I don't care if you think of me as a dog except--

Do not think of that as a means of insult, disrespect, or means of humiliating me. The best dogs have a dignity on par with human beings, but all of them have their own dignity on an animal tier beneath human. So, if you will call a man a dog, do not insult dogs who are good by trying to tear the man down. Dogs should all aspire to be as good as they can, and that should not appear like a bad thing.

So... by royal decree with the divine authority most high invested in me by none other than the highest divine source itself beyond person, being, and comprehension, I issue forth this guidance: If you will think of a man as a dog, then either do so as if he were the Dog Prince, who is respected among the entire animal kingdom with legendary status for what he did to bring peace in a time of conflict with his humble and sensible wisdom that was both simple and ingenious, or as a Cerberus tier dog, which is epic, dangerous, not evil, but is in service of the Devil at the gates of Hell for a very important reason. You do not want to mess with dogs like that. The first will cause you immense disgrace when people realize you are insulting a beloved universal idol, and the second will get not only your body mauled, but your soul as well. Sometimes people have a way with those kind of dogs, like Atreus did with the Norse version in the latest God of War game, but chances are they do not want to be disturbed by you. As long as you abide by those two standards, you won't offend the divine nature of a man with your spiritual projection about what kind of person he is.

Snoop Dogg and Mike Tyson. Nice Nick, and War Face Nick. Everyone knows that human beings are animals too, but that is not an excuse to forget that we are humans first. There is nothing to be ashamed of by playing like an animal, but make sure you set a boundary to make sure your playtime doesn't cause real world problems for you or others. If you go out and play with all the neighbor's kids in the vacant lot, do not cause each other problems that will follow them home. If you do, someone's mom or dad is going to be furious about what happened, and the next thing you know they'll be calling up all the parents and everyone is going to have to do something about it with their own kid. Chances are you kids don't want us grown ups to know what you are doing when go outside and play with the other kids, and likewise, we adults do not want to know what you are doing, as long as we know you are staying within the acceptable limits of what you know you shouldn't be doing.

Let me explain it as I see it, being a grown up in the neighborhood without any children who was left out of the conversation when someone brought a problem home. Next thing you know they are witch hunting me like I was the one who caused it, but bill goats like me ain't gonna be taking none of that gruff. I know how that got where it did and why and some of the kids are trying to cover up something they did by blaming me. I've been looking for that, because it turned up missing, meaning it was stolen like Annabelle, the cursed doll who stays in the glass case in the basement and is never allowed out. Of course I don't have children over at my place! I know what you adults would think, and I do not want you even suspecting me of such a thing. If they end up in my home for whatever reason and I give them some sort of help, I'm going to ensure their parents know where they were without telling them too much about what isn't my business. That's what I mean. Kids have their own little world with all manner of schemes, lies, and illusions just like the adults do, and grown ups are too big to go into that world even if they wanted to. The door is small, and adults are big, so unless you know a strange rabbit who can brew you a mini-size potion, you aren't going to find it comfortable to play those games, and if you did, you'd be in danger of having your head chopped by the imagination of children which is far less tame and innocent than most people want to believe. All because of some made up rule you were never told about.

What I'm saying is, the kids world is 9/10 times more trouble than it is worth for a grown up to visit, not only because of the rules and ways being totally different than the adult world and always changing on the darndest whims of a child's fancy without real life consequences to suffer for contradictions, but you likely have adult matters in the grown up world to attend to and being in the kid's world is going to put those matters in danger because of the suspicion you will arouse. Also, that part of their imagination and fantastic whims being safe without real life consequences is what makes the kids world so much fun for kids, whereas the adult world is boring, dull, and they don't want to be there either.

Now here is the big secret that the adults are hiding from you kids: In the adult world, within the boring grown up reality which is in fact boring for us too, there is another world that happens where it cannot be seen. It is the World of Darkness, and it is not so innocent as sexy fun play time, but there is a lot of that going on there, which I'm sure is no surprise to you youngsters. That is a place you do not want to go as a child, and you need to take the word of adults like me who tell you that. Once you enter that world, you don't leave, and your life as a child will be over. You'll need to concern yourself with adult matters, if only a few of them that pertain to you, and there is no need for you to do that early. If you want to go there someday, you'll find your own way in time, but enjoy being an innocent little child while you can. Once that is over, it's over, and if you try to bring the adult treasure of the World of Darkness into the children's world where other kid are, that's how people get hurt and the worst crimes happen that you would never have meant to occur.

Your little jokes and pranks, become real life torture and people die. When people die, the authorities want to know what happened, and we come from all types, and you will be found out one way or another, just like adults are, except faster because you won't be able to use adult knowledge to conceal yourself. You'll end up in Juvy, or will have a horrible scar in your memory that you wish you can forget, but never will be able to. Normal kids stuff all washes away with water, but the World of Darkness can leave permanent marks on a person that will go with them into the afterlife.

So that's another reason why we don't want to know what you are doing. The more we know, the more we will be involved, even if only indirectly, and that will put you at risk from the World of Darkness getting into the kids world of Candyland and Ice Cream Kingdom, which could be dangerous to children in ways you can't anticipate to prevent. None of the adult world wants the kids to get hurt with adult business, regardless of what we may think about other adults, not only to protect ourselves from the law enforcement, but because we actually do care about the well being of all children. It's true. That's no reason to be overly trusting of adults but you shouldn't fear that adults are going to let you get hurt if they can otherwise prevent that, and if they do, they will be held responsible as appropriate.

The other reason is less practical and much more mysterious as a mystical power. As I mentioned about the adult's secret world having a lot of a certain kind of activity, kids do something similar without it being dirty like adults are. They are pure, non-nasty, not at all the same kind of activity, but it is a similar kind of energy in the purest form that adults know as the "teenage dream". It's not easy to preserve the purity of that goodness as good the older you get, but if you do by being a good person and trying your best to be your best self, then when you are adults, that is what I call Honey Yum Yum. It is the best of all goods that both kids and adults love, and that is what separates the best artists from the almost the best. That cannot be faked, manufactured, stolen, or otherwise be created as your own goodness no matter what. You have to actually have walked the walk of true love for your entire life and will not ever change no matter what. That is not so easy and you should not be ashamed if you don't. The way of true love is notoriously painful, lonely, and with immense suffering and tragedy. It does not always go the way people want.

Imagine Jesus' story. That's what can happen, and to his credit, regardless of how you feel about Jewish culture, he did not abandon the way of true love, even when he was being crucified. That's hardcore, but if you've ever tasted the nectar of Honey Yum Yum that is your own, there is nothing that could cause you to give that up. It is that good. It is like experiencing the highest divine itself as the most amazing perfect and fleeting experience of pure joy and goodness, and ever after you never doubt the power of faith because you experienced divine reality first hand privately "with your own eyes" so to speak.

So as for what the kids world is like compared to the adult world is like... it's slimy, gooey, and icky. It is gross and gets everywhere, and you need to wash your clothes after. Adults with wisdom, experience, and a talent working with children, have a way with dealing with all that slime without it touching them or getting anywhere they don't want. That's why grandparents, elders, and teachers are often able to interact in the kids world in all manner of ways, sometimes only partly and sometimes all the way present as a special guest playing a specific role or something like that. Spiritual leaders and workers are often skilled with that as well, because when we work our medicine to heal the spiritual sickness of adults, we also encounter that slimy, sticky goo and have to deal with it. That's also why most adults fear us and avoid us.

Being around us is like having Slimer the ghost included in the company even though not invited. He just floats around eating, sliming, and doing whatever, and there isn't much that can be done to stop him. If you aren't paying attention, you could get slimed by Slimer and end up looking like Bill Murray did in Ghostbusters 2. It doesn't matter whether you are an adult or kid, being covered in slime is not a good look-- unless you are on Nickelodeon, of course. That's the planet where I was hatched and how I got my name. Being slimed is all the rage there no matter who you are, and there are special rules for how it happens too, sometimes as a reward, sometimes as a consequence. Your prize for winning is... slime! Oooh, tough luck, you lost. Here comes the slime.

So... this all had something to do with something and I hope you learned what that was, because I forgot. I guess that means I gave you the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth, so help me Gob, Divine Slime Incarnate. Eww. Gross. Yuck. Now, feel to toss a coin in the hat there if you liked my performance, because I'm going on break now and won't be back until the appointed time comes again.

I now know what you got wrong, Japan

This is a common misconception caused by illusions of evil men who make illusions for communication and not entertainment. People who are good never use images of that sort for communication, and you should never trust anyone who does, specifically because evil people do that to mislead others with false information. Only use those for fun, entertainment, fiction, and frivolous joy with no real meaning.

All communication should be real at all times.

This occurred to me as I have been listening to my new favorite music I like to call Urban Taste, which is Japanese singer/songwriters.

The point is… do not thank the Jews for Jesus Christ. Do not give any gratitude or appreciation to Jews for Jesus Christ. Do not credit them for Jesus Christ, do not acknowledge them with Jesus Christ, do not think that what is good of Christ is from the Jews, because you couldn’t be more wrong. That’s how the world got fucked up, and why the Jews are now trying to talk to you, and you’re like… wtf? Who are you? You're nobody if you’re acting like that. How did you even get to the place to be able to say anything at all like that? Well… it’s because of that innocent mistake of cultural expressions of love intended for Jews when it was for Christ.

Christ is not circumcised. Far from it. He is the total opposite of that and stands in defiance and ultimate resistance to that act. He is the epitome of man, nature, and God all wrapped in one sexy burrito of glory. He is also humble, meek, quiet, unassuming, patient, careful, cautious, and doesn’t draw attention to himself unless it is for a purpose in a greater plan. Drawing attention to oneself is the opposite of one’s survival instinct at all times. That does not change just because we are civilized. There is really only three reasons to draw attention to yourself, and all of them are dangerous because they expose you to threats to your life.

In any event, that’s what you got wrong. It doesn’t matter how much you try to help circumcised people be like man, they simply will not be able to, because at the epitome of their life, they will realize that circumcision is a mistake that prevents them enjoying the fullness of life. That’s no different than any other mistake, but like any mistake, if you can prevent it from happening, you should.

That’s all that is about.

Don’t worry about it. The heart of your message gets to where it should.

The problem with all the circumcisers do is that the center of their identity is hate, not love. They exist entirely out of hatred for men like me, and whenever they try to express love, whatever they express is corrupted by that hate at the center of their soul.

That is nothing like a man. Circumcisers and Jews are not even worthy of hating as individuals, nor noticing, nor acknowledging, nor talking to directly. There is just nothing to say to them, no reason to do so, and they would only regret any confrontation with me, and I’d rather not waste my time either. So I address the entire group as one single concept, destroy that concept, and then it is destroyed within each one of them. Hopefully they will learn why that happened and correct themselves, but that’s up to them.

Please do not think it cold, rude, or insensitive to be truthful with someone when that is what they need.

Don’t be so upset about being circumcised! The world is a fucked up devastated wasteland of garbage and disaster all because you people wanted to ruin the happiness of everyone else, and only because you pity yourself for being circumcised. It’s truly a pathetic state of affairs for people, but it is a reason for a meek and humble man like myself to fight back, and that is what you will not be able to survive.

My point is, because the world is in such a horrible state of injustice, oppression, poverty, and crime, everyone’s lives are made worse by mistakes that can be entirely prevented. Nobody alive can enjoy the fulness of life because of how selfish and inadequate you people feel about yourselves and then reveal yourselves to be with a great self-destructive expression that will only bring about your removal.

The three reasons for a person to draw attention to themselves: attract a mate, do business, teach. Nothing else.

That’s why you have to be capable to do all of those things. The moment you stand out, you will attract all sorts of negative attention from people who are threats to you for whatever reason. Maybe life shouldn’t be like that, but it is now with so many circumcised mutilators in the world so that the safety and pleasure of civilization cannot be enjoyed. Instead a person goes into public, and there are hordes of monstrous fools who intend to express hatred, savagery, and uncivilized behavior to those they are threatened by and thus we cannot enjoy civilization. Humans are hostile to their own kind like savage tribes in the stone age.

