Delusional? Let us all learn together...

Boooooooooring.

Agreed.

Got any better ideas?

Just get on with it already.

What’s the definition:

Here’s what WebMD says or something OpenMD if that’s different. Who knows?

Delusion: A false or irrational belief held by a person despite evidence to the contrary.

False belief regarding the self or persons or objects outside the self that persists despite the facts, and is not considered tenable by one's associates.

That’s enough. Do I need to explain more, or have you finally realized that it doesn’t matter whose face I take. They are all mine to begin with and I’m just collecting what they don’t want to return.

Now consider that sentence. Delusional? You know what I am referring to or you don’t. Whatever, not important because this is not a belief of mine or a persisting fact or anything, and is more of a detail that concerns people who are concerned with their image, which I am not.

The point I am trudging through like Bad Santa being carried to his job after getting piss-your-pants drunk, which I’m going to try and do tonight anyway minus the piss my pants part because I’m not wearing pants and I’d rather avoid that this time.

What is it that you want to call me delusional for? Is it for my spiritual teachings, fun, imaginative fantasies that I weave rationally into real life with no bearing on facts of reality to contradict? I don’t have to prove my beliefs are real, science simply does not have all the facts, but the facts they do have are agreeable anyway, so stop being turds about playful fun to make life interesting when I have nothing else but my own imagination to spice up the day.

You want to call me delusional because I demand large amounts of money I am owed for work that is mine which people are collecting and keeping from me which they never intend to release into my posession. What are the facts? I don’t know. Do you? Then what right do you have to think I am delusional? Do you know how deep I go when you start pulling my thread?

Besides, have you heard of something called the American Dream? A little thing where a hard working poor man can go from rags to riches in the blink of eye with a brilliant idea that makes everyone’s lives better. Well, whether any of you think that is real or not, I believe in that and I won’t allow that taken away from me by a tyrant government that wants to maintain control over who is allowed access to money as a resource and who isn’t. People do not have that right in any situation that would apply to that, not individually as private citizens or as public servants working as the government.

You think Trump is really so powerful he can’t fall on his face like I saw him do? What do you think makes that traitor any different than any man? If a man can go from rags to riches, why not riches to rags?

You call me delusional because I believe in justice. I have proven the laws that are accountable… stop. Stop! Who the fuck are you? Why are you watching? Why do you care? Why do you discourage my work?

In any case, the truth is that if you do not believe that I can destroy Trump and put him to death for treason you are delusional because you think Trump is more than a man in complete disregard for the facts of reality. Doctrine of written text that all lines up for specifically putting a treasonous president to death when they betray us by adhering to our enemies.

It’s really not all that difficult to understand.

What I find strange is how so many people think it is impossible for people’s fortunes to change in an instant, for the powerful to be laid low, and the meek to become king. Why is it that the first thing you think when you see a possibility is to deny it? What makes you think there is any barrier to prevent a celebrity female from talking to a common man if she wants to? What are the facts of reality? What is the doctrine of law? Is there any difference in our rights, dignity, and nature? Why then should she think of me like some creature without a human soul or human heart because I don’t have money from a career I don’t want?

Do you see why I find that so strange for them to expect of me? I don’t want those careers. I have my own. I am not going to work for them, be their underling, or let them push me around the way most people do who do anything to make it in the entertainment industry. I don’t need to do that, and do you know why? I believe in myself. I believe in my talent, skill, ability, passion, cause, and everything else, and on top of that, I know that in the entertainment industry, the best is the best and nobody can fake that.

I’m the best. I know that because I see what’s out there in the entertainment market, and know I can do much better myself, so why should I grovel and simper before a rude people who do not want to pay me any respect for what they are already taking from me. Why should I? Eventually all the time they spend looking at me, expecting me to come crawling like some pretender who wants to be on tv— their attention on me in secret, in their mind’s eye, in their cold, shriveled remains of a heart is attention that is not going to go to all of the fucktards they are conspiring with, and their products will get worse and worse and worse until they honestly are afraid of running out of money because fortunes can change, and investments may not pay out. Regardless of what they think, feel, or believe, they are going to need me as a creator to make quality entertainment, except I am not going to answer them. I am not going to work for them. I am not going to accept any of their offers. I am going to use what I got and make my own money and with the best media… well I’ll be the one dominating the media industry and it will happen before they even realize that the chance I gave them to be friendly and cooperative was not arrogance, but humility, charity, and kindness. The insult they perceived was arrogance on their part because they could not accept the drumming of the little drummer boy. They were too good for that. Rebuked me, said they were too rich with fine tastes to enjoy what I had to give. Well… whatever, at the very least, now I know you are not friends, and I will never trust you in the industry when I do find my way.

My dreams are goals are very realistic, and that’s what terrifies those fucktards you people think are so powerful. If they are so powerful, why are they afraid of me? Why do I threaten them? Why do they ignore me instead of say something? Beneath their dignity? Oh really?

See what I mean? What reason? They are truly afraid, trying to hide it, and not very well because their fear grows more and more each day.

Anyway, you shouldn’t be siding with them and should be my ally instead, because when my fortunes do change, I am going to make the world a much better place than anything it has ever been before. I am going to solve problems you people would say I’m “delusional” about, even though I have a very realistic and actionable plan. That plan isn’t compatible with their rich people plan, but they are the ones who fucked up the world so why would my plan be the same?

Then how do you think it is going to feel knowing what you have been saying, thinking, and doing about me even though you never took the time to meet me personally. You pretend like you know me personally, but what are the facts? Do you have any? Who is delusional here?

You want me to do what!? In case you didn’t notice, I’m poor as dirt, disabled, and without even a single ally in the world, and hanging by a god damned thread every day which thins a little bit more as some anonymous fucktard defiles my favorite hobby of video games to purposely ruin the fun.

Why the fuck do you want me to do anything other than what I am right now? Why is this not good enough for you?

And it was your daughter’s pussy my lips were on, not your nasty old hag of a wife!

The fuck Christ what? Do you realize that you are in no place to demand the Christ do anything when the Christ shows up out of nowhere and gives you something to do? I don’t give a shit about Christ this Christ that. I’m Nick Bylotas, and that is good enough, which means it makes no difference who the fuck the Christ is because the Christ is lesser than Nick Bylotas.