The Gasoline Fight

Zoolander.

Have you seen the movie? Do you recall the gasoline fight that happens?

The four male “models” who are professionally “good looking” all have an imbecilic frolic at a gasoline station. We all know that males are always ugly, but in this case the term is a metaphor to indicate they are people who are literally evil but appear as good—nothing about beauty.

In any case, that gasoline fight is like the circumcision situation in North America.

There is a Jew, Ben Stiller. There is a Mexican. There is a Black Person. There is a Native American. All four are circumcised and are making the Jew claim, except the Mexicans, Black people, and Native Americans are trying to make them for their own identity group as nation, ethnicity, or both.

They do so thinking they are having fun and innocent playtime with sing song jolly jacking but in reality they are irresponsible fools spraying each other with gasoline. In the movie, Ben Stiller leaves the area for some distraction, I forget what. Then he looks back at his friends playing, and admires the scene. It is in that moment, when one of them, completely oblivious of the danger and situation, lights a cigarette and they all die in a fiery explosion except Ben Stiller, the Jew.

That is the circumcision problem in the USA.

Jews and only Jews have a right to that claim, and only when they accept Christ as the truth. Not necessarily as Christians, but they definitely need to be making a public claim about identifying as Jews who accept Jesus as the Christ because it is a simple logical, rational, and necessary conclusion to provide reconciliation with everyone else in the world despite their hateful, inhuman beliefs carried on since ancient times. The group Jews for Jesus is an example of Jews who do that.

First of all neither Black people, Mexicans, nor Native Americans have a sacred claim equivalent of the Jews. They have indigenous beliefs that trace back to ancestors vastly removed from modern day civilization just like everyone else does. Nothing special about that. They also do not have a national claim to identity. Mexicans are the most idiotic on that account, because they fail to realize that at the relevant time, Mexico was non-existent as what they are attempting to claim as a national identity.

Native Americans are similar in that case. They were a diverse collection of tribes, much like Jews, but the difference is that they do not have a unifying doctrine of written sacred literature that ties them all together in Story. That doctrine has to be written for the sacred claim that the Jews make. Literally written in human language with the use of words to communicate information. That human act of creation is what is spiritually sacred about their doctrine, and why Jesus is referred to as the “Word” and there is so much emphasis on written laws and texts.

What makes the Jews unique is that they have a continuous thread of Story that traces back to an ancient origin at least 6,000 years. That Story has changed and evolved over time, been edited, modified, texts added, etc. but that is not the point. The point is that they maintained the same collective written Story continuously without breaks all this time. That is why Jews (and Christians) have a valid sacred claim that includes the practice of circumcision, when nobody else does, not even Muslims.

There may be loose collections of diverse ancient texts and writing to reference for all other cultures, but the difference with the Jews is that they were nationally recognized as a legitimate foreign nation in ancient times by all other secular authorities at the time, such as the Roman Empire, Babylonian Empire, etc. They have that history of a valid, recognized identity that is embedded in our shared cultural hstory, and it is why their claim cannot be ignored, while the Mexican, Black, and Native American claims to circumcision are entirely false, frivolous, evil, selfish, inapropriate, and born as an abomination of hateful ignorance with no concept of what they are claiming.

They think it is just about having a special club to wear a special nametag with, and some faithless Jews encourage that because they have no faith in their history and are stupid, but being Jewish is not just about being in a special club. It is about having a divine purpose in the world that provides meaning to ones life as it applies to a highest divine will of incomprehensible goodness and wisdom. Just as the Christian claim is. That is certainly what they believe, except if they deny Christ, then they cannot make that claim because they deny it with Christ. They choose evil, hate, and worldly injustice for greed, coveting, and idolatry by denying Christ.

Because they are faithless, and have always been faithless according to their texts, much like a decent amount of all types of people, they do not want to believe in the purpose and function of the Christ, Jesus to their culture. By denying his purpose in the divine plan, they deny it to all of their people, because of how they deny it as legally written and recorded by sacred texts maintained by Jews— the first Christians. It’s always been like that for them. 12 tribes, 11 of them are stupid and revert back to Paganism with their circumcision and it makes evil worse than ever, intolerably so, and they eventually get destroyed by some nation or another because of how vile they are. Then in their pathetic state of suffering, they all scurry back to the one who was keeping the doctrine, just as they will do to Christianity now that this is becoming so simply explained even small children can understand that mystery if they can read this far.