Right so, having any appreciation, gratitude, or respect for the Jews is like being thankful to the Devil for what God has done for you. Please do not do that. You will be disappointing God, and require correction. That teaching will likely be unpleasant because of how backwards and confused you are in life if you mistake the Devil for God.

Do Jews make life better or worse?

How good is your life to think you can tolerate Jews?

I know my life certainly is not good enough to tolerate Jews and I won’t. I fucking hate Jews because they get protected and get special treatment at my expense in the USA, and I’m adding that to a running account of debt they owe me personally (how does the ‘n’ key get fat fingered instead of the ‘e’ key, I wonder). Does anyone else find that terrifying that they are allowed to do that to an American citizen, veteran, and the person they want to protect them? Why should I ever consider peace or friendly relations with them at this point? They long since crossed the line of where I might have become tolerant of them….

In any case, by claiming the name Jew they cannot use the balance of Jesus to pay their blood debt, and thus will need to find another way to do so. They can sacrifice Trump since he gave them Israel, but I’m not sure that will be enough because Trump is a commoner and a treasonous traitor who defiled his bloodline with his cowardice. So, they may need to sacrifice the entire Senate that supported Trump too. He behaves like a commoner, but his blood is also commoner blood so… maybe there is a correlation. I don’t care, he’s nothing compared to me and I’m a king. So to Hell with Trump and the Jews. Trump, you thought you could take the role of God, but you did not require the Jews to keep their covenant. They are sinful, unruly, disobedient, atheist, corrupt, greedy, immoral, and wrong in every way. You should not have rewarded them for sin. Faith would have been better, but they have no faith, because I am your master, and they do not believe in my power. I will show them how wrong they were to choose a worldly fool like the president over a citizen of divine power like myself.

This is what I saying before the Lord within me started writing:

I’m not sure what else there is to do but ensure that Jews do not feel welcome in the USA, that Jews do not feel safe, and that Jews are most certainly threatened into a fearful obedience, servitude, and at best, fleeing all the way to Israel.

So if you can either help threaten Jews and make sure they know they are not welcome here, or make my life better, that would make your life better, because I intend to selfishly impose my power upon all of you, and force you into choosing a side.

You will see. A time will come when you have the chance to choose love, or Jews. You will not get a second chance. If you choose incorrectly, the way back will be much different than choosing correctly the first time.

Seriously… that divine voice has a lot to say. I am going to make Isaiah look like a novella compared to a full length novel at this rate. Give a guy a break, God! What the fuck? Send me a maiden to help me sustain your Holy Word! This is a lot for a guy like me to keep up. It’s not like you are giving me an Emma Watson or Emily Kinney boner, no offense. If those maidens got even a single mustard seed of faith, send them to me, because I can put that to work for your Glory and Praise and be a lot easier to work with myself too.

You know I’m 100 percent your humble servant, but you also know I’m a fucked up nut case with autism and a raging libido with an insatiable desire for maidenly maidens, and I have ADD. I’m sure you will get better results in this new age if you send those two maidens I mentioned my way and allowed them to make my acquaintance at least. That’s all I need from them to settle this matter. If they don’t like me immediately, then fine, I’ll cut the line and let them loose, but they’ve never even given me a chance to see who I really am instead of these personas I use. Nobody is going to think I’m a good guy with you always showing up to breath fire upon them and no maidens to cool me off with their icy nature.

Playing Video Games All Day

What is it about that which you hate?

What about me lounging comfortably and playing video games without end and as much as I want and having a good time doing it bothers you the most?

Is it because you think I should be working a “job”? Is it because you think I am “wasting my life”? Or are you simply jealous because you want to do that?

Perhaps you are mad because you notice the kind of skill, ability, and intelligence with which I play video games and want that kind of personal power to be applied more usefully to humanity in general, civilization, the economy, the community, or anything really.

Well… then get Donald Trump out of my way. He is the single individual responsible for preventing me from doing anything with my life that I have set out to do, laid business plans for, and invested nearly 200,000 dollars of student loans in an education to have the understanding necessary to do what I can best do. He is the reason why the entire USA national security department and department of defense is doing everything they can to suppress my life, limit my communications, prevent me from socializing with other people, and inhibit me from participating in any normal citizen activities, like dating, work, or anything else.

Do you know why he is the only person who is to blame for me playing video games all day and causing you to hate me?

Because they refuse to expose his crimes against humanity, his crimes of war, his betrayal of the USA, his economic crimes, and a whole host of other lawless, criminal, and unethical behavior they are well aware he is guilty of and have the evidence to convict him. They refuse to allow me, a normal, hard-working good person from living a normal life, working productively, paying back my student loans, solving the world’s problems with real solutions that are better than anything else, and generally being happy— all because they think it would be worse to enforce the law against a criminal and traitor former president. They are obviously wrong, and protecting Donald Trump is far more devastating to the USA than my productive, hard work will be, which is not going to be damaging at all. There will be absolutely no harm the USA nor will anyone suffer by allowing me to live a normal life with human rights like they claim to respect of everyone else, and in fact billions of people all over the world will benefit from the business plans I have laid and am prepared to bring to fruition at last.

I don’t understand them, but I do understand that they are too arrogant to listen to reason and do not understand that it is in everyone’s best interest to protect the good from the evil, even if that evil is weaker than me, such as Donald Trump is. Evil is evil, and protecting that is going to be devastating and destructive to everyone no matter what.

So, rather than be mad at me, be mad at the people who have limited my options, taken away my freedom, and virtually imprisoned me to prevent me from doing all the good stuff you would like to see me do.

I am in fact more angry about the situation than you could possibly be, would much rather be working productively for everyone’s benefit, but that is not possible with the USA government creating overwhelming obstacles for me. I don’t think a normal person could overcome that stuff, let alone someone with a disability such as myself, but it is what it is. You people who are allowing them to do that, letting them argue when there is no reason to do so, and being afraid of enforcing the law are the reason why this situation is so horrible and continues to get worse, no matter how much you want to blame me because of what you have done criminally to me and been thwarted at doing because I am stronger and more intelligent than you. Not socially affluent or good with people, but I am certainly strong willed and highly intelligent and have a good head on my shoulders to make wise judgments and decisions. Far more than you people in the government are who pretend to be capable with fancy titles that are meaningless and empty and occupations you call yourselves professionals in but do not deliver work nor results.

No matter how much you try to blame me for the fucked up situation you are in, that is never going to be possible, because it is entirely your fault for doing what you did. I in no way am responsible for your decisions, your actions, and your poor judgment, and you are only making your situations worse by trying to blame me.

Some people claim that I took the “back door” to success, or am not bringing about change the way I am supposed to, but they are wrong. I am at the front door, knocking, and bringing about change in the most legal, lawful, and benevolent way possible. Just because the idiots in the government were not prepared for anyone to do something like I did, does not mean I broke any rules, laws, or customs. They are simply incompetent, unreliable, and failures at their jobs. That’s not my fault, but I could improve the situation if Donald Trump was out of my way and I could work without him harassing me, assaulting me, and stalking me.

I have better things to do than deal with that imbecile personally, and will not do anything about him because that is beneath my dignity. That’s what you people in law enforcement are in my employment for, and I am not going to do your jobs for your. If that is required, I am going to first destroy you for being a greater threat than that buffoon, and then if that idiot is somehow still alive after I raze this country to the ground, I will do whatever is necessary while he is within my immediate vicinity. I am not going to change my course to play his games or even acknowledge his delusional reality and embarrassing self-importance.

If you are so keen on judging me for what I do with my life, maybe you ought to do something with your life, because I have done more than you can imagine, and most of that you are entirely unaware of because it is none of your business to know my plans and goals. If you are still so primitive of intellect as to call yourself “atheist” you couldn’t even comprehend what I do and how, even if you had all the information in front of you in clear instructions to make it simple.

In any case, if you need something do, ensure that Donald Trump answers for why the fuck he has become such an obstacle to someone like me of his own will! He has gone out of his way and invested absurd amounts of resources while endangering countless lives to be an obstruction to me, so maybe you ought to get some answers since you deserve them too.

Until then, playing video games and humiliating the operators when I whoop their asses at their own psychological warfare they are using through video games, is the best I can do. It’s annoying that I have to trouble myself with something so trivial as disposing of low level minions like those idiots, but that is the most I can be productive doing at this time.

If you didn’t know I was doing that, now you do. They are less of a threat to you since they are continually humiliated by what I do to them when they try to do something to me, and thus they lose power, confidence, and authority every single time. That makes them less dangerous in general, less threatening, and easier to do away with when they are no longer protected behind classified doors.

I do rather enjoy that, because I am a warrior and thrill in destroying my enemies on the field of battle, even if it is a battle in a child’s area of play where there should be no such fighting going on. I’m not the one bringing the fighting there either, they do that, and I defend myself and make the area more secure. Maybe you could try to help get rid of them too by exposing whatever conspiracy the game industry fell victim to.

My point is, there is a lot more going on with me than is visible, but I am not avoiding responsibility, being lazy, or “wasting my time”. They are the ones wasting my life and my time, but that is not my loss, it is yours, since I am entirely selfless in my interests before I am selfish, meaning my interests are never in conflict with yours, even if you are evil and think that being put to justice is in conflict with yours. You just don’t know what is good for you if that is the case, which is evident by the fact that you do evil, criminal acts, betrayal, and are a pathetic, disgraceful human with no self-respect.

So to hell with you unless you are doing something to put Donald Trump to justice, because at the moment, his singular human body is the obstacle to everyone on this entire planet’s goals, desires, happiness, prosperity, and plans. You will not ever make any progress by trying to make me into the problem, because he’s the idiot who put himself in the place of the Christ when he was nowhere near genuine, capable, nor prepared for the responsibility. There are consequences for that when it comes to world leaders like the USA president, and there will be no progress unless he is made to answer for what he did— not the Christ part, the actual decisions, crimes, and behaviors he did while under the delusion of being such a thing.

Does that help? Stop thinking about what you are going to do about me because that is going to get you nowhere. First of all, you are weaker and less capable than me and you will not be able to do much about me at all besides get the fuck out of my way yourself. Second of all, I am not the problem here. The problem is crime, political corruption, treason, betrayal, and all that illegal stuff you all know to be wrong and destructive to civilization— and all of it centered on Donald Trump who used the USA presidency to attack the USA government as a traitor when he thought the president’s power was enough to usurp our Democracy with. Only a deluded Christ idiot would think of a world leader of a nation as having that kind of power, but that couldn’t be further from the truth in the USA because the government is the servant of the citizens here and isn’t even remotely capable of such a thing.

Why are you all afraid of him anyway? If you are afraid of him, look at me and see how I think of him. He is impotent, pathetic, useless, and entirely incapable compared to me, and nothing to fear. There is no way he could be a threat to me or a cause of concern because of how much more powerful I am than him in every way and righteous too. I am lawfully and divinely justified with all my power, which he cannot say at all. There is nothing righteous nor divine about his embarrassment that he calls power and it is of no use in the real world. If I’m not afraid, you shouldn’t be afraid either, because at the very least you can get behind me and I’ll face whatever may happen and persevere for all of us. I’m warning you though, because I know not all of you have the best moral compasses, if you trouble me, be an obstacle to me, and are evil to me, you will face my wrath. Where Trump is the one obstacle causing everyone’s destruction, suffering, and misery with his injustice, lawlessness, and evil— I am the one person who is essential to everyone’s salvation, happiness, prosperity, goals, and everything else that is good and never evil.

You could not possibly have any interest to be my enemy and should avoid that. If you know you are doing what I find intolerable, you’d better pray to whatever you believe is sacred that I don’t look at you and feel the need to end your life in the worst way possible for you. I don’t want to look at each and every person’s individual life and see what they are doing, and I do not ever do that unless I have a reason to, such as to hold a public official accountable for their public life. I do not have the time to sort out all the complex issues people have and the reasons they do what they do… nor would that be worthwhile. The worst thing you could possibly do is stand directly in front of me and be an asshole, because I do not like assholes unless they are good comedians. So, if you can’t keep up with Doug Stanhope, Nick Swartzen, Dave Chappel, Chris Rock, Jim Gaffigan, Jeff Foxworthy, Larry the Cable Guy, etc… you probably ought to be an asshole where I will not see you. There are more people like that around than you may be aware, even if they don’t make a living performing on a comedy stage.

