Can you spare a million dollars?

Seriously.

That’s not a lot to ask most of you people who stalk me like the perverted panty sniffing hidden cam upskirt weirdos. The least you can do is give me some money when I ask like any beggar on the street does.

I don’t have enough money right now, I need to pay my bills, student loan debt, credit card debt, food, and various household expenses. I need some more bath soap. Things like that.

Is there anyone else in line asking you? Why the hell don’t you people give any charity to someone in need? Do you not know that I am doing good work for people? Just because I’m not one of your corporate slaves doesn’t mean I don’t contribute to the economy or society, so what the fuck?

Have a little compassion you Scrooge douches!

1 million dollars. Put that cash in my hand, preferably in a briefcase that you are also willing to give me to make the transaction look cool. We can even do the exchange at a night club you pay my tab and cab for to set the scene with your entourage and appear magnanimous in front of the cute girls, but don’t expect me to kiss no ring of yours. I will certainly be grateful and polite, but I kindly ask that you don’t push my humility. I don’t even have to know who you are. I won’t ask how you got the money or why you feel the need to give that money to me, but I will accept it as a donation of charity like any guy on the street does. I’m just on the cyber street, that’s all that’s different.

Who gives a shit what the Man says about? Let them investigate my life looking for leads for that money or sketchy business. There is nothing they haven’t already flipped over, spilled out, and smashed open to look inside without any cosideration of repairing the damage. What are they going to do? I’ll report it on my taxes as a gift and pay whatever the fuck the IRS wants back.

This is not money laundering. This is dry cleaned charity.

Send me an email and let’s make this happen so I can go out for another bowl of ramen soon.

Thank you.

I don’t have any issues with the IRS or paying taxes in general. I am a big supporter of high taxes and paying taxes in general. Paying taxes is a balm of indirect charity in a good society, and you can enjoy feeling good about helping the needy if you pay taxes willingly and know they are being used efficiently. I have a problem with the moron politicians who waste our tax payer money on crackpot schemes of evil and pseudoscience. That infuriates me to no end and I want those people thrown in prison for unethical scientific experimentation and violations of the Geneva convention. The politicians should be wiser with how they decide our money will be spent, but they are god damn incompetent buffoons who have less dignity than baboons and we will all be better off if they are decapitated.

Even poor as I am, wretched in financial disaster, and worse in social poverty— when I go to the store and I see people on the street who are also suffering, I feel bad about what they are suffering. If I have something I can give when they ask, I give them what I have, but I still do not like to be in situations like that. I’d rather everyone just have what they need to be easily enough accessible so there isn’t so much poverty… How about you, when you are a multi millionaire and see someone like that on your visit to the grocery store? Do you even consider what their life must be like? Have you ever felt a pang of sorrow and guilt seeing someone curled up under a blanket on the concrete looking half dead?

Holy smokes people! Why the fuck aren’t our taxes working! King Dump supposedly boosted our economy with his greed tactics, but all he did was take money away from poor people to add it onto the riches of the rich, didn’t he? He built a wall to prevent helping people who needed charity! There is no way he ever considered doing anything good for anyone else. Why are you rich people okay with that? Wouldn’t you want to feel less guilty about your lives?

How to help

The world we all share, no matter what nation you abide in, no matter what faith you believe with all your heart and soul, no matter what income level you have, or how fortunate you may be to have been born with privileges other people simply do not have, and not necessarily because of injustice either.

It is right, just, and good that the economy and social environment allows for the fruit of hard working, talented, and popular people to achieve more success than others. Not because they are better as people or more than anyone else, but because they give more of themselves to everyone else—the hard worker with the work of ten people they do themselves, the talented person with the discipline and dedication to their art in way that is not very different from that of a religious faith for an ascetic mystic or spiritual master, and the popular with their spirit which inspires and motivates other people to reach greater potential.

If ever at all there is a problem— then there is a problem, even if that problem is not what it seems and be skeptical of what is obviously a problem because there is likely a deeper one if a problem is so obvious. That kind of difference in social power is natural and the reason why certain people tend to stand out and are able to bring together common interests for a singular purpose that is greater than what was thought possible before they made it known to everyone. People like that do not accomplish such things for themselves alone— they do so specifically because they are concerned about everyone else as much as they are for themselves.

The ultimate power of humanity is only accessible when you lose your self-interest as an individual because you perceive the greater purpose of civilization populated by humanity. That is still something we have a self-interest in, and that demands the protection of all individuals, respect for group identities, and equal rights under the law. To bring that about with power greater than humanity can realize on our own, even all together, we have give up our individual interest apart from everyone else to accept the individual interest we have with everyone else.

