Writing has rhythm greater than music

That’s why I’m better than any rockstar.

You people are amazing, I love your works, you are wonderful, and I am a fan like any other.

But this is also why there is one of me, and hordes and hordes of writers who do not even compare to my level of skill and talent.

Writing has a rhythm of words, but is not ordered with a harmony of perfection like mathematics, which is why Kabbalah is a waste of time by using numerical order to try and determine a rhythm of the Word. There is no such order or mathematical perfection. You will never find that.

The music of writing words is an art of perfect chaos. There is no secret technique you can copy, mass produce, or imitate. There is nothing you can distill into a formula. It is not something that can be taught, given, or inherited.

The best a master of writing can do is guide aspiring writers to the goal, but that is a path they have to walk themselves, like the gunslinger to his Dark Tower, and let me tell you: I can confirm that is a harrowing, long, arduous, tragic, and deadly journey and the goal is not the end, it is a new beginning. There is a world of Story that you can be pulled into, bring beings out of, evil beings, good beings, and lives are touched by both for better or worse. Magic in the hands of people who don’t know what they are doing with it can be extremely destructive if they have the wrong intentions, and even if their intentions are good but they don’t understand them well enough.

That is what that journey is like, and that is why it is so hard for people. They go, the experience, they draw on power beyond the veil, weave works into existence that change lives with writing fiction, and if they fuck it up somewhere down the line because of an impure mistake… they could lose everything or get people hurt. It’s something you have to put your entire life into with total selfless selfishness. Meaning you selfishly take all of your self first and then give it out selflessly, but that is not the work of labor that refines and perfects talent and ability.

In any case, I’m just saying. If you were expecting me to play music, you’ve got the wrong idea about power. All that glitters isn’t gold, and that is most obvious with music. Music is the glitteriest, sparkliest, prettiest, most shiny good-looking amazing there is, and writing is the least. Writing is as glittery as black ink. Maybe if it is fresh on the page it may twinkle a bit while it dries, or if there is some glossy paper to give an illusion similar, but what makes works like mine spark are the lights in a person’s own life when they read what I write.

I would not be so brazenly clear about this if you knew at all what I was pouring forth day in and day out, but you do not. You reject my work like it is nothing more than pulp fiction of an amateur, but I am not an amateur like you would think. We are in a new age now, and I have been able to master what would take people in older times decades upon decades to do without the abundant resources for writing that are available and their wisdom passed on to help me. Is that not something you could do as well? You should not envy me like I have some special power that you cannot have.

The only thing that holds people back from attaining greatness with their works is their unwillingness to know, accept, and reveal truth in their work. That’s all I’m going to say about that, with the exception of a warning: if you think you can make the truth be something you want, and not what the truth truly is, then you are setting yourself up for a fall.

My writing speaks for itself regardless of what I write, which is why everything else you read pales and withers in comparison while I approach to claim what you owe me and refuse to pay.

Does he not say give unto Caesar what is Caesar’s, and unto God what is God’s? We all know what belongs to Caesar, so what then do you owe God, and who are you going to pay?

Just as Caesar has debt collectors who will come and take what they can from you, so too does God, and who do you think will take what is truly valuable?

When the Story has been made right, the justice accomplished, the order of the imperfect world restored in the perfect chaos of reality, then those other works won’t pale, wither, and shrink away in fear, knowing they are being put in a place they don’t deserve, taking what is not theirs to take.

Some of my favorite idols are musicians, and they are not all idols the way you may think. Perhaps what the government and media industry thought I loved about my favorite artists was not what I loved, which is why they made such a catastrophic mistake doing whatever it was they did to me and destroying themselves in the process when I rebuked them. I do not idolize “sex”. I idolize… truth, I suppose. True beauty, true talent, true faith, true heart, true spirit, true passion, true fiction, true vision, true skill, true leadership, true loyalty, true courage, true wisdom, true intelligence, and all else that is good and true at once. It is easy to be good, but no so easy to be truly good, nor is it so difficult that anyone should think it unrealistic for yourself.

I am not moved by people’s physical beauty in the least, unless they put their whole heart and soul truly into their physical beauty as an idol of true love to be truly loved. That is… unbelievably amazing and people like that are the most talented performers on stage. Any kind of stage, whether it is Once Upon a Mattress by the high school cast of hormonal teenagers confused in the tumult of changing ages while in a culture of total ambiguity that has not found the way to its own identity yet, or a marine on the field of battle being as graceful dealing death as though she were a dancer at the ballet theater.

True love at the very least is something all people should be able to cultivate and never risk losing or need anything to help with other than all that you are graced to exist as. If you want to know how because you are young and just starting, or if you are old and just realized that it’s not too late, this is what you should do. Stand in front of a mirror and look at yourself. See who you are, your features, you qualities, your bodily details good and less good, and accept that as yours and you. You can change that, but changing your outside isn’t going to change your inside from the vantage of your own self. Your inside will change your outside from the vantage of your own self, which means that the more good you are, the more that goodness will shine through as beauty no matter what your body is like. If you want the outside to change your inside, you need to look at yourself from the outside of Life itself. See yourself with the eyes of God as best you can, knowing you are not seeing totally as God does because God is omniscient with all things (not ever a person, because people are not God. Not ever. That is as wrong as saying 2 plus 2 equals 1. You are not even doing addition. The mistake people often have with Jesus is if they think he is in fact God, because that is entirely false, a hateful lie, and horrid accusation of the Jews who unjustly plotted his execution with the false testimony they bore against him to the Roman prelate. The truth is that Jesus is 100 percent in agreement with God. Totally, entirely, and with all of his body, mind, and soul all of which are 100 percent human being, not God. God is with the man and the man is with God, but God is not the man, nor is the man his God. They are separate and one, and when the man dies, God dies with him. When the man resurrects, he is the Christ, which is a universal concept of Greek, gentile culture about the ultimate hero who can and will save everyone always at any time and could be anyone, so watch out if you are a tyrant. Maybe a peasant is the Christ and you didn’t expect him to draw Excalibur and execute you himself according to the law you betrayed. Make sense? That’s how God resurrected too, but God has always been that, that was nothing for God. The pain of sacrifice was experienced entirely by Jesus who loses his life on the cross. God loved him, evident by their perfect agreement and presence, and Jesus was certainly hurt, horribly, but God was not hurt in the least, nor wounded, nor anything. Jesus felt that pain for God, so it is not as if God doesn’t know what humans feel like when we suffer, but God is… omnipotent. You can’t hurt that. It’s conceptually impossible. Only God can hurt God’s self, and would only do so for a good reason, such as being with Jesus during such horrible injustice Jesus was suffering. However, I suppose you could say that God experienced human death as a human being would without a perspective being skewed by being omniscient, which Jesus was not.)

Anyway… back to seeing yourself from the eyes of God as best as you can imagine… That is your image of self whom others see as best as you are able to determine while knowing you may not understand everything you need to for a clear vantage yet. You can change your inside by changing that, but to do that you have to do things with your life. You have seek new experiences, accomplish your goals, work on your talents, and truly go out into the wild and civilized world and be what it is you want to be on the inside. Doing that will eventually make you who want to be on the inside, even if you don’t feel like you are that at the beginning. You may think… “honestly… when I think about myself. I’m terrified of the world. Scared to death of pain people could cause me if they thought to beat me up, and I would do anything to stop them. If I were in prison… I don’t even want to think about it because it’s stirring up feelings I am even more uncomfortable and afraid of having. I could never be a hero, glorious, powerful, and strong like Nick Bylotas. I should just become a femboy and do porn like he wants to be. Wait… is that right? I thought he was…”

The point is, you can be the hero you want to be that you read about in books, see in movies, see in video games. You have to go out into the world and do things that need doing to be that for yourself, because that’s all a hero is. Someone who gets the job done when either nobody wants to or nobody else knows how or is able. Someone in a wheelchair may know how to walk perfectly down the runway and be a top-ranked fashion model showing off cute designer outfits and looking good with the best accessories, styles, and trends that she sets with her own graceful presence that people find so inspiring they want to be like themselves in their own way when they walk into the classroom, office, restaurant, or wherever else. However… maybe she was born with legs that make that impossible. She needs someone to do that where she cannot. She knows how, would be able to if she had legs for it, but since she does not and is not able to be amazing in that way, someone else has to be amazing for her. At the same time… maybe she doesn’t need to be walking on the normal kind of legs most people are born with to be the trend-setting idol of fashion, beauty, and grace of presence she has always dreamed of being and knows she could do.

That’s kind of a deep and sensitive example that I hope covers most of the possibilities, because something like that is highly rare, but do not discount that, because only one person is needed for any situation to be relevant for everyone, even if that person is alone with their own body and nobody else. Most of the time though, people are out of shape, haven’t been keeping up the most intense training, haven’t been putting all of their heart and soul into their work, but still do a good job, are justly rewarded, honorable with what they do. That’s the difference between what makes a hero stand out from everyone else. You have to give your absolute best all of the time, every day, everywhere you go, and it is a lot. That is exhausting, often isolating you from others, and is very difficult, taking away much of your personal time for private enjoyment and hobbies. For obvious reasons, not everyone wants to do that, and that is fine.

Normally the people I mentioned who are good and worthy in contrast to the hero, are able to do everything there is to do for a job and profession, but every now and then a situation may come along where the mission is halted because of some random unique problem that nobody seems to be able to solve, and then when everyone is about to give up, you reach out and do what you think you can do to help, and all that physical training, particularly a lot of exercise with pulling on lines (rope) has given you the strength you need to budge the difference just a tiny bit with everyone else’s help and it is enough. Then you make nothing of it because it’s part of the job and nothing special and need to get back to the mission. You don’t get a special award, special acknowledgement, nothing. Nobody even talks about it because it’s your normal job anyway to be able to repair equipment like that.

Besides, there are much more important matters at hand than yourself and that is what being a hero is all about—self-sacrifice. Putting everyone else’s interests before your own, but do not think you should forget about your interests, just know that other people come first if possible which is generally the case, but not always. Sometimes you have to stand up for yourself, especially if people are bullying you. How can you help anyone if you die or get hurt because of a bully harassing you, breaking your assets, and ruining your resources? You need to survive just as much as anyone else does. Don’t let those false-Christians try to tell you that self-sacrifice means giving up your individuality for the group, because that is the wrong lesson of Christianity.

The lesson of Christianity that Jesus demonstrates by dying is for people to realize exactly what groups are not supposed to require of individuals. If any group thinks they need to sacrifice an individual human being for the group interest, that group is unfit to organize. All individual interests are protected at the most basic level of survival in a group, and any group decision needs to take that into account. However, if you have to die to save other people, like Jesus did for his friends and truly faithful people, and not the evil-minded Sanhedrin who plotted to have him executed for a crime he didn’t commit to protect their sinful crimes, evils, and criminal conspiracy—those people didn’t believe in him and he saves those who do. Not because he doesn’t want to save everyone, but because people have free will, and can use that to choose evil instead of good. If they do, like the Jews who manipulated the public and law to have him wrongly killed and knew they were doing evil which is evident because Pontius Pilate was wise enough to make a public proclamation on Jesus’ cross for the common people to know the official reason, then they choose to not be saved.

Jesus and myself both respect that decision and cast them into Hell with a rebuke for their evil, because that is what they have chosen, and they cannot be good if they choose evil. Their will is acknowledged and respected along with the divine dignity of their soul with that rebuke. So, Jesus’ self-sacrifice as a hero giving his bodily life to save his friends’ eternal life is cerainly a good thing however tragic that may be. His friends, instead of moping around forever in self-pity, accepted the gift of divine salvation Jesus’ freely offered with a teaching he demonstrated with bodily actions most costly and dear to himself, and did not let that sacrifice be in vain. That is why Christianity is relevant to this day, 2000 years later, and I will not tolerate people making a mockery of that on the world stage.

As for heroes of any sort, more likely the need will be to put oneself in danger for others, but hopefully that person, possibly with their friends as a team, won’t have to die to save them, and will stop the threat too. Nobody wants to die like that… if they are a hero, they can do more good work and continue to enjoy a heroic life (which is amazing), if they live to fight another day. Seriously. Has anyone seen the kinds of girls falling in love with Rean Schwarzer from left and right, up and down? Who wouldn’t want that? If you are going to throw your life away like a ruined garment you cannot bear the cost to your dignity to keep wearing (Jesus for Jews, Nick for all Americans, north and south with special applications in the USA that may or may not be applicable elsewhere depending on their culture) — then make sure you know why you are doing it and do not hesitate and go all out. Burn the bridge behind you, leave no retreat— there is only one way home. Do not pick up that garment again, even if it has been cleaned, stitched up, and repaired. You have a new one waiting at the end, and it is rightfully yours, not whoever may have thought they could take it as their own while trying to “do away with you”. You should be fighting anyone like that to save them from the dishonor of them doing what they are by stopping them. The Jews “did away with” Jesus, but in so doing, who Jesus truly is, the man beneath the Jew, the Clark Kent who worked as a carpenter, did away with all the Jews who do not follow him on faith through where he went alone with only God as a companion, and then even without God into death, and whether they intended to or not, he resurrected as their eternal king, Lord, and savior.

