That is what I hate most about the corrupt, defiled and miserable video game industry we are left with now that the mutilators, Christians, and vile megalomaniacs trying to micromanage ever human being’s personal life have bribed each other, raped each other, and brute forced their way into the boss's office with the guns of government.
Well, I’m ready for anarchy now that I recall how it all happened with nobody being willing to stop them.
However, the inconsistency in video games is what is most horrible as it pertains to my daily life. They change the rules of “favor” for the player according to their whims, which are arbitrary, determined by their personal bias, and according to unknown standards that the player has no means of knowing themselves. One person has one set of values, then they are relieved by the oncoming watch, and they have another set of values. The result is a sloppy, mess of garbage that is no longer fun because of how it turns video games into something other than a game.
First of all, those people are funded by tax payer dollars. That is money that is equivalent to life and death according to the government and that is entirely what it is supposed to be used for. Not games. Matters of life, death, and survival. Games are apropriate as long as they are public, lawful, and regulated so there is no cheating because of how entertainment serves a social and psychological need for survival. Video games no longer provide that. They are no longer about the amusement of the player, but are now entirely to serve the amusement of the tax paid government agent who uses them as a means of bait and switch to dehumanize citizens. They enjoy that form of psycho-sadism like crack whores enjoy sucking dick for another hit of meth.
It’s fucking wierd, toxic, and is not helping them, no matter how much they enjoy the high they get. They destabilize the national security, erode our trust in the community, and undermine the value of a dollar because it no longer buys anything that is wanted. I do keep buying games because I keep hoping that one of these days it is going to be over and games are going to be good again… I keep trying, but so far they have been able to infect everything… even older games now.
No longer can you play a game on normal mode. I can’t at least. They are always a nightmare. Every aspect of the game turns into a hostile force trying to kill the player. “You didn’t figure out the puzzle in time? Well now your character’s movement is disabled so he will fall to his death. Game over. HA HA HA HA HA!!!!”
I don’t think it is all that unreasonable to feel a murderous rage desiring a random shooting spree against random tax payers who fund such frivolous psychopathic evil. They think it is not evil because it does not hurt the body? Do you not know that psychological trauma has a bodily impact with stress response?
The latest game: Avatar Pandora’s Cum Dumster. Final review: garbage. Not worth playing. I did rather enjoy the fantasy science that was introduced in the journal entries but it doesn’t matter. I could read a text book for that and have a more enjoyable time than having to tolerate the fools who want to meddle in my gameplay.
Here is how it is inconsistent: In the first five minutes of the game, a child is killed by someone like the government is employing to destroy video games in the way I am describing. The problem: no blood. no gore. no violence. It is an insult to all of our intelligence that they would kill a child and then not make it look real. Make up your god damn mind you vile beasts! If you don’t want to kill the child because you think it is too violent, do not incorporate it into the game. Problem solved. If you want to kill the child, at least make it meaningful. Have respect for what a child’s body is.
You want to take video games as seriously as you do with your immoral lawlessness and unidentified standards of judgment that are imposed on players? Then take your own content more seriously. I can’t believe I bought a game like that and was denied the satisfaction of death imagery when death was being conveyed. What the fuck is so damn wrong with blood and guts!? Why is that such a problem to you people? These are the things I do not understand.
They circumcise, but they are afraid of violence in media. How the fuck does that make sense? By imposing such contradictions, you confuse the male children who are circumcised, teaching them to fear violence, not embrace it without fear, and the result: faggots. Not the dominant kind of homosexual just to clarify. The bottom sort. That’s not their fault, that is just how they grow up and must live with themselves to make sense of the identity they have accepted and the reality of life, but it makes them most probably unhappy because people like me do not love them.
I cannot possibly love them and they are thus rejected from true love and can never be satisfied. They have to go totally female if they want to experience that, not necessarily with a bodily change, but with a personality change. A total identification shift, but that is unlikely because most men do not have the physical aesthetic of women, nor the desire to reject what is male to be one, so they have no hope anyway. There is a reason why women are unable to rule over men or overpower us in any way. They lack the male power, but males do not lack female power. This is why mercy becomes more powerful than strength. Forgiveness more important than wrath. Humility more important than pride.