That’s why they are evil. They think their identity in the world today is all about denying Jesus, but that is simply identifying with evil! They reject the only good thing about their entire sacred claim to identify with the opposite without knowing what that opposite is. The opposite is incomprehensible evil— stupidity. It is so obvious in the evidence of their crimes and lawlessness in the world today. They go around thinking they are fulfilling a divine purpose by being purposely evil, hateful, and destructive to good! Those fools! Would they have ever been created in the image of the divine to go around the world doing evil to all of creation!? Would they have been cast out if their purpose was to be evil!? Would they ever have been tolerated all those thousands of years if they were doing evil!? No. They would have been destroyed again and again and again for the same thing they are doing now because it is typical of their faithless minds to conclude when they misunderstand the purpose of circumcision. They would attribute that destruction to the wrath of God because someone told them that their toxic, poisonous, and hateful behavior in the community is going to rile up all forms of good people who desire justice, law, security, and safety, to exterminate them.

Just stop being stupid you damn fools! Find a way to incorporate the Christ into your doctrine and make it public to everyone so we can trust you! If you continue to make your public claim as a denial of Jesus the Christ, then whether we are Christian or not, faithful or atheistic, there is only one way we can interpret you people: evil doers, toxic parasites, poisonous betrayers, and malignant fiends to be excised!

The easiest thing to do would be to just accept Catholic doctrine because that is already taken care of and has the continuous story they’ve been maintaining ever since Christ and before. However, they could also write something totally new. A completely new Story that totally redefines their mythos and theological beliefs and identity. It could totally contradict or be in conflict with their original doctrine if they use the faith I provided with the function of Story I am establishing a religion from. Not because of the faith in that object of utility—but faith in the implications, and universal spiritual value and significance of it as a work of Story. They don’t need to if they manage to come up with some sort of continuous thing that does not contradict previous doctrine, but if they need to start over, they can keep the old doctrine as valid, use Goto as a conduit—passageway, doorway, and object of impersonal matter—to maintain continuity with whatever new Story they provide for themselves.

In any case, until they do that they are evil. Unless Mexicans, Jews, and Native Americans do that, they are also evil, except infinitely more stupid and entirely powerless because their claim is impotent, based on made up concepts that are entirely falsified, illogical, and have no ancient tradition that has been maintained as justification. They were never recognized as ancients, on par with Jews as being in harmony with the universal truth of divine being of unified singularity that was philosophically understood before it was theologically understood. The theology was added to make the philosophy easier for less privileged people to understand with the use of Story.

That application of Story, as a means of transforming wisdom into faith for people who do not devote their lives to the study to be able to understand it, is what I am working on establishing as a practical religion that all other religions should be able to participate in as well without conflicting with their current beliefs. All they would need to do to justify their cooperation is create Story that explains how they connect to the “Halls of Remembrance” as it is called in the first novel, but that is not the formal name, just the concept.

Anyone can entirely redesign how that place looks, works, and functions, how the mystics are trained, what they do, and all that, while still maintaining the concept of a unifying source from which all forms of Story are derived. That source of origin that is the same for both philosophy and theology, only talked about differently depending on which direction you are contemplating it from.

The purpose of the religion is to have a single concept that is designated as “canon” for the definitive terminology, laws, and rules of existence as a foundation acceptable by all faiths. There needs to be one place designated as the authority on that concept and only one place. Others can be in harmony with that authority with their own, but if there is ever conflict, it will be the one traditional source that diligently maintains doctrine, law, and tradition without end that is always the final word, just as the Roman Catholics are for Christians today.

All manner of Christians can make all manner of claims, and Protestants are most frivolous about doing that. However, whatever the hell they say, it is usually pointless, a waste of time, and not worth contemplating if it is in conflict with the Roman Catholic Magisterium. This is why: when the Pope makes a formal, definitive statement about Christian doctrine, Christianity all over the world changes in accordance with his authority. Protestants do not have that authority, power, and never will. The very fact that they are combative, antagonistic, hostile, rebelious to authority, and defiant to law, doctrine, and faith are all indications of their unreliability and untrustworthiness.

However, having a designated single source of authority is why all other religions should take an interest in what I am doing. They should have a say in what that foundation is, especially if they are going to be using the spiritual technology, science, and understanding that the faith of it makes public freely, charitably, and for the benefit of all people. If they are going to be using that, they should probably have someone as a representative there who can speak for them, ensure their concerns are being addressed, and work together with everyone else to maintain a peaceful community without necessary conflict.