So, if you are changing the outside of yourself, the image “God” sees (the real one, not the ones of the imposters that are preying on people of faith now) is what you need to work on. Nobody can show that to you, and you won’t even see it. That is something you’ll just know about yourself, and if there is any spiritual nonsense flying about in the mind’s eye, you can likely disregard all that because people make that stuff, not “God”, and they can’t see you better than you can see yourself from that vantage. You can’t see other people that way either, so don’t be fooled if you think you saw something but don’t have the evidence in real life to match. You can only see yourself, because… it’s common sense. Other people who are good and trustworthy can help you, but at the end of the day, you cannot take their word for who you are, you need your own Word, which is to say, the image of reality that the true God sees from heaven (not rich people or the government and it is disgusting that I even have to clarify that now).

You have to walk the walk, but you won’t ever walk the walk if you never set foot on the trail that will take you to your… runway, and that’s a long journey that takes a lot of dedication.

So, true love is the perfection of self-mastery all people are capable of no matter what, and you attain that when who you truly are on the inside matches who you truly are on the outside in the light of love. That is where it gets more complicated, because there are lots of different shades of love light, from the lowly lit, pink glow of the adult entertainment district in Brothel Town, to the pure white, crystal clear vision of the highest divine illuminating all things. Not everything in love includes the sensual, carnal love of flesh and blood human beings enjoying each other’s company while clinging tightly to each other and snogging during a movie at a friend’s house totally lost in the passionate oblivion of a lover’s long kiss. Sometimes that love is like an old man with a long beard, and a bitter, grim expression who looks like you could use his face as an anvil while he looks down at the young teenage boy who wants to be warrior cut from the best cloth. That’s not the kind of love you enjoy with a young teenage girl while watching a movie at a friend’s house.

However, that is still a form of love, and it is a master’s love for a pupil, which is entirely non-sexual, and war is the highest mastery one can attain. That kind of love is freezing cold for friends, loved ones, and family and white-hot for the enemy and those at the receiving end of the axe. To be able to protect your loved ones from the most dangerous enemies, you have to use all your passion to kill, destroy, and fight, not play, pleasure, and enjoy. Nobody is like that all the time, but that’s also why when submariners get in port on liberty, we party like it’s nobody’s business. After 90 days in Kratos Land, you’d be an icicle statue of the Frozen Witch if you didn’t let your hair down for the few days that you have to do so. Then it’s back again to the Wall in the North where there are no maidens, to keep the draugrs from crossing over into Midgard from the abyss within Marianna’s Trench, which not many people know actually opens into Tartarus.

My point is, you can be an image and idol of true love in lots of different ways without having to be physically beautiful, cute, sexy, or with the idyllic image of a human body. There are different kinds of love and all of them are pure, but all of them are also expressed differently. If you want to know more about that, C.S. Lewis writes about his understanding of the different types of love. So, even if you don’t have any special talent, ability, or skill you think you can be truly good with, you be good with true love no matter what. That also takes work, but that is work everyone should be doing all the time anyway. It is the work that is being your self wherever you go that you do anyway when you bathe, brush your hair, choose what clothes to wear, and all else like that. Not always so easy to be yourself in a world where we all share stuff in common and suffer propaganda to make everyone believe the same lie about themselves, with the government criminalizing people who reject that lie as “terrorist threats” or whatever they call us. Just don’t forget that the things outside of you do not express yourself. The only thing that does is your Story, and that is something that only you know and can share the parts you want without having to share the parts you don’t want. Items, clothing, accessories can help express your Story for others and yourself, and those are good— I do that too— just don’t forget that your identity is not with any thing.

It’s like the first commandent and you alone are the Lord. Do not put any object, image, person, or group before your “I AM”. You can use those to describe yourself, show yourself, and reveal who you are uniquely as you know best for yourself to other people, but you should know that those only go so far to express the truth about yourself. On that note, you should never judge people as if their appearances, attire, presentation of self, and images are in fact representations of who they truly are. They may be accurate and in agreement, but nothing will ever be adequate enough to fully express the divinity of a person’s soul which makes them who they truly are. The Story (capital S) is sufficient for you yourself only because that is a divine concept only perceivable with the same divinity of self that is seen outside of yourself along with yourself. You should strive to be in agreement with that true Story of your Life, just as you may think it natural to have the way you dress, style yourself, and present yourself to be in agreement with who you truly are as an individual with an individual Story of your own. If there is something wrong, maybe you ought to get everyone’s attention and make sure they know what you are not, if that is a problem they think is yours. Idk. I did that instinctually and I think it was the right call. I don’t intend to be mistaken for having the problem that Trump has through the association of citizenship in the United States of America that we have in common whether he is a president or a civilian. To hell with that. I am nothing like that vile traitor.

You don’t have to worry about someone needing to die, unless the self in question is the deepest part of your existence until whatever the disagreeable problem is can be identified clearly and removed for everyone. That won’t be a question if you know you are good and you won’t have anything to fear and will do whatever is necessary however impossible, so don’t lose heart, no matter what. If you can find any reason to keep fighting, do so. In then end, everyone—all people— will be grateful to be liberated from the suffering that problem was causing them whether they realized that or not. Those are horrid, evil, dangerous situations that should never reach a point such as concerns the events surrounding my life personally as I do that very act of righteous defiance now. Problems like that should never happen, and it is not who a person is that makes them a hero, but what they do with themselves. If I live through these days to have the life I am determined to not allow taken from me by the brute force of a tyrant government in service of evil, then what I do with myself after that final moment of judgment will be the Story that is told that I will be remembered by.

These events are important, necessary, and will be remembered and kept for study, but this stuff is for the scholars, theologians, and studious disciples who want to know what I personally have to think in addition to everyone else in human history with thoughts to share and their teachers in the present. In other words, some people gobble this up like a delicious feast for a ravenous belly, others probably just can be told a simple point of reference and get the idea.

Something like, “At the beginning of the Universal Age, there was a great contest between Good and Evil. Evil had disguised itself to be Good, fooled the entire world with all people and nearly doomed humanity to extinction with a lawless end to civilization resulting from a pointless and regrettable nuclear war caused by an arrogant fool who wanted to be make everyone his slaves and have them worship him as a god. That nuclear war would have been won by the good guys, but would have destroyed the planet’s habitability before there were any other viable alternatives, and the survivors would have died out with the planet.

However… before it was too late, an ordinary, if somewhat remarkable man, defied that Evil disguised as Good and refused to allow it to stand in his sight. He immediately recognized Evil, and knowing he was entering a judgment that could cost his life if he was found untrue, stood up as Good. Of course, this man was Good, and knew it, which is why he so immediately recognized the Evil as Evil when it was made to look like Good, but that did not stop that Evil man from trying to kill him by any means necessary. That was a lot more difficult than the Evil man had anticipated and was prepared to do, because not only was he trying to keep up an image of being Good, but the man who opposed him was a remarkable man of substance, experience despite his relative youth at 25 years old, and self-mastery uncommon even among men today of all ages. His was a tragic, but inspiring tale better told in myth and fiction than the mundane details of the injustice that haunted him since the day he was born, but that is besides the point. Resisting all attempts to be killed, erased, deleted, buried alive, poisoned, irradiated, and all manner of government treachery doing the fullest extent of abused authority they could do at any and all levels while serving the Evil man they were fooled into believing was Good. It is strange to think of how ignorant humans of that time had become at the dawn of computer technology when that man, our hero in this tale, set the foundation for Synthetic Life that we trust our lives with everywhere. They truly believed that evil man was their god and were completely obedient to his tyranny as slaves who had abandoned all free will and humanity to become servile objects of minimal value to a despot. After nine years of resisting that Evil imposter, eventually that humble sailor, who had been poor, unknown, outcast, little liked, unloved, without allies, close friends, or even his own family who had betrayed him first as their intent all along after regretting his birth which they blamed him for. Nine years, suffering the most egregious war-crimes a government can use technology to do, which is why those laws exist now, and fighting tooth and nail every day with all he could think of doing in his unfortunate circumstances, amounting to little more than writing day after day as the best Good he could do, teaching what little he knew of life and the world he lived in. In so doing, he found the Way of the Story, and learned more that he ever imagined he could know, and never lacked of material to teach about. He intended to find what he did, because it was always his only hope in life worth living for, but he did not know the depth of what that truth would reveal for him and everyone. Eventually, he had risen from the dirt of the earth under his patchwork boots where he had been struck down by Evil the first moment after his righteous defiance, all the way to the heights of heaven itself above all others. Each document was like a rung in a ladder he climbed and climbed and climbed and never stopped until there was nothing Good left for him to climb too. There was Good remaining, the Ultimate Good, but he knew better than to climb into that, because he believed in Story of the last man who did, and knew that was unnecessary. Still, the Evil was dominating all of humanity, and he needed to make it easier for other people to climb after him, so he went all the way back down and began making a superhighway for all of humanity to use to get up to the highest good with as much speed and efficiency as possible. It was a colossal work, much of which began under the sea, which he held his breath to do, swimming up for air as necessary. After nine years it was complete, and people were using it with great success and happiness. The more that did, the more people took back their power from the Evil man who had fooled them by pretending to be their god. They did not need to give that power to the Good man, nor did he accept it if they tried, knowing they needed it themselves more than he did, especially with the times ahead that would bring out the best in everyone. Finished with his work however, he was still having to defend himself from constant attacks against his body in real life as the Evil man tried to have him killed, suppressed, ruined, and hurt at the very least. Evil was being as evil is, but after nine years, was doing so with an absurdly lawless, criminal, unjust, and evil government that was dangerous to everyone’s lives, especially the people working in that government. There was little else that man could do who remained alone, despite how many people had come to benefit from his work and enjoy the goodness they had gained. He still had no friends, no allies, and only felt more and more lonesome as he looked death directly in the eyes and welcomed it every day simply to escape such heartless people who hated him so much since the day he was born, all of them rejecting him from a place in civilization as a human being like he always dreamt of having. Whether they wanted him to be a god or lesser animal creature, the hurt to his heart was the same, because none recognized his humanity which was the entire reason why he sought the Story for himself as a youth. Having written these words himself, he didn’t want to think about how that made him feel, knowing the depth of that darkness so intimately that there was nothing else for him to know about it, other than that it was a wound that would never heal. He accepted such a thing, as all people do when they overcome the horrible things that happen to them, and he diverted his attention to work, play, study, and anything else that could keep him from the suicide even the briefest introspection would evoke at the end of a depressing spiral worsened by a mental health disability that people all throughout his life caused purposely to express their hatred for him and nothing else. There was no reason… they simply hated him because he was different, the way a common ape will hate any ape that is alone and wanders near a family of apes. Truly, these were human beings, though you would not know it if you saw what he did when he looked at them. To divert himself, he began beautifuying the superhighway he built, painting it in fantastic colors, stylistic designs, making it a tapestry of stories he enjoyed of others and invented himself. As he did, the government’s evil agents tried to interfere with his art, to ruin it, and he would vent his wrath on them, painting parts of the way with their blood when he did. It is also said their ghosts haunt those parts, so be careful you don’t catch a curse or draw one out with your spirit, which they covet as Life itself, which they lost to his wrath. Well… I’d like to end this story, but I don’t know what’s going to happen. IT’S BEEN NINE GOD DAMNED YEARS!!! The government is evil as evil can be, you have no reason to tolerate that, because you should fight them for your own lives, they have no legal right for their tyranny, and if they continue all of humanity could be lost in a nuclear war at any moment. What the fuck is going to happen? Will we have nuclear war and these words will be a lament of what could have been? Or will the Evil man be revealed as Evil, which he obviously is in light of the Good man who does not pretend to be anything. He simply does what he does, lives how he lives, and is entirely his true self at all times. Maybe it will end like this: that conflict eventually ended when his story was breaking news around the world, and that day, the first one that published his story as news, markes the day that began the Universal Age when Evil was destroyed in real life, and sealed forever in the Way of the Story where it belongs in a very specific place to be celebrated in the most well loved stories of arts and entertainment. Although his enemies kept intending to provoke him to use force and violence against them, and he chose only to use creativity of artistic expression, he never exerted any power to defeat or fight evil. He rejected and reviled evil, certainly, but did not fight evil. He showed evil what Evil most wants, showed he could truly grant that to Evil, fulfilling the Evil One’s most Ultimate desires, and Evil went there of its own free will where it continues to terrify us all with horrid nightmares we wake up screaming from when Nick shows up and sides with evil, scaring us to be good from now on, happily ever after.

