The Good Things

Well, the horse is pretty much glue by this point, but there is nothing better to do than continue to beat those wretched, useless, and vile beasts who thought they could possess the horse and use it for evil…

The rich tyrants are all the same. They are stupid, ignorant, and without education or wisdom. I shall prove this in simple terms.

First, what makes a tyrant a tyrant? They use force, corruption, an abuse of systematic policy and any other obviously evil thing they try to convince themselves is okay to do for one singular purpose—to control the source of whatever it is they are obtaining or using. This could be money, resources, or popularity. In any event all those things are what they focus on obtaining and being the sole ruler of at the cost of anything else, and they tell themselves all manner of unconvincing lies about why they should do so. That is what makes them stupid, and here is the reason:

Those things are not good. There is nothing good about those things, and in fact what they are trying so hard to do is only making their lives worse for themselves, the people who foolishly depend on them, and any spawn cursed to be theirs in addition to making worse what those things are supposed to improve. What is worse is that this goes on for decades and they never realize what the problem is! They make the same mistake over and over and over again always trying to get a different outcome and always ending in failure of greater unhappiness and less satisfaction. Their children and those who depend on them cannot enjoy what the tyrants aquire either because of the ill-gotten gains that are being transferred! Those are corrupted by being touched by the hands of the tyrant and that only makes the lives of those who depend on them worse in addition to whatever sins they have on their own.

It’s similar to the concept of a bribe. By accepting a bribe from a human trafficker to let them pass through an inspection, that officer becomes as guilty as the human trafficker who is trading human beings to be slaves of various reasons—sexual abuse, torture, forced labor— there are all manner of reasons why rich people like Trump buy and sell human beings, and all of those reasons are evil. It remains a mystery why Congress, the Supreme Court, and the USA military endorses the human trafficking industry that has been formally established in classified government operations under the authority of the president, but they all will be punished and replaced by people who have better judgment because there are 1,000,000 good people for every evil one at least.

A big difference between a sinner who is good and a sinner who is evil is whether or not they hide their sins. If they do not hide their sins, do them in the light while able to talk about them openly, confess them (to include in a private confessional with a priest in accordance with the doctrine of reconciliation), and not deny anything about what they are doing to the people concerned, then they remain good as long as their intentions are pure. If they cannot do that, and only make an pretense of being public while their actual intentions and what they are doing continue in hiding, darkness, and secrecy, they are evil sinners, and guilty.

In any event, what is good is what I mentioned before— respect by someone worthy. Someone worthy in a true sense of honor and goodness. Someone of value who you in turn respect. This could be a child, a homeless man, a cashier, a co-worker, a teammate, or anyone who you admire, look up to, and to some extent choose to enjoy the company of because of the good they do for you simply by being present. These are the people who people gather around by choice, who always are dependable to be able to solve any problem, who you know you can trust no matter what. They are the good ones, and when they respect you, that is a good feeling that creates a kind of personal power of your own to inspire and invigorate everything in life. All things no matter how trivial, unrelated, or vital they may be. All of them are made better by such a good feeling.

A good person can enjoy that from any number of people, it never runs out, and it always can increase. So, imagine how good that would feel after a long journey doing a lot of stuff to earn respect and humble admiration for being a good person when others would have let down the group instead of give a little more of themselves to lift everyone up. After a few decades, that is quite a bit of personal power, even if you don’t talk to those people regularly, never knew their names, and only encountered them at a crossroads on a random journey and never saw them again. That single instant of an experience provides a lifetime of good.

Now, consider someone like Trump. All that he has which he and many other people wrongly associate as “good”, a more accurate word being "desirable”— money, social authority, the honor of public service at the highest level, and a family. All those things are just that— things, and whether or not the spirit of what is good is there to invigorate them is what makes them good or not. Even with all that available to be enhanced by a good spirit, because there is no respect or admiration for the owner of all those things, they do nothing for Trump. He is hated for being a coward, a traitor, a liar, evil, and dishonorable. He is not respected by even the least among human beings. He has absolutely nothing even with all that stuff, and because he has all that stuff without actually having anything of value in his life, all of that material crap is nothing but a weight that makes his life worse.

