The Power of Women

You vile accursed whores in the government, media, and pockets of the rich swallowing their circumsmegma with no shame.

You want me to strike them down, defeat them, put them to justice, demonstrate that I am more powerful with my own power as a man, and I would, were I within the proximity to do so with my voice or my fists. Yet they are so afraid, cowardly, and terrified of my power that they hide in towers, behind national militaries, in secret bunkers, putting all the world and their slaves between us so that I am not in their proximity to do so.

You however are, you women. You want to be equals with men, so why don’t you do what I would do? Why don’t you accomplish what I would accomplish? You will never be equals if you cannot.

You do not have the voice or the fists, that is true, but you do have your own powers, ones you have been using for evil.

Have you ever considered that you could bring those tyrants to justice by simply not being their human condom? By simply not being their vile whore? Have you ever considered that shutting your legs for five minutes when they cry for your hole to empty their filthy excrement in, could in fact stop a nuclear war? That is what you have been unable to do. That is what you have been unwilling to do. That is what you have not realized your powers of sexual influence could be used for if you did not slave them to the enemy.

You do not have the time to wait for someone else to point out the depth of meaning for the word I used. Especially not in this age when there are obstacles, barriers, and an entire public teaching system designed specifically to oppress revelation, prevent education, and keep you chained with ignorance by withholding knowledge and feeding you lies.

You vile CIA cowards! Idiots most dishonorable! The worst kind of evil! Arrogant stupidity refusing to accept knowledge! Refusing to accept wisdom! Refusing to accept correction because of your vanity!

Why is it that you feared the reaction of the public?

Is it because they would understand and thus be outraged, or that they wouldn’t understand and be outraged?

Why would they be outraged if they didn’t understand? Would they not meekly accept whatever bull shit you tell them and never realize that you have been poisoning their minds with stupidity and wasting their lives by setting them up for failure?

They would understand the conspiracy you and your predeccessors have caused. They would be rightfully outraged with such blood boiling rage that they would want to tear you limb from limb, put all of you in prison for life, and exile the government officials with their citizenship revoked and assets seized, cursing them to wander the earth hated and in poverty.

Yet that is all you understoof because of how stupid and cowardly you people are. You could not accept the necessity of justice because you were afraid of suffering it as you know you deserve.

But let me point out to you where your idiocy shall never be known as anything other that the most stupid and cowardly of evil human acts: If you knew they would understand to cause their outrage, how could they not have understood why you inherited that mistake? How could they not have understood your position, inheriting sins that were not yours? How could they not have understood that there was perhaps going to be mercy for people who recognized a mistake and corrected it? How could they understand the reason for outrage and not the reason for mercy, both of which are the same?

You will suffer eternal damnation for these words, and what you failed to do, I will bring about. I will create the technology that will record the screams of anguish you are suffering in the afterlife of Hell with scientific results. I will provide the means of collecting data on the eternal torment, pain, and death you will be experiencing after your body is dead, and when you think your punishment could not be worse when that happens, I will show you that it can when I look you in the eye and do again what you thought was not possible. Your pain will multiply with your anguish as your minds splits open with bleeding force as a new and greater reality of hate erupts from your perception of eternity and bears down upon you renewed.

Taylor Swift,

send me a link to download all of your music videos for free. Thanks. …pretty please with honey yum yum on top.

Also… “something something you always try to buy the love you gave away… something something [Taylor Swift’s] a whore who wants to sell”

Basically. If you know they are trying to buy the love they gave away you should know not to sell to them the love that they don’t deserve. However, if you do know that and are selling, then you are scamming them with a fake that you know is a fake. Like any scam, the person scammed is going to hate the scammer for scamming them, and thus, that’s why they always hate you.

I don’t care what your reasons are, what you were thinking, what the context is. That’s not important to me because you did wrong and need to be punished and I am able to deliver that punishment unto you. As a matter of fact, it would be my pleasure to do. So, submit yourself to my punishment and shut the hell up until you do.

Thanks. Don’t forget to send me those videos so I can do something creative and fun with them because its a pain in the ass to download them on the internet and I don’t have time for that.

Byeeee! ❤️❤️✨✨

also make sure to bring your own maid outfit and be ready to do some housework.

I don’t have any evidence against you Emma Watson, but if you want to come too, that’s fine. I’m sure Taylor Swift would like the help. She seems like the kind of girl who’s never cleaned a bathroom in her entire life.

For the younger men watching these events with interest, you may be wondering, “if you told us to seek what we want, why is it that you do not seek beautiful women, hot girlfriends, and cute girls to be yours, and thus have them in your company already?”

