First of all, you are going to get your ass kicked, and I don’t want to be bothered to do that for you without a good reason.
Second, if you are one of the mega-rich people who thinks they can fuck with me using their money like some 100 foot pole to prod me with from wherever the hell they are hiding, don’t. It’s rude and looks shameful on you because it is an action that states that your fame is too much for you to handle. Thus you are not only underserving of popularity or social status however it may have been obtained, but you are irresponsible with it by being offensive to the populous. I find it surprising that people with so much experience with fame are so incapable of carrying the burden of it, since they are too chicken to confront me in public, but there are so many ways people are disappointing in the world today, it’s par for the course as they say.
Obviously I stepped out into public to confront the people who are public persons, not because I was being treacherous or sneaky, but because it is the appropriate way to do so. Confronting them publicly was polite and for many different reasons as a form of considerate social behavior toward a neighbor, even if I am insulting them in public.
Adults should be able to handle insults fine on all levels, but famous people should be even more suited to field and respond to insults, and grateful that I hurled words to resolve a problem and not a .50 caliber rifle round, or some other assault on their body such as when they are dining at a restaurant. It’s basically a chance to offer them the benefit of the doubt with the assumption that they are unaware of how evil they are and thus offer a chance of reconciliation, compromise, and correction before it needs to come to law enforcement, punishment, and incarceration. However, if it turns out that they are fully aware of how evil they are and won’t even make an appearance that they are good, the public has no choice but to slam them with the law as hard as humanly possible because of how intolerable that kind of insult is alone, saying nothing about how serious their crimes may be to add injury to that insult.
However, maybe they started fucking with me using their billions of dollars and network of stooges and slaves, hoodlums and thugs, and other bull shit because they don’t seem to realize the kind of power those things have in the world. Those people and organizations are just toys and playthings to them to abuse and break and throw away, and the people doing that have no respect for the lives and work that are being wasted by their lack of respect for worldly power. Did you think that stuff grows on trees and you can just harvest more each year? It does grow on trees, but the harvest is once a generation, not once a year.
In any case, whatever evil power play you did to try and attack me, it was doomed to fail no matter what and here is why: it is a gross difference in scale of resources that the very gesture overrides whatever intention they may have had and makes them into pathetic bullies and cowards. You people who fancy yourselves social “elites” should know the basics of socializing. Meaning, when a poor person insults a rich person, it is much more acceptable than a rich person insulting a poor person. Why? Someone else can explain, but it’s basically about taste and manners to everyone else.
Even if the poor person being insulted deserves it, the rich person offends everyone by insulting or attacking poor people, both poor people and rich people who are not involved are offended. Rich people of social value hold themselves to higher standards than “common folk” like me, which is why I like to express how infrequently I bathe, how seldom I wear pants, and how vulgar I am. I don’t hold myself to those fancy pants “standards” because I am not in rich, luxury situations where you don’t want to be a slob no matter what, but if I were at a fancy ball, I would tuck my shirt in, so to speak. That’s part of my musk. The pheremones of my manly life airing out to all places.
I never tried that before, but I was all out of ideas so, I figured I’d see if I could grab a girlfriend by the nose the natural way, as unlikely as that seems. After as many failures and years trying all sorts of things, having given up and then un-giving up a few times, I’m basically willing to try anything. Still I am at zero success and haven’t had a hit, so… I’m thinking there is an outside problem, because I’ve literally done everything I can, and something should have worked. Whatever. Nothing I can do about that because it’s not my problem. I don’t trust anyone with my personal life, so… whoever is doing the interfering is on the maiden’s side, and that is her problem, not mine.
I wouldn’t want to be the guy standing between a lovely maiden and myself, because if she’s into me, she enjoys freedom, independence, and making her own decisions. This ain’t Muslimland where you need a father’s permission to talk to his daughter, nor do men have any right to decide how women should live their lives or choose to be happy. If they are interfering as if they know the maiden better than she does herself, I expect she will be angry with them for not being respected as a person, human being, and individual, especially after all women have gone through to be liberated from male oppression. Women who want to be subordinate to men in a gender role should not have any interest in me, because I don’t have any interest in women like that. The last thing I want in my personal life is a person I don’t respect, and I don’t respect people who don’t think for themselves.
