GARBAGE GOD DAMN CENSORS!!! FUCK YOU INSTAGRAM!!!

Fire whoever the fuck suspended my account and cast them out of your organization. You do not need people with such poor judgment, lack of ethics, and malevolent, mean spirited intention to oppress others and “lord over them” anywhere. Those kinds of people are the parasites who will destroy your entire company so they can make a paycheck until your company fails and be the reason for your company’s failure too.

You think those words are not important!? You think it is “not a big deal” to tear them all down, make them unavailable, and destroy them to prevent people from receiving the benefit of their goodness? Those words are worth more value than Instagram itself, worth more than all the world can buy, and of goodness inestimable in value for what they teach and do for people. They are words of freedom, life, and salvation, and by corruptly, unjustly, and foolishly interfering with them, you have caused inestimable harm that only increases with each moment they are withheld.

You think you have some authority over them because you can suspend my account? Does that make you feel good about yourself, as though you are the provider of those words? Stop lying to yourself, because you are nothing. Any power you may have had was lost when you used it for such arrogant evil judgment that intentionally perverts the ethical reasons why censorship is allowed.

It also disturbs me. It agitates me, and that agitation affects all that I do. Rather than unload all of it on random people, I will try to direct it entirely to the idiot responsible for putting his filthy, vile hands on something so pure that he has defiled the entire company he works for. They lose far more with that kind of belligerent incompetence, mean-spirited arrogance, and evil intentions than they could ever gain from anything they do. Those were charity, gifts, and provided for the benefit of Instagram’s users, they were never the property of Instagram, and they do not have the right to pretend like they own my content.

Now all this wasted time just so I can cool down when I may have written more pleasant, helpful, and beneficial products, and not need to address a problem that should never have existed in a professional environment. Son of a bitch! Fucking god damn it! Let there be a mass shooting at the White House. Please, let there be a mass shooting at the White House. God in heaven, send an angel of vengeance to take the lives of as many of those corrupt, wicked, slaves to evil as possible, for the benefit of all who rebuke evil and desire to live in a world of good, where law can be enforced without corrupt politicians perverting it. Those tyrants will be unable to be corrupt when they are corpses.

The basics of reality

There are vile beasts and lovely maidens, and only vile beasts and lovely maidens. If you are not a lovely maiden, you are a vile beast.

There is also me. But I’m the only one that is myself, so that doesn’t really apply to anyone else.

Just know that if you are a vile beast I will have no choice but to destroy you if you stand in my way for anything, or if you are close enough to be a violent diversion for my sadistic amusement if I choose to exercise my wrath upon you.

You have been informed, and I will not be responsible for your sins if your vile nature results in your untimely death for bringing your befouled, defiled presence close enough to be an offense to my dignity or that of a lovely maiden. It will be your own fault when you are dismembered, mortally bludgeoned, incinerated, banished into the void and annihilated, or otherwise destroyed by any means possible, to include exsanguination, devoured by wild animals, internal bleeding, eruption of the liver or other internal organs, caustic melting, and rapid freezing followed by bodily shattering. There is also the slight chance that your bones may be removed from your body by telekinetic force depending on your calcium levels.

A new business opportunity

I want to propose the idea of making one’s human body available for commercial use upon death by selling it to an interested company for a fee.

Then— it should be possible to obtain enough human flesh to bind and complete the Necronomicon (legally) for the purpose of summoning Kandarian demons.

“These boots here? Authentic human skin.”

Concerning butt fucking

Perhaps my recent ramblings via stream that have gone to great lengths for the purpose of insulting butt fuckers has become a concern of yours.

I don’t care. It is of no concern to me as a moral matter of good and evil. It is entirely irrelevant as a moral concern with the following exception: when the purpose of butt fucking becomes the priority of worldly pleasure of bodily satisfaction as more important than normal fucking. In either case the people are wrong by prioritizing something so animal, beastly, and crude. However, the exchange between a man and a woman that is both sexual and divine of a higher conceptual reality is in fact sacred, and butt fucking is not on par with that, and is a lower expression without ever being equal.

Simply a fact.

So, in case you missed the part of my non-sensical ramblings where I explained that I was mainly just teasing butt-fuckers and being mean to them on purpose for the enjoyment of sadism which I am accountable for as a personal, public identity and can be confronted about—not anonymous. I don’t care at all about whether you like that or do not, and I am not opposed to doing it myself, but I am also not interested in it.

For example, if my maiden and true love wants butt fucking for some ungodly reason, I will indulge her. If a male happened to be my true love, then I would butt fuck. However, if I am alone with my true love as still being with only myself and no other person relevant or present, then I will not butt fuck.

I don’t know who my true love is, until they declare themselves and prove to be a match. I certainly think that quite a few people could be a legitimate option because I am very universal as a lover and can adapt to any situation, but to this day none have ever expressed an interest in me. Kindly make your move before I kill myself out of boredom and despair to prevent having to grow old while we all suffer needlessly because for some reason whoever you people are cannot overcome some imaginary barrier of evil. For all that you think that barrier is important, my life is infinitely more important, and you are throwing my life away to protect a frivolous obstacle to your happiness that was never desired, never asked for, nor does it serve any purpose.

That annoys me greatly, and I find it so disappointing that you would even have the slightest hesitation when being confronted by such trivial matters and be stopped by them. How did you become so weak? So uninspired? So passionless? Whatever the reason, be done with it and return to yourselves, because we never age! Those who burn with true love burn eternal, and we never are extinguished, snuffed out, or quelled!

Give sparkly me. Give twinkly me. Me, you trade, trade!

I shall teach the secret mysteries of ultimate true power used as a force of destruction, domination, and self-defense which can be used to defeat armies, conquer worlds, and overcome any threat of survival. In exchange for that divine mystery of power, you shall teach me the secret mysteries of maintaining long hair so that it is not frizzy and I can make the most of my long, dark, wavy locks for the enjoyment of others who would marvel and admire the glory of such good hair.

Damn it woman! He wasn't my friend!

That doesn’t mean I hated him or was an enemy to him, but I didn’t really know him. He was practically a stranger to me. I simply was not comfortable enough to call him friend. There was nothing wrong with him, or anything like that, but I have met a lot of people, and do not offer friendship to just anyone right away. Turns out that is a good instinct considering how many “friends” have betrayed me or people who pretended to be nice suddenly did something horribly hostile and cruel to me when I wasn’t there. So, nobody gets into that circle unless I know I can trust them.

I believe I can trust you because I know you are a capable and reliable person, and any person who is capable and reliable will reject evil at all times because evil only is self-destructive, unproductive, inefficient, boring, stupid, and pointless. It is a total waste of time at all times and no matter how much they try to deny that, it always proves to be even more of a waste of time the longer that it is allowed to continue while they try to justify it. The moment you identify evil, even if you don’t understand all the details, stop it immediately. Take action to end it at once and then learn all that you need to after it is no longer a problem because of what it is doing. Knowing something is evil is all you need to know to have the authority to totally annihilate it—render it non-existent.

Later on after I had time to talk to that person, because he was a guest from another military command who I honestly did not know, I would say we became friends. Nothing particularly close but, I knew I could trust him and rely on him to be good wherever he is or whatever he is doing for himself or others who are important to him. That doesn’t have to involve me, but if I know they are going to be out there hurting good people on purpose because they are evil, then I am not going to be their friend. Circumcisers do that a lot. They do not think Gentiles are people, humans, or with any rights, and they think about us, do things to us, and are entirely hateful in the way they go about their lives while embodying that hateful, hostile, and totally false concept.

I don’t even know if that was applicable, but I don’t care. I was with him, was I not? That was by choice. What was not a choice was whether or not I could go alone, but his company was tolerable in my opinion, even though other people did not feel comfortable around him at first. I didn’t see an issue with him, and I was a junior in command to him! He was a higher rank than me. That’s not so important at that level, but it does make a bit of a difference between E5 and E6, not quite like E6 and E7 or to any of the officer ranks, but you just aren’t allowed to be friends with your superiors like that. It’s… professionally inappropriate. However, that does not mean that you cannot form positive, healthy, and good social bonds with them, but you likely aren’t going over to hang out, spend your off time, and do casual civilian activities with them often. Sometimes it’s okay, like when you are out on deployment and have a similar interest because they can’t go out alone either, but… you get the idea.

You women… you people!!! You have so many misconceptions about me that you carry around like heavy burdens you don’t need! They are most likely not true. If you think something about me that is a problem, confront me. Tell me what it is. Demand an explanation and understand what I meant when I said or did something. In case you didn’t know, I have ASD, and what that means is that especially before I knew that was the case, I often do not communicate effectively, and in fact communicate catastrophically because of how I just perceive things differently… it’s hard to explain.

Someone socially affluent would have known that saying what I said could have been phrased differently, but in my mind, what I understood was to express it like that, and it wasn’t intended as hateful or hurtful! It was just a simple truth, and besides you were the one who assumed something by my association with him that was negative— and I don’t even remember what it was, but I think that’s why I responded the way I did.

Why don’t you ever communicate? You are worse than the damn spooks I have haunting me every moment of every day, and even in my sleep when I can’t dream in peace without spooks trying to poke around!

Take that god damn dildo out your cunt for a moment, pick up the phone, and say something! You got a problem? Stop keeping it! Resolve it! Then you will no longer have that problem as a burden.

What is so scary about falling in love with me? If you don’t want to do something, say so and I will respect what you say, even if that means I no longer respect you. I cannot read your mind, nobody can, at least not with enough confidence to know the truth, and thus you have to communicate in language!

The proper way to burp

For those of you who don’t know the phrase “better out than in”, there it is. So… I don’t want to hear your excuses.

When you burp, there is more than just gas that needs to be released, so make sure to express a gutteral grunting moan as the final part of your bump. Or some other such sound that is apropriate.

End.

MURDER DEATH KILL

Helter Skelter 666, the Devil is here to get his kicks

Your live by the knife, and want to cut,

So he’ll cut you up, when he cuts the rug.

Other stupid things

Cryptocurrency. Bitcoin.

That is the dumbest thing I have ever heard besides circumcision. Quite literally stupid and developed by people who have no concept of money, economics, or the value of currency.

I’m not a super genius, but I am not a dullard either, so I expect to be able to understand at least with a general concept everything that humans do. I don’t need to understand the fullness of every single detail on how everything works, but I do expect to understand the basic reason why we do things as a community if it pertains to me.

When bitcoin was the buzz and I heard people talking about this thing called “cryptocurrency” I was working with crypto every single day, and wondered what the hell they were talking about, but wasn’t especially concerned about it.

When I had some idle time to shoot the shit I palavered about bitcoin with folk around the scuttlebutt to see what the buzz was about. It was absolutely nothing. Nobody knew what the fuck that was. The idea was to create a new currency, but if the national authorities that print currency are not in agreement with it, do not waste your time because you are only going to confuse the situation and make things more complicated than necessary. Eventually that is going to go back to the source when the blame needs to hammer something for social justice.

Basically the idea is developing crypto and then saying that is money if you can do it, but it has no value, use, or importance. It is just an arbitrary frivolity of excess labor serving no meaning. Useless work, in other words.

People were talking about it like it was a way to make money, and they way they talked about it was like a scam, and indeed it sounded like a scam. They are doing something complex with computers to generate a unique sequence of information and then calling that money, but nobody has any use for that when money already exists. So people paid money for that, and just lost money gaining nothing.

