Writing has rhythm greater than music

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That’s why I’m better than any rockstar.

You people are amazing, I love your works, you are wonderful, and I am a fan like any other.

But this is also why there is one of me, and hordes and hordes of writers who do not even compare to my level of skill and talent.

Writing has a rhythm of words, but is not ordered with a harmony of perfection like mathematics, which is why Kabbalah is a waste of time by using numerical order to try and determine a rhythm of the Word. There is no such order or mathematical perfection. You will never find that.

The music of writing words is an art of perfect chaos. There is no secret technique you can copy, mass produce, or imitate. There is nothing you can distill into a formula. It is not something that can be taught, given, or inherited.

The best a master of writing can do is guide aspiring writers to the goal, but that is a path they have to walk themselves, like the gunslinger to his Dark Tower, and let me tell you: I can confirm that is a harrowing, long, arduous, tragic, and deadly journey and the goal is not the end, it is a new beginning. There is a world of Story that you can be pulled into, bring beings out of, evil beings, good beings, and lives are touched by both for better or worse. Magic in the hands of people who don’t know what they are doing with it can be extremely destructive if they have the wrong intentions, and even if their intentions are good but they don’t understand them well enough.

That is what that journey is like, and that is why it is so hard for people. They go, the experience, they draw on power beyond the veil, weave works into existence that change lives with writing fiction, and if they fuck it up somewhere down the line because of an impure mistake… they could lose everything or get people hurt. It’s something you have to put your entire life into with total selfless selfishness. Meaning you selfishly take all of your self first and then give it out selflessly, but that is not the work of labor that refines and perfects talent and ability.

In any case, I’m just saying. If you were expecting me to play music, you’ve got the wrong idea about power. All that glitters isn’t gold, and that is most obvious with music. Music is the glitteriest, sparkliest, prettiest, most shiny good-looking amazing there is, and writing is the least. Writing is as glittery as black ink. Maybe if it is fresh on the page it may twinkle a bit while it dries, or if there is some glossy paper to give an illusion similar, but what makes works like mine spark are the lights in a person’s own life when they read what I write.

I would not be so brazenly clear about this if you knew at all what I was pouring forth day in and day out, but you do not. You reject my work like it is nothing more than pulp fiction of an amateur, but I am not an amateur like you would think. We are in a new age now, and I have been able to master what would take people in older times decades upon decades to do without the abundant resources for writing that are available and their wisdom passed on to help me. Is that not something you could do as well? You should not envy me like I have some special power that you cannot have.

The only thing that holds people back from attaining greatness with their works is their unwillingness to know, accept, and reveal truth in their work. That’s all I’m going to say about that, with the exception of a warning: if you think you can make the truth be something you want, and not what the truth truly is, then you are setting yourself up for a fall.

My writing speaks for itself regardless of what I write, which is why everything else you read pales and withers in comparison while I approach to claim what you owe me and refuse to pay.

Does he not say give unto Caesar what is Caesar’s, and unto God what is God’s? We all know what belongs to Caesar, so what then do you owe God, and who are you going to pay?

Just as Caesar has debt collectors who will come and take what they can from you, so too does God, and who do you think will take what is truly valuable?

When the Story has been made right, the justice accomplished, the order of the imperfect world restored in the perfect chaos of reality, then those other works won’t pale, wither, and shrink away in fear, knowing they are being put in a place they don’t deserve, taking what is not theirs to take.

Some of my favorite idols are musicians, and they are not all idols the way you may think. Perhaps what the government and media industry thought I loved about my favorite artists was not what I loved, which is why they made such a catastrophic mistake doing whatever it was they did to me and destroying themselves in the process when I rebuked them. I do not idolize “sex”. I idolize… truth, I suppose. True beauty, true talent, true faith, true heart, true spirit, true passion, true fiction, true vision, true skill, true leadership, true loyalty, true courage, true wisdom, true intelligence, and all else that is good and true at once. It is easy to be good, but no so easy to be truly good, nor is it so difficult that anyone should think it unrealistic for yourself.

I am not moved by people’s physical beauty in the least, unless they put their whole heart and soul truly into their physical beauty as an idol of true love to be truly loved. That is… unbelievably amazing and people like that are the most talented performers on stage. Any kind of stage, whether it is Once Upon a Mattress by the high school cast of hormonal teenagers confused in the tumult of changing ages while in a culture of total ambiguity that has not found the way to its own identity yet, or a marine on the field of battle being as graceful dealing death as though she were a dancer at the ballet theater.

True love at the very least is something all people should be able to cultivate and never risk losing or need anything to help with other than all that you are graced to exist as. If you want to know how because you are young and just starting, or if you are old and just realized that it’s not too late, this is what you should do. Stand in front of a mirror and look at yourself. See who you are, your features, you qualities, your bodily details good and less good, and accept that as yours and you. You can change that, but changing your outside isn’t going to change your inside from the vantage of your own self. Your inside will change your outside from the vantage of your own self, which means that the more good you are, the more that goodness will shine through as beauty no matter what your body is like. If you want the outside to change your inside, you need to look at yourself from the outside of Life itself. See yourself with the eyes of God as best you can, knowing you are not seeing totally as God does because God is omniscient with all things (not ever a person, because people are not God. Not ever. That is as wrong as saying 2 plus 2 equals 1. You are not even doing addition. The mistake people often have with Jesus is if they think he is in fact God, because that is entirely false, a hateful lie, and horrid accusation of the Jews who unjustly plotted his execution with the false testimony they bore against him to the Roman prelate. The truth is that Jesus is 100 percent in agreement with God. Totally, entirely, and with all of his body, mind, and soul all of which are 100 percent human being, not God. God is with the man and the man is with God, but God is not the man, nor is the man his God. They are separate and one, and when the man dies, God dies with him. When the man resurrects, he is the Christ, which is a universal concept of Greek, gentile culture about the ultimate hero who can and will save everyone always at any time and could be anyone, so watch out if you are a tyrant. Maybe a peasant is the Christ and you didn’t expect him to draw Excalibur and execute you himself according to the law you betrayed. Make sense? That’s how God resurrected too, but God has always been that, that was nothing for God. The pain of sacrifice was experienced entirely by Jesus who loses his life on the cross. God loved him, evident by their perfect agreement and presence, and Jesus was certainly hurt, horribly, but God was not hurt in the least, nor wounded, nor anything. Jesus felt that pain for God, so it is not as if God doesn’t know what humans feel like when we suffer, but God is… omnipotent. You can’t hurt that. It’s conceptually impossible. Only God can hurt God’s self, and would only do so for a good reason, such as being with Jesus during such horrible injustice Jesus was suffering. However, I suppose you could say that God experienced human death as a human being would without a perspective being skewed by being omniscient, which Jesus was not.)