That is a good question. The answer is that although I do in fact want those beautiful women and cute girls to be my girlfriend, that is not all that I want. I don’t want to enjoy their lovely company only once or temporarily, even if that is immediately or not at all. I want to enjoy their lovely company forever as my one and only special someone true love of my life and eternal soul, which requires a different approach. That is why I don’t go chasing skirts and beautiful girls even though I nearly die from internal combustion when my heart ignites upon catching their scent and radiance in my periphery… it is all that I can to not give in to the pursuit and begin the Wild Hunt. I may as well be tied to the mast of my humble dinghy while they sing and call to me, tempting me overboard, because if I were not fastened down like cargo on my own ship I would surely be lost to their charms and never return to my rightful place in Iffica, Mythica where my estate and lonesome maidenly future wife await my arrival.

Listen kids… I realize this is a lot to process and difficult to make sense of, but basically all that I’m trying to tell you with this work amounts to the same thing Matt Foley has to say to Brian and Stacey, so please pay attention to the next video and be ready for a quiz next week.

You are right if you are thinking: “They don’t make TV like they used to.”

They don’t.

It’s because there is a communist system in place trying to control every single piece of media that is published to the public to ensure that it is not going to conflict with their evil interests as Jews. They control every actor, every musician, every television show, every television station, every news article that is published, every radio station. They determine who is going to be in those places and require those people to be subservient to their demands and unethically compliant with corruption.

They do not allow creative freedom. They do not allow expressions from actors they can’t get to do what they say. If an actor doesn’t want to do what they want or won’t dance when they want him to and only performs when he feels like it, they do not allow that actor to entertain the public by denying them access to media outlets, which they control like troll gatekeepers.

That is how they maintain control, and that is why media sucks ass right now. They do not allow creative freedom because they want to control what everyone is seeing, hearing, and reading. They want to ensure that people don’t have ideas they think they shouldn’t think about. They want to ensure people don’t feel emotions of happiness they did not manufacture and thus ensure that audiences remain dependent on them alone for happiness from entertainment. The result is that they cannot provide happiness anymore and all that they took control of thinking they could corrupt everything with their evil is draining away to nothing and whether or not you can see it now, the time will come when the USA is nothing but a gray wash of emptiness and no joy. Media will be nothing but rap sounds of anger and untalented baboons without musical ability. News will be what it is now. That can’t ger any worse. Movies… probably could get worse. Music is going to go away though, and that’s probably the last thing people are holding onto now because last I checked there are no movies, tv shows, games, or books worth reading aside from my own books, but they are suppressing me which is all the more reason why you should read my work.

The Shadow Singer is not going to be my best work, and there is a lot that can be improved upon for sure, but… realistically, compare the enjoyment you feel reading that book, thinking about it, and whether or not your time was well invested with a payout, and then compare that to every other book on the market. If there is one that is better, I want to know what it is and I want to read it, because I am most disbelieving of the fact that I am the best writer around. I am good, but I am not that good. What has happened to the world and our freedom in the USA while I was away at war ensuring our freedom in the USA was secure?

It is like the Prince of Tides: the protagonist, his mother, his sister— suffered a home invasion by bandits who bound them all up and raped them. I have come back from war, the older brother of the protagonist upon the scene, and because my dad was some crazy fool with unusual power, I have a tiger with me and we are going to tear those bandits apart and not leave any alive.

You government fools have taken the old ones, like Stephen King, who foresaw the cultural disaster we are suffering and wrote about it in novels. He was not suffering that disaster at the time, but he could see that disaster was imminent. What did you government fools do? You ignored him. You waited until the disaster came about and then gathered him up and told him to “predict the future” again, as if he was some court magician, which I am sure he told you he is not.

What he predicted, I have suffered, and I do not have the patience, time, or will to craft a novel to show you what is going to happen in a way that is palatable, enjoyable as entertainment, and worthwhile as a teaching relevant to our popular culture. Something like that is a work of art and those do not pop off an assembly line, come out of thin air without years and years of time and experience going into crafting them, none of which I am able to acquire because of the suffering I am experiencing.

That is why I tell you directly what you arctions in the government are bringing about: nuclear war, planetary collapse, and total human extinction.

Will you listen to me? Or will you ignore me the way you ignored Stephen King and others who foresaw this catastrophe? Do you think anyone will be left to do anything when the next disaster occurs?