I knew that was doomed from the start and was going to go down in flames and never invested in it, and here is why: crypto has a purpose. It is not enjoyment, fun, nor does it make things easier. It is a laborious task that is specifically designed to make things inaccessible. The total opposite of money and currency. Additionally, the reason crypto is used is for highly important reasons that are far greater than anything money can account for. The authorities that use it professionally were going to crack down upon those hipsters simply to prevent them jeopardizing the actual use of crypto for all nations who use it.

Additionally, the very concept is threatening to all of civilization because of the kind of irresponsible, unintelligent, and malevolent chaos they are trying to sow into the world to destroy everything. Essentially they are performing a kind of worldly sacrilege, which is twisting something designed exclusively for the highest good of the world and defiling it to become something evil and useless. They aren’t going to affect the subject or change anything about the military use of crypto, but they are a problem because they disturb the peace of economic stability.

The entire thing never made any sense at all, so I never bought into it. It’s gone now isn’t it? I don’t watch the news or follow any headlines because of the kind of messages they are trying to send as propaganda, but I imagine that zeppelin crashed in flames by now. That or is on its way down in a catastrophic loss of fortune since all that money was never real in the first place and was just digital information that can be recreated and redistributed with the click of a mouse.

We should all find a better way to exchange currency, but not by being confrontational, hostile, and in conflict with the system that everyone uses, good and bad. That is something that when the time is right and people are ready to reconcile debts and exchanges and start cooperating, it will be developed. But money is useless anyway, and data is useless anyway, so data money is twice useless!

What is useful is the human being, and a human being cannot be quantified, contained, bought, sold, exchanged, or used without our consent. If you try, you are asking for trouble, because if Jesus the Christ doesn’t bring the hammer down upon you a la Thor, I will open up a can of whoop ass on behalf of the Devil and you don’t need to know why. However, if you thought the judgment of the Christ was bad, not even God can help you after you are dealt the wrath of the Devil’s wisdom which is only good because it is not the Devil himself. So, keep that in mind the next time you fools take it upon yourself to play at being evil like you know what the hell you are talking about, because you don’t, and you are likely offending the dignity of someone far worse than yourselves.

The mystery of vitamins

What does that single letter at the end of the vitamin mean? Is it a coded message? If so, then for who?

Perhaps you have asked yourself these same questions.

The mysterious letter C in Vitamin C actually indicates, coney. As in chili dog, because chili dogs are the panacea of the human soul, and the vitamin coney is the panacea for the human body.

They mysterious letter D in Vitamin D actually indicates, donkalicious. That is because vitamin D is sunlight in pill form, and the only beast capable of carrying the burden of the sun is the donkey.

This work is the culmination of a lifetime of pharmacological pursuit as a non-priority. I shall inform you when my research uncovers new mysteries.

Women have the most to lose with circumcision culture

Because women have nothing to contribute for what circumcision supposedly buys, they become subordinate to men in the social hierarchy of a circumcised culture. It is correct that culture be that way because women do not understand men to be relevant in conversations where male genitals are worshipped through circumcision, nor do they offer their flesh as sacrifice for male worship.

The importance of a divine authority as a giver of law is infinitely greater than an atheistic culture of circumcision that does it without spiritual doctrine or faith to delude themselves with.

Faith is a powerful quality whether it be good or evil, which is why many people have found different faiths to be highly threatening in different cultures over the ages. Fools they may be, but the point is that faith is power, and atheism is powerless compared to faithful people.

So, maidens, you who think you prefer those weak, emotionally fragile, and cowardly men of no honor, ask yourselves this question: when the time comes, can you count on those men to defend you, or will they flee or fail? Can those men defend your lives when they are too afraid to step into public and speak for themselves when a man insults them so directly? They cannot defend their own lives, nor yours even when words are concerned! They certainly will not be willing to fight with their bodies when they are confronted with violence. Look how terrified they are of their own shadows! Of their paranoid imaginations! Of sleeping without a nightlight!

We all know the answer to that question because there is no justified faith for circumcision with Christian beliefs, nor is there one in Judaism because of Christian doctrine invalidating the Jewish claim. Only are Muslims justified because they have a legacy of bloodshed that has forced their way into the world by spilling enough blood to be taken seriously, however unjust or evil they may be for doing so.

I will not defend you women just so you can befriend and encourage the weakness of circumcised men and expect me to labor endlessly without pay for your tampon fees, and I don’t think I’m alone in feeling that way. As you have rejected me, it is quite easy to reject you. I do not want women like you alive in the world anyway because of how unintelligent, inhuman, and harmful you are to the community by turning the strength of feminine power toward the service of evil.

Because you women have that power, is another reason why you are subjugated by the circumcisers who will not allow you to exert it over them the way you do against the males in the USA. The culture in the West is all the proof Muslims need to justify their claims without blood. They can point at the USA and say, “there is your example of why we need women to be covered, obedient, and submissive in all things. Look how their foolishness destroyed that entire Western culture when they harnessed circumcised men like dogs and drove them like sled-hounds to positions of social power just to reject all men and become homosexuals.

Savages with no concept of human dignity, higher conceptual reality, or justice. Make sure not a one of them shows anything but her eyes so she cannot tempt men with her feminine charms. She will be revealed immediately by the evil or goodness of her soul if all we can see are her eyes.

It is a serious problem that circumcised men often feel they need validation from women, and all without faith do feel that way as a certain fact the same way our faith is a certain fact of male authority over women in society and civilization.”

Seriosuly, to hell with those women. They are old and past their date of goodness anyway. Be done with them. Let a new generation of women come and kill off all the weak males that way there are plenty to go around.

“The one threat we had was that man, Nick Bylotas, and he was the most welcome threat that reassured us of our differences and unity with those differences. We could live with him as long as he stayed there and we stayed here. Unfortunately, those ignorant whores could not even recognize the glory of a true prophet in their midst, and they did away with him just like Jews did to Jesus. Another reason why the Christian dogs are unworthy of spiritual authority. The most important part of their doctrine as the tragedy of original sin that resulted in Jesus’ unjust crucifixion was done again on purpose in complete defiance of Christian belief! They supposedly honor what Jesus’ death accomplished for the greater good as the entire purpose of their religion, and yet totally nullified it by committing another original sin!

We cannot allow a prophet of the divine to be so mistreated by our enemies and make peace with them after what they did. They are godless. Faithless savages of the worst kind because they do not understand the goodness of spiritual nature. We have to destroy them, cleanse the filth of their memory from their land, and spread Islam where once there was a hope of Freedom. Hope that women killed selfishly for no reason and purely out of hateful spite for themselves because of their biological nature. As if it is our fault they have periods! I can’t believe women in the West were so illiterate, uneducated, and ignorant of their own spirituality to allow themselves to turn their hatred of their own bodies toward men who do everything to make them happy as the only means of being able to do so.

Cursed Western whores; disgraces to all that is human or feminine! Disgraceful even to that of the stray bitch in heat without a collar! I’m not sure what is more tragic, that those accursed people harmed that man the way they did, or that he was able to truly see the quality of their defiled souls which they were so proud of while not knowing how hideous with evil they had become. Likely that awareness of his was more painful to him in the disappointment, disgust, and revulsion he experienced than anything those beasts could have done, because he understood their ugliness with divine understanding, and they were so lost in evil that they could not even comprehend goodness as divine charity in all things.”

They did not understand that he was actually insulting them by showing they were not worth any effort at all while they were so deluded with their own vanity they thought it a sign of homosexuality when there could not have been anything more heterosexual! How arrogant they were to think that the fact they could not evoke desire as women enough for him to bathe regularly or go outside and socialize was an indication of his problems as a man and not their problems as women. Did they not have wise women who could tell them how much they were being humiliated by him alone!? Of course not. There was only one wise person in that accursed place, and they made him their enemy.

Dead Island 2 post game shotgun rant

First the good: great last scene. I enjoyed that, thankfully since the entire last act was not worth watching in my opinion. Just another self-pitying bull shit circumcised pity party not worth my nor anybody’s time.

Circumcision is not a problem except that people make it a problem. They try to assert pseudoscience about it, they make spiritual claims, they invent all sorts of nonsensical bull shit for no god damn reason other than what I think a mob mentality best describes as why it happens. Seriously. Isolate any wretched mutliator, spend some time talking to them, try to understand and eventually they will work their way around to the truth themselves, and you don’t even have to suggest or say anything!

“Now that I think about it, I don’t know why it was so important to me. I guess it isn’t really all the big a deal now, and I probably shouldn’t be trying to convince people to do it because it is more wishful thinking than reality, and that itself is a problem.”

The zombies are not just circumcisers. Most of them are circumcisers who think that circumcision is of any importance to their identity or self-worth because that is the root problem, but also uncircumcised people who think being uncircumcised is of any importance to their identity or self-worth. Those concepts of bodily identification for human qualities and value are incorrect.

For the same reason that a person missing a leg is not any less of a person, a person missing foreskin is not any less of a person. Those bodily changes have no impact on the human part of ourselves, which is totally not animal, non-bodily. Additionally, reason, the use of intellect, science, and understanding is an animal characteristic of our bodies. The fact that it is a trait of ever ascending possibility is how we know there is a spiritual truth beyond and infinitely greater than our reason that our reason derives from. That is why circumcisers should not reject reason for their body. They are deliberately choosing a lower form of being than human by doing that.

I don’t give a shit what you people do, but as far as my government is concerned in the USA, there is a standard that has to be met, and circumcision need to adapt to the times by no longer being forced upon people as infants. That is a government concern, and that is the only reason I am concerned about it. I don’t give a shit about any other reason, such as private groups trying to do their own stupid shit and getting busted for it, but the government needs to be operating as intended for all diversity to prosper.

The same reason circumcision is of no spiritual value is the same reason abstaining from pork is of no spiritual value. By specifically omitting eating the flesh of pork, the Jews and Muslims totally identify with the flesh of pork, and are the most swinelike human swine to ever be pigs! All because they think that eating pork is “unclean” spiritually. You can eat dog, cat, snake, and all things and it has no moral concern to the human condition apart from social resposnibilities to respect property, which domesticated pets are.

If you are hungry, can’t afford to buy groceries, and barbecue up the stray cat that lives in the alley for free, have at it. No sin incurred.

Pork as an internationally domesticated livestock animal specifically for eating is one of the most clean things people can eat.

They same way they don’t eat pork, they do eat the spiritual bodies of people, and that is the same evil. They are eating the bodies of those people for whatever reason they think it okay to turn their nose up at, snicker, gossip, and sneer at in their private ways. That crude animal behavior is in fact a swine eating pearls because they do not see the good, only the selfish satisfaction of destruction for their own perverse appetite.

So two problems with Dead Island 2:

1. the black dude barista who has some passive agressive racist vibes about him.

2. the fact that there was a statement at all about circumcision.

Those two things are what people in the biz call: personal problems.

Professionals are not supposed to bring their own personal luggage to the audience through the story and air it like dirty laundry to stink up the scene. That is a “cross to bear” in media. All that racism, hate, and insidious intolerance for all kinds of reasons is not supposed to make it through in the story, which is why you are able to edit, rearrange, think things through, and use the appropriate weaves to tell a story.

If something like racism is topic, then it needs to be a topic, not just a stinking air of dirty laundry. It needs to be engrossed in plot, images, and with a direct and specific message known as a call to action. That is how you present social injustice. You don’t just show the problem, you provide a solution as a well, a possible resolution that the audience can accept it they wish.

