Resident Evil Resistance

RE co-op game. May be kind of fun.

Oh… It’s one of those kind of games.

No thanks. I don’t want to play anything like that.

(More specifically I don’t want to play those inconsistent games where the difficulty changes for the players, they handicap my player character so they can feel good about themselves upsetting me when my fun is ruined, and there are nothing but the same group of toxic assholes to play with who are in every other god damn game and aren’t any fun.)

Nah, that is not for me. Maybe someday video games will be good again. I await that with anticipation much more than I ever hoped for Christ. If I manage to work my situation well enough, will take control of the video game industry myself and solve the problem on my own for my own benefit the same way I did with the Christ when those same fucktards who ruined video games ruined that other good thing.

In response to the zombie fucktards who own Zombi:

Don’t eat off my plate. I am not going to bite you like a dog, but I may tear your arm off like superman, so don’t fuck with me. Eat your own god damned food in prison or ask politely if you want some of mine.

None of us are ever going to leave this prison and it couldn’t get worse, so what the fuck do I care about a little violence against other inmates? Have a little respect. Don’t be like the prison guards. Don’t play their “game”. Be better than them. Have human decency, respect human rights. I don’t care about you, but I don’t intend to give them the satisfaction of seeing me the way they are trying to provoke us to become. If I deny that of them, they will become that because that is their own image they are projecting, and then they will tear each other apart for dwindling scraps of social power among each other. That’s good enough for me to fight back with for now.

Prison is the best place to be to improve your own self-mastery if you use your time wisely, so it’s not all bad, but I’d wish they stop making life easier for me by being so stupid with their own lives. Is there anyone who could even give me challenge in life anymore without needing to resort to a brute beast of violence? I doubt it. I have no competition in the human domain of goodness, and that’s just a sad fact of reality. Not sad for me so much as I am disappointed in everyone else I over estimated.

Unlike a woman, when the warden comes to offer me a job, I am going to kill the warden and escape, and certainly never accept anything they offer me. Food, water? I’ll eat the food and turn you into shit, because that’s the way you think without your self-identification with all things. You think that food you serve me in prison is yours as the warden, but that just shows how simple minded and crude you are. You are shit compared to me, warden. Literal dung. That is all you are, and I pass that out of my body like a reviled, unholy and disgusting heap of stinky poop I want nothing to do with. Flush.

Your identification with all you know and understand and inability to identify with the unknown, is why you are inferior in all ways to a human being. You are quite literally no better than a common beast, because that’s what beasts do with their form of consciousness that human beings have evolved a higher conceptual reality from to reason, predict, and imagine new possibilities. One of those imagined possibilities is faith, and although I tell you that, you identify with that object of faith as if you think you know, but you do not know. If you had faculties of reason, you would have known that the object of faith preceded our awareness of its existence, and that is the essential fact that you fail to understand by thinking anything you can know is God. If you fear the unknown, which your War on Terror is all about, your accusations of me, your paranoid delusions, and criminal schemes all are clear evidence of, then you do not know how to use human faculties of reason. Really, that is quite embarrassing considering how old you people are without ever even knowing how to think like a human and not an animal.

Your investors are losing faith in you warden. Maybe you won’t be able to use your self-identification with the prison to lie to yourself when it is taken away from you, and then what will you be?

You’ll be food. Wherever you are, wherever you go, wherever you hide, into eternity after you die, biters will be eating you, and you’ll regrow, and they’ll eat you again, and this is your eternity, courtesy of Nick Bylotas. Maybe if you had ever heard of Christ you would have been spared that fate, but you did not learn in time. Had you not of betrayed the spirit with your evil conspiracy and experiment you would be able to avoid that fate by dying on the cross with Jesus, who becomes bread and wine, but he says it himself, all but those who betray the spirit shall be forgiven.

You people, you Protestants go about eating human beings like it is your right as a “Christian”, shamelessly assaulting the spiritual bodies of men, women, and children everywhere you go. That practice of yours is not new to humanity, and it is the very thing Jesus died to put a stop to. For all else who is condemned to the same fate to a lesser degree, save yourself by getting to know Jesus, and whenever you want to eat another human being in real life, eat Jesus. That is the only bread of Life you can eat, and you shouldn’t be eating Life anyway. You should be eating life that is animal, vegetable, and mineral. That is all. (bugs/fish/etc.)

