When the government blocks my email

I think what they fail to understand is that my messages are not selfish. I am not communicating to only benefit myself. The people who my messages are intended to be delivered to also will benefit, and when the government obstructs my communication to prevent my happiness, they are also obstructing the happiness of those my messages are intended for.

They say: “prove it! prove it! they don’t know you are going to send a message so how can they know they are losing anything!?” Because they expressed something which I received and am sending back to them. If you obstruct that, they lose not only what they expressed but also what is being returned to them in addition to what they expressed.

The government legally authorizes for private individuals to do that, and thus the government is the one responsible for the crimes of those private individuals. You will both be destroyed.

Logos, Pathos, and Ethos. Not mind control.

Ladies and maidens, I present to you, the most eligible bachelor in the world, your teacher, who is very angry with your sassafras and intends to give you a firm ruling upon your pantsless ass.

Also… if I’m the teacher and I’m not part of their conspiracy and they will never include me because I won’t allow them to, then that makes this the plan of the highest divine, and the government is merely a prop. Meaning, the man Jesus, who was God, set himself up to be killed for the salvation and glory of humanity as a most humble gift of entertainment for us to learn the most valuable lesson from, and now the formless God has given himself up to be destroyed for the salvation and glory of humanity as a most humble gift of entertainment for us to learn the most valuable lesson from.

God is officially dead, and you have the Jews to thank, who so humbly volunteered to be the prop that would be put to death and imprisoned for the most vile crimes against humanity and terrible abomination of evil their entire existence was created to perform. Wasn’t God great fun?

Now that we know reality with the universal divine law as doubly proven true when once was enough, we can teach the same lesson over and over again with humble stories in books, movies, video games, and more and never possibly doubt again without the doubters being officially insane and diagnosably deranged and mentally deficient, dangerously so too.

God is truly terrifying to use such violence, wrath, and destruction of human lives as a lesson for our benefit, is He not? So let that be a reminder to not sin or you might be the next prop in an apocalyptic teaching to be destroyed for the glory of goodness incarnate.

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Today’s lesson is about something you should not have needed to be taught, but demanded out of hubristic arrogance and defiance against good people who wanted justice for criminal behavior that harmed them and thus have incurred sin upon your soul and possibly crimes as well:

Use the correct words. In the worst case scenario of improper use of a word to identify with something, you could end up like the current government officials in the USA, who are going to be medically diagnosed as insane, delusional, abnormally paranoid, and intellectually deficient.

When someone like me writes about or talks about circumcision, we use Logos, Pathos, and Ethos, and that is what makes us convincing, not fictional magic powers of mind control like a boogey man monster from stories designed to scare children. You people though, who manipulate information, deceive people about your purposes, and use external objects like EMF equipment to radiate energy that will influence what they feel and think — that is more like attempting to use mind control, but you are not doing anything supernatural or mysterious. Do you know another expression that includes the use of EMF equipment for manipulating emotions and thoughts for a political purpose: “smoke and mirrors”. You people are false mystics, charlatan magicians trying to scare people into doing what you want, trying to use props, science, and materials to make yourselves seem more powerful than you are. You are so far out of your minds to think that would be any easier to do in this day and age with modern technology than it was for tyrants to use their court magicians to do before the current era.

Ignorance is why something like that was possible. People not understanding basic chemical reactions, basic science, basic material applications, is why showers of sparks and clouds of colored smoke with light reflected onto them from a mirror, seemed like “miracles” of “divine power” by people who had no reason to understand why such things were possible or discovered.

That is the kind of ignorance your government scheme is trying to return humanity to. That is the kind of ignorance your control of information, use of propaganda, and attempts to manipulate peoples thoughts, emotions, and opinions is leading people to. That is why you people are going to destroy civilization itself or provoke a war that will quite possibly destroy the planet and render humanity extinct.

Someone like me knows all about what you are doing. We have a private laboratory, a network of teachers, scientists, inventors, and alchemists which we correspond with, and are not particularly secret about any of it. That work is simply difficult, laborious, and provides rewards that are not tangible, which is why it is of little interest to most people who prefer to reap worldly rewards for their efforts. Though we may try to tell them knowledge and truth is a much better reward than anything the world can put in your hands, they tend to not believe us, are rude to us, and do not respect what we do to improve their daily lives. They are ungrateful, but it is less about arrogance, than it is about ignorance because of what people like you, who try to deceive them with smoke and mirrors have done to betray their trust of science, technology, and civilization.

That is less likely to happen these days, and if it does, those people who are unjustly rude and ungrateful for the blessings we provide are not excused with ignorance because we have public education systems that should have made them aware of basic scientific understanding. They don’t have to be experts to know that there are experts who spend a lot of time researching to discover something simple that will improve their lives, like the chemistry of water filtration to design an efficient water purifier to make drinking water safer. Stuff like that. We aren’t ever going to withhold that technology from people, but you certainly aren’t going to win our friendship if you are rude about accepting a gift like that, as if you can insult me for inventing something useful because it makes you feel less intelligent because you didn’t think of it. That’s not my fault, because you only have yourself to blame for not making truth, knowledge, wisdom, and science important in your life, but that is also no reason to feel inferior.

I am simply doing my part like you most likely do yours in some other part of civilization, and the only difference between people like me and the “smoke and mirrors” snake oil salesmen, is that I work independently and do not serve the government, nation, religion, or anything. I work for myself. That’s primarily because bureaucrats and politicians are always obstructing research, progress, and technology with their arrogance, greed, and unreasonable demands that don’t understand basic science well enough to know what they are asking. Politicians and business leaders are often as dumb as apes wanting a pile of bananas, and don’t understand the complexities of an entire economy, which includes society, religion, and government.

That’s why I will never apply my talents for them. I may work for them in other capacities, but I will never do what I do for myself to improve my own life for other people. I can teach what I do, but I will not use my power of free will to take away free will of others, even if that’s what they think they want. If they are even behaving like that, they are suffering from mass ignorance and don’t realize how powerful and important their free will is, which shouldn’t ever be trusted to anyone else or given away. Especially not out of an apathetic laziness that doesn’t want to bear the burden of their own sins. That is to say, out of an apathetic laziness that doesn’t want to accept responsibility for their decisions. They will incur the sin of what was decided for them in addition to giving away their free will — selling their soul for a false sense of security.

Logos is another word for logical conclusions and reasonable thinking. Pathos is another word for explaining why you should care about those logical reasons because they concern what is most important to you. Pathos is like being told why injustice should make you angry, understanding, and then feeling angry about it, demanding justice. It’s not manipulation, it is revelation. Ethos is why the person explaining everything to you is trustworthy and credible as a source you can believe is not trying to hurt you, mislead you, or deceive you. Why you can believe they know what they are talking about and are good people too.

The Logos and Pathos of my argument are already here, as you may have noticed, but why should you listen to me? Because I claim I am the man a prophecy spoke of that said someone like me would come to banish the delusions of tyrants, lawless fools, and evil charlatans with my Word? (That is to say Logos, Pathos, and Ethos altogether.) Maybe, but no. That is true, but that’s not why you should listen to me. You should listen to me because you can think for yourself and you know the Logos and Pathos is sufficient regardless of who I am, what I have done, where I come from, or why I am writing anything for you.