Anyway… back to seeing yourself from the eyes of God as best as you can imagine… That is your image of self whom others see as best as you are able to determine while knowing you may not understand everything you need to for a clear vantage yet. You can change your inside by changing that, but to do that you have to do things with your life. You have seek new experiences, accomplish your goals, work on your talents, and truly go out into the wild and civilized world and be what it is you want to be on the inside. Doing that will eventually make you who want to be on the inside, even if you don’t feel like you are that at the beginning. You may think… “honestly… when I think about myself. I’m terrified of the world. Scared to death of pain people could cause me if they thought to beat me up, and I would do anything to stop them. If I were in prison… I don’t even want to think about it because it’s stirring up feelings I am even more uncomfortable and afraid of having. I could never be a hero, glorious, powerful, and strong like Nick Bylotas. I should just become a femboy and do porn like he wants to be. Wait… is that right? I thought he was…”

The point is, you can be the hero you want to be that you read about in books, see in movies, see in video games. You have to go out into the world and do things that need doing to be that for yourself, because that’s all a hero is. Someone who gets the job done when either nobody wants to or nobody else knows how or is able. Someone in a wheelchair may know how to walk perfectly down the runway and be a top-ranked fashion model showing off cute designer outfits and looking good with the best accessories, styles, and trends that she sets with her own graceful presence that people find so inspiring they want to be like themselves in their own way when they walk into the classroom, office, restaurant, or wherever else. However… maybe she was born with legs that make that impossible. She needs someone to do that where she cannot. She knows how, would be able to if she had legs for it, but since she does not and is not able to be amazing in that way, someone else has to be amazing for her. At the same time… maybe she doesn’t need to be walking on the normal kind of legs most people are born with to be the trend-setting idol of fashion, beauty, and grace of presence she has always dreamed of being and knows she could do.

That’s kind of a deep and sensitive example that I hope covers most of the possibilities, because something like that is highly rare, but do not discount that, because only one person is needed for any situation to be relevant for everyone, even if that person is alone with their own body and nobody else. Most of the time though, people are out of shape, haven’t been keeping up the most intense training, haven’t been putting all of their heart and soul into their work, but still do a good job, are justly rewarded, honorable with what they do. That’s the difference between what makes a hero stand out from everyone else. You have to give your absolute best all of the time, every day, everywhere you go, and it is a lot. That is exhausting, often isolating you from others, and is very difficult, taking away much of your personal time for private enjoyment and hobbies. For obvious reasons, not everyone wants to do that, and that is fine.

Normally the people I mentioned who are good and worthy in contrast to the hero, are able to do everything there is to do for a job and profession, but every now and then a situation may come along where the mission is halted because of some random unique problem that nobody seems to be able to solve, and then when everyone is about to give up, you reach out and do what you think you can do to help, and all that physical training, particularly a lot of exercise with pulling on lines (rope) has given you the strength you need to budge the difference just a tiny bit with everyone else’s help and it is enough. Then you make nothing of it because it’s part of the job and nothing special and need to get back to the mission. You don’t get a special award, special acknowledgement, nothing. Nobody even talks about it because it’s your normal job anyway to be able to repair equipment like that.

Besides, there are much more important matters at hand than yourself and that is what being a hero is all about—self-sacrifice. Putting everyone else’s interests before your own, but do not think you should forget about your interests, just know that other people come first if possible which is generally the case, but not always. Sometimes you have to stand up for yourself, especially if people are bullying you. How can you help anyone if you die or get hurt because of a bully harassing you, breaking your assets, and ruining your resources? You need to survive just as much as anyone else does. Don’t let those false-Christians try to tell you that self-sacrifice means giving up your individuality for the group, because that is the wrong lesson of Christianity.

The lesson of Christianity that Jesus demonstrates by dying is for people to realize exactly what groups are not supposed to require of individuals. If any group thinks they need to sacrifice an individual human being for the group interest, that group is unfit to organize. All individual interests are protected at the most basic level of survival in a group, and any group decision needs to take that into account. However, if you have to die to save other people, like Jesus did for his friends and truly faithful people, and not the evil-minded Sanhedrin who plotted to have him executed for a crime he didn’t commit to protect their sinful crimes, evils, and criminal conspiracy—those people didn’t believe in him and he saves those who do. Not because he doesn’t want to save everyone, but because people have free will, and can use that to choose evil instead of good. If they do, like the Jews who manipulated the public and law to have him wrongly killed and knew they were doing evil which is evident because Pontius Pilate was wise enough to make a public proclamation on Jesus’ cross for the common people to know the official reason, then they choose to not be saved.

Jesus and myself both respect that decision and cast them into Hell with a rebuke for their evil, because that is what they have chosen, and they cannot be good if they choose evil. Their will is acknowledged and respected along with the divine dignity of their soul with that rebuke. So, Jesus’ self-sacrifice as a hero giving his bodily life to save his friends’ eternal life is cerainly a good thing however tragic that may be. His friends, instead of moping around forever in self-pity, accepted the gift of divine salvation Jesus’ freely offered with a teaching he demonstrated with bodily actions most costly and dear to himself, and did not let that sacrifice be in vain. That is why Christianity is relevant to this day, 2000 years later, and I will not tolerate people making a mockery of that on the world stage.

As for heroes of any sort, more likely the need will be to put oneself in danger for others, but hopefully that person, possibly with their friends as a team, won’t have to die to save them, and will stop the threat too. Nobody wants to die like that… if they are a hero, they can do more good work and continue to enjoy a heroic life (which is amazing), if they live to fight another day. Seriously. Has anyone seen the kinds of girls falling in love with Rean Schwarzer from left and right, up and down? Who wouldn’t want that? If you are going to throw your life away like a ruined garment you cannot bear the cost to your dignity to keep wearing (Jesus for Jews, Nick for all Americans, north and south with special applications in the USA that may or may not be applicable elsewhere depending on their culture) — then make sure you know why you are doing it and do not hesitate and go all out. Burn the bridge behind you, leave no retreat— there is only one way home. Do not pick up that garment again, even if it has been cleaned, stitched up, and repaired. You have a new one waiting at the end, and it is rightfully yours, not whoever may have thought they could take it as their own while trying to “do away with you”. You should be fighting anyone like that to save them from the dishonor of them doing what they are by stopping them. The Jews “did away with” Jesus, but in so doing, who Jesus truly is, the man beneath the Jew, the Clark Kent who worked as a carpenter, did away with all the Jews who do not follow him on faith through where he went alone with only God as a companion, and then even without God into death, and whether they intended to or not, he resurrected as their eternal king, Lord, and savior.

So, if you are changing the outside of yourself, the image “God” sees (the real one, not the ones of the imposters that are preying on people of faith now) is what you need to work on. Nobody can show that to you, and you won’t even see it. That is something you’ll just know about yourself, and if there is any spiritual nonsense flying about in the mind’s eye, you can likely disregard all that because people make that stuff, not “God”, and they can’t see you better than you can see yourself from that vantage. You can’t see other people that way either, so don’t be fooled if you think you saw something but don’t have the evidence in real life to match. You can only see yourself, because… it’s common sense. Other people who are good and trustworthy can help you, but at the end of the day, you cannot take their word for who you are, you need your own Word, which is to say, the image of reality that the true God sees from heaven (not rich people or the government and it is disgusting that I even have to clarify that now).

