crude songpoem for stageband music show

My back is stiff,

I need to fuck.

I’ve been writing too much,

and I need to cum.

It’s hard being me,

I gotta admit,

lounging like a sleaze

at a pyramid peak,

except it’s upside down,

with the world on my back

living rent free

on the cross I carry

when punching these keys

But I ain’t complaining,

just given out facts,

because its not so bad

and it could be worse

a burden that heavy

weighs less than my crown

Death overtake me,

I cannot abide,

the center is breaking

we’re out of time

Death overtake me,

you’re light as down,

to this vision of mine

a mountain beside.

further lyrics TBD

I am not a songstress or songmeister or professional of music by any means except maybe as a listener who can appreciate music, but that appreciation applies to all forms of media. However… I am somewhat possibly maybe able to write some things that seem to me as potential song material, but I doubt my abilities to do so. However… perhaps if there was a songstress of a very particular variety who finds herself irresistibly drawn to me for several different reasons, among them being to make use of my raw materials for her own benefit, she may know what to do. In case there is such a maiden, and she happens to be watching me with interest and sharing our vision of the future, I cordially invite her to take the lead on this musical project.

The vision is this:

Our present age is unique in a way that no other time in the past or future of humanity will be of such importance and gravity. This is the only time where all diverse forms of human life, have a shared interest as a singular goal so compelling as to inspire unanimous cooperation with all cultures, nations, religions, and social groups.

That goal: leave planet earth to colonize the universe beyond.

There is more to it than just achieving that very tangible goal, and that is this: all of humanity in the future is going to look back on this age and see how we united in a benevolent, cooperative spirit, and did such remarkable things as to leave legends and records that people thousands of years from now will be so mystified by they will not believe possible. Then they will look into the records and see the facts and that it was indeed possible and how it was done and in no way will that be less impressive than what they imagined from the story. That will inspire them to greater potentials to achieve more than they imagined possible for themselves by they examples people set now.

I am not referring to me at all here. It is nothing if I am the only one being recognized, and I hate how focused the world seems to be on me at the moment because of that. What makes this age so great is that everyone is actively participating and there are so many examples of astounding people with achievements who boldly defied the grim expectations we inherited from a bloody and bleak past.

What is so significant is that the example we memorialize when the moment comes that we leave Earth is the foundational record of memory to look back upon for all the future human endeavors to populate and expand civilization throughout the universe. That moment will be a final change of standards of measurement, to include timekeeping, mathematics, language, and more because of how important it will be to have a universal standard to fall back on when cultures are light years apart with no contact. There is time for that to be worked out to everyone’s agreement, nor is that most important, but it is a tangible concept to know how important this change will be.

Do not be concerned with me. People are going to outshine me with ease and leave far greater impressions and contributions in the days to come, and I will likely be forgotten. Thank goodnes too! If people looked back on my life, they would be horrified to identify with the events directly involving my life, and even more so if they identified with my person. That’s because I am incredibly flawed, fucked up, and I demonstrate some of the worst qualities of human culture. It’s unbelievable how horrible my life is, and people will not want to believe it, but there will be records, evidence, and investigation to prove and explain it all thoroughly to demystify anyone should they get too high on the spirit.

I will likely be included in the main events as an important contributor, but my contributions will be insubstantial at those events. People are going to look at me and be like, “look at what everyone else did and then look at him! He didn’t do anything at all that was impressive. Why is he recognized there when they are not? Rich people are so god damned privileged! He probably bought his way in, didn’t he!?” Then maybe filled with indignation, misplaced wrath, and fury at injustice in their own life they want to blame me for, they will look into it and see what I did under the conditions at the time, both of which will likely be an unpopular memory, and understand in fullness why I am remembered.

That should empower them with whatever they felt they were missing in life, because that is not abnormal. Man has a missing rib, and we feel the void of it within us. It’s not something that can ever be filled by anything except the spirit it was removed with and for.