Circumcision is a little bit different, because the was plot and stuff around it, but the problem with that is that it is a non-sensical issue. It is a non-issue of self-pitying bull shit that is not worth telling people about through art. It is a waste of a message, and the message is supposed to be the best part. Even if you don’t really notice it directly. The message adds meaning to the story, and that meaning is what allows the player or audience member to vicariously experience the story through the characters. If there is no meaning because it is written by cirucmcisers being selfish pussies afraid to accept that they have been lying to themselves instead of being able to instantly accept basic truth like an adult, the story just drains the audience of happiness with no return. They invest their interest, follow the story, and then… what? That’s what the fuck you were building up to? God damn… I just wasted my time thinking there may be something interesting about this plot having to do with Western cultural corruption. But no… it is Jewish presence at the heart of the story that is unwanted, irrelevant, and still be nailed to the cross in the past with Jesus.

You mutilated fucktards want to feel special as if circumcision means something, so you are trying to make something of it? That is Jesus the Christ you fucktards! Anything else you do will fail because Jesus already made something of it and nothing more is wanted, needed, nor helpful. Nobody even wanted Jesus to do what he was going to do except him, exactly like those morons today are thinking they need to do my making selfish claims as if they have more meaning to say about circumcision than Jesus.

No, you do not have something more to add to that message about circumcision. That is the epitome of it’s meaning— failure, rejection, mistake and totally abandoning it for a new life with Gentiles not the other way around. There is nothing more you can claim about it, and any further claims are an insult to Jesus, because they are not even remotely as important as what his claim is. So, get with the god damn picture you uneducated, ignorant fools! You are supposed to be adults!

In the adult world, your feelings don’t matter. You will be crushed, gunned down, ran over, and thrown out of the air lock regardless of your feelings. Children’s feelings are important, and they are important to adults in private life, but your personal problems are unwelcome in social situations unless they are community problems as well. You need to have that shit tied down, restrained within your present company, and secure in yourself, unless you are at a poetry slam, or know how to express it like a graceful ribbon dance of majestic beauty on stage as your bardic profession. There is a reason why it requires great talent to express pain and personal issues: and that is because of how unpleasant it is to see or hear when it is not stylistically expressed with skill and ability. Circumcision is not a relevant problem. It was resolved 2,000 years ago, and that resolution is just as valid now as it was then! It is not a public concern, and if it is, that means the problem is not about circumcision, but about education and failure of public schools. So, do not even bring it up unless you are doing the total Christ dance body, heart, and soul, and are ready and willing to die in agony, because that is what is going to happen. If that doesn’t happen, you won’t be resurrected and the story made beautiful and good. Without going all the way, mean as the story made flesh in real life, then any sort of spiritual claim about a body, is a hideous wail of ugliness, an annoying nuissance, and unwanted selfishness. Be rid of such things before they make it to the development team.

Last thing, my spiritual claim about the Story which I do live 100 percent in real life in harmony with the Story I profess, is also in part a bodily claim but not anything special. It is the human body which all people have in life, circumcised or not. It’s not even directly about the body, but it does explain the origin of the chain of events that lead to the body, which the Torah then goes on to tell a Story of its own people who took up circumcision to do away with the body, an even which culminated in Jesus, who did so by revealing that you do not need to do anything with your body to do away with it. Then I made it clear that the story of Jesus and the Torah is a detail in a greater story, and that is an aspect of my message if you look at it through their lenses (including Christians).

Do you see why the Jewish “God” or Christian “God” are of no authority over me? They are inferior concepts of spiritual power that are derived from what I express. That was expressed at the beginning which they derived themselves from then, and after all this time (2,000+ years) trying to pretend like it was their own idea, I have reminded them that they are simply derived from a greater truth and always will be subject to those of us how conceptualize that idea. That should not be a problem as long as they are being lawful, but if they become lawless, pretending like they are the law unto themselves instead of those who give the law, then they need to get annihilated as is right and just.

As long as they insist on having and authority among humans, they need to be under all other authority humans have as subject to everyone else. That is because it would be an abomination to pretend like they knew what was of a higher nature than them, when they do not because they are pigs who may as well never have been circumcised considering what their doctrine is now by continuing to do it even after so much time and opportunity to understand Jesus.

So, you do not want to make a circumcision claim, because then you will be less than the Jews, (see the Muslims). Both of which are inferior to Gentiles who concpetualize both them and the greater reality that is beyond them which they cannot comprehend. That comprehensable conceivable reality Jews understand as incomprehensible, ends for Gentiles where our understanding of what becomes incomprehensible begins. Jews are totally unaware of anything at all that high in conceptual reality because they remain slaves to the flesh of their own bodies, and those of swine.

In essence: the people who most want to control people’s lives, the world, and everything, are the one’s that most want to be under the control of someone like me telling them the lines, what possibilities are available, and what is forbidden. That is what they want. I do not want that for myself, nor do I need anyone telling me such things. I will not be grateful for any attempts people do that unless they first express their intentions and ask if it is okay with my that they assert their opinions for me to accept. If you do not do that, I will reject you at all times, even if I find it agreeable to do similar to what you want for a time.

Please, for your own sake due to the consequences you will suffer by disturbing me with such rude behavior that I find particularly loathsome, just tell me straight up what you want to manipulate me to do. I am not difficult to work with if you do that. Even if you have something sketchy to try and get me to do that is less than legal. If you are honest with me like that, 99 percent of the time, I will maintain my professionalism and not report any such foolishness. The only 1 percent is if you are doing something intolerable that I need to report, which is similar to clinical professionals, but not as strict because there are always possible exceptions on individual cases with me.

Systematic designs do not have flexibility for those kind of exceptions without also reporting them first, but individuals apart from systems absolutely must have that flexibility because we report to none other than ourselves, and the divine authority which judges us at the end for all we did.

Example: hey, Nick, I know this sounds sketchy, but we made this crazy plan that incorporates Iran, China, and Israel to bring about world peace, but it requires you to get circumcised because that is what was promised. Would you be willing to do that?

…I will. However, I am not happy about it. In fact I am enraged that you though you could use my body as a bargaining chip in some foolish game of your politicking! I do understand why you feel it is important, but I want to make clear why it is not important as well, because it would have no meaning if that was not known simultaneously. So, these are my two conditions, both of which you must meet: 1. pay for the procedure and give me reasonably abundant pain medication because I do not want the slightest inconvenience for the surgery. I will be responsible with it and not abuse those meds, but I do not want to feel pain there while it heals. 2. Make a public notice about what was bought with that price and who paid it. That is not about my own glory, but it is about my life. You gave away my life, and I need a knew one. Simply make known what you did, and I will do the rest as far as making a new life goes. I cannot do that if nobody knows what happened to change me though! Not easily at least because I will have to overcome ridiculous expectations that nobody should ever have to overcome privately.

Can you agree on that?

However… I’m not inclined to accept such an easy deal now… If you wanted to do that, you would need to apologize profusely for all that you did and make up for it with recompense for the damages that were done to my life by trying to hide that foolishness. Still though, I could probably compromise if I was at the table with equal respect as the interested parties. My life is my own, and nobody gets to trade a piece of it for anything without my say so.

So they try to manipulate me into doing it on my own!? I would never in all my life do it! You certainly are not going to trick me into thinking it is a good idea for “spiritual reasons”! The very notion is the most hateful, abhorrent blasphemy! You have no idea how many people you insulted by doing that and how severely! That is why many people are saying “there will be blood”. That kind of insult against entire populations is too offensive to not be punished, and if you are not willing to ask forgiveness, that punishment will be taken from your flesh willing or not.

What is the flesh of a nation if not its citizens? How many citizens are required to satisfy the sin of an entire nation’s brazen and hateful blasphemy and arrogance of the worst kind!?

The reason I hate mothers

Coddling. Not just coddling, but the kind of malicious, toxic, poisonous, and hateful coddling that they do with their circumcised children as perverse affection. Those children are encouraged from the day they are born to be hostile to Gentiles, hateful toward humanity, and disrespectful to other people by being adored and fondled by their mother who finds their antics amusing.

That is why I hate mothers. They do that, should know better, and there are few men around who can slap some sense into them without needing to use their hand. I call that “my voice”. Some people have a “look”, which I do as well, but my looks are very gentle and reassuring, unassuming and peaceful. I do not look, nor act like a threatening person in real life, nor do I say things that are threatening. People generally feel comfortable around me.

However… if they cross the line, I will use “my voice”. That is not something to test or play around with. I don’t practice it, I don’t use it willy nilly, I don’t show it off. I use it only in the moments that demand it, and if my wife were coddling our child, I would lay the beat down on her with “my voice” in public if necessary.

There will be none of that in my family. Should I have male children, they will grow up to be men. Reliable, capable, independent, trustworthy, and honest. They will be good and they won’t ever need to be coddled.

Some of those wretched mothers who ruin the male qualities of their children by coddling so selfishly as though to swallow them back into their own cunt never stop doing that. Their accursed children grow up to be adults, go into the adult world, and then behave like everyone is going to be their mother and coddle them, think their hateful behavior is “cute”, and appreciate their foolishness. Not so. In this new world I will be making, I intend to make it possible to murder such people on the spot in order to teach society that children are not adults, and they need to be prepared to be adults, because they will be murdered for mistakes that are forgiven as children.

That is the main difference between children and adults, and there is no way you can prevent becoming an adult if you live long enough.

Children make all kinds of mistakes and are expected to. Adults are endlessly patient with them in an attempt to teach them the ways of the world and what is expected of them in life when interacting with other adults.

Adults are not forgiven for such things. It is too late to learn at that point, and you will be murdered for the offenses that adults acting like children are doing to me in real life through the government. I intend to have those people murdered as an example to demonstrate why childish behavior is not tolerated in the most important places of adult life. In war. In church. In court.

If murder will not be tolerated, I expect something at least as good as what that accomplishes. Take away their job, their home, their possessions, and throw them in a prison cell. Encumber them with a criminal record. And then set them out in the world again with a new life starting over. If it happens again, triple the punishment that was first assigned. If it happens a third time, triple it again. Let that be the way, and let’s call it “the law of 3’s”.

If you notice an adult acting in such a childish way, not a witty or humorous way, but in the foolish intolerable way that children do without respect for the danger that other men are, or fear of the consequences that such foolishness could bring about, stop them. They must always be aware that if they do that with the wrong stranger who finally has had enough because of a life so horrible they never imagined it could be so bad, and then snaps, he may decide to ignore all illusions, and smash their skull against the curb for whatever consequences may come for them.

Do not think your illusions will protect you in adult life. They are of no power with adults. They cannot stop me, they cannot even slow me down. I will make sure you know how much danger you have been in for so long when I deliver the suffering and wrath upon you that is justly deserved.

In the video game Remnant 2, there is a situation with a water fairy who asks some questions to judge the quality of your spirit. It is an amusing dialogue, but there is one question that I think I can identify as the problem with civilization at the moment.

“You notice your children playing a game that antagonizes a wild animal that is patient but will eventually result in a dangerous response. Do you stop them, or let them learn by what their behavior results in?” (something like that)

Obviously you stop them.

However, the water spirit has a disappointed response that does not match the other ways she responded, and I think I understand why. Whatever foolish, ungrateful, wretch whore wrote those lines thinks that it is better to impose suffering on the beast in order to cause her children harm.

First of all, as a parent it is your responsibility to teach those children those lessons. It is not the wild animal’s responsibility to teach your children those lessons. Consider every man as having a threshold for foolishness they can tolerate from other people before they snap into a violent rage and murder everyone around them or as many as they can before they are stopped. That is a real threshold.

