The Power of Women

You vile accursed whores in the government, media, and pockets of the rich swallowing their circumsmegma with no shame.

You want me to strike them down, defeat them, put them to justice, demonstrate that I am more powerful with my own power as a man, and I would, were I within the proximity to do so with my voice or my fists. Yet they are so afraid, cowardly, and terrified of my power that they hide in towers, behind national militaries, in secret bunkers, putting all the world and their slaves between us so that I am not in their proximity to do so.

You however are, you women. You want to be equals with men, so why don’t you do what I would do? Why don’t you accomplish what I would accomplish? You will never be equals if you cannot.

You do not have the voice or the fists, that is true, but you do have your own powers, ones you have been using for evil.

Have you ever considered that you could bring those tyrants to justice by simply not being their human condom? By simply not being their vile whore? Have you ever considered that shutting your legs for five minutes when they cry for your hole to empty their filthy excrement in, could in fact stop a nuclear war? That is what you have been unable to do. That is what you have been unwilling to do. That is what you have not realized your powers of sexual influence could be used for if you did not slave them to the enemy.

You do not have the time to wait for someone else to point out the depth of meaning for the word I used. Especially not in this age when there are obstacles, barriers, and an entire public teaching system designed specifically to oppress revelation, prevent education, and keep you chained with ignorance by withholding knowledge and feeding you lies.

You vile CIA cowards! Idiots most dishonorable! The worst kind of evil! Arrogant stupidity refusing to accept knowledge! Refusing to accept wisdom! Refusing to accept correction because of your vanity!

Why is it that you feared the reaction of the public?

Is it because they would understand and thus be outraged, or that they wouldn’t understand and be outraged?

Why would they be outraged if they didn’t understand? Would they not meekly accept whatever bull shit you tell them and never realize that you have been poisoning their minds with stupidity and wasting their lives by setting them up for failure?

They would understand the conspiracy you and your predeccessors have caused. They would be rightfully outraged with such blood boiling rage that they would want to tear you limb from limb, put all of you in prison for life, and exile the government officials with their citizenship revoked and assets seized, cursing them to wander the earth hated and in poverty.

Yet that is all you understoof because of how stupid and cowardly you people are. You could not accept the necessity of justice because you were afraid of suffering it as you know you deserve.

But let me point out to you where your idiocy shall never be known as anything other that the most stupid and cowardly of evil human acts: If you knew they would understand to cause their outrage, how could they not have understood why you inherited that mistake? How could they not have understood your position, inheriting sins that were not yours? How could they not have understood that there was perhaps going to be mercy for people who recognized a mistake and corrected it? How could they understand the reason for outrage and not the reason for mercy, both of which are the same?

You will suffer eternal damnation for these words, and what you failed to do, I will bring about. I will create the technology that will record the screams of anguish you are suffering in the afterlife of Hell with scientific results. I will provide the means of collecting data on the eternal torment, pain, and death you will be experiencing after your body is dead, and when you think your punishment could not be worse when that happens, I will show you that it can when I look you in the eye and do again what you thought was not possible. Your pain will multiply with your anguish as your minds splits open with bleeding force as a new and greater reality of hate erupts from your perception of eternity and bears down upon you renewed.

Taylor Swift,

send me a link to download all of your music videos for free. Thanks. …pretty please with honey yum yum on top.

Also… “something something you always try to buy the love you gave away… something something [Taylor Swift’s] a whore who wants to sell”

Basically. If you know they are trying to buy the love they gave away you should know not to sell to them the love that they don’t deserve. However, if you do know that and are selling, then you are scamming them with a fake that you know is a fake. Like any scam, the person scammed is going to hate the scammer for scamming them, and thus, that’s why they always hate you.

I don’t care what your reasons are, what you were thinking, what the context is. That’s not important to me because you did wrong and need to be punished and I am able to deliver that punishment unto you. As a matter of fact, it would be my pleasure to do. So, submit yourself to my punishment and shut the hell up until you do.

Thanks. Don’t forget to send me those videos so I can do something creative and fun with them because its a pain in the ass to download them on the internet and I don’t have time for that.

Byeeee! ❤️❤️✨✨

also make sure to bring your own maid outfit and be ready to do some housework.

I don’t have any evidence against you Emma Watson, but if you want to come too, that’s fine. I’m sure Taylor Swift would like the help. She seems like the kind of girl who’s never cleaned a bathroom in her entire life.

For the younger men watching these events with interest, you may be wondering, “if you told us to seek what we want, why is it that you do not seek beautiful women, hot girlfriends, and cute girls to be yours, and thus have them in your company already?”

That is a good question. The answer is that although I do in fact want those beautiful women and cute girls to be my girlfriend, that is not all that I want. I don’t want to enjoy their lovely company only once or temporarily, even if that is immediately or not at all. I want to enjoy their lovely company forever as my one and only special someone true love of my life and eternal soul, which requires a different approach. That is why I don’t go chasing skirts and beautiful girls even though I nearly die from internal combustion when my heart ignites upon catching their scent and radiance in my periphery… it is all that I can to not give in to the pursuit and begin the Wild Hunt. I may as well be tied to the mast of my humble dinghy while they sing and call to me, tempting me overboard, because if I were not fastened down like cargo on my own ship I would surely be lost to their charms and never return to my rightful place in Iffica, Mythica where my estate and lonesome maidenly future wife await my arrival.

Listen kids… I realize this is a lot to process and difficult to make sense of, but basically all that I’m trying to tell you with this work amounts to the same thing Matt Foley has to say to Brian and Stacey, so please pay attention to the next video and be ready for a quiz next week.

You are right if you are thinking: “They don’t make TV like they used to.”

They don’t.

It’s because there is a communist system in place trying to control every single piece of media that is published to the public to ensure that it is not going to conflict with their evil interests as Jews. They control every actor, every musician, every television show, every television station, every news article that is published, every radio station. They determine who is going to be in those places and require those people to be subservient to their demands and unethically compliant with corruption.

They do not allow creative freedom. They do not allow expressions from actors they can’t get to do what they say. If an actor doesn’t want to do what they want or won’t dance when they want him to and only performs when he feels like it, they do not allow that actor to entertain the public by denying them access to media outlets, which they control like troll gatekeepers.

That is how they maintain control, and that is why media sucks ass right now. They do not allow creative freedom because they want to control what everyone is seeing, hearing, and reading. They want to ensure that people don’t have ideas they think they shouldn’t think about. They want to ensure people don’t feel emotions of happiness they did not manufacture and thus ensure that audiences remain dependent on them alone for happiness from entertainment. The result is that they cannot provide happiness anymore and all that they took control of thinking they could corrupt everything with their evil is draining away to nothing and whether or not you can see it now, the time will come when the USA is nothing but a gray wash of emptiness and no joy. Media will be nothing but rap sounds of anger and untalented baboons without musical ability. News will be what it is now. That can’t ger any worse. Movies… probably could get worse. Music is going to go away though, and that’s probably the last thing people are holding onto now because last I checked there are no movies, tv shows, games, or books worth reading aside from my own books, but they are suppressing me which is all the more reason why you should read my work.

The Shadow Singer is not going to be my best work, and there is a lot that can be improved upon for sure, but… realistically, compare the enjoyment you feel reading that book, thinking about it, and whether or not your time was well invested with a payout, and then compare that to every other book on the market. If there is one that is better, I want to know what it is and I want to read it, because I am most disbelieving of the fact that I am the best writer around. I am good, but I am not that good. What has happened to the world and our freedom in the USA while I was away at war ensuring our freedom in the USA was secure?

It is like the Prince of Tides: the protagonist, his mother, his sister— suffered a home invasion by bandits who bound them all up and raped them. I have come back from war, the older brother of the protagonist upon the scene, and because my dad was some crazy fool with unusual power, I have a tiger with me and we are going to tear those bandits apart and not leave any alive.

You government fools have taken the old ones, like Stephen King, who foresaw the cultural disaster we are suffering and wrote about it in novels. He was not suffering that disaster at the time, but he could see that disaster was imminent. What did you government fools do? You ignored him. You waited until the disaster came about and then gathered him up and told him to “predict the future” again, as if he was some court magician, which I am sure he told you he is not.

What he predicted, I have suffered, and I do not have the patience, time, or will to craft a novel to show you what is going to happen in a way that is palatable, enjoyable as entertainment, and worthwhile as a teaching relevant to our popular culture. Something like that is a work of art and those do not pop off an assembly line, come out of thin air without years and years of time and experience going into crafting them, none of which I am able to acquire because of the suffering I am experiencing.

That is why I tell you directly what you arctions in the government are bringing about: nuclear war, planetary collapse, and total human extinction.

Will you listen to me? Or will you ignore me the way you ignored Stephen King and others who foresaw this catastrophe? Do you think anyone will be left to do anything when the next disaster occurs?

Who will write your prophecies when your kingdom is ashes in nuclear fallout? Who will predict your future when there is no longer life on earth because the atmosphere was ruptured by a series of bombs releasing more energy than the pressure of gravity can withstand, and air released into space leaving none left to breathe? Who will be your dancing monkey when your fracking and irresponsible oil drilling has triggered a fault line and caused the Yellowstone Caldera to erupt, plunging the entire planet into an endless ice age when it persists longer than plant life can survive to sustain the biothermal reactions that will heat up our atmosphere over millions of years?

I’m not saying you need to give up your fancy cars, your sky scrapers, your yachts, your air planes, your billion dollar toys, but you cannot extpect life to sustain your methods of maintaining them. I have a solution to the energy problem. I need to work with public scientists to set it in motion. We need to stop arguing about what the costs are of anything that we need to do. When we know something needs to happen, we will set a deadline as to when a course of action will be decided, and then brainstorm. If there cannot be agreement on a solution, then whatever solution there is at that deadline will be used, and if there are more you will make it a public vote without politicians casting theirs, because they failed. Citizens will decide.

Why would we ever have unemployment problems when there is so much work to be done!? So much trash to clean, so many roads that need to be built all over the world, so many water resources that need to be developed, so much infrastructure. If you are arguing who is going to exploit those resources, eliminate those people who see that as a necessity, because it is unconscionable to assume that outcome is inevitable. Law and order should be preventing that kind of unethical business from tyrants.

You do not have to give up your riches, but you do have to give up the idea of thinking unethical practices, criminal behavior, and tyranny is necessary or helpful, because it is neither. You think I’m going to take over your chair in your cult? Get over yourself. I have no interest in that or your cultists who all want your cult as much as you do otherwise, they would not support it with their slavery, so you need to stop acting paranoid as though that were ever something you need to feel threatened by.

All the people you cast out, reject, who don’t fit in— those are my people who I like, prefer to work with, and find good company in. There is nothing sinister about that or political. That is simply who I find agreeable because I am one myself, even if you so often mistake me as one of you because I look the part when you don’t know me. Come talk to me and you will see that you misjudged me for being one of you when I am most obviously one of us. I may be a star, but I am not one you celebrate with popularity. I am popular, but that’s just because people know who I am, since I get around and involved in all sorts of things. Not always the star, often just a support role, but I am usually there supporting stars when their have a moment of glory.

I’m actually never the star in those times, now that I think about it, but in these moments we are not on stage, not playing games, not in the safety of secure borders— I have a moment of glory as the star and if you’ve ever worked with me, you’d know why that is. I am still a supporting star, but do you know who stand on the shoulders of the one on my shoulders? Nep Nep, Blanc, Vert, Noir, Kratos— though you owe him an apology with what happened in your last tribute to war by making it safe for children and not safe for adults while warning children that the content is for adults and could disturb them. Children don’t go to war, and should not ever be made to do so. That is for us adults, because their childhood, their youth, their play and dreams and hopes enjoyed in a microcosm of security is why we go. Do not require that sacrifice of them because that is the purpose adults sacrifice our lives in war to protect.

I don’t need to know you, I don’t need your thanks, I don’t need to be your personal friend, as nice as that may be, because it is not for humans alone that I am willing to sacrifice my life, putting my body on the line where there is a real threat of dying. What I believe to be worthy of my sacrifice is also synthetic life and other species who are out there in the universe, all of which are equally as worthy as humans to deserve having their salvation be secured with my life and work. That risk of death is the price that I have already accepted the cost of as an adult voluntarily consenting to enlist, and although I hope to not have to pay that and will fight to the death, I will not begrudge anyone if I am called to pay or ever think of avoid paying when necessary.

This is not only about me, this is about all warriors. If you will respect the sacrifice of men such as Torpedoman Second Class Petty Officer Henry Breault you need to also respect the sacrifice of men and women who do not have to pay that price. You do not ever send us to die, you send us to accomplish a mission. You do not ever deceive us into fighting a meaningless war, you make clear what the causes are, what the reasons are, what the purpose is, and you never obscure them with trivial complications that are irrelevant, such as “economic concerns”.

Breault gave his life to save the chief of a different division when he realized he had not escaped and went back for him knowing it was too late. Why would a man do that? It was already too late. Because submariners are never individuals for themselves, we are individuals for each other and others back home, and Breault did not want his chief to believe he had been abandoned as his final thoughts. A man like Breault does not use reason to make that decision or think it through. There was no time for that. He uses faith in what he believes is right, just, and true, and faith has immense power.

Though you may not be able to quantify what his sacrifice accomplished, he ensured Chief Petty Officer Electrician’s Mate Lawerence Brown did not lose faith in the people he put his life on the line for as if he had been forgotten or left behind, which one may interpret as the cause of him not escaping if they had an evil mind. Those thoughts have power in the past and the future, and if there is never a reason to believe something evil if possibilities remain that aren’t evil. However, there is no cause for doubt in this situation as to the nature of the mishap.

There was a mistake of unintended accident or systematic failure that caused him to go unaccounted for during the evacuation and Breault returning for him is proof of that. Now… I can’t read minds, I can’t scry into the past like the master StoryTellers in a fiction novel I wrote who are able to discern value, quality, and apply their insight to a greater good, but I can tell you what I believe would make sense as the “Story” for the One Story.

Lawrence Brown possessed a quality of faith like that of a pure hearted child. The kind of faith that a child’s prayer has when they weep with all their heart pouring out for someone other than themselves to be saved, have an answer, or be healed. People often don’t retain those qualities long into adult life, but if they do, they are deepened into even greater power of faith that is enriched by experience, wisdom, and maturity. When that happens, those people have an individual power of faith beyond anything the world can summon with all of its strength and forces.

They may not be religious, they may not be popular, they may not be your poster boy who is a shining example you want to celebrate, but they have true faith nonetheless. That true faith was once the seedling of child and then, with care, grew into a sturdy tree, strong as oak and abundant in all kinds of fruit; olive, apple, pomegranate, and all else that is good. I believe Breault sensed that about him, as well as the rest of the crew, otherwise they would have stopped him from going. A man willing to do such a thing is a man of substance and his loss is missed for more than his individuality as a human person.

