Some Media Feedback for Colbie Caillat
Personally, I don’t care what you do, who you fuck, or the kind of vile defilement you have undergone to have an album published by the Black people record label slavers.
However, this concerns both you and them because maybe you want to provide better quality products and that are more enjoyable and make more sales. Just saying.
On your album “All of You” (2011) there is a song in particular that I want to single out:
“Favorite Song, ft. Common” — who the fuck is Common and why the hell am I listening to some clashing gongs and apish hooligan banging senselessly on instruments which he has no concept of the purpose they are created to be used for? All of the other songs on the album… very nice! sing on maidenly maiden. Then some “Common” character starts projecting his howls and yapping nonsense and I’m like “GOD DAMNIT, SIRI!!! I SAID PUT ON COLBIE CAILLAT NOT THE GOD DAMN NIGGER BROTHEL!”
“Now playing Colbie Caillat…”
“Jesus fucking Christ, you are a useless god damned whore, Siri.”
I’m not a racist, but I hate rap music and I find Black people complaints arrogant, stupid, pointless, false, and contradictory to their interests, so I personally don’t mind calling them niggers and insulting their race for its very own racist culture that is of no value or good. Why can’t they be like Jimmi Hendrix, or that other guy with the sunglasses? There is something wrong with their water supply because it’s giving them brain damage if they think rap is of any value to be listened to. Have you ever seen “Hot Rod”? Remember the part where he runs out into the woods and expresses his anger alone in the wild by doing… stuff. I don’t know how to describe it. That’s the kind of thing you should do when you feel like that. Put your head into a pillow and scream. Go into a wide open space like an open field and let it all out. Do not project it over the airwaves where we have media, please. That is not what is supposed to go on the radio, on the TV, on the video game, or anywhere there is supposed to be something we want to hear.
Yes… you are amazing. A god of a man able to do the most amazing feats. When you are alone. If only people could see. You know what happens when they see? …. That’s why it’s hard. You are blessed to enjoy yourself, but asking people to enjoy you as much as you enjoy yourself is too much to ask of anyone. If you are going to be a god of a man doing the most amazing feats, don’t do them to bring attention to yourself or because you want people to notice you. They will notice you, that can’t be helped, and that’s why you do them— so they don’t notice you! They will instead be distracted by what you are doing and directing their attention to and how that is making them feel. The act is all about the audience, not the actor. The media as all about the benefit of everyone else, not creator. God himself created the universe for everyone else’s benefit, not His own, and media is a microcosm of that for humans to enjoy doing for each other in the universe we create with the world of our lives. If you are trying to tell them to do something about your suffering, you’ve got the wrong idea about everything that’s happening there with spiritual energy… it doesn’t ever end well. It ends with things like crucifixion, but normally it is just being very, very embarrassed. On the bright side, if your heart was in the right place, even if you couldn’t have been more wrong, you’ll be helped back up and the show will go on with you as a star.
(resume rant)
If you have a complaint write it out like a civilized person because nothing that is ever cloaked in media is ever going to illicit social change. Do you know why? If you cannot take your own complaint seriously enough to be straight up about it, and use plain language to express it directly, then nobody is ever going to take you seriously. If you think there is time for us to unwrap, decode, and decrypt your foolish symbolism and fiction metaphors, then you are not suffering at all. You are an asspussy bitch who wants to get fucked and nobody wants to hear that on the radio because poop is nasty and so are the people who eat poop out of each other’s assholes.
So, Colbie Caillat and the Cosby Corp which raped her to have her album published: do not put clashing themes like “Common” noises with his arrogant disruption of the peace complaining about not having his ass wiped anymore by his mom— in the middle of something as pleasant as Colbie Caillat’s other songs. Thanks. It just doesn’t sound good.