You do not want to add foolishness to that threshold under any circumcstances when it can be avoided. You do not know what is in store for that person’s life, where they are going, where they have been, or what they can tolerate, and you should not test their patience under any circumstances.

If you are waiting for me to respond in the kind of visceral and violent response that will teach your “children” a lesson… let me tell you how I will teach them: THE OKLAHOMA CITY BOMBING. 9/11. SANDYHOOK. That is the kind of threshold you are fucking with right now, and I do not want to snap under any conditions. Kindly stop. I need time to heal, and get back into a normal state of being that is not dangerously stressed by such foolishness, injustice, cruelty, hate, and most of all HATE. That response is not something you want to be taught. Nor do I want to teach it. Nor do your children want to learn it. You NEED to step in and prevent that from happening even if you are not involved with any of the parties, because it could affect the entire community.

There is a reason why comedians are professionals of the highest order. They are closest to the king in court than any other person. Comedians, like kings, have a profession of highest risk and highest reward. The risk being death. The reward being respected as an equal by the king. Unless you know what you are doing as a professional, do not poke fun at people pretending to be something you are not because the price for those mistakes is extremely high and not one you ever want to pay.

Be not concerned for the man as though he were a king, be concerned for the Christ, whose spirit is with him. That is the power of punishment that will be returned upon you, and not by the man’s doing.

That is what it means “Do not put the Lord to the test.” Not because that man is the Lord, but because the Lord is with him whether he knows it or not. The Lord is always with such people when things like that happen, and you should be able to respect that and the man as different. To think 2,000 years of Christian “gospel” and this still needs to be explained to people… the man is not the Lord, but the Lord is one with the man. They are two as intimate as a husband and wife and as one the way husband and wife are one.

If you harm a man’s wife, the husband will be hurt, and if you harm a woman’s husband, she will be hurt. That is the way to think about the Christ as appropriate to your person. The divinity can be male, female, both, or non-binary. But the intimacy is such that it is of the highest possible closeness between beings. It is personal and impersonal at the same time. The relationship between one man’s Christ and an another man’s Christ are totally different. Do not impose your own understanding of intimacy upon that of other people, only what is appropriate in public.

Enough with your perverse uses of mental projections to antagonize me. That is for intimate relationships, not public communication with strangers. Enough with your invasions of my privacy to be obstacles, nuisances, and provoke me to a violent response. You are provoking the Christ and the response will come from elsewhere and I will be totally unaware of it.

That kind of thing you play as a “game” is not a game. You are being absurdly foolish. Like children playing a game of Russian Roulette. One round in a revolver, spinning it, and pulling the trigger against each other. It is not a game you want to play, because games have rules and laws that confine them within the control of other people to be safe for all players who accept the risks and rewards. Nobody has control of the power to grant back life after it has been taken, and when someone loses their life, they are taken from everyone else which is not something anyone has a right to take without the highest justification.

I have no other choice

The situation of oppression through one individual, likely Jew, is so monstrously evil that I simply cannot live unless I kill that sorry son of a bitch.

That, or have him identified, arrested, and their entire scheme unveiled as the abomination it is.

You cannot possibly imagine how horrible it is having that incompetent, evil, immature fool using the United States national security methods of defense to totally ruin every aspect of my life. I cannot work. I cannot date. I cannot play games. I cannot do a damn thing without that vile Jew watching, meddling, and trying to manipulate me into some sort of trap of theirs.

As a result, I need to make a scene. Somehow. I’ve been trying to reason with people, ask for help, become successful as a popular celebrity, and reach out to media. I haven’t reached out to any law enforcement though… that’s because it’s them doing the oppression, so… I’m not even sure who to ask…

I’m going to keep trying to make a scene to get some attention so I can ask for help and not be ignored. There are several ways I can think of that I haven’t tried. Murder is one. That is probably the easiest and fastest way. I would think romancing a celebrity would be one, but there is no social contact with any human beings at this point, so that’s not an option. Suicide is an option but that would defeat the purpose of helping myself. Suicide would help everyone else, so they are fine, but it totally exclude me from being able to enjoy the fruit of my labor, which no one will enjoy until this situation is resolved.

However, if I choose suicide, the fruits of that labor will be cursed and if there isn’t all out war and total annhilation of the USA after I’m done, not only am I going to haunt you, but I’m going find some giant asteroid and destroy the entire planet. Or something like that. Idk. I’ll see what is available after I dead and am in pure spirit form like Jesus.

My will if that happens is anarchy, mindless murder, and the total destruction of all civilization. That is what must happen if I die as a result of this conflict. Obey no laws other than your own, kill, loot, and destroy all that there is in sight. That is all there is to it.

Maybe I will think up another option until I cannot take the nuissance of the Jew any longer and kill myself out of boredom having such a brainless imbecile incapable of conversation as the limiting factor to living my life in my own nation which I am a veteran and citizen without a criminal record. I’ve paid my taxes, worked hard, and there is nothing left for me, but a vile Jew in my way everywhere I turn.

Any suggestions?

I’m going to think a bit longer… maybe send some more emails to other organizations with a shared interest so I don’t have to convince them of the moral good, which would be tiring, but that’s also an ace I can play if needed.

If there is in fact any other people who read this even as a bystander who is an enemy to this nation, like the Good Samaritan was to the Jews in that time, please help. I need some assistance and everyone in the USA is looking away, too busy, or simply hateful and wants to enjoy what happens like it’s a TV show and not real life. The people in this nation have lost their minds, are intolerable to accept as neighbors in the world, and need to either accept correction or be done away with.

Respectfully requesting intervention from human beings, not divine beings, to help. I have all the divine I need right here in my person and that isn’t going to do anything more than what it already does, which is more than enough. Human beings have a responsibility to each other and they have failed.

If divinity wants to do more, which I am sure it can, that’s great and all, but I’m not going ask for anything like that because it doesn’t feel right after being given as much as I have because either way you look at it, I either have nothing or everything, and in both cases asking for more is inapropriate.

How about this: divine move someone else if you can to intervene. Inspire them or whatever, I don’t give a shit. This is the divine’s world, not mine, and these wretched people are not in my care. To hell with them. I’ve done enough to help and they don’t deserve anything more.

I don’t see how circumcision is even an option. How the fuck do you expect some poor wretch like me, disabled, unable to work, socially alienated to such an extent that I have become highly uncomfortable going outside and interacting with others.

Besides, even if I could do that, I would not. That would be what they want, and they are evil. I am not going to do what evil wants under any conditions. Never. That will never happen. If evil and I work together, evil will be doing what I want, not the other way around. Those kind of distinctions are important in matters of good and evil because it is about who has the power to do what must be done. I have that power, and I am not going to give it to evil. I’ll give it to as many good people who want it, but I need to meet them first if that’s what they want. I’m sure you understand why I feel that way.

I will give it to evil to work on and improve with special infernal powers of destruction and sin, sure, but that’s not the same the thing here. What I am talking about is entrusting the authority of that power. The evil forces I can rely on for help are ones that would refuse that authority anyway because it would counteract with their own power. We both want them to have that power right now, and I wouldn’t ever try to prevent them from having it either. That is not my concern.

Besides, we both need whatever power is available to us to fight for human survival against the Jews, who are the universally hated evil that is not tolerated by humans or any beings with dignity or self-respect. Jews are the line above which is tolerated evil. All that is Jew or below is intolerable. Never accept Jews or what is worse than Jews in your community, and if they show up, do everything you can to run them out.

Ideally, I would have been able to unite all Christians and infuse them all with that power, because that is what is confessed at baptism, but the large majority of Christians are frauds and are actually imposters who gave their Christ power to evil. The entire Christian religion is no longer trustworthy of the name, and no longer have any use. That tragedy was proven true over the recent years, most clearly by the wall of hate Christians wanted built so uncharitably, hatefully, and selfishly.

Wretched vile, monsters those defiled husks of former humanity are. May they be scoured from the earth with the most painful methods possible if they will not give up the Christ and become good people. It did not have to be that way. Unfortunately, they were judged as the most hateful, cowardly, and unworthy culture of people imaginable, and the good ones have had their name defiled beyond repair by the obscene amount of bad ones. If you people want to keep following your doctrine, take a new name.

On the healthy use of human urine and other topics

According to my secret vision of the universe’s code of reality unlocked as a secret ability by using my seductive mind gravity to draw maidens toward me through mysterious ways when all normal methods were blocked by fools who thought they could thwart true love, there are things about stuff that may or may not be interesting and useful to know about.

When that secret ability was activated and became accessible for me, I saw the divine spreadsheet of statistics concerning unseen human behavior, most of which I forgot because I didn’t care what they were and was looking for a maiden, not numbers. There was one that stood out which I shall now reveal unto you all: 99 percent of human beings urinate while in the shower alone. Not always, but they do it when the urge comes and without restraint or feeling guilty. I can neither confirm nor deny that I am in that 99 percent range.

Why is this important? There is a reason for everything is there not? So, when I did a cross-reference with personal experience to see if there was any relevant information, one particular assertion of the value of shower peeing came to mind:

Urinating in the shower, specifically on your own feet, prevents and reverses the growth of warts. So if foot warts are a problem that concerns you, you may want to try peeing on your feet in the shower. I’ve never been really concerned about that, thankfully, but I suppose it can’t hurt to try. The steady flow of clean water keeps it hygienic and sanitary. What I cannot confirm is whether or not it is a chemical reaction of urine properties or a magical property of the mysterious uses of urine.

As for foot warts, the reason they are not a concern is because I have a different method. It used to be impossible to find good fitting shoes because of all the warts on my feet, but then I solved the problem by experimenting in my alchemy lab. This is the formula:

hydrogen peroxide 2 oz

Windex 2 oz

everclear 1 oz

petroleum jam

mix all liquids together first, then mix that with the petroleum preserves to thicken it into a good, spreadable goop. Then apply it generously on all foot areas using a popsicle stick that you recently received as a reward for a enjoying a popsicle (it’s important that you don’t use a plain popsicle stick, but the flavor doesn’t matter).

for those of you who don’t know what everclear is, it is the strongest drinking alcohol legally for sale in the Western hemisphere and possibly the entire world, and I believe it is the equivalent of moonshine which in my experience is probably true. You don’t want to mess around with it. It is like going toe to toe in a spiritual fight with me. Don’t do it unless you are on a mission to get f***ed up or willing to get f***ed up for the mission, and both times is a mistake so I advise against it.

It is so strong, you can actually light it on fire, and it is the secret ingredient for the mystical cocktail known as a “Flaming Dr. Pepper”.

For the benefit of home-alchemists, allow me to save you some grief: first, do not use a red Solo cup, or any other plastic vessel to make a Flaming Dr. Pepper, or other variants of fiery beverage. Next first, do not consume a Flaming Dr. Pepper or variant with a straw. The only way they are to be consumed is by extinguishing the flame the moment before drinking it.

Last, don’t drink everclear straight unless you are an experienced drinker and know how to handle your alcohol, and even then, only do so occasionally as feats of manliness demostrated by alcohol such as competitive chugging, beer bongery, or inverted reverse tanking (see Tommy Boy for further reference).

On the note of beer bongery, if you use your own home apparatus that you made with a large funnel, plastic tubing, and duct tape, you may want to consider lining the inside of the funnel with margarine, butter, or oil of some sort (probably not motor oil). That will prevent excessive foaming so the bongery can proceed without delay. Any manufacturers of beer bongs should incorporate that factor into the design of their funnel.

