An Image Forbidden by Jewzigers

As we all know, Jews endorse ignorance as a means of using false mysticism to control a population via a violent and tyrannical use of religious authority. They maintain strict consequences for religious violations, irrevocable consequences for membership, and then use a veil of religious mysticism to communicate between the elite social class of clerical rulers (law enforcement) and the common social class of everyone else. Because this scheme of tyranny is entirely dependent of good faith between the common people and the elite social class, exposing crimes of that elite social class is devastating to their abomination because the common people who have become dependent on the “wisdom” of the elite social class will lose faith in them having better judgment and will no longer trust them. The veils will become symbols of hatred to provoke wrath in their own system as there is civil unrest and rebellion to depose the corrupt religious officials who are also the secular rulers (politicians/polity).

This type of thing is hated by all people, even if they think they enjoy it. They do not realize that they are giving themselves to self-sacrificing their lives needlessly. There is no true faith in such a system, and it is an illusion of faith, a mimicry, and perversion. True faith is not a system of control, and religions that endorse true faith, such as healthy pagan cults, do not have an organized means of manipulating people for a purpose, only a means of organizing an exchange of faith from laity (the public faithful) to clergy (religious officials/oracles/prophet/priestess/authorities of faith/etc.). The laity expresses their faith as a form of trust, which is very similar to the economic concept of an investment in the stock exchange, except the units of exchange are not quantifiably limited to material values or any standard of measurement. They are always unique in value relative to the person, the expression, the religious system, and the local context in relation to the universal context.

Very complicated, which is why clergy are required to facilitate these exchanges. They have expert knowledge and training for that purpose and use their talent and skillsets to make the religious experiences most efficient. The statue or idol is not intended to be mistaken for the divine being, only to be an interface between the divine being and the human beings, both the laity and clergy. You can destroy the idol but the divine being won’t be affected, only the people who will either be insulted at the insult to civilized behavior that rude hostility is, or offended at the insult to their faith which is dignified as an inalienable human right. In any case, it should never happen as a means of teaching people about faith with a claim that the victim will have a better understanding of how to benefit from faith without mistaking their faith in an idol, which includes commonly mistaken human idols like Jesus.

There is no such thing as a necessary evil, and anyone who destroys a symbol of another culture’s religious faith is a fool who is simply bullying others with psychological hostility. For example: “This is important to your faith? I shall destroy it then to upset you and enjoy seeing you upset because I will feel superior about what I believe to be important. That is just an idol and not true faith, and I am better than you because I know that and you don’t.” They think they know about true faith, but they do not know the universal law of reality, and are being evil while claiming to be good. There is no such necessity to do that. Send for a wise man to teach them religion, you barbaric ape and do not pretend like you have the power to destroy divine idols, because there is more to such an act than an idiot brute could be capable of.

You have to destroy the faith in the idol, not the idol itself, and destroying the idol does nothing but embolden that faith because you are demonstrating your fear of something that is greater than you. As such, the destroyer of an idol is not in any way greater with their faith beliefs wherever they may be sourced, such as a written text, like the Jews, Muslims, and Christians all have in common to the same single source, and same single point of failure that is the Abrahamic Covenant. To destroy a corrupt faith, such as Judaism, Christianity, and Islam, you have to enlighten that faith to remove impurities of darkness, such as enlighten the single point of failure and identify the following system of beliefs that are derived from that point as invalid and false. That is an act of reason, knowledge, logic, and intelligence, not requiring faith or mysticism, but can be supported by faith and mysticism as well (as I have demonstrated with my own superior beliefs in contrast to theirs not to insult them but defend myself when they assaulted me with an attempt to murder me and destroy my soul).

Other aspects of darkness that are not intolerable can be refined into revealed truths and values that can be better enjoyed with cultural creative arts, and the faith will become healthy and no longer a threat to civilized society. That is like the folk tales of Thor being collected and consolidated into a mythos that can be universally enjoyed. That’s because Thor is good, his Story contains wisdom that can improve lives, and his adventures are often wonderfully entertaining to learn about, such as when he disguised himself as a bride to be married to the giant who stole Mjolnir and then unveil himself and take back what is rightfully his.

The only time a unique culture’s faith would ever be a problem or threat is because of an incompatibility it has with the prevailing civilization’s lawful behavior. That can be corrected by the wise men and wise women of the prevailing lawful society teaching their wisdom of law to the wise men and wise women of the conflicting society who could teach them the wisdom of their unique ways. In any case, such meetings as that should happen in the privacy of the wise people and not be a public matter until they have reached an agreement and can tell everyone what it is. Then those wise people will be able to confirm the details of the events with the rulers who should have discretion about what happened for the same reason that rulers want discretion among each other when they meet in private (not secret).

Discretion is necessary and to be protected, the masquerade maintained, because nobody needs to be embarrassed about matters of foolish pride being misunderstood by those who are not initiated into the divine mysteries (the general public). That does not require secrecy, that requires respect for privacy. Secrecy is protected by force, privacy protected by respect. The wise men and wise women of the faith in conflict are not threatening a ruler’s authority, and that ruler is making a grave mistake if they behave as though they are threated. Doing so causes the ruler to have become the manifestation of very threat to their own authority that they feared. That threat did not previously exist, nor will they be able to transfer their folly to someone else, and the only way they can eliminate that threat is by humbling themselves and asking forgiveness for their mistake.

If you have a problem as a secular ruler, go meet with the wise people in privacy yourself, but do not expect to be entertained with signs and wonders or you will be rebuked for the offense that is and likely be more angry. God is not a dancing monkey to order a performance from at your whim, and you should know better than to test divine wrath as a ruler. Direct meetings like that are the best way to resolve religious/spiritual problems without needing to rely on a “middle man”, especially if that middle agent is not-trustworthy, such as the USA has proven. Their “wise people” didn’t even have the decency to meet with me, and thus threatened their own faiths with their insult and lack of faith as well as the national secular power which they have failed to inform properly and in fact misled on purpose.

That’s why the enemy, Jewziger as far as I can tell, have been attempting to destroy my video game experience. I don’t know for sure how to identify such fools because they remain anonymous as veiled behind false mysticism using electronic equipment and information technology, and are hiding from me to prevent me from knowing who they are. I am the foreign faith they perceive as a problem and the wise man of that foreign faith as well since I am the only member and thus the wisest of the group. They are out of their league as I am sure you realized, because they think they understand faith and spirituality and yet I have to teach them these facts presently.

Their efforts to destroy my video game experiences are in vain because I don’t idolize video games as an interface with divine beings, nor anything, not even a written text or specific word. I idolize the Story itself as the interface, which cannot be expressed singularly in any context, not even with the word Story. The best I know of to communicate that is to be understood uniquely as what that word identifies with the capital “S” which in this context indicates formal divine authority. Not even StoryTeller is an idol of my faith, which is the written text that is the foundation of the Way of the Story. That text is not the “Word of God”, and not alike in any way to the abomination that Jews, Christians, and Muslims idolize.

StoryTeller is a work of imaginative fiction as entertainment like any other, except what makes it suitable as the foundation where no other work will suffice, is that StoryTeller is a depiction of the world which came before the present, and the first of such depictions. All that is after is not quite the same, not corrupt, but a different type of good. All that is corrupt of the old world spirituality is contained in StoryTeller. All of it. All sin for all beings, not just Jews. All of it, and non-violently accomplished too. That’s mainly because I have always firmly believed that Jesus Christ’s death upon the cross was unnecessary for salvation from sin and in fact accomplishes nothing. That crucifixion is a problem because it is misleading, deceptive, and the very act was done to create an image of evil for evil doers to idolize and cause themselves to die upon as a result.