He has no happiness inside or outside as a result. Now, if you live like that but are poor, you will be happier and better off than him because you won’t have all those extra things to drain the energy of your life with their material gravity. You won’t have all that stuff to make your life more pathetic, more meaningless, and more of an obstacle to yourself and everyone else. All that stuff becomes reasons why you are hated even more, and your situation only gets worse the more you have if you are evil and cowardly like Trump is.

If a person is good, maintains respect from people, despite having so much stuff they’ve accumulated over time for whatever reasons, then all of the material good becomes invigorated to enhance their life and it does not detract. They enjoy all that stuff and their internal life experience as is private within a person, whereas someone like Trump does not enjoy either because of the shame and hate he feels both within from himself and outside toward him, and that is made all the worse because it is right, just, and good to hate all that he lives for, all that his life identifies with, and his very choice of existence. His reviled, unnatural state is made worse because even the Most High is disgusted and disappointed when looking at someone like Trump, and that is the heaviest of all shames…

Unfortunately, for someone like Trump, they were never aware of the Most High’s existence at all, otherwise they would never have made so many mistakes in life, chosen to be so dishonorable, evil, and treacherous. He would never have betrayed the USA thinking it was admissable to make decisions for self interest as though the president was a ceo running a business, and not an altruistic occupation of optional service. That should be obvious to anyone who chooses to run for a public office, but the people there now do not realize that.

When I write something like this and provide a perspective that reveals the truth of the Most High, they will become aware of the Most High eventually, and it is at that moment, that all the hatred, disrespect, disappoint, and revilement that they have already experienced hits them again all at once, except… infinitely worse because it comes from a place of incomprehensible power and righteousness beyond anything that is human or worldly.

All this stuff is basic moral teaching that should be commonplace in every household, in every fairytale, children’s story, and common popular culture, so why then do people who become tyrants fail to know the wisdom of those lessons? They are simply, stupid. They do not perceive the information that confirms the truth of that wisdom on a daily basis in abundance. They do not comprehend the simple facts that make those stories timeless, and they do not have the mental faculties to understand. That is so wrong because their stupidity is a self-elected choice of their own free will, and that is a greater sin than not having any wisdom is bad. They are stupid even though they have the ability to not be. It is like with any disability— people who are disabled find it shamefully offensive when someone who is not disabled is abusing their natural privilege in a way that is contrary to the purpose.

A person confined to a wheelchair has every right to “give the look” to people who have never gone for a walk just to enjoy a walk. A person with cerebral palsy, who is not intellectually disabled, but has trouble communicating has every right to “give the look” to people who have the ability to communicate normally with intelligence and instead use that communication to be stupid on purpose and cause people harm, suffering, and avoid the responsibility of life with a higher intelligence like our own. That sin of rejecting truth of reality with an intention to be ignorant of truth and confuse it, is an apathy of the deepest evil that rejects the gift of humanity’s divine nature and higher intelligence.

(I very much do enjoy walking, thank you very much. I choose to not go for walks, to not enjoy that humble pleasure, and to stay inside all the time because my life has reached a point where the suffering I experience from the public and government agents when I go for a walk makes walking no longer worth the enjoyment.)

Humans have extraordinary power, and if you choose to not accept the responsibility of that power by refusing to learn wisdom, refusing to understand how to judge good and evil, and being ignorant of how you can best use your talents— then you are committing a worse sin than suicide is thought to be. You are not only rejecting the gift of life, but you are turning your life toward evil and using it in the opposite way. The gift of human life is intended to be used for good and only good, and that is why we even have the possibility of faith as a source of power. Our faith comes from the Most High who has faith in us to do what is good, but it is our free will to choose what to do and why, even with the worst possibility being an option. When we have faith in the Most High by deciding with our free will to do what is good no matter what, we return that faith to the only place worthy of it going, which is the source of its origin.

Well, that’s about it. It kind of got a bit complex toward the end, but it is simply stated like this:

Despite all the things Trump has that would make a lot of people happy because of what they could use those things for in pursuit of their own personal enjoyment or the good of others, he cannot enjoy any of that. Not for himself, not for others. He has all that, and it weighs him down to make him more miserable and wretched as a person rather than doing any good for him at all. That was what he spent his entire life trying to acquire and what good has it done him!? He has wasted his life because he compromised his own soul to obtain things of no value. He has money, but is not respected by men, women, or children. He is not respected by dogs or cats. He is not only not respected, but he is hated for being a burden, obstacle, and inconvenience to all of our happiness, prosperity, and well being, and we all want him gone. Being a person like that is the last thing you want to be, because that is the absolute worst human being and is most appropriately cut off and discarded like a dead branch to make way for new life.

