Tonight's movie selection "But I'm a Cheerleader"
Another night as a 34 year old, loser, loner with no hope of ever finding a girlfriend in the cyberage when the international government conspiracy of world domination is intent on cockblocking me from all sources of nut busting action by gatekeeping all resources of information technology I have access to for the purpose of preventing my messages from reaching new friends, new lovers, and potential business partners.
So… because media is now all garbage no matter who makes it because of the wordwide government injustice we all suffer, I shall be watching the movie “But I am a Cheerleader”, created in the glorious year of 2000 before the Jews raped the children and started trafficking humans because Muslims scared them with a 9/11 attack and Christians shamelessly became their slaves in defiance of Jesus’ gospel.
Meanwhile, I shall contemplate my debut as a femboi idol for the adult entertainment industry where I will be doing many a lewd and sexy act for the benefit of my adoring viewers. If you would like to invest in my dreams to be an femboi star, please do so by becoming my agent and manager, or if you would like to be my on screen partner, please let me know you are interested.
This is truly for my own pleasure and fun, but I do hope to be able to make a bit of cash with helpful donations from fans who enjoy my work.
Hang up the chick habit
Hang it up, daddy
Or you'll be alone in a quick
Hang up the chick habit
Hang it up, daddy
Or you'll never get another fix
I'm telling you it's not a trick
Pay attention, don't be thick
Or you're liable to get licked
You're gonna see the reason why
When they're spitting in your eye
They'll be spitting in your eye
Hang up the chick habit
Hang it up, daddy
A girl's not a tonic or a pill
Hang up the chick habit
Hang it up, daddy
You're just jonesing for a spill
Oh, how your bubble's gonna burst
When you meet another nurse
She'll be driving in a hearse
You're gonna need a heap of glue
When they all catch up with you
And they cut you up in two
Vile god damned commercials with the free movie…
no matter. I shall make use of this time.
Coming out in the movie was like coming out with autism in real life for me… “but I’m not… I’m not… I thought that was normal… I… I… I’m autistic 😭”
Now they are like, but you are a homosexual too.
I’m like, “no actually I’m not. You are for trying to make me one.” I am attracted to women as a divine being, and my body’s interests are irrelevant when it comes to what I love about other people romantically. Don’t get me wrong, I like homosexual activities as much as any gay guy, but that does not mean that I find men attractive or desirable to trust, love, and share my life with. They are not people I would find myself willing to live with, care for, and love until death and ever after when we part from our mortal bodies.
Men do not make me happy, they do not make me feel good about being alive, nor do they make a moment more enjoyable by being present. They are actually rather unpleasant and I don’t like most men because they are mean spirited, ill-mannered, disgraceful, dishonorable, untrustworthy brutes without anything worthy in their minds to talk about. They are not the kind of creature I want living with me. Men in general are simply incompatible with the kind of personal power I have as a human being, and they cannot receive the joy and blessing of that power unless they are 100 percent female identified.
Then its possible, but that is not the same thing. That is why trans women are included in straight men’s adult entertainment, and I agree. Their divine being is womanly, and that is what attracts me to another person, not their bodily identity, despite how much I could enjoy any person’s body as an object for my dark and twisted desires, which I do not project onto people without their explicit consent. I find such objectification of people offensive and do not denigrate others by expecting them to indulge my animal desires.
That is why I am not a homosexual. Human beings other human beings love are not sex objects, and you don’t need to be sexually motivated to love another person in the most complete capacity you are able to. Regardless of my sexual passions, what makes me a man is not about what I do with my body or what my body feels but what I do with my mind for the benefit of my heart and soul, which is primarily concerned with the way I judge my life decisions.
That is not something most men have much to say for themselves about, especially if they tolerate circumcision, because that is about submitting their wills to men like me, which I don’t think they should do anyway and don’t want them to do either. Why is my body attracted the way I am at times to male sexual expressions? Who cares? I don’t and I don’t know, but I think it’s mainly about their expression of sexual desire, not about me idolizing male sexuality. Besides, that’s cool with me if I am turned on by some of that, and I don’t feel like those additional passions interfere with or prevent my passions for women.