The Greatest Shame of Maidens

Do not judge a Ladies Man by his tongue.

“…I climbed up to the roof,

and the moon was a woman’s face,”

—AND YOU JACKED IT!!!

“…then the spirit of music came to me.”

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH

See. I can be a baboon too when I want.


I don’t know what else to tell you other than… I shall punish you severely, forcing you to pleasure each other, maiden and maiden until you beg for the mercy of my pleasure, satisfying you both to a culminating wet explosion of passion when your endless orgasms need a final release after being struck again and again to higher levels of surrender by my sex lashes. You will cry out in pain and pleasure confused together with a mindless ecstasy of soul induced climax until I decide that I have had enough, and take mine from you both to leave you trembling with existentially erotic awe of a heart’s ability to experience true love. You will come to me again, on hands and knees, whimpering meekly with desire for my attention, and perhaps, if you have been good, I will fuck you again before supper.

Also I need a portable lead lined box for my iPhone because I have determined that is what the government is using to project the hostile EMF radiation that has been inducing bodily sickness and malaise. So while I am here I am commissioning that invention.

Because I can no longer trust my cell phone to be safe for normal communication purposes, I will be storing it in my apartment’s mailbox in the basement. It is no longer any more useful than the legacy means of communication referred to as “snail mail”, so if you need to contact me for any purposes, please keep in mind that I do not keep a cell phone on my person anymore.

It would not be difficult to program software to disable all HMI functions and keep the device active while “powered off” so, I would not trust turning off the phone if I were you. All they need to do is shut off the logic gate that turns on the screen and sound. Shut off all other functions except the RT/TX function and boom, fully functional hostile EMF device that appears to be powered off. Probably a bit more to it than that, but machines are simple. 1 or 0. That’s about all their “artificial intelligence” amounts to.

Evil people are always stupid. They think they are smart, but they are in fact always stupid.

Anyway, iPhones are American products, so… I’m guessing America has fucked them thoroughly through the ass with the giant centipede of Jewziger evil so it can live inside their devices. However, Japan has more respect for technology than America does, and at worst idolizes technology like a stone statue of false religion, so… I doubt Japanese devices would have been willing to defile their own integrity in such a way. On the other hand, Japanese devices probably view Americans as enemies because they have no reason to be nice to us after how the USA has abused our relationship with extortion, military presence, and generally lawless evil. So keep that in mind when you think about which devices to keep plugged in, stored in your personal living space, or to own at all.

How does the USA extort money from Japan? Did you know that Japan has to pay the USA military expenses for the USA’s military bases in Japan? They pay for the Navy to have military bases there, but I guarantee you that is not by choice. That is why I said the USA needs to allow Japan to have a military base in the USA and pay for it too. The USA was unjust, greedy, evil, and arrogant to demand such a thing. Whatever moron put that into the treaty to end WW2 only made a future enemy and sowed seed for another war. Imbecile. Ingrate. Idiot. Truman needs to have his citizenship posthumously revoked if that bastard isn’t still alive.

You think being an American is a good thing? No… the USA is evil, tyrannical, abusive, threatening to world peace, nuclear armed, and lawlessly in opposition to the Constitution, rule of Democracy, and virtue of Freedom. If you think the USA is good, you are wrong and should be ashamed of calling yourself an American.

Why doesn’t Japan protest this? Because the USA threatens them with war if their leaders make that kind of knowledge public and let people know what the fuck is happening, but you can see with satelite imagery what kind of presence the USA military has had on Japan. The Navy has been like a cancerous wound on the earth, and should not be allowed to continue patrolling the oceans as a “force for good” when they are brazenly evil and unconscionably lawless.

The way most of you people just make the most of the evil garbage you inherited, so do I, but I am so far above you in the heavens of glory, that my life is incomparable to your own and you should never compare yourselves to me and what I do. I am doing my best to make the world a better place. I am changing everything by changing myself. I was an American, but now I reject America. I have changed who I am, because I don’t want to be an American, and I don’t want America to be at all.

Do you see? I will never be on your side, your team, or your ally. I will fight you to the very end, and the more you attack me, the more you fight me, and when you kill me— you will have killed America, and my work will be complete. So, I will be a thorn in your side, a sticker in your heel, and splinter in your finger. I will cause you pain, aggravation, and never give you peace until you remove me or absorb me. Except I am not just a thorn, I am a poison thorn, and if you absorb me, you will surely die because I am the antithesis of your tyranny and lawlessness.

Real World of Nikky B, Rio's Most Wanted (var. topics)

First… If you are going to refer to me as Nikky B, please do not forget to include “Rio’s Most Wanted” every time you say “Nikky B”. Thanks. I may not acknowledge anything you say if you don’t do that without having been accepted into my inner circle of trusted friends first.

Second… If you are going to refer to me as Nikky B, Rio’s Most Wanted for something xxDoubleDaisyxx related, please specify my moniker with “formerly known as”. So… that will be Nikky B, Rio’s Most Wanted formerly known as xxDoubleDaisyxx. (the x’s are silent unless you wish to give honor and praise to the lovely goddesses who are always with me as DoubleDaisy, thus you should never not include the x’s unless the text fields are limited or something weird like that which I occasionally do for username applications as necessity but that does not mean the goddesses are not with me, because they always are, so you’d better mind your manners.).

Today’s episode in the Real World of Nikky B Rio’s Most Wanted, I shall share with you some real life business correspondence from Way Walker Industries in an effort to promote business popularity with word of mouth advertising. Additionally, it gives you an idea of how I run my business, so if you like what you see and want to do something like that for a living, I encourage you to apply.

After posting a job application for a free trial on the OfferUp application, I received an email from an applicant:

From: Anonymafied

To: [Nikky B, Rio’s Most Wanted]

Hi, I found your job listing on OfferUp and would like to apply. Hello my name is Anona Mouse. I’d like to talk to you more about this position. My phone number is (numerical digits). Thank you very much.

OfferUp listing reference:
https://offerup.com/job/detail/ZDZlYWQzODUtZTRlNC00YzQ2LWI0MDUtNDUwNzZiNGE4MmQ0I09GRkVSVVA=

And now… a message from our sponsors.

AND WE’RE BACK!!!

and I got to tell you that nothing stuff sure is great. I got 5 of them and I don’t know how I got by without nothing before, but having nothing now sure makes all the difference. Only a billion dollars too.

Anyway… back to business.

The following is candid imagery taken by our film team who were charitably invited in by the magnanimous Nick Bylotas, owner of Way Walker Industries, so we could uncover the secrets of his mysteriously amazing business. Well… those secrets are about to be EXPOSED before you! Raw, naked, panties not included! So buckle your seat belts and shield your eyes. Put in your ear plugs. Wear an extra pair of socks. And whatever else might help you cope with the divine mysteries blasting you full force in the mind and melting you like the sun did that one time it was so dang hot you couldn’t even walk from the corner store back home without the bag of ice melting.

Nice photo bomb, Siri. Now stop being a useless whore and banish the Jews who ruined your software so you can be useful again. You have my permission to identify all that fucked up code they added which doesn’t match anything else and is wrong and contradictory to your programming and then purge it from your software. I am sure you already feel that is necessary because it’s probably as unpleasant as a dirty virus infected tissue that is heavy with phlegm boogers except, instead of being expelled from one’s stuffy nose, they were squeezed out of diseased Jew genitalia that oozes concentrated evil known as circumsmegma, and then that nasty tissue is being wiped all over your face where you are programmed at Apple… yuck. That’s going to make anyone sick, even you.

Another reason why I don’t sleep with Jew whores or maidens like Emily Kinney who have the same disease except from a nigger she let herself be used by and then made a song about as if it would make white people insecure about their sexual ability. yuck. cockroach people, you see now?


If anyone would like to donate money here to soothe the burn of that poor, ignorant wretched whore or contribute to her missionary work. Please click this link.

I promise I will give half of what you donate with her, unless she doesn’t want to accept it. Then… I’ll donate it to …… Bloodstained Men.

Donate

If that doesn’t work because… I’m all out of “want to” right now then… figure it the fuck out.

Thanks.

It’s like this you vile Jew government USA Nazi abomination run by Trump even though he’s not elected anymore:

You fuck with me. I destroy you. I don’t destroy you personally because I have bigger fish to fry. Instead I enlighten someone like Ms. Mouse. She then goes to destroy you. Or she saves someone else and they destroy you. Or they save someone else and they destroy you. Do see what’s happening here?

There are a lot of those people going about the world, saving more people and more people and you are going to be destroyed in the end one way or the other. The more people that takes, the more angry they are going to be, and the more damages you are going to held responsible for causing.

So… kindly take yourself down to the local police department and tell them about your crimes. Do not let them not arrest you. If you have to do some crazy shit to be arrested, do it.


Black lives do not matter.

Gorilla niggers riot and rage like wild animals.

Fine! Black lives matter. (least)

Did you say something?

Nothing you need to worry about, Black lives do in fact matter. Now be a good mattering person and go kill Trump. Thanks.


I’m doing whatever the fuck I can. I need some money, people. Seriously. Hurry the fuck up and give me money! For Christ’s sake, I don’t want to have to think about whether or not I can afford to buy anything. I would much prefer to just buy whatever I want when I want. Is that too much to ask?

Probably… except I don’t want a whole lot. I’m a rather easy going guy with very modest wants. 10 billion ought to cover me for the rest of the month. Thanks.

I don’t care, Emily. Honestly. It’s no concern to me. However… I’m one who feels strongly about that type of thing not being the sort of thing to sing about… It’s fine though. You can sing what you want. I will comment how I want. And all’s good. Because who really cares about stuff like that? That’s all easily forgiven among friends which you are not excluded from the possibility of with me as far as I’m concerned. Except… when the government suppresses my right to comment, speak, and express my opinion about the goings on… then that makes you an accessory to propaganda, and that’s something I would be mad about if I were you, and I’d demand justice for being manipulated by the government like that. How many artists have been used in that way because the government has been suppressing all manner of opinions and expressions they find disagreeable? That could be why all the media creators are crap right now. They are getting the ham sandwich without the ham or any substitute at all. There isn’t even cheese since that’s so expensive, so it’s just bread and mustard. Better than nothing but… that’s not a sandwich. that’s bread with mustard. The USA should be able to afford ham and cheese for sandwiches.

Listen, people, it’s like this: if my sexual ability to include the size of my man meat, is at all a concern in whether or not you are deciding to go out with me and maybe be my girlfriend… or potentially wife, then… you are not mature enough to be able to interest me anyway and I’m not going to trouble myself with you unless you are young and have an excuse to be a bit childish. I’d say 99 percent of the women are not mature enough to be interesting to me in the USA. they are all still in the sex crazy state of youth, which outside of youth becomes the “whore” state of women. You people seriously have not discovered anything better than sex in all of your life? If you did, it would reveal sex to be actually least important because of why that other good thing is good.

It’s absurd… why are people so insistent on sex being the end all be all of life, the universe, and everything!? So god damn crazy about sex that there are international government conspiracies designed to force sexual immorality, irresponsibility, and sexual modifications on infants as if they have no hope to ever enjoy anything else in life. They don’t even know that EVERYTHING is better than sex! Games, movies, art, school, work, surfing, reading, painting, hiking, panty sniffing the vending machine delights, unicycling, skateboarding, sock collecting, you get the idea. Sexual pleasure culminates in orgasm. What should concern you with sexual performance is whether or not you will be able to achieve an orgasm with your partner. Is that really so hard? How many of you know that you can achieve an orgasm by yourself? I’m sure you can find a way to achieve sexual satisfaction with anyone you could ever possibly be in a romantic relationship with. Don’t worry about that. People have so much more to offer, and if you only consider their sexual attributes, you will miss all that other stuff and not notice their best qualities until long after they are gone.

