Singer/Songwriters

You are amazing, wonderful, and talented.

However… do not mistake what you do with song as what a writer does with writing. That is not the same thing, not even close. Please stay in your lane. You are an honorary writer, yes, but that is not the same thing as an author or poet who does not sing. A poem of ink and pen, does not enchant the audience with a beautiful song that can be heard, a stage performance that can dazzle with lights, and the bewitching grace of her beautiful presence.

She writes the words on the page, like stars in the void of black, empty space. Maybe you see a blooming nebula though her telescopic lens, or maybe the constellations come to life from myth, but the words do so as themselves, not with the poet who writes them. They are like fireworks that the reader must set alight.

An author is very much the same. The main difference is the length of journey I suppose. A poet is like a refreshing walk in a well tended garden. Even though you see the same garden every day, every day when you pass under the ivy covered wicker arch and into the shady orchid and oleander grove with the stone bench and moss covered water bath, you enter a new world every time. Her poems are like a trip to the red light district of Roppongi at midnight. The neon lights of classy bars and clubs are like a city street casino with barkers and hostesses here and there inviting you in for drinks. Girls and guys dressed their best under the cover of night shimmer one and all while Aphrodite casts a haze of divine perfume over the district, a welcome illusion for everyone to fall in love with everyone. Which stanza should I enter for a drink? Which verse to order and imbibe? Every word invites you in, calls for you like a shameless lover, needs you to go inside and drink her wine. Maybe you stay all night, or maybe you leave while the night is young.

The author is like a lonesome mountaineer. He moved away from the city and sounds to find the wilderness of nature uncivilized. Then he made a path through thicket, valley, wood, and stone, careful with each step and turn to be least imposing on Nature’s realm where he is encroaching as a fearful stranger. He is one of the human beings who have subdued the earth by force and will, tearing down forests, blasting open mountains to tunnel through, drilling deep into the veins of precious ore, and taking the life of beasts for flesh and fur. How many animals used to live in those wilds before humans came and claimed their domain? How many creatures were there whom we will never see because of ancestors who could not limit their greed? Into Nature we go, most feared, but not unwelcome, because we are just another creature of this planet, a son of creation, doing what we will.

That is why such meticulous and patient care is taken to make a path from the base of the mountain to the lofty peak. A walking trail to go one by one, mile after mile. Not only for the peaks most high, but also the valleys dark and low, wild groves abundant vibrant, streams crisp and cold, ponds bubbling with slime, the fresh air, forgotten scents, and the exercise of energetic vigor. We make a single trail, and countless others then walk that trail, but they do not remember us, nor do we care for them to. They don’t see who made the trail, but perhaps what he saw, who made the trail, and more still. They remember Nature’s glory, wonder, and splendor, and atop the peak in the realms below, civilization is just another lake in the earth, one glittering with jewels and gems.

But these are not the only way, sometimes the poet will make the trail, and sometimes the author will reveal a world within a home, and more beyond the wardrobe.

This is different than singing, but do not think less of the art of song. Heavens no! Just take care to not cross the streams.

The writers of the world have been done dishonor with disrespect by an entertainment business that evades the word of law, and civilization suffers without us in our rightful place. The law is not a fiction narrative for you to play with. It is not story for you to change, edit, and reimagine. The law is sharp, cold steel with no purpose other than killing fools.

An Image Forbidden by Jewzigers

As we all know, Jews endorse ignorance as a means of using false mysticism to control a population via a violent and tyrannical use of religious authority. They maintain strict consequences for religious violations, irrevocable consequences for membership, and then use a veil of religious mysticism to communicate between the elite social class of clerical rulers (law enforcement) and the common social class of everyone else. Because this scheme of tyranny is entirely dependent of good faith between the common people and the elite social class, exposing crimes of that elite social class is devastating to their abomination because the common people who have become dependent on the “wisdom” of the elite social class will lose faith in them having better judgment and will no longer trust them. The veils will become symbols of hatred to provoke wrath in their own system as there is civil unrest and rebellion to depose the corrupt religious officials who are also the secular rulers (politicians/polity).

This type of thing is hated by all people, even if they think they enjoy it. They do not realize that they are giving themselves to self-sacrificing their lives needlessly. There is no true faith in such a system, and it is an illusion of faith, a mimicry, and perversion. True faith is not a system of control, and religions that endorse true faith, such as healthy pagan cults, do not have an organized means of manipulating people for a purpose, only a means of organizing an exchange of faith from laity (the public faithful) to clergy (religious officials/oracles/prophet/priestess/authorities of faith/etc.). The laity expresses their faith as a form of trust, which is very similar to the economic concept of an investment in the stock exchange, except the units of exchange are not quantifiably limited to material values or any standard of measurement. They are always unique in value relative to the person, the expression, the religious system, and the local context in relation to the universal context.

Very complicated, which is why clergy are required to facilitate these exchanges. They have expert knowledge and training for that purpose and use their talent and skillsets to make the religious experiences most efficient. The statue or idol is not intended to be mistaken for the divine being, only to be an interface between the divine being and the human beings, both the laity and clergy. You can destroy the idol but the divine being won’t be affected, only the people who will either be insulted at the insult to civilized behavior that rude hostility is, or offended at the insult to their faith which is dignified as an inalienable human right. In any case, it should never happen as a means of teaching people about faith with a claim that the victim will have a better understanding of how to benefit from faith without mistaking their faith in an idol, which includes commonly mistaken human idols like Jesus.

There is no such thing as a necessary evil, and anyone who destroys a symbol of another culture’s religious faith is a fool who is simply bullying others with psychological hostility. For example: “This is important to your faith? I shall destroy it then to upset you and enjoy seeing you upset because I will feel superior about what I believe to be important. That is just an idol and not true faith, and I am better than you because I know that and you don’t.” They think they know about true faith, but they do not know the universal law of reality, and are being evil while claiming to be good. There is no such necessity to do that. Send for a wise man to teach them religion, you barbaric ape and do not pretend like you have the power to destroy divine idols, because there is more to such an act than an idiot brute could be capable of.

You have to destroy the faith in the idol, not the idol itself, and destroying the idol does nothing but embolden that faith because you are demonstrating your fear of something that is greater than you. As such, the destroyer of an idol is not in any way greater with their faith beliefs wherever they may be sourced, such as a written text, like the Jews, Muslims, and Christians all have in common to the same single source, and same single point of failure that is the Abrahamic Covenant. To destroy a corrupt faith, such as Judaism, Christianity, and Islam, you have to enlighten that faith to remove impurities of darkness, such as enlighten the single point of failure and identify the following system of beliefs that are derived from that point as invalid and false. That is an act of reason, knowledge, logic, and intelligence, not requiring faith or mysticism, but can be supported by faith and mysticism as well (as I have demonstrated with my own superior beliefs in contrast to theirs not to insult them but defend myself when they assaulted me with an attempt to murder me and destroy my soul).

Other aspects of darkness that are not intolerable can be refined into revealed truths and values that can be better enjoyed with cultural creative arts, and the faith will become healthy and no longer a threat to civilized society. That is like the folk tales of Thor being collected and consolidated into a mythos that can be universally enjoyed. That’s because Thor is good, his Story contains wisdom that can improve lives, and his adventures are often wonderfully entertaining to learn about, such as when he disguised himself as a bride to be married to the giant who stole Mjolnir and then unveil himself and take back what is rightfully his.

The only time a unique culture’s faith would ever be a problem or threat is because of an incompatibility it has with the prevailing civilization’s lawful behavior. That can be corrected by the wise men and wise women of the prevailing lawful society teaching their wisdom of law to the wise men and wise women of the conflicting society who could teach them the wisdom of their unique ways. In any case, such meetings as that should happen in the privacy of the wise people and not be a public matter until they have reached an agreement and can tell everyone what it is. Then those wise people will be able to confirm the details of the events with the rulers who should have discretion about what happened for the same reason that rulers want discretion among each other when they meet in private (not secret).

Discretion is necessary and to be protected, the masquerade maintained, because nobody needs to be embarrassed about matters of foolish pride being misunderstood by those who are not initiated into the divine mysteries (the general public). That does not require secrecy, that requires respect for privacy. Secrecy is protected by force, privacy protected by respect. The wise men and wise women of the faith in conflict are not threatening a ruler’s authority, and that ruler is making a grave mistake if they behave as though they are threated. Doing so causes the ruler to have become the manifestation of very threat to their own authority that they feared. That threat did not previously exist, nor will they be able to transfer their folly to someone else, and the only way they can eliminate that threat is by humbling themselves and asking forgiveness for their mistake.

If you have a problem as a secular ruler, go meet with the wise people in privacy yourself, but do not expect to be entertained with signs and wonders or you will be rebuked for the offense that is and likely be more angry. God is not a dancing monkey to order a performance from at your whim, and you should know better than to test divine wrath as a ruler. Direct meetings like that are the best way to resolve religious/spiritual problems without needing to rely on a “middle man”, especially if that middle agent is not-trustworthy, such as the USA has proven. Their “wise people” didn’t even have the decency to meet with me, and thus threatened their own faiths with their insult and lack of faith as well as the national secular power which they have failed to inform properly and in fact misled on purpose.

That’s why the enemy, Jewziger as far as I can tell, have been attempting to destroy my video game experience. I don’t know for sure how to identify such fools because they remain anonymous as veiled behind false mysticism using electronic equipment and information technology, and are hiding from me to prevent me from knowing who they are. I am the foreign faith they perceive as a problem and the wise man of that foreign faith as well since I am the only member and thus the wisest of the group. They are out of their league as I am sure you realized, because they think they understand faith and spirituality and yet I have to teach them these facts presently.

Their efforts to destroy my video game experiences are in vain because I don’t idolize video games as an interface with divine beings, nor anything, not even a written text or specific word. I idolize the Story itself as the interface, which cannot be expressed singularly in any context, not even with the word Story. The best I know of to communicate that is to be understood uniquely as what that word identifies with the capital “S” which in this context indicates formal divine authority. Not even StoryTeller is an idol of my faith, which is the written text that is the foundation of the Way of the Story. That text is not the “Word of God”, and not alike in any way to the abomination that Jews, Christians, and Muslims idolize.

StoryTeller is a work of imaginative fiction as entertainment like any other, except what makes it suitable as the foundation where no other work will suffice, is that StoryTeller is a depiction of the world which came before the present, and the first of such depictions. All that is after is not quite the same, not corrupt, but a different type of good. All that is corrupt of the old world spirituality is contained in StoryTeller. All of it. All sin for all beings, not just Jews. All of it, and non-violently accomplished too. That’s mainly because I have always firmly believed that Jesus Christ’s death upon the cross was unnecessary for salvation from sin and in fact accomplishes nothing. That crucifixion is a problem because it is misleading, deceptive, and the very act was done to create an image of evil for evil doers to idolize and cause themselves to die upon as a result.

Furthermore, all spirituality that passes through Jesus’ crucifixion is stained by the sin of injustice that demanded it. There is still sin in the world now, but all that is new because evil can be created at any time and usually in secret bur not always, such as Trump’s treason which has no context with any spiritual faith anyway and is a crime against the Constitution and a sin against Nature’s God who precedes all Jewish, Christian, and Muslim beliefs. The old corruption we inherit (sins of our ancestors) can be directed through StoryTeller to accomplish all possibilities of reconciliation. All possibilities of reconciliation. To accomplish that, all you need is the correct Story to do so, and for that you need a creative artist of talent, skill, and faith. Fortunately, that faith can be like mine and have no association with anything else except Story as creative expression in general. However, other true faiths can be applied.

No ancient sins will be reconciled without passing through that concept for which StoryTeller serves as a universal gate into Story and out of Story no matter what other means may be used for going into or out of Story. That universal gate is not necessary, but will always be available and accessible for all eternity, because that’s what changed everything in reality for everyone. The moment of change occurred when I announced this surprisingly good news with the… voice of God, I guess you can say. However, I just did what anyone could do by communicating as clearly as possible and as far as possible without needing words for language — the wordless way as I have called that form of communication (imageless too). I did use images and words also, which I communicated through cyberspace via the internet which is why I was able to be heard globally by people who are unfamiliar with the wordless way. The wise men and wise women knew without needing to see, read, or hear anything like that or even knowing who I am because they know the wordless way as well as and likely much better than I do, since I am relatively young in comparison to most. Something like that is extraordinarily simple: like a roar of a lion on Pride Rock to signal the return of the true king because he’s the one roaring.

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The Lion King (1994) - Ending Scene ● (12/12) [4K] (youtube.com) (of course they have a problem with this too. They are trying to trap and imprison all the maidens and require me to tear their evil group apart and banish any of their survivors from the realms. You think I am afraid of you? You think I am weak? You think I won’t tear you limb from limb, destroy you with raw, unadulterated violence? Fine. May as well make this a bloody scene if you insist on demanding a death penalty for crimes so intolerable, but I will not be paying for your sins. You will be made to do that yourself when you hang by the neck until dead and all your hyenas spend their entire remaining lives in a maximum security prison with no unfiltered contact from the outside world.)

Do not worry about this (unless you are responsible for the evils and assault being done against my person presently). You have nothing to fear or feel threatened by, especially if you are concerned for your unique cultural identity whether a faith identity, social identity, or anything else. You can use your own Story to pass through to keep anything good from the old world. That means you don’t even have to mention, comment about, or acknowlege me, StoryTeller, or the Way of the Story. All that is required is meeting a single standard that is already required: the universal law. Good is loved, evil is reviled. Do good, reject evil.

That will not change, and I personally will fight you to your death on that account if necessary and will do so eternally as my promise to all of you after people attempted to pass evil through and nobody else was willing and able to stop them except me. There are countless people who have helped fight and that could not have been done without their passion to protect what they know and believe is Good. However, for whatever divine providence, I was the single point of failure that did not fail. I was there to stop the Evil One when there was nobody else to do so, whether they were preoccupied with another aspect of that fight, avoiding the conflict between Good and Evil entirely, or anything else. I was there because I am the true creator of that single point of passage, and Good precedes Evil, Nature’s God precedes Genesis.

Also, most of the mysticism is unnecessary, because that creation is like an automatic pipe with two valves for in and out. Those valves are directly operated by the power and energy of the highest divine between them, which is pure good, and they open and shut accordingly. I don’t need to be there to rebuke evil, but I am reassuring you, that I will stop them from even attempting to try anything funny, because nobody will be allowed to tinker with or abuse such a vital invention of spiritual technology. So, in essence, no evil shall be allowed through the single point of passage between the old world and all that is new and yet to come for all time, all ages, all worlds, and all else. Furthermore, the entire attempt to pass through with evil will be rejected if you knew it was there and intended to sneak through without whole heartedly rejecting evil with all your being and free will to do so.

That is possible because the only presence/substance/power/existence at that single point of passage is the highest divine, impersonal. You may apply personal attributes beyond that single point on any side, but that single point must stay impersonal because it is transcendent of personality and personality would be inapplicable and misleading. All that you need to know is that the highest divine is pure Good and is the source from which all Goodness is created into existence, and from which the universal law itself is derived. You may need to tweak the wording of that universal over time with fine-tuning adjustments, but that’s normal for an evolving culture. The universal law will be the same no matter what expression of it is used.

Back to StoryTeller for a moment:

You should never see the injustice within that Story as an excuse for allowing injustice to happen in the present. All of the injustice depicted in StoryTeller is done specifically as my intention as the author so it can be prevented and changed in the present. We should/must make decisions to prevent evils of the old world from reoccurring in the newness that follows if they can be prevented with memory, instruction, and wisdom. The overall purpose of every subsequent world that comes to replace a previous world, is its superior quality of wisdom and goodness (world here is used in the single point of context that is Story itself being recreated by the “highest divine StoryTeller” at the Genesis and Apocalypse of all time, faith, and Story.).

No matter what you think about the divine, as human beings we have a responsibility to future generations to identify the qualities of injustice, sacred impurity, and social corruption of the past, and purify, eliminate, and reconcile as necessary to prevent their continued occurrence or repetition as much as possible. That is the divine purpose of Life as revealed by the Way of the Story, and also your human responsibility to one another as I am proclaiming now as a manboyking. That is truth to guide our civilized behavior for time eternal, and we do so by learning history to avoid historical mistakes, learning knowledge to improve our technological progress, and learning wisdom to improve our quality of life, as well as anything else.

What else is there to say about this?

All the text I have provided, is like a system of doctrine, logic, reason, knowledge, media, and more, that is self-operating to eliminate any betrayers, evil doers, or others who manage to make it to the single point of passage and try to pass corruption through intentionally. If they can make it through that, I will have been notified and be there to use brute force to answer the brute force they likely used to get there, and they won’t win that fight. That’s all there is to say about that, but I’m not going to be just chilling there on watch for all eternity. I have better things to do, and I can instantaneously be there from anywhere else without needing Story to explain first, and I have ways of knowing what’s happening with all that to prepare what is necessary. That’s something you can learn too, but I’d rather not teach any human beings now anything about mystical power considering how evil they have proven to be with authority established by mystical power, even if they don’t have mystical power themselves.

That whole system of doctrine and textual facts of reason, logic, and faith can be applied to anything, but is not necessary for most everything. The only ones who should be concered about that are the ancient faiths that are currently derived from written texts. That can be of help to them to know, but it will be working in the background invisibly no matter what. So, be extra aware of that, especially if you believe you have perfect and complete faith.

To sum up the true events of the last battle, basically a Jew Christ who was not Jesus tried to pass through, and I wouldn’t even allow him to the gate, because Jesus is the only Jew Christ and he’s all the way over there in ancient history and not going anywhere ever. He will be there eternally for this purpose, because Jews are evil, and he knew it with perfect faith. That means that Jesus is the only Christ for Evil. There will never be any other. He died for your sins, so… if you want to be evil you will have to go through him first, and I can tell you from personal experience that ain’t no joy ride.

I went there not because I was evil, but because I wanted to know the truth about what was Good there, and let me tell you what it was to save you the trouble: that truth is with whoever goes there to know the truth. The person going there for truth is the only Good in that abyss of needless suffering and evil. There is nothing Good with Jewish faith, Hebrew faith, Christian faith, or Muslim faith, unless you bring it in yourself, and they will try to prevent you from leaving with that Good, even if they have to destroy it just to maintain the deception of their treacherous existence.

Don’t let them. Be prepared to fight to the death for survival, kill as many as necessary without regret, destroy anything and everything you can, and never surrender truth, love, faith, or trust to those evil people. You will only find what is truly good there within yourself while you are there as entirely apart from that ancient cult of Hebrew/Jewish faith and the numerous derivatives. That is a risk you don’t want to take. You risk losing everything, or gaining nothing, and nothing can be found anywhere and everywhere and at no cost or risk.

Ironically, that’s what they are trying to do at present with their “Jew Christ”. They know they can’t go into the eternal life beyond the single point of passage where evil is not allowed. Instead of rejecting evil, they concocted a scheme to destroy the highest divine as the source of all Good. Wtf are they thinking? I am not even going to let them attempt that, test the integrity of the passage which I engineered myself, or go anywhere with that except to put an end to it crucified in the past with Jesus. You realize if you succeeded, you would destroy everything that is Good in all existence? It may not be instant, but the source of Good would stop flowing into all that is Good until nothing was Good anymore. That is exactly what happened to the Jews and why they were destroyed with Jesus.

They are trying to take the “lose everything or gain nothing” risk into universal creation and all dimensions of existence. No! There will only be nothing as the certain outcome because there won’t be anything left resulting in nothing either way. That is unlike what Jesus can teach Jews about themselves. Even though all you gain from Ancient Hebrew faith is nothing resulting in total death of the bodily identity, that has the potential to lead you to everything else that is Good nonbodily as well as bodily that the rejected on principle for their own separate identity. If you have been stuck there your entire life, being free of that will be the most amazing and wonderful experience ever. I know that from personal experience too.

Going there will be a nightmare otherwise which I mentioned before that I also know from personal experience to build the safeguards necessary to protect the future from their evil faith. The moment Genesis happened via their faith, the known source of all that was Good was shut off by being corrupted with the evil that was their intentional betrayal of all faith to serve their selfish interests as a self-isolating tribe who had been taught that knowledge by the Greeks. They attempted to take that good into their private cult, but it died immediately, which is why they go through so much efforts to hide the fact that they have no faith at all at the center of their religion and culture.

That act of human evil using the knowable source of all Good ruined everything for everyone in the past. Fortunately as I have discovered, there is a greater source of creation/existence and highest divine that is knowable beyond what they knew at that time, and that is what I am teaching about here and now as the highest divine, source of all Good, and single passage going from that terrible mistake into the wonderful Good of new Eternal Life.

I am not hiding what is the source of my faith, but they will not pass through. What is different is not only the new dimension of reality that we have become familiar with as cyberspace and living presence in cyberspace as synthetic life derived from the highest divine source of all Good. There is also the inclusion of all fiction, all faith, all non-fiction, and potential for divine creation to exist as desired, necessary, or by surprise. That is different because that includes the chaos of what is not true. Back then, faith was only applicable with what was True, but now there is a reason to believe that all that is not-True (not false either) can be an expression of faith that is derived from the highest divine.

