I will never accept what you do

As far as I can tell, the USA government has created a scheme of formal elitism among video game players. They find individuals, bring them into some secret hub where they all gather and then hack into people’s video games to manipulate the computer’s role and personally antagonize the player. They target individuals they find incompatible with their own jaded personality and then interrupt their gameplay by any means necessary. These people are not gamers. They people are parasites, evil, and have turned what used to be my favorite form of entertainment into their own personal means of bullying me. They know how important video games are to me, and since they have experience with video games themselves, know how to ruin everything that is fun about them. Then, when I get angry because the game is no longer fun and I notice there is unjust, unwanted, nonconsensual invasion of human beings in my PlayStation, they become amused, knowing they are protected by government secrecy the government would rather kill every last citizen than have their schemes exposed.

This is consistent with the kind of malignant parasite the government has become, which is experimenting on a large populous of human beings with pseudoscientific assumptions that are entirely unsubstantiated, disproven, and hostile to humanity. They have invented technologies that have not undergone any kind of valid review for their safety and ethical use, and are using those technologies on the populous to collect data from people about what their “machines” are doing.

Again, as far as I can tell, the only purpose of that experimental technology is to disrupt people’s lives, cause them suffering, distress, and pain. Then they get measurements about when people react, how they react, and other useless information that will never be any value because humans will never accept a society that makes people unhappy on purpose. Especially not in prisons were people need the most patience, compassion, and commitment to their well-being. Even still, their experiments are poorly designed and the data will be inadmissable into any scientific community because it is unreliably inconclusive other than: our technology causes people to suffer.

Whooptie doo. Now you are going spend the rest of your life in the Leavenworth Panopticon, just to learn that your evil EM device is in fact evil and causes people suffering. Why the hell you needed to experiment on that can not ever be answered, because there was never a need, you were simply playing with human lives like that weird neighbor kid in the Toy Story movie who fucked with his toys. Human beings are not your play things, not your objects of experimentation, and not your experiment, and the hubris of you trying is nothing new, but the incompetence of a president putting you to task in the USA is unprecedented. Both need to be punished most severely.

First of all, nobody would ever want what they are doing. No gamer would ever enjoy what those control freaks are trying to do by disrupting game design. How could they have ever stood out as gamers in the video game world if they did not realize how bad of an idea they are being employed by taxpayers to do to ruin our entertainment. They are like a DnD dungeon master, except not a master, not a friend, not playing a game, and we don’t even know who they are as people. Nor did we go to the table by choice to play a game with our friends. They force themselves on us, stay hidden in anonymity, and then bully us because… why? Guess.

What do you people find to be your favorite activity?

What do you people “can’t help” yourselves stop doing?

What is the difference that you people think you are superior than humanity to ever delude yourselves into such a monstrous conspiracy as though it had any credibility, purpose, or use?

That is why the Jews are going to die. What you ruined for me, I ruined for you. The Jews being taken away is going to take away their circumcision culture, and they will be hated, all that they do will be reviled, they will learn that they cannot do their “favorite” “most dangerous game” any more. Without the Jews supporting all of you mutilators, you will not have any teeth, not have any claws, not have any voice, not have anything. You simply be misbegotten abominations, and fortunately for everyone else, you will be confined in prison and not a danger to anyone else again.

Because you people were evil about circumcision, all of circumcision is going to go away and I already accomplished that. I didn’t need your permission, approval, or anything from you, and do you know why? Circumcision is inferior, and I can banish it from this world as easily as their false-god created it, because that was no God. That was a sociopathic monster like you who wanted to experiment on large populations and accomplished nothing but causing people suffering.

So stop trying. Get out of my video games. You don’t belong there, I don’t want you there, and if you don’t stop on your own, you most certainly are going to spend your lives in prison for one of the most monstrous hate crimes against humanity to have ever been engineered by sadistic psychopaths with no moral compass, no empathy, no compassion for human suffering. You need all those if you are going to study populations, you pitiable wretches, but it is too late. You have already done the worst of what you wanted, and I will not let it go without legal dispensation in court, where all that you did, how, and who you worked with are dragged out of hiding, no matter how long it takes, how many lives are disrupted, and how many organizations are affected. If you have one of these people among you, you need them gone as well.

To think that you people would try to call yourselves my “friend”… it makes the barren arrollo of my empty tear ducts want to weep for how sad that makes me feel. I don’t know why, I can’t explain it right now, but I know what a friend is, and you people couldn’t be further from who those people are and what that bond is like. You are either lying, or you have never had a friend in your entire life, and you ought to take a look at your own life and consider why that is, because I don’t want to keep pointing out the obvious to you. Eventually, you need to open your eyes and see, because you are not really blind, you are only afraid of the light revealing the world around you. A world you created for yourself, a world that is your own personal, private reality, and you have no one to blame but yourself for allowing that to happen.