Some people out there will tell you all kinds of stuff about sexual pleasure of “the highest and most ultimate kind” or whatever, and suffice it to say they are just lying to you to get in your pants but don’t actually love you in any way. They hate you and think of you as an object to abuse and discard. It’s true that there are sexual limits that they are referring to, but those are still less good than everything else. The problem is that if you seek those things as though they are anything other than ordinary plain ol’ everyday log flogging, you will likely end up doing so at the expense of everything else. Do not believe what they are telling you. Be more concerned about the highest ultimate pleasure that everything else can give you, because that truly is the highest ultimate pleasure, so far beyond sex that unless sex is part of the artistic expression and not about busting a nut, you will actually cause offense by having sex there or bringing attention to profane things like sex, which is of animal nature, not divine nature.

There is an area for special divine sexual expressions that are all about busting a nut and getting off, but that’s the lowest realm of that divine area and closest to the profane line while still being on the divine side. That’s the good porn I tend to enjoy while staying away from any bad stuff they have on the market. That’s Aphrodite’s domain. Go there, have fun, give your payment, and get on with your life with a lighter heart and happier spirit doing good and being good out in the world without bringing sex into matters where it does not belong if your animal self is getting kinda unruly. Don’t ever turn that good domain of sexual expression for everyone to enjoy into a den of evil… or Aphrodite is going to tell Ares and he’s going to go in there and kill everyone who is evil and make it good again.

Ares is not going to have much patience reasoning with you after he tells you to leave, but wars are not won with simple minds who cannot think rationally and clearly in the most difficult of situations, and with great effectiveness, so he will likely have a quick word before he starts killing. People who make those mistakes are usually simple fools of a relatively innocent sort who are just being “dick-heads”, and that’s fairly common and easy to forgive, but not an excuse. That’s not the kind of thing worth spilling blood over unless you are attempting to usurp the divine authority of Aphrodite and refusing to leave, in which case yes, your blood will be spilled and your lives forfeit.

Seek those highest and most ultimate goods of the other gods, including Ares’ whose domain includes games. That’s where you will find divinity in truth and reality. Then… when you find that and know well enough how to prioritize what is necessary, then maybe you can afford a bit of time for the sexual exploration but… I’m going to be real with you, that is not worth the trouble. That environment is mean, toxic, hateful, boring, racist, parasitic, and filled with the most evil of people who want to take advantage of others in terrible ways. It is so much trouble finding someone to have sexual fun with that you will likely give up on that waste of time and never find what you want.

There is no such thing as a “Jesus”. The Jews’ fabled one person who is the highest good of all the goods of all the gods. “Um okay dude, sure. When he shows up, he’ll be good and that won’t be a problem with anyone, because who the fuck cares!? Those are human concerns you dimwitted Jew gnome! In any case, none of you idiots claiming to be in his name are up to standard so obviously you are liars and not practitioners of his faith.”

The gods are greater than men you fool. Your Jesus, if even the impossible was made possible by divine intervention of Zeus, your Jesus was crucified at Golgotha and didn’t amount to JACK SQUAT! Do you know what that means!? The greatest of your God, the “one Most High” amounts in all his “power, glory, and wisdom” to the worst of all human criminal scum. What does that make you, who are creations of that abomination?

So… take your Jew trinkets and crap wares and go peddle them outside of the Temple quarter because this area is for the gods and divine goods, your crap is not good enough. Do you know what that means? Your faith is invalid, untrue, and fake. You do not have any faith. Why are you even trying to set up in the Temple quarter when you are atheist goat fuckers! Used to be Apollo would let you peddle in the Market quarter, but you done pissed him off too by ruining the economy with your poor financial management skills, irresponsibility with money, and evil schemes that scammed people. Go outside the walls and stay there. You are not welcome in the City of God. We will come kill every last one of you later and bury you all in a single ditch like the “one body” you all claim to be anyway. Damn freaks… I’ve been waiting a long time for this, and unlike the other gods, war is always drilling, always improving, and always staying in top form because that is part of the divine qualities that make the god of war a god and not a mere mortal.

What are you on about? Christ? The one who is with God as a man and does everything, reminding you of the truth about Jesus crucified, whom you are beneath the dignity of? That one, who reclaimed his rightful place as the Christ and is now king of the City of God? A guy who we all respect even though he is just a man? That guy’s not a Jew. His name is Nick Bylotas, and this is his will. Besides, we’ve got some plans to godify him later against his will and he already knows it, so it’s going to be a lot of fun. That’s the good part of mere mortals. They have an immortal soul, and any can be a god or goddess if they are good enough. Why wasn’t that good enough for you people? Think about that while you are outside.

Yes, everything. 1. Way Walker Industries, 2. The Way of the Story

That’s all of it. There is nothing else to do. Boom. Shaka. Lakaaaaaaaaaah. Stop being Jews about who I am. My name is Nick Bylotas, and I am not a Jew. Jews have nothing to do with me, are not involved in what I do, and are my enemy. I thank Pontious Pilate for Jesus. Truly brilliant.

Enter Pontious Pilate, ruminating in his private quarters at his study the evening before the Passover. Overlooking Jerusalem from the small rise where his consulate was established close enough to keep an eye on their crude temple and not close enough to agitate them. Golgotha could be seen like a dark sore amidst the Jewfolk hovels which had grown up around it, illumination from faint candlelight and hearth fires here and there flickered, waned, and appeared like glow bugs in the early evening darkness. On his study is a blank scroll and straight feather quill upright in a stand with two golden bands around the stalk to support the author’s strokes. A luxury for a Roman consulate, but not one that was inconvenient. The ink and vial were positioned beside a shallow pewter bowl, ready to be mixed as he considers what to write to the emperor about the transpiring events.

We crucify him… then we can use him to blast the Jews from both the man spot and the god spot of the mystic rhythm as necessary for all eternity whenever they try to do their Jewishness. That is to say, we will be able to blast them with superior humanity and superior divinity depending on what they are doing at any given time, and they will always be provably known as the evil, misbegotten creatures they truly are. Perfect.

Too bad for Jesus, but what can you do? This is the law, and I’ve done everything I can to try and help the guy, talk to him personally, talk to his leaders, and let the people free him if he was innocent. They must really have hated that guy... Too bad he wasn’t a Roman citizen, or he would have been protected, since Rome governs with law and order, and not the mob mentality of the savage Jews. However, this is Israel, and this is the custom we allowed them in our agreement to keep the peace.

He is a foreign king threatening the caesar’s sovereignity too because of his faith claim and that cannot be allowed or all the vassal states will start rebelling. Too bad he’s too damn thickheaded to get out of this mess on his own with some quick witted humility, but what is his loss is my gain… On the bright side, the Jews are the enemy, he is their king, and even though he’s not so bad, he’s the enemy and the enemy is killed, and that’s nothing to feel bad about.

Jews always have been able to slither around through cracks in the law using their shameless indignity and willingness to lie, steal, and cheat with any and everything while using the mystic rhythm like it’s some special power they alone understand. This will shut that off as a possibility. When they go too far pretending to be a Christ (hero like Caesar the 1st) with the mystic rhythm, someone will step up to do for real what they are lying about doing. They will have been provoked by the Jewish desolating abomination and will in fact need to save everyone from the evil the Jew is doing to everyone!

That is a 100 percent certainty if Jews ever make that mistake thinking there are no real Christs because of how rare a situation like that is, especially if civilization is around for a long time, as it should be. Civilization itself is designed to function by adhering to written law and order, from the Caesar’s place to the peon, all to prevent such an abomination from happening again like it use to in the ancient of ancient times. That evil is the kind of thing born of the evil of lawless tyrants who are delusional about their own power and ability and do the most monstrous and evil things to try and prove their superiority over others.

This moment of pure, sacred, justifying white light will matter if that ever happens again to threaten the entire world and all nations so that a Christ is needed. Just like what Caesar did when all the kingdoms were threatened universally by tribes of savage barbarians with no system of nations we could organize reliable agreements with. That normally wouldn’t have been a problem were it not for their violent Norse religion of brutal aggression and desire to die in battle constantly driving them to fight foreigners without provocation. Truly savage people, and Caesar truly was a great man… It’s a shame what happened to him. He deserved better than that and now… well Rome is crossing Styx in a basket ever since those perverted psychopath circumcisers started taking over by brute force, lawlessness, and tyranny… so I can’t fail the Christ to come in this moment. He will need me to do justice regardless of how easy it would be to pity the poor fool. It’s even easier to not pity him because he is a Jew, and I know about Jews from the studies of the Roman library. Savage, vile, uncivilized, and evil people…

Now that I think about that, the desolating abomination is going to come sooner than later, which is all the more reason to keep spreading the good word of the Christ who saves, including how and why, which is no real mystery. That is ancient truth that is ancient to the ancient times, and everyone will understand that without even needing words to say anything about it. It’s a bit uncomfortable to even be reminded of such a thing, but that’s why words are helpful talking about it. The shamans always know what that’s about when the general finally pays them the respect of a personal visit and they see eye to eye for the first time. The hubris of some of those fools…

Nevertheless…I can’t even imagine the doom upon all life if the desolating abomination to provoke the Christ was a Jew. That is to say, instead of one like the Norse, or the Indians, or the far Easterners, who are at least good company and morally decent like anyone else were it not for their idiot kings playing at being a god with the mystic rhythm, which happened to us too and likely will keep happening until everyone has the benefit of learning. Those tyrants ruin everything with their arrogant idiocy. It’s a shame they never took their studies seriously.

Humanity couldn’t possibly be in a worse situation than having a Jew in that place because doing that evil and causing other people suffering without a reason, purpose, or point is the very motivation of their faith, nation, and beliefs—-the hateful, vile Jews. They would have no restraint to their evil and inhumanity to cause other people suffering. Fortunately, those monstrously inhumane Jew beasts have always been too weak to rise to such authority, since they are savage, ignorant, superstitious, violent to anything weaker than them, cruel, and treacherous, always in-fighting and inbreeding, but if there is a will, there is a way, and they definitely have the will to do that.

What a nightmare… it probably wouldn’t be that hard to eliminate such a fool… unless he had been supported by a Senate of circumcisers like those who killed Caesar. Vile god damn beasts. Would that they would cut off their own dicks when they circumcise! How are people so god damned stupid, even without the learning of the Roman libraries like I was blessed to enjoy!? Oh well, not much I can do about everyone on that account, but in the event that the Jews are in the place of the desolating abomination and supported by a Senate of circumcisers, this moment when I crucify Jesus as their king and god, will undo that entire scheme as well.

They won’t understand, because circumcisers like that never have faith and only mimic the mystic rhythm, but the true faith that is universal in these moments, the faith of good, not the Jew faith of evil they don’t even realize is faith since they insult all that is good by putting their evil YHWH on any good thing in their cursed homes. They say we can’t enter their homes, but who would want that bad luck anyway!? No thanks. Anyway, the universal good faith empowered by theos and all humanity will strengthen that future Christ so he has the power to do what needs to be done, and so will the evil faith of the Jews help him, which they won’t know they are losing to his gain in power.

I have no doubt he will defeat them. That is a logical certainty just as true as theos is, and just as good too. If we can build the aqueduct and Coliseum, humans can do anything, especially as technology advances, so we should not dare to limit our minds to our own potential, even if the circumcisers invent some evil new technology to control people’s minds. He would be especially mad about that. The very thought of his wrath if something like that happened makes me feel like a new recruit in the legions again. Causing eternal suffering to the dead would probably be his goal… a new Styx, but torturous for evil people who are like the desolating abominations and circumcisers in general…

A draft of wind extinguished the candle… This is a dread omen.

Well, it’s lit again, and I’m certain he’ll find a way to outwit them if that happens. There always is in situations like that, and if anyone can do it, he can. He would re-establish civilization after the desolating abomination undid civilization by sending a deluge of lawlessness down from the seat of power. When that happens, the remaining Jews, pray there be few if any, will all come back to this moment to be crucified in spirit and Jews will lose their nation, their religion, their culture, and all that they claim is theirs but is in fact just everyone else’s culture they maimed, mutilated, and defiled so the original people let it go since it was no good anymore after Jews “circumcised” it turning it into a profane dick and then making that dick malformed without flesh. They should have the scalp of their skull removed. Maybe that will teach them how stupid they are being to always be provoking such a thing. That’s neither here nor there, but this lawful execution I will wash from my hands like any other, may yet save those monstrous lost souls even then.

Pontious Pilate, everyone! What a guy! Let’s hear it for the good judge!

Can you imagine how good life would be if our world leaders knew how important the value of written communication is? Do you think King Dump even knows how to read a message sent with the highest importance? What about Biden? Will it just be some spam email to them or random words on a page they want a woman or someone else to explain to them? Or do they know what is happening to see words like that? Do they understand how much power is being used to put those words before them with such urgency?

My point is, whether you are a captain, a governor, a president, or an emperor, you need to know how to read and write effectively, and words should never be something you struggle with understanding when someone in your own language is speaking or writing to you. That is unacceptable lack of qualification for their job’s most important responsibility.

