Unforgivable
First of all, these words I write on my website are for everyone to read, not just those with access to them in the present moment. Although I often address my enemies directly and personally, knowing they are reading them, they are included in the subject of everybody, which is why I can do that.
What my enemies have done to me, sinning on everyone’s account because of the situational power they have as drawn from everyone, is guilt that everybody will not be burdened with if that situational system of power will remain. Meaning, the people who used their employment by the government to sin and do evil must be removed and that system fully investigated, purified, and cleansed of all corruption. Then the overall government can continue to function. If that does not happen, then power will not start flowing into the government again. That’s just a fact of the situation based on design of the system.
Submarine metaphor time:
The ship is getting ready for deployment, an emergency communications array only used in the most dire of emergencies is checked for maintenance and is found to need a repair. So, the comms div second class petty officer who has been tasked with the repairs gets started on making it happen. They get all the information they need, learn how the repairs need to happen and with what parts, and then when they know exactly what needs to be done, they begin to start. To start, they begin making the plan of action, and the first concern is safety. So, they need to make sure everything is safe to be worked on and there aren’t going to be any other people who don’t know the details who accidentally get involved doing whatever they may be doing, work or leisure.
Because it is a high powered electrical device, it needs to be powered down and safeguards installed to ensure it stays powered down while being repaired. The last thing you want is someone with both arms in the machine while another person on the other side of the boat is walking by a power panel and thinks… “That’s the emergency underwater potato wire. That’s supposed to be on at all times. Why is that off? Better do everyone a favor and save the day by turning that back on.” That shouldn’t happen anyway, but the steps are still followed to ensure, because people are unpredictable.
Unpredictable in all ways, good and bad. Here is an example of bad, which is more common: maybe someone just found out their wife was cheating on them and they haven’t told anyone that they have been drinking excessively to cope with depression. Then maybe they come to work drunk and make a mistake like what I mentioned needs to be prevented. Highly unlikely, worst case scenario, but accounted for anyway in appropriate means without going after people’s private lives to watch them at all times in an attempt to always predict their behavior. It’s obvious why that inappropriate invasion of privacy is inappropriate, but politicians are having people do that for the government, so it needs to be spelled out in simple terms.
Not only is it highly resource intensive to monitor people all the time and attempt to predict their behavior with extensive analysis and surveillance, but doing so also negatively impacts work performance and the productivity of those under surveillance. It also undermines organizational relationships of trust. It’s also highly unlikely to be effective in any significant way. Something like that costs excessively in the short term and then again in the long term, and it is a terrible decision that is already outlawed by things like the Privacy Act.
So, to make sure things are safe for the underwater potato wire, power box cucumber needs to be powered down and locked with a special maintenance sign. Unfortunately for the nuclear engineers, when that power box is turned off, it will also turn off their coffee machine that they aren’t supposed to have anyway.
So second class petty officer Timmy III goes to give the engineering division advance notice about this maintenance so they can secure their coffee machine that everybody basically knows about because they keep it out of sight and bribe people with piping hot coffee on the sly made of the good stuff, the captain included.
Unfortunately, second class petty officer You Know Who gets this friendly notice and thinks of it as an affront to his domain and makes a big stink about having to turn off the coffee pot for comms div to do a few hours of work. PO2 Timmy III tries to reason with him, but the dude is a jerk so he just abandons the conversation in the middle of a rant about how Mexicans are taking our jobs and gets on with his work.
Eventually the plan is fully prepared and presentable as action step one, then is action step two, go to the officer of the watch and inform him of what the problem is, how it needs to be solved, and what the plan is to solve it by laying out what took the entire work-day to figure out and compile in a neat and simple manner. The officer of the watch looks at the plan and since he finally just caught a moment of peace since the day is winding down and off duty personnel are going home, was idly wondering to himself about how his guys in navigation division are going to hang up the new calendar sextant in Diagon Alley with the Range Reader Deet Doot taking up so much space. He sees that the neon tubes for the sextant will be affected by turning off the cucumber box, and is like, “okay, good plan, come to the work pow wow tomorrow morning and present it to all the department brains and totem chiefs and we will work out the plan for when it is best to do it.”
PO2 Timmy III says a silent prayer of thanks that it will have to wait until tomorrow morning and puts on his most somber face to tell his totem chief the bad news about the delay. The comms totem chief then sends his guys home for the day after passing out candy canes and thank you cards that he spent his workday crafting for them out of the kindness of his heart.
The next day at the work pow wow, PO2 Timmy, is ready to present, albeit slightly hungover from a night of binge drinking mixed with too much candy. He’s also kinda funky because he didn’t shower and got sweaty from having to run the length of the pier to make it to work on time, but at least that counts for his PT to tell Swarzencoach when he asks like he always does.