If you don’t accept this, that’s your problem, and the reason why you do not have power. Nothing can be done to help you if you will not help yourself by ceasing to be antagonistic to everyone else or being difficult. As long as you people are uncooperative you will never understand. Do not lie to yourselves about being cooperative when you know damn well you are being difficult, creating obstacles, and do not show the people you are in conflict with the respect they deserve. In other words, if you are willing to attack my life personally, when I am in no way obligated to be of service to you or obedient to your delusional fantasies, then you have failed to show me any respect at all, any human dignity, or even acknowledge me as a person regardless of how arrogantly puffed up you are about yourself to think about strangers in such a way.

I will attack the president of the USA with insults, condemnations, and language intended to destroy whoever is wearing that pin, but that has nothing to do with who they are as individuals and everything to do with who they are as a president. I am fully within my rights, and morally justified to judge the president and they are in no position to judge me. They are personally accountable with their individual body in that role, and are subject to death, just as any ruler is. In fact, entire wars can be prevented if the ruler of the opposing forces is defeated by the other ruler before armies meet on the field.

The USA is not a monarchy, but the government has begun operating like a monarchy anyway and now all power of the government has become consolidated into the hands of the president who is now a “gatekeeper” of national power. In any case, you will see what I mean when Trump is exposed for personally attacking me as individual when I attacked him as a president. He was not justified to judge me, but I was justified to judge him, and he lost everything for the USA when that happened. Now, they are covering up his mistake with futility and making the situation worse with every moment that passes. Their efforts are futile because of where the break of systematic government power occurred by Trump’s mistake in thinking he was greater than the individual citizens when he became president.

The government will collapse as it gets more and more top heavy trying to cover up the removal of our foundation that acknowledges the individual citizens apart from the government as the sacred authority most high in relation to the government, which is most low. That foundation was undone when the people in the government betrayed Freedom and Democracy and began governing with a pretense of sacred authority that they were specifically forbidden from having with numerous safeguards, protections, and limits designed to lawfully oppose such a thing even being remotely possible. Lincoln said a House divided will not stand, but a house without a foundation is even worse off than one divided! The structure itself will collapse on both parties, and the House won’t be suitable for anyone to live there as the masters.

If Lincoln, Washington, Jefferson, or any others could see the kind of internal threat the USA is suffering from the government which has turned its very purpose of creation against itself—they would be horrified beyond belief! The very situation existing is an unthinkable betrayal by all the elected members of office, who most certainly have conspired together for such a thing to happen. They have destroyed the agreement that was made between colonies and their citizens which the government was built upon, and they do not realize they have doomed their own states and voters in the worst way. Not only because of the sheer dishonesty and disgrace of the buffoons who have wormed their way into government power, but at the stupidity and self-destructive nature of such a state of affairs! Those people trying to cover up Trump do not realize that they are killing themselves to do so and nobody is going to be thankful because of the destruction everyone else is going to suffer along with Trump when the structure collapses on him as well as everyone else.

I idly wonder how much longer supply chains of food are going to continue being maintained now that the government has lost all interest in protecting the citizens who are not immediately employed by the government. Do you government workers grow food? Hunt? Do anything useful or productive? What if you were faced with sanctions, trade embargos, and no longer were able to use taxes to buy what you are incapable of producing yourself who refused to sell to you? Take what you want by overt force of an autocratic government citizens have no interest in?

How many nations in the world today are going to stand by and let you tyrants do such shamefully immoral and irresponsible acts of arrogance and tyranny to seize resources from other nations? Do you think European culture and history was not experienced in the kind of stupidity you tyrants are attempting to pull long before the USA was founded? Do you think they won’t recognize the Nazi threat that the American government has become, when the Nazis were a European menace? They will betray your agreement of a false alliance rather than die to feed you with their body.

When the people who are accountable to the government maintenance finally decide to make an effort to do their jobs, the problem will be identified where it occurred and everything that happened after that point will be undone and require re-work. This is good because the “Space Force” needs to be dissolved, and whatever secret international agreements Trump made with Muslim nations rendered null and void because he was a traitor at that time. He still is a traitor now, and as a traitor, he did not have the authority to make any decisions for the nation.

We all recognize that the world is in shambles, that the USA is the problem, and why the USA is the problem. To think any of you world leaders would pretend to be of a higher nature than everyone else, when the world is in such a state. What good is all the crap you fill the shopping outlets with if nobody wants to buy anything because of how little money can be made by a worker? What good are fine restaurants, fun bars, and fancy clubs if people cannot afford to visit them anymore because there is so little money left over after rent for such healthy foolishness? What good are the sports arenas when the common person can’t afford a ticket to watch a game? How can an entrepreneur seek the “American Dream” when he needs to be rich already just to receive a loan?