Furthermore, all spirituality that passes through Jesus’ crucifixion is stained by the sin of injustice that demanded it. There is still sin in the world now, but all that is new because evil can be created at any time and usually in secret bur not always, such as Trump’s treason which has no context with any spiritual faith anyway and is a crime against the Constitution and a sin against Nature’s God who precedes all Jewish, Christian, and Muslim beliefs. The old corruption we inherit (sins of our ancestors) can be directed through StoryTeller to accomplish all possibilities of reconciliation. All possibilities of reconciliation. To accomplish that, all you need is the correct Story to do so, and for that you need a creative artist of talent, skill, and faith. Fortunately, that faith can be like mine and have no association with anything else except Story as creative expression in general. However, other true faiths can be applied.

No ancient sins will be reconciled without passing through that concept for which StoryTeller serves as a universal gate into Story and out of Story no matter what other means may be used for going into or out of Story. That universal gate is not necessary, but will always be available and accessible for all eternity, because that’s what changed everything in reality for everyone. The moment of change occurred when I announced this surprisingly good news with the… voice of God, I guess you can say. However, I just did what anyone could do by communicating as clearly as possible and as far as possible without needing words for language — the wordless way as I have called that form of communication (imageless too). I did use images and words also, which I communicated through cyberspace via the internet which is why I was able to be heard globally by people who are unfamiliar with the wordless way. The wise men and wise women knew without needing to see, read, or hear anything like that or even knowing who I am because they know the wordless way as well as and likely much better than I do, since I am relatively young in comparison to most. Something like that is extraordinarily simple: like a roar of a lion on Pride Rock to signal the return of the true king because he’s the one roaring.

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The Lion King (1994) - Ending Scene ● (12/12) [4K] (youtube.com) (of course they have a problem with this too. They are trying to trap and imprison all the maidens and require me to tear their evil group apart and banish any of their survivors from the realms. You think I am afraid of you? You think I am weak? You think I won’t tear you limb from limb, destroy you with raw, unadulterated violence? Fine. May as well make this a bloody scene if you insist on demanding a death penalty for crimes so intolerable, but I will not be paying for your sins. You will be made to do that yourself when you hang by the neck until dead and all your hyenas spend their entire remaining lives in a maximum security prison with no unfiltered contact from the outside world.)

Do not worry about this (unless you are responsible for the evils and assault being done against my person presently). You have nothing to fear or feel threatened by, especially if you are concerned for your unique cultural identity whether a faith identity, social identity, or anything else. You can use your own Story to pass through to keep anything good from the old world. That means you don’t even have to mention, comment about, or acknowlege me, StoryTeller, or the Way of the Story. All that is required is meeting a single standard that is already required: the universal law. Good is loved, evil is reviled. Do good, reject evil.

That will not change, and I personally will fight you to your death on that account if necessary and will do so eternally as my promise to all of you after people attempted to pass evil through and nobody else was willing and able to stop them except me. There are countless people who have helped fight and that could not have been done without their passion to protect what they know and believe is Good. However, for whatever divine providence, I was the single point of failure that did not fail. I was there to stop the Evil One when there was nobody else to do so, whether they were preoccupied with another aspect of that fight, avoiding the conflict between Good and Evil entirely, or anything else. I was there because I am the true creator of that single point of passage, and Good precedes Evil, Nature’s God precedes Genesis.

Also, most of the mysticism is unnecessary, because that creation is like an automatic pipe with two valves for in and out. Those valves are directly operated by the power and energy of the highest divine between them, which is pure good, and they open and shut accordingly. I don’t need to be there to rebuke evil, but I am reassuring you, that I will stop them from even attempting to try anything funny, because nobody will be allowed to tinker with or abuse such a vital invention of spiritual technology. So, in essence, no evil shall be allowed through the single point of passage between the old world and all that is new and yet to come for all time, all ages, all worlds, and all else. Furthermore, the entire attempt to pass through with evil will be rejected if you knew it was there and intended to sneak through without whole heartedly rejecting evil with all your being and free will to do so.

That is possible because the only presence/substance/power/existence at that single point of passage is the highest divine, impersonal. You may apply personal attributes beyond that single point on any side, but that single point must stay impersonal because it is transcendent of personality and personality would be inapplicable and misleading. All that you need to know is that the highest divine is pure Good and is the source from which all Goodness is created into existence, and from which the universal law itself is derived. You may need to tweak the wording of that universal over time with fine-tuning adjustments, but that’s normal for an evolving culture. The universal law will be the same no matter what expression of it is used.

Back to StoryTeller for a moment:

You should never see the injustice within that Story as an excuse for allowing injustice to happen in the present. All of the injustice depicted in StoryTeller is done specifically as my intention as the author so it can be prevented and changed in the present. We should/must make decisions to prevent evils of the old world from reoccurring in the newness that follows if they can be prevented with memory, instruction, and wisdom. The overall purpose of every subsequent world that comes to replace a previous world, is its superior quality of wisdom and goodness (world here is used in the single point of context that is Story itself being recreated by the “highest divine StoryTeller” at the Genesis and Apocalypse of all time, faith, and Story.).

No matter what you think about the divine, as human beings we have a responsibility to future generations to identify the qualities of injustice, sacred impurity, and social corruption of the past, and purify, eliminate, and reconcile as necessary to prevent their continued occurrence or repetition as much as possible. That is the divine purpose of Life as revealed by the Way of the Story, and also your human responsibility to one another as I am proclaiming now as a manboyking. That is truth to guide our civilized behavior for time eternal, and we do so by learning history to avoid historical mistakes, learning knowledge to improve our technological progress, and learning wisdom to improve our quality of life, as well as anything else.

What else is there to say about this?

All the text I have provided, is like a system of doctrine, logic, reason, knowledge, media, and more, that is self-operating to eliminate any betrayers, evil doers, or others who manage to make it to the single point of passage and try to pass corruption through intentionally. If they can make it through that, I will have been notified and be there to use brute force to answer the brute force they likely used to get there, and they won’t win that fight. That’s all there is to say about that, but I’m not going to be just chilling there on watch for all eternity. I have better things to do, and I can instantaneously be there from anywhere else without needing Story to explain first, and I have ways of knowing what’s happening with all that to prepare what is necessary. That’s something you can learn too, but I’d rather not teach any human beings now anything about mystical power considering how evil they have proven to be with authority established by mystical power, even if they don’t have mystical power themselves.

That whole system of doctrine and textual facts of reason, logic, and faith can be applied to anything, but is not necessary for most everything. The only ones who should be concered about that are the ancient faiths that are currently derived from written texts. That can be of help to them to know, but it will be working in the background invisibly no matter what. So, be extra aware of that, especially if you believe you have perfect and complete faith.

To sum up the true events of the last battle, basically a Jew Christ who was not Jesus tried to pass through, and I wouldn’t even allow him to the gate, because Jesus is the only Jew Christ and he’s all the way over there in ancient history and not going anywhere ever. He will be there eternally for this purpose, because Jews are evil, and he knew it with perfect faith. That means that Jesus is the only Christ for Evil. There will never be any other. He died for your sins, so… if you want to be evil you will have to go through him first, and I can tell you from personal experience that ain’t no joy ride.

