The "credit score"

What the fuck is the purpose of that idea? Why did anyone think it would be helpful to account for people according to their “credit score”?

As far as I can tell a “credit score” can only be used against someone as a form of harm against poor people to be uncharitable with. It has no value or productive use.

Why do we allow it?

I guess that’s another reason why lawlessness sucks. Systems like a “credit score” are designed to help poor people receive loans. They were never inteded to do that, of course, but that is what was promised by using the system. Banks and money lenders greatly enjoy denying people loans by using a “credit score” as a bludgeon against them, but when someone like me comes along with solid, good credit, and a score that was all but immaculate those rules and promises don’t apply. Meaning I had my tuition fees sent to collections when I dropped out of school as a teen and paid them back. Then some cunt at a New Mexico gas company 10 years later tried to fuck me over by being a bitch and not informing me of what the problem she was sending me to collections for but I squashed her evil ass and that was reversed.

In any case, my credit score was as good as it can be for someone poor. Yet, it counts for nothing. Over ten years of financial accounting for my business operations, tax records, plan, intention of paying back and how with expected profits from specific sources I would use that money for. Nothing. No good. Not even an explanation as to how I might be able to meet their standards. Just a cold, dead response automatically generated that says I did not meet their qualifications. What qualifications? Those were not posted. Everything was subject to personal decision by a money lender after taking into account all that is provided with the application. There was a person who made the final decision, but they pretended like they weren’t one and demonstrated with their response that they had no intention of helping me with the service they provide to the public. Why would they act like that? Why do we allow such people to have citizenship if they are too cowardly to be a person when Freedom matters?

“But you didn’t have a power point presentation that you danced in front of like a monkey receiving peanuts.”

Not only is that a dehumanizing and egregious expectation of non-significance to the situation, but I also have a mental disability that makes socializing difficult. That would have been excessively egregious because of the kind of burden that places on me as a disabled citizen.

Having an agent would be helpful, and I spent many efforts over the years trying to find one. However, eventually I simply couldn’t take the suffering that search was causing me. For the same reason that disability makes socializing in dehumanizing situations extremely difficult that lots of people can tolerate but I cannot, it makes dehumanizing myself for an agent like some street whore extraordinarily difficult. I was having mental health problems that made those efforts unbearable to continue, and I need to take care of myself before I can take care of other people with my work. So… sorry everyone around the world who might benefit with easy access to shelter, food, water, and internet of good quality and with no expectations or requirements. I cannot open the door for myself while trying to hold myself standing, and with what I have to offer at the same time. One hand needs to carry the cake, and the other hand needs to push my wheelchair. I guess there are no cripples allowed in richville.

All those pretty girls on the other side, Emily Kinney, Emma Watson, Taylor Swift… they all deposited their cuteness with me when they turned their noses up with an ugly sneer and mocked me for not being able to do what a normal person can because my body was born different. Actually, a normal person should not be expected to carry a heavy burden and open the door at the same time. So why… oh, it’s because rich people are in fact evil, hateful creatures of no value or importance. When I get through, I will make them see how ugly they are to me for not seeing my humanity because of a wheelchair I need to use at least until I’m on the other side and can afford those fancy robot legs rich people can buy.

Oh sure, plenty of their “chosen ones” who are handsome and rich tried to steal the cake from me and bully me into giving them what is my hard work, but they have been unable to do so, and I will not allow it. Why? Let them figure that out on their own when they are in prison or a mental health institution for acting on evil delusions to harm people like me. You’d think all those able-bodied people would be able to use brute force against someone like me, but it turns out that with only one hand, I am more physically capable than they are with their entire body.

Now, after years of confining and torturing me without a court or trial of the legal justice system to prove me guilty of what they are accusing me, they are in tears begging me to give them what is mine. It is truly pathetic, and obviously after all that abuse, hatred, and violence against my body I am not going to give them a god damn thing out of the kindness of my heart. If they want mercy, it will be granted through the legal system they should have gone through themselves if they wanted what is rightfully mine.

As incapable as they have proven themselves to be, even if I did trust them or call them friend, which I do not, I would not give them the burden of this cake because they are too clumsy and inept with even the most basic of tasks to carry such a fragile and valuable thing that would be more suited to be trusted into the hands of a skilled professional, courier, or reliable worker.