I am not short on any of those, which is what baffles women. They want to hate everything about me, but their bodies cannot resist. They desire me because I possess all the desirable qualities of male to females, but there is a problem: they have harbored a parasitic idea within their mind that is intent on hating me because of those qualities. That parasite is a mutated form of biological impulses driving the human condition back into the darkness of nature.
They lack reason, they lack understanding, and they deny their bodily instincts. The result: downward to extinction. Denying the bodily instincts is good when there is reason and understanding and only when there is reason and understanding to do so. Furthermore, the bodily instincts naturally provide the inclination to reach that reason and understanding to deny itself, which is what makes it good and easy when you do so.
Consider that I am being offered a bribe to overlook a policy. That money would be good for providing the worldly pleasures for my body to enjoy, such as nice food, a comfortable house, and other comforts. However, my mind understands that bribery is corruption, lawlessness, and crime that erodes the civil trust of a community and undermines those goods. I don’t need to ‘see’ direct correlations of events to know that happens because I understand the purpose of justice, law, and policies in a community. Thus even if accepting the bribe makes those worldly goods availble, it ruins their goodness so they are no longer good or worth having. The goodness of a thing is not in its material value. If it was, we would still be using the gold standard for our currency, but material value is of no importance when considering the value of anything.
Thus, the cost of a bribe is far more than the monetary value, because it is a cost of integrity that is taken from everybody’s trust in the community. That removal of trust weakens the nations ability to provide a safe and secure place to live, and thus lives are put in danger. Knowing what the cost is of a bribe makes it far worse than anything it could possibly buy. So, with reason and understanding we say, “no, and I will be reporting you to the authorities.” Then not only do we deny the worldly power, but we enjoy the goodness of spiritual power that reinforces the justice, law, and purpose of civilization that makes all things good. That is among the highest goods to enjoy and there is nothing material about it.
So… in the USA, some control freak savages of ape-parents fear the concept of blood as if seeing it is going to make it happen to them. That is foolish because one those depictions of violence are imaginary, and two human beings practice forgiveness, which prevents violence as an answer for violence if the situation is reconciled before violence is necessary. If they fear violence so much, they should be willing to apologize for any mistakes they make so they can receive forgiveness and not have to suffer violence. Yet… they are too proud to admit any mistakes and at the same time fear violence to such an extent that they inflict violence upon others, and thus demand it as a response! They do it all because of some irrational lack of understanding born out of paranoid delusions they have been harboring about spiritual power being a worldly commodity they can buy, accumulate, and acquire with popularity.
Fools, obviously, and because they are unwilling to apologize, and lack the power of that which is greater than the world, their violence is doomed to be punished with violence as a certain fact. That happens because they violence they use is through legal power as the authorized source of violence under the condition that it is not corrupt nor evil, but they no longer abide by those conditions. They make corrupt laws and now are blatantly evil in their decision making and thus the legal authority they use is simply violence with no reason, good purpose, or intention other than to destroy, harm, and commit crimes. They will be stopped and people will realize that their efforts accomplished nothing but delaying humanity, endangering lives, and causing unnecessary expenses that could have been better served doing something productive.
Spiritual authority is greater than worldly authority and it needs nothing to be gained nor exercised. Spiritual authority uses things, but nothing is specifically required, they are more like objects that become vessels for a higher potential when in the hands of a spiritual leader. This laptop and keyboard, for example. Just a fancy trinket, but in my hands, a weapon of mass destruction that sets in motion nuclear war or stops it, destroys an entire nation, or saves it, gives life, or takes it away. That is the power of spiritual authority, not worldly authority. What the government “took away” from me, is nothing they can “give back”. They do not have that power, nor did they “take” anything away.
They simply destroyed it, because they do not have it, did not gain anything, and in fact did themselves great damage in the process because of how they destroyed their own integrity, trust, and structure of government with their evil. They also suffered egregious costs which continue to pile up and will not stop until the banks simply refuse to grant them any more allowance. The banks will need to do that because they will not be able to survive if the government continues doing what it does and destroys the economy even further with its micromanagement, coercive manipulation, unjust and unethical business practices, and lack of law enforcement.