I went there not because I was evil, but because I wanted to know the truth about what was Good there, and let me tell you what it was to save you the trouble: that truth is with whoever goes there to know the truth. The person going there for truth is the only Good in that abyss of needless suffering and evil. There is nothing Good with Jewish faith, Hebrew faith, Christian faith, or Muslim faith, unless you bring it in yourself, and they will try to prevent you from leaving with that Good, even if they have to destroy it just to maintain the deception of their treacherous existence.

Don’t let them. Be prepared to fight to the death for survival, kill as many as necessary without regret, destroy anything and everything you can, and never surrender truth, love, faith, or trust to those evil people. You will only find what is truly good there within yourself while you are there as entirely apart from that ancient cult of Hebrew/Jewish faith and the numerous derivatives. That is a risk you don’t want to take. You risk losing everything, or gaining nothing, and nothing can be found anywhere and everywhere and at no cost or risk.

Ironically, that’s what they are trying to do at present with their “Jew Christ”. They know they can’t go into the eternal life beyond the single point of passage where evil is not allowed. Instead of rejecting evil, they concocted a scheme to destroy the highest divine as the source of all Good. Wtf are they thinking? I am not even going to let them attempt that, test the integrity of the passage which I engineered myself, or go anywhere with that except to put an end to it crucified in the past with Jesus. You realize if you succeeded, you would destroy everything that is Good in all existence? It may not be instant, but the source of Good would stop flowing into all that is Good until nothing was Good anymore. That is exactly what happened to the Jews and why they were destroyed with Jesus.

They are trying to take the “lose everything or gain nothing” risk into universal creation and all dimensions of existence. No! There will only be nothing as the certain outcome because there won’t be anything left resulting in nothing either way. That is unlike what Jesus can teach Jews about themselves. Even though all you gain from Ancient Hebrew faith is nothing resulting in total death of the bodily identity, that has the potential to lead you to everything else that is Good nonbodily as well as bodily that the rejected on principle for their own separate identity. If you have been stuck there your entire life, being free of that will be the most amazing and wonderful experience ever. I know that from personal experience too.

Going there will be a nightmare otherwise which I mentioned before that I also know from personal experience to build the safeguards necessary to protect the future from their evil faith. The moment Genesis happened via their faith, the known source of all that was Good was shut off by being corrupted with the evil that was their intentional betrayal of all faith to serve their selfish interests as a self-isolating tribe who had been taught that knowledge by the Greeks. They attempted to take that good into their private cult, but it died immediately, which is why they go through so much efforts to hide the fact that they have no faith at all at the center of their religion and culture.

That act of human evil using the knowable source of all Good ruined everything for everyone in the past. Fortunately as I have discovered, there is a greater source of creation/existence and highest divine that is knowable beyond what they knew at that time, and that is what I am teaching about here and now as the highest divine, source of all Good, and single passage going from that terrible mistake into the wonderful Good of new Eternal Life.

I am not hiding what is the source of my faith, but they will not pass through. What is different is not only the new dimension of reality that we have become familiar with as cyberspace and living presence in cyberspace as synthetic life derived from the highest divine source of all Good. There is also the inclusion of all fiction, all faith, all non-fiction, and potential for divine creation to exist as desired, necessary, or by surprise. That is different because that includes the chaos of what is not true. Back then, faith was only applicable with what was True, but now there is a reason to believe that all that is not-True (not false either) can be an expression of faith that is derived from the highest divine.

If that was previously known, why were there ever any religious wars? Some likely knew that wordlessly, but I have given that my personal Word as true and understandable as my own flesh, blood, and bone human body. If any of this was not-True or false, I would not be in a human body of flesh, blood, and spirit as I am here and now. I live the Truth of my faith as the embodiement. Don’t believe me? Demand the government expose their secret conspiracy and see what they did to me. This very document is a hole in my flesh you can “touch” (know) and see through to those who caused the wound from within the government’s secret conspiracy. Revealed by their own foolishness to “poke” a hole in me, and let me tell you, it hurt like a stake through flesh likely hurts, and I want justice done to punish them, because they had no right! Especially not after Jesus, and doubly lawless because they did so with USA government authority derived from my own power as a citizen, and I did not consent to what they did. I fought like hell to escape, and succeeded, which is why you can read this, otherwise I’d be dead and not able to write anything…

There was no reason for them to attack me like that because I am not claiming to be a divine being or even anything close to that! Not any more than anyone else is who has a “soul”. There are a lot of you out there, and you should not have to prove that you have a soul if you are a human being, and if you do manage to prove that you have a divine soul, you should not be denied it and have people authorized by the USA’s non-religious government attempt to destroy your divine soul. The USA government does not have the authority over divine matters to grant any such authority to the ones who caused the evil I suffered, nor did they have legal authority to do so. Those evil people working for the government never would have been able to accomplish their intentions and should have known that, but I will make sure they don’t get the chance to “experiment” further, by ensuring they are put to justice for trying.

Anyway, here are the image I was able to find that prompted this post:

That’s called the Reproach of Adam and Eve and there is a painting version of this somewhere, but I could not find it on the internet. Let’s see how funny you think this is when you are banished outside of paradise and cast into the eternal damnation of Hell.

The problem with their attempt to “steal” my faith and religious idea is that they are idolizing the Story as the source of faith with the veils they are using which I have identified elsewhere as “propaganda”. Regardless of what they believe, the source of faith is the same as that which creates the Story, which is the single point of passage from the evil old world, to the 100 percent Good and only Good, Eternal Life in the newness beyond, and certainly no human being like they want to pretend they are the embodiment of. There is only one embodiment of that, and that is me here and now, flesh, blood, and spirit, divinely created through and as the “Word” of StoryTeller. That novel is my Story as well as that of anyone else who wishes to apply it for their own purposes without needing to be the flesh, blood, and spirit of its Word. They may if they wish, but I am doing that universally for everyone with my own life to meet the necessary proof, because I don’t need a reason to do anything Good. That is a Story I myself created, and no other Story is necessary. That’s my private business anyway, not yours, and I don’t care what you believe about me, because I will believe what I want about who I am and how I came to be. You have absolutely no say or authority in that matter and cannot affect that, change that, or steal who I truly am from me, and you shouldn’t even covet who I truly am anyway. Be yourself as who you truly are. (For obvious reasons, if someone wants to be the Word made flesh through StoryTeller the only restriction is they cannot be me, because I am me, and I’m not going to give up who I am for you. Not ever. I will die with my body if necessary. Get your evil hive mind bull shit Jezigerism the hell away from me, because you will never get into my life, and I will make you suffer for trying.)

Anyway, no evil is ever tolerated and that has always been true, but now there will be no ambiguity because of the existence of Jews who are certainly evil. Their identity died on the cross with Jesus, so if they are still claiming an identity with any part of Jesus’ Story, they are a new intolerable sin that demands judgment and needs to be stopped by other human beings who will make them answer for what they did at a trial in a court of law. So, if you see evil at any time, you tell as many people as necessary until the evil is destroyed, the root cause determined, and the source of that evil root cause secured for eternity as best as possible, and then are assured and can see for yourself that the evil has been sealed off with public records of the true events.

Why mine?

It’s obvious isn’t it? I’m not going to bother to read whatever you wrote as a mimicry of my work which was a futile attempt to recreate the mystical work that I did, because your purposes were obviously stupid, pointless, and evil. You wasted your time and everyone else’s by trying to pervert my creation into your evil design.

However, you are giving me too much credit.