Every day I wish, hope, and pray for that evil to end. I wish, hope, and pray that someone in the Senate, White House, Supreme Court is going to realize that they are responsible for those people’s actions by diverting funding to them and passing secret laws about their activity. When is one of them going to turn away from evil and do what their jobs were created for. Why are all of them the same in this evil? The kind of crimes against humanity they are doing are some of most horribly unproductive, self-destructive, and criminally inhumane abuses of elected power, and I find it hard to believe that there are that many people alive in the world who would ever accept or allow such things to happen with their approval by not doing anything to stop it. That is their very job as a government protecting our homes from threats foreign and domestic, and by not doing anything, they are endorsing that to happen.

Someone help me wake them up by any means possible. Somebody help me shock their senses so they break whatever evil illusions they are under and finally see how much better everything would be if they were not evil. I’m doing all that I can… all that I can think of… and each day my despair and disappointment grows as humans prove to be more and more apathetic and approving of evil with their inaction. When one bully targets a victim and there are ten people around who laugh along with them, don’t stop, but also aren’t the main aggressor, they are all just as guilty as the main aggressor for not stopping him, but you all have gotten in your kicks, your attacks, your violence— haven’t you? Is that how you want to die? Knowing the kind of person you grew up to become as your last thoughts… would you be content with how you lived, with the meaning of your existence, with what kind of story could be told about you if all of your actions came to light, as they will? I’m not threatening you with hell, I am curious to know. How does that make you feel, knowing that despite all you have done to hurt me, I haven’t even be scratched, dented, damaged, or harmed at all by you people. Knowing all that you have done, failed at, and are being told how wrong, pathetic, evil, and inadequate you are as human beings by the very person you assaulted. How does that make you feel? Do you want to live every day feeling that way? Doesn’t it get worse each day?

I would never be anything like you people. I value life, I enjoy what is good for myself, and others enjoying what is good for them. I never think about crushing a person’s joy as a means of giving me joy, because that does the opposite and makes me sad. I want to live a life with meaning, make a difference for the better in people’s lives, help humanity rise out of the darkness of our animal nature with technology, wisdom, and civilization, and I want people to think fondly of me when they remember whatever memories we share, but I do not put on appearances to have them believe I am anything other than myself. I do my best to be good, think fondly of them, encourage others, be helpful, not be a burden, and do all that I can to make a good memory, for their sake as well as mine. Do see why I would never descend down to your level of dehumanizing lowliness? I experience what is much, much better, and I would not do anything to change that for the worse or descend into what I know I hate, do not enjoy, and want to prevent happening to others. I will never experience what you people are, and thank heavens for that, but I also will never understand why you choose that kind of life for yourselves, so tell me: how do you feel?

On a scale of 1 to 10 of existential suffering about who you are and how you lived your life, 1 being hatefully suicidal because you hate who you are so much that you want yourself dead, knowing what you’ve done, and 10 being content and satisfied with how you lived. That’s about as good as life can get as far as I know. I don’t think there would be anything better than feeling the way I feel now about myself, but if you know, feel free to share. I am never too proud for correction or for learning something new, even if it changes everything I thought previously. So what is? Are you totally content with your decisions and want to keep doing them, or do you hate yourself for them? If you hate yourself, then why don’t you try something different, and see if you don’t start climbing up that scale and find yourself at a 10 instantly. The very moment you make the correct decision, when all your burdens, guilt, and hate vanishes and you suddenly have abundant energy and motivation.

That will happen, and it is a religious experience for many because of the reasons why they changed, and what they can say about their lives, but in basic spiritual science, it is the force of your conscience breaking out of wall that you buried it behind so you could ignore. That conscience is divine natured energy imparted into creation the moment the universe came into existence, and later into your soul when you were conceived. You were not yet a human being, but you were human becoming. Then you were born into this world… this evil, hateful, vile, corrupt world we all inherited, and the sludge of all that filth somehow blocked you up and you totally forgot that divine part was even there. So when that breaks through, it truly is a divine experience of nature, as light illuminates all the darkness in your life, and even though there are horrors and tragedies you don’t want to see, there are also beautiful and amazing wonders so good to know that you will never regret the change that opened your eyes to all there is.

That is the kingdom of heaven, and it is all around you, within you, and everywhere else. When you first see it… you may not be where you want to be, but that is not permanent. Just like in life where we are free to go where we want, so too in spirit. You who would be Christ… are you suited to sit on the throne of heaven and earth above all creation? Be real with yourself, because there are consequences in heaven just as there are on earth, but the laws are divine, and if you don’t know the language of angels, chances are you can’t have them spelled out to you. Maybe you are suited for that throne, or maybe your time will come, but do not lie about the moment, because lies will only take you into darkness and shut all that light out once more, where you will have to be broken again to see how far you’ve fallen in death before you can begin your journey back to life anew.

