Do not think me an angry person

Just because I rage and rant with wrath and fury in words, doesn’t mean that my bodily person is acting and behaving in that way.

One of the benefits of the written word is that written language bridges the flesh of a person’s body with the highest divine. So by using language one can ascend beyond the reach of bodily senses. One can ascend to concepts that you could never know with your body if you did not have language to use to get there. In so doing, your words may express emotionally what is without your body and without your body suffering the passions of emotion.

It is like that with writing. Keep that in mind if you are encountering other fanatics and extremists like me who are radically polarized about something with a kind of zeal and passion that causes concern. When people write things, it is a creative act, even if they are writing hateful, destructive, and wrong things. They are still creating. Wrong things are not so bad unless the person knows they are wrong and is writing them anyway. Liars, in other words.

Having someone be zealous over an issue you know better about but they are expressing a willingness to spill blood without reconciliation, they are approaching with an offer to dialogue and engage in reason, not fight physically and resort to violence. That is why such things are written. To entirely prevent violence. Rather than responding with force or ignoring the person until they feel they have no choice but to communicate but do so with violence, engage in individual dialogue with them until the matter is resolved.

As long as it takes. Learn, teach, understand, talk, if they are not understanding a truth, such as that of most people on circumcision who think it is the preferred way of human progress at the expense of people who are not circumcised, they misunderstand because that very coveting is what is most destructive to humanity.

Maybe it is the better way. I don’t particularly care. I am less concerned about how my own individual body concerns the future than I with how my mind and spirit does. The point is to not look at your neighbor or enemy as though they were not humans in an attempt to justify your own beliefs.

I am also one of those entertainers and comedians I wrote about earlier, and I use such provocative and incendiary language for a reason. Those statements aren’t written for my own benefit to change what I believe or convince myself of anything like that. I already know where I stand and I have no doubts about it. How many of the charlatans on that side who produce documents of supposed justification are doing so for the benefit of others or for their own peace of mind? If they are for the benefit of others, is it everyone or an exclusive group?

A white supremacist may do the same thing as circumcisers do about Gentiles. Circumcisers say all sorts of stereotypes about us and believe them with a kind of zeal and hate that is afraid of the alternative. They wouldn’t be so militant and hostile were they not fearful of a threat, and there is no reason to be afraid of knowledge, ideas, and truth. The circumcisers publish sketchy pseudoscience that is offensive to science considering what they are investigating as if they didn’t think it through first to consider if it was worth the time and energy.

It doesn’t matter what conclusion the data of such circumcison research arrives at about human nature, circumcising people as a solution is inapropriate. You do not remove a part of the body when you can solve a problem by much easier and harmless methods.

So those pseudoscientists go through all that effort not for anyone’s benefit but to attempt to ease the guilt they feel about what they know internally and truly as wrong. They know the truth, they don’t want to believe it, and so they go to such extreme lengths trying to find justification that isn’t ever going to exist as a known fact. That serves their peace of mind as a temporary relief, but makes the problem worse down the road, and it has the same negative affect on all other people who desire the same kind of liberation of guilt.

That guilt is not felt because Nature is wrong, and you are not going to find the reason for that guilt by searching Nature, but you will still need to know the reason for it if it will be reconciled. That is why that conversation needs to go back to the beginning when it started. That is where the reason is to examine and where the debate must take place.

White supremacists do the same thing about other races. They write all sorts of untrue, stereoptypical hate that belittles other people and it is not help anyone but their own guilty conscience. They want to convince themselves that their hate is justified, even if they feel angry and not guilty. The source of that anger is guilt.

In either case, if the problems that concerned both circumcisers and white racists were true, and they are not, I will write that again: their claims are false stereotypes and any perceived problem is a result of other factors that are relevant but they want to ignore because understanding and helping is not their goal.

However, if such problems were existing, the approach one should have for them needs to be encouraging, not discouraging or belittling. Do not oppress and take away from others when you think doing so is going to gain or keep something for yourself.

Do not shut out all social outlets for a person because you think if they socialize you will become less popular.

I will not explain that. You people have no right to be alienating me socially the way you are, and I do demand an apology and recompense for the suffering you are causing with such inhuman abuse of technology.

These concepts as I consider them are disconnected with my body in real life and have nothing to do with me. I do not harbor racist beliefs within me, nor do I doubt the good of Nature. So when I consider them with a word, all that emotion is experienced in language, and not with my body. I may get passionate about what I do, but that is different. That is the thrill of craftsmans inspiration as he works. My pulse quickens, my heart beats faster, adrenaline flows, I get excited and expressive, but I am not angry.

I don’t get angry without a reason that is pertinent to my body because anger is a bodily response. Things pertinent to my body that anger me are extremely rare too because I am so infatuated with death and desire my own demise as to be concerned very little about my body. It’s not a perverse infatuation, it is a genuine and true love for life that awaits me after death. I don’t hasten it purposely, but I wouldn’t be sad if I died right now.

I am not an angry person and I do not want you to think that. Do not be afraid of such a thing with me.

I do get angry from time to time, but not a more than I think is normal for people, and it is very rare for me. If I do get angry, it is never without a reason that I can explain and then calm down after I do.

There is simply not a lot of good in my bodily life right now. I may have my needs met, but that is not what is good. What is good transcends those things. Goods like friendship, family, socialization, recognition for my work, gratitude, being useful to people, having a place in society, and human affection. I lack all that. There was a time that online games used to be an avenue of socialization for me but that is no longer the case and I don’t know why. It’s almost like I have been segregated from playing video games online with other people, and I want to.

I honestly do not believe anybody has a right to do such a thing in the USA, and I want to know if it is happening so I can put a stop to it.

I brought that up, because something good in my life is what I need. Not money, not sex, and nothing fake. Something that is really and truly good. That is not too much for a person to ask, and I shouldn’t have to. That type of thing should be in infinite abundance for everyone at all times, so why is it a problem for me now?

Do not keep me in a cage like some wild animal for you to study and release. I do not appreciate that and it does make me angry. That anger results from being deprived of things vital to my health, such as socialization with other people. You would be angry too. It is okay to get angry when someone hurts you on purpose. They should have known better before they even started plotting a wicked scheme such as that, and it will be brought to light for what it is and they will be made to regret what they did.