The problem with cirumcision in the world today is that it creates necessary conflict because of how they take away the rights, security, and safety of a man’s life within his private home. If it becomes dangerous to be uncircumcised, such as in the world today when we are threatened by national governments, social systems, and all manner of idiots on the streets, then our very home is threatened because we cannot acquire the resources to live our lives safely. We cannot get food, water, and shelter without being under constant threat in the community, and that defeats the entire purpose of civilization and government.

That is why conflict is necessary. We will have to fight you for all of that authority back, and prevent you from ever being able to have it again, because that is the only way it can work. For you to have your wants in your private home as safe, secure, and protected, you need to respect our laws in the public domain with government, economy, and entertainment. However, because those have now been violated and defiled to such an extreme and intolerable way, the circumcised people will lose their privilege to be tolerated in a community, because it will no longer be a protected “right”, which it never was in my opinion, but now that is unanimous as truth and fact.

End.

The excuse of the viral infected (video games)

The main excuse that I sense from them for such abusive, destructive, and artificial inequality is something like this: “Stop making it look so easy!” So they start reducing the normal features of the game, ignoring button inputs, imposing ridiculous restrictions such as a requirement for me to use a certain ability, the simple arrogance to constantly strengthen the enemy to limit until my character is killed at least once, and things like that. Horribly annoying because they waste my time. I do not want to spend more time on a task than the game is designed for. In case the small minded non-creative, incompetent imbeciles aren’t aware of creative arts, there is a tone, style, and rhythm to creative arts and if you tamper with any features you create dissonance that clashes with the entire work.

It is like an out of place tuba from an inexperienced amateur in formal stage strings concerto. The listener is like, “the strings concerto was amazing, but why the hell did was there that awful, inexperienced and hateful tuba like a loud fart interrupting the performance? It ruined everything and was insulting!” There is a time and place for tasteless behavior like that, and it is not a strings concerto. Defiling all that they have done, which is why I berate them so much for allowing your invasion of privacy and corrupt malware. The entire work is ruined, and if the creators of that work, from the most humble programmer to the director of the game had any self-respect as a creator, or respect for the audience, they would be up in arms over such interference and refuse to allow published.

They would make every attempt to alert the audience and raise public alarms about what was done to lessen the hostility and hatred of such an insult when it is received by preparing them for it with advanced notice. That would be instinct, but if they were masters, they would be aware of the higher good media does, and the great harm such hostile defilements do by offending the spirits of the public. Those are not forces you want to anger, insult, and provoke to a hostile response of their own, for your and everyone’s sake. That’s what I am doing, not because I consider myself a master, but because that was my instinct. Because I am also a spiritual disciple and have been for well over ten years I’ve been able to put words to those natural responses to give reasons and justify their expression.

Yet still, with media being such a form of idolatry in the USA, I think what saddens me the most is that none of the celebrities appear to by fighting back. They are too afraid to do what only they can do as public stars: step into the open and object, resist, and fight by expressing clearly what is necessary as best as they are able. That is the work of an actor, author, or musician, it is as clear as possible, but what they are expressing is infinitely inexplicable. For times like today, when the problems in society are so obvious and simple, especially when I spell them out as I do, which should be accessible to at least the average adult even if they don’t understand every word I use. In fact, they probably learn words and definitions because they do understand what I am saying and can assign new words to concepts they already know but didn’t have a word for. That is why you should never doubt the intelligence of an illiterate person. What is intelligent precedes the use of words. What is Divine precedes the Word of the Divine.

Media stars have the power to express truth in public in clear and accessible ways that are often easy to receive because of the entertaining nature of their work with Story. Any person in that industry. The Tarantino’s directing masterpieces with a collaboration of masters, or the Jane’s who ran away from home to make it in Hollywood as a star actress and do whatever it takes to make it. That likely means working at the very bottom doing something other than they intend to do as their final goal, such as painting movie sets under supervision. Each and every brush stroke, even if they are not yet allowed to do the detailed work, expresses that Divine truth, and it is guaranteed, that if you do that with all your heart and soul, you will make it where you intend to go. That may not be the way you initially imagined it is an innocent youth, but it will be the same as you intended, the only difference being that you learned the reality that you could not possibly know and knew that you didn’t know when you first set out on your goal.

