Tragic Death Ends

The USA government and conspirators in general as usual failed to understand the gravity of the power they are attempting to manipulate and use for the most insignificant and stupid reasons, such as adding another zero to their already astronomical inequality of riches. These types of human mistakes usually occur because of people who have isolated themselves off from all outside sources of information that could provide feedback to their activities. They then fail to ever perceive the appearance of their activity in a larger scale of perspective, fail to know all of the consequences of their activity, and in the worst cases sacrifice the lives of everyone outside of their scheme for the purpose of sustaining their mistakes; first those who defy them and confront them, and then everyone else when people realize what is happening to those who confronted the problem.

Why does this happen? Secrets. That is why I issued a new commandment to humanity. Thou shalt not keep secrets. People who don’t need to know information because the topic does not concern them is one thing, and you are entitled to privacy. In fact this commandment protects privacy, contrary to what it may seem. Privacy becomes threatened when secrets are found to be kept that are endangering people’s lives and betraying trust. When that happens, everyone becomes suspicious of everyone else and they start prying into every last secret they can find. Or the people keeping the secrets become poisoned by their own secrecy over time without noticing and then start suspecting everyone else with a secret of doing evil similar to their own. If they are extraordinarily evil, they will think some horrible things about people which could not be further from the truth.

However, if you have information that is sensitive, the people whom it concerns need to know what that information is and what you are doing about it. Informing the people is not going to prevent you from taking the actions you took in secret, but it is going to ensure that there are possible outcomes other than total catastrophe and worst case scenario which is what those kind of secrets always result in.

Commandments can be broken and bent, true, but do not mistake that for thinking they are unimportant. There are exceptions for all things. The point is that I am stating the universal standard for secrecy. Do not keep secrets. If you do, know that you are doing something that is most likely a mortal sin in some way. Endangering peoples lives, coveting, taking “the Lord’s name” as your own, and all manner of criminal acts. You need to be aware of all of those factors, mitigate them, have countermeasures, and ensure that you do not add secrets to a secret without reevaluating everything again from the very beginning. That means reevaluating all the factors, mitigations, and countermeasures already in place. Lastly, maintain secrecy for the minimum length of time possible. As soon as you can possibly end the secrecy, do so, and know that the more secrets your are maintaining at any time, the more disaster and destruction you are bringing upon all that you are doing.

Criminal activity is never an occasion for secrecy. Never. Evil activity is never an occasion of secrecy. Never. If either of those are found out to be happening, the act of secrecy will be an additional crime/sin added to the crime/sin itself. Matters like coveting, endangering lives, and other nefarious aspects involved in secrecy are things that need to be inferred, deduced, and assumed to be happening by the secret keepers, giving the benefit of any doubt to those outside of their secret. You can never assume that the people maintaining the secret are good and those outside of it are not good in comparison. Those outside of a secret must always be believed to be a greater good of more importance and authority and all decisions made to protect the best possibility of that greater good. If you suspect something because of a negative experience you are having to a secret, you should demand answers and expect them. The law will help get those answers for you too, if necessary.

Simply put, if you can avoid secrets do so. It is going to be far more trouble than it is worth to make something secret from now on, and if you do, that is automatically going to make you appear suspicious, because unless it is none of your business, there is no reason you should be secretive about anything people want to know directly.

In any event, in the USA’s folly, they did not realize how powerful and important faith is in people’s daily lives. They did not think hope was necessary or good. They did not think people ever wanted to feel like there was meaning in their lives. They did not think human beings other than themselves could possibly have as much value as them and more. What is worst is that they believed their own ideas were more important than anything else that could be happening in the world and were willing to sacrifice everything, cross any line, and do any lawless and criminal activity to achieve their goals, no matter what they may be disrupting in the larger world outside of their scheme. As such, indirect consequences have totally changed their information, environment, and resources that are available. Their plans have amounted to nothing because what they foolishly believed was constant was actually a temporal and situational factor that they had no control over.

What I’m getting at… is that in this apocalypse, people trying to expose the government, force them to take action, or simply to escape the suffering being done to them— have ended their own lives. I don’t know how I know that. I just do. That sucks that they felt that was necessary, but they made their decisions, and I respect that. Shoot, I’d have killed myself a long time ago if I could get a hold of some good medication to kill me quick, easy, and reliably. The unreliability I think is what concerns me most, but violence is harder to do to yourself than swallowing medicine.

Whatever the case may be, I’m sure those people are better off now than they were living in this accursed world. Anyone would be unless you are responsible for causing the horrid situation everyone is suffering, because those people will be made to suffer after their death for what they have done. I will make sure of that as will countless others who continue to liven and color an interesting and diverse dimension of Hell for them to be tortured in with unlimited possibilities.

The best we can do for the lives that have been lost, whether it is was suicide, murder, or systematic extermination is make a good story out of these events. That’s a responsibility you should embody with your own physical flesh and blood body, heart, mind, and soul, and not one you should take lightly. Your actions, decisions, and life choices play a part in how that story is going to be told. Whether that story involves non-fictional events, or is purely fictional storytelling, does not matter in this regard. There will be lots of different ways to tell of these events, and only one which will be certified as “canon/official” by the Way of the Story. One for fiction. One for non-fiction. Not to be compared to each other. Let there be as many stories as you want to tell, but there will be one official record I personally authorize for the benefit of posterity. However, I think it would be good to have an unlimited amount of honorable mentions for good stories people of the future should like to enjoy.

To that end, I want two things to happen: one, new storytelling that pertains to our new world that has arrived and is not mired in old world problems, especially not those that have already been resolved by Jesus 2,000 years ago. No more waiting. You are here. Time to get saving. Don’t be ashamed about who you are and do not hide what you are doing. You don’t have to make everything public and broadcast what you are doing, but do not hide things as though you don’t want people to ever know. Not offering information and concealing information are two very different things. So, start telling new stories.

