The Evil Within: final review

Score: 6/10

The beginning sequence of the game was interesting, sensational, and fun, but the game dragged on with the same scene over and over and over until it became monotonous, dull, and boring. I couldn’t end the game soon enough but had invested enough time that I wanted to finish it… the result, an unsatisfying feeling that I now wish to denigrate and insult the creator about wasting my time.

The game is quite obviously mutilator propaganda, a typical circumcised imbecile whining about the lack of skin he has, while also deluding himself about some sort of imagined importance which does not exist. It’s embarrassing to see them struggle vainly with such a pathetic effort of futility, but they there are. Not only is the antagonist like that in the video game, a moron with no concept of human consciousness or personality as relevant to the study of science, despite his pretentions about being a scientist, but the video game creator is quite obviously the same person, and his game is the identical representation of the a pathetic waste of time.

The monotonous scene that repeats was the protagonist running down a narrow corridor and never reaching the end. There would be some disobedied pointless drivel from some character who doesn’t say anything of substantial value he is chasing after, and the hallway would collapse, he’d fall into a pit, enter another dream environment, and the same thing would happen again in a few minutes. So, I guess that is the nightmare they wanted to envision, but one that I have no experience with or concept of fear for. The idea of running toward a goal but never being able to reach it? Maybe if you weren’t trying to mutilate the world into stupidity you would be able to reach your goal. Maybe if you didn’t reject human reason and logical inquiry if it contradicts your mutilated fantasy you would be able to use science. Maybe if you realized you were an ordinary human like everyone else you wouldn’t be disappointed to realize you are not special. That’s why they have that nightmare, and that’s all the game is about. I suppose the futility and Sisyphean effort of that nightmare becomes a kind of masochistic obsession of theirs they imagine has supernatural value, the same way any simple caveman would think of a person with a flashlight as having supernatural power.

Human beings are the people with the flashlight, and mutilators are human beings who have reverted back to the animal nature before reason was useful for survival. They only know how to smash things with a club, but not create anything useful, and it will be well when this knowledge is no longer suppressed by them trying to hide their embarrassment like the typical examples of the primitive humans who sinned against God. I suppose to them I would look like a god, but that is only because they are pathetic and mentally retarded due to their obsession with a delusion about mutilation. They have become less than human, which is why they think human beings are gods to them… sad really.

In any event, that’s basically the game. There are some characters, but the characters are all hollow, insubstantial, and frivolous. That is another indication of the creator’s hubris who has no concept of personality, individuality, or humanity. They delude themselves as some kind of god-mind, but are nothing but an uninteresting blob of gray matter that has no intelligence or use. The characters have no importance to the story and by the time you get to the end, it is obvious that your time has been wasted by the creator because the game is nothing more than a self-indulgent fantasy where the game designer wants to feel superior to the player.

Well, here is your answer game designer: I played your game, for free, and it was garbage. You suck ass at storytelling. Your plot was uninspired and your characters are empty props without personality— which without a plot for them to drive they give an pretentious illusion of significance, but it is just nothing bumbling around in nothing. The game amounts to little more than grotesque imagery that is crude and uninteresting because of the lack of meaning it has without plot and character to make it significant. It is just unintelligent displays of grotesque without artistic value which makes the grotesque interesting in works of art.

They get at least six points because the beginning was interesting and wanted to see how the game was going to unfold, but it didn’t unfold at all. There was nothing to it. It was just the game designer’s pretentious fantasy about himself being “god” in a video game he designed. Boring. No fun. Go jack off elsewhere, you stupid, mutilated freak. What a waste of human talent you used like a “happy-sock” to bust your load in. You obviously have no talent to create and did not code the game, likely did not write the bulk of the story, but probably came in after the fact and mutilated the story to take out all the interesting parts and make it just as uninteresting and boring of a person as you are in real life. Then, because of how arrogant and pretentious you are with your delusions about being special, you think that boring image of yourself is interesting, but that’s only because you are so egotistical and self-centered that you don’t notice other people existing around you to see how beautiful human individuality is. If you did, your characters would have some of that personality, but they don’t…

The game was a waste of time.