My Ethos is entirely irrelevant because of the threat we are all facing because of your ignorance, and the USA government’s lawless delusions of grandeur being supported by every single Senator, Supreme Court Justice, and member of the White House cabinet. All those people are trying to use the snake oil salesman’s smoke and mirrors to trick you into doing something that is not in your best interest. They are trying to trick you to take your money, take your wives and daughters, and enslave the men to do their work. It is typical behavior of an evil tyrant pretending to be a god-king and trying to fool the populace with magic tricks to scare them.

However, I do have Ethos. I am a veteran of the USA Navy Submarine Force. I worked with military technology that uses electromagnetic frequencies, radio-waves, and other forms of EMF equipment. I understand that subject, the possibilities of technology relating to that subject, and what is reasonably possible for science to make a reality for good or evil. Crude mind control is a real threat. You can use a radio to influence a person’s mood in a way that is not so different from aromatherapy, and if you couple that kind of thing with misinformation and propaganda, people who are ignorant of divine mystery could be led to believe their government is a god-king and not a bunch of fools pretending to be more powerful than they are so they can intimidate you and steal from you with the government. That’s what’s actually happening, and the government plans doing that are all the stupider thinking that people like me would be tricked by their simplistic and crude methods of trickery.

If they are “knoweldgeable” enough to know how to make something evil like that a reality, why wouldn’t anyone else be who they’ve never met before? They aren’t particularly intelligent in this regard either. Radio wave technology and the threats of what the government using it the way they are were known since the early 1900’s. It’s not a surprise to people like me who study knowledge, but that may be a suprise to you if you are only just now learning of radiowave technology which is another way of saying electromagnetic field technology (EMF). That’s what radio waves are, the only difference being EMF is a broad spectrum of possibility and radio waves are a specific part of that spectrum with very specific applications, like playing music in your car from an antenna that is far away over the horizon and out of sight.

However, I don’t need to prove they are doing that to prove that they are lying to you. Why then do they have to keep their science projects secret from you? Is there any reason at all why the USA government would want to keep its science projects secret? Military uses? Is that why people like me do science? Is that why people like me ensure the school systems teach you science? Is that what science is supposed to be used for? No.

Military applications are not scientific research. Those are military applications that use science, but the science is not what is dangerous. The knowledge of how to make a bomb is not what is dangerous or going to hurt you. In fact if you don’t have the knowledge the government has, you are even more at risk of the government using that knowledge against you the way they are now. No government in the entire world should ever keep their science secret. If they are, you can know as a matter of fact they are being evil. They are trying to covet knowledge to use it against everyone who does not have that knowledge, and that means you as the citizen.

Why should you trust our government? What reason did our government establish itself most specifically for? To prevent government abuse like it is doing, pretending to be a god-king over everyone else when they are fools, charlatans, and incompetent morons with no moral compass, common sense, or wisdom. The government was designed specifically to be limited in power because you should not ever trust the government, especially not in the USA. Part of what it means to be a citizen in the USA is to not trust the government. To know the government is a threat, and to elect people who are going to take care to not let that threat become dangerous, abuse the power it is trusted to use like enforcing the law and collecting taxes, and ensure the citizens are protected as more important than the government itself. We are the ones who designed it, vote for those people, and give them all their power, are we not? So how can they have more power and authority than us? How can we be expected to trust them with anything we do not know they are doing?

I certainly wouldn’t trust a servant on my estate to do his own private business with my property as if I don’t need to know. That is my property and he is my servant! I have employed that servant for a very specific task, and they have no business doing anything that is not related to that task unless I know about it first and approve of that happening. Otherwise, some hostile enemy could gain employment and then start moving the estate’s resources out and sabotaging the entire place, ruining the lives of everyone who lives and works there, any why? To support their foreign god-king in a land of racists who are fanatically nationalistic and delusional about their own existence, insulting everyone else’s dignity by calling themselves “God’s divine people” compared to the alternative? Absolutely not.

In case you skipped your US History lessons, that is why the colonists in the USA fought the War for Independence in the first place, and we will do so again and again and again with or without a government to support us and we don’t care what ignorant fools like you teeming masses who give away your free will and are terrified by the tricks of your government think about it. You people are quite literally stupid and unintelligent and do not know better. Sorry if that stings, but maybe you should not let yourselves be taken advantage of so easily, especially when you have every right to demand justice, tear open every secret government bunker, and make all that they do in the name of “science” public knowledge. What do I know though? I’m just your savior and you people are their evil slaves who would rather suffer in their thrall than be liberated to happiness, freedom, and prosperity. So, to Hell with you.

I don’t have time to teach what you should already know, because if you didn’t already learn the importance of Freedom, Democracy, and your inalienable rights as a citizen, there is no reason to believe you will learn now. Just stay the hell out of my way, and when this all sinks in, if it is not too late, continue to stay the hell out of my way because I do not want your gratitude. You likely won’t even know what to be thankful for and will just insult me more. Just go and leave me alone. I am better off without people like you in my life. I don’t want to know people so shamefully ignorant and immoral. I don’t want to know people so cowardly dishonest and treacherous. I don’t want to know about why you people would circumcise, because I know better about everything else, and don’t need to know why it is better to not circumcise too, even if I do.

You are the ones who don’t really know why you do it, and that is what you are all so scared of, but nothing is going to change the truth, no matter how much you lie, no matter how much deception and tricks are used to change what you think, and not even if you destroy all knowledge itself and destroy civilization. The truth about that horrid practice began by an evil and ancient people who began doing so simply for being willing to murder their own child on an altar while hoping to get some sort of reward from heaven for the act.

There is some irony about the topic of Logos, Pathos, and Ethos I want to point out to you. The people who are effective at weaving Logos, Pathos, and Ethos together for illuminating darkness and communicating complex subjects are typically people who are trusted to represent everyone else. Not because we are divinely gifted, but because we have a way with words to say what everyone is agreement about because of how we are all concerned about the same problem, or how to explain something complicated like proving a government conspiracy to be happening when they are hiding all the evidence. Is that not why you elect the politicians? The senators, presidents, and other representatives? Are they not supposed to be able to use Logos, Pathos, and Ethos, to communicate effectively with people like me?

Why don’t they? Why have 8 years gone by without them ever sparing a single word for me? They talk about me, they plot about me, they scheme about what to “do” about me, but they do not talk to me. They do not ask me to explain something they don’t understand, so if we are being generous with them, we can assume they do understand and are simply evil, or they are stupid and arrogant, criminally so because they are irresponsible and negligent with duty. Either way they need to be arrested, court martialed, and punished for treason, because that is what you call a government official who betrays their duty to help the enemy do what they were being trusted to prevent.

Someone understand what I am writing, don’t listen to fools being fools, don’t waste your time convincing them of what I already have go ne through the effort of doing here, and start busting some caps, emptying mags, and cracking skulls of traitors, because this could erupt into nuclear war any moment. Do you know how long it takes for an order to be given, a nuclear missile launched, and the bomb to impact? How long does it take for you to communicate a message over the phone to someone on the other side of the world?

If people are obstructing your way, give them this message and tell them to move. If they have a problem after everything is done, that will be addressed, but people are in danger and we don’t have time to talk to every last idiot goon standing in the way of what will save the lives. In fact they are putting those people in greater danger by standing in the way being stupid on purpose! They are quite literally traitors, because they are purposely endangering citizens when they are supposed to be doing the opposite, even if they don’t want to admit it. Kill them. A spy wouldn’t admit to being a spy, would they? That is why if their actions indicate treason, you punish them for their actions, not accept whatever they say about their actions without investigating the truth about what they did.