You have to walk the walk, but you won’t ever walk the walk if you never set foot on the trail that will take you to your… runway, and that’s a long journey that takes a lot of dedication.

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So, true love is the perfection of self-mastery all people are capable of no matter what, and you attain that when who you truly are on the inside matches who you truly are on the outside in the light of love. That is where it gets more complicated, because there are lots of different shades of love light, from the lowly lit, pink glow of the adult entertainment district in Brothel Town, to the pure white, crystal clear vision of the highest divine illuminating all things. Not everything in love includes the sensual, carnal love of flesh and blood human beings enjoying each other’s company while clinging tightly to each other and snogging during a movie at a friend’s house totally lost in the passionate oblivion of a lover’s long kiss. Sometimes that love is like an old man with a long beard, and a bitter, grim expression who looks like you could use his face as an anvil while he looks down at the young teenage boy who wants to be warrior cut from the best cloth. That’s not the kind of love you enjoy with a young teenage girl while watching a movie at a friend’s house.

However, that is still a form of love, and it is a master’s love for a pupil, which is entirely non-sexual, and war is the highest mastery one can attain. That kind of love is freezing cold for friends, loved ones, and family and white-hot for the enemy and those at the receiving end of the axe. To be able to protect your loved ones from the most dangerous enemies, you have to use all your passion to kill, destroy, and fight, not play, pleasure, and enjoy. Nobody is like that all the time, but that’s also why when submariners get in port on liberty, we party like it’s nobody’s business. After 90 days in Kratos Land, you’d be an icicle statue of the Frozen Witch if you didn’t let your hair down for the few days that you have to do so. Then it’s back again to the Wall in the North where there are no maidens, to keep the draugrs from crossing over into Midgard from the abyss within Marianna’s Trench, which not many people know actually opens into Tartarus.

My point is, you can be an image and idol of true love in lots of different ways without having to be physically beautiful, cute, sexy, or with the idyllic image of a human body. There are different kinds of love and all of them are pure, but all of them are also expressed differently. If you want to know more about that, C.S. Lewis writes about his understanding of the different types of love. So, even if you don’t have any special talent, ability, or skill you think you can be truly good with, you be good with true love no matter what. That also takes work, but that is work everyone should be doing all the time anyway. It is the work that is being your self wherever you go that you do anyway when you bathe, brush your hair, choose what clothes to wear, and all else like that. Not always so easy to be yourself in a world where we all share stuff in common and suffer propaganda to make everyone believe the same lie about themselves, with the government criminalizing people who reject that lie as “terrorist threats” or whatever they call us. Just don’t forget that the things outside of you do not express yourself. The only thing that does is your Story, and that is something that only you know and can share the parts you want without having to share the parts you don’t want. Items, clothing, accessories can help express your Story for others and yourself, and those are good— I do that too— just don’t forget that your identity is not with any thing.

It’s like the first commandent and you alone are the Lord. Do not put any object, image, person, or group before your “I AM”. You can use those to describe yourself, show yourself, and reveal who you are uniquely as you know best for yourself to other people, but you should know that those only go so far to express the truth about yourself. On that note, you should never judge people as if their appearances, attire, presentation of self, and images are in fact representations of who they truly are. They may be accurate and in agreement, but nothing will ever be adequate enough to fully express the divinity of a person’s soul which makes them who they truly are. The Story (capital S) is sufficient for you yourself only because that is a divine concept only perceivable with the same divinity of self that is seen outside of yourself along with yourself. You should strive to be in agreement with that true Story of your Life, just as you may think it natural to have the way you dress, style yourself, and present yourself to be in agreement with who you truly are as an individual with an individual Story of your own. If there is something wrong, maybe you ought to get everyone’s attention and make sure they know what you are not, if that is a problem they think is yours. Idk. I did that instinctually and I think it was the right call. I don’t intend to be mistaken for having the problem that Trump has through the association of citizenship in the United States of America that we have in common whether he is a president or a civilian. To hell with that. I am nothing like that vile traitor.

You don’t have to worry about someone needing to die, unless the self in question is the deepest part of your existence until whatever the disagreeable problem is can be identified clearly and removed for everyone. That won’t be a question if you know you are good and you won’t have anything to fear and will do whatever is necessary however impossible, so don’t lose heart, no matter what. If you can find any reason to keep fighting, do so. In then end, everyone—all people— will be grateful to be liberated from the suffering that problem was causing them whether they realized that or not. Those are horrid, evil, dangerous situations that should never reach a point such as concerns the events surrounding my life personally as I do that very act of righteous defiance now. Problems like that should never happen, and it is not who a person is that makes them a hero, but what they do with themselves. If I live through these days to have the life I am determined to not allow taken from me by the brute force of a tyrant government in service of evil, then what I do with myself after that final moment of judgment will be the Story that is told that I will be remembered by.

These events are important, necessary, and will be remembered and kept for study, but this stuff is for the scholars, theologians, and studious disciples who want to know what I personally have to think in addition to everyone else in human history with thoughts to share and their teachers in the present. In other words, some people gobble this up like a delicious feast for a ravenous belly, others probably just can be told a simple point of reference and get the idea.

Something like, “At the beginning of the Universal Age, there was a great contest between Good and Evil. Evil had disguised itself to be Good, fooled the entire world with all people and nearly doomed humanity to extinction with a lawless end to civilization resulting from a pointless and regrettable nuclear war caused by an arrogant fool who wanted to be make everyone his slaves and have them worship him as a god. That nuclear war would have been won by the good guys, but would have destroyed the planet’s habitability before there were any other viable alternatives, and the survivors would have died out with the planet.