So… the cowards in government that fear violence because of their own censorship, attempts to control the perception of reality while being totally impotent to change reality, and violent trauma that is reinforced by their fear of accepting the reason why they are circumcised. They invent countless reasons but entirely neglect the only true one, which is a religious one as a statement of faith and obedience, and nothing more. It is certainly for nothing hygienic nor sexual, because both of those are worsened by their practice, and the sexual reason is in brazen defiance of their doctrine of faith as evil.
By not having foreskin, the exposed part of their genitals is unprotected from all manner of contamination and problems. It lacks protection from the outside world, becomes desensitized to reduce sexual pleasure, is less gratifying for women because of the reduced friction during intercourse, and is less cared for because they believe they need to do less self-cleaning when in fact they need to do more. It is also prone to infection when it happens, and thus the entire endeavor is frivolous, hurtful, and toxic.
They complain about something called smegma, but they do not know what they are talking about. How could they? Where did they learn that? Ask them the next time you hear them say such a thing, and see them be stumped for the fools they are! They have worse problems because of their exposure to the elements. The uncovered, unsealed opening to a sensitive area where all manner of corrupting things can be cultivated on it without the natural antibiotic and immune system protection the foreskin provides to prevent that very thing from happening. That is what they most want people to not know. They have more problems with their dicks being infected during everyday life, than anyone. Disgusting hygenically, and in appearance. Vile.
In any case, they are inconsistent, they have no integrity, no law, no order, no social structure. Without any of that, they not only have no spiritual authority, but whatever worldly authority that used to provide all that has been destroyed by their efforts to change reality, which is beyond their power. They do evil on purpose, and that violates the natural order of the highest law that grants the authority to all nations, and thus, they lose authority as a nation. The nation begins to unravel, disintegrate, and is eventually reduced to ash.
They do understand, but they simply do not care. They plan on destroying the entire future because they think their lives are over once they die and cannot see the importance of safeguarding further generations as more important than our own. They have forsaken all future generations, starting with the children of the current generation, and all who go after. Now that they have turned nations into tools for evil, all national authority will fail, and no generations will be able to survive. That is what they don’t care about though because they will be dead before that becomes an emergency.
The USA’s destruction will happen well before that, so they should be concerned about that, but the destruction of everyone else will probably take a little bit longer. The USA is first on the chopping block, and when they all start attacking each other in their dog eat dog way, which is offense to dogs who have higher dignity than that, they will destroy the USA first, and good riddance. That filthy whore is long overdue for her euthanasia and nobody wants her around. She is a fake, a fraud, an imposter and has none of the spirit, purity, or goodness of Freedom in her spirit. She is a parasitic insect and cannot be squashed soon enough.
Yeah, so… there is nothing I think will be worth enjoying in Avatar the Cum Dumpster, because they do not even understand their own message to even be able to provide anything meaningful! Stupid fools!
Do you know what I hate so much about those stories? They tell them as if they know how much of a problem the enemy is, and yet they entirely reinforce the power of that enemy in the way they present themselves and slave for the increased power of that enemy. That is what I hated so much about that garbage movie, and now the garbage game. I didn’t really know why I hated that movie at first, but I do now, and that is why. It is total ignorance of human culture. Total ignorance of current events. Total ignorance of history, humanity, and wisdom. It is pretentious, arrogant, and a waste of time.
The final score for Avatar: fail — 1 out of 10.
They fear violence so much because they do not understand it! It is so shameful that creators of such mass media are so ignorant! It’s like they never even graduated high school. I cannot believe how poor quality their story is. It may have had decent writing before it was turned into something visual, but all that was decent was destroyed by the image of ignorance, inhumanity, and cowardice they have created. Cowardice otherwise known as an irrational fear of violence while at the same time using violence to get their way because they think they understand it as the source of power. That is only because of how afraid they are of it since they do not understand the authority that permits violence and why violence is permitted.
I wish I could get my money back for having wasted it on something of no value, but that is just an another example of their crude, savage behavior. They do not understand what their own product is! They think it has value it does not, but do not see the value that is most important to the product! It is so damn disgraceful that American media could produce such trash with so many wasted resources. You know what I would do to stop them already, and it is the permitted form of violence. I would not hesitate to do that myself if my use of words was not more effective than any means of physical violence, which they are infinitely more powerful than.