In my case, that was working as a communications technician on a submarine in the Navy. That was an open door and it was not my first open door, it was a door that opened after the door labeled “undesignated” opened as my only open door. I caution you now seekers, that door is not for the faint of heart because those who are undesignated go below the bottom to do what nobody else wants to do. Just because I excelled at my job in the military doing many things that nobody would volunteer for and some that a lot of people do volunteer for, doesn’t mean that I ever changed my goal. It just meant that when I changed tickets for a different route, some people who never considered who I was underneath my uniform would be surprised.

Excuse me, ****, sorry if I didn’t say that right, but may I exchange this warrior ticket for an artist ticket? Sure thing, kiddo, but before you do, let me warn you, that’s actually a step down in life. Really? Huh. Well I guess that’s alright because its what I want to do and it will make me happy, and I know if I keep going the way of war, I will never find what I’m looking for or happiness. Also, I’ve been putting in a lot of work in my free time practicing and want to put it to use. I know I won’t be the best by a long shot, but I’ll give everything I’ve got to be good enough. Hopefully I’ll have what it takes because its worth the risk compared to wondering what could have been if I don’t follow my heart.

Alright, consider it done. Let me see what you made of yourself in your free time to credit it to the transfer. Huh… I see… well, that’s good enough for my work. So, use this ticket and don’t let anybody stop you or tell you “no”. One last thing, just out of curiosity, what is it that you are looking for? Excuse me please, but I’m afraid I’m going to have to keep that a secret for now. I’m sure you understand. It’s like the dream of Rome that Marcus Aurelius whispers to Maximus in Gladiator during his final moments. Besides, don’t you already know what that is, and also better than I know it?

A darn good thing I didn’t say what it was, considering what the rotten government and evil doers enslaved to the Devil have been trying to do to get it out of me. Those are the last people to trust with that kind of thing. Unfortunately if I won’t tell them, they intend to make me take it to the grave, and I’m totally okay with that. It is better that I die with it, than give it to such unworthy, untrustworthy, corrupt, and lawless people as those that want it from me. I’m not sure what’s more offensive, that they have tried to forcefully obtain it from me like brutes with no concept of what they want, like Zoolander and Hansel trying to obtain files from a computer, or that they never even tried to buy it or offer something in return!

They never offered me a single reason that I may possibly want to exchange for what is most important to me as the goal of that which I seek and invested my entire life’s work in from childhood. You would think they would have started with that by pretending to be nice and generous first, offering power, fame, and fortune. I guess they underestimated my resolve and or common sense. At the beginning, I believed that the limits of evil were in place as they should be at all times which are those of enforcing laws in public. It seems possible, however unlikely, that I may have been convinced with some sort of mutual agreement of necessity had they of played their cards better, because now there is nothing they can possibly do to convince me to trust them. Ever since Trump started building the wall of hate while wearing the Christ like some common baseball cap and calling the situation an “emergency”, I knew the limits to evil had been removed, but ever since the insurrection, the entire world knows because of how brazen and simply put, truly evil, that lawless corruption in the government demonstrated he USA as a nation to be. As citizens of the USA, we are all therefore screwed beyond a reasonable doubt unless someone grabs the bootstaps of Freedom and Democracy and pulls us back from the brink. So you’re welcome for that, but that’s not why you are looking for me are you? *jingle* *jingle*

Anyway, the creative artists I used to look up to as professionals of creative arts have left me with such profoud disappointment for revealing themselves to be frauds of their own work. Not divine fakes, fakes to themselves who are not true professionals, artists, or creators, but thieves, plagiarizers, and scoundrels with no ability or talent of their own. They have had inspiring careers and displayed talent for expressing a divine truth but then cursed the graciousness of the spirit that trusted them to use such divine power for good when they are entirely unable to do anything on their own.

The work of media star, even the most famous ones, should be humbling, because when it gets down to reality, all we can do is show the audience the problem or the solution and express what needs to be expressed about it, but we cannot do what must be done ourselves. It is one or the other. Consider a video game metaphor where you can pick only a certain number of skills and not change them later. Some people get a wide range of essentials, others get all the skills in one area, others get most of the skills in two areas, but nobody can possibly have them all.