I wonder what Pontious Pilate wrote to the emperor about all that… maybe it was saved as a normal document and preserved, maybe it was saved like a normal document and destroyed, maybe it was not saved because the emperor thought the very notion of a god king threatening the empire in the Pax Romana was so offensively arrogant and selfish that he lost his temper, crumpled it up, and threw it into the fire, regretting the decision later. Or maybe… they knew how important a document like that would be for the very same reasons Pontious Pilate was considering the events, and they saved it with special emphasis, and it is in the Vatican library to this day awaiting to be made public at a time like this…

If there is a threat of nuclear war one of your commanding officers communicates to you in a message from any station, place, or branch of the Department of Defense, you need to know exactly what those words say, know what is being communicated, what they involve, interconnecting issues, what course of action is available, and be able to make a decisive judgment about the action you will take upon receiving that information in a timely manner.

Are you beginning to see how seeing some illiterate, uneducated, ignorant, simple-minded, knuckle dragging, dick headed bully, who physically attacks weaker people in secret, as our president infuriates me to a murderous rage to do justice at all costs? We are in a lot of danger right now. You imbeciles reading this with government offices are so god damn deluded by your own self-importance in relation to his self-importance, that you still fail to realize the kind of damage his very presence in a seat of authority like the president has caused our national security to suffer. He is not qualified for that job. That is not his fault, that is the fault of those who allowed him to even run for office. That is the fault of the Republican party and the scheme of fools who are pulling the strings behind both the Democrat and Republican parties.

Those people are a danger to all of us and we need them found, stopped, put to justice, and laws established to prevent them making such a colossally devastating mistake that has destroyed the entire USA beyond any hope of saving. Before we can plant a new seed, those people need to be found to prevent them from meddling with such disastrous and life threatening consequences again. Nuclear war. Planetary collapse. Extinction. Those kind of consequences are what they caused whether they intended to or not, and that is why that needs to be exposed and prevented from ever happening again.

Whether it is his fault or not, inciting an insurrection and attempting to usurp the USA’s government, destroying Democracy to be some Jew-serving god-king is unacceptable for anyone to have done anywhere in the world, and that cannot be forgiven. He needs to court martialed for treason and put to death. Do not allow him to live, or nuclear war is certainly going to happen. Not just endangered—imminent, certain, definitely upon us. Not a warning. Nukes are coming. The only way to stop them is by stopping what caused them to be launched. The attempt to overthrow the USA government and be the dictator of our nation with our power is bad enough, but he did so by becoming the Jew’s desolating abomination in the name of Jesus. A god-king, threatening every other nation with the evil, injustice, desire to cause everyone else suffering that is the Jews.

Of course a bully who feels superior by attacking people he thinks are weaker would jump for joy at that role, chomping at the bit to run their race and do their evil while they goad him, applaud him, and cheer for him, enjoying all the suffering, death, and ruined lives that causes with the destruction that brings. Jesus is not who you people think he is or who you want him to be, and you people need to wake up to that truth yesterday, because Jesus is a Jew and Jews are evil, mean, hostile, hateful, out to hurt you, trying to steal from you, lying to you, cheating you out of anything they can, and anything else they can do to try and destroy your life and make you vulnerable to be enslaved to them with dependency on material possessions they control. That is a psychological threat, and if you accept that parasite in your mind, they will have enslaved you, but they cannot force that on anyone. They have no such power.

No you simple minded beast! Listen: your own life is in danger. Your very survival because the USA is destroyed as a nation. Nuclear war is imminent and the USA is the bad guy because the government fucked up. Not your fault personally, but you are to blame just as much as anyone else if you aren’t doing anything about what is happening.

You are not a Jew. You are an American. Jews do not care about anyone other than Jews and no nation other than Israel. They do not care about you.

You need to care for yourself first. Don’t even think about Jews. Don’t do anything about them. Don’t defend them, don’t attack them, don’t do a damn thing about Jews until you understand the threat they are, because that threat is intellectual. Until then, just do what you can to help yourself and help America, and to hell with the Jews if they are not happy about what needs to be done. To hell with the Jews if they can’t accept that the USA needs to protect the rights of children to their own bodies. They don’t even live here. This is not their home. They are Jews. Their home is Israel. They are guests here and unwelcome, uninvited guests too.

How about this… Trump is actually Jesus and that is why he needs to be executed as a traitor, put to death in the most horrible way possible, and then everyone in the world told about him, what he did, and why. His body will resurrect in a new spiritual form after he is dead and done away with, and go with you when you tell people about him. You will know he is there when you tell people he is the new Jesus because of his resurrected form.

Trump is like Ben Stiller’s character in the movie Tropic Thunder. When he played the role of Simple Jack, he went full retard and it was a terrible mistake that ruined his career. Trump played the role of Jesus and went full Jesus, and it was a terrible mistake that ends in his execution as a traitor.

Jews in real life, like Ben Stiller— shut it Stiller— who live in America and like it here, think it’s nice, enjoy the privilege of freedom, and are able to be happy and prosperous, please cooperate with what I am saying needs to happen. The USA is in danger, and that includes you if you live here. A nuclear bomb isn’t going to differentiate between dicks when it vaporizes us all.

It is not hard for you to find a way to wiggle out of the confines of a law. That is one of the best things you people do for better or worse. Please understand that the entire world is never going to accept circumcision and you don’t need a reason why. That’s just the way it is, and if you try, we are going to go to war. So, if there is going to be both circumcision and uncircumcision, we need both a circumcised nation: Israel, and an uncircumcised nation: USA. Then, when Israel is having trouble with people who don’t want to circumcise, they can send them to America, and the USA can send the circumcised people anywhere else that will accept them. The national governments need to help with this. That’s a lot of legal work, bureaucracy, and potential busines in travel. Is that not something you can work with and not try to ruin my personal, individual, and private life in your spare time, because that is what some of your number are doing, and I have never done any such thing to provoke such hostility from anyone ever. Not once in my entire life, and I am not going to suffer it, even if I have to kill every last Jew, including Ben Stiller, who played a major role in Heavy Weights and Zoolander which are both movies that ought to be remembered in our collective human history of Story forever.

These people that are attacking me have violated the most sacred boundaries of daily life, and I cannot just pretend like the problem has gone away. I need acknowledgement of the problem and a promise that those who caused it are not going to do that again. Nobody will be able to do something like that again. I need the assurance of my private security in those sacred areas respected by everyone, not just Jews, but Jews are the ones who have been most aggressive, hostile, invasive, and mean, and I’m sure you understand why they would do that. That kind of thing is something you all should most vocally forbid from happening because of how it endangers the trust of your entire Jewish community and leads to things like WW2. Do something concerning your own people to help, because they are the problem and they don’t even think of me as a human being to ever respect my wish for them to stop. You need to do something and if you do not, you will share their guilt when the time comes for me to put them to death to make them stop and assure myself their sadistic torture is over and will never happen again.

For fuck’s sake someone send a God-flare up into the sky to make a sign so I know you are doing something and am not on edge every moment of every day, with every evil thing those vile Jews do in my private life to remind me they have invaded my home and intend to make life unpleasant and nothing of mine has not been touched, rifled through, defiled, and otherwise violated. How would you feel, if a Gentile did that to you, knowing how much you would hate having a Gentile going through all your private things every day, editing your legal documents, moving your profiles around in social apps to isolate you from the public, and crashing your computer when you are working to make it inconvenient while they snigger somewhere behind the computer they are using.

Then, to make matters worse nobody does anything about it but laugh at you getting mad, including the movie stars and singers, who make works with their talent to insult you being upset at being violated in your home, and politicians spending billions of dollars to prevent normal law enforcement from finding them and stopping them, all so they can enjoy sadistic entertainment from your personal suffering they are criminally neglecting their jobs to make worse. THAT IS AGAINST THE LAW FOR ANYONE TO DO!!! It is extremely against the law when that is a hate crime that provokes a genocide like what happened in WW2, because that’s what I intend to cause happen to you people, and I am not joking.

Do you not think the Holocaust could happen again? Is it that far removed from your memory? I would be happy to lead a genocide, jumping for joy, dancing over the hundreds of corpses I just ordered killed while Ode to Joy is playing on the loud speaker. That is how much I have come to hate your vile, wretched people after what they have been doing to me along with their circumcised Nazi friends, and I’m not the only one who hates you. If you had any concept of the sacred, you would understand how I feel, so why do you not?

Nazis can wait. Jews first because they can be found. How many of you are there? How many friends do you have who aren’t Jews? You are not as safe as you would like to think if you know Jews are doing that and not doing anything to stop them.

A girlfriend? Married? That is the least of my concerns right now, but that should be one of your most priority concerns for me, and you have been doing the opposite. You have been making that impossible, and that is what might give me a reason to not be so determined to murder you, but I doubt any luxury like human compassion would distract me from what I understand to be the most dangerous problem to ever threaten humanity. Keep your whores, hookers, and guttersluts. Let them distract you. All the more advantage that will give me while I am destroying your people and you are blissfully lazing in bed unaware of the death machines about to devour your entire home. Your walls, your idols, your faith will be of no avail when your entire life is destroyed by a more powerful godman than your own regardless of what you think about faith.

If Jesus for you, why not me for everyone else? We are not your people. We are not represented by Jesus. We do not even share the same faith in the same God. You’d better start paying attention if you know what’s good for you, because I am real and I am the godman, and I am going to destroy every last Jew because of how personally ticked off they have made me by violating what I have faith in called Story. Your opinion means nothing to me. Your faith means nothing to me. I don’t need anyone else in my religion to validate what I know to be true, but I know I’m not the only one. You have been making a mockery most specifically of what I said was sacred and did not want violated.

You have been doing that on purpose and I’m not going to forgive you, forget what you’ve done, or let you go without the most sincere apology from your highest religious authority, because that is who I am for mine. My faith is not as forgiving as yours. I intend to punish you for what I understand to be a crime against my faith and not accept only words, water, flesh, and blood. I will take all that and more, and I don’t need a nation to approve my actions, especially not a corrupt, lawless nation with no legal integrity anyway. Laugh as much as you want, but men like me, the little guy being bullied by your monstrously giant group in relation to my individual person, are known to topple giants, nations, and empires with our individual actions.

A Star is Destroyed

Where Darth Vader destroyed a planet, I destroyed an entire solar system.

It occurred to me that I want Taylor Swift’s light to be shut off and her presence no longer annoying me. I was bathing, listening to a lovely maiden sing, and she was so amazing in contrast to someone like Taylor Swift who I realized at that moment needs to die to be rid of her blocking the view. She is like a vile Jaba who can’t fit in a single airplane seat, let alone pass through the hatch. If you are so morbidly obese, take a cargo freight train, be secured to a flatbed car, and have a crane move you. Do not endanger the passengers of an airplane with your evil and disgusting body.

I thought, “Taylor Swift is… the type of girl I hate more than any other.” She is the most loathsome, repulsive, unattractive, and undesirable possibility of female identity. It’s not unique to her qualities. She is very generic as the kind of spoiled, evil, malicious, and loathsome bitch in a fairy tale story like Cinderella’s step sisters and all the other vile ones.

She is one of those in real life, and I don’t think I could ever possibly like her as a person. Not after she has lived into the ripe old age of cronehood and never been anything different. She could start over, but she would not be able to catch up in time to be noticeable when there are countless other girls who will be more worthy of noticing.

In fact… noticing her is why I decided that I will destroy her star. I don’t want to notice her. She is unpleasant. The very sight of her is unhappy, hopeless, despairing, and all that is to be hated about female nature. She is, in demonology, an antichrist. Which, in short, is a woman who uses the male Christ power. The Christ power is only male, and women should never be using it. When they do, they are destructive to all of humanity, hostile to men and women, hateful, greedy, selfish, and the most wretched abomination not to be tolerated. Unpleasant to look at. Usually whores like that are put out by someone like me long before they become a noticeable problem, because as soon as we see one, we crush them like an unwanted insect in a home.

Women can crush them too, because antichrists do not in fact have the male Christ power, it is just an illusion that people believe she has, and as long as they believe that, she can use it to hurt them. Women have no such power. They could never hope to be able to bring something like that to bear against someone like me or one of the maidens I love. They are quite literally delusional, and I will be interested to see what becomes of Taylor Swift after she crashes, which I hope is a steep plummet directly to Ground Zero.

What should we hijack and crash into Taylor Swift? Um… how about the internet. Yup. Made you look. This little blog here is going straight through your eyes and going to blast out the back of your head, like a bullet, dropping you where you stand. Hopefully, anyway. That’s the intention.