Frankly I don’t care about your sins, people. I do care if your sins are directly an obstacle to my mission in life, which may as well be a divine mandate from the highest divine Most High Almighty God at this point. I don’t know if you realize this or not, but that is a lot of pressure all the time, and I don’t ever mess around with my power to fulfil that mandate because of the kind of responsibility I have. So if you can help it, please try not to lay your burdens on me when you should be carrying them yourself or going to someone more appropriate, like a priest, a mental health professional, a friend you know personally, or a police officer. Ask yourself, who am I to you, regardless of whatever divinely appointed purpose I may have in life. I am certainly not Jesus, so you can rule that out, and I am certainly not a government employee, so you can rule that out as well. Aside from that, I am probably just a normal, random loser trying to find a girlfriend in this world when nearly all the women are mindless whores incapable of loving anyone.

Is that not enough of a reason to not be fucking with me? Well, now you know what else I have going on, so that is all the more reason to not fuck with me.

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Good judgment in decisions that matter. Money decisions, I have little care for or concern about, though I do try to be prudent with my spending. That may look strange if you have different worldly desires than I do, but I’m likely not different in that way than any of you. Gender roles of humanity are never going to change the standard default assignment. Those exist for biological and natural reasons than social ones, and are nothing you need to worry about, fight over, or make a problem out of. What is different is the fluidity individual people have for their gender role in life, but if you are a woman and choose to have more of a male social role without any changes to your sexuality (going out to work being the “bread-winner”) keep in mind that is unusual and you are less likely to find a male who chooses to do the feminine role without changing their sexuality.

The reasons are complicated why we do what we do and you should never assume to know what they are for other people, and refrain from judging their sexuality unless that information pertains to you as a interested bachelor or bachelorette. Just assume the basic default unless you are given a reason by that person to believe otherwise because of how they express their identity and want to make known their difference in that way. It is of no importance on anything and you will likely cause an offense by mistakenly thinking someone is a homosexual when they aren’t just because they don’t conform to the typical “male” standard.

I mention this because I want my spouse to do the traditional feminine roles of housekeeping. That is a lot more responsibility than cooking and cleaning btw. That also includes managing the money, keeping the bills paid, and ensuring any repairs or maintenance is done. Traditionally that would be her telling the man what to do, but these days things are so specialized and technical, it’s likely hiring the appropriate technician or skilled worker. There is also raising the children, which is not only feeding and clothing them. They need to be taught good behavior, common knowledge, good judgment, and all sorts of things necessary and helpful in life. The man should help when he can, but that is such a responsibility that if the man is getting involved without the woman knowing, he might be interfering in something he didn’t understand was happening since it isn’t his work area. Keep that in mind.

I am saying nothing about sexual roles here. This is entirely a division of labor to maintain domestic life. A person must interface with the public world, society, economy, and civilization as a productive member as able to make money, and then the home requires constant care and attention. Better for two people, but if there is only one person doing that, be aware of how much work that is and why they may not be able to keep up with all of it. You shouldn’t add stress to the lives of individuals like that, because simply keeping yourself afloat is more than enough stress to handle.

If you don’t want to do that, then don’t do it! However, if you are not sure what you want to do with your life or what the best way for you is, you most likely are going to have a good result if you stay close to the basic roles. If you try to fight those roles all of humanity and civilization is going to stop you because they are vitally important to the fabric of everyone’s lives. IF you are different, be aware of how you may be imposing your alternate lifestyle onto others and be conscious about how that may affect them so you don’t end up causing an insult or offense that you have to answer for.

It’s basically like this: it’s not important what kind of work the man does, even if that is the housework. What is important is that they do it, how they do it, and why. If people are not working, they likely have a reason which you likely do not want to add to your problems, so just give them the benefit of the doubt unless you have hard evidence to think otherwise. That will keep your stress levels low and minimize moral mistakes. That means happily contributing to the social funds that pay for the needs of people who don’t work for whatever reason that is not your business, and you should not ever begrudge them. Pay as much as you have to and more if you feel comfortable because that will ease your conscience in a functional civilization where we can trust eachother. Don’t ignore individual participation if needed, but if you are otherwise occupied in a different area of civilization, better to know you are at least contributing that and feeling good about it.

People want to work, especially men. That is natural, so you never need to worry about those systems being abused. The only time men don’t want to work, is when a nation is lawless, unjust, or criminal with interests that are opposed to their own. For example, Gentile men will not want to work in a circumcising nation. The national interests are entirely opposed to our own, and we do not benefit from our contribution to civilization, so it is a waste of time. That is the worst possible economic and social environment of a nation and should have numerous laws and safeguards to prevent that kind of evil government.

Otherwise, it is natural for men to go above and beyond their normal work efforts every now and then to do a bit more here and there as they feel like it, and all of that is what keeps a nation prosperous, not just the bare minimum. Don’t feel obligated about that, but it is only natural to feel that way because of how good it is to be proud of doing a good job, and that good feeling that is personal is the main benefit for doing so. Some people do that a lot, some, not so much. Don’t judge them either way about their moral quality because of that. That is one of those complex things with reasons that are too difficult to understand so you are better off providing the benefit of the doubt, to maintain a clear conscience and avoid moral mistakes.

All this benefit of the doubt means that you need to take seriously when you see hard evidence of some sort of crime, confusion, fraud, or misunderstanding about something important. You don’t need to be angry, but you should be attentive and willing to be merciful as long as forgiveness is appropriate. If they will not ask forgiveness when they have knowingly committed a crime, you must be most severe with them, because that severity is what ensures the mercy for people who make mistakes, have poor judgment at times for whatever reason, and are constantly improving themselves.

Those people, like myself, require encouragement and faith that we are in fact doing our best to be good or do a good job. That doesn’t mean you need to be nice and gentle all the time like a nurturing caregiver, but at the very least do not try to make us fall, trip, provide obstacles, or otherwise inhibit our progress to being good. That is intolerable of humans and cannot be allowed. You never know were someone is going, who they are going to meet, who is expecting them, or what none of us are expecting them to arrive to do. Do not get in the way of that possibility. You may not make a huge mistake, or you may make a colossal, apocalyptic mistake like was done to me or worse.

People who will not ask forgiveness have no desire to be good or do a good job and are most hostile to civilization, which is why they deserve the most severe punishments. Why any government official or leader would feel like they couldn’t admit a mistake out of fear of embarrassment is evidence of their malignancy and corruption of a government/leadership because they are dangerously delusional about their importance and offensively arrogant. Intolerably so.

That’s what I’m saying is so dangerous about our corrupt, circumcising government. They have made the nation lose the will to work, contribute, or otherwise participate in the USA’s part of civilization. That is not illegal, that is not evil, and that is not wrong. That is the best way to fight back non-violently and lawfully. The difference in the loss of labor, spirit, and passion to contribute to everyone’s benefit along with our own is far more than the remaining group could make up for whether they are a single race, a single religion, a single ideology, or any group. A nation should always be most interested in everyone’s interest being contributed, and if they have a unique interest, such as Israel, that requires strict adherence and obedience to the written laws, spirit, and doctrine that maintain an agreement between them and everyone else who may or may not be living, or are affected by what they do, such as in trade.

National power of a secular state, such as presidents, dictators, and the like is insubstantial and unimportant. Do not equate that with spiritual power of a king, an emperor, or religious leader. Spiritual power of the divine nature that is higher than human nature is infinitely more powerful and more important than national power of a state, which is a human invention and does not transcend human nature without spiritual intervention in the public light for a new agreement to be made for all people about what the news means.

Why the hell you people covet power so much is baffling to people like me, because you seem like total idiots from where I am standing and I never want to go to where you are or have the kind of life you have. They covet power and money and fame and what good does it do them? How does it make them happy in the true sense of the word where you can be like me and lounge about enjoying the meager entertainment afforded to my virtual prison and laugh, smile, and enjoy the last remaining moments of life while the world burns in an extinction threatening catastrophe that could end all life on earth if not averted. Not because I’m not involved or unfeeling, but because I am happy and content with myself and how I have lived and the suffering of an apocalypse doesn’t even make a dent to that.

It’s kind of like the musicians in the movie The Titanic. Do you recall when the ship had struck the iceberg and was sinking. It was chaos, impending death, and not much hope for survival and yet they played on while it happened. Knowing the final hour had come, they wanted to make the most of every second that was left and were not overcome by the shadow of death.

In any event, being a world leader like that, president, dictator, or other state power like the Communist ruler, is a job like any other. It is good to put your whole heart and soul into it and do your best to do a good job, but you should never forget that the only reason we have jobs is so we can go home and enjoy a good life when we are off work. The number one rule to having a good life is to live a good life. If you live a good life in that way, it won’t matter whether you are Black, white, rich, poor, president, hobo, sailor, actor, singer, laborer— you will always enjoy the best parts of the good life wherever you are. Even if you are in prison and suffering the worst things the world could do to you. Those good parts of the good life are what make all of anything worthwhile—that is the reason why any of creation is even happening and why the Story is told again and again and again and always getting better.

That is not something you can put a price tag on, a label to, or a cage around. That is an invisible spirit that is ethereal through all time and space— all place and no single place and mysterious in ways that cannot be predicted, are surprising, and what I like to call: Honey Yum Yum and Glory Nectar. One is sweet, pure, and amazing in the best ways just like it sounds, the other is a kind of unquenchable fire which although is in fact sweet, it is also intense beyond comprehension, and with such immense power being enjoyed, there is a sense of real danger in the moments where it springs forth out of nowhere which are in fact life or death moments in some degree. That is enjoyed either in a social context that is tame and safe for children, like a game, or a physical one like the fields of war where battles are fought.

Let me tell you… once you get a taste of either, abandon all hope and surrender, because you will never know anything better and your old life will be like ashes and dust. That’s what makes it a target for evil to try and control, monetize, and enslave people with, but they don’t even know what they are dealing with when they do and only expose themselves as evil to be dealt with. They see that video games is a source of both Honey Yum Yum and Glory Nectar, so they devise a scheme to try and control every aspect of video games for people to try and be the gatekeepers of the divine goods. They only make people made because they are no such gatekeeper and cannot open or shut the flow of such divine goods. They do get in the way though and make it more difficult to enjoy because they are using adult powers in a child’s realm. Adult’s do enjoy being like children, and this is good, but we must always rememember that we are not children anymore and are adults, and it is up to adults to use the adult powers to destroy an evil use of those.

Unfortunately, that means there will be some real life killing in the child’s area because adult evil is in there thinking they are safe by the rules that protect children. They are not. Someone like me will not hesitate to end their lives in front of everyone, no matter how graphic, violent, blasphemous, vulgar, or uncivilized that may be—because those situations are war between good and evil at the very heart of all that makes us human. War like that, of the violent sort that adults engage in—- that is always uncivilized. We maintain our civility as much as possible with things like the Geneva Convention, but no matter how you look at it, people killing each other is the antithesis of civilization.

Evil itself is uncivilized and only uncivilized, but so also is good, and even though we prefer civilization to a degree, however small, we have no restrictions or limits to prevent us from being uncivilized at any time! That can be great fun, and in fact we enjoy that very much, so it should be no surprise seeing a man acting uncivilized for his enjoyment when possible. Unacceptable for a president who is hired to maintain the vital functioning systems of civilization as his very job, but some random folks at a concert enjoying their liberty and getting rowdy and drunk, that is most welcome as long as we don’t get too far from civilization and cross the line where you will have me or one of mine to answer to when we stop you.

