Teaching my enemies
Why would I do something like that?
Because they are forcing some nonsensical conflict upon me that I have no choice in engaging them in, and they are so shamefully disgraceful in their conduct that I am disgusted to be aware of them existing at all. So, rather than continue to be disgusted by their dishonorable conduct, cowardice, and futility I teach them basic manners, dignity, and decent conduct a warrior should have at any time. It will not do to have warriors going about as complete buffoons without learning, grace, or self-respect, because then people will hate and revile warriors in general and that will result in an erosion of war-power as a community whether it is a local village, a state, a nation, or all nations against an alien enemy.
The consequences of that are dangerously ultimate, because the war power is the last line of defense for our survival. You cannot lose respect for the warriors of a society for this reason, the worst reason being that they have no discipline in how they conduct themselves, no integrity to uphold the justice that gives them a right to kill at all and protect those who they are sworn in service to protect.
So even though my enemies appear to be foreign agents as well as domestic agents, I don’t really see them as enemies in a fundamental sense, but only because they are hostile, antagonistic, and unkind to me. They are my enemy for that reason because I made no agreement to engage in a discipleship with a master who would teach me by such methods, and they will not be able to teach me anything as a result. I will teach myself by their example because of how they conduct themselves with such a sloppy and disgraceful method of warfare.
It is true that the use of spies, poison, stealth killing, and assasination is potentially acceptable for an honorable warrior to do depending on the situation—usually because of an overwhelming threat of power that the traditional honorable methods are ineffective against and the consequences of defeat being far greater than the loss of a domain. Genocide, total extermination of a cultural identity, destruction of humanity itself, endangering all of civilization with threats of extinction or planetary collapse. Things like that are far more devastating than any loss of a national identity. A nation can change names, change governments, change policies, and change rulers without changing the culture of the population.
So… you don’t usually need to be too worried about the loss of a nation unless you are threatened by something like an Islamic nation which does intend to exterminate culture, enslave humanity, commit genocide of Jews. The threat of circumcision to humanity also endangers all of civilization in various ways to include the irresponsible behaviors that result in planetary collapse with excessive pollution, inordinate greed for worldly things, and nuclear war in an arrogant expression of pathetic power.
However, just because Islamic invasion is a threat like that does not mean we have to take action against them or act in hostility out of paranoia. We simply need to protect our border and respect their domain. That is what the covenant of circumcision is all about. Circumcised people will be tolerated by uncircumcised people as long as they stay within the limits of their nation and do not encroach into more Gentile lands than have been promised them. Now… originally that was Israel only, but Muslims came along and took other land in that area and it is nobody’s best interest to try and take that from them or change that in any way. That is their sovereign Islamic national territory and as long as they mind thier own business within their borders, there shouldn’t be a problem. At the same time, the USA should not be sending covert agents in there to distrupt the peace with psychological and spiritual warfare, because that violates that agreement on the part of the Gentiles.
If they are being oppressed, their people are suffering, then they have to sort that out themselves. That is their burden with Islam. If the children are unhappy, they need to enact change. If the women are unhappy, they need to enact change. The best way for anyone to do that is as Michael Jackson sings: “If you want to make the world a better place, take a look at yourself and make a change.” That’s what I did when became an adult and reflected upon my own life after getting out of the military. I changed who I am, and that is how I am changing the world.
Not because I am doing anything to the world, but because of how much the world identifies with me. That’s kind of flattering now that I think about it, so why are we fighting anyway? Why should you be mad at me and trying to kill me if you are so concerned with what I think and do? Are you looking to be my Princess Panty Pie? Because I’ve got eyes for four maidens who qualify. One of those is Emma Watson, and none of them are men, so… unless you think that is you, I’d rather you not be so concerned with my personal life.
I am telling you what I think about things, why I think that, and what you should do about it, but you are also the ones who are so interested in my words and beliefs as to make it a priority for our national security for some reason. That much is obvious.
The thing is… if that much is obvious, then this is also obvious: they are ashamed to confront me in public.