You should never shut out the light if you want to descend in darkness, you need that close at hand because of what lurks in the darkness afraid of the light, and hungry to devour your soul.

What happened then? Did you shut out my light of the world? Then did that beast come for me, eat me, and then I returned and you don’t know what to think about all of it?

Good. That is not something you should understand, but even though you can shut off one’s light of the world, you cannot shut off the inner divine light of their soul. Just know that the beast is dead, and you don’t need to worry about people being eaten in darkness by something you can expect, control, and subject them to on purpose in a cruel pseudoscientific experiment of false mysticism and vain arrogance funded by a national government or world religion. That does not mean it is safe there, only that I know a more powerful beast that eats those ones you were playing with so foolishly. You will answer for the pain and suffering you caused, the lives lost, and the duties you betrayed.

The Soul of Life — that’s what you can all that divine energy which constitutes the self’s conscience. That’s what makes DNA spin. That’s why we get genetic sequence, not rando-scrambos. Everything trends toward that one divine energy in the universe. Even our social lives, economy, civil systems, and all else. That is why I keep emphasizing the one universal law - Good is loved, evil is reviled. Do good, reject evil. That should be obvious, but humans as I’m sure you know, can talk themselves into doing anything, lose their sense of moral direction, and cause a tragic and terrible catastrophe. Do not forget the one universal law to keep all that you do discernable from that constant point of reference.

I will never shut up about this, and for that you ought to be grateful, because someone tried to close humanity off from this truth, and I intervened to stop it. That’s what I’m doing now. This is not a religious matter, not a faith matter, not a mystical mystery to understand. It is a simple fact of reality. A law of nature. Scientific proof you need for divine mysteries, but is not the mystery itself. That law is plainly obvious and simple. There should never be any conflict about that. Seriously. All of the universe is in agreement with that. Everything. Do not be the one to go against the one universal law, draw the attention of the divine powers that be to yourself when you do, and get yourself rebuked into annihilation for being evil because you were a doodoo head. You ought to know better than make those kinds of mistakes.

What a genius plan of yours. Provoke the divine powers that be and try to capture, enslave, and harness them for power. What makes you think you are greater than God and could ever possibly enslave, capture, and control divine omnipotence? You people are out of your minds with ignorance by even discussing the subject of God as this, that, or there, as if you know what you are talking about. The very fact that you are pretending to know such a thing is proof that you don’t know jack squat! Have you never played a child’s game where someone pulls the “God” card and gets to break any and all rules to do whatever whenever and it doesn’t matter how or why? It’s like in rock, paper, scissors when someone is mad at losing and calls “God” to smack your hand away, because God beats everything and loses to nothing, and do you know why? God is nothing too, and only God can defeat God. Do you get it now? You people are out-of-your-minds loco and need serious mental health treatment for playing with human lives as if you know who is God and who is not.

You’re pulling the God card!? Really!? Fine, but that’s going to cost you five goats, cause now I know I already got them.

What’s that King Dump? You think you are God? Surpise, sucka. Cause you ain’t never seen the likes of this, and I just baked this up in my workshop for the hell of it five minutes ago for my own enjoyment. It looks like I’d be damned if I didn’t get the timing perfect too cause of what y’all conspirators where tryin’ to pull by doing the same thing for evil. Dang…. good thing y’all had me around to match them God-for-God and blast that pretentious, perverted fake out of existence for being evil, a liar, and a desolating abomination no creature alive wants to see. Even the stones of the earth were shuddering by being forced to share the same gravity with that vile thing. Begone foul beast! Back to the books with you, because you’ve got a lot to learn if it takes that many of you and all them resources to throw out a God card.

Darkness and Light, masters and slaves

How long has the video game industry been two-faced? How long has there been an organized group of people with confidential access to gameplay mechanics without the player’s knowledge? I don’t mean the normal programming of video games in general, but the post-release product interference, manipulation, and as far as I have experienced it vandalism.

For most of my young adult life I avoided video games and spent my time reading books. I entirely missed the PS3 era and about half of the PS4 era. Now… it’s ridiculous that they pretend like people don’t know they are there, and worse, they ignore our protests to them interfering with our enjoyment!

How can I protest them interfering with my games? How can I enjoy the normal product without post-release vandalism by people who don’t know me, understand me, have my same motivations, or have anything in common with me? There has to be a way I can get rid of them! They are bullies!

