Why mine?
It’s obvious isn’t it? I’m not going to bother to read whatever you wrote as a mimicry of my work which was a futile attempt to recreate the mystical work that I did, because your purposes were obviously stupid, pointless, and evil. You wasted your time and everyone else’s by trying to pervert my creation into your evil design.
However, you are giving me too much credit.
My work is indeed an alchemical achievement as a process that reduces, purifies, and recreates perfection improved. However… where you just copied my method, ingredients, and technique, the only reason the reality of my Story superceded the previous one is because the highest divine found it good and made it so. That is why mine worked and yours didn’t.
Also, you had evil intentions so you probably do not even understand the first thing about alchemical work, which requires patience, time, and effort. You have to reduce, purify, react, reduce, purify, react, virtually endlessly before you arrive at the substance necessary for the final work.
If you even have an evil mind, you have no patience. You are trying to cheat, find the fast way, skip steps, and are moving too fast in life to notice any of the good qualities. When one experiences something unpleasant, that is part of the process of preparing the substance of the final work.
Something unpleasant offends, hurts, wounds, or otherwise is unacceptable—patience, reduce that down to the base nature where it is good, then apply that goodness to the context of the unpleasant matter whether it is natural, physical, spiritual, social, or whatever and purify the unpleasantness. Patience. The unpleasantness doesn’t go away, but you have purified it to make it better.
In my experience, and I don’t see why this would be any different for anyone else, completing the final work is not like performing an experiment or scientific procedure. It is not like cooking a recipe or following instructions at all. Preparing the substance is better understood as an act self-improvement even though your work is external of yourself. That’s the reason why your daily work culminates into the final substance. It’s fine to be self-aware of how you are benefiting from something you are doing, but what is probably most important is finding ways to put that work to use for others as much as possible and so that they receive the lion’s share of the benefit, so to speak. Your reward is the substance you are preparing, so it is not right to also take the material reward any more than is appropriate while being charitable. Accept the smaller portion and add that to your work.
Go the extra mile and do not expect payment, and put that into your work. Do good for others without expecting, asking, or wanting payment from them, and then put that into your work. Pay yourself with toil, labor, work, and charitable effort and learn to love those more than any reward for doing them because that’s why you are doing anything and everything anyway. Skip the middle man, just take the unrefined substance of hard work. You will be paid like anyone else, but the quality of your work will be superior than expected because of how much you commit to the labor and intend to bring about perfection in all of your works.
Don’t be in such a hurry to get to the end! That’s what I’m saying about going to fast. You will never get there if you focus on the end result you want. That is only appropriate when you are not working, but you should always be working because it takes an entire lifetime, and if you want to finish it with time to do anything else, you need to devote your nights and your mornings as well as your daily responsibilities. Why do you think I never really made any friends or had any romantic relationships through my young adult life? I was devoted to the work! Every now and then some good luck comes around, but if you don’t put your whole heart into a romantic relationship you are doing a disservice to you both, so I never made any effort to maintain one beyond the match of her effort and women don’t ever make an effort so I never had one want to stick around. Except one, but something dreadful happened and a vital communication was destroyed and I was never able keep that fire alive because I didn’t even know it was burning until she told me later when I returned from deployment.
Let me just go ahead and add that to the work and not feel bitter about it, angry, or regretful. The pain of despair where I was abandoned by love, already happened and there is little else that can wound me deeper. All that happens when one of the… gutter sluts? I don’t know, they pale in comparison to the lovely maiden, and none have ever come close to her beauty inside and out. No sense regretting, as I am grateful to have even had a brief moment of her time. I think she’s married now anyway, so that makes it easier too. Just going to close this door here, this window, put on the lock, and call that a wrap.
Anyway, the gutter sluts of the mainland only reopen the one wound when they do so in response to me showing them compassion. They seem to do it on purpose too, like it is something they enjoy doing to other people. I don’t understand why a person would choose to live that way, but good riddance, more for the cauldron. (Yes, I am still working around the clock on the work except now I devote all of my time to it with no other daily responsibilities to employers.)
Anyway, doing that every day, and finding the best materials to use, is how you make progress, because that progress is so slow you won’t even notice it changing until some time has gone by and you can see a sliver of change. With great and rare materials, the progress will be noticeable.
Like I said though the final work is not like an equation, experiment, or precise process of logic and reason. It is more like you made an escape into the trash compactor, there is some unknown monster swimming around in the garbage water, and the walls are closing in on you. The final work is a do or die scenario in which you will certainly die because you have to put all of the substance you have prepared into it, which is all of yourself, heart and soul, and not hold any back. Everything is required. That’s when your substance is judged by divine powers greater than yourself that you can only avert your eyes from and tremble in their presence hoping you aren’t turned into scorched ash for spanking your monkey too much etc.
If you were successful you will survive to keep working, and if not, you will be dead and at least you can finally take a day off. Those always stress me out more than the labor, so maybe that’s why I’ve been so determined to be successful with my alchemy. That experience is harrowing and if you ended up killing yourself… it’s not impossible to start over, but you’ll probably need a break to recover from the trauma before you can even keep your hands steady to empty a flask again, if your experience is anything like mine.