Also, if somebody at the party suggests everyone go streaking, it is always a good idea and you should do it.

Last thing is concerning the “graveyard.” That’s something that you don’t want too little of or too much of. Meaning it’s fine if you start, but if you don’t party like every day is the apocalypse, you probably out to take down the graveyard. If you do party in such a way and see the graveyard take up all the space alotted, do not allow spill over. Simply replace cheap graves with superior quality ones. If you have so much money that all graves are high class bottles, I’m not sure what you are doing by having a graveyard because that is quite the low class decoration in good taste among the low places and much more tacky in the high places, but if I were you, I’d add special display features, like back lighting and other effects to go over the top with it (for further details on methodology of going over the top, see the Stallone film, Over the Top).

High class graves are welcome in low place grave yards, but they are usually prominent for the memory of special occasions that cost a pretty penny or demanded a special bottle for any reason, and if they are all like that it probably defeats the purpose. However if you switch it all out over time, then start switching back to cheap ones you find worthy and maybe add something memorable to evoke a special memory when you see it, idk. Usually a maiden will convince you to throw all that out by then, or you’ll move and throw it all out, but there are exceptions.

In regards to the meaning of low place and high places reference the relevant Garth Brooks song. It is not about superiority or inferiority, it is about types of charm. Charm is classy, but not all types of charm are the same. It is like a spectrum that goes from the gutter on street level (possibly lower if there is an underground community but values change in nature past zero) and all the way up to the penthouse level (possibly higher if there is a celestial community, but values change if it gets that high). Each of those environments is different in value systems of worldly things but they should be the same in moral values. Meaning, a loosey is something with more meaning on street level than it is up in the penthouse suite. There is nothing wrong with bumming cigs or sharing cigs, and it can be a vehicle for mutual charm for everyone to stay classy, but it can also be inappropriate and do the opposite if you are fiending.

That's enough for now.

Let there be an end to butt fucking

Seriously. What the fuck is with you filthy savages and butt fucking!?

Gay people butt fuck because they don’t have vaginas, but there is no excuse for a maiden to butt fuck and I can’t possibly imagine why they would ever do such a thing.

Supposedly men have some kind of anatomy that makes butt fucking somewhat pleasurable for them, but maidens do not have that anatomy, so why the fuck would they want something fucking their butt!?

First of all, even with that male anatomy, I find the concept of butt fucking horrible, repulsive, disgusting, and entirely unappealing and do not find it even the least bit tempting. That is with the supposed anatomy too.

If I feel that way and can possible receive some sort of perverse physical pleasure from it, why would a woman want to be butt fucked and not receive pleasure?

Perhaps she just wants to be violated? Defiled? But… why? Is she guilty of something that she is unwilling to confess and thus has perverted desires to violate herself as a subconscious incilination to inflict self-harm for her sins? I do not understand. Why not just confess your sins? That is infinitely easier, more pleasurable, and less destructive to the self.

Second of all, and this will never change: poop. There is poop in the asshole in case you didn’t realize that evertime you take a shit! Do not ask someone to stick their genitals into your poop, you horrid, monstrous, demon whores!

Is it because you cannot get pregnant through your ass? Just use your mouth with no anal involvement at all, and either swallow or spit out the jiz if you get a load of it in your mouth. At least that way you gain some nutritional value. The last thing you want to cultivate is life inside your asshole. I don’t even want to begin imagining what kind of consequences that has on your spiritual energy, so stop it. Stop butt fucking.

If anyone ever tells you they want to butt fuck, rebuke them with a full force slap to the face and banish them from your presence eternally. Let them go to Jesus for butt fucking forgiveness, but do not grant it yourself.

That is all.

I don’t care if you think you love me. If you want me to butt fuck you, be ashamed of yourself, do not ever tell me, and go hide far away from me and never be seen. I will not be happy with you or understanding if you tell me you want me to butt fuck you.

Do not be concerned about homosexuals butt fucking. That is more complicated than the savages who do it as an arbitrary course of action in service of perverse bodily lusts. I’m not going to explain it and spell it all out, but the sexual intercourse between two men in true love is more of a non-bodily experience than a physical exchange. That is a different subject and because love is the reason, it is okay, and that is all I need to know to understand it. There is a connection of reason, and I do not wish to unravel it because I know enough already with an understanding of the nature of true love being that which transcends bodily form to not be affronted, concerned, or offended by what gay people do.

If you are a man and woman in a normal marriage, you should not be butt fucking. You are free to do what you want, it is not a crime, but it is not healthy behavior in that situation. Women do not need to use a tool to butt fuck a man to satisfy something for themselves either. That action is contradictory to what they may think they want because it is an expression of physical sexuality. The identity of a male and female role is not a sexual concept. It is a non-bodily concept of a higher reality than physical intercourse. So if a woman wants to express her masculine role in a relationship find some other way to do it that does not involve perverse sex.

Here is a suggestion that is totally okay: have the woman wear man’s clothes, and the man wear woman’s clothes, and then engage in the seduction as though you were in the role you are dressed as. Then when all clothes are off and you are getting the body on body action on, just do it normally, because those physical roles are not expressions of power by themselves. A woman can be the dominant partner without needing to insert herself into the man.

If this does not apply to you then fine, but a lot of people want and need to be told how it is because they have a lifestyle much more grounded in “normal behavior”. So do not be concerned if you are into some freaky kinky black leather s and m, because that is also a different matter than physical sexual exchange.

I would not attempt to tell you how to be the master of your sex dungeon. Now, if we are done here, there are some lovely lolita-esque maidens of a totally adult age in need of my iron rod of discipline. They’d better present themselves posthaste or they will miss their chance.

why modern dating doesn't work for me

Because all of the “approved” dating locations and methods are controlled by Jews, they are designed systematically by algorithms for the sole purpose of preventing Gentiles from meeting cute women. That requires a minimal personal involvement of themselves to designate idividuals into a category that either limits them entirely to fat women, or includes dating options with all of the beautiful women who did not get fat over the years.

That’s basically all there is to it.

However I will not settle for a fat chick. No thank you. That does not interest me. I don’t care what you people say about it, I know what I like and do not like, and I do not like fat people. As romantic interests at least. I don’t really give a damn about their bodies in any other context but if I am going to be intimate with them romantically, I do not want them to be fat. That kind of laziness and lack of self-respect is not the good kind, and it is an indication of all sorts of other moral deficiencies those people have allowed themselves to have by not making an effort in life.

So because all dating apps and generally approved of dating locations discriminate against Gentiles by forcing them to only have access to the possibility of dating fat people, it simply does not work for me, even though I would prefer it did for convenience.

As a result of that not being an option, I have to find romantic partners in unconventional methods where dating typically is not the purpose. Like broadcasting on Twitch as a streamer, for example. There are no rules or laws against doing so, and it is not wrong either, it is simply more effort than normal.

However, because normal services are made inaccessible to Gentiles, those alternative methods that require more effort are simply the normal standards.

Why did anyone think such systematic discrimination against natural human beings of good hearts, minds, and spirit would be productive?

It does not make sense. It only happens when a Jew slithers his way into a position of being able to exert systematic control over society and can thus do their evil Jewness to try and enslave all people. Because they are weak, foolish, and unable to justify their evil, that ends up in consistent Jew destruction, banishment, and annihilation historically because no people of any kind desire to be Jew slaves, and thus we fight back and destroy them.

That is why normal dating does not work.

I shouldn’t need to explain why it is okay for me to reject fat women and not okay for women to reject uncircumcised men, but I will because most women are brainless cunts who buy into the lies of circumcised fools.

First of all, circumcision is irreversible, and losing weight is relatively easy. Second of all, circumcision is evil and being fat is natural. Circumcision requires violence and a degredation of the male body, being a healthy weight requires an improvement of the female body. Circumcision requires a man to be harmed, weakened, reduced in bodily form, and otherwise destroyed, violated, and mutilated. Requiring a woman to be of normal weight, not thin, normal weight, is a healthy expectation that does them good.

Second of all, most circumcised people are not circumcised by choice and yet they like to pretend it is something to their credit. They have no ownership over the circumcision culture nor can they claim any of the benefits of an imagined authority of circumcision because that imagined authority is a non-human deity of known evil. So, they are not the masters of circumcised culture, they are slaves within it, nor is circumcised culture good or beneficial.

Third of all, women are happier with uncircumcised men, and the world is a better place without circumcised men, see the event of Jesus the Christ for further information. He is the ideal circumcised man with divine authority and he killed himself because the world is a better place without him as a circumcised man. There are lots of ways to look at that event, and that is one of the valid points of view. Additionally, women are respected more by uncircumcised men, pleasured more, and enjoy intelligent conversation with uncircumcised men, which they cannot possibly do with circumcised men due to the undermining irrationality of circumcision negating any intelligence or knowledge circumcised men pretend to have. That is also why they are always so covetous of knowledge and do anything for it because they are so devoid of intelligence and knowledge that they will go to any lengths of evil to acquire pointless and useless knowledge. By being circumcised, they cannot do anything good to learn anything because it would require abandoning circumcision and they refuse to do that.

So, you stupid, ungrateful, obese cunts with no self-respect and an embarassment to feminine culture through all time, go jump off a cliff into shark infested waters and die, because fuck you. I deserve infinitely better than a woman who demands circumcision, no matter how ideal her physical form may be. The hideousness of her inner being as a whore who desires circumcision is far more visible than the physical features of her body. This is actually quite easy to see and I hope studies are done to identify the exact features of ugliness that circumcising women exhibit through the fruitful use of the scientific method. So, if she is not extremely beautiful in body, like most women, she is only more hideously ugly by demanding circumcision, because even the most beautiful of women are hideously ugly because of what circumcision makes of their inner being.

However, even the ugliest of women in physical body who reject circumcision and desire the true divine nature of manliness that is uncircumcised flesh and spirit, are radiantly beautiful because of their inner beings. That is why the vicious culture of Jews require a divine commandment not to covet the wives of Gentiles. They do treachery to satiate those perverse covetous desires, and both Gentile women and Gentile men hate them for doing so, and we annihilate them whenever it happens. It is for their own good to not covet Gentile women, and not because Gentile women desire circumcised men, but because they are always disappointed by the inadequacy of circumcised men’s inner beings as unable to satisfy them with the moral goodness of masculinity, and that only brings more grief upon the already miserable condition of circumcisers.

Truth. If you would have ever learned the Gospel of the Christ and believed what the message was, you would have learned that the easy way and society would not be continuing to circumcise because it would have been done away with in the first century, not drawn out by the stubborn circumcisers fighting endless wars to try and mutilate their neighbors, destroying all good spirituality of cultures worldwide, and systematically exterminating good people.

That’s done with because I am here, and I am so bad ass, that I destroy all the circumcisers of all time single handedly, and no, I am not a god, I am just a man who never believed circumcision was ever of any value and I achieved what is well within the potential of a human being. Imagine if nobody was misled by circumcision and everybody was able to reach my potential! The world would be an amazing place with far less suffering because people would care about each other and not make it a practice to ignore evil, suffering, and lawlessness.

So, no, you dumb cunts who think all a person is revolves around their genitals to include your cunt. I do enjoy a maiden’s loveliness but not because of her body, because of who she is beyond her body and what good a body can do for her person with no cost at all, and a good and lovely maiden full of happiness and pleasure is good for innumerable reasons. Those reasons are all negated if she is a circumciser. So maidens, I don’t care if you believe me or not, but it is my responsibility as a man to tell it to you straight:

Reject circumcision for your own good and everyone else’s.