That’s the first thing. The other thing is that I want all the stories that have been told in the previous ages to be considered for their best qualities, value, and goodness of all sorts, and bring those to light. This is more than just a “favorites list” this is a favorites list of people who shared a bit of that past and want some things to be remembered for whatever reason. If possible, provide a justification however brief or lengthy, if you feel inclined, and I’m sure people thousands of years from now will be interested to know what you thought. Some of them anyway. That’s another thing that I will personally authorize as official contributions. If a story had an impact on your life, that’s a good reason to pass it on to others. Storytelling the previous ages and in the new age is going to be different, which is why that is so important. There will be more theology about this elsewhere. Basically, what benefitted you alone, may be the same benefit to hundreds of thousands of people and more in the years to come because of a universal good that was revealed.

None of that stuff is going to go away. There is no way I am going to let Ted Faro in real life do whatever evil he is planning. We are going to abort that dude before he even rises to power. That is why this circumcision issue cannot be delayed any further. We need that resolved immediately and with finality, and there is no more hand holding or coddling about it allowed. You will get the truth, and you will get help with truth. It’s not as bad as people have led themselves to believe. A total non-issue in my opinion. Not as bad as a broken heart, and if you’re anything like me… you get your heart broken almost every day and it is agonizingly awful. Sometimes the maidens I love aren’t even in real life! They are fiction maidens and our distance between dimensions is the cause of the break because I can’t ever tell them how I feel. My point is, that’s life, and of all the suffering and pain life can give you, the truth about circumcision is entirely insignificant and unremarkable. So deal with it, and if it’s too much to handle on your own, people will be nice to you while helping you adjust.

A main reason why I want those memories, works, and favorites saved in a special place is because it’s only natural that as time flows they become less relevant and tend to be forgotten. Libraries should keep everything in my opinion, or as much as possible, and the Way of the Story is not going to replace that, change that, or have anything to do with what libraries already do, so don’t be mistaken about the purpose. This isn’t as much for teaching vital knowledge as it is for sharing the best of humanity with the future, and creative arts are the best of humanity.

Don’t overthink this or be strict and unnecessarily elitest about this.

As for the tragedies, that’s what our new stories need to be concerned with in part at the beginning. Do not leave that out to move onto something you think is more exciting to your personal fantasy. Acknowledge that Freedom was not something given or granted without cost. People all throughout human history have bought Freedom for everyone’s future by paying with our lives while the tyrants of animal nature in human form have always attempted to enslave others and call themselves “gods” over us. Let’s make some good stories about all that and respect what happened without being overly depressed about it. Life is truly horrible with that monstrous abomination conspiracy trying to control everyone’s lives, but what is better is that we are squashing that evil of tyranny indefinitely and that is truly something to be happy about.

One last thing: the vaccine for tyranny is 2 years of normal work. People only become tyrants if they’ve never worked in their entire lives. They’ve never done a real job that is normal, commonplace, and requires time, effort, energy, and responsibility for relatively low pay considering what we are putting into the work, but that’s life. If they did, there is no way they would have thought their tyranny would ever be tolerated and would have known how horrible of an idea it was before they even voiced it to anyone else.

If you would rather be a tyrant, guess what: the only place I have declared evil to be not only tolerated, but welcome and celebrated, is in story. Take your tyranny into story. As long as you aren’t taking your story too far in real life, there should be minimal if any censorship anymore. There will simply be better barriers between restricted content for parents who want them, but I am not going to be okay with them forcing their overprotective bullshit on my entertainment or my children. I will teach my kids how to have mastery over the media, entertainment, and things they may see in the world, but I am not going to tell you how to raise your own children by making you think the way I do, and I hope you respect my right to parent the way I choose as long as we both remain lawful about it.

What I hate about certain stories is not about them being evil, corrupt, or having bad ideas in them, it’s about them hurting the audience as the intention instead of bringing happiness. You can have all the other stuff to enjoy for yourself and others who share your interests, but you do not need to direct your hatred at the audience through your work. Keep it all in story. We can tell if you are trying to hurt us, because you do, and that does not feel good in my real life. It makes me want to hurt the ones responsible in real life in a similar way of non-violence. Let’s not fight like that. If you got something to say that is intended to hurt or confront another person, say it directly and in the open. Don’t disguise it as candy for kids while expecting the enemy of yours who likes candy to be hurt when he eats it. You are hurting a lot more people than your enemy, and that is very, very wrong with that kind of thing.

Do you know what you ought to do? Remake TLOU2 with a revised story, because you fucked that up and made it not something we want to know more about. I’m not going to touch a 3rd game if you make one after what you did. The murderer, if you keep that awful scene and not change the approach so that one can possibly empathize with her, needs growth. Ellie needs vindication for the sin she is being accused of by the murderer. Joel needs justice because he did the right thing by saving Ellie from those psychopath cultist Fireflys. When you deprive those characters of those goods, you deprive them from the audience too, and you take what we lost by investing interest in characters who were popular in the first game.

If you will kill them, you ought to do a better job than that. I think Joel was probably someone else’s creation, you bought that franchise, and then just murdered him for no reason at all other than your small minded hate and ignorance of humanity. Tyranny because you have never worked a day in your life, and thus have no experience, ability, or talent. You are a fraud and you insulted everyone by thinking you could buy something like that and then do what you did. You disrespected the people who made the game popular by liking the first one, talking about it, and recommending it. Now they are ashamed because of what the 2nd one does. Do not play that, I say. Don’t even play the 1st one, so you don’t make the mistake of thinking the 2nd one could possibly be worthwhile.