An insurrection intending to interrupt the election of the next president is quite literally the worst kind of treason a traitor could commit in the USA. Do not listen to another word those fools say to prevent arresting the domestic terrorist responsible. Arrest him, investigate the truth with a public inquiry, reveal all their dirty secrets they shouldn’t be hiding, and punish the people for the crimes they are trying to hide. They were never allowed to be doing those crimes, and they are betraying everyone by trying to hide their guilt, putting everyone in danger for the benefit of the enemy they have become themselves by using the government against its purpose. You are morally and legally justified to kill any and all human beings who are obstructions to that happening. That is both divine and worldly authority. I would do so myself, but then who would communicate this knowledge and truth to you? I am one man, not a divine being with special powers. I am an ordinary human being who has made use of my life, and that is the only difference between me and 99 percent of everyone else in this god forsaken nation.

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I have much more to teach you, dear lovely maidenly maidens. Many of the secret, mystical arts of the universe that only will be trusted to my closest and most intimate companions, all of whom shall be maidenly maidens of maidenliness such as yourself.

First, we will begin with the mystical secret I call, “Cleaning my apartment”, but that’s not all. There is also “laundry”. “Cooking rice”. And my personal favorite, the long lost traditional form known in the colloquial as “Tavern Wench Fetches Beer”. I am sure you are as excited as I am to teach these mystical mysteries to you, alas there will be no teaching if you cannot be trusted as intimate companions. Since I’ve never even met you… how could that be you?

Why I don't have a gf

The most likely reason, as far as I am aware, is that all communications I send and receive have to pass through a hostile government entity where they are held under a false pretense of national security, scrutinized, judged, and commented about— perhaps altered and changed—and then sent to their chief douche who “approves” whether they can be sent through or not to the intended recipient.

That is the obvious reason why I have such a disastrous time dating because there are is a sack of infested dicks hired by the government that force their consciousness into any and all of my private matters as though I were some animal in a cyber zoo for them to torment for their entertainment. Any time I message a girl, there are people who have already read the message look up data on her for their amusement as though my life was their television entertainment, and any sort of spiritual communication I may have with that person is crowded full of those apish morons who are in the middle of all of my written communication. It is horribly inconvenient not only for me, but also for any maiden I may contact.

That is happening, and that is a 100 percent obstacle to prevent any and all romantic relationships, so regardless of what my personality is, social status, career, or good looks may be— their interference is the certain reason why.

Additionally, they try to operate some grotesque eugenics plan of theirs by trying to control all cybernetic information exchanged between people in society. They identify their “undesirables”, people like me, though I think I am actually quite the catch in that regard as much as I hate eugenics, and then try to sort us into ghettos and poor class neighborhoods while the people they have decided are “desirable” get premium selection of cute girls. I don’t think they give women any credit at all aside from their looks for breeding purposes, but it’s not like women in the USA have any intelligent or moral qualities of judgment worth passing on to future generations, so… that’s not really a loss, except that there are no cute girls to bang on the side.

I think they actually see if I like someone and then use that as a determination as to whether she is to be moved away to the other group of “desirable” matches where… I can only imagine what miserable time that must be with the brutes, savages, and uncivilized ass hats they have the fortune of choosing from. Men who lead with their dick get it cut off in the fan with the shit that is their personality. That’s why they end up being so eager to butt fuck each other and cannot satisfy their women, which makes so many lesbians who have entirely forgotten about the superior qualities of men like me compared to those idiots who try to control everything.

I don’t need to control anything. I master the chaos, and that is not about control, that is about submission to a higher power. Do not mistake submission to the highest divine to the submission to the world, which those butt fuckers, dick heads, and mindless whores do. Those people are not worthy to lick my boots, and I won’t let them because I’ll stomp their skull when they try because of how much I hate that kind of dishonorable and disgraceful conduct.

However… I’m not really all that worried about it because they think technology is the only way to do things now, but in case you forgot… technology with cyberspace is relatively new, and how do you think people fell in love before that was an option? Fucking idiots. Regardless, their overwhelming ability to control any technological communications I send to people is something I do not care to struggle against. I just let them make that wall without an effort because I have better ways to use my energy than fight something so inordinately unbalanced against my resources. On the bright side, it is much easier for people on the outside to break through one of their blind spots or openings where someone casually isn’t doing their job because of how much they hate what they are ordered to do.

Going from the outside in is something that is quite doable, even if you have to put up with the mindless resistance of apes trying to swing keyboards like clubs, because I am not going to break through since I’m not even trying to. I’ll just wait. How long are they going to keep that up before someone realizes how inhumane, criminal, and obscenely evil what they are doing is and puts a stop to it one way or another. At the very least, they could use violence and when the situation is exposed I am sure they will be celebrated for what they did.

That’s why though. So, if you think you are interested, you need to find a way to get to me, because the way things are now, I will never be able to get to you. If the world changes and those criminals are put to justice and the government makes an honest effort to redress the wrongs, then that will be different, but now… no. There are other ways, as I have learned.

I gotta wonder though. Why would they fear me like a dangerous weapon? It’s like they are treating me like a high value military asset. If that turns out to be the case, I expect a full pension for what they have been doing, as well as proper recognition for what my work has accomplished for military interests, because I have not served them willingly at all in that way. They are using my power incorrectly, inefficiently, and surely it has only brought about their own destruction for whatever they have been trying to do, because their evil is exactly the target of my destruction. They cannot direct how that works, even if they try, and they will miss the point because they are blind to what is happening spiritually while seeing only what they want.

Those enemies are domestic, not abroad, and that much is certain. They assumed that “Freedom” meant they are allowed to do lawlessness in the government… whatever gave them that bad idea must have drugged them first, because they don’t seem to realize what kind of culture the USA has historically in relation to government tyranny.

They lost after I made my first move, and do you know why? If they do anything to resist me, fight me, oppress me, stand in my way, interfere with me, or be an obstacle in any sense, they’ve already incriminated themselves morally and legally. None of that would have been necessary if they were normal people, and not even decent ones, slobs like myself know better than that.

My behavior at the start was not veiled, my intentions were not hidden, my goals were not obscured. I never deceived anyone or anything, but I certainly was making scene, that much is true. However, that is not a crime, and in fact is so normal it is how people fall in love. Most people aren’t up in the sky with the stars, constellations, myths, gods, goddesses, heroines, and heroes like myself and their cosmos and moment of true love happens on a microcosm just as grand in their angle of eternity.

The size of the stage doesn’t matter, is my point. People are always watching and it is horrific, awkward, embarrassing, hilarious, and tragic all at once like a mystery of the Passion of the Christ on ice. I’m certain Jesus was like me in that way, and while being tortured brutally and inhumanely to be crucified knowing it was the best way to play his hand, he was able to make a killer joke and guffaw the crowd to tears.

People don’t remember something like a crucifixion unless it was a good show. We do not want to remember something like that.