He set his alarm, but his phone did an entire operating system update and didn’t restart completely, so missed his alarm. Luckily, he woke up in the nick of time from the sounds of his roommate emptying sanitary tanks with explosive force. On top of that, it was his third day without shaving, meaning he was supposed to shave but didn’t, and as such, he presents his solid plan that he took care of yesterday.
Unfortunately, PO2 You know Who is also there and brings up an argument about why comms div doesn’t need to turn off that panel if they turn of panels bagel, biscuit, and bologna and drain the hydraulic accumulator for the starboard thrusters. Then he says, “why do you do that instead, so it doesn’t cause the second coming of the Christ when you turn off panel cucumber?”
PO2 Timmy III can’t believe he understood all of that technical stuff he just heard because he never imagined he’d be having a conversation like this before he joined the Navy when he spent his days loafing in front of the convenience store smoking Swisher Sweets without a care in his mind except that of loitering. However, being a devout Catholic, he is somewhat offended by the expression PO2 You Know Who used and with his patience already overdrawn because the crew’s mess was out of coffee when he made it to the ship says in reply, “Um… because,”
He pauses briefly at that point to take a deep, calming breath to prevent a belligerent wave of profanity from spewing out uncontrollably, and after exhaling directly toward PO2 You Know Who because in addition to not shaving, he also didn’t brush his teeth. Then he says “what does that power panel have to do with the second coming of the Christ? As far as these official diagrams are concerned, there is no second coming of the Christ connected anywhere to this power distribution panel. Do you know something I don’t about the ship’s technical updates? Because I would have known about anything like that since all communications, including yours for engineering, are routed where they need to go by comms div. So unless I missed something, you must have forgotten where you work, because this ain’t Noah’s Arc. It is the War Canoe, meaning this ship holds the spear and is not the sacrifice.”
There is dead silence in the work pow wow, because everyone knows that what You Know Who meant about the second coming of the Christ was that everyone would be mad if they couldn’t get special engineering coffee that was brewed in the nuclear reactor when they weren’t supposed to anyway. Also, the rebuke was rather personal considering how PO2 You Know Who was a known Jew and Timmy III a known Catholic. However, they are with PO2 Timmy III on this because they are supervisors, officers, and people who know how to win a war, and not only was it a non-sensical suggestion that shows how little technical accumen PO2 You Know Who has, but it was also incredibly stupid to suggest such a thing in such a disrespectful way. However, they look with interest at PO2 You Know Who to see what he will say.
With a brief tremble of panic before calming it away like it never happened, PO2 You Know Who begins to explain Jewish theology as it relates to quantum physics and modern veterinary practices for spaying and neutering household pets. The explanation goes on for a while, is excessively drawn out, and a waste of a valuable tax payer funded work-day. On the bright side, it is rather comical in absurdity to see You Know Who saying such things with full conviction of himself as justified. It is most bizarre when he nears the culmination of his speech and starts trembling in fear on the verge of tears while emphasizing with emphatic pointing that PO2 Timmy III is actually a beautiful alien woman with three boobs from Planet Neptune trying to take over the world with her seductive beauty and irresistible charm. He, (or rather “she”), therefore needs to be disqualified from doing maintenance, because she is distracting him from working because he keeps having uncontrollable urges to wipe his boogers on the crew’s pillows.
As amused as everyone is by the absurd foolishness, PO2 You Know Who was being totally serious and not at all joking. Not only that, but the ship is behind schedule already because of unanticipated repairs. Those kinds of distractions and insults cannot be tolerated in any workplace, and especially not a military workplace that is public funded. It is such a serious offense, that the captain stops the meeting, has an impromptu captain’s mast for three different crimes he knows of that qualify, and sentences You Know Who to walking the plank. However, because the ship is not at sea, he marches You Know Who outside into the parking lot to stand at attention while he gets into his car and drives to the other end of the lot. Then, flooring his Lincoln as fast as it will go, he runs him over, then reverses to do it again a few more times, and finally burns rubber with an excessively long wheelspin before letting off brake and clutch with expert timing to release a killer donut drift through You Know Who’s corpse, making a perfect ring with blood. Then, they resume the meeting, without further delay, schedule the maintenance for the following afternoon after some discussion with other important plans, and life goes on.
To this day people say that parking lot is haunted by You Know Who’s ghost who is believed to be the cause of the excessive gull droppings. Unfortunately for the superstitious, that urban legend has been debunked, because the crap has been officially counted and there are statistically the same amount of gull droppings as is average for anywhere else, and it is always excessive.
The point is this!!!!
