The Secret of the Stoics and Alchemy
Stoicism is like the origin of theology, science, and philosophy. The origin of all schools of knowledge, wisdom, and faith. You can be a stoic and also be anything else, and what makes you stoic is a mastery over your individual experience of bodily passions. That does not mean you are without emotion, monotone, boring, or dull. That just means that you are not moved to act by your passions unless you intend to be moved by your passions because you understand them, their cause, their result, and their reason for igniting, and can intentionally submit yourself to their power to that direct and intended order of direction. That makes stoics among the most passionate human beings who can express feeling, creativity, and emotion.
Stoics are also the least likely to be moved by illusions designed to deceive a person by evoking passions from false perception. A prostitute will strut and wiggle before a stoic, ignite their libido for a sensual dance and explosive finish, but they will not be led by those passions to engage in the activity. Instead, they will trust the ethos of the enchanting floozy, which is to say, whether or not the maiden is worthy of their passionate love which is of an order of magnitude higher than the common person because of their stoic self-mastery. It is an unpleasant experience to indulge someone who does not appreciate the value of such high quality passion, and not worth the sexual release. Are the credible enough to know what they are getting if you choose to deign to accept their services?
This is why brothel matrons and pimps hate people like us. Their most wonderful floozies who bring in the most money with their genuine personality and pure heart which retains the fire of true love rightfully as an immaterial object of sacred faith are liable to abandon their work at the brothel to marry the one who was able to match their passion and match their true love with an object of faith that is their own sacred belief. That’s bad for the brothel business, but it is worse if they become slavers who force girls to stay and attempt to trap them, exploit their vulnerabilities, and domineer them with economic and social power. That is even worse for business, because even though they may get more customers, the inner spirit of the establishment begins to decay and eventually becomes entirely rotten and the business fails. Either that is because it is such a depressing and miserable place of unhappiness to visit, or the owners are arrested and sentenced to confinement in the dungeons for crimes they are committing against the maidens who do not realize they are protected by the law which accounts for the specific details that are being abused to manipulate their decisions with exploitive cruelty.
Sometimes a maiden at a brothel has a fancy education in philosophy of justice and local laws, but that is rare because if she did she’d probably be doing some other kind of work that is more lucrative and beneficial to their happiness. If they have a reputation for working at a brothel, a lot of common folk who turn up their noses at brothels, their employees, and their customers will make the lives of the people involved harder by being passively unfriendly and meanspirited. This is a spiritual reality well understood by those who study faith as a school of knowledge. However, maidens will often become aware of their rights if they fall in love with a good man who enlightens them on the matter, and that will provoke a legal response from the city guard once her complaint is heard by other good men who enforce the law. That kind of behavior by corrupt brothel owners is most destructive to a society and the happiness of the citizens and it causes conflict between men and women, resulting in greater homosexual activity, which then results in divine wrath for the next domino that falls when that reaches the tolerable limit which is normally never in danger, then if that divine wrath does not correct the issue, that results in another limit being breached which is the provocation of a nation’s destruction by an outside power of any source capable.
So you see? Better to stop that kind of evil immediately because nobody wants maidens to be unhappy, and it only fattens the pockets of the brothel owners who are too unhappy with sin to even enjoy that money. Better to put them to justice immediately before the consequences become ridiculously bad and include more people. If you are a brothel owner, be good to your maidens and workers, do not force them to do anything, encourage them to go when they have the chance, and ensure they know they are welcome to return. You need to know what kind of establishment you are running, and not try to make matters worse for something like a brothel which is a vital part of the social underworld and should be entirely tolerated with legal limits.
People will do it anyway, and if you make it a crime, they will only have to do more socially destructive acts to get away with crimes that are unjustified to be considered crimes. You’ll eventually have a rebellion on your hands because of how much of a pain in the neck it will be for an honest man to get laid normally and it will be easier to overthrow the local government than jump through all the hoops of the criminal underworld to find a good girlfriend. In situations like that, cute girls become coveted as dangerous objects of temptation due the excessive taboo which grossly inflates sexual interest for such cute people.