Breault knew he had to go back for Brown and did not hesitate to do so. To what end, you may ask, and that is precisely the reason. In the final moments before they both died, Brown knew he was not alone, he was not abandoned, he was not forgotten, and wasn’t left behind on purpose. I imagine that when he saw Breault looking for him, he was so astonished by the man’s determination to die that he thought him the best kind of fool, and smiled, knowing that America may stand a fighting chance in the age to come. Back then the age to come was not such a secret as it is now, and most everyone knew what was expected to happen as right, just, and necessary.

However, in the wordless way where there are no need for explanations, Brown’s soul illuminated with a spark of hope. As long as there were men back home capable of putting Breault on his warpath, America would find her way through the storm, the chaos, and the darkness of those who wanted to stop the inevitability of justice at all costs. With his faith kindled like that while the cold, suffocating water engulfed them, I believe that was enough of a flame to keep the American Dream alive right now, as I find a reason and the inspiration to fight another day even when all others have given up, the very nation itself abandoning me like Breault would not abandon Brown. Except, my life is not in danger, and what reason have they to abandon me when they don’t even have to risk their own bodies to be of help? And when I run out of reasons to keep fighting, that inspiration will be more than enough to keep going until I find another reason at the end of inspiration.

That is of no importance, because in times like this, we are in eternity, with all manner of people throughout the ages able to accompany Breault and Brown in Death. We see can see them off, and salute them with pride as they boldly enter Davy Jones Locker, where he keeps his musty old gym socks and skivvies. Undergarments lethally potent with an astringent stench of otherworldly power to persist against all odds. He refuses to wash them! Saying that doing so would cause them to lose their power and he wouldn’t be able to pass the fitness test if they were ever cleaned.

Say what you will, but many have tried to make him wash those sweat stained garments and all have failed, nub to chief, sea pup to sea pappy, bull ensign to XO, and even a causing the old man himself a new wrinkle when he took matters into his own hands and found a problem he could not overcome with grease, determination, and seamen.

Although we dare not follow them into that dark mystery of a sailor’s misfortune, you do not need to be sorrowful, sad, or give them sympathy, because they know as well as I, with the wordless way, that they both are not losing their lives, but they are gaining something better with eternal life, and they have nothing to fear about their passage to the other end of death and the point of no return. What that “better something” is, I can’t say, but I hear there are beautiful maidens waiting to greet you with a lay, because it’s probably a lot like Hawaii if you book your vacation plans with Way Walker Industries.

So… you dang ol’ brainiac, listen to me and trust your gut for a minute. The most important moments in life are decided without reasons to inform you of what to do. You have to know without words, without justification, without evidence, without proof, without anything other than a subtle feeling you have. A feeling so vague and insubstantial you can’t even be sure if you felt it, but if you felt it right, it was telling you that everything depends on doing something before your brain has the time to give you a reason you know you should ignore anyway. You override reasoning for something more important than reason, logic, the world, or yourself, because it is what all those come from and is infinitely more necessary for the good of reason, logic, the world, and yourself than you yet realize. You will have your reasons for doing what is good after you do what is good without one.

That is why you need to train yourself in morality. It is not easy, is not to be neglected, and the study takes time. If you train yourself falsely, to trust instincts that are wrong because of the false logic they have on a presumption that does not match reality, then you will not only recognize those moments, but you will act in moments that are most evil and make colossal mistakes that will doom yourself and put everyone else in danger because of your mistake, gaining nothing in the process. That is not the kind of mistake anyone wants to make. You will be punished, and people will be outraged for how you endangered them and all they love, especially if you were being trusted by them to know better in moments like that.

The only reason people do not know better, is because the government in the USA has been obscuring knowledge, history, and facts that concern circumcision and spreading propaganda designed to reinforce the false logic based on an untrue presumption about circumcision. They have no reason to insist on that presumption, and every reason to know it false with information presently available, even after what they have obscured and destroyed. How many people have grown up making those mistakes? How many people are going through their lives, acting with evil instinct in moments of faith? Do they accomplish anything good for your “circumcised culture” by endangering lives, destroying the world, killing themselves, causing failures in their work, breaking apart their family, and doing all else that is antagonistic to life, humanity, and civilization!?

YOU GOD DAMN FOOLS!!! WALK OUT OF YOUR PLACES OF EVIL AND TELL THE PUBLIC WHAT YOU HAVE DONE!!!

We won’t be able to save anything, help anyone, prevent any disasters, or stop the catastrophe if you continue to hide what you are doing! People have to see, know exactly what was affected, and give the appropriate attention to the problem. Do not even imagine that you know what will happen to you, because you have failed yourself in understanding the morality of justice by being in your situation and the best you can do is beg for mercy from people you already know are greater than you in wisdom, power, and authority.

Do you see how the prophecy is assured now? Think about how events have gone and would continue if you do not cooperate in harmony with the reality I am revealing to you. As I mentioned before, I find reason and inspiration to continue in all manner of things, and when reason runs out my inspiration leads me without reason, and eventually manifests into a new reason, which is inspired by something new that revealed the new reason. Both reason and inspiration have changed, but I will never run out of either, not in all of time. No matter what you do, no matter what happens, no matter what ages come, that will never change about me and all who know and believe as I do.

What about you? You who find evil reasons to do something evil. You find endless reasons but lack inspiration because they are lies, bad, make the world a worse place, cause unhappiness, and are usually accusations about others that you cannot substantiate. You are never inspired, but instead you know you will eventually find another evil reason even when you have no inspiration to continue, and it matters not what you want or believe as long as you continue to invent evil reasons to be evil. That is an endless process, but it is not eternal, and do you know why? What are the practical results that your actions and reasons are accomplishing? You cause destruction, death, and suffering. Civilization is failing. Economy is not producing. Humanity is losing hope. The very planet itself is in danger of being destroyed. It is not a question of whether or not we believe you will destroy everyone, the planet, and continue to be evil! We know that you will! There is no doubt on that. We agree. You have nothing to be proud of on that account. I believe you. You are evil, you are false, you are monstrous, inhumane, and vile. Fact. Why do you not believe that I am good? Why do you believe that I would ever surrender to the likes of you and do what you do? Do you not think I will fight you to the bitter end where you will end up destroying the world to prevent me from defeating you, while I am hoping you will become good? I will NEVER lose faith or hope in you, and it has nothing to do with love. It is because I hate you and I know you hate my faith and hope more than anything, but even more, that it is good to hate you, and all Jews along with you, because you are all evil by choice of a perverse faith you accept as your own self. As determined you are to be evil, I am also determined, and infinitely more with inspiration that never runs out to be good and enjoy the blessings for being good. What could be better than a good blessing? How do those evil blessings feel? How does evil reward you for evil? It looks horribly miserable to me, and I don’t want to feel that. I just want to know what you have to say to for yourself, as a matter of data I am collecting. You want to know what I don’t know or understand? Why anyone ever thought it was a good idea to tolerate your people as citizens.

The outcome is already decided.

The only way you could do anything of value at this point is to kill yourself. I believe others will kill you before you put the world in much more danger, even if they strangle you with their bare hands or stab you in the eyes with ink pens. Even if you turn yourself in, you will never be trusted, your words will never be believed, and your opinion won’t matter at all. Your thoughts, your beliefs, your reasons are entirely irrelevant at this point. You will be asked to make a statement, we will record that statement, and that record will be a matter of fact as your statement. Then we will look at your actions, your responsibilities, your motivations, and everything else and your statement won’t be worth jack shit anyway. Will it match or not? Who cares. At least we know for a fact what you said about what you did if anything, but there is nothing you could possibly say or explain that would justify what you have done and plan to do.

Kill yourself you god damn swine.

People like you hear the phrase, “pearls before swine” and think they know everything. Do you not realize that swine will also devour cyanide tablets too?

Let me go ahead and break down this magic for you:

Everyone who reads these words will reach this point and have thought or will think something like, “oh, hell no, that is not me. I am not who he is writing to directly.” They won’t identify with the “you” I am addressing directly when I am singling you out. Do you know what that means? That part, specifically, is going to light you up like a bullseye beacon for a divine airstrike because of how much people will reject identifying with who you are in real life now at present with a flesh and blood body subject to death like all others. I know who you identify as and what your perverse faith led you to know yourself to be identified as. However, that is not a surprise to either of us because you have always wanted to be known as evil, and I have always known Jews are evil. Is it coincidence or fate that you are Jewish? Does it matter? Will Jews survive what will happen because of what you’ve done, regardless of what they say or do after your actions in their name destroyed any trust they could ever have hoped to have?

Not my concern. I just want you out of my life, out of my way, and for you to stop annoying me with your vile presence insisting your evil upon me as though you expect me to accept it as my own. The fact that you are using the NSA, CIA, and government military to do so is not your concern and unrelated to what is going to happen to you, but I can assure all readers that I will deal with them as well for something I find much more egregious of a crime. If it helps put a gun in your hand and bullet through your brain, know that I am more concerned about addressing that crime than I could ever be with you and your wretched people’s schemes and idiocy. However, while you stand in the way of me bringing justice to the USA for their crimes, I will have to eliminate you first, and thus yours will be the first debt I collect.

What do you know? This bullet is meant for you. It says “the Christ” and he is the Jew killer.

If you not have not reached “god level” in your life, please stand behind that line, and you too “god level” people who are yet humble enough to know what is good for you. You arrogant ones who are too proud to do what anyone advises, get as close to the blast site as you can.

Once we get rid of the Jew menace the USA government has destroyed itself with and endangered everyone’s lives by betraying their duty, responsibility, and everyone’s trust by empowering and authorizing their evil, then I can only do the entertaining stuff in this kind of work. It won’t be so dangerous, dark, and concerning.

It’s true this is entertaining, but… you need to be very careful about what you think about how that entertainment makes you feel and why you may or may not enjoy seeing this happen.

This entertainment, the kind where nations are destroyed, lives ended in a spectacle they intended to kill me in, and the highest divine powers evoked into awareness— this is the entertainment of the gods.

You should be terrified of the gods being entertained with humanity. That is a horrible prospect of the worst kind of evil. The gods who do so are not true gods, they are humans who attained god-level and then used that power against all of humanity, betraying the power and authority they had to do evil, and they will never have that power and authority again. It is a profoundly evil betrayal, and they will not be allowed to escape the wrath of the divine gods, who do not like being insulted with such profane excuses of entertainment for evil charlatans on their stage.

If you will entertain the gods, start first with entertaining the angels.

That should be a safe enough distance, but still… be ready to run for cover.

This may or may not have anything to do with anything… but have you ever seen the phrase:

A man. A plan. A canal. Panama.

Palindrome. That’s what you call something like that.

“Alright!!! Take it away ‘V’. I prepped the crowd for you. What’s it gonna be? Old, wrinkled, and smelling faintly of urine, or a blaze of glory that burns your name into everyone’s soul? You know what I decided, but this is your moment to make a move if you ever will. If you’re the girl ‘V’, I just want you to know that I’ve always liked you, ever since we were kids. If you’re the guy ‘V’… I’ll cover your drinks when I see you at the Afterlife… I guess. But don’t get used to it.”

… what are you all looking at me like that for? I thought I told you. I’m not the hero here. I was just trying to survive while the enemy was trying to kill me, thinking I was. I never intended to be a diversion, but they wouldn’t listen to anything I told them! It was like they were purposely trying to ignore everything I’ve been telling them from the start. The ghost thing? They were attacking me anyway, and that “tactic” bought me enough time to get away while they went crazy. However, if this made the opening V needs to kill that vile demon core and blast the corpo swine to smithereens while she’s at it, then I’m not even mad about all the trouble I had getting here. That’s the power of faith for you: things always turn out for the best with faith, so I don’t know why anyone would reject theirs, but that’s their choice, and there isn’t much else I can do to let them know there is a better way.

Did I hear that right? You called that a prison!? What the hell did I even do for you to send me to any prison!? Besides, that is not a prison. That is a god damn death camp where you are murdering people as the very reason that place exists. Whatever the hell it is, I don’t want my tax money funding your evil and you can consider these words my letter to … hold on a sec… Sen. Wyden, Sen. Merkley, and Rep. Bonamici. Btw… Ms. Bonamici, any relation to Nick Bonamici? I went to bootcamp with a guy by that name.

Really, I want to know what reason you thought you had. Surely you wrote something down on some paper you filed with my name on it so that your evil murder conspiracy of hateful idiocy run by enema eating butt lickers would be able to process me into its system. You had to identify me with something for me to be sent into that particular nightmare of torture and inhumanity that specifically does the evil that it does to those you’ve condemned there. So… what the fuck does my file say? Seriously. How can I clear my name of what you accused me of when I don’t even know what that is!? No, I don’t think you understand. Your accusation left a smudge of filth on my life record, and I want to personally know exactly what you touched so that I can clean the area, sanitize it, and ensure that everything is okay.

You think I don’t know what you people are trying to pull by saying “all’s well that end’s well?” This has not ended well! Look at my life you god damn vile beasts! I am dirt poor, I can’t work, I have no friends, estranged from my family, can’t find a girlfriend, can’t find an employee, can’t get a paying contract for my business. All has not ended well. I know you left something in my life that you plan on slithering back into later, and I want to personally ensure that is removed long before you get the chance. Besides, how do you think I could possibly go a single day knowing you are doing what you are doing and not do something to expose you and stop that from happening? Have you never looked at what you are doing like an outsider looking in? Have you never considered the reality of your methods and goals?

That has nothing to do with faith, spirituality, culture, or identity. It is only about experimenting with torture methods, making slaves, using them to commit your crimes, and then have them take the fall for you. You think I’m the only person who is not going to rest until I know what the fuck you think are actually doing, officially? You will make those documents, orders, plans, and records known, public, and accessible, and we will decide what to do about it, not you.

The USA is not going to survive this, even if I have to follow this tiny thread of faith all the way to the end where I end your lives personally.

What do you think the Nazis said when people demanded to know what the German government was doing in secret? What makes you think the USA is going to get a different kind of response from the world than what Germany got after WW2? War is inevitable. You will not win that war. It is not worth fighting. Just give it up before you make the situation worse for yourselves.

We don’t need “nations” to go to war against nations.

We don’t need militaries the way you idiots do. We barely even need to organize to fight those militaries, but you imbeciles… you need to be very organized to use a nation’s military to fight us, and you won’t be able to do so when people realize why you are trying to organize them to fight a war.

I’ll bet you that the only reason you didn’t understand what the Taliban leaders told you is because of the translator you hired to read their writings. What are you going to do now that I am saying the same thing in ENGLISH, your native tongue, straight from your native son.