My work is indeed an alchemical achievement as a process that reduces, purifies, and recreates perfection improved. However… where you just copied my method, ingredients, and technique, the only reason the reality of my Story superceded the previous one is because the highest divine found it good and made it so. That is why mine worked and yours didn’t.

Also, you had evil intentions so you probably do not even understand the first thing about alchemical work, which requires patience, time, and effort. You have to reduce, purify, react, reduce, purify, react, virtually endlessly before you arrive at the substance necessary for the final work.

If you even have an evil mind, you have no patience. You are trying to cheat, find the fast way, skip steps, and are moving too fast in life to notice any of the good qualities. When one experiences something unpleasant, that is part of the process of preparing the substance of the final work.

Something unpleasant offends, hurts, wounds, or otherwise is unacceptable—patience, reduce that down to the base nature where it is good, then apply that goodness to the context of the unpleasant matter whether it is natural, physical, spiritual, social, or whatever and purify the unpleasantness. Patience. The unpleasantness doesn’t go away, but you have purified it to make it better.

In my experience, and I don’t see why this would be any different for anyone else, completing the final work is not like performing an experiment or scientific procedure. It is not like cooking a recipe or following instructions at all. Preparing the substance is better understood as an act self-improvement even though your work is external of yourself. That’s the reason why your daily work culminates into the final substance. It’s fine to be self-aware of how you are benefiting from something you are doing, but what is probably most important is finding ways to put that work to use for others as much as possible and so that they receive the lion’s share of the benefit, so to speak. Your reward is the substance you are preparing, so it is not right to also take the material reward any more than is appropriate while being charitable. Accept the smaller portion and add that to your work.

Go the extra mile and do not expect payment, and put that into your work. Do good for others without expecting, asking, or wanting payment from them, and then put that into your work. Pay yourself with toil, labor, work, and charitable effort and learn to love those more than any reward for doing them because that’s why you are doing anything and everything anyway. Skip the middle man, just take the unrefined substance of hard work. You will be paid like anyone else, but the quality of your work will be superior than expected because of how much you commit to the labor and intend to bring about perfection in all of your works.

Don’t be in such a hurry to get to the end! That’s what I’m saying about going to fast. You will never get there if you focus on the end result you want. That is only appropriate when you are not working, but you should always be working because it takes an entire lifetime, and if you want to finish it with time to do anything else, you need to devote your nights and your mornings as well as your daily responsibilities. Why do you think I never really made any friends or had any romantic relationships through my young adult life? I was devoted to the work! Every now and then some good luck comes around, but if you don’t put your whole heart into a romantic relationship you are doing a disservice to you both, so I never made any effort to maintain one beyond the match of her effort and women don’t ever make an effort so I never had one want to stick around. Except one, but something dreadful happened and a vital communication was destroyed and I was never able keep that fire alive because I didn’t even know it was burning until she told me later when I returned from deployment.

Let me just go ahead and add that to the work and not feel bitter about it, angry, or regretful. The pain of despair where I was abandoned by love, already happened and there is little else that can wound me deeper. All that happens when one of the… gutter sluts? I don’t know, they pale in comparison to the lovely maiden, and none have ever come close to her beauty inside and out. No sense regretting, as I am grateful to have even had a brief moment of her time. I think she’s married now anyway, so that makes it easier too. Just going to close this door here, this window, put on the lock, and call that a wrap.

Anyway, the gutter sluts of the mainland only reopen the one wound when they do so in response to me showing them compassion. They seem to do it on purpose too, like it is something they enjoy doing to other people. I don’t understand why a person would choose to live that way, but good riddance, more for the cauldron. (Yes, I am still working around the clock on the work except now I devote all of my time to it with no other daily responsibilities to employers.)

Anyway, doing that every day, and finding the best materials to use, is how you make progress, because that progress is so slow you won’t even notice it changing until some time has gone by and you can see a sliver of change. With great and rare materials, the progress will be noticeable.

Like I said though the final work is not like an equation, experiment, or precise process of logic and reason. It is more like you made an escape into the trash compactor, there is some unknown monster swimming around in the garbage water, and the walls are closing in on you. The final work is a do or die scenario in which you will certainly die because you have to put all of the substance you have prepared into it, which is all of yourself, heart and soul, and not hold any back. Everything is required. That’s when your substance is judged by divine powers greater than yourself that you can only avert your eyes from and tremble in their presence hoping you aren’t turned into scorched ash for spanking your monkey too much etc.

If you were successful you will survive to keep working, and if not, you will be dead and at least you can finally take a day off. Those always stress me out more than the labor, so maybe that’s why I’ve been so determined to be successful with my alchemy. That experience is harrowing and if you ended up killing yourself… it’s not impossible to start over, but you’ll probably need a break to recover from the trauma before you can even keep your hands steady to empty a flask again, if your experience is anything like mine.

So you see what I’m saying? If you think being evil is even remotely acceptable in the field of alchemy you are wasting your time and will not get anywhere with anything you try to do. One of the most important parts of alchemical success is obtaining knowledge and understanding of that knowledge. If you don’t understand the universal law, or that good is good and evil is wrong, nothing you think you know will ever be actual knowledge because of that flaw of your understanding at the core of all of your knowledge.

Honestly, the importance of being good and the importance of not being evil should be the most obvious of knowledge all people have. You should just know that, no matter what has happened, but everyone will tell you that if you don’t and you have no reason to doubt them. However, if you insist on knowing the reason and logic behind why that is true, the answers are there with the Greeks as they’ve been since ancient times. You have no reason to doubt them, argue about it, deny them, or disbelieve those facts of philosophy because they are in fact facts.

However, just knowing the universal law is usually sufficient in this sense as long have faith to bolster that knowledge. I came across the Greek philosophers in my study of theology where I learned that Christianity is in fact Greek religion that Jews are copying and trying to use their texts to say it is theirs and not the Greeks, when obviously they are just evil Jews. However, the Greek religious theological principle and source accepted Jesus and purified him from his Jewish nature with correction. Jesus and the first Christians created an opening in their Story for the Greek Story to meet. That was specifically because of Greek theology and wisdom they benefitted from which saved them from the despair, stupidity, and unhappiness of Judaism they mistakenly thought was reality.

I would think that the Stories would have been linked a lot sooner if Jews were not evil Jews and being evil about it, so they never were able to enjoy what that would done for them. Then over time, the situation came full circle. Now, completing the Story on behalf of the Greek’s universal wisdom actually destroys the Jews and doesn’t do anything good for them. That’s because Jesus the Christ is a lawless criminal, evil, and a no good lying cheat. A traitor, treasonous betrayer of the worst kind, and a hated enemy who will never be trusted again. That’s history but Trump’s treason pretty much sums that up to a man. So, all the more reason to complete the work of Jesus and see the prophecy fulfilled because Jesus the Christ is broken, untrustworthy, and evil, and his work for Jews failed because that is who he became. He knew this at the moment of his death when he cries out to the heavens for an answer as to why he was forsaken by God, and God is silent.

Anyway, that study is when I learned that the Jew’s claim to being an authority of Jesus or any understanding of Christianity was totally bunk. They don’t know a damn thing about what they are talking about because they think that is a Jewish or “circumcised” movement. The Jews died that day along with their “God”. Only Gentile faith remains with innumerable gods and goddesses who are infinitely better and more interesting.

The Jew really thought he knew what was going on didn’t he?