Betraying the spirit is when you are Christian, know how to perceive the Christ where the Christ belongs, and you attack that like food. That is one of the most evil and vile things a human can do. If you will attack that with your unprovoked hate, do so crucifying Jesus. If you will attack that with your impure love, do so contemplating scripture and find applications. Do not ever attack the Life of human beings like that! That Life is what is most necessary and vital to everyone’s health, happiness, and prosperity and none of us have the omniscience and wisdom capable of judging the purpose, value, and place of that Life which is Christ. Instead, do something good for that person’s body if you can. Smile, say hi, give alms, at the very least be charitable and kind with your thoughts, or whatever else seems suitable, but you should never be hostile to people with the Christ… it is unthinkably wrong…

Do not eat the warden either. The hungry ghosts will do that, and those are not conscious, individual people. They are more like mindless bodies, zombies that eat human beings like animals they recognize as different and think of as lesser and suitable as food without understanding what humans are. They recognize that quality of humanity and it provokes animal hate and rage without any comprehension of the quality of humanity, and it draws them into a raging frenzy to attack, eat, and kill, in that order. Sounds like people in the USA to be honest, and I’m sure a lot of them will join the teeming armies of hungry ghosts when they die because of how arrogant and prideful they by being unwilling to accept correction for their mistakes or teaching about what they do not what to accept as true.

They can’t so much as sin, because they have no concept of humanity to be stained by sin, but they do commit crimes, make mistakes, and regret their actions. Their “sins” are more of an unconscious account of debts they have no awareness of and their ignorance makes them less culpable as those who commit the same sins while aware of what they are doing. That particular difference is why the USA government’s evil conspiracy is so horribly wrong. Nobody is allowed to be doing that, especially not systematically by a national government blindly trying to exterminate all humanity, which has never happened before with such devastation due to the technology used and widespread conspiracy around the entire world.

You mindless biters… exterminating all humanity also means your own, and your human body, you dumb shit! Who the fuck do you think explains everything to ensure your human body is protected by the rights you have as equals with people like me!? Rights you have betrayed to attack your masters, providers, and caregivers who protect your happiness, liberty, and Life while you are yet unaware! You are not successful, you are not going to win, and you are not going to destroy us, but we are rather horrified that the state of the world has degenerated so much, and drastic corrections need to happen to keep humanity forever in moving in the correct direction of progress. Drastic, severe, extreme, world changing, apocalypse inducing, and terrifying consequences for the people at fault to horrify all beings about what will happen if they make such irresponsible mistakes of government and military power. Trump will die at the very least, but I intend to have all of the senators killed, and Biden, as well as all their non-government conspirators. Is that too much? I think that is light. If you do not yet agree, the consequences must be worse because you do not yet understand the gravity of the situation.

Humans are aware of their sins, reconcile them as soon as possible, and strive to have a clear account of good works and no sin. The biters have human bodies yes, and are respected by the government with human rights (supposed to be anyway), but I’m just being honest by telling you those people do not have any humanity to account for due to the lack of awareness of what humanity is. If you can tolerate evil, any amount, you do not yet have awareness of humanity. Don’t take it personally, but do try to be a bit more worthy of your human nature, please. The littlest children can enter Life with humanity 100 percent true and good. It is not difficult to understand or do. You people have no excuse for your evil and willful ignorance to deny certain truths which are vital to all Life.

Have any of you fucktards looked at a time chart of the events? How have your plans been working? What is the trend? Do you have any reason to believe things are going to improve or did all your experimenting simply confirm that further action will make the situation worse? You should have asked an expert on the subject if you did know the answer to those experiments you did on humanity. You could have done that in an armchair with your own mind, and not need to test the results on an entire global population.

The intended outcome: induce an apocalypse? Here’s an idea, say, “Alright everyone, this is your president of the USA speaking. It’s time for an apocalypse. Some very specific things are changing, and this is what they are. Synchronizing dates, times, basic universal laws, etc. For the USA that means children will be protected with the right to their own bodies. If you want to circumcise for religious reasons you will need to fill out a form for that exception. Shouldn’t take more than five minutes to do. Otherwise, you will need to consent to circumcise on your own and cannot consent for newborn children. Case and point, some men wish they had not been circumcised, and that is enough reason to change the law on this matter for everyone. Their rights need to be protected. Need a religious exemption: start a new religion! Btw there is a guy who has a great idea about how to help with that so it is true, real, and authentic just as the traditional ancient ones are.”