The result is a dark and terrible fortress of evil ruled by a dark lord with a princess trapped in a tower and the entire territory guarded by a terrible dragon. Then it’s usually filled with all manner of dark warriors, dark magicians, thieves, rogues, and all other dark powers. Someone like me… a person so naturally identified with darkness needs to demonstrate my goodness to a lovely maiden like that, and guess what that requires me to do? I have a better idea, because I like most of those people and don’t want to ruin their lives, I’ll just destroy the government instead and make all that stuff good and lawful when the light shines on the truth of why the people are doing what they are. Any ones who aren’t doing what is good and are exploiting the necessity of criminal behavior because of unjustified crimes oppressing a society will be identified and done away with as a bonus.
We all want that to happen too because they ruin the happiness of the underworld community who are good and non-threatening to life, and terrify the world of the light because of how they are evil and threaten people’s lives and happiness. I may not get the cute maiden in the dark tower, but one of the good ones in the light who has been dutifully obedient and avoiding the world of darkness will see me in the light and that will be just as good. Truly any maiden who is a good one will do for a guy like me.
Anyway… stoicism.
The basic ability to train is mastery of bodily passions. It is okay to be moved by your passions as long as you know why your are being moved and accept the intended outcome, and can restrain your passions from getting out of hand. Blind the horse and charge full speed ahead. If they have the video footage of when I was arrested under false charges by a despot with no respect for the legal rights of USA citizen, you will see how I did that with my outrage and defiance of the assault I never expected would happen and I fought like hell to escape. Not much of a hope of doing so, but I still tried to bust down that door and I think I could feel the entire jail shudder with the impact. I didn’t need to hurt anyone, but if I could open that door, I would walk out of there and demand my rights because they had no reason to arrest me and they knew it. Everything was wrong about how they took me into custody, and I will never trust police officers again now that I know they will blindly follow such criminal orders of a Nazi government in America, where they should know they have a choice to refuse. A choice called Freedom.
In any event, the basic ability to train is self-mastery and the goal is like creating a great construct of wisdom, knowledge, and understanding that is perfectly useful, efficient, and ethically sound. This construct is an individual labor of extraordinary work. You cannot have someone do it for you, you cannot be given one and credited for being the owner, you cannot buy one, you cannot steal one, you cannot copy one— you have to create the construct yourself for yourself and only yourself. It is a truly selfish experience, which is why ethical virtue and purpose is so important. All of your work has to incorporate the benefit of others, but that’s not all, and this is why Jews and other race groups who reject universal human nature fail: that good has to be universal for all life at every juncture. You can probably get away with justifying your actions as beneficial for your own group all the way to end with foolish application of willpower, but the final piece you will need to complete that great work is the universal good that connects all of it together.
Thus, all the work of the Jew, Black community racists, Nazis, Muslims, and Japan-type of the same, will fail because that will not be compatible with the universal good as the very purpose you created it. In fact, if you intend to apply your faith as the missing link, for the universal good, you will destroy yourself for everyone’s good with the power of your own faith, and you will have achieved, at best, perfect failure. The best that can be said about perfect failure is— “well at least we know that doesn’t work”, and that is what the Jews amount to as well as circumcision without Jews. It’s not a magical mystery, but if you had any common sense you would have trusted the ancient wisdom about that teaching before you learned the truth otherwise. If the ancient wisdom were not true, that ancient would not persist throughout the ages. In the case of circumcision being started, it is only relevant in light of the Christ who proves it evil as the Jew who started it, with divine mystery of his crucifixion event remembered as ancient wisdom now. Besides, it’s quite obviously evil with basic common sense. That common sense is the only reason you need to know that you should never have faith with circumcision: it is a known evil and you will only destroy your own life.
You can still be a Jew, but the work will be much more difficult and needlessly suffering as you constantly find components that meet the requirement of universal good, and match the truth of Jewish identity. This is the practice of Christianity as a spiritual art and science of theology. Their faith is intended to go as the final piece, but they await the final Word to tell them what that final piece is which they will be able to accept on faith, and the person with that final place will complete the work for all of them — and I will reveal that mystery in a moment so you are not mystified with superstition about any of this.