I would not throw away the weapon of intelligence, clever thinking, and precognition which wins wars to use a crude bludgeon in the form of a gun in the hands of an ape, and lose the war. If that is the best you can do though, using a sword, gun, bomb, or fist, then I encourage you to do so. Every single bit helps reduce our losses when we are fighting such a large enemy. We have already paid too high of a price for them to be forgiven without requiring the total destruction of their worldly resources or access to them. They have proven to not be able to be trusted with such goods because of what they do with them, and thus must have them taken away.
Notice how I fight the USA:
I endorse Freedom and Democracy and that is the entire purpose of my mission, goal, and message. At the same time, I undermine the authority, power, and justification of the USA national government. I do away with all that. I do not try to obtain Freedom and Democracy through the government, which is a product of Freedom and Democracy, not the other way around.
If those media fools were trying to do something like that, rather than just say they are doing so, except being entirely false and lying about it because their actions are the opposite of their words, they would make press releases with clear statements of their goals. They would not make stories of fiction and fantasy that are to be enjoyed because that exchange of creator and audience bolsters and strengthens the power of a community.
They would not create stories and propaganda for the corrupt system. Instead, they would be in direct opposition against it and there would be no misunderstanding about what side they are on. They would not be Democrat nor Republican, they would be Free and without need of a political party. They would be individuals, not groupthinking idols trying to be gods but are entirely without the power of gods nor any divine sense!
They would not veil their point to make it nice, acceptable, and easy as a message for children to enjoy. It would be as sharp and cutting as a blade, hard and piercing as a bullet, and would kill more thoroughly than both. These words are not to be enjoyed like a story, they are meant to kill, and that pleasure you get from reading them is the pleasure of violence being done in real life. That is what these words accomplish, and your agreement is the strength behind the sword, the aim behind the trigger, and the unbreakable will behind the killing strike. If the government cannot see they are already dead, their bodies will be the next proof they get.
If that gayness happened to you, don’t panic. It’s fine. You aren’t ruined or broken because of it. That’s actually fairly normal for men to confront in their lives, and I don’t know for a fact, but I think it’s likely most probably get personal experience with it while fewer can resolve the concern without needing to experience it directly. The concern is about reconciling your bodily nature as an animal with your bodily nature as a human being. Both have bodily desires, sometimes they overlap, other times they need to be kept separated as different priorities. For that matter as well as everything else, the practice of baptism is supposed to symbolize as your death of the old self— laying to rest all your insecurities and confusion about who you are because you finally have come to understand the truth between good and evil and learned that it is not defined by law as much as it is by reason.
Reason can overrule the law, which is why laws change. Reason is like a great magic tower that exists in another dimension with countless floors and keeps being built higher. There are always new discoveries which is why laws need the flexibility to change at any time. For complicated reasons that are more to do with Christian history and Western civilization as it developed culturally, baptism began to be practiced with newborns, and confirmation became the moment you become aware of the truth as it pertains to you personally and undergo death of the old self and resurrection to the new self as something you comprehend and elect to do willingly.
Still that is too mysterious to be expected to be understood until it happens, and I certainly didn’t until my thirties and I think that’s fairly normal, not early nor late, but that’s not the point. Even after your resurrection you still sin occasionally, less frequently, but it still happens, and undergo that entire passion again and again and again as many times as necessary with the mystery of the sacrament of reconciliation, which is the formal procedure for forgiveness of sin. Crime, social mistakes, and the like are one thing, and the person or object offended can be clearly identified in reality, but a spiritual sin is an offense against an incomprehensible concept that you can only aspire to and is infinitely beyond our grasp as the ultimate power of all creation.
That requires a different way of thinking to achieve reconciliation and satisfaction for justice when sins have happened. That is the very reason why all religions serve practical functions in daily life for all people, and not only for reconciliation. Different religions have different ways of working that are good and culturally important and should be acknowledged as true and good if they can be. Christianity is unique apart from all others because it was the first religion that only required spoken words as an exchange of spiritual power. Not for everything, but for forgiveness, yes. That was because of the intellectual heights that were reached by Jesus and his disciples when contemplating sacred reality as applicable to things like forgiveness, sin, identity, and relationships.