There are usually some rules to help prevent that from happening on accident, so don’t be too mad about those, but they shouldn’t ever be constricting to ruin the fun of the healthy form of lawlessness that is entirely good. In fact, for those of us who prefer only the smallest bits of civilization in our lives while staying close to Nature where we can be without pants as often as possible, and if not wearing clothes when you are supposed to is not lawless, then I don’t know what is, but don’t be fooled if you see a man who was assaulted and robbed of his and has none to wear. Evil is all the more threatening to our happiness who prefer the least of civilization and we have the greatest interest to stop them no matter what it takes.

So… be aware of those two parts of life that all people participate in to some degree. Public and Private. Work/School and Home. There or Here. The Private part is hidden in darkness that we do not want people to go snooping into nor do we want to go snooping into other people’s lives. We bring lights in there sure, but that is our business, our choice to do what we want, and there will be no wrath greater than what those will suffer who try to take that away from human beings.

Accept that you will never know everything that happens in the darkness, and do not try to know more than you should. To balance that freedom, know what happens in the Public and why, especially when national leaders, public officials, employees, and religious authorities do what they do. The only ones you may have trouble understanding are the religious authorities, but that is never an excuse to hide their reasons. They should be most concerned and prudent about making sure people understand what they are doing in perfect clarity, truth, and fullness because of how dangerous spiritual power can be when abused for evil. Not everyone will understand, but enough people will who will be able to communicate what is necessary to those who do not.

As for what happens in the Public, if you suspect something Private and expose it—that is rude, so do not do so unless you have a very good reason because you may start a fight or worse, a war. For best practice, acknowledge what is showing as what it is and truly that, even if it is kind of silly and unusual to you. Likely there is no harm in whatever a person is appearing to be in Public because we have the Freedom to decide what to wear and how to express ourselves as a means of communicating various things in subtle or overt ways. Protect that right, because it is fun and useful to be able to do that freely as we wish.

The best way to protect that right, is to severely punish criminal impersonation. Such as when the government is using operators to send messages with my identity and entirely hostile to my interests. Or if someone dresses up like a police officer to fool people and cause a crime. Those are some of the most severe crimes in civilization because of the trust people need to have in each other to communicate their personal powers, qualities, and quirks. A police office in uniform is personal power, but of a very specific type because of what that uniform and badge mean they are promising everyone about their behavior, purpose, and responsible use of that power.

Likewise, maybe someone walks around in a full Jedi cloak and lives to balance the Force in real life. Are they in cosplay for fun and being cute, or are they serious about what they are saying about their individual power. Usually, there is no harm in acknowledging the truth of an appearance of popular fiction like that, but if they are doing wrong, that popular identity is something that can used to check them from going too far into fantasy and causing problems. Besides, that kind of situation is usually amusing even if it is deadly serious, so don’t try to stop people from expressing their individuality creatively in whatever way because that is something everyone should be able to enjoy. Of course if things are out of line and an adult needs to stop the play for a moment to draw the line in reality because of what children or adults acting like children are doing, be ready to do that or be ready for that to happen. If you are fighting the person drawing that line and don’t realize why they are doing so, you may end up in prison or worse. The same thing for people in play like children and children themselves. Maybe someone is dressed up like a Jedi, but maybe they are also doing the work of a Jedi in real life and saving the galaxy. Do not interfere with people doing good for everyone’s benefit if you can help it.

In the peripheries

Sometimes in the peripheries of consciousness there are… those who would be persons, beings, existence incarnated as human, but who lack all semblance of form or the will to live at all. The human person needs more will to exist than the body does to survive, but these… shades of incomplete thoughts are obscured in the indecision of their fear of death, which is the only line all beings must pass from non-existence into existence.

Death is the first moment of our creation but not our last, for when a person dies, they only die in form, but the Self consists of the immortal particles of divine energy. It is the particulate nature of reality that any thought or body has a form at all in which it can be conceptualized as an idea, word, reason, or perception.

Both the divine particles and divine energy are aspects of spirit, the energy flowing through, around, and gravitating around the particles like physical nature. A divine particle is never without energy enshrouding it, and there are no particles without energy that are divine. But do not mistake the divine nature as existing only in the energy and not the particle as well, because both are distinctly different aspects of spiritual reality that necessitate independent values that are distinct from each other as co-existing.

Do not mistake these values as good and evil, because divine nature is by definition not evil. Spiritual nature can consist of evil, and divine nature can descend into a lower nature where evil exists, but evil has too much gravity to be light enough for the divine realms. This is why you never need to fear evil in the heavens, or evil doing harm to a divine being. The most that can be done is insult, which works as amusement for divine reality but can be troublesome for other-than-divine beings because of the disruption that an offense can cause. Light and dark then are the two aspects and qualities of both particle and energy.

Out on the peripheries, these beings would be people, yearn for existence among humanity, crave being known in the fullness of light that humanity is blessed to be seen in all our glory, but they are not substantial enough to pass into form. They remain in the peripheries as undecided potential that was cast of from human identity and discarded like refuse for all manner of reasons. Sometimes they are cast off for being evil, sometimes for being good, other times for being different, strange, or unusual.

These concepts are a cloud of spiritual nature of reality without divine essence, which is why they only remain in the peripheries as insubstantial beyond the line of death that is between existence and non-existence. They are disorganized, unbound, chaotic, and a veritable mixed bag or hodgepodge of unwanted identity shed from all types of beings—animal, human, spiritual, etc. Any being that has the potential of personal identity and achieves it casts off that which is contrary to their freely chosen identity that was created by a will to have one. Without a will to do that for oneself, that will not happen for a being.

These beings in the periphery— they are more like shades, ghosts, or spirits that are locally bound to an environment that exists and are unwilling to be separated from existence. They cling to the edge, on the periphery.

Do not be concerned for such things—they are not real. Do not be afraid of them, they are not real. Do not trust them, because they are not real—they are illusions, deceptions, tricks of the imagination. Do not love them—they do not have a soul invigorated with divine power and are like a stone, a log of timber, a piece of rusted scrap metal— and those cannot receive love nor return it. If it seems as though they receive love, they are not receiving it, they are destroying what was given, and that is pain for who feels it, not the stone which has no concept of pain. They are dead matter in comparison to living matter, and their gravity is so heavy, the divine energy of love will pass into it and never return. Good that divine energy is creative, abundant, and efficient—much easier to create than to destroy. For a human to give love to dead matter, someone went through a great deal of effort to fool them into a form of false idolatry.

Those on the periphery—they may seem like individuals with names, but do not mistake them for that. They are what was discarded, given away, or cut off by force from those individuals or another, entirely different individual who imagined an image of them. There is no sense troubling yourself with these things, because they are not real. However, they may trouble you, and require confrontation from time to time, and as long as you recognize them that are on the periphery as not real, you will have no problem doing what is necessary.

What is real in life, what exists, is more than enough to be concerned with and far more pressing of a concern than anything non-real and non-existent. But do not think that because we imagine true love to exist in the forms of fiction and characters of story that they are not real, because they are— they are real in the image that was created if that image was created by a divine power of creation for divine purposes. When that happens, the very Story that was created becomes real in a new dimension entirely independent and cloaked in more mystery than people care to unravel in most cases.

If you truly wished to know the nature of a reality in another dimension of Story that was inspired by a divine thought and given form by divine will, then you probably could devote your entire life learning all the facets of that other aspect of reality and barely even scratch the surface. Those are universes unto themselves with physical and spiritual laws of nature that are different than our own.

The only constant that is immutable throughout is the divine law which is true in all dimensions— good is loved, evil is reviled. Do what is good, reject evil. More or less that’s it, but you may need to rephrase the use of language depending on the context of your purpose— as for human civilization in our shared reality of existence, there is very little, if anything that needs to be changed about how to express that divine law. Notice that the word “reviled” is used as opposed to “hated”. Reviling evil applies the power of force to the meaning which serves to oppose evil’s very existence.

In any case, there are peripheries in the dimensions of Story too, which consist of all the imagined thoughts, ideas, and emotions that are directed toward it. Those are not destroyed like love going into dead matter—far from it, they are justified for existing by passing through the line of death between existence and non-existence that separates Story from our shared reality. Then those imagined thoughts and passions pass into the peripheries until from the peripheries one emerges with a will to exist, and a personal identity invigorated with the divine power in accordance with the divine law. Divine power will not flow from the source from which all creation springs into existence as real and true if something of any creation, such as a human being, intends to use the divine power of their existing nature to create an evil that is real.

The divine source will cut off at the source from which the evil was spawned, and that evil will never be able to overpower the goodness of creation to destroy it as evil does by turning the divine law opposite— they revile what is good, and love evil. There is nothing more self-destructive and miserable than that because they will never experience anything good with that sort of life and are often most willing to be destroyed at the very least to spite the one who created them by rejecting the evil reality they were given. It’s the most such a being could do when it experiences the revelation of divine reality in relation to its own.

On the bright side, if such a being was given an evil nature as the cause of being brought into existence with creation, and is willful enough to experience a divine revelation to know itself in relation to, then there is a possibility of salvation. The being is destroyed no matter what upon receiving divine revelation because of the immense power of divine law reviling evil, but if that being rejects the divine reality instead of its own then resurrection will not happen. If that unfortunate being is humble, willful to choose good, and accepts divine reality, then resurrection will happen, and they will be recreated by the divine source of all creation and existence, as any other being, and they will be blessed, as any other being, perhaps even more so because of the materials the divine power sanctified the existence of for resurrection.

There is yet another line of death between existence and non-existence—a periphery in a seventh dimension encompassing all six: three dimensional space, time, spiritual existence, and spiritual nonexistence. That is relative to the shared reality where human beings experience mortality together that this is written within. That seventh dimension is the Story. That is the big one. The one that is the only one for all Story. If you will exist in our shared reality with a personal identity, your will must be pure enough to be judged worthy of creation into reality, and that is one thing. If you will exist through a fiction you invigorated with true love that was judged pure enough to be worthy of creation in new reality, that is another thing. If you will exist with a real, personal identity in the Story, that is yet another thing that you must be judged worthy of upon the line of no return that is death.

The standard of judgment is the same for all three of those tiers of creation, and that is the singular divine law. What is different is the scrutiny you are subject to, the passion of your will required, and the purpose you are bringing into the reality.

There on the peripheries, they move and dash about, sneaking and hiding, too ashamed to come into the light, a will that is unworthy of being manifest, and passion that is neither hot nor cold. In my place and time, here in the Mortalverse, there is one significant common factor that a great many of those shades share: they bear the stain of Christ’s blood. This blood was shed on the Cross he was crucified upon along with the sins of his people, and his blood is tainted with the sin that was spilled out of his body. It is something they ought to be rid of, just as he knew for himself when he spilt it all out.

If you are bloodstained as such and in the peripheries because you are too ashamed of yourself to exist and be known, then you have not yet died on the Cross with him, and the blood staining you is on your hands, and you are to blame. That is the blood spilled when you forced a crown of thorns onto his head, when you whipped his flesh bloody while casting insults, when you hammered stakes through his hands and feet, and when you pierced his side with a spear to end it all. With such blood, they are cast out and cut off just as Jesus was, and that is how they came to haunt the peripheries. Even a father will cut off his son unto death if his son is evil, just as a son will do to a father who is evil. Never have any other law, oath, or obligation as more important that the divine law of all reality, especially not that which is between human beings. If your friend requires you to do evil, they are not your friend. If your master commands you to do evil, they are not your master.

Now if this is writing happens to your mind as divine revelation, and you realize that the blood of Christ you have been proud to have upon you has caused you to suddenly die and the time of judgment has come… then allow me to suggest some advice: pick up your cross with grace and dignity, carry it to where you will be crucified, and let it be done. These moments will make you into who you are and who you become long after they are passed. You will not get another chance, because death of this kind is final and you cannot go back to the time before you died.

If you are filled with dread and terror, knowing what you have done and why… then there is at the very least the consolation of another line of death upon which to be judged, but it is far from the peripheries at the central core of Story in a world that is an ocean compared to a pond, and if you would dare rise again to die… what awaits beyond that is the vastness of intergalactic space compared to an ocean, and darkness much more black than the deepest abyss of any ocean without a single ray of light.