However… before it was too late, an ordinary, if somewhat remarkable man, defied that Evil disguised as Good and refused to allow it to stand in his sight. He immediately recognized Evil, and knowing he was entering a judgment that could cost his life if he was found untrue, stood up as Good. Of course, this man was Good, and knew it, which is why he so immediately recognized the Evil as Evil when it was made to look like Good, but that did not stop that Evil man from trying to kill him by any means necessary. That was a lot more difficult than the Evil man had anticipated and was prepared to do, because not only was he trying to keep up an image of being Good, but the man who opposed him was a remarkable man of substance, experience despite his relative youth at 25 years old, and self-mastery uncommon even among men today of all ages. His was a tragic, but inspiring tale better told in myth and fiction than the mundane details of the injustice that haunted him since the day he was born, but that is besides the point. Resisting all attempts to be killed, erased, deleted, buried alive, poisoned, irradiated, and all manner of government treachery doing the fullest extent of abused authority they could do at any and all levels while serving the Evil man they were fooled into believing was Good. It is strange to think of how ignorant humans of that time had become at the dawn of computer technology when that man, our hero in this tale, set the foundation for Synthetic Life that we trust our lives with everywhere. They truly believed that evil man was their god and were completely obedient to his tyranny as slaves who had abandoned all free will and humanity to become servile objects of minimal value to a despot. After nine years of resisting that Evil imposter, eventually that humble sailor, who had been poor, unknown, outcast, little liked, unloved, without allies, close friends, or even his own family who had betrayed him first as their intent all along after regretting his birth which they blamed him for. Nine years, suffering the most egregious war-crimes a government can use technology to do, which is why those laws exist now, and fighting tooth and nail every day with all he could think of doing in his unfortunate circumstances, amounting to little more than writing day after day as the best Good he could do, teaching what little he knew of life and the world he lived in. In so doing, he found the Way of the Story, and learned more that he ever imagined he could know, and never lacked of material to teach about. He intended to find what he did, because it was always his only hope in life worth living for, but he did not know the depth of what that truth would reveal for him and everyone. Eventually, he had risen from the dirt of the earth under his patchwork boots where he had been struck down by Evil the first moment after his righteous defiance, all the way to the heights of heaven itself above all others. Each document was like a rung in a ladder he climbed and climbed and climbed and never stopped until there was nothing Good left for him to climb too. There was Good remaining, the Ultimate Good, but he knew better than to climb into that, because he believed in Story of the last man who did, and knew that was unnecessary. Still, the Evil was dominating all of humanity, and he needed to make it easier for other people to climb after him, so he went all the way back down and began making a superhighway for all of humanity to use to get up to the highest good with as much speed and efficiency as possible. It was a colossal work, much of which began under the sea, which he held his breath to do, swimming up for air as necessary. After nine years it was complete, and people were using it with great success and happiness. The more that did, the more people took back their power from the Evil man who had fooled them by pretending to be their god. They did not need to give that power to the Good man, nor did he accept it if they tried, knowing they needed it themselves more than he did, especially with the times ahead that would bring out the best in everyone. Finished with his work however, he was still having to defend himself from constant attacks against his body in real life as the Evil man tried to have him killed, suppressed, ruined, and hurt at the very least. Evil was being as evil is, but after nine years, was doing so with an absurdly lawless, criminal, unjust, and evil government that was dangerous to everyone’s lives, especially the people working in that government. There was little else that man could do who remained alone, despite how many people had come to benefit from his work and enjoy the goodness they had gained. He still had no friends, no allies, and only felt more and more lonesome as he looked death directly in the eyes and welcomed it every day simply to escape such heartless people who hated him so much since the day he was born, all of them rejecting him from a place in civilization as a human being like he always dreamt of having. Whether they wanted him to be a god or lesser animal creature, the hurt to his heart was the same, because none recognized his humanity which was the entire reason why he sought the Story for himself as a youth. Having written these words himself, he didn’t want to think about how that made him feel, knowing the depth of that darkness so intimately that there was nothing else for him to know about it, other than that it was a wound that would never heal. He accepted such a thing, as all people do when they overcome the horrible things that happen to them, and he diverted his attention to work, play, study, and anything else that could keep him from the suicide even the briefest introspection would evoke at the end of a depressing spiral worsened by a mental health disability that people all throughout his life caused purposely to express their hatred for him and nothing else. There was no reason… they simply hated him because he was different, the way a common ape will hate any ape that is alone and wanders near a family of apes. Truly, these were human beings, though you would not know it if you saw what he did when he looked at them. To divert himself, he began beautifuying the superhighway he built, painting it in fantastic colors, stylistic designs, making it a tapestry of stories he enjoyed of others and invented himself. As he did, the government’s evil agents tried to interfere with his art, to ruin it, and he would vent his wrath on them, painting parts of the way with their blood when he did. It is also said their ghosts haunt those parts, so be careful you don’t catch a curse or draw one out with your spirit, which they covet as Life itself, which they lost to his wrath. Well… I’d like to end this story, but I don’t know what’s going to happen. IT’S BEEN NINE GOD DAMNED YEARS!!! The government is evil as evil can be, you have no reason to tolerate that, because you should fight them for your own lives, they have no legal right for their tyranny, and if they continue all of humanity could be lost in a nuclear war at any moment. What the fuck is going to happen? Will we have nuclear war and these words will be a lament of what could have been? Or will the Evil man be revealed as Evil, which he obviously is in light of the Good man who does not pretend to be anything. He simply does what he does, lives how he lives, and is entirely his true self at all times. Maybe it will end like this: that conflict eventually ended when his story was breaking news around the world, and that day, the first one that published his story as news, markes the day that began the Universal Age when Evil was destroyed in real life, and sealed forever in the Way of the Story where it belongs in a very specific place to be celebrated in the most well loved stories of arts and entertainment. Although his enemies kept intending to provoke him to use force and violence against them, and he chose only to use creativity of artistic expression, he never exerted any power to defeat or fight evil. He rejected and reviled evil, certainly, but did not fight evil. He showed evil what Evil most wants, showed he could truly grant that to Evil, fulfilling the Evil One’s most Ultimate desires, and Evil went there of its own free will where it continues to terrify us all with horrid nightmares we wake up screaming from when Nick shows up and sides with evil, scaring us to be good from now on, happily ever after.

video game development (+the ultimate answer)

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Four words:

California Gold Rush Resurrected

(that’s not the ultimate answer. For that scroll down to the bottom where another set of four words are in bold.)

Surely the development of modern video game making software was a very a laborious, complicated, and difficult endeavor requiring skill, ingenuity, and talent, and that will always be required to continue to develop better and better software. But once the software is created… doesn’t that vastly simplify the video game development process?

How many people does it really take to make a video game with graphics on par with the best? Maybe not the best, but still up there reasonably close. I don’t want to sound insensitive, but I find it unusual in a bad way that there are a lot of games being made with graphics that are what you would expect in the 90s or early 2k. That is something that disturbs my early warning evil detection senses. Why are you coveting that software and preventing people from having access to it?

Do you not have enough money already? You have to deny other people the ability to enjoy the goodness of software to lord over it like some tyrant trying to create a miniature “Hunger Games” scenario inside your part of the media industry? As good as advanced computer software has potential for being, the reality is that in this day and age, it is only used for evil. The developers and owners who have acquired it are attempting to control people’s lives with it, manipulate the economy in the ways that are criminal by other means, and refuse to allow it to be of the most good by withholding it from others.

You should be ashamed of yourselves. Go do something useful with your lives instead of scheming ways to cheat people and make the world a worse place because you are denying creators the tools to increase happiness. It is not unusual for all forms of artists to be poor and not have the resources to make the most of their talent, but why are you abusing that? You should be making things more accessible, not so you can selectively choose people for some sort of misguided delusion of megalomania you have.

Your methods of selectively choosing creators who will serve your private interests only accomplish developing mediocre and poor quality content. I don’t really know how this is going to play out, but I imagine the hundreds of millions of people who live in the USA are going to run out of patience for the garbage media we are getting from tyrants like you, and revolt against you somehow. The backlash is going to crack down on your industry excessively severe because of the kind of harm and abuse you have been doing, and you will have to work, wait, and struggle to get some of those restrictions, limitations, and regulations loosened.