That’s also why baptism became applicable to children, for better or worse, but maybe you can see how that concept may have been confused since it does in fact require water. I think that is good, because we cannot live apart from reality as though we are not one with nature at the same time. We need to eat, drink, shelter, build, invent, etc. We are bound to material reality as vital to our meaningful existence beyond just ourselves with our body and thoughts. You should never forget that life other than human beings depends on us to be good. Dogs, cats, and familymembers that are animals for example, but also creatures that have no real part in our civilization on a human level, like wild rodents, or insects, or things like that, which posses a blessed kind of ignorance that we need to be respectful of.
They can and will fight us to the death no matter the odds, especially for survival and animal desires, but they do not understand goodness the way cats and dogs do, nor should we expect them to. Cats for example. This is often a sensitive subject with me because I am deathly allergic and cannot tolerate them in my presence or being in their presence if I am visiting the home where someone keeps a cat. This does not mean we are inimical to each other, but it is a more mystical and mysterious as a… psychic animal quality than many people realize they have the potential for— this is very similar to that spiritual domain that I often write about because of the communications I am perceiving there.
Cats provide something for maidens in their own way, which is also something that I can do as a human being and dogs do not do. It’s more of an area of overlap than a complete similarity. Women often choose the company of felines for that goodness and totally ignore people like me who may or may not realize we are even doing that because it is so natural to us as a part of life. They write me off as irrelevant, as though that was the only thing I am good for. It is horribly offensive to my dignity as it should be to anyone, and cats are well aware of this as an affront to the natural order of the highest divine authority in existence. All creatures recognize, acknowledge, and respect that, so don’t be alarmed if you are being ushered back to righteousness by wildlife or your pets as though they are the Buddha all of a sudden.
You are not crazy, but you probably need to do some deep personal contemplation because something about your animal behavior/energy is… peculiar and it may not be a problem. This natural phenomena is why I believe in the reincarnation of the soul. Animals can pass into human bodies as a form of ascension when their animal life is over, and humans can pass into divine beings when their human life is over. Likewise… they can go the other way too, and that is what concerns me so much about the misconceptions regarding some ancient religious practices still occurring as though they were not mystical, religious practices at all.
This concept was most clearly elucidated by the Bhagavad Gita I read while incarcerated. It even had pictures to help explain the idea. Let’s not get too far into that concept now though, so for these purposes keep it simplified for the purpose of animal bodies, which the human being is not entirely constrained by. Two parts of our being, mind and spirit, are specifically non-bodily aspects of our soul as an identity and unique person.
For cats, maidens, and myself, the cats usually, if they are good, scold their owners for behaving in such a way if they are dehumanizing me by equating me the same as a cat. That insults us both because both cats and humans have dignity, as do dogs, which means we are proud of what we are while we are. Thus, I do not harbor any ill will toward cats for being good for their owners in that way if their owner chooses to keep a relationship with a cat rather than have one with me. Cats and I cannot live together. That is a simple fact. Allergies are that horrible for me, so they need to make a decision if they have a cat and want me. The compromise is keeping the cat outdoors, and most cats probably don’t prefer that.
You can see how our interests may be complicated here. Cats have an interest in survival in the community by being good and to their credit they can see past their immediate bodily needs in regard to that. They know that if they became inimical to me by attempting to prevent me from human relationships that are better suited between humans than with a human and a cat, then… suffice it say that it would be bad news for cats everywhere. As it is, cats are good and they look out for their owner’s best interests to protect them and make them happy just like dogs, except differently. In this case, the cat knows that the maiden will be happier with a man, than by denying a man for the company of a cat if that is what is happening, and that is why we remain friendly.
