Darkness and Light, masters and slaves

How long has the video game industry been two-faced? How long has there been an organized group of people with confidential access to gameplay mechanics without the player’s knowledge? I don’t mean the normal programming of video games in general, but the post-release product interference, manipulation, and as far as I have experienced it vandalism.

For most of my young adult life I avoided video games and spent my time reading books. I entirely missed the PS3 era and about half of the PS4 era. Now… it’s ridiculous that they pretend like people don’t know they are there, and worse, they ignore our protests to them interfering with our enjoyment!

How can I protest them interfering with my games? How can I enjoy the normal product without post-release vandalism by people who don’t know me, understand me, have my same motivations, or have anything in common with me? There has to be a way I can get rid of them! They are bullies!

That is the plain and simple truth about what they are doing, and they are abusing the one thing I want to enjoy with my time right now. They are interfering in my pursuit of happiness while I am enjoying something so simple and relaxing and stress free until they turn it into some nightmare where an anonymous operator for the government or group the government watches tries to have a personal conflict with me and I don’t even know who they are! They have access to my information and know abundant details about my life, but I have no idea who they are and I can’t seem to communicate the message through the game to them that I want them to stop.

I imagine if this were happening to another person, they would take a gun and go on a shooting spree before killing themselves because of how miserable such a parasitic problem that kind of thing is. We are already barely hanging on to our sanity, peace, and positive attitude… but they don’t even try to empathize with the kind of personal struggle that kind of burden is!

They mock me, laugh, and poke fun at how hard of a time I am having with the normal things in life they take for granted, and they turn them into weapons for bullying. Simple daily commodities I have in my home! Things I buy! They turn them into weapons to bully me with and there is nothing I can do to stop them because they are using commodities to daily life.

Do you expect me to just live without internet, video games, and socializing? Then why are you trying to take those things away from me. Do you think I have too much of those things? Then why is it when you affect one small thing it ruins the entire product so that there is nothing of it left to enjoy.

It takes time for me build back a sense of enjoyment from the negative value they leave me with and I have nothing to gain from any of that obstruction to my life.

They claim they are not bullying me, not being cruel to me, not being hostile and antagonistic, but they are the bullies! Of course they are going to say that! Then the teacher and principle in the pocket of their parents’ money is going to ignore it because those bullies are the “popular” people and star athletes and it would cause a scandal if they were revealed to be bullies. So they ignore it and pretend like they don’t know what is happening and the bully feels like his behavior is justified because they know the teacher and principle are aware of what is happening even if they don’t talk, and when they don’t do anything to stop them, that is interpreted as a sign of permission.

I don’t even know why they would want to waste their time with such a thing! What could the government, nor anyone hope to gain from such an invasion of privacy and destruction of creative media? They surely aren’t making any economic money for such a thing, so if it is black market income, then what they fuck are you going to do when the economy fails and all your black market currency isn’t worth anything? If you are making money off the books, you are taking that money out of circulation from the economy, making people poorer, and contributing to the global problem of income inequality, poverty, hunger, homelessness, and causing people to become desperate just to meet their basic needs so they start resorting to crime.

Then the community starts losing security, the nation loses security, there is civil unrest because laws aren’t being enforced nor do the people who have disabled them care to have them be enforced. With all that money draining out of the economy, the nation is going to go hollow and the weight of all the obscenely heavy rich will collapse and destroy them. The poor will be better off sure and will be able to survive something like that much more readily than the rich, but none of that is necessary! Please just play the economy by the rules and stop trying to cheat. You are ruining the lives of billions of people in addition to your own.

Do you know what it is called when a principle or teacher ignores a bully: criminal neglect of responsibility. They are adults and are expected to know better than to allow such childish behavior get the better of them. The very reason why there are laws to prevent minors from working is because they cannot be trusted with that responsibility because they are children! They are a danger to themselves and others when they lack the maturity of good judgment, wisdom, and ability to know right from wrong and what to do about either.