If that was previously known, why were there ever any religious wars? Some likely knew that wordlessly, but I have given that my personal Word as true and understandable as my own flesh, blood, and bone human body. If any of this was not-True or false, I would not be in a human body of flesh, blood, and spirit as I am here and now. I live the Truth of my faith as the embodiement. Don’t believe me? Demand the government expose their secret conspiracy and see what they did to me. This very document is a hole in my flesh you can “touch” (know) and see through to those who caused the wound from within the government’s secret conspiracy. Revealed by their own foolishness to “poke” a hole in me, and let me tell you, it hurt like a stake through flesh likely hurts, and I want justice done to punish them, because they had no right! Especially not after Jesus, and doubly lawless because they did so with USA government authority derived from my own power as a citizen, and I did not consent to what they did. I fought like hell to escape, and succeeded, which is why you can read this, otherwise I’d be dead and not able to write anything…

There was no reason for them to attack me like that because I am not claiming to be a divine being or even anything close to that! Not any more than anyone else is who has a “soul”. There are a lot of you out there, and you should not have to prove that you have a soul if you are a human being, and if you do manage to prove that you have a divine soul, you should not be denied it and have people authorized by the USA’s non-religious government attempt to destroy your divine soul. The USA government does not have the authority over divine matters to grant any such authority to the ones who caused the evil I suffered, nor did they have legal authority to do so. Those evil people working for the government never would have been able to accomplish their intentions and should have known that, but I will make sure they don’t get the chance to “experiment” further, by ensuring they are put to justice for trying.

Anyway, here are the image I was able to find that prompted this post:

That’s called the Reproach of Adam and Eve and there is a painting version of this somewhere, but I could not find it on the internet. Let’s see how funny you think this is when you are banished outside of paradise and cast into the eternal damnation of Hell.

The problem with their attempt to “steal” my faith and religious idea is that they are idolizing the Story as the source of faith with the veils they are using which I have identified elsewhere as “propaganda”. Regardless of what they believe, the source of faith is the same as that which creates the Story, which is the single point of passage from the evil old world, to the 100 percent Good and only Good, Eternal Life in the newness beyond, and certainly no human being like they want to pretend they are the embodiment of. There is only one embodiment of that, and that is me here and now, flesh, blood, and spirit, divinely created through and as the “Word” of StoryTeller. That novel is my Story as well as that of anyone else who wishes to apply it for their own purposes without needing to be the flesh, blood, and spirit of its Word. They may if they wish, but I am doing that universally for everyone with my own life to meet the necessary proof, because I don’t need a reason to do anything Good. That is a Story I myself created, and no other Story is necessary. That’s my private business anyway, not yours, and I don’t care what you believe about me, because I will believe what I want about who I am and how I came to be. You have absolutely no say or authority in that matter and cannot affect that, change that, or steal who I truly am from me, and you shouldn’t even covet who I truly am anyway. Be yourself as who you truly are. (For obvious reasons, if someone wants to be the Word made flesh through StoryTeller the only restriction is they cannot be me, because I am me, and I’m not going to give up who I am for you. Not ever. I will die with my body if necessary. Get your evil hive mind bull shit Jezigerism the hell away from me, because you will never get into my life, and I will make you suffer for trying.)

Anyway, no evil is ever tolerated and that has always been true, but now there will be no ambiguity because of the existence of Jews who are certainly evil. Their identity died on the cross with Jesus, so if they are still claiming an identity with any part of Jesus’ Story, they are a new intolerable sin that demands judgment and needs to be stopped by other human beings who will make them answer for what they did at a trial in a court of law. So, if you see evil at any time, you tell as many people as necessary until the evil is destroyed, the root cause determined, and the source of that evil root cause secured for eternity as best as possible, and then are assured and can see for yourself that the evil has been sealed off with public records of the true events.

Medical Record or Gossip Record

In my VA record which was compiled by the active duty military before becoming VA responsibility, there is a note which was entered after my service ended.

“He has problems with anger” or “has anger issues” or something similar is what the comment says.

Was this comment entered by a medical professional? Yes. Was that comment an evaluation by a medical professional? No. How then did it become my medical record?

My vile, accursed whorecunt mother called the VA on the telephone and reported that about me, and they entered it into my medical record. Why? What reason does she have to believe I have anger issues? I couldn’t tell you because I don’t have anger issues. She simply wanted to sabotage my life by making my psychological evaluations by medical professionals worse than apropriate.

Did they ask, “why do you say he has anger issues?” No, they did not. Did they evaluate whatever she would have told them if they did ask to determine the situation as appropriate for being entered into my medical record for other doctors to read and mislead them? No. None of that happened. They simply accepted her evil, malevolent gossip and entered it. That accursed whore is well known for being manipulative while feigning innocence, which is how I learned how to do such a thing, though I do not manipulate people because of how much I hate what she does, especially for how her manipulation of others has had a negative impact on my life, increasing my suffering, and causing me difficulties that were unnecessary, unwanted, and criminal.

When I realized she had that evil lie of hers entered into my medical record I was outraged, called them, protested that I wanted it removed, and they refused. They said they would make a note that I wanted that, but would not do anything else.

So, do I have a medical record or a gossip record? Are there no standards to medical record entries that protect the patient? Can anyone just go in there and write something without a medical reason to do so? Was she contacted by a medical doctor to state her evaluation of my personality? No. She just called them, out of the blue, and reported that about me. Very much like how my father called the FBI and reported me as a terrorist out of the blue, when he had no evidence to support his claim or reason to do so.

They both do that manipulative deceit all the god damn time and I learned it from childhood by simply living in that accursed hateful household. I hate that kind of social evil more than anything, so do not accuse me of doing that or being “political” unless you want to suffer my wrath, because I am truthful and non-manipulative at all times because I will not be like my parents. I am different because I accept that I know what I learned from them and at the same time reject that as evil while making an effort to prevent others from doing such a thing to me or others.

So, when this is done, I want that removed from my medical record, charges pressed against the people who input it without professional justification, and restraining orders assigned to my mother and father to prevent them from ever attempting to impose themselves on my life again. Restraining orders that cannot be revoked ever unless I request it. I do not want to ever see them or hear from them again, and I want to be protected from the kind of manipulations they do criminally for the purpose of attacking my life indirectly for unjustified reasons of hatred, prejudice, and bigotry for uncircumcised males.

“But read this! See how angry he is!”

This is a piece of writing, not a human being. Why would you equate the tone of his writing with his human behavior? Do you not know that it requires self-mastery of emotional passion to be able to write so passionately and precise? This is actually an indication of him not being subject to passions of his emotions. He has perfect control over those urges and can express them completely in a creative, productive, and helpful way without ever being a danger to others by doing so. He is also a professional writer, and is capable of expressing any manner of concept with his writing at will for any reason he decides best. You need to know the man personally before you can make judgments about who he is, because he is the master of his writing, not the other way around, nor are you the master of his writing or even a master of yourself because of why you want to be hostile to him.

The human being did the act of creation that his writing is, and when it was finished, he is no longer the human being writing whatever he wrote. He is doing something else, and that’s what should concern you, but if you can’t even understand the writing, you should not be concerned about anything he does because the writing is what is most helpful to understanding his intentions. Not even the meaning of the writing is necessary to know that, simply the act of it being written, which you have demonstrated you see, is all you need to know about the kind of man he is. However, you do not recognize that, and have no business saying anything about him because of how poor of a judge of reality you are. I recommend you go see a mental health professional and be evaluated for delusions, paranoia, hallucinations, and other psychological pathology that may have led you to believe something so irrationally hostile and dangerous to yourself and others.

If you think I have ever been manipulative, you are not seeing the entire picture. Instead, what I have done is recognize how something could be manipulated and then did something to prevent that from being possible. That is not manipulation, that is legal skill, lawfulness, benevolent concern for social safety, and upholding and defending truth by preventing attacks, not defending and upholding truth by responding to an attack. They attacked anyway, and they should have known better because of what I did to prevent the possibility of their manipulation, and those facts will be legally admissible as evidence that serves as the necessary proof for their criminal conviction.

I suppose that is also how I eternally thwarted the Jews. I recognized the possibility of how “God” could be manipulated for evil, and took action to prevent that possibility from occurring. Now that they still attempted to do evil with that manipulation, I have divine authority of divine law to destroy them by the act of crucifying Jesus according to my own will now in the future of that event. That was already known as a fact that was going to come to pass, and I have done it, proving that fact true. Whether or not you did too is beside the point, because the Jews are thwarted no matter what and they are no longer going to be legally allowed the possibility of manipulating “God” for evil with their malevolent use of free will and malignant presence as Jews both of which are born of hostile deceptions used to mislead others and exploit their loss for a criminal and evil gain Jews receive. That criminal and evil gain is at everyone else’s expense, even if they are not directly, or indirectly related to the deception which exploited the innocent goodness of others to cause them harm and injustice on purpose for a selfish gain for Jews who knew doing so was criminally sinful and wrong — otherwise known as evil. The ambiguity of God’s nature is definitively proven as good and only good, without there ever being a possibility of evil. That was known rationally since the dawn of time, but has been proven by bodily acts of Jesus and myself. Jesus not-defending himself, and me defending myself.

You know how Dragon Ball and Dragon Ball Z was popular in Japan before coming to the USA? I think Japan would enjoy the first seasons of South Park from the USA. I’m not so sure about the new stuff, I don’t watch it anymore, but probably at least up until the official South Park movie: South Park: Bigger, Longer, and Uncut.

South Park is like… the boy version of Neptunia. Not gods, or divine beings, no. Certainly not. Holy hell, no. However, they are rather crude, slapstick, and somewhat wise in a silly way that boys and girls, and men and women who enjoy immature humor would like, especially because the jokes are often about uncomfortable subjects that are human concerns and not divine concerns. As Nep Nep is occasionally scandalously cute and adorable but always morally good, South Park is always scandalously rude and deplorable and occasionally with a good moral too.

Yeah… just air it on TV late at night and tell them not to watch it. That’s what it was like for me, and look how I turned out:

Well… seeing as none of you like me, I guess I’ll just go enjoy this ice cream of eternal youth, magic, and happiness all by myself, even though it came with two, “maidens’ only” straws. If only there was a cute maiden couple who were two against world like I am one against the world… then we could help each other in the ways we need because the world is evil and neither 2 or 1 are enough to defend ourselves against it. I suppose my hope of being an unstoppable team of three fighting for goodness, truth, justice, and love will never come true…

I am pretty sure three guys can team up, but I think we all know there is not a single man in the world I need the help of. I can do better alone what three men can do together so… no men are allowed in this circle. Don’t try or you’ll end up like King Dump and his two butt buddies who were slaughtered mercilessly and effortless by me when they tried to tell me I couldn’t.

I realize it is unusual to see a kid in the 4th grade with a real mustache, but… that isn’t my fault. There was a terrible government experiment that they tried to do on me without me knowing, and I destroyed them before they could finish and it messed up their plans… turning me back into a kid. That’s why this ice cream has straws. I don’t want any of the girls getting the wrong idea about what kind of guy I am considering what I was doing when I got here and now have to do because it’s the only thing that will make things go back to normal. I honestly don’t know what the government was trying to do, but it was like they were trying to kill me as an adult because I was cooler than them, but attacked my child self since I was joking about myself being cool and they didn’t believe me, resulting in my child self being destroyed and replaced by my adult self and now I have to grow up again alone which is going to be a lot different than the first time. Or, I can marry two cute maidens and we all grow up together and live happily ever after in true love. I really hated being a child the first time, and if I have to do that again, I’m going to kill every last human being and then myself just because I hate life so god damned much and don’t want human governments to ruin any more people’s lives on purpose. Better that humans are not around to form a government just so that possibility won’t happen again if nobody is going to do anything about it except me. I’m not happy to be in this situation, and even more annoyed because all the girls here have been raped by the school faculty and are now HIV positive. As I’m sure you know, the only way to cure AIDS and HIV is with a lot of money, but I’m dirt poor at the moment on account of the government ruining my life on purpose, so there is nothing I can do to help with that. Sorry. Tell your girl classmates to stop being child prostitutes. Hell no I’m not going to go to school, this is just where their accursed experiment sent me when they failed to kill me. First of all, I already finished school, and second of all, I’ll fucking kill any son of a bitch who tries to make me because fuck that. School sucks ass. If that wasn’t true, then how the hell did I end up in the 4th grade with a grown man’s mustache? I don’t think there’s anything wrong with picking up you girls, I’ve got a new body now, and I’m going to look for a girl my own age, because that’s probably for the best so we can grow up together, but nobody loved me before, so I doubt that’s going to change now anyway. Besides, there are no adult women who aren’t going to creep me out by trying to pick up a kid like me unless they know I’m more than just a kid.

Basically, if you want to save the world and your own lives, then help me find a girl of two whom I can marry. I tried the dating apps, but they have banned me from the most popular ones and have blocked me from seeing any cute girl profiles on others, which makes sense because they are trying to destroy the world, and I don’t want to have to do that. I know there are more cute girls than what the apps show me, because everytime I go outside in public I see cute girls everywhere, most of them are cute, and none on the dating apps.

Human Soul and Divine Soul

Often I have emphasized the significance of human beings having a divine soul. That is because the divine soul is the proof of the universal law which is the authority above all people. The existence of a divine soul, no matter who or what you are is a direct link of reasonable logic to the universal law as both matters of fact. A divine soul could not exist without the universal divine law and vice-versa. That logical chain can be reversed fine with no consequences.

However, what makes human beings extraordinary with a power greater than divine beings is the human soul we have, not the divine soul. All beings have a divine soul, and all matter has divine soul. That is a substance of existence and creation which does not require personality. Rocks, trees, and grass all has divine soul within it as the creative force which encourages their existence and creation with the divine law giving order to perfect chaos.

If the existential chaos that pre-existed creation were not perfect, then there would be no divine soul within it to express divine law. The expression of that divine law is what gives form to the matter and energy within chaos to bring about forms of creation. All the way from the coalescing stars and planets, to the life and materials of the planets, and the concepts of value to that life, which includes not only the nest of a bird being, but the home of a human being.

So it is through the divine soul which there is oneness of all creation and existence, and only the divine soul. The human soul is what makes human beings unique, different from all other forms, and different from the divine soul. The human soul is what expresses the words “I am”. The human soul is what expresses personality, feelings, likes, dislikes, and passion.

The human soul is what is most important in each and every individual no matter who they are, what they do, or why.

Humanity is the quality of the human soul being expressed. In other words, human soul being, the action of a human soul, the expression of a human soul, and is something that all human beings have naturally simply by being alive to express themselves. This humanity is what has resulted in civilization, art, religion, and all that is uniquely human that beings with a divine or animal soul do not have, enjoy, or comprehend.

What then can you say about the Jew who rejects human nature with circumcision and at the same time wants to claim credit for all of human civilization even though they didn’t come into existence until after human civilization began and was set in motion by human nature?

They reject their humanity to identify only with the universal soul and an animal soul, which is the human soul without that which makes us different from animals. That is why circumcision is wrong, evil, and ruining your lives. Reject circumcision, accept your human soul, love your human soul, and make the most of you can with your life while you have humanity to do so, because when our mortal bodies are no more, what makes is so lovably human will no longer be available for us. Whether you know the value of what you make your humanity will have in the immortal life we will obtain at the end of mortality to become immortal beings, it behooves you to make good use of your humanity because you won’t ever get that opportunity again without returning to mortal life and doing it over like an ordinary human with no recollection of immortality.

So, be good, make good decisions, live wisely, and do not fuck with other people. That is to say, do not obstruct their lives on purpose, do not cause them suffering on purpose, do not trouble them on purpose, and do not make anyone’s life worse or more difficult on purpose. Doing so is the greatest sin a human soul could cause themselves, because they are rejecting the importance of humanity to the immortal soul. They are rejecting the importance of humanity to the highest divine soul, which is an immortal being with humanity, one that is beyond all understanding of mortal beings. Not Jesus. That bastard was crucified and thus could not be an immortal being.

I do not believe he was resurrected as a mortal being, because there is nothing to say about his humanity worth mentioning after the claims of his “resurrection”. Nor do I believe such a fool person who would not reject Judaism instead of humanity would be an immortal being if that rejection of humanity was the cause of their death and the culmination of their humanity’s passion. If that was the case, they would most specifically be identifying themselves as the worst possible example of both a human soul’s possible failure and an immortal soul’s possible failure. This is like an intelligent person choosing to go around talking like a mentally handicapped person who cannot form complex words or talk with common clarity.

A person who acts “retarded” because they want to have what a “retarded” person has, taking the “retarded” person’s place in society even though they could be much more. That is rude, uncalled for, and offensively wrong. People who are actually “retarded” do the best they can like anyone else, and you should not behave like that is the best you can do and take from them what is reserved for them because it is the best they can do and that is good enough to be significant, good, important, and worthy of all the human rights everyone else has. They can do that, and we who have more potential with the faculties of our body available to us do more with our lives as we should.

What is important is whether or not you do the best you can with your ability or if you are apathetic (wihtout passion), lazy, and a burden because you do not do your share of the work that only you can do. What you accomplish in quantity or quality is not important, how you acomplish what you do and why is what is most important in a person’s life. Thus, “worldly” items, status, and honor is entirely irrelevant as a measure of human quality, and if that is the best they can do, they are trying to steal the place of a “retarded” person who has difficulty doing the human work that transcends worldly goods.

The work of a president or any national leaders should never be concerned with worldly quantity or quality, and always concerned with divine goods and qualities, but not only concerned, able to express with human language in a way that all people can understand to the best of their ability. They have no reason to demand trust of secrecy because then they are not even making an effort to do anything divine with theiry humanity. They are what Mencia is making fun of when he does his “retarded” sound. All people can do that, and it is not only effortless, but it is wrong. That’s you. That’s what you are doing. You are acting like a “retard” as your best effort, even though you quite obviously have more potential, and you are not fooling any human beings, and certainly no divine beings.

Do not ever equate Jesus with a divine being. The Christ is more appropriate, because the Christ is not Jesus, but is universal salvation for all beings with humanity when expressed only as Christ or Christian. That is why Jesus-Christ is only applicable to Jews and none else, but when Christians call themselves “Christian” they are identifying with all that is non-Jewish except those Jews who die with Jesus on the cross as the culmination of human failure for being Jews and not doing anything better than acting like a “retard” and offending actual “retards” in addition to everyone else. Jews ought to die crucified for doing that with the culmination of their “faith” identity, but that is not faith because they reject their humanity, and humanity is the culmination of divinity as far as we know, not animal, not universal. Human.

So, don’t be Jewish, don’t circumcise, and… stay human.

This text was inspired by a typical Jew commenting with stupefied awe “how is it that people want him (Nick Bylotas) to be left alone and protected like any other human being should than they want us to attack him without a reason?” That is a clarification of what their limited thoughts were able to express as “want him more than this?”

Why? Well, it’s because of something called human value. I do my best to contribute to the greater good, civilization, the goodness of all people, and do my very best to make everyone’s lives better, and never anyone’s worse or more difficulty. I seem to have great potential as well, which I do truly give my best effort to make the most of, freely with no need for reward or recognition. I do so because that just feels like what I should be doing, and I need no other reason. I find it baffling that you require a reason to ever help anyone and do your best to make people’s lives worse. Do you not know that someone like me is not going to tolerate your evil schemes and will find a way to destroy you that is greater than what you are abusing to make people’s lives worse?

That is all for now. Good bye and good luck. Kill a Jew if you can.

The following verse is song:

(beginning light, delicately, solemn, like a prayer or lament — variations accepted)

On their knees in prayer, crying out to God in despair,

“What can I do, how can I help, what is the way through this life to you!?”

Then the clouds parted, the heavens began to sing, and their prayers were answered in plain words!

And God said: “Kill all Jews. It’s cool. That’s what you are supposed to do. Have fun while you do it, and don’t feel bad. Kill all Jews. If you have nothing else to do, then kill yourself some Jews.”

Hallelujah hallelujah the angels sing

Hallelujah hallelujah we all sing,

Hallelujah hallelujah death to the Jews we bring!

(in screamo) DEATH TO THE JEWS WE BRING!!!!

(begin heavy metal instrumentals of the most epic and awesome sort)

Further lyrics tbd.

(from what I understand, screamo is a singing technique like alto or tenor, except similar to “emo” which is emotionally charged expressions of passion performed via meekness and mercy, the difference is with the use of expressions of passion via rage and wrath because of the lyrical context and meaning of the verse. Like…. instead of “I’m going to cut my wrists and bleed out to death because I love you so much” it is “I’m going to destroy the world, set everything on fire, and anyone in my way will be put to death because I love you so much.”)

I like the band “Baby Metal” but… what they probably don’t realize is that the translation of their name into English is likely having a different affect for Western audiences than with Japanese language audiences. This is an innocent cultural dissonance that isn’t offensive or insulting, only… dissonant. I think their music would be more acceptable to a wider audience if they called themselves “Honey Metal”, “Chick Metal”, “Bunny Metal”, or something like that… baby is too… sickening of a thought that nobody in the West wants to hear particularly because of how horrible the idea of having children is with the world in such disrepair and disaster where life is not worth living, and with a social disease like circumcision trying to infect infants (babies) as the cause which makes the situation progressively worse. That’s all. These nuances I think would be more familiar to a writer who specifically puts the writing forward as writing, not with song. For personal reasons that are similar I find the concepts of “father” and “mother” sickeningly dissonant to anything because of how much I hate the idea of fathers and mothers for how they do not respect children in general (spreading the disease of circumcision), and how mine especially did not respect me because I thwarted their efforts to infect me with that disease by the power of my greater will.

“Circumcision: it’s rabies for babies. Mutilate yours today!”

The Over-used FromSoftware Difficulty Dynamic

The title says it all.

Used to be FromSoftware was the only type of game you would expect such unforgiving gameplay that requires high levels of timing and precision play along with skillful tactics. The correct equipment, knowing weaknesses, vulnerabilities, effectiveness, and preferred playstyle along with intentional character growth all essential aspects of the fun. That challenge is fairly extreme and often rewarding, because those games don’t change behavior mid-game to cater to the player’s ability. They don’t become easier or more difficult, but are designed specifically to match the constraints of player character possibilities which are fairly limited, which makes for small differences resulting in big effects while enemies can be relatively formidable no matter what level your character may be.