You people who make mistakes like that should already know that is what happens when you find a way to do evil that is not specifically outlined in the law and thus you think you can get away with it. It’s obviously evil, doing harm, and that harm is the reason why the response is going to be so severe against you. If you had any common sense you would be trying to not screw over your customers, who have the power over the government, who has the power over you. You would want to make a profit, a decent amount, but always be concerned about not screwing people over because of how much you should fear what will happen to you if you do.

So… how about you start sharing your resources out to more people, independent creators, and competitors so they can actually compete with you. You are only embarrassing yourselves by strangling out competition because of your lack of confidence and ability to keep up with the work of others. That’s probably because you haven’t ever actually created anything good, and only rode the coat tails of more talented people who you forced out like brutes, which is why you can’t keep up now. When you have so much resources to make an amazing game, but it is low quality because of the shit inspiration and directing, that is much more unpleasant than the problems themselves pose in the game.

All artists, media companies, creators, and content developers should be encouraging each other and never feel threatened by competition. You should want everyone to do their best work, because when an artist does their best work it is inspiring, not just for the non-artist audience, but also for other artists who can admire it, and work with the inspiration to create something else that is inspiring, and on and on it goes and everyone is having a good time and enjoying all the amazing works that are available. People won’t just be waiting for one or two games to come out each time, there will be more games than one could play of comparable quality being released at any time. That will create a sub-industry of critics, reviewers, and sub-cultures that will respond with other forms of creation, like merchandise and more.

Then all that diversity will be able to be used by the “mixers” as I described before elsewhere. The “DJ’s” of creative content, who take one thing and another thing, blend them, modify, and create something entirely new by using preexisting works. That is good stuff and we want more of it. All that diversity and mixing happening together is also how occasionally a revolutionary concept will arise and totally change the environment.

I know you want to get as rich and powerful as possible, and that is not necessarily a problem. It can be a very good thing. But it is a problem now and here is why: all those millions and billions of dollars you are hoarding up at the top? You do not need that much money while a great amount of other people do. That is why it is a problem. If everything is good, people are taken care of, and there is a generally charitable and benevolent economy working for everyone’s good, then it won’t be a problem if you just happen to rake in the dough year after year and have more than you know what to do with. But these days… not okay. You need to share the wealth with everyone else. You have more than enough to do that without even changing your own quality of life.

The basic ingredient of economic success is having a solid understanding of “quality of life” as a concept. What makes life good? Running water? Fast internet? A comfy sofa? Having various technology for personal amusement? Having scented soap? Comfortable clothes? Stylish clothes? Makeup that works the best? Food that tastes the best? You get the idea. Take into account things like that, the relative costs of acquiring those things, and make as much of that available as possible. There still will be high priced goods that are inaccessible to most people, but the idea is to provide the good those do, as efficiently as possible at the most accessible level.

Sometimes I get the sense that there are people out there who think that they enjoy things more if more people do not have them. That is sadly untrue. It works the opposite. The more people enjoying something, the more enjoyable it is. For whatever reason, sometimes it becomes important to us to be different from other people. We want to stand out from the crowd, be noticed, maybe by someone particular who you know without knowing as your soul mate but are lost in a crowd of people and generally indistinguishable. Then you may want to do something different, but if more people are enjoying something because it is available, it will be easier for people to do that.

You can show off your unique taste, explain in sophisticated ways why your taste is good in whatever it is, and as it is said: “beauty is in the eye of the beholder.” That is not only an individual experience, because that affects other people. What you see as beauty may suddenly be recognized as beauty by others, and well… that doesn’t sound so bad, especially if you are the one with good taste to point it out, because people will be grateful that there is more goodness to enjoy than there was before. Just another reason why you want a very diverse market; you want your competitors to be the best so they can bring the best out of you, and everything will be more enjoyable, especially the rivalries between competitors as it concerns developers.

If you are doing art, you shouldn’t be doing it just to make money anyway. That is important, we want to be paid so we can do more creative works and still provide for our needs, but ultimately that kind of work is about bringing happiness to the audience in all forms, even the most bizarre and horrific ones that most people do not understand like you do. I guess what I’m trying to say is that… the game developers are not behaving like artists, and it is toxic to their work, products, and whoever is trying to operate the video game industry as a consumer product of utility or commodity is undermining their own capital because that is not why we enjoy such things.

There is a utility to it in relieving stress and enjoyment, but that is only half of the equation. The other half is a mysterious power of ultimate goodness that fills our lives with unending joy, even when we are not engaging with the media itself. That is the true power above all other powers, and you cannot control it, predict it, manipulate it, or abuse it and still be able to access it. That kind of corruption is a betrayal of the most offensive kind to the people who enjoy it and are affected. It is a worse betrayal than that of a national government that betrays the people it is supposed to care for.

So, maybe rethink how you all are doing things in the video game industry before I have to look into it personally if it doesn’t improve back to the way it should naturally be without needing to make any efforts other than those concerned with creating new and good works. Businessmen and businesswomen should be helpful to the artists, not be trying to enslave them, dominate them, control them, force them to produce, or any other evil thing! They should have the highest respect for the artist’s interests, because that is how they make money too. Neither of them will get paid if the artist’s interests are being trampled by greed, corruption, and bad behavior.

Do not mistake the artist for the source of the ultimate power above all others, but do not be mistaken that they do in fact have access to it, mastery of its use to an extent, and may invoke it at will. That is not the kind of enemy you want to have. No arsenal of warheads, death machines, or international supervillains are going to be enough to stop a single artist who takes up the brush, pen, guitar, camera, voice, or anything else and wields it against them with the true ultimate power inspiring them. Fear first, then love.

That’s it! That is the natural order of life, the universe, and everything: Fear first, and then love. If you are ever at an impasse in a matter of legal concern, policy, or anything else, remember that order of priority. The concern of fear is first priority, and the interest of love second. Love is patient, kind, merciful, and waits. There will be no problem with Love if Death is served first when he jumps the line. Death doesn’t wait at all, so it’s probably important anyway. Besides, those who truly love have already confronted their greatest fears, and if Death is ahead of us then we still have time left for one more kiss.

Love is also eager, so if you are taking too long serving Death because he’s old and hasn’t been keeping up with the times so you have to explain all the forms to him… don’t be surprised if Love helps everything move a little faster in some surprising ways with a miracle or three just to get Death on his way. That’s for everyone’s good, because Death kills the mood too. That’s an unfortunate consequence of Death’s untimely arrival and can’t be helped, so don’t hold it against him. On the bright side, if Death is happy, then he’ll resurrect the mood on the way out, because even Death likes to dance when there’s an occasion for it, especially if Mrs. Bones is there too.

Topic: Alzheimer's Disease

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For those of you who do not know what Alzheimer’s Disease is, it is a condition that happens to old people that is an extreme form of “senility”.