….are you telling me you’ve never gone out into the desert and done a rage dance? Seriously? Let me tell you, if you would have seen some my rage dances I’d make Adam Sandberg look like Gary the Snail, because I invented the rage dance back in the day. I was rage dancing so hard, I opened a space-time rift that took me all the way back in time to the cavepeople days where they learned the ways of rage dancing that made human beings human beings and civilization civilization. So… maybe you ought to give me a million dollars as thanks or something. Just saying. Really. If you want to look great. Humble yourself in public. What the president did when he felt threatened by me, attacking me, flexing his presidential power— no. That is what an ape does before they are humans. Humble yourself if you are strong and let the weak hit you to prove it. Do not strike the weak to show you are strong. Where the president struck me with strength, I struck the president with weakness which was a greater strength than the president. Though… I did not want it to end up that way nor should that have been what happened. That’s just how things played out because of how weak I was compared to the president’s power which quite easily could have killed me. I’m surprised I’m not dead, but that’s the power of faith. I never doubted what faith could do, just… never had to be tested like that to even consider using faith for such a thing. That seemed as impossible to me as it likely did to everyone else, but even though I had no idea how to do the impossible, I had faith which did it for me.
No really. Give me money. I am broke as a joke right now. I can barely afford anything. Kool-aid is expensive for me. I’m using half portions of Crystal Light to stretch the powder out a little longer. I need some money. Normally I would not be saying that, but for some reason what I normally would have expected to be profitable turned out to be a dead end and I have had horrible resistance doing what I thought was normal entertainment that might earn me a few bucks here and there. Nothing that would shock and awe the world, but still maybe get a few donations. Unfortunately… I haven’t even been able to get some coins tossed in a hat for me and some of this stuff is solid gold that should be leaving people in stitches while teaching them something. That ain’t no Cracker Jack dingledonkey, you know. Maybe you folks who are enjoying that happiness to get through your day and make your wages ought to toss some of your pocket change my way since it helps you bring home the bacon with a good mood.
I didn’t want to have to do this, but you leave me with no choice… Judaieus Curseus! The Indebted Curse. One of the unforgivables, so don’t you young’ins be trying that on each other to extort chocolate frogs.
Seriously, I tried to do a Kickstarter, but they wouldn’t accept my bank account info. Wtf? What do I even do about that? There was nothing sketch about what I was doing. Just my normal bank account numbers I’ve been using since 2010 when I joined the military and opened a new account. Seriously. What the fuck. What could possibly have made that process so god damn complicated that I cannot even sign up to start a project?
Whatever they imagined I was doing was so threatening to them that they never even allowed me the opportunity to start what I was intending to do, which has never been what they imagined to be my intentions. What kind of tyrant is so god damned paranoid to behave like that? No I did not expect you to be so pathetically shameful Trump, and you did in fact surprise me with how dishonorable and evil you are. I gave you too much credit thinking you would be a decent human being, but that’s not something that I cannot account for now.
What now? You don’t think I’m weak? You think I’m underestimating my own power as a citizen? Let me put it into perspective for you: how many people reading this, especially Black people, know they can find an attorney to help them with legal protection? Are confident that if you needed an attorney you know who to talk to and could avail them of their services? Citizen power for legal representation. Okay, now try to imagine as if that was not an option at all for you. As if there was a kind of bigotry that made that impossible because of something about your body, because I cannot get an attorney to help me. I cannot even get a consultation for an attorney to even listen to me! I don’t know why. I talk to the bar make a request, they point me in a direction and the attorney won’t even listen to me. The bar is weak itself and cannot motivate an attorney to even consider helping someone. How many of you Black people can call your Black cult leader up and be connected to your racist community of niggers and get anything and everything you need? Did you think white people did that? No. Jews do that, and we hate Jews. You niggers are not anywhere close to as justified to do such conspiratorial racism as Jews are, or maybe we should draw out your King Kong into the public and see if he can cross words with me, because I am ready any time you knuckle dragging, smelly baboons!
Consider it like this: you think it is impressive to be the president of the United States. You think that person is powerful and capable. That is how inferior you are as creatures. You do not even know what is on the next level. The only reason the president was able to hurt me as a citizen is because he used all the other citizens combined to do so. That is not strength of an individual. That is nothing to be proud of. He is insignificant in comparison.
