Nurses

I do not have any symptoms. I just want to flush my body with antibiotics because something doesn't feel right. It's hard to explain how that is... like... tired, irritable, body pains, lack of energy. It's hard to explain but... it's like there has been excessive external attention on my foreskin lately and that annoys me too, but there is nothing wrong with me there so I'm not sure what to make of that feeling.

The antibiotics I think would work both as a medicine to kill any unwanted bacteria physically that may be hiding in my body, and as a placebo effect to mentally kill any unwanted psychological parasites.

That's kind of what the issue is.

When I was 17 and a freshman in college, the college physician gave me antibiotics without a test because they said those things were common and more quickly resolved that way, which is why I mentioned it now. It seems like the kind of thing my body needs at the moment.

However, I will accept your decision if you are unwilling to prescribe some antibiotics without a test for a specific condition despite the possibility of something being outside the limits of an STI test. The government sucks ass with the way it makes policy, and there is nothing I can do to change that. They are in no way interested in helping citizens which is why it is so difficult for these kinds of things to happen.

That is not alright, but I also wasn't expecting you to be of any help anyway, because you usually are not and act more like you want to hurt me, cause me problems, and inconvenience my life than ever do any sort of healing. Why do you even work in healthcare if you just want to harm people, be inconvenient, and be an obstacle to prevent healing? It's like you are a terrorist, but I think you probably are just ignorant.

Also, I would rather not accept a ride from a social worker either, because that would require an appointment, and meeting with my psychiatrist is as much as I can manage with that... So, I must decline that vague possibility and relieve you of any work you didn't want to do anyway. I will hire a car at my own convenience and be free from your parasitic energy, but thanks for the flaccid offer anyway.

The problem with an appointment is that I cannot predict when I will feel comfortable enough for that kind of trip to such a hostile and monstrous environment, or be awake during working hours. I prefer to sleep during the day because of how uncomfortable all the daytime social energy makes me feel without there being any communication to make sense of it all. That can be very stressful and depressing, which is why I prefer to shut it out and wait until they are asleep so I can have more peace of mind and tranquility.

If I cannot be issued an antibiotic... can you provide a range of days over the course of about three or four weeks that are possible for me to show up for labs in case I happen to be in a good enough mood that I am willing to have my day ruined by people like you, who I prefer no contact with at all in my entire life. In fact, if you wanted to become an ex-pat, that would lovely. So, feel free to immigrate elsewhere as soon as possible.

Or, to spare me that horrible encounter with people like you who obviously want nothing to do with people like me either, is there a 24 hour clinic that I could go to in the middle of the night? I would prefer to avoid a confrontation with ingrates like yourself, so I don't have to clean you off my boots, metaphorically of course. As in like squashing a bug, because you are nothing more than an insect to me, and in fact much less than one.

Thanks.

Nick