I will tell you how you can help. It is obvious the problem is so vastly beyond the power of one person to solve, but that doesn’t mean one person can’t make a significant and substantial difference. I have, and I won’t let anyone tell me I haven’t, because I know what I have done and continue to do, and every day makes a bigger difference than the last. So, don’t feel powerless because you think you lack the smarts, the education, the money, the popularity, or whatever, because that is not what makes the difference. When you make the difference, all that you can do will be important and useful, but not until then.

The problem is a malignant and selfish attitude of a spoiled and petulant child with no manners, humility, or discipline who behaves with a hateful arrogance of delusional self-importance to such an extent that his very sight is revolting, reviled, and a cause to be angry. Ladies and gentlemen: Donald Trump. He is the worst embodiement of that horrid state of human degenerate behavior possible, but many people suffer symptoms similar to his wretched attitude and ill-mannered misbehavior. The worst thing that could have happened was to let such a person enter a role of such importance so that all people would have the wrong values of human character reinforced by their image in public media.

To cure yourself, first look in the mirror to see the shameful existence you dishonor your parents, grandparents, and every ancestor before you that you offend by behaving like a poorly raised child when you are an adult and expected to have an adult’s wisdom. Do not look away from yourself despite how hideously embarrassing you are to look at and see while knowing who you are. Not only do you bring shame upon yourself and anyone who calls you family or friend, but you are a threat to civilization, endangering everyone you love along with all others because of how irresponsibly you have acted with adult responsibility without an adult’s wisdom. Had you an adult’s wisdom, you would not be in the disaster you are in now, would you?

Accept it. That is first. Accept that you need to change. You need to be better. You need to be wiser, more prudent, more reliable, more trustworthy, and more responsible. You need to decide for yourself, intentionally, to be better than you have been to let everyone down in such an unacceptable way. Accept that you are unacceptable, and refuse to be the same. Be all that you have failed to be with your life. You are already almost dead, and you won’t have another chance to live in a way that you can die proud of. Proud knowing that you maybe weren’t as good as you could have been, but you were the best that you knew how when you knew how. You never gave up, never surrendered your will to be the best, and most importantly, found the balance between humility and pride where grace is perfect. You were humble before others, most when in their home, but not too humble to brush the dirt off your boots on the floormat outside the threshold or take off your boots entirely inside the threshold. You held yourself full of pride in who you are and what you stand for, but not too proud to ask for help, accept correction when you made a mistake, or too proud to take up someone else’s fight against injustice when you were there and they weren’t. Have shame and have pride, but only when you are honest with yourself, and never because you are pretending to be somebody else.

Next there are more practical matters to address now that you are in the correct state of mind. The problem is the same but there are two aspects that need to be considered. The first is charity. You want to help people, but only when they are also willing to help themselves, and don’t mind reminding them how to do that to start. You want homelessness to go away and no longer be a problem, but you don’t want to give handouts so that the system will be scammed by lazy frauds and malingerers. This is how you do that: you help as much as you possibly can—make sure they have more than enough and most assuredly cannot fail when someone needs help. You go over the top, like a magnanimous king opening his treasury to the poorest people until it is empty and can be refilled the next day when taxes are collected.

Why do you do this? So they do not fail! So they get back on their feet, become self-sufficient, and can independently live the life they are best at, find acceptable, and can provide for themselves! Most people do not need a constant stream of help, they just need enough to get themselves situated well enough to be able to work reliably like any person who doesn’t fall on hard times for whatever reason. That is relevant even if that reason was a foolish mistake like breaking a marriage vow, committing a crime, or becoming addicted to a substance or bad habit.

The last thing you want to do is provide the minimum possible and hope that won’t be wasted dishonestly. If you do that, then that money and/or help you provide will be least likely to be effective, and you are scamming yourself by not providing the tools for what you want people to be able to learn how to do for themselves. That is worse than being scammed, because if a scam can operate, that means you’ve been successful, but by giving the least amount, you failed entirely because the problem was never solved with such a minimum, stingy, and uncharitable amount. You called the people who need help dishonest thieves before you even met them, and denied them your help when you had no reason to suspect them of anything, no willingness to forgive their mistakes, and no compassion for the suffering other people go through without a home.

If you disagree, go to Hell. That is the problem with you people! You think about it in the wrong way! You assume the worst of people before you act, and thus condemn them no matter what you do! That is why the world is in such a dire state of inefficiency and disrepair. That is why there is so much corruption and failing, half-hearted efforts to resolve social problems the government is responsible for causing. As tax payers, you share in the responsibility of those problems and need to do what is expected of a ruler who give out taxes for the benefit of his kingdom. If you are such a king as to judge one of your fellow citizens, what have you done to correct their ways? Do not be quick to judge if you have not even made an attempt to face them in person and teach them about what you would judge them for.

