"Does that make me gay?"

This is the final word on the subject, and I don’t care whether people agree or not. This is the dividing line, the truth, and the law of judgment that shall never change, not even with the ages when they come and go with new worlds and empires rising and receding like the tides.

Simply put: if you do not want to be “gay” you do not have to be. If that is how you feel because you dread the idea of being “gay” because that is not the kind of person you want to be, then no matter what your body may feel physically, who you decide you are is what your sexual orientation is. That is a conscious decision of identity that pertains to love, marriage, and romance. Do not ever degrade human qualities of a person by reducing them to a bestial nature as the defining factor. Sexual orientation is just that: orientation. Direct yourself consciously whichever way you are most certain is true to your heart, and that is all that matters.

It is true to say that our sexual orientation is not a choice, but that does not mean that a person needs to obey their bodily impulses as determinate of who they are. Who you are as a human being is most specifically a non-physical concept of existence that makes use of a physical existence and all the limitations and freedoms that entails. People in this age are absurdly stupid in trying to identify with their bodily nature as their justification for existence. It is not said, “I feel, therefore I am,” but instead is said “I think, therefore I am.” Mainly the problem is rooted in the continued practice of circumcision because that is the entire meaning of whatever they believe if they require circumcision in any way.

The fact that they require bodily alterations to be identified as who they are is precisely what limits such people to an animal nature of the body that does not enjoy the higher conceptual reality of humanity. People like that are blinded by sex, money, and all worldly things, and it is a shame to see them living their lives with such attachment to their body even though their identity is based on the concept originally about detaching flesh from their identity. That contradiction is all the proof you need to know that the modern people who practice that are so far out of their depth with imbecility, ignorance, and faithless stupidity that they are the total opposite of why that practice was established as a spiritual covenant. A covenant that ended with Jesus because he demonstrated the ultimate example of detachment from his body through faith and his works. The fact that the name is still relevant today is all the proof you need to know that he was successful in achieving the eternal life that is the divine inheritance of humanity for each individual without the need of his personal, physical body. That reliance on the bodily characteristics of the Jews is ultimately what original sin is sourced from, because they are attempting to recreate a human being as though they were the creator of human beings who knew good and evil in the way that was necessary to conceive of humans beings with free will. That is the original sin that caused their very existence to be stained with sin, which Jesus reconciles for them and them only by ending the covenants.

That is relevant because that is why homosexuality is such a problem for people in the world today. Circumcision results in increasing the likelihood of men growing up to be effeminate and obsessed with the male phallus that is the center of their entire universe. At the same time, they are vehemently opposed to sexual expressions of homosexuality religiously because of the cultural problems they have with excessive sexual deviance from tradition which results in guilt, social shame, and constant negative perceptions they associate with something relatively harmless and insignificant as sexual behavior.

So, do not rely on what your body feels to determine what your sexual orientation is. Let your heart, your mind, and your soul determine what that is. Heart is a bodily concept, but it is the only bodily concept used as a metaphor to describe true love. It is the expression of offering your body for the sake of true love, and you can most likely do that no matter how sexually motivated you may be to do so, a lot or a little. As for me, that is the least preferred means by which I express love, the least important, the most insignificant, and preferably avoided at all costs because of how inferior it is to all the other expressions of love a body can enjoy sharing, such as the words a person can confess, the actions they may demonstrate romantically, or how they make music with their body to pleasure the body of their lover. Those are all far better than sex, which is dirty, nasty, and icky. That doesn’t mean we don’t do it and do all manner of gross things when we do, but if you do not feel the need to bathe before and after sex, you probably ought to learn about basic human biology and germs before getting it on again.

When someone sings a love song specifically for someone else, that most likely does not leave them feeling dirty and unclean— literally, not morally. Quite literally unclean and in need of water to wash off bodily fluids before they start growing into self-sufficient colonies on your skin. The morality is less about sexual behavior and more about betrayal of trust, which is also very much related to physical hygiene, but there is also a spiritual component too.

Honestly, if you find yourself aroused by more eccentric types of sexual encounters, find a spouse who can accept that about you and do not try to change what you cannot change about yourself or you will be wasting your time and causing yourself grief. When you are being honest to yourself about the people you love and want to spend the rest of your life with while sharing the most intimate of relationships (not only sexual intimacy, but all sorts of things we are private about when we are alone) then you will know what your orientation is and you don’t need to worry about what other people say about it. They do not know you the way you know you, and they should not be pretending like they do.

This is important because if your heart is not all the way in the relationship when you commit to loving someone, as in—you feel sad, depressed, and unsatisfied because you are not enjoying the kind of relationship you would prefer to enjoy with your body as the only person who owns your own body—then that’s likely not going to work out well for either of you, because your body enjoys so much more about a spousal relationship than the sexual experiences. That’s how you know.

As the owner of your body, do not let yourself become a slave to your body, but instead make your body a slave to your mind, and be a good master to yourself too, because if you don’t, you’ll have a serious rebellion on your hands because of how easy it is for your body to overpower your mind when justified to do so. That’s the highest divine source of ultimate, true, and mysterious power for you and why you should be terrified of God and trembling in fear to not go against the ultimate divine will of Nature and Heaven no matter who you are. Nature and Heaven are distinctly different from each other, yin/yang, while also in perfect union and harmony with each other, yinyang. Don’t worry about the will of Hell though. There is no reason for Hell(s) to exist other than to have a place for people who reject both Nature and Heaven to exist with the suffering they choose for themselves with evil for the very purpose of defying Nature and Heaven.

Anyway, that’s enough.

Do you get the idea here? I hope so because that’s all I’m going to write about it. Feel free to elaborate more if you wish to provide further illumination.