Seriously, I want to know who is responsible for that and have him killed. Is that too much to ask? Take away all their money, all their status, all their prestige, and black list them from everything they may want to do by making their name known as hated and unwelcome for their evil existence to ever think such a thing would be okay. Exile them. Deport them. Cut off some fingers of theirs and then deport them. They need to be made to suffer because I am still hurting from that attack on my real life through a god damn game I bought from them. That goes for everyone else who has tried to attack my real life through video games, Black Desert.

Do you want to know why Joel was justified to kill that “doctor” and the Firefly cultists? Because that doctor was a quack. A charlatan. A fool who was full of shit and didn’t know what he was doing. He was going to fail in his attempt to harvest her brain to try and synthesize a vaccine. You say he wasn’t? He didn’t know the outcome of the procedure. Doctors, real ones, know the outcome of the procedure they are doing before they operate on a patient. That does not mean it will go as planned, but they don’t just start cutting open living human beings to learn something. A surgeon knows everything to expect with study, mental visualization, and in depth knowledge of the human body they are operating on before their first operation. That doctor was a snake oil salesman and running a cult on a lie he led people to believe about his own importance, and he could not live up to the image of himself that he led his cultists to believe was real.

Do not ever trust a human life to a “scientist” or “doctor” who is going to sacrifice them in a procedure for knowledge. Especially if they don’t even know that knowledge exists to be found. Those people are among the worst kinds of criminals who turn the charity of human education into a weapon of sadistic torture upon human lives other than their own, all while lying to themselves about their “reasons”. They have none, as I have just proven. They created a false image of themselves, and using the authority of medical professionals led people to believe their own delusions. People like that cannot live up to the lies they convince other people of about themselves, but will make every effort pretending that they do while manipulating their “faith” as body-worshipping cultist imbeciles.

Let me guess, someone once tricked a girl in real life to submit herself to a psychopath idiot in the government who wanted to sacrifice her life for something neither he nor she understood or was even realistic as worth the cost. Then someone saved her. Then someone forced me in that situation with brute tyranny and violent, lawless manipulation and nobody cared at all about my life, my rights, my body, the suffering I was going to endure, and all because I am not a cute little girl. Whatever. Not surprising to be reminded of the fact that nobody loves me and everyone wants me dead. Well fuck you too, because I hate all of you as well and love fiction people more than real life ones. The only reason I will not kill every last person on this planet is because that seems like a chore that I don’t want to be troubled with. I certainly won’t shed a tear if any of you die anyway, that’s for damn sure.

There are no human lives meaningful enough for me to be moved or affected by their death. I feel less when human beings die, than I do when livestock is slaughtered because of what nearly every other human being has shown themselves to be in real life. Kill yourself, please. Get out of this hell hole world your apathy created, and rid yourself from my presence so I don’t have to suffer your hateful, burdensome, and miserable life to threaten mine as the Jew slave you are. Thanks. In any event, I escaped, and am going back with a vengeance and they will not only die all over again, but all of their ancestors will die with them, as well as all of their future generations, and all they ever thought will be stricken from existence, their vain labors of idiocy destroyed to prevent confusing and misleading other people. Don’t give me a reason to come for you next and do worse.

If the good sister dies, that will be sad, but that’s not my fault. Her vile mother poisoning her mind with hate, lies, and evil continually trying to burrow into her mind like any vile Jew wasp does to their children, or Christians, or other forms of hive-slave abominations. I am not the cause of her sadness. Her mother is. The evil sister. She’s a circumciser whore slave hive minded idiot with no mind of her own or desire to make her own decisions. That one won’t be missed all that much, but that’s her father’s fault. Not mine. She has already crossed the line of a treacherous, untrustworthy evil minded betrayer, and those people are a problem we need dead anyway. Indifferent about my brother. Not really much of a relationship there, and certainly not a good or trusting relationship. Not all bad though. Suffice it to say that I’ll be hard pressed to show up for my parents’ funerals, and likely won’t. I’ve never been part of their “family” and I thank God for that. The real one anyway, not the Jew working for the government who calls himself “God”.

There are a lot of good people, true, but that’s not enough to make me care about them personally or feel especially emotional about them, not anymore anyway. Not after what has happened since the treason and endless betrayals by people who submitted their minds to evil. Not after the countless whores have toyed with my vulnerable emotions of true love just to try and hurt me, defiling themselves in the process so they can be a proper Jew whore who won’t ever be clean in my sight. No… you people don’t mean much of anything to me. Not much more than a neutron has a positive charge in comparison to a proton.

The future, if humanity survives, those people I care about. Those people I love. Those people have meaningful lives and evil is a monstrous nightmare of human history all but forgotten and people can hardly believe even happened… Those I may cry for if they do not get the chance to live because humanity fails them now, but I don’t think I’d be surprised so… idk. What do you care anyway? Oh… you are selfish and want me to love you. That’s right. That’s why you are uneasy reading that. You are so god damn selfish, arrogant, vile, and wretched soulless husks of humans who prefer evil that you want my love after all you have done to me. Burn in Hell, because I have no love for evil.

No, you named that vile slave of yours that, and he may think he’s connected to me, but there is no connection there. That dude is just talking to himself. I know what you think you are doing, and that guy has nothing to do with me. He isn’t even remotely aware of who I am, what I think, or what I feel. That person is just a psychic vampire the government is protecting and paying, but that doesn’t mean he knows who I am or have any of my personal power. Those parasites are annoying, but… they don’t really do anything to be worried about, unless you are preoccupied with something important and should not be suffering such nuisances, which is pretty much always because everything is more important than them.