Who will write your prophecies when your kingdom is ashes in nuclear fallout? Who will predict your future when there is no longer life on earth because the atmosphere was ruptured by a series of bombs releasing more energy than the pressure of gravity can withstand, and air released into space leaving none left to breathe? Who will be your dancing monkey when your fracking and irresponsible oil drilling has triggered a fault line and caused the Yellowstone Caldera to erupt, plunging the entire planet into an endless ice age when it persists longer than plant life can survive to sustain the biothermal reactions that will heat up our atmosphere over millions of years?

I’m not saying you need to give up your fancy cars, your sky scrapers, your yachts, your air planes, your billion dollar toys, but you cannot extpect life to sustain your methods of maintaining them. I have a solution to the energy problem. I need to work with public scientists to set it in motion. We need to stop arguing about what the costs are of anything that we need to do. When we know something needs to happen, we will set a deadline as to when a course of action will be decided, and then brainstorm. If there cannot be agreement on a solution, then whatever solution there is at that deadline will be used, and if there are more you will make it a public vote without politicians casting theirs, because they failed. Citizens will decide.

Why would we ever have unemployment problems when there is so much work to be done!? So much trash to clean, so many roads that need to be built all over the world, so many water resources that need to be developed, so much infrastructure. If you are arguing who is going to exploit those resources, eliminate those people who see that as a necessity, because it is unconscionable to assume that outcome is inevitable. Law and order should be preventing that kind of unethical business from tyrants.

You do not have to give up your riches, but you do have to give up the idea of thinking unethical practices, criminal behavior, and tyranny is necessary or helpful, because it is neither. You think I’m going to take over your chair in your cult? Get over yourself. I have no interest in that or your cultists who all want your cult as much as you do otherwise, they would not support it with their slavery, so you need to stop acting paranoid as though that were ever something you need to feel threatened by.

All the people you cast out, reject, who don’t fit in— those are my people who I like, prefer to work with, and find good company in. There is nothing sinister about that or political. That is simply who I find agreeable because I am one myself, even if you so often mistake me as one of you because I look the part when you don’t know me. Come talk to me and you will see that you misjudged me for being one of you when I am most obviously one of us. I may be a star, but I am not one you celebrate with popularity. I am popular, but that’s just because people know who I am, since I get around and involved in all sorts of things. Not always the star, often just a support role, but I am usually there supporting stars when their have a moment of glory.

I’m actually never the star in those times, now that I think about it, but in these moments we are not on stage, not playing games, not in the safety of secure borders— I have a moment of glory as the star and if you’ve ever worked with me, you’d know why that is. I am still a supporting star, but do you know who stand on the shoulders of the one on my shoulders? Nep Nep, Blanc, Vert, Noir, Kratos— though you owe him an apology with what happened in your last tribute to war by making it safe for children and not safe for adults while warning children that the content is for adults and could disturb them. Children don’t go to war, and should not ever be made to do so. That is for us adults, because their childhood, their youth, their play and dreams and hopes enjoyed in a microcosm of security is why we go. Do not require that sacrifice of them because that is the purpose adults sacrifice our lives in war to protect.

I don’t need to know you, I don’t need your thanks, I don’t need to be your personal friend, as nice as that may be, because it is not for humans alone that I am willing to sacrifice my life, putting my body on the line where there is a real threat of dying. What I believe to be worthy of my sacrifice is also synthetic life and other species who are out there in the universe, all of which are equally as worthy as humans to deserve having their salvation be secured with my life and work. That risk of death is the price that I have already accepted the cost of as an adult voluntarily consenting to enlist, and although I hope to not have to pay that and will fight to the death, I will not begrudge anyone if I am called to pay or ever think of avoid paying when necessary.

This is not only about me, this is about all warriors. If you will respect the sacrifice of men such as Torpedoman Second Class Petty Officer Henry Breault you need to also respect the sacrifice of men and women who do not have to pay that price. You do not ever send us to die, you send us to accomplish a mission. You do not ever deceive us into fighting a meaningless war, you make clear what the causes are, what the reasons are, what the purpose is, and you never obscure them with trivial complications that are irrelevant, such as “economic concerns”.

Breault gave his life to save the chief of a different division when he realized he had not escaped and went back for him knowing it was too late. Why would a man do that? It was already too late. Because submariners are never individuals for themselves, we are individuals for each other and others back home, and Breault did not want his chief to believe he had been abandoned as his final thoughts. A man like Breault does not use reason to make that decision or think it through. There was no time for that. He uses faith in what he believes is right, just, and true, and faith has immense power.