I could do better telling the story of your mutilated self-delusion and I’m not even one of your fucktard number. Their delusions are impossible not because they are flawed as individuals, but because they choose to be flawed as individuals. They try to attain a goal which is indeed possible, and I have proven, but they use methods which are counterproductive to that goal, which I refuse to do. Thus, they can never get to the end of the hallway they want to reach because they are always running backward with their unscrupulous, unethical, and dishonest methods of an imbecile’s deranged mind while they pretend to be a scientist.

The best way to deal with people like that: let them have all the money, let them get in the position of power, and then watch them fail, embarrass themselves, and then laugh at them.

Boom. Problem solved and you didn’t even have to do anything. They were in fact able to destroy the bad guy as the hero and be the bad guy at the same time, killing two birds with one stone and ridding the world of their unwanted existence. Just like Jesus. Every single time. Fucktards.

So... I'm almost bankrupt

Currently I have $565 dollars in my checking account.

I have about a $125 electric bill, $115 dollar cell phone bill, and $250 dollar credit card bill each month, totaling $490.

At the end of the month I receive a disability payment from the VA for $1075, and at the beginning of the next month I have a rent payment of $1074.

I put in an appeal to be re-evaluated for my disbility payment because of the conditions I have which qualify for a greater percentage, but that takes several years to process, and there is no telling whether that will happen this year or in the next three years. I suppose they want to see you suffer, become destitute, and truly unable to work a job because of how you are put on the street before they decide to consider whether or not the medical facts of your claim are relevant.

Corrupt politicians who have never suffered in their entire lives, never been oppressed, fake racist claims of black people, and all manner of uncharitable false-Christianity is the reason why such a policy even exists, because there is no reason such a thing should take so long. There are not that many cases, and if there are simply hire more people.

My point is: I know you are stalking, watching, and interfering with my success by putting obstacles, creating inconveniences, preventing social networking, and inhibiting all manner of neccessary things a human being needs to survive in the modern world. I suppose you think that just because you are not interfering with direct resources you can pretend like nobody will notice you interfering with the most important aspects of life in the modern world. You people aren’t fooling anyone, and one way or another it is going to be brought against you legally, so if I were you, I would stop before greater crimes are added to your charges for harm that you caused that resulted from your interference. Homicide. Manslaughter. First degree murder. I’m certain I could make a case for that against you in court and win without even needing a legal education as long as someone could file the paperwork that is entirely irrelevant to justice.

So, kindly stop interfering with my business success, pursuit of happiness, and career. What happens when your credit cards stop working at the store, your bank account doesn’t pay the rent, and debt collectors start calling when you have no means of paying them? You destroy someone’s credit? That makes no difference to me because credit is of no importance, as I have come to realize in my adult life. Good credit counts for nothing, so it won’t matter if my credit is destroyed or not since it is entirely arbitrary. With good or bad credit, you cannot receive any benefit in society unless one of the rich people decides to intervene on your behalf while they fancy themselves some sort of divine being, but are nothing more than a tyrant lording resources over other people to create an illusion of vanity for themselves.

They are like a prison guard who pretend to be the god of prisoners by withholding services they are expected to provide in order to make those services more and more demanded as needs of survival.

There is nothing divine about a rich person who waits to intervene to help any person because they judge the moral worth, human value, or significance of the person they are intervening on behalf of. Those people have forsaken their humanity, and thus their divine nature as well, and are nothing more than demons of no importance, no value, no significance, and will be better off to be murdered in cold blood to liberate the rest of humanity from their oppression.

So… feel free to kill any rich people without incurring any guilt.

End.

The Folly of Video Game Vanity

“God damn it” is not taking the Lord’s name in vain, you stupid fools.

Taking the Lord’s name is claiming that you personally are God'. Like you idiots in the video game developement thinking God is even remotely concerned about what happens in a video game or said anywhere for that matter.

Taking the Lord’s name in vain has NOTHING TO DO WITH SPEAKING THE WORD!