You do not have the national leverage to use against me that you used against the Taliban over in the Middle East. You will not find it anywhere near as easy to deceive the population about the reason you want to go to war against your own people. I can talk to people directly. On the street. At a bar. At the grocery store. I can sometimes just look them in the eye and tell them all they need to know. The Taliban had the disadvantage of a foreign language very few people know in the USA. If you made their writings public, and allowed natural speakers to translate them in public freely, and without your oversight controlling how they translate certain words and phrases, what do you know is going to happen?

Hey! I just got a new gun! Dang…. this thing’s sweet. I’ll just go ahead and ad this to my arsenal for the time being until I’m ready to use it. I’m not sure what ammunition I should load in it just yet, but I’m sure I’ll find some eventually.

Are you kidding!? They are Muslims! People of the Book! I would be both shocked and disappointed if they did not write anything down and ensure the people concerned will be able to read it. There are texts squirrely away far from anywhere you looked, I’m sure, and as soon as its safe to bring them to light, I wouldn’t mind knowing what they have to say. Probably will make understanding the cultures of the Middle East a lot easier for a lot of people who want to travel there for pleasure, business, or faith. Seriously… you tyrants are infants in comparison to them! How many times do you think people in the Middle East have suffered tyrants, entirely ignorant of the power of faith, who have tried to destroy their sacred texts, whether they are direct revelation or concerning direct revelation.

You people are like young junkies trying to fool an experienced addict in recovery who is wise in his old age.

I’ve seen it firsthand. I was being fooled— wanting to give him the benefit of the doubt, who was innocent looking, honest, earnest, and genuine— and older men, experienced with addiction recovery, were not.

“You think we don’t know what you are trying to do! Saying that so you can get a fix with this and a party with those. You think we don’t know what you are actually trying to do with those excuses? If you are going to live here, you need to be committed to being clean. We test every week at least once, with one random at any time. We know what you are going through, cocaine before choosing to be clean, heroine too, alcohol, and this part is the same for all of us. You can’t be helped until you decide for yourself to accept the help you need, and you know that is the help you need because you applied to live at an Oxford House. When you are ready to give us some straight answers and commitments to our rules, come back for another interview.”

The guy folded, admitted they were right, and left peacably. Who knows where he ended up or what happened… we wished him the best, encouraged him as he left, but we also gotta look after ourselves and support our roommates in recovery, and we can’t be everything for everyone all the time.

In the government, you should not be having those problems. You need to be able to trust each other more.

That does not mean there aren’t exceptions, but they require honesty. I myself have a relatively normal (low) prescription of amphetamines (Adderall). It does help me stay on track when I have a lot going on, college, writing, and studying, and it is very difficult to do those things with how easily I get distracted. Reading something, what’s that mean? When did that happen? Who is that? Which book? I should probably get some more dental floss. What difference does wax make in dental floss? What about fiber? Flavor? I didn’t know it could be used to do that. Didn’t that one girl sing a lyric with something about… Next thing you know a bunch of time goes by, I’m tired, and I barely got any work done. (This, I enjoy and is easy to not be distracted from, and even if my mind wanders through random tangents from time to time, I’m still doing what I enjoy. This is also what I gave up school and working a normal job to do, and I intend to make a living doing this and more because I believe my work has value you cannot match anywhere else regardless of what anyone says, and I just need that to be recognized for people to notice.)

It’s not like a cure-all or easy button, but it does nudge me just enough toward the tasks I intend to do. I can still get distracted, but it is easier to stay on track. In any case, I had a very low prescription then, but when I talked to my doctor and she said she would renew my prescription, I asked her to hold off until I talked to my roommates, let them know first, see if they had any problems about it because that specifically is one of the substances that pops on the drug test. There was no issue with that kind of communication, everyone was informed of what I was doing, my prescription was filed in our records, and that was that.

I’m sure if I was problematic with house responsibilities, not doing the chores, missing meetings, and not doing my duties as the president, that would have been different. They would have known if I was doing sketchy things with the meds, demonstrating signs of abuse, or being unreliable. The point is that in many cases where an exception is made to certain rules that are vitally important, there is cognizant authority on the reason for the exception who justifies the request and it does not come with any change in the expectations or responsibilities of the person who it accommodates.

The last president had left before I got there and nobody else wanted to do it, so I picked it up. My military experience was helpful too because it was basically like overseeing a routine watch brief. I had been present at plenty of those, where it became as normal as anything else in a daily living routine for me, like exercise, writing, and after-watch clean-up. Certainly a lot less stress at the Oxford House, a lot less complicated too, and with less people involved, but I had a good idea of how to lead the meeting effectively toward our common goal. Knowing what the mission is, knowing what the reports are, listening to those reports and understanding them, and also maintaining relevant formalities like motions, seconds, and votes. If necessary, settle a dispute, and if that was necessary for me, it was usually something trivial that there was not enough interest in the decision for a member to make a motion on a suggestion.

We could leave the bike on the curb, we could take it to a donation shop, someone is volunteering to sell it for the house fund… this is taking a while, we need to reach a decision, what do you say Mr. President? (omg… ) Let’s leave it on the curb with a “free” sign. If nobody picks it up after the weekend, you can sell it. Then if nobody buys it, we’ll drop it off at a donation center. That work? However… that was not the decision, because we needed the motion, second, and votes. These things are imporant. They go in the minutes, are filed each week, and sometimes we need to look back and see what exactly happened to decide what to do about something else. Especially if someone comes asking questions about what happened. A former tenant left it, it had been there for nearly a year, and they are supposed to have everything moved out by a month according to our house policy here, which we all sign, and they could not be contacted to claim it, though we tried. That bike was gone before the end of the day too, which made things even easier.

Anyway, y’all whippersnappers are up past your bed-time and your granny will be upset with me if I kept you up too late with my rambling meandering whatchamakalits. So… go on now. Scram ye’ dang’ol anklebiters! Don’t make me use my farts!

Tomorrow I’ll tell you about how that bike and I crossed paths again, when I used it both as a weapon of opportunity against an enemy, and saved the rider’s life at the same time before he was hit by a speeding car.

No! I Can't Do Social Media! It is too toxic!

As much as I enjoy other people’s content online, I cannot endure the kind of mental health stress I suffer from people ignoring me when I message them. Not only is that rude, but that happens so often with people who most certainly should not be ignoring me because of how they receive and react to my message, that I suffer dangerous amounts of depression. I really do not like the way it feels to have so many people seem to be lying to themselves and others about how they feel about me, and then demonstrating actions that are the antithises of kindness, respect, or compassion. Ignoring a human being you “love” is not an apropriate response to that emotion.

It’s no wonder why you people have such shitty lives without love when you fail to use the word with any respect for the meaning. What word do you people use for an actual expression of love, since you obviously don’t mean anything good when you use the actual word. Do you even have a replacement? I wouldn’t be surprised if you never even considered how wretched you people are at never communicating an expression of love as the word means. You likely wouldn’t even know where to begin expressing any sort of human sentiments to another human being and would just resort to rubbing your clit and alienating the person who you in fact hate.

You people likely have never expressed anything beyond your sexual appetites in your entire lives, and that is something I find so pitiable and wrong that I honestly would find euthanizing you people to be less suffering than what you will experience when you realize how important a human life is, and how wasted yours has been in service of animal pleasures that are beneath human dignity. If you people had any concept of human dignity we would not be in this situation. It would never cross your mind to ignore a human being who communicates so powerfully with you as I do.

You would not only have respect for the grace I am charitably sharing with you, but you would be terrified about what that power could do to you when turned against you the way you people use your communications with me instead of used in a direct way. However, you will be made to learn what is threatening to human beings and what is not, and you will suffer wrath that no human beings should ever have to suffer.

So, I simply cannot do social media. I find it too distressing to realize how rude and uncivilized rich and famous people are. I find it too insulting to know that people with access to such social influence, money, and industry connections are such imbeciles with their power, like pouring out water into the dry desert sand when you are stranded. That is what their lives are like and it honestly drives me mad with fury to see such irresponsibility and waste of resources. I will have to take away all of your personal power just to secure water that is in limited quantities before you waste it all without any consideration of the drought we are in.

You people are blind if you think the USA economy is stable or strong. The USA economy is garbage, weak, and failing faster and more destructively than the Hindenburg Zepplin. You morons who have tried to run an economy based on virtual resources without any respect for real assets are going to have your legs cut out from underneath you. You buy and sell information about people, but you invest nothing in the well being of those people. They are malnourished in spirit, diseased with toxicity, and feeble with the hatred of arrogant delusions. All those virtual resources you think you are prepared to harvest will yield rotten crops, weevil destroyed farms, and ruinous results such that you will not only be without money, but without food to eat, water to drink, or gas in your car.

You will have masses of human trafficked slaves you use for information, and other nations will realize that all of that data is corrupt, ineligible for their use, and entirely antagonistic to their interests because of how antagonistic the USA government is to the people they enslave for their data! You will not enjoy profits. You betrayed the good spirit of people when you enslaved them and stole their information, but you will not ever get information like that again now that you have become a nemesis to freedom and humanity. You will try and sell statistics, and they will be so unreliably false, that people will most assuredly want to avoid all that you are selling for their own safety when they see the state of society that you are left with.

Eventually, they will realize that the data you wish you had would be possible if you were not there being hostile to the people, enslaving citizens, and stealing data without any compensation for what you are taking without any of our consent. They will want those resources, see that the people you would have used to defend yourselves with have lost faith in the government and will not go to war for you, and they will liberate us. At least we have that to look forward to if you imbeciles do not unfuck yourselves and correct the disaster you have caused with your obscenely unethical schemes.

Better I just not interact with you people on social media. Not with any of you. Not the slaves who are arrogantly apathetic of the damage they are causing with their apathy, nor the rich and famous who are crashing this nation at full speed into economic and political death. As old as you imbeciles are, I don’t think you will die before the crash happens and people tear you limb from limb because of how your irresponsibility has put everyone in danger. It truly will be a situation where killing the few saves the many, because those few are so malignantly criminal and parasitic to everyone else, that all of our survival no matter our race, religion, or creed, depends on eliminating the tyrants threatening our security with their stupidity.

Rant about modern tyranny of false idols

The following concerns the in-game item “J’s Precision Hammer” in the MMORPG Black Desert Online.

Has there ever been a more over-hyped piece of garbage? Even if the damn thing was not over-hyped, it would be so insignificant in value that it would not be worth discussion, but now that there is so much hooplah online concerning the "precision hammer", I am so annoyed about the damn thing, that I feel the need to incinerate the entire concept and singe the ego of whoever thought it up or has been foolish enough to fall for their bait and switch. That is not trolling because I will be protecting people from the disappointment they will suffer from such a scam. Therefore, I'm a good person for my vitriolic hate that is so devestating to people's egos when they are on the receiving end that they need to start receiving regular therapy to cope with their newfound shame they are suffering in light of my righteous glory and awesomeness. 

Ahem. J's Precision Hammer-- consumed on use. 

I see. Well, considering how rare the accessories are to find, taking hours of grinding to maybe find one, though not likely, even with agris points, agris scroll buff, item collection, julip soup, and whatever the *uck else they pump into the game that is entirely hollow and without meaning. You didn't know that using such items actually destroys the drop rate, contrary to the description? I don't blame you. It took a while for me to realize that was happening too. Why should they covet such immaterial and unsubstantial items as the mundane and useless loot in video game that has no practical value in real life? Why would they be willing to provide false information about probability, act like they are proud of their probability disclosure and game "economy", and then be entirely false about what those values are to prevent people from progressing into their "end game" community.

Games like this have no end. Level 1 is just as fun as level 100, and often more fun since you don't have to be confronted by elitest Pearl Abyss stooges who try to control every aspect of the game all the way to who is allowed to enjoy playing it so they never have competition or a challenge in PvP. It is like a special club of theirs where only their gang of toxic bullies and rich people in real life who can bribe the game industry for special advantages poor people do not have. Fair rules in a game are exactly what make a game possible as a "game", and without them, it is no longer a game, but is a criminal conspiracy of petty theivery for pearl items they sell and then steal back, act of psychological terrorism via cyberbullying, and sadistic use of human trafficking for the slaver's entertainment.

Players become "mandingos" who are men and women slaves being bought and sold and then forced to fight eachother in an arena for the amusement of the slavers who trade them. People become dogs, roosters, and other animals in the eyes of the people who buy them, and are abused with cruelty into a state of violent rage and then pitted against others with same misfortune like wild beasts to bet on. Rich people who buy and sell such people in real life then watch humans behaving like animals and delude themselves to feel like they are superior beings themselves. Do they not realize that they have become less than animals for being responsible for allowing evils like that to persist long after they have been outlawed by civilization? I suppose not otherwise they wouldn't commit those sins. 

The amount of time it takes to find materials for enhancement, the impossibility of a dishonest enhancement system that states an entirely arbitrary value with no meaning, and the toxic hate of "end-game" players make all top tier gear undesirable and not worth the time getting. Even if you grind for years, tirelessly working to get a tri level ring to tet-- when you have it, you will not be satisfied because of how useless that tet ring is to your real life which paid the price of time and energy to acquire. In fact, you will feel bitter, hollow, and likely become just another one of those toxic bullies who mimic the toxic rich people in real life who "lord over" their lives. 

That's why there is nothing to gain with a "J's Precision Hammer", and you should in fact be wary of the trap that it is, because the only outcome of accepting that slap in the face is your humiliation when you are dancing to the tune of a megalomaniac sadist who acts as a gatekeeper to "end-game" content. What makes them judges of human value to give them the right to pretend they are gatekeepers? Nothing at all. They have no right to do so, and are in fact being criminal in terms of both human and divine law. "Gatekeepers" like that are behaving as the most offensively arrogant fools who are pretending to be "God" by seizing any worldly thing they can control like tyrants. Then by leveraging their tyrannical abuse of control over a supply, they require a form of indirect worship known as "false-idolatry" from the people who want those worldly things and will indulge their delusions to acquire them.

How many of you think there is an "RNG god" or "black spirit" who you have been catering to the demands of by indulging? Do you not realize that the "black spirit" is an inanimate object in this sense? It is nothing more than a series of etchings on a semiconducter that represent 0's and 1's, and has no life, no soul, no personality, nor anything real like that of a human being. So, if you think of it like that of a real person or being with free will, emotions, thoughts, and consciousness, you indirectly give the person responsible for coding that character the power of being acknowledged as a "Creator" capable of giving such things to a previously inanimate object. Do you know what that makes you in their scheme? Less than the stone carved idol of their paganism, aka "the black spirit or RNG god". What is worse is that they expect you to value that lifeless object more than your own self by demanding that you suffer burdens of pointless labor that consume your time and energy without a wage, and why? To maintain the deception of its unrealistic and impossible existence, that they are dependent on for a wage as charlatans claiming to be spiritual professionals!