That’s the vision though. The concise legacy humanity is going to leave as a unified species before we start expanding into the universe. There will not be any wars. There will not be famine, drought, people lacking shelter, or anything. The world is going to be clean, in better condition than people yet believe possible, and there is going to be so much joy, goodness, and memorable events that it won’t be able to be contained conveniently in a single source. People won’t be able to enjoy all of it in their entire lives too! You never know if it is going to be your contribution which is remembered by the person who will make the biggest difference in their time when they are inspired by what you did here and now during these final days(years/decades/centuries~2) of our universal genesis.

Don’t think that nobody is watching you, because not only are God and Santa, but real life every day people in the future may be looking through the immense archives most of which are likely unnoticed because of how many there are and how popular some will be, and they will stumble upon your recorded contributions and be inspired to do something themselves and next thing your know, your name is being commonly spoken around the galaxy as relevant news. Do not shrug off the littlest things, because they may not seem important now, but on a scale of thousands of years, they become magnified into something much greater than is possible here and now.

Lastly, be as charitable as you can to the future, because this is a once in timeline kind of event. It will never happen again. There will be a lot of recurring cycles of great magnitude spanning eons, but this age is not a revolution. It is a singular event. It happens once and only once, and though it goes beyond our lifetime now, it happens in the a blink of an eye on the big screen. I am at the beginning, and someone else is at the end, and that is how you will know it is complete, because they foil me, and we are both undoubtably good.

First things first: if you need it, everybody needs it.

Make no mistake about my contribution. It is significant, but not in the way everyone else’s will be. I did an entire half, which mainly consisted of unseen reality and a few plans to get started, in addition to that, I am the one who fought and defeated the evil monster of the past that was preventing a better world from coming to pass, which should not have even existed or been present. It was supposed to already be dead but some dumb asses were probably trying to turn it into a bio weapon, but they did not have a have a high school education or equivalent because they entirely failed to understand the basic scientific method.

I would not have been so significant individually if the USA government, a leading world power, and the self-acclaimed “good guys” had not committed the most evil, unforgivable sins against my individual person all for sake of pure evil. They cannot escape from the consequences of that evil, and they are so severe that it is the end of the USA. There is no avoiding that outcome and it is because of what I sufferred needlessly for nobody other than my own survival as anybody would were they in my situation as the reason why the USA is in such deep shit.

Some crimes against humanity are unforgivable, and what they have been attempting to do to me, is such a crime. It is so evil, so immature, so unacceptably intolerable, that the entire Congress along with the President, Vice President, and Supreme Court may all face the death penalty and spend the rest of their lives in prison. I cannot believe that there is not a single person there who could have made an adult decision and put the catastrophe to an end before it got to this point! May they burn eternally in Hell for all I care, I wash my hands of the USA and take my citizenship up to the stars.

All those words of common sense in overly complex ways about Jews, the Christ, Muslims, and circumcision have no importance to the future. They are all to address an abomination of the past trying to parasitically claw its way into the future, and they effectively seal it into the past and banish it without any possible reason or even doubt to crawl through into our futures. Destroyed by a simple thought, those accursed fools. They are savages though, so what else could you expect of such flesh centric animals?

There is some use in those words of common sense explained through unnecessary complexity of divine reason I have dedicated my life ascending to understand, but the context of how they apply to Jews, Christ, and Islam is obsolete, and if anyone tries to pick it up they will immediately realize how horrible it is and not be willing to carry it into the future. It is such a hideous, vicious, concept of pure evil and one that infects the genitals of men and through men, women.

Their beliefs are the most conceivably vile thing, and entirely resulting from a multimillennial pursuit of human vanity and arrogance attempting to convince themselves that they are the divine creators of human beings, the universe, and everything simply by removing the flesh of children for no known reason or perceived good. They credit their entire existence and identity to that single piece of flesh which they idolize with obscene fetish! That is the reality of their culture.

They learned nothing from the example of real life by the presence of evil throughout our history being found out and punished. I cannot believe they are elders! They act like children who have not matured enough to be trusted to do anything because of how little they know about the bigger picture of life. Have they never worked a real job? Never travelled anywhere beyond their patio? Cursed old fools better suited for euthanasia than reading.