Both of us want the happiness of the maiden more than our own, and we are not in competition. That is the same way between myself and other men, as I expect other men to be, except in the domain of human qualities, not animal qualities. These things of animal and human nature I may never have learned if I was not an outsider all of my days growing up in the “wilds” of human civilization as never welcome inside. Horribly tragic, but there’s a silver lining if there ever was one. It is not necessary to grow up like that to learn this. You can simply devote yourself to the study, but should never experiment on human beings without their ethical consent
The situation for myself has far worse consequences that did leave me broken beyond repair and having nothing to do with sexuality. I had was left with no option other than a new form of renewal other than with the Christian religion, because that religion’s teachings were perverted with corrupt faith, hatred, and intentional evil to abuse, torture, and destroy my soul by my own parents ever since I was born. Why? They did so to try and justify delusions of circumcision that were already reconciled with the Christ as the purpose of the religion being universal, which they refused to accept because they didn’t want to admit they were not justified to circumcise my older brother. He was raised to totally believe the delusions they enouraged him with at my expense.
Not his fault, and there is no bad blood there. The divine knew my heart well enough to know I would have given all that anyway willingly if it was necessary without needing it to be taken by force to deprive me anything good. Besides, I don’t particularly care at this point because it is not an issue to me anymore, and none can interfere with that goodness. I learned to survive without it, and will always be able to do so, while at the same time being thankful beyond words to the source of all faith beyond mortal comprehension. So… it’s quite amazing now that I enjoy it directly without any intermediary people to interfere, not even Jesus the Christ who does not interfere, even though an imposter does. Parents should not even pretend like they are the owners or authority of that goodness, nor is it theirs to give or take away.
I am just explaining things now, not boasting, because I do not want that to ever happen to anyone again. Nor do you. Trust me. You do not want another person with the kind of hatred, wrath, and the power to exercise it with spiritual authority in the hands of anyone. There is nothing you can do to prevent it at this point. You couldn’t even take that power of spiritual authority from me if you killed me, and none else shall ever have it except those I personally trust through spirit and even then only conditionally. (Basically never to be used for evil.) It will not even be with the religion that is the Way of the Story, but they will have their own and I will designate them to represent me for specific religious matters that will always be clear and publicly available, so it will never even have the possibility of being abused by false claims.
You won’t need to go through a religion to borrow unlimited power and spiritual authority from me at any time though, and I do give it out plenty even now to people alive now. It is an ever flowing abundant source that will never run out. However, you have to be true, better if you are true love which will probably be most often the case. There may be times that isn’t applicable and it needs to be used for war, in which case I will be watching very closely and personally availble as I am now, the only difference being the real me in eternal life, not mortal life. That is different for matters of true love. Concerning true love, I have an idea of what that can be like while you find your own way to make it work and I don’t need to be watching you, nor do you want me to, but you will be able to get my attention if necessary.
You should only need my power if you are presented with a situation that demands more of you than is possible for a human being, because that was what happened to me, and I won’t leave you hanging like people did me so that the almighty super divine incomprehensible authority infinitely beyond human comprehension has to intervene with a nod of agreement. That is what was being demanded with the human extinction hanging in the balance like a hostage to be executed by the most arrogant, simple-minded fools underserving of national authority if it did not. If you require that… something is horribly wrong in the world and there will be Hell to pay finding out what that is and making it better.
If you need to use my power, or you think that is the case, then you have to stand in my presence to make a request. That will be bodily, if reasonably possible, because I am in mortal life now and you’d better have some respect if that is what you are asking. If not reasonably possible, then you can be in my presence in spirit to request what you want or need. That’s probably why most celebrity people and popular idols are finding they have no access to my power right now and cannot receive the benefits of what they believed was the Christ’s power, because I took that too. That was not the true Christ.
That was intended for the true Christ but was perverted by tyrants of various worldly sources into becoming an object of idolatry used for worldly matters and was an abomination of divine authority. That perversion of defilement and corruption is the very reason why the world has gone to shit after all this time since year one. I took that away from everyone, and there is only one who will have that when the time comes and nobody needs to concern themselves with it. That was a lot of people because when I took that, a lot of powerful people believed I was the Christ, and a lot of people believed those powerful people were the Christ, one of them at least, but they were all just evil fools trying to kill, torture, enslave, capture, and experiment on whoever happened to return and claim the Christ.
As it was, they were abusing the concept of the Christ returning as a promise and hope of faith and prophecy, and intended to trap someone with a monstrous conspiracy of pure evil, hate, and planet destroying stupidity. They intended to then use that person as some spiritual object for evil, but did not understand anything about what they were doing beyond how it concerns circumcision, which they also did not understand. That’s how I ended up with so much worldly power in addition to spiritual authority.