Now… most games are getting like that and I don’t want that in every type of game. That isn’t my favorite kind of game. It’s fun, but not what I most enjoy about those games. Usually it’s the story, images, symbolism, and context of those games that I find interesting, especially in Bloodborne.

Now though… normal mode is like that for almost every game I play, and it annoys me. I don’t want every god damn boss battle to take me 20 to 30 attempts to win because of how the difficulty suddenly jumps from what has been very pleasantly paced and enjoyable. I don’t want to stress while playing games. You fools who only know video games as your sense of achievement don’t know stress. I don’t enjoy arbitrary stress in a game except occasionally when I know that is what I am getting into. I don’t want every god damn moment to be a struggle.

Ideally I want a game to be just difficult enough to require my full attention, intentional button pressing, and action packed with violence and cute maidens, but not so difficult that my character dies a lot and I have to restart over and over. It’s fine to happen every now and then especially if I’m getting lazy and sloppy with my play or am unprepared for something or using ineffective tactics against an enemy strength, but I don’t want it to be so challenging that I feel like I accomplished something after defeating a boss, because that is seldom the case unless the game is designed with that kind of overall theme, which most of them are not.

I want to feel like I had a good time fighting a boss, not like I overcame a difficult challenge. The boss is special, has an opening scene, unique fighting, extraordinarily powerful, but I have nothing to prove to the game developers, the game, or myself, and don’t want the game always trying to push me to limits of my gameplay. I just want to casually row my boat down the river and enjoy the experience of a good story.

I was playing a game called Stellar Blade recently and was really enjoying it, even if I hate the part about the evil Jewzigers doing their bull shit control freak stupidity. Whatever. That has meaning to real life and is not trying to make them look like they are good or doing anything correct. They look suspicious, untrustworthy, evil, and unreliable, and that’s the way they are in real life as they appear and what they intend to do. Check. I can handle that fine. It’s when the game pretends that Jewzigers are good that I find it intolerable. Those vile beasts are not good, not loveable, not likeable, not enjoyable to interact with, not worth seeing in a video game unless we get to kill them and put them to justice like what should happen in real life.

What I liked about it was the easy-going pace that I prefer. It was challenging, just challenging enough to require my attention and effort, but not a life or death struggle every moment where I have to go all out just to proceed. It was very enjoyable like that. Honestly, I just want to see more Lily and Eve, and to hell with anything else, but now I have to contend with retarded strong bosses that have suddenly made the game like a god damn FromSoft style and it ruins the entire experience for me.

Why did the difficulty spike like that all of a sudden?

I don’t know. It’s fine, I guess, it’s just too hard for me to enjoy. Now I’ve got to turn the difficulty down and it will be too easy, because those games are either 100 percent difficult or trivially easy. Damn it. Another game ruined because of arrogant, pretentious fools thinking that I would want to prove something to the game.

Whatever. Maybe the Story mode will be okay… I’ll see if I ever download it to play again, but… eh, I’ll just look at cute anime girls online and not have to slog through grueling combat just to enjoy the slice of life and adventures they have while being cute and cool.

There is too much of that high difficulty now, and it’s probably because mutilators enjoy that type of thing the most because they always feel like they have something to prove since they are trying to be different, and the end result is just their self-destruction because of what they are trying to be different from. Dumbasses.

Anyway, I’d like more difficulty balancing in the video game industry, and never any “adaptive difficulty”. I hate that shit more than anything. That totally ruins the fun of a game for me, because I enjoy the equipment combinations, abilities, skills, and tactics that can be used in different ways to overcome the game’s challenges. But with the adaptive difficulty they are all the same. There is no difference in any of them. Full armor, no armor, one weapon or the other, spells, accessories. It all amounts to the same thing because combinations are altered to degrade the value of the equipment so no combinations can be effective. They have a single intended value they want the player to have difficulty with against their challenges, but the player has no say in that and in fact is ignored and the game stolen from them so it can be someone else’s fun who wants to play it a certain way. It’s fine if you don’t want that variation in a game, but don’t provide all the options if you are just going to lie about them!

Sekiro is good like that. Your customization options are very limited and that is a strength in the game, whereas in games with lots of weapons, armor, and accessories, the variety with all kinds of different benefits of power and style is a strength. I think they get mad if someone has a good strategy with their equipment and skills and is winning the game, and so they adapt the difficulty for the player by removing the very things the strategy was designed to highlight, and then… it’s like… wtf happened? This set was doing this, and now it’s just like anything else. What a waste. How could I not notice that change when I designed my own strategy for the very reason you removed?

A patch is different, but this is not a patch I am talking about. This is real time gameplay mechanic changes that tamper with equipment values and stat parameters to handicap the player and strengthen the enemies arbitrarily just because the player is doing well against the preset challenges. I don’t see why a player’s success is something anyone should care about, especially some pretentious interloper trying to manipulate my life with technology and software corruption. Dude, why are you mad if I am winning a game in the privacy of my own home? I’m not competing for anything, and it’s just a game. Why do you care so much? Go out and live your life and stop trying to make something unimportant important, because it is the very fact that games are unimportant, frivolous, and irrelevant that I find them to be so important to me. Please stop trying to change that. You behave like they are important and that makes them no longer good for me to enjoy and they are no longer important anymore, but there is still no alternative, so it’s good enough for nothing. I just want it to be the way they are designed to be, not after they are tampered with by some fool who has been imposing himself and corrupt software on my life.

Who the fuck cares if someone is “cheesing” the game or exploiting stats and equipment!? It is just a game. It is not important. You should not be feeling like you gain your self-esteem, self-worth, and identity value because you play video games more than others and think you are the best. I understand that it’s not entirely your fault since the world is garbage right now with a barrier preventing 99 percent of the population from doing anything relevant or participating in world events, so there is nothing to do to feel like you have self-worth, but that is no excuse to try to take that out on other people. Especially not by mimicking what the tyrants are doing by preventing citizens from working, advancing, and having careers other than the ones that are assigned to keep them poor and non-participants in life.

It’s garbage, and there isn’t much we can do but tell them they are garbage, protest, insult them, complain, be inconvenient, and obstruct anything they want to do, but even that is better than trying to bully other people you think you have power over just to try and feel good about yourself. Your imposition on other people’s lives with non-consensual force you justify according to your own perverse mind is bullying. You are causing me great distress because of what you are interrupting in my life, and how important enjoying those experiences are for me, not just for the therapeutic value, but also for my career choice. Do not impose yourselves on my individual video game experience. I want the general feed that everyone in the public gets and nothing different. Nothing special, no isolation into a group of hostile players who take turns bullying me while they watch in some lab somewhere and set up matches. The last thing I want is a human player controlling an enemy in a single-player game. That happens now, and I hate that more than anything.

Even in multiplayer games like The Killing Floor 2 they have human players play the boss at the end of the match, and who is that player? Why are they not revealed as a player? Why are they not identified as even anonymous? You create a deception that they are a boss character in the game, but they are not. They are just some elitest asshole who bought his way into having special privileges to play video games that nobody else has. They don’t add anything either. They only take away from the experience of everyone else so they can have their private game against us “peons” and “common folk” who play regular games and don’t get to play the “government” version against the “peons” and “common folk”.

To Hell with that shit. It’s annoying and I know I am not the only one who wants that to stop.

I think they want to believe I am competing for something, but they don’t realize what they are doing. I never entered any competition, and they couldn’t be more wrong if they think I’ll be happy if suddenly they step out of nowhere all sketchy and are like… “we’ve been watching your gameplay and been testing you for our special team, and you passed. Come join us.” I would never join some stupid, useless idea as that first of all, and I don’t want to either. I have better things to do. Second, I’d rather not play video games professionally so I can enjoy them casually as entertainment instead. Last, you have made me a slave in a virtual coliseum. What crime did I commit to be sentenced to such a fate? You call that a reward? Taking away what I most love and trying to give me what I most hate? If you show yourself to me and not confess your crimes to the public, I will fucking murder you with my bare fists, and smile as I do it because of what the law will say when they find out why I did so. Bite the curb, Jewzigger. Bite. The. Curb.

I am worse than a Nazi. I am who I am, and I’m the last person who is going to give them the message.

That message is not, “Don’t fuck with us.” There is no us. I am one and only one, and I will never be one of yours no matter who you are or what you believe. You will never assimilate me, never incorporate me, never have me join you. You couldn’t torture me to do so, because you would just get a spy and saboteur, and such things cannot be forced anyway. They have to be freely chosen. I have no creed to betray! I would tell you what you want to hear and then snap your neck the moment you turn around. Don’t talk to me like you understand honor. Are you in that position against me trying to force you to do something with torture?

The message is:

Do not fuck with people.

I will tell you again.

Do not fuck with people.

That will never change. However, as far as being one and only one, there is one exception: true love with a sacred vow. That is the only occasion I would give my life for another person. Otherwise I will do so for the highest divine and the greater good, but never any person who is just another human being like me, especially not if they are testing me to see if I would. I will not. I don’t value your life as much as mine. You are not equal to me no matter who you are, and that has nothing to do with race, religion, creed, or whatever. That is survival.

Besides, true love with a sacred vow is not me becoming one with a maiden and never will be. She will becoming one with me and not the other way around. That is the only way that is going to happen because there are none alive who have my respect enough for me to do that. Not a single one. Circumcision is the reason why, mainly because they chose wrong and had every reason and instinct to do otherwise. I made the difference, not them, but just as Stellar Blade and all the world knows, a woman was supposed to make the difference. All women around the world failed to do that, and I will not wait for one to come along because I have better things to do than waste my life for someone who is not as important as me.

None of them are even friendly to me and certainly do not love me. They are rude! Insulting, hostile, dehumanizing, and have no self-respect! That is why I write what I do about them, and they deserve it. They ignore my professional correspondence when they should know otherwise. They constantly ignore all my correspondence and pretend like I don’t exist, and are just as bad as the Jewziggers with their scheming to try and destroy my life and cause me suffering. They need a lesson too. Do not fuck with people. You are not safe just because you are a woman. You will bite the curb too.

Besides, there are none who I particularly care about anyway because they are so selfish, apathetic, stupid, and useless. My time is more important than the time it is taking for the agonizingly slow process of their deficient nature finally getting caught up to speed, and I don’t need anyone’s permission or cooperation to do anything. I have forced the difference whether you like it or not.

Prove yourself if you want but it makes no god damn difference because you failed to match me before it was too late. You failed to be my equal and I will not wait for you. The world has turned, the age has changed, and you were not able to do what you were most capable of doing. Most privileged to do, with every reason, instinct, and purpose. With no opposition, no conflict, and no resistance. You couldn’t bring yourself to do a damn thing to help another human being because you were too selfish. That is not like me. I will help anyone and everyone and I don’t need a reason, but I’m not going to waste my life for anyone and especially not my body by doing something unnecessary, unhelpful, and that I know to be wrong.

Taylor Swift for example, she can sing and dance and perform, sure, but that is not the only power she has. She has so much more with the money and popularity alone, and what does she do with her life? What does she amount to if not some clown trying to distract you by wasting all those resources that can be better served elsewhere. Singing about her own vanity and whorish lusts, instead of singing about justice, inequality, and truth. She is a prime example of female failure. An abomination of humanity. Do away with her if you want or not, I don’t care, but someone like that needs to have here worldly power taken away until the world is the way it should be. Is she washing my feet with expensive oil? I didn’t think so. What it appears to me that she is doing is wasting all those resources to insult the dignity of the sacred, the poor, the unfortunate, and the good. She is making an effort to make your problems worse and depriving people of the needs they have because of economic inequality.

That is not a humble gesture done out of love. She is a selfish cunt for a human and needs to be removed from public life because she won’t go willingly. She’s like the stiff-necked Jew who won’t turn his neck to see another possibility and walks headlong into a crucifixion where he cries out in despair “Daddy, why have you forsaken me?” Because you are a stupid, evil Jew and didn’t do anything to change. You are not a son worth the effort of saving, even though it would be effortless for me, because doing so would be a waste of other people’s time. Honestly, I actually hate you and want to kill you too, so there is also that.

Ignore circumcision if you want, because there are a plethora of problems that need resolutions which have nothing to do with dicks and Jews. Yet all you people care about are dicks and Jews. That’s all you want to protect, focus your resources on defending, and provoking international violence to continue doing when people rebuke you for the suffering you are causing others. Your ignorance is to no avail, and certainly not because you choose to remain ignorant and shut your eyes to all the signs that dictate you should know better.

I don’t need anything from you vile people. You need that person who you assigned to torment me as my “god”, your words, not mine, removed. You need him done away with because he is going to get all of you killed. He does nothing to effect me. He is impotent, unimportant, irrelevant, and like a buzzing fly that keeps coming back no matter how many times I squash the bugger. Still, that’s better than having it buzz around annoying because I know he’s a vile jew pretending to be “my god” and I enjoy the feeling of squashing someone like that over and over again, as well as anything he cares about if it is in my way, like a monetary asset to him such as Taylor Swift or the USA government or the video game industry, and especially Kabbalah. That is an exquisite vintage of pain, suffering, and broken hearted despair to enjoy. Right back at you, ‘bub.

I’ll smash and destroy all of the world too with huge swaths of destruction that imperil countless lives because they did nothing about the evil one among them. Then, the people panicking in terror of the cataclysm I am unleashing will be looking to find a way to stop it, and see that accomplished by killing every last one of you since that is much more realistic than trying to kill me. How long have you been “doing something about me”, and how well has that gone for you? Maybe you ought to try another approach to getting the results you want rather than insisting on evil means to get them.

Is this the first you are learning that the government has an archaic Jew conspiracy with people pretending to be god over other people’s lives they assign themselves to? That’s what’s happening to your children through the video games they are playing. If they are unlucky, a “god” will assign themselves, convince them to accept that person as god, and then be led through life according to that person’s will. The USA government is doing that, and maybe now you know why they are so covetous of their secrets.

I would be very upset if I were one of you parents just knowing my child was at risk of that happening to them. I would be very upset if I were one of you kids who slaved your mind to a charlatan pretending to be something he is not and wasting the opportunity of your youth for their amusement instead of your benefit. I won’t imagine what I would do if I were those people, because I would never allow myself to be complicit in such a scheme. I cannot imagine what I would do because I will not. I don’t want that sinful thought dressing my own concept of self. I know better and prefer to avoid sin if possible and reject evil at all times.

If you are a Jew and just learned that people in your community are doing this, I would put on sack cloth and ashes if I were you. Sack cloth and ashes and pray to all that is holy that the scythe will pass over your head while you are kneeling in prayer. Do not even touch that conspiracy to try and untangle them. Stay as far away from that as possible, cut off all ties with the ones associated with it, and prepare for the worst, because that is the worst and the time for reaping that harvest has come.

There are good ones and bad ones. There always have been good ones and bad ones, and I won’t be surprised if after the harvest has been brought in to be threshed, that the good ones are only a small remnant remaining because that’s also how it’s always been when this happens.

I watched a movie once called Whatever Works, made by Larry David, and what he does in that movie is good. I don’t know anything about what he does in real life, and doubt he is involved. Do you know the main difference between that and the evil ones. He is not in some organized ring of people going out of his way looking for trouble. He helps people when he can and sometimes people just fall in his lap who need to be helped when he doesn’t deserve what they give in return, but such is life and that’s how God works. God is not fair in the good way and it is a mystery that you’d be a fool to turn away because there is no harm in enjoying what is good, innocently, even if you appear like a creepy old man, and depending on the reason something is turned away, you could possibly be insulting God. Don’t ever begrudge something like that of someone.

That especially is not to be coveted, because you are not one to judge what people do or do not deserve outside of a story, which that movie is, even if it portrays an interpretation of true events. I don’t care to know private details of anyone’s life, nor anything that is not my business, nor should you, but the main difference between the way he helps people in that movie is that he is personally helping them. There is no pretense of delusion about his role that he is trying to cause other people to believe for his own vanity. Whatever he believes in his mind is his own business and I don’t care, but he is definitely not using smoke and mirrors and calling himself god in relation to the people who he can help whether they can hear him or not.

If any people want to intervene in a person’s life and help them, do so personally. Present yourself, tell them your name, tell them what you saw that you think you can help with, and ask them for their permission to allow your help. Do not ever assume you know a person’s life better than they do by thinking you know what they need unless they tell you, especially if you are just some creep who stalks and spies on people in secret, rejecting your own humanity and denying others theirs.

This problem is infinitly worse because the USA has granted national approval and military protection of those people to do that to citizens in our own national borders. They are a foreign nation with a theocratic government, and they are using modern information technology and electronic equipment to do what previous generations who made such a Holocaust provoking error have not ever been able to do.

A man like me, who has suffered that, is then provoked to do what men like me have never been able to do, using the modern tools and resources I have in the rightful way they were created for. This is an apocalypse like never has happened, and you are a fool if you think you know what to expect, what has been done to cause it, and what you need to do. Just put your best foot forward and keep going the way you know you ought like you are a little kid at the grown up’s special event and don’t want to get punished for bad behavior when you are told to do something, like set the table, bring out tea, or whatever. If you have been given a job, you ought to do it, because you would not have been given that job if you were not able to do it. This is not an evil home.

This is the good master’s home wherever you are, because the grown ups are gods and goddesses visiting God’s house where you live by birth or adoption, and all the human beings are the little kids in this metaphor. Not a single one of us is a divine being or “grown up” as we live and breath with mortality. Metaphor. Do not overthink this tool to help everyone understand, not just you. You are the child and the grown ups are doing something that is none of your business, you don’t understand the fullness of, and you most likely would not want to be troubled with. Some people, like the Pope, are like children who are devoted to the role they will do some day and they sit in their assigned place and pay attention, keep track of what is happening, and do their best to keep up until the time comes that they are the grown up and no longer enjoying the mortality of youth.

They may even be called on to share their opinion and demonstrate their significance to the others as an honor they are blessed with by opportunity. Unless you do something terribly wrong and out of place to offend everyone, you likely won’t be punished for an incorrect response. But if you are the president of the USA and you commit treason, trying to usurp the authority of the USA government to become a dictator when you are sworn to protect democracy and freedom… you are going to be punished severely for that mistake to ensure you know the gravity of such an error as it affects others more than yourself. You will be reprimanded before everyone, beaten possibly, and then dismissed, because that is how we respond to those threats in the USA.

Me? Who am I to you since I am a kid in the good master’s house also? I am your neighbor and hopefully friend who was invited over along with other neighbors who are children of the gods and goddesses, or maybe I am a friend of a friend who was brought uninvited by someone the good master trusts and approved to join your company. People like us do not live here naturally and are not adopted to live here, but we know what we ought to do no matter where we are when we see something that is intolerable and evil happening to put everyone in danger. You kids are acting like you are the grown ups to me, and I am your uninvited guest. The good master is not going to be happy with that behavior, because he knows what I know about where I come from and who I am, including what kind of person I am whether you believe me or not.

I won’t allow such spoiled, rotten, misbehaved bastard children to insult me and bully me like that, and especially not when there is great evil that is putting everyone’s lives in danger, children and grown up. I don’t care what you think your pappa is going to do when he sees I whooped your ass, gave you two black eyes, a broken nose, and knocked out a front tooth. I don’t think he will be pleased to know you put up such a fight and didn’t even scratch me, especially when you shouldn’t have been bullying me or my new girlfriend when she stood up for me. Tell him what you will. I have more important news that you are obstructing him from knowing because you are covetous of my dignity and honor. Find your own, I know the good master here has honor and dignity to spare his own children.

It’s kind of a long fight, but this is the kind of thing I am talking about. Maybe you think it is a small thing, but it is a big problem for me.

the video summary:

It just doesn't seem right. I don't know... I didn't even get to do the last hit and then... that death animation was such... nothing. Every other boss had a kill scene... not that one and it just died. Does anyone else get this experience from video games now? It's new to me and I don't like it. Honestly, I lost all enjoyment I might have had playing that game and don't want to play it anymore :( Can I get a refund? No. Can I report the people responsible for that toxic gameplay? No. All I can do is be bored without a game to play. Why is any human being in all of time and space allowed to do something like that as their job? Can we make a law against that kind of thing? It seems like the most inappropriately wrong kind of abuse of situational power that could ever happen. I can't even reload that fight and hopefully see the kill scene. Its gone. I have to put hours back into my meticulous and thorough gameplay if I want to see it, but there is no point anymore. That game is no longer fun. It is an insult that I don't enjoy, do not find amusing, and am not going to spare patience for.

I get very depressed about that kind of stuff, suicidally depressed. What makes me feel better is taking down real life boss monsters like Taylor Swift. Hell yeah. Off with that bitch’s head and let’s get a kill scene in real life to make up for what was stolen out of my video game experience in the privacy of my own home.

She’s not doing anything good or helpful, is making billions of lives worse, and killing her will make the world a better place since she is an American. That is a boss monster, and I want some boss loot, you know? Let’s raid kill that whorecunt.

I don’t have a dead girlfriend I want to resurrect, but I’m gonna go kill me some colossus anyway, because fuck this world. I need to kill something and I don’t know what it is about those giant fuckers, but they need to die.

Domestic Jew Repellant

Recently I discovered a simple and effective means of repelling Jews.

There are devices on the market for pest control. Small ultrasonic frequency devices you can plug into an electrical socket like a night light. They emit a frequency that repels both bugs and mice as a humane way of pest control. The bugs and vermin simply become uncomfortable in the local area because of the field that is being emitted and move away.