That is the plain and simple truth about what they are doing, and they are abusing the one thing I want to enjoy with my time right now. They are interfering in my pursuit of happiness while I am enjoying something so simple and relaxing and stress free until they turn it into some nightmare where an anonymous operator for the government or group the government watches tries to have a personal conflict with me and I don’t even know who they are! They have access to my information and know abundant details about my life, but I have no idea who they are and I can’t seem to communicate the message through the game to them that I want them to stop.

I imagine if this were happening to another person, they would take a gun and go on a shooting spree before killing themselves because of how miserable such a parasitic problem that kind of thing is. We are already barely hanging on to our sanity, peace, and positive attitude… but they don’t even try to empathize with the kind of personal struggle that kind of burden is!

They mock me, laugh, and poke fun at how hard of a time I am having with the normal things in life they take for granted, and they turn them into weapons for bullying. Simple daily commodities I have in my home! Things I buy! They turn them into weapons to bully me with and there is nothing I can do to stop them because they are using commodities to daily life.

Do you expect me to just live without internet, video games, and socializing? Then why are you trying to take those things away from me. Do you think I have too much of those things? Then why is it when you affect one small thing it ruins the entire product so that there is nothing of it left to enjoy.

It takes time for me build back a sense of enjoyment from the negative value they leave me with and I have nothing to gain from any of that obstruction to my life.

They claim they are not bullying me, not being cruel to me, not being hostile and antagonistic, but they are the bullies! Of course they are going to say that! Then the teacher and principle in the pocket of their parents’ money is going to ignore it because those bullies are the “popular” people and star athletes and it would cause a scandal if they were revealed to be bullies. So they ignore it and pretend like they don’t know what is happening and the bully feels like his behavior is justified because they know the teacher and principle are aware of what is happening even if they don’t talk, and when they don’t do anything to stop them, that is interpreted as a sign of permission.

I don’t even know why they would want to waste their time with such a thing! What could the government, nor anyone hope to gain from such an invasion of privacy and destruction of creative media? They surely aren’t making any economic money for such a thing, so if it is black market income, then what they fuck are you going to do when the economy fails and all your black market currency isn’t worth anything? If you are making money off the books, you are taking that money out of circulation from the economy, making people poorer, and contributing to the global problem of income inequality, poverty, hunger, homelessness, and causing people to become desperate just to meet their basic needs so they start resorting to crime.

Then the community starts losing security, the nation loses security, there is civil unrest because laws aren’t being enforced nor do the people who have disabled them care to have them be enforced. With all that money draining out of the economy, the nation is going to go hollow and the weight of all the obscenely heavy rich will collapse and destroy them. The poor will be better off sure and will be able to survive something like that much more readily than the rich, but none of that is necessary! Please just play the economy by the rules and stop trying to cheat. You are ruining the lives of billions of people in addition to your own.

Do you know what it is called when a principle or teacher ignores a bully: criminal neglect of responsibility. They are adults and are expected to know better than to allow such childish behavior get the better of them. The very reason why there are laws to prevent minors from working is because they cannot be trusted with that responsibility because they are children! They are a danger to themselves and others when they lack the maturity of good judgment, wisdom, and ability to know right from wrong and what to do about either.

When an adult in a role of leadership, like a teacher or principle, fails to be an adult and makes a child’s mistake, they commit a crime that demands a severe punishment because of how they have eroded the trust between people in the community. Are you a decent person who I can trust to be an adult when I’m not watching you count the money or interact with the customers? Or are you one of them, who is going to ruin the company’s reputation with bad behavior, commit crimes, and otherwise harm people because you are under a childish delusion of self-importance and haven’t yet learned the humility of being an adult.

Ask yourselves, why are you doing what you are doing? Making money? Not likely because there is no profit to gain from comprised data like that which does not represent a natural environment or one of entertainment since it has become a fighting pit of slaves without pay or recognition. We don’t even get the cheering fans from the Coliseum like the Romans had. We only get the suffering inflicted by the private buyers and sadists who torture us through their invasive access to our private lives.

So what are you doing it for? Most likely they lie to themselves about it being of some benefit of mine which they do not understand themselves, nor could they because I gain no benefit from their bullying. Maybe they say they are “training” me. For what though? Video games, life behavior, or as your personal pet? What makes you think even trying to do that is okay? Especially to someone who doesn’t know you, doesn’t like you, and doesn’t want you involved in my life at all! I would be willing to give most likely anything to “do away” with those people. Kill them. Banish them. Fire them. Bind them with a restraining order. Whatever, but there is nobody I can petition, nobody I can complain to, and the government does not want anyone to know they are allowing this to happen and very likely the cause of it.    

