Ungrateful?

It has come to my attention that there is a rumor going around that I am ungrateful for all that the government does for me.

That’s correct. I would rather they did nothing so I could loot, kill, and survive on my own, which would be better than what they do now. However, things aren’t that bad yet, so it’s not necessary.

However, even if they weren’t corrupt, lawless, and betraying our Constitution and their oaths every single moment of every day until someone shits or they stand up and leave the bathroom. How long do they plan to stay in thre? Even if they weren’t corrupt, if I am to be grateful to the government, who is the government to be grateful to for all that they have with their power and authority?

“God?”

And where is God? Is your Christ not a man much like myself? Or was he something different?

Make up your damned minds, you sacrilegious fools! Do you have faith in the Christ or don’t you? However, that’s not important. In any case, the government needs to be grateful to the citizens, and they are in no place criticizing me for not appreciating them.

The arrogance of those unruly servants! Can you believe they would have the hubris to betray the citizenry of a nation founded by a Revolution? They are either absurdly stupid and have no idea what they are doing and just making decisions by picking them out of a hat, or they are incredibly stupid by thinking whatever they want to do would work. There is no possible way what they are trying to do will work because they don’t even understand the culture of the USA and what the Spirit of America is! Whatever they are trying to do is based on their incorrect understanding of their role as government officials, and there is no possible way they are going to be able to accomplish whatever foolish goals they had.

Sad really. If they understood they wouldn’t be trying to do whatever they are trying to do, and yet, there they are, plotting, conspiring, devising, and being totally evil in disregard of their duties. Just give it up already you damn fools! If you had any sense you would realize how futile your wretched plight with the government is, and your only way to salvage anything from what you are doing is to consent the people by bringing the government to the alter like a lamb to be slaughtered. You know what I mean. Apologize, confess your sins to the public, and let the good work begin.

I would think you’d go along with that and pretend until you found an opportunity to seize some advantage for yourself and it would test the system we repaired to see how it works with that. That is what I thought, and what I expected of them, and not out of any disrespect or plot of my own, but because I respected the people to have common sense and not want me to tell them what to do. That would be the smart thing to do. The more they did nothing, the more I had to tell them what to do because of the importance of the emergency requiring timeliness. However, they still have done nothing, so now I just ignore them as much as possible despite their endless watching for no reason whatsoever.

What do they even gain? Can I get a copy of my information you collect? I want to know what kind of analysis on my life you are doing, because it may be of use to me. I don’t expect that will be useful for anything other than my own idle curiosity, and if you had gone about it with respect, I might have cooperated and helped produce valid results. I doubt anything you do now will be able to find anything conclusive other than: “yes, Nick Bylotas is most certainly and adult human male, aka man, and a citizen of the USA” but that’s about it.

I have never been plotting anything against them, I am simply teaching what they are trying to prevent people from knowing, and the government wanting to oppress the citizens with ignorance is the most dangerous thing they can do to the nation. They are putting a lot of lives in danger because of what that may result in at any moment and without warning. How much warning did you have at Pearl Harbor? What about 9/11? You fools will never be able to predict what people do with a violent response to that kind of oppression in the USA, and the more you oppress the more it will happen and the worse it will get. It doesn’t really have to do with circumcision, in case you didn’t notice. It is about freedom, being able to learn and think for yourself and make your own decisions. That is what you are trying to prevent happening with your corrupt government regime.

Heed these words, nations of the universe: you should be making an effort to befriend people, not trying to enslave them, if you want to feel safe and secure in your nation’s borders.

What I am doing is actually 100 percent creative, orderly, lawful, and not chaotic, destructive, or dark at all. I don’t see why they would doubt that.

I’m not going anywhere, I’m not planning anything, and I don’t intend to do anything but lounge about playing video games and writing on the internet. Cross my heart and hope to die, that is the truth. I am specifically avoiding thinking about what I’m going to do because of how limited my options are. In any case, suicide is the best one. I do not like to think about that, and I make an effort to not do so because it is bad for my mental health to dwell on things like that. I don’t want to do that, I hope something happens to give me another option, but what can I do about that? Absolutely nothing, so I don’t even think about it. I just do what I want and live like there is no tomorrow.

At the moment that is killing hordes and hordes of zombies with endless violent slaughter for some reason or another, but that’s not as important as survival. That’s how I have chosen to spend my last moments on Earth with the life I’ve had, and I’m okay with that, so there is no reason why you shouldn’t be. I’ve done a lot to contribute already that is enough to feel like I did a man’s life work already, and there is no more I can do because the government is trying to make people like me illegal. I am just a normal man! Wtf? In any case, they are preventing me from working, helping, contributing any more so… I can’t even sustain myself here.

It’s not worth the nightmare, not after all that I have done, and am willing and able to do, but am so disrespected that they expect me to be homeless on the streets while I do the work of a wolrd savior. What god forsaken, cursed minds ever thought that would be a good idea to try and force upon a human being working as a world savior? Are you idiots high? A world savior has bigger matter to concern himself with than his own. I cannot waste my life being bothered to find food, water, shelter, and clothing if you expect me to work as a savior, and I will not. You should not do that to any man, least of all to one who is so humble, compassionate, and self-sacrificing as to give everything to make the world a better place.

I don’t own this apartment. I rent it. I don’t own any of my things. I am in debt. All I have is myself, and I owe that to none, not even the Christ who I could have done without and been better off. I am giving my life for the good of the world, not to be sacrificed like some cursed animal, but to live and make it better with the light of my light! None of you people can claim my life as yours unless you identify with the world, but ultimately, I am giving my life back to myself through the world. At the end I will get it back, so don’t do anything to me you wouldn’t do to yourself if you happen to be in my path. Best just stay clear, because even though that gift of myself is amazing charity like magic wedding cake to enjoy, it is charity that gives crucifixions too.

