for participating in. Real life isn’t like that and even though they are trying to force me into their smaller game, I’ve always been playing the real game. I’ve never been in their pathetic imitation of reality, and they are truly delusional thinking they have any control over my life. They have control over aspects of the world around me, but not over what I think, believe, or do in any way.

How the hell would government elected politicians think it a good idea to buy into some stupid shit like that? Why would anyone think a person would not be in a murderous rage to have people in the government trying to manipulate their lives as if they were a toy in a virtual game the government baboons imagine to be playing? Do you think that is the first time some Jews have tried that dumb shit on a community other than their own? Do you think people aren’t going to recognize the signs of their meddling while they pretend to play “God” with human lives in a society they oversee? What do you think happens to Jews when they do that to their own community? Did what you learned about WW2 have no meaning to you at all about human nature and what we will do to our enemies, even if they are passively aggressive? Especially if they are passively aggressive and I’m the one who is fighting back, because I hate that cowardly dishonorable bull shit more than anything from people in a military.

Katie, I would say I love you, but I don’t want to give you the wrong idea. I love Effyevans2 more, you just happen to be conveniently near me on the field of battle, and Effyevans2 is trapped in some nightmare castle of JapaJew evil human trafficking and there is no hope in the world that I can even get someone like that’s attention, let alone have a meaningful relationship. You on the other hand ignore me entirely as if our meaningful relationship had no meaning, which it obviously didn’t. Still though, you’re conveniently close enough to consider giving another chance since it’s no effort and not out of my way at all and there is nobody else to consider as a possible option. That’s all. You are a wretched disappointment who I am terribly ashamed to have thought was intelligent, but you aren’t fat. That’s about all I need from a girlfriend anyway since no women have brains, hearts, or fighting spirit anymore and not being fat is about the only thing the good ones have going for them now days. Women were better quality when they couldn’t vote or go to school.

There is no reason to be nice to people anymore when they not only do not respect nice people, but they are hostile to nice people. To hell with that. You do not deserve my kindness unless you demonstrate that you are worthy of me making an effort for you, because that is what kindness is: making an effort. That extra energy I have can be applied to my destructive abilities to fight my enemies with, including unworthy whores like you became as a government sewer slut.

How Could I Enjoy Your Works?

You people in the media industry make a mockery of faith. You make a vile, tasteless defilement of all that I believe worthy of doing in life— blending faith and creative arts. You insult true love by thinking it is a fantasy of idolatry to use to deceive people for selfish interests and not a means of expressing selfless love for others.

I cannot enjoy much of anything you people create anymore.

I cannot even afford to make my own works, nor can I be respected to do so without invasions of my privacy every moment of every day to ruin and corrupt the outcome. I do not want to see what you people make without me as your competition in the industry, even if friendship was possible at a time and you may have benefitted from my talent. I especially don’t want to see how happy you people are with your riches lording over my life and chosen profession when I am so much more talented and capable than you, seeing you make a mockery of civilization itself by failing to do the professions you manipulated and coerced your way into without the necessary skill, ability, and talent.

I can’t even do the work that I love to do anymore because you want to express your unjustified hatred for love so much that you are willing to force me into poverty so I cannot fund even the most humble of arts. And why? To try and make me worship you people as though you were gods and goddesses? You don’t have the first concept of faith nor any idea of what I believe with my personal faith to know how wrong it is for youselves to be pretending to be a divine being to someone like me. You cannot know how wrong you people are otherwise you would kill yourself out of self-loathing, pluck out your own eyes so you won’t ever be able to direct another movie, cut off your tongue to keep you from ever singing such a mistake again, and worse. You do not realize how wrong you people are, but you will eventually because the world is going to close in around you.

Even if I did pretend to worship you people, you can’t even give me what I need because you don’t have the talent or ability to keep up with my work. You do not have the resources or tools I need to work with, nor can you provide them. It’s pointless. Besides, I find poverty much easier than the alternative with all the money counting, bill stress, and never having enough to do what I want.