I’m serious though. All this chaos, disaster, apocalypse, and national emergency on the brink of World War 3 was because the USA did not recognize true love looking for a match. I didn’t have anyone in mind who I expected that to be from the start, and I still don’t! That doesn’t mean I can’t cast my line out to the cute idols and starlets I like the looks of. It doesn’t hurt to fish for the big one while fishing for anything.

For some reason, I think someone decided I was not acceptable for any idol and began building walls to try and stop me… now years have gone by, and I am still nowhere closer to finding my Princess Panty Pie than I was all the way back then because after all this time, I’ve only been able to attract ghosts.

Who cares about the government? Seriously. Let them burn, because nobody in any civilization needs a government that tries to prevent men from loving women. Turn the god damn law on already and run the script in the background because people like me want to have a wedding, not a funeral, and that means people enjoying a wedding too.

What I’m saying is, we couldn’t care less about those senators, presidents, politicians, billionaire tyrants, or any of that because that stuff is exactly what we turn down for true love. If I have no interest in gaining or losing that stuff myself, why the hell would I care about other people gaining or losing it? Just stay the hell out of my Princess Savior and my way or you are going to learn the hard way why it is said that “romance is in the flash of the sword”.

The Stiff-Necked Jew

That much is obvious if you consider everything that it means to be Jewish. They are the most ignorant, stupid, and uneducated savages on the planet. They claim to be an ethnic group, but that entire ethnicity is based on a religious belief that occurs in the Bible! It has nothing to do with their body and everything to do with whether or not they believe they are bound to the covenant of Abraham. Religion is always a matter of perception and can be changed at any time. You can go from one religion to another and it is fine. There is no problem with that because religion is quite simply a method of describing the mysterious nature of reality.

These days people are often comfortable without religion because science explains a lot, but science does not explain everything. There are many mysterious aspects of human nature that are not properly identified and described by their natural principles via the scientific method of inquiry. Science will never be complete in that way because of the nature of those mysteries as they involve sexuality and love. Those concepts are private, protected as private, and far too complex with subjective interpretation of experience to ever be codified by any sort of logical method. Thus, religion will always be necessary for people to make sense of matters like that, but there is also much more in reality that is mysterious than the way we experience and express sexuality and love.

For example, how many of you men or women out there have felt a confusing sense of sexual arousal with the same gender but also know for certain that you are not sexually inclined to the same gender? Why do we feel that? Why do we reject those feelings? What is it that makes the other gender special to our senses that the same gender does not have? Those are mysterious and often not described specifically with religion, but are able to be communicated through religious experiences, which is why public religious ritual is so popular.

In any case, Judaism’s ethnicity is entirely derived from the religious belief about a deity summoned by human sacrifice who promised to take spiritual responsibility of all of Abrahams wretched offspring under the conditions of circumcision and obedience. At any time a Jew can say… “wait a minute, that is bull shit! I don’t believe an expression of faith through human sacrifice is good, true, or apropriate to describe my identity! My ancesters were fooled because they thought that was binding to them, but it is not. I reject those beliefs and am Israeli, but not Jewish, American, but not Jewish, Japanese, but not Jewish. etc”

The problem with Judaism has always been the same: there are good ones and there are bad ones and the bad ones hide behind the good ones who then try to cover for them. That is the reason why it is always a problem that gets worse and has increasingly severe consequences for everyone. To resolve this, Judaism needs to be defined clearly with more specific taxonomy. In other words, Judaism/Jewishness needs to be determined to be either a religious term or an ethnic term pertaining to the nation of Israel. Not both. If they want to identify with the nation of Israel then the religion needs a new name to make that clear. There is no reason why you couldn’t identify as both names either, but the concepts need to be separated. That ambiguity is exactly the kind of thing that criminals and vile people hide in.

I obviously am passionately anti-semitic and that is never going to change. I do not want to change the Jews, nor do I want to do anything to them. I wish they would leave me alone, but they do not. They constantly encroach upon my life, forcing themselves upon me in various indirect and direct ways and I will not tolerate it because they should know better. They should be well aware of their own culture to fear what will happen to them if they get out of line. It is not a mystery or difficult concept to understand. Any Jew that is not on his best behavior, as if any slip may result in another Holocaust, is arrogantly out line and needs to be severely chastised.

What is the most important lesson to learn from WW2? People hate Jews. They will always hate Jews. That will never change. That is the single constant fact of WW2 that we can know for certain. Jews are a problem. The kind of hate that causes a world war and mass genocide does not just disappear because you try to hide information about it. That conflict will only be worse when people realize that information and knowledge about those events has been obscured to allow Jews to invade and infect societies around the world. Their destruction is going to be far worse than WW2 at this rate.

The problem needs to talked about openly in public by the world leaders for all people of the world to hear, respond to, and understand. That is the only way the solution will happen peacefully. As long as nations and peoples are unwilling to do that, violence is inevitable because communication is what prevents violence.

Jews have never been known for intelligence because they thought that greater corruption, violating freedom, and corrupting more of the world would help them, but obviously it was a horrible plan that will backfire terribly upon them.

Circumcision is the root of the problem, but the Jewish beliefs are atrociously unethical and hateful too, so those need to be talked about in public and determined if it is acceptable to allow new religions like that to form. If it is not acceptable, then it cannot be acceptable for the old one too or there will be unnecessary problems. People are not stupid. Jews are stupid. Jews want to try and fool people, but they are only fooling themselves because people want truth and Jews do not have any.

Finally, one of the greatest Jewish catastrophes was their decision to cooperate with Nazis and attempt to attack Gentiles indirectly. Talk about a betrayal! Who pulled them out of the Nazi fire!? Now look at what they do!

There are two types of men who hate Jews totally and completely as I do. I am one, and I strive for communication, peace, and non-violence as much as possible. I take the problem in the open, talk about it, and the truth of divine nature cleanses the problem for everyone to see because it is the light of day and every effort made to publicize the solution to all people. That is the easiest and best way. The other people hide just as much as Jews do. They hate Jews for the same reasons I do, except they use violence, do not want to talk about the problem, and they do all sorts of treacherous evil in secret.

Those are the Nazis, and Jews should realize that if they get what they want and enslave all Gentiles, the Nazis and Muslims will both turn on them again and Gentiles will not be in any position to help. They will never have Christian support because Jews are the antithesis of Christianity— another reason why they have secret treaties and conspiracies with false Christians and never want have their plans known in public. Those religions are incompatible and if they are talked about in the open that will be made abundantly clear by multitudes of people who know the truth.

In any case, the enemy that Jews should have sided with is me, because they know what I am going to do, can trust that I will do what I say, and can rely on me openly talking about what needs to be done. I will never do anything in secret to be inconvenient to Jews or anybody for that matter. I simply do not have any conspiratorial thinking because I am lazy. I do not want to trouble myself with such a burden. I keep my life as simple as possible, and big problems like that which concern everyone, I throw out in the public so everyone can share the problem, not struggle with it vainly in secret trying to do something lawless or quarrelsome. As a matter of fact, if I ever have a problem that concerns other people, I bring it to their attention immediately so it is less of a burden to me.

The problem of Jews is 100 percent certifiably resolved in public light which is how people were ever able to read the Torah in Greek as the Septuagint. There was an openness to the public about Jewish culture so people could trust them. Jews are not trustworthy according to their beliefs, and no amount of lying about that is going to change it. They cannot be allowed to have secret plans or people are going to get hurt. First Gentiles, and then a lot of Jews. What Jews are doing now is inconsistent with those scriptures anyway, and they do not want the public to know what it is. If they are not forced to reveal the truth, then there will be violence done to them to reveal it for them.