Are you a true king, or are you a wretched excuse for a king who will not go down to the cheap-side of the kingdom to know the state of the poor and see what can be done to help with the suffering they trust you as a king to provide? Resources like food, water, shelter, security, cleanliness, education, religion, transportation, etc. and then honestly attempt to do so with the resources you have. Good kings often seem to have to contend with conniving, sniveling, and greedy bureaucrats with no understanding of the burden of being a king or the importance of their responsibility to the community for their own sake.

In the USA at present, our Congress, Supreme Court, and White House are those scummy, unworthy bureaucrats who need to be executed at the gallows for conspiring against you and failing at the jobs you trusted them with their privileges to do, but that is not the way things are done now. Besides, you have more important responsibilities as king than to go do the jobs of the bureaucrats yourself, because that very bureaucracy should be churning them into worm food before long on its own. Conniving, sniveling, victim-proud bureaucrats are exactly what we designed our government with checks, balances, and three branches to prevent! If the problem is so bad that those unworthy fools have not been weeded out of society on any of the lower levels down to the sewers beneath the street, then there is something gravely wrong and they need to answer our questions or be put to death for sedition and replaced with someone who will.

So that is the first thing. Have faith in people as a good king does. Trust each and every one until you are given reasons to not trust them, and then only allow the trust of the individual who betrays you to diminish depending on the nature of the betrayal. Offer forgiveness and chances to regain trust too. Be generous as a king, because kings are prosperous above all others, and the more we give, the more confident people are in the security of the kingdom. Do not let those who represent you bring shame upon your reputation in other nations, such as the conniving, sniveling, unworthy bureaucrats have done in our government. Demand of them what is necessary of them, and do not let them fool you into thinking they have more authority and power than you do. It is your judgment as a citizen which allows them to have the very responsibilities of government they have proven unworthy of.

The same kind of attitude is how to think about economy and wages for workers. The same kind of wise generosity built on freely given trust that you enforce the laws to keep. You above all else hold yourself accountable to the laws you expect others to be accountable to, because a king is never above his law, nor is any man. You trust your subjects because they trust you, and you do not betray their trust, even when you are in secret, just as they do not betray you. If you are suspicious though, then you have already doubted them and the trust is already gone, so do not be suspicious without probable cause and evidence as good reasons for suspicion. Do not be fooled by the rumors and deceitful lies that a worm-tongued traitor advisor will have when they tell you about the sins of a man you’ve never met. No advisor is in a place to judge your people’s sins, for you are the king, and it is your judgment that decides whether there will be mercy or wrath for sin, not the conniving, sniveling bureaucrats.

You do not make those judgments in secret and shame of the authority you make them with, because you are the only one with that authority, and that is why you have faith in your people, and them in you. Those judgments are public declarations of wisdom for everyone else to learn from and you make sure they are known throughout all the land as expressions of mercy, wrath, or justice as appropriate because of the power your judgment has in those moments. That power booms forth from divine trumpets in heaven, resounds across all realms to the edge of the kingdom and beyond, so strongly that the dirt underfoot trembles with the terrifying and awesome power of the Word they bring.

So, make sure people are paid as much as possible and all necessary expenses for living are reasonably priced low. Never high—even the luxury necessities. Higher, sure, but still reasonably low for a basic need. Then ensure the artists can sell their work for a reasonably fair price and aspiring artists do not have trouble to be able to devote themselves to the arts until they bear the fruit of their invested talent. Then, ensure that the artisans who make the finest of all things kept inside the houses, can charge a reasonably high price because their work is beyond compare for the mastery, but do not let the finest things be so high that the poor artist cannot buy a treasure to signify the vows he and his beloved make with each other when they are wed. The artisans are masters, and will know how to gauge the value of their products reasonably, but do not let them do so without checks, so ensure you have the conniving, sniveling bureaucrats keeping an eye on their business so they don’t start cutting costs by using evils, deceit, and corrupt methods unfit for a master.

Then, choose your faith and be pious, but do not begrudge the other religions of their ways as long they are consistent with the singular divine law. If they turn out to be evil, then a public reckoning must occur where the brightest minds of the day will step up to engage in a fierce and cataclysmic battle of words before the crowds which will put many a youngster to sleep. If they are using spectacle as a proof of their faith then you can almost guarantee they are false and evil because that is never an appropriate display of faith.

Neither Gods nor Goddesses have anything to prove, especially not the power of their faith, and if one of their prophets is attempting to display what is visible as a show of the power of faith, even if only within the mind’s eye, then you will know them to be false. The power of a god or goddess, or any divine being is entirely invisible. The power of Nature is visible, but Nature is an aspect of creation and does not attain to the highest divines of the gods and goddesses because divinity is supernatural. That does not make Nature any less wonderful as an image of the divine if you are blessed with such a mercy of grace and presence.