To make matters worse, you people insult the honor of war veterans who have secured our nation’s borders so you can feel safe to enjoy whatever life you want without worrying about the kind of threats that are out there. You people don’t get it. When a warrior is not on the battlefield, maybe they are just as ordinary as everyone else, but on the battlefield we kill or be killed, and that is a motivator like none other. Real life is nothing like that because that would not be worth fighting for nor would it be civilization. You think your loss of a job is the same as being shot in the back on the battlefield? You think your embarrassment and humiliation is anything at all like the humbling that a person experiences in boot camp and their first deployment?

You people do not know that, especially not if you’ve been listening to those lazy shitbags who don’t do any of the real work at a military command and think they are powerful by evading duty. They think their enlistment was just an opportunity to betray the government by doing the minimum amount required and poisoning the ranks with their hatred. Those people don’t even know what it is like to have honor and they are there with honor all around them! That’s also why they end up just like you people who think propaganda can be used to control the population after having media decide their own life journey for them. People like that never put their lives on the line or did enough to protect anyone else because their heart was not in the fight, their heart was still at home.

Officers should know better because they are required to study more concepts of theory and strategy, and I never worked with any who were not dutiful, honorable and good, but considering the way the white collar class is in the world I returned to, I expect they will be worse with inability and poor judgment than any saboteur could be dangerous. Look at the politicians: how useful are those people at doing any work? People are growing up to be like that, and they are going to avoid doing anything difficult, anything honorable, anything that requires hard work and the fruits of their labor are going to reflect their lack of commitment to their profession. Lack of commitment to service because they are so selfishly devoted to putting their own desires before everything else whenever possible instead of doing the opposite like they should be.

Stop trying to make me watch your propaganda with sloppy signals and intents to manipulate my decisions.

Propaganda is not warfare.

Propaganda is sewage.

You can certainly cover something in sewage to make people want to stay away but you aren’t going to be making the world a better place. In fact, you’d have been better of just killing me straight up with your lawless intentions to do so, because watch me make something amazing with all this sewage. Something truly frightening, monstrous, and terrifying to scare all the boys and girls so they fear letting another monster like that be created which the ones responsible will create by any means available, not just with propaganda. They did that with media now, but it won’t be long before they are making bioweapons with their unrestrained access to scientific technology and human trafficked slaves for purchase while being protected by the government militaries around the world. Then that will be just like the movies too, but I imagine the damage would be a lot worse than an international crime ring of thugs and gangsters could do with their knuckle dragging idiocy fighting over bananas at all costs. The international conspiracy of rich people is no better than pirate terrorists from Samalia ruling a local area with a stockpile of modern weapons.

In fact, they are worse because they betrayed their role in the USA government to steal those weapons after causing international chaos with the mindless violence of a “War on Terror”. A war without an enemy and declared by cowards afraid to sleep with the lights off. Then that war of cowardice was made worse by idiots too stupid to realize they can say no to an order they are given and keep their honor. Honor is infinitely more valuable than a biweekly pay check. How good was that paycheck and job you needed to keep to feed your family and six children now that you know you are a dishonorable disgrace and coward ashamed of your decisions? Your children see you as that and would rather have gone hungry than have to bear the shame of your relation. When you go fishing for peace of mind you will remember what you did. When you go on vacation you will remember what you did. Wherever you go until the day you die those decisions are going to haunt you and spoil your lives with the rot of sin. Not so with those who went to the brig instead, because when you remember and are ashamed, they will remember and receive a payout with interest that makes every situation better.