Back to the point, if you are one of those mega rich arrogant turds trying to harass me with your billions of dollars because you think you can fight me. How about you get out of America’s way, so I can open the gate, start the event, and fight you on the terms you thought you can beat me with. Considering how you went all in to attack me so thoroughly, I suspect you must have really believed you could win either by bluffing or having something, in which case I knew you couldn’t, and my all in was a lot less risk than yours, so I don’t know why you made such a stupid decision, but what is done is done. That power you wagered is not even applicable against me with so much inequality between us, but all in matches all in, and I’ll tell you right now, if I had access to resources like that and could afford a lawyer or girlfriend to socialize with since I can’t seem to get one any other way, even just a fraction of that money, such as 1 million dollars of petty cash, I could whoop their asses without breaking a sweat.
I live a kind of life where I don’t need resources like that until I do. Now that the mega rich have begun assaulting and harassing me. I need those resources to defend myself, and I intend to get them and do so. Somehow. Still figuring that out. But one of these buttons ought to do the trick.
(Supposedly in the USA you can contact the “Bar” for legal help and they will find one, but… it’s a lie. They’ve been ignoring me entirely. It is not an option for poor people. I bet you I would have no problem getting an attorney if I was Black. I wonder why they complain so much… When is the poor man going to get his turn?)
(!!! Yes, obviously I am poor! Just because I don’t work, doesn’t mean I am rich. In fact, that should make it obvious that I am poor! I have my own business and this is technically my work, but as you can see, it makes me zero money, because it is not to be sold. It is freely given, but it is my work just the same, and thus I enjoy the pleasure of remaining poor. Have you never heard it spoken, “The Bro abides?” Well, I shall speak it now for your benefit. “The Bro abides, man.”)
(My plan to turn a profit is that eventually someone is going to recognize the quality of my work and ask me to help them with something or share my thoughts on a very specific matter for their benefit. That would be what I call a “consultation” for a “client”. There is an option on my website for that, and I’ve made it clear that’s what I’m available for, but… eh. I’m only concerned about that now because my recent investments are running out and I am running low on money I can pay the rent with. I applied for a loan with Navy Fed, but they denied me without even a phone call or even talking to me personally! I gave them a full breakdown and went well over the expectations, and I didn’t even get the decency of a personal rejection. They hid in anonymity because of how ashamed they were to reject my loan application! Whatever… I made it clear to them I will be hunting them if I ever have the resources and ensuring they close their doors as a credit union. I guess I didn’t have enough money to be able to borrow money… am I crazy for thinking, IF I HAD MONEY I WOULDN’T BE ASKING FOR A LOAN, now would I?)
(You people think I am dumb for prioritizing literally everything else in life as more important than money, but I think you are dumb for wasting your lives piling money. You do waste your lives in two ways at least: you are unhappy because of what piling money requires, evidenced by how you covet my life so much because I don’t do any of that dumb shit and I am content with life as quite happy with the way it is (with the exception of the evil Jews and tyrants annoying me. Be rid of them and it would be perfect.) The other reason is because you don’t do anything useful with it, as evidenced by the sorry state of the world. Don’t tell yourself any more excuses. The rich people will be terribly embarrassed when they see not only how much I accomplish in how little time, but how much good that will do to relieve human suffering and improve the state of the world. They will see that and then look back on their life when they’ve had the time and resources they’ve had and yet not done anything useful for others despite how easy it is to do so. The only useful application of money is in helping relieve human suffering and making the world a better place. Everything else is vanity.)
It is not about being rich or poor, it is about living your best self. Making the most of what you have. As a poor person, I gave what I could with a Story. That and teaching about it, understanding the spirituality, and demonstrating how it can be practical in everyday life for infinite benefit and no costs. There are no limitations to where that can be useful or when, even in the worst or best situations. I wasn’t ever expecting a prize or award for such a thing, but I wouldn’t have been surprised if I had received gratitude, and I would have been grateful for it.