In either case, I am least interested in receiving pleasure and most interested in giving pleasure. I think maybe because my dick is not super large, women have no interest in my dick anyway, so that tends to not be something they want no matter what because they objectify me to the quality of my dick and have no concern for who I am as a human being. Whatever they may think of my dick whether that is personal or not, that doesn’t mean I don’t want their pussy in my mouth and their cum on my dick when I fuck them after. But if they don’t want that, then I suppose I won’t get anywhere with them using my dick anyway nor even the chance to use any other means, because they have already disregarded me as an unworthy object with no human value. That’s the main reason why I don’t chase after women anymore. They are like that everywhere in the USA and not worth my time and effort, especially not after the “Me Too” insult to human dignity of their collective selfishness and toxic feminism. Not much of loss cutting them off either because jacking it to skilled performers who sexually satisfy an audience is good enough to more than make up for their absence, and without the insult to my dignity that a selfish woman’s company would be with her unpleasant aura.
Honestly, I think the disdain women have for non-giant dicks is the universal cause of male erectile disfunction, because that is kind of an irregular thing for me to have experienced. I notice the problem is external if that has ever happened and it is unusual. I’m not even sure if that would be a concern anymore since I haven’t even had a chance to have sex with woman in so long and am long since a child trying to understand sexuality in a culture of toxic feminism and expectations of male mutilation. Besides, the last time went extraordinarily well even if there were two false starts first. That’s why I tell people who have that problem to not give up. Just give it another go, and keep trying. You’ll likely get there, but use some help if you need to, especially if she is the one disappointed in your male anatomy and killing the mood with her selfish objectification of men.
Anyway. That’s that. If you are gay for me, give it up unless you want to be my girl and are totally committed to being a girl, because I am more than enough man by myself, and I don’t want any more men in my personal life. That’s not something I would ever ask a person to do. It is too much to ask of someone to want them to change their gender identity because that is a superhuman effort, but you don’t need medical intervention to do so either. I suppose I could tolerate male company if there is a good reason for them to be there which is useful as an employee or housekeeper, but I doubt there is something another man can do for me that I can’t do myself because I don’t need nor want male approval or opinion for personal matters that concern me.
The main difference between a male and female identifying person: a man is willing to fight with his body to the death for what he believes, killing or being killed as the only solution if cooperation is impossible. A woman is willing to submit her body to a life of submission to fight for what she believes. She will let herself be fucked to protect who she loves, a man will let himself be killed to protect who he loves. Why do men and women do this differently? A man has a nature power to believe himself justified to kill other men (and women) and deliver unto them death, and women have a natural power to believe they can deliver unto others life. The natural power to believe is form of spiritual faith sourced for both gender identities by the singular source of all power that is true and ultimate divinity.
A man takes control of his own death and uses it is as a weapon to kill his enemies, and a woman takes control of her own life uses it as a weapon to kill her enemies. However, neither is excluded from the other, the main difference is perceived in the ultimate scenarios of survival against overwhelming antagonism, when salvation of humanity is at stake, and a person is doing what they have the most power to do to protect what we love. As a man, I am better suited for killing unto death, than I am for being a compliant and submissive participant whose power is weakness, a strength of being unwilling to fight and instead manipulating with seduction, temptation, and illusion. Women are naturally much better at seduction, temptation, and illusion for whatever reason they are, and men are better to sacrifice their own lives.
A man can give a woman the jizblast of procreation and be done with what his vital role is, but a woman must carry that burden, not endanger herself, and survive without physical fighting. I suppose that’s why we are naturally inclined to these dispositions. If a woman naturally develops instincts for being a healthy and strong mother capable of bearing children, she naturally will incline herself to develop talents that do not put her body in danger and entrust those responsibilities to others who are better suited to do so. A man does the opposite and thus becomes a warrior as the ultimate embodiment of man in times of war, and an artist as the ultimate embodiment of man in times of peace, and you’d better pray that there are lots of us at both occasions, because that what keeps civilization secure.