Old people lose their mental coherency and become insane, unpredictable, unreasonable, delusional, hallucinating, and they are volatile, mad, and unpleasant too. Not always, but that is what makes it such a concern. That vicious, mental lunacy they devolve into is of such a deranged and incoherent state that it prevents them from being able to function enough in life even to take care of their daily needs. They forget the most basic things they need to do in life for periods of time and remember for a while, but then forget again. It gets worse and worse until they seldom remember themselves, reality, or anything at all, and their brain becomes a jumbled mess of disconnected concepts that have no meaning because they forget how they are relevant to themselves.

The mental culture of circumcision as the lewd, carnal, and obscene use of spiritual energy that is the only thing circumcisers are capable of without being able to do anything that is truly good, contributes to the onset of that disease. The entire purpose of that spiritual faculty is to use it for what is truly good, and not what they do, as a matter of fact. That has two functions: doing good as it manifests in real life with worldly means, and doing good with simple imaginary pleasure. That simple imaginary pleasure is negated if they are using it at the expense of other people while doing their mental bullying, dehumanization, and insults of their favorite “cultural” past time. From what I understand, that is usually a woman and a man doing it privately between themselves while “people watching”, but it can be a larger concept that is done publicly as well without needing to be present.

That second thing is more like what Jews and circumcisers do today to attempt to defile spiritual good so that all of it looks as bad as they do, while people like me do away with them and find a solution for their defilement, however filthy, gross, or unpleasant that may be, because spiritual good is in fact good and should not be defiled. If someone shits on the altar of the Christ, what is most high for humans, and as common to divine beings as bread and wine at table, the attendant of that altar cleans away the shit and life goes on.

As you can see, those kinds of insults are not amusing, cross the line, and are severely punished one way or another. In the old days those people were executed in public, in these days they are mostly forgiven and receive a slap on the wrist in comparison, but they punish themselves by carrying immense social shame the memory of their actions has to their last breath and nothing can relieve them of it. Shitting on that altar is like what Jews do in public spiritual communication to make it all that is good look false because they cannot do anything true. They do a mockery of truth that is evil, but evil is always false so they are simply being false and knowingly false. That makes them truly evil in body and personal identity, and what they do is false in all aspects of goodness, such as their words, actions, and thoughts.

In other words, the truth that is true is their bodily person’s existence as an evil being they choose to embody by taking evil into themselves completely as who they are also. They do so, because that allows them to express what is most false by being most able to appear as truth. They can make an illusion of goodness that is almost identical to what is good at any given moment, but they cannot maintain a sequence of that goodness for long, and if they can, never able to match the ability of even the most inexperienced of masters of goodness like myself. That continuous sequence of spiritual goodness is what that faculty of expression is best for, which is flow of StoryTelling. It does not need to make sense, have a meaning, and the possibilities are endless, even manifestations of evil, but it is always good and it is known as good because of the affect it has on recipients.

Consider it like a horror film in the terms of manifestations of evil. That can be a good thing, even if it is scary, because it is true in a similar way as what is truly evil. It is false and knowingly false, except created for the purpose of what is good such as to delight or teach a specific lesson such as for a child to not do something dangerous. That teaching is actually one of evil’s favorite things to do, even if it is good, because the evil presence enjoys true adoration, even in the form of terror. That is possible and permitted because it is limited in where and how it can happen, which is one place and once place only: within the “stage” of a performed Story. The welcome, friendly, and cooperative presence of truly evil beings on stage is why some movies, books, and paintings are truly terrifying or the highest good.

If a person does that in real life without performing on a stage for others within the limits of what is lawful entertainment. They may all the world a stage for themselves to be the star and the story all about them. Everyone else becomes a prop or object for them to play with, arrange, and use for their own personal vanity, and it is all false. All the world is a stage, but none of us are directing what is happening on that stage. No human being, no mortal, and nothing of Nature. There is one director and one director only on the stage of the world, and that is the true Devil as a supernatural being. Those Jews who pretend to be the Devil cause offense to the Devil because they discredit the work and purpose of that stage, lowering the quality of what is happening. That is who arranges spectacles like the ones I am calling for, that are events like Jesus’ crucifixion, and whatever happens in our time to the Jew or Jew mimic.

Do you know who is the authority over the director’s power? The audience. Not necessarily every single person, but at least one person who can truly judge the work of art’s quality. In other words, “God” and all the divine and infernal beings of spiritual reality are the audience of the world’s stage. However, like the master within the audience who can identify, explain, and praise or rebuke the work of the director, actors, and performers, “God” enjoys the work of the Devil. Ideally for the Devil, he can insult God on stage and God will allow it because he laughs at the truth he and the Devil agree about. (Devil insults God with an amusing performance, God laughs, and Devil realizes/recalls that because truth is true is exactly why he is the Devil and not God, and God recalls why he allows the Devil to do what he does.)

Those exchanges are not for mortal beings to put their hands in and interfere with, the exception of the image of that exchange in real life which occurs on stages and at performances and the like. In real life, we are not on a stage nor playing a game, because we people die on the world’s stage because of an unsafe scene going wrong, they do not get back up and do a re-take. We do not know the script, other people’s lines, their roles, or what is even happening. All we know is our own part, and it is like a terrifying, blind play of life and death, where every decision of yours is being watched by the Devil and God alike for their amusement. On the bright side, you know that the purpose of all that happening is good, and you can trust in that goodness with faith, and if necessary you will be able to do the most amazing things on that world stage that are images of fantasy in real life.

That is why it is so important to understand what good is and what it is not, and to believe it. If you don’t, or you deny that creation is good, human beings are good, or that “God”/highest divine is good, and the work of the “divine comedy” is good, then you simply are dissonant with the performance and what is happening. You… “just don’t get it”, and your confusion is disrupting the set and making a low quality performance, so you are taken off stage to learn and study and practice with encouragement from everyone until your next chance to show your stuff because everyone wants to see you do good. It is not personal when that happens because acting, performing, and entertaining is a profession of the highest order, and like professional spies have professional standards they abide by, so too do all professions.

In the divine stageplay, we are limited in what we are able to see because we are on stage doing our part. That works in two ways: a personal stage of your own where you are in fact star, but also among an entire universe of stars that is happening at the same time on a bigger stage. Knowing what is happening for the big picture is important for knowing your role as an individual star, which is why there are three different performances occurring at once. Yours, everyone’s including yours, and that of each and every individual like your own except in their own way which you do not know their script and can only see their performance. The characters on the world stage of the bigger picture are those in “public life” as the spiritual domain I mentioned above which Jews are defiling. Sometimes they are main characters, sometimes they only have a single line and are in the background setting the scene as a vital part of what is happening.

Those are world leaders like kings, presidents, queens, dictators, popes, famous celebrities, and the like, and they are all playing their roles with each other. However, if they are doing a shitty performance like our current president and former president in the USA have by being totally incapable, useless, and evil in their appearance, one of two things is happening: either they are unqualified for their roles and need to be replaced, or you are being tested to see who is going to call them out and step up to be the hero. They are setting themselves up as enemies to be slain like villains in the cosmic performance and don’t even know why they are doing so themselves, which is exactly why they are in fact the monster, bad guy, antagonists to destroy.