Boom. Nobody got hurt. Nobody got mad. Nobody had to die. No time was wasted. How much happier would everyone have been to immediately start on that and not have a grueling nightmare of evil to endure while you sealed off all communication until you finally realized you were demanding the impossible and nobody could possibly do something so absurdly delusional. They had to find some other way to knock some sense into you so you realized you were killing everyone for no reason and had no hope of achieving your intended outcome.

How the fuck did people so god damn stupid ever organize enough to form a criminal conspiracy in secret on an international level that controls the USA government and not be caught earlier? They didn’t. The stupid people just took over whatever the more sensible people had done, and then ruined it with the most stupid, irresponsible, and evil actions a person could ever destroy their own future with. You thought your riches and social status could have protected you from anything? Well… most things probably, but not this. Hell no. You are going to have everything taken from you and will be punished severely with hard time and dishonor on your name that will follow you into eternity. If you are young, you may make up for that dishonor with what you do, but the dishonor won’t go away. You cannot be exempt from hard time because children have power in the USA where their rights to their body are protected, and although their youth often affords leniency, there is a line they cannot think their youth will protect them from if they cross it.

This is not some stupid mistake drinking as a teenager and then committing robbery for kicks and giggles. This is Nazi Death Camp genocide level crime. You used your money and status to do Nazy Death Camp genocide on the best people humanity has available at present. Do you see how astronomically different the order of magnitude is here? How many of those people might have been able to cure cancer, invent something amazing, save people’s lives, and do other great acts of human ability? You not only took that away from them, but you took that away from all the people they intended to help. And why? That is something your parents will answer for, and I will have them put to death in public for failing you, and you will see them dying in your place for your mistakes.

Dark days are coming for sure, and I know that scares a lot of you, but I am not worried in the least if that is any consolation. I don’t intend to let the deaths of those fools who committed some of the most atrocious crimes imaginable cause me any distress or sadness. They will be put to death in the background while everyone else is averting this catastrophic emergency they caused. It’s not going to be a spectacle unless they are going to be killed the way I would do it, which is with a spear impaling them up their ass and out their throat, then displaying them on a stage for a metal concert. If a spectacle will be made of their deaths, their deaths will be horrific and the spectacle will be awesome, but honestly, we have more important matters at hand than partying.

Once the disaster is averted, the fires put out, the flooding stopped, and order restored, then we can party, and if that happens first, then the moment of gory spectacle will have passed, because that is a first act scene that opens the stage if we do that one. Bad ass, no? Realistically, leave that for the movies, because that comes with a lot more consequences than you may yet realize unless you come up here, sit on my throne, and look at the world the way I see it, and that is not a journey for the faint of heart, but you are welcome do so if you wish. The throne will be available because I rarely sit there myself. This is one of those times, and once you realize who the fuck I am and what the fuck is happening, I will leave my throne vacant and get to work with everyone else doing what I can as Nick Bylotas, which is who I am and always have been, never any different, and honestly… I’m at my wit’s end by doing what I am now and that makes me locked into the role of divine mystery. I’ll be doing mystery work, and it won’t be secret, but it won’t be easy for everyone to understand either without veils of symbolism and culture to help.

So… I’ll basically be like a real life witcher with a real life sorceress girlfriend (fingers crossed genie spell magic lasso that twister down for me before she destroys half the world) while also making cheap entertainment for everyone as a personal hobby of mine on the side. She is the one who does magic. I do a few simple things with the natural elements, but I primarily rely on other skills, tools, resources, and methods for confronting and working with the supernatural. The thing is… a lot of social environment is going to change because she’s like a princess with all her finery, and I’m poor because peasants most often need my services and I couldn’t, in good conscience, charge them coin in times like this with so much economic inequality and injustice designed intentionally to cause poverty. I also dislike most nobility, despite being one myself, so I stay away from all that so the other nobles and I don’t end up fighting over dumb shit all the time. Honestly, it works out great with no hard feelings either way, because I don’t want to do all the stuff they want to do and they don’t want to dirty themselves doing all the stuff I enjoy, and a guy does get covered in blood, guts, and mud fighting nekkers in the swamps. Just don’t let them forget that if I need to put on the special doublet I was given and show up in court without notice and kick some noble ass the noble way, I will.