A good maiden capable of bearing children or being lovely at home is going to prefer a man who is able to protect her interests where she has entrusted him to do by taking up non-dangerous labors of civilization so he will be able to do what is dangerous. The most dangerous requirement of a man is a bodily fight against another person to the death, or a conceptual fight against another person to the death via the imagination and the sacred Word. Even when a person is victorious they have still risked great harm to their own body and suffering that harm could be devastating to child bearing for women in a way a man is not concerned with for himself. A man has much less need to protect his body to be capable of procreation.
So, to that end, I’m pretty good at the man’s role, but the women in the USA want to do away with me for the meek, submissive, and treacherous circumcisers who do the female role as men and put her out of a job, put her in danger by expecting her to fight the battles, and are less capable of what women are good at when they are simply present being lovely. I don’t give a damn whether you think you are tough, girl, you’ve got a body that is made to carry a baby in your womb, and when it comes down to the bottom line, there is only one man you need to have around if you intend to survive, and that is the man like me, not like Jesus. How will you protect your home if you are pregnant when the time for fighting comes? Don’t bother troubling yourself, because I will do that.
You fight by ensuring there is a home worth fighting for, and I’ll help you do that as long as there is no fight. But if the time for fighting comes and I have no home to fight for, I am not going to fight for someone else’s home unless we are friends, and I am not friends with any Jew alive. Not a single one. There is not a single Jewish person who I would call a “friend” and that is their problem, not mine, because I know better than them about everything and am much wiser too because I at least know and respect the Christ, Jesus, accepting him as the Christ, and they pointedly reject and do dishonor to Jesus, by denying him as the Christ and murdering him with false witness and lawless injustice, even though they claim to know him as their king and god with the reason they had him murdered legally by a foreign nation’s laws pertaining to foreign kings. That is the epitome of foolishness, antagonism, and hostility which Jews are the embodiment of as treacherous and untrustworthy cowards, and I will never befriend nor trust anyone who lives like that. They threaten law and order itself, causing crime to proliferate with the abuse of legal interpretation and malevolent manipulations of other nation’s justice systems while they don’t even follow their own justice system of faith. Monstrous people, I tell you, and all the more monstrous because they feign innocence and trick you into trusting them.
However, why should you care about the ultimate scenario? Maybe because nuclear war is imminent this very moment and survival is in fact a serious threat to all human life. That is something that reveals your ignorance and foolishness if you are not aware of that threat to your life, and why I will not tolerate your presence, nor that of the circumcising cowards who dishonor and disgrace themselves with their vile antagonism toward humanity and the universal laws of civilization. Keep them the hell out along with your brothel of whores who suck on them to keep them motivated. Survival is at stake more than ever before with the lawless state of the USA which has military leaders so incompetent, foolish, and incapable as Trump who are liable to destroy our entire planet with a stupid and unprovoked nuclear attack based on delusions and paranoia because they think they are an idol of the Jew god by being a government leader. In the USA of all places, where that is most inappropriate for a government leader to think about their role!
If you will be with them, then you can die too, because I don’t need you trying to sneak that evil into my home and I will know if you do because I’ve also got the power to know what the fuck people are thinking, what they have done, why they have done it, what they are going to do, and see into their minds and souls like an open book when necessary. Get over those pitiful, pathetic people if you have any common sense or human decency left, because we don’t need them, nor their evil and treacherous ways. If men want to be submissive and womanly, they can do so without needing to circumcise the children. However, if one of those children is found enrolled at the school with ours, I will kill that entire family myself. So, to prevent that from being necessary, I am not going to allow you to bear my children and have drawn a line between them and my home, and am respectfully telling them to stay the fuck in their assigned area by the covenant of their faith: Israel.
It’s obvious those fucktards in the government think the situation is under control because of some idiotic delusion of secret peace they established in secret without the entire world and all the people that peace concerns knowing about it. However, if that idiocy was not enough to know they are bat shit crazy and criminally irresponsible with their incompetence and failure to understand the gravity of the role a government leader has, just take a look at their faces.
Take a look at the face of Biden. Is that the kind of man you trust to be in control of an international agreement with nuclear armed nations? Would you trust anyone to be keeping that kind of secret from you? The kind of secret where nations have made agreements that involve military alliances without the public who form those militaries being aware of what the alliance is? That kind of secret is unnecessary and exists for one reason only: to kill our own people. That is the kind of secret that was kept when Uriah was killed by the Betrayer Jew.