Did I ever tell you of that nightmare in “Shady Grady Prison”? That’s one of the dungeons I got sent to for a time while fighting for faith, true love, Freedom, and the American way against a traitor, lawless tyrant, and war criminal I identified long before he did the worst damage he could to America by attempting to usurp our Democratic government. Let me tell you, it was horrible, but I don’t regret the experience of that hateful hell hole a single moment, because I’m out now, and I know I did the right thing by speaking out about what nobody else would. I’m thinking maybe I ought to get a teardrop tattoo on my face to show I’ve taken some of the hardest knocks life can dish out to an individual person. Just kidding. I think you actually have to kill someone to get the tear drop, but if we kill Trump with the death penalty like I am demanding, I’ll get a snowflake instead of a tear drop. If you see that kind of sign openly on a person’s face of all places, you likely can trust they are a good person because they want you to know something about themselves for your own good, and you most certainly do not want to fuck with them and likely don’t want to know what happened either.

Seriously. You think people are going to have problem with killing someone like Trump in public with the death penalty? He is lawfully condemned to die according to my Constitution right as a witness to his treason, the public trial I prosecuted him with beyond a reasonable doubt as guilty, and the Uniform Code of Military Justice all military members are held liable to, even the president, designates the death penalty for treason in a time of war. Treason is specifically the exact same crime he is guilty of Constitutionally by adhering to the USA’s enemies. You people are delusional about real life if you think you need to censor so much stuff in the media. It’s been too long since we’ve seen a public execution, and if that kind of justice isn’t tolerated anymore, then let this be the final act before we redesign lawful government to prevent such dishonor from ever happening again. Or do you not yet realize that I know what I am talking about and instead still want to silence me, “delete” me, and “do away with me” so you can fruitlessly try and rule the world without me telling you how bad of an idea that is and to stop or else you’ll get everyone and yourselves killed? Do you need to suffer more consequences for the foolishness you were expected to know better about? They will not stop getting worse or prevented from affecting more people until the source of the problem, treason, is dealt with, but a lot of the fools in that conspiracy will still have a lot to answer for after when the corruption is rooted all the way out.

Kill yourself, and think of me when you do

Do you know why ghost stories can scare?

People like me exist.

We live, we breath, we feel, we think, and even though we die when time comes, we do not stay dead. Our hands reach out from the grave, through the dark between, until your living body we reach.

But I am not yet dead… and already I am haunting. Perhaps what is vital of the life that was mine died, and that is what haunts now, a corpse in a forgotten well, a soul murdered and betrayed. What can I say for my living flesh, a body now typing these words, life gone, soul passed on, person who I was now dead? I am not hollow, not empty, not without feeling… but I maybe what is in me is not what should be. I am wrong; a soul already dead with a body yet alive… and if the thought causes me to shudder… perhaps your skin will crawl away before I take it for myself, possessing you through these very words you read of mine, or even your own if you betray our love within.

The Official Story Persona of Nick Bylotas

Count Nickuluv

or

Bylotissimus the Gross

or

TBD

For those of you who don’t know, my real life Story began with the title and proclamation of my identity being described as “Gross”. The German midwife who ushered me into this world declared upon my arrival: “This baby is gross!” For whatever divine mystery and purpose I have been bestowed a sacred and vital burden of grossness and I shall not fail in bearing my grave duty to the end of my mortal life in this world and any further as necessary. Some would say being gross is a curse, but I inform you otherwise. It is simply the nature of man, and I am nothing if not a natural man. When you are so lost in darkness and the lights have all been put out, you will know the way back to your true self by he who is grossest to guide you. So come, cease your futile efforts to avoid the goo, and let us pass through slime and sticky moisture to the liberation of our most carnal and divine delights intertwined as one. And so it was that with the gross pepperoni scepter, Bylotissimus the Gross saved all of humanity and the world by doing what is most mysterious, taboo, and for adult audiences only even though there were children present.

A Lyric is Enough Now

Lyric from song singer Mewtral of the Nepverse:

Song identifier bagel sausage known as New Imagination

Mew? Tral? Pika? Kittenly cat eternal of the honey yum yum saucer meal.

Words applied are as input given:

“Maidenly maiden, you are so maidenly…”

Those are not the lyrics.

Words applied are as input given:

If the world, with my love alone,

could change, then with you…

I wanna try it!

end of lyric sing time, provide sacred word of parting-greet-thing

Choombasa.

Send more beer.