And since I’m also kind of Jedi-like, that good conscience is important because of my proficiency with the powers of the force I use for healing and sexikinesis. Don’t be ridiculous. It’s not like that. You should never be imposing yourself on others to move them according to your will. What my true loves and I enjoy is good old fashioned fun because we love each other, and any lovers should be able to enjoy that with each other. It’s not as mysterious as the evil people want everyone to believe by trying to mystify everything. I suppose if I got married I’d have to maybe restrain that a little bit, but I’ll cross that bridge when I come to it. As of now, I’m only married to ghostly maidens long since passed on and they don’t mind that type of thing. Never been officially married in real life and you know how it is with witchers… always “freak! monster! mutant!” everywhere I go and love is as rare as a total eclipse for men like me.

Please don’t mistake me for the image. The true story is complicated, and if I explained everything to you, you’d regret learning what all that is because it’s a sad and regrettable story of human folly and innocence lost. However, that is all explained in the various documents I have published online here but… I’ll need some help organizing that better someday. That image of popular culture was like a skit on stage in a local theater by the acting troupe. I am not those people nor have I had their life, but there is definitely some conjunction of the spheres so to speak.

Rant #FukYoFace

First. Fuck your face. As in my dick in your mouth fucking down your throat until I shoot a wad of cum bypassing your mouth entirely. That’s what you get for wanting me to “tone it down”.

Second… I want to explain why society needs to have more respect for the reasonable use of words to prove a point.

The other night I had a date with a girl who I found exceptionally likeable. We talked about video games quite a bit while having ramen noodles, then went to her favorite bar and had some drinks. While walking over to the bar we got into a conversation about social justice and what my company Way Walker Industries is doing on that account. I explained a few things and eventually ended with tying it all together into a single palatable and practical form of a new religion I have established.

I admitted I would sound crazy explaining all this before hand, but think I did a fairly reasonable job sounding normal and comprehensible.

Then we got into the bar and I began explaining the spiritual mechanics of the religion to answer one of her questions. I went on for a short while trying not to get too detailed, but illustrating the simplicity of a few points while making a few leaping connections that are true but usually not understood without further details explaining how such a link is possible.

I didn’t really want to keep talking about this, so I wound it up before it was even close to being droning on. She said something like, “I don’t really get it, but that’s cool.”

Then I said something like, “don’t worry about it. You shouldn’t really expect to understand something like this right away unless you are expert on the subject. It’s kind of like a nuclear physicist explaining what they do which requires a deep understanding of the profession to truly get it, except I’m something like that with spirituality.

No problems here, everything going fine, that was done as far as I was concerned and we can get on with the drinks and return to video games as a topic or anything else.

except… the peanut gallery, some dude sitting a bar stool away interjects rudely. I don’t remember exactly what he said but he basically was trying to explain how nuclear phycists were not all that impressive, just regular people like anyone else. He had worked with one before.

So I figure he didn’t really understand why I made that analogy and rephrased it for him to be up to speed since he wanted to be in on the conversation she and I were having before walking into the bar.

Then he said something which amounted to, “no you are not.”

Now… that was not necessary, and in fact is the very reason why I do not go out in public much anymore. I hate people like that. However… I don’t need to explain myself to him, I don’t need to justify myself for my self-esteem, and I don’t need to show off in front of a girl. None of that stuff is important to me, nor are words something that will get through to someone like that and I’m not going to waste mine. He didn’t even comment anything about what I was talking about spiritually or within the subject.

Do you know what I would have preferred to do? Kick his ass then and there. Deck him with a cold round house punch over the bar and depending on his reaction escalate to further violence until he is unconscious in the gutter of the street outside. Not really out of anger, but that is the appropriate response to such an insult.

Those kinds of reactions are not tolerated in society anymore. In fact, someone like me gets into excessive amounts of trouble for such a thing. So… I simply get depressed for a while, let it pass, and she and him go on with the conversation about her wanting to be a professional clown.

No matter. This is typical of a social outing. With the exception of a few places I have found to be safe, people are hostile like that everywhere.

Then… a woman from the other end of the bar goes walking by and comments to me, “he’s not even wearing a shirt,” like it’s an accusation about some failing on my part.