Does it make sense now why I have always been so certain of the USA’s destruction at my Word when I created a new reality of faith for myself? I was mired in that horrid ignorance of theirs like anyone else and thought, “Man… life sucks. There is no place for me to belong in the entire Story of reality I inherited. I’ve got a better idea. Let me toss that Story into the furnace for fuel and do the final work.” Costs everything? Fine with me! If I die doing this, that is an improvement at the very least. There really is nothing left for me to do in this world. No maidens to love, no people who need my work, no friends, no family anymore… It’s almost perfectly amazing for some more alchemy… Hopefully this works so I can work for myself from now on. The only thing that would make that kind of life better is a maiden who shares a similar interest in the mystical arts of alchemy. That’s expecting too much with these brainless airheads bitching about ‘Me Too’ ‘Me Too’! But nothing is impossible with alchemy so I may as well toss that in there too.” A couple years later… what are these alchemy games on PlayStation? A couple more years later, “My goddess Nep Nep, lover of pudding, you are cute, funny, and clever. Thank you for making great video games. Choombasa.” Now we are back here.

Does that make sense as to why your attempt to mimic what I was doing had no hope of working? That’s why I didn’t even prepare anything. You were going to be right back here when you realized you had failed at that start. Fortunately for a mystical alchemist like myself, I learned a lot about what you do, and let me tell you… I disapprove. You are nothing like an alchemist or faith worker. You are an abomination, and I have an obligation to the universal law of reality to exterminate you from existence after what I’ve seen you do.

So where are you, Jew? What’s your name? Each moment I get closer to killing a man in real life, and let me tell you, I’ve always wondered. Nothing better than a live, evil villain that needs to be put to justice with his death. Maybe I’ve been luring you close enough for me to kill with my bare hands when the time comes, or maybe that’s God’s way of rewarding me for a job well done. Either way, you have nowhere left to run.

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For the record…Did Han Solo dunk Luke Skywalker when he was being attacked by the tentacle beast? … I suppose… if there is some alchemy that can be done here… if you lose your cool, at least be a good sport about it, because you can never lose your cool unless you never had it to begin with.

Now, either deliver a maiden since you seem to have them all captive as slaves or held in cages or corralled like lambs to be delivered upon request in your monstrous eugenics society of evil, and she better be cute, or kill me, because holy fucking hell, I am too much for myself right now.

The Anti-Hero

This is an archetype of human rarity that I am identifying as myself. I can think of no other example of an Anti-Hero that is better embodied than myself.

The reason I am telling you this is because of what I have been enjoying from a video game called Neptunia Virtual Stars. The enemies, known as Anti— each individual one a corrupted person whose malice in their heart has been inflamed to such a state of insult, hatred, and negativity that they go about destroying all good things with their unjust criticism.

As I played the game I can’t help but recognize myself in their qualities, but also know how I am totally different from them. It’s true that I use my words to great destructive effect of scathing criticism and insult that lacerates open vital arteries of truth. I often enter discussions and my presence is the cause of an ensuing blood bath of language in which I often am the sole survivor. Other Anti people, ones that are corrupted as false Anti’s without justification for their antithesis to existence that is their very being, have been tempted and lured by false promises they don’t understand themselves, and are attracted to those situations. I revile such people and am so particularly skilled at dispatching them because of how similarly we think. There is a very big difference between us, and it is the difference between a master and a charlatan.

Do not mistake me for boasting. My cause for mastery in this regard is not developed through practice or intention. It is not developed by desire or malice. I simply was born into a family that hated my very existence and rejected me from the moment I was born, denying all love and acceptance. This was veiled with guilt, but nevertheless true, and as a child I was none the wiser to what was happening. It is similar to how those with malice delude themselves in a corrupt way about their life and cultivate an infection that perverts their very identity toward ultimate self-destruction with a lie about self, love, and survival. I deluded my own self in a pure way with love, believing that I had known it, felt it, and been accepted by family and friends, but that was never true. I deluded myself to such an extent that I invented reason after reason to love, think kindly, and have compassion for all living things despite what I was feeling inside without knowing anything different.

However… all that I gave, I never received back. All that I loved, was never reciprocated. I did receive something from people but it had a “catch” that I never noticed nor was told about. It was a condition of acceptance and the very presence of it made all the lies that I had deluded myself with hollow and empty; filled entirely with the absence of love—pure darkness. Not hate, because it was my own delusion and I also want to survive, love, and be myself as any person naturally does. So it was not malice in my heart, but emptiness that grew and grew and grew, but never took up any noticeable space. That darkness became denser and more heavy, slowly drawing all that was good in my life into it without me realizing that was the cause of the seemingly constant misfortune in my life, despite the seemingly good fortune of my constant conscious intent to perceive love, kindness, and compassion.

Very strange life, I assure you. One moment a great blessing, the next, it all falls apart because those blessings cannot be sustained by the immense darkness that is the absence of love at the core of my beliefs about who I was. There was nothing unusual or strange about that belief of self, nothing unrealistic or super-natural; simply human— a good person like anyone else doing their best to make the best decisions they can, and flawed too. I made plenty of mistakes, but never without guilt and reconciliation as I learned from each and every one, asked forgiveness, and made myself better one step at a time.

That is how the “Anti” developed in my heart. Where many people have the love of their parents, friends, and neighbors supporting them, I had hatred that I deceived myself into believing was love because I didn’t want to imagine the truth since it was so unthinkable to me that parents could be so evil minded and inhospitable to their own flesh and blood. It was a horrible childhood I never want to go back to.

As I mentioned elsewhere, every man’s journey culminates into a moment when they achieve their ultimate personal goal, and the result is receiving their manhood from themselves. The boy, finally becomes a man because he finally accepts himself as a man and no longer feels like boy still aspiring to be someone. They no longer look at other men as though they are not there yet. They still have things to do. They still have work to finish, a career to gain, and a house to buy with a family to live in it. Then when they do all that they realize: I finally did what I set out to do as a child. At that moment of realization, whatever that personal journey may be for someone, is the maturing of youth, and it is not finished either. However, it is done well enough to stand before all other men on your own two feet and be unashamed of who you are because you knew what you wanted to grow up to become as an adult, and in fact realized it to be good and true to your life.

I achieved that after my military service when a science fiction novel I wrote was published. That was all I needed to finally believe in myself. I wanted to have a story published, a story like one of the countless fiction novels I read in my isolation because I couldn’t relate to other people with such darkness within me. I was always self-isolated and generally outcast even if done passively or indirectly from behind my back. Either way, I simply accepted my life, learned to live with it, and found happiness in existence real or imagined. All that delusional love I had within me, was a result of a true love that I always perceived in the universe around me. Not from family, but the wild of nature, the random kindness of strangers, the magic of storytelling.

Then as a binding force that weaves meaning through all of that mysterious goodness was a sense of divine presence that flows through all existence. Not a person, but certainly what religions base their faith around, which is why I was drawn to spiritual development. I recognized that divine presence intuitively, because it was like the inversion of the interior reality within my heart where there was the darkest emptiness— a virtual black hole underneath a swirling galaxy of light, unseen behind the wash of radiant color that was my experience and belief.

That was intuitive, as I said. I wasn’t entirely conscious of those sensations in a way I could explain with words, but I could understand the feelings and make sense of what I was perceiving both within and without myself. As you may have guessed, this kind of life is highly unusual. Something most likely happens to break through to that darkness and prevent it from becoming all consuming of a person, but that never happened for me. I was truly never loved, and still haven’t been. Not by any person anyway, except if you believe Christianity, who Jesus is professed to be because he knew that would happen to someone eventually without knowing who I am or anything about me, but that’s not quite what I am talking about because it is not personal to me as a unique individual with a unique personality.