If you knew what the first step of faith was like, you would not be behaving like Jews. You would not be mimicking Jews as an attempt to prove a point. Look at what the Jews brought upon themselves by being Jews. All throughout time. Do you think they are done after the Holocaust? Oh no, they are not done suffering. I will do much worse to them than Hitler did. Black people: do not be like Jews. See their example and do whatever they are not doing. You will not gain anything, you will not help anyone, you will not cause anything but your own pain, misery, and self-destruction by copying Jews. It is unjust what Jews do, and that is why they continually suffer and are massacred, with my own actions being their final death, which will be an eternal death to them, dying over and over and over and over again in the worst ways possible. That is what I am condemning them to, and it is not a myth of Hell, it is the spiritual power of divine humanity, the very thing the CIA thought they could experiment with and dabble in while not having any presence above the president who is beneath what is necessary. If the “Black” community does not correct themselves, they will suffer the fate of the Jews, and eventually we will exterminate every last one just like we will do to the Jews in the present.
When you see a person doing evil, that is not permission for you to do evil. You are in fact doubly condemned for not stopping them in addition to doing whatever evil you lied to yourself about thinking was permitted.
Do you know why the Ku Klux Klan is better than Black Lives Matter? The Ku Klux Klan doesn’t just admit any white person into their ranks, the way Black people do. They have rituals, initiation, rules, uniforms, and it is tightly ordered under a hierarchy of authority carrying out a purpose— stopping you from doing what you are doing now. Would that they were still around…
That is above the base level where you are “Black”. That is a higher virtue than the best you could possibly be by being “Black”, because they are striking down evil with organization, you are organizing to lift up evil by helping yourselves. Even if the kinds of violence that resulted from the KKK carrying out their mission is deplorably wrong, hateful, and not to be permitted for the kind of evils that were done to people, the mission was not as evil as yours is by lifting up your hateful racism. The KKK is not a good group, but they are better than Black Lives Matter.
Do you see what you look like in public? I am not making you look like that, I am telling you that you are fucked up, embarrassing yourselves, and dangerously incompetent with human social power and you need to correct yourselves. Everyone sees you, not just me. I’m just the one who is telling you to clean yourself up, wear clothing, and stop behaving like beasts before you make everyone else so mad they strike you down with power they have been restraining out of immense patience and mercy for you which is not boundless. It is not about the color of your skin, it is about what you idiots have organized for the purpose of behaving like uncivilized beasts who do not know a higher power. That is in fact dangerous which is why you thought you could even get away with doing that, but you are yet ignorant of power, and there is power greater than that which you don’t know that will strike you down like a nuke struck Nagasaki in that tragedy of human folly. You are not Tumnus who is innocent and good despite having animal characteristics to his very human nature. That is like a good person struggling to ascend, not fighting to descend into deeper depths of evil with submission to the mind of their animal nature in search of power and justification they will never find.
Really, your success is not because you are winning. Your success is because the people with power are restraining their wrath against you. Not rich people. Not politicians. Not military people. People of faith. Humble men and women all over the world in the billions. Within each one is the capacity to tap into the greatest power, and there is no limit to how many. You cannot because you are racist, just as Jews cannot because they are circumcised, both of you so self-absorbed with your own bodies that you cannot let go of your bodily identity to accept a spiritual body and identity. In terms your primitive minds may understand: you cannot be gods because you are stuck to your bodies by your choice of identification, arrogantly acting like apes who are furious about being told they are ugly. Here’s a suggestion: maybe stop acting like beasts so the spiritual body you are unaware of isn’t a beast, but not a natural one, because you are a perversion of existence with humanity and thus are less than a beast, like a demon that natural demons also hate. You are not Tumnus, who is innocent and good, despite having animal characteristics to his very human nature. He is like a person who struggles righteously for what is good and ascends in spirit, not like you, who descend into greater depths of evil searching for power and justification you will never find. You constantly lower yourselves by submitting to the mind of your animal nature, not the mind of divine nature. You think we don’t know what you are doing? You think we don’t have animal minds of our own? Be in control of yourselves, you vile beasts!
