Topic: Alzheimer's Disease

For those of you who do not know what Alzheimer’s Disease is, it is a condition that happens to old people that is an extreme form of “senility”.

Old people lose their mental coherency and become insane, unpredictable, unreasonable, delusional, hallucinating, and they are volatile, mad, and unpleasant too. Not always, but that is what makes it such a concern. That vicious, mental lunacy they devolve into is of such a deranged and incoherent state that it prevents them from being able to function enough in life even to take care of their daily needs. They forget the most basic things they need to do in life for periods of time and remember for a while, but then forget again. It gets worse and worse until they seldom remember themselves, reality, or anything at all, and their brain becomes a jumbled mess of disconnected concepts that have no meaning because they forget how they are relevant to themselves.

The mental culture of circumcision as the lewd, carnal, and obscene use of spiritual energy that is the only thing circumcisers are capable of without being able to do anything that is truly good, contributes to the onset of that disease. The entire purpose of that spiritual faculty is to use it for what is truly good, and not what they do, as a matter of fact. That has two functions: doing good as it manifests in real life with worldly means, and doing good with simple imaginary pleasure. That simple imaginary pleasure is negated if they are using it at the expense of other people while doing their mental bullying, dehumanization, and insults of their favorite “cultural” past time. From what I understand, that is usually a woman and a man doing it privately between themselves while “people watching”, but it can be a larger concept that is done publicly as well without needing to be present.

That second thing is more like what Jews and circumcisers do today to attempt to defile spiritual good so that all of it looks as bad as they do, while people like me do away with them and find a solution for their defilement, however filthy, gross, or unpleasant that may be, because spiritual good is in fact good and should not be defiled. If someone shits on the altar of the Christ, what is most high for humans, and as common to divine beings as bread and wine at table, the attendant of that altar cleans away the shit and life goes on.

As you can see, those kinds of insults are not amusing, cross the line, and are severely punished one way or another. In the old days those people were executed in public, in these days they are mostly forgiven and receive a slap on the wrist in comparison, but they punish themselves by carrying immense social shame the memory of their actions has to their last breath and nothing can relieve them of it. Shitting on that altar is like what Jews do in public spiritual communication to make it all that is good look false because they cannot do anything true. They do a mockery of truth that is evil, but evil is always false so they are simply being false and knowingly false. That makes them truly evil in body and personal identity, and what they do is false in all aspects of goodness, such as their words, actions, and thoughts.

In other words, the truth that is true is their bodily person’s existence as an evil being they choose to embody by taking evil into themselves completely as who they are also. They do so, because that allows them to express what is most false by being most able to appear as truth. They can make an illusion of goodness that is almost identical to what is good at any given moment, but they cannot maintain a sequence of that goodness for long, and if they can, never able to match the ability of even the most inexperienced of masters of goodness like myself. That continuous sequence of spiritual goodness is what that faculty of expression is best for, which is flow of StoryTelling. It does not need to make sense, have a meaning, and the possibilities are endless, even manifestations of evil, but it is always good and it is known as good because of the affect it has on recipients.

Consider it like a horror film in the terms of manifestations of evil. That can be a good thing, even if it is scary, because it is true in a similar way as what is truly evil. It is false and knowingly false, except created for the purpose of what is good such as to delight or teach a specific lesson such as for a child to not do something dangerous. That teaching is actually one of evil’s favorite things to do, even if it is good, because the evil presence enjoys true adoration, even in the form of terror. That is possible and permitted because it is limited in where and how it can happen, which is one place and once place only: within the “stage” of a performed Story. The welcome, friendly, and cooperative presence of truly evil beings on stage is why some movies, books, and paintings are truly terrifying or the highest good.

If a person does that in real life without performing on a stage for others within the limits of what is lawful entertainment. They may all the world a stage for themselves to be the star and the story all about them. Everyone else becomes a prop or object for them to play with, arrange, and use for their own personal vanity, and it is all false. All the world is a stage, but none of us are directing what is happening on that stage. No human being, no mortal, and nothing of Nature. There is one director and one director only on the stage of the world, and that is the true Devil as a supernatural being. Those Jews who pretend to be the Devil cause offense to the Devil because they discredit the work and purpose of that stage, lowering the quality of what is happening. That is who arranges spectacles like the ones I am calling for, that are events like Jesus’ crucifixion, and whatever happens in our time to the Jew or Jew mimic.