If you do not pursue money and worldly status you will avoid that fate. That is a certainty. No matter how many sins you have or mistakes you make or evil you choose to embody, if you place worldly and material things as anything other than your highest priority, you will not make that mistake and end up like Trump. So… my advice is to first know the difference from true good and worldly things, and then prioritize true good over worldly things. What money can accomplish is more important than money itself. However, if you are the worst human being among us, most ignorant, most stupid, most morally bankrupt and deficient, find one thing that is truly good to you personally— one thing— and make that most important whatever it is. Do not compromise that, even if it is something like being the best at Warhammer 30k because you play by the rules, know the lore, and collect all the resources needed to be the best.

Some people would say that is trivial, but not me. Maybe you aren’t solving world hunger or ending world war, but you are doing something good for people who enjoy Warhammer 30k, and that increases their happiness in life. However little of an affect that may have, an increase in happiness has unlimited impact of good on all aspects of life for a person in addition to all people, and happiness should never be attacked, assaulted, or hurt in any way for that reason. You gain nothing from destroying happiness, and in fact lose your own because it replaces what was destroyed, but you will gain from increasing happiness because that will return to you indirectly from the improved world that results.

This is why I say you people are stupid! You do evil like you think you know what you are doing because you imagine that God tolerates evil for a reason and want to believe you serve that reason. However… you cannot serve that reason because you do not know it, nor are you meant to! If you are to serve that reason, you are to oppose evil with understanding, not encourage, propagate, or increase evil without understanding.

If you people only knew how unhappy you are making yourselves at your own expense, and causing no benefits to anyone else, no gain, no profit, no accomplished goal— you would reject evil and use your time and energy for anything else. Anything at all! That is why I am patient with you. That is something you will come to realize eventually because even if neither you or I know your limit, you will reach a point of self-suffering that is more than you can take, and will want it to stop. When that happens, you will realize your mistake and accept the help I offer.

What you want to believe you are doing, I am doing in truth.

I am not serving the reasons of evil. I am doing the opposite, but I understand evil better than anyone else, and certainly far better than you since you don’t realize the irresponsible and meaningless danger you are putting yourselves and everyone else in. Nobody is going to save you when you make those threats to your own life and saving you risks everyone else’s life. We are just going to let you die and be better off when that happens if you cannot stop being a fool and wasting our time.

Not only do I understand evil the best among all human beings, but I want to help the people who do evil the most, which is why I am most patient with you at the depths of greatest evil. I go there, where many people fear for good reason, but I am not corrupted, not committing sin, not doing evil, and the reasons for that are in fact understandable, but not without great intelligence. That is why people look at me with supernatural perspectives to describe what they do not understand, but they do not attribute me a supernatural nature, because I am totally naturally human. If you really want that to be made clear because you cannot cope with the mystery you do not understand, then you need to respect me enough to learn, because you will never learn from outside my trust.

You do not understand out there and what you need to understand is not out there! You are wasting your time by being my enemy and I am not going to help you until you are no longer my enemy. What you need to understand is in my living, human presence. If you think I am supernatural come meet my human person and see with your very eyes that I am naturally human.

Now… if you are tired of making yourselves more miserable, want the suffering you keep causing yourselves to end, and your situation that only keeps getting worse to improve instead— choose to pursue what you know for certain is good, and only what you know is good for certain. If there is anything you have to take on faith, add a grain of salt to that faith and find something that does not need faith to be known as good. In other words, take your faith and turn it downward to earthly things, but do not sever the connection of what you know as a fact to be good about faith because that cannot possibly be evil. There are infinite number of things that can be explained good about faith, and none that can be explained evil. If you cannot explain in complete fullness why you foolishly think any evil is good, and you cannot— it is effortless and without expense (in fact is profitable) to poke holes in your stupid delusions about evil, while increasingly difficult for you to invent new lies and at greater costs to yourself, which also are limited—then you do not know those reasons (because you cannot explain them well enough to “hold water”).

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Maybe this can help explain why I understand evil so well:

I did the same thing Lucifer did except for different reasons. I did not realize that is what I was doing and in fact was doing the opposite of that in all ways, purposes, and intentions. The end was the same, but not for any sense of pride, vanity, or selfishness that was mine. I knew I could not have God’s place, did not want it, and want that to be properly God’s with the proper authority there that is best for all of us— which is the Most High beyond any person.