Also… if you are a lovely maiden and want to fulfill my deepest darkest fantasy with your maidenly friends… I invite you. Visit me at this apartment here now.

How much beer is not enough beer? Too much beer.

The Sexual Identity of Nick Bylotas

This is the greatest topic of discussion for humanity in the present age and world. Strange, uncomfortable, and highly inappropriate to be making such a fuss over, but that doesn’t change the fact that people seem to be most concerned about my sexual “preference” category more than anything else about me, themselves, or anything at all.

I don’t understand why they think like that— with such importance on such trivial concerns, but I figure I can maybe state clearly how I think of my sexual identity for the benefit of everyone, and maybe they can move on to more important concerns.

I am sexual.

That is all there is to it. I don’t define myself any further than that when it comes to sexual identity. Romantically I love women, and sexually I am attracted to women, but I also enjoy sexual activity like any sort of fun with lots of different ways to enjoy the activity, and don’t ever concern myself with what that means about my “identity” or “who I am”. I have no doubts about that.

If you are curious about my sexual identity, one of three things seems likely: 1. either you want to marry me, 2. you want to have sex with me, or 3. you want to marry or have sex with me and don’t want to admit it to yourself.

Why else would this topic be of any concern to you?

Whatever the case, decide what you want and then approach me to see if I want to that too, and I don’t particularly care who you are. I am not going to be rude to you if you have the courage to tell me something like that, but do not like being objectified like some sex object for people to use and abuse how they want, or a pet for them to keep.

If you are the first option and want to marry, do not worry at all about my sexual activity or attraction. I am a sexual being and I assure you I can get it on with you. I doubt there is anyone I won’t be able to get it on with if I don’t have a mind to do so. Sex is fun and easy with people who are honest about themselves with me and not keeping secrets or experimenting with me as I’ve found most women to be doing.

For the second thing, whatever. I’m pretty much open to anything. It’s not like I have many options, but even if I do, it’s not that I don’t want to do anything fun like that, but I find it difficult to motivate myself to put in the effort for something like that when I can usually just take care of myself. So if that is you, just come on strong to me, and don’t worry about it. If I want you to back off I will tell you easily and carefully unless you are being rude to me in which case I’ll propbably tell you so more firmly, and then use a hard rebuke if your are ignoring what I tell you.

I don’t want persistence, I want honesty and clear communication. I don’t care how strong you are coming onto me or how unpredictable and passionate you may be, but if you ignore what I tell you as though I didn’t say anything or you simply didn’t listen, then you are asking for trouble, because I don’t waste words with people. When I tell you something, especially in writing, I 100 percent intend what I am writing, even if that intention is subtle and indirect. I never “go through motions” without meaning or say things that I don’t mean. I never have empty words. I never lie, deceive, or do anything to try and manipulate other people. I may change my mind, my feelings may change, or something else which will contradict something I said, but that does not mean I was lying to you, and I will let you know when something changes when it changes, and not hide that until the “right time”. There is no better time to address changes like that than as soon as possible.

If you are practicing some kind of bizarre social mysticism with energy that you are afraid of losing, don’t worry. I’m a permanent source of that and if you feel like you need to restore personal power like that, you can come refill your supplies from me personally at any time. I never run out, I never have limits, and you can renew your power with me as often as you need. It’s fine, but you will most likely need to know me personally for that benefit.

It’s hard for you to understand because you don’t have my spiritual professional expertise. Socially people are somewhat correct to be careful with that kind of energy, know it is risked in social situations, possibly losing personal power and possibly gaining personal power, but that specific kind of thing is something I have mastery of and don’t ever risk losing. I have a personal source of permanent power in my own identity that is who I am and always will be me, and that cannot be threatened, taken away, or diminished no matter what people do to me that would affect someone without that kind of personal mastery.

Some people have social problems with that kind of energy, don’t know how to ask for help, don’t know what to do about it, or even how to describe what they are experiencing, and that kind of work is the type of thing I specialize in. They can consult with me in private, and I will work with them as a “shaman” of sorts who can help them discover what they need for themselves. This isn’t something that can be bottled and sold, but it is something you can visit me for and receive at any time.