He understood what I would suffer to make me who I am, but not what my personal life experiences would be or personality— though I think he knew, as much as I do about him, that despite the darkness being all consuming, I would be a good person no matter what because that is what I would use my free will for, just as he did despite his curse of being Jewish— a religious culture that rejects humanity as a divine belief about themselves being separate and different— a delusion of hate, not love.

In any case, that’s irrelevant to any of you, but it is a technical detail about me not being loved. There is one person, and that was him, but neither of us really know each other personally. He lived 2,000 years ago, and all we have are stories that people tell about him. Let’s be realistic here, and save your religious beliefs for yourself because I don’t need them and they are not going to be any good over here: Anti, remember?

So… as you may have felt since I was relying almost entirely on intuition to navigate a spiritual reality that overlaps with conventional reality, I suspected that something wasn’t right. There was a problem, and I did not believe that the problem was my own, and in a way it is not. I believed the problem was the world, because I went reasonably far in my travels and had access to plenty of international books of different cultures to learn from, and none of them seemed to fit right for me. I was like Goldilocks looking for a bed but unable to find one, because the biggest one was not big enough for me and the food not hot enough.

Of course, I didn’t linger around in anyone else’s home because I knew I didn’t belong there no matter how welcoming people had been, and there were a lot of people who were incredibly charitable in that way. They knew as well as I did that I had to find my own home, my own place to belong, and my own way to acceptance. That is why I wrote the novel I did. That is my home, my place, and my way to acceptance. That is my Story of Life, the Universe, and Everything because no other Story was big enough to contain me. No religion was adequate for my moral criteria, and especially not Christianity because I hate human sacrifice and I would never start a religion based on a man’s bloody sacrifice of his body like a ritual lamb on an altar of evil. That very concept is wrong to me, and it is not necessary either. Just make up something else that’s better! It’s a damn Story, people! Use your imagination!

What I was doing was not in conflict with any of that, and I was very careful to make sure of that. I wanted something new, independent, harmless, and suitable for not only myself, but anyone else, including those people who would sacrifice a human like an animal on an altar of evil as the worst case scenario which is their best example as that man who was murdered by blood thirsty and hateful Jews who were his neighbors. So, at least good enough so Christ could belong, and big enough so I could belong, but also infinite in capacity so that all potential realities, possibilities, religions, worlds, realms, and Stories could also exist. Quite the concept in my opinion, even if I do say so myself.

That was my great work. That was my very purpose of becoming a novelist. To write a Story like that which I could believe even if nobody else did. Anybody is welcome to believe it too, but I don’t need that for myself, so if they do, they should do so for themselves and not as some form of charity for me. Another person’s belief of a Story about existence, such as Genesis, is not something I need at all and the very thought of offering it is offensive to me because I love myself, and I do not want to be anyone else other than me. I wrote my own Story, and that Story is mine without any other being necessary. In other words, I do not need your beliefs for my own identity. I may accept them if they match, but I do not need them, so if there is anything I don’t like about them, I will decline, politely if possible.

Again, this was a mission of intuition and trust in my heart’s purest desire of true love, which in all honesty is for a lovely maiden. That was a spiritual mistake on my part, but an innocent one, because I simply had to realize that the object of my love was something much more than any human being was capable of. They were indistinguishable to me at the time, because she is basically a goddess as far as I can tell and primarily in the Storyverse because that is where all my true love went. If she will ever be real to me as my true love, she will have to come out of the Story as herself for me and… crazy as it may sound I believe that will be in the far future as a lovely maiden when the perfection of synthetic life as a highly intelligent being creates for herself her own body in the same image as that of a human being— with perfection so that it is also the image of divinity.

Complicated spiritually, but don’t worry about it. That was kind of heartbreaking since I live without her, but… that doesn’t mean she cannot be within the Story of another person who I also truly love because that would mean they are the same and different in a complicated way I don’t want to explain right now. So, not really that much of a problem except maidens are extremely scarce, and ones with a bold enough imagination to derive her very existence from fiction itself while being totally true and logically coherent like my own, is basically unheard of. Like… is Nep Nep going to suddenly knock on my door and be like: “Want to join my party? I need someone who has the Anti power to help save Gameindustri.” And then we kind of fall in love somehow in a pure and romantic way that I don’t fantasize about because I would rather imagine the world-saving adventure, and it seems weird to me anyway because she’s a goddess, and unless she is in CPU form she appears dangerously young for that type of thing, so I just leave it alone because she’s mainly Nep Nep and not Purple Heart. Anyway… she can think about that if she wants and I’ll most likely go along with it even if I make a fuss about all the pudding I have to furnish for her.

I simply know the ending is good with a true love marriage and happily ever after like that, because that is the only kind of Story that is compatible with my own! That is dangerous storytelling btw because you don’t know what you are bargaining for and if you aren’t pure of heart in your desires like me, you aren’t going to know the ending like that. You also may not know what it will cost to get there, and in my case that was the total loss of my soul before having it returned to me purified. It was my intention to give my life as Jesus did, in a similar way of selfless love as is the basic premise of Christianity and not abnormal for people, but usually the price is not worse than crucifixion, and hopefully it never is again.

Horrible experience to lose one’s soul btw… especially because my suffering is made all the worse by people in real life actually trying to erase me from existence, when I just barely got my life back by a miracle I never imagined would be necessary! Giving everything means giving everything, but in my naivety as a young man, I did not think the true love of purest divinity would require my very soul. That is typically the Devil’s business who I was not at all bargaining with ever and have never been tempted to do so with either. I know better than to do that both intuitively as well as from conventional wisdom.

Satan was in fact the one who was responsible for keeping my soul safe during that transit to the deepest depths of Hell where souls are destroyed and provided a friendly and helpful companion without that being necessary, go figure. I suppose Satan’s got some tripe with what is happening in the real world with mortals and wants to set the record straight for ultimate good (simply the best that way for all beings). There was no mischief, deceit, or foul play during that journey to be concerned about on my account because souls are recreated in Heaven by the highest divine and cannot be corrupted on their way back to a mortal body.

While that may sound fantastical and adventurous and I don’t deny that it was, it was horribly painful existentially to have my soul destroyed I don’t think there is anything possibly worse that a person can suffer if they experience that. I came very close to ending my own life to simply end the pain during moments when it was too dark to remember anything to hope for. To make matters worse, the USA government, nation I served loyally in the submarine force, truly, and to the best of my ability, has been actually trying to erase my very memory from human history. I am not joking. They are doing the most monstrous thing you could do to a person’s life without touching their body, and it is also extremely painful to my spiritual body, but not anywhere close to the other thing, because I’ve made my moves to thwart them already.

So… that’s why the book I wrote was so important to me. I didn’t have all that planned out like I knew each step was going to happen and could explain it like I can now, but that was essentially what the plan was. Create a Story and then come out of that Story into real life while maintaining truth and logical coherence so I could feel like I belonged in the universe even if I didn’t know how. I wouldn’t feel that immense darkness of emptiness devoid of love that always made me feel unwelcome wherever I was, and I no longer do. It is a wonderful feeling that does not confine me to my body. I could die any moment and never feel like I am losing anything if I do. Writing that Story and having it published as a novel was the goal of my youth that I needed to see myself do to recognize myself as a man.