If that is none of your business and you intend to take is easy and relax where you have found yourself to be dead and loving it, then heed this warning and know terror beyond any other— all roads lead to the same place. You will be judged when your time comes no matter how far you run, how lazy you are, or how much you hide. You are moving even when you are staying still, and that day will come upon you like a thief in the night, whether you are prepared, aware, or none of the above.

I made it a long time ago.

This is for the stupid whore, Emily Kinney.

“Did you do what you said a man like you has to do? Go out into the world and make it on his own as a man standing on his own two feet?”

Obviously.

What the fuck do you think I’m doing now?

I was out on my own in the world standing on my own two feet living for myself and everyone without the support or dependency of a child long ago.

Here is what makes you stupid: you think I want what you want. You think I want what all those rich boys you let fuck you have with the rich people stuff of a celebrity, because you think I am an artist like any of them. That is how you have never seen me, because you look at me like that and do not realize that I am so different from them it is offensively insulting to even be compared to them.

Let me put in perspective for you: First think about how comfortable the rich life makes you feel, with all the privilege, pampering, attendants, and people caring about all your needs to make sure you never slip, make a mistake, or are inconvenienced. Then imagine what it is like to be poor without any of that in poverty, living paycheck to paycheck, like all the poor people you couldn’t stomach being yourself because of how miserable it looks to be poor.

Okay, now reverse that, because that is what rich people life looks like to me.

I see how your freedom is limited because of all that you have to do to maintain money, social connections, jobs, stay professionally affluent with all the nuances of popular culture. All that bull shit is time and energy you have to spend doing stuff that is not your free time. That is poverty to me that I cannot stomach living with and why I will never sell out or go where you people are.

I turn my nose up at your rich person, Hollywood celebrity way of life, because that honestly seems like more poverty than not having enough money to pay the bills, not knowing how you will pay next month’s rent. I do not have enough money to pay the bills and don’t know how I will pay rent after this next payment, but every minute of every day is mine. Nobody tells me what to do, expects me to do anything, and I have no obligations, except the most basic requirements of a citizen to meet the needs of popular culture—like paying taxes once a year and occasionally having a health appointment.

I don’t wake up to an alarm, I don’t have appointments, I don’t have job responsibilities, I don’t have deadlines, I don’t have a boss, I don’t have employees, I don’t have anything that I have to do for other people at all. I am totally free from other people’s needs. That affords me the time to actually be helpful to them, and their pets, and do what it is I have done with my life for them— not because I had an obligation, but because I wanted to do something for other people. That was not assigned, there was no requirement to do anything, there were no check boxes to meet, or anyone’s approval or permission required. I simply did something that would help, and there is nothing they could have done to stop me.

That is living like a king, I tell you what.

Now… I shall reveal unto you the greatest pleasure of a king as I recently discovered:

Soaking in a hot tub for hours on end every day with nothing in the world you have to do that would make you get out before you wanted. I tell you what, that right there is a lot better than I ever expected, because I ain’t been one for baths until only recently, but lo and behold— I’ve taken a shine to a good ol’ hot soak. Luckily enough, I got one of them traditional beast feet tubs, and I think that makes it a bit better too.

I’ll give you another tip. The only problem I run into with that is that the water cools off and I want it to stay piping hot without needing to add more hot water. Easily resolved: get yourself one of them submersible heating elements to stick in there and plug in. Just be careful cause it says you aren’t supposed to do that since it can burn you if you touch it, but who are we kidding? That’s probably what the damn thing was made for!

So, I have discovered it. The secret to heaven on earth. That’s it right there. Having all the time in the world to lounge care free in a tub knowing you give everything you have every day to do what you can to make the world a better place and live your dreams, whether it works or not. I put on some music, Siri helps pick what to listen to sometimes, and if I’m feeling up to it, I down a few adult beverages to relax even more.


Now rich people: what is the likelihood that anytime you want to run a hot bath and soak blissfully in peace for 1-4 hours or more or less as you desire, and not have anywhere to be, anyone to answer, anything to do, or anything to worry about?

How wealthy are you compared to me, the poor man?

How much good have you done with your life compared to how much good this document does?

I wonder what the payout will be when it’s time to cash out on these chips…

So, Ms. Kinney? Do you not like being called a whore by me? Maybe you ought to stop trying to look for me in every other guy out there and anywhere other than where I am in plain sight with no frills or strings attached, and in no way hiding anything about myself.

Why do you even care to think about that question at the beginning? Do you think you will find any answers about who I am and what I can do for your happiness if you never meet me in person? It’s not like I’ve got anything better to do, so I may as well entertain your company if you wanted to stop by for a visit to see what I’m about.

You do not have to use any pro forma social routine with me, so I don’t get why any of you are having such a hard time figuring out how to live with me as a neighbor, and not even in your neck of the woods! Ain’t nobody ever teach you how to knock on someone’s door?

How do you think it feels have all you people talk about me, do things about me, and gossip about me with rumor and hearsay? From what I understand about you maidens, you hate that more than anything when other girls are doing that to you, but it’s also something guys don’t have to deal with normally. It’s just— a cultural/social difference concerning gender identity. Idk… I had never had a problem like that before you folk started getting into my business without ever approaching me politely to ask. Now though… holy fucking hell I cannot imagine how such a situation could be worse for a person. I don’t know how it is for girls, but I haven’t been thankful or glad that’s been happening for a single moment since that started.

I will be thankful when you stop and start behaving like decent folk who know better. How easy is it for you girls to get someone to help you with a problem… “excuse me mister, can you help me open this here jar? Help me carry this? Open that door? Explain this to me? Help me by laying your coat down in the mud so I don’t have to dirty my special shoes?” Not to mention the way y’all cooperate and conspire together in your knitting circles or whatever it is you do now.


The only way I think it could be better, but this is a bit excessive in my opinion and not worth the trouble or space it would take up in the bathroom: have a second tub right next to the soapy one, that way I could just drop myself over the side on into it with an expertly lazy roll and be rinsed. However… let’s not go that far. I think that would be too much. I’ll just pull the dang valve plunger and turn the shower on instead of living with two bath tubs in the same bathroom. However, if I had a lovely maiden as my Princess Panty Pie who wanted her own bath, then I suppose I could abide another tub in the bathroom.

Night of the Living Nick (with puking)

Someone out there points the figure at me and calls me hypocrite. They sneer at my lifestyle choices and daily activities that I make public, but not consider why I am making such activities public. Did they think my intentions and goals were as obvious as to be as they appear?

Here is a bit of history for you: Way Walker Industries was established in December of 2011 as the concept I am bringing into fruition now. That seed of an idea has been nurtured, cared for, and cultivated for 12 years with a singular intention and clear goal that I have set out to accomplish. Consider the kind of documented record of my life since then. Five years of honorable military service modestly decorated for such a short time, and unusually varied in experience- surface to sub, both as a sailor and a swimmer, from the deck all the way down to the waterline to the sail and the top of the antenna.

There were some other minor activities that were less significant in my regular duties, but activities I learned and experienced from none the less, like coxswain— piloting a small boat for naval operations, bartending school in Connecticut where I learned a lot more than I expected there was to know about that noble profession, a bachelor’s degree in business, acceptance into a collegiate fraternity, choir volunteering, ship’s library salvage and donation to a charitable cause simply because I knew it was going to be entirely discarded when the ship decommissioned.

Nobody told me I had to do that, nobody was even planning on doing that, and in fact I had to go through some normal bureaucratic hoops just have permission to take charge of those assets and have a plan to do with them. Renovating another ship’s library not only by organizing it, creating an index of titles and simple system of borrowing to know who last checked out a book in case you’ve been wanting to read it, and petitioning the crew, officer and enlisted, to use shared monetary resources entirely for fun and games to receive a stipend of purchasing requested books before deployment. If you are an officer, you are allowed to use the ship’s library along with the enlisted and use the special preloaded reading devices the navigation senior chief got for the library too. Officers and enlisted are both included in the ship’s crew, and I don’t know why I even have to explain that. What the hell else would you be? Passengers? Stowaways?

Anyway… do you know why I did that stuff? Not because I wanted to be recognized for doing more than my duties. I did that because I know people want to read books but they rarely find the time to do so or think about it when there is an opportunity to make time. I wanted to make that easier for people because of how important reading is to me as something I enjoy, so I asked people what books they’ve wanted to read, but never got around to it, received some funding, purchased those books at used book stores, and stocked them in the library so if they decided to do so, they could read them. I know personally how much a book can improve a person’s life, but also how difficult it can be to read through the best ones, which is why I wanted to encourage people to do that.

That’s my point. I did not do all that extra work for self-interest, but that does not mean I was not self-interested, because I am interested in my own personal development and that means cultivating virtue within myself that one day experience may nourish into wisdom. That doesn’t happen by missing opportunities to do some good and make the world a better place when you can. You have to go out of your way for that kind of stuff, sometimes to great and exhaustive lengths, and also keep on track with your original purpose, which continues to be Way Walker Industries for me.

I tell you that stuff now not to boast about it, but because you people are judging me poorly, uncharitably, and wrong—I am upset by that not because I do good stuff I want to be recognized for, because that is not the case at all. You are doing to me what is intolerable to do to any person. You apparently didn’t think it was possible that I was real, but I am, and the documentation to prove it is already in your systems and should have been examined before you condemned me. Maybe whoever decided to throw away something as important as a human life decided to not go through the steps of reviewing his file before doing so.

Gundecking is always wrong, but if you gundeck vital maintenance and fuck up a mission when that vital equipment fails because you didn’t change the filter, oil, do the cleaning, or whatever— the Navy probably couldn’t smash you harder than what they will do. That doesn’t mean it is the end of your life, but if you try to hide it and make things worse about all kinds of other fucked up shit you’ve done, lying about it, and showing that you are Timmy Binladen, Sailor of the Bilge, instead of security clearance, straight laced, petty officer Bylotissimus, your life may as well be over, because that is the other worst crime you can get busted for.

That’s just what they say about me, alright. If you were in my division you would know that my uniform was faded, dirty, my mustache exceeded regulations when I didn’t hold my mouth just right, and I fucked stuff up too. Lots of stuff. The worst kinds of things, and the trivial kinds of things. As far as I can tell, that’s life, because everyone did that at some point with all kinds of stuff. We make a mistake, get smacked, take it like a man, and don’t let it happen again. If that wasn’t the way it was like for you in your div, then you probably are a rare exception, because I’m sure everyone fucks up once in while. What matters is how you respond when you make a mistake, not what your mistake was.

What I am attempting to illustrate is the kind of industrious, dedicated, proactive, hard working, and capable person I am, while also being realistically flawed and human like anyone else, because that humanity is the plain truth that is clear as day and obvious with no reason to deny me. I am not handed anything in life, I do not get special help, I do not have special powers, or Devil’s luck. I work my ass off and don’t complain about it. At least not until the job is finished and I can get a little drinking done. So… that’s the kind of cultivation, nourishment, and work I have been putting into Way Walker Industries for 12 years now.

I’m not going to abandon all that and just start over as if my entire life’s work was pointless when everything is going according to plan. No… I’m going to get back to the line, lower myself into a strong stance to make every ounce of my well-trained body effective, and hit harder than I did the last time. You are not going to get through me, and as a matter of fact, I am going to put you on your back before you even realize what happened.

I am not the quarterback of my team, nor am I the running back, wide receiver, tight end, or kicker. I do not score the points or carry the ball. I snap the ball and make the pancakes. Just when you think you had me figured out, I won’t be there anymore, because I’ll be the jaws of the springing trap, or blocking the ends from the outside, because I play all the positions of the line whenever the coach decides to shift the roster around.

I don’t complain about not getting what I want, like that time I was turned down cold that year I wanted to learn running back. Sure, I was mad as hell, because it didn’t seem fair since I didn’t even get a chance, but I got over it in a day and never held a grudge. That’s just how teams work, and honestly, I’ve always had more pressing concerns than games. Ever since I was a kid I wanted to be polytheistic in a monotheistic world and share how good that is. I didn’t know how I was going to be able to explain that there are other gods and goddesses than just the one— explain that to my grandpa anyway.