It is all about claiming either spiritually, in person, or in any other regard that you have a spiritual claim of divinity when you are a fool in pursuit of vanity. That is what that means. False spiritual claims are taking the Lord’s name in vain. Not the word. Does that make sense?

To think after thousands of years, after all the people we slaughtered so fucktards like them didn’t pretend to be God over us, after all the blood spilt, all the nations toppled, all the conquering of the world, you fuckers would think the word “God” would apply to some video game software entity you created yourself!

That is the same GOD DAMN THING AS A CARVEN IDOL FROM STONE YOU STUPID MOTHER FUCKERS!!!

When that gets out into the light of day, you will learn the true consequences of taking the Lord’s name in vain, and they are nothing like your petty bull shit that manipulates video games as nuissances.

You will learn the hard way when the Gentile world, no matter what walk of life we come from, what religion we have, what culture, nation or faith we adhere to, you will learn the wrath of man for taking the Lord’s name in vain, and it will be so brutal and severe, you will fear men before God the next time you think of making false sacred claims because of how hard we are going to hit you.

There is no sin in speaking blasphemy, profanity, or any such thing. When Jesus said it is not what goes into a person’s mouth but what comes out of it, he meant exactly what the Jews did to have him killed.

It is when people speak things with ill minds and purpose that cause ACTIONS to take place that are sins, with the words of origin and the spirit of them being what causes sin. When a person gives an order to do evil and people follow it. That is what it means. Not what you say, not insults, nothing as trivial and normal and good as communication of any sort. It is when your words turn into evil actions and you remain at fault even though the actions were not your body. They were the sinners word and spirit doing the sin, and the body is not necessary for sin because it is flesh and blood. Sin touches the spirit, not the physical body of flesh and blood.

Do not think me an angry person

Just because I rage and rant with wrath and fury in words, doesn’t mean that my bodily person is acting and behaving in that way.

One of the benefits of the written word is that written language bridges the flesh of a person’s body with the highest divine. So by using language one can ascend beyond the reach of bodily senses. One can ascend to concepts that you could never know with your body if you did not have language to use to get there. In so doing, your words may express emotionally what is without your body and without your body suffering the passions of emotion.

It is like that with writing. Keep that in mind if you are encountering other fanatics and extremists like me who are radically polarized about something with a kind of zeal and passion that causes concern. When people write things, it is a creative act, even if they are writing hateful, destructive, and wrong things. They are still creating. Wrong things are not so bad unless the person knows they are wrong and is writing them anyway. Liars, in other words.

Having someone be zealous over an issue you know better about but they are expressing a willingness to spill blood without reconciliation, they are approaching with an offer to dialogue and engage in reason, not fight physically and resort to violence. That is why such things are written. To entirely prevent violence. Rather than responding with force or ignoring the person until they feel they have no choice but to communicate but do so with violence, engage in individual dialogue with them until the matter is resolved.

As long as it takes. Learn, teach, understand, talk, if they are not understanding a truth, such as that of most people on circumcision who think it is the preferred way of human progress at the expense of people who are not circumcised, they misunderstand because that very coveting is what is most destructive to humanity.

Maybe it is the better way. I don’t particularly care. I am less concerned about how my own individual body concerns the future than I with how my mind and spirit does. The point is to not look at your neighbor or enemy as though they were not humans in an attempt to justify your own beliefs.

I am also one of those entertainers and comedians I wrote about earlier, and I use such provocative and incendiary language for a reason. Those statements aren’t written for my own benefit to change what I believe or convince myself of anything like that. I already know where I stand and I have no doubts about it. How many of the charlatans on that side who produce documents of supposed justification are doing so for the benefit of others or for their own peace of mind? If they are for the benefit of others, is it everyone or an exclusive group?

A white supremacist may do the same thing as circumcisers do about Gentiles. Circumcisers say all sorts of stereotypes about us and believe them with a kind of zeal and hate that is afraid of the alternative. They wouldn’t be so militant and hostile were they not fearful of a threat, and there is no reason to be afraid of knowledge, ideas, and truth. The circumcisers publish sketchy pseudoscience that is offensive to science considering what they are investigating as if they didn’t think it through first to consider if it was worth the time and energy.