What do you want me to do about that? He’s buried in the Pentagon or some shit, hiding under layers and layers of classifications that don’t mean a damn thing. He is not connected to me though. He just watches everything I do and it’s weird, perverted, and I intend to kill him because of how much I have grown to hate that idiot over the years. That’s not a connection. That’s a spy. A peeping tom. A stalker. One of those things. Highly uncomfortable to have to suffer, but they do not affect your personal body or have access to your personal life unless you allow them, and I certainly haven’t. That fucker can’t hear my thoughts or speak in my head. He’s a god damn moron who hasn’t learned there is a bigger reality to be aware of beyond his limited world of an incomplete human being that doesn’t have an entire human body.

The only thing he seems to be trying to accomplish is annoy me to death. Literally. Like, try to annoy me, bother me, be a nuisance, interupt my happines, and generally be an asshole about everything with special Pentagon buttons he can push to fuck with society. That has been successful. Send me some cyanide or some other medication I can take to be put down peacefully like a dog, just to have you stop annoying me. It’s a lot of god damn trouble to find a way to commit suicide, I’m poor, and that leech is such a horrible burden on my life, it’s difficult to motivate myself to do anything anymore. They are the ones who want me dead so bad, so why haven’t they just killed me? They want to torture me, I guess, for that parasite to be amused at disturbing everything in my life and creating insurmountable obstacles to anything I may try to do. Do you not see how monstrous the USA is?

I will wait because they are going to run out of support within their own organization at the very worst case scenario. If nobody else involved on the outside realizes they need to intervene, eventually the people who are on his team are going to be so annoyed by him being happy in their toxic and hateful way as a group and betray him just to remove the smug look from his face. Or, not be able to suffer the guilt they are experiencing and snap, killing everyone in that room and possibly themselves. Or the USA government will run out of all money, the economy will fail, and they simply won’t be able to keep their computers powered and internet bill paid. It’s going to end eventually and I’m not going to waste my time fighting them. I will wait and make the most of my time waiting, like I always have done.

Gospel of Darkness, bitches, 5 dollars a copy. Who wants an official one!?

That’s right, I’m the one and only, Rio’s Most Wanted Bad Boy Nickky B. I’ve been chased by the law and maidens and hated by their boyfriends since the dawn of time when we still did petroglyphs for fun. My truck is lifted, the paint oxidized, and the KC lights don’t work too well, but my homie J. Rizzle and I manage to hook up a switch and run some wires to the battery and now three come on a little bit. But don’t worry cause I got more than enough much to make up for it. So much so I stained my parking spot with dirt and girls get mad just looking at the Heartbreaker 4x4 Toyota pickup from 1992 that I bought for 1,500 bones with some summer earnings at the Dionysus own pizza parlor. Get ya some of their ranch dressing next time you’re in the Barillo cause there ain’t none I’ve ever had that compares to their recipe.

Yup, from pool hopping, to hopping the curbs to get around the steel cable they hung up after a while when we were leavin’ campus for lunch, cause nothing gonna stop me an my other homie from taking two maidens out with us to lunch even though only three seats are in the cab. And when I get pulled over on the way back, you know its me ‘cause fruit snack gummies spilled out of my dash compartment and they let me off with a warning after cracking a smile because even the a-dults enjoy the hooch that gets around through our little operation.

Did I tell you I once jumped the Rio Grande with the ol’ Heartbreaker? It was the 4th of July after we won the homecoming football game and my girl had arranged a fundraiser to pay the bill on a heart transplant for a kitten she rescued and I was the main event. Let me tell you, the crowd went wild when my engine roared and them tires took her soaring the distance and landing safe, and Little Mitts will even purr to confirm it all worked out just right cause she’s alive and well to this day and cuter than ever.

You ever play that game in Monopoly and draw the chance card about winning second place in a beauty contest? Well, now you know who won 1st, ‘cause my long, dark hair was so glorious teachers couldn’t even finish their lessons without dropping their chalk in front of my desk for a good smack on the behind for motivation.

Yup… thems were the days of them there old age times, but it’s different now and rude to slap a lady’s behind without first signing a letter of consent to spank. That’s just the way it is, and even I gotta change, so I’m doing my damndest to be like the Nick the Beach Boys sing about. Pinky swear with a secret hand shake quad slap back palm ankle cross maneuver like J. Rod and I do when the time comes to seal a covenant between the Buddha and Jesus. Sayin’ my prayers too, kneeling each night before I sleep with a cross sign four touch faith combo. Or I would if I weren’t strapped to a table about to get sawed in half by a wannabe scientology cult at the moment.

Anyway, I got this new thing I’m plannin’ on lightin’ off once I eviscerascape myself from these chains of injustice… but I’m thinking maybe I ought to reign in my recklessness a bit and settle down with a wife or two, preferably two. So, won’t you help me turn over a new leaf and free me from the government prison they made in secret to kill people like me?

Pretty please?

Insults and Secret Agents

Do you know what the difference is between a bully, meanie, and jerk compared to myself?

Although we both use hurtful words to attack, the difference is the intention and imagined result. Usually the bully has taken no time to imagine the outcome of the conflict, or if they have they have imagined some sort of selfish motive for serving their own delusions. As for myself the outcome I have imagined has nothing to do with me, and is in fact entirely selfless.

While the bully uses an insult and hurtful words for the most simplistic reason: to hurt another person, denigrate them, and when perceived in comparison to their own delusional self-image, that nurtures a sense of toxic vanity that is like a harmful street drug doing more self-destructive damage than any perceived high or good.

Someone like me only rarely insults an individual person, and never without provocation. Most often I insult and attack ideas that people are identifying with, and to their shame, the people who identify with those ideas feel hurt as though they themselves were being attacked. Ignorant savages. Have some humility you rotten fools! Ideas like that are far greater than the individual person you think you are, and you are nowhere near worthy of claiming responsibility for the identity of that idea yourself, so you shouldn’t feel hurt because you are not superhuman and you should know that.