When an adult in a role of leadership, like a teacher or principle, fails to be an adult and makes a child’s mistake, they commit a crime that demands a severe punishment because of how they have eroded the trust between people in the community. Are you a decent person who I can trust to be an adult when I’m not watching you count the money or interact with the customers? Or are you one of them, who is going to ruin the company’s reputation with bad behavior, commit crimes, and otherwise harm people because you are under a childish delusion of self-importance and haven’t yet learned the humility of being an adult.

Ask yourselves, why are you doing what you are doing? Making money? Not likely because there is no profit to gain from comprised data like that which does not represent a natural environment or one of entertainment since it has become a fighting pit of slaves without pay or recognition. We don’t even get the cheering fans from the Coliseum like the Romans had. We only get the suffering inflicted by the private buyers and sadists who torture us through their invasive access to our private lives.

So what are you doing it for? Most likely they lie to themselves about it being of some benefit of mine which they do not understand themselves, nor could they because I gain no benefit from their bullying. Maybe they say they are “training” me. For what though? Video games, life behavior, or as your personal pet? What makes you think even trying to do that is okay? Especially to someone who doesn’t know you, doesn’t like you, and doesn’t want you involved in my life at all! I would be willing to give most likely anything to “do away” with those people. Kill them. Banish them. Fire them. Bind them with a restraining order. Whatever, but there is nobody I can petition, nobody I can complain to, and the government does not want anyone to know they are allowing this to happen and very likely the cause of it.    

Is there some kind of video game competition you think I am going to play in? Are you taking bets on my performance against other players? Why don’t I get a cut of that money even if it is black market income? What the fuck kind of monsters are you people!? Organized crime sydicates of all types would know better than to do what you do, and in fact would be outraged and threatened by you because of how you are endangering the entire underground community with the suspicion your actions will cause.

What is the reason why you do what you do? Say it to yourself. What kind of person does that make you? How welcome is someone like that in your neighborhood? In your house? In your government? In your own body!? The suspicion from the public caused by something so evil and inhuman by an underground organization operating in darkness is going to disrupt a lot of business that operates off the books and not in a good way.

No. That is not how that is supposed to happen.

There is a delicate balance between business underground, and legal business. Operations in the darkness of mystery and operations in the light of public knowledge. Both are welcome to be happening in a healthy civilization, but that requires a kind of unspoken agreement between the leaders of those underground organizations and the leaders of the public knowledge ones.

Do you know what that unspoken agreement is: never do such a thing as the evil that they are doing now. If that happens, we are going to scour through every hole we know you have, find every last one of the people involved in that evil, and bleach the entire community. You are like the Black Plague, and if we didn’t disinfect our civilization to prevent your life, the sickness and disease would cause unmitigated damage on a global scale and end the lives of countless more people who in no way deserve to suffer for you to be evil. You will have to be sanitized from the world’s neighborhood.

It doesn’t have to be that way.

It goes like this: we make laws. Those laws should be minimal in scope, and only more restrictive as necessary. People are inherently good (more obvious without circumcision to confuse them) and we do not want to do evil, destroy civilization, or end humanity. Laws typically are needed for business interests that require definition but aren’t necessarily good or evil. It goes without question that you are not to do evil, but there are laws for that too.

So the public law makers make the laws. Then the underground organizations are aware of those laws, because they are public, and they do what they want being careful to not draw attention to themselves from the law enforcement who could interpret a lot of what they are doing in ways that would be less than favorable for them.

Law enforcement should not be seeking out that kind of thing, but maintaining the specific laws that are created and staying close to those.

However… if there is a problem, and you will know because there will be a problem, like this missive is now informing you of there being right now in our society. Then that means that the public law enforcement in the light is going to solve that problem for everyone’s benefit. They are going to go into your domain of darkness. Your domain of underground. That is your territory, you have the advantage, but they are not your enemy so don’t abuse your power against them. They will be subject to a lot that you may do or cause in the underground and that requires the highest degrees of professional behavior i.e. maturity, expertise, and good judgment, by the law enforcement agents investigating the problem, and yourselves who are masters of darkness.