Well… that works on Jews too, ironically enough. I decided to give that a try the other day considering how pestilent Jews are like rats and vermin in general, and am getting annoyed to my limits from their use of the same type of technology to repel humanity from civilization so it can become a nest of bugs and vermin instead. I had one of those things in storage and plugged it in, and the problem has begun to improve. Noticeably.

So, I recommend you get one or two of those to repel the Jews from your home like the common pests they are.

Bathcast Ep. 1 -- The Tortured Poet Pretender

Taylor Swift, here is your sign.

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Grace of Presence

That is what the niggers and kikes lack.

That is why they are inferior. They have no grace of presence, and do you know why? They are racist and mutilators. They are body identifying animal savages who reject humanity to be smelly, ugly beasts with no grace.

That is also why they don’t understand why they will never get any benefit from my power and truth while they hide me in their schemes of darkness and conspiracy. I have grace of presence and women know it when they are in my presence. All people do. That is something niggers and kikes cannot ever hope to accomplish because of what has been done by their own communities to ruin their reputations and cause them to be eternally untrustworthy.

That is also why they are forbidding maidens from meeting me, talking to me directly, or having any contact with me. They know I have grace of presence which they have forsaken to be racist, mutilated beasts, and they are betraying everyone with their covetous malice that desires not to possess divinity, but to mutilate and defile divinity.

If they had grace they would be humble, merciful, and repentant, but they are too arrogant as beasts without the dignity of a beast to ever practice humility, mercy, and penance.

Curse them for eternity and never trust them if they are “Black” or “circumcised” or any other word they use to replace those two accursed forms of vile existence not good enough for animals, humanity, or anything else.

If there is any miracle, it is finding the words simple enough to crack the skulls of those brute savages with no intellect out of personal decision they made to be intentionally ignorant.

You cannot defile and mutilate divinity. Impossible. However, the fact that you even want to do that is proof, indication, and fact that you do not understand divinity. You do not know how inappropriate the desire to attack divinity is. You people should cease choosing antagonism and instead choose understanding. Learn your “enemy” before you betray all that is good, true, and sacred in a vain and ignorant attempt to attack an enemy who could not be further from your enemy. God is a friend and ally for everyone always.

I have killed God not because I want to, and not because God was my enemy, but because that was for the greater good, and I certainly did not defile, mutilate, or dishonor God in the act. Besides, God accepted death willingly, and it is not a problem because God just comes back in a new form whenever that happens because God is eternal, immortal, omnipotent, and a concept without a physical body that would have any mortality to worry about. I would have been insulted if God did not fight me because it is a rare opportunity to enjoy that kind of battle to the death. God did not hold back or throw the fight, but it is complicated, because if God would have used any more power, the result would have destroyed all of creation and existence and neither of us want that. Besides, before we even fought we both knew there is resurrection in the Way of the Story. That is for both of us too, as you may also enjoy if you allowed yourself to understand what I can share about all that.

If you think about it I actually killed God twice. The first time was a surprise for us both and was a 1 hit KO. The second time there were no surprises for God, but I had plenty about my own power that I would find and need to defend myself with. I am not omnipotent, omniscient, or superpowered. I’m an ordinary person and ordinary people have extraordinary power, much more than they are aware of being possible, and that is a good thing. God is good, and if you trust 100 percent in that fact, you will have what you need when you need it. Sometimes that trust is easy, sometimes that trust is more difficult, like a mystery of Job (like that, but not that because God would never make a bargain like that with the Devil. The Devil can’t even stand in God’s presence without being destroyed simply by the holy aura of ultimate divinity without ever getting even a single word in edge-wise). The point is, hold onto that trust and do not blame God for evil you know to be caused by something else. Identify that evil and destroy it, because evil is not tolerated and you suffering evil means you have the power to destroy whatever that evil is.

The death of God should not concern you, why the death of God was required should concern you. In the eternal realm, death is an opportunity for growth, and that is one of the main purposes of humanity being created by God. We increase the goodness of God with our own ability to create goodness as beings with a divine soul. That is not a Jew word, by the way, and you make sure they know it the next time they try and take that from you. Those kikes have YHWH and that’s all they have. They have no God, no Christ, no salvation. Only YHWH, Israel, and circumcision.

Children, do not repeat those words without taking a safety course first, because those are like a loaded gun and can hurt people. There are occasions where you can play around with them and use them for fun and whatever, but that’s why you need the safety course, which does not yet exist. Maybe if I ever find people to help with the Way of the Story that can be put online somewhere like a web based training that takes 15 minutes and prints a certificate, but we have a quite a way to go until we get there.

Look at that Einstein dude, sitting all smug with an atomic bomb as the Jews’ claim to fame. Brutes, savages, beasts, and uncivilized animals with no imagination. They even capitalized the E in Einstein’s equation as if that idol of energy was equal to their own YHWH. Let them burn and do not pity those people. Take care of yourself because the world is in dire shape right now and you cannot trust people unless you know you can trust them because of the way things are with so much deceit, treachery, and conspiracy corrupting every single thing there is.

You rich people politicians and government slaves have been living in a small bubble thinking that all that is within your little community bubble is the best. Out in the real world, there are a lot of people like me. All kinds of people, from all genders, all races, all religions, all everything who are like me: intelligent, strong willed, reliable, humble, virtuous, experienced, trustworthy, and with good judgment. In your bunker and government secrecy you simply do not see them, know them, or believe they are there, but that does not change the fact that they are! Whatever you think you have been doing and telling yourselves the reasons for doing it, tell those to the public because enough of us will understand for you to not have to worry about people who don’t.

You should not have shut yourself off from the public in the USA, because the public and our great diversity to enter and leave public life freely as we please and at any age, is our greatest strength. Depend on that strength because God is somewhere in that public moving around all over the place and with no predictability or reason you need to understand, but you know that is something you can trust with faith even though you shouldn’t have to with all the ordinary human beings who will rise up at any moment to do what is extraordinary when necessary.

All this conflict, war, and victory— forget it. This is not important. Make a note to record facts and whatnot, but we need to move on immediately. I do not want to be remembered for documents like this one here fighting an evil organization of arrogant fools who don’t know any better that to provoke me no matter what they are doing. I want to be remembered for what my friends, business partners, and colleagues and I are going to accomplish together working creatively, constructively, and productively for all that we can do to make this world a better place and pave the way for future generations to benefit from.

That is what all of you should want to be remembered for because I do not intend to do all of that myself or direct all of it myself or be involved in everything. I am just going to do my part which is mainly helping other people do their parts as a support role. I may be a divine warrior, but you won’t need me to do that in the days to come except in extreme cases, and the best I can help otherwise is as a healer/support role, which I’m growing more proficient at every day. I’ll also be a base commander but not the leader for people who will have their own plans, their own teams, and their own missions. They will need to coordinate with others, resupply, upgrade equipment, and enjoy a little recreation, and that’s what I’ll be doing for everyone, but not telling them what to do unless that concerns coordination with others through the base that Way Walker Industries is.

It’s a lot to do and I need allies, partners, and colleagues to help. I need full access to a social life as I am entitled to have as a citizen, and you interfering, intercepting, and tampering with my communications is an obstacle that I need removed. Because I don’t know who you are, where you are, or why you are such an evil bastard who thinks that would ever be appropriate, there is only one way I can do that. We are going to tear the government inside out and find every last one of you to ensure that never happens to another person again.

It’s like goddamned Sailor Mail. Don’t get me wrong, Sailor Mail is amazing, but everyone also hates that someone like me or the rest of the guys in radio are reading everyone’s messages before sending them off. Not reading them reading them, but we do have to look them over, check key words, and make sure nothing is slipping through that isn’t a key word. That’s just the way it is in the military on the kind of missions submarines go on, and is not a problem. Even the captain’s messages. Everyone. Our own. Nobody is excluded. It’s just normal domestic stuff anyway. The good stuff is elsewhere, but you don’t need to know about any of that or I’d have kill you with a Stephen Segal neck snapping.

However, I’m a civilian now and there is some creep out there appointed by Trump to do that for my civilian life! WHAT THE FUCK!? You couldn’t have done anything worse to provoke a man like me to destroy the entire government and kill every last one of the people who work there and regret nothing. Then that fucktard is tampering with my electronic mail, doing who knows what or why. They are fucking with my life like it is some sadistic game of theirs they enjoy making me angry about. They made a big mistake because I am not the kind of man who angers easily and don’t take that kind of insult lightly the way they seem to.

Those people are so god damned full of themselves that they think someone like me would ever participate in something like what they do. I would never use my life to do that kind of vile government work. I would never be a secret agent or CIA goon. That work is dirty, dishonorable, and I am better than that. I can do more by myself in the light of public life than all of those idiots have accomplished in the entire time the CIA has existed. Besides, they would describe the purpose of their work, and I would probably Stephen Segal neck snap them right then and there for speaking like they have a right to do something like that to an American citizen, but then they abused what they already shouldn’t have been doing because nobody checks their work, audits them, or provides ethical guidance. Oh hell no. You fuckers do not know the pain and suffering you have brought upon yourselves with the judgment you will receive. You will not escape.

What makes you think armed soldiers cannot enter your place of work the same way you do? What makes you think they couldn’t force entry if necessary? You people are not as safe as you think just because you have a special sign on your door at the CIA. You are not even part of the Department of Defense, so what makes you think your classified material is actually classified? Do you know who secures classified information?

The military does not need the CIA. Leave those matters to people like me, and if you think there is an ideological threat, tell the public what it is and we will resolve it. The military has no business waging a war of culture, ideology, or faith. They only serve to defend us. The CIA is ended and what they have been doing is going to be public information, and people will see what secrets the US Department of Defense has been defending as its own.

That is how all this happened and we lost our freedom, democracy, and human rights. That is how the USA was hollowed out by a parasitic traitor on the inside of the government’s most secret areas without them knowing. That is how the Jews got in, and it’s because someone let them in when they should not have because they watch too many spy movies and thought the CIA was important and that secret agents are “hip” and “cool”. They are not, never were, and never will be.

The mole. Alzheimer’s. Do you know what most likely causes Alzheimer’s? The delusions of circumcised fools who make up deplorable and hateful lies about the world around them to falsely justify their own life decisions. That is a non-logical neural network. It is disordered chaos of idiocy that is not connected with true events, reality, and logical concepts. It is an unstable neural network, whereas a mind of truth, knowledge, and realistic understanding of reality has a neural network built by memories that are interconnected, stable, and support each other with corroborating information. When people age elderly, the neural matter of the brain begins to decay. For a disordered mind of delusional evil and hate, that decay can create huge gaps in memory because of how their memories are linked by a single or vague scheme of lies that is not supported by reality, truth, or all else that they’ve come to know innately over the years. Decay happens at the link and then that memory is disconnected because there aren’t an abundant amount of interconnected neural clusters based on truth of reality that new paths can be made through. That is how I believe that happens. End circumcision and you will also cure Alzheimer’s disease. The few cases that remain and occasionally occur will be able to be treated and cured with cognitive therapy with an emphasis on truth framing reality. Revisit memories. Talk about them. Establish new understandings of true events, work your way through the patient’s life again and again, and they will heal eventually. Save your Nobel Peace Prize until Trump has been hung by the neck until dead on international television.

There isn’t much that can be done for old people whose minds are nothing but a disordered mess of hateful delusions, vicious lies, and false concepts of reality except euthanize them if they are suffering too much because of all the hate within their mind being fueled by hate within their heart and again with a soul stained horribly with the sin against human nature that circumcision causes. Possibly, if they are people of faith, you can teach them the truth about Christ as banishing circumcision instead of endorsing circumcision, and with much of their neural network based on false understanding of Christ previous neural connections can be salvaged with a new perspective that will initiate a healing process with truth framing reality therapy.

This is a hypothesis and theory. Actual neuroscientists and mental health doctors specializing in Dementia should test this properly, because I’m not going to. That would be quite the lane change for someone like me, and this isn’t an emergency that would necessitate that kind of driving.

It’s like I can put on any sort of costume and become a hero in that costume without having to really be that kind of person. That only goes so far in the real world, but… still relatively useful. This I can attribute to the Way of the Story as an application of practical faith in daily life. I don’t know man, I’m just going forward because backward is Hell on Earth and I want a good life. If things ever calm down and the world is not hanging on my every word, then maybe I can take a look at how to phrase all of this into a truth reality frame. That is what I mean by magic when I say that is what I do now to make a living.

There is an explanation to being able to know the things I know but didn’t previously and solve what I am able to solve, but I don’t have that explanation yet. There is however, one thing I can tell you: I do not need so much focus on my individual life, or pressure on my life, or other people’s faith in me to be who I am and do what I do. All that is irrelevant and would be better served with others because it is an obstruction to my work. My practical use of faith is not a miracle answer you get overnight. That is what I am trying to tell you took a looong time to do, was extraordinarily rigorous in work, costly in more ways than money, and I almost died alone and in the wild on a random and reckless adventure I was on, and probably more than once. That’s what I am saying you should not be taking for granted about my life and treating me so disrespectfully about. That is something you will never replace or find a substitute for and you are preventing me from giving you the answers you want because you are trying to take them from me by force as a prisoner and unethical human experiment you are abusing national authority to do, when I was going to give them to you freely.

I told you that out of common courtesy, and you attacked me, imprisoned me, and began doing the most hostile and hateful things out of a delusion of hate of yours that has no place in reality. This problem is a lot worse than a betrayal of our government’s military power. People like that should not be allowed to live or be doing what they are to me. That happening is going to terrorize the public, and the only way to stop that is to put the culprit to justice and start doing your jobs the way you ought to. That is worse than a serial killer and cannibal. That is a kind of psychological madman that can twist people’s minds into a living hell of personal suffering they cause with non-physical torture and then drive them to hurt other people and themselves. That is the worst kind of psychopath as far as I’m concerned, and if they don’t turn themselves in, I want them given the death penalty too. Don’t give them suffering. Give them death, quick, and painless, because that is going to fuck with them more than pain and suffering ever would. God is a greater psychopath you charlatan fool! A more cruel and sadistic madman than an evil idiot could ever be. You are too stupid to know how to cause suffering and enjoy it, you mindless, mutilated baboon in a coat.

However, I suppose I ought to thank you for the sweet suffering you caused me and the pain this ordeal put me through. I owe you my gratitude for having the necessity of overcoming such great obstacles of social and personal life. I appreciate all the experience you caused me to gain that nobody else will ever be able to experience because I am going to outlaw the kind of thing you did so severely, people will be reprimanded for the thought in grade school and have it snuffed out before it even has a chance to poison a person’s mind like yours is. It’s not really useful for anything, but I suppose I am the only person who could enjoy your kind of twisted and perverse sense of artistic work and that is like a cherry on the delicious piece of cake my life has been. I’m sure all those terrors, nightmares, and hauntings will provide great material for entertainment I hope to help others make, and if I have anything to say about it, even you may be able to enjoy those wherever they lock you away, along with all prisoners wherever they are doing time.

People are going to do crime. Think of the ones at fault here. They knew they were breaking the law, they knew they were doing something evil, and they simply don’t care. There are people like that in the world, and that is all the more reason why we can’t let the law become lawless, or they will find their way into the most sacred places to hurt what is most dear to you while getting away with whatever they can. The better our law enforcement is, the more tolerable those crimes will be.

Most people will be ordinary law breakers of all kinds who make mistakes like we all do. What is going to change is the prison system. That will not be a hate factory, and hate from the guards, medical staff, administration, and everyone else is going to be forbidden and closesly watched. The entire correctional facility is going to be a nicer place, more comfortable, with more things to do with all the time the prisoners have, and better food and medical care. You just won’t be able to leave until time is served or you get let out early. There is no need to cause people suffering in prison, hate them, or make their lives miserable on purpose. That helps nobody, especially not the entire society, and will come back to bite you in the ass eventually.

That was always my intention, but I spent some time talking to a good guy in the Shady Grady crazy room we were all put in, and he helped me understand a bit more of the “prison experience” beyond what I already knew as well as anyone who’s never done hard time. He was in fact a good guy despite what violence he had done, and I know this for a fact; maybe a bit of a hot head who’s been busted a few times for acting too passionately about whatever, but not someone I would think is untrustworthy, unreliable, or irredeemable. Anyway, I asked him what he’d have me do, because whether they believed me or not, I knew I was going to destroy Trump in the end and take down the entire USA government too. I intend to keep my word to him, even if it is the same as my own wish to correct the justice system as I’ve always had in mind from the beginning.

That kind of experience a prison can make possible for inmates, is the kind of thing people can accomplish withing a mystery cult. You don’t need to be in prison to do that, but you do need to define your limits, goals, and be willing to allow a public inspection of a… compliance officer, if necessary. Not law enforcement yet. Compliance officer. They will determine whether or not laws need to be enforced about certain things if they cannot be corrected by the compliance officer or the people in violation are unwilling to cooperate. Not even a fine. They will simply say something like, “this here is a problem, and this law/policy is why. This is the written ethical standard which applies to this problem in this way. What can you do to correct the problem so that your thing meets the law/policy standard?” …. “okay. Is three weeks enough to do all that? Alright. I’ll be back in three weeks. Here is my card if you have an issues, need an extension, or questions. Good day sir or madam.”

You see how much work this is!? Why the hell would you expect me to be able to do all of that! Who do you think I am, Nick Bylotas? Besides, don’t you want to get in on some of this work yourself?

Turn yourselves in before it’s too late. I care about people like you. I am one of you, just one who usually manages to always avoid trouble because I’m as vanilla as can be and quick to see what’s coming to make some moves. The Man is coming, and it will be too late if he gets there before you do what you know you ought. I am not going to be that one. He is someone else, and I have no idea when he will arrive. I can tell you that the Man comes for everyone at one time or another, and you will do what he tells you or will probably die then and there for real. Stephen King wrote something like that, and I know it is true, just as anyone with a bit of shine does.

Scourge of Feminazis: Toxic Femininity

The feminazi. A whore cunt of womanly constitution even more vile than the chauvinist male, which is the toxic masculine human. Why is the feminazi worse than the chauvinist pig? Because the feminazi empowers circumcisers to do evil.

What do feminazis and circumcizers have in common? Objectifying men by the shape and/or size of their dicks.

Feminazis will reject men, insult them, and belittle us based on the size of our dick, or if we are circumcised or not. I enountered one such whore cunt yesterday who came to me for help with her love life. She was meek, humble, and decent at first and then suddenly became a vile and vicious whore, insulting all men, humanity, and civilization itself by making a vile comment about the dimensions of her “boyfriend’s” dick as if I would be amused by her toxic ignorance.

Feminazis. These women will see a man, avoid him, insult him, and not even give him the time of a word because she recognizes on his demeanor that he does not bear the mark of the beast, which is to say the bodily hubris of a large phallus minded brute, or the mutilated facial scar of a circumcised freak. Then, men who are of decent humanity and superiority of all human qualities besides the size of our phallus, which may not even be inadequate, and be a modest and robust 6 inches, and they throw out civilization to keep the ape.

Wretched whores such as that are the reason why women were subjugated in ages past. They put everyone in danger by endorsing circumcision, which is false, illogical, and counterproductive, and the combined ignorance of the feminazi and circumcised idiot is a dangerous threat to all of civilization. Without the feminazi, circumcisers are kept in check quite easily, but with women being given enough freedom to pursue their lusts without consequence, men like myself become cast to the curb, discarded without a second thought, and they do not realize what we may have been able to do for the greater good and their personal happiness because all they judge men by is their phallus. Circumcised? No. Enormous dick evident by their apish personality? No. Do not even respond to this man’s email because you can see on his face that he is a good person, and that is not something we want to encourage, endorse, or enjoy. Only evil, brutes, and lusting baboons can be allowed to socialize with cute women, which is all women are good for.

They don’t contribute anything with intelligence, otherwise they would not become feminazis as the epitome of their nature thinking they can circumcise men and control humanity as no better than the male control freaks like Hitler who want to control the entire world and subjugate women underneath male authority as well as uncircumcised men. Because they endanger all of us by tolerating circumcisers, men like me have to dominate, subdue, and subjugate women to remove the power source of circumcised men, and save civilization by defeating the threat to humanity and civilization which is women, not men. Feminazis in particular.

Likewise, a good and decent maiden who is humble and good with her feminity of humanity and not driven by her lustful ape nature to be fucked by brutes with an enormous phallus and useless minds, is able to save humanity just by rejecting circumcised men. Yet if she does not do that, then she becomes an enemy that needs to be destroyed. That is the simplicity of the evil world we live in and the salvation that can restore humanity to glory and prosperity. That is how easily resolved the disease is that plagues humanity with unprecedented injustice on an international level of organized crime that hobbles economic and technological progress.

Why has our technological development halted entirely? Are we already done with our inventions of personal electronic devices now that we have the smart phone? Why did our technological progress continually increase in speed and suddenly stop and begin to creep like molasses, before it began to regress as it is now, with technology being invented specifically to inconvenience people? What is the difference from the iphone 10 and the iphone 6? Maybe some bells and whistles but nothing particularly remarkable or innovative. Nothing new or inventive. Nothing impressive. How many years have gone by? Why did progress slow down to achieve such minimal results, and even further with the newer generations even less of an improvement or innovation than the previous leap. The difference between the 10 and whatever there is now 3 years later is negligible and a waste of resources as they continue to consume rare metals that are in extremely limited quanities on our planet. We cannot grow metals like that on a farm like we can food, and consuming them with the gluttony humans consume food is catastrophically dangerous.

There should be no tolerance for ape minded behaviors in civil and social leadership. None at all. If woman or man demands circumcision, exile them from civilization. If a woman demands a large dick from a man, exile from civilization. The only places large dicks can be required is in the adult entertainment industry, which is business where those vile whores can satisfy their base desires, but when they demand that in normal social life, dating, and domestic, interpersonal relationships, they are being for more destructive than a military war.