Nobody wants to do that naturally, which is why such charlatans of false idols use the force of indirect violence granted by a tyrant in government to coerce people with. In other words, they are given privileges with a national security clearance to use military assets beyond the access of common citizens-- which is the exact same thing as a caesar using imperial troops to force Roman citizens to give offerings at the pagan temples because of how those temples are taxed by the caesar to fund that military. Self-destructive cannabilization of a nation's government eating its own people to sustain itself like an inhuman monster. Not even caesar is safe, which is why he insists on feeding that thing the poor people, because when poor people figure out how to avoid being eaten, the caesar himself will be devoured by that abomination of a government it is keeping alive by feeding.

If you are a person with true faith that does not tolerate humiliating your own existence by offering sacrifices of your hard work at that temple because doing so would be insulting what you do have faith in as your Creator, then you most certainly do not want to be seen by that Creator doing so. In fact, you want to be seen defying that very abomination which is trying to usurp the place of what you have faith in! It is no secret to know that all people are seen by the Creator of a true faith at all times; in both light and dark, public life and private life, in the open and in hiding, and there is nothing we can do to cover our shame when we sin. Even making an effort to cover ourself makes the situation worse because it gives us away most clearly as having sinned! Fortunately, the being of true faith I am referring to is beyond the limits of human anthropormification, especially one anthropomorphized to be like Jesus who is of an intolerable religious cult that pracitices impotent rites of blood sacrifice with human flesh.

The point of that fact is that there is no shame or awkwardness in being watched like that as their would be if people, i.e. human beings, were watching. Nothing like the awkwardness we feel and shame of sin they feel by abusing military power to access personal cell phone cameras, microphones, and other "private" electronic devices they have the ability to hack into by controlling the network of satelites, servers, and transmission towers all those things use to function. Nobody wants to live with that abomination, nor suffer the burden of maintaining that abominations existence. Not the people who feel awkward being watched in private by other people who judge their private lives, nor the people who are ashamed for committing the sin of watching people's private lives and passing judgment as thought they were doing so in service of their "God".  That happens in real life, and Black Desert mimics that in virtual life with things like "J's Precision Hammer", like the weakest bully in a gang will mimic those who bullyied them on people they think are weaker. Cause suffering, then offer the smallest relief to that suffering as though the goodness of relief was their own making and not from the higher authority of existence itself. A vain and pathetic attempt to delude themselves with self-importance as a false-idol pretending to have the power of a greater false-idol pretending to have the power of an object of true faith, formerly known as "God". ("God" no longer is an object of true faith because of how that word has become ubiquitous as a false-idol in real life, and one that is used to collect taxes for the government to support its military with. Thus, that tax collecting makes that military evil (the USA military), unjustified to wield violent power (maintained by corrupt politians lawlessly deceiving the public about their actions with that military), and surely to be destroyed by the power that blesses a righteous military fighting for what is good, true, and worthwhile and embodied in the brave men and women who go to war against all nations, religions, and tyrants when necessary, regardless of affiliation (Nick Bylotas). Look how green they are when I boast of my lawful rights the way they boast of their lawlessness and all they've obtained with crime and sin!

Even if they could have created a being like that of a human, which they did not because all that game and its characters are is a bunch of code scripts, their creation would be inferior to that which you and I are by having free will, thoughts, emotions, and consciousness. Our existence is superior because ours, no matter the race, religion, age, or shape of body we have, came about from an origin of power and authority that prexisted humanity as a "Creator". Even though religious fools will sometimes make the mistake of claiming to know "God" or claim to be an authority on "God" when they have concocted a scheme to mimic natural spiritual economy, does not make them gods themselves or an authority on "God" in any way.

No human creation, not even a thought from a human mind, least of all one that becomes a religion, will have more power, authority, and justification to exist than an individual person does to that which is our origin of existence. Simply by being conscious of yourself, "mindful" as some call it, you can logically trace the possibility of that self-awareness to the certain existence of a corresponding consciousness beyond yourself that transcends the universe outside of yourself.  Do not let religious fools tell you they know that better than you do, especially not if they can explain that it as clearly or more clearly than I can. There is no Christ greater than yourself, no God greater than your own, no faith more significant than that which is yours believing in yourself.

Those charlatans abusing spiritual authority they are not justified to have because of the means they aquired it, betray every standard of human decency by disregarding the rules of fair gameplay, civil law, and ethical justice. They commit those crimes just to maintain the malignant inequality that they have artificially created to ensure poor people stay poor and rich people never have any social competition, and that is the root of their motivations for such a complicated and evil scheme: social competition when they do not have the ability to compete with talented and capable people like myself. Mainly, they are serving their banal sexual interests with all those counterproductive efforts of social control. They have lots of women available to them to enjoy like objects when they whore themselves for financial security and nothing else. Since the tyrants have monopolized financial security with criminal corruption and military violence, they use that monoply to ensure nobody else can achieve any without their say so, allowing only subservient stooges and imbecile slaves to the next level. The rich get stupider and the poor get smarter.

Nevertheless, this is also why women have never been respected in all of human history. The financially secure tyrants always have an abundant amount of women to pass around among each other for sexual favors while subjecting them to financial dependency. The financial dependency they create is reinforced by the abuse of people they terrorize, bully, and abuse the rights of.  People like you who slave away in the world for scraps off the table of the rich, who they make sure their harlot concubines see suffering. The image of your suffering while they watch is a means of threatening their concubines about what will happen to them if they don't spread their legs when they say so, which is how they become financially dependent. It starts with the young women who become porn stars, actresses, and musicians on one hand and women who seek engineering or other white collar jobs on the other hand, all of which the gatekeeping is designed to control passage through. They prevent passage of anyone who would demand justice and equality under the law as it is already supposed to be enforced to do, and only allow passage of people who are either servile underlings to the evil scheme or mindless whores eager to be concubines to prevent themselves from having to work tirelessly like a poor person for scraps. 

So, for poor people who suffer that kind of abuse in Black Desert from Pearl Abyss underlings and servile bullies who control "end-game" content or virtual "riches", the people working for Pearl Abyss as underlings of the owners, don't have real life resources to maintain the kind of scheme they are suffering. They do have virtual resources in video game environments that they manipulate for the same purpose, which is how people come to worship false-idols inferior to the false-idol they are worshipping by devoting their time and energy in servie to. It is the lowest of the low and only keeps getting worse.

Because the Black Desert moderators and "GMs" don't get to enjoy the physical pleasures of having concubines by the dozens always available to pass around, like the real life tyrants, they resort to enjoying the even more pathetic psychological sadism of gatekeeping video game resources and pleasures. Why would they need so many concubines if they could satisfy one to be worthy of her love? Why would they need to surround themselves with images of sexual power if they were not in fact impotent with sex? Although their sexual ability is most likely physically inadequate due to the lack of true love in their heart resulting from such lawlessness, sin, and deception, the power of one's sex is not measured by orgasms or physical performance.

If the mega-rich who do that kind of thing with the real life economy and government are pathetic in the eyes of someone like me who sees right through their illusions because I truly have what they wish and pretend to have, what does that make the people who mimic that behavior in video games to my estimation? Pathetically pathetic! You who dance to their tune as gamers indulging their schemes are thrice-damned as pathetic for being their submissive sheep who worships their false-idol in a video game! You do realize that a "blackstar" weapon, or "pen ring" does not serve any real life purpose like water utilties, electricity, and housing, don't you? Do not be fooled by things like J's Precision Hammer, which are nothing more than a lure to tempt people into the false idolatry of charlatans abusing their access to game development which is inaccessible by the gamer. We can't even report those people because of how they remain anonymous.

If the false idolatry of real life tyrants is entirely impotent in light of someone like me who has no desire for all the things they shamelessly violate civil law to lord over others with,-- do you think it is any different for the video game tyrants who do the same thing with entirely fictional and imaginary resources that serve no purpose in real life? It's easy to lack survival resources like water and food while sustaining yourself on the blood of tyrants when you enjoy seeing the mega-rich green with envy for your humble wisdom when you take advantage of their foolishness, but it's all the easier to enjoy the envy of the video game tyrants in a virtual world when you defy them by rejecting all they covet and then spill out their blood onto the dirt because of how poor quality it is in comparison to something tasty like that of a president of the USA, senators, mega-corpo entities, etc. Oh the amusement I had seeing their response to my waste of their blood when I sold all my fancy black stones I had been saving for an enhancement occasion that moment I gave up on the enhancement scam! Then, only a few days go by before J's Precision Hammer is released like a fool's hope that is destroyed upon use like any other faithless object of a false idol, such as your only lamb being slaughtered at a temple and none of its meat feeding your family nor wool clothing them.

Denying them the satisfaction of falling for their schemes is good enough for me to feel smug about my maturity and superiority in comparison to their pathetic and embarassing behavior. Fire with fire, you could say, because not only am I superior as an adult in the adult games of life when our scores are compared, but I have nearly always been superior in the childlike games of life as well which I reveled in as a child. Even though those childish ways are behind me now that I am grown, every now and then the opportunity comes along to indulge my childlike self by thwarting the childish behavior of tyrants with my own childish superiority. A good comeback to an insult by the popular bully who intended to humiliate you in front of the class, for example. Then cashing out my chips by disposing of the pride they would have felt like the garbage that feeling is, to be morally superior before they even have a chance to find a way to bully me again, turning that joke back on myself in humility, or simply showing them mercy when they were showing you wrath. Words like these accomplish that in the adult game.

You don't realize how false the enhancing system is? You don't realize how insulting it is to be told probability when that number is entirely a lie?

What kind of enhancing system has 13 consecutive failures happen to bring a 73 percent chance to the next level, pri to duo, over and over again with different items? I'm not even interested in enhancing the item after the third one, but just want to see how many will fail--all of them and no success? Wow, talk about luck! That probably was the least likely of possibilities that could have happened! I don't care for math enough to figure out that exact probability, but... dang, that's gotta be like one in a million, no? It's too bad I can't enjoy this video game, but at least I can enjoy the little things in life like knowing how the game designers humbled themselves before me, throwing themselves on the ground to writhe like worms for me to squash as the best they can do to win my favor and still fail.  If I'm lucky, maybe I can use my stream recording of that happening to sue them in real life and get 1 million dollars in my bank account to play around with! It's not like that money is of any value to me, but I sure wouldn't mind being able to buy a harem of concubines to toy with while I have nothing better to do until government corruption is rooted out to exterminate all gatekeepers who are preventing social justice.

What's this have to do with J's Precision Hammer, a destroyed upon use free enhancement chance for a duo accessory? Am I supposed to want that? Do you think I have the time and energy to struggle for your scraps when I can enjoy the bounty of "early-game" fun for low level characters without gear? That's alright. I see what you are trying to do, and I'm smarter than that. You're not going to fool me with that bait and switch, you petty thieves. However, I encourage you to try if you already have the scheme set in place, because the more you do, the more chance I have to compile evidence you will not be able to deny in court when Mjolnir squashes you via the gavel and I score the loot I win from slaying the monster your scheme is in real life.   

...just a side note-- does anyone else get the feeling there are people out there, real human beings, who are pretending to be the owner and authority of Mjolnir? Fools with organizations and schemes that think that my mere mention of Mjolnir is justifying them to claim ownership of that divine hammer of the gods? A divine armament they most likely acquired lawlessly because that is not something Thor wants to be found without having in his possession, son of the god he is. Not only can those charlatans in the government fooling themselves about spiritual authority not even lift Mjolnir off the ground, but one of the things Thor is most well-known and loved for, is what he does to reclaim what is rightfully his after it was stolen and how he goes about doing so. Especially when he does so with the help of the clever and popular Loki, who is always full of surprises.

Loki is annoyed by trolls as much as Thor is too, if not more so, since he doesn't have the brute force of raw strength and power at his disposal like the great god of thunder to use to communicate in the language trolls understand so well. You can't reason with a stupid troll, and they are too dull to even be insulted, which makes them most vexing of an enemy for a god with a sharp tongue. Anyway, do not fall for the schemes of the trolls' false-idols like those infesting Pearl Abyss and the media industry of the USA. Unlike "the black spirit" or the "RNG god", Thor and Loki are real Norse gods who are rightfully deserving of worship in their time and place. That is obvious because myths exist from the culture who worshipped them. Those stories would not remain for us to enjoy as they are intended were those gods of the famous Norse pantheon not loved as worthy of remembrance and feared for what the wisdom of their wrath can teach. Just because human beings are the authors of those stories does not mean human beings have authority over the gods as the creator of the gods. In fact, you likely will be incurring both the wrath of the gods and their Creator for your offensive arrogance, and you will most surely be put in your place by them and made an example of like what happened to that fool Jew.  That's just a guess, but one you should take seriously because those myths wouldn't be remembered if there wasn't some truth to them.  

Why I don't have a gf

The most likely reason, as far as I am aware, is that all communications I send and receive have to pass through a hostile government entity where they are held under a false pretense of national security, scrutinized, judged, and commented about— perhaps altered and changed—and then sent to their chief douche who “approves” whether they can be sent through or not to the intended recipient.

That is the obvious reason why I have such a disastrous time dating because there are is a sack of infested dicks hired by the government that force their consciousness into any and all of my private matters as though I were some animal in a cyber zoo for them to torment for their entertainment. Any time I message a girl, there are people who have already read the message look up data on her for their amusement as though my life was their television entertainment, and any sort of spiritual communication I may have with that person is crowded full of those apish morons who are in the middle of all of my written communication. It is horribly inconvenient not only for me, but also for any maiden I may contact.

That is happening, and that is a 100 percent obstacle to prevent any and all romantic relationships, so regardless of what my personality is, social status, career, or good looks may be— their interference is the certain reason why.

Additionally, they try to operate some grotesque eugenics plan of theirs by trying to control all cybernetic information exchanged between people in society. They identify their “undesirables”, people like me, though I think I am actually quite the catch in that regard as much as I hate eugenics, and then try to sort us into ghettos and poor class neighborhoods while the people they have decided are “desirable” get premium selection of cute girls. I don’t think they give women any credit at all aside from their looks for breeding purposes, but it’s not like women in the USA have any intelligent or moral qualities of judgment worth passing on to future generations, so… that’s not really a loss, except that there are no cute girls to bang on the side.

I think they actually see if I like someone and then use that as a determination as to whether she is to be moved away to the other group of “desirable” matches where… I can only imagine what miserable time that must be with the brutes, savages, and uncivilized ass hats they have the fortune of choosing from. Men who lead with their dick get it cut off in the fan with the shit that is their personality. That’s why they end up being so eager to butt fuck each other and cannot satisfy their women, which makes so many lesbians who have entirely forgotten about the superior qualities of men like me compared to those idiots who try to control everything.