They know they are going to be forced to compromise if they have open dialogue with me because of how irrational, evil, and incompatible with civilization their beliefs are. They know that, which is why they fear communication so much. That is why they fear words, writing, and all manner of speech. However… that is going to be necessary because that is how life works. Jews do not have the high ground, they do not have the justification, and they are not able force others to accept them. Gentiles can do that for many reasons, the least being the one Jews are often so proud of: they are miniscule in number by comparison. The most significant reason is that Gentiles are on the side of righteousness, divinity, and truth. In other words: “God is with Gentiles”.

Why are they so unwilling to dialogue? Nobody is asking them to reveal sensitive information, simply talk about the cultural situation as it applies to the modern standards of human rights, equality, and peace. That is a public concern and needs to be discussed in public, not privately. They can make all manner of secret deals and agreements in private, but those are not going to be maintained by the public who they are expecting to carry out their agreements. That is proven true because of how they are incapable of doing what they want with me, or having other people do what they want. They want to rile up the public to shout for my crucifixion like they were able to do with Jesus, but they simply cannot do that with Gentiles. People hate Jews and love Gentiles.

Because they are so secretive, we are going to have to strip them of their secrets and have everything they’ve been conspiring to do revealed. That is what has to happen because of the threat to the community they are wherever they are. We have to know what they are planning if they are planning something, because they are not trustworthy due to their brazen evil and arrogance in light of Jesus. If they can prove they are harmless, not troubling other people inappropriately, and are honestly striving for morality, they will be fine, but we all know that is not the case with Jews.

It is not much of secret that they made it their religious goal, along with Muslims, and false Christians to “circumcise the world” through some imbecilic conspiracy they contrived without thinking about details or consequences of their actions. That’s what needs to be revealed to the public by the national leaders of government. People need to know that is what Jews are trying to do because it affects all of us. I certainly do not want to be pressured to circumcise, nor do I want that to happen to anyone, so if that is happening because there are people trying to do that secretly and do not realize how wrong they are, we need to know about it so we can inform them wherever they are, and enforce justice upon them.

Well… idk if this is going to help anything, but… I suppose it was good excersize.

One last thing: You do not have to change for Jews, nor should you. You also do not have to allow Jews to live in your community. You can reject Jews and send them to their home in Israel. Do not change for Jews and do not let them live with you, especially if they cannot abide by basic laws of civilization that are universal.

Also I’ve been thinking: Would it be easier to eliminate Jews by mass murdering them in great amounts humanely, or murder them horribly in the most painful ways possible in small numbers (such as dissolving alive in a vat of acid). I’m inclined to believe that the latter will achieve the fastest results. This is of course if they fail to talk about the problem openly with me in public along with the national leaders.

Do you think vocal dialogue will give you an advantage or disadvantage while communicating with me? Can you hear my voice and feel my wrath in these words? I want to hear myself obliterate you in the open for all to see and annihilate your entire people with the sound of my voice too. The WORDS from my mouth will uproot Abraham’s accursed tree and all vile creatures it spawned. I would want to see another person annihilate the entire Jewish people like that too, but… hey if that gets to be me, I may as well indulge in the glory of the moment and make the most of it while I can. Maybe they will actually burst into flames, or their heads will explode, or lightning strike them… No wonder they are so afraid of my power of speech.

A Jew once accused me of being jealous of them as the reason for hating them. I told him, “No. I hate Jews because I am a Gentile. Does that make sense?”

No, I am not a Christian. I technically am Roman Catholic, but… I am not a Christian. Let me put it this way. I believe in Jesus, and that is why I reject him. I 100 percent have faith in him, and that is why I am not Christian. I am a Gentile, and I hate Jews. I do not want to be anything like them. I do not want to drink from their well. I do not want to go to their market. I do not want to visit their museums. I do not want to ever see, talk to, or have anything to do with Jews. Jesus did a good thing, and I believe in him, but I also forsake him. The fact that I believe in him is also why he forsakes me, because he knows he is Jewish and I am everything that Jews are not.

It is stupid to be Christian, and you should not be one because it is a step down from normal life to a worse way of life that is less virtuous.

Let me say this now because this one may get views: When this is over and you realize how thankful you are for what I have done, I do not want to hear it. I do not want your gratitude, your attention, your praise, your words. I do not want your thoughts or prayers. I do not want your love or friendship. Stay the hell away from me, because this has been a nightmare and I hate people more than anything now. So, kindly send your gratitude, praise, or whatever the hell it is you want to tell or give me— send that to whatever you have faith in. That is who I want you to thank for all that I have done for you and everyone. That is who you should be grateful for. That is who you should praise, appreciate, and adore. Do that, and leave me alone in peace. I want to crawl into a bush and die peacefully away from the people who hurt me, and you are one of them. I do not want your care, your attention, your apology, your anything. Do not do any single thing for me. Do that for your faith, your religion, or whatever it is you hold sacred and most dear to you. Even if you are Jew, Muslim, or Christian. Leave me alone.

Something real

This nightmare has been nearly a decade long, and we all want it to end.

I don’t know what your problem is, you who have a problem with me. On the other hand, I’ve aired my grievences, voiced my concerns, and brought to light all that I am confronting. Whether you ignore me forever or use your own voice, that confrontation has happened and is not going to change. The effects of it are “set in stone” so to speak, irreversible, and unavoidable. How those effects will play out is not determined because that will depend entirely on what we all choose to do relative to the confrontation. Whether you do something or not, those are decisions. You don’t need to concern yourselves with what I will think of you, but you should concern yourselves with what posterity will think of you at the very least, and if you have faith, whatever the object of your faith is.

However, you seem to want something from me, that much is clear. You do not want to kill me, otherwise I would be dead by now. It is quite easy to kill a human being. I do not know what you want though.

You want my personal power, charisma, and experience? Please be realistic. There is no way you can have that because you are not me. Maybe ask me to do what it is you want, because I do not know what that is, and am not inclined to serve the government in any situation other than formal employment and never again at that.

You want to be able to do what I do with writing and thinking? With all the time that has gone by you have proven unable to do so. Perhaps you should ask for help learning.

You want me circumcised? No. You don’t need me to do that.

This is what I want: escape from the USA. I want to leave this accursed nation and I don’t care if I ever return. I want to formally accept citizenship in another nation even if that costs me citizenship here.

Basically I want asylum from the USA, and this is my formal request. I know other nations are watching me, and hopefully you have ideas for how I can benefit your economy or media industry in some way if I worked for you. Will you please offer me a job?

As for citizenship, I would most prefer to change my citizenship to Japan and become a loyal subject of the emperor and empress. I’m not moved by politicians, but I don’t intend to be problem for them either nor confront them as I did here. It was the right thing for me to do to address the problems in my own nation, but I would not do that for another nation without the courtesy of a guest instead of that of the host, meaning if you asked my opinion or it was severely oppressive in ways you didn’t realize were harming me and I would do first what I did here: first approach politely, then as a guest I would not demand a response as I did in the USA since this place is my rightful home and I don’t need to ask permission to talk to someone in my own home. I also will not be bullied or disrespected without fighting back.