The stoic is a master of the self and not moved by passions, and at a point in every person’s life when doing the great work, they have to confront the self to identify who they are in relation to the greater good and know that as their personal placement in the construct. Usually that is a harrowing experience as you realize you are all that you most specifically do not want to be which is why you don’t want to be those things! You have to accept that, reconcile that, and evolve your own identity. To even do that with enough purity to have a usable result, you have to disassociate with all other people— family, friend, nation, religion, and all else, while still being good. You cannot disassociate with evil or you won’t meet the ethical requirements. That’s why uninitiated people tend to react so alarmingly to people doing this. It’s like they take off all their clothes to see what they are naked, and if you’ve ever seen a naked person in public, it is quite shocking if you are not where naked people are expected to be seen. Please, no nakedness everywhere! Be reasonably discreet when you want to get naked for business or pleasure. Libido and passions!
That is what the stoic is unmoved by and the floozy knows she can move people with by looking cute and sexy and then take their money, which they are often happy to give for having their passions excited like most people want anyway. That is why it is a thriving business that should never be illegal and is both good and dangerous to an economy and thus needs to be liberally accepted as reasonably good and lawfully restrained with conservative values that both liberals and conservatives can agree on. We don’t want children to be prostituted— the Satanist objects but then realizes that there won’t be any brothels if they insist on allowing children to be prostituted. Furthermore, the Satanist community will become mistrusted if they are defiant about this issue, so they maybe express their objection and then compromise with the expectation Satanists will get a compromise from the other parties elsewhere, such as by exhibiting a faith idol at a community plaza.
Besides, they are Satanists and they will do what they want regardless of what any law says about it and if they are good will accept the consequences beforehand and be willing to pay them if necessary while likely wanting to avoid that for obvious reasons. At the same time, because of this agreement with non-Satanist parties who have trusted to welcome Satanists as neighbors despite their brazen embrace of chaos, lawlessness, darkness, and individual free will as applicable to their own selves above all other individual free will applying to them— there should be no argument among the Satanic community about what they will tolerate to be known to be happening among their groups, otherwise that will endanger all of them when the trust of the other non-Satanist groups is breached. They may know that is happening and say nothing, but if that becomes public knowledge, the offender should not expect everyone to defend them as a community over such decisions of free will they alone must pay the consequences of. Better to not be a Satanist, children, unless you are strictly morally virtuous as your primary concern, otherwise you are inviting trouble because of how dangerous Satanic powers can be the further in darkness they go.
Morality is something you need to train and develop over years and years, and does not happen overnight, but if you do that, such training will pay off when you go to the deepest and darkest places of Satanic power because you will be able to protect yourself from environmental dangers. Christians need a special suit of armor to go there, but people familiar with Satanic power like myself can do so with or without such armor because I have trained that morality. The armor is certainly helpful though, and any official Satanic organization publically recognized with legal acknowledgment should be able to provide that kind of armor on their own. That is the benefit of legal acknowledgment. They will have access to the lawful powers of divine authority to craft such armor or provide for you to craft yourself.
So no child prostitution or child pornography. We can all agree on that. What about sodomy? Sure. No problem. A lot of people probably play around like that for fun and don’t need to make that public for this if they don’t want to. Ass to mouth? I am telling you that is not illegal, but that is also where I am drawing a line for people who do not have self-mastery over their passions yet. If you are looking to evoke your passions chaotically… I recommend you avoid that because there will be social consequences that are unnecessary and can be troublesome to reconcile with a little blushing and shame. If you are most proud, like I am… you know how delicate that kind of reconciliation is, and also how important to make the most of it when you get the chance. Oh you caught me! I like tranny porn, sucking dick, want to dress up like a girl and be sexy for guys, and, what else while my sexual kinks are being examined publicly? Ass to mouth? I daresay sir, are you looking to die!? How dare you!? I may be shameless but I am not shameless! (Maybe in the heat of the moment with someone I am intensely and passionately in love with…) Did you say something? I said, let’s get back to stoicism.