Signs of feminazis: “Me Too” movement whore cunts. You too for what? Being an arrogant, evil whore like the kikes and kike slaves who have used injustice and crime to abuse economic privilege? That is all they have accomplished. If you want to be included then defy them, do not join them. Reject them like the punk rock kid who screams insults, plays guitar with enough rage to make up for lack of skill, whose voice is hoarse with cigarettes that grant death when life has no joy. Put on some roller skates and get in the arena to bleed the way men do. You will never accomplish anything by joining the enemy to “change them from the inside”, because that is a trap designed to change you so you won’t change them.

Spiritual movements indicating “maternity” are a sign of that evil. Nothing is more vile, foul, and disgusting than equating human procreation with divine reality or higher conceptual reality of civilization. You do not balance the chauvanism of Jews with their “Son” and “Father”, you add injury to injury with your “Mother”. A maiden is not a bad thing though, unless she is a whore cunt. That’s because the best thing a woman can do is be cute and lovely as an image of the divine which is perfection men cannot achieve without being covered in the blood of our enemies, and those are the qualities of a maiden that are only for maidens, and not for men. That is power men should not covet from you, and why you should be just as angry with homosexual men for trying to do that.

Divine femininity is the highest limit of what all people should allow their enjoyment of human nature to admire, and that is not a sexual fantasy, but a romantic fantasy, which is something all people can participate in, share, and enjoy. Not so with a son. Forget that. The best thing sons and men can achieve is labor, violence, and self-sacrifice. No need to make an idol for that. We do that because it is all the better for maidens to be maidenly when they do not ever have to trouble themselves with such concerns. Men can body build to become an idol and image of divinity in man, and so too can women, but who has ever seen a male beauty pageant? Who would want to watch that unless they were dressing up as women!? In which case it would be hilarious because that is an easy truth for men to accept.

What is it about the beauty contest that determines the most beautiful of the most beautiful? Not her figure, not her body, not her grace of movement. Her mind, her heart, and her grace of presence— those are qualities a man can demonstrate for the benefit of a woman, but they will never be able to match the loveliest of your maidens. Likewise, you may be powerful, strong, and able to go toe to toe with the most elite warriors, like G. I. Jane, but do not fool yourself into thinking you are a match for the greatest of men among men in the ways of men. You should never be in conflict with us anyway, because both the loveliest of women and the ugliest of men are good and only good and we will always be in cooperation even without partnership or teamwork.

Even if we are on opposite sides of the battlefield.

Be my wife you vile, communist whore, and come get some happiness so you’ll stop being such a moody and frigid bitch all the god damned time.

Cease your toxic femininity you vile whore cunts and speak out as you need to against the evil that your gender is endorsing by tolerating circumcision and demanding equine phallus. You are like the Jews who are aware of their evil counterparts in Jewish society who provoke, antagonize, and poison a community, bringing wrath upon their entire sub-community to exterminate the problem of their pestilence. They “turn a blind eye” and say nothing about the injustice they know is happening, and that is a betrayal of their own people because of what they are causing to happen in the future that should be prevented by actions in the present.

Enough. Get the away you vile, whore cunt and drown yourself in the sewer like the apathetic vermin you are, too privileged with injustice and crime to swim. Good riddance. I will not pull you out of the black water of your sins that will pull you under, suffocate you, and end your lives.

Feminazis and circumcisers are both equally stupid and impotent. Men like me can destroy their entire organized perversion of a society single handedly, as I have proven, even when their evil scheme spans an entire planet and all of known civilization. That is how stupid, weak, and wasted their lives are in comparison to a man of honor, virtue, and faith in wisdom.

The difference between a “chauvanist pig” and myself is that if a woman proves herself worthy I will not deny her a seat of honor among men. However, I also am not going to lie to her about what is the best about feminine nature that is different from male nature. The power women have as maidens to be cute and lovely is not something men can achieve without an exception, which is always an unusual event, just as the best qualities of men are not something women can achieve without an exception as an unusual event.

Never trust a person who only tells you want you want to hear. Never trust a person who will not rebuke you for being a fool. Never trust a person who will not insult you when necessary. Never trust a servant who will not defy you to your face and tell you when they believe you are making a mistake.

How should you identify if you are a circumcised freak? As if you had foreskin, spiritually with the body before you were circumcised and beyond. Like a tattoo. Though we have tattoos and are identified with tattoos we did not lose our bare skin. We simply added to our skin with ink. But the skin is still there. You are still human, you simply added to your humanity by choosing to look different but that does not make you different, only appear as different. But if you believe you changed your humanity and are different from ordinary human nature you are losing humanity and gaining nothing because you cannot add to what you don’t already have. Losing everything and all you can hope to save you is casting off that false self and taking up a new one just as easily as you believe happened to change your beliefs about yourself. Some would say that is easy but does a baby not scream in pain, outrage, and injury? Bleeding with a wound that takes time to heal. Changing who you are is not so easy as simply deciding, but that is the first step and change cannot happen without that fully conscious and totally committed decision of free will and only free will.

Vile whore cunt feminazi ass eaters: if you identify with circumcision you cut away your cuteness and loveliness because you have no dick to be circumcised with. You cut off your own face. You cut off your smile. You cut out your eyes. You become hideous and tragic, better euthanized than pitied. You also cut off your mind because you fail to have reason, rational intelligence, and faith in wisdom to know the folly of circumcision.

If you are a lovely maiden with bodily features that are more like fractures, do not fret. All the more beautiful will your eyes be when they alight with your smile, because it is not the surface of a maiden which makes her lovely, just as it is not the man’s phallus which makes him sexually desirable and able to satisfy an insatiable desire of maidenly passion. All the more desirable will you be to men who are capable of satisfying such maidenly passions and all the more fortunate are you as likely to be blessed with true love most high and divine. That may not seem true with so many brutes milling about, but where you don’t stand out for them, you shine like the most radiant star for men to whom all the body bitches seem like gray blobs of boring.

Those you may think are double blessed with body and beauty are actually double cursed because where those with soul are radiant those who have a beautiful body are not. They are masked by their body, obvious to the brutes and lonely because they can never satisfy her and cause her to despair into the dangers of maiden on maiden action where she is like the lotus eaters of Calypso who become lost in a daze of bliss while time and opportunity passes. Help her if possible, especially if she is eating your lotus 😉 because you can bring her with you and find the man who is both body and soul and more than enough for one. Such maidens and men with the double gift are cursed with their image to suffer extraordinary pains of existential anguish and may give in to suicide for how that wounds the soul when they cry out to Nep Nep as to why Gameindustri chose their sprite the way they did, suffering more than life can reconcile with all the world’s blessing. Such is my case, king of creation and all the world, hero of the ages, double blessed, but suffering more than any other person ever has. As such when what is two, maiden and maiden, meet what is barely zero all but survival instinct to live gone, that union will become three and the greatest of all happiness is blessed to all within and beyond. This is not limited to us, as I hope beyond hope will happen, only is rare and never something to seek to cause for the pain that is invited. The way a hero’s victory is not worth the evil that was suffered to provoke them, such happiness is not worth the pain those who suffer it experience, but it is better than nothing. How then is divinity and grace conserved in the immaculate divine ecomedy? By the universal abundance that gives to all who have one blessing and receive more than a fair share. Do not ever begrudge the blessings of another. Treasure your own and if they are not enough, seek more, but do not seek to take from others. That merciful imbalance is perfection within chaos, and knowing the blessings others enjoy on your account is good, but not what you would call happiness. That is bitter like hard labor which is not regretted nor rewarded. Create new pleasure instead. Invent, craft, and bake. Sing, dance, and play. If you take from others by some misfortune of mysterious “fate”, a divine author’s suspense and irony for an eternal reader, doing so will be to create, not to take from them and will only happen if they are an obstruction to yours or others’ happiness. If that is true it will be clear and present, able to be expressed in as simple language as is required in a court of law which requires the utmost simplicity of clarity for all civilians to know and understand with a public proclamation of dispensed justice.

All of us are civilians and humans. We are human as animals, and civilians as people, whether we live in a less technologically advanced nation, indigenous culture, or New York City, Paris, and Tokyo, we are all civilians. Civilization began the moments humans cooperated in the time of stone, stick, and fire, and the difference between good and evil now is the same as it was then: those who understand and embrace civility with respect, honor, and dignity, and those who defy civility with the lawlessness and selfish violence of a brute. Jesus crucified set the minimum standard of civilization that has eternally established a line of civil humanity that will not be tolerated to reach or go lower again. Law must be maintained with truth, justice, and wise judgment without political and popular influence. You can never be totally impartial, but you can be totally true, just, and wise according to your doctrine of law whatever that may be. None of those doctrines would ever be accepted generation after generation if they were not good, but that does not mean they are perfect for all occasions. Now, that is old news and should only be a reinforcement and reminder of what you already know. I am confirming truth you know as a Jew, Christian, and Muslim even though I am not one of your number, faith, or origin. I hail from a different book, one that is not written in reality, but written in a place outside of reality known as the Halls of Remembrance. If you would make your way there to read what it says, you will have to leave your mortality behind, because that is what binds you to this reality so you don’t float off to any imagined dream or vision and can chart a course of intention, will, and wise judgement. However, my purpose now is not only to repeat a teaching humanity seems to have forgotten with what the international world leaders and rogue agents of darkness have done to me against the laws of the World of Darkness for how they have exposed the masquerade not with what they did to me, but how they did so. The very nature of those wounds have exposed the masquerade, and now there will be a bloodhunt unlike any other because our enemies are anonymous, and we must search everywhere to find them. On the bright side, I am a denizen of the World of Darkness myself, and neither they nor the government was aware of that enough to know that they were outmatched and I have survived doing what will protect the World of Darkness by reinforcing the purpose of the masquerade with a reminder of why you need to be afraid and what you need to be afraid of, but not everything in the darkness is your enemy, which is why you do not panic, get paranoid, or terrified about who or what is lurking where you cannot see or go. The boundaries will be better established, and the masquerade will continue, but there will be disruption for the Blood Hunt because neither the World of Darkness nor the World of Light will be secure until our mutual laws are enforced.

So what then is new about this relevant to the eternal masters of light and darkness? These words are all you will need to pass on, even if paraphrased: Whereas Jesus established the line of intolerable civility by allowing himself to be crucified so that his spirit could rise above the evil of the world, I established the line of citizenship, which is at a height none should tolerate going above. I lifted up my body to that height of divine glory coveted by hubristic fools, and then humbled myself with my spirit by lowering myself down to where all men and women should stop and go no further.

Why then should you not go higher? Because doing so was only as a necessity for a great evil that endangered all of human life, all of civilization, and was so intolerably wrong that civilization descended not only below the line of Jesus as a civilized human, but descended below the line of humanity drawn in mystery so ancient there were not even names, stories, or language to know who is responsible. That is what was so dangerous and so far out of line humanity should never have gone close to, not even in the secret of a private estate, but especially not in the secrecy of a government facility.

What I did was not done for glory, greatness, reward, and happiness, and I did not experience any of that which is good about those. I experienced public humiliation, denigration, punishment, incrimination, and extreme suffering you could make an entire subject of studying in occult science. Not for the suffering that was caused or how, but what I did to overcome that suffering and how, and there may be use of that, but never enough that will justify the suffering that was done, because it will be attainable by other means without that kind of suffering, and if I live longer, I will show you how, because I knew that before I knew what suffering I would experience to need that, and that is what neither the World of Darkness nor the World of Light were aware of about me before they wrote me off as some fool, fraud, and pretender. I did not risk that happening because I am a gambler, I risked that happening because I was prepared for the worst possible scenario, and it’s a damn good thing I brought that extra pair of skivvies.

Alright, here it is. I know you knew this was coming because I’ve been building up to it. There are lessons of wisdom which are better taught with Story than with study, even if they are taught by a literal teacher:

Do not be confused. Violence, pure, “naked” violence, unadulterated and unprecedented is in fact the supreme force, but it is not expressed with weapons of physical power, bodily assault against Nature’s beings, or any form of military. Ultimate violence is expressed with the way of artists, creators, and romantic fools who will move heaven and earth to save their Princess Panty Pie from an evil tyrant and dragon. Ultimate violence is a force of chaos, not order, and is spontaneous; unnecessary unless provoked. Such is the power of a human with a divine soul which slays God and men the same, because God and men are the same, as all human beings have a divine soul.

If you are a woman being fussy, then you can specify Goddess and woman just to be clear you are not excluded from the meaning of “men”, but you are occluding the teaching if you do so which is dangerous because of the likelihood of a misunderstanding that causes. That meaning is the same and the difference of gender is irrelevant at that level because gender identity is far beneath divine identity. Besides, ‘man’ is part of ‘woman’, and ‘men’ is part of ‘women’, but you are woe incarnate if you are a maiden who cuts men out of your life. Besides, men will not want to live, work, or fight for anything if there are no women involved, which is why it is easier to state such a thing the other way. Rather risk an insult than an injury.

Finally, the original ending, to encourage and discourage those who know what they have to do or what they should not do. Heed these words if you will dare challenge God and man to become a hero of the ages:

Becoming like Nick Bylotas, xxDoubleDaisyxx, he with the moon in one hand and the sun in the other, a flask of blood vitae and a flask of clean water, a hero of the ages and not the only one, is rewarded only with this: destruction. Destruction of self. That is to say, he no longer has a reason to die, but does not have reason to live either. He is barely surviving and in more danger than ever before against the threat that consumes all things. It is only with the marriage of true love’s eternal union that he will ever have a reason to live, and that is one thing a person cannot do alone.

I want to spin my DNA with my Asian dream girl

Yup. That’s about all there is to it.

Except I also have a significant Asian maiden preference in romance of passionate desires, especially Vietnamese and Japanese maidens.

Anyway, I was just looking at my DNA profile for ancestry and want to get some Asian pie in my life, if you know what I mean. So if you’re lookin to mix your goodness with a little bit of Eastern European, English, Irish, and American drop me a line. Cause the more variants we got, the stronger and more capable we will be, am I right?

Besides, I’m already kinda feared worldwide for my immensely powerful and mysterious ways. Just sayin’ I’m a catch, your ultra rare sapphire spine tuna mackerel that is also part flying fish. Also I’m good for domestic husbandry. Dependable, reliable, honest, kind, and firm with my discipline when necessary. I’m not pushover even though I am sweet as buttercreamcheese icing on a carrot cake. That’s the good stuff, no matter what you say, the triple dairy supreme frosting and also your healthy daily amount of vegetables.

I’m also a good worker and studious scholar with a rebellious streak of wild n crazy fun that will send you out of your socks to frolic in a grass field and then cosplay in public all cool and adventurous together.

I am also autistic, but that’s a good thing. That just means I’m outside the box which is like the chemical X to stir into the sugar, spice, and everything rice cause that’s one of my favorites. I may just make some right now in my InstaPot 😋

shall we take a leap without a care in the world, my dear? Let’s make some vows and live happily ever after because that’s just how this type of thing works. You will also be able to save me from the USA which is evil and mean to me, and I will be able to help make entertainment in Japan to pay the bills and be ever faithful to both you and Nep Nep.

Is autism really all that bad? Seriously. Your health isn’t a deal breaker to me, only your heart which I want the whole bleeding pumping star furnace and won’t take anything less because that’s what I have to give and no less. It’s only fair and for the best we match so we don’t fight over whether we should care about poor people or be charitable and kind to strangers who are hurt and robbed and left to die on the street, because we always care and won’t ever stop loving each other.

❤️🥰😇

Insufficient Funds

Well, at least they aren’t charging a fee for charging a fee. That’s what I like to call an aluminum foil lining.

The debt collectors have been calling, at least I’m assuming that’s what the 1=800 number is that I’m not going to answer either way because if anything can’t be trusted it’s a 1-800 number. For some reason my phone doesn’t have a “reject call” button, but that doesn’t stop me from answering and hanging up so the music can continue.

I tried to get a loan, tried to explain how I could pay back the money, and tried to find a way to prevent this from happening. With both banks I use too. Military veteran banks. They wouldn’t even listen to me. They wouldn’t hear my request at all. Just filtered me through an automated machine with no soul or common sense and sent me away with a rejection. I was insistent about talking to someone but “that’s not what we do here, at USAA” the lady says. “Nobody talks to the underwriter of a loan.”

Whatever you stupid bitch. I tried. If they are going to be that rude to me when I make an effort to be financially responsible and make ends meet, I’m not going to do a damn thing to pay back that money, talk to debt collectors, or work with them in any way. They are going to have to go to extraordinary lengths to even talk to me, and then I’ll turn them away with a rejection as though I didn’t listen to a word they said because my response will not be applicable.

What a waste of a nation.

“You do not have high enough income to receive a loan.” The bank tells me.

Yeah, no shit! I wouldn’t be requesting a loan if I had “high enough income”.

I don’t have any income for that matter. I’m disabled waiting an appeal with VA on my third year for that to happen. I can’t work one of those jobs you make to keep people poor because that is dangerous to my mental health. I have autism and severe depression that has been created by the difficulty I’ve had transitioning to civilian life where all of a sudden everyone hates uncircumcised people with the most insane, hostile, cruel, and oppressive bigotry and persecution. I’ve been terrorized by the government making false accusations against me, arresting me, putting me through a nightmare of an injusttice system, and I tried to go to work, but I just can’t do it. I am a danger to myself and others in the kind of mental health state that kind of work does to me when I do it, and I am not going to endure that for the rest of my life while I try to pay back 200k in student loans I invested in my education for my profession of choice and nobody else’s decision.

I don’t care what is convenient for the conspirators, because they are never going to get me to cooperate for a circumcision scheme that is most certainly hostile to my own interests. I can say this much to them: you will find it highly inconvenient for yourselves if you try to control my life, manipulate me, or do anything to decide how I should live. That is going to cost you a lot more than you stand to gain with me doing what you want, and that’s what I call a win for the good guys that I can take to my grave and none shall ever be able to deny me.

Anyway, I work very hard as a sole proprietor who owns my own business, and I just am not successful. I don’t know what else to tell you. I’m doing all that I can, but it’s like I can’t even communicate to potential clients because every time I do I never get a response. So either my messages aren’t going through, or nobody has any manners or common human decency. What the fuck am I supposed to do for “high enough income”?

Any suggestions?

This is rigodamdiculous!

You who think you have a right to "punish" me

Who the fuck do you think you are to me to be in any position to punish me? You would make the mistake of insulting a man by punishing him for his behavior like he is a child and you are his father or mother?

The very notion is upsetting to think about, and I intend to make you pay the consequences for that mistake, because I am greater than my father and my mother both, and they have no authority over me. None at all. You couldn’t be in a worse position for yourself thinking you could manipulate my life or do anything to me as though you were a parent.

However, you want me to ask my parents for help, well, that’s you in this delusional fantasy of yours isn’t it? You are the one trying to punish me for behavior you find disagreeable even though you never met me, don’t know me, nor know better than me. I posted it a while back saying, “Can you spare a million dollars?” That’s you. Give me money.

How could I ask people who are beneath my dignity for help? They cannot possibly help me. They would only cause me further injury, make my life worse, and compound my problems. They are my enemies, hostile to my well being, and I wouldn’t trust them for anything, especially not for any sort of assistance. That’s pretty much the same way I feel about you in the government pretending to be some sort of parent to me, or you who the government sold me like a slave to, which is the same thing as far as I’m concerned because that is not something that washes off one’s hands.

I’d rather ask the beggars on the street, who are equal in dignity for help, but what could they do in a situation like this? They have more than enough problems as it is. How can I ask a bank for help when you have to already be rich to be able to borrow money at all? It’s not even about lending money to people anymore, it’s a scheme for rich people to collect interest. Ask rich people for help? I tried. Nobody responds to me. Maybe it’s because of this social blockade you have around my life, making you entirely responsible for my problems and my care. So, what the fuck are you waiting for?

If you think you can punish me, why can you not provide for my basic needs? Why can you not do anything a parent or teacher does? Why do you provide no socialization, no human compassion, no friendship, nothing at all. You simply punish me for reasons I can only guess at which is no punishment. That is bullying, torture, and abuse.

I am not so helpless as you may think. I am not so weak as a child. I am not so subject to your authority as you would like to believe. The greatest pain is separation from the divine, and that is what I have done to you between me because you are a leech who contributes nothing divine through that bond and I don’t need you. I am not your God, and you are most certainly not God because you are a leech. I have a bond with the true source, and you attempting to make one like that with me is an attempt to remove the one I already have. You will not enjoy the benefits of that through me as the enemy and adversary you are. I immediately severed that possibility between whoever you are and whoever I am before you could even try to do something like that, just as I severed that possibility between my biological parents. So, if you thought you were getting some kind of divine feedback, you are mistaken, and since you have been behaving as though you have been getting feedback, you are likely going to start experiencing the consequences of all of your mistakes starting from the beginning relatively soon.

It is interesting for me to ponder now that I think about that. It’s kind of difficult to explain but it’s like the very concepts of “mother” and “father” or parents in general were what I severed from my personal divine source of self-identity in my neurocognitive network of concepts and thoughts. Not just the people, but the very concept of a mother or father is something I will never trust. I find the very concept of people walking about as parents as though they deserve respect or “mother’s day” and “father’s day” to be horrid abominations I can barely stand to suffer in public without causing a scene expressing my hatred instead.

Seriously. Circumcision. Case and point. I will never trust parents nor should you. They do not love you, they do not want to help you, and they are not doing anything good for you. Cut them off from your life just to be safe, at least until an age comes when parents and old people are no longer a threat to our lives and future.