As for the underground organizations, it is in your interest that they solve the problem clearly, effectively, and without any loose ends to come investigating again about. However, since it is in your domain, you may be able to move some stuff around so that other parts of your operations aren’t brought to light when the problem is solved. The problem being brought to light, along with the solution that eliminates the suspicion and fear is how that situation is resolved and people go back to their normal lives like we all want. The suspicion in the public is exactly what the sign of a problem is, which will be obvious when it is excessive because of harm, evil, and crime going on to disrupt the lives of private, law abiding citizens.

It will be abundantly evident if someone like me can use clear use of reason, language, and communication to identify that problem when I am not in any way a law enforcement agent with the information, resources, nor responsibility to do such a thing without a superhuman effort you should never expect from anyone. NEVER!!!! ESPECIALLY NOT FROM JESUS THE CHRIST YOU INGRATE FAGGOTS!!! it is not because I am superhuman that I do such a thing. It is because I am intelligent, capable, and experienced. I have no superhuman qualities, but in moments of great need, people can sometimes do more than is possible, but those are not done with our human power alone. Law enforcement are hired with special government authority to enforce the law because you cannot rely on people to do what is beyond our capability, such as enforcing the law in a nation because its government is testing him. You should know if you considered whether or not you were capable of doing what you ever put anyone else through, and if you are, then why the fuck aren’t you doing anything yourself?

When the problem is solved in the underground, that area is now illuminated in civilization and the underground organizations need to adapt or turn over a new leaf. Do not fight that from happening because that will happen one way or another, even if we need to fight a Civil War over what is happening. If the law enforcement fails, people like me, who abide in the light, but are fully capable in darkness, will hunt you down with or without the legal approval to do so.

We will take matters into our own hands with the authority and power of the light, just as you do in darkness without the light. You cannot contend with that kind of power. The moment darkness is in the presence of light, it is illuminated and loses all dark powers. One man with that power, can destroy an entire international crime ring of evil fools in darkness who forgot that civilization is not a conflict between order and chaos or law enforcement and freedom, it is a dance, a harmony, a friendly engagement between neighbors.

It is not a fight, and I don’t care what Black people say about it because of what they perceive with self-fulfilling prophecy and inflated paranoia, because they are not improving anything by doing the same damn thing white people did to them which they hated. They are making the problem triply worse because of their betrayal of the people who have been fighting for them, their destructive actions toward civilization, and the moral sin of doing what they should have known better than to do.

You think you are cool, strong, and powerful because you know the authority of civilization and are above it? You think you are tough because you don’t care about what anyone says or thinks or approves of? You think that is hip and stylish because you do that in darkness, anonymity, and hiding like a coward afraid of the people who you defy?

Take a good look at me. I am your worst enemy, and everything you wish you were at the same time.  Do you remember how you got to where you did? The first thing that happened? Humiliation. You will have to humble yourself now or you will be humbled when I crush you with the forces of the law that are in my service as a public citizen, just as I have crushed you from above now with the Word that is your undoing: coward, chicken, afraid, yellow-belly. You flaunt your lawlessness but only when you are hiding and anonymous. You pretend to be defiant, but are nothing more than a slave because you do not participate in civilization while in darkness and are beholden to it only relative to what is done in the light but never doing anything yourself. If you don’t have a name and aren’t known by it for what you do, then you are a nobody, no matter what you may think about yourself because of who you have in your contacts list. You are a nobody because you cannot go with us to the party, the market, all the best civilization has to offer. You are nothing but a ghost, shade, and insubstantial wannabe person, not even a wannabe hero—a wannabe person which you would be if you had not given you humanity away to be evil!

Why then don’t you identify yourself and speak for what you do if you think you are doing anything to help? Is it because you will be exposed for evil, made to realize that you’ve only been causing problems? That is what that means to be a slave to evil. You are a slave and cannot go where you want, do what you want, live any life you want, or have any career, profession, or dream you want. You are trapped in the darkness you serve, and you will be held accountable for your crimes when the light finds you and the darkness flees from you just like you do from me.