Do you know who is the authority over the director’s power? The audience. Not necessarily every single person, but at least one person who can truly judge the work of art’s quality. In other words, “God” and all the divine and infernal beings of spiritual reality are the audience of the world’s stage. However, like the master within the audience who can identify, explain, and praise or rebuke the work of the director, actors, and performers, “God” enjoys the work of the Devil. Ideally for the Devil, he can insult God on stage and God will allow it because he laughs at the truth he and the Devil agree about. (Devil insults God with an amusing performance, God laughs, and Devil realizes/recalls that because truth is true is exactly why he is the Devil and not God, and God recalls why he allows the Devil to do what he does.)

Those exchanges are not for mortal beings to put their hands in and interfere with, the exception of the image of that exchange in real life which occurs on stages and at performances and the like. In real life, we are not on a stage nor playing a game, because we people die on the world’s stage because of an unsafe scene going wrong, they do not get back up and do a re-take. We do not know the script, other people’s lines, their roles, or what is even happening. All we know is our own part, and it is like a terrifying, blind play of life and death, where every decision of yours is being watched by the Devil and God alike for their amusement. On the bright side, you know that the purpose of all that happening is good, and you can trust in that goodness with faith, and if necessary you will be able to do the most amazing things on that world stage that are images of fantasy in real life.

That is why it is so important to understand what good is and what it is not, and to believe it. If you don’t, or you deny that creation is good, human beings are good, or that “God”/highest divine is good, and the work of the “divine comedy” is good, then you simply are dissonant with the performance and what is happening. You… “just don’t get it”, and your confusion is disrupting the set and making a low quality performance, so you are taken off stage to learn and study and practice with encouragement from everyone until your next chance to show your stuff because everyone wants to see you do good. It is not personal when that happens because acting, performing, and entertaining is a profession of the highest order, and like professional spies have professional standards they abide by, so too do all professions.

In the divine stageplay, we are limited in what we are able to see because we are on stage doing our part. That works in two ways: a personal stage of your own where you are in fact star, but also among an entire universe of stars that is happening at the same time on a bigger stage. Knowing what is happening for the big picture is important for knowing your role as an individual star, which is why there are three different performances occurring at once. Yours, everyone’s including yours, and that of each and every individual like your own except in their own way which you do not know their script and can only see their performance. The characters on the world stage of the bigger picture are those in “public life” as the spiritual domain I mentioned above which Jews are defiling. Sometimes they are main characters, sometimes they only have a single line and are in the background setting the scene as a vital part of what is happening.

Those are world leaders like kings, presidents, queens, dictators, popes, famous celebrities, and the like, and they are all playing their roles with each other. However, if they are doing a shitty performance like our current president and former president in the USA have by being totally incapable, useless, and evil in their appearance, one of two things is happening: either they are unqualified for their roles and need to be replaced, or you are being tested to see who is going to call them out and step up to be the hero. They are setting themselves up as enemies to be slain like villains in the cosmic performance and don’t even know why they are doing so themselves, which is exactly why they are in fact the monster, bad guy, antagonists to destroy.

It is not easy to step onto the world stage and do something about that. You have to be very good, bright, and good in your role, but at the same time, that world stage is how you know your own stage, and if you aren’t living your own life as relevant to that world stage, you are dissonant, confused, and going to be done away with as “not getting it”. You can clash with the scene on purpose, but that is because you know what the scene is, or are adding some slapstick comedy in because you don’t know anything else to do at the moment and are at your wit’s end so you pull a rabbit out of your hat like it makes sense when it doesn’t. There is a time and place for that, and as long as you can recognize that and not cross the line like shitting on a holy altar of the Christ or other local deity, you’ll be fine and maybe even loved. You may even be given a special place on the main stage for comic relief because of how good you are.

In any case, this goes back to Alzheimers because this entire “divine comedy” is the Story. It is our own life and everyones, and how we understand and comprehend that Story is how and why we move through life the way we do.