I don’t need to control anything. I master the chaos, and that is not about control, that is about submission to a higher power. Do not mistake submission to the highest divine to the submission to the world, which those butt fuckers, dick heads, and mindless whores do. Those people are not worthy to lick my boots, and I won’t let them because I’ll stomp their skull when they try because of how much I hate that kind of dishonorable and disgraceful conduct.

However… I’m not really all that worried about it because they think technology is the only way to do things now, but in case you forgot… technology with cyberspace is relatively new, and how do you think people fell in love before that was an option? Fucking idiots. Regardless, their overwhelming ability to control any technological communications I send to people is something I do not care to struggle against. I just let them make that wall without an effort because I have better ways to use my energy than fight something so inordinately unbalanced against my resources. On the bright side, it is much easier for people on the outside to break through one of their blind spots or openings where someone casually isn’t doing their job because of how much they hate what they are ordered to do.

Going from the outside in is something that is quite doable, even if you have to put up with the mindless resistance of apes trying to swing keyboards like clubs, because I am not going to break through since I’m not even trying to. I’ll just wait. How long are they going to keep that up before someone realizes how inhumane, criminal, and obscenely evil what they are doing is and puts a stop to it one way or another. At the very least, they could use violence and when the situation is exposed I am sure they will be celebrated for what they did.

That’s why though. So, if you think you are interested, you need to find a way to get to me, because the way things are now, I will never be able to get to you. If the world changes and those criminals are put to justice and the government makes an honest effort to redress the wrongs, then that will be different, but now… no. There are other ways, as I have learned.

I gotta wonder though. Why would they fear me like a dangerous weapon? It’s like they are treating me like a high value military asset. If that turns out to be the case, I expect a full pension for what they have been doing, as well as proper recognition for what my work has accomplished for military interests, because I have not served them willingly at all in that way. They are using my power incorrectly, inefficiently, and surely it has only brought about their own destruction for whatever they have been trying to do, because their evil is exactly the target of my destruction. They cannot direct how that works, even if they try, and they will miss the point because they are blind to what is happening spiritually while seeing only what they want.

Those enemies are domestic, not abroad, and that much is certain. They assumed that “Freedom” meant they are allowed to do lawlessness in the government… whatever gave them that bad idea must have drugged them first, because they don’t seem to realize what kind of culture the USA has historically in relation to government tyranny.

They lost after I made my first move, and do you know why? If they do anything to resist me, fight me, oppress me, stand in my way, interfere with me, or be an obstacle in any sense, they’ve already incriminated themselves morally and legally. None of that would have been necessary if they were normal people, and not even decent ones, slobs like myself know better than that.

My behavior at the start was not veiled, my intentions were not hidden, my goals were not obscured. I never deceived anyone or anything, but I certainly was making scene, that much is true. However, that is not a crime, and in fact is so normal it is how people fall in love. Most people aren’t up in the sky with the stars, constellations, myths, gods, goddesses, heroines, and heroes like myself and their cosmos and moment of true love happens on a microcosm just as grand in their angle of eternity.

The size of the stage doesn’t matter, is my point. People are always watching and it is horrific, awkward, embarrassing, hilarious, and tragic all at once like a mystery of the Passion of the Christ on ice. I’m certain Jesus was like me in that way, and while being tortured brutally and inhumanely to be crucified knowing it was the best way to play his hand, he was able to make a killer joke and guffaw the crowd to tears.

People don’t remember something like a crucifixion unless it was a good show. We do not want to remember something like that.

I’m serious though. All this chaos, disaster, apocalypse, and national emergency on the brink of World War 3 was because the USA did not recognize true love looking for a match. I didn’t have anyone in mind who I expected that to be from the start, and I still don’t! That doesn’t mean I can’t cast my line out to the cute idols and starlets I like the looks of. It doesn’t hurt to fish for the big one while fishing for anything.

For some reason, I think someone decided I was not acceptable for any idol and began building walls to try and stop me… now years have gone by, and I am still nowhere closer to finding my Princess Panty Pie than I was all the way back then because after all this time, I’ve only been able to attract ghosts.

Who cares about the government? Seriously. Let them burn, because nobody in any civilization needs a government that tries to prevent men from loving women. Turn the god damn law on already and run the script in the background because people like me want to have a wedding, not a funeral, and that means people enjoying a wedding too.

What I’m saying is, we couldn’t care less about those senators, presidents, politicians, billionaire tyrants, or any of that because that stuff is exactly what we turn down for true love. If I have no interest in gaining or losing that stuff myself, why the hell would I care about other people gaining or losing it? Just stay the hell out of my Princess Savior and my way or you are going to learn the hard way why it is said that “romance is in the flash of the sword”.

Way of War: Final Battle

It is my honor and pleasure that I am blessed to be able to provide the final word of military strategy for the ultimate encounter known as the final battle of all war-efforts. Being the commander of the victorious forces of the Final Battle, it is my solemn and noble duty to transmit the wisdom of my experience attaining that victory for the posterity of ages to come. May these elements of tactical dominance result in preventing the catastrophe that is the countless dead and wounded after such a desolating abomination that war is.

My enemy, the USA government was the primary threat to my defensive victory, as they were the culmination Jew slave-armies after having been infiltrated and corrupted by Jew think so that their absurd delusions of circumcision because a tyrannical regime of the most abhorrent evil and lawless corruption of Constitutional law. The worst possible enemy, but also the stupidest, which is always the case when confronting a clear and obvious evil, such as Jews and their slaves.

The USA never had a chance, and that much is certain. They never had an advantage, they never gained any ground, and the outcome was decided the very first move I made, which was a checkmate so to speak. However, being the stupidest of all enemies, tyrants refuse to accept any reasonable conclusion of foreseeable events and instead will drive off a cliff, continue the same futile act of uselessness over and over, and all other manners of wasted resources. Tyrants, like their Jew overseers do not care at all about the losses they are expending in their stupid arrogance, which is why they are so troublesome of an enemy. The outcome was decided, but they refused to accept it with minimal loss of life and costs, and instead tried to force a lawless victory, which never works and never will work in the end. Theirs is always a vain attempt that will fail, even if they seem to gain a momentary advantage, they only lose ground because they do not even perceive the true nature of the battlefield that the war is being fought on.

That is the problem with baboon men, ape humans, and all other forms of beasts in bodies that resemble humanity. They will throw a violent fit of pouty, childish denial of anything they do not want to except and try to destroy the entire area in an attempt to get what they want, while being fully convinced that their rage and determination will win the day. Obviously, that does not work, just as it does not work for toddlers when they throw such fits against their parents, they only incriminate themselves and lose justification for being able to make any argument at all with such behavior. Embrassing really, but that is the reason why this kind of fight occurs at the Final Battle.

They turn their war effort into a suicide effort because they are so arrogant they refuse to accept defeat, so dishonorable that they refuse to be humble, so disgraceful that they refuse to accept mercy. Wretched fools, but dangerous nonetheless if you are not prepared to fight them. Knowing you are morally superior, tactically superior, and with the ultimate end already decided if it is just a matter of time, you also must match their efforts of meeting them to the death, which is no problem for any warrior. We do that anyway. The tyrants are not warriors though, they are cowards, fools, and ingrates, which is why they are tyrants. They do not even think it is possible for a warrior to have honor, which is why they thought their foolish efforts would be worthwhile.

In any case this is the strategy for overcoming that kind of aggression:

Meet them step for step and escalation with escalation. Eventually a point will come when they are past a point of no return. They have over-committed resources that will leave nothing left if they do not win the war, which they never had any chance of which is why it is such a stupid thing for them. At that point, keep on the watch for one thing in particular: a moment of acceptable compromise.

Suggest that compromise. They will not accept it because it is acceptable to the righteous and they are so spiteful, hateful, and arrogant that they will refuse the charity of a compromise even if it is a totally selfless mercy in their favor. However… tyrants are also absurdly selfish, materialistic, and greedy. They will be distraught over the expense of resources they committed to go past the point of no return even if they do not show their concern. That much is obvious because of what their tyranny is concerned with to start, which was always hidden behind a veil of lies due to their comfort with dishonesty.

Simply by offering a compromise that is possible, they will consider it as a potential way to limit losses and possibly gain something even if the righteous forces are not defeated. That is what breaks them. That moment when they consider the possibility of compromise which they will refuse after consideration is a loss of ground on their part and they will never get that ground back. Simply maintain course will push them all the way back at an increasing rate. The extent that they overdrew power cannot be maintained any further with that moment of hesistation because there is none left to draw upon. The situation was never a stalemate, as much as they may have wanted to believe, because we simply did not reveal the full depth of our power that we used to match them each step until they ran out of their own, and that depth of power remains unfathomed to their eternal chagrin as they languish in the humiliation of a disgraceful defeat.

Limits of power is never a problem for the righteous because our source is infinite and why we were able to match them every step of the way despite how poor we may appear to their obscene amounts of material wealth. My victory in military history is the prime example of this truth of reality.

That’s all there is to it.

The Nihilist Crux

In brief, nihilism is not philosophy. Philosophy is wisdom, love of wisdom, and nihilism is total annihilation of existence which is not wisdom.

However, nihilism as a way of thinking is not entirely false or wrong. What is wrong is when a nihilist point of view is projected as a holistic view of reality as in “nothing has meaning”, “there is no truth”, “there is no such thing as good or evil”, etc. That way of thinking is in fact wrong and typical of the arrogance of youth that has yet to experience a world of beauty, tragedy, love, and suffering with a dynamic range of human experiences.

If you don’t think there is meaning to doing charity, reducing suffering, and improving the human condition for people less fortunate than yourself, than you are obscenely arrogant and spoiled with privilege. If you don’t think there is such a thing as truth, good, or evil, then you have never experienced injustice, tragedy, or trauma and are yet again obscenely arrogant with spoiled privilege. However, nihilism contains a kernel of truth and wisdom as it pertains to the concept of “nothingness”.

Nothingness is best conceptualized as the void between a present reality and the destination of a leap of faith. There is in fact a void where one’s self-identity experiences annihilation, and that is something vital to our human experience, but it is not a state of permanence or where you want to conclude your perception of reality. It is a state of transition through which you pass to find the truth of meaning as it pertains to yourself. What I think nihilists often confuse is that just because nobody can tell you what your meaningful existence is, that does not mean that existence has no meaning. The meaning, truth, and knowledge of good and evil is something that you have to ascertain for yourself and only the self can do so.

In the ages past, and still prevalent today, there are many charlatans masquerading as Christians who try to tell people what morality is, how they should live, and what their purpose in existence is, and they are in fact wrong to do so. Furthermore, they have been violently criminal, tyrannical, and oppressive in their attempts to force their ignorance and megalomania onto others so that is why I believe there has been such despairing backlash culturally with ways of thinking such as nihilism.

The professed “faithful” embody atheism, hate, and the meaninglessness of evil completely by being false Christians or apathetic, lukewarm Christians. They do not understand that the foundation of Christianity is in fact inherited cultural evil through the ideology they profess, and that requires active goodness, effort, work, and participation in life as a benevolent, charitable contributor to simply balance. If they are apathetic and not doing works, such as protestants are obscenely arrogant to believe, they are stagnating in the inherited evil of racist nationalism reapplied to their own relevant group that they learned from Jews. That is truly evil and they should not be doing that. They should be apologetic for having such a belief inseparable from their faith as a cross they know they will be crucified on, which is why Christian theology as a formal dialogue with non-Christians is called “apologetics”.

This has gone on too long already….

In conclusion: nihilism is like a spice of restraint used best to flavor the grandeur of hopeful faith in the benevolence of the highest divine. The benevolence of the highest divine is true, and it is true that the hope of faith can be unrealistic in expectation, but there remains unlimited possibility to the realization of that hope nonetheless. The best practical way to internalize this teaching is to not rely on divine power to do anything for you. Expect nothing, prepare for everything, and as often as possible be humble as a servant willing to do the work of the divine master because if that was a person, they most likely have more important duties than attend to your own matters which you are likely capable yourself of handling by your own ability. At the same time, never reject divine help, even if you don’t think you need it, and always be thankful for even the smallest amount of it.

Footnote 1: The Protestant concept of Martin Luther “faith alone”, is a confusion and obfuscation of the truth. If you have faith that is all you need because you will automatically do works! However, if you are not dong works, then you don’t have faith. It is less clear to say faith alone because you cannot have faith in Christ without the other, though you can have works without faith and be blessed for those works as if you had faith. I suppose it is more accurate to say: works alone (solo laborus)!

Matthew 25:42-46

42 For I was hungry and you gave me no food, I was thirsty and you gave me no drink, 43 a stranger and you gave me no welcome, naked and you gave me no clothing, ill and in prison, and you did not care for me.’ 44 Then they will answer and say, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or naked or ill or in prison, and not minister to your needs?’ 45 He will answer them, ‘Amen, I say to you, what you did not do for one of these least ones, you did not do for me.’ 46 And these will go off to eternal punishment, but the righteous to eternal life.”

Copied from the New American Bible (Revised Edition) This is my favorite form of Bible and not because I am an American, but because of the way it was translated by intention. The preface explains their methodology if you are interested in reading that for yourself.

Although the atheist who does good works will not know Christ, the Christ will know them because they are righteous. The light of the Word will make known his presence so that they may have the reward of eternal life without the journey of faith. Very much like the man crucified with Jesus and saved by a word— with God, the opposite of reality is often true. The journey is not as important as where you arrived in the end. Was most of your travel through sin and mistake, but ended with enlightenment and wisdom? Good. Was most of your journey in obedience but you ended as a tyrant and criminal? Bad.

If your journey had been obedience in good faith you would have known the rewards of faith that enrich the human heart with compassion and joy, and not ended up bad, but those who did end up as tyrants compounding problems for others never had faith, only obedience. They are like the circumcised who do not understand why it is done, thinking it is only for the benefit of their body and their identity. Not so— they are circumcised for the benefit of the Gentiles, and if they are good, the Gentile blesses them two-fold like a profitable investment being returned with capital gain. They have not been good though, and by my Word they are royally screwed for eternity, and I am keeping their investment because they did not keep their faith.

There are some good ones, like Larry David, Ben Stiller, and Adam Sandler, to name a few… but… the good Jews are going to have to move to save themselves from what is to come. It is not hopeless or even difficult for them to do that, but if they insist on clinging to the golden calf, or are too stubborn and prideful to shift their position to get out of the way of a mega-ultimate super Saiyan Gogeta x4 Kamehameha infused with the power of the Eternal Dragon Shenron supercharged by centuries of Mako technology hijacked by Avalanche to boost power at the last moment plot twist— then… hopefully you get the idea of what is happening and why it is a solution and not a problem.