To say they underestimated the power they were trying to contain and pervert for evil uses is so gross an understatement that I literally cannot express it, but their actions are also a threat to everyone because of the immense danger they were irresponsibly endangering billions of lives with. National government— except the epitome of evil opposite of what national government exists to do, saying nothing about all the USA specific doctrine they betrayed to do so.
That is one of the reasons why I took it from them. I won’t be having them disrespect what is sacred in any form while in my presence nor will I let them harm another person, not even one, if I can defuse their trap before it springs, and prevent all of it from happening, which I did. Now we just have to learn the facts with thorough investigation, law enforcement, and trials in a court of law.
Despite all those people who believing things about “the Christ”, there was also one evil Jew who thought he was the authority of the Christ as Yahweh himself, an authority over YHWH, or some other dumb shit because he is totally ignorant of religious theology or Hebrew faith. I guess that is what a lot of Jews believe too, unfortunately for them… In any case, that person is the greatest of all nuisances, and doomed himself worse than any of the other fools.
Monstrous savages! Vile beasts! Such conduct is inhumane, illegal, and intolerable to all human beings, and to think they did it to someone they believed was the true Christ! A divine being! The Lord Jesus of everyone’s faith! When that dawns on people… I won’t need to write any more ever again. However, for those who seek the true faith in the Christ, Jesus, the real one, I am doing nothing to interfere with that nor will I ever.
Where was I….
Yeah, those celebrities, “deluminati”, famous people, and evil schemers all manipulating the “Christ” like a Protestant mega church charlatan, are screwed because all that power has been cut off from them and is now totally mine and only mine. That is ultimate power that almost all people gave me in some fashion and of their own free will, either direct or indirect. The reason why I received it and they are disappointed is because they misunderstood and misplaced their faith in the “Christ” as a religious concept and were practicing idoltry instead. Like the worship of a golden calf, but an invisible one people called “Christ”. Blame your teacher because you got your ass whooped, not the master whom you criminally picked a fight with after arrogantly insulting him.
I will not give that back because they should have known better, and it needs to go where it belongs. So, I will have that until the appointed time, along with all of the ultimate power that is truly mine and nothing to do with the “Christ”, because that is garbage now after it was so thoroughly defiled by so many people. In regard to the true power of faith and spiritual authority that is uniquely mine, and not the “Christ”, Jesus’, many other people are enjoying the abundance of that power becayse they are good and use it responsibly. Those are poor people all over the world including the USA who just simply do not have the resources or time to come to my door and become a disciple of spiritual power. They get the express true faith fast pass, because… let’s leave that a mystery, because it is mostly unconscious for me as the work of divine energy flowing through my judgment on matters I already judged as true and good enough and don’t need to review personally each time.
Those famous people though… especially the cute maidens who think they can twist people’s hearts and abuse the concept of love and romance, ruining it for everyone, and all for their personal private gain… are most able to visit me in person. If they think they can take a piece of my personal power as an ultimate spiritual authority on par with the real Jesus of Christianity, they are welcome to try because I can use the entertainment. However, if you are a man, and intend to do that, I do not recommend it because I do not find men interesting or worth my time. For everyone else who is humble enough to ask for help like a decent and normal human being, not try to break into their home and steal all their “secret weapons” (which there are none of), they can just ask normally.
One of them who I expect to personally visit, who is not humble in the slightest, and ought to be especially respectful considering his role as a laborer employed under oath to me and all citizens as his higher authority to be obedient to, is the president of the USA. I don’t have to give a damn thing to anyone if I don’t want to, either, and in case you just tuned in: the president of the USA is number one on my shit list at the moment (as the saying goes).
If your concerns are relatively insignificant in scale relative to the kind of power, problem, or work you are asking for help with, please do not feel the need to do anything more than you would do for your neighbor if you wanted to borrow a tool or ask for a cup of sugar. You now have a special phone as my direct hotline avaible to your imagination if you think it would be helpful and convenient. May or may not work as expected… Kind of like that one in the video game Control… you may just end up randomly teleported to a creepy hotel in the inbetween of realities and not know how to leave until you do enough random stuff to suddenly appear back in reality and still probably not have any idea where you are or what to expect.