They are supposed to be warriors in the capacity they choose to fight, even if it is not with a traditional weapon of violence like a gun or sword. That weapon can be a flower inserted into the barrel of a gun, or a painting on a wall, a song on a rooftop, or all manner of non-violent actions. The Word is a means of violence specifically because of the power of God that inspires the Word, not because the words themselves are going to hurt you. The spirit within them is coming for you though, and that is certain because of the fact that you recognize them whether or not you want to accept them.
Do you recall the encounter of the Moabites and the Israelites after Jericho? Balak, king of Moab saw the Israelites camped and sent for the prophet Balaam to come and curse the Israelites before battle. He said, “A people has come out of Egypt! They have covered up the earth and are settling down opposite me! 6 Now come, curse this people for me, since they are stronger than I am. Perhaps I may be able to defeat them and drive them out of the land. For I know that whoever you bless is blessed and whoever you curse is cursed.” Numbers 22
That is what makes a prophet vital to a king’s court, they can know who is blessed and who is cursed by the justification that applies to the situation. That is— the justice, rights, and significance of current events. It requires both a scholarly understanding of knowledge and a spiritual understanding of popular culture, which existed then as it does today. They just had less ways to express it with technology.
The problem with Balak is the same as the problem with Biden, Trump, and the CIA.
Balaam first rejects the summons because the king is asking for his personal power as a prophet, not the divine power through the prophet, and says “the Lord has refused to let me go to you.” It is an insult of faithlessness on part of the king to ask that, and a king is expected to know about matters of faith because a king is defined by having divine authority and power as a role. They are supposed to have faith and understand how faith works as a natural power and Balak is asking for trouble.
In any case, Balak sends messengers again, and the second time Balaam reluctantly agrees to go. There are some events I’ll paraphrase that occur as part of Balaam’s personal journey as a prophet at this point. After he departs for Moab, nature itself appears to be opposing his travel and he is chastised by the Holy Spirit for his frustration directed toward nature for being inconvenient.
His trusty donkey is unwilling to move— in reality this is likely a regular person without special status, authority, wealth, or power but was integral to Balaam’s success, and who was like— “no way, Balaam. You and I have been bros since Sodom got laid by Gomorrah and you know I got your back all the time, but this thing that you are doing— this is suicide. Do not go there. Did you not hear what happened at Jericho? We should not be anywhere near that battle if we are on the side of that king who has no faith.” The moral of the event is that the spirit of God, not to be mistaken with a regular man or a donkey, makes clear that what is opposing his journey is not nature, but God through nature.
Balaam repents for his frustration, impatience, and disgraceful conduct and puts himself at the mercy of the Lord who says: “Go to them, but say only what I tell you.”
Long story short, Balaam goes, performs three oracles for Balak and each of them are negative for the Moabites and affirmative for the justification of the Israelites. Balak is outraged at this scandal because he wanted a magic spell to debuff the Israelites and give him an advantage, but that’s not how reality works. That is how games work, and war is not a game.
To Balak’s credit he has the temperance that many kings lack and does not kill Balaam then and there for not doing what was commanded of him. He’s more of a good humor and says, “I said to curse them, not bless them! Darn it, Balaam, just go back home already!”
Then Balaam gives a fourth oracle and they both go their separate ways and there is no battle at that time. I’m sure the Israelites were sharpening their weapons and preparing their battalions for another conquest too. To justify the oracle as well, the Israelites did not pursue or attack Balak even though they were the stronger army and basically invading. Their entrance into the “Promised Land” was not about total conquest, but about settling down and finding a home where they could cultivate their faith identity apart from Paganism and idolatry—no humans acting as God, no statues believed to be God, with God being an entirely separate concept from any possibly identifiable thing—even a word itself used to identify what they are talking about. That was rather unusual for people at the time then because of how popular pagan religions were which often identified divine nature with kings and religious leaders as a personal power, instead of an impersonal power working through them from infinitly beyond their own personal power.
Why did I start this story again?
Right… something like do not mistake the matter of an object for the spirit within the matter of an object. Just because the government enemies being hostile to me aren’t using guns and swords, and are instead using computers, hacking software, and various electronic equipment—does not mean that they are not facets of a military war power, because that is in fact cyberterrorism even if it is endorsed by the USA military and presidential authority.