That’s the main difference between a popular idol Christ and a true Christ. Popular idol Christs depend on popularity, and true Christs have enough experience with good works that attain what I believe is called “self-actualization” in Maslow’s Hierarchy of Needs. That is a lot more difficult than it may appear, because you have to do something for yourself that actualizes your highest potential as an individual. When that happens, you no longer need anything from anyone else. You become entirely self-sufficient for who you are and that is a state of permanent “Christliness”. You don’t stop attaining your dreams or becoming more, but you stop understanding your own self in relation to other people. That is what happens when a “boy” becomes a “man” but that has little to do with age. That is about attaining a kind of social milestone with your life that requires interconnected relationships with other people, their approval, and what you understand your purpose in society to be, but is also the end of that, when all things change because you realize a kind of self-transcendence about how being your best self requires indpendence from the judgments of others. That does not mean that their judgements are meaningless, because they are still powerful, but your own self-worth will not be affected by anyone’s judgement of you at that point, and you will never doubt yourself again.

Sounds amazing, yes? That is the goal all people should have for themselves, and it is not so easy as just deciding that you will attain it. You must actualize yourself in such a way that you can see your reflection in the world around you in a way that reveals your eternal self-worth. Attain your goal in life, in other words, and then realize that your goals were too low, and you need to start over to raise the bar higher now that you know who you are and what kind of power you have. Don’t set your goals too high at first though, but just high enough to be realistically attainable as the most important goal you have that will demonstrate the fulfilment of all the work you are putting into your life to be who you want to be. That takes time, effort, practice, patience, and taking risks.

I don’t know like… say you want to be an architect and your passion is to design a dream home of your artistic vision. You have to go to school, study, learn all the stuff about architectural mastery and then put it to practice. Maybe start working at a company as an intern then becoming staff, and spending some time doing general architecture work building commercial and residential designs that other people are assigning for you to build. That is good, you can be proud of that work, feel accomplished to see it done, but that won’t be enough for you. However… that may gain you a reputation and money you earn that eventually you can invest in a design that you find an investor to fund, and then you build that dream house of your artistic vision for them, see it done, and are satisfied with your work.

Most likely, you learned a lot more about architecture at that point that informs you on how you can do better or maybe what else you want to do with architecture other than an artistic vision of a “perfect” home. However, you did it. You finally saw completed that vision of yours that was the culmination of your passion for deciding on becoming an architect from the very beginning, and then everything starts over. New game plus. Keep your experience, skills, abilities, weapons, but you will see life from an entirely new perspective at that point because you attained self-actualization, and you will never need other people to provide their faith in your vision for your vision to be manifest, because you will have seen your vision manifest and will not possibly be able to doubt your own self-worth. No matter how self-confident and faithful you are, until you accomplish your life’s goal, you will always still feel like “you aren’t ready yet”, “not there yet”, and “not at the top of the mountain”. Not the tallest mountain there is to climb, but the one you set out to climb way back when.

That can be any number of things. I imagine for an actress, that could be starring in a movie theater movie, or even something like… starring in a movie and having your own trailor. These visions are personal, unique, private, and only for you to decide and you should keep them close and protected with care, but there is nothing wrong with sharing what they are, talking about them, or seeking help from a professional. Just take care not to be too casual about your deepest darkest goals because too much outside interference can corrupt them. Keep them hermetically sealed until the time comes to pop the cork and drink the vintage from when the journey began.