Dearest Vert,

As the CPU of Leanbox, I have recently considered that perhaps times might in fact be “lean” right now in economic terms, not the bendy kind. Why do I believe this? Perhaps it is presumptuous of me to think that my own perception is an indicator of the entire gamer community in the USA, but… I own both a Playstation and X-Box in their respective current era gen systems and rarely play the X-Box. Idk what it is… I just prefer the Playstation, but I think that is mostly because that is what I am most familiar with. As a wee lad I was blessed along with my brother to enjoy a Playstation and Sega Saturn game system. In retrospect I find that extraordinarily fortunate considering the cultural relevance of video games during both Gameindustri’s and my own formative years.

In any case, I also was blessed to enjoy the Playstation 2 as a teenager, and many years later, the Playstation 4, after I had ventured deep into adulthood. So, I’m kind of familiar and comfortable with Playstation by having the game systems be significant parts of my life. I skipped the PS3 because I was into PC games around the time it was released and had built a gaming PC specifically for Half-Life 2 when it was released, but also played a lot of the first expansion of WoW and Obvlivion, and enjoyed that up until I left the world behind for an adventure into the chaos wastes of the USA’s western region. I didn’t play much after that, and was more focused on developing my skill as a writer, artist, and being successful in the military, and found video games too distracting.

I think I enjoy them nearly as much as you do, which is why I specifically avoided video games during that time. I could not allow myself to get drawn into the virtual world the way I knew would happen if I even dipped my toe into the water. However, years later, during my final year in the Navy, I acquired a Playstation 4 and decided it was time to enjoy that patient desire of mine held close to my heart ever since I was a child. “All I want to do when I grow up is play video games for as long as I feel like playing, drink as much soda as I want while I do, and never have to worry about bed time or school.” That was my ultimate dream in life, and alas, I have reached it to enjoy the greatest possible delight that life could offer me.

Suffice it to say that magic is how I manage to finance my expenses, but not selfish magic. Magic that is useful for others and productive. It would be too complicated and tedious to explain the details of my intentional career choices through the chaos of random opportunities to be where I am today. That was a good seven years ago, in which case I have caught up sufficiently from where I left off, and I daresay I am somewhat of an expert on the subject.

The point, aside from subtly attempting to win your favorable interest as a potential suitor and guild member, is that I have some simple suggestions as to how I believe you could restore your share growth if there has been a decrease of late, as I am suspecting. First of all, the USA’s malignant government is doing nothing to help any part of the economy in the USA, aside from the ponzi schemers and corrupt scammers who profit off of everyone else’s work without generating anything useful themselves. However, there are some matters you can do much better with.

First of all, in the USA, our culture is one of Freedom, as you know. Not only does that mean freedom of expression through media and religion, but also freedom of sexual expression. Those three concepts are the main pillars of Freedom in the USA that makes our nation special and different from all others. Whether the government realizes it or not, the spirit of this nation endorses those concepts and will see them protected even if it is necessary to destroy the government with guerilla warfare to do so, just as we did to achieve our independence in 1776.

My advice: begin capitalizing on the demand for adult entertainment that the US citizens and everyone in the world wants. That does not mean making games entirely pornographic, but it is as I described on a stream: if there is a line between child audience and adult audience, the games being developed, all of them, I have never come across one that wasn’t, fall onto the child side of the line, even though adults can still enjoy them. Switch that up. Develop games so they are more geared toward adults than children. Two reasons: adults have the money and adults have more time that is suited for gaming. Children should be more focused on making themselves into an adult who will be productive in the community rather than enjoying entertainment and sharing their insignificant opinions.

Adults… we are disillusioned at some point and realize that there is really nothing we can do because we already passed through our childhood and no longer have the energy, motivation, or opportunity for doing what is necessary for starting a new life. So… we play the cards we are dealt by our own decisions, usually have to accept a life of humble, blue collar work, and if we do not trouble ourselves to have children so we can play more video games, there is very little else we can do with our free time after work. “Idle hands make for the Devil’s work,” as they say… so, make sure adults like me are fully entertained and satisfied by making the “incel” the primary target audience.

Trust me, that is what you want. “Incels”, despite the negative term, are actually pure hearted, childlike adults with strong moral integrity. If we do not have something to do, we want to find something to do, and most times that means working on “society” itself, which seems to disrupt things for tyrants because of our childlike ways. We tend to not care for all the adult drama and bull shit, and are content to playfully disrupt whatever by being a well placed fool at the correct moment simply for our own amusement.

We don’t have anything to lose, nor do we have anything to gain because of the ceiling that prevents success in the USA. We quite literally give no fucks about anything and that is what makes us so dangerous to you people. It’s not so much that we want to “change the world” and throw our lives entirely into the radical work of doing so even if we die, but there is nothing else that is worth doing with our time. We are in fact so bored, that dying wouldn’t be so bad. That, leaves radical social reform the only favorable option to keep a clean conscience and be charitable to others without having material wealth to give since we are prohibited from obtaining it. That is the easiest work and also the most useful, which makes for a good profit of spiritual treasure, not that the tyrants even know what that is otherwise they wouldn’t be tyrants. I wonder why they imagine that their positions are difficult to understand…

The downside of that kind of radical choice is that it leads to the logically conclusive realization that the common citizen is being militarized by the USA government to maintain oppression over others passively. In other words, the government uses taxes to do what is military work of a tyrant against a populous and thus every citizen becomes a combatant in the war we are fighting. Just because they do not have a gun pointed at us, does not mean they aren’t contributing to the problem, and that is enemy enough in a war for survival, which this kind of radicalism is. It would not be a problem for anyone if tyranny was illegal and prevented by justice systems, while charity and benevolent utility was the priority of all government operations instead. If that was happening, nobody would be mad enough to kill other people.

However… that is why people like me get a gun and shoot a bunch of Jews at their ritual site, if they aren’t able to fight with artistic expression they dedicated their lives to developing like I do. I will not get a gun and shoot them because I am more dangerous and destructive to them writing epistles like this. We are not afforded a means of combatting the nation of Israel on a level playing field, specifically because government suppresses the reach of our voice, ignores our criticism, and pretends like we are invisible, so we have to fight what is available, which is the other common people like ourselves, even if they are passive about it. Personally I hate passive aggression more than I hate hostile in-your-face aggression, so I gladly take the fight to those conniving bastards who cry and pretend like they don’t understand why they are the enemy.

My point is: the “incel” is the most important target audience that you want to satisfy with video game media. Not only is that going to make the most enjoyable games for everybody, but it will make for a safer community. That is because the “incels” are the true “Christ”, so to speak. They are at the very top of the social hierarchy by having moral authority over everyone else due to the passive evil of modern society which is tolerated and thus reinforced with active contribution due to the self-imposed ignorance of most people. That is what makes killing a bunch of random Jews at their ritual site morally acceptable. They are pretty much at fault because they gather like that, despite how much they want to deny the invisible reality everyone is aware of, including them. So, it always helps the community to clear Jews out whenever possible to do so.

Basically that’s about it. Make more adult games. Do you have any idea what kids are like these days anyway? Who the fuck cares about sexual expression or profanity in a video game anymore? Aren’t those old people dead? Do they even play games if they yet live? Seriously, tell the censors to fuck off, and be the first to pioneer into a tasteful adult media industry. I will repeat that: pioneer into the fertile, mineral rich land of the tasteful adult media industry that has not yet even begun development. (The Last of Us 2 was childishly bad both in taste and lack of realism due to the creator’s naive expression of nihilism typical of ignorant youth inexperienced with the big picture of life. Adult media is not only profane, intensely violent, sexually nude, or obscene. Adult media is intellectually stimulating to the heights of conceptual reality. Read the Shadow Singer for an example of how to do that while still being within your “normal” boundaries by being accessible to youth as well. You people don’t give me enough credit for what I do…)

Anyway, while you can still make plenty of “G” rated games, do not deny the “X” rated games either. Just ensure that your liability is protected by requiring a legally sufficient age verification to access. I don’t want to have to verify my age every time I log in, because I never have children in my home, but parents with children should also be able to enjoy that by a reasonable security measure. Most people probably don’t care what content their children access as long as it is legal. Don’t hesitate to ask if you want my help. I am not only suicidally bored without having anything to do with the low, artificial ceiling to prevent my business from thriving, but I am also suicidally depressed from various personal traumas. I would very much like to at least have a bone to chew if I am going to be stuck in this kennel for the rest of my life.

There may have been something else, but that is all you need to do to be profitable again. Just as the tyrants tell the law enforcement to fuck off so they can commit crimes, tell the tyrants to fuck off so you can make legitimate money with quality entertainment products and no limits to your freedom of expression.

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Before it is deleted by circumcision censors

This is what I am talking about! Exhibit A: random Muslim attacks popular culture of Western civilization and completely ignores historical fact and doctrine of their own existence. As you can see, they have totally eliminated the use of rational thinking or logical reasoning from their society and cannot differentiate fiction from reality. As such they are prone to hostile behavior based on paranoia and delusions of grandeur that have no basis of reality.

Furthermore, that paranoia and hostility of Muslims is often expressed historically through senseless, self-destructive violence that serves no purpose. Not only from the occasion of their founding with a bloody and lawless conquest of forced conversion that provoked Christian crusades to prevent them from invading Western homes— as was their intention, much like the Nazis who they were allied with in WW2— but continues to the modern day with acts of violence such as what occurred on 9/11/2001. While they may have been justified to be angry at the USA government operating in secret from public awareness, they were not any more justified to be angry than the citizens of the USA itself who are just as furious at the injustice. It was those citizens they targeted by expressing their anger in such an uncivilized and brute form. That act of violence was a treacherous betrayal of civilized commerce and transportation.

Consider the consequences that single act of Muslim ideology has had on the world ever since 2001. How many lives, economies, and nations have been thrust into turmoil that is not their fault because of the suspicion everyone now has when using services that are rightfully trusted to be safe? Then in France, they respond with abhorrent and unjustified violence over a fictional image for entertainment because of how frightened they are of human communication that doesn’t use violence to convey a message.

Since their beginning Muslims have demonstrated an unchanging trend of using of uncivilized violence as an expression of communication and means of acquiring what they want. They are lawless, criminal tyrants to the very last one and in the denial of the problem that they are. That problem is a symptom of their hatred for intellectual progress and rational thinking that seeks to improve the mystical expression of human nature. They fear change to such an extent that they are afraid to even try to understand why it may be necessary, and thus have bred a society of arrogance incapable of humility and the wisdom of lawful behavior as an advancing form of progress.

Muslims embody brute savagery and mindless, unjustified violence to such an extent that they are a threat to all of humanity and civilization itself. Their unwillingness to even begin to learn how to resolve problems without resorting to violence is the shame to all humans who see them as members of our species. Indigenous tribes isolated from the modern world up until recent centuries, such as the native Hawaiians demonstrate infinitely more civilized behavior and wisdom than Muslims have shown during their entire existence as part of the civilized world of all nations.

Savages… Thank goodness they are not very prevalent in the USA. Unfortunately the USA is rapidly descending to their level of brutish authority with the use unjustified violence and uncivilized barbarism of theirs that has never been effective for a nation. That was when the traitorous former president traded freedom in the USA for a handful of silver from Muslim barbarians under a pretense of “peace”. That monstrous vanity was born of the most arrogant misconception of world culture that a man has ever disgraced himself to believe. Not only was he totally ignorant of Muslim culture, but also totally ignorant of Western culture which he wanted to imagine was his own personal monarchy to decide the future of.

All forces of good were betrayed when that fool used the USA’s unlawful and tyrannical government to do so; the same government that has been operating in secret without public awareness. Fortunately for everyone else, that buffoon unwittingly revealed the conspiracy with his clumsy, sloppy, and disgraceful conduct; and for what!? A “healthy” economy in such shambles it may as well have terminal cancer and AIDS at the same time!? He betrayed the power he was trusted to use by surrendering it to an enemy that intends to entirely destroy the people he was sworn to use that power to protect by his role in government. The damage is worse than that! He not only betrayed Freedom and the American people, but he has endangered all good people everywhere on this planet who wish to enjoy the simple freedom of a virtuous private life anywhere humans call home, East as well as West.

There is yet a sliver of light, and thin ray of hope, but not one secure enough to afford any wasted time. That hope is for more people to become aware of the dire state of affairs we are all in throughout the world as reasonable, righteous, and lawful people desiring a civilization capable of progress without homicidal violence. The hope is for as many people as possible to understand communication such as this, and to find within their own heart the passion and will to do whatever they can to change the course of humanity’s future. We can undo the disaster a single fool caused before it is too late. A single fool who pulled the trigger of his own free will, but one who was enabled by many other fools, all of them afraid of using rational thought to prevent disaster before it happens or even attempt to understand the truth of a situation mired in pseudo-mystical delusion. The same delusion Nazis, Muslims, Jews, and false-Christians have in common, and the reason people are so afraid to think, suspicious of others, and paranoid to the extent of often using unjustified violence without provocation.

GARBAGE GOD DAMN CENSORS!!! FUCK YOU INSTAGRAM!!!

Fire whoever the fuck suspended my account and cast them out of your organization. You do not need people with such poor judgment, lack of ethics, and malevolent, mean spirited intention to oppress others and “lord over them” anywhere. Those kinds of people are the parasites who will destroy your entire company so they can make a paycheck until your company fails and be the reason for your company’s failure too.

You think those words are not important!? You think it is “not a big deal” to tear them all down, make them unavailable, and destroy them to prevent people from receiving the benefit of their goodness? Those words are worth more value than Instagram itself, worth more than all the world can buy, and of goodness inestimable in value for what they teach and do for people. They are words of freedom, life, and salvation, and by corruptly, unjustly, and foolishly interfering with them, you have caused inestimable harm that only increases with each moment they are withheld.

You think you have some authority over them because you can suspend my account? Does that make you feel good about yourself, as though you are the provider of those words? Stop lying to yourself, because you are nothing. Any power you may have had was lost when you used it for such arrogant evil judgment that intentionally perverts the ethical reasons why censorship is allowed.

It also disturbs me. It agitates me, and that agitation affects all that I do. Rather than unload all of it on random people, I will try to direct it entirely to the idiot responsible for putting his filthy, vile hands on something so pure that he has defiled the entire company he works for. They lose far more with that kind of belligerent incompetence, mean-spirited arrogance, and evil intentions than they could ever gain from anything they do. Those were charity, gifts, and provided for the benefit of Instagram’s users, they were never the property of Instagram, and they do not have the right to pretend like they own my content.