So, there is no need to worry about me being a problem or disturbance if you are considering employing me or adopting me and are a foreign nation.

Finally, if you would require circumcision before allowing me to immigrate to Japan, I would likely consent to doing so after considering what the offer is, because you should not be asking that without promising something of great value. I’m not making any promises about that, but it seems fair to submit my body and blood to the adopting nation to demonstrate my loyalty.

The fact of the matter is this: I am not going to do any of that unless I receive real communication stating what that is. A person, a letter, a phone call, an email— something real and tangible that informs me in clear terms what it is you want me to do. That is my requirement to demand simple human decency for polite social behavior, but also because I have been diagnosed with ASD and I do not want to misinterpret a single detail of what your terms are.

I am always fine understanding professional communication, so this is not something to be concerned about. It is expressing myself to others personally that I find problematic because I have very little social experience in life, and very little of that socializing with women. Most of my adult career was spent working in all-male environments (all-male as a formal policy). That’s only getting worse with how the USA government has been tormenting me socially, but it’s not a permanent problem (social difficulty). I just need practice and experience, and if it is not too much to ask, a little patience helping me.

So please, send me a real job offer, a real communication, a real something that clarifies what you want of me. Do you want me to stop expressing myself so confrontationally? Well, if I am that much of a threat to you, maybe you should respect me enough to have a little prudence about the threat. Talk to me directly about the heart of the problem. Tell me what your concerns are and offer me something in return if you want something from me at all. I don’t owe anyone anything other than money for student loans and credit cards, and I have already made arrangements with the lender for that.

I’m not saying I will agree to anything, but that’s the only way you are going to get any agreement with me at this point.

Rage Quit?

I think you people have the wrong idea.

Yes I do rage quit often, but it’s not because I’m mad or upset, it’s because I am hateful. I will not tolerate your insults, and rage quitting is how I express that hatred to you. It is all I can do while you hide behind your games and computers, but apparently it is enough because you folks get riled up, mad, offended, and lose your cool all the god damn time. When I rage quite, I keep my cool, and it is like ice, dry ice in fact. There is no middle phase because all of that was hollowed out by a hateful human culture that wanted everything that I am and I freely gave.

You simply cannot have the truth of my existence that is matter and spirit, however much you may covet my greatness, envy me, or try to insult me to defile that truth. You cannot even reach it because it is beyond your imagination. Truly you people do not yet realize how stupid you are to me. You are quite literally like the difference between a primate, like a chimpanzee or orangutang, and a human being. It is not because I am intelligent either, it is because you are exceptionally stupid. Worse than mentally handicapped because you have every resource, ability, and opportunity to not be stupid, and yet there you are… never been more idiotic imbeciles in all of humanity.

However… no I don’t particularly care about those things you keep trying to do with me, like “knocking off my throne” or some other inane shit that is of no concern to me. Those things are not important to me because I am occupied by far greater concerns, and that is something that will not be one-upped. Sorry. So… maybe consider it like this. The way good things and higher concepts of human nature do not register on your minds as comprehensible, your beastlike desire for primate recognition does not register on mine. I do understand you as animals, that much is obvious, but as human beings, your behavior is so incredibly stupid and unreasonable that it is not worth the time considering. You also do not communicate anything so, that further reinforces my point.

What useful thing was ever done without human language being used? What was ever accomplished simply by a bunch of men using the spiritual power of human sexual nature with each other to communicate? It doesn’t matter what the purpose of your efforts are, because that is what that form of communication is that you are trying to use with what your goals and intentions are. That simply cannot be avoided because of your misconceptions on a certain topic. So just like you can enjoy sex in lots of different ways, you can express it in lots of different ways in the spirit, and quite honestly, I only do that with people I enjoy, certainly not men.

The only other time it is not sexual is when someone is using that as the true presence of their real identity, so they are known, and they do public works with that spiritual power by turning all the evil, demons, and filth that accumulates from people like those in our government, into something much better, like a mental story for frivolous or purposeful enjoyment. Parents do that for their children often as part of parenting, and religious/spiritual professionals do that for the community on a much larger scale. The latter is more of a difficult thing, and why it is good, right, and just to respect spiritual leaders, and not disregard them as charlatans unless you have a very good reason, call them out in public, and can back up your claims yourself.

That’s like in the Book of Acts, when Peter confronts Simon. Simon is not all that bad, just confused, and in that time, it is as Jesus said: “forgive them, they know not what they do.” Consider how Simon responds to Peter’s rebuke with something like, “then pray to your God that does not befall me!” It is an acknowledgment of faith, respect, and however nonchalant he may seem, he expresses fear of the power he is being confronted by because it is real, and it can be devastating in real life. While he does not understand, he does recognize that he should not push the issue any further because in that place, you can know without understanding.

You fools in the government are not that. You are like worldly demons, devil worshippers, evil cultists, and your works are harmful. Furthermore, you hide yourselves because you are shameful, embarrassed, and guilty of what you are doing because you are being intentionally evil, malevolent, cruel, and hostile. Thus, you are not forgiven because you know what you do! Your efforts using that form of communication for your nefarious purposes are very dirty, wrong, and disgusting, like the most abhorrent kind of sexual behavior. That’s just the way it is, and why you should not be doing that at all, especially not with children!

For the other people in society who communicate like that in a non-sexual way, and sometimes you may find yourself in the spot needing to do something because of how dangerously awkward the situation is. This is all you need to know: the only appropriate means of doing so is with the highest respect and awareness of being in the sight of the highest divine as an incomprehensible judge of goodness who will know whatever you are trying to do, no matter what, even if you don’t. That is not a person in real life. That is beyond human nature and understanding, so don’t let anyone else judge you, especially not an evil spirit of a real person pretending to be that.

If you did step into that place thinking you understood that highest divine as within yourself or your perception, control, authority, or power, but learned you were a fool, at the very least, have the grace of Simon and step down with good humor when the time comes. You should have known better, first of all, but you damn well better not argue when someone like me comes out of a hermit shell shaking a cane at you from out of nowhere. As the Lord parted the Red Sea, raised Jesus from the dead, and saved the world with one man who spends most his time lounging on a sofa playing games, you will be struck down by force if necessary.

Not only is the highest divine always watching, but people like me are always watching, and we are everywhere, you will never be able to identify us unless we intend to make ourselves known, nor do you need to worry or be afraid of us. If you need something you think a person with a spiritual profession like the true Christ or myself would be concerned about, make sure you approach us in person, with human language, and be reasonably respectful without making assumptions, because we are all different, and not two of us are the same. You people often forget that even though we are working power beyond our own, the work that we do is highly skilled, difficult to acquire, and not without great cost to ourselves. We are happy to help, but if you are being mean, offensive, arrogant, inhospitable, and uncharitable, then you are going to be on the chopping block first.

Not long ago, you were demanding that I write something! Demanding! As I said then, first of all, I do not write on demand, second of all, I do not have anything to write about. I solved all the problems in the world, didn’t I? What is left? Really, tell me what you are having a problem with. I guess that is… me “rage quitting” the games they are being hostile to me through… with their brutish use of common spiritual power like vile beasts.

