How Could I Enjoy Your Works?

You people in the media industry make a mockery of faith. You make a vile, tasteless defilement of all that I believe worthy of doing in life— blending faith and creative arts. You insult true love by thinking it is a fantasy of idolatry to use to deceive people for selfish interests and not a means of expressing selfless love for others.

I cannot enjoy much of anything you people create anymore.

I cannot even afford to make my own works, nor can I be respected to do so without invasions of my privacy every moment of every day to ruin and corrupt the outcome. I do not want to see what you people make without me as your competition in the industry, even if friendship was possible at a time and you may have benefitted from my talent. I especially don’t want to see how happy you people are with your riches lording over my life and chosen profession when I am so much more talented and capable than you, seeing you make a mockery of civilization itself by failing to do the professions you manipulated and coerced your way into without the necessary skill, ability, and talent.

I can’t even do the work that I love to do anymore because you want to express your unjustified hatred for love so much that you are willing to force me into poverty so I cannot fund even the most humble of arts. And why? To try and make me worship you people as though you were gods and goddesses? You don’t have the first concept of faith nor any idea of what I believe with my personal faith to know how wrong it is for youselves to be pretending to be a divine being to someone like me. You cannot know how wrong you people are otherwise you would kill yourself out of self-loathing, pluck out your own eyes so you won’t ever be able to direct another movie, cut off your tongue to keep you from ever singing such a mistake again, and worse. You do not realize how wrong you people are, but you will eventually because the world is going to close in around you.

Even if I did pretend to worship you people, you can’t even give me what I need because you don’t have the talent or ability to keep up with my work. You do not have the resources or tools I need to work with, nor can you provide them. It’s pointless. Besides, I find poverty much easier than the alternative with all the money counting, bill stress, and never having enough to do what I want.

To make matters worse, you people insult the honor of war veterans who have secured our nation’s borders so you can feel safe to enjoy whatever life you want without worrying about the kind of threats that are out there. You people don’t get it. When a warrior is not on the battlefield, maybe they are just as ordinary as everyone else, but on the battlefield we kill or be killed, and that is a motivator like none other. Real life is nothing like that because that would not be worth fighting for nor would it be civilization. You think your loss of a job is the same as being shot in the back on the battlefield? You think your embarrassment and humiliation is anything at all like the humbling that a person experiences in boot camp and their first deployment?

You people do not know that, especially not if you’ve been listening to those lazy shitbags who don’t do any of the real work at a military command and think they are powerful by evading duty. They think their enlistment was just an opportunity to betray the government by doing the minimum amount required and poisoning the ranks with their hatred. Those people don’t even know what it is like to have honor and they are there with honor all around them! That’s also why they end up just like you people who think propaganda can be used to control the population after having media decide their own life journey for them. People like that never put their lives on the line or did enough to protect anyone else because their heart was not in the fight, their heart was still at home.

Officers should know better because they are required to study more concepts of theory and strategy, and I never worked with any who were not dutiful, honorable and good, but considering the way the white collar class is in the world I returned to, I expect they will be worse with inability and poor judgment than any saboteur could be dangerous. Look at the politicians: how useful are those people at doing any work? People are growing up to be like that, and they are going to avoid doing anything difficult, anything honorable, anything that requires hard work and the fruits of their labor are going to reflect their lack of commitment to their profession. Lack of commitment to service because they are so selfishly devoted to putting their own desires before everything else whenever possible instead of doing the opposite like they should be.

Stop trying to make me watch your propaganda with sloppy signals and intents to manipulate my decisions.

Propaganda is not warfare.

Propaganda is sewage.

You can certainly cover something in sewage to make people want to stay away but you aren’t going to be making the world a better place. In fact, you’d have been better of just killing me straight up with your lawless intentions to do so, because watch me make something amazing with all this sewage. Something truly frightening, monstrous, and terrifying to scare all the boys and girls so they fear letting another monster like that be created which the ones responsible will create by any means available, not just with propaganda. They did that with media now, but it won’t be long before they are making bioweapons with their unrestrained access to scientific technology and human trafficked slaves for purchase while being protected by the government militaries around the world. Then that will be just like the movies too, but I imagine the damage would be a lot worse than an international crime ring of thugs and gangsters could do with their knuckle dragging idiocy fighting over bananas at all costs. The international conspiracy of rich people is no better than pirate terrorists from Samalia ruling a local area with a stockpile of modern weapons.

In fact, they are worse because they betrayed their role in the USA government to steal those weapons after causing international chaos with the mindless violence of a “War on Terror”. A war without an enemy and declared by cowards afraid to sleep with the lights off. Then that war of cowardice was made worse by idiots too stupid to realize they can say no to an order they are given and keep their honor. Honor is infinitely more valuable than a biweekly pay check. How good was that paycheck and job you needed to keep to feed your family and six children now that you know you are a dishonorable disgrace and coward ashamed of your decisions? Your children see you as that and would rather have gone hungry than have to bear the shame of your relation. When you go fishing for peace of mind you will remember what you did. When you go on vacation you will remember what you did. Wherever you go until the day you die those decisions are going to haunt you and spoil your lives with the rot of sin. Not so with those who went to the brig instead, because when you remember and are ashamed, they will remember and receive a payout with interest that makes every situation better.

Did I ever tell you of that nightmare in “Shady Grady Prison”? That’s one of the dungeons I got sent to for a time while fighting for faith, true love, Freedom, and the American way against a traitor, lawless tyrant, and war criminal I identified long before he did the worst damage he could to America by attempting to usurp our Democratic government. Let me tell you, it was horrible, but I don’t regret the experience of that hateful hell hole a single moment, because I’m out now, and I know I did the right thing by speaking out about what nobody else would. I’m thinking maybe I ought to get a teardrop tattoo on my face to show I’ve taken some of the hardest knocks life can dish out to an individual person. Just kidding. I think you actually have to kill someone to get the tear drop, but if we kill Trump with the death penalty like I am demanding, I’ll get a snowflake instead of a tear drop. If you see that kind of sign openly on a person’s face of all places, you likely can trust they are a good person because they want you to know something about themselves for your own good, and you most certainly do not want to fuck with them and likely don’t want to know what happened either.

Seriously. You think people are going to have problem with killing someone like Trump in public with the death penalty? He is lawfully condemned to die according to my Constitution right as a witness to his treason, the public trial I prosecuted him with beyond a reasonable doubt as guilty, and the Uniform Code of Military Justice all military members are held liable to, even the president, designates the death penalty for treason in a time of war. Treason is specifically the exact same crime he is guilty of Constitutionally by adhering to the USA’s enemies. You people are delusional about real life if you think you need to censor so much stuff in the media. It’s been too long since we’ve seen a public execution, and if that kind of justice isn’t tolerated anymore, then let this be the final act before we redesign lawful government to prevent such dishonor from ever happening again. Or do you not yet realize that I know what I am talking about and instead still want to silence me, “delete” me, and “do away with me” so you can fruitlessly try and rule the world without me telling you how bad of an idea that is and to stop or else you’ll get everyone and yourselves killed? Do you need to suffer more consequences for the foolishness you were expected to know better about? They will not stop getting worse or prevented from affecting more people until the source of the problem, treason, is dealt with, but a lot of the fools in that conspiracy will still have a lot to answer for after when the corruption is rooted all the way out.