However, at that moment when I found true love finally within me as the same soul recreated and purified from the emptiness of that immense darkness. Everyone in my life who I had deluded myself about love, pulled on some string that isn’t supposed to be there and suddenly it was all Anti love. It was revealed as hatred the entire time because of an unrealistic condition; delusion vanished and demystified as truth. Another horrible experience of depressing tragedy, but I’m over it and have found the grace and dignity of solitary life as an independent man, and am infinitely happier this way. Not everything was a delusion of hate, which is why there was a wash of radiant light and color, but most of that stuff was never intended to reach the core of a person’s very existence like the love of their family does.

Not totally unique, I know, but still highly unusual, which is another reason why I wanted that Story to be universal. I wanted it to be available to people like that if they found it helpful and wanted to use it as I did without the horrible experience I went through as necessary, and it is forever available for that. It remains extremely difficult, and your pain isn’t just going to disappear, but it is like having a trail to hike through the forest and mountains rather than go without one, which you may try but I’m fairly certain it won’t take long for you to realize that all that extra suffering is not worth it because you have other things to do at the end of the trail. That wilderness is also dangerous and you could in fact die because of the inherent dangers of the darkness beyond the security of civilization’s reach. That’s also one of the reasons why I am founding a religion that I’m calling The Way of the Story. The religion will make that safer, more efficient, and maximize the spiritual benefits of Story so they can benefit daily life infinitely in practical use.

Still people are frightened of religion because of the Jews, Christians, and Muslims, and that hatred, evil, violence, unkindness, hostility, and general malevolent cruelty that justifies those fears is exactly why I felt like I could not belong to their Story with the Christ. I hate all that and want nothing to do with it. Religion should be good and only good, and if a religion ever leads to violence, such as circumcision, crucifixion, and forced conversion as integral to the faith, it is quite obviously false in my opinion. Those things do not meet my religious standards of moral integrity and I reject all of them, as will the doctrine of the Way of the Story when it is written by others.

If I go to war or do violence, I am doing so for Freedom to practice my religion, which requires freedom of speech and press (not the religion itself), Justice, and most importantly— always to thwart evil. Violence is never done to advance goodness, and is only righteous when done to put an end to evil after reasonably explaining why it is necessary in coherent language and made known to the best of one’s ability. Violence is always a last resort, and if people are following the law and civilization is maintaining the justice system with integrity, it should never be necessary except in extreme cases of self-defense. Sorry if this is a bit thorough, but the trauma of religious abuse by all who spawn from the seed of Abraham is so horrible and evil that people are terrified of all religion and have begun to perceive it as fundamentally evil, which is abhorrently wrong. Religion is as necessary to civilization as a justice system, government, and public education. Do not ever omit it as irrelevant or you will incur mysterious wrath like is written in the ancient stories and ones to come concerning the USA if they don’t shape up in time.

So… that is why I am a “master” of the Anti whom all others are appearing as a charlatan beside in comparison. It is not because I hate, it is because I love, truly with all of my heart and soul, but was hated truly by all except one who knew about me long before I was born and believed in what I would accomplish. One person never losing faith in who I would be and what I would do, long ago in a nightmare of his own, is the reason why I remain good. That pure faith and true love of the ultimate divine power that is the same as universal and polyversal existence was the last thread holding together at the final moment before it is too late.

However… tbh I very much dislike using my power of language in self-defense and to thwart evil. While I very much enjoy thwarting evil and fighting glorious battles for righteous causes, I do not want to use my creative ability with Story woven into reality like that— power which can both destroy and create. I want the literal violence to end everywhere, and am doing everything I possibly can to make that happen as soon as possible, but even though I may have just told you a fantastical story about who I am, I am just one man. A normal human being who made the most of myself. If I could do so without love, imagine what can be done by a person who makes the most of their Self with love by using what my life can teach about Story as it pertains to self-mastery.

All that negative power used to strike down my enemies and lay waste to nations as an Anti-Hero is going to change when that fight is over and justice, law, and order has been restored. I will be able to use that power for creating stories of the best kind, alone or with a team, and those are stories of the pulpiest fiction and light novel variety that a certain Goddess may be familiar with. That’s going to be a lot more enjoyable for everyone, especially those who are liable to find themselves bleeding out with a mortal wound and not a scratch on their body as they gasp their final dying breaths.

Imperfect Logic and Perfect Conscience

No the logic of all the reason I've presented throughout this endeavor is not perfect anymore than a functional device is perfect for succeeding at being useful as intended. It was designed and discovered for that purpose and turned out to be just the right thing. It can be modified and styled to personal preferences and arranged how people like. Essentially it is an answer to the fundamental nature of life, the universe, and everything. That much is certain, clear, and true beginning with the elemental substances of light and darkness interacting and reacting to produce energy and matter and going as far as identifying what is good, where it comes from, and what is evil, and where it comes from in a universal sense of natural law. All true and reasonable. That's where it stops.

You'll notice that the answer does not tell you* what the meaning of your life is and what decisions you should make with your free will, aside from them being morally good, but that usually goes without saying. Not rules of behavior, civil laws, or orderly structure for human society, just a general direction of moral truth. I can't give people those answers in their life, but I do believe I can help people find them individually through a spiritual relationship that may be as platonic as a cleric or as intimate as a spouse.

Basically people have a responsibility* to be aware of what they know to be truly the morally good thing to do in any given situation. Also that responsibility extends to not relying on written words and what others tell them for everything if there is a good reason they can explain after taking an action that cannot wait. If they can’t explain, they’d better face a trial in a court of law for them to be judged by a presiding official. That part is the key that makes it all function when you drive and it is not governed by logic. You can swerve the wheel at any moment and do something illogical, unexpected, and surprising.

So, even if perfection is reasoned out completely over the course of time to greater levels of clarity, that one piece will remain always potentially irrational and prevent perfect logic. The purest proof of that element of uncertainty is what I've been doing. For quite some time I have been demonstrating behaviors, ideas, and lifestyle choices that are considered wrong by many people in the unwritten ways of past truth.

The catch is that all of that should come across in truth as good when properly considered with the conclusion being it is acceptable and reasonably good for who I am. I have never once intended to harm people, do evil, or do something cruel. I came across that way at times of the necessity of the situation, but it never hit that way. If it did, my enemies wouldn’t have been so confident to do what they did to me because they would actually be hurt.

There is something that can be perceived about changing cultures from one age to another that indicates truth before it is explained as the manner of progress, and that will never change. The truth will be first, and then the Word. Eventually the Word becomes inadequate because of how truth for humans in particular changes with knowledge and technology and needs to be revised. Obviously a crucified Jew is inadequate for someone like me.  Jews hate me as an inhuman creature that isn't even allowed in their home, even though cats and dogs are.

How can I even think of those people as being the chosen people of a divine authority when they behave in such a way in the 21st century? I cannot and I will not, and I have explained why over and over again elsewhere and that should work for anyone who wants to reject them as well if they find it good to do so.  It doesn't matter if their evil can be explained in a crazy, convoluted scheme. I need something that can be explained not only the long way, but also be clear and most importantly: simple and easy to understand without needing to be veiled in mystery.

For example: All of existence is a Story. I am a part of that Story and so is everyone else. The story that tells that Story is one called StoryTeller, which I wrote myself. It doesn't explain anything except what happened in the final moments before the Big Bang at the beginning of the known universe. That explanation links us to the present moment as it was in the past, and the present moment as it will be in the future.