This is another reason why some degree of mastery over your passions is good for everyone. In community conversations like this, you do not want your individual passions that refine into opinions to be obstructive to the community agreement. Without these community agreements, nobody will be trusted to keep a private life without the government watching, but as long as we can agree as a community, your private individual passions that are uniquely yours and vitally important to you can be perfectly safe in the privacy of your home where you are the master of your domain entitled to privacy. Yes, entitled. That is a dignity aka right granted through citizenship. You are in fact entitled, but do not think that entitlement extends beyond the limits of your national boundaries (Jews) and be respectful about your dignity when visiting other dignified nations with entitlements of their own apart from your own home. There may be a lot of similar values and rights, but if they want you to take your shoes off at the door because that is the custom and right of the homeowner to expect of guests, do so with humility. You get the idea?
The fact that the word “entitled” has gained a negative connotation is all the evidence needed to know that people are abusing their national privileges and disrespecting hosts elsewhere, and I believe the USA is the main party at fault, but not the only one, Japan. Do you want another war by disregarding USA citizens as without dignity because the USA government has no dignity? How many times do I have to turn the other cheek until you stop embarrassing your source of dignity with your lack of respect for others? Don’t even worry about it. It’s fine, you don’t have to do any reconciliation or whatever, mainly because the USA has been monstrously tyrannical as a nation and I understand why you are mad, but let’s get on like we are friends again. It is my honor to forgive insult without retaliation when that insult is dignified, so please let it be or it will be my honor to retaliate eventually. Besides, I have some ideas I want your cooperation with that will net honor for us both, so let’s do that instead if you also want to have fun with me in private and possibly with cosplay while we create pure, wholesome, family entertainment that is medicinal/healing too.
The stoicism is complete when you know you’ve got all the parts there to have a seamless operation through your construct that connects all things to all things. To do that you not only need experience in different life situations, but also well rounded knowledge in history, biology, chemisty, math, physics, religion, popular culture, etc. including occult mystery which religions should respect as indirectly vital to their own existence, like Satanism is to Catholicism. The only way Satan can be justified as good is if the hope of the Christian is fulfilled.
When you have this done, you’ll be able to express the fruit of your labor by working through it with various inputs and getting intentional results. There should be no surprises that you cannot account for. Certainly you will always learn new surprising things and have surprising results and experiences, but there won’t be anything that you cannot justify and explain with a little post product refining. That’s normal. The more practice you get the more perfect your products will be and the less refining they will need, which will allow you to make more.
That is not the completed great work because all of that is wisdom, knowledge, understanding, and virtue, and the virtue requirement is the key here. Why is it so important to be ethically and morally sound at every step of the way? How do we know what is good or bad to be able to judge the fact without explaining why. It is obvious and often too time consuming to think about when our purposes are different. Understanding the subject of good and evil in complete fullness of knowledge is a much more complicated endeavor of labor than simply having good and reliable moral judgement. As you can see, this is where the moral training of self pays off. The better you get at that the more subtle your clear and concise judgements will be at any time. It’s easy to know some horrible murderous crime is evil, but there are some things that are less clear, but that doesn’t mean it is impossible to know, and the more experience you gain with moral perception of good and evil the more you will be able to discern such facts with accuracy and precision.
The technique is very similar to the concept of separation, where you safely divine two intermingled concepts from each other to be entirely independent. This is only possible within a hermetically sealed conceptual environment which is limited in application, but essential for separation. Without a hermetic seal to prevent outside materials and contaminants from affecting the solution within the container you won’t be able to effectively separate concepts with accuracy. However, when you apply them to real life, you will need to remove the hermetic seal and they will mingle again when you do, but you will have learned whatever that separation revealed to you about the subject at hand. To do separation of singular parts you will need albedo and nigredo: which is to say the purest essence of light and dark. Place them at poles within the sealed container and the forms of matter/concept will begin to separate, but you need to be able to access albedo and nigredo to do that.
Obtaining the essence of pure light and pure dark is harrowing journey for each one. You basically have to confront the “true God/Lord of Light” for one and the “true Devil/Lord of Darkness” for the other and see that they are both the same and yourself without being destroyed by the knowledge. To further complicate the endeavor, to get one you have to go away from the other, and then go back to the other and going back the other way is usually where the most difficult problems are. Do not take the short cut through the Lord no matter how tempting it looks, and it should not look tempting. As for me, that was not a short cut or easy way, but the last resort that was least desired and most difficult after getting both the correct way, but that’s another story for another time.