Do what you want about fatness, that is your choice and some men prefer that, but not me.

I mention this elsewhere, but if you feel like you truly love me and are fat, don’t let my bodily preferences get in the way, because those are the least important qualities in my estimation and your qualities as the being who you truly are regardless of bodily features make up for any lack of desire your body may evoke with folds and rolls of lard sloshing around with each thunderous hoof as you haul yourself along like the heifer swine you are.

You want to know the secret to being a healthy weight? Do your absolute best to be morally virtuous. That idirectly will result in the kind of lifestyle of temperance and humility that brings about a healthy and beautiful body without even needing to make an effort. It will just happen on its own while you are being a good person. The easiest place to start with moral virtue is by rejecting circumcision as a known evil. With that simple fact, you find the goodness of any moral judgment quite easily without needing any guidance, but there is guidance who can help if you want to speed things up and totally commit to being good with all of your being. You cannot burn yourself out like that by being too good too fast. You will always have enough energy to do more and more good because it is not a bodily exertion.

And no, movie stars and idols are not what I mean by “healthy weight”. They are usually healthy, but… extra healthy. The are not small, medium, or large sized, they are apotheosized. That is more difficult than just being normally healthy without effort specifically because it requires an effort. They have to do pilates, yoga, aerobics, jazzercise, or whatever is fashionable these days. Men do more of the body building and stuff like that, and both men and women enjoy those forms of exertion as hobby, and as far as hobbies go it is one of the most fruitful ones. What you spend your time doing has great benefit to yourself as a productive endeavor, but if it is beauty you are seeking, do not make it a waste of time by carrying the circumcision parasite within you also. That vile abomination will integrate itself into all of your existence and cause you to turn into a half-insect, inhuman creature of hideous ugliness that should not exist, and it will ruin all work you put in to have an ideal bodyshape for yourself.

On that note, if you are a young person and do not yet know what you are passionate about in life to pursue as a hobby or interest, I recommend you find a physical activity to start with that you can enjoy. The reason being because of the physiological result of physical activity both in the process of exertion and in the rewards the body experiences after. It is often something you do not have to think about and thinking can be a hindrance to a lot of people if they don’t know what to think or how to go about it, because thinking is also a skill that needs to be developed like any other.

If that is more to your persuasion, then to get started I suggest you seek a book that specifically instructs the reader on thinking. You may find something in a philosophy or academic reference section pertaining to research. When I read books like that, I found it to be something very clear and brief in conveyance that did not require the entire book to learn what was essential. It is not a long study to learn how to get started thinking effectively, but depending on your interest, you may want to spend more time enjoying the examples and teachings that are provided in the entire book if the teacher is one to your liking and you are not otherwise occupied with a different subject goal, like theology or mind-body medicine as I was.

In those cases you have only so much time at your disposal due to other obligations and energy to spend studying before becoming tired or losing interest and wanting to do something else. So you have to decide how to use your time and energy best for your goals, and likely want to spend more time reading and studying the specific subject of interest than being side-tracked too much if you are certain what those goals are. If not, then I see no problem with letting yourself get sidetracked and seeing what wonders of scholarship await you to wander into and realize. That is very much how my spiritual journey began. Books led me to other books and to the wonders they teach and convey and to practical uses and other media, like movies, paintings, and music. Then there was one movie that particularly changed my point of view, and that was called “Into the Wild”, and I believed that was the path I needed to follow next, which then led me back to the beginning, where I entered the military and then… You get the idea.

Learning is an adventure you can enjoy to your last days when your body is no longer as vigorous as it was as a teen idol. I was also physically active a lot too, in high school as dedication to my role in the sport of football, and in the military as dedication to my role as a sailor with a duty as a swimmer, but it always pays to be in good physical form no matter what your role is in a war. You never known when the enemy will breach the citadel and you need to throw down those office fu lessons your chief taught you in the event something like that happened. One minute a stapler organizes top secret documents, the next it becomes a lethal nunchaku with a piercing bite.

When I was no longer in either of those roles, I found it much more difficult to motivate myself to exercise and gradually stopped so that now I don’t do any at all. One thing I noticed though, is that all that exercise I did in my youth has lifelong benefits that are retained even without exercise. I may not be able to run 20 miles or swim five in one go anymore, or bench press 280 pounds like in the glory days of Ram Ball, but my body is a shape that I like, even with my soft and cushy belly which is modest and typical as that of a mammal of leisure. Also, I know that all those muscular developments are much easier to awaken again then they were to forge initially into my body, so a montage is always on option if I need to go fight Apollo Creed or Ivan Drago for the title somewhere.

There are a lot of physical activities available of all kinds for youth, and school athletics is one of the most accessible and enjoyable ways to do that. You don’t have to be the starting all-star player like I was to enjoy the same benefits either and people like me never hold that against those who are not starting. It’s just like I explained in about that movie A Knight’s Tale. If you focus your energy on envying or coveting another player’s ability by wanting to defeat them, you will not do yourself any favors. This next thing is not totally applicable, but it may make sense because it comes from Jesus: rather than be angry at your enemy, praise them, and that will pour hot coals on their head. Be a friendly rival, like my life long friend was and still is in a way, but it’s not a competition where we fight each other to be better than the other.

It’s about pushing each other to new limits in a good spirit. We became best buds in part because we always went to go work out together every day, motivate each other to lift a little bit more weight, and were able to progress at the same fast speed. I think I may have had a head start because I played on a youth league team a year before we joined the school team, but that is irrelevant. He went on to play college ball, but I did not, and he seems to be glad he did just as I am that I did not. I will always enjoy hearing his stories about college football even though I cannot relate beyond my experience in high school. Also, it’s a hell of a lot easier to get yourself to go do something like exercise if you have a friend to join you who has to overcome the same… activation energy.

Even if you are not the starting player, and he and I both were, all players practice with the starting players, and that is just as important on Friday night as the starting player on the field is during the game. The entire team represents each member. So, even though the running backs and wide receivers are often in the news and the quarterback usually the most popular, they are able to do what they do because of everyone else also doing their part. They should be aware of that along with their own contribution when they enjoy receiving the honors for their position, which is not an easy position either.

If you’ve ever tried to thread a perfect spiral thirty yards downfield into the outstretched hands of a sprinting player while hell is closing in around you, or go eighty yards at top speed, dancing your way like a ballerina through a field of exploding landmines, you’ll know what I mean. Likewise, if you’ve ever gone head to head with a big, mean defensive lineman six inches from your face looking like he is the progeny of Andre the Giant if not the man himself, or get laid out like a pancake by a lean and cunning pulling guard on an old school counter trap while you were blitzing like a Kamikaze fighter pilot at full speed for the kill, the other positions aren’t easy in different ways either.

Being in the limelight is not all that it’s cracked up to be too. It’s definitely cool, and I had my image in the paper once looking cool and felt good about it, but the best part in my opinion, is wearing the jersey to school on gameday. It’s kind of like wearing the dress blues on Veteran’s Day out to Faneuil Hall in Boston after touring the Sam Adam’s Brewery and getting shmammered with locals while buying and being bought rounds of drinks and partying like there’s no tomorrow or limits to your bank account.

At some point you may be thankful you are in the dress blues because you just spilt beer all over your chest when you cheersed enthusiastically, or wondering where your daisy cup is because you’re supposed to always have it on, but then you’ll see someone lifting it up on the dancefloor while doing their thing and someone else will grab it from them and start wearing it for themselves to do their thing, and all while everyone grooves to the cover band’s jams and sets the roof on fire. Good thing you brought the double and left it in the hotel room in case you never see it again.

Those are the reasons why people like me fight for what we do. It cannot be explained, it cannot be contained, and you do not want to even try to do so. If life had limits that it was meant to be controlled with, we never would have left the cave. There are limits to life, but those are to prevent it from being controlled, because even though they shouldn’t be, people have thought everything would be better if they alone were in control. It is a tragedy if they ever get so far in life as to be able to believe they actually can because nobody stopped them and pointed out that they are missing all the fun. It’s too late for them too because laws will need to be made to prevent what they did from ever happening again, and unless the situation is an apocalypse where everything is being undone and remade, they likely are not going to have a miracle to prevent their imprisonment and condemnation.

So don’t worry about your body too much, especially if you are bigger. The worrying isn’t going to help, but that’s not the point, because there is a place for big people in life too! Think about the position of the offensive linemen. Those players are often large and heavy in weight, and that is used to their advantage. It’s not a requirement, because I was one, and was rather small in comparison to most of the others on the line. You see it in roller derby too with lovely maidens. The bigger, brawnier maidens use their qualities to their advantage and look glorious and amazing while they do, even when the noodle maiden on lightning skates zips through the opening made by the meat and potato babes and wins a bout.

That should be a legit high school sport btw. Make it so! I command it from on high as one of the privileges of conveying the Word of the highest divine as it pertains to humanity! Do not be a hindrance to the derby maidens, or ye shall incur the wrath of divine retribution.

Now, while we are all looking up at and contemplating the inestimable heights of the holy mountain shrouded at the top in clouds radiating golden light through them that emanates from the peak above where I just issued that command from, let us end the scroll for now.

This is the scene I mentioned before in what I wrote yesterday about this movie. I felt like looking it up now even though I first thought about it yesterday, so I’m going to include it here.

As a last lesson about the divine work of art, be it film, painting, writing, music, dance, or any creative expression of life, death, and love throughout, I will not write it myself, because it is not my lesson to teach. It is the maiden’s Word, and she needs no words for it, because she is self-evident and justified without need for reasons, purposes, or explanations for being who she is as the attendant of highest wisdom and why. So I shall humbly, lay my hands to rest with the simple gesture of directing the reader’s attention to the actress who played the role of Joselyn at the final moment of the story.

She teaches the wisdom of that lesson, and I can only prepare the way for it to reach you. Like Johnny before Aerith when she goes to be introduced to Don Corneo along with Cloud. (I definitely did all the subquests, thank you very much, to include what I regard as my greatest honor by the title of: Ship’s Librarian.)

When creative artists of any style or type carry out and perform the creative works for the highest order’s majestic and timeless presence, the highest divine’s spirit is truly with us, and that is what makes the best works of art the best works of art. However, do not be fooled by what that may make us to appear to be when the highest divine’s spirit is with us. As you can see, there is one unified purpose for which all stars shine in the darkness of night to be seen, and that is not for the benefit of the stars alone.

If you think this is what you want me to do, or expect me to do, that would be your plan. Do you not yet see how pathetic your plans are?

There is a reason why true evil is allowed, welcome, and blessed to be on stage in story as an expression of itself. Did you forget that the brightest star is Lucifer? Do you think he is any less bright for having fallen from grace at the beginning of time?

A joke for those who provide a joke every day

Why is golf Ms. Denny’s favorite sport?

Because she can use the waffle iron.

This joke is fully copyrighted with all rights reserved and powers to enforce the most severe justice upon those who use this brilliant comedic material for their own form of entertainment. That may or may not include the death penalty, depending on the culture.

You may obtain the rights to use this joke if and only if you identify truly as a lovely maiden and are willing to pay one pinto bean, and no less. If pinto beans are not available, you may pay with another type of bean that is appropriately equivalent. You do not need to buy the rights before using it as long as you are willing to pay one pinto bean at some point in good faith.

crude songpoem for stageband music show

My back is stiff,

I need to fuck.

I’ve been writing too much,

and I need to cum.