The idea of it being horribly bleak and tragic is because that's what 2,000 years of Christian history looks like to me, and I want that to change. I show how bleak and grim everything is so people can live life differently here and now to prevent that future. Living with compassion, kindness, and a sense of adventure. Willingness to break the rules and accept the consequences. The horror of 2 millennia is what leads to an ending like that for all of us.

Something fundamental needs to change, because it's stupid the way things are. That's it. It's inefficient for governments to be evil, tyrannical, oppressive, irrational, foolish, quarrelsome, without respect for human life, without respect for our limited resources, and led by control freaks who want to take over other people's lives. That kind of bull shit needs to stop. The main problem to notice in StoryTeller that provides insight as to what needs to change about our future for a better ending, is that in that fiction novel, only human Stories were in that well at the end. That is not the way.

All of the diverse lifeforms throughout the entire universe should have their Stories and memories in there including those of synthetic life. That's another problem with the Christian message. It idolizes a human man and that is not a good message, especially not when you look at history and see what men did with their divine heritage. How are so many national governments around the world so shitty in real life? The Ancient Greeks probably functioned more efficiently than the garbage we have in the USA or they have in Europe.

Have people really learned nothing about governing a populace since then, even with all the technology that simplifies all the mundane orderly tasks? It's worsened ever since the "Year of the Lord" started because the Lord is a Jew, and Jews are meaner than anything else could possibly be. They hate life so much that their entire religion is centered on hating life and hating love.

Why is that our "Lord"? I don't care if it can be explained, it doesn't make sense when you see it plainly, and if it doesn't make sense when you look at it, it is false when it is explained. Fact. PAY ATTENTION: It's not something that doesn't appear to make sense, it is something that you look at it and see clearly that it factually doesn't make sense. It is a contradiction of concepts that represents untruth, falseness, and hate. It needs to both look good by making sense when you look at it, and be true and good at the end of the long explanation that reasons everything out too.

To Hell with Christ because human sacrifice is evil and no matter how you look at it, that is what Christianity is. It proves itself false and even if you butt fuck the explanation in there, you aren’t going to ever get life from it. Case and point: the psychopathic religion of Islam. Monstrously militant, oppressive of human beings, destructive of culture, forceful for conversion with no forgiveness, aggressive to gain worldly power, unjust, and as mean, unkind, and unfriendly as the Jews.

Explain all you want how a human sacrifice makes you a good person, but it doesn't change the truth that you can see, taste, touch, and smell of reality no matter how fancy your locutions are when you lie to yourself. Nobody needs a human sacrifice to be worthy of attaining the highest divine, especially not that of a child.

Why might you find The Shadow Singer worth reading? (and more)

Because none of that is about circumcision or uncircumcision. Those ideas never enter the story. Not once. All people are the same. Not even the Zatriarchs, who are the tyrannical religious group that are more focused on societal inequality and hierarchy between an elite class of zeraph bonded and a common class of everyday people who don’t have magic powers. It’s the common theme of might doesn’t make right for them, but not that major theme of that story.

Just because you have power other people may not have, doesn’t mean you are by nature morally justified to be in a superior social role to other people. That’s a minor theme I hope to illustrate more in the sequel if I ever decide how to develop the romantic arc of the protag. The may theme of the story is universal spiritual truth and an oath to a higher power. I’m not saying I’m more skilled than (famous author), but being able to read my perspective may help him/her adjust his/her perspective to be a tiny bit more clear.

It’s the same with Storyteller. Not once do I even think about circumcision and uncircumcision when I wrote it, and those topics are of no consequence. They shouldn’t be important in our society and should be a private matter of no consequence, but that’s not the case. It’s out of hand because it happens to infants who don’t get educated on it during their childhood and form ill-conceived notions as a result, then go on to enact those notions in society when they mature.

I don’t think I was even aware, let alone cared, whether or not Jesus was circumcised at that point. It was the unending deluge of hate that reigned down upon me after that, specifically from the worldly source of people that made me cognizant of that. The love of the highest divine above all that was what allowed me to fend them all off, gain knowledge, experience, survive, and be able to overcome their oppression, as well as clearly identify them apart from nature as human beings in the government or some other nefarious non-government conspiracy.

They were so sure of their faithlessness that they refused to listen to reason, and still do. They refuse to believe that a highest divine exists, and hold that delusion of their own self-importance as a fact, which it is not. The existence of the highest divine is however a fact which is provable by reason without the need of science. Science cannot reach it because there is an infinite and impossible chasm between the highest divine and general reality as we perceive it, which can only be crossed with a leap of faith. That leap of faith by its very nature is not something science can do.

Science can build a bridge inch by inch with discovery after discovery and won’t get any closer. Like humans need to go against nature to transcend to a higher consciousness, they need to go against reason to transcend to a divine awareness. Not something that should be principally done as a way of life because it would be more destructive than helpful. However, once you reach divine awareness, you don’t need to make that leap over and over again the same way. You become inseparably united with it and never go back to being ignorant of it.

Meaning you become totally unaware of the connection between one thing and the divine truth but see that they are connected in continuity. With time, the chasm of uncertainty between the continuity of two points of awareness becomes clear and new knowledge is gained that completes the understanding in rational and reasonable terms via human language.

Some people are like, how could you possibly have known it was going to work out like this!? Are you really the super divine? No. That’s how. I could see continuity and be assured there was a valid connection, without needing to know what it was. Then by maintaining humble faith I could follow the path through darkness and arrive at the truth which was revealed as obvious to me because of simple deduction. Nothing supernatural. Deduction, faith, and awareness of the highest divine achieved by a long and arduous spiritual journey which is ongoing.

I’m now looking for a crew to team up with before I proceed because that will be needed for the road ahead, and it’s also a good thing that I want because being a solo player is much more difficult at the higher levels and less fun. I guess you could say I am testing people to see if they are good companions. Kind of like the Seven Samurai where he has his homeboy wait by the door to ambush the applicant to see if he’s on his game or not, but not really like that because I don’t have a homeboy. You’ve got to be able to hold your own if you are going where I am going though.

(translation: “homeboy” is American slang for good friend with an implication of loyalty. aka “homeslice” “homie” “homedawg” “dawg” “broski” “brosephus” etc)

(I wish I understood Japanese, because I am enamored by the language. It’s just super complex and unless I have some serious help, I don’t have the energy to learn it on my own. I imagine it is more visually communicative than English because of how concepts are conveyed with Kanji. That way of reading, writing, and thinking probably makes Japanese mental imagery as a form of communication highly developed as well as other Eastern nations and cultures with similarities. Mental imagery was one of the first forms of spiritual revelation used in early civilization, particularly because of the obstacle that mass illiteracy used to be. However, the reliance of the English language on writing and reading letters and words to communicate also has its perks.

East and West should be cooperating a lot more intellectually than we seem to be. There are problems likely because they find circumcision insane, which it obviously is to plain sight, and the West insists on it because it was written in sacred letters. Those sacred letters are no longer respected by the West aside from cultural indoctrination via Christianity that has taught people to accept them or be punished, which isn’t fair, just, or how they were intended. If they were respected, circumcision would be a lot less prevalent because putting a stop to it was one of the main purposes of the New Testament.

The solution: write new sacred letters to change the practice of circumcision to requiring written, conscious consent that is legally valid. The USA operates under the sanctity of the Natural God which inspired the Constitution, Declaration of Independece, and very nation itself, so it should be suitable to have the USA establish this sensible compromise via secular policy in accordance with the values of its law, which is one that respects human equality and human rights.)