However, the main difference is that my insults are intended to identify a problem for the purpose of correcting it. Not for my own benefit, for the benefit of the target of the insult who will correct their problem and become better themselves. As such, my insults are specifically targeted to identifiable problems of valid criticism that can be improved. I prefer to use constructive criticism, but in most cases my insults are provoked because of some offense that was caused by the target idea— usually a shitty form of product designed to be hurtful to Gentiles because of the toxic delusion of circumcision that infects the masses like a parasitic tumor. That provokes great wrath not only from men like me, but from the universe itself in the form of spiritual mystery, which is why I often point out the impending catastrophe those people are sowing for themselves to reap later.

That is the difference. I break down my enemies so they can rebuild themselves better. So they can identify what the problem is and resolve it. I do not get any pleasure from that kind of hurtful form of insult. I do not enjoy it, I do not want to do it, but it is necessary for the kind of problem that exists. Those circumcised tyrants are so full of themselves with arrogance that they think they are invincible or so sure of their delusion that their over inflated ego cannot be popped. To correct them, heal their sickness, and improve their lives and everyone else’s as a result, they need to have their ego popped, their vanity destroyed, their delusion demystified, and all that they lie about made known by the light of truth.

That is why that is both hurtful and healing at the same time. It is antiseptic on a festering wound that kills the corruption. It is the removal of a poison barb to stop the infection. It is the excising of a malignant parasite so that the natural host can return to its greatest potential of life. That hurts initially, but the healing is necessary, the greater good, and charitable work of a physician.

Unless you are well versed in language, comedy, and spiritual reality, you should not be attempting to use insults as your method of accomplishing your goals. Those are “dangerous” and volatile, and are easily misused to make problems worse, rather than better. That can be seen by how many fools have attempted to insult me personally and only undermined their own position. Do not do so unless you know you have no other choice, like using violence. You should have no reason to use the creative power of the human language to cut, destroy, and wound unless you know what you are doing by confronting evil who thinks they can hide behind the maxim “Speak friend and enter”. Do you not recall what happened to the great dwarven kingdom built under the mountains of Moria? What is left of those noble and industrious people now?

In any case, I am not usually one to use insults for any kind, not even harmless humor. Many people who know me personally from friendship and work relationships as collegues likely find my expressions now to be a stark contrast that is highly uncharacteristic of how they knew me. This is uncharacteristic of me, and I think that is why the highest divine saw fit for me to have this role. Insulting, using hurtful language, being destructive with words is the last thing I want to use my creative ability for. I have spent most of my life avoiding that type of thing specifically because of the kind of negativity and hate they attract, but… I suppose that was my final lesson. There is a time and a place for hate and hurt. There is a reason why that is necessary and that very reason is why that type of communication should be avoided 99 percent of the time. If it is used casually and commonly, that necessary use will be required and will be the most hurtful— lethal in fact.

Did you think the expression “the pen is mightier than the sword” was merely a metaphor? The truth is that when used as I am explaining I have done, words kill the soul of a person when a sword can only harm the body. With the soul of a person hurt, their body withers and dies soon thereafter, and there is nothing illegal, unlawful, or wrong about doing so. If you attempted to correct someone with violence, the same cannot be said and you are likely out of the limits of civilization’s laws and will become the antagonist and rightfully put to justice. If you use only words, that will not be the case. you will remain the protagonist, and the target of their use will be identified as the antagonist because they will be the ones revealed to be resorting to violence and unlawful means of retaliation.

Life is not so simple that an ape should be able to master it. You need to be able to interpret the higher conceptual reality and navigate through the invisible laws of life on your own. That is what it means to be an adult. When you are a child, adults protect you, look out for you, help you, and should never be making things more difficult to prevent your success. When you are an adult, you are expected to be able to take care of yourself. That is one of the reasons why the justice system enforces laws differently against children and adults, and why children have their crimes erased when they become adults.

If a child commits a crime, there is always an adult who is to blame for failing that child. That is never in question, which is why children are forgiven their sins in the USA at age 18 when they become legal adults. So, children most importantly should not be attempting to use insulting language against adults for two reasons: one, the adults are protecting you, helping you, and your allies, and two, adults are going whoop your ass and possibly not just with words.

However, my little kiddies and kiddos, there is the possibility that adults can be vile, evil, and lead you astray. They can attempt to use you for their crimes, take advantage of your innocence, and not be your friend, ally, or teacher, but your enemy instead. That is a grave crime in the adult world as well as the child world. “He who causes a child to sin would be better off with a mill stone tied around his neck and thrown into the sea, [than have what will be done to them in reality]”. You should never have to suspect adults, you should never worry about adults being treacherous like that, nor are we going to change society with a paranoid overprotective laws because that is a threat. It is too rare, despised, and universally unlawful for that to be a threat.

All people everywhere hate that, and when we recognize it, identify it, we go to war to stop it if necessary. Real, no shit war where we kill the people who have done it if they will not submit to justice and atone for their crimes. They will suffer the worst punishments, like crucifixion, being pulled apart in the street, or be locked in a prison cell for the rest of their lives without any communication with the outside world or entertainment to enjoy. I’m sure the last part sounds most horrific to children these days, as it does to me.

That is what the USA government has been doing by recruiting children and attempting to use them for an evil agenda that is immoral, unethical, and unlawful. Those children are being harmed in terrible ways and the adults responsible will not be able to escape punishment. That does not mean children cannot help, but they cannot help as secret agents, treacherous spies, and deceitful backstabbers. They are not capable, they do not understand what they are doing, and they are only used in that way to be a meat shield for the other spies who are using them as a diversion. Do not argue. Children are not competent enough or capable to handle warriors, individuals, and people like myself for the same reason why they should not be using insults to attack adults.