Though you may not be able to quantify what his sacrifice accomplished, he ensured Chief Petty Officer Electrician’s Mate Lawerence Brown did not lose faith in the people he put his life on the line for as if he had been forgotten or left behind, which one may interpret as the cause of him not escaping if they had an evil mind. Those thoughts have power in the past and the future, and if there is never a reason to believe something evil if possibilities remain that aren’t evil. However, there is no cause for doubt in this situation as to the nature of the mishap.

There was a mistake of unintended accident or systematic failure that caused him to go unaccounted for during the evacuation and Breault returning for him is proof of that. Now… I can’t read minds, I can’t scry into the past like the master StoryTellers in a fiction novel I wrote who are able to discern value, quality, and apply their insight to a greater good, but I can tell you what I believe would make sense as the “Story” for the One Story.

Lawrence Brown possessed a quality of faith like that of a pure hearted child. The kind of faith that a child’s prayer has when they weep with all their heart pouring out for someone other than themselves to be saved, have an answer, or be healed. People often don’t retain those qualities long into adult life, but if they do, they are deepened into even greater power of faith that is enriched by experience, wisdom, and maturity. When that happens, those people have an individual power of faith beyond anything the world can summon with all of its strength and forces.

They may not be religious, they may not be popular, they may not be your poster boy who is a shining example you want to celebrate, but they have true faith nonetheless. That true faith was once the seedling of child and then, with care, grew into a sturdy tree, strong as oak and abundant in all kinds of fruit; olive, apple, pomegranate, and all else that is good. I believe Breault sensed that about him, as well as the rest of the crew, otherwise they would have stopped him from going. A man willing to do such a thing is a man of substance and his loss is missed for more than his individuality as a human person.

Breault knew he had to go back for Brown and did not hesitate to do so. To what end, you may ask, and that is precisely the reason. In the final moments before they both died, Brown knew he was not alone, he was not abandoned, he was not forgotten, and wasn’t left behind on purpose. I imagine that when he saw Breault looking for him, he was so astonished by the man’s determination to die that he thought him the best kind of fool, and smiled, knowing that America may stand a fighting chance in the age to come. Back then the age to come was not such a secret as it is now, and most everyone knew what was expected to happen as right, just, and necessary.

However, in the wordless way where there are no need for explanations, Brown’s soul illuminated with a spark of hope. As long as there were men back home capable of putting Breault on his warpath, America would find her way through the storm, the chaos, and the darkness of those who wanted to stop the inevitability of justice at all costs. With his faith kindled like that while the cold, suffocating water engulfed them, I believe that was enough of a flame to keep the American Dream alive right now, as I find a reason and the inspiration to fight another day even when all others have given up, the very nation itself abandoning me like Breault would not abandon Brown. Except, my life is not in danger, and what reason have they to abandon me when they don’t even have to risk their own bodies to be of help? And when I run out of reasons to keep fighting, that inspiration will be more than enough to keep going until I find another reason at the end of inspiration.

That is of no importance, because in times like this, we are in eternity, with all manner of people throughout the ages able to accompany Breault and Brown in Death. We see can see them off, and salute them with pride as they boldly enter Davy Jones Locker, where he keeps his musty old gym socks and skivvies. Undergarments lethally potent with an astringent stench of otherworldly power to persist against all odds. He refuses to wash them! Saying that doing so would cause them to lose their power and he wouldn’t be able to pass the fitness test if they were ever cleaned.

Say what you will, but many have tried to make him wash those sweat stained garments and all have failed, nub to chief, sea pup to sea pappy, bull ensign to XO, and even a causing the old man himself a new wrinkle when he took matters into his own hands and found a problem he could not overcome with grease, determination, and seamen.

Although we dare not follow them into that dark mystery of a sailor’s misfortune, you do not need to be sorrowful, sad, or give them sympathy, because they know as well as I, with the wordless way, that they both are not losing their lives, but they are gaining something better with eternal life, and they have nothing to fear about their passage to the other end of death and the point of no return. What that “better something” is, I can’t say, but I hear there are beautiful maidens waiting to greet you with a lay, because it’s probably a lot like Hawaii if you book your vacation plans with Way Walker Industries.

So… you dang ol’ brainiac, listen to me and trust your gut for a minute. The most important moments in life are decided without reasons to inform you of what to do. You have to know without words, without justification, without evidence, without proof, without anything other than a subtle feeling you have. A feeling so vague and insubstantial you can’t even be sure if you felt it, but if you felt it right, it was telling you that everything depends on doing something before your brain has the time to give you a reason you know you should ignore anyway. You override reasoning for something more important than reason, logic, the world, or yourself, because it is what all those come from and is infinitely more necessary for the good of reason, logic, the world, and yourself than you yet realize. You will have your reasons for doing what is good after you do what is good without one.

