None match

“We are all the same.”

Not the same as me. You people are all the same, but none of you are like me. I am not apathetic to injustice and I do not tolerate betrayal.

Treason, false witness, back stabbers, liars.

If you do not realize the danger we are all in, I cannot trust you.

I don’t just get uncomfortable around people. I HATE people. I get a visceral feeling of disgust, revulsion, and murderous loathing whenever I see people because of what they tolerate in their lives and community, and it is all I can do to stay focused on the source of the problem instead of being distracted by the symptom that people are. If I didn’t… I would get nowhere fighting the billions of apathetic fools in daily life who swarm the streets.

I do not date anyone, I do not have friends, and people are mean. Intimacy is not possible without public honesty because I do not trust you to be honest in private if you will not be honest in public.

You are not like me. I am alien to you. I know that I am human, but you reject humanity and are alien to me. I do not accept you into my home, into my life, into my presence.

If you are not vehemently opposed to circumcision as the most monstrously intolerable injustice infesting the entire world and all people, you are an apathetic slave of evil and you are not welcome to be near me. You are not welcome to speak to me. You are not welcome to even think about me. I hate you so much, I rebuke you when your very thoughts approach me because of how much I hate you, and you certainly get nothing from me. You get no thoughts, no feelings, no concern, nothing. I do not spare a single bit of my energy, time, and spirit for you people, and if you try to impose yourselves on me, you will be met with violent confrontation.

I am already lost to you.

Do not try to come for me. Do not try to help me. Do not try to do anything for me or I will make you regret it.

Help yourselves, help your friends, family, and neighbors so you do not lose them, but don’t ever think you will be able to help me, because I am too far gone. None of you are even capable of going where I am to be lost from you, because I hate you that much. You will never find me. You will never see me. You will never feel me. You will never know me. I am lost to you, because that is what is better than being anywhere within your reach.