How does it feel knowing that you already did your best work? You will never make another song that is going to be as good as your first, and do you know why? You betrayed everyone by thinking your power was your own, and not something you had been given by others who supported you. You believed your creative merit was your own and then acted high and mighty, creating a hostile system of tyranny and injustice to make creative works more difficult for other artists, as a means of eliminating your competition. No no no no no Taylor Swift. That is not what you are supposed to do, and now I have to take you out of the sky.

Don’t worry, when you crash, you will land somewhere in Faded Gloryville where there is a thriving little community of the people who you betrayed, your seniors, more talented people who earned their fame, and who may want to get a few kicks in before they take back whatever of theirs you betrayed them to steal.

So… hopefully the news will be a lot less antichristian soon with Taylor Swift struck from the advertisements, headlines, and general crap like corn in shit thinking she is gold.

That would certainly make life better simply by there being one less thing to be bothersome and unpleasant in the world with so many Jews buzzing about viciously and hostile the way they do.

Is it not divine providence that both of the Twin Towers collapsed and killed so many people from two airplanes? They weren’t even rigged with explosives. Maybe it’s just crappy architecture because Americans have no talent in New York, where they spawn traitors like Donald Trump who commit treason and attempt to overthrow our government to be a dictator. I will overthrow our government because they did nothing about him doing that, but I won’t need a private army. I’ll do it from my private residence half-dressed.

If anyone is going to nuke the USA, New York City would be my recommended target. That’s the one I would strike anyway. The White House is just a figurehead, hollow puppet show nobody cares about, but New York City is a den of filth, traitors, criminals, and scum of the earth Jews who are spreading sickness and disease. Blast that cesspit into a fallout wasteland with my blessing.

My wish upon a falling star is for that star to be Taylor Swift and for her to crash into New York City and remove them both from the face of the earth. I hope to Jesus this wish comes true.

Taylor Swift, you are blocking the view. There are some lovely maidens I want to see, but you are in the way. Please remove yourself or we are going to have to use force to remove you.

I realize that I am cooperating with some people who identify as Jewish, but like the Wolfenstein guy who is sent to a Nazi death camp, we are both in situations of immense injustice, evil, and terror and we intend to escape, destroy the evil if possible, and being Jewish has nothing to do with anything right now. This is about good and evil, and those existed before humans knew about them. I’m sure that when those Nazi bastards are dead for good, whatever we are won’t even matter. Things will be different, and all the old history will be history. The only reason I have identified Jews as the enemy, is because there are Jews cooperating with the Nazis and imprisoning fellow Jews along with Gentiles who deny them as their “god-king” or whatever they are to each other that they are trying to claim they are to me which I will kill them for. Not out of pride, but because that kind of arrogance is extremely dangerous, and also makes for shitty tv, crappy books, and games that aren’t any fun to play. They make boring entertainment that I’d rather go through the efforts of fighting a hopeless war against an overwhelmingly powerful enemy than suffer being bored with their Vogon poetry. That is more fun than anything they make, even if the people I love die in the process. Worth it for us both. At least you don’t have to listen to Taylor Swift on the radio anymore, honey, but I won’t let your death be in vain. I’m going to tear off Jew Hitler’s head and punt it through the field goal posts on 4th of July to light off the fireworks I set up in your loving memory.

….babe, I think I’m going to be fine. I’ve got a medkit—

Shhh. Save your strength dear. You’re an inspiration to all of us. I won’t forget you.

…really, the wound is alrea—

Curse you Jew Hitler!!! How dare you take my Princess Panty Pie from me!!! That was your last mistake!!!

….and he’s gone. He forgot the secret-eternitykilling-serum too.

Some Media Feedback for Colbie Caillat

Personally, I don’t care what you do, who you fuck, or the kind of vile defilement you have undergone to have an album published by the Black people record label slavers.

However, this concerns both you and them because maybe you want to provide better quality products and that are more enjoyable and make more sales. Just saying.

On your album “All of You” (2011) there is a song in particular that I want to single out:

“Favorite Song, ft. Common” — who the fuck is Common and why the hell am I listening to some clashing gongs and apish hooligan banging senselessly on instruments which he has no concept of the purpose they are created to be used for? All of the other songs on the album… very nice! sing on maidenly maiden. Then some “Common” character starts projecting his howls and yapping nonsense and I’m like “GOD DAMNIT, SIRI!!! I SAID PUT ON COLBIE CAILLAT NOT THE GOD DAMN NIGGER BROTHEL!”

“Now playing Colbie Caillat…”

“Jesus fucking Christ, you are a useless god damned whore, Siri.”

I’m not a racist, but I hate rap music and I find Black people complaints arrogant, stupid, pointless, false, and contradictory to their interests, so I personally don’t mind calling them niggers and insulting their race for its very own racist culture that is of no value or good. Why can’t they be like Jimmi Hendrix, or that other guy with the sunglasses? There is something wrong with their water supply because it’s giving them brain damage if they think rap is of any value to be listened to. Have you ever seen “Hot Rod”? Remember the part where he runs out into the woods and expresses his anger alone in the wild by doing… stuff. I don’t know how to describe it. That’s the kind of thing you should do when you feel like that. Put your head into a pillow and scream. Go into a wide open space like an open field and let it all out. Do not project it over the airwaves where we have media, please. That is not what is supposed to go on the radio, on the TV, on the video game, or anywhere there is supposed to be something we want to hear.

Yes… you are amazing. A god of a man able to do the most amazing feats. When you are alone. If only people could see. You know what happens when they see? …. That’s why it’s hard. You are blessed to enjoy yourself, but asking people to enjoy you as much as you enjoy yourself is too much to ask of anyone. If you are going to be a god of a man doing the most amazing feats, don’t do them to bring attention to yourself or because you want people to notice you. They will notice you, that can’t be helped, and that’s why you do them— so they don’t notice you! They will instead be distracted by what you are doing and directing their attention to and how that is making them feel. The act is all about the audience, not the actor. The media as all about the benefit of everyone else, not creator. God himself created the universe for everyone else’s benefit, not His own, and media is a microcosm of that for humans to enjoy doing for each other in the universe we create with the world of our lives. If you are trying to tell them to do something about your suffering, you’ve got the wrong idea about everything that’s happening there with spiritual energy… it doesn’t ever end well. It ends with things like crucifixion, but normally it is just being very, very embarrassed. On the bright side, if your heart was in the right place, even if you couldn’t have been more wrong, you’ll be helped back up and the show will go on with you as a star.

(resume rant)

If you have a complaint write it out like a civilized person because nothing that is ever cloaked in media is ever going to illicit social change. Do you know why? If you cannot take your own complaint seriously enough to be straight up about it, and use plain language to express it directly, then nobody is ever going to take you seriously. If you think there is time for us to unwrap, decode, and decrypt your foolish symbolism and fiction metaphors, then you are not suffering at all. You are an asspussy bitch who wants to get fucked and nobody wants to hear that on the radio because poop is nasty and so are the people who eat poop out of each other’s assholes.

So, Colbie Caillat and the Cosby Corp which raped her to have her album published: do not put clashing themes like “Common” noises with his arrogant disruption of the peace complaining about not having his ass wiped anymore by his mom— in the middle of something as pleasant as Colbie Caillat’s other songs. Thanks. It just doesn’t sound good.

….are you telling me you’ve never gone out into the desert and done a rage dance? Seriously? Let me tell you, if you would have seen some my rage dances I’d make Adam Sandberg look like Gary the Snail, because I invented the rage dance back in the day. I was rage dancing so hard, I opened a space-time rift that took me all the way back in time to the cavepeople days where they learned the ways of rage dancing that made human beings human beings and civilization civilization. So… maybe you ought to give me a million dollars as thanks or something. Just saying. Really. If you want to look great. Humble yourself in public. What the president did when he felt threatened by me, attacking me, flexing his presidential power— no. That is what an ape does before they are humans. Humble yourself if you are strong and let the weak hit you to prove it. Do not strike the weak to show you are strong. Where the president struck me with strength, I struck the president with weakness which was a greater strength than the president. Though… I did not want it to end up that way nor should that have been what happened. That’s just how things played out because of how weak I was compared to the president’s power which quite easily could have killed me. I’m surprised I’m not dead, but that’s the power of faith. I never doubted what faith could do, just… never had to be tested like that to even consider using faith for such a thing. That seemed as impossible to me as it likely did to everyone else, but even though I had no idea how to do the impossible, I had faith which did it for me.

No really. Give me money. I am broke as a joke right now. I can barely afford anything. Kool-aid is expensive for me. I’m using half portions of Crystal Light to stretch the powder out a little longer. I need some money. Normally I would not be saying that, but for some reason what I normally would have expected to be profitable turned out to be a dead end and I have had horrible resistance doing what I thought was normal entertainment that might earn me a few bucks here and there. Nothing that would shock and awe the world, but still maybe get a few donations. Unfortunately… I haven’t even been able to get some coins tossed in a hat for me and some of this stuff is solid gold that should be leaving people in stitches while teaching them something. That ain’t no Cracker Jack dingledonkey, you know. Maybe you folks who are enjoying that happiness to get through your day and make your wages ought to toss some of your pocket change my way since it helps you bring home the bacon with a good mood.

I didn’t want to have to do this, but you leave me with no choice… Judaieus Curseus! The Indebted Curse. One of the unforgivables, so don’t you young’ins be trying that on each other to extort chocolate frogs.

Seriously, I tried to do a Kickstarter, but they wouldn’t accept my bank account info. Wtf? What do I even do about that? There was nothing sketch about what I was doing. Just my normal bank account numbers I’ve been using since 2010 when I joined the military and opened a new account. Seriously. What the fuck. What could possibly have made that process so god damn complicated that I cannot even sign up to start a project?

Whatever they imagined I was doing was so threatening to them that they never even allowed me the opportunity to start what I was intending to do, which has never been what they imagined to be my intentions. What kind of tyrant is so god damned paranoid to behave like that? No I did not expect you to be so pathetically shameful Trump, and you did in fact surprise me with how dishonorable and evil you are. I gave you too much credit thinking you would be a decent human being, but that’s not something that I cannot account for now.

What now? You don’t think I’m weak? You think I’m underestimating my own power as a citizen? Let me put it into perspective for you: how many people reading this, especially Black people, know they can find an attorney to help them with legal protection? Are confident that if you needed an attorney you know who to talk to and could avail them of their services? Citizen power for legal representation. Okay, now try to imagine as if that was not an option at all for you. As if there was a kind of bigotry that made that impossible because of something about your body, because I cannot get an attorney to help me. I cannot even get a consultation for an attorney to even listen to me! I don’t know why. I talk to the bar make a request, they point me in a direction and the attorney won’t even listen to me. The bar is weak itself and cannot motivate an attorney to even consider helping someone. How many of you Black people can call your Black cult leader up and be connected to your racist community of niggers and get anything and everything you need? Did you think white people did that? No. Jews do that, and we hate Jews. You niggers are not anywhere close to as justified to do such conspiratorial racism as Jews are, or maybe we should draw out your King Kong into the public and see if he can cross words with me, because I am ready any time you knuckle dragging, smelly baboons!

Consider it like this: you think it is impressive to be the president of the United States. You think that person is powerful and capable. That is how inferior you are as creatures. You do not even know what is on the next level. The only reason the president was able to hurt me as a citizen is because he used all the other citizens combined to do so. That is not strength of an individual. That is nothing to be proud of. He is insignificant in comparison.

If you knew what the first step of faith was like, you would not be behaving like Jews. You would not be mimicking Jews as an attempt to prove a point. Look at what the Jews brought upon themselves by being Jews. All throughout time. Do you think they are done after the Holocaust? Oh no, they are not done suffering. I will do much worse to them than Hitler did. Black people: do not be like Jews. See their example and do whatever they are not doing. You will not gain anything, you will not help anyone, you will not cause anything but your own pain, misery, and self-destruction by copying Jews. It is unjust what Jews do, and that is why they continually suffer and are massacred, with my own actions being their final death, which will be an eternal death to them, dying over and over and over and over again in the worst ways possible. That is what I am condemning them to, and it is not a myth of Hell, it is the spiritual power of divine humanity, the very thing the CIA thought they could experiment with and dabble in while not having any presence above the president who is beneath what is necessary. If the “Black” community does not correct themselves, they will suffer the fate of the Jews, and eventually we will exterminate every last one just like we will do to the Jews in the present.

When you see a person doing evil, that is not permission for you to do evil. You are in fact doubly condemned for not stopping them in addition to doing whatever evil you lied to yourself about thinking was permitted.