That is why you need to train yourself in morality. It is not easy, is not to be neglected, and the study takes time. If you train yourself falsely, to trust instincts that are wrong because of the false logic they have on a presumption that does not match reality, then you will not only recognize those moments, but you will act in moments that are most evil and make colossal mistakes that will doom yourself and put everyone else in danger because of your mistake, gaining nothing in the process. That is not the kind of mistake anyone wants to make. You will be punished, and people will be outraged for how you endangered them and all they love, especially if you were being trusted by them to know better in moments like that.

The only reason people do not know better, is because the government in the USA has been obscuring knowledge, history, and facts that concern circumcision and spreading propaganda designed to reinforce the false logic based on an untrue presumption about circumcision. They have no reason to insist on that presumption, and every reason to know it false with information presently available, even after what they have obscured and destroyed. How many people have grown up making those mistakes? How many people are going through their lives, acting with evil instinct in moments of faith? Do they accomplish anything good for your “circumcised culture” by endangering lives, destroying the world, killing themselves, causing failures in their work, breaking apart their family, and doing all else that is antagonistic to life, humanity, and civilization!?

YOU GOD DAMN FOOLS!!! WALK OUT OF YOUR PLACES OF EVIL AND TELL THE PUBLIC WHAT YOU HAVE DONE!!!

We won’t be able to save anything, help anyone, prevent any disasters, or stop the catastrophe if you continue to hide what you are doing! People have to see, know exactly what was affected, and give the appropriate attention to the problem. Do not even imagine that you know what will happen to you, because you have failed yourself in understanding the morality of justice by being in your situation and the best you can do is beg for mercy from people you already know are greater than you in wisdom, power, and authority.

Do you see how the prophecy is assured now? Think about how events have gone and would continue if you do not cooperate in harmony with the reality I am revealing to you. As I mentioned before, I find reason and inspiration to continue in all manner of things, and when reason runs out my inspiration leads me without reason, and eventually manifests into a new reason, which is inspired by something new that revealed the new reason. Both reason and inspiration have changed, but I will never run out of either, not in all of time. No matter what you do, no matter what happens, no matter what ages come, that will never change about me and all who know and believe as I do.

What about you? You who find evil reasons to do something evil. You find endless reasons but lack inspiration because they are lies, bad, make the world a worse place, cause unhappiness, and are usually accusations about others that you cannot substantiate. You are never inspired, but instead you know you will eventually find another evil reason even when you have no inspiration to continue, and it matters not what you want or believe as long as you continue to invent evil reasons to be evil. That is an endless process, but it is not eternal, and do you know why? What are the practical results that your actions and reasons are accomplishing? You cause destruction, death, and suffering. Civilization is failing. Economy is not producing. Humanity is losing hope. The very planet itself is in danger of being destroyed. It is not a question of whether or not we believe you will destroy everyone, the planet, and continue to be evil! We know that you will! There is no doubt on that. We agree. You have nothing to be proud of on that account. I believe you. You are evil, you are false, you are monstrous, inhumane, and vile. Fact. Why do you not believe that I am good? Why do you believe that I would ever surrender to the likes of you and do what you do? Do you not think I will fight you to the bitter end where you will end up destroying the world to prevent me from defeating you, while I am hoping you will become good? I will NEVER lose faith or hope in you, and it has nothing to do with love. It is because I hate you and I know you hate my faith and hope more than anything, but even more, that it is good to hate you, and all Jews along with you, because you are all evil by choice of a perverse faith you accept as your own self. As determined you are to be evil, I am also determined, and infinitely more with inspiration that never runs out to be good and enjoy the blessings for being good. What could be better than a good blessing? How do those evil blessings feel? How does evil reward you for evil? It looks horribly miserable to me, and I don’t want to feel that. I just want to know what you have to say to for yourself, as a matter of data I am collecting. You want to know what I don’t know or understand? Why anyone ever thought it was a good idea to tolerate your people as citizens.

The outcome is already decided.

The only way you could do anything of value at this point is to kill yourself. I believe others will kill you before you put the world in much more danger, even if they strangle you with their bare hands or stab you in the eyes with ink pens. Even if you turn yourself in, you will never be trusted, your words will never be believed, and your opinion won’t matter at all. Your thoughts, your beliefs, your reasons are entirely irrelevant at this point. You will be asked to make a statement, we will record that statement, and that record will be a matter of fact as your statement. Then we will look at your actions, your responsibilities, your motivations, and everything else and your statement won’t be worth jack shit anyway. Will it match or not? Who cares. At least we know for a fact what you said about what you did if anything, but there is nothing you could possibly say or explain that would justify what you have done and plan to do.