Furthermore, people who have spent their lives accumulating worldly shit and money are more likely to pass a camel through the eye of the needle than to be able to use the power of faith. Otherwise, they would not have wasted their lives accumulating worldly garbage, money, and vain pretensions of power in this world of evil which is systematically designed to be oppresive to good people. I certainly won’t participate in that system of worldly shit doing the things you think I don’t know how to do. I do know, but I will not disgrace myself by doing them because I don’t need anything the world can give me. Nor do the pleasures of the world I think I would enjoy even tempt me in comparison to the cost to a person’s moral dignity that is incurred by obtaining them. However, like me, if they have become rich, it would have been a distasteful necessity they tried to avoid, or taken as the spoils of war for a great act of faith destroying evil. In either case, they would not behave anything at all like rich people in the USA, least of all like Trump.
Maybe this will be the hope you are looking for, or light at the end of the tunnel, but it does not change the harvest of your sins. If you are still alive, you still have a chance to reconcile your sins.
If you are mad about this, or sad, particularly because you are Black. That is your animal nature responding to insult. That is the correct response for what I am telling your body. You are not wrong for feeling that way. However, if you can, attempt to understand the higher purpose of my work here, which is good for you, everyone, and eternally good for more than humanity in the long run. The goodness if this work is so good, that you should have clash of emotions, ecstatic with joy on the one hand, and in a blood boiling rage ready to kill (fight or flight) on the other. That is the intention of the way I have been presenting content because that difference should make the difference obvious. It is like a bucket of cold water hitting your face from a heartless meanie who has no sympathy for your feelings. Shocking you awake, and when those two concepts meet, either you will burst into laughter realizing that you actually believed what I was telling you about yourself for a minute there, but it is so absurdly untrue that it is hilariously comical because you are in fact amazing and I just don’t know how amazing you are yet. Or, you may erupt into a geysers of tears, for the very same reason.
That’s why I’m always picking people up if I can, like right now. That’s good, very good if you’ve felt something like that. That means your body has accepted that what is best for your animal nature is what is best for your human nature first and in fact can be incredibly self-destructive if your animal nature is driving the bus. Hopefully you won’t be in conflict with yourself anymore, no longer finding that the things you do always end up backfiring, if that has been the case. That may not be, but that is the problem this will fix. A lot of people may be annoyed at first by being distracted from their work, but hopefully they will realize that it was worth the distraction and will in facy help you with your work. I’m quite literally trying to be the Buddha here. The Jesus Christ returned. I will enlighten the entire world, and if I am going to do it miraculously, I am not going to have the time to sugar coat everything for everyone. This is the best way I imagine such work can be done, but do not be afraid of me. Do not fear confronting me. Do not think I will berate you in public or belittle you, because I won’t unless you truly deserve it, which is unlikely.
I don’t like doing that stuff personally or behind people’s back, but doing it impersonally for everyone right now… not so bad, even if I am constantly reminded of Black friends of mine I hope won’t find this unforgiveable and do something rash. When its over, it will be over, and there will be no more buckets of cold water. Better to use world media if you ask me, but… that’s been an 8 year long nightmare trying to make happen. I could have done it then and immediately too, and I still can and will do so when the time comes. All this extra writing is because of some very arrogant, envious, and malevolent people requiring their understanding on their level and preventing other people from understanding until they could. However… this is probably making it more difficult for a lot of people, because it is a lot for anyone to absorb and comprehend. Don’t feel bad if this stuff is over your head. That person who demanded this required theological and philosophical justification, and when you get to the top where people fool themselves into thinking they are God, you have to go through all kinds of heavy and complex topics. They lied to get there. I climbed my way up, otherwise they would not have required such proof and been so insistent on preventing others. They are quite literally suffering from delusions of grandeur and somehow got themselves in control of the USA government by being able to use the president as a puppet.
