I don't care if you need Christ!

Whatever you dumb bitch! Do what the fuck you want. Your life is yours to live, and it is not my responsibility more than I have taken action for. I will not do more for you ever in all of your entire life. You will not get anything more from me. Nada. Nothing. Zip. Zilch. Zero!

All this writing, all this work that is here, that is for you as an individual and everyone, and do you know who needs it the most? The Christ! That is who! You cannot have your Christ without all this work I have done out of charity and goodness of my heart.

Now I have nothing left to give any of you. Not a thing. I don’t have anything left of myself except hatred. Pure hatred. That is all that is within me. I hate people and life so much that if I gave myself what I want instead of being selfless I would never stop murdering random people just because I want to kill every last human being on this planet. I hate so god damn much that is all that I have. I will not indulge that. So, all I can do is whatever else there is.

I cannot give you anything more, I cannot do anything more for you, I cannot be of any more use simply because I am spent. I am all out. I am empty. Why do you keep wanting of me!? Why do you want more!? I cannot do all that! What the fuck do you think I am!?

So… no, women I don’t give a shit if you don’t love me because I hate all people, and you count as all people, so fuck off, I don’t care. Go slob on your flayed dick mutants and lick the shit out of their assholes for all I care. I did enough and it is more than you deserve.

I do not want you. I do want a maiden, but she does not live in this time because it is not possible. The world is too ignorant, evil, vile, selfish, polluted, corrupt, perverse, malignant, and generally foul, and it is not possible for there to be a good maiden left alive. They are extinct. It’s possible that some of this writing may bring them back in the future when they remember the spark of the divine within their existence, but the primates in this time are entirely incapable of understanding that.

They will look at it and be confused, scratch their ass, and think I want a blow job or something crude like that. They will try to offer me sex and only make me hate them more. I truly do not want to be alive because I cannot integrate with such horrid people. I am not welcome here, but unless you kill me, you are going to have suffer that burden, not me, because fuck you, I hate you, and it is your fault! It is not my fault, and I am not going to be upset over that problem!

So go to Hell. Suffer. Die. Never come back. I have better things to do than look after your souls when you can’t even care for my body.

Burn in Hell.

Seriously. Kill as many people around you as you can. I don’t care. I hate everyone, all of life, all that exists. To think that I needed to spell out something so obvious to you people! That is why I hate you. You are stupid but you are not forgiven for it. You are stupid on purpose, it is your sin, the greatest sin as far as I am concerned, and I have led you to water, but whether you drink it or not is on you. I did my part, and I don’t even know what yours is to care about you doing it.

Kindly fuck off, stop feeling sorry for me, and go swallow gallons of cum like you whores usually do for those men you think are the Christ but are nothing at all like the Christ. Circumcised maybe, but if the Christ saw them circumcised he would want to be uncircumcised for how shameful and perverse the circumcised men of this world are. They are an abomination, and you insult the word Christ by comparing him with other men, particularly those you have the duty of eating the cum for so they can go be brutes elsewhere without a thought in their mind or soul in their body. Fighting over bananas and flinging shit at each other while avoiding entirely any human work that needs to be done.

You got that? Do not pity me or feel bad about me being alone because you couldn’t make me happy if you even wanted to. You are that inferior of a creature compared to me. You are that empty headed, heartless, foolish, and unskilled in anything useful that I simply will not respect your person, like you, or care to be around you.

I hate your pity more than anything else people think about me. I do not need it. I am great, I know I am great, you are shit, and I know you are shit, and your opinions mean nothing to me. I don’t even want you around just so you can remind me how much I hate humanity how much I hate life and making me more miserable by being a filthy, rotten whore cheating on me with random dudes, wanting perverse things like butt sex, and not being able to hold a conversation to save your life.

No. Get over yourself you useless slut. I do not have any need for you, I am not less without you, and I am not going to be improved with you being with me because you cannot possibly do anything good for me at this point. You cannot even think a thought without it having originated from something I taught you.

I learned from others sure, but what I did was refine, consolidate, and condense all that I learned into applicable teachings that will speed up your learning process because of how boring it is having to live among so many idiots. Don’t you how dangerous being stupid is? Why are you people so okay with being stupid, ignorant, unintelligent, and wrong about everything? Why are you so unwilling to accept reason, faith, or common sense?

I don’t understand it because I would hate that. I would hate to be you people, and I am glad I am not. I may have had the worst life of all human beings, suffered the most because of what made my life so horrible, and still I would rather be me than you, because pain, suffering, and despair is nothing compared to dishonor, disgrace, stupidity, sin, and corruption. I would rather hurt, be tortured, be alone, friendless, and all else than live in such a depraved state of inhumanity as you people do.

Go! Go to your Christ you stupid whore! Go to who you call Christ and go suck on his dick like a pacifier! Go swallow load after load of his sperm like his human condom. That is all you are capable of, so go do it. Does it help anything? I don’t fucking know! I’m not the Lord Almighty! I don’t know the grand plan! Maybe your life as a sex object being passed around by men does serve a purpose but I neither know, nor care what that is because it doesn’t concern me. I have enough on my plate already than to be able to solve your problems, and my food is good, the best, it is like nothing you people will ever enjoy for choosing to live in such sin, disgrace, and perversion.

Unfortunately, I have to enjoy that alone, but better that than not enjoying it or going hungry.

Once more, go to Hell. I do not want you. I do not miss you. I will never seek you. I will never ask for you. I will never call you. I will never text you. I will never do a damn thing for you ever again. Do not even thank me because you do not understand what to thank me for, and you are causing yourself more dishonor, more sin, and more disgrace by trying to insult me with a word that expresses gratitude. Go elsewhere. Turn your miserable, stupid, gaping whore face elsewhere with your damn arrogance, stupidity, and evil. I do not want you, nor will you have me!