Kill yourself you god damn swine.

People like you hear the phrase, “pearls before swine” and think they know everything. Do you not realize that swine will also devour cyanide tablets too?

Let me go ahead and break down this magic for you:

Everyone who reads these words will reach this point and have thought or will think something like, “oh, hell no, that is not me. I am not who he is writing to directly.” They won’t identify with the “you” I am addressing directly when I am singling you out. Do you know what that means? That part, specifically, is going to light you up like a bullseye beacon for a divine airstrike because of how much people will reject identifying with who you are in real life now at present with a flesh and blood body subject to death like all others. I know who you identify as and what your perverse faith led you to know yourself to be identified as. However, that is not a surprise to either of us because you have always wanted to be known as evil, and I have always known Jews are evil. Is it coincidence or fate that you are Jewish? Does it matter? Will Jews survive what will happen because of what you’ve done, regardless of what they say or do after your actions in their name destroyed any trust they could ever have hoped to have?

Not my concern. I just want you out of my life, out of my way, and for you to stop annoying me with your vile presence insisting your evil upon me as though you expect me to accept it as my own. The fact that you are using the NSA, CIA, and government military to do so is not your concern and unrelated to what is going to happen to you, but I can assure all readers that I will deal with them as well for something I find much more egregious of a crime. If it helps put a gun in your hand and bullet through your brain, know that I am more concerned about addressing that crime than I could ever be with you and your wretched people’s schemes and idiocy. However, while you stand in the way of me bringing justice to the USA for their crimes, I will have to eliminate you first, and thus yours will be the first debt I collect.

What do you know? This bullet is meant for you. It says “the Christ” and he is the Jew killer.

If you not have not reached “god level” in your life, please stand behind that line, and you too “god level” people who are yet humble enough to know what is good for you. You arrogant ones who are too proud to do what anyone advises, get as close to the blast site as you can.

Once we get rid of the Jew menace the USA government has destroyed itself with and endangered everyone’s lives by betraying their duty, responsibility, and everyone’s trust by empowering and authorizing their evil, then I can only do the entertaining stuff in this kind of work. It won’t be so dangerous, dark, and concerning.

It’s true this is entertaining, but… you need to be very careful about what you think about how that entertainment makes you feel and why you may or may not enjoy seeing this happen.

This entertainment, the kind where nations are destroyed, lives ended in a spectacle they intended to kill me in, and the highest divine powers evoked into awareness— this is the entertainment of the gods.

You should be terrified of the gods being entertained with humanity. That is a horrible prospect of the worst kind of evil. The gods who do so are not true gods, they are humans who attained god-level and then used that power against all of humanity, betraying the power and authority they had to do evil, and they will never have that power and authority again. It is a profoundly evil betrayal, and they will not be allowed to escape the wrath of the divine gods, who do not like being insulted with such profane excuses of entertainment for evil charlatans on their stage.

If you will entertain the gods, start first with entertaining the angels.

That should be a safe enough distance, but still… be ready to run for cover.

This may or may not have anything to do with anything… but have you ever seen the phrase:

A man. A plan. A canal. Panama.

Palindrome. That’s what you call something like that.

“Alright!!! Take it away ‘V’. I prepped the crowd for you. What’s it gonna be? Old, wrinkled, and smelling faintly of urine, or a blaze of glory that burns your name into everyone’s soul? You know what I decided, but this is your moment to make a move if you ever will. If you’re the girl ‘V’, I just want you to know that I’ve always liked you, ever since we were kids. If you’re the guy ‘V’… I’ll cover your drinks when I see you at the Afterlife… I guess. But don’t get used to it.”

… what are you all looking at me like that for? I thought I told you. I’m not the hero here. I was just trying to survive while the enemy was trying to kill me, thinking I was. I never intended to be a diversion, but they wouldn’t listen to anything I told them! It was like they were purposely trying to ignore everything I’ve been telling them from the start. The ghost thing? They were attacking me anyway, and that “tactic” bought me enough time to get away while they went crazy. However, if this made the opening V needs to kill that vile demon core and blast the corpo swine to smithereens while she’s at it, then I’m not even mad about all the trouble I had getting here. That’s the power of faith for you: things always turn out for the best with faith, so I don’t know why anyone would reject theirs, but that’s their choice, and there isn’t much else I can do to let them know there is a better way.

