"I would prefer to meet in public first"

I understand. As strange as this may seem, I am uncomfortable meeting in public like that for very similar reasons that you do not want to meet in private. Those reasons affect me as a man in ways that do not affect women at all, however they are as unpleasant as rape, violence, theft, and all sorts of crime. They happen in plain sight and there are no laws that are respected to protect people anymore. The evil is so pervasive through the community that people, most of them anyway, hide from it by accepting it and blending in as evil. However, they are not hiding anything. They are letting evil win and giving up their souls, which is exactly what the cause of all that evil is trying to make people do.

This isn’t going to work out between us. Good luck out there. Maybe you will find someone better suited for you than I am.

The thing is… someone who does not yet understand the reality of the cultural terrorism and hatred that pervades every public place in the USA, corrupting, defiling, and hurting all that is good, needs to be enlightened. They need to be taught, guided, and awoken. They need to learn how to open their eyes and see. That is not so much of a problem for someone like me to do for others, because I am fully capable of doing that with confidence and reliability, but if I am doing that for a romantic partner, she needs to be under 20 years old or close to it.

If you are over thirty and still need something like that, you are not likely going to meet my standards unless you are basically porn star quality sexy and celebrity status famous. That’s how high demand my work is. It is highly expensive for myself to be able to do, and I cannot waste my investment on people who are not able to carry their weight.

Women facing death in their life involuntarily and without except is why that is necessary. If they do not know by the time they are thirty, they are too close to losing all of their feminine power when that death comes, and they will be of no use to me in life. They will be a burden I cannot afford to carry because of how difficult it is to survive on my own in this evil world. Not only because of fighting off threats like those in public places, but also just paying for basic needs. By taking on such a burden, I would lose my ability to provide for myself and we both would die, and sorry, but that is not going to happen. You will die and you have yourself to blame.

The porn star celebrity idol status maidens, can contribute their popularity enough to cover the costs that I have to awaken them. That is enough. I can accept that as payment. They will likely not be of any productive value until they are enlightened, but at least they could help pay the bills while that happens. Younger women are much more productive than older women, so even though they cannot provide money, I can work with them, and even though it is a risk, that is one I am willing to take, because I believe that if I have a lovely maiden to work with, we both can achieve great things together. That is not going to be possible if they are entirely self-interested and are planning to ditch me as soon as possible.

Women think like that, unfortunately, and they continually prove that they do with how they do not acknowledge romantic proposals, deny love, and whore themselves to evil men for food and water. Disgusting, revolting, vile women that I do not like, so that too is a compromise I am making for them out of the goodness of my heart if they are celebrity idols and various whoredom sluts of power like that. I do not like them, I do not respect them, and I do not particularly want to be with them, but all that can change if they learn how to bathe spiritually and start having better judgment.

So, no matter the maiden, whether she be young or old, she is required to commit to life with me. Life until the end of time: marriage. If she can do that, then I can do business with her so we both can survive. Will we be happy… probably. Because by marrying each other without any sort of pretense or bull shit time period that considers how all the evil of the world factors into our relationship, she almost certainly has the same values and good taste like I do. That is enough for a happy relationship, no matter how different we may be, because we will both make an effort for each other. That cannot be said about the whoredom sluts and gutter sluts selling themselves for a meal on the street like a crack addicted slave trying to get another hit of meth.

Those vile women who have no self-respect, dignity, or human decency do not make an effort for anyone other than themselves, and that makes them entirely useless as human beings. That makes them a burden not worth carrying. That makes them undesirable, unwanted, and rejected. To hell with them. I need to survive too, and I make an effort for other people. There is no excuse why you don’t, especially when you are a mega rich entertainment idol.

So… it’s probably not going to work out, but that is why it is so difficult for me to find someone who is qualified to be my partner, not necessarily one I like. It is also why it is so easy for the butt fucking devil worshipping slaves to evil working for the government to ruin whatever relationship may be possible with a potential partner. That makes it even more rare to find someone, because they need to be already initiated and unmoved by the government and world’s evil. A women being on that level is already rare, but in an age of extreme ignorance like we are in today, when all spirituality has been destroyed and criminalized, it is even more rare. Still, there is a chance. So… whatever. I’m just not counting on it because it’s like winning the powerball lottery.

Seriously… I know how I was totally ignorant in this world, but that seems like an extremely rare situation. However, most people are totally aware of how horrible the world is, how intolerable life is, and how hateful they are, and that is what makes it so bad.

Ask yourself how you could possibly ask someone to go meet on a date in a public place in this day and age when no public place is safe because it is in public. You cannot rely on the community government to keep you safe, you cannot trust your neighbor to not be trying to ruin your life, you cannot trust strangers to be friendly. Hell no I am not going to meet you in public. That is not going to be fun, safe, nor a good way for us to get to know each other, because it is survival out there, and you are not my responsibility, nor do I want you to be.