It’s hard being me,

I gotta admit,

lounging like a sleaze

at a pyramid peak,

except it’s upside down,

with the world on my back

living rent free

on the cross I carry

when punching these keys

But I ain’t complaining,

just given out facts,

because its not so bad

and it could be worse

a burden that heavy

weighs less than my crown

Death overtake me,

I cannot abide,

the center is breaking

we’re out of time

Death overtake me,

you’re light as down,

to this vision of mine

a mountain beside.

further lyrics TBD

I am not a songstress or songmeister or professional of music by any means except maybe as a listener who can appreciate music, but that appreciation applies to all forms of media. However… I am somewhat possibly maybe able to write some things that seem to me as potential song material, but I doubt my abilities to do so. However… perhaps if there was a songstress of a very particular variety who finds herself irresistibly drawn to me for several different reasons, among them being to make use of my raw materials for her own benefit, she may know what to do. In case there is such a maiden, and she happens to be watching me with interest and sharing our vision of the future, I cordially invite her to take the lead on this musical project.

The vision is this:

Our present age is unique in a way that no other time in the past or future of humanity will be of such importance and gravity. This is the only time where all diverse forms of human life, have a shared interest as a singular goal so compelling as to inspire unanimous cooperation with all cultures, nations, religions, and social groups.

That goal: leave planet earth to colonize the universe beyond.

There is more to it than just achieving that very tangible goal, and that is this: all of humanity in the future is going to look back on this age and see how we united in a benevolent, cooperative spirit, and did such remarkable things as to leave legends and records that people thousands of years from now will be so mystified by they will not believe possible. Then they will look into the records and see the facts and that it was indeed possible and how it was done and in no way will that be less impressive than what they imagined from the story. That will inspire them to greater potentials to achieve more than they imagined possible for themselves by they examples people set now.

I am not referring to me at all here. It is nothing if I am the only one being recognized, and I hate how focused the world seems to be on me at the moment because of that. What makes this age so great is that everyone is actively participating and there are so many examples of astounding people with achievements who boldly defied the grim expectations we inherited from a bloody and bleak past.

What is so significant is that the example we memorialize when the moment comes that we leave Earth is the foundational record of memory to look back upon for all the future human endeavors to populate and expand civilization throughout the universe. That moment will be a final change of standards of measurement, to include timekeeping, mathematics, language, and more because of how important it will be to have a universal standard to fall back on when cultures are light years apart with no contact. There is time for that to be worked out to everyone’s agreement, nor is that most important, but it is a tangible concept to know how important this change will be.

Do not be concerned with me. People are going to outshine me with ease and leave far greater impressions and contributions in the days to come, and I will likely be forgotten. Thank goodnes too! If people looked back on my life, they would be horrified to identify with the events directly involving my life, and even more so if they identified with my person. That’s because I am incredibly flawed, fucked up, and I demonstrate some of the worst qualities of human culture. It’s unbelievable how horrible my life is, and people will not want to believe it, but there will be records, evidence, and investigation to prove and explain it all thoroughly to demystify anyone should they get too high on the spirit.

I will likely be included in the main events as an important contributor, but my contributions will be insubstantial at those events. People are going to look at me and be like, “look at what everyone else did and then look at him! He didn’t do anything at all that was impressive. Why is he recognized there when they are not? Rich people are so god damned privileged! He probably bought his way in, didn’t he!?” Then maybe filled with indignation, misplaced wrath, and fury at injustice in their own life they want to blame me for, they will look into it and see what I did under the conditions at the time, both of which will likely be an unpopular memory, and understand in fullness why I am remembered.

That should empower them with whatever they felt they were missing in life, because that is not abnormal. Man has a missing rib, and we feel the void of it within us. It’s not something that can ever be filled by anything except the spirit it was removed with and for.

That’s the vision though. The concise legacy humanity is going to leave as a unified species before we start expanding into the universe. There will not be any wars. There will not be famine, drought, people lacking shelter, or anything. The world is going to be clean, in better condition than people yet believe possible, and there is going to be so much joy, goodness, and memorable events that it won’t be able to be contained conveniently in a single source. People won’t be able to enjoy all of it in their entire lives too! You never know if it is going to be your contribution which is remembered by the person who will make the biggest difference in their time when they are inspired by what you did here and now during these final days(years/decades/centuries~2) of our universal genesis.

Don’t think that nobody is watching you, because not only are God and Santa, but real life every day people in the future may be looking through the immense archives most of which are likely unnoticed because of how many there are and how popular some will be, and they will stumble upon your recorded contributions and be inspired to do something themselves and next thing your know, your name is being commonly spoken around the galaxy as relevant news. Do not shrug off the littlest things, because they may not seem important now, but on a scale of thousands of years, they become magnified into something much greater than is possible here and now.

Lastly, be as charitable as you can to the future, because this is a once in timeline kind of event. It will never happen again. There will be a lot of recurring cycles of great magnitude spanning eons, but this age is not a revolution. It is a singular event. It happens once and only once, and though it goes beyond our lifetime now, it happens in the a blink of an eye on the big screen. I am at the beginning, and someone else is at the end, and that is how you will know it is complete, because they foil me, and we are both undoubtably good.

First things first: if you need it, everybody needs it.

Make no mistake about my contribution. It is significant, but not in the way everyone else’s will be. I did an entire half, which mainly consisted of unseen reality and a few plans to get started, in addition to that, I am the one who fought and defeated the evil monster of the past that was preventing a better world from coming to pass, which should not have even existed or been present. It was supposed to already be dead but some dumb asses were probably trying to turn it into a bio weapon, but they did not have a have a high school education or equivalent because they entirely failed to understand the basic scientific method.

I would not have been so significant individually if the USA government, a leading world power, and the self-acclaimed “good guys” had not committed the most evil, unforgivable sins against my individual person all for sake of pure evil. They cannot escape from the consequences of that evil, and they are so severe that it is the end of the USA. There is no avoiding that outcome and it is because of what I sufferred needlessly for nobody other than my own survival as anybody would were they in my situation as the reason why the USA is in such deep shit.

Some crimes against humanity are unforgivable, and what they have been attempting to do to me, is such a crime. It is so evil, so immature, so unacceptably intolerable, that the entire Congress along with the President, Vice President, and Supreme Court may all face the death penalty and spend the rest of their lives in prison. I cannot believe that there is not a single person there who could have made an adult decision and put the catastrophe to an end before it got to this point! May they burn eternally in Hell for all I care, I wash my hands of the USA and take my citizenship up to the stars.

All those words of common sense in overly complex ways about Jews, the Christ, Muslims, and circumcision have no importance to the future. They are all to address an abomination of the past trying to parasitically claw its way into the future, and they effectively seal it into the past and banish it without any possible reason or even doubt to crawl through into our futures. Destroyed by a simple thought, those accursed fools. They are savages though, so what else could you expect of such flesh centric animals?

There is some use in those words of common sense explained through unnecessary complexity of divine reason I have dedicated my life ascending to understand, but the context of how they apply to Jews, Christ, and Islam is obsolete, and if anyone tries to pick it up they will immediately realize how horrible it is and not be willing to carry it into the future. It is such a hideous, vicious, concept of pure evil and one that infects the genitals of men and through men, women.

Their beliefs are the most conceivably vile thing, and entirely resulting from a multimillennial pursuit of human vanity and arrogance attempting to convince themselves that they are the divine creators of human beings, the universe, and everything simply by removing the flesh of children for no known reason or perceived good. They credit their entire existence and identity to that single piece of flesh which they idolize with obscene fetish! That is the reality of their culture.

They learned nothing from the example of real life by the presence of evil throughout our history being found out and punished. I cannot believe they are elders! They act like children who have not matured enough to be trusted to do anything because of how little they know about the bigger picture of life. Have they never worked a real job? Never travelled anywhere beyond their patio? Cursed old fools better suited for euthanasia than reading.

By halves

I don’t do things by halves or wholes. One and a half at least, so you’d better have a big appetite if you think you can handle me.

There is a reason why I came in here, and I can explain it. The thing is… if I explained what that was, I would have to explain something else, and then another thing, and more. The next thing you know, I would have to open an entire school just to make sense of what that first occassion was.

Suffice it to say that I simply wanted a drink and here was convenient. For a friend.

Additionally, during my unexpected outing tonight it dawned on me what perhaps may satisfy the Jew/Jews on my case like the Devil on an unpaid debt:

For that, I give this image, and I cannot ever explain what it all means, but my tattoo artist did know, and the other one did not need to know because they understood enough. That is the way of life. You should never demand of yourself total knowledge before doing what you know is best. The moment you know what is best is all that you need to understand about what to do, and you don’t have to explain your reasons to anyone, not even yourself.

The point is this: I did offer my flesh for what you think I need to. Perhaps not the way you expected or is traditional, but I did what I believed best, and whether you believe it or not, the highest divine found it acceptable and I need no priest, rabbi, or pope to give their approval.

That is what it means to believe what you want to believe, and that I am telling you I am not your enemy, because I also endorse and advance that purpose.

You would not be you if I were not me, and your claim would not be yours if I did not have one of my own either.

The writing says this: “The Words were made flesh.”

I knew what I intended to convey at the time and so did my artist, a man of two thumbs, as well as the maiden, the heart of the Pacific, but I don’t think any of us needed to understand the reasons. Now I understand. For you to be you, I will be me, but I will be me with or without you, so it is up to you to be or not to be, because I made my decision, and I already am.

For the record, I was enjoying spicy ramen with Sapporo draught. It was so good, it brought to mind the vivid memory of the ramen shop I wandered into that time I was in Japan alone without my ship, trespassing where most fools fear to tread for they blanch at the thought of cutting flesh and spilling blood. Not cowards, but they know themselves well enough to know what they are not willing to pay. I will pay that, and I have. Not in this image, but in all that has happened, and will be brought to light.

It is greater than a bodily sacrifice of my flesh, unfortunately, because the mind and spirit is greater than the body, each individually, and both all the more. That was not necessary for me to pay for myself or anyone, but it was taken, forced, stolen from me, and I, like Jesus, allowed myself meekly to suffer because that was the only good and also what was greater than them who took the tax. Doing so defeats them, but also ensures the protection I can grant to those I love, as an extra support. Not necessary, because there was plenty of safeguards and failsafe, but now there is a whole and a half reason to do what is good, not just because there is no shadow of a doubt, but simply to save your own skin, and I mean all of it.

It will not be wasted, because that price is a double proof for the Christ. What Christ completed, was an expense gained by his people again through me by another sin. Like the Christ, I made a way for a final confrontation, but unlike the Christ and I, whoever breaks that reckoning better be the last Word on the matter, or there will not be another chance.

If you allow me to live, not that I need your permission, but I do need you to stop attacking me, I will give endless reasons why it was a good idea to do so that will not only benefit you, my sworn enemy, but my people as well, and equally too. My goals are not intended for my side or interests alone. They are for everybody, and that is how I am in fact lucky. My choice was to be or not to be, but not only for myself, for all of humanity, and that is not something any of us need argue over.

Accept it move one, and hope in this: none of us can possibly know what will happen, let alone be possible after the breaking point. This is what I am implying yet again for the benefit of Trump and his team of Pennywise clones: you cannot know that it is hopeless, death, and the consequences that you fear resulting from a world you know. The world will be entirely new, and not even I know how it is going to work, aside from this: it will be better. It is will be more good. It is preferable for us all. I do not owe them anything nor have any interest in how it will benefit me, but i do genuinely care for them as much as I do for any stranger, and that is a considerable amount not only because of who I am as a person and what I value, but because strangers who remain strangers have been the saving grace of my life, and their compassion taught me the lesson of proof for my own.