The government does not need to kill our own people to protect the temporary officials who are elected by the public from having to answer for the sins they are responsible for as government officials. That isn’t appropriate for a divinely appoint king of a hereditary tribe in ancient days and is even less appropriate for a human appointed politician with extremely limited authority now. I realize you are not concerned with matters of war, but how can you be so stupid as to not know those idiots are trying to kill you on purpose by asking you to trust them? You have no reason to trust our government. You do not rely on them to think for you, decide for you, know what is best for you, and the fact that you have descended to such a state of worthless inhumanity as nothing more than a human condom for circumcised men, is all the more reason why you should demand every last one of those temporary government officers put to death for endangering your life with their betrayal of duty and insult to your dignity.
Look at their faces on TV, the internet, and anywhere else they are imaged. Look at those senators, representatives, and executive cabinet cronies and judge them by the appearance they are showing you and asking you to trust them for showing you. Do you trust those people? Why should they be keeping any secret from you when they are showing you they are not trustworthy?
They are asking to be put to death, I am demanding they be put to death, and you are still most concerned about being a human condom because you can’t keep your legs closed or stop swallowing their fetid, stinking dick filth. Why are you such a whore? You say that is woman’s nature? The woman I love would kill you herself for such an insult you are accusing her of. She may be a maidenly maiden, but she can defend herself just as well as I can housekeep. I doubt you could even lift a weapon while you have the dishonor of being depraved with vile, foul, unworthy lusts trained into your behavior like an animal. Trained into you on purpose by a scheme of parasitic human monsters calling themselves doctors, who are nothing more than the inferior, malignant aberration of men who covet the honor of women in times of peace by subjecting women in times of war underneath them. That role underneath both them and true men of honor and integrity like myself who they are beneath, is where you have accepted the place they have given you to be their human condom for any dick slime slurping that needs done.
Do us all a favor, and kill yourself, your circumcising whore. Kill yourself if you circumcised your child. Kill yourself if you ever defended a Jew. At the moment you do it, think of me and beg for my forgiveness knowing you will never be beautiful in my eternal sight after what you have done.
Seriously kill yourselves, you vile, wretched whores. You won’t be missed and everyone will be better off without you obstructing progress, being an inconvenience worse than useless, and generally being frigid and heartless cunts with no grace of presence worth having around.
As for the lovely maidens who are good and love each other, that is good and I am happy for you. I think both of you understand what I am writing here. I would never ask you to break apart the love you have for each other on my account. What a ridiculous and foolish idea! Jealous? What have I to be jealous of from anyone, man or maiden!? 😂
Regardless, come be with me and I will love you both tremendously and better than any man will ever possibly be able to do, and also without ever being in conflict with the love you have for each other. It doesn’t matter if this is fair or not because I do not love any one else, and certainly no men. I only love you, because you truly love me for who I am, and that is all I need to love someone else. You have no conditions that require something of me to be acceptable. You love me just the way I am, the way I love you just the way you are, and that is the easiest and best kind of love people can share. I’m sure if I did love a man the way you two maidens love each other, that would not be a problem, and merely accepting the possibility is enough to equate our relationship, but if you insist, then present one you think I would find acceptable. You will be hard pressed in this day and age to do so, because men these days are cowards, fools, imbeciles, and weak willed, spineless idiots who never even knew what being a man was to be able to reject it for being a woman. Forget them. I don’t need nor want that. I only want you, my loves, the both of you and any others you love as well, because I am certain all whom you love will be loveable to me.
Look at them, those pitiful, pathetic, unworthy men! They are all looking at me to save them, to give the answers they seek, to do for them what they should do for themselves but are too afraid. Seriously, how could anyone love a disgrace of a man like those fucktards? All the more reason why I hate the women who coddle them, because they are only more disgusting for coddling something so vile and parasitic when those fools would be better served with a rebuke. It’s not the coddling that I hate them for, though I do hate that, it’s the fact that they have decided to give their lives to defend what those men believe and not what they themselves believe. That is what I hate most about them, they betray their own lives with their natural feminine power to serve their enemy, not the enemy who has made their lives miserable.