It doesn’t matter what conclusion the data of such circumcison research arrives at about human nature, circumcising people as a solution is inapropriate. You do not remove a part of the body when you can solve a problem by much easier and harmless methods.

So those pseudoscientists go through all that effort not for anyone’s benefit but to attempt to ease the guilt they feel about what they know internally and truly as wrong. They know the truth, they don’t want to believe it, and so they go to such extreme lengths trying to find justification that isn’t ever going to exist as a known fact. That serves their peace of mind as a temporary relief, but makes the problem worse down the road, and it has the same negative affect on all other people who desire the same kind of liberation of guilt.

That guilt is not felt because Nature is wrong, and you are not going to find the reason for that guilt by searching Nature, but you will still need to know the reason for it if it will be reconciled. That is why that conversation needs to go back to the beginning when it started. That is where the reason is to examine and where the debate must take place.

White supremacists do the same thing about other races. They write all sorts of untrue, stereoptypical hate that belittles other people and it is not help anyone but their own guilty conscience. They want to convince themselves that their hate is justified, even if they feel angry and not guilty. The source of that anger is guilt.

In either case, if the problems that concerned both circumcisers and white racists were true, and they are not, I will write that again: their claims are false stereotypes and any perceived problem is a result of other factors that are relevant but they want to ignore because understanding and helping is not their goal.

However, if such problems were existing, the approach one should have for them needs to be encouraging, not discouraging or belittling. Do not oppress and take away from others when you think doing so is going to gain or keep something for yourself.

Do not shut out all social outlets for a person because you think if they socialize you will become less popular.

I will not explain that. You people have no right to be alienating me socially the way you are, and I do demand an apology and recompense for the suffering you are causing with such inhuman abuse of technology.

These concepts as I consider them are disconnected with my body in real life and have nothing to do with me. I do not harbor racist beliefs within me, nor do I doubt the good of Nature. So when I consider them with a word, all that emotion is experienced in language, and not with my body. I may get passionate about what I do, but that is different. That is the thrill of craftsmans inspiration as he works. My pulse quickens, my heart beats faster, adrenaline flows, I get excited and expressive, but I am not angry.

I don’t get angry without a reason that is pertinent to my body because anger is a bodily response. Things pertinent to my body that anger me are extremely rare too because I am so infatuated with death and desire my own demise as to be concerned very little about my body. It’s not a perverse infatuation, it is a genuine and true love for life that awaits me after death. I don’t hasten it purposely, but I wouldn’t be sad if I died right now.

I am not an angry person and I do not want you to think that. Do not be afraid of such a thing with me.

I do get angry from time to time, but not a more than I think is normal for people, and it is very rare for me. If I do get angry, it is never without a reason that I can explain and then calm down after I do.

There is simply not a lot of good in my bodily life right now. I may have my needs met, but that is not what is good. What is good transcends those things. Goods like friendship, family, socialization, recognition for my work, gratitude, being useful to people, having a place in society, and human affection. I lack all that. There was a time that online games used to be an avenue of socialization for me but that is no longer the case and I don’t know why. It’s almost like I have been segregated from playing video games online with other people, and I want to.

I honestly do not believe anybody has a right to do such a thing in the USA, and I want to know if it is happening so I can put a stop to it.

I brought that up, because something good in my life is what I need. Not money, not sex, and nothing fake. Something that is really and truly good. That is not too much for a person to ask, and I shouldn’t have to. That type of thing should be in infinite abundance for everyone at all times, so why is it a problem for me now?

Do not keep me in a cage like some wild animal for you to study and release. I do not appreciate that and it does make me angry. That anger results from being deprived of things vital to my health, such as socialization with other people. You would be angry too. It is okay to get angry when someone hurts you on purpose. They should have known better before they even started plotting a wicked scheme such as that, and it will be brought to light for what it is and they will be made to regret what they did.