First of all: foul. Five minutes in the penalty box for you.

Second of all, the conversation comes back to me because I am somewhat distracted by that attack and say, “excuse me, I got a little distracted by that lady saying something about not having a shirt and that made me think of certain song about wearing a shirt and I got distracted for a minute, however…” knife hand “I fully endorse your clown dreams, and think that’s a great idea. As a matter of fact, my grandma used to be a professional clown…”

Then things were fine.

Except… after everything was good, we had fun, she came over to my apartment to watch some anime, we sat together a bit close, and then I called her a ride home. Nothing more than that. Honestly, she’s not really my type, but I did very much enjoy her company. She’s a little on the heavy side and kind of masculine in her personality. Two things I don’t particularly like. Whatever though, I don’t even think about that stuff at that point because I am trying to look for reasons to make it work, not break it.

However the next morning I send her a message, and then while I was thinking about it, asked her if she wanted to think about working with me at Way Walker Industries and help bring the company off the ground. She could quit her job as a hotel housekeeper, which was ending anyway, and work full time with me while being able to focus on her dreams and if necessary she could even move in with me until we can afford better arrangements. If she is interested or not it’s something can talk about it in more detail.

Then… unmatched, ghosted, never heard from again.

….

I’m not sure what I did wrong, I don’t care, but to hell with that fat hog. She can work the rest of her life doing hotel laundry for all I care, because I deserve better treatment like that after buying dinner, drinks, cab fare, and entertaining her evening.

What a wretched human being.

So… those are just a few things I wanted to rant about.

Kindly go run a bath, take toaster into the bathroom, and bring it into the tub with your while it is plugged in.

Dead.

The maiden shank.

Her name is Riley Reid and she was used as nothing more than an object to shank a man as a hate crime by the nigger community against white people.

If you have ever been used as a maiden shank by a nigger and want to be redeemed for your sin, come submit yourself to incarceration under my watch and I shall give you the way of the Maiden Shank Redemption.

Karma? Serves me right? Aren’t hate crimes wrong? Isn’t a black hate crime by a nigger just as bad as a white hate crime by a Nazi? What is the difference? Is a maiden shank hate crime not worse than a brick through a window because it defiles another person’s body as an attack against a person who may possibly care about them? That sounds like one of the worst possible evils a person can do in my opinion, and nigger is not a strong enough word to condemn the black people who do that as they deserve to be hated. Better they dive into a wood chipper than suffer eternal punishment for harming a lovely maiden in a fruitless attempt to harm a good man.

Besides, Karma is not something you should ever be keeping track of, accounting for, or even pretending like you know what is happening on account of Karma. Do not even try. You are a fool if you think you understand how the wheel of Karma is turning upon your life because that extends ages before you were alive in your present body and includes a complex reality that you do not know the extent of the variables that are affected by any event.

Do not count Karma or judge Karmic resolutions. You do not know. Instead choose to cultivate good Karma because that you can be certain of, and that is the only thing you can be certain of when it comes to Karma; how your actions affect future Karma, not how your past Karma affects the present.

The cumming of the Jiz Lord. Bring yourself Ms. Reid under my tutelage, even if you have a circumcised son out of wedlock. There is no better teacher for a circumcised boy than myself, nor any child for that matter, boy or girl. Where circumcised and uncircumcised men fail their sons, I can teach the ways of the Gentile, the Jew, and the Free to any circumcised person as though they were as naturally Gentile as I am, or any girl to understand as any male without ever compromising her femininity. What I cannot teach are the feminine ways. For that a maidenly maiden of the most maidenliness possible is required, so maidly is she that this maiden may in fact be a maid of the Maidenly One herself.

For her, I shall make myself socially acceptable and tolerable to her liking. Until then, I shall only become more disruptive, more of an affront to social decency, and more of a source of international chaos until the very world itself unravels like cooked noodles instead of a knit handkerchief of tapestrific proportions on the Homeric scale of value. For what is the Story of humanity if nothing more than a napkin to catch the boogers and tears of a divine master?

Just realized the irony of a nuclear physicist explaining their work being something people don’t assume them crazy for talking about, but a spiritual scientist/artist is unbelievably strange for people to even try to comprehend. It is as if they’ve never heard of a spiritual teacher/master existing in real life as a credible person before, despite how many people participate in a world religion.