When you get both, you shouldn’t have much trouble going anywhere and everywhere after that because the most difficult part of your life will be complete and everything will be better after that in addition to being easier because you will have the albedo and nigerdo as well as a lot of experience, skill, and ability to do things swiftly and effortlessly that are naturally more difficult for initiates. Individually the abledo and nigredo may not be much use in practical scenarios, but they are essential in crafting the most vital, useful, and good spiritual technology and products. If you want to work miracles, you will need both of those, and that is a journey that has cost a lot of people their lives—truly, they actually died—so do not begin that undertaking without considering the danger.
Back to the secret of stoicism, so the construct of the great work is complete and you have the albedo and nigredo to reconcile all possible surprise results to your use of the great work. Do not worry about being bored, you will still be surprised, but those surprises will be a different kind and always an opportunity to gain wisdom and knowledge because of what you will gain as a byproduct from refining the intended result which although was the intended result, had surprising qualities. In fact each new surprise will be even more enjoyable than surprises ever had been before and they will still be frequent if you continue to pioneer into new fields of knowledge and understanding. I doubt you could thoroughly explore all areas of study with even the best technology and resources available anyway, but that too would probably cause you to reevaluate everything for newness revealed.
The point is, you completed the great work, even found your place which is the Christian hope they are awaiting for fulfilment to have revealed to them with their identity of Jewish faith which culminated in perfect failure with Jesus. That failure is all but reinforced by the debacle of history that followed on account of Jewish faith being quite obviously evil and unhelpful. Did you complete the great work? Can you rest knowing you are done? Something doesn’t feel right, agreed. That is where you will need faith, which hasn’t really been all that important in every other part of the great work, which is about knowledge, understanding, and wisdom. In fact, even if you started with a mountain of faith at the beginning, by the end you probably only have a single grain of sand left now that you have the great construct, and you will be happy about that too because it will be pure, concentrated faith and still just as good as always. If you started as an atheist, you may wonder what faith even is, but if you obtained the abledo and nigredo, you will have obtained the very same substance of mystery which constitutes faith.
Albedo and nigredo are not faith, but they are the same substance, and if you zoom out at the big picture which you have done many many times already, there will be a missing piece for true faith where you have always had doubt and skepticism, identify that substance of mystery that simply cannot be explained, only obtained, as the substance of faith and you will have true faith when you see how where there was doubt in all things, there is now true faith and you did not need religion to know it. It will be totally separate, and the same can be said about those who started with religious faith. What they know to be true faith will match the true essence of the religion if not all, and also be separate as a kind of primordial substance as well. The mystery of a mystery school or a divine mystery of a religion is not a conspiracy, scheme, scam, or means of controlling people, it is truly a substance of divine reality, which is to say supernatural reality, the real magic of existence.
Still, it is not yet finished, even though the great work is much more beautiful with true faith lighting up or shading the entire design, which is wonderful to see and behold and understand as your own labor. You can be eternally satisfied with that for your own personal use in any and all situations. However, it is not done because of why you created the great work to begin with. What purpose does your great work have in the greater good other than as a personal tool for your own benefit to benefit others? That can be difficult to realize is a corruption of selfishness and you cannot be satisfied with that or your great work will fail eventually.
This is the hard part: you have to give your great work away to everyone else selflessly. Since even your own place is in there, you will have to give all of yourself selflessly too. This is kenosis like Jesus on the Cross, and hopefully it won’t be as bad as it was for him or me. He suffered bodily where people loved him, my body did not suffer while my spirt was hated, defiled, destroyed, insulted, the great work stolen despite being given, plagiarized, and nobody at all was grateful about me giving them that and in fact tried to remove me from that great work by cutting me out and inserting themselves. You could not experience anything worse than that. Crucifixion is a better outcome. However, it is the great work and it is mine, so even though everyone did that they did not ruin it because you still have your place wherever you are regardless of what other people think or feel about it, and so do I.