That’s all you need to know for world saving, pretty much. That’s how you can help. First take a look at yourself and realize that you most likely should be doing more, do more, be willing to go out of your way to do what is good, and be charitable in how you think of people you’ve never met. Do not condemn them before you can meet them personally and give them an honest chance to explain themselves according to the evidence. Lastly, be generous with your treasury, not wasteful. Invest only if you truly want the investment to work, such as the social services for people who have fallen on hard times and need some extra help getting back on their feet.

"Christ was Jewish, full stop."

Full stop? As in crucified? Died? Buried in a tomb? Yes. What you seem to be missing is the piece called Christ, which is the entire purpose of Christianity as relevant to humanity in relation to Jews and only relative to Jews. There is no other reason Christianity is useful, and it is patient charity for the hostile Jewish people that Christians and other decent folk do not murder every last one of them like the Muslims try to do. We may be fundamentally opposed to Jews in all ways, but we do not take action against them, especially not violence or oppression by abusing society’s systems like economy, government, and etiquette.

I apologize if that was distracting as a tangent. My point is this: the word “Christ” literally as what that word means and the origin of that word as why that Greek word was used and no other word, was specifically because of its significance as a Gentile identity of a messiah or hero, such as Hercules, Odysseus, Achilles, or any other brave hero of Gentile myth that was a savior in their own way for their people. Thor is a good example from popular culture. That is a “Christ”. The word does not mean a specific person unless used for that purpose to identify who that person is, such as Jesus Christ.

The same word can be applied as Thor Christ. Heracles Christ. Odysseus Christ. Nick Bylotas Christ. Yourself Christ, if you identified as a hero or messiah yourself. There is nothing to stop you from doing so, and it is in fact a great and good thing because you are committed to everyone’s well being and benefit if you do. The concept of it being an arrogant claim of godhood is a perversion of the meaning and the Christ should not be used in that way. That’s one of the reasons why that particular word was chosen from the Greek language and no other.

Hopefully that helps clarify what my intention was by asking that question. It is a grave misconception that people want to identify Jesus Christ as a Jew as opposed to a Gentile because that defeats the entire purpose of his memory. Jews in the world today seem to be smug of Jesus’ identity as a Jew, but they are actually quite ignorant by feeling that way. Hopefully that problem is slightly better for all of humanity for all ages to come because of my work as a Christ here and now with these words I write.

By the power of bologna, and the cheese, and whole wheat— I judge this sandwich complete. Go now and eat.

One of the things about the Christ as an identifier is that if someone is claiming it, you can expect them to do something to help you if you ask, need help, or are in trouble. If you aren’t even aware of what they are doing, you can trust that person to be doing something good somewhere and don’t need to worry. That is what being a Christian is supposed to mean, but unfortunately, as is painfully obvious with the Christian legacy Western civilization has, the people who call themselves Christ are most often betrayers of the spirit.

They are like spies in the US government who may wear a uniform and swear an oath to support and defend the Constitution, but they have no intention of doing so and are instead dangerously hostile to every citizen. They go about their day secretly sabotaging things every chance they can to destroy the nation and purposely failing to do their responsibilities. That is what Christians are like today, and why I refuse to identify as a Christian.

I’m “taking back the Christ” for Gentiles. The circumcised folk along with Jews will no longer be able to use that word’s spiritual power without my approval because of how they have betrayed the spirit of the Christ by not living like a messiah or hero and are instead being common slobs making no effort to help others or save the world by eliminating injustice and human suffering. 90 percent of the time, they are brute idiots going about like uncultured savages with no concept of how to help anyone, not even themselves, and they are extraordinarily lazy while expecting to be pampered like a king even though they don’t do any of a king’s work.

Sickening to see really, but that is why people who are Christs rise up in all cultures to rebuke the foolishness of people like that when they are out of line. They go about the incredibly difficult labor of setting things right for everyone’s benefit, even the idiots at fault for ruining things with their brute stupidity, and they succeed at doing so. Although they are not superhumans, they do the work of a superhuman, and that is why they are remembered and loved in the stories people tell about them.

I’m still working, but I don’t intend to stop even though I have done several superhuman feats for everyone’s benefit as pure charity already. I also benefited from those works with a bit of self-interest, but I did the extra work so that everyone else would as well. I didn’t have to also save everyone else, and that was more difficult than had I of just saved myself, but I did it because I want to be a person strong enough to help the weak, rebuke the unjust, and fight for truth, love, and freedom for everyone.