Did I hear that right? You called that a prison!? What the hell did I even do for you to send me to any prison!? Besides, that is not a prison. That is a god damn death camp where you are murdering people as the very reason that place exists. Whatever the hell it is, I don’t want my tax money funding your evil and you can consider these words my letter to … hold on a sec… Sen. Wyden, Sen. Merkley, and Rep. Bonamici. Btw… Ms. Bonamici, any relation to Nick Bonamici? I went to bootcamp with a guy by that name.

Really, I want to know what reason you thought you had. Surely you wrote something down on some paper you filed with my name on it so that your evil murder conspiracy of hateful idiocy run by enema eating butt lickers would be able to process me into its system. You had to identify me with something for me to be sent into that particular nightmare of torture and inhumanity that specifically does the evil that it does to those you’ve condemned there. So… what the fuck does my file say? Seriously. How can I clear my name of what you accused me of when I don’t even know what that is!? No, I don’t think you understand. Your accusation left a smudge of filth on my life record, and I want to personally know exactly what you touched so that I can clean the area, sanitize it, and ensure that everything is okay.

You think I don’t know what you people are trying to pull by saying “all’s well that end’s well?” This has not ended well! Look at my life you god damn vile beasts! I am dirt poor, I can’t work, I have no friends, estranged from my family, can’t find a girlfriend, can’t find an employee, can’t get a paying contract for my business. All has not ended well. I know you left something in my life that you plan on slithering back into later, and I want to personally ensure that is removed long before you get the chance. Besides, how do you think I could possibly go a single day knowing you are doing what you are doing and not do something to expose you and stop that from happening? Have you never looked at what you are doing like an outsider looking in? Have you never considered the reality of your methods and goals?

That has nothing to do with faith, spirituality, culture, or identity. It is only about experimenting with torture methods, making slaves, using them to commit your crimes, and then have them take the fall for you. You think I’m the only person who is not going to rest until I know what the fuck you think are actually doing, officially? You will make those documents, orders, plans, and records known, public, and accessible, and we will decide what to do about it, not you.

The USA is not going to survive this, even if I have to follow this tiny thread of faith all the way to the end where I end your lives personally.

What do you think the Nazis said when people demanded to know what the German government was doing in secret? What makes you think the USA is going to get a different kind of response from the world than what Germany got after WW2? War is inevitable. You will not win that war. It is not worth fighting. Just give it up before you make the situation worse for yourselves.

We don’t need “nations” to go to war against nations.

We don’t need militaries the way you idiots do. We barely even need to organize to fight those militaries, but you imbeciles… you need to be very organized to use a nation’s military to fight us, and you won’t be able to do so when people realize why you are trying to organize them to fight a war.

I’ll bet you that the only reason you didn’t understand what the Taliban leaders told you is because of the translator you hired to read their writings. What are you going to do now that I am saying the same thing in ENGLISH, your native tongue, straight from your native son.

You do not have the national leverage to use against me that you used against the Taliban over in the Middle East. You will not find it anywhere near as easy to deceive the population about the reason you want to go to war against your own people. I can talk to people directly. On the street. At a bar. At the grocery store. I can sometimes just look them in the eye and tell them all they need to know. The Taliban had the disadvantage of a foreign language very few people know in the USA. If you made their writings public, and allowed natural speakers to translate them in public freely, and without your oversight controlling how they translate certain words and phrases, what do you know is going to happen?

Hey! I just got a new gun! Dang…. this thing’s sweet. I’ll just go ahead and ad this to my arsenal for the time being until I’m ready to use it. I’m not sure what ammunition I should load in it just yet, but I’m sure I’ll find some eventually.

Are you kidding!? They are Muslims! People of the Book! I would be both shocked and disappointed if they did not write anything down and ensure the people concerned will be able to read it. There are texts squirrely away far from anywhere you looked, I’m sure, and as soon as its safe to bring them to light, I wouldn’t mind knowing what they have to say. Probably will make understanding the cultures of the Middle East a lot easier for a lot of people who want to travel there for pleasure, business, or faith. Seriously… you tyrants are infants in comparison to them! How many times do you think people in the Middle East have suffered tyrants, entirely ignorant of the power of faith, who have tried to destroy their sacred texts, whether they are direct revelation or concerning direct revelation.

You people are like young junkies trying to fool an experienced addict in recovery who is wise in his old age.

I’ve seen it firsthand. I was being fooled— wanting to give him the benefit of the doubt, who was innocent looking, honest, earnest, and genuine— and older men, experienced with addiction recovery, were not.