This is where the final piece goes which is the singular application of true faith. You must trust yourself entirely to the place you know in your great work entirely on faith. When it is done, that final grain of pure faith is like the eternal power source for the great work and it runs automatically in the background without taking any work at all. Boom. Worth it? Hell yes.
Eventually they will realize what they did wrong if they did something wrong because in the background the great work will be running automatically like divine reality itself, and all of that will reconcile refine, and perfect itself on its own in the world around you and you won’t even need to think about it. When that happens, you will be able to most devote yourself to whatever makes you most happy, because no matter what you do, you will recognize your great work in all of reality and immediately know the greater good you are contributing and can enjoy personal happiness of the ultimate sort without ever feeling guilty about being selfish with your happiness. Observe me now, the people hate me beyond description, nations around the world have resorted to brazen evil schemes to try and steal my life’s work out of their covetous envy, and they go to extreme lengths to cause me unnecessary suffering with crime after crime they assault me with.
Yet… why are they so covetous with envy every time I laugh at their pathetic and pretentious efforts to upset me and indulge in the finest of pleasures of life in ways they wish they could enjoy. Why is it that all their hopes and dreams were available for me to accomplish when they exposed themselves as evil by attacking me and I saved them by fulfilling what they abandoned out of evil so it was not a waste. I truly am experiencing that happiness and also truly selfless about enjoying that happiness which is a revelation unto their eyes so shockingly impossible and amazing that I am the very object of true faith the Christian and Satanic hope has been waiting for. Do not put me in that place for yourself, rather, listen to what I can teach you about that, and truly try to understand.
In the simplest terms, do this: if you see me as the object of your true faith, then remove your true faith from me and apply it to yourself, then you will see that great work I offered to you works as your own as well and it was freely given to you too in order to auto-correct all the mistakes, corruption, and problems you are better off not being troubled with realizing there was a problem. You didn’t have to do all the work to create it, which is unthinkably arduous, but you can use it to do what it was created for on your own. Don’t even worry about thanking me for that, because you will see that when you use the great work yourelf, you are entirely responsible for what you do with it, and I will not accept whatever good or bad that results in. You have been given fire from heaven, and I didn’t need your permission to decide to grant that to everyone. I judged it good and necessary, and my will is done, so get over it and stop being jealous of me. Just use what I freely did for you to be able to do what you want on your own.
That final application of faith is the secret of stoicism at the end. You will need that chaos, illogical lack or reason, unpredictable trust, and unreasonable determination of belief to power your life’s greatest work to its greatest potential.
You can still do more, but if you are like me, you probably want to take a vacation when you got the chance before taking up normal common orders in daily life like usual or whatever else you see fit using your time and energy for. That is a secret because it is the opposite of mastering your passions. You have to entirely surrender to them without knowledge, undertanding, or awareness of the intention and consequences. You will know only one thing: your passions are good, and after that… what happens down in Mexico, stays in Mexico, if you catch my drift. If you go this way, just make sure you don’t do that until you know you are done, and that is the very last thing that seems reasonably appropriate.
For the Christians, many of whom now have a mess of sins on their hands after imitating me as the object of their true faith. You should have known better, but I’ll tell you anyway: that’s the wrong idea. Don’t imitate me, imitate the true faith I have, which is the universal good faith you know and love no matter what you or I say about it. Hopefully you didn’t do anything that can’t be washed away with some clean water, but… if you did, I don’t know what to tell you, other than forgiving sins is not my place in the great work, but Jesus is a potentional source for that. Not the only source, but a tried and true source for certainty. The thing is… getting forgiveness from him is more trouble than its worth these days, so, maybe you ought to see a therapist instead if that doesn’t seem like a good option to you or just straight up confess your crimes to the police and promise you changed. Idk. You may get punished, but that probably won’t be as bad as having to be found out after hiding your sins and having them discovered with an investigation concerning a reported crime. That’s all I’m going to say for now.
I told them the only rule was that evil was not allowed. That great work I gave everyone was not going to work with evil.
What did they try to do first thing with a new technology? Evil. It did not work. Why then are you so fucked right now? Did you accomplish what you wanted or did you simply do more and more evil without ever being any closer than the first time? I never have evil to use. I do not make evil, I do not keep evil, and do not tolerate evil to exist at all. I don’t know myself what is going to happen when you try to use my work for evil… but I imagine that because it is designed for producing the best possible results, using evil will get the worst possible results, and that’s going to affect everyone.