The thing about that kind of military strategy is that it is in darkness. Do you know what that means the consequences and laws are? You do not, because there are no laws, and the consequences are worse than you can possibly imagine because someone else can think of something more terrible. Because you were hiding in darkness like a treacherous spy and villainous backstabber, you will die in darkness where nobody will be able to hear you scream. Because it is military affairs you are engaging in, the enemies you face will not hesitate to kill you like any other opposing force.

What happens when a woman or child picks up the AK-47 of a man shot in the street? They are shot next, and nobody feels bad about it. Children should not be allowed to enter war ever. If they are allowed, it is still not okay and there will be consequences whether you think they are justified or not. So if you allow that to happen and think it is for a righteous cause, then you are accepting those consequences yourself. You are going to be punished for their sins as well as your own for allowing them to sin, the worst of which occur easily and often without notice in war.

Spies and secret agents who operate in darkness are killed in darkness by dark methods of killing. That is the risk they take for doing such a vile, evil, and hateful thing as betrayal, which all forms of clandestine operations are. They are lying to someone— the very light which illuminates the public for all to see: God itself. That is who they are betraying, and although there are times God may allow that— you’d better know for certain that you are justified, have a good reason, and are unwilling to do what is necessary before you decide that it is.

The Devil is the one who enacts justice against spies, betrayors, traitors, and clandestine forces, and the Devil is evil. That means that when the Devil has a chance to punish someone with the permission of God allowing them, the Devil indulges the greatest extent of torment, sadism, and suffering possible for their own selfish desires, and is justified to do so because of the culprit entering the Devil’s domain of darkness and violating the invisbile laws that are unknown. Children cannot be expected to know what those invisible laws are because they do not exist— they always change, and you can only perceive them temporarily in the moment they are relevant and that is never for certain and always with the greatest risks of fatality for a misstep.

These days there are charlatans in the USA government doing clandestine operations thinking they are actors in a movie enjoying themselves, and have made the mistake of taking the image of the Devil unto themselves as though they were justified to do the Devil’s work of justice. That is why they have falsely accused me of crimes and indulged in their perverse sadism as if they were the Devil themselves, but they are not. The Devil protects me, and do you know why? The Devil wants to punish people because the Devil is the greatest sadist, so he is willing to tempt people to make those mistakes just so he can punish them. The damn fools in the CIA cannot possibly imagine the suffering that will be brought upon them, because whatever they can imagine will be made worse by the Devil.

I wouldn’t go so far as to say I’m friendly with the Devil, but I would say that I understand the Devil well enough to know what to expect from certain things. Knowing that is enough to be able to protect myself even if I do not understand the fullness of the Devil’s plans and machinations. That is not necessary to know if you are simply trying to avoid evil at all costs. As soon as you identify evil, reject it, and then you won’t have to fear the Devil— that’s basically the simplest way to explain it. Even clandestine operations are never supposed to be evil. If there is a shred of evil in the secret agent’s actions and not entirely identified with the enemy, they should not resort to the betrayal and skullduggery of dark violence.

Secret agents need to be intelligent and masterful enough to identify another solution which is why children are not able to do so. They cannot possibly have the mastery required for that because of their age and limited life experience. Whoever the general, commander, or military leader should know the simplicity of good and evil well enough to approve when it clandestine operations are morally justified and never allow secret agents to act on their own authority outside the confines of an already assigned mission. That is why an enemy spy does not go around enemy territory killing anyone they think they can. They have specific targets, even if those targets are a group of people whom they are killing at opportunity. For example, consider the secret assassins of the Emperess in The Wheel of Time. They are the ones who infiltrate Tar Valon and attempt to assassinate their bitch queen or whatever she is called. They do not go into the city and kill regular citizens like the tavern owner, farmer, or haberdasher— they have a specific mission and it is not only limited in target, but in the fact that they will not return from it because of how treacherous that kind of objective is as a betrayal.

It is that mastery of spiritual professionalism and expertise that is required in reality, not fiction, which has resulted in the false idolatry of clandestine warriors through fiction, but that should never have happened. The mastery I am referring to is in fact so rare and unlikely that many people would not believe it possible as human potential because they’ve never had an occassion to witness it, nor a problem that would require it. In simpler words: they’ve not been in enough life-or-death situations and had to pull a rabbit out of their hat just to survive. That is not unusual, and you should not feel inadequate if that is the case, because society and civilization should be secure enough to not require that. Additionally, those situations are in fact life-or-death, and kill people in real life so most do not return from them to tell the tale. Do not foolishly seek such situations out of vanity or you are putting the odds against you, because moral relevance is vital to the outcome, mysterious as that may seem. That is another reason why spiritual and religious authority must never be disregarded in society.

In any case, you should never publicly praise such people as clandestine and secret agents, never honor them, and never respect them as warriors for others to see and know about to idolize. They are betrayers, no matter how you tell the story, and that is condemned no matter what. If they work in darkness, their glory is in darkness, and what happens in darkness is not intended to be seen. If it is good, then they should be making attempts to prevent that idolatry, and if it is evil, they are making attempts to hide their crimes. The USA government is doing the latter in that case: hiding the evil of their crimes that they are doing in secret, not hiding anything good, because the situation demands that it be revealed, and if they were good they would have no problem with that because they would be able to do so while wearing a mask, so to speak.

So, considering the betrayal that all clandestine and secret missions are: if their deeds merit redemption, then they are without punishment because that at most equivocates to the sin and balances the scale of justice, but if their deeds do not have great import of necessity that served the greater good, then they demand the punishment of betrayal no matter what, which is the most severe. That occurs in a public trial and the extent of their actions are investigated to determine the correct punishment according to the justice system and applicable laws, and there most certainly are applicable laws that were violated which is why they are even being secret in the first place.