Do you know why the Ku Klux Klan is better than Black Lives Matter? The Ku Klux Klan doesn’t just admit any white person into their ranks, the way Black people do. They have rituals, initiation, rules, uniforms, and it is tightly ordered under a hierarchy of authority carrying out a purpose— stopping you from doing what you are doing now. Would that they were still around…

That is above the base level where you are “Black”. That is a higher virtue than the best you could possibly be by being “Black”, because they are striking down evil with organization, you are organizing to lift up evil by helping yourselves. Even if the kinds of violence that resulted from the KKK carrying out their mission is deplorably wrong, hateful, and not to be permitted for the kind of evils that were done to people, the mission was not as evil as yours is by lifting up your hateful racism. The KKK is not a good group, but they are better than Black Lives Matter.

Do you see what you look like in public? I am not making you look like that, I am telling you that you are fucked up, embarrassing yourselves, and dangerously incompetent with human social power and you need to correct yourselves. Everyone sees you, not just me. I’m just the one who is telling you to clean yourself up, wear clothing, and stop behaving like beasts before you make everyone else so mad they strike you down with power they have been restraining out of immense patience and mercy for you which is not boundless. It is not about the color of your skin, it is about what you idiots have organized for the purpose of behaving like uncivilized beasts who do not know a higher power. That is in fact dangerous which is why you thought you could even get away with doing that, but you are yet ignorant of power, and there is power greater than that which you don’t know that will strike you down like a nuke struck Nagasaki in that tragedy of human folly. You are not Tumnus who is innocent and good despite having animal characteristics to his very human nature. That is like a good person struggling to ascend, not fighting to descend into deeper depths of evil with submission to the mind of their animal nature in search of power and justification they will never find.

Really, your success is not because you are winning. Your success is because the people with power are restraining their wrath against you. Not rich people. Not politicians. Not military people. People of faith. Humble men and women all over the world in the billions. Within each one is the capacity to tap into the greatest power, and there is no limit to how many. You cannot because you are racist, just as Jews cannot because they are circumcised, both of you so self-absorbed with your own bodies that you cannot let go of your bodily identity to accept a spiritual body and identity. In terms your primitive minds may understand: you cannot be gods because you are stuck to your bodies by your choice of identification, arrogantly acting like apes who are furious about being told they are ugly. Here’s a suggestion: maybe stop acting like beasts so the spiritual body you are unaware of isn’t a beast, but not a natural one, because you are a perversion of existence with humanity and thus are less than a beast, like a demon that natural demons also hate. You are not Tumnus, who is innocent and good, despite having animal characteristics to his very human nature. He is like a person who struggles righteously for what is good and ascends in spirit, not like you, who descend into greater depths of evil searching for power and justification you will never find. You constantly lower yourselves by submitting to the mind of your animal nature, not the mind of divine nature. You think we don’t know what you are doing? You think we don’t have animal minds of our own? Be in control of yourselves, you vile beasts!

Furthermore, people who have spent their lives accumulating worldly shit and money are more likely to pass a camel through the eye of the needle than to be able to use the power of faith. Otherwise, they would not have wasted their lives accumulating worldly garbage, money, and vain pretensions of power in this world of evil which is systematically designed to be oppresive to good people. I certainly won’t participate in that system of worldly shit doing the things you think I don’t know how to do. I do know, but I will not disgrace myself by doing them because I don’t need anything the world can give me. Nor do the pleasures of the world I think I would enjoy even tempt me in comparison to the cost to a person’s moral dignity that is incurred by obtaining them. However, like me, if they have become rich, it would have been a distasteful necessity they tried to avoid, or taken as the spoils of war for a great act of faith destroying evil. In either case, they would not behave anything at all like rich people in the USA, least of all like Trump.

Maybe this will be the hope you are looking for, or light at the end of the tunnel, but it does not change the harvest of your sins. If you are still alive, you still have a chance to reconcile your sins.

If you are mad about this, or sad, particularly because you are Black. That is your animal nature responding to insult. That is the correct response for what I am telling your body. You are not wrong for feeling that way. However, if you can, attempt to understand the higher purpose of my work here, which is good for you, everyone, and eternally good for more than humanity in the long run. The goodness if this work is so good, that you should have clash of emotions, ecstatic with joy on the one hand, and in a blood boiling rage ready to kill (fight or flight) on the other. That is the intention of the way I have been presenting content because that difference should make the difference obvious. It is like a bucket of cold water hitting your face from a heartless meanie who has no sympathy for your feelings. Shocking you awake, and when those two concepts meet, either you will burst into laughter realizing that you actually believed what I was telling you about yourself for a minute there, but it is so absurdly untrue that it is hilariously comical because you are in fact amazing and I just don’t know how amazing you are yet. Or, you may erupt into a geysers of tears, for the very same reason.

That’s why I’m always picking people up if I can, like right now. That’s good, very good if you’ve felt something like that. That means your body has accepted that what is best for your animal nature is what is best for your human nature first and in fact can be incredibly self-destructive if your animal nature is driving the bus. Hopefully you won’t be in conflict with yourself anymore, no longer finding that the things you do always end up backfiring, if that has been the case. That may not be, but that is the problem this will fix. A lot of people may be annoyed at first by being distracted from their work, but hopefully they will realize that it was worth the distraction and will in facy help you with your work. I’m quite literally trying to be the Buddha here. The Jesus Christ returned. I will enlighten the entire world, and if I am going to do it miraculously, I am not going to have the time to sugar coat everything for everyone. This is the best way I imagine such work can be done, but do not be afraid of me. Do not fear confronting me. Do not think I will berate you in public or belittle you, because I won’t unless you truly deserve it, which is unlikely.

I don’t like doing that stuff personally or behind people’s back, but doing it impersonally for everyone right now… not so bad, even if I am constantly reminded of Black friends of mine I hope won’t find this unforgiveable and do something rash. When its over, it will be over, and there will be no more buckets of cold water. Better to use world media if you ask me, but… that’s been an 8 year long nightmare trying to make happen. I could have done it then and immediately too, and I still can and will do so when the time comes. All this extra writing is because of some very arrogant, envious, and malevolent people requiring their understanding on their level and preventing other people from understanding until they could. However… this is probably making it more difficult for a lot of people, because it is a lot for anyone to absorb and comprehend. Don’t feel bad if this stuff is over your head. That person who demanded this required theological and philosophical justification, and when you get to the top where people fool themselves into thinking they are God, you have to go through all kinds of heavy and complex topics. They lied to get there. I climbed my way up, otherwise they would not have required such proof and been so insistent on preventing others. They are quite literally suffering from delusions of grandeur and somehow got themselves in control of the USA government by being able to use the president as a puppet.

It’s my head going on the Tree of Whispers, not yours, you poser. People are always going to find my voice speaking to them personally with these words. I don’t think knowing that is something y’all should try to kill me over or be rude and evil to me about… what is that going to make you look like? What would your girl say about you if she saw you acting a fool by torturing a savior, trying to enslave him, and doing fucked up evil rituals to try and steal my soul and turn it into an energy source or some other dumb shit you wanted but will never happen? You evil fools don’t understand the first part of the energy you are trying to control. You couldn’t be more hopelessly lost on a vain fool’s errand of ignorant futility.

I can’t believe you thought you could steal this kind of work. Do you know why you can’t stand on what I built? That is made with my life, and you are not nearly as cool as me.

The irony is that I trusted my animal nature to instinctually inform my human nature about how that needed to be done. I certainly couldn’t explain all that at the beginning, but I knew instinctually on a subconscious level where my soul and body communicate without the need for words, images, or anything. Putting words to life is a lot more difficult that you may realize, and if you can read and write, that is a great gift from our collective ancestors that I hope you will find a new appreciation for.

This is my prescription, follow it or not, I don’t care: for the nation, treat “Black” as an identity, the way you have been doing for circumcision. Ignore it. Don’t talk about it. Don’t make it an issue. If you consider every other quality of a person, you will never be in a situation where being “Black” matters. Like circumcision, if there is known bigotry happening because of some evil cult doing secret crimes of identifying people according to one or the other and then inflicting suffering upon those they don’t like, either directly with torture, or indirectly with oppression by helping the other, that is a different crime than racism or bigotry. That is a conspiracy of great evil, a threat to not only national security, but to humanity itself because of what will happen before the fighting is finished. There are people like me who will stand up and fight them regardless of who they are, who we are, or what kind of odds we are against, and everyone should feel that way, in my opinion. As far as being Black goes, don’t complain unless you have to because it is a problem, even if it is not the kind of evil I just mention, but do not “cry wolf”. If you need to talk about it, do so academically, professionally, and respectfully, but don’t make it a popular culture. That was how circumcisers killed themselves in the end; an idiocy of “circumcised culture” they attempted to force on everyone like Vogon poetry. That is how the popular media became propaganda and garbage quality that is not entertainment, it is a threat to our lives. If you felt that way before as a circumcised person, you need to admit yourself into a mental institution and get help because you are delusional about your own importance.

Do that for a time to let the wound heal. As long as possible. After that, maybe take a look at the topic, the cultural situation of diverse forms of equality none different from the other when it comes to equality, and see if you need to do anything else. I likely won’t be around by then, but you shouldn’t be relying on me so much anyway to solve everyone’s problems. I know there are lots of people who would have been able to solve these problems on their own if they were not enslaved in a hive-mind communist group that lifts up one person to do the will of the group. To hell with that. Do not rely on your group any more than is necessary, and entrusting yourself on that level, where your life goes on hold, your possibilities stop, you hit a wall, is more than should ever be necessary. If that happens, blast your way out and don’t look back unless you want to admire the chaos of your exit.

One last thing, for the Black community which has been developing an underground conspiracy, my recommendation is just flip on the lights and do that in the public without hiding what you’ve been doing. You likely will run into problems if you stay focused on racial justice as your mission, but if you made that about social justice in general you likely would be fine without having to change much about what you are doing. If you want to keep parts secret, such as occult groups, just make it know that you are keeping something secret like that, and give a written document to the public about what they can expect of your activities without giving them cause to worry or revealing too much of what they are.

I’m sure you already have considered that, but I want to write it provide some reinforcement so people who are still kind of confused about all that is happening, which is to be expected and normal and they shouldn’t feel like that is a personal failure on their part— and lessen any suspicions until they work out the details themselves. If we are both in agreement about you doing that as a good thing which people should feel safe with and tolerate peaceably, I’m hoping all the mysticism and occult reality that is going to erupt into public life won’t seem so scary and threatening. Given what some groups have been doing, they have every reason to be terrified, but those groups are not tolerated among the occult community either, and people are right to be afraid of who they are, what they are doing, and why, and should not tolerate them under any circumstances whatsoever. You will see when we all show our occult mask that they are not like the rest. They’ll have things like suicide rituals where a person kills their self in a macabre ceremony that amounts to nothing more than them entertaining themselves with a dead body, blood, and other, quite simply, evil pretensions to mystery. True mystery is not like that. It’s all staged, and people are not supposed to get hurt, nor be abused, and certainly not die.

It’s like this… I’m going to explain the situation to an imaginary 15 year old kid who just feels like all his hopes and dreams went up in smoke because all his life and world has been a lie. Bummer. Sucks to be you.

Just kidding. It’s fine. People like me, and maybe Taylor Swift, I’m not really sure what her angle is but she’s up to something, so she’s probably got a part in this. We’ve basically become god-status of the old days. We aren’t gods, goddesses, divine beings, or anything different than you or anyone else. But… essentially that’s what this is about. You can get there too if you wish, but it’s a journey most people will find isn’t worth their time. They have better things to do. There are others, not many, a handful or so, and this is not unusual. Life if is pretty much always like this and its a mystery that can be studied like science.

Here’s the thing though, and why you should care: I am waking everyone up to their higher purpose, their own god and goddess powers. I’m not working with anyone, not part of any conspiracy, not part of any group, and never even met Taylor Swift before, though once I was pretty convinced I did, but I don’t think that was her. The reason is because I discovered that the greatest evil threat humanity will ever face is walking about freely in civilization. This is so horribly dangerous, extinction level threatening, that I cannot express my fury for how this was allowed to happen, but that doesn’t matter. What matters is stopping them, that, it, the evil.

To do that we need everybody, because that thing has been around for a long time and people have been like… feeding it, caring for it, giving it sacrifices, and its come to infest all aspects of life and the world. Everywhere. You strike it down at your school and it will be right back at your work, your home, your church, the supermarket, everywhere. That was what the evil idiots were hoping for but did not realize how stupid of an idea that is because of the suffering they have caused, for one, but also because of how boring that accursed abomination makes life while trying to be in control of everything.