Is there some kind of video game competition you think I am going to play in? Are you taking bets on my performance against other players? Why don’t I get a cut of that money even if it is black market income? What the fuck kind of monsters are you people!? Organized crime sydicates of all types would know better than to do what you do, and in fact would be outraged and threatened by you because of how you are endangering the entire underground community with the suspicion your actions will cause.

What is the reason why you do what you do? Say it to yourself. What kind of person does that make you? How welcome is someone like that in your neighborhood? In your house? In your government? In your own body!? The suspicion from the public caused by something so evil and inhuman by an underground organization operating in darkness is going to disrupt a lot of business that operates off the books and not in a good way.

No. That is not how that is supposed to happen.

There is a delicate balance between business underground, and legal business. Operations in the darkness of mystery and operations in the light of public knowledge. Both are welcome to be happening in a healthy civilization, but that requires a kind of unspoken agreement between the leaders of those underground organizations and the leaders of the public knowledge ones.

Do you know what that unspoken agreement is: never do such a thing as the evil that they are doing now. If that happens, we are going to scour through every hole we know you have, find every last one of the people involved in that evil, and bleach the entire community. You are like the Black Plague, and if we didn’t disinfect our civilization to prevent your life, the sickness and disease would cause unmitigated damage on a global scale and end the lives of countless more people who in no way deserve to suffer for you to be evil. You will have to be sanitized from the world’s neighborhood.

It doesn’t have to be that way.

It goes like this: we make laws. Those laws should be minimal in scope, and only more restrictive as necessary. People are inherently good (more obvious without circumcision to confuse them) and we do not want to do evil, destroy civilization, or end humanity. Laws typically are needed for business interests that require definition but aren’t necessarily good or evil. It goes without question that you are not to do evil, but there are laws for that too.

So the public law makers make the laws. Then the underground organizations are aware of those laws, because they are public, and they do what they want being careful to not draw attention to themselves from the law enforcement who could interpret a lot of what they are doing in ways that would be less than favorable for them.

Law enforcement should not be seeking out that kind of thing, but maintaining the specific laws that are created and staying close to those.

However… if there is a problem, and you will know because there will be a problem, like this missive is now informing you of there being right now in our society. Then that means that the public law enforcement in the light is going to solve that problem for everyone’s benefit. They are going to go into your domain of darkness. Your domain of underground. That is your territory, you have the advantage, but they are not your enemy so don’t abuse your power against them. They will be subject to a lot that you may do or cause in the underground and that requires the highest degrees of professional behavior i.e. maturity, expertise, and good judgment, by the law enforcement agents investigating the problem, and yourselves who are masters of darkness.

As for the underground organizations, it is in your interest that they solve the problem clearly, effectively, and without any loose ends to come investigating again about. However, since it is in your domain, you may be able to move some stuff around so that other parts of your operations aren’t brought to light when the problem is solved. The problem being brought to light, along with the solution that eliminates the suspicion and fear is how that situation is resolved and people go back to their normal lives like we all want. The suspicion in the public is exactly what the sign of a problem is, which will be obvious when it is excessive because of harm, evil, and crime going on to disrupt the lives of private, law abiding citizens.

It will be abundantly evident if someone like me can use clear use of reason, language, and communication to identify that problem when I am not in any way a law enforcement agent with the information, resources, nor responsibility to do such a thing without a superhuman effort you should never expect from anyone. NEVER!!!! ESPECIALLY NOT FROM JESUS THE CHRIST YOU INGRATE FAGGOTS!!! it is not because I am superhuman that I do such a thing. It is because I am intelligent, capable, and experienced. I have no superhuman qualities, but in moments of great need, people can sometimes do more than is possible, but those are not done with our human power alone. Law enforcement are hired with special government authority to enforce the law because you cannot rely on people to do what is beyond our capability, such as enforcing the law in a nation because its government is testing him. You should know if you considered whether or not you were capable of doing what you ever put anyone else through, and if you are, then why the fuck aren’t you doing anything yourself?

When the problem is solved in the underground, that area is now illuminated in civilization and the underground organizations need to adapt or turn over a new leaf. Do not fight that from happening because that will happen one way or another, even if we need to fight a Civil War over what is happening. If the law enforcement fails, people like me, who abide in the light, but are fully capable in darkness, will hunt you down with or without the legal approval to do so.

We will take matters into our own hands with the authority and power of the light, just as you do in darkness without the light. You cannot contend with that kind of power. The moment darkness is in the presence of light, it is illuminated and loses all dark powers. One man with that power, can destroy an entire international crime ring of evil fools in darkness who forgot that civilization is not a conflict between order and chaos or law enforcement and freedom, it is a dance, a harmony, a friendly engagement between neighbors.