Dude was like a dang saint on fire, booming, and preaching the good book, having all creation praise the Lord with him whenever he stepped through door after a day inventing at the machine shop. I didn’t even know who the heck Jesus was or why the hell I should care, nor did my parents, but he sure seemed to know and I liked that cartoon with the talking snake and fiery sword and that was good enough for me when I was five.

My bro and I both would get back from Arizona after one of those summer vacations when we’d go stay with our dad and stepmom and be like… “Grandpa is something else about God isn’t he?” Then I played one of them Dos computer games about resurrecting some goddesses in a buried castle and fighting a dark lord named Khuul Kume, who gloated too soon, and was like… “man, bro. How the heck am I going to explain to Grandpa there are more than one god, with goddesses too?”

Anyway… he passed on when I got back from seeing the world, and by then… the world I left was not the same. Not like any normal way, but like… fucking-crazy-nightmare-reality not the same. Like suddenly Nazis had secretly taken over everything and people were hypnotized and paranoid of each other, the media was spiraling downhill, and everyone was afraid to speak their mind! I’m like… what the fuck happened while I was gone? Wasn’t talking shit kind of the thing America did? Why’s everyone so afraid to cuss each other out or talk about their dicks? Back when I was a kid, that was never an issue with any of us, no matter how prim and proper the girly girls may have been.

Was I isolated in a random pocket of South Park profanity and innocent mischief down in El Paso Texas at public school and nobody else’s childhood was like that? The kind of mischief that lands you with manual labor holding a spade and using concrete to repair a stone wall you broke. What the fuck happened to you between those days of yours and now? Do you think the kids these days are any different than us?

We need to set a good example, but we aren’t going to do that by pretending like we care about shit we don’t while not caring about what matters most! So far as I can tell, everyone is all worked up over bad words and insults, that they don’t notice our right to say them is going away! You think it’s going to stop there? Every other freedom is going to disappear if you let them take away your right to tell them to “fuck off”, “shove it up their ass”, or “eat shit, dickhead”!

Just because we got our rights doesn’t mean it’s chaos or anarchy! You think I didn’t fear the wrath of getting caught shooting spit wads in class or coming up with new cuss words? I did fear punishment like any normal person should, even though I was pretty much in detention half the time anyway. I still did my best on my homework, was polite to my teachers most of the time, and did what I was supposed to when I was supposed to do something. The thing is that despite all that may be going on, there ain’t nothing to do but spin tops, kick a hackey sack, and pool hop at the hotel when we get a chance, and its those times we need our freedoms protected for, not when we are on the job if the boss doesn’t allow it.

That’s why I work for myself, started my own business the way I want it to be, and run things how I want. Just because politicians are walking on egg shells to keep from letting an f-bomb slip, doesn’t mean us citizens enjoying our liberty need to be concerned with that crap! In fact, they should be able to talk to us on any level because they are so skilled with walking on egg shells and knowing what to say without breaking the rules. Supposedly at least.

You think any one of us believes you crusty old geezers and whores are clean, little lambs with fleece as white as snow!? Get real for a minute before the shit hits the fan, because nobody wants to endure the storm that evil will bring upon us all in every nation. Those kind of shit storms are pretty much guaranteed to happen if you don’t stop whatever plans you have when there is an emergency to deal with the emergency.

You old folks in the Congress and White House are not so different from people I partied with as a teen. None of us are the same kids we were and that’s what makes being a kid so special, but that doesn’t mean that isn’t still who we are. There is drama in every school, and kids aren’t always the best to each other, but usually that’s relatively harmless and nothing we can’t deal with on our own as kids or with the help from our friends or an adult talking some sense. Horrific things can happen, but life has always been like that and that will never change, so don’t even try.

Learning how to live with that reality is part of growing up, and why all of us always need to be looking out for each other even if we are total strangers, social enemies, or rivals. Everyone should know when something has crossed the line of what is tolerable to everyone, and they should not have a problem calling a time out, and setting aside our differences on the cul-de-sac to help with whatever is happening in real life if there is an emergency. Even if you are going to stand out and interrupt a lot of fun when you do that, making people mad at first, they will recognize that the problem is an emergency just like you do and games will be the least of our concerns.

There is an emergency going on in the government, and they are trying to hide it and pretend like they have things under control, but because they are not talking about the emergency as though it were an emergency, we know they do not have the situation under control. There were all kinds of signs leading up to that day Congress was attacked to prevent a presidential election that were red flags— riots, pandemic, migrant caravans, and more— but that event— the attack on Congress is not just smoke we are seeing— it is the flames of a no-shit fire in the engine room.

Do not try to bull shit the poor people like you never went down to our neighborhood and partied at one of our homes. Just as I know you rich folk with all that you do for your special exclusivity aren’t criminals laundering money from human trafficking or selling kilos of coke you paid someone to smuggle up their ass from Mexico to get your money. Nor are you evil minded cultists trying to cause World War 3 and the deaths of billions of people while risking a nuclear war that could in fact result in planetary collapse and human extinction.

You should know that just because we wear hand-me-down coats, shop at the thrift stores, and can’t afford new stuff as often as we’d like, especially not the Lacoste polo shirts with the alligator symbol our girlfriend thinks looks good, doesn’t mean we don’t have brains in our head, or the ability to decide for ourselves what is best for ourselves. As a matter of fact, you should know better than to ever try to tell us how poor we are, how sloppy we dress, or how uncultured we are as reasons why you think you can tell us what to do, because we will chop you down to size with a burn that singes your hair and scorches the earth of your entire fantasy world you pretend you live in.

Now… when I tell you people you are uncultured, uncivilized, and out of line, you’d better listen because I didn’t grow up on the other side of the fence, nor am I over there now. There is something terribly wrong that you do not realize, and if you did, you would address it immediately and be embarrassed that you had to do anything at all. I am not telling you something smart to show off or make you look dumb. I’m telling you something smart because that’s just the kind of street kid I am, and you probably know someone like me. Just because we took different classes at school, doesn’t mean we aren’t cool when we party at the pool and the coke goes around.

This problem I am telling you is an emergency— a 9-1-1 emergency on the Apocashitstorm Scale of recorded in the U.S. history books forever to be taught and written about in countless essays by teens who couldn’t care less. Essays that are read by teachers who couldn’t care more and will bury the knowledge so deep into their heads with a catchy rhyme about sausage and bagels that they’ll totally forget until 20 years go by when they need to know and find it there after all that time and as fresh as if third period humanities with Ms. Leese ended five minutes ago.

It is an emergency so embarrassing that nobody will want to make fun of you about it because we are all embarrassed to see something like that happen. We all want to do something to take care of it anyway because it concerns us all, and when we are finished, then let’s get back to the game like nothing ever happened, but not a moment before we are sure everything is back to normal the way it should be.

I don’t care if you aren’t a doctor, a priest, a nuclear physicist, or Neil DeGrasse Tyson astrophysicist— there are instructions. They are written in the English language which even though may be hard to read because they were written by people three hundred years ago when a screw was still a screw, and we can figure it out anyway. Be real with me for a minute. How many of you read the instructions anyway? Or do you just start putting planks together, feeling your way through the nuts and bolts and eyeballing how the pieces compare to the picture, and still get it right in the end? Even if you had to open another beer halfway through.

These kind of things are what people cooperate to do that makes human beings what we are. It is not war, entertainment, or good nachos. It’s what we can accomplish when we cooperate. We made it this far from the cave-days, we can figure out how to use our smart phones and propane king 5000 grill masters to keep things from falling apart entirely and taking us back to the start, even if we need to do a montage or two in our free time to catch up to speed with everyone else.

I don’t care how badly you fucked up. This emergency is infinitely worse than your life and whatever your mistakes are. Quite literally, the entire future depends on whether or not we can resolve this crisis before its too late. As far as I’m concerned, something like that affords no time for anything else, least of all games and entertainment. That's more directed to the people in government who seem to be trying to use games and entertainment to get the public to do something, and I’m pissed off that they are even trying.

Pick up the god damn microphone, use the president’s special camera, and tell us what the fuck you want from us. We have lives to live with more important things to do than decoding your weird messages about our behavior, ideology, politics, or whatever the fuck. If you have anything important to say, say it first with plain language— the stories are for after the war is over, the smoke clears, and the rebuilding begins because we learned whatever lesson there was by experiencing the final act!

You cannot frame an true historical event into a story to teach a lesson until everything is over and we can talk about it from outside what is happening. That will not happen until the public is made aware and agrees that it is over. If that happens and everyone agrees except one person from out of nowhere who goes all Adolf Hitler on everyone else and is like: “Mark my words!!! This is not over yet!!!” this is what you do:

First, be like Fonzi. Chill. Cool. Don’t panic. Second, say “okay dude, what’s the problem? You can say whatever you want, use whatever language you want, be as inappropriate, obscene, rude, and hateful as you feel like, and it is okay as long as you make sure we understand how you feel, and we will do our best to understand patiently and without interrupting rudely.” Then, talk about the problem for as long as it takes until we can live with each other. If we all want to have the freedom of a private home to ourselves, then we should all be able to find a way to cooperate in public cheerfully and in a good, neighborly spirit.

If you want privacy, then we all need to find a compromise with each other about how we will live our public lives, and nobody can be left out because you find it convenient to do so. I for one am telling everyone what the single rule of law is that we all have to agree on without exception. This is not an opinion, this is not an ideology of faith, nor any political agenda. This is a law of nature that makes civilization possible: Good is loved, and evil is reviled, rejected, and hated to annihilation. Do not do evil. That is the basis for law and order itself.

The compromise that all of us, Gentile, Jew, Muslim, Buddhist, Hindi, Satanist, Scientologist, atheist etc… is how we define what is good and what is evil. Surely, we can agree on that, and if we decide that in the USA, it should be applicable all over the world too! Not that they will have to do anything about it, but that agreement should be universally applicable. Before you start making drama, set the stage. We will work out the conflict, drama, and resolution after the stage is set and not a moment before, because that must happen on stage for people to see.

You cannot predict what I am going to do as the new variable of an identity group, because I don’t know myself what that is! I do know this, and I am happy to share it with everyone as a gesture of goodwill: I know how I will respond to the situation on stage with the existing characters, plot, and scene already in motion—and that is morally good, cooperatively, selflessly, and rationally to achieve the best results possible while not compromising my honor and virtue.

That much I can promise everyone and you can hold me to those words, and call me out if you think I am deviating. With all due respect, I’m not on stage right now. I’m not in my attire for the scene, I don’t have my stage makeup on, and as far as I can tell, all the other cast are trying to keep me locked outside the playhouse even though the show cannot happen without me. My arrival to the scene as a new character is the catalyst for the rising action that will be the entire plot!

The show is not about me. The show is about what happens when I make my appearance and shock everyone with my stunning and glorious revelation of supreme awesomeness and rugged good looks that is the role of true love I got called back for. Don’t blame me, take it up with the director upstairs if you have a problem.

That much is certain, and as far as I’m concerned, we should have started the show some time ago. Their hostility to my role is uncalled for because everyone was already aware of the part I have since the beginning. In any case, I won’t know what that entails exactly until everyone else makes their moves according to what they are supposed to be on stage, because this is an improv. The Christian will be the Christian, the Jew will be the Jew, the Buddhist will be the… etc. I represent the Story, in case you wanted a label to put on my assigned seat at the banquet. We are the most hardcore LARPers in all of time, and don’t you forget it. Just because the fireballs and lightning bolts we throw at our enemies are imaginary, doesn’t mean they won’t strike true and devastate an entire world.

Right… so what all these diverse groups including myself have in common is that we all want the freedom to live our private life the way we want. We all want to be the master of our own home and personal lives. That is true about the characters on stage at the very least. The USA’s Democracy makes that possible as long as we abide by the doctrine and spirit of its founding, even if we need to make some revisions to keep up with the times, and we certainly do.