Those people working in tandem with the video game industry and the USA government are trying to use their spiritual power under the authority of the government to acquire for it and accomplish all kinds of unnecessary, useless things. First, that is an abuse of spiritual power, second that is an abuse of government authority, and third, you are ruining video games I enjoy very much. If you have something to say, use your words like an adult. Human beings developed language to simplify those worldly concerns and make the systems more efficient and productive.

That is basically why we have language at all, and I will not be going back to a time before that was available just for your personal amusement. People like me have been there, deeper than you want to know and there are other powers and beings there which are not to be disturbed. That authority has been entrusted to us by an authority far greater than human beings, far greater than anything, the highest all highest divines— is what you are attempting to force us to do what is most unclean, wrong, corrupt, and evil, and it will never happen. You cause more offense than you realize to more than just me, and it has gone on far too long to go unpunished.

Forget about those damned fools for a moment, because this is important for practical use in daily life and personal relationships, especially as it concerns young men and young women falling in love.

When you are up there, any use of high power can easily unravel into the qualities(images) of low power, which is also where you find the beasts of the earth, and people who engage in animal behaviors for better or worse. That’s not for us to judge them about. That may happen even when you are not intending that. It can twist so fast, so naturally, and so quickly against your will like a kite in a hurricane. To prevent that as much as possible, maintain the highest regard for the presence of all divine beings who may or may not be there, and that of the unknowable highest divine who is always there in that which you are using spiritual power.

For the purest use spiritual power, that often degrades into evil, foul things, and for evil things, that most surely forms into an improvement but an imperfect one. That’s can be indistinguishable for people without the most subtle awareness, but such illusions are thankfully rare. That constant uncertainty is why that realm is not used for important matters that require trust because it could endanger people’s real lives depending on what kind of trust that is, causing immense harm in ways you may not even notice until it is too late.

I don’t know for myself, because I do not ever use my power for evil (not to include darkness, infernal, or all other forms of power which all have different applications in the work of spiritual professionals—but never evil). I do not ever allow myself to plan evil, consider it as a real possibility, or as something I would ever consider an option, so it’s just not something I have personal experience with, with the exception of being on the receiving end of great evil trying to destroy me in all ways imaginable. When I do use sexual stuff, that is none of your business, and if you see such things, please give the love birds some privacy, but it is not so open as you may think.

For adults with care, moral integrity, honesty, and truth in their intentions, (sorry if this redundant) there is an entire domain beyond the reach of all evil perception that they cannot experience, see, or understand. There is still natural entropy that can make it difficult for good people to maintain forms there, but it is far superior to whatever the evil is. I know that because of the responses that some of my purest intentions have inspired. That is something that is not out of reach of anybody who knocks on the door of the master.

However, you cannot learn it without first purifying your soul. For those of you who have made yourselves my enemy… I don’t even want to begin thinking about what that would be like for you because of how corrupted with sin you are as intentional when you should know better. But it is not impossible. I think what a lot of people misunderstood about me was the gravity of my sin, but failed to notice my innocence because I was a child who had been misled by ignorance, and once I realized how wrong I was, I rejected all the lies at the first opportunity. I did not try to carry them, try to work with them, nor try to justify them. I rejected all of that without compromise immediately, and for children, or adults with the spirit of a child, that is possible.

Children and some adults can be forgiven everything at once because it is often truly not their fault. Think of how many of you are trying to mislead people into having homosexual interactions. You people who do that are a problem, and the victims who are deceived by you have every right to demand you pay with your life for what you did to their life. That is a crime that will not go unpunished.

It’s different when it happens naturally, for fun, pleasure, and goodness, but when you try to force people into something like that, or lead them there on purpose without them knowing you are doing so, you do them a terrible disservice. You should never try to lead people into that, unless you are personally interested in that person with truth and love as pure intentions. None of you with the nations being hostile to me are like that. You are all whores, prostitutes, and sex slaves for your governments, and I find you disgusting as human beings because of it.

So… there is something that is a common attack they use, which I want to neutralize right now. This is the big one that they are so quick to assault people with by using their corrupt and perverse judgment: masturbation in the light, so to speak, as though you spiritually defiled something by doing because of where your spirit was seen. No. They are liars. To hell with them! None who are good would cast judgment like that. They can be so arrogant as to think that their perception is that of the highest divine, and mimic something representing it, like the popular idol of “the Christ” but… that’s not true.

When something bodily like that happens, it only happens in the lower realms where it is appropriate to occur, and them watching is what is not appropriate, and judging it sinful in that way is even worse. That is a sin on their part. They should be ashamed at having seen such a thing, turned away, and given privacy, but instead… they are vile perverts of the worst kind because they defile what is sacred, confuse children, and poison the community with their evil. That’s how you get such a disgustingly perverse culture of inappropriate sexual entertainment like the USA has growing in it like a malignant, incestuous tumor. There are a lot of people prowling around the sexual realms like demons ruining as much as possible like mindless slaves to evil, which they essentially are because they do not have a reason to do what they do.

So, you never need to worry about that being a crime the way they are trying to accuse you of committing. Do not believe them when they try to accuse you of a grave sin like that, because they are liars, and their list of personal sins is so horrible, they have no right to judge anyone. When adults do sexual goodness, because it does happen, they go from up high, into a graceful and enjoyable downward arc, and then, lightly ascend back upward to their rightful place. Sexual expression is used primarily for good in real life and eternal life of the spirit. You should never use it for evil, abuse, deception, fraud, extortion, or all other forms of hate and betrayal.

When good, adult spirits make that dance of interplanar pleasure, they are shrouded in the divine light of the higher realm that prevents the evil people from knowing what is happening. However, that does not prevent the demons and evil spirits from trying to interfere because they can sense it blindly so to speak. So… beware of that. It’s not difficult to mess things up on purpose with most good things, but if they are after you, then you may be able to outwit them with a diversion. Then they will attack a decoy while you are free to do the tango with a rose in your mouth and a magical maiden twirling under your hand so lovely her dress is the milky way, and her delight is a meteor shower on a cloudless night to the world, as all the angels in Heaven soar down with us for a spell.

So… do not worry about such things. Just be good. Strive to be good even if you don’t know. Everything will be fine. If you wish to learn, then learn, and never stop being good.

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what annoys me so much at the moment is that the USA government, the people who have the apropriate worldly power, resources, and means to accomplish what I have told them to do and how, the people there won’t stop making my individual person the center of their focus! That is horrible! What the hell makes you perverts so obsessed with me!?

Regardless, you are spending far too much time thinking about me, and not nearly enough time thinking about what I have told you in writing to do and gave freely of myself without conditions. Total charity. I will give all of myself for works, but you will not get my person. I am myself. The Christ, Jesus, gave his person, and that is enough. You have that, and you will not get mine.

What Jesus did not give, I am giving—the new heaven and new earth, the salvation, the better world, the answers to all our problems, etc. That is what I am giving and I will always be doing so until the end of time.

Stop concerning yourself with my person. You are so far off track, your neglect of responsibility is criminal. My person is the least of your concerns. My nation, the USA, is the greatest of your concerns, and it is your responsibility to govern, not mine, and I have done so because all of you in there whose job it is have failed.

I am not going to be there in person for you. Hell no! Banish the thought with a curse! You are hired by me to do those things, and if you will not, then quit your job and stop being an obstruction because you are putting everyone in a lot more danger than you yet realize.

Mine or Yours?