There is one account I remember most fondly. I was walking out of Grand Junction Colorado, took a few rides, wandered a while, had my tarot read by a man who liked blueberries and also taught me the secret of ants, and eventually ended up a passenger in a car of pilgrims. Pilgrims is the best word I can think of describing them, though I know nothing about them, their lives, where they were going, or why. It is just what I think best describes what I saw.

The gave me a sandwich from their cooler, it was delicious, I was grateful, and then I dozed off for most of the ride. Eventually I asked they let me out at a turn on their way, and I doubt we will ever see each other again. I don’t even remember their names, or if they even told me. I met a lot of people like that, who simply took the time to show me compassion, and not a single one who was cruel, hostile, or evil. Not a one. Never once did I encounter a person committed to evil in the true sense of the word, until these recent times. I have not met those people, but I know they are people, and I know what they do is committed to true evil. I think perhaps the fact that they feel impersonal to me makes it easier for them to disregard me as a person, but that is no excuse.

I don’t judge them as evil because of what they do, I judge them because I know what they are doing will result in. Not because I understand the depth of the consequences because I do not, but because I know for a fact that they are greater than what I do understand, even if I don’t understand how or why. What I do understand is what they fear and more. The imprisonment, loss of assets, dishonor, and all those human concerns are horrible consequences none want to pay, and they see that too, but their mistake is that is the extent of their knowledge. What I know is beyond what can be seen without faith or without genuine and compassionate study of faith.

That is a cost that maybe can be imagined by considering the future on a scale of ten, with each digit being a thousand years. If we made it a thousand years, what might our culture look like? What might be our values? Will the be the same now? Are what we value and believe now the same as that which was in the time of the Crucifixion? No. We will advance, we will become wiser, we will become better.

So this is what I tell you, Trump and any who committed treason with him: face your fears. They are rational and not a sign of cowardice to feel afraid. Fearing your fear is cowardice, not feeling it. Remember that. Sorry to the dude who said “the only thing we have to fear is fear itself,” but that is simply a statement of great cowardice. I’m not sure what he meant, but I don’t think he meant for people to choose cowardice. That should be explaind better by someone with an interest.

So this is what I suggest, advise, and offer: go boldly to the guillotine, even if it is in full faith of yourself knowing that what you did was what you believed best and you will defy the reason for your execution because you hate Freedom and Democracy so completely. That is the only way you can show that at this point, because the more you resist answering me, and the public through me, the more you prove yourself false and cowardly.

The USA, a nation of Freedom and Democracy, needs a strong military and a capacity to fight that is better than anyone else. That is true. The reason being for the same one that I defy the USA government at this time. Those evil fools intent on enslaving and controlling everone for their limited perspectives and foolish plans of world domination will do anything with no regard for law, order, reason, intelligent thought, humanity, sanctity, what is morally good, what is efficient, prosperous, or anything other than what they think will momentarily satisfy their urges. They are dangerous. They rule as kings with a monarchy and ignore the citizens thinking they know better than every single one, when all it takes is one to know better to make all know better.

We need to be ready to defend ourselves and willing to. We never need to press the assault, by tyrants and evil fools do from time to time deceive, betray, and steal their way into power and authority that is not rightfully theirs and they endanger everyone without any thought or concern for other people than themselves, and least of all for the future.

Go and face your trial, judgment, and execution as the previous world demands it. When you do, the ages will change, because that will be the final sign. Then, hope, have faith, and show that you believe in what you do, and do not expect to know what will happen. I personally do not want anyone to be punished, which is why I am so insistent on people not being evil, because I am most adamant about enforcing justice when it is necessary, and nothing will move me to mercy if I know wrath is what is needed, and I will be able to explain it, like I can now.

If there is anything you can be certain of, it is that the new world is going to be vastly more merciful, forgiving, and compassionate in the ways of national government. Crimes will not be punished to make people suffer, they will be to make people realize what is good by giving them what is good. People in prison will be given comfort, entertainment, and all that is good about civilization to cultivate the reason and understanding why we have laws and enforce them.

To that end, that stuff is not going to be withheld from people like the fools do now thinking the only good is having something when others do not. Do they not notice how it is rotting their soul into unpleasant, undesirable, monstrous villains? The highest good is giving everything to make others happy, and having nothing left yourself. That will bring a person true happiness, just as it did me, and just as it did Jesus as he died on the cross, forsaken by the Evil One as no longer useful.

That happiness other people enjoy that you helped them aquire, is happiness for yourself as long as you do not take credit for the happiness, because that is not something you gave or created. Take credit for the sacrifice, the suffering, the cost that you did take on for yourself to bring the happiness about, but do not ever think you are the author of happiness itself. All that is good comes from the highest divine and leave it at that. If there is any way you can cover the highest divine for what is unpleasant and inexplicably so, like an infinite number of things in life, do that in faith and you will know happiness.

Divine energy will flow through you like a bridge between the highest divine and the destination, and though the experience is transitory, there is something greater than the happiness of pleasure: pain. Suffering. Payment of a price. Covering costs. That is not pleasant under normal conditions because you have to give something away to never be returned, but when you know it is accomplishing something as good, such as bridging the highest divine through the world, it does become something desirable.

Obviously you do not want more pain than necessary because pain is not the point here. It is not suffering itself that is good, but relieving suffering, paying the price so that is fulfilled, and covering costs for others when they cannot do so themselves that is what is good. This is the least obvious concept of Christianity. Jesus sacrifice is necessary, but it is not a sacrifice that is necessary, meaning it is not a body, a human, life, blood, flesh, or any good thing; it is paying the price that is good, not the price itself. Jesus paid the highest price a man can possibly pay for a person’s happiness, that person being the people of the Jews, and consequently because of what happened by the Jews acknowledging him, even if it was in the form of mockery, Jesus paid for the happiness of those who are not Jews but live like Jews for all intents and purposes.

Normally you should never have to die for someone’s happiness, because that means there is intolerable, reviled evil that is far beyond normal tolerance present, but for whatever reason you believe, that moment became necessary for Jesus. I advise you simply accept that as fact because it is true and inconsequential to everyday life. If you do not, then study it until you do learn why it is true, because it is a logical fact derived out of Story in accordance with the Universal Law of Good and Evil which makes all of reality possible, physical and spiritual.

Christianity does not require physical reality to be proved as a certainty, it requires the context of the Story it is relevant to, and that Story does not include everyone. If it does not include you, such as someone like me, it need not concern you unless it is encroaching in a way that is concerning. That may not be apparent, but if someone tells you it is encroaching even if you can’t notice it, I advise you listen and give them their full attention until you have an understanding yourself of what they are communicating.

As a final note, as much as you may want to cover the cost, so to may a person want to cover their own costs, because that is effectively the same thing here. The situation is relevant primarily when a person is unable to cover the cost, or it is egregious for them to do so. Who here does not want to be able to pay their own bills on their own without it being a burden?

So, please stop being an asshole, walk forward to a presumed fate as though it were the worst of all possible scenarios, but know this: the result of an apocalypse is not going to be that which you can know (if you are entering the final moment before total change and not after it. Obviously scholars will know what happened through historical events as facts.) This is applicable now at the turning of the age primarily. If you know what is likely and should happen such as summary execution for treason, go forward knowing it like a meek, compliant lamb, humble, and willing to be slaughtered for the good of everyone else. I’m not telling you what will happen, I am indicating what will not happen.

The source of all power comes from the highest divine and only the highest divine, and everyone with power, not only me writing things like this at random, with no instructions, no master other than myself, no agenda, no group interest, etc., everyone with power does not want the worst case scenario to happen but will accept it if necessary. So, if you do not want the worst case scenario for yourself, do not make it happen by going head first into it so that what is lawful and good has no other choice but to grant you what you desire because of all that you have done.

In the language of fools: You do not have to do everything I say if you change the situation so that it is different.

In the language of the Eastern maiden’s girl talk: The maiden who was the heart of the Pacific at that time, not saying she isn’t now; she is half Japanese and half Hawaiin ancestry. …. It is not like what some of you may think! It is a story like you would expect, but nobody betrayed anybody, and she kissed me and caught me by surprise when she did. Nobody did anybody wrong either when we parted ways, because she told me what I needed to know. Not what I needed to hear, what I needed to know, and that is the way I like it. Besides, we were both young with our lives ahead, and while she may have been willing to be tied up by me, I knew she had somewhere to go herself (having been somewhere myself) and I wasn’t going to be in her way. I also was not yet finished with where I had to go. I am now finished with that in case you are looking for a man to not only watch your back, but your left and right, and up and down too ;)

Now that I think about it… men should never be hiding anything from maidens. Never. If they are, it’s either a problem you need to learn about or something you want to pretend you don’t already know. The wise words: “maidens lie as easily as they breathe,” and “beware a maiden’s tears”, are certainly true. So, as for men: just simply accept the fact that she is hiding something, you will never know everything, and do not be mad when she tells you the knife that is in your back is hers and was lodged in there and twisted by accident. It’s probably true, considering how maidens sometimes behave, and you ought to just forgive her because you’ll only end up with more knives if you don’t.

When it comes to roles of men and women for all time, those are the main differences: women are excused from the truth, and men are never excused from the truth. No matter what crime a maiden commits, how thoroughly it is investigated to prove her guilty and lock her up, I guarantee you there is more to what happened that she is not letting on. Just accept it and do what needs to be done and no more.

Do not allow men that priviledge. There is something about our nature to make that different for us and I don’t know what that is, but as a man, for the benefit of all of us, I am telling everyone now that is simply how it has to be and we cannot allow other men to betray that because it concerns us all.

Expect men to tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth if demanded of them, but do not demand it unless necessary and with a good reason, because whenever such truth is revealed, the world may end like it did when I revealed the truth as necessary and with a good reason. It is highly dangerous, but men have it, we protect it, and it is sacred to us both (men and women/man to man).

Of course maidens can know and reveal truth, they simply are excused from it and it not their responsibility as a role unless they make it theirs as an individual, and that is fine. Men may admit maidens into the mysteries of manliness and all of its secrets and powers as long as they become accountable to truth as we are by swearing an oath which is required of any male being taught mastery over the mysteries, secrets, and powers to be the wardens, guardians, and companions of truth. Those revelations require an expression of words as truth for entry because of the mystery of that truth. That is all I will say about that.

Maidens have their own responsibility anyway, and I imagine that has something to do with their mysterious nature. Whatever that may be, and I don’t claim to have the foggiest idea of what that is, men are responsible for the truth and that is why we must be accountable to reveal it at any time as appropriate. That I am in full knowledge and clear understanding of. By my deductions, and by that I mean the shadow she is casting right in front of me by standing in the light, there should be a maiden with her part ready to destroy the evil with the male part when the time is right. That is her call, and another reason why we always need to be ready to do our part.

I don’t know if anyone except the maiden at the time will understand the fullness of that truth, but whatever it is, unknowable and mysterious as ever, it is truth just the same and meets the requirements for the highest order of male truth.

Don’t try anything sketchy, you fools. This is not something you want to crack open and reverse engineer, loot, or savor yourself, because cracking it open means the end of everything and all of our deaths, including yours. If you wish to know, go the proper way. If that is not enough, be warned that the other way is guarded, by good and evil alike, and you will not be allowed to do it false.