It is not easy to step onto the world stage and do something about that. You have to be very good, bright, and good in your role, but at the same time, that world stage is how you know your own stage, and if you aren’t living your own life as relevant to that world stage, you are dissonant, confused, and going to be done away with as “not getting it”. You can clash with the scene on purpose, but that is because you know what the scene is, or are adding some slapstick comedy in because you don’t know anything else to do at the moment and are at your wit’s end so you pull a rabbit out of your hat like it makes sense when it doesn’t. There is a time and place for that, and as long as you can recognize that and not cross the line like shitting on a holy altar of the Christ or other local deity, you’ll be fine and maybe even loved. You may even be given a special place on the main stage for comic relief because of how good you are.

In any case, this goes back to Alzheimers because this entire “divine comedy” is the Story. It is our own life and everyones, and how we understand and comprehend that Story is how and why we move through life the way we do.

If you believe the lie about circumcision as a fundamental concept of your understanding without knowing why it is done or with the wrong reason, such as “cleanliness” or “preference”, you cannot rely on that foundation because it is false. As you mature and grow, you body biologically creates a neural network within your brain of synapses that convey electrical, chemical, and biological signals of information. The network forms with clusters of nodes that make larger concepts and those concepts are arranged into larger ones, and all of it has a unique and individual construct relevant to your own life, experiences, and understanding.

As you age, the body begins to deteriorate. Sad but true. We get old, wrinkles, gray hair, our body starts aching, our hair falls out, we start leaking unexpectedly, we get heartburn, and need to eat more fiber. You get the idea. A part of that is a degeneration of our neural network. From what I understand this can happen whether circumcised or not because it is natural, however, circumcision increases the risk and here is why: the false foundation that one’s neural network is based on fails when confronted with truth, and the entire network becomes unreliable. For the circumciser and Jew who do evil and convince themselves it is for a good reason with a crooked line of logic that is inapropriate, they do not have multiple back-ups of reason, cognition, and understanding that can immediately form to reinforce one’s understanding if their single, crooked reason fails.

They have no choice but to either accept the truth and repair their neural network, which can be an agonizing process of confronting the reality of sin, or they deny truth to the bitter end and are no longer able to even make the simplest of reasonable connections. That gap of understanding they ignore is vital to everything, and they slowly start losing all imagined reliability, appearance of competency, an illusions of self-control which they never had except by being able to choose that they would pretend like they understand something they claim to understand, but in fact do not and cause a great disaster when their lack of understanding results in a colossal failure because of what they lied about being capable of doing when they are not.

That lack of secure coherency in a neural network causes more and more gaps of continuous flow of conscious thought, memory, and information. So, if you grow up denying truth by deluding yourself with the evil lies about circumcision that cannot be fulfilled because they are false, then your entire cognitive structure that was developed over your entire life is frail, unstable, unreliable, and dangerous to others because it could collapse at any time while being unable to repair itself without starting over from nothing like a newborn infant. That is why old people act like that when they have Alzeihmer’s Disease or Biden’s fool condition who has degenerated into an imbecile unable to do the simplest tasks because of how false his entire life has been that he cannot make sense of anything after seeing truth. It does not require understanding, comprehending, or accepting it. Simply witnessing truth is enough to destroy their entire cognitive neural networks. That’s also the reason why the Jews are so terrified about people knowing about me, reading what I write, or being aware of my existence that they try to cover me up, suppress me, and oppress the light of my being by obscuring it with a worldly barrier. They may be able to do that for a time, but eventually, the show much go on, and that basket they covered the only light in the room with is going to removed by someone who wants to see and not live in darkness with Jews, circumcisers, and all manner of intolerable evil preying on all people in that darkness. Not even Jews are safe, but they are certainly not helping anyone by being just as bad as all the other evil beings that have no place on the stage except to terrify, be exposed, and done away with for the glory of the Story. Those are not human beings, that I am writing about there. Those are spiritual beings better understood as demons, ghosts, yokai, trolls, etc. but as we all know there are exceptions to some that are friendly even if they are somewhat terrifying in different ways. You didn’t know that trolls collect all the discarded things of the human spirit and collect them for various purposes they can use them for? It is often not something you would want to do yourself, because of the reasons those things are discarded, but what some trolls do with those things is actually quite good and very useful to everyone. So useful that our lives would be worse if they weren’t around to do them. The thing is that those good and welcome trolls know best what other trolls are like if they are not abiding by human laws. That is why they need to justify their work as good. Doing that is also what the best people do who bring the highest good to the community because often that is misunderstood the same way a good troll is.

Those concepts there are fictitious in a way as in there are not the creatures you see in movies and your imagination prowling about in real life with bodies of their own, but they are very much real as spiritual beings, and may as well have bodies because of the kind of power spiritual beings have. That is the difference between truth in a cognitive network and falseness in a cognitive network. The truth is reliable and secure and can be expressed with innumerably different ways, but the false concepts of evil imagines a monster where a monster is not and makes it look real, but they cannot explain it with intelligent thoughts or justified reasons to verify it. That is how you know such mimicry is false and evil— it can be compared to the image it mimics, and the original image will be able to be justified while the mimic cannot.

That is not an easy thing to do and it should not ever be demanded or expected of what there is no reason to doubt. First of all, such doubt is an insult to because you are denying the truth of what is good in favor of what is evil. That evil defiles goodness that all people want to enjoy but cannot after it is defiled, and that is not going to make any friends to say the least. Second, it demonstrates distrust in the law and order of a civilization that is designed to eliminate evil by making many complex concepts simple to understand with the vital and practical importance of enforcing laws.

Considering false cognitive neural networks, even if a person fully believes what they do as good, like Jesus did, what they do is quite obviously false and even more so because of why that obvious evil is evident, which they have no reason, purpose, nor design for, but entirely relies on the goodness of others. I mean entirely relies upon the goodness of others because they have none themselves when they should. The evil they take into themselves at the loss of goodness is the presence of a truly evil deity that is a real spiritual being with influence in the world with or without a body to use. They give themselves over to evil all so they can have the power to make turds appear like donuts, because they are unable to make donuts, but when those donuts are enjoyed… there will be hell to pay.

The only reason they are unable to make those donuts is because they believe in true evil as more important and powerful than true good, so they invest in evil, learning how to do evil, and never learn how to do anything good with their beliefs of faith. If you cannot do anything good, not only are you useless to everyone and everything, but you are unwanted, reviled, and despised when those donuts are found out to be turds. Doing good can be as simple as sitting still peacefully and thinking good thoughts. You do not have to invent the cure for diseases, solve the problem of world hunger, thirst, and poverty, bring about an end to war, or things like that. You can simply have nice thoughts and be totally disabled in body and still do the highest good that is most useful.