If you believe the lie about circumcision as a fundamental concept of your understanding without knowing why it is done or with the wrong reason, such as “cleanliness” or “preference”, you cannot rely on that foundation because it is false. As you mature and grow, you body biologically creates a neural network within your brain of synapses that convey electrical, chemical, and biological signals of information. The network forms with clusters of nodes that make larger concepts and those concepts are arranged into larger ones, and all of it has a unique and individual construct relevant to your own life, experiences, and understanding.

As you age, the body begins to deteriorate. Sad but true. We get old, wrinkles, gray hair, our body starts aching, our hair falls out, we start leaking unexpectedly, we get heartburn, and need to eat more fiber. You get the idea. A part of that is a degeneration of our neural network. From what I understand this can happen whether circumcised or not because it is natural, however, circumcision increases the risk and here is why: the false foundation that one’s neural network is based on fails when confronted with truth, and the entire network becomes unreliable. For the circumciser and Jew who do evil and convince themselves it is for a good reason with a crooked line of logic that is inapropriate, they do not have multiple back-ups of reason, cognition, and understanding that can immediately form to reinforce one’s understanding if their single, crooked reason fails.

They have no choice but to either accept the truth and repair their neural network, which can be an agonizing process of confronting the reality of sin, or they deny truth to the bitter end and are no longer able to even make the simplest of reasonable connections. That gap of understanding they ignore is vital to everything, and they slowly start losing all imagined reliability, appearance of competency, an illusions of self-control which they never had except by being able to choose that they would pretend like they understand something they claim to understand, but in fact do not and cause a great disaster when their lack of understanding results in a colossal failure because of what they lied about being capable of doing when they are not.

That lack of secure coherency in a neural network causes more and more gaps of continuous flow of conscious thought, memory, and information. So, if you grow up denying truth by deluding yourself with the evil lies about circumcision that cannot be fulfilled because they are false, then your entire cognitive structure that was developed over your entire life is frail, unstable, unreliable, and dangerous to others because it could collapse at any time while being unable to repair itself without starting over from nothing like a newborn infant. That is why old people act like that when they have Alzeihmer’s Disease or Biden’s fool condition who has degenerated into an imbecile unable to do the simplest tasks because of how false his entire life has been that he cannot make sense of anything after seeing truth. It does not require understanding, comprehending, or accepting it. Simply witnessing truth is enough to destroy their entire cognitive neural networks. That’s also the reason why the Jews are so terrified about people knowing about me, reading what I write, or being aware of my existence that they try to cover me up, suppress me, and oppress the light of my being by obscuring it with a worldly barrier. They may be able to do that for a time, but eventually, the show much go on, and that basket they covered the only light in the room with is going to removed by someone who wants to see and not live in darkness with Jews, circumcisers, and all manner of intolerable evil preying on all people in that darkness. Not even Jews are safe, but they are certainly not helping anyone by being just as bad as all the other evil beings that have no place on the stage except to terrify, be exposed, and done away with for the glory of the Story. Those are not human beings, that I am writing about there. Those are spiritual beings better understood as demons, ghosts, yokai, trolls, etc. but as we all know there are exceptions to some that are friendly even if they are somewhat terrifying in different ways. You didn’t know that trolls collect all the discarded things of the human spirit and collect them for various purposes they can use them for? It is often not something you would want to do yourself, because of the reasons those things are discarded, but what some trolls do with those things is actually quite good and very useful to everyone. So useful that our lives would be worse if they weren’t around to do them. The thing is that those good and welcome trolls know best what other trolls are like if they are not abiding by human laws. That is why they need to justify their work as good. Doing that is also what the best people do who bring the highest good to the community because often that is misunderstood the same way a good troll is.

Those concepts there are fictitious in a way as in there are not the creatures you see in movies and your imagination prowling about in real life with bodies of their own, but they are very much real as spiritual beings, and may as well have bodies because of the kind of power spiritual beings have. That is the difference between truth in a cognitive network and falseness in a cognitive network. The truth is reliable and secure and can be expressed with innumerably different ways, but the false concepts of evil imagines a monster where a monster is not and makes it look real, but they cannot explain it with intelligent thoughts or justified reasons to verify it. That is how you know such mimicry is false and evil— it can be compared to the image it mimics, and the original image will be able to be justified while the mimic cannot.