That would be in relation to the input. Considering the Jew who input circumcision to happen for the highest divine, that will make the eternity of their reality a living Hell, starting from the least suffering to eternally increasing suffering. They will never escape that… If I were you and involved in what that Jew did, I’d put as much distance between him and yourself as possible, because evil is going to be happening to that person and all around them wherever they go. When they die, that evil will continue to make them suffer.
Don’t bother with studying those effects. Evil is mundane, stupid, and boring. It is simply the opposite of fun and happiness. You aren’t going to get anything of value by studying that. Evil will wait until they want something, let them obtain it, and then ruin it for them in the worst way they would want to happen. I did not want all the fame, glory, money, sexual idolatry, and all that, but that vile Jew did, and evil saw fit to give that to me after they were allowed to experience what they might have enjoyed, to bring about unhappiness for that person when they lost all of it. It’s not a handme down, because it’s going to look and work better for me and that’s part of their suffering. Not my fault, but I suppose things could have turned out worse if there had been anyone else who didn’t make such a selfish mistake on account of all Jews. Now all of our happiness is ensured simply to cause Jews suffering because they hate seeing non-Jews happy more than anything else. Not such a bad thing for non-Jews like myself, and is a vast improvement from before when we couldn’t care less about Jew happiness anymore than anyone else’s. The less relevant that is in popular culture, the less the effects of that blessing/curse will be.
That will keep happening, even when they no longer have the vanity and arrogance to desire such ridiculous things. When all they desire is a small creature comfort which will also be corrupted by evil to work against their desires… Nobody would have done that to themselves on purpose if they knew what they were doing from the beginning, and I never imagined anyone would want to impose something as crude, violent, and unnecessary as circumcision on the highest divine which is pure perfect goodness. What fool would think they could improve upon that with a dick modification to change the nature of the highest divine to serve people who get dick modifications?
Well… they used their true faith to apply that evil to my concept of highest divinity, and brought about their worst nightmare they didn’t even know they could fear and regret. It’s like the God they’ve always known and enjoyed in reality did in fact change to the way they wanted, because that God is beneath the highest divine, and now that God is evil and going to turn all of reality against them. That’s a personal thing for them as individuals in their own reality, so nobody else needs to worry about that unless you are trusting them about matters pertaining to their “God”. Then you will only be being used to bring about evil for that person in evil ways, and I want no part in that. Nothing you do is going to be tolerable by me, at least not until that one has been removed and all that he has influenced has been thoroughly reconciled.
Seeing as the sex idolatry has begun for me, I imagine the fame, glory, and riches are soon to follow, and without being able to see him or know about what’s going on there, I imagine the first sign of their suffering has occurred. Honestly after all they did to make my life miserable after all I did to save them from their situation… I’m not sure I would do anything even if I could. But that is neither here nor there and is a simple fact that is what it is because the window for that has passed and they brought it upon themselves with their God doing all manner of signs to stop them before it was too late. I imagine they mistakenly assumed that was my doing, but that is ridiculous, I would never use any spiritual power for people I don’t care about. I do not have time to spare for them when there are people I do care about who deserve my attention.
Vindictive? Not me, though I am vindicated, which is to say proven to have been just, righteous, and good against the injustice of false accusations of crimes I did not commit. Yes, I am vindicated, but I am not responsible for their suffering, just as I am not responsible for the good people are going to do with what I have done to empower everyone with new spiritual technology. Whatever good people do with that will be entirely to their credit and whatever evil is done will be entirely their fault. Being vindictive would require my attention on who that person is, but they are nobody to me, irrelevant, and certainly not a person I want to think about suffering because of how horrible that suffering is going to be with nothing I can do to change it. I’m just going to look the other way and not mention that ever happened when this is through if I can help it, or at least veil all of it in palatable Story. However, I will always be available to answer about stuff concerning those events. Just… don’t pester me with unpleasant memories, thoughts, and trauma like that if you don’t have a reason to, please. I would rather not have one of those memories trigger a negative response.