If you can’t even try to think good think good thoughts, and honestly try, while your daily activities also do no good, such as uncharitable and socially destructive work at a bank trying to hoard money instead of give it out, work within a government that is unjust, corrupt, and unlawful, or any other social service that is not functioning as intended, you become that despised, reviled, and most hated thing not only in mind, but in body, and people are likely willing to do things like crucify you, especially other people who are embodying evil.

As far as I can tell, Muslims have retained a “fear of the Lord” that Jews no longer have because they are not as blasphemous, profane, and perverse in that spiritual realm. They rarely are, and I mean extremely rare that I have had the displeasure to notice. That is likely because their clerics police their people from taking any evil that they do into the place where someone like me would see it in the “public access domain”.

There are no restrictions to what you can do there. All possibilities are open, and you can even do evil, but like I said, it is generally a red flag if evil happens there and is going to alert the divine authorities to investigate. In any case, evil does not make people happy and the entire public domain is about what all people enjoy or the most of what you are capable of understanding, so you likely do not want to do something inappropriately evil because it would embarrass you.

An example of the most appropriate form of evil in the public domain that is most loved is when men scare maidens for true love. Your body has nothing to do with this btw. A manly maiden and a maidenly man can enjoy the reverse exchange and it is just as good, if not more amusing because of how unconventional it is. The reason is a manly mystery as to why we do that, but maidens understand it with a maidenly mystery, and in any case it is an illusion of evil that is not meant to do harm but is meant to evoke what is good, happy, and wise and only that. This is how people end up getting married in real life the natural human way as an accessible means to everyone, but there are lots of different ways to fall in love. That one is the most embarrassing though. I’m pretty sure it’s always embarrassing somewhat to fall in love, which is why we respect each other’s privacy in real life, and if being embarrassed makes you queasy… you may want to try other approaches. There is no right or wrong way to fall in love, so eat your heart out and have a ball because all the world is a soapy… I mean soap opera. All the world is a soap opera.

As far as my explanation of Alzheimer’s Disease, I am not a medical professional. I am a spiritual professional, and although there is some overlap in the work of a spiritual professional and medical professionals, do not mistake what I am writing here between the two. Alzheimer’s Disease is best treated with neurologists, psychiatrists, psychologists, hospice, nurses, and spiritual care working together, and more. I am only providing my point of view with hope that it will be helpful to the work of others who treat Alzheimer’s Disease.

From my point of view, I believe Alzheimer’s Disease can possibly be reversed, if you can identify what cognitive structures are degenerating and repair them with cognitive therapy that redefines those “clusters” in acceptable ways that is coherent with factual reality and acceptable to the individual. You can still apply fictitious concepts as real, but that is not to be done without great care and understanding of how they concern that individual. From a scientific point of view, and I am not knowledgable about the available technologies capabilities and limitations, I have a suggestion for how to do that if it is not already happening.

If can scan neural resonance with precision while evoking different concepts of meaning as different people express them while being having measurements taken, things like love, friendship, family, community, etc. I think you would be able to identify common features. There will be anomalies because of unusual situations, such as how I understand family compared to what is normal, but that is all the more reason to take care in how those concepts are considered and how they can be redefined. Essentially that is the purpose of why I did all that I did, now that I think about it like this.

Using what I have been able to do to redefine how to think about life because what is normal does not apply to reality as I know it and that will never change because the abuse and betrayal is factual. I would be delusional to think otherwise and pretend that hateful parents and family were good, when they are not, and that would be far worse than the truth. Knowing other people suffer things like that, but don’t have something available, because there wasn’t anything, I wanted to make what I did for myself usable to anyone who thinks it could be useful for them.

Definitely not something everyone should do, because what is normal is good as it should be, and if you redefined all that to suit what is abnormal you would ruin everything for yourself! I most certainly did not want that to happen and have done everything I could to prevent that, but to my horror it seems that some nefarious evil doers have misunderstood my work, stolen it, by invading my privacy and committing theft of intellectual property, and attempted to redefine everything through international propaganda as though it was “the Christ’s” work with them being Jesus instead of the actual person. The Christ’s work as medicine is for everyone, like pain relievers for the common cold, but my work is for people who have an unusual problem like antibiotics for an infection.

Not only is what they did obscenely disrespectful and offensive to my discovery, labor, and effort, but it is dangerous, inefficient, and destructive. Whoever was capable of doing that with even the most limited understanding of spiritual work should have known better than to be doing such a thing at all. There is no excuse they can make to pass blame onto anyone but themselves for the intentional evil they did to harm everyone in such a horrible, irrevocable way for their own sadistic amusement and no other purpose. It was a national government supposedly protecting my “inalienable” rights that made it possible, and a religon that supposedly is the champion of “human rights” that carried it out with no regard for the human rights of anyone but themselves!

What they did was so harmful because it requires a self existence to function and is not to applied to others except that individual when it is done. What they did was attempt to project their own false understanding of reality born of a malignant and abnormal reality about the human body being evil in an effort to change other people’s behavior and not their own. The purpose and only purpose is to change one’s own individual behavior and to be able to do that, it cannot be forced onto them. They have to accept it and do the work on their own. The professional such as myself or a priestess of the Way, will be able to guide someone and help them through that, but they have to confront what they must confront on their own, and resolve in their own terms.

That is a private experience you do not generally do not want to share with others unless it is in a form of artistic expression. Propaganda with the government interests is not artistic expression in the slightest. That is the total opposite of artistic expression and anathema to it, so anything propaganda tries to do as art to manipulate people is going to fail no matter what.

I am getting tired of explaining so much, so I will leave that part in shorthand: government is slavery, art is freedom. Government art is shit on holy altar unless it is war themed, proud, and publicly visible because it is useful and practical for inspiring warriors in battle as its purpose. It is not done for entertainment, which is the purpose of art (spectrum of qualities). Art is useful to military in leisure time, but is definitely not propaganda if it is, with the exception of esprit de corps which is spontaneous and never under orders.

I’m done for now, and if I don’t get back to this document to examine the topic more, but you want me to explain some stuff that is unclear within it, or want me to comment further, feel free to let me know, and I’ll do so. Unless you inform me how I can help you, I will be unable to help you. That’s necessary for my moral integrity because of how I see the world. I do not impose myself on others, unless it is a fundamental emergency and I need to intervene to stop something life threatening or dangerous. Maybe now you understand why I am so hesitant to do the Christ’s work in public, and if I do, I need to justify every step I take.

I have no doubt I will be able to do whatever that is, because I have faith, and that faith inspires me to do what is necessary concerning the Christ, but you are asking me quite literally to perform miracles. Those are not easy for any human being to do, not even Jesus, which is why he was so mad and rebuked people from time to time who did not appreciate the value of what he did. It is top quality work, and because I am not the Christ himself nor claiming that, and in fact am a professional doing a profession from the start, that work will cost a pretty penny when the tab is rung up for “testing the Lord”. If you cannot pay, other arrangements will be made, and you will not have many options.