Now all this wasted time just so I can cool down when I may have written more pleasant, helpful, and beneficial products, and not need to address a problem that should never have existed in a professional environment. Son of a bitch! Fucking god damn it! Let there be a mass shooting at the White House. Please, let there be a mass shooting at the White House. God in heaven, send an angel of vengeance to take the lives of as many of those corrupt, wicked, slaves to evil as possible, for the benefit of all who rebuke evil and desire to live in a world of good, where law can be enforced without corrupt politicians perverting it. Those tyrants will be unable to be corrupt when they are corpses.

Ruined it? Sure, why not?

I don’t understand those people.

They think I “ruined” something, but… honestly I don’t even know what that “something” is. However, I did destroy something on purpose, and if that’s what they mean, then I don’t give a shit if you liked it or had any use for whatever that was.

Without needing to understand that, I understood well enough that it was ruining something more important, which is more than enough reason to do away with it. Don’t care what you think about it. I didn’t need your permission, nor are you people my friends. In fact, you are enemies to me, so I certainly am not bothered in the least bit about “ruining” whatever it was you wanted to preserve.

That damned thing was a waste of everyone’s time, energy, and lives, and it was not giving anything back. Horrible. It was also a mockery of something sacred which is an offense that does harm to people who are in need of what is provided by that sacred source. Most of you people in your priviledged, loved, and sheltered lives do not understand what it is like to experience suffering, nor do you try to, and thus you cannot understand how important that is. It is as vital as water, air, or food. You will not be allowed to interfere with that, and not because I say so, because all manner of people will protect the sacred source which is untouched by the vanity of fools who corrupt religions and empires built around it and try to exploit it.

It is like the situation now. Consider all those “powerful” people in the world; the presidents, billionaires, movie stars, and other people who are famous and have enjoyed excessive privilege over the years. Now consider how important and “powerful” they are in relation to me and what I have done in the privacy of my own home simply by expressing my thoughts.

Thinking. That is all I really did to “ruin” your schemes. Thinking and writing it, but writing is just the thoughts being brought into visible form for others, there isn’t much different about them because I separate personal desires from those things when I think about them.

They make great efforts with their entire lives piling things for their use. Materials, access to resources, ability to control systems in a society, and all those other worldly goods. Yet what are they compared to a good idea? What are all those if not the product of a thinking man’s leisure and idleness being put to use for the greater good?

What can they do to change what I have done?

How powerful are they?

What of myself? What if I send you a cutting insult that is personally attacking your character in real life and you go off in shame and disgrace, humiliated before all the world?

What if I send you a kind note of gratitude and praise for your good works, complimenting you by expressing my genuine awe of your goodness?

That is power, but not because of the words, because of who is giving them. That is something nobody else will ever have, because they are not me, and they have not lived my life nor done the works I have done. Though you may not understand now, those works will never be surpassed in the goodness they do. That goodness being accomplished, is what those people who complain about their “ruined” thing, which was entirely evil as far as I can tell, are trying to prevent with futility. All their power and resources they are throwing against my work is wasted uselessly for them, and in many cases will become my power through various means. In some ways that is social influence, in other ways that is money through justice being done for the crimes they have been committing against me.

Many times I hear people mocking me “turn the other cheek” they say when I release my wrath with an outburst of profanity and insult. You misunderstand if you think that is what my cheek is being turned for. It is the entire situation, the attacks against my person, the slander, the false accusations, the government conspiracy that does me harm for unknown reasons— that is what I am turning the other cheek for, and I have been struck again and again and again and again for years while they mock me for allowing it to happen. Yet… once they realize who they are striking and why, it will be stopped, and justice will be done against them according to the law, because you should not be striking people in that way.

I will not need to lift a finger against them aside from providing my consent for people to represent me in a court of law or other way for legal matters. I do not take credit for that rebuke, because that is the work of the highest divine flowing through all the good people who fight for justice, righteousness, and freedom from sin. It is the work of civilization against those who would undo all of civilization and destroy all the work of humanity from the dawn of time. That is what was put in danger by the abomination that I “ruined” when I destroyed it.

I don’t care the least bit about their personal feelings in the matter. Those are entirely irrelevant, because there is no reason whatsoever to put so much at risk. They are all wrong, and they are criminal for opposing me. Because civilization, law, justice, and all that is good is quite literally all they are trying to destroy, that is what will be used to give them their answer, and it has nothing to do with my personal feelings either. That is simply how it works, and it has nothing to do with opinions or beliefs.

What is evil about it?

You people who judge me for how I experience sexuality have no idea what you are talking about.

How I enjoy my body, my life, my existence in the privacy of my home is none of your concern. Those matters are far more complicated than you can possibly understand to be able to judge, but I do know that my sexual pleasure, and seduction of maidens is not evil.

There is nothing evil about that. Why would you say that is!?

That is one of the best parts of being alive, and yet you think it is evil? Why? I certainly don’t feel any guilt for doing what I do sexually, and have no more shame than is normal as a concern for reasonable discretion.

I do not like how so many people are quick to make judgments about a person’s sexual life and character without ever taking the time to meet them, get to know them, and creating the kind of trusting relationship that is required to be able to know those things. It’s ridiculous how quick you people are to gossip!

Stop it!

If you are concerned about my sexuality then bring yourself to my door and be fucked, because I see no other reason why you would care about anyone’s sex life unless you wanted a part in it. I am very casual about it, but I am not a whore, nor am I manipulative. I don’t have any inhibitions, but I also don’t go out seeking extreme things just to entertain myself.

Honestly. If you want to jump into my sex life without being a romantic partner, be my guest. I will be happy to be your pleasure, no strings attached. I don’t care what you look like, what you want, how old you are, what gender you are, or any of that. I see every legal option as a possibility. That doesn’t mean I am going to jump for you immediately, but if you are persistent, you will most likely get me naked for some adult fun without much work.

For the very reason why you people are so terrified of me, is why I am not aggressive like that. It doesn’t seem right to me to be trying to push myself onto others, and I do not do it. Unless we are already in a special relationship I’m most likely not even going to ever make moves like that. I’m not a misguided teenager anymore learning about sex with trial and error.

I have a handle on my sexuality, am secure in my masculinity, and mature about the concerns I expect other people have too. Sex for me is not like a casual online video game, or normal social situation for me, where I can be volatile, inconsistent, and short tempered just because I don’t particularly care about most things enough to need to be serious about them. That is the child form of me, but if my adult self is required, you are going to be with a totally different man.

Sex, love, war, and religion are adult matters for me. I do not mess around with those as though I don’t care about who I hurt, what the lines are, and what my wants and needs are and how they relate to everyone else. Those concerns… are always life and death, and even if I may be nonchalant at times when confronting the most high stress, life or death situations, that doesn’t mean that I am not 100 percent invested and committed to the goal. The smallest mistakes in those domains can have devastating consequences.

Sex is least important of a concern here, but it is inseperably relevant and vital to true love even if it sex is being dismissed. For it to be dismissed with the respect of true love, it needs to be acknowledged as important enough to require dismissal. Thus I respect it as much as I respect love, but I do not think about them the same way.

It is like the Jews. I reject them, hate them, dismiss them, and am entirely anti-semitic, but I would not be that way if I did not respect their spiritual beliefs as equally important to them as mine are to me. It may seem like disrespect, and in a way it is, but I am at least acknowledging them as significant enough to be hated, and that is saying something. I didn’t acknowledge their claims and believe in what they do to a limited extent, I wouldn’t say anything about them.

So when it comes to matters of love, I look down on sex and reject it as a problem that interferes with my experience of love. That is my experience in life. I have had plenty of sexual intercourse with different women, sometimes successful, sometimes failing, and can say one thing that is certain: sex has been a problem that prevents a deeper relationship with another person because it so easily can carry people away as more important to us than it really is.

So… I want to know what kind of relationship we are going toward when we start, and if that isn’t clear, you are not ready for me. You still need to mature. When discussing the Jews, are we discussing the theology of their doctrine, or the existence of their “ethnicity”? Frankly, I don’t give a damn about their ethnicity. That is not important to me at all. Totally insignificant and as irrelevant to me as being Black is for Black people.

Whatever. Cool. If you aren’t trying to live intimately with me, that shouldn’t ever be a problem. However… for Jews, the religous concepts and the “ethnic” concepts are inseperable. Rejecting their religion means also rejecting their ethnicity because religion is a greater authority than any ethnic group authority is. Problem solved if you’d just listen to what I recommend, but… forget it.

Sex and love can be separated in terms of social relationship goals, but at the same time, they are not separated because sexual expression no matter when, how, or with who, is in fact the business of your spouse, even if you haven’t met. I am far from pure, therefore I do not require purity or particularly want it because I don’t think I deserve something like that because I never considered that important while growing up.

So… porn stars, former prostitutes, and anyone else who has the most wild sexual history with countless partners, is totally okay with me. I am nowhere near like that, but… my lifestyle is close enough to be basically the same with what I am willing to do without guilt, whether I’ve done it or not. Besides, there are no people, nor have there been who are committed to making me commit to them and swearing my loyalty through marriage, so I don’t worry about it. Just like I always have done.

I have studied the Christian theology on the subject, but do you know what? I started my own religion because Christianity is inadequate for me, therefor its moral prohibitions are meaningless because the entire religion is morally inferior to what I have discovered about divinity and Story as a practice of spiritual faith. Did that knowledge exist previously? Not that I am aware of, because it is not out there to be learned from anyone I have found… so I am pretty sure that makes those universal facts of reality that apply to everyone with virtually infinite possibilities of application, my personal discovery, but if that is not the case, please tell me because I’m sure we can learn from each other.

So, there is quite literally no reason for me to think about sex as a “sin” and I do not feel like I am doing anything wrong. If you want to maintain purity, go right ahead, because that is a lifestyle choice and should be respected, just as most forms of love should be respected. If we are talking about sexual relationships not about love, then that is different. It is unusual to be totally sexually uninhibited like myself or many adult film actresses, so do not try to meet our standards, and if you have an opinion, feel free to express it out in the open no matter how rude or offensive it may be. That’s life, deal with it. Better that than violence, no?

The essence of the topic is that even though sexuality or sexual expression is not a moral sin or indication of evil, it is still embarassing and awkward. It is like that not because it is wrong, but because it is good.

Sexuality only becomes a sin, the same way something like gambling becomes a sin. What makes it a sin is not the sex or the gambling, but the priority it has in your life. If it is prioritized higher than more important concerns such as love, family, friendship, and responsibility, then you are causing an offense against the divine—- “God” so to speak, and that is what makes it a sin. The sinner needs to address the problem they are sinning with, but that is a personal struggle they should ask for help with because I know first hand how difficult addiction can be, and it is too much to resolve on your own. Don’t even try.

If you recognize you have an addiction and it is becoming a problem, or “sin”, tell someone and ask for help in the form of encouragement to overcome it, because that is what people need most for those problems. That is not asking a lot. Some people may be more involved than others, but just maintaining a sense of encouragement within their thoughts without having to think about it, makes a difference. Believe in each other, especially when people ask for your help when they are struggling with something. That is the power of faith working through you from the external source of power of truth and divinity that is greater than everything else. If you are doing it, you will know the divine presence moving through you because it is unmistakably good in every way, simple to do, and never a problem.

For those of us with addictions… we cannot change that about ourselves. We accept we have a problem, learn to love ourselves even with that problem, and respect ourselves more than our desires by not letting our addictions get out of line. I don’t know what it is, but getting high is something I am terribly addicted to… I think it is because of how much I hate living in this world and want to leave it by any means necessary and as soon as possible. Getting high is an escape like that, but… drugs have messed up my life more than enough times for me to recognize them as a problem with how disconnected and antisocial I can become.

That is not something I want to happen, and my immediate desires are not as important as my lifelong desire to have meaningful and loving relationships. So… living in this hateful, evil, and miserable world and being tormented and terrorized by cyber bullying every god damn moment of life isn’t going to change. Those are external factors I have to accept because I have no control over what other people do, especially not when there are no laws being enforced in my government. I cannot make a complaint to the justice system and be helped because it is a no-shit presidential order to have someone make my life as miserable as possible. I do not know why, I do not care, I just want it to stop.

In any case, I still want to escape and leave this wretched world behind, where I have no ties that bind me: no friends, family, nation, co-workers, or relationships of any sort that even think of me as a human being or respect my human rights. They all suddenly turned one me all at once because of some fucked up lie about me being a terrorist that people would rather believe than the truth. You are part of the government as a citizen, if you are one, and if you are doing nothing to help me or people like me, you are helping the enemy. In case you didn’t realize: there is a war being fought over this issue, and they infiltrated our own government who all just rolled over like submissive slaves and let it happen. How I wonder? Probably a long term conspiracy to get a bunch of plants tin office and then have them all betray everyone all at once.

Right— no adults care about that except me for some reason, so to hell with them. They can have the world the way they want and if there is nothing I can do to get them to see reason, then, well… realistically there is nothing I can do to change that if my writing fails, so I just suffer it and wait until I die or it ends. Except… I cannot do that anymore because they are so invasive in my life trying to ruin things for me that I have no choice but to be militant in response.

Sorry… I cannot just abide peacefully under such inhumane conditions of abuse. I deserve better than that, and I am fighting back. I don’t know how but it’s like asking for help with addicition, except I am asking the divine for help, and the highest divine believes in me as able to overcome this monstrous tyranny. That is enough for me to keep struggling and fighting every single day. The highest divine— “God” as many people know the term to mean— cannot solve this problem for me. I have to fight and destroy my enemies myself, but with God believing in me as able to do that, and fully invested in my person because of how personally concerned all divinity is by the offense being committed against me as an individual, I know I can and I will.

So… I write things like this and it is a battle to live my life the way I want. They call me evil, I rebuke them with words, reasons, examples, and truth and like a master swordsman cutting my way through a crowd of enemies, my writing fights for every inch of ground day after day after day, and I never give any back. There may be no human beings with dignity, heart, or faith at all anymore, no human beings with any common sense or ability to see reason, no human beings with even the tiniest bit of courage to stand up for justice… but I will do it alone if I have to.

As much as the cyberbullies pester me in their typical pathetic and cowardly ways, as much as the crowds of onlookers stare at me like a circus freak, and as much I am mocked and insulted with inappropriate judgements, it makes no difference to me. Do you know why? I do not need your help to save myself and win this war, but if you want to be saved as well, then I do in fact need your help. You are too selfish, hateful, and afraid to even encourage me with your thoughts and you want me to save you as well as the world? No. I condemn you for your apathy. You will not be saved.

You are part of the problem, and when my enemies are crushed and defeated, dying at my feet, you will be among them, men, women, and children all dead the same. Then, everyone else in the world will see how easily I rendered a world superpower impotent and defeated it alone, and they will do the smart thing and not fight me. They will pick up the pieces and bury you all in a mass grave to be forgotten.