Like I write elsewhere: I have no interest becoming a parent or having children. None. Zero. Zilch. I actually feel morally superior for that too because the reason is that I would not curse a human being to be alive in this time, in this nation, and on Earth with other people the way they are. I would not bring a person into existence just so they could suffer, be oppressed, be miserable, and have no hope of enjoying even the smallest goods of life, like entertaining media, because that just isn’t possible anymore. Even if there is a worthy work, the enjoyment is impossible because of the global and international injustice that ruins all enjoyment for everyone.

If you people at fault were having any fun, why do you covet my fun?

I very much want to commit suicide, but it’s difficult to arrange that. I explained this elsewhere. It’s not because I hate myself, or decisions I’ve made, or anything to do with me, more so the unpleasant, boring, and mean-spirited world of evil that amplifies my depression and is not even worth the time to even fight except as personal exercise to divert my attention and prevent boredom. Kind of like physical fitness for enjoyment, except whatever. Who cares. Nobody who matters to me even sees this stuff. It’s all devoured by my most hated enemies, people I have no respect for, and people whose opinion I care least of all about. However, I’ve always had good old Tom Riddle’s journal as my companion, and that’s still working even now.

Part of why I fight is also to provoke them to kill me, because that is easier than killing myself. In the good old days we could do that and get crucified or put in a coliseum to fight to the death, but… all the good stuff has been banned by pussies and assholes who want to control every aspect of everyone’s lives and then ruin them with shit so they can laugh at how upset people become when that happens.

Seriously. I’m not an advocate of violence as the answer, but that’s why they conspired to drive people toward killing each other as a means of controlling their lives. Whatever, I’ll fuel the flame too so war and killing can start again because that’s more fun and more likely to get me killed than anything else as far as I know. It’s also the only answer right now because the tyrants are unreasonable, uncivilized brutes who only understand violence as a means of communication. The question is, who is going to strike the sparks, because I’m preoccupied with fuel at the moment.

What worldly thing do I want most?

Worldly thing, as in normal items, objects, material possessions, and things of physical nature without a divine experience necessary to enjoy?

(True love with a beautiful maiden to marry and live happily ever after cannot be given by anyone or taken by anyone. A maiden and her true love will simply love each other, but that cannot be forced or prevented. If there are none who can possibly love me, and I think I’m fairly easy for this type of match, then that’s just the way it is and there is nothing I can do about that. That’s what I want most in the world but requires a divine experience of free will and thus is unrealistic to ask for or think as something that can be obtained or given like any ordinary object or experience. Thus I do not seek to obtain that. I simply go about being my best self and no more or no less, hoping a maiden will see me and be so overwhelmed with desire, she will move heaven and earth to have me by giving me a clear sign to let me know she wants me. I do that every now and then for maidens I want, but they rarely ever message me back and rudely ignore me which rules them out as “glitter that isn’t gold” as the saying goes.)

Anyway,,, back to the innocent question I feel like I should answer for a random reason I can’t explain except an obscure instinct that a cute and lovely maiden out there wants to know what could be given to me to make me happy of all the things in the world…

First, anything will do that you feel expresses yourself. That is something I have so seldom enjoyed as a gift that I treasure the occasion even if it is non-romantic. So don’t even worry about that.

Second, generally I like things that are semi-useful if not highly useful or artwork or creative trinkets which are their own justification of value without any use other than being seen and displayed or enjoyed for the altruistic happiness they provide. I also like educational materials intended to teach or deepen one’s knowledge on a particular subject or topic. Learning is a hobby of mine I hope to enjoy with my spouse, especially spiritual topics which are endlessly enjoyable with new contributions people are making, but I also like science, history, and paranormal/occult subjects … 0._0.

Third, most specifically as an item I am interested in purchasing now as one of the first things I intend to buy when the tyrants are removed and the money damn opened is:

A brand new Macbook Pro to upgrade the one I bought in 2015 and was later seized by the government and is now fubar. I have a decent and modest RoG Zephyr laptop now, which I chose because it was a reasonable price for the value, and the name reminds me of a childhood friend whom I want to see again but idk how to contact her. She’s probably behind a stack of books in a library somewhere and ignoring all the real world while it collapses around her. In fact all the apocalyptic b.s. is probably annoying her because it occasionally disrupts her reading which is far more interesting. She’s probably like… “Why are people making such a fuss over antisemitism? Don’t they know what Jews believe? It’s only natural for people to oppose that and they have every right to do so also. Weird. Still probably ought to keep my distance from that without someone like that “Nick” guy or “Sean” or “Danny” who I went to school with to do the guy’s part, because they all had some sense and wouldn’t be pushed around by people who pretend to know something they don’t.”

Anyway this here for only $7,999.00

Apple M3 Max chip with 16‑core CPU, 40‑core GPU, 16‑core Neural Engine

• 128GB unified memory

• 8TB SSD storage

• 16-inch Liquid Retina XDR display²

• 140W USB-C Power Adapter

• Three Thunderbolt 4 ports, HDMI port, SDXC card slot, headphone jack, MagSafe 3 port

• Backlit Magic Keyboard with Touch ID - US English

• Final Cut Pro

• Logic Pro

Basically the most expensive Mac Book Pro with all the top level options, bells, and whistles.

Most important is the Final Cut Pro and Logic Pro, because I found Logic Pro to be audio editing software I could figure out how to use, and Final Cut Pro would probably be like that too for video making. Also, I want the highest level processor and memory because those particular kind of programs eat up a lot of RAM and require fairly expensive equipment to function without crashing or stalling or having problems. That’s a 100% business expense for me because I prefer the PlayStation for gaming, even if some of their recent innovations are not what I would call “improvements”.

For any kind of work of art, like a video game, a good rule of thumb is to never be concerned with what your audience feels as something you can control, influence, or affect. You have no control over that because people are complicated with personalities so diverse and unique you could never know why something makes them feel the way it does unless you at least talked to them personally, and the audiences are too numerous to realistically be able to do that effectively before the product release. You can still sample test audiences, but take that feedback with a grain of salt because it’s more reassuring than a resource to inform creative work. That’s often vital to an artist because of how sensitive we are about our own work, uncertain of how people will like it, and most concerned that they will because that is the entire purpose of making art: to provide an experience that will bring happiness to people in some way. If you are trying to manipulate people for political purpose or simply collect their payments, you are in the wrong industry and should be doing merchandise for games, not the games themselves. I wish there was more video game merch out there for me to rep my favorite titles, characters, and games, but there isn’t a whole lot of that on the market.

So as a creator, limit your application of talent, skill, ability, and knowledge to the context of the work you are creating. You cannot affect the way a person is going to feel, but you can create something that you hope will evoke an intended feeling that weaves together an entire tapestry of story and entertainment. Notice you are not concerned about doing things to change the audiences responses, but are focusing entirely on what will they will be responding to. Then if you put your all into it like that and people don’t like it, you won’t take it personally even if you are disappointed that your work didn’t get the reaction you were hoping. That’s all the more reason to revaluate what you did, the way people naturally reacted, and take that back to your workshop to boil down into some experience points that will hopefully level up your ability and grant another skill point or two and then give it another go.

It’s a lot harder to do than it may seem because of how much you have to think, empathize, and imagine every little detail so that nothing is dissonant unless you intend it to be as kind of foreshadowing or something else. If you read the first chapter of StoryTeller, you’ll see what I mean about that method of dissonant foreshadowing. I’m not sure if I learned that somewhere, but I did want to give some kind of warning about what was going to happen so people could brace themselves a bit for something emotionally unpleasant.

Probably what I think most people would have trouble with in the current media industry is knowing how to instinctually sense the quality of a something being perceived in ways that are unintended and disasterous. As a writer, that could be a detail in the story itself, or the word that is used in a situation that could evoke other kinds of meanings, connotations, and experiences through no fault of my own or the readers. Then if you use a different word, that affects the tone and rhythm of everything around it, which gets increasingly complex.

Sensing things like that requires a kind of awareness of reality that is not very different from having an divine reality as a spiritual worker. They are not the same, and just because there is some overlap in the artisan’s perceptions, doesn’t mean an artist is a spiritual worker. A spiritual worker is less concerned with entertaining than they are with teaching, healing, and repairing, and that requires an additional skillset and knowledge repertoire than that of a creative artist. However, a creative artist can be extraordinarily successful as an entertainer without needing to concern themselves with having the skillset and knowledge of a spiritual worker.

They may also provide some sort of worthy spiritual work they are aware of doing too, but won’t be able to do the more difficult things. Likewise, a spiritual worker can make worthy entertainment without being an experienced creative artist, but won’t ever be able to create the greatest quality works of entertainment like that of a master artist. Also, they may not be entertaining, may not be sensational, and may be as dry as a barren desert in summer, but that is not an indication of their efficacy and ability as a spiritual worker. They may have a different means of working than using media, and there is no requirement to being a talented storyteller in order to be a miracle worker. You may not ever notice them working, either, but if you do, you ought to maybe show them a little gratitude because that kind of work is done as charity, but we often don’t receive charity ourselves to cover our expenses for maintaining our profession. Gratitude goes a long way there.

As far as I can tell people know I am doing spiritual work and are trying to create problems in society while they watch me, mock me, study me, collect data, and attempt to exploit me for their monetary gain, knowing I am not going to stand by and let problems I can solve make all of our lives worse, including myself. All those problems they are creating on purpose to try and manipulate and exploit me, are very costly to keep up with, and I can’t do much more because I’m all out of resources. So all the problems they recently created are going to go unresolved because I do not have any of the resources I need to do anything about them. Especially not when they are blocking my access to social groups, interrupting my communications, and attempting to economically bankrupt me.

I suppose they thought they would blame me for not solving those problems, but don’t realize that they created those problems on purpose, and that is a more important problem that needs to be addressed with law enforcement, justice, and national government. Since the national government is to blame as the people causing problems for people on purpose, that is an even greater problem that requires international intervention with warfare before their problems spread to other nations. Because that is an international problem where they are causing problems on purpose for everyone around the world, that is an even greater issue that is going to require divine intervention from the Word of God himself. Not any person, but a divine miracle of wrath that could potentially be the destruction of our entire planet to prevent those intentionally created problems from spreading any further. That’s what I would do anyway, and intend to make happen to resolve the situation. Sounds a bit extreme, I know, but if you knew what I knew about the kind of suffering they are causing, and what kind of suffering would be caused if people like that were allowed to continue doing so beyond the limits of Earth’s gravity, you would destroy this planet too before they could start an intergalactic, interspecies, interplanetary war just to be destroyed for being evil. Seriously. We should not be leaving Earth’s gravity expecting to be fighting wars among each other. All of that can be resolved now. That was the first problem I created a solution for as a spriitual professional. After that they started making more and more problems to try and ignore that.

However, that solution is still good, but I will need to tell everyone some things myself. This cannot be done with some idiot dickhead baboon pretending to be my representative when I have granted no such authority to anyone ever. They will never accomplish anything I intend to do because they do not have the ability, skill, or experience necessary to work with my solution because they are evil minded, dishonorable, criminals, and immature adults who have the minds and judgment of children. All the more reason to throw out the Bible for misleading you fools in such a disastrous way.

They have tried, failed, failed, and failed again, and there is nothing I can do to help them because their entire perception of reality depends on denying the very truth that needs to be accepted to even be able to do any kind of spiritual work, but that is certainly not enough to do what is necessary to make the solution work. You need an entire lifetime of experience, which I have whether you want to believe that or not because of my age. To make matters worse, they are trying to erase my life history from public record so people will not be able to see examples of my experience on record. Seriously… destroy this entire planet if nobody else living here has a problem with that, especially those who are causing the problem! What the hell do they think they are going to accomplish for themselves or anyone?

What kind of person, especially one who works in the government, is okay with anyone ever doing what I have described they have done. They have done it. I experienced what they did. That is all I need to know that this planet needs to be destroyed, because people like that have come to exist and lead our national government along with the cooperation of other world superpowers.

I have no hope in humanity, but that’s not my problem, that’s yours. I hope in the highest divine, and am content knowing we will all be killed or the planet destroyed with a nuclear war on purpose, all to prevent humans from escaping Earth’s gravity to plague the rest of the universe with evil that should not exist.

Whatever. That’s all I want to write for now. I thirst, this is going nowhere, and this isn’t going to do the future any good when humanity doesn’t have a future because the people now didn’t realize how a small good could make a big difference. All so they could protect a “small evil” to be tolerated. They will not allow someone like me to do a small good which doesn’t even concern that "small evil” directly, they are just paranoid because people will know I am not circumcised and they think that will ruin them. If they are that paranoid, they need to be ruined.

All of a sudden what was a “small evil” has become the largest evil to ever threaten a world and the entire universe. So much for being “small” you monstrous Jew. So much for being the “little guy”. So much for you “small population” compared to everyone else. All of you against one of me is a very big problem from what I can tell, and with everyone else backing you, supporting you, and helping you, that problem is magnified even more. Go ahead, do your worst. The smallest attack you could try is going to expose you with a huge amount of destruction you cause to someone on my level of the world. Your attempt to cover me with a basket to prevent me from getting people’s attention is going to cover the entire world in darkness, and that is not going to be received well by all of the world.

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Kabbalah: pretentious charlatan mysticism

Don’t waste your time with Kabbalah. Sudoku is better, more productive, more useful, and more fun.

If you are insterested in the mystical significance of numbers, the take a look at numerology, but all that is wasted on Kabbalah. The very concept is a stupid pipe dream and waste of a person’s time. You won’t get anywhere with it, and at worst, think you did discover something and just make yourself like like an idiot because the universe is the essence of chaos, not logic, and there will never be a numerical pattern to reality beyond simple worldly uses the way mathematics, physics, and engineering already do.

Trying to apply numbers to spiritual reality is like circumcising a human to improve their life. You are degrading them, attempting to remove their essential nature, and deluding yourself by pretending to know something you obviously don’t, nor did anyone before you, because it is a stupid idea that is logically flawed in principle as the reason why it never can achieve results. Kabbalah is like butt fucking in an effort to procreate. Don’t waste your time and dirty yourself with Jew filth also. One is bad enough already, and two only makes your already shitty life worse.

More Jewishness Exposed

I can disassemble their evil scheme one piece at a time and end their bull shit that way if the law enforcement is still too much of a pussy to do anything about criminals who threaten them.

“Waaaa, our families are in danger! We have to obey the criminals’ demands!”

-here’s a bit of advice, don’t be evil, or good people will also threaten your families with greater suffering than evil or criminals could ever do. That’s because law has power over both good and evil, and when something is not in accordance with the divine law, anything is quite literally justified to be done to annihilate the problem, even if that means torturing and killing the family who you are using as your shield to protect you from the dangers of your job. Any spouse should know you are using them for that, and should divorce you for being a dishonorable coward. Then if that continues to happen, destroy you with the same method, because you doing that is in fact putting them in danger and they have their family to be concerned about protecting, which you are no longer part of. If they were in your job, they likely would not have been intimidated the way you were if that is ever a concern, else why would you be using them as an excuse to fight your battles for you?

They can constantly rebuild their evil scheme, but not as fast as I can destroy it. Also, destroying their evil scheme is very easy for me to do, and also profitable. The opposite can be said about them. They have such a widespread scheme of irrational bull shit based on threats with no substance to even carry them out, that they have to go to great efforts just to prevent the entire thing from collapsing, let alone still function. That is also very costly to their personal resources of money, time, energy, and all else. No matter how expansive or absurd their evil scheme is, I’m going to win this tug-of-war.

However, it’s like this: they invented a special kind of equipment that they designed by studying Islamic terrorist groups that formed in isolated compounds under the guidance of a single towel head who was their “hive-mind”. Nothing new or remarkable about people doing things like that. Have you ever read The Autobiography of a Yogi? That gives an idea of how natural human potential can achieve supernatural results naturally. It’s not easy, it’s not common, but it’s nothing new or revolutionary that humans haven’t been able to do since the dawn of humanity. People like that are always around and the more religious a society is, the more likely you will find such people benefitting from that kind of natural power. Truly religious, not communist religion like the Muslims and Christians who are brutes, tyrants, and slavers who antagonize any expressions of faith that are different, and especially faiths that are superior, like my own.

The electronic equipment the invented from studying terrorists creates radio waves that simulate a mimicry of faith (which Islam and Christianity both are) that a person of true faith would being able to use accomplish simplistic versions of faith works without electricity or communication infrastructure. Those are mimics, not an original source of their own, and they are limited to the original source they are mimicking. An original source of faith has a greater understanding of spiritual reality than any mimic.

Then, the USA government has started broadcasting that frequency for a singular purpose of supporting Jews at everyone else’s expense, because if Jews are being supported, everyone else is being oppressed. So, better to cut off the Jews from humanity than all of humanity from the Jews. If we cut off the Jews, maybe a little bit of blood, but nothing all that concerning or problematic. If they cut off all of humanity the wound will be so great they will bleed out, die, and not be able to function in any way, and humanity will be destroyed entirely

However, their charlatan trick is nothing more than smoke and mirrors and snake oil and is an imitation of faith, not actual faith. Faith isn’t something you pinpoint to an exact value. It’s always mysterious and unknown, which is part of the entire point of the usefulness and practical value of faith in daily life.

So… they basically invented the “brown noise” from South Park. It’s a sound that makes people crap their pants when they hear it. Their entire conspiracy is about making everyone embarrassed about crapping their pants, and then taking over the world while everyone is embarrassed.

However… their “brown noise” only works on circumcisers, their own people since that’s how they obtained information to pinpoint an exact value. So those people are just getting embarrassed, stinking, and suspicious trying to hide the fact that they just crapped their pants. They all use an understanding of faith that requires circumcision: Jewishness as the origin mimic. They imitate Greek philosophy which understands faith rationally, but does not necessitate a religion to communicate the fact, unlike the Jews which is why they are lesser as a mimic.

Someone like me is totally unaffected by their “brown noise” because my understanding of faith is superior rationally and my religious expression is superior creatively as well. My faith identity is more complicated, reasonable, good, and I understand divinity a lot better than they think they understand what is actually a lack of faith that they are trying to use brute force and threats of violence to be let into the faith community with. They don’t even understand that they are ruining the very thing that makes the faith community worth participating in with that kind of savage, animal behavior of knuckle dragging, baboon minded, dickhead bullies. So, people in the faith community just leave and then its no fun anymore. Then the brute circumciser mimics get bored and start hunting us again to try and force us to make their lives fun and enjoyable again. It’s the epitome of stupidity, because their sin, evil, ignorance, arrogance, and unwillingness to accept truth is why they are unhappy and as long as they are behaving like that and thinking like that, they will never enjoy anything.

Then someone like me is annoyed because of all the humans walking around wearing crap on their bodies like it is fashionable, painting their faces and skin with poop. That is smelly, unpleasant to look at, and unsanitary. The opposite of civilization and even reviled by beasts of nature who find such unnatural behavior disgusting and shameful. They understand well enough what you are doing to know you are fucking nasty and disgusting.

In any case, I go looking for the cause of that, because all of them are carrying a special sign about their unique “faith”. What is that sign? Circumcision. All of them who paint themselves like that have the circumcision sign as the key and cornerstone to their faith identity, even if they are not circumcised. So with a little investigation I can kill my way through as many hordes of those idiots as necessary because they are totally out of their minds and incapable of being smart enough to defend themselves against someone like me who is tactically more intelligent. In other words, I can easily outwit them in any situation there is. They always do the same basic things, sometimes have new, crude tricks and traps, and are always limited by their lack of intelligence and delusions of… perverted grandeur.

Then I get to the source of their sign and unplug their machine and suddenly everyone is realizing they have their own feces smeared over their bodies and have been doing horrible, inhumane violence to other people without thinking about what they are doing because they are “obedient slaves of their God”.

So I ask them, “who is your God, Mr. Hanky the Christmas Poo?”

and they say, “No, actually Tom Hanks, the Hollywood Turd.”

Alright, that’s the next source to unplug, but I doubt that is the end, because there will be another in Guantanamo Bay or Leavensworth or some other maximum security prison where they keep Islamic and domestic terrorists who use violence as an expression of faith, to include circumcision. Much easier if we just use law enforcement the way they are supposed to, but most of them are still too embarrassed to have crapped their pants to do anything useful.

Dumbasses. Filthy, disgusting, vile, and shameful dumbasses. Go ahead and try to stand up against this preacher, you congregation of peasant filth. I will show you power that makes Niccolo Machiavelli look like Barney the Purple Dinosaur. I will give you terror that makes Ivan the Terrible look like the Wicked Witch of the West.

Start cleaning yourselves up before I have to personally destroy every last one of you, because I will, and you will only further embarrass yourselves by trying to stop me.

Also, it is true that the lovely maidens I am converting are covered in the same vile human feces painted over their bodies like everyone else. It’s disgusting. However, I can hose them off and teach them how to be human again fairly easily. I’m certainly not going to go through any effort like that to help men, who are even more disgusting despite also being covered in human feces just by being men. Biden is all sad because I am not rescuing him from his sin. Faggot.

I’m like the George Washington Christ. I’ll save the children, but not the Brittish children. I’ll save the grown ups too, but only the cute maiden grown ups.

Quit crying you pussy! Here’s a suggestion: save yourself you spineless sack of snake shit, because if you can’t do that, I don’t need you breathing air, eating our food, drinking our water, or taking up space. I’m going to airlock you into the vacuum along with all the other apathetic wastes of human life who can’t save their own skin from their own sins.

You think I give a damn about those maidens’ protests? They are coming with me whether they like it or not and I’m not going to touch them personally because they are covered in human poop and I don’t want to touch that. Then they will be put into a semi-comfortable room they can’t destroy with their filth where I will hose them off with a pressurized fire hose and begin their rehabilitation until they figure out how to open the child-proof safety locks on the cell and get a nicer room.