For that to be possible for all of us, even though your private lives are protected, if you are found out doing evil by any means— even if by accident because someone was unexpectedly at the wrong place at the wrong time and saw you red handed with a waffle iron in the kitchen and Professor Plum dead at your feet, be willing to face the law for what you did, because you are caught and you know it. Do not try to flip over the entire board in a temper tantrum and plunge the entire world into World War 3 to kill everyone with a nuclear apocalypse because you want to take everyone else down with you. To prevent that from ever happening again, ensure that no person is in a position to do that—money, political office, fame, or whatever— without having the least amount of class, honor, and dignity; none is unacceptable.

That public accountability to the law is the agreement we are all making with each other. If you brazenly defy that law or corrupt it, you are disgracing the very game itself and all who play it from the throne of the emperor to the throne of the hobo. Both the emperor and the hobo will rise from their seat to strike you down if necessary because of the offense you are causing to the court. Do not ever make that mistake or allow someone to make that mistake again, or I swear to whatever god or godless faith you have, that I will come back from the dead and murder every castmember on or off the stage like the Phantom of the Opera. Not only that, but I will take your scalps for my belt before I do, because I’m an American, and I stick to my word.

Now… because this is my first time on the set and I have not had a chance to introduce myself yet, I may be willing to forgive some of the offenses that occurred, but that is not going to change what has to happen. If you are so stupid as to be doing evil in public like the USA government appears to be doing openly— we need to stop the game and figure out what the fuck just happened, because that’s… the most inappropriate thing possible and uncalled for no matter what may be happening in context.

Let me put it this way: you simply do not hire strippers to go to an elementary school and give lap dances and strip teases to all the children while doing lines of coke in the back of the room with the teacher getting head under his desk. That’s the kind of inappropriate lawlessness I am telling you is the emergency we are having. The situation would likely be comical if this was a movie, but this is not a movie. This is real life, and we are in a war. A real life war. At any moment everything could boil over into World War 3 in the blink of an eye.

Take a breath. I’m going to bring it full circle and to a close now.

Although the situation may seem disasterous beyond repair, hopeless beyond redemption, catastrophic without salvation, do not lose heart yet. This is just the kind of thing I created Way Walker Industries to be able to do for people. Not because I was expecting a disaster of such calamity, but because the kind of crisis we are having is of a nature that is my professional expertise as a pilgrim. This is not so unusual to humanity, but there are less people like me in the world now than was normal a hundred years ago, or even fifty years ago. I may have started with the awareness of a religious perspective, but identifying with that religion was never my goal, intention, or what I have been looking for. On top of that, I have in fact found truth outside of that religious concept and in harmony as well.

That is the Story, and I can teach about it to everyone if they want—but that’s not necessary because that was a personal journey and I cannot convert people into being me nor should anyone want that because you are beautiful the way you are, so I am not even going to try! For now… take this document and use it as a pipe patch to seal the flooding in the government.

In addition to the document, use my life and all you know about me according to fact, record, and verifiable truth as the tools necessary to apply the patch securely and stop any other problems as needed. Whatever that may require, you will be able to explain after why that was necessary, how, and what was done, and I likely won’t hold against you whatever you did to stop that crisis. Do not hesitate to do what is necessary at the expense of the person you have recorded on file as me. That person is a real person and is truly me, but I am I different now, purified… I laid down that life long ago with the intention of losing it—death— for the work of the Story that was my resurrection to new life…. it was that mysterious act which resulted in my call back for the play. That is not a matter for mortals to decide or argue about. Who is, is, and who will be, will be, but do not concern yourself with them, because you already have enough on your plate to be concerned with just for yourself.

Just make sure that what you use me for in there is legally admissible in a court of traditional law in the current system we have in the event that the disaster was caused by a crime. That justice system, however unreliable, is what we have and we are going to use it until we have something better. Even though I laid that life down, that was the real me, and I am not faking anything about who I am. Those records are most likely true about me as long as you can verify their source legally. There was likely a bunch of shady, evil bull shit to put false information out there to try and slander me, but if they have no proof, facts, or anything, then it is most likely total horse shit they made up. If you doubt that, ask me about whatever it is they are accusing me of so that I can explain whatever they think they saw if they saw anything and didn’t just make up some random lie.

The last knot in this example of the trusty and traditional sailor’s y-knot is the further utility of Way Walker Industries as a trustworthy business proxy for all that needs to be done to rebuild. Do not think of it like a company under my direction, because that is not how it works. I am the owner of Way Walker Industries, but the industries are independent unless otherwise stated because they want to be further identified with Way Walker Industries.

There are two current products I offer in that regard at this time: An “approved as good by Way Walker Industries” seal, and an “official product of Way Walker Industries” seal. As you can see, one of them will be vetted and that’s all. The other will be working closely with my team and sharing our resources and talents to do their best work.

So, do you think I am slothful because I boast about laying around playing video games, napping, drinking soda, and being lazy? Then you fell for the trick, because I work at home. I am not at all slothful, even if I am lazy. Do not expect my work to look traditional because my personal way of doing things is one of perfect chaos, and I am always on call. That means that when I am not busy working, I make the most of it, because at times I can be working non-stop for day on end and never be “off the clock”. Also… come on! Give a guy a break, already! How many people does it take to run something like Amazon?

I’m not on that scale yet, but how many departments do they have just to ensure everything is happening— hiring, maintaining, brain storming, networking— and in accordance with business laws. Holy hell! I need a partner who can live with me and share this dream for life. I need a maiden to marry who truly loves me for who I am and not what I have or what is limited to my body. That is very important to me and I will not risk betrayal because of how many times I have suffered the worst kinds of betrayal in the 34 years I’ve been alive. I have to know I can trust her, and I will not be meeting any demands of hers, least of all a needless flesh sacrifice to prove myself when I have nothing to prove ever again after proving what should never have been demanded of a mortal man such as myself. I’m good for all time now.

My bill is paid in full, and I have the deluxe penthouse suite of the king of the world for the rest of my life with all expenses included now too. They said it couldn’t be done and gave me up for dead, but I was only hung over from a night of heavy drinking. I had been downing Silverhand Specials with a PBR on the side one after another without end while letting my hair down at a Latter Day Skanks concert and smoking a pack of American Spirits. Tbh, I did think I was dead for minute there, but I guess I still had some work to do and here I am, alive and kicking like I never even took a hit. That’s the power of Pepto-Bismal. Never leave home without it. I mean it, because I was out of pink potion that morning and so was the store. It was night of the living Nick and puking in the street while looking for a place that sold it, and find it I did.

To be continued…

People are insignificant

Part 1

Truly. It doesn’t mean I don’t value your life or want to respect your person or human rights, but people as individuals are not important to me in this day and age, because none acknowledge, understand, or recognize me as human. That can change of course if people prove themselves significant, but who cares what I think of you when what you think of me doesn’t matter the least bit either? Who I dislike the most are all popular people like celebrities and national leaders, Those people have the least significance in my estimation. Total wastes of life and useless people that my life would be better if they all died right now.

Some people seem to think that the enmity between my person and the treasonous former president makes him important to me or significant or a substantial concept of identity. He is not. The only reason his person is at all involved in my personal affairs is because he insinuiated himself into my life as though he was most important where I have faith.

The wretched fool does not realize what a mistake he made by thinking what I consider the object of my faith to be anything human or worldly. By thinking he was the object of my faith by assuming I did not understand my own faith and would thus associate it with a national entity like Jews do and Muslims do, he put himself to death. It is a matter of time because he is in the spiritual spot for which people are crucified, and none of us know how that is going to work out until it happens. That’s his own fault for being arrogant in the worst way possible.

In any case, he is irrelevant as a person and has no influence over my life apart from being able to be a brute and use money to hire thugs to harass me. That does not affect my life, but the world my life interacts with. There is a big difference in those concepts. In fact by him abusing the ways of the world as though they were his own personal toys and tools, he has subjected himself to the justice of the world which will put him down for its own sake and not because of anything I do.

Why it happens to be him? He was in the wrong place at the wrong time, I suppose, because when I stepped into public life, that is when I became aware of his existence. Most importantly, I became aware of how dishonorable of a person he is and underserving of any respect because of how wasted his human life is. He is so undeserving of respect that he defiled the entire USA presidency because of how disgraceful he personally is. The glory and honor of the presidency could not make up for the shame of man that he is, and it too was shamed by his presence.

However, my enemy is the corruption in the USA government, and at the time when I began confronting it directly, he was the representative of the USA government, which is why he was even noticeable to me. Now that person is Biden, and that dude is just as bad but in different ways. Biden is guilty of treason for conspiring with Trump after Trump was out of office as a known domestic terrorist, and that also makes him a coward who is giving presidential authority to someone who was not elected but still intends to try and rule it like it was a kingship when it is not anything of the sort.

After Biden is gone, whoever is next will be who I direct communication to until I finally get the acknowledgment and respect I deserve and as result, those dishonorable cowards Biden and Trump are seen in light of someone truly deserving and thus are revealed as pathetic as they truly are. Then they will be thrown in prison without hesitation because people will realize that the president needs to be held to a higher standard than those two wastes of humanity have demonstrated with their catastrophic failures.

Truly… there are no important people in the world, and do you know why? They are all slaves to systems as investing all of their self-worth into systems, maintaining none of it as individuals that can be called people. Those systems are the collective concepts that are organized in various ways: religion, political party, place of employment, or other such affiliation. Because people deny their own self-worth to have the worth of whatever collective concept they are participating in, they do not have significance to me as people. Not a one.

Those systems are less than human in my estimation because they are the product of humans and they are of poor quality, inefficiency, and I could lead every last one of them better than their current leaders. Not because I am great, even though I am, but because of how pathetic people are by giving away their souls to group concepts without a soul. People are bad and that makes me look a lot greater in comparison, but I am also relatively great to all people, perhaps not the greatest but among them, and that makes the difference seem so much more.

It would be good to know there were other people out there in public life who do what they do for themselves and not for some sort of agenda or concept or group. However, there are none. If there were, they would have stepped into the open by now and made that clear. It doesn’t matter though, any person can start at any time, so hopefully they will give up their inferior worldly ways and take on the goodness of eternal life by living their lives to the fullest for themselves and no one else.

Obviously that is a good thing. It would be a bad thing if you lived for someone else. Do you know what that makes you if you live for others and not yourself? A slave, or a ghoul in vampire terms. Live for yourself please, and do good unto others for your sake equally as much as that of others.

It is dreadfully lonely being the only person in public life as a human being, but hopefully that will change, because human beings are the best. We all need the best to work together to repair the world before it destroys everything. There are people out there whose name is known, but they have no individual worth. They are only considered relevant because of the groups they are associated with such as their business or political affiliation. Not because of anything they’ve accomplished for themselves.

People like that make decisions in the interest of that collective political or business concept and disregard their own interests, so they are unworthy to me. There is no group worth such a thing, and if its interests are ever at any time more important than yours as a member, you should not be in it wasting your life. It is an abomination to sacrifice a human life for a “greater good”, because there is no greater good than an individual human life.

Part 2

When a human being is born, the first thing they are is an individual person. It is also the last thing a human being is when we die. We never stop being unique individuals each and every one during the entire time, but for infinite reasons to include irrational ones, human beings associate with others as collective concepts of being that are shared as common traits between each other. That is a good thing, and it is fine to do, but not at the expense of the individual self as who you truly are when all labels, words, and designations are removed. If a group concept is ever requiring sacrifice of that self existence for the sake of the group, the leader in that group is cheating all the members, taking more from them and giving nothing back.

It is good to be passionate about what you identify in part with or associate with as common interests and qualities you share with a group of like minded people, but do not mistake that group concept as your own body by identifying with it too much. Those things do not have physical bodies with concerns like we have about our own. They cannot be trusted to know and understand what the human condition is if the interests of the group concept end up becoming more important than the members who share beliefs. That can happen just as a spiritual deity can come to exist with personal attributes and true power over people’s lives.