That was just my entry pass, you could say. My “golden ticket” that I imagined and then pulled out of my heart as the real thing. Then doing so, brought the entire Choclate Factory into existence too, but that was just because it was the way I see reality normally. I didn’t expect my book to be a valid golden ticket, but it was worth a shot making one, since you only break fame once. It turned out to be a good egg, despite all the random types of different feed I had at the time to give the goose instead of following the Golden Geese Pedigree Diet Plan as approved by the Ministry of Muggleducks.
It worked is my point, and it was like at that moment the way I saw the world became the way a lot of other people saw the world. Except they had tickets too, and instead of doing anything else, they used them for cruel, abusive, and inhuman torture against me trying to figure out how I used my imagination like any normal person. Then I went on to explain the secrets of the universe to them because they seem to not understand what it means to be a human being or are denying themselves their humanity for no reason.
That was part of the entrance ceremony and the end my life on the poor side with the “have-nots”. However, my intention was to leave that gate open and destroy that entire wall between the “haves” and “have-nots”, because it was stupid to me and I could. Even though I highly doubted would become rich because of that book, I had a basic idea of what to do if that happened because… idk I just had time to think about it while taking walks. I have total faith in the message of my Story as it applies universally to me personally as good medicine, but I didn’t expect it to be useful on such a grand scale as to complete the reconciliation Jesus gave his life for. It works as the “new heaven and new earth” so to speak. That is a complex spiritual concept and not easily defined, so I would be hesitant to think you know what that means if you think there is anything bad about it, because there is not. Absolutely zero evil in that new heaven and new earth creation.
So when I finally make a way to start receiving money for those ideas as they are being applied by others already, that is what I will show what a rich person can give. That is for a different reason. The first was for people like me who were hurting and needed to heal something that wounded them all the way by showing how I found a way to heal and how others can do so if they need. The second part I was hoping to kind of just cooperate with whatever people had been trying to do to help relieve human suffering and make the world a better place, particularly for the “have-nots”.
I didn’t want to show up without having an idea of my own so I would have something to do if nobody wanted me to join their team if they had something like that or an open spot somewhere. I’m usually a loner in life, so it’s not that unusual that I be left out. Having autism gives others the impression I’m kind of weird, off the mark, and incompatible with them, and I am, which is why I have such a hard time communicating with them. I see reality in a totally different way. It may seem chaotic the way I make connections, but to me it makes sense and I can function fine, so it shouldn’t be a problem anyway because my thoughts are my own.
Nobody needs to know why I think something or what I think unless they do and ask, or I tell them voluntarily because I anticipate they will want to know and I’d prefer to save both of us the trouble of that. Them from the trouble of making incorrect and offensive assumptions, and me from being annoyed by them misunderstanding. That kind of thing happens a lot when I see the reactions some people have to things I say. I guess I’ve sort of learned what sorts of things are problematic, without really understanding why. It is as though I know that certain things are or will be a problem and how to solve it. After all this time, I have some theories as to why, but that is far too complex of a subject to get into so, so let’s not go there now.
That weirdness is not a problem to everyone, but it is to most people, and I typically don’t enjoy working with those kinds of people anyway. They tend to be too mean spirited for my liking. So, I was glad to have something of my own to do, since there are only mean spirited rich and famous people who abandoned their humanity to be slaves for whatever abomination is threatening all of our lives as their evil conspiracy. Whatever that abomination is they are conspiring as slaves to protect has a singular evil desire to destroy all life, and sees me as its greatest threat for some reason.
A poor man and outcast? My life is insignificant, so how the hell is that going to end all life? It’s because I am the only person left alive who believes in Freedom, Democracy, and the hope of America. Everybody else has chosen to be slaves so they don’t ever have to think. I guess the human condition is too much for them to bear, which is why it is good to end all human life and destroy the earth with nuclear war. Such malevolent creatures with human power cannot be let off this planet to terrorize others. None of us will survive. That is my will, and dead or alive I will see it done.
So, that abomination the rich and famous have become slaves for, keeps trying to ruin my plans and everything I do on purpose by using whoever they decided would be the overseer to traffic my human life like a dog on a cyber leash. (Seriously, Tom Hanks and Emma Watson are conspiring to do something so unconscionably evil and inhuman? I honestly find it hard to believe, but that appears to be the case.) So those evil slaves, former rich and famous because they lost everything by getting involved in purposeful evil, are meddling in my life with an abomination trying to enslave free people who do not want to be slaves.