 

 

Bullying

Let me ask you something, and I hope it cuts you deep when you realize why I am asking you this question:

When the authorities realize that there is a problem with bullying, how long has that bullying been a problem before it was recognized by the people whose job it is to see it? Or by the people who actually care about the person being hurt?

How many times has bullying happened only to be discovered too late?

Do you think bullying is such a problem because it is obviously occurring?

Bullies are such horrible, vile, and monstrous people because they do the most cruel and torturous acts and get away with it without teachers, police, or anybody noticing.

I have been trying to tell you that cyberbullies have been targeting me for a long time, and all you did was laugh along with them.

There will come a time when you realize what has been happening that you did not want to see, and you will never be able to forgive yourselves because I won’t forgive you.

This is not schoolyard bullying… this is cyberterrorism using military grade technology to harass, stalk, and interupt my life in all aspects technology can penetrate.

What the fuck is the Space Force suppose to do? Isn’t that their domain? It feels to me like they are the bullies, but I don’t who is responsible because it happens anonymously through technology. There are supposed to be professionals who are experts in cybersecurity who know how to deal with that type of thing, aren’t there!? WHERE THE FUCK ARE THEY!?

I am only one man, and I am a theologian and author. I am not a hacker, technical spider, or computer geek. I am reader, a book lover, and a pilgrim. Do not expect God to intervene for me when you know such a thing is impossible. That is not how faith works because God is not a person.

Real life is not a video game. I cannot pull out a talisman and start casting miracles like this is Demon’s Souls. Do you know how God is revealed to intervene? By the revelation of law as a knowable truth. That revelation is the intervention of God, and people have to do the work because God does not reveal his existence just so people can sit on their ass and be lazy, wasting their entire lives by being an obstacle and burden instead of any use for God’s work at all.

The flaw of the coder clique

There is a gang of… wannabe professionals in the video game industry who learned a few tricks that are nothing more than the equivalent of a foreign language for machines. That language has no emotion, no passion, no abstract concepts, no conceptual complexity, no higher truth. It is extremely mundane but still a language of its own that requires learning and study to interpret.

Those people fancy themselves superiors to others in society for knowing something that other people do not, and they try their best to lord that over their patrons by incorporating features in games that are only accessible to people who know that language. I don’t want to be playing an unfair game like that against cheaters who don’t have any sense of decent gameplay.

So they use a different language and think it is great, and I respect people who are fluent in foreign languages, but not those who know coding. The coding community has proven themselves to be toxic, hateful, and unproductive with their form of skilled labor, and are entirely unhelpful to humanity. That is one reason, but the main one is that they cannot communicate a single thing with coding. They can say nothing. They have no facts. No opinions. No truth. They have nothing at all to say. I do not respect people who know coding the same way I respect people who know human languages.

The people who use coding are mean spirited, cruel, criminal, and hostile to human life. They are a wretched group of humans that are a plague to humanity. At least until there are some laws established that provide protections from their hateful hostility. Coding is a waste of time for my purposes and goals, and I won’t bother learning it because it does not interest me.

Better to learn Japanese or Spanish than coding. At least then you can communicate with human beings and express concepts of value, such as love, compassion, and friendship.

If those data parasites making a living off of other people’s information through hacking and invasions of privacy cannot enter the light and say who they are and what they do, identifying themselves in the profession that they claim to have, they are criminals and they need to be put in prison and prevented from accessing electronic technology. All forms of professional work needs to be publicly accounted for in civilization. All of it. There are no secret jobs. Not a single one. If people are found to be running an industry in the shadows without the public awareness, especially when they are profiting off of the public, they are a threat to all of civilization.

Part of humans coming together as a community means having a public identity and a private identity. The public identity is the one that is taxed, signs forms, votes, goes to the market, works a job, visits church, goes to school, etc. It is the one you have that is accountable to the society you live in. If you commit crimes, display dishonorable behavior, or other such reputation damaging things, those are accounted for both by civil authority and social authority. Civil authority throws you in jail or rewards you with money. Social authority insults you or praises you.