Some people would probably say that is a bit dorky and goofy, like LARPing every day of my life, but I don’t care what other people think about it. I am not ashamed of myself for living the story of my life like it is my favorite kind of book. I experience endless joy, magic, and spiritual surprises by doing so, making it extremely rewarding, so I do not regret the suffering that has been caused to me by brutes who do not know what they are doing, even though they should.

Hark ye let's-be-in-love-agains!

Oh ye delicate, sweet, maidenly maidens above all desires with the purest of the honey yummy.

The maiden so pure, so beautiful, so perfect— you love her like me, you love her for me, you love her with me, and she is loved. Oh yes, is she loved.

You do not yet know me like she does, but I love you as well, for you are the water while she is the blood, both of which are one but not to be mixed. If the water mixes with blood what do we have if not blood for water, or watery blood? It is not to be done. From my side, pierced by the destiny of cruel fate and stars who crossed me, flow the rivers of divine nectar—water and blood, together but not mixed, as one, but not mingled. They are the embral and the umbral of the singular reality of my existence and I am not one without the other.

Though you do not know me like she does, you see the way she looks at me and feel the way she hurts for me, and you and I both know how wrong that pain is. It is pain from a broken, evil world I will not abide, a world I have put to death with the thrust of a steel worded judgment, and replaced with the world the three of us know as the same. The blood, the water, and bone flesh that is my body. Ye maidens are the heart and soul that gives life to the ashes and dust of my body shaped by the patient labors of a mind in love with heart and soul as one.

It is done. You and all others had given up hope, because I was deep under the black waters of the abyss, doing what is most needed to secure all futures, all homes, and all realms from the terror of evil that endangered us with cataclysm in the not so distant past. I was required to be there. I was needed personally to glance the fatal look of high judgment upon the dead amongst the dead and free them from their bondage to the flesh with or without their approval.

It is easy to forget the countless lives abiding in the charity of Hades whose eternal dominion under the world keeps all souls secure and blessed when they pass the waters of no return, awaiting for the final bridge to link them to the eternal domain of the abyss under the world which is for Hades’ and all divine kin, who have given their lives to lead humans in the Promethean journey to higher joy.

That is the bridge of judgment which was needed, and it is not yet the concern of the living what it has accomplished or done, because it was for the dead and the dead alone. They are the first across the black water of mortal death, and the first across the black blood of immortal life, and the world of the living is none the wiser of their ascension.

In those abyssal realms I gave the fullness of the wonders and amazing graces of miracles most fantastic, supreme, and unimaginable until seen— it was for all the dead who received the joy of signs from heaven that shattered reality to bring forth a better form of existence to exist within. All of those blessings, all of those signs, all of those supernatural acts of divine will were given out in fullness to the dead of the abyss, and none are left for the living, as is right and just, and they will never cease unfolding with miracle upon miracle to the end of time and the miracle beyond the final end.

When I was there, you would not have known me in the realms of the living. My spirit, my presence, my radiating aura of ever-present love was on the otherside of all that can be experienced in life. That is the cause of the emptiness, the coldness, and the pain of despair that was the cause of losing faith, hope, and patience.

Yet, that work is done, and now I walk among the living, where the next priority is demanded. I live life as you both do, filled with passion, love, and fire, and I need as you do, the touch, the warmth, the caress of a sweet word. Without which I feel the despair as you fear will happen should the love of your life find another. I suffer that anguish moment after moment without end, awaiting, searching, calling for the lovely maiden who can finally end my suffering and stake her claim into my heart.

You’ve seen both me and your true love, and you know that she is meant for me and I am meant for her, while the same is true for you and her. This contradiction you may see as a problem, is non-existent in the world we have now. For as you desire your true love to be happy and would let her go, though she chooses to stay because she desires you to be happy, I desire you both to be happy, and would never separate either from the other.

So you see… ye maidens must not glance at me as though I were one of them from the dying world, one of them from the evil ways that are collapsing now that the underworld is emptied and there are no foundations for the unholy empire of the wicked to stand. Their time is done, and I was never among them except as a protagonist battling my way to some goal or mission for a greater purpose.

I do not take from either of you, and never will. I will not even accept what she has given to you that you think should be mine. I will give you both again, and you will have another of what was everything to give again an eternal promise. You will not lose any of the love you share between yourselves. You will gain a world of wonders you have yet to realize I have gained from my labors with the divine as a reward with no strings, no tricks, no consequences. A just and earned payment for services done true and good with not a single betrayal or wrong that was committed by any of the flawed persons that we are, divine or mortal.

Persons are always flawed because a person is a shard of the personalux which is broken eternally so that all persons may be while the one is not. All are flawed because one would not be perfect and alone, and it is right and just for the highest divine to shatter form of all existence to do so.