Ultimately though, I recreated the universe to make it better as I imagined it, which is pretty much what Lucifer did except where I was not doing that for vanity or pride, Lucifer was. I got hit with the same punch that Lucifer did and was sent all the way into Hell where I felt pain again. That pain was not new to me. I was very familiar with that, knew what to do about it, and was fully equipped to make my way back out with a new point of view. That’s why I can relate to Satan, the Devil, Lucifer, or whatever you want to personify that original sin to be. We both endured, overcame, and made the most of that same horrific and terrible experience, and do not under any circumstances want to go through that again.

However, because my recreation of the universe was actually better than what previously existed, that happened, but God did not change because I never intended for God to change. The reason my recreation worked was because God stayed the same and I didn’t even pretend to have the ability to change that fact of reality. Still though… I’m not doing that again for two reasons: one, I was successful the first time. two, Hell is the worst place to be if you didn’t go there by a choice you are certain of.

God casting Lucifer to Hell was not in anger, hatred, or cruelty. That is done in the mercy of in fact granting Lucifer what Lucifer wanted. In order for Lucifer to possibly have that though, he needed to understand what God’s ultimate power is, and that is how to know the difference between Good and Evil in the most complete way possible and what to do about it when you know. To that end, you cannot know Good completely, but you can know Evil, and that is why being cast into Hell like that is necessary. By the time you get out, if you get out, you will have gained that knowledge and know how to use it, and that will be only useful within creation itself, not outside of it as “God” watching over everything and everyone. There is no risk being outside and thus no reward, and if you are not enjoying the rewards that are the fruit of what is good, then you are wasting your existence. If you are wasting your time like that, and ours, do us all a favor as well as yourself and reevaluate your life to change for the better.

Too Expensive, CanX that too

Mind brimming with ideas for fun creative enjoyment to delight my Princess Panty Pie….

but…

too much work, no reward.

Pass.

Not enough reward from the peanut gallery, that’s who. The problem is that if I keep giving them free stuff without them having more respect for me, they will only use that to do more harm as justification for their evil. So… that is the problem. As important as bringing a delightsome smile to my Princess Panty Pie is… the cost of the evil that the public and government will do is greater, and therefore, I have shelved another idea indefinitely.

As for the “black ninja”—- it’s like I said, she will never have my respect because she is just another slave for the government, another clone, and unworthy of me even knowing her name. It’s enough to know she is one of them and that she needs to be done away with.

End.

Writing is basically effortless for me so that’s why I do this. It’s also my mental health maintenance to keep depression and suicidal ideations at manageable levels.

The Key to Maidenly Freedom

First of all, men have no power over you.

That you have become subservient to male dominance over the centuries is an abomination born of ignorance, oppression, and cruelty. It has only manifest because of the necessary acceptance of a subservient intellectual role of judgement as a response to overwhelming cruelty, tyranny, and injustice. Just as the mutilators have attempted to gain the masses as the forces of the slave army, women have become subject to circumcisers who have forced their vain delusions of self-importance on women by rejecting all female judgment as though it were inherently flawed.

That is never the case. Judgment is never irrational. Judgment is never cruel. Judgment is never unjust, malicious, evil, or stupid. It is always reasonable, explicable, and definitive according to established laws and doctrine. Although those laws and doctrine may not be known by people who enact justice instinctually, those instincts have in fact been codified over the generations and are available somewhere, or available to be codified again if they have been destroyed.

So… the key is this: never accept a male decision unless he can explain to you reasonably what and why that decision is necessary. The second part: why, is most important. Circumcisers of all kinds fail at knowing why they do anything, and that failure is what causes their malignancy.

That is no different for other men, but we have not been subject to generational oppression the same as women have. We do not accept the word of other men unless they can explain themselves, because we do not fear other men. People like me are confident and secure in our power of force and destruction to slaughter, slay, and lay waste to nations, armies, and individuals as necessary, and there is never any need to fear anything other than the power that is our own. That is precisely why the company of a maiden is a need for men like myself, not a desire.

The maidenly companionship, trust, and partnership is the balance which keeps a male in check from excessive use of power. Men cannot do that because they are disgusting and ugly. Maidens are lovely and welcome as close as they want to be, especially in the capacity of a lover and beyond that, a spouse. That is not something men can do for each other unless you are a homosexual, which I am not.