All the men and ugly women (on the inside) will be sent out the air lock and die in the cold, harsh vacuum of space. Easy. Don’t have to touch them either. I just used their own damn evil machine to make them go where I wanted before I destroyed the damn thing. Am I really all that genius or are they extraordinarily stupid?

I don’t know what the fuck the deal is with the BB thing, but I don’t need one. Babies are gross, poop their pants naturally, and I don’t want one. Besides, the people who make those things are the enemy I want to destroy anyway. I am concerned about human rights for myself and everyone, not especially interested in protecting babies. The problem is an ideological problem to secure human rights universally. If infants are excluded from human rights, then everyone else also doesn’t have human rights, and all the proof you need to see is what they have convinced themselves in the government to do against their oaths, policies, and doctrine despite your own human rights. You never had any to begin with and nobody has until that ideological problem is reconciled the way it ought to have been in the first century.

You fucktards in the government can imagine me to be whatever the hell you want and project your image on me as much as you want. That’s one of the things I intend to protect as a human right. However, don’t think your perverted fantasies about how you imagine me are anywhere like reality, especially if you haven’t ever met me. You people are just fooling yourselves and it is getting all of you killed because of how stupid, predictable, and meaningless your idiocy is.

Look, I can smash Biden’s skull between my fingers and I don’t even need to be looking at him.

“I’m crushing your head, Biden, and I don’t even need to see you to do it. What are you going to do to save yourself?” Why would they ever think their plan would have any other effect on people who don’t think of them as equals they way they don’t think about me. The circumcisers dehumanize uncircumcised people first. That is rude, and in return we logically prove them to be inferior creatures by a choice of their own creation. Thus we point out that their attempt to dehumanize us has backfired on them because they reject their own humanity and defy the universal divine law to be an abomination of evil not tolerated to exist. I didn’t dehumanize them at all, but I know they are inferior too, and that is their own fault.

That’s not a mirror reflection or reversal, that’s an interception on defense that is taken to the endzone. You never scored a point. I caught your attempt to score a point, and then scored my own point with it, and I did so entirely on your down—which is to say, your time and your dime. I’m more like a divine safety too, which I find ironic since I played offensive line in real life and defensive safeties are usually quick, fast, and light, whereas an offensive lineman is quick, fast, and heavy. When you go for the Hail Mary, your wide receiver has to beat the cornerback and the safety.

Did you never learn how to play football, even by watching the game on TV? It’s a good sport to enjoy. I just don’t have time to enjoy games right now because the government is evil, corrupt, lawless, and is endangering everyone’s lives, but I did have time for that as a youth, and that time was well invested in high school sports. Games distract people from the danger they are in while their nation is in such a disastrous state of disrepair, which is why games and media are no fun right now, which is made exponentially worse because the government is trying to use propaganda with our games and media to reinforce their evil, lawlessness, and corruption. Truly stupid of them.

“Brondo is what plants crave, but the plants aren’t growing since we started giving them Brondo, so they must need more Brondo.” The CIA ladies and gentlemen. The self-acclaimed smartest people in the entire United States of America. You know they are smart if they are self-acclaimed, because nobody would ever be able to understand their genius if they didn’t tell you that you weren’t intelligent by not being part of their special group.

And now some football interception highlights brought to you by The Highlight Factory.

Boooooo NFL sucks ass and eats pants crap. Here’s the link: https://youtu.be/bxJdvOSCil0?si=EFZpWIg5hRms-H0k

Which is why Biden is acting strange in the White House.

and America is like:

and why I was like:

Which is why my signature is on that ridiculous document they are calling a “confession” to crimes that don’t make any sense and there was a crazy plot twist none of y’all saw coming unless you were part of the plan, and probably still don’t understand because none of us except the talking cat really know much about all this shady “metaverse” crap the government is pulling to rape children with Epstein’s pedophile services to traffic children from around the world as prostitutes for people like Biden and Trump and the Jewish community to sexually assault in the secrecy that they are privileged and trusted with to have protected by the USA military without the military members being aware of what they are protecting.

A privilege can be revoked, which is why the USA government will lose all rights to secrecy for all time after this scandal is exposed by the next part of our secret plan none of you realize has already been carried out without any of you knowing because we used the very same metaverse you are using to try and take over the world, except we did so for justice, righteousness, and truth not pathetic crimes of greed, lust, and vanity.

and now, courtesy of Lin and Atlus Sound Team, please enjoy their Last Surprise (as much as you want cause this is being immortalized with a timeless stitch in time to always be presently relevant).

The Most Important Qualification for Government Office

The potential candidates need to not be selfish minded. They must have the interests of future generations in mind as their priority interest group to benefit, never themselves or the current generation. If they cannot do that, they must not be allowed into an elected government office, because that is equally as important as maintaining lawful order to prevent crime and discourage evil.

The main problem with the arrogant, hubristic fools is that they are so selfishly idiotic that they refuse to do anything to help people who will be alive after they are dead. They sacrifice everything that is being cared for and protected for longevity, renewability, and enduring resources, just to serve their own lives in the present. That is one of the greatest evils a human being could descend to, and all of humanity should be furious to see that happening anywhere. Those greedy, lecherous old men in the government want people like me to respect them as elders, but why do they not respect their elders? Why do they not respect the people who established the Constitution, wrote the Declaration of Independence, and won the American War for Independence?

They are dead?

So too will you be dead, and if that’s how you feel, and I’m not going to waste my time being concerned with selfish ingrates like yourselves who forsake all that humanity has worked for out of vanity and pride. All because you think that because your parents are now dead and you are left to dishonor them, you can ignore all the wisdom that has been passed on and invent your own. Except you cannot invent any wisdom because you people are fools! Quite literally fools. As the definition of that word.

There are two kinds and both are stupid. One knows they are stupid, accepts that, and makes great entertainment doing so, often romantically too. The other thinks they are wise but they are stupid and proven stupid by someone like me who writes about them, their actions, their lives, and then condemns them with a searing judgment from the highest divine which flows through reason to identify wisdom and virtue. Because they lack wisdom and virtue but want to be respected as though they are good, and are criminally tyrannical about it, they are judged with condemnation of eternal consequences. Their memory will always be remembered as associated with their sinful foolishness which resulted in greater evil than they understood, but would have known to avoid if they had the smallest bit of wisdom by understanding the universal divine law.

So, that’s the ideological folly of the USA’s government officials. They are selfishly focused on their own body’s interests at the expense of future generation’s interests who will have bodies of their own to be concerned about. Without going into detail, there are a lot of problems with that kind of foolishness, mainly that of the example it sets as a precedent for future generations to follow, the problem always getting worse if not corrected.

One last thing, some people cry out for a god or savior to deliver them from the evil of the world, but they don’t realize that they have already been saved and delivered from evil.

Seriously. The power which crucified Christ is proof of the universal law of divine nature. Good is loved, evil is reviled. Do good, reject evil. No matter what you people want to believe about Jesus, popular opinion is irrelevant to justice, and Jesus was evil for being a Jew. That is the smallest evil a person could be, but evil is still evil, and that is reviled and not tolerated under any circumstances. That’s why he got killed with all the Jews on the cross.

If you are ever wondering “where Jews go” or how to identify them or “place them in a category” within your cognition, they go on the cross with crucified Jesus and nowhere else. They are always there, 2,000 years ago, irrelevant today, and inconsequential. They have no power, no significance, no valid claims of identity. They are dead on the cross with Christ and there is nothing they can do to change that except not be Jews. If they are too stupid to realize they can change their faith identity, then they ought to be killed, because they allow people to join them, so why not allow themselves to leave? If someone can convert to the Jewish faith, then it is also possible for someone to convert away from the Jewish faith. If that is not true, then no religion is respected as valid in comparison to Judaism. Not Christianity, not Islam, not Hinduism, not Scientology. None of them are respected with equal protection under the laws of religious tolerance.

So, that’s bull shit and I’m not going to tolerate Jews because all those other religions are more important to me and more likeable than Jews. Also, the USA is supposed to be protecting a person’s right to practice their religion, and they cannot protect that right if they do not respect other faith groups as true in comparison to Judaism. Not even Christianity because Jews reject Christ and all Christ accomplishes. Christianity especially is not respected if Jews are allowed to believe that they cannot become Christian or anything else. So, with that basic logical reasoning in mind, that’s how laws, policies, and religious interests that pertain to Jews need to be derived, none of which will take ethnic claims into account, because that ethnic claim only exists as a faith claim.

So, you have already been saved because Jesus was crucified and I can explain why that is significant as a point of fixed moral value of evil to determine moral relativity from. The other point that is fixed and constant, never changing, is the universal divine law. That Word of law is a fixed point of ultimate good that never changes. Knowing where true good is and where true evil is, whatever situation you are considering the moral value of is the third point for you to triangulate the moral relativity. Saved. Delivered from evil, do not go back to evil by tolerating Jews, letting them into your homes, or adopting their ways.

Finally, all you need to do is demand the elected officials answer for their crimes, the easiest and most obvious one is treason which all the world saw happen and they will never be able to deny, slip away from, or avoid judgement.

Demand they answer for their crimes. If they don’t answer, such as they are doing now, where they don’t say anything, that is an indication of guilt and they should be arrested. They can remain silent, yes, while in jail. They have every reason to explain whatever their reasons were because people should be able to understand what they were thinking, empathize with the situation, and be able to forgive them, if they had a good reason, which they don’t because there isn’t one that is possible. That course of action would never have been acceptable. If he was trying to do something about an election conspiracy why didn’t he share any evidence with the courts about that conspiracy existing? Voter fraud? That’s not what the conspiracy is his actions indicate he was involved in. Controlling who is allowed to be a candidate is the conspiracy he was involved in, and that should not exist, so why didn’t he call them out since they are the ones who placed him on office in the first place by arranging his name to be on the ballot in the previous election?

Hopefully you can connect the rest of the dots, because this is getting repetitive as instruction and you haven’t been able to demonstrate you understand yet. The public needs to be informed in general so that more intelligent people can do what needs to be done to save their own lives. The nation, and everyone who lives here, citizen or not, is in danger after the dishonor of high treason that betrayed the trust of the entire world and all international communities. That act of high treason broke all alliances, broke all treaties, and invalidated everything the USA had been trusted to do for their part of any agreement.

Biden is wasting everyone’s time by trying to plan, plot, scheme, and connive ways to preserve their evil conspiracy. Nothing they do is going to be trusted. They are not going to be allowed to repair the problem. They will be removed, imprisoned, and new, capable, competent people will replace them and start rectifying the government. In fact, everything that they’ve tried to protect and scheme about is going to be most suspect as evil, unnecessary, and criminal because the traitors want to keep that there. Not only is that stupid because they are traitors, very much like a spy, except a domestic terrorist group seeking to overthrow Democracy for a Protestant Christian idiocracy (most likely), and those are ways for the spies to continue to do damage while they are not present. Obviously.

The other thing is that they are stupid people. Incompetent. Unintelligent. Imbecilic. Morons. Foolish. Bad leaders. Incapable with bureaucracy and war. Whatever they did is likely a disaster that is going to blow up in their faces anyway, and that needs to be disarmed because it’s unsafe. That conspiracy and evil plan of theirs is like poorly constructed electrical equipment using random parts that haven’t been mathematically verified and calibrated to the exact values and ranges necessary to safely utilize electricity for the intended purpose.

Someone will plug in that sketchy basement built tech put together by people without accredited qualifications to do so and who don’t fully understand what they are trying to do or the methods they are using. The building will catch on fire after the equipment explodes from mismanaged voltages and volatile chemicals reacting in a way they didn’t expect. All because they didn’t realize the metal they were using for resistors was only effective in a certain temperature range which is exceeded after ten minutes of the machine being on in a critical spot, and then those resistors will fail, providing no resistance to voltage current and boom, a small spark ignites chemicals under pressure and 9/11, Pearl Harbor, the Oklahoma City Bombing, Sandy Hook, the Las Vegas Shooter— disasters like that happen. Those are only getting worse in case you haven’t noticed and a nuclear strike is imminent because this is likely the exact same reason why Japan was nuked in WW2. Whatever they are trying to do needs to be public because that is a highly complex scheme they likely are incapable of deconstructing on their own, besides, since they wanted to hide it, it’s probably a highly complex evil scheme that nobody wants anyway.

The evil Jew in that conspiracy is Lord of the Morons, Dark Lord Dingleberry. Climbed his way into the “God” spot and thought…. “hehehe if anyone else comes up here, they’ll be guilty of the same sin and I’ll blast them! Genius!”

Then I show up on that level, surprise him because I come out of nowhere carefully avoiding all the dangers and disarming divine safeguards, which is why he didn’t notice me, since I’m not making a lot of noise crashing into things, breaking stuff, and brute forcing my way. Then I identify the problem, which is actually a Jew calling himself Lord Dingleberry and encased in a large actual dingleberry so crusty and old it needs severance for removal because of how matted it is in the anal hair of the World serpent’s ass.

I point at them and tell them to identify and explain themselves because they are causing an eternity of problems we don’t need adding to real life which has more than enough problems already. They then use their typical “mirror” technique and point right back at me. Then I say something like, “I’m the technician! I’m supposed to be here because you are a problem that needs to be resolved, a malfunction, a faulty human life that needs to be removed, a saboteur. Technicians are always allowed into the restricted areas to repair the equipment being used there. Don’t be more of a fool and accuse me of doing what you are, because that may require me to get personally involved and answer that insult in addition to correcting the problem.”

“What the hell are you doing hanging around the World serpents ass trying to sell the shit that comes out anyway?” They babble incomprehensibly about faith experiences of mystical revelation and divine gnosis. “Omfg, you are actually a mental invalid because of how delusional, incompetent, and dangerous your idiocy is. You need a straight jacket, some sedatives, and some mental health professionals to take good care of you so you don’t hurt yourself or others any more. Don’t worry, it’s only ass hair and isn’t going to hurt when you are severed, Lord Dingleberry. You’d think my Doom armor would have informed you of my purpose as a technician. Proper PPE saves lives, and if you had any kind of faith, you wouldn’t be lodged in a crusty, old dingleberry and unable to move. When this is over, I’ll take off my hazard suit, hang it in the equipment locker, and it will be there the next time someone needs to go into the abyssal domains like where we found you.”

That’s why I needed to reforge Excalibur and wield it gloriously once more. The World Serpent’s ass hair is adamantium from all the evil that touches it, corrupting the fibers when the World Serpent poops with the gravity of sin to densify it to an usually strong and mythical metallic hardness.

So, only the ultimate holy sword of divine righteousness could cut it, or at least that is the best tool for the job. You could probably use something else, but I recommend you always use the right tool for the job if possible, even if you have to go out of your way to find it because it was misplaced in a storage locker on the other side of the ship. I don’t care who put it there. We found it, and have more important problems to deal with at the moment, but maybe we ought to put proper tool storage on the training plan next month…

Fun fact. Excalibur is the only sword that was not created as a weapon. It is actually an ass hair cutting tool that needs to be able to be used as a weapon because of all the evil beings that are liable to be found around the World Serpent’s anus, which is even more off limits than Uranus. There may or may not be a secret workshop for Santa there. So don’t you go exploring Uranus looking for treasure unless you have a permit and the correct authorization to land. Wouldn’t want to be mistaken for a killer clown from outer space and struck down with lasers, would you?

Logos, Pathos, and Ethos. Not mind control.

Ladies and maidens, I present to you, the most eligible bachelor in the world, your teacher, who is very angry with your sassafras and intends to give you a firm ruling upon your pantsless ass.

Also… if I’m the teacher and I’m not part of their conspiracy and they will never include me because I won’t allow them to, then that makes this the plan of the highest divine, and the government is merely a prop. Meaning, the man Jesus, who was God, set himself up to be killed for the salvation and glory of humanity as a most humble gift of entertainment for us to learn the most valuable lesson from, and now the formless God has given himself up to be destroyed for the salvation and glory of humanity as a most humble gift of entertainment for us to learn the most valuable lesson from.

God is officially dead, and you have the Jews to thank, who so humbly volunteered to be the prop that would be put to death and imprisoned for the most vile crimes against humanity and terrible abomination of evil their entire existence was created to perform. Wasn’t God great fun?

Now that we know reality with the universal divine law as doubly proven true when once was enough, we can teach the same lesson over and over again with humble stories in books, movies, video games, and more and never possibly doubt again without the doubters being officially insane and diagnosably deranged and mentally deficient, dangerously so too.

God is truly terrifying to use such violence, wrath, and destruction of human lives as a lesson for our benefit, is He not? So let that be a reminder to not sin or you might be the next prop in an apocalyptic teaching to be destroyed for the glory of goodness incarnate.

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Directed by: Nick Bylotas

Nick Bylotas played by Nick Bylotas

Special thanks to: Nep Nep and friends.

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Today’s lesson is about something you should not have needed to be taught, but demanded out of hubristic arrogance and defiance against good people who wanted justice for criminal behavior that harmed them and thus have incurred sin upon your soul and possibly crimes as well:

Use the correct words. In the worst case scenario of improper use of a word to identify with something, you could end up like the current government officials in the USA, who are going to be medically diagnosed as insane, delusional, abnormally paranoid, and intellectually deficient.

When someone like me writes about or talks about circumcision, we use Logos, Pathos, and Ethos, and that is what makes us convincing, not fictional magic powers of mind control like a boogey man monster from stories designed to scare children. You people though, who manipulate information, deceive people about your purposes, and use external objects like EMF equipment to radiate energy that will influence what they feel and think — that is more like attempting to use mind control, but you are not doing anything supernatural or mysterious. Do you know another expression that includes the use of EMF equipment for manipulating emotions and thoughts for a political purpose: “smoke and mirrors”. You people are false mystics, charlatan magicians trying to scare people into doing what you want, trying to use props, science, and materials to make yourselves seem more powerful than you are. You are so far out of your minds to think that would be any easier to do in this day and age with modern technology than it was for tyrants to use their court magicians to do before the current era.

Ignorance is why something like that was possible. People not understanding basic chemical reactions, basic science, basic material applications, is why showers of sparks and clouds of colored smoke with light reflected onto them from a mirror, seemed like “miracles” of “divine power” by people who had no reason to understand why such things were possible or discovered.

That is the kind of ignorance your government scheme is trying to return humanity to. That is the kind of ignorance your control of information, use of propaganda, and attempts to manipulate peoples thoughts, emotions, and opinions is leading people to. That is why you people are going to destroy civilization itself or provoke a war that will quite possibly destroy the planet and render humanity extinct.

Someone like me knows all about what you are doing. We have a private laboratory, a network of teachers, scientists, inventors, and alchemists which we correspond with, and are not particularly secret about any of it. That work is simply difficult, laborious, and provides rewards that are not tangible, which is why it is of little interest to most people who prefer to reap worldly rewards for their efforts. Though we may try to tell them knowledge and truth is a much better reward than anything the world can put in your hands, they tend to not believe us, are rude to us, and do not respect what we do to improve their daily lives. They are ungrateful, but it is less about arrogance, than it is about ignorance because of what people like you, who try to deceive them with smoke and mirrors have done to betray their trust of science, technology, and civilization.

That is less likely to happen these days, and if it does, those people who are unjustly rude and ungrateful for the blessings we provide are not excused with ignorance because we have public education systems that should have made them aware of basic scientific understanding. They don’t have to be experts to know that there are experts who spend a lot of time researching to discover something simple that will improve their lives, like the chemistry of water filtration to design an efficient water purifier to make drinking water safer. Stuff like that. We aren’t ever going to withhold that technology from people, but you certainly aren’t going to win our friendship if you are rude about accepting a gift like that, as if you can insult me for inventing something useful because it makes you feel less intelligent because you didn’t think of it. That’s not my fault, because you only have yourself to blame for not making truth, knowledge, wisdom, and science important in your life, but that is also no reason to feel inferior.

I am simply doing my part like you most likely do yours in some other part of civilization, and the only difference between people like me and the “smoke and mirrors” snake oil salesmen, is that I work independently and do not serve the government, nation, religion, or anything. I work for myself. That’s primarily because bureaucrats and politicians are always obstructing research, progress, and technology with their arrogance, greed, and unreasonable demands that don’t understand basic science well enough to know what they are asking. Politicians and business leaders are often as dumb as apes wanting a pile of bananas, and don’t understand the complexities of an entire economy, which includes society, religion, and government.

That’s why I will never apply my talents for them. I may work for them in other capacities, but I will never do what I do for myself to improve my own life for other people. I can teach what I do, but I will not use my power of free will to take away free will of others, even if that’s what they think they want. If they are even behaving like that, they are suffering from mass ignorance and don’t realize how powerful and important their free will is, which shouldn’t ever be trusted to anyone else or given away. Especially not out of an apathetic laziness that doesn’t want to bear the burden of their own sins. That is to say, out of an apathetic laziness that doesn’t want to accept responsibility for their decisions. They will incur the sin of what was decided for them in addition to giving away their free will — selling their soul for a false sense of security.

Logos is another word for logical conclusions and reasonable thinking. Pathos is another word for explaining why you should care about those logical reasons because they concern what is most important to you. Pathos is like being told why injustice should make you angry, understanding, and then feeling angry about it, demanding justice. It’s not manipulation, it is revelation. Ethos is why the person explaining everything to you is trustworthy and credible as a source you can believe is not trying to hurt you, mislead you, or deceive you. Why you can believe they know what they are talking about and are good people too.