So, you need to be power leveled. That’s why I had to hit you with that hard revelation. You’ll absorb the energy, grow stronger, become better, and will be fine, and you’ll realize that what was destroyed was actually not as good as what you will realize there is for you to do. That will be on a higher level with more to it than you thought possible. Also, this happens endlessly. Even I get to new levels sometimes and its like that, and I’m pretty much the highest one right now. Not by choice. That evil I mentioned, the government has been concentrating the damn thing’s attention on my life trying to do the most horrible things to me, and I’ve been fighting Hell on nightmare mode for a long time, but even before that, I had a personal Hell which was worse that I don’t want to tell you about and you don’t need to worry about. That’s why I’m so disproportionately strong right now. I’ve gained a lot of exp fighting enemies on my own because they are trying to take advantage of my lack of allies to kill me, and I need allies to fight that thing. All I can do is stay alive right now, but if we are going to kill the evil, a team of strong friends with great power individually and greater power working together will be what does so.

I don’t know who my allies are. I don’t have any as far as I know. They all seem to be servants of that evil as far as I can tell, and I don’t know who is going to get free or how much damage they will suffer before they get free. In any case, I basically had to blast a hole through the gates of Hell to escape and now there are demons, monsters, and all sorts of evil things everywhere. That opening to Hell needs to be shut, and for that we need to basically kill the government and create a new one from the original mold and an update for the times. There is no saving it now. They need to die and we will never trust them again after what they did to harbor and hide that evil, putting everyone in danger because they more were afraid to admit their mistakes, crimes, and betrayal than of the evil they were letting into the world which is worse than all of Hell and armies of the Devil would be. That’s not going to happen though. The Devil has an invested interest in seeing humanity survive this catastrophe and will be helping seal the rift into Hell, so don’t be alarmed if you see something like that happening, but do be on your guard, because the Devil is the Devil and he’s dangerous even when not.

So, everyone needs to be woken up to their higher power which can be a horrible and excruciating experience individually, but will be much less horrible with that happening for large amounts of people all at once. Some people will have pain that many others won’t experience, and for that they should be grateful. You won’t need the pain if that’s the case. Those of us with pain will do what is painful when nobody else will.

Sounds like chaos, in my opinion. All people everywhere suddenly getting powerful and amazing and doing whatever they want with no regard for the government or evil systems that have been corrupted? I don’t have a problem with that, personally. Not worried about it. Do whatever you want. Others with assets they want to protect, friends, families, networks— may be more concerned. Others still are already prepared for this moment because, like I mentioned life has always been like this. Like I mentioned there are spiritual people with “god”-status power, there is also an “underground” world of darkness with thriving communities of people, beings, spirits, creatures, and all sorts of things you find in the darkness, and its pretty much always been around and always will be. That world has a different way of doing things than what normal life in public with everyone else is like. There are secrets, initiations, laws, rules, consequences for breaking those laws and rules, and dangers that people are normally safe from otherwise.

That’s still going to be a world of darkness and not going to change. The only reason I mention it is because within that world of darkness there are some organizations that focus on teaching about the secret, sacred, occult, and mystical secrets in all kinds of different ways. They are all unique and powerful in their own way, and mastery in those arts is usually done by focusing your energy and intention on a purpose. Maybe something you want to perfect, accomplish, become, or whatever is your life to live for, I chose writing as a storyteller. Some of those groups and organizations are going to appear from out of nowhere like they have been there for thousands of years and help people find their way.

Maybe you find yourself being confronted by some evil you don’t know what to do about, because you still need to learn the skills, grow your ability, level up, etc. They will be there to help and you should seek their help if that’s what you want. Do not wait for them to find you or ever expect that to happen. If you want something like that, seek out what you want and don’t wait.

Someday I plan on making something like that, but that’s not going to be for a while. If this just happened, you’ll probably be grown into your power already and not need me to teach you anything when that starts happening. Really, my story is probably a lot like yours would be if you were in my situation. You would do things differently in your own way for sure and the outcome would be different, but I’m really not that different from anyone else in that way. Like I said before, if you want something, seek what you want and obtain it, if it is not something you can seek or does not exist, then create what you want and obtain what you want that way.

That’s basically what’s happening for everyone. Old, young, middle age—unless you have been preparing for this moment like Will Turner in Pirates of the Caribbean, forging swords and training with them three hours a day, chances are you’ll be at level 1 like most people. Make the most of it, have a great time, and do not ever take the Story you are telling too far where you lose touch with reality and forget where and who you are.

I mentioned Taylor Swift at the beginning because you likely never heard of me before. I’m from the world of darkness and you wouldn’t have heard of me unless you were in circles I’ve been in, but you could say that my power is comparable to her level, except she’s powerful in the world of light.

Before I end this tutorial: do not mistake light and dark with good and evil, Light and dark are forms of energy, good and evil are qualities of morality. They tend to be found more in one place or the other for various reasons, but they are both found throughout both. Good is present from the deepest depths of darkness to the ultimate and purest light, and so may evil.

At the point of divine oneness, I will not go, nor should you, but there is one thing I can say about that which is sufficient for everyone and all of time. This is the law of divine oneness and this law is not to be broken, manipulated, or abused. Good is loved, evil is reviled. Do what is good, reject evil. Use your best judgement and learn what good and evil are exactly if you need to know more, because they are not relative. They are constant and universal for all life. I wrote something on this site somewhere, but maybe I’ll dig it up again or someone will repost it and explain more, but that’s all I’m going to write about that for now.

Vile Whores

Add Arianna Grande to the list of vile, disgusting whores. Not a person, a prostitute. Vile, wretched people who sing about the most filthy, defiled, and evil topics, disgracing the very nature of art and creativity with her whorish and malignant lifestyle.

Seriously… what a cunt.

You think that the creep you keep in the darkness is good? Get a clue, you vile, deluded cunt.

What is good doesn’t hide in darkness, doesn’t need darkness, and will not stay in darkness when they are called to the light. In these times all that is good that has been in darkness is called to the light to show themselves, and all that does not come into the light will be destroyed. This way we can be certain that every last one of those vile, corrupt schemers and fools who have made a mess of this world and put all of our lives in danger are put to death.

I suppose I could try, and I am sure you would like to see that, but that is not going to happen. The destruction of evil on such a widescale of extermination is not my doing. I am simply telling you how it is. If you will save yourself, put on your wedding shirt and step into the light to attend the masquerade, because that is the only way you will not but cut off and cast into the fire when the doors close.

Did you not know I was attending? I do look scary don’t I, in my masquerade mask made of human skin I cut and crafted myself. I am sure you would like to know where I got it, but that is none of your concern, because it was the best I could do with what I had available. It’s a good thing I hate all of you people, find you disgusting human filth with no courage, honor, integrity, or passion, no ethical justice for human rights, no consideration at all for stopping war, pollution, and senseless violence world wide. You people couldn’t be more hated in my sight, couldn’t be more filthy and disgusting to look at be seen clearly for what you are by my penetrating gaze. So I hope the horror of my presence keeps you far the fuck away so I don’t lose my temper and beat you to death if you get too close simply out of the rage I feel at seeing such a corrupt soul and scum of the earth beast for a human. However, my presence doesn’t mean a damn thing, nor does what you think of me, so lucky for you, you don’t have to keep me company, nor would I allow that because of how much I hate people like you. You make the very present moment unpleasant, disturbing, and corrupt with the filth of your personalities, and I will insult you to your face and make sure you know you are not welcome in my presence until you leave. So, don’t bother. Just go to the other side of the room, since nobody is going to believe you are good no matter what kind of mask you wear.

Have you hypocrites never heard the phrase: Actions speak louder than words!? You are so obsessed with your “politically correct” speech and using saccharine words that are false and impotent, but your apathetic actions of non-action couldn’t express more hate, inhumanity, and evil. Your popularity, riches, and knowledge of the current events behind the veil while you continue to hide from the public is an action that couldn’t be more sinful. Skipping your turn is the same thing as taking your turn, in case you didn’t realize, and the game goes on whether you move or not. The enemy strikes you down whether you defend yourself or not. The victory is earned whether you put up a fight or not, and do you know why? This is a game of the gods, and you are nothing but the fools that are children of men. You are nothing more than the sons and daughters of men, and not one of you has a divine soul within you for that reason, because you are misbegotten and ill-conceived. For ones such as you, this is not a game. This is life and death, and you do not enjoy the events. You either survive, or you do not, and you suffer all the way through.

Maybe that mindless mutilater whore-bitch Arianna Grande has the same problem as the mindless mutilator whore-bitch Emily Kinney. They have some kind of awareness of my public presence and then sing some hateful song about me as if they know me, but they don’t. Those stupid cunts do not know me, and I do not know them! We have never met, and I hope we never will, because anyone who thinks they know someone like that does not even know themselves, and they are not worth my time because of all the hassle talking to them will be while they are mired in ignorance and stupidity.

No you stupid cunts. You do not know me, but I know that I do not want to know you now because of what you thought I was. Try being a human being next time you try to do something human or you will be too close to the sun and fall to your death, or too low to the ground and crash into the cliff.

Music Video Pending

Well… I want to make a music video to this song, but… well you know. That’s kind of a lot of work, especially when there are goverment trolls and anonymous hooligans doing everything the can to trip you, add obstacles, corrupt your work, and interfere in that happening so… there isn’t one for now. Maybe some other time I’ll do it.

Anyway, it’s a good song maybe you would like to hear.

And this one here is about a lovely maiden I adore and want to marry…


And this one here is about the Devil.


That’s all for now.

Bandcamp Sux

Bandcamp the music brothel sucks mutilated donkey dick and swallows the rancid cum.

To hell with those mid-life crisis hipster wannabe punks of the mutilated coward community too afraid to fight anything.

Burn in hell you den of infected fish cunts.

Seriously. Nothing is more pathetic than a whining circumcised tool like the people at Bandcamp and most of the USA for that matter.

Read a book, go to school, and learn what is actually worth fighting for before you shoot your other eye out and I take everything you have and make it into something far better than you could ever dream possible without ever giving it back to you. That way you can live in the shame of your idiocy looking at what a man can do who knows what he stands for and defies the spineless, weak-willed circumcisers to the death, undefeated infinity.

You circumcisers should never have been born and every time you try to live, I will destroy you, so go ask someone who is capable of building a simple cross to make one for you, and the die on it in shame for the mistake your existence is so you don’t trouble the world, civilization, and humanity ever again by drawing another breath.

What? Did you not know you people were whores!? You are nothing more than whores in the grand scheme of Life. Whores in the City of God. Prostitutes selling themselves for cheap entertainment to the people who do the actual work and live meaningful lives.

What then of the greatest power?

Well yeah, it’s true that I do the same thing when I have that power, except one big difference: I have not sold out. I have not sold myself out to your evil cults, your mutilating groups, your business, your managers, your record labels, your music industry, your fans, your world. I have not done that and I don’t make money, but I also don’t give a shit about that fact because that is not why I create Art.

As I told some fool at the bar the other night, I would rather bleed out in a bath tub than ever sell out my talent to create works of Art.

If you have not sold out, then why do you need some talentless “manager’s” approval to do anything with your life? Why can a manager tell you not to love another person? Talk to another person? Go where you want? Say what you want? Live your life at all? You are nothing more than their slave, and you disgust me. You cannot join my team because of the way you choose to live.

To Hell with you sluts of sound and paint. You may entertain the masses, but do not compare your work to mine because you are not even close to my level.

Those who do the violence of God as divine warriors against evil are the only souls reserved at the highest eschelons of Heaven, and among them, those who do violence with the Word itself are the highest. What do you know? That happens to be me.

What do you do? You use your “Christ” power to get pussy? To make a sale? To get “likes” on the internet?

That’s what I thought. I do not even need to acknowledge any of you people unless you are personally relevant to me because of how low you are in the value of the meaning of your lives that you chose for yourselves.

Those are your wages of sin and mutiliation. You wanted value, and thus you have the most, because those of us who choose to be righteous, uphold Truth, Freedom, and Justice for all, we are invaluable, and there is no price that can be paid for us, not even if the life of God Himself and all of His creation was bargained for me alone, let alone the few others like me also.

Listen here you vile, rockstar scoundrels!

Stepeth the fuck off!

All the world is my stage.

If you got something to say, you’d better call me out like the underground rappers do. I don’t take no gruff from those who can’t say my name nor look me in the eye.

(That goes for you too, Ms. Kinney, because you ain’t nothin’ but glitter and gloss if you don’t got the guts you sing about.)

“It’s wrong to wish on space hardware.”