It’s my head going on the Tree of Whispers, not yours, you poser. People are always going to find my voice speaking to them personally with these words. I don’t think knowing that is something y’all should try to kill me over or be rude and evil to me about… what is that going to make you look like? What would your girl say about you if she saw you acting a fool by torturing a savior, trying to enslave him, and doing fucked up evil rituals to try and steal my soul and turn it into an energy source or some other dumb shit you wanted but will never happen? You evil fools don’t understand the first part of the energy you are trying to control. You couldn’t be more hopelessly lost on a vain fool’s errand of ignorant futility.
I can’t believe you thought you could steal this kind of work. Do you know why you can’t stand on what I built? That is made with my life, and you are not nearly as cool as me.
The irony is that I trusted my animal nature to instinctually inform my human nature about how that needed to be done. I certainly couldn’t explain all that at the beginning, but I knew instinctually on a subconscious level where my soul and body communicate without the need for words, images, or anything. Putting words to life is a lot more difficult that you may realize, and if you can read and write, that is a great gift from our collective ancestors that I hope you will find a new appreciation for.
This is my prescription, follow it or not, I don’t care: for the nation, treat “Black” as an identity, the way you have been doing for circumcision. Ignore it. Don’t talk about it. Don’t make it an issue. If you consider every other quality of a person, you will never be in a situation where being “Black” matters. Like circumcision, if there is known bigotry happening because of some evil cult doing secret crimes of identifying people according to one or the other and then inflicting suffering upon those they don’t like, either directly with torture, or indirectly with oppression by helping the other, that is a different crime than racism or bigotry. That is a conspiracy of great evil, a threat to not only national security, but to humanity itself because of what will happen before the fighting is finished. There are people like me who will stand up and fight them regardless of who they are, who we are, or what kind of odds we are against, and everyone should feel that way, in my opinion. As far as being Black goes, don’t complain unless you have to because it is a problem, even if it is not the kind of evil I just mention, but do not “cry wolf”. If you need to talk about it, do so academically, professionally, and respectfully, but don’t make it a popular culture. That was how circumcisers killed themselves in the end; an idiocy of “circumcised culture” they attempted to force on everyone like Vogon poetry. That is how the popular media became propaganda and garbage quality that is not entertainment, it is a threat to our lives. If you felt that way before as a circumcised person, you need to admit yourself into a mental institution and get help because you are delusional about your own importance.
Do that for a time to let the wound heal. As long as possible. After that, maybe take a look at the topic, the cultural situation of diverse forms of equality none different from the other when it comes to equality, and see if you need to do anything else. I likely won’t be around by then, but you shouldn’t be relying on me so much anyway to solve everyone’s problems. I know there are lots of people who would have been able to solve these problems on their own if they were not enslaved in a hive-mind communist group that lifts up one person to do the will of the group. To hell with that. Do not rely on your group any more than is necessary, and entrusting yourself on that level, where your life goes on hold, your possibilities stop, you hit a wall, is more than should ever be necessary. If that happens, blast your way out and don’t look back unless you want to admire the chaos of your exit.
One last thing, for the Black community which has been developing an underground conspiracy, my recommendation is just flip on the lights and do that in the public without hiding what you’ve been doing. You likely will run into problems if you stay focused on racial justice as your mission, but if you made that about social justice in general you likely would be fine without having to change much about what you are doing. If you want to keep parts secret, such as occult groups, just make it know that you are keeping something secret like that, and give a written document to the public about what they can expect of your activities without giving them cause to worry or revealing too much of what they are.