A person’s private life is sacred. That is between them and the highest divine, and only them and the highest divine. National security, mercenary hackers, corporate leeches, etc. do not have the right to pry into the private lives of people. It is rude for one, but it is also criminal. Consider all the things in life that are immaterial and have boundaries. Sexual harassment is a good example. A person harasses another person when they insert themselves into the other person’s intimate private space either physically or verbally and without consent.

The entire human person has boundaries like that which we respect. Bathroom privacy, bedroom privacy, and private property in general. A person has PERSONAL SPACE! Just because you are physically elsewhere, when you project yourself through technology into another person’s apartment by hacking into their personal device, you are invading their privacy and breaking and entering. That kind of crime needs to be punished severely until people learn to respect technology and start using it for good.

An independent citizen has the privilege of being as anonymous as they wish to be as long as they abide by the law and general human decency by not abusing new technology not yet accounted for by the legal system. A public person, like a politician, or member of the nobility in societies with a royal class, or a cleric, are much more limited in their privileges of anonymity. That’s because those social roles are representative of a large amount of people, and their roles are specifically designated as a service to the public. That is why they are held more accountable and if they have a problem with that, they should not be trying to stand in the spot light, get on stage, or be famous, because it’s not up to them whether or not they are scrutinized by the public. If they are unwilling to be scrutinized, the public has all the more reason to suspect them of ill-will, malicious behavior, crimes, and all that is hostile to civilization.

That is absolutely true, and all people of public noteriety should be maintaining lives at least at the normal standard they expect of citizens and be willing to be scrutinized at an any time. That’s not a reason to do it with hostility or perversely but if they are being shady and evading answering questions about a problem or crime they are involved in, that is reasonable suspicion to arrest them as a suspect for that crime, and no amount of money or reputation is allowed to change that, and if it does, the people who allowed it to happen became complicit in the crime.

You can be upset about the scrutiny, like I have been for seven long years, but I did not fight it because I have nothing to hide. Who then ordered the scrutiny of my life, and why has it been so intense, perverse, and hostile? Who is responsible for that? I am a public person as a cleric and entertainer, yes, but I am not given any respect of either or those. I don’t even get tips for my work! It’s not like I can hire my own team of agents to defend me from the hordes of hired mercenaries and criminal rich who are behind it. So what the fuck is reason? I am not going to disappear from public life, and I demand an apology for what has happened, and an explanation.

Obviously it infuriates me, and it would be a problem if I wasn’t enraged by it all. I am a human being, a citizen, a veteran, a cleric, and an artist, and I am disabled, hated, attacked at all times, and never given any useful help. I deserve better after all that I have done for everyone and I am not going to let it go until something happens to change what has been tolerated for too long and without justification.

Would that these attacks were physical! It would be much easier for me to handle, less torturous, and resolved faster because I would have a pile of corpses in my wake. You would not be able to ignore that for as long as you have ignored me for using words and leaving a pile of non-bodilty corpses in my wake, some of them as colossal as corporations, nations, and all the fanciful imaginary false idols people wanted to value as more important than my human person in real life. If you put those before me, I will cut them down no matter how big, small, powerful, or weak. I will not spare a single false idol between me and my real life person. My favorite kill being Jesus the Christ. That was the most satisfying, but I will happily kill more and more and more until nobody has anything left to believe in except me, if that’s what it takes to survive.

It is insanely beautiful chaos to me. On the one hand the pain and suffering is worse than anything I imagined or could prepare for, and on the other hand, the glory of victorious battle and the countless slain enemies is one of the most amazing pleasures I could ask for out of existence. I will fight to my last breath or until there is nothing left for me to fight for. I will not stop, not even when I sleep, and I will never tire of it. My patience is eternal because my wrath is eternal, and they both happen at the same time. Nobody will be safe from my reach because of how this battle is fought, if that isn’t clear enough already with all that has changed as a result of my will and word and way alone.