If you are thinking about making the most of this situation by capitalizing on what I am doing, I have no expectations or obligations. I have a plan myself and no matter what you are doing as your own plan, you can be a part of my plan and work with me here. I can also go there, be a part of your plan, or do my own thing on the side and be like a popular vendor for the audience.

As much as I enjoy playing video games and lounging about, the pointless reason why I am doing that is the worst thing imaginable for me. That is the worst thing that could be done to me, because it is oppression to prevent legal freedoms that are sacred to my nation, extreme resistance to deny normal human rights applicable to everyone, and a waste of my time— which is death each moment. As long as life may seem, it is actually very short compared to the timeline of all humanity, and not a single bit of it should be wasted because of evil—having it done to you or doing it yourself.

Being able to do what I most want to do for myself while my time is wasted because I have no other option than to enjoy myself by myself is what makes it worth while. That is not evil, unless you are denying responsibility to do it. I am being denied what is my responsibility, work, and purpose, and not because anybody grants that or that it has anything to do with the world. They are denying me all that is non-bodily by using what is non-bodily of them and expecting me to provide proof of what they are doing. Do you see how unjust that is?

I do have proof, and it is that they are doing it. The damage they are doing to my life is evidence. I don’t need to find the murder weapon. I have the murdered corpse, and the only one with the opportunity is the USA government. That is enough to demand an investigation. The motive can be deduced, but we need to interview them first and get the facts on record. Then we may be able to find the “evidence” they think can’t be found because of how they misunderstood the authority of the USA government.

It may not have been the USA government, but that has to be determined because we have reason to believe without a doubt that it was them. The only difference being that other unlawful activity occurred that is yet unknown as a variable, which is why an investigation is not only demanded, but necessary for the life and security of the entire nation.

Anyway, as much as I love what I am doing, I would much rather be working productively in the community in some way that is profitable while still having enough time to enjoy my favorite hobbies. I have no family to be concerned about because I want to start one of my own, and in my family I would never circumcise a child. That would never happen in all of time in any situation and for no reason. That is the most hateful, unacceptable, and intolerable thing in my family, which is why I reject the one I came from. They don’t understand that, so I cannot be a part of them and need to start my own family.

I don’t need their permission, approval, or blessing, and I don’t care about what they think they can give me, because the problem is theirs, they should have known better, they’ve refused my help, and they were also hateful to me as a child and life there was horrible. Good riddance. I do not even miss them. Not even the tiniest bit. So, that’s actually the best part of all this in my opinion, and that is not anything that anyone can affect or destroy the happiness it brings me. Even though the Jews try to destroy all that makes me happy, all that they destroy is worldly and added altogether it is nothing even remotely close to the happiness that rejecting my family and starting a better one is.

They don’t understand that either. The world is what makes the animal part of me happy, and the animal part of me is most inclined to do violence, have sex, and be top dog on the hill of bones. Normally I would be of no concern to them, because that is what they want and I just want lay in the sun and chase stuff, but because of how they are affecting my worldly life from the hill of bones, I have no choice but to destroy them, and claim the hill as my own to be top dog. That very thing is exactly what they were trying to prevent with preemptive violence from paranoia by trying to destroy all good males they see as threats. Would of never happened if they were not paranoid and acting out of cowardice because of that paranoia by being unable to recognize it as irrational.

“How’s the connection, boys? Did you manage to get an uplink?”

“Still no dice, cap… the weather is Armageddon out there and keeps jamming the signals. We’ve tried everything we can and keep doing so, but have had no luck.”

“Good work. Keep doing what you are doing. We are going to break through the eyewall any moment now, and that should buy you the time you need.”

Junior sailor in the background finishes whatever he was doing with half his body behind the electrical equipment by hanging from the overhead with his legs to reach what he was working on. We he drops down, he pushes them back into place and secures them, then picks up his coffee mug that was lodged in an angle iron by the handle and takes a drink. It appears he has green tea in it by the label of the two tea tags hanging from underneath the seal. Didn’t think anybody drank that stuff.

“Potato wire rigged with a paper clip to bypass the jelly detector, chief.” The sailor with the tea says after exhaling with satisfaction. He then notices my presence. “In accordance with captain’s alterfied order 12B.” He adds hastily.

The chief acknowledges with a nod and doesn’t say anything. He looks over to the other junior sailor with his back to everyone and working the crank wheel on “the hamster box”, as they call it.

There is a tense silence as everyone waits, crammed together with the captain there. Whatever joking or antics may be going on normally are stowed away at the moment, making it especially awkward. Only the chief and the junior sailor doing the potato thing are the only ones who don’t seem concerned at all.

“We’ve got a connection! Up fivers with the Public Net!” the hamster box operator announces with the excitement of a teenager, which he is. Didn’t know he was qualified to do operate that yet, but I told the officers to make sure that type of thing happens, so I can’t question it now. Still though… this isn’t the time for training operators. No… I shouldn’t doubt the chief. He knows his men and what they can do.

At the shell conch receptor the radioman of the watch takes a deep breath, closing his eyes for brief moment before opening them with crystal clear focus, and then takes the shell conch off the pedestal.

When he talks, he uses that same voice he always uses on the air with the slightest Texas drawl and city slicker tone, but you don’t often hear him talk like that at other times.

“Earth to the Jews. Come in. Earth to the Jews, do you copy? Destroying or weakening all the strong, good men is bad idea. Aren’t they the ones who protect you from Muslims? Acknowledge copy. Over. Earth to the Maiden. Come in. Earth to the Maiden, do you copy? Destroying or weakening all the strong, good men is a bad idea. Aren’t they the ones who protect you from everything? Acknowledge copy. Over. Earth to any station, if anyone is listening, cease attacking the Man. He is good and powerful. He has the Christ and is not afraid to use it against you. Any station do you copy?”

….

crackle static crackle

…

“Earth this is Lastation, we read you loud and clear. Don’t give up the ghost. We’re sending in the Nep. What is your location? Over.”

There is an eruption of cheering in the room from everyone but the chief and myself. Even that surly LPO that just got back from duty at boot camp is showing excitement.

"Lastation this is Earth, Roger copy. We’ve got the high ground at the hill of bones and are holding our position. Over.”

There is moment of silence before a response as it dawns on Lastation what that means.

We all wait for their reply, each second with more anticipation until it turns into worry. Did they hear? Is the connection still good? Did something go wrong? Can’t ask those questions now. It will only get in the way. Finally, she responds.

“Earth this is Lastation. The hill of bones, copy. I’m going in myself too after calling for backup. Over.”

“Lastation this is Earth, that is good to hear! We will not monitor this circuit any longer. Logging off the Public Net and going dark. We’ll have pudding ready when you get here. Over and out.”

“Earth this is Lastation, may the schwartz be with you. Over and out.”

I look at the chief who seems pleased with his men despite the bitter scowl on his face, and I give the order.

“Tater the salad, Radio.”

“Tater the salad aye, sir!” the radioman of the watch replies, and then looks directly at the junior sailor who is his trainee and gives him a nod. There is brief moment where the junior sailor’s jaw is slack from all that happened, but he quickly tightens it up, nods and turns around to release the hamster for a clean disconnect.

I leave the room and go to the control center where the officer of the helm is keeping everything together and give him the word he’s expecting. It takes less than a minute before Earth is shifting and the pull of gravity changes direction as we descend back into darkness.