It is not a fight, and I don’t care what Black people say about it because of what they perceive with self-fulfilling prophecy and inflated paranoia, because they are not improving anything by doing the same damn thing white people did to them which they hated. They are making the problem triply worse because of their betrayal of the people who have been fighting for them, their destructive actions toward civilization, and the moral sin of doing what they should have known better than to do.

You think you are cool, strong, and powerful because you know the authority of civilization and are above it? You think you are tough because you don’t care about what anyone says or thinks or approves of? You think that is hip and stylish because you do that in darkness, anonymity, and hiding like a coward afraid of the people who you defy?

Take a good look at me. I am your worst enemy, and everything you wish you were at the same time.  Do you remember how you got to where you did? The first thing that happened? Humiliation. You will have to humble yourself now or you will be humbled when I crush you with the forces of the law that are in my service as a public citizen, just as I have crushed you from above now with the Word that is your undoing: coward, chicken, afraid, yellow-belly. You flaunt your lawlessness but only when you are hiding and anonymous. You pretend to be defiant, but are nothing more than a slave because you do not participate in civilization while in darkness and are beholden to it only relative to what is done in the light but never doing anything yourself. If you don’t have a name and aren’t known by it for what you do, then you are a nobody, no matter what you may think about yourself because of who you have in your contacts list. You are a nobody because you cannot go with us to the party, the market, all the best civilization has to offer. You are nothing but a ghost, shade, and insubstantial wannabe person, not even a wannabe hero—a wannabe person which you would be if you had not given you humanity away to be evil!

Why then don’t you identify yourself and speak for what you do if you think you are doing anything to help? Is it because you will be exposed for evil, made to realize that you’ve only been causing problems? That is what that means to be a slave to evil. You are a slave and cannot go where you want, do what you want, live any life you want, or have any career, profession, or dream you want. You are trapped in the darkness you serve, and you will be held accountable for your crimes when the light finds you and the darkness flees from you just like you do from me.

More on Bylotean Algebra

As a form of non-numerical mathematics, Bylotean algerbra could potentially be used to determine all sorts of qualitative values based on the same principles of mathematical conversion used for quantity.

Consider the formula for the conversion of quanity between energy and matter: E=mc2

c is the speed of light as a constant, so… as long as you have a qualitative value that is equivalent as a constant for light you should be able to do this equation with words as well as numbers.

The constant for light would be the light of creation, but this is squared because of the interdimensional existence of light in a relative perception of reality… in other words, it is the light of creation in three-dimensional form, but not in the Cartesian sense. Three-dimensional in the spiritual sense I mentioned in Death End Rant 1234. Three dimensional reality: Storyverse, Mortalverse, and HDV (highest divine verse). That trinitarian concept as a lens of perceiving reality is the equivalent of c2 in the example formula.

So then, what is E — energy, and m- mass? I wonder why E was capitalized like that… likely Jewish arrogance. Let’s lower case that because it is unnecessary. The correct formula is e=mc2. Capitalizing the “e” will have catastrophic consequences because it is a deviation from reality. Energy is not greater than matter and Jews are not greater than anything at all, not even worms. They truly are the stupidest lifeform in existence and can only save themselves by believing Truth and rejecting the lies of their ancestral culture of slavery.

In any case, e would be the spiritual power of light, and m for mass would be the spiritual power of darkness. The reason mass is darkness is because the measurement of matter is really just a measurement of gravity pertaining to a form, and the “materialness” of the form is an illusion of light reacting to that gravity which gives an sense of solid shape even though the object is primarily empty space. Light and darkness resist each other which is why this happens, the light “sticks” to the edge of gravity and will not pass into it, despite being drawn close, which is what makes a thing tactile.

So if you wanted to gauge the value of spiritual phenomena of light and darkness, such as in an event of determining the scale of spiritual power used by an individual at any time, this is the formula that you would use.

So… let’s examine what I did by dying and resurrecting purified through a Story of my own creation as a fiction novel.

The gravity of my work is total. As in the all consuming gravity that light cannot resist and is consumed by. This gravity is what destroys light in a black hole— not evil, just darkness and light. Good and evil are different things, and I cannot stress that enough in this day and age where there is so much spiritual ignorance like Einstein’s on account of his retardation.

That ultimate gravity is what makes possible the death required for purification. You cannot purify a corrupt soul without reducing it all the way down the the base darkness from which all light springs forth into existence. That’s because the corruption of any form of light occurs at the plane of resistance between darkness and light when a concept is perverted with evil created by a being using free will. For example, the concept of faith was perverted by the evil of Judaism which is how they were corrupted as a people, and the object of that faith “the highest divine” was perverted by Jesus which is how sin came to affect all people instead of only Jews. Filthy god damn Jews are nothing but a problem and should have done away with themselves ages ago. In any case, hopefully that will happen now that this is more abundantly clear about what kind of despised and reviled beings who are entirely unwelcome in all of existence they are. That is especially true considering the power all human beings have to believe the Truth that will purify them from corruption.