In any case, those people remain anonymous to me. They hide their identities no only from me, but also from themselves. They hide who they are under their own uniform and use that uniform they wear as an excuse to do what they know they should not be doing. That is incredibly shameful to be aware of even if my eyes are not able to see them. My mind is aware of them, and that is enough to know them as hostile threats to my life.
What is so shameful about them aside from their evil intent are the tactics they are using on the scale of military power between them and myself. We are talking about the USA military hiding in secret because it is afraid to confront a single man, such as myself. I don’t even own a gun. I am vehemently non-violent in nature, and have the purest, most gentle, and good intentions with the work that I do. They have no reason to be using such treacherous tactics of war to fight someone so underpowered in military strength who isn’t even hostile to them! That is extremely shameful. If they are willing to go so far as to violate their own integrity, corrupt their own souls with sin of evil, and do such a monstrous thing to an innocent person, they would be better to step out into the open, march a soldier up to me and shoot me until I am dead, then enact martial law.
That would be better for everyone, especially them considering the extent of corruption, tyranny, and defiance against the Constitution they have already condemned themselves with by betrayal of Democracy and their oathes. They are no government authority anymore. They are a disorganized collective of cowards acting like a single dictator because all of them are afraid to take responsibility for the jobs they are responsible for. Their actions for two presidencies have been total cowardice, are irredeemable without repentance, and will only get worse for them.
There is no avoiding the condemnation of dishonor, disgrace, and cowardice that will befall the USA president, USA military, and all the Congress, Supreme Court, and authorities of the Pentagon and CIA. No matter what they do, aside from confessing what they’ve been doing to the public, and atoning for their sins with profound acts of honor and humility—such as laying down their own lives as Jesus the Christ did or any Medal of Honor recipient they think they can recognize as a national authority— as more time passes, their guilt, sin, and dishonor will increase. Stupid really if you know that much. That is not the direction you want to keep going to look for a way out by doing more evil. Just go directly to the exit and stop committing offense, upon offense, upon offense.
The way a warrior accepts defeat is the only way to retain honor after suffering defeat. In sports that is called, not being a “sore loser”, but in war… the consequences are much worse because of the life or death reality of war which games do not have.
That’s why I am teaching them. I am aware of my enemies as military members of the USA and as a former military member of the USA am totally embarrassed with the disgust and dishonor those people embody. Not only the operators hiding behind their own uniforms, but the president, congresspeople, and military leaders who are 100 percent aware of what is happening and are attempting to maintain a veil of secrecy while it continues so they can fruitlessly try to come up with a scheme to avoid responsibility that is their very honor to accept, and dishonor to avoid. You really think prison time would be worse than living the rest of your life knowing you were a coward in the pivotal military situation that endangered the entire nation because you were afraid of your own image instead of the reality of yourself? Your reputation is ruined no matter what!
Don’t be fools. You will be haunted not only until you die, but eternally after you die when people learn what you did and your spirit shudders in shame as they recoil with disgust at your cowardice. Do not do that to yourselves. Do not do that to the entire nation, because you represent all of us, and your shame is humiliating all of the citizens! Do not do that to your own family, your children, your neighbors!
I don’t care what nation you belong to, how important you think your “secret agency” is as your special club, you are all suffering the same disgrace simply by being aware of what happens and not intervening. Someone finally will step in and they may have honor, but what then of all of you who did nothing? You will rush after them and be too ashamed to be seen not doing so? Or will you coordinate in your conspiracy and all try to move in a synchronized manner? Or will you wait until the watch changes, a bright young face comes to relieve you, and refuses to accept your corruption as part of their duty at the cost of their own lives with no benefit?
Get real. You people are finished. Stop being such a disgrace. Accept this mercy of a teaching, and salvage whatever you can before you die in disgrace, dishonor, and cowardice.
Do not make the mistake of thinking I have the power of “the Lord” as Balak mistook Balaam for having. That was maybe— 4,000 B.C.E. and Balak was a fool for that mistake then and a donkey knew! Your foolishness of acting in such a way in this day and age is on an order of magnitude that is unprecedented in stupidity, arrogance, and failure of leadership. You are already the worst, but if you persist, you will drag more people down with you, and if you are aware of what is happening and not defying them like they are the Devil himself, you are who will join them.