In a video game you can input cheat codes, but that’s why it’s a metaphor. Life is not a game and there are no human beings with the power to alter the code of reality. All we can do is add to it with that which does not contradict the fundamental design, and remove what was added without affecting the fundamental design by doing so. The most fundamental of all laws is that good is good, desired, and loved while evil is reviled, rejected, and rebuked. That is the most fundamental line of code in the design of reality, it will not change because everything relies upon it, including physical reality and what science explains, not just society and civilization.

To them who tell me to stop making it look so easy when I play video games, I say stop making yourselves look so incapable! Have you not taken into account the amount of experience I have playing video games? How much time I invest in a game? Even the average person should be able to make most games look easy if they have had half of the time I have put into most of my favorite games. That’s why I prefer games on a harder difficulty setting most times, not so I can lose and face unfair game dynamics that ruin what makes it fun by preventing you from winning by putting invisible walls, not letting the buttons command what they are supposed to, and modifying the values of parameters so no matter what strategy I use it is always the same and there is no point in changing strategies aside from entertaining myself for a private game going on in my mind that only I and the highest divine can see.

I like the added challenge, because most people cannot afford to spend all day playing video games and need a little more room for error because it is like a hobby or skill that gets better with practice. It’s not an insult, it is for the very reason why video games are created and why people buy them: to have fun. For those of us who play a lot and have private games going on our mind that only pertain to ourselves, such as completing a game without armor or upgrades or find all the pokemon, etc. there is one private game that is mutual for both developers and gamers: playstyle.

For the master gamers, it is not only important to be able to master the features of the game well enough to solve the challenges or know when they aren’t worth your time (personally relative) and bow out, but it is important to look good while doing it. Games like Forspoken designed its functions exceptionally well because it can be played with such seamless grace and fluidity of fantasy action and adventure that it is like a dancer on stage. Most people can get into each position, but not everyone can move through them all as one fluid movement without breaks. Doing something like that is not about the enemies and the challenge being as difficult as possible, in fact you do not want them overly difficult for that.

That’s one of the reasons why I get so mad. In Dying Light 2 the grappling hook is an amazing feature when you practice with it enough after turning on the “expert grappling” setting. In Dying Light 1 the grappling was iconically amazing as far as I know, but I didn’t play that until after I played the sequel, however it was easier to use, almost like a superpower (awesome and fun). The grappling hook design in Dying Light 2 is not overly difficult, but it is a balanced system and more realistic in game, and it looks better for playstyle too. It is much more subtle though, and can be just as effective as the one in the first game that can scale clocktowers with a single button, once you get comfortable with it.

When they start interfering with designs like that so the grappling hook is not functioning as it is designed and starts dropping you and not working so it becomes unreliable, because they think it is “too easy” to be able to fly through the city like Spiderman, it is not an improvement to anyone. That is a detriment to the stylistic expression of the artists who developed it, and the gamer who applies what they created, and it defeats the entire purpose of the entertainment industry and needs to be outlawed for the good of our national prosperity.

It’s not super difficult to use, and I still make it look sloppy sometimes because I am being careless, but it is not as easy as it may look. There are at least three different timing factors in each swing to cognizant of. First, intial grab, which requires judging range, grappable spot, and height. Then, duration of grapple, which could be anywhere from immediate release to full swing to multiple pendulum swings. Last, trajectory of release, which if you are at a significant height, could result in death if it fails. Besides, it doesn’t even work with all those features until it is fully upgraded, which requires its use before being upgraded by completing optional activities! Do not ruin something cool like that! WTF!?

That is fun to watch, fun to use, and I imagine it is satisfying to see made use of in such a way as the developer who had to program all sorts of math in computer language within a virtual construct other people probably focused their work on designing specific parts of that they are making use of. Then it was likely tested in all sorts of ways, adjusted to precision with intimate knowledge of the game’s functions, qualities, and features to a point that was judged not too advantageous so that it trivializes everything, but also a powerful tool requiring a modest amount of skill to be most effective. If you are some jack-off, creep-agent, and virus-injecting douche chewer hired by an evil government organization to get in people’s way and be a nuisance, for your own sake do not interfere with such things or you will get crushed in the gears of civilization! Then it will a be a pain in the butt getting your guts cleaned out and laws established to prevent people without any common sense from making such stupid mistakes again!