Last thing— something like submarine operations, which are classified, require secrecy, and occur in darkness are not the same thing. That is because the beginning and end of the mission occurs in the light. The submarine, her crew, and the general purpose of the mission are known to the public, as well as the limitations of the mission’s objective. That is not a clandestine operation. That occurs in the light and is not a betrayal because the limitations are known and approved, so the details are within tolerance even if you do not know what they are. Those details need to be kept secret for obvious reasons and will be maintained in secret when the government’s clandestine operations are exposed for being evil. Apply this concept to determine which classifications need to be redacted and their contents made public.

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Ungrateful?

It has come to my attention that there is a rumor going around that I am ungrateful for all that the government does for me.

That’s correct. I would rather they did nothing so I could loot, kill, and survive on my own, which would be better than what they do now. However, things aren’t that bad yet, so it’s not necessary.

However, even if they weren’t corrupt, lawless, and betraying our Constitution and their oaths every single moment of every day until someone shits or they stand up and leave the bathroom. How long do they plan to stay in thre? Even if they weren’t corrupt, if I am to be grateful to the government, who is the government to be grateful to for all that they have with their power and authority?

“God?”

And where is God? Is your Christ not a man much like myself? Or was he something different?

Make up your damned minds, you sacrilegious fools! Do you have faith in the Christ or don’t you? However, that’s not important. In any case, the government needs to be grateful to the citizens, and they are in no place criticizing me for not appreciating them.

The arrogance of those unruly servants! Can you believe they would have the hubris to betray the citizenry of a nation founded by a Revolution? They are either absurdly stupid and have no idea what they are doing and just making decisions by picking them out of a hat, or they are incredibly stupid by thinking whatever they want to do would work. There is no possible way what they are trying to do will work because they don’t even understand the culture of the USA and what the Spirit of America is! Whatever they are trying to do is based on their incorrect understanding of their role as government officials, and there is no possible way they are going to be able to accomplish whatever foolish goals they had.

Sad really. If they understood they wouldn’t be trying to do whatever they are trying to do, and yet, there they are, plotting, conspiring, devising, and being totally evil in disregard of their duties. Just give it up already you damn fools! If you had any sense you would realize how futile your wretched plight with the government is, and your only way to salvage anything from what you are doing is to consent the people by bringing the government to the alter like a lamb to be slaughtered. You know what I mean. Apologize, confess your sins to the public, and let the good work begin.

I would think you’d go along with that and pretend until you found an opportunity to seize some advantage for yourself and it would test the system we repaired to see how it works with that. That is what I thought, and what I expected of them, and not out of any disrespect or plot of my own, but because I respected the people to have common sense and not want me to tell them what to do. That would be the smart thing to do. The more they did nothing, the more I had to tell them what to do because of the importance of the emergency requiring timeliness. However, they still have done nothing, so now I just ignore them as much as possible despite their endless watching for no reason whatsoever.

What do they even gain? Can I get a copy of my information you collect? I want to know what kind of analysis on my life you are doing, because it may be of use to me. I don’t expect that will be useful for anything other than my own idle curiosity, and if you had gone about it with respect, I might have cooperated and helped produce valid results. I doubt anything you do now will be able to find anything conclusive other than: “yes, Nick Bylotas is most certainly and adult human male, aka man, and a citizen of the USA” but that’s about it.

I have never been plotting anything against them, I am simply teaching what they are trying to prevent people from knowing, and the government wanting to oppress the citizens with ignorance is the most dangerous thing they can do to the nation. They are putting a lot of lives in danger because of what that may result in at any moment and without warning. How much warning did you have at Pearl Harbor? What about 9/11? You fools will never be able to predict what people do with a violent response to that kind of oppression in the USA, and the more you oppress the more it will happen and the worse it will get. It doesn’t really have to do with circumcision, in case you didn’t notice. It is about freedom, being able to learn and think for yourself and make your own decisions. That is what you are trying to prevent happening with your corrupt government regime.

Heed these words, nations of the universe: you should be making an effort to befriend people, not trying to enslave them, if you want to feel safe and secure in your nation’s borders.

What I am doing is actually 100 percent creative, orderly, lawful, and not chaotic, destructive, or dark at all. I don’t see why they would doubt that.

I’m not going anywhere, I’m not planning anything, and I don’t intend to do anything but lounge about playing video games and writing on the internet. Cross my heart and hope to die, that is the truth. I am specifically avoiding thinking about what I’m going to do because of how limited my options are. In any case, suicide is the best one. I do not like to think about that, and I make an effort to not do so because it is bad for my mental health to dwell on things like that. I don’t want to do that, I hope something happens to give me another option, but what can I do about that? Absolutely nothing, so I don’t even think about it. I just do what I want and live like there is no tomorrow.

At the moment that is killing hordes and hordes of zombies with endless violent slaughter for some reason or another, but that’s not as important as survival. That’s how I have chosen to spend my last moments on Earth with the life I’ve had, and I’m okay with that, so there is no reason why you shouldn’t be. I’ve done a lot to contribute already that is enough to feel like I did a man’s life work already, and there is no more I can do because the government is trying to make people like me illegal. I am just a normal man! Wtf? In any case, they are preventing me from working, helping, contributing any more so… I can’t even sustain myself here.

It’s not worth the nightmare, not after all that I have done, and am willing and able to do, but am so disrespected that they expect me to be homeless on the streets while I do the work of a wolrd savior. What god forsaken, cursed minds ever thought that would be a good idea to try and force upon a human being working as a world savior? Are you idiots high? A world savior has bigger matter to concern himself with than his own. I cannot waste my life being bothered to find food, water, shelter, and clothing if you expect me to work as a savior, and I will not. You should not do that to any man, least of all to one who is so humble, compassionate, and self-sacrificing as to give everything to make the world a better place.