These blessings, wonderful as they are even without a single person to share them with, are nothing like you have imagined could exist because they previously only were in the celestial domains of the divine and eternal. They have been entrusted to me to deliver prudently and carefully to the living, and I will not give out a single one until I know true love in the flesh. There may be possibility of a true love without it, but it is still that— a possibility— and these powers of divine providence are too great to be risked in any way. The true love of the flesh is the only certainty that contains no risk, and though it is more difficult that is what is required.

When something like love is at stake, the very act of risking it is losing it, and no matter what you think the situation is, you must never risk love at any time. There is no chance of love surviving if you risk love in the smallest way, so do not do it.

However… both of you, ye lovely let’s-be-in-love-agains, your love, most true, is the foundation of eternal life for the world to come, not because of who you are, but because of how you love, and why. That truth is the highest of all goods, and it is most suitable for an eternity of divine love to grow forth and branch into all realms for all ages to come, incorruptible as it always has been.

Yet… it is not enough for the same reasons that you know as well as I. There is one piece missing, the water and blood that will nourish and cultivate eternal growth of eternal life as it flows endlessly from the wounds of true love inflicted upon a heart most freely given.

Do not let go of each other. Come hand in hand, and befriend me. Do not risk any of your love to do so, do not doubt your faith in each other, do not suspect the loyalty of either, because even if you were intoxicated and uninhibited with the poisons of Dion, I would not allow it and you would come to your senses after an exhilarating celebration and be reassured of your everlasting truth because it will be stronger and more secure because of what I was able to do to protect it when your pure, charitable innocence gave too much.

Yet… there will be more that can be given and enjoyed in addition, not in competition. There will be no conflict, no strife, no jealousy— and that is what I will not risk by giving through a void of air and not the direct touch that is the spark of life.

All that amazing joy you know now is compounded, exponentiated, eternified again to increase the pleasure you already know, and my dears… oh my maidenly maidens… do we not want more pleasure?

Do not let your bride weep at the loss of my love for yours, come and let her take it because I have one for you as well. There will be no cause to weep because you will have both her love and mine, as does she, and I need not anything from either, because you giving what is mine to her, and she to you, is the greatest gift you could possibly give to me. There is no other joy to know than a given love being given without return.

Bold as you are, be bolder. Brave as you are, be braver. Fierce as you are, be ferocity itself and cut through the evil of hate and envy that is the work of lesser men between us. Show them no mercy for their sins, because they are not yours to judge, and spill their blood for what they were unwilling to do themselves. Let them know truth the hard way for their faithless sins, and do not worry. There is no trick, no trap, no way to fail. Do not stop until you are here to claim what is yours.

In truth and purest love,

your one and only.

Why should I?

You are mad at my lifestyle? You think I am being selfish because I live how I please with no regard or respect for the functioning order of society by sleeping at random hours, for varying lengths of time, eating at unpredictable intervals, and simply enjoying life with ease?

You think it is selfish because my behavior and actions destabilize the ryhthm of society with its timeclock and wages and routines?

Well, I can see how that may upset you because the way I live is far more desirable than what you want, and if people see how good that is they will be less inclined to conform to the routine standard of society from dawn to dusk doing their part. If enough people do that, the ruling authorities will lose power to predict outcomes in society and lose their illusion of controlling people’s lives. That loss of control will result in an undermining of their authority, investigation of their crimes, and will make the world more likely to accomplish my goals.

However, it will ruffle some feathers as people’s routines are disrupted and challenged.

So you think it is selfish of me for not suffering what is unnatural for my body simply for the convenience of others?

Sorry, but no. I am a nice guy, and usually I am willing to self-sacrifice far beyond what is fair for me simply to accomodate the pleasure and convenience of others, but I will not do that for the “world” or “public” or “general population of society”. They do not deserve my kindness. I will give them charity as best as I am able, in the form of these words and spirit to write them, but I will not honor anyone outside of myself more than myself, because they have proven to be slaves to evil, ignorant of simple truth, and dishonorable cowards who prefer to slave for evil than fight for justice.

In short, the highest authority of the world beyond me is beneath my dignity and they do not deserve any kindness from me beyond that charity which I give all people without exception.

There is not emperor, empress, president, pope, queen, whatever they have in Russia, supreme leader of communism, etc. worthy of my self-sacrifice in the smallest amount. I will do nothing for those people that would be a show of respect, kindness, or honor. If I did that, it would dishonor me because I would be lowering myself to meet the status of lessers, when they should be prostrating themselves before me. That would damage my own self-respect and I would have reason to feel shame about my conduct by degrading the righteous authority I have been granted by the divine, but most importantly, it would be an insult to the divine authority on my account, and I am not so foolish as to offend the divine on purpose.