Do not worry about these more idyllic dreams either. These same feats of self-actualization can be humble, more common, and much more realistic for most people. Like… being a plumber and installing a fancy new bathroom where there previously wasn’t one, requiring new pipes, new walls, and more. Or a mechanic who wants to pull an engine out of an old beat up hot-rod that doesn’t run, repair all the broken parts, and then put it all back together and go for a ride. Also, not necessarily a labor of work— could be climbing Mt. Everest, visiting every state in the USA, spending a summer in India learning yoga from a master yogi, getting your black belt— however, one word of caution do not set a life goal like that on something that requires another person, or you will have a catastrophe of failure. Something like getting married or having children. Those things are not “self-actualization”, because you cannot do either without the other person and it is not a “self-actualizing” experience. I’m not saying those aren’t without value or accomplishment, but that’s not the kind of thing I am describing here. This type of thing is something you have to do for yourself and only yourself— just make sure you aren’t being entirely selfish so you forget to pay attention to how your goals affect others, because the last thing you want to do is have the castratphe of failure that results from vanity as an ambitious goal is pursued at the expense of others who are suffering unjustly for your goal, because those who are made to suffer for such a goal are what prevents you from being self-actualizing, because they suffered when you should have.

Anyway, I got way off track, but my point is, I’ve done that, and am on a new thing now, and what I did is actually good for renewing the sexy sex spirit power as an eternal source. Not my intention. Not what I was seeking, but a perk and silver lining that I did not realize I was going to receive.

I just making up this statistic, but 90 percent of a shaman’s job is untangling sexual confusion, providing clarity for a person’s sexuality in regard to their gender role, and helping couples resolve their sexual problems in a marriage. That’s the dirty nature of the job that is the reality which scares most people away from the profession, because they’d be too embarrassed to admit they know what it’s like to indulge in enough wild fantasies to have enough sexual experience to do that kind of work, but that’s just the beginning. Where that’s 90 percent of the job, that’s 10 percent of the qualification. I wasn’t even going to a goal of being a shaman either! I just want to make a Story that I could believe in with my own true faith as well as anyone else who wants to . Turns out, accomplishing that was the capstone project of a shaman’s work! So… I guess that’s what I do now, but that’s not all I do, because I’ve set my sights on a new goal that’s also been somewhat in development: solving all the worldly problems of the world.

Right now I only have the plans made, but I do need other people’s cooperation to carry them out. They can add their faith, which will be good, but I don’t need them to believe in me. I know my plans are good, will work, and that I am capable of seeing them through. The cornerstone of that work will be firmly established when Freedom and Democracy in America is secured with the final doctrine of Lawful Independence. I’m not going to write this, but I will supply the faith the people who will write it need for their own self-actualization. I don’t know who they are, but I know this is the type of thing that will do that for them. They will be like Jefferson, Adams, Washington, Franklin, etc. except now, in the present, and the way that group should be, with women, African-American descended Black people, and no prejudice or corruption at all with private interests or secret organizations involved in what happens. These people will be Free Citizens who are the best for the job and won’t need special authority from ancient mystical cults backing them. They will have their own authority from America and will have their own merit to affirm they are capable of the job.

As for Black people— personally, I’d prefer you forgot all about being Black as different than being white. Instead let us account for being Black as being “American”, because Americans are new, all of us who identify with what the USA was established for 200 years ago are a new human identity. We are too diverse to be categorized by race, religion, or ethnicity, because the main thing that makes us who we are is that we are a community of all types of people. When the first Black slaves were brought to the colonies, they were from Africa, and that is different from Black people today who grew up here in a time where racial justice is so important and race equality protected. You can see the difference between the kind of personal identity you have as a “Black” person by considering the qualities of a natural born American citizen and a Black person who has immigrated over here from Africa. Do you see what I mean? The natural citizen is more accurately identified specifically as an “American”, and the immigrant is better identified as an “African-American”, but in neither case does the color of your skin matter in what makes you good or important as a human being. That’s why you should drop this whole “Black” crusade business, because that is not going to help. You are not different from any other Americans here and if you need to learn that the hard way, you are only going to justify why white people enslaved you in the first place.