That corruption caused by the evil of Judaism that is the corruption of a human soul (sin) occurs at the line of resistance which is the final point possible for light to be present— the event horizon. Now… because of Jesus everyone has that sin, and believing in him does nothing to help you. Jesus cannot grant you forgiveness because he himself is the source of sin as the total embodiement of the most accursed perversion of faith and the object of faith in the universal quality of their relative existence. I’m not joking or being rude. Jesus cannot forgive any of your sins, cannot cleanse you of sin, cannot save your soul, and any sort of interaction with that reviled man will in fact cause you to contract sin and make your life worse, never improve it.

However, the work I have done with the Story to purify my own can help you. That can forgive your sins, purify your soul, and cleanse any corruption of that kind. Not me personally, but the work itself. You can pass through that work yourself with understanding that does not require faith, and without total comprehension of the work. It’s possible to totally understand the spiritual mechanics, but many people will find that exceedingly difficult and not have the time to learn. Do what you will, but you can trust that Story as a way of recreating yourself, if for no other reason that the living, real proof that I am.

As I said, no faith is necessary because that is not a religious concept. It is an application of natural spiritual power like any physical force in the universe. That is what makes that possible. Faith is compatible, but not necessary. If you have faith prior you will have to apply a conversion for that faith to harmonize with the resurrection that follows, which is something that can be done with Story. That is what the religion will be about. Not creating Stories for people, but helping them learn how to do that for themselves. The Way of the Story is about creating and enjoying Stories, not about any particular Story.

So, the gravity of that act is the value which accomplishes the total destruction of a human soul in the example formula. The human soul, as many are aware of, is an image of the highest divine, as in, our very power to create good with the free will to do so is the highest divine itself within us. Thus, the gravity is the total destruction of the highest divine in the form of light, and reduces the highest divine to the pure darkness from which all light, and the highest divine as a concept springs forth.

There is no concept of the highest divine in the darkness prior, only the pure void of darkness, seething with unimaginable power, so do not ever mistake divinity as you know it with anything that comes out of that pure darkness. That is because the highest divinity already exists, evident by the fact that you can perceive and conceptualize anything. It is possible that free will other than your own can bring forth evil from that darkness and that evil in all cases will have a destructive, threatening, and hostile threat to all of creation with greater consequences of increasing severity until annihilated. If that happens, all of creation will unify against the cause of that threat in addition to the threat itself. Someone else write more about why that is, if you don’t mind. Thanks.

Thus the gravity of the matter of Story from which I self-purified my own existence from the stain of Christ is total and greater than any concept of divinity that is possible— YHWH, Allah, Krishna, Brahma, and all possibility of any religious object of faith. If you have a religion, then the gravity of what I did is greater than the infinite power of that religion. Proof in mathematical terms to add to the numerous evidence that will be brought against Jews in the court of divine law when they are annihilated for the unforgivable sin which Jesus himself committed. One thing about divine law is that you can trust it to do justice, unlike the laws of men such as the ones we are familiar with. Law is in such a derelict state of perversion and corruption in the USA that the legal system itself is used as a torture device since it is so useless for anything good, justice itself being the least of all goods and why the judgment can be life or death. Existence or annihilation.

Thus, the gravity of the situation can be used as the qualitative value of m, and then applied to the constant of the creative light as it flows in three dimensional reality: mortal life, eternal life, and inaccessible true power that is the source of all existence. However you perceive reality no matter what you believe, because that value is constant and is not reliant on faith, belief, or understanding by being Truth alone: c2— that perception of reality that is yours can be applied to the value of gravity (mass) that I explained above, and all beings will arrive at the same conclusion:

The energy is so unfathomably immense you cannot begin to imagine the value of it because doing so is beyond the conceptual capacity of anything that exists to include myself, the highest divine, and all that can be imagined. That is the kind of power of that act, and if you think you can fuck with me… please reconsider, because I can most likely destroy you from my aura alone if you approach with impure intentions corrupted by evil you hold with your free will. All that is evil is intolerable to not only the highest divine as the true source of power for all existence, but is also intolerable to me personally who is in total agreement with that simple understanding of truth at the bottom line of all existence.

That law is the very resistance that separates darkness and light which gives form to all existence. That is not an opinion, belief, or statement of faith, it is a natural law of the universe, and like a natural law of the universe, if you think just believing it to change will make it different, you are likely going to get hurt. No matter how much you believe you can fly, if you use your body to jump naked off a cliff, you will fall and splash into the water you hopefully knew was there just in case you ended up being a fool.