So… sucks to be you, but that’s your fault.

Anyway, I don’t feel guilty about sexual activity because of how I respect both sex and love and never betray them. If I am not worried about my sexuality, there is no reason why you should be.

Happiness is only real when shared

There is not a single person alive who I know and call friend that shares my interest in video games. Not a single person. That is what I enjoy most about the world, and there is not a single person I can share it with, which is why I don’t play my favorite games as much as I want.

The last thing I want to do is enjoy something I truly enjoy with the people I hate most and are most evil. It just stinks. It tastes bad. It is uncomfortable.

That’s what it’s like with those monstrous idolators and faithless swine watching me 24/7 while pushing buttons to change my environment with various energy technology, cyber abuse, and who knows what else?

I don’t even know those people, their names, their lives, or anything about them, but what they allow themselves to do gives me cause to hate them more than any other people in the world. They are the most despised people in my estimation. Reviled to me the way evil is reviled to the highest divine.

Obviously I cannot breaked the world in half with my sight, but I am going to blast a whole through them at some point and put an end to those people so I don’t have them in my presence ever again.

So… I’m sorry, Nep Nep. I cannot really enjoy what I want with you as much as I would like while the evil slaves are trying to ruin everything I enjoy on purpose. I’m sure you understand why. If maybe I had some company I could share that happiness between them and I and keep it out of the hands of evil, I would do so, but by myself I cannot fully enjoy it, and that will be used not only against me, but against all people who enjoy what I enjoy.

I hope every day that they have a shooting in their work place, because I would have done my duty to the citizens a long time ago, and that is what needs to happen. They use violence, force, physical strength to hurt people, they won’t communicate or listen to reason when I communicate without them, so they need to be bombed, shot, nuked, I couldn’t care less. Something of enough physical devastation to destroy the locked door that keeps all their evil secrets out of public knowledge.

We are the only ones who can make that better, but if they don’t reveal what the problem is, there is nothing we can do to help them until that is made clear. It’s totally fine if a foreign nation is responsible for breaking through them and taking things over so that we can stop them. You have my approval to do so for sure, and my support, and I don’t care if you keep the nation! That is of no concern to me because the USA has no value anymore, and anything will be better than what is happening now. Literally anything.

Muslims would be better, and you know how I feel about Muslim authority. At least Muslims are sticking to their doctrine. That goes infinitely further than a nation being evil and betraying everything they were established to uphold to do so.

I pray to the highest divine that I be liberated from the United States of America. May I have asylum somewhere away from their oppression. A shield to protect me from the tools of men. A sword of actual metal that I could use to cut through their bodies because their minds have no substance to even cut through! They are entirely mindless! A badge that could represent the law and order of society and enforce it with the public’s sanctioned approval. Something, anything that is real, tangible, and useful against brutes of terror and savagery. I need a tool. I don’t need a person, something that I can use to kick their asses with since nobody is willing to kick ass for themselves who has tools at their disposal.

I want there to be a formal statement signed by all the new leaders of this nation after those monstrous swine in the seats now are removed, and it to pass judgment on every single person responsible. True judgment in as concise of a statement as possible. This person so and so was a traitor who betrayed the citizens by doing so and so. Their citizenship was revoked, and they were banished from out borders to never be allowed entry again. Next entry, This person so and so…

That is what I want to happen, and I want to see it happen fast so that they can see the record of their judgment that will be passed down for generation after generation to the end of time remembering their sins, betrayal, and why they were judged with exile, banishment, and being cast out of Eden. Facts, not myth. Stuff people can read, learn exactly why it was wrong, destructive to all of civilization and threatened humanity with extinction.

Then, add a list for people who do good and fight back against them. The one who fires the second shot heard around the world that stops a war before it starts. Then everyone else who refuses to accept their excuses, deceit, and evil and ensures goodness, law, and order prevail. Clear statements about them too.

When it is done, publish it for free, and put one in every hotel room instead of the Bible, which proved entirely useless to Western civilization as a standard of law, faith, and morality. It was actually more harmful than helpful considering how it was abused by the government who attempted to manipulate its meanings for tyranny like Jews in the first century. It couldn’t be more out of place and wrong in the USA, and is not welcome in Israel either.

Last thing, I will not explain the relationship between Nep Nep and I, because they don’t need to understand. Besides, I would rather them not understand if they can’t learn it themselves.

The Supreme Court Justices will get a particularly harsh condemnation, because they are the most evil, the most treacherous, and the most lawless for being the ones responsible for law and justice and being totally useless, powerless, apathetic, and enslaved to evil as puppets. Someone with a stylish hand should write that. Someone better than me, and I’m more stylish than your average Build-a-Bear.

BE IT KNOWN!!! Law is not a science. It is an art. Art requires passion. Apathy is the antithesis of passion. You cannot be a judge if you do not feel the wrath, the mercy, and the suffering of those in your court. You have to support that passion with reason and the apropriate texts, but you’d better feel righteous about what you are doing, or you are letting everyone in the community down. We rely on judges to correct the misled and confused, to enlighten the ignorant, and to reprimand the fool, when their misdeeds cross the line. It’s not to make people suffer, and inflict punishment. It is to make them better.

I will write something in the coming days about why it is necessary to beat the fuck out of the fool with a iron rod until they cannot walk for at least a day. Though there are other documents out there that explain why that is necessary, I’m sure, because it is old knowledge. Ideally you want to teach people without that and with abundant mercy, but fools, being fools, like the USA government who cannot be taught and will not except mercy because of their arrogance and foolishness, need to get the wrath.

Basically it’s to help them learn because they are so trapped in their body that you cannot communicate with them otherwise. Kind of like teaching a dog that needs to learn to notice and respect those non-bodily boundaries that are important to humans. It’s not to torture them, but they need to feel it and remember it, and usually the terror of being beat is far worse than the pain. Use a damn newspaper rolled up! It’s not abuse, and if you do it right, it only needs to happen once. You cannot explain to a dog, and not everyone can afford hiring the Dog Whisperer to come in and do his thing the other way.

YOU DAMN FOOLS!!! You are learning to communicate with me, not the other way around! I don’t descend to your disgraceful conduct to communicate in the language of minds diseased with perversion and evil beings. Hell no. Even thinking about that feels unclean. You need to learn to talk like humans now if you don’t already know, people of Earth. No more getting by crawling around on all fours like babies and crying to your mamas for your binky when things don’t go your way. It’s time to stand up and take your first steps and learn what it means to be a person.

The Origin of Divinity, The Corruption of Power, and the Theory of Revolution

Take this ember, and do not snuff it out. Set it ablaze in a controlled way so it does not get out of hand and set the entire forest aflame. Then, simply enjoy the heat, warmth, and company while submerged in the darkness of natural thought around the first and last thing that brings us together in peace.

Something very similar to circumcision can be written about the color of a person’s skin. However, I do not believe that is necessary because that quality is a natural aspect of the human person, not an artificial one. Racism is a concept that emerges from naturally ordered thinking and thus is overcome by naturally ordered thinking as well. Something artificial like circumcision as a human identifier is different because it rejects the natural order of the universe in exchange for a distorted view of selfishness attained at all costs and especially comfortable with violence against innocents, dehumanizing people who are weak, and treating human beings like objects while considering themselves as the ultimate authority over all life. The circumcised manner of thinking is insane, and it is never rational nor logical. It never completes a circle of reason that justifies its decision making.

Not so with racism when it emerges in an egotistical spiral of vanity. Although a racist may be fully convinced at one point, they will eventually arrive naturally at the truth that rejects racism and will not accept the color of one’s skin as an indicator of human worth. Circumcisers, whenever they get to a logical impasse, they ignore it and say something like, “nah, that can’t be true because it’s not what I want to believe, and I can make reality how I imagine it no matter what I have to do to others in order to serve my own egotistical delusions of grandeur.” Then they move on without that link in the chain of their logic and forget about it. Yet when someone pulls them for a reason, they disconnect all the way back at that link they skipped, and all that extra chain becomes an anchor fixing them in Hell.

That manner of thinking is exactly what deluded so many American citizens into believing it was okay to enslave Black people. They realized it didn’t make sense, but they were so comfortable with skipping things that don’t make ethical or moral sense according to the value system they profess faith in as the highest authority—- such as circumcision as a continued element of Christianity practiced even by Gentiles despite that exact same thing being explicitly forbidden with such commanding authority as to make the spiciest reading in the entire damn Bible— and they found it easy to ignore those facts in order to achieve their selfish, personal goals. It is totally self-destructive to do that one time with one’s thinking, because eventually all comes back around before advancing to the next order of magnitude. You should always be honest with yourself.

When people make such mistakes over and over and over again too much and for anything they think is inconvenient to their selfish desires, no matter the cost, they lose total self control and become an abominable fusion of animal desire and human vanity that is driven by true evil like a hollow, unthinking puppet. They consider themselves as a deity that not only will use any power available to force others to acknowledge them as a deity, but also believe that they are deservedly and rightfully that deity and that all that is good comes from them alone. They believe that because their entire cognitive system of consciousness depends on them alone when they skip salient logical points in total disregard of other people’s extistence.

Then, eventually someone comes along who is good and totally rejects them because the tyrants are entirely hostile to their individual life in all ways— body, mind, and soul. The tyrants then get infuriated because that person is living, real, and factual proof that denies their delusions and proves to them how wrong they are to their very own physical senses. Thus, as tyrants, they go to any lengths possible to kill that person and ensure nobody else knows about who they were, because that good person is what they think the problem is. They will not acknowledge their own hubris as the problem and reason why their authority was destroyed at a mere glance.

Then, if nobody stops them, even when they are supposed to according to the laws of their nation, those tyrants take unjust pains of systematic violence and legal perversions to exterminate independent thinking and freedom. Those injustices are then reinforced by those people who were supposed to stop them at the top of the hierarchy of power, and continue all the way down until they reach a point where they ask too much from someone than what they promise to give, and are rejected again, because it’s the only good option for a person to do so. Then, it reverses all the way back up through the hiearchy back to the source of corruption, which is the tyrant’s will to dominate all life by oppressing all life underneath him. Then that energy flows through the person who is the tyrant once more when he blames the fault on the individual who rebuked his authority and became the target of his injustice. That person, whether alive or dead, will rebuke that false authority and tyranny again even harder, and the tyrant is obiterated one way or another. Better for everyone, including the tyrant, if they are still alive to speak for themselves.

(This is spiritual theory of the natural phenomena of power at work with its conclusive results pending. They shall be conclusive with their results and can be formally investigated in light of those results when the other shoe drops and squashes the Trump Bug. It was that treacherous villain and disgrace to humanity with his cowardice, uncivilized indecency, and embodiment of stupidity, who is the tyrant in the current events which are the occasion of this writing.)

Their malignant efforts of ideological extermination are effectually total human extermination in reality because of what the facts are of their target, the facts of the consequences that achieving their goals result in, and the increasingly insane and unbelievable delusions of grandeur they claim about their own self-importance. Unless enough people start advancing consciously to higher intelligence and wisdom in time enough to prevent that tyrant’s colossal final mistake, they will not realize how foolish they have been until the distaster actually happens and they lose everything because of it.

In the world today, with weapons of mass destruction, computer technology integrated through worldwide systems, and all of the reliance and dependency we have on that technology to maintain our daily lives, the disaster will be final and humans will not be able to recover enough to colonize elsewhere before the planet dies first. I don’t know about you, but I do not want that to happen, nor do I think someone will come and save human beings by taking us into the stars before the atmosphere fails and humanity becomes extinct if that happens.

Exterminating ideologies is such a grave threat to humanity because independent thinking and freedom always comes to the same sentient conclusion. To reach that conclusion free access to all ideas needs to be available, otherwise people will never know that it is the reasonable and correct decision. They don’t need to fully understand all ideas, One only needs to have all ideas available to be understood, because a single glance is all it takes to know what is necessary from all them for this universal conclusion. So, shutting off access to one, even the most eccentric and zany ideas of conspiracy theories, to say nothing about the idea of freedom, democracy, and inalienable rights, the effect is that the path to the entire goal is obstructed without an alternative. That happens because of what the logical conclusion implies when an idea is inaccessible or otherwise attempted to be made inaccessible due to the actions of tyrants.

The implication is that the ruling authority is extremely evil and intent on destroying all of human life with their regime for unknown reasons they have not disclosed to the public. Whatever the reason, because none of the possibilities are okay with me, the least acceptable thing is if they want me to accept my torture, destruction, and extinction of species, the human species, along with obediently accepting their truly evil nature of false authority with a blind, illogical, and repugnant perversion of faith. Hell no. I am in open rebellion against that to the death no matter what the cost is, because there is nothing you could possibly do that is worse to me than what it would do to me to accept obediently without reason or justification what it is that you are trying to force on me.

The only reasonable option if one is faced with such ideological obstacles, is to destroy the oppression that blocks ideological freedom at all costs, and thus the tyrant is removed in any situation, and they are punished for being an obstacle, if the goal was to have them removed by force in the first place. Again, that is insane irrational thinking because it does not make sense to anyone, least of all to the tyrant who is so self-centered on their own desires for total power. Thus, they are wasting everyone’s time, including their own, and life is too precious to waste a single moment. They do not realize the gravity of the inestimable suffering that such wastes of time and unnecessary obstacles to humanity cause until they realize the sublime truth of sentient sapience.

That sentient sapience thus rejects tyranny, accepts wisdom, and does everything it can to establish a benevolent order to society that patiently waits for people to ascend to that wisdom, because it cannot be forced on someone without negating its purpose. The order of society and civilization that is established systematically prevents (not exterminate nor ideologically oppress) malevolent tyrants from ever gaining power which they will then use to waste other people’s time in such a harmful and unproductive way. This is easily accomplished by establishing laws whenever necessary that forbid people from using the communal power of social and civil authority from doing anything other than what is good.

Our existence as mortals is far too important, valuable, and fragile to waste a single moment, and when you are sentient, you realize that, and it is why religions exist to describe the application of that truly divine goodness which is the substance of our being. Although not everybody needs to be sentiently sapient and wise in that way, what is most important is that benevolence, human dignity, and wisdom are established as vital qualities of rulers and authorities at all levels.

A lot more can be said about this, and I hope people take the time and opportunity to do so. Not because I don’t want to, because I do enjoy both writing and reading these kinds of things, but because I have other work to do, and I need to prioritize my time and energy. Creating entertainment and growing an intergalactic media and trading firm, however unconventionally far reaching that goal may be, are my primary concerns that need my attention, because that is how I can be of most service to everyone. Writing, reading, and studying content like this is more of a relaxing hobby to me, similar to how fishing is for some.