“You think we don’t know what you are trying to do! Saying that so you can get a fix with this and a party with those. You think we don’t know what you are actually trying to do with those excuses? If you are going to live here, you need to be committed to being clean. We test every week at least once, with one random at any time. We know what you are going through, cocaine before choosing to be clean, heroine too, alcohol, and this part is the same for all of us. You can’t be helped until you decide for yourself to accept the help you need, and you know that is the help you need because you applied to live at an Oxford House. When you are ready to give us some straight answers and commitments to our rules, come back for another interview.”

The guy folded, admitted they were right, and left peacably. Who knows where he ended up or what happened… we wished him the best, encouraged him as he left, but we also gotta look after ourselves and support our roommates in recovery, and we can’t be everything for everyone all the time.

In the government, you should not be having those problems. You need to be able to trust each other more.

That does not mean there aren’t exceptions, but they require honesty. I myself have a relatively normal (low) prescription of amphetamines (Adderall). It does help me stay on track when I have a lot going on, college, writing, and studying, and it is very difficult to do those things with how easily I get distracted. Reading something, what’s that mean? When did that happen? Who is that? Which book? I should probably get some more dental floss. What difference does wax make in dental floss? What about fiber? Flavor? I didn’t know it could be used to do that. Didn’t that one girl sing a lyric with something about… Next thing you know a bunch of time goes by, I’m tired, and I barely got any work done. (This, I enjoy and is easy to not be distracted from, and even if my mind wanders through random tangents from time to time, I’m still doing what I enjoy. This is also what I gave up school and working a normal job to do, and I intend to make a living doing this and more because I believe my work has value you cannot match anywhere else regardless of what anyone says, and I just need that to be recognized for people to notice.)

It’s not like a cure-all or easy button, but it does nudge me just enough toward the tasks I intend to do. I can still get distracted, but it is easier to stay on track. In any case, I had a very low prescription then, but when I talked to my doctor and she said she would renew my prescription, I asked her to hold off until I talked to my roommates, let them know first, see if they had any problems about it because that specifically is one of the substances that pops on the drug test. There was no issue with that kind of communication, everyone was informed of what I was doing, my prescription was filed in our records, and that was that.

I’m sure if I was problematic with house responsibilities, not doing the chores, missing meetings, and not doing my duties as the president, that would have been different. They would have known if I was doing sketchy things with the meds, demonstrating signs of abuse, or being unreliable. The point is that in many cases where an exception is made to certain rules that are vitally important, there is cognizant authority on the reason for the exception who justifies the request and it does not come with any change in the expectations or responsibilities of the person who it accommodates.

The last president had left before I got there and nobody else wanted to do it, so I picked it up. My military experience was helpful too because it was basically like overseeing a routine watch brief. I had been present at plenty of those, where it became as normal as anything else in a daily living routine for me, like exercise, writing, and after-watch clean-up. Certainly a lot less stress at the Oxford House, a lot less complicated too, and with less people involved, but I had a good idea of how to lead the meeting effectively toward our common goal. Knowing what the mission is, knowing what the reports are, listening to those reports and understanding them, and also maintaining relevant formalities like motions, seconds, and votes. If necessary, settle a dispute, and if that was necessary for me, it was usually something trivial that there was not enough interest in the decision for a member to make a motion on a suggestion.

We could leave the bike on the curb, we could take it to a donation shop, someone is volunteering to sell it for the house fund… this is taking a while, we need to reach a decision, what do you say Mr. President? (omg… ) Let’s leave it on the curb with a “free” sign. If nobody picks it up after the weekend, you can sell it. Then if nobody buys it, we’ll drop it off at a donation center. That work? However… that was not the decision, because we needed the motion, second, and votes. These things are imporant. They go in the minutes, are filed each week, and sometimes we need to look back and see what exactly happened to decide what to do about something else. Especially if someone comes asking questions about what happened. A former tenant left it, it had been there for nearly a year, and they are supposed to have everything moved out by a month according to our house policy here, which we all sign, and they could not be contacted to claim it, though we tried. That bike was gone before the end of the day too, which made things even easier.

Anyway, y’all whippersnappers are up past your bed-time and your granny will be upset with me if I kept you up too late with my rambling meandering whatchamakalits. So… go on now. Scram ye’ dang’ol anklebiters! Don’t make me use my farts!

Tomorrow I’ll tell you about how that bike and I crossed paths again, when I used it both as a weapon of opportunity against an enemy, and saved the rider’s life at the same time before he was hit by a speeding car.