I’m sure you already have considered that, but I want to write it provide some reinforcement so people who are still kind of confused about all that is happening, which is to be expected and normal and they shouldn’t feel like that is a personal failure on their part— and lessen any suspicions until they work out the details themselves. If we are both in agreement about you doing that as a good thing which people should feel safe with and tolerate peaceably, I’m hoping all the mysticism and occult reality that is going to erupt into public life won’t seem so scary and threatening. Given what some groups have been doing, they have every reason to be terrified, but those groups are not tolerated among the occult community either, and people are right to be afraid of who they are, what they are doing, and why, and should not tolerate them under any circumstances whatsoever. You will see when we all show our occult mask that they are not like the rest. They’ll have things like suicide rituals where a person kills their self in a macabre ceremony that amounts to nothing more than them entertaining themselves with a dead body, blood, and other, quite simply, evil pretensions to mystery. True mystery is not like that. It’s all staged, and people are not supposed to get hurt, nor be abused, and certainly not die.
It’s like this… I’m going to explain the situation to an imaginary 15 year old kid who just feels like all his hopes and dreams went up in smoke because all his life and world has been a lie. Bummer. Sucks to be you.
Just kidding. It’s fine. People like me, and maybe Taylor Swift, I’m not really sure what her angle is but she’s up to something, so she’s probably got a part in this. We’ve basically become god-status of the old days. We aren’t gods, goddesses, divine beings, or anything different than you or anyone else. But… essentially that’s what this is about. You can get there too if you wish, but it’s a journey most people will find isn’t worth their time. They have better things to do. There are others, not many, a handful or so, and this is not unusual. Life if is pretty much always like this and its a mystery that can be studied like science.
Here’s the thing though, and why you should care: I am waking everyone up to their higher purpose, their own god and goddess powers. I’m not working with anyone, not part of any conspiracy, not part of any group, and never even met Taylor Swift before, though once I was pretty convinced I did, but I don’t think that was her. The reason is because I discovered that the greatest evil threat humanity will ever face is walking about freely in civilization. This is so horribly dangerous, extinction level threatening, that I cannot express my fury for how this was allowed to happen, but that doesn’t matter. What matters is stopping them, that, it, the evil.
To do that we need everybody, because that thing has been around for a long time and people have been like… feeding it, caring for it, giving it sacrifices, and its come to infest all aspects of life and the world. Everywhere. You strike it down at your school and it will be right back at your work, your home, your church, the supermarket, everywhere. That was what the evil idiots were hoping for but did not realize how stupid of an idea that is because of the suffering they have caused, for one, but also because of how boring that accursed abomination makes life while trying to be in control of everything.
So, you need to be power leveled. That’s why I had to hit you with that hard revelation. You’ll absorb the energy, grow stronger, become better, and will be fine, and you’ll realize that what was destroyed was actually not as good as what you will realize there is for you to do. That will be on a higher level with more to it than you thought possible. Also, this happens endlessly. Even I get to new levels sometimes and its like that, and I’m pretty much the highest one right now. Not by choice. That evil I mentioned, the government has been concentrating the damn thing’s attention on my life trying to do the most horrible things to me, and I’ve been fighting Hell on nightmare mode for a long time, but even before that, I had a personal Hell which was worse that I don’t want to tell you about and you don’t need to worry about. That’s why I’m so disproportionately strong right now. I’ve gained a lot of exp fighting enemies on my own because they are trying to take advantage of my lack of allies to kill me, and I need allies to fight that thing. All I can do is stay alive right now, but if we are going to kill the evil, a team of strong friends with great power individually and greater power working together will be what does so.
I don’t know who my allies are. I don’t have any as far as I know. They all seem to be servants of that evil as far as I can tell, and I don’t know who is going to get free or how much damage they will suffer before they get free. In any case, I basically had to blast a hole through the gates of Hell to escape and now there are demons, monsters, and all sorts of evil things everywhere. That opening to Hell needs to be shut, and for that we need to basically kill the government and create a new one from the original mold and an update for the times. There is no saving it now. They need to die and we will never trust them again after what they did to harbor and hide that evil, putting everyone in danger because they more were afraid to admit their mistakes, crimes, and betrayal than of the evil they were letting into the world which is worse than all of Hell and armies of the Devil would be. That’s not going to happen though. The Devil has an invested interest in seeing humanity survive this catastrophe and will be helping seal the rift into Hell, so don’t be alarmed if you see something like that happening, but do be on your guard, because the Devil is the Devil and he’s dangerous even when not.