So you see what I’m saying? If you think being evil is even remotely acceptable in the field of alchemy you are wasting your time and will not get anywhere with anything you try to do. One of the most important parts of alchemical success is obtaining knowledge and understanding of that knowledge. If you don’t understand the universal law, or that good is good and evil is wrong, nothing you think you know will ever be actual knowledge because of that flaw of your understanding at the core of all of your knowledge.
Honestly, the importance of being good and the importance of not being evil should be the most obvious of knowledge all people have. You should just know that, no matter what has happened, but everyone will tell you that if you don’t and you have no reason to doubt them. However, if you insist on knowing the reason and logic behind why that is true, the answers are there with the Greeks as they’ve been since ancient times. You have no reason to doubt them, argue about it, deny them, or disbelieve those facts of philosophy because they are in fact facts.
However, just knowing the universal law is usually sufficient in this sense as long have faith to bolster that knowledge. I came across the Greek philosophers in my study of theology where I learned that Christianity is in fact Greek religion that Jews are copying and trying to use their texts to say it is theirs and not the Greeks, when obviously they are just evil Jews. However, the Greek religious theological principle and source accepted Jesus and purified him from his Jewish nature with correction. Jesus and the first Christians created an opening in their Story for the Greek Story to meet. That was specifically because of Greek theology and wisdom they benefitted from which saved them from the despair, stupidity, and unhappiness of Judaism they mistakenly thought was reality.
I would think that the Stories would have been linked a lot sooner if Jews were not evil Jews and being evil about it, so they never were able to enjoy what that would done for them. Then over time, the situation came full circle. Now, completing the Story on behalf of the Greek’s universal wisdom actually destroys the Jews and doesn’t do anything good for them. That’s because Jesus the Christ is a lawless criminal, evil, and a no good lying cheat. A traitor, treasonous betrayer of the worst kind, and a hated enemy who will never be trusted again. That’s history but Trump’s treason pretty much sums that up to a man. So, all the more reason to complete the work of Jesus and see the prophecy fulfilled because Jesus the Christ is broken, untrustworthy, and evil, and his work for Jews failed because that is who he became. He knew this at the moment of his death when he cries out to the heavens for an answer as to why he was forsaken by God, and God is silent.
Anyway, that study is when I learned that the Jew’s claim to being an authority of Jesus or any understanding of Christianity was totally bunk. They don’t know a damn thing about what they are talking about because they think that is a Jewish or “circumcised” movement. The Jews died that day along with their “God”. Only Gentile faith remains with innumerable gods and goddesses who are infinitely better and more interesting.
The Jew really thought he knew what was going on didn’t he?
Does it make sense now why I have always been so certain of the USA’s destruction at my Word when I created a new reality of faith for myself? I was mired in that horrid ignorance of theirs like anyone else and thought, “Man… life sucks. There is no place for me to belong in the entire Story of reality I inherited. I’ve got a better idea. Let me toss that Story into the furnace for fuel and do the final work.” Costs everything? Fine with me! If I die doing this, that is an improvement at the very least. There really is nothing left for me to do in this world. No maidens to love, no people who need my work, no friends, no family anymore… It’s almost perfectly amazing for some more alchemy… Hopefully this works so I can work for myself from now on. The only thing that would make that kind of life better is a maiden who shares a similar interest in the mystical arts of alchemy. That’s expecting too much with these brainless airheads bitching about ‘Me Too’ ‘Me Too’! But nothing is impossible with alchemy so I may as well toss that in there too.” A couple years later… what are these alchemy games on PlayStation? A couple more years later, “My goddess Nep Nep, lover of pudding, you are cute, funny, and clever. Thank you for making great video games. Choombasa.” Now we are back here.
Does that make sense as to why your attempt to mimic what I was doing had no hope of working? That’s why I didn’t even prepare anything. You were going to be right back here when you realized you had failed at that start. Fortunately for a mystical alchemist like myself, I learned a lot about what you do, and let me tell you… I disapprove. You are nothing like an alchemist or faith worker. You are an abomination, and I have an obligation to the universal law of reality to exterminate you from existence after what I’ve seen you do.
So where are you, Jew? What’s your name? Each moment I get closer to killing a man in real life, and let me tell you, I’ve always wondered. Nothing better than a live, evil villain that needs to be put to justice with his death. Maybe I’ve been luring you close enough for me to kill with my bare hands when the time comes, or maybe that’s God’s way of rewarding me for a job well done. Either way, you have nowhere left to run.
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For the record…Did Han Solo dunk Luke Skywalker when he was being attacked by the tentacle beast? … I suppose… if there is some alchemy that can be done here… if you lose your cool, at least be a good sport about it, because you can never lose your cool unless you never had it to begin with.
Now, either deliver a maiden since you seem to have them all captive as slaves or held in cages or corralled like lambs to be delivered upon request in your monstrous eugenics society of evil, and she better be cute, or kill me, because holy fucking hell, I am too much for myself right now.