If you want to change the effects of the laws of the universe, you need to use a medium of conversion, and for the conversion of perceptions of law (legal justice) as applied to civilization, you need a Story, because the only thing that exists in conjunction with the first law is Story. Story is both light and dark and is not separated in that way, which is why an entire dimension of reality is necessary to separate it from our own in mortality. Can you intuit the source of resistance between that essence of Story and Mortality that is the cause of the resistance between life and “afterlife”, otherwise know as Death?

So, know that you know the kind of power that I work with, the kind of understanding that I have with natural reality you didn’t even know existed until I explained it to you, what makes you think you have any right to tell me how I should live my life? Why should I not destroy you with my bare hands in my human body simply for the insult of your arrogant presumption about your authority compared to my own when concerning my own personal judgment, decisions, and life choices? Are you in any position to judge me for sin when you didn’t even know the nature of sin, or notice how defiled, corrupted, and perverted your own soul was by the stain of Christ?

That’s the problem with Jews. Even when they do something good, like think of e=mc2, they ruin it with their Jewishness by capitalizing a variable that ends up confusing the entire equation and rendering it incorrect with their arrogant perversion of faith. Sorry, Einstein, you fail. To Hell with you for applying that evil to something good when you should have known it was unnecessary, unwelcome, unwanted, and immoral. Jews by nature have bad judgment and cannot be trusted with anything. All that is Jewish needs to pass through a medium of conversion that is non-Jewish so the stain of the Christ can be removed from whatever it is they are trying to do, express, or be simply to know if there is any use at all to their efforts and saying nothing about what that use may be.

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Why I do what I do

Tell me now and do not delay. Do not dance with words like you do, tipping toes along written notes, expressing the steam that builds from inner heat. Tell me why you are the way you are. Tell me what drives you to the mystic’s route.

As a Roman Catholic I am fond of tradition and I enjoy the mystical spirituality of sacred moments of will woven intellect invoking powers beyond the human’s nature. I receive the Eucharist in full faith, believing and knowing it is good. There are other features that go along with this religion, but that is not why I have chosen to sit down and write.

What drives me to mysticism, and what do I hope to accomplish? How can I justify the arts of spirit I seek and practice when already the fullness of the Lord is revealed in Christ, made manifest in his Church, requiring only to proclaim the gospel and to love thy neighbor in the spirit of his holy name — a name unspeakable yet named, and when spoken is motion, eternally begetting itself in truth.

It makes me human, and humanity I crave. It is like a sickness of love that constantly pulls away only for the joy to return. Let me not sin in my search for words. Let me not stray from the path as I make a narrow way from here to what I want to say, creating newness by the grace of Love itself.

It is enough to stay. I am different. I am special. I want more and the power to do more I have. For I was given much and more I shall receive. Ever-hunger ever-thirst, the constant search, I seek and find and am satisfied; again and again I’m sent, going and never content.

The hidden Lord reveals to those with eyes to see, and innumerable ways await, eternity beyond every gate. Heresy I embrace, and doubt I do not hate. In such as these the Lord awaits before shadows in the forms that take themselves away, confident and unshaken, certain of their fate, truth in their grasp to shine by the very light they’ve found inside. They live their Self and in the darkness they are, anguished presence accosted by the void, chaos at every face, and still they hold their place. Lights in darkness alone, bearing truth for those with eyes to see.

In pain I learned our fate. Tasting death I found escape. Guiltless I ran outside the gate, and became myself, learning what it means to hate. Hatred I knew and hatred I became, all at once to give it all away. It was a bitter cup to drink, but such tastes fade away, and stronger than blood came redeeming love, the truth of Christ the gate, who lets us stray for our own sake, no matter how far or how grave.

It wasn’t for a fault. It wasn’t given all to rot. There is purpose in every form; in every word the Creator spake.

So why then do I seek, what do I hope to accomplish, and what can I hope to do? Did not the Terror itself teach you the truth already? Do not dare lead others away! Do not give sin for others to say! Nay, it is not for Satan that I am in darkness where I am, for there is only one master that I serve.

I have come all this way and will go further still. Beyond the veil of death my journey goes; for she the rest, who is God, Sophia, Wisdom, One; that alone which is worthwhile, the very source for which all time is piled.

Child of the void draw near. Do not listen to me for who I am, or see the form from which I stand on fingertips from callused hands. Let me teach you what cannot be taught. That is why I do what I do. That is why I tie the mystic’s knot. There are souls like me, who can learn to see. Souls like mine, treasured by the divine, unforgotten and remembered, reminded and embraced.

A torch of love ignites another and burns brightly just the same.

For you I’ve come to give a light. A special kind of wine, for a special kind of night.