I don’t own this apartment. I rent it. I don’t own any of my things. I am in debt. All I have is myself, and I owe that to none, not even the Christ who I could have done without and been better off. I am giving my life for the good of the world, not to be sacrificed like some cursed animal, but to live and make it better with the light of my light! None of you people can claim my life as yours unless you identify with the world, but ultimately, I am giving my life back to myself through the world. At the end I will get it back, so don’t do anything to me you wouldn’t do to yourself if you happen to be in my path. Best just stay clear, because even though that gift of myself is amazing charity like magic wedding cake to enjoy, it is charity that gives crucifixions too.

Seeing as the Jews did to me like they did to Jesus, I suppose I should show them how I do things by humbly including them in my salvation option too, and without any cost at all. They don’t even have to apologize to what was done to me, form a covenant, or write down my name. Not a thing. Included like everyone else, and like everyone else, you decide how that will be, not me. The people who did the thing I am very upset with are going to get my wrath because they did so in a capacity that was not strictly as a Jew. They did so under the authority of the USA government, and that is not something Jews should ever be volunteering for because it is against their Jewishness. So, whatever that is about was unbecoming of both Gentiles and Jews, and I just cannot abide filth like that, so they need to be purified.

Get some antiseptic and syringes, I heard that could cure anything.

Under normal circumstances that kind of humor is something I enjoy, however, it is inapropriate when you are failing in your responsibilities and don’t actually appear to know what you are doing. It is an insult because the president needs to know the role at a higher level than what we witnessed. Nobody should think of it like an award or an honor before going into it, because it is work, and only with work performance is a president honored, and unfortunately, we have treason to account for. It doesn’t get much worse than that as far as failure is concerned.

Comical in a very dark way that is not funny, yes, but you are also like a child playing with a loaded gun, and it is inappropriate and not something to laugh at. Everyone involved needs to be sat down in the living room, and I am going to give them a stern talking to about guns. I don’t care who their parents are. That is what is going to happen or they will leave in disgrace. It is too severe of a crime to punish a man for, in my opinion. There is no punishment that will suffice. We must simply forgive, because that is the greatest justice we can do to reconcile it. However, that will not happen until the stern talking to has happened and you realize what was done.

Don’t think it will be over with forgiveness. In lieu of punishment, there will be penance, and the penance of the USA is to do the best and most good at saving the world for everyone out of the kindness of their hearts. Not as slaves of course, with wages and reasonable benefits to investors, because we have to pay for resources and the people who use them, and investors need more money to invest in more, if they are good. It’s going to be as charitable as possible and will be done free of charge if necessary because of the local conditions and happily too. One thing about charity means that it will never be done under debt or incurred obligation to reciprocate something.

You can of course give something back if you feel like you should because of how the people livened things up and improved things, but gratitude will be more than enough. This isn’t really anyone’s fault to blame. It is the fault of those that came before us and left us with such a horrorshow of a legacy, and we are answering for it, all of us from all nations, and putting it to rest. So, I encourage you to not take out your wrath and negativity on people who are products of the world just as much as you are. We can’t change that for ourselves because that is just the way it is, but we can change that for the future, and our work will not be finished until the world is good and its produce even better.

For those concerned, there is a place for evil, and like I explained elsewhere, it is on stage within the legal limits of the performing arts, and it is welcome there and not something you need to worry about. If it is ever off the stage and in real life, then you should be concerned and look into it to find out what is going on. You should not be tampering with powers evil spiritual beings by using rituals and occult magic, and that is all I am going to say about that. The final seal has been replaced and it will not be broken again. Don’t fret you pretty little heads, my spooky maidens of law and loveliness, it was simply the time to do so to change.

That was done very sloppily, and with too many unacceptable mistakes that need to be corrected, but what was done is done, and that is for your commanders to decide what to do about now that you’ll be having more routine inspections from the public who will be granted a clearance and is fully qualified on how to handle that stuff appropriately, but not be an agent or employee of the government. Something that would require a two week all expenses included training program on what that responsibility entails, and whoever is in charge should be cooperative at the time to help guide them through. Hopefully that will be reassuring to everyone.

I suggest making it an annual responsibility an adult citizen of a certain age can volunteer for… one from each state and let each state decide how to do that for the most part. Then with that group, select an individual in a mathematically verified random way when the time comes and pay for whatever expenses are necessary to bring them in and do what needs to be done for however long that takes, hopefully not more than a three-day weekend, but in worst case scenarios it could take much longer. That is the best way I think a compromise could work with what I want as a citizen because of the betrayal of trust that happened, however idiotic it may have been (imagine if it wasn’t stupidity), and what I imagine you want by being reasonably experienced in that type of thing from my work history, unless you have a better idea.

The citizen without the full awareness of all the inner workings of the situation will be able to answer the public while under the same obligation of extreme penalty if they say too much. No seriously, it is okay. You trust teenagers with that kind of stuff all the dang time whether you know it or not and they can be as fresh in the world as possible and goofy as can be in the weirdest ways. You may see how lost some people are that you are trusting with high responsibility and wonder, “are we doing the right thing here?” The answer is yes, you are, because even if there is a mistake, you will know how to handle it or you wouldn’t be asking that question because they will have proven their reliability already.

That’s life. You should trust what is appropriate when the time comes, be reasonably concerned about it, but also understand that you are giving something with that trust which other people need to receive because it is not yours nor theirs, and that is what seniors do for their juniors for the benefit of everyone. If that does not happen, the seniors will get cranky, the juniors will get delinquent, and next thing you know it will be Hell on Earth again.

So as far as what has happened, it has been nothing but pain, suffering, and insult, and I have no reason to be grateful for that. If you want me to be grateful, then do the right thing before it is too late, and do not launch a single nuclear warhead. Not even if you are attacked with one. In fact, never use a nuke or something worse against human beings ever.