That is not an easy thing to do and it should not ever be demanded or expected of what there is no reason to doubt. First of all, such doubt is an insult to because you are denying the truth of what is good in favor of what is evil. That evil defiles goodness that all people want to enjoy but cannot after it is defiled, and that is not going to make any friends to say the least. Second, it demonstrates distrust in the law and order of a civilization that is designed to eliminate evil by making many complex concepts simple to understand with the vital and practical importance of enforcing laws.

Considering false cognitive neural networks, even if a person fully believes what they do as good, like Jesus did, what they do is quite obviously false and even more so because of why that obvious evil is evident, which they have no reason, purpose, nor design for, but entirely relies on the goodness of others. I mean entirely relies upon the goodness of others because they have none themselves when they should. The evil they take into themselves at the loss of goodness is the presence of a truly evil deity that is a real spiritual being with influence in the world with or without a body to use. They give themselves over to evil all so they can have the power to make turds appear like donuts, because they are unable to make donuts, but when those donuts are enjoyed… there will be hell to pay.

The only reason they are unable to make those donuts is because they believe in true evil as more important and powerful than true good, so they invest in evil, learning how to do evil, and never learn how to do anything good with their beliefs of faith. If you cannot do anything good, not only are you useless to everyone and everything, but you are unwanted, reviled, and despised when those donuts are found out to be turds. Doing good can be as simple as sitting still peacefully and thinking good thoughts. You do not have to invent the cure for diseases, solve the problem of world hunger, thirst, and poverty, bring about an end to war, or things like that. You can simply have nice thoughts and be totally disabled in body and still do the highest good that is most useful.

If you can’t even try to think good think good thoughts, and honestly try, while your daily activities also do no good, such as uncharitable and socially destructive work at a bank trying to hoard money instead of give it out, work within a government that is unjust, corrupt, and unlawful, or any other social service that is not functioning as intended, you become that despised, reviled, and most hated thing not only in mind, but in body, and people are likely willing to do things like crucify you, especially other people who are embodying evil.

As far as I can tell, Muslims have retained a “fear of the Lord” that Jews no longer have because they are not as blasphemous, profane, and perverse in that spiritual realm. They rarely are, and I mean extremely rare that I have had the displeasure to notice. That is likely because their clerics police their people from taking any evil that they do into the place where someone like me would see it in the “public access domain”.

There are no restrictions to what you can do there. All possibilities are open, and you can even do evil, but like I said, it is generally a red flag if evil happens there and is going to alert the divine authorities to investigate. In any case, evil does not make people happy and the entire public domain is about what all people enjoy or the most of what you are capable of understanding, so you likely do not want to do something inappropriately evil because it would embarrass you.

An example of the most appropriate form of evil in the public domain that is most loved is when men scare maidens for true love. Your body has nothing to do with this btw. A manly maiden and a maidenly man can enjoy the reverse exchange and it is just as good, if not more amusing because of how unconventional it is. The reason is a manly mystery as to why we do that, but maidens understand it with a maidenly mystery, and in any case it is an illusion of evil that is not meant to do harm but is meant to evoke what is good, happy, and wise and only that. This is how people end up getting married in real life the natural human way as an accessible means to everyone, but there are lots of different ways to fall in love. That one is the most embarrassing though. I’m pretty sure it’s always embarrassing somewhat to fall in love, which is why we respect each other’s privacy in real life, and if being embarrassed makes you queasy… you may want to try other approaches. There is no right or wrong way to fall in love, so eat your heart out and have a ball because all the world is a soapy… I mean soap opera. All the world is a soap opera.

As far as my explanation of Alzheimer’s Disease, I am not a medical professional. I am a spiritual professional, and although there is some overlap in the work of a spiritual professional and medical professionals, do not mistake what I am writing here between the two. Alzheimer’s Disease is best treated with neurologists, psychiatrists, psychologists, hospice, nurses, and spiritual care working together, and more. I am only providing my point of view with hope that it will be helpful to the work of others who treat Alzheimer’s Disease.

From my point of view, I believe Alzheimer’s Disease can possibly be reversed, if you can identify what cognitive structures are degenerating and repair them with cognitive therapy that redefines those “clusters” in acceptable ways that is coherent with factual reality and acceptable to the individual. You can still apply fictitious concepts as real, but that is not to be done without great care and understanding of how they concern that individual. From a scientific point of view, and I am not knowledgable about the available technologies capabilities and limitations, I have a suggestion for how to do that if it is not already happening.