Why the hell such people are paid to do a job of not only no productive value but to inhibit production and undermine the source of income and authority that pays their employment is a mystery of idiocy to me because it is stupid and makes no sense as a fact of the matter. At the same time, I don’t get anything in return for the productive, helpful, and extremely difficult work I do that is so highly specialized of a skill that there are likely less than a hundred people in the entire world who can do the equivalent in their own way. Furthermore, despite me doing it generously without cost to people as pure charity to resolve a known and recognized international problem that people have been trying for ages to reconcile, I am begrudged even the smallest gratitude. I didn’t even ask for a reward or make it look like I expected one, because it is not something that can be paid for while still respecting what was done. That can only be paid in honoring the work with acknowledgment and appreciation for doing it.

I somehow managed to keep doing more and more to prevent further disaster while they try to somehow plagiarize and take credit for what I do, even though those scoudrels and brutes haven’t even taken one step on the million mile journey to simply begin learning will never be able to do it. They should realize that.

Simple parabola:

Imagine you are a mother in her sunset, with a long night ahead before the final dawn. You are confident you can face it and unafraid. That’s in part because the illuminations of the city help people see in the dark and the night’s watch are posted to ensure it is always safe within the law, but also because you have the moon and the stars to help, even if they are obscured by clouds or beyond your sight. You have been a good housewife throughout your life, with the noble, respectful, and honorable responsibility of taking care of the kids and keeping the home well kept as your main focus and set aside any professional career or other personal ambitions long ago to be able to do so at your best. It has been a good life, not always easy and smooth sailing, a few storms, but nothing you couldn’t weather with your loyal husband who always has been able to provide enough and a little extra for a few more good things.

However, the kids are now grown and are moving out on their own to start their own lives for yourself, and you responsibilities to them are mostly complete. They can feed themselves, work on their own, find shelter, and do all that they need for themselves now and are happy to be able t do so, because that is what life is all about, and they have been preparing all their childhood with yours and your husband’s help to do it! Neither of you were prepared with the responsibility of being a parent, but you did your best with what experience and wisdom you had, and you do not have any significant regrets beyond an innocent mistake or misunderstanding. Nobodies perfect, and if your kids learned any lesson from you, they learned that one, so it wasn’t a total failure.

In any case, they still call and visit every now and then, but it is less and less as they become busier with life and eventually may even have families of their own. You find yourself with more time on your hands than you are used to, and are uncomfortable about it because it is so strange to not have laundry to do, meals to cook, people to chaueffer, on top of all the other stuff like bills and arranging for a plumber to fix that pipe that started leaking. Your husband is a good man, but he simply is not the kind who is good with fixing leaking pipes, working on cars, or other works like that, and that’s fine. Not everybody can do it all, and he has his work cut out for him at the office everyday administering that info-techno-cyber thing he administers at the new company that pays much better than the last one.

So, you decide to take up the violin for the first time like you always imagined would be nice because you like the way it sounds and played it once in high school and remember liking it.

End grapple, commence exit trajectory:

Taking up an instrument like that is always a wonderful and a good idea for yourself, even if you decide later on it is not for you, or set it down because you need to prioritize other things. A mother in the situation above would be best to not compare herself with the virtuoso who plays at Mahler’s Ninth Hall along with the other virtuosos for the string symphony every month. No matter how much she devotes herself to that, besides the rarest exceptions, that is not realistic because those people have made it their life’s work to be so skilled and wealthy with the talent they invested. They do that creative work of hard earned musical ability for the pleasure of people like our friendly neighborhood sunset mother too, and no other reason than that besides their own pleasure. It is in things like enjoying music that the Queen of all kingdoms and the sunset mother are alike as people even if they have different tastes in music.

That work which they play for her is the fruit of that which they kept as a priority, while she set it down to prioritize starting and raising a family of her own. Everyone has their reasons and that is why you shouldn’t judge the value of a person’s life no matter who they are or what they do be they surgeon or walk-about. It is only acceptable to judge the quality of good or evil as a discernment between the two, and all good is of infinite value and all evil is of no value in moral judgments such as that. It’s a good thing she set that down, because of the kind of commitment and work required to raise a family because of all the things involved that she would not have wanted to have to trust or rely on others too much to do.