So, everyone needs to be woken up to their higher power which can be a horrible and excruciating experience individually, but will be much less horrible with that happening for large amounts of people all at once. Some people will have pain that many others won’t experience, and for that they should be grateful. You won’t need the pain if that’s the case. Those of us with pain will do what is painful when nobody else will.
Sounds like chaos, in my opinion. All people everywhere suddenly getting powerful and amazing and doing whatever they want with no regard for the government or evil systems that have been corrupted? I don’t have a problem with that, personally. Not worried about it. Do whatever you want. Others with assets they want to protect, friends, families, networks— may be more concerned. Others still are already prepared for this moment because, like I mentioned life has always been like this. Like I mentioned there are spiritual people with “god”-status power, there is also an “underground” world of darkness with thriving communities of people, beings, spirits, creatures, and all sorts of things you find in the darkness, and its pretty much always been around and always will be. That world has a different way of doing things than what normal life in public with everyone else is like. There are secrets, initiations, laws, rules, consequences for breaking those laws and rules, and dangers that people are normally safe from otherwise.
That’s still going to be a world of darkness and not going to change. The only reason I mention it is because within that world of darkness there are some organizations that focus on teaching about the secret, sacred, occult, and mystical secrets in all kinds of different ways. They are all unique and powerful in their own way, and mastery in those arts is usually done by focusing your energy and intention on a purpose. Maybe something you want to perfect, accomplish, become, or whatever is your life to live for, I chose writing as a storyteller. Some of those groups and organizations are going to appear from out of nowhere like they have been there for thousands of years and help people find their way.
Maybe you find yourself being confronted by some evil you don’t know what to do about, because you still need to learn the skills, grow your ability, level up, etc. They will be there to help and you should seek their help if that’s what you want. Do not wait for them to find you or ever expect that to happen. If you want something like that, seek out what you want and don’t wait.
Someday I plan on making something like that, but that’s not going to be for a while. If this just happened, you’ll probably be grown into your power already and not need me to teach you anything when that starts happening. Really, my story is probably a lot like yours would be if you were in my situation. You would do things differently in your own way for sure and the outcome would be different, but I’m really not that different from anyone else in that way. Like I said before, if you want something, seek what you want and obtain it, if it is not something you can seek or does not exist, then create what you want and obtain what you want that way.
That’s basically what’s happening for everyone. Old, young, middle age—unless you have been preparing for this moment like Will Turner in Pirates of the Caribbean, forging swords and training with them three hours a day, chances are you’ll be at level 1 like most people. Make the most of it, have a great time, and do not ever take the Story you are telling too far where you lose touch with reality and forget where and who you are.
I mentioned Taylor Swift at the beginning because you likely never heard of me before. I’m from the world of darkness and you wouldn’t have heard of me unless you were in circles I’ve been in, but you could say that my power is comparable to her level, except she’s powerful in the world of light.
Before I end this tutorial: do not mistake light and dark with good and evil, Light and dark are forms of energy, good and evil are qualities of morality. They tend to be found more in one place or the other for various reasons, but they are both found throughout both. Good is present from the deepest depths of darkness to the ultimate and purest light, and so may evil.
At the point of divine oneness, I will not go, nor should you, but there is one thing I can say about that which is sufficient for everyone and all of time. This is the law of divine oneness and this law is not to be broken, manipulated, or abused. Good is loved, evil is reviled. Do what is good, reject evil. Use your best judgement and learn what good and evil are exactly if you need to know more, because they are not relative. They are constant and universal for all life. I wrote something on this site somewhere, but maybe I’ll dig it up again or someone will repost it and explain more, but that’s all I’m going to write about that for now.