Seeing as the Jews did to me like they did to Jesus, I suppose I should show them how I do things by humbly including them in my salvation option too, and without any cost at all. They don’t even have to apologize to what was done to me, form a covenant, or write down my name. Not a thing. Included like everyone else, and like everyone else, you decide how that will be, not me. The people who did the thing I am very upset with are going to get my wrath because they did so in a capacity that was not strictly as a Jew. They did so under the authority of the USA government, and that is not something Jews should ever be volunteering for because it is against their Jewishness. So, whatever that is about was unbecoming of both Gentiles and Jews, and I just cannot abide filth like that, so they need to be purified.

Get some antiseptic and syringes, I heard that could cure anything.

Under normal circumstances that kind of humor is something I enjoy, however, it is inapropriate when you are failing in your responsibilities and don’t actually appear to know what you are doing. It is an insult because the president needs to know the role at a higher level than what we witnessed. Nobody should think of it like an award or an honor before going into it, because it is work, and only with work performance is a president honored, and unfortunately, we have treason to account for. It doesn’t get much worse than that as far as failure is concerned.

Comical in a very dark way that is not funny, yes, but you are also like a child playing with a loaded gun, and it is inappropriate and not something to laugh at. Everyone involved needs to be sat down in the living room, and I am going to give them a stern talking to about guns. I don’t care who their parents are. That is what is going to happen or they will leave in disgrace. It is too severe of a crime to punish a man for, in my opinion. There is no punishment that will suffice. We must simply forgive, because that is the greatest justice we can do to reconcile it. However, that will not happen until the stern talking to has happened and you realize what was done.

Don’t think it will be over with forgiveness. In lieu of punishment, there will be penance, and the penance of the USA is to do the best and most good at saving the world for everyone out of the kindness of their hearts. Not as slaves of course, with wages and reasonable benefits to investors, because we have to pay for resources and the people who use them, and investors need more money to invest in more, if they are good. It’s going to be as charitable as possible and will be done free of charge if necessary because of the local conditions and happily too. One thing about charity means that it will never be done under debt or incurred obligation to reciprocate something.

You can of course give something back if you feel like you should because of how the people livened things up and improved things, but gratitude will be more than enough. This isn’t really anyone’s fault to blame. It is the fault of those that came before us and left us with such a horrorshow of a legacy, and we are answering for it, all of us from all nations, and putting it to rest. So, I encourage you to not take out your wrath and negativity on people who are products of the world just as much as you are. We can’t change that for ourselves because that is just the way it is, but we can change that for the future, and our work will not be finished until the world is good and its produce even better.

For those concerned, there is a place for evil, and like I explained elsewhere, it is on stage within the legal limits of the performing arts, and it is welcome there and not something you need to worry about. If it is ever off the stage and in real life, then you should be concerned and look into it to find out what is going on. You should not be tampering with powers evil spiritual beings by using rituals and occult magic, and that is all I am going to say about that. The final seal has been replaced and it will not be broken again. Don’t fret you pretty little heads, my spooky maidens of law and loveliness, it was simply the time to do so to change.

That was done very sloppily, and with too many unacceptable mistakes that need to be corrected, but what was done is done, and that is for your commanders to decide what to do about now that you’ll be having more routine inspections from the public who will be granted a clearance and is fully qualified on how to handle that stuff appropriately, but not be an agent or employee of the government. Something that would require a two week all expenses included training program on what that responsibility entails, and whoever is in charge should be cooperative at the time to help guide them through. Hopefully that will be reassuring to everyone.

I suggest making it an annual responsibility an adult citizen of a certain age can volunteer for… one from each state and let each state decide how to do that for the most part. Then with that group, select an individual in a mathematically verified random way when the time comes and pay for whatever expenses are necessary to bring them in and do what needs to be done for however long that takes, hopefully not more than a three-day weekend, but in worst case scenarios it could take much longer. That is the best way I think a compromise could work with what I want as a citizen because of the betrayal of trust that happened, however idiotic it may have been (imagine if it wasn’t stupidity), and what I imagine you want by being reasonably experienced in that type of thing from my work history, unless you have a better idea.

The citizen without the full awareness of all the inner workings of the situation will be able to answer the public while under the same obligation of extreme penalty if they say too much. No seriously, it is okay. You trust teenagers with that kind of stuff all the dang time whether you know it or not and they can be as fresh in the world as possible and goofy as can be in the weirdest ways. You may see how lost some people are that you are trusting with high responsibility and wonder, “are we doing the right thing here?” The answer is yes, you are, because even if there is a mistake, you will know how to handle it or you wouldn’t be asking that question because they will have proven their reliability already.

That’s life. You should trust what is appropriate when the time comes, be reasonably concerned about it, but also understand that you are giving something with that trust which other people need to receive because it is not yours nor theirs, and that is what seniors do for their juniors for the benefit of everyone. If that does not happen, the seniors will get cranky, the juniors will get delinquent, and next thing you know it will be Hell on Earth again.

So as far as what has happened, it has been nothing but pain, suffering, and insult, and I have no reason to be grateful for that. If you want me to be grateful, then do the right thing before it is too late, and do not launch a single nuclear warhead. Not even if you are attacked with one. In fact, never use a nuke or something worse against human beings ever.