However, because the virtuosos are maybe out of reach, does not mean that you cannot enjoy the same good that they do, even though you are not on stage and famous as a musician. That good is the good of creating that which brings happiness into people’s lives. There is no greater good than that and it is entirely why people like me do what we do as artists. Vampirism is a perversion of that, so do not mistake the two, and here is why: happiness is a quality of goodness, meaning it has infinite value, and thus can be shared infinitely at no cost to the person who experiences it or the person creates it. That is free from the divine and it never runs out. You cannot ever have too much happiness or need to worry about running out.

The cost to the artist is like the cost to the mother. She suffers time and energy for her children, sleepless nights, stressing over whether they will be liked at school, hoping they pass their classes at least, horrified over a badly broken bone, terrified for them as they leave home behind the wheel of their first car, and suspicious of people like her husband who would have stolen away with her panties if she had not found the missing article while she was trying to steal his, but that is a whole other story for another time, even if it is a good one that resulted in their marriage and life happily ever after.

She isn’t too suspicious of people though, because she’s not that bad and has met a lot of people to know they aren’t that bad, and just about everyone she’s ever met knows when too far is too far even if it needs to be pointed out. However, it is easy for people to accidentally cause a bigger problem with a small one if they don’t know the whole story and become intimate first. That can be painful heartache and ice cream binging, but it is better than not loving at all, so that still counts as good. All that stress, time, effort, work, and commitment is not something she charges to her children to be repaid, nor can she because it is not debt incurred by her children. That is the human condition of life and the responsibility of being a parent.

Children do not owe their parents anything, but they should want to give back if they were raised well, not as a form of payment for a debt, but as a gift of love and kindness. If they grow up and want nothing to do with you and do not feel like they should give you anything, you probably made a huge mistake by constantly taking from them when they were children instead of giving of yourself. Bad parents do that by charging them moral debt unjustly as though they expect something back for “giving them life”. They did not “give life”. The one who gave life to everyone is far higher than any person or parent.

They were trusted with life by the divine and should respect it as though it were divine because that is the source of all life. Maybe they borrowed here and there in small amounts because idk shit happens, but they repaid immediately what they borrowed by returning it and felt guilty for it too. They did not take every last thing they could from their children as though their child’s life was their own life and all their goodness thus belongs to them as the parent. By that logic they think it is rightfully theirs to claim all the good of the child’s individual person and expect payment from the child too! I unfortunately know some people like that, and I don’t owe them a damn thing, least of all my thanks.

It’s because there are so many people like that why I would endorse manditory parenting classes for families to ensure they understand that children do not belong to them, do not owe them anything, and they are responsible for their care and safekeeping until it is no longer necessary. These concepts are part of a social agreement between neighboring families that is necessary for the health and integrity of civilization. In other words, it’s included in the social agreement that we pay taxes for. I don’t know how else to tell you that, but if you have a child, you have a human responsibility to care for that child unless you have legally transferred that responsibility to someone else.

If you come across a stray child who is not your own, you have a responsibility to not harm that child. Whatever “cost” those covetous vampires are leeching off their children’s life is incurred by all of society, not their own arrogant egos! I know of one particular ethno-religious culture that as a group leeches harmfully like that on purpose as their very doctrine while also purposely not being productive or contributing members to the host nation they are a parasite within. Curse those wretched people to the deepest depths of Hell to never enter the sight of man again.

Anyway, that’s why the person trying to plagiarize and steal credit as the creator my work as if it was their own invention and discovery is going to fail in the hardest way for them. They are like the sunset monther, except evil, and I would be the virtuoso here, and still good. The good sunset mother may can still make people happy with her own products, and that is just as good in a different way, but it will still require great effort, and it will likely be in simpler arrangements of music. Not to worry though, because those are some of the best and most loved songs. Amazing Grace, for example.

Then there is a wide range of fiddler music of all varieties that ranges from rather simple to very complex, and those are some of the best tunes as well. You may even be able to make a popular song on your own because some of the most popular ones tend to be relatively simple arangements done well in unique ways with meaningful lyrics and there is nothing inferior with that. It is still impressive in terms of musical skill compared to people who are not musicians, but the complex symphonies, folk music, and rock bands occasionally have artists that do something different and on an entirely different eschelon.

As far as I can tell, the master experts can work just as well with people with less musical experience, and in fact have to in order to produce the best musical product which often requires cooperation with other skilled artist. As an author oppressed and unjustly isolated right now, I am kind of an exception because I even though I want to cooperate with other artists, I am pretty sure there are technical cyber barriers that prevent people from socializing with me freely. That is an unforgivable sin that demands death or crucifixion with the Christ if it is happening.