The point is this: Do not make this weird, by losing yourself in the awesome mystical nature of all this by forgetting that I am just a man, no greater, and no worse than other men, or women and children for that matter. Please keep in mind that I am somewhat traumatized from a horrible childhood of the greatest hate and evil possible being purposely done to me as though I deserved it, when I did not, and the trauma of extremely horrible suffering caused by a national government who has been attempting to do the same thing in a worldly way. That’s also while suffering from the extreme stress of a military tour that I have been unable to recover from because of what the government has been doing. I also have autism.
So… I am not unfriendly, but also not very socially inclined. You also don’t want to trigger my hate, because I have that under devastatingly destructive control and you do not want to be on the receiving end of what I can do with it, unless you are a very special maiden whom I truly love, in which case you should be extra terrified. I am also a USA citizen, so my royal authority as a legitimate decsendent from a honored royal line has no authority of you or anyone. Being a citizen is the highest authority like that in the USA. The exception to that is of foreign dignitaries who are honored guests, or any guests for that matter, because all of them may as well be on divine being status, because that is just good manners, because you should always assume they are good. If they prove to be evil though… then confront them, demand the truth, and if necessary have no mercy when throwing them out, destroying them, or otherwise putting them to justice. Evil is not allowed in the USA or anywhere except Hell (the universal concept that includes the infinite number realms where evil belongs), and that is a realm other than normal reality.
There are probably others out there who suffered similarly to me because of their childhood circumstances, and that is one reason why I did what I did: to prevent anyone else from doing so and abusing it or making things worse. I had the correct answer and solution. I knew that solution was good, why it was good, and it was my own creation and only mine. And lastly, I knew myself as capable of rejecting evil and denying the corruption that would ruin everything if things went horribly wrong like they did to put us in a situation where that was in somebody’s hands like it is in mine.
That was enough for me to know I had to do it. Other people who felt the same would be grateful they didn’t have to do something so miserable and impossibly difficult. Then the other people who would have been the worst possible people to accomplish what I did and have access to such power, would be angry like I took something from them. No big deal. They will understand eventually that it wasn’t right for them when they see that I crushed that lie that promises worldly power and destroyed it. It was already destroyed long ago at the very start so that none could be deceived by the lies that were being offered. There is no such worldly power… only lies, deceptions, and delusions spun by the devil to trick you so he could take over, like the USA so obviously has tried to do.
Who knew the legit “Antichrist” was some fool working for the USA the entire time and manipulating people from within? Well now that we know, let’s get rid of him and start repairing the damage he did because he never had any power or authority. It was always a lie.
I knew enough to be certain of the outcome because I suspected that evil was out there somewhere, and it bit the lure, hard almost immediately. Ever since then it has just been a matter of waiting until the evil runs out of excuses, the people nearby take control of their own lives again, or we raise an army and destroy the USA entirely with nuclear war. I did not know what would happen, how long that would take, or that things would end up this bad. Hopefully it’s over soon so we can all move on and not turn the USA into a nuclear wasteland like is soon to happen.
Then, I can get back to my life as a novelist writing stories for everyone without the kind of hostility I am suffering now. Maybe I’ll do more, but I’m good with just that.
… how did I get so off track?
It was necessary because of Christianity being corrupted and used as a weapon of evil faith against me personally— that I create a new way of self-renewal purification from sin and resurrection that is in harmony with spirit and truth of Christianity but also trustworthy. It had to be totally different and distinctly seperate from Christianity to be useful for me, and it is, and anyone can use it too. No conditions. That is different than that power of worldly destruction and authority I claimed as well out of necessity because I saw that evil people were trying to acquire it and I don’t need to know why to know I don’t want to let them do whatever they are thinking of abusing power for.
As for how it is possible: Best I can say is that it is a miracle I can only attribute to the highest divine for appointing that time of prophecy to happen in my life for reasons that I nor anyone will ever completely understand. Literally, in my life. As in my life, within me, and flowing outside of me, but not me— from before me and to after me, I am just the human who was willing and able to do humanity’s share of the work to make it happen.
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