If can scan neural resonance with precision while evoking different concepts of meaning as different people express them while being having measurements taken, things like love, friendship, family, community, etc. I think you would be able to identify common features. There will be anomalies because of unusual situations, such as how I understand family compared to what is normal, but that is all the more reason to take care in how those concepts are considered and how they can be redefined. Essentially that is the purpose of why I did all that I did, now that I think about it like this.

Using what I have been able to do to redefine how to think about life because what is normal does not apply to reality as I know it and that will never change because the abuse and betrayal is factual. I would be delusional to think otherwise and pretend that hateful parents and family were good, when they are not, and that would be far worse than the truth. Knowing other people suffer things like that, but don’t have something available, because there wasn’t anything, I wanted to make what I did for myself usable to anyone who thinks it could be useful for them.

Definitely not something everyone should do, because what is normal is good as it should be, and if you redefined all that to suit what is abnormal you would ruin everything for yourself! I most certainly did not want that to happen and have done everything I could to prevent that, but to my horror it seems that some nefarious evil doers have misunderstood my work, stolen it, by invading my privacy and committing theft of intellectual property, and attempted to redefine everything through international propaganda as though it was “the Christ’s” work with them being Jesus instead of the actual person. The Christ’s work as medicine is for everyone, like pain relievers for the common cold, but my work is for people who have an unusual problem like antibiotics for an infection.

Not only is what they did obscenely disrespectful and offensive to my discovery, labor, and effort, but it is dangerous, inefficient, and destructive. Whoever was capable of doing that with even the most limited understanding of spiritual work should have known better than to be doing such a thing at all. There is no excuse they can make to pass blame onto anyone but themselves for the intentional evil they did to harm everyone in such a horrible, irrevocable way for their own sadistic amusement and no other purpose. It was a national government supposedly protecting my “inalienable” rights that made it possible, and a religon that supposedly is the champion of “human rights” that carried it out with no regard for the human rights of anyone but themselves!

What they did was so harmful because it requires a self existence to function and is not to applied to others except that individual when it is done. What they did was attempt to project their own false understanding of reality born of a malignant and abnormal reality about the human body being evil in an effort to change other people’s behavior and not their own. The purpose and only purpose is to change one’s own individual behavior and to be able to do that, it cannot be forced onto them. They have to accept it and do the work on their own. The professional such as myself or a priestess of the Way, will be able to guide someone and help them through that, but they have to confront what they must confront on their own, and resolve in their own terms.

That is a private experience you do not generally do not want to share with others unless it is in a form of artistic expression. Propaganda with the government interests is not artistic expression in the slightest. That is the total opposite of artistic expression and anathema to it, so anything propaganda tries to do as art to manipulate people is going to fail no matter what.

I am getting tired of explaining so much, so I will leave that part in shorthand: government is slavery, art is freedom. Government art is shit on holy altar unless it is war themed, proud, and publicly visible because it is useful and practical for inspiring warriors in battle as its purpose. It is not done for entertainment, which is the purpose of art (spectrum of qualities). Art is useful to military in leisure time, but is definitely not propaganda if it is, with the exception of esprit de corps which is spontaneous and never under orders.

I’m done for now, and if I don’t get back to this document to examine the topic more, but you want me to explain some stuff that is unclear within it, or want me to comment further, feel free to let me know, and I’ll do so. Unless you inform me how I can help you, I will be unable to help you. That’s necessary for my moral integrity because of how I see the world. I do not impose myself on others, unless it is a fundamental emergency and I need to intervene to stop something life threatening or dangerous. Maybe now you understand why I am so hesitant to do the Christ’s work in public, and if I do, I need to justify every step I take.

I have no doubt I will be able to do whatever that is, because I have faith, and that faith inspires me to do what is necessary concerning the Christ, but you are asking me quite literally to perform miracles. Those are not easy for any human being to do, not even Jesus, which is why he was so mad and rebuked people from time to time who did not appreciate the value of what he did. It is top quality work, and because I am not the Christ himself nor claiming that, and in fact am a professional doing a profession from the start, that work will cost a pretty penny when the tab is rung up for “testing the Lord”. If you cannot pay, other arrangements will be made, and you will not have many options.