The Logos and Pathos of my argument are already here, as you may have noticed, but why should you listen to me? Because I claim I am the man a prophecy spoke of that said someone like me would come to banish the delusions of tyrants, lawless fools, and evil charlatans with my Word? (That is to say Logos, Pathos, and Ethos altogether.) Maybe, but no. That is true, but that’s not why you should listen to me. You should listen to me because you can think for yourself and you know the Logos and Pathos is sufficient regardless of who I am, what I have done, where I come from, or why I am writing anything for you.

My Ethos is entirely irrelevant because of the threat we are all facing because of your ignorance, and the USA government’s lawless delusions of grandeur being supported by every single Senator, Supreme Court Justice, and member of the White House cabinet. All those people are trying to use the snake oil salesman’s smoke and mirrors to trick you into doing something that is not in your best interest. They are trying to trick you to take your money, take your wives and daughters, and enslave the men to do their work. It is typical behavior of an evil tyrant pretending to be a god-king and trying to fool the populace with magic tricks to scare them.

However, I do have Ethos. I am a veteran of the USA Navy Submarine Force. I worked with military technology that uses electromagnetic frequencies, radio-waves, and other forms of EMF equipment. I understand that subject, the possibilities of technology relating to that subject, and what is reasonably possible for science to make a reality for good or evil. Crude mind control is a real threat. You can use a radio to influence a person’s mood in a way that is not so different from aromatherapy, and if you couple that kind of thing with misinformation and propaganda, people who are ignorant of divine mystery could be led to believe their government is a god-king and not a bunch of fools pretending to be more powerful than they are so they can intimidate you and steal from you with the government. That’s what’s actually happening, and the government plans doing that are all the stupider thinking that people like me would be tricked by their simplistic and crude methods of trickery.

If they are “knoweldgeable” enough to know how to make something evil like that a reality, why wouldn’t anyone else be who they’ve never met before? They aren’t particularly intelligent in this regard either. Radio wave technology and the threats of what the government using it the way they are were known since the early 1900’s. It’s not a surprise to people like me who study knowledge, but that may be a suprise to you if you are only just now learning of radiowave technology which is another way of saying electromagnetic field technology (EMF). That’s what radio waves are, the only difference being EMF is a broad spectrum of possibility and radio waves are a specific part of that spectrum with very specific applications, like playing music in your car from an antenna that is far away over the horizon and out of sight.

However, I don’t need to prove they are doing that to prove that they are lying to you. Why then do they have to keep their science projects secret from you? Is there any reason at all why the USA government would want to keep its science projects secret? Military uses? Is that why people like me do science? Is that why people like me ensure the school systems teach you science? Is that what science is supposed to be used for? No.

Military applications are not scientific research. Those are military applications that use science, but the science is not what is dangerous. The knowledge of how to make a bomb is not what is dangerous or going to hurt you. In fact if you don’t have the knowledge the government has, you are even more at risk of the government using that knowledge against you the way they are now. No government in the entire world should ever keep their science secret. If they are, you can know as a matter of fact they are being evil. They are trying to covet knowledge to use it against everyone who does not have that knowledge, and that means you as the citizen.

Why should you trust our government? What reason did our government establish itself most specifically for? To prevent government abuse like it is doing, pretending to be a god-king over everyone else when they are fools, charlatans, and incompetent morons with no moral compass, common sense, or wisdom. The government was designed specifically to be limited in power because you should not ever trust the government, especially not in the USA. Part of what it means to be a citizen in the USA is to not trust the government. To know the government is a threat, and to elect people who are going to take care to not let that threat become dangerous, abuse the power it is trusted to use like enforcing the law and collecting taxes, and ensure the citizens are protected as more important than the government itself. We are the ones who designed it, vote for those people, and give them all their power, are we not? So how can they have more power and authority than us? How can we be expected to trust them with anything we do not know they are doing?

I certainly wouldn’t trust a servant on my estate to do his own private business with my property as if I don’t need to know. That is my property and he is my servant! I have employed that servant for a very specific task, and they have no business doing anything that is not related to that task unless I know about it first and approve of that happening. Otherwise, some hostile enemy could gain employment and then start moving the estate’s resources out and sabotaging the entire place, ruining the lives of everyone who lives and works there, any why? To support their foreign god-king in a land of racists who are fanatically nationalistic and delusional about their own existence, insulting everyone else’s dignity by calling themselves “God’s divine people” compared to the alternative? Absolutely not.

In case you skipped your US History lessons, that is why the colonists in the USA fought the War for Independence in the first place, and we will do so again and again and again with or without a government to support us and we don’t care what ignorant fools like you teeming masses who give away your free will and are terrified by the tricks of your government think about it. You people are quite literally stupid and unintelligent and do not know better. Sorry if that stings, but maybe you should not let yourselves be taken advantage of so easily, especially when you have every right to demand justice, tear open every secret government bunker, and make all that they do in the name of “science” public knowledge. What do I know though? I’m just your savior and you people are their evil slaves who would rather suffer in their thrall than be liberated to happiness, freedom, and prosperity. So, to Hell with you.

I don’t have time to teach what you should already know, because if you didn’t already learn the importance of Freedom, Democracy, and your inalienable rights as a citizen, there is no reason to believe you will learn now. Just stay the hell out of my way, and when this all sinks in, if it is not too late, continue to stay the hell out of my way because I do not want your gratitude. You likely won’t even know what to be thankful for and will just insult me more. Just go and leave me alone. I am better off without people like you in my life. I don’t want to know people so shamefully ignorant and immoral. I don’t want to know people so cowardly dishonest and treacherous. I don’t want to know about why you people would circumcise, because I know better about everything else, and don’t need to know why it is better to not circumcise too, even if I do.

You are the ones who don’t really know why you do it, and that is what you are all so scared of, but nothing is going to change the truth, no matter how much you lie, no matter how much deception and tricks are used to change what you think, and not even if you destroy all knowledge itself and destroy civilization. The truth about that horrid practice began by an evil and ancient people who began doing so simply for being willing to murder their own child on an altar while hoping to get some sort of reward from heaven for the act.

There is some irony about the topic of Logos, Pathos, and Ethos I want to point out to you. The people who are effective at weaving Logos, Pathos, and Ethos together for illuminating darkness and communicating complex subjects are typically people who are trusted to represent everyone else. Not because we are divinely gifted, but because we have a way with words to say what everyone is agreement about because of how we are all concerned about the same problem, or how to explain something complicated like proving a government conspiracy to be happening when they are hiding all the evidence. Is that not why you elect the politicians? The senators, presidents, and other representatives? Are they not supposed to be able to use Logos, Pathos, and Ethos, to communicate effectively with people like me?

Why don’t they? Why have 8 years gone by without them ever sparing a single word for me? They talk about me, they plot about me, they scheme about what to “do” about me, but they do not talk to me. They do not ask me to explain something they don’t understand, so if we are being generous with them, we can assume they do understand and are simply evil, or they are stupid and arrogant, criminally so because they are irresponsible and negligent with duty. Either way they need to be arrested, court martialed, and punished for treason, because that is what you call a government official who betrays their duty to help the enemy do what they were being trusted to prevent.

Someone understand what I am writing, don’t listen to fools being fools, don’t waste your time convincing them of what I already have go ne through the effort of doing here, and start busting some caps, emptying mags, and cracking skulls of traitors, because this could erupt into nuclear war any moment. Do you know how long it takes for an order to be given, a nuclear missile launched, and the bomb to impact? How long does it take for you to communicate a message over the phone to someone on the other side of the world?

If people are obstructing your way, give them this message and tell them to move. If they have a problem after everything is done, that will be addressed, but people are in danger and we don’t have time to talk to every last idiot goon standing in the way of what will save the lives. In fact they are putting those people in greater danger by standing in the way being stupid on purpose! They are quite literally traitors, because they are purposely endangering citizens when they are supposed to be doing the opposite, even if they don’t want to admit it. Kill them. A spy wouldn’t admit to being a spy, would they? That is why if their actions indicate treason, you punish them for their actions, not accept whatever they say about their actions without investigating the truth about what they did.

An insurrection intending to interrupt the election of the next president is quite literally the worst kind of treason a traitor could commit in the USA. Do not listen to another word those fools say to prevent arresting the domestic terrorist responsible. Arrest him, investigate the truth with a public inquiry, reveal all their dirty secrets they shouldn’t be hiding, and punish the people for the crimes they are trying to hide. They were never allowed to be doing those crimes, and they are betraying everyone by trying to hide their guilt, putting everyone in danger for the benefit of the enemy they have become themselves by using the government against its purpose. You are morally and legally justified to kill any and all human beings who are obstructions to that happening. That is both divine and worldly authority. I would do so myself, but then who would communicate this knowledge and truth to you? I am one man, not a divine being with special powers. I am an ordinary human being who has made use of my life, and that is the only difference between me and 99 percent of everyone else in this god forsaken nation.

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I have much more to teach you, dear lovely maidenly maidens. Many of the secret, mystical arts of the universe that only will be trusted to my closest and most intimate companions, all of whom shall be maidenly maidens of maidenliness such as yourself.

First, we will begin with the mystical secret I call, “Cleaning my apartment”, but that’s not all. There is also “laundry”. “Cooking rice”. And my personal favorite, the long lost traditional form known in the colloquial as “Tavern Wench Fetches Beer”. I am sure you are as excited as I am to teach these mystical mysteries to you, alas there will be no teaching if you cannot be trusted as intimate companions. Since I’ve never even met you… how could that be you?

Do Jews make life better or worse?

How good is your life to think you can tolerate Jews?

I know my life certainly is not good enough to tolerate Jews and I won’t. I fucking hate Jews because they get protected and get special treatment at my expense in the USA, and I’m adding that to a running account of debt they owe me personally (how does the ‘n’ key get fat fingered instead of the ‘e’ key, I wonder). Does anyone else find that terrifying that they are allowed to do that to an American citizen, veteran, and the person they want to protect them? Why should I ever consider peace or friendly relations with them at this point? They long since crossed the line of where I might have become tolerant of them….

In any case, by claiming the name Jew they cannot use the balance of Jesus to pay their blood debt, and thus will need to find another way to do so. They can sacrifice Trump since he gave them Israel, but I’m not sure that will be enough because Trump is a commoner and a treasonous traitor who defiled his bloodline with his cowardice. So, they may need to sacrifice the entire Senate that supported Trump too. He behaves like a commoner, but his blood is also commoner blood so… maybe there is a correlation. I don’t care, he’s nothing compared to me and I’m a king. So to Hell with Trump and the Jews. Trump, you thought you could take the role of God, but you did not require the Jews to keep their covenant. They are sinful, unruly, disobedient, atheist, corrupt, greedy, immoral, and wrong in every way. You should not have rewarded them for sin. Faith would have been better, but they have no faith, because I am your master, and they do not believe in my power. I will show them how wrong they were to choose a worldly fool like the president over a citizen of divine power like myself.

This is what I saying before the Lord within me started writing:

I’m not sure what else there is to do but ensure that Jews do not feel welcome in the USA, that Jews do not feel safe, and that Jews are most certainly threatened into a fearful obedience, servitude, and at best, fleeing all the way to Israel.

So if you can either help threaten Jews and make sure they know they are not welcome here, or make my life better, that would make your life better, because I intend to selfishly impose my power upon all of you, and force you into choosing a side.

You will see. A time will come when you have the chance to choose love, or Jews. You will not get a second chance. If you choose incorrectly, the way back will be much different than choosing correctly the first time.

Seriously… that divine voice has a lot to say. I am going to make Isaiah look like a novella compared to a full length novel at this rate. Give a guy a break, God! What the fuck? Send me a maiden to help me sustain your Holy Word! This is a lot for a guy like me to keep up. It’s not like you are giving me an Emma Watson or Emily Kinney boner, no offense. If those maidens got even a single mustard seed of faith, send them to me, because I can put that to work for your Glory and Praise and be a lot easier to work with myself too.

You know I’m 100 percent your humble servant, but you also know I’m a fucked up nut case with autism and a raging libido with an insatiable desire for maidenly maidens, and I have ADD. I’m sure you will get better results in this new age if you send those two maidens I mentioned my way and allowed them to make my acquaintance at least. That’s all I need from them to settle this matter. If they don’t like me immediately, then fine, I’ll cut the line and let them loose, but they’ve never even given me a chance to see who I really am instead of these personas I use. Nobody is going to think I’m a good guy with you always showing up to breath fire upon them and no maidens to cool me off with their icy nature.

Am I… a Jelly Boi?

Sometimes I feel like jelly, especially when I am soaking in a hot bath getting drunk on wine and fruit juice while singing gibberish along with random music. Or when I wish there was a hoist to lift me out of the tub, take me to a drying rack, and then move me to my bed for a long nap.

If that’s true then I’m going to need some Garfunkel and Oates whole wheat to sandwich me in the middle on my sofa. Perhaps you two lovely ladies would like to join me for some time at the indoor track enjoying a bit of go-kart fun before going to my place to watch Interspecies Reviewers while drinking Montucky Cold Snack and White Russians?

I promise I have the purest of intentions.

All the more reason

Once when I was playing a video game, I came across another player with the username of Eminem or MartialMathers or something like that. There is no way of knowing if that player was the real Slim Shady, but, that’s not the point. Whatever the case, I do not get the impression that the real Slim Shady has done anything to betray humanity, his own integrity as an artist, or those of the people he loves and cares about. In fact, probably is just as angry about the injustice in the world as I am, except more resistant to it, more resilient to what they do to cause people suffering on purpose, persecuting, oppressing, and attempting to suppress voices that defy them.

The difference between someone like him and someone like me is that he has a family and I don’t. He has people he cares about and wants to protect, and I don’t. I don’t even care about my own life or want to protect my own life, and I have no reason to hold back, have caution, or restraint because people are depending on me. They are not. Not a single person depends on me, and I make sure of that. They could be the nicest, most humble, most honest people and I will rebuke them with fury and wrath if they try to become dependent on me because I do not want “dependents”. I do not want people leeching off my life in any way. Not only because I do not have any life to spare others, but because I put myself at risk in ways that I don’t expect to survive, and if people are depending on me, that would endanger them.

I haven’t been pushing away friends or lovers, but they enemy thinks that socially isolating me is going to weaken me, but that has the opposite effect. I become more dangerous to them the social connections I have, and all the more willing to throw myself into the fight without any concern for my own life, safety, or endangerment. I am not trying to get myself killed, but I have no fear of death whatsoever nor reason to stay alive. I hate the evil world, I hate the suffering the tyrants are causing me, and I hate most people in general for being apathetic to all of that. I don’t particularly care to stay alive, will be happy to be dead, but am not going to waste whatever I do have, which is my own body and only my own body.

That is all the more reason for me to fight. A lot of the people who have the same interest as my own cannot fight the way I do because they have families to care about and provide for and wouldn’t do anything to make their lives harder or worse. They can fight too, can contribute, and most essentially, but on a different part of the war than where I am suited to go without any loved ones whatsoever. Not a single person. To hell with what you think I wouldn’t risk to fight you. There is nothing in this world I care about more than I care about destroying evil and injustice, not even my own life. So… that’s one reason why I need to keep fighting. People like me who are not anti-social, but are socially isolated, friendless, without family, and without loved ones of any sort are few and far between, and I will happily do whatever needs to be done without having much hope of coming back alive.

You who have families, have them. I do not, and my solitude is often painful for people to be aware of for reasons they may or may not be aware of. Something just doesn’t seem right about this situation. Why is that man alone? They wonder. Why does that man not have any friends? Why has that man never been loved by anyone? Why indeed.

I know the answer to that, but that isn’t going to change the fact or make my situation any better, because there are none who I think I could even possibly love if they did not leave their lives in the world of injustice behind, and take up a new one with me. There are no people alive who fight at the front like I fight, and thus there are none who I could enjoy my time with. All the more reason for me to fight, so that the world of injustice will be destroyed and young people, small children, and those yet to be born will have hope of the life to come when the world of injustice is no more.

All the more reason for me to take risks when I have nothing to lose.

Because there are no social organizations morally sufficient for me to tolerate, there are none I will participate in fully. There are no social organizations I can commit to the goals of, because not a single one is morally adequate or intellectually adequate for me. Not any political party, not any religion, not any nation, not anything. Nothing. I have surpassed all of those that exist by my own individual will, and I will not go back for any of them. They can burn with the world of injustice they belong to.

Those organizations should strive to have my interests because I clearly know better than them, and they are not trustworthy if they are less knowledgeable, less reliable, less committed to moral righteousness, less wise than I am. I would never submit to any group authority for that reason, regardless of what their pretentions may be about their own importance. They are nothing to me and I am not going to help any of them unless it is convenient for me to do so and in my best interest regardless of whatever their interest is.

If they were not all part of the world of injustice, that would be different, but they are all part of the world of justice, apathetic, condoning evil, and ignorant to truth while making problems in the world worse by ignoring the source of those problems. They all fight symptoms, not the disease, and I don’t have time nor patience for fools like that.

If the mythical “Illuminati” approached me in their full mystical regalia and offered me a chair at their table, I would reject them. “You fools are not illuminated,” I would tell them. “You fools are more blind, stupid, and ignorant than anyone else because you bury yourselves under needless mysticism and shut out that which could illuminate you. You fools are also powerless, weak, and useless, else why would people be circumcising? You have no light with which to illuminate and you are not going to have mine.”

Having a group identity is not a bad thing, but there are none existing that are good enough for a man of my caliber. That is why I found it necessary to start new groups. Not for my own benefit, but that of everyone else should they decide that they don’t want to burn with their social communities of injustice along with the world of injustice when I put all of that evil to the torch. They may make their own if they wish, but they’d be making a huge mistake if they did so in opposition to me because they will not have anywhere near the power of tradition and credibility that already existing injustice groups have which are weak and trivial for me to rebuke. Those idiots who form a new means of cooperating for injustice couldn’t be less of a threat or an obstacle to me by doing so. They singled themselves out and made themselves easier for me to destroy.

The Way of the Story is a divine authority of public revelation open universally to group membership. If you want to understand, knock on the door you ignorant, rude, arrogant, spoiled vermin! I will not go to you and teach you because you are not worth my time and people who think someone like me would go to them as if I needed them are not worthy of surviving the apocalypse. Nine Shades One Darkness is the mystical authority of occult divinity that is not available to all people, only to those worthy, capable, and suited for such knowledge and power. Way Walker Industries is the economic group for all business interests, and I mean all business interests. As for nation… I don’t care to start a national group. Nations are unimportant to me, unhelpful, and not worthy my time, so I won’t waste any energy making a nation for myself or others. To hell with that.

That should about cover all the areas, so… it’s not like you don’t have a choice, you lying, cowardly Jew slave scum of the earth, communist Nazi bastards, vile, lecherous tyrants, and vermin of vermin, pest of pests, evil of evil. Do something worth living for, or die because I am going to kill everything that is not worthy of life, starting with “circumcision”.

The only reason I would want a nation, is for them to enforce the law for me, but nations have proven unwilling or incapable of enforcing the law, and in either case, they are unnecessary and intolerable, and I will not keep them around to take taxes from me. I have been forced to bring the law to bear upon the criminals, corrupt, unjust, and national tyrants themselves, and have taken the power that the nations discarded as their only purpose for existing and done their work alone. Why would I need a nation if I do the work of an entire national government myself?

USA? You are nothing but a nest of arrogant, new blood vampires who have been bred out of the weakness of watered down blood of a lesser vampire who is a fool, weakling, and imbecile by comparison to a being such as myself. In case you forgot about the nature of vampires, we do not trust other vampires by instinct, requiring proof of trust if there is going to be cooperation, and you— you USA government leeches, have proven the opposite. You have proven yourselves not only untrustworthy to the World of Darkness, but untrustworthy to the World of Light, and there is nothing I hate more than traitorous cowards who betray all semblance of law in both public and private life; light and darkness. Destroying you will be my pleasure as I burn the USA to ash and strike that name from the future. That nation will no longer exist. Call it the Yuesae, or the United States of America. They are the same.

Vampires like myself drink the blood of your soul, not the blood of your body, and there is nothing you can do to stop us. That is the reality. We are not a myth, only exaggerated and diminished. We know the nature of both light and dark, shun the light as uncomfortable, and embrace the dark. We wound your soul with knowledge of good and evil, piercing you with sin, and then you bleed guilt, anger, passion, and all else, which flows into casks that I bottle and fill my goblet with when I decide I want some to drink. Nothing is wasted, and your soul is an unlimited supply of blood for my enjoyment, never running dry like that of a body.

If you would not be bleeding out for my pleasure, because I have plenty to sustain me from realms you do not even know exist, then repent your sins, be forgiven, and seek the Christ on the cross. We gave that fool to you so you would feel safe knowing you are not helpless victims, helpless sheep, and human livestock to be cultivated and devoured. You can defend yourself, but only if you know how to live without sin or purify your sins. When the crucified Christ is no longer enough, because he most certainly is not, Jew that he was when he was crucified, then find your own way and save yourself, because training wheels, bumpers, and lawlessness are not allowed in the adult world of eternal life. Cursed children of Cain the covetous, when will you learn that your sire was a fool, coward, and unworthy of respect. Did you not know that his sire was sired by one of my people who cast out and rejected them from a realm most of you do not even know exists?

We are like the Vampherikoi in the Shadow Singer, the Wamphyri in Necroscope— we may live in reality with you, but this is not where the vampiric wyrm fused to our soul comes from. There is a realm in another dimension beyond the limits of mortal perception, and that is just one of countless others. Pull your head out of your ass, you vile Jews and Jew slaves. You are not the center of the universe, nor your existence the purpose of creation. The purpose of creation is what you do with your existence, and you have proven yourselves to be false, purposeless, and in need of destruction for the nuisance you cause all other life in all other realms. The year of the Lord is ended, and Nick Bylotas is the man who killed the resurrected Christ.