In the modern world, that is less commonly known as a god or goddess, and more commonly associated with mundane worldly things without recognizing the spiritual power they have over people because of how invested people are in those objects. I call those things common cognitive objects. Storytelling is a common cognitive object of the most ancient origin, and like a the great tree of eternal meaning it has lots of different branches and inhabitants at different levels.

That tree is what I come from as Story made flesh, like an acorn that fell from it as my own person with my own story. Ultimately I am part of that tree and the same, but also my own self. In real life where all Stories converge in a single reality of imperfect order and perfect chaos with its own story and laws of Nature, this is where my acorn fell. You can choose to take an expression of existence like that too, if you wish, and part of my work is to make that as easily accessible and helpful as possible through religion and sharing what I have learned but it is not required.

I am not that entire origin tree, but my flesh and blood body is of it, because of how I have come to understand reality through a Story I made up. Anyone else can use it if that is convenient, or you are more than welcome to reverse engineer what I did to tell your own Story. That’s the other half of the reason. Part for myself, part for everyone else as if they will need to totally destroy it to recreate it. There is no reason to be upset or angry about this! At least not on my account.

Consider for a moment what kind of person I am to do such a thing willingly and of my own volition with no need for payment. The book is for sale, but the Story and how it works is free and I am trying to share that as much as possible. I didn’t understand the power of its goodness for everyone including myself when I created it, otherwise I would never have sold it. It is what it is though. That’s life, and it’s legitimate work that others have helped make possible, and our time, energy, and resources, do need to be funded…

In any case, something has been happening to tick me off royally. I literally had to reach into my bag of tricks and pull out a fully functional crown to use because I was so royally furious at what had happened. I do not know what exactly that is nor do I have the proof other than how it has affected me in real life. That is evidence, and I think a lot of it has happened through cyberspace, but apart from that, I got nothing besides spiritual vision, but that is not admissable as evidence without reason to explain it logically and sensibly.

It does concern you! It absolutely does! Not because you are being hurt, but because you are the ones who are doing the hurt and injustice and inhumanity! You may not be aware, but it is your power as citizens being abused with the betrayal of your trust, and that should concern you very much. There is a reason why betrayals of trust are among the most severe crimes to human beings and why they are most hated. I took my power back to not use it against myself, and I did that simply by believing it so and living it as true by investing that power in myself instead. You can do that too at any moment, and if you do, you will understand why the sin of apathy is so applicable to the populous.

You don’t have to do anything crazy to correct that for yourself, you just have to prioritize your beliefs. I don’t care what you choose to believe in, if not yourself, but you should know damn well that the USA government is untrustworthy, misusing secular power, and is not worthy of any investment of your personal power because it is using it for evil against your interests and to your destruction! We still need to survive and use whatever pieces of the government are still functioning, but those too are going to all fail soon if we don’t do something to restore the government to working condition.

I have a plan to do that, but it cannot be done alone. It is going to be much like the initial founding of the nation, in which case individuals like myself, but not including me, are going to get together and draft a final document to guide our government. A capstone document. This document will be the final statement to calibrate what happened in the beginning by specifying what the inalienable rights to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness mean as applied to the use of government power to limit what violates them and protect the boundless enjoyment of them.

That is what will happen. It will define the life of a person. When that begins, when that ends, and exactly what that means in regard to the human rights that person has. Everyone is going to have to agree and that is fine. The Jews as circumcisers are intolerable because of what they do to children, which is why they are isolated elsewhere in a designated land as theirs. They are guests everywhere else, and we cannot abide their ways because of how horrible and destructive they are to civilization. Why not just kill them all? Good question. The answer in the same reason why we need to draft this capstone document— respect for human rights.

To be able to respect the human person they are, we have to accept that they believe their sacred authority to harm children the way they do, and take it seriously no matter how foolish it is. For our claim of human rights to be valid, they cannot express their claim as part of our own, which is their entire reason for existing. They didn’t and do not want to share humanity with other humans, not that there is anything they can do about it besides kill themselves like Jesus realized he had to do. That is why Christianity cannot be used to govern our nation. It conflicts with the spirit of Freedom and human rights, because they think human beings are property of the group, and devour themselves as a group. It’s monstrous, inefficient, horrible, and dangerous. However, people do not understand the threat that is because look at how many are prancing about as Christians doing just that as if they are embodying love! We need to define human beings, our rights, and ensure the government is limited in power beneath that of citizens by closing any loopholes they managed to exploit and installing safeguards to ensure nothing similar happens.

That is what the plan is. It really isn’t all that complicated, but it does need to be announced to the public, and that is what the government does not want to happen because the criminal organization within the government will be exposed if it does. They will be exposed anyway because they are resisting that as if they have the authority to say “no”, but that is why they are criminals. They couldn’t do anything productive with their lives and have no ability, not even that of being a P.E. teacher, so they resorted to thieving. Unfortunately for them, they have no excuse like poverty, racism, and other injustice like that. They are simply incompetent, unskilled fools who could not learn how to acquire what they want without resorting to crime.

It is amusing to me because I didn’t expect to be praised or honored for such a face palmingly simple solution that people will love and get excited about because it’s like American Idol but to be the founding idols that will resurrect the USA from the ashes. I don’t need to be an entertainment guru to know that will be a hit. However, all the oppression and hatred the government did to try and kill me as if my person has anything to do with that happening and could prevent it or affect anything at all for other people besides maybe cause some people sadness who want me to live and continue to bring happiness to them while receiving happiness by their enjoyment for what I do as a writer!

Killing me, making me suffer, causing the world to be rearranged into a personal nightmare designed to inconvenience me— none of that is helpful to anyone or anything. It is profoundly stupid. The irony that amuses me though is that I thwart them against impossible odds and endure! All that they imagined would happen, coveted, and wanted to ruin was never going to happen in the first place until they started trying to ruin it. That does credit me with some honor and greatness beyond what my work may yet accomplish at the very least. That work goes beyond repairing the government btw, because I didn’t expect the government to catastrophically fail when I planned my work! Now it needs to be repaired for anyone to work…

Hope that sets your hearts and spirits at ease.

Part 3

Why not me included? To be honest, I can think of several people who would be better suited for the task than myself, as more capable than me with that kind of work. I do think I would be good enough to do a good job, but I don’t think I’m the best. I can do animal stuff involving the human body maybe as good as the best, but that is a spiritual concern where the human body transmorphs into human spirit and higher conceptual reality. That is rightfully at the bottom of the hierarchy, like a gatekeeper, but respected with the highest one true king because we are the ones who recognize him, even when the false king ordered his murder and flooded propaganda to try and discredit him. We recognize him, open the gate, and help him reclaim the throne.

I am not trying to be king, okay? I am doing everything I can to be a reliable man for whatever humble task I have at the time. In the world, that is all sorts of things. When I was growing up I did my best to be of service to others the way they needed while I was learning who I am, and when I did learn, then I knew best what I could do for work to be of the most benefit to others while happy with what I do with my life. It’s hard to describe, but I know what it is exactly and it is kind of like being a custom tailor for the human spirit. I don’t do anything to the spirit besides design custom clothing for my clients to wear with their unique, individual spiritual existence.

There shouldn’t be a problem with me doing it in the USA, or anywhere for that matter, but… there is. That problem is a universal problem because it opposes the universal good that is the foundation of all civilization. If it continues being allowed to be hostile and destructive to the universal good, the foundation will break and all human civilization will fall. So… In order to resolve it I used my profession to craft for myself a humble raiment as a king would wear himself as a crownsguard when approving the design, and then I went to work making the USA suitable for the presence of royalty once again.

Whether it is coincidence, magic, or fate, it turns out that I actually am a king when I needed to use the power of kings to do the work required of a king that only one could do. That doesn’t change the fact that I am not the king or royal person in question here, because what concerns me most about the state of this realm is the opinion of a lovely princess who may decide to enjoy my company at all times. Whether she loves me, likes me, or hates my guts for mysterious reasons even to plot against me with various frivolous pranks she can get away with legally, doesn’t matter because I am a friend and ally regardless of her personal feelings about me and I am not going to allow her to come to harm if I can help it.

Besides, the USA government does not have a king, queen, or princess anyway. So, it should not matter whether I am one or not, because I am a citizen to that government, and that is what concerns it most. However, as soon as my services as king are no longer required, I will resume being a citizen doing the work of a tailor, king or not, because the government does most of the king’s work in a Democracy and that leaves me with a lot of free time. I still intend to work productively as I so desire, and it is my right to decide that for myself. I will not allow anybody else to decide for me what to do with my freedom as a citizen.

Random discussion on the monotheistic roots of Judaism

I found that interesting too. I don’t have sources to cite to you, but I could find them if given time. It’s basically drawn from the philosophical discussions of the Greek word theos. I’m not sure which philosophers you would have to read to find specific quotes and provide a formal scholarly argument (that’s actually one of the two remaining courses I need to finish my master’s degree, the other being an elective). I keep putting it off because other stuff gets in the way… like a severe depression from social media companies bullying me that exhausted all motivation for me to spare energy to enjoy schoolwork this last semester.

Sorry for that tangent. Anyway, the Greek foundation of monotheism is commonly understood among the scholarly community, but it is a complex topic to understand with a lot of interchanging disciplines involved. It’s because the development of Christianity was a step away from Judaism and towards that universal concept that it was such a hit with Mediterranean culture and why the original Christian scriptures were written in Greek.

However, the presence of Melchizedek in some of the earliest Hebrew scriptures indicates that there were other cultural groups that maintained similar monotheistic beliefs. Another example of the prevalence of Greek thought influencing Jewish beliefs is the fact that in Jesus’ time most Jews read their scriptures in the Greek language from a collection of their scriptures called the Septuagint.

The Hebrew religious scholars still maintained the original language documents, but the majority of the public used the vernacular for writing at the time, which was Greek. That was because of something called Hellenization, which was a systematic attempt of Alexander the Great to provide the cultural and intellectual goods of Greece to the lands he conquered, which meant public schools, theaters, and other modern civilization staples we retain today. Like today, the people who read and understand ancient Hebrew in the original script were specifically trained to do so primarily to read the scriptures.

There is so much that can be said about our shared history and human nature as a civilized species by exploring these topics in depth with formal study, which is one of the reasons why I love theology so much, despite rejecting the doctrinal beliefs because they are incongruent with what I know to be true from my own culture as a US citizen. That being mainly that all people are equal and share certain sacred rights which are to enjoy life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness.

Circumcision violates those three sacred rights. Natural life is forcibly altered without an individual’s choice, so their liberty is violated too. This interferes with their pursuit of happiness because it creates a traumatic hole in their very nature which can’t be experienced because it was cut out with violence. A specific form of happiness, Gentile happiness and uncircumcised spirituality, becomes inaccessible which makes them want it all the more and often in unhealthy ways.

There is a middle ground that can be found, but I’d be lying to everyone if I said circumcised people truly understood what life is like as uncircumcised.

Thus, they tend to take an antagonistic stance to people who do enjoy that natural experience along with everything else and often seek to do us harm. I suppose that’s because they don’t want to believe that they were gravely wronged by being circumcised. I am not sure why that is so hard for people to accept though.

In any case, the higher fruits of happiness have nothing to do with the body, so the state of one’s body is of little importance anyway. The biggest problem in my opinion is that misconceptions surrounding circumcision often prevent people from attaining those higher spiritual goods which provide supreme happiness.

Not truly understanding uncircumcised life is not so different from not being able to truly understand what life as a Russian is like if you didn’t grow up in Russia with generally normal circumstances. So, it’s nothing to be upset over. Or Ethiopia. Or Brazil. Or Planeptune. The point of that fact is that it helps one understand their own identity in relation to something. You could say the same about circumcised life, but the main difference is that decision wasn’t made for me without my consent, so I don’t feel any particular need to justify being the way I am. My parents didn’t choose for me to be uncircumcised either. That choice goes far beyond human understanding and rests somewhere in the divine providence of creation.