They even go to the extent of meddling in my private relationships for romantic interests, cockblocking in other words. I will not break, give in, or allow them to enslave me. I didn’t know that I had as much hate and wrath within me that I do, but neither did they. It was literally not possible to imagine so much hate, wrath, and destructive power. Nuking Arasaka? Not anywhere near close to what I will do. Killing my best girl? Not anywhere near the worst of what they’ve done to give me a reason to hate. Now I have to destroy them just to be able to help people since there is no other way, but on the bright side they won’t be able to cockblock me anymore after I leave their corpses behind to rot in the sun.
There is still a chance that maybe humanity will decide they want Freedom instead of slavery, and that they want free will and all the wonderful power that free will entails. However… as much as I try… writing these words for my most hated enemy, praying with all my heart and soul to be heard by all who they are isolating me from, it may not happen. If they kill me before reconciliation, if I die by mistake, if I take one step closer to suicide because I have had enough of their senseless, dehumanizing torture and evil, and I do not have endless patience, then I swear on my soul, I will turn this planet into a nuclear wasteland and there will never be colonists again. Humanity will be irradiated and frozen to death in permanent winter.
So, as it turns out, nobody on earth has been working to do anything good on the '“have” side. Instead, they have actively been working to destroy everything humanity has worked for rather than continue that work and help relieve the suffering of poor people. Those poor people they want enslaved and ignorant without access to knowledge, information, media, art they disagree with to keep them as poor and lacking in resources as possible so they aren’t a “threat” like I am. I certainly am one now, but that is not how this started, and I will finish it showing you just how much I hate evil with the proof of violence you seem to desire so much.
That is their great shame and my wrath. I was aware there was some sort of rich person conspiracy going on with Tom Hanks and Emma Watson ever since I saw the movie poster for the movie “The Circle” (never saw the movie because I did not like the look of that poster). However, I did not think people like that who perform in such well-loved movies would actually be capable of something so dangerously evil and inhumanely perverse as a means of psychologically torturing poor people with disabilities for their idle curiosity. But, that is the lawless world we live in, and you have yourselves to thank for your apathy.
If you think the hate, evil, and suffering ends with my death, it doesn’t. It will start happening to more and more people. Not worth it. What can I do? Do you think I would be typing this if I had any other option? I would have ripped the people doing this apart with my bare hands. I would have painted their entire work place with their dead corpses. I would have done violence a long time ago to stop them if I was anywhere within reach to do so. The people doing this have become creatures of evil that cannot be tolerated. It will be infinitely more difficult to fight back than you realize if you do not pry open what I will not let them close. I am ruining out of strength, my body will break, my mind will break, and while I believe eternally in the highest divine with the purest, true faith, my faith in humanity is waning, and when it is gone…
There won’t be anything left but ashes, ruins, and a nuclear wasteland if they cannot accept the reconciliation that was accomplished 2,000 years ago being complete with what I have done to finish it. I know there are other people who feel the same, and that will be enough to make it happen. We will not allow humanity to leave this planet if they take another human life in this age when Jesus was sufficient for everyone in a time when such monstrous evil like blood and flesh sacrifice as an expression of faith was relevant. In no way should anyone be trying to offer a “Gentile” as a second human sacrifice. In every way such a thing is wrong.
There is nothing okay about that. There is no doctrine of scripture that can even remotely be claimed to justify such evil, and it is the greatest blasphemy to Christianity a so-called Christian could possibly commit. Do not let it happen. Stop those psychopaths you are trusting with such absurd power over my life that they have no right to, nor did the government have the right to grant access to. Intervene. Stomp their skull on the tile floor if there is no other way to stop those mad men, but do not allow me to be sacrificed by some hatefully ignorant government cult that formed lawlessly within the secrecy of trust. How could such a thing even happen without someone checking on them?
Why would anyone stand by and keep that secret? You are entertained by this reading? This is nothing compared to what I can give you without those monsters defiling the world so that there is nothing of value to work with! This is not good for you to enjoy… It is not the poison you think you will like. This is fatal and different. If you read these words and do not understand their gravity, you will surely die. May they never see the light of day in the world to come.