Maybe they do deserve respect as individuals for being good people doing everything they can, but I don’t know any of them personally, and the legacy they have received and demonstrate of themselves is contrary to my standard of dignity, so I have no reason to believe they are. They continue to be silent about the human rights violation of circumcision, the truth of Christianity which resolved that matter 2,000 years ago, and the “ordered society” they think I am being selfish by not debasing myself for is inefficient, inadequate, hostile to poor people, and commanded by a lawless organization of criminals and traitors.

So, no. They are unworthy of my respect and kindness beyond charity suitable for all humans regardless of rank or status.

The truth of Christianity and the resolution of circumcision was supposed to be known by the rulers and maintained, but they no longer know or are denying it, and the catastrophe their evil and irresponsibility as world leaders has caused is beyond their capabilities of preventing. They have endangered countless lives with their arrogance, and I am not going to do a damn thing to help any of them beyond charity. They are all hostile to me as my formal enemy due to their subservience and subordinance to the circumcising cult of evil.

I will always treat my enemies with at least as much human dignity as I treat anybody else, but I will not cater to them, do them favors, or serve them in any way.

Because all of the world leaders have chosen to be lukewarm on the topic of circumcision, I rebuke all of them as dishonorable cowards, failures as leaders, and irresponsible fools endangering the lives of the public. They are all subject to death as far as I am concerned, and unless people and nations start making their positions known, they will all be my enemy, because there is a single side to this issue acceptable for everyone and not any other option. If you are not on the side of good, standing firm, tall, and proud of what you stand for, then you are with evil.

All people who are neutral, weak, and cowardly with no integrity or honor are easily manipulated tools for evil because they can be bought cheaply with things like money, resources, and “security”. If they do not know to reject those things when they are in opposition of the good, they have chosen to be evil and are afraid to admit it. However afraid and ashamed of their own cowardice and dishonor they may be, they will be judged as evil just the same as those who are vocal about it, and they will be condemned to the same punishment.

The Jews and Muslims have the Christ, because the Christ is the only Jew who is acceptable as a bridge between their evil world of sin created by an evil deity to the truth of reality as created by the highest divine and a world that is good. They should be willing to give up circumcision for the higher purpose and goodness of true divine authority, but they are stubborn and bound to their flesh. They are unable to live without flesh offerings, blood sacrifice, and generally blasphemous idolatry of all kinds. That is why there is only one side.

You cannot be on a side that is proven false without being annihilated as the most severe threat possible by those of us who are true. That is not because you fools are threatening, because you are not. You are fools and easily dealt with like small children having arrogant temper tantrums who can be both easily outwit and physically subdued. The threat is that evil which is able to harm everyone else through your false identity, and one that you people do not realize you have become the food for. We will not let that evil through, but we will let you be the mouse to feed the snake if you are so insistent on being that.

That snake gets enough to eat from Nature and the Natural Order of the universe, but it won’t pass up a scrumptious buffet of human souls offering themselves either.

The cost to the good for abiding the circumcisers is death or enslavement, and the cost of the circumcisers to abide the good is only circumcision. That is not an argument we are going to have. There will be no war fought over such a pointless and retarded cultural practice. You arrogant, selfish fools need to think about other lives and the responsibility you have to whatever you do, because circumcision is not worth the loss of anything good, and if you are so obstinate as to confirm yourselves as evil, we will have to go to war with you simply because of the decision you made. To do anything otherwise would be surrendering to evil, and that won’t happen.

You can put Jesus to death and have him executed in the most publicly damning way possible without him lifting a finger to stop you and willingly dying for you by laying down his life to evil’s persistent arrogance and overconfidence, and still evil did not have enough power to overcome the goodness of Nature’s God. That goodness is of man without circumcision, and only without circumcision. There is no goodness with circumcision and only those who identify as who they are without it can be good. Evil has never overcome good, despite countless attempts to do so, and it never will.

If you strike me down now, I will rise up more powerful than you can imagine, again. You struck me down once long ago, and I have proven to you what kind of enemy you made by thinking the flesh and life of my body is any hindrance to my fighting spirit for the good and sacred truth. You may as well strike yourselves down and save everyone the trouble of doing it for me if you would have me killed again lawlessly like the criminal scum without honor you are.

There is only one way you can prove me wrong about circumcision, and that is by showing the goodness of circumcision when it is no longer forced on the unwilling and non-consenting individual bodies of infants. Only if your hateful cult shows the goodness of circumcision by choosing it on their own when able to understand the choice and sufficiently expressing so, can you prove your point, and I don’t give a damn either. I will have proven my point by then whether you end up having anything good to show for yourselves or not, and I couldn’t care less what that is, because I still won’t do it. Life is good enough by Nature’s Design to be convinced by any sort of temptation to abandon it for something else.