I invited you to my home, but you do not trust that and thus are not yet informed about reality because you do not even perceive the world around you. You go around in total darkness and ignorance like a blind, deaf, mute stumbling about in a swamp of filth and decay feeling your way through life. I do not have time for you unless you are good enough to be part of the community I am protecting, but you have to at least be able to kill some zombies or contribute to each other’s survival in some way if that’s what you want. At least until we become strong enough to provide shelter for more people. That is not feasible right now, so go place yourself in the hands of the psychopathic circumcising mutilators with their minimum wage and “health insurance” because I do not want another mouth to feed, even if you are my personal sex slave as your only purpose in life. I don’t need nor want a person like that in my life, so to hell with you, you vile cunt!

I am well aware that there are other communities out there, but as far as I have experienced, they are nothing but bandits, cannibals, and worse than undead zombies. Those are your “celebrities”, your “politicians”, your “rich people”, your “anonymous”. Those people are worse than the vile fiends who attack like mindless beasts wherever they see a living person. They demand slavery, worship, extortion, and have no moral boundaries. I want nothing to do with those people, and I will not hesitate to infiltrate their community, kill every last one of them, and take everything they have. I won’t even feel bad about it or remember their faces or names after they have been exterminated.

I will do that for as long as it takes, as many times as it takes, and wherever they are, until there are none left, and civilization can start again. I will kill every last undead monster, every mutant, every bandit, psychopathic cultist, and authority slave in the entire world, and do it alone if there is nobody else who is capable of fighting. I don’t need your “companionship”, I need your strength, your reliability, your capability, your skill, your usefulness. I do not want some useless puppet to do nothing except be a parasite like the mutilators who destroyed the world by doing that same thing.

There is no god damn woman I loved in my past who reminds me of something good about life. There is not a trustworthy friend I can trust to the death because of the kind of fraternity between us. I have no such privilege as you fools who want to take it from me. I never had a wife, a girl friend, or male friend on the battlefield. I had teammates, but not friends. None who I could enjoy their company in our off time except when we had no choice but to group up and do so. Had that not of been a requirement, not a single one would have enjoyed my personal company, because I never would have had a companion.

I am not mourning the loss of a loved one. I am not personally offended by your rape of women you think are important to me. I do not even know of a single person whom it is possible to love in this world, and the only reason I don’t kill myself is something I cannot explain. It is just my will to survive, to fight, to destroy evil and injustice. I don’t know what you call that but it keeps me going, and that is all I need, certainly nothing you people can provide better than I do for myself.

When money is no longer of use because there is no longer a government, I will still take what I want the same way I do now, only, there won’t be money in the exchange. It will be easier, more seamless, and more productive because I will be able to acquire more with power than I can with the weakness of money limiting all that is possible, even though I have none of it for myself. It is worthless, and that is my advantage when you realize that your government and society has destroyed what gave it any usefulness at all while trying to get more of it. Damn fools… it’s always been damn fools, circumcised ones, who never notice the higher truth and destroy it by doing what is most evil thinking they understand the consequences, when they only understand the smallest fraction of them. They are never prepared for the immense repercussions that befall them when the truth dawns.

Those “celebrity" groups— they use the cutest maidens they have to go out and target people like me to deceive into sharing our love with them. Then as soon as that happens, those vile whores steal everything that was offered, flee without a word, and then give all of that to their wretched slave masters and overseers. It is the most horrible sin a human being could commit.

Now that I know that is what they do, they not ever get anything from me again, and do you know what that makes those women to that group: useless. They cannot contribute because they are revealed as false. They cannot acquire any love, inspiration, or encouragment from me. They cannot get a single thing from me anymore. I will never trust people again because of how whores in particular, ones pretending to be decent and genuinely good people like all are expected to be in a functional community, but who were the total opposite. The most hateful, unkind, evil, soulless, and treacherous creatures possible.

When one woman betrayed that, all women lost their faith. I suppose they thought that would drive me to use other men like women, but that shows just how ignorant and evil minded to stupid sluts are, because that is never going to happen in all of time. Do you know why? IT IS IMPOSSIBLE! A man cannot love a man the way a man loves a woman. That cannot ever happen, it will not ever happen, nor should anyone want that to happen. What people do is they fool themselves, but they are only fooling themselves and should know that.

It is too dangerous to be a fool now. Any person attempting to share joy with others is immediately targeted by the government, entertainment cannibals, and other fiends who rob them, enslave them, or otherwise destroy them to take all the goodness they were attempting to give to those in need. They have no concept of how that goodness is created, why, or how it can be used. They just destroy it because they are evil and think goodness is the enemy while being totally unaware of how much damage they are doing to all they do not understand.

Men have to be able to contribute the same way women have to, and do you know what those men do? The same thing as the women! They are slaves, go out and trick people by playing the role of a lovely maiden, betray people who experience love, and steal all