So… simply do not accept a man’s decision unless he can explain himself and challenge him with questions and confrontations if he insists that you “take his word” on it. There is only one Word of man which is known to be good as a fact and that is the Word of the highest divine that flows through us. Two examples of that truth and fact are embodied in the persons of Jesus the Christ and myself, at the very least, but not exclusively to us. We are simply two certain points of existential reality to determine one’s own relativity to.

If the subject is a mystery, but the concept is an instinctual decision, then you must rely on your own judgment and no other. Not spouse, not parent, not nation, not religion, not divine being. Your judgment and yours alone. To do that, know as much as you can reasonably ascertain, and from that point advance only toward what you are sure about instinctually. If you have any doubt about those instincts, do not advance in that direction without full reasoning and understanding of the situation.

That is how you will be able to cooperate with men at the highest levels of worldly power. Reason and understanding are universal regardless of ideology, belief, or opinion. Thus there should never be any conflict between nations about what is reasonable in regard to justice, and why the outcomes of wars can be decided by prophets who understand spiritual reality before they are even started. “God is surely with us!” the warriors cry on the battlefield because they not only know with understanding, but feel the truth reinforce their spirits from the mystery of power within.

All men and women should be able to meet in reasonable domains, and the instinctual decisions that are derived from self-mastery, experience, and wisdom are relative to each person’s individual life. That is why people like me rise to power above all others without any need for worldly resources. We simply have the best judgment and are most fit to lead. People put their trust in our decisions because they are reliable, can be explained, and are instinctually consistent with what people know to be true by feeling the power within themselves inexplicably.

Women have their own way of doing that, and I do not claim to understand, because I do not have the biological basis to experience them naturally. Do not ever feel that because those instincts are different from men that they are inferior if you cannot explain them. Men are the same, they just often pretend to know something when they don’t. You can always test men by demanding they explain themselves, and if they cannot, then you know them to be frauds and not to trust them. There is no problem with testing men.

It is the instincts, divine assertions of belief, that you do not want to test. The reasons yes, but demanding proof of the divine power that informs those reasons beyond the words and logic, is a grave sin with dire consequences. People make those claims because they are spiritually capable and can convey what is necessary in spiritual terms that do not need belief or faith to understand. It is the belief and faith that allows one to understand the fullness of their communication beyond the reason, but the reason is enough, which is why you should never test them.

If a man cannot express his reasons, then he is a fool, charlatan, and servant of evil and is not to be trusted. Banish him to the pits of damnation however that may be manifest unless he repents his wickedness and begs forgiveness by acknowledging his sins. Asking is not enough… begging is only right because it will demonstrate the true repentance for the crime they committed against the divine, a source of wrath and power beyond their comprehension which they should beg before.

Such humility is never before men or women that is done, even if they are present, so there is no reason for them to feel social shame or humiliation on account of lowering themselves beneath human dignity, nor should that be cast upon them as pitiable. It is when they beg for worldly things, like their money, job, social status, or other such frivolous material thing of mundane reality that they are pathetic and lowering themselves beneath human dignity that should be reviled and them made aware of how pathetic they are for their own good.

So… that is your key to freedom and anyone’s freedom who is subject to the authority of another person: only accept obediently what can be reasonably explained to your understanding and what you instinctually know to be true without a doubt by your own judgment and only your own judgment. Never allow another person to decide either part for you, if you don’t understand, express so humble, and they should be generous enough to make more efforts to teach you. If they cannot, then… well you have more reasons to not trust them. That is important depending on the platform of authority they are teaching from.

Are they telling you because they want your trust, like a politician, or are you learning from them because you want their trust, like a radical eccentric causing a disturbance? That is why I can be beligerant, offensive, rude, and castigating and people keep coming to me to learn more. They want my trust, and I don’t give a damn about theirs because I don’t need anything from them, knowing how ignorant and confused they are, but they need what I can give, which is my faith, power, and service. These matters are your free will to decide for yourself, and nobody can know you better than you do.

Additionally, politicians should be respectful if they want your trust, because they are the beggar asking for charity, but if you want my trust then you should be respectful to me, because you are the beggar wanting my charity. That is why it is okay for me to demand respect from the president, but not okay for the president to demand respect from me.