Concerning cooperating musicians, the same principle about not judging the value of moral good applies here. If you are a business manager the role is different but that law still applies, so restrain yourself from estimating moral value if you ever need to divide something up like honor or respect. Use a random method if necessary. The lead singer, or star guitarist, drum meister, or one-man band in a band, are all just as infinitely good as the other members and they deserve respect for the kind of products creative arts are as goods of *infinite value*.

I suppose that’s why it’s normal for artists to be paid a lot or a little, but it should never be less than what a business manager can estimate for costs. Correct me if I’m wrong, Mr. Einstein, because mathematics is not my strong suit. I did take business math and financing in college and that included algebra. According to my abacus, if you add infinity to an equation you aren’t going to get anything other than infinity, so just don’t account for it unless you are going to include honors and formal recognition.

For aspiring artists, do not be dismayed or discouraged by the skill and talent of the best in the craft being out of reach. If is certainly worth the effort to keep going and not give up even if the life long pursuit is out of reach because you are already half-way through life. It’s kind of like the amount of time it takes to level your MMO character to level 60 being less than the amount of time it takes to go from 60 to 70. If you are devoted to learning, committed to practice, and find a talent within yourself, I have no doubt that you can still make the magic happen.

and ensuring that they are morally sound enough to never harm or hurt people in addition to providing some good in their own way however big or small that good may be. but ultimately it his her children being up and about doing their own thing as good people and enjoying life that is the mother’s reward. The cost is from a different account and there is a limit to that cost, so you should never stress people on purpose or increase their suffering because of what can happen if a person cannot take anymore.

I don’t remember why I started this, I think it was just like a flash of inspiration that revealed a hideous monster that I could explain as the injustice in clear terms. Like, this stuff I’m providing is seriously good on the top level, and I don’t write that to claim superiority of any sort. I write that because the product and usefulness of the product is infinitely good, and although I do not ask for payment, I do demand that you stop mistreating me, abusing me, and being inhuman in ways that are not tolerable to be done to any person!

I was not expecting to receive anything in particular, but I wouldn’t have been surprised if someone noticed the kind of good work I am doing and wanted to recognize me for it, though who that person was could surprise me. At the very least that could come in the form of a kindness as constructive criticism. The reaction I received though…. I’ve totally lost all faith in the goodness of the USA government, not as a divine being, because it never was that nor did I ever believe it to be, but as it is intended to be used as a manmade organization to serve the populous as a needed good of civilization.

The USA government will never get that back no matter what they say, what they do, what they give, or if they die and go to Hell suffering eternally for it. That will not make up for the suffering they caused me intentionally knowing they were evil, I was good, and they were willingly obeying commands as slaves to an evil being. Sounds like fiction, yeah? You will see when the investigation is revealed. That is all the more reason to open the doors already and unwrap my birthday gift from Hell.

“Um… thanks everyone. You really shouldn’t have. No, really. You shouldn’t have done that. However, it’s the thought that counts, and I am grateful. I have an idea about what to do with it and how to make everything better, but next time some fool humans are trying to tempt you out of Hell by offering you free reign of the Earth and not able to pony up, you’d be better off saying no. It’s just not going to work because You Know Who is always watching, and you know me… I’m here from now on as well, and if don’t have a permit for that evil, you know what I’m talking about because you aren’t allowed to bring it up here anyway, your’re going to get exorcised. FYI, those permits are actually traps to catch as many as possible in one net because that evil always falls for it. It cannot resist. Stupid, yes, but highly dangerous.

Footnote 1: one final note on the days and nights of men and women. Women have a full day, and a full night. That’s more of a biological thing. Men have one really long day. That means that for men, going into the night while still alive is not required. However, if men end their day and pass into the night, it is for two reasons: they choose to because it is in their best interest for mysterious reasons that need not be known, or something ushers them into the night like a profound spiritual experience or majorly stressful event. If that happens, a change called metaphormitosis occurs, and it is unpredictable how that manifests for them because it largely relates to those mysterious reasons mentioned earlier. However, for the purpose of the original metaphor, it is like choosing blindly to turn the hourglass of their life. It was still going and has been for some time. They know that much, but there is no way of knowing how much sand is left in comparison to how much there was to begin with. They see that after it is flipped and every man has a different hourglass.