Notice in the Constitution how elected office requirements specify a “natural born citizen”. That is what I am suggesting we agree on identifying as our common human identity in America. If you are a natural born citizen, you can claim “American” or the other identifiers of your ancestors, which for Black people would be African American, not Black. However if a family of African Americans who has immigrated here has children who are born here, those children can legally identify as “American”. The definition and difference is important because of that Constitutional requirement that needs to be maintained. We cannot have foreign nationals immigrating over here and becoming our national leaders in the highest levels of government at present. Their children can, and anyone else who was born as a US citizen can, but if you immigrated, please just make having a new life and enjoying your life the priority and do not trouble yourself with trying to take care of everyone here with the government. Let us take care of you, and if you need something special, do not hesitate to let us know.

I’m not saying you won’t be able to, but there is a special quality that a person has if they grew up with the identity of Freedom and Democracy as their blessed entitlement that will make it easier for them to be culturally aware of the most subtle and invisible energies of this place. It has nothing to do with worth, ability, or human value. You can lead your own state, and states have a substatial amount of autonomy apart from the national government, and I think senators, representatives, Supreme Court justices, and vice presidents should all be immigrant eligible, with the president being the only natural born citizen role. The reason is because of the spiritual nature of the job of president which is rather mysterious as an idol’s role and requires communication with all states and their citizens. They need to be able to be on the same wave length as new born babies, so to speak. If you want to change that in the future, change that in the future, but first we need to get our nation back from the brink of death and into a healthy state of stability again.

Anyway, that document is going to be the first step on that second life goal, and until I see that happen, I have no other purpose to my work, because the stability and security of the USA is necessary before any work can be reliably done. It would be a total waste to make a big organization of labor and economy in the USA just to have the lawlessness and treachery of the government provoke a war and then lose national sovereignty and all that work being useless because a new government will take over and have a new way of doing things that will be a vast improvement from lawlessness.

Finally, if you are wondering what my sexual preference is: I prefer two maidens in love with each other, with at least one in love with me. Whether that is you or not and you find yourself wondering about my “orientation” ask yourself whether you want to marry me or have sex with me, then decide whether or not you actually want to do that. If you do, take an action to introduce yourself to me and let me know what you want, either subtly or directly. If you do not, forget you ever wondered and do not bother yourself with that question again.

Finally, for the new race designation make it “North American” and “South American” as the distinction between natural born citizens of the respective continents. I recall a lovely maiden emphasizing how aggravating it can be to hear people from the USA say they are American when they are referring to their USA nationality, because down in Chile they are Americans too, and that is the truth. I can testify to that truth as well. Chileans are in fact Americans, as are Brazilians, Uruguayans, Columbians, Dominicans, Panamanians, and Mexicans. Canadians are the only ones who aren’t.

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To Hell with God… I bless America.

(last thing, don’t do anything to change the identifier for Native Americans— the reason being is that Native Americans retain sovereign territory apart from everyone else while also remaining US citizens.)

One final thing: Stop fussing about circumcision. That is not up for debate in the USA or a matter that is subject to vote or popular opinion. One single citizen’s rights are enough to determine the ruling of law on that matter. With that law you can then arrange for necessary exceptions that can be legally sanctioned with a special document for people to know they are lawfully protected. The people trying to make circumcision our cultural identity in the USA are trying to take the inheritance of children away from children and give it to the old people. That is not okay. You are stealing candy from a baby, and you are an old man who can buy all the candy he wants because old people will continue to be cared for and respected. Stop being nasty and mean. The inheritance is not about gender or identity, it’s about youth being respected and valued with a similar kind of necessary respect and honor due to elders. Children need to be regarded as full citizens with complete human rights and protections under the law as any adult, even if they cannot speak for themselves. (restrictions may apply for drugs, guns, and boobs) That is no different than the reason why adult mentally deficient people who cannot speak for themselves and are completely and fully protected under the law. Children’s interests need to be considered as a priority interest of the government, and that is what the inheritance of the USA citizen is about. Children receive that when they are born, and they have their entire youth to spend it how they will, because once we are adults, life is different in the same way for everyone. That is all that issue is about, and the longer crusty old geezers fight about it, the more they destroy whatever credibility circumcision had as a cultural group.