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What they did was unforgivable to human beings. A human being cannot forgive another human being for that. It requires death as an answer.
However, as Huggy Bear says, played by the venerable Snoop Dogg: “Dig this man. Someone once said: ‘To err is human, to forgive divine.’”
It is because divine reality is true and existing that it is possible to forgive such things.
However, according to urban legend, it is said that forgiveness is only possible because somebody was crucified to buy forgiveness as an unlimited option. It was bought from the Devil though, so it came with a catch. That catch is that if the person asking for forgiveness doesn’t truly repent by at least acting as though they believed the Devil is going to get them if they don’t show they really mean it, they’ll get crucified themselves or die horribly in some other way like in Final Destination.
So, even though I don’t believe that urban legend, I do believe in the highest divine reasonably enough to understand it to be true, and because my faith is also true, that divine spirit can flow through me to make forgiveness possible for what I could not forgive myself as a mere human. However, if you wish to be forgiven for something as unforgivable as what happened, that would require acknowledging the truth of the highest divine that makes all forgiveness possible. That won’t be a problem will it?
If it is, there is nothing else I can do but continue to press charges against you until they manifest legally in a court of law and you are found out anyway. I can try to forgive you as a man without you acknowledging that the highest divine of my faith is true, but I don’t have enough power for that, so it won’t absolve you, and you will remain guilty regardless of what I say. That said, I’ve done my absolute best to make it plainly clear that the existence of the highest divine as the ultimate and immutable good that has always been recognized as the highest divine by just about everyone, is reasonable to believe in. Unfortunately, my faith is one that is distinctly non-Biblical on purpose, because I have higher moral standards than Jews, Christians, or Muslims, and their Bible is not good enough for me to be accepted.
On the bright side, my faith is also universal, so if that is a problem because you are a slave to evil through the Bible, you can always just let go of the Bible, rebuke evil, and choose to live by a higher moral standard like I do. It doesn’t have to be the same as mine, but it has to at least meet my standard to be valid, because it would not work if I had to descend into the savage and violent nature of beasts and primitive mystic frauds where Jews and Muslims are mired. That would change my conduct because I would not be limited in my methods to resolve this situation due the moral restraint of a higher conceptual reality that demands justice through formal, legal resolution in an orderly and civil manner as opposed to violent vigilante justice.
If I lowered my understanding of divine nature to the standards of such vicious and cruel people who mutilate children and sacrifice humans on crosses, I would have to take military action against my enemies before forgiveness was possible. That would mean using violent force to take out the cost to the divine that lowering its standards would amount to via the genocidal slaughter of the Jews, which would be about all of them since they do not accept Jesus to this day and continue to live as the embodiment of mockery for Biblical faith. I’d have to eliminate all of them for the lowering of divine standards to be apropriate, and it still would not be enough, but it’s a start. We’ll have to see how things go after that point to see if forgiveness is an option.
That said, I don’t intend to do that because those are the old ways and this is the new world, and I would rather get this done the easy and fast way so we can go back to ignoring each other. Just come out into the open and talk to me man to man and tell me you are sorry for all that you did and be done with it. Just make sure to express clearly what it is you did so I know what you are apologizing for. Then I can accept it for the offense and write it off to clear accounts for the sake of reconciliation.
Just a warning though, if you try to barter with me over this, I will not be pleased, and you will never get what you want. A half-hearted, begrudging apology that evades the sin by feigning ignorance will be another offense to add to the guilt and that will be too much for me to afford with the charity of faith. Like I said, I want this done the easy way, so I am going to offer a suggestion. If you find it difficult to apologize in person, send someone as your legal representative who understands what happened to the best of their ability and hold nothing back when preparing them for what you intend to apologize for.
If the person who conveys that is sincere enough and the apology satisfactory by what they bring of yours with them to offer in addition to the apology since you are not willing to offer yourself by showing up, then I will accept it. However, if your dignity is of such magnificence that you cannot be seen to apologize in person and publicly with witnesses, I expect that offering to be a substantial treasure worth your entire kingdom. The Holy Grail, the Arc of the Covenant, that rock the Muslims take a pilgrimage to, you get the idea, and if there is nothing like that because your kingdom does not have a sacred claim, then I expect lots and lots of money. Exorbitant amounts of money, because that is the least valuable thing in the world to me and I do not particularly care for it, so there better be more than enough to acquire what I do care for.
I can attempt to explain those things if your representative asks, but I assure you those things are the most expensive because money cannot buy them. That requires, work, inspiration, time, passion, and good luck. I will have to use the money to do other things to acquire them. That is how generous and merciful I am being with you. Money is not nearly enough, but I will accept it to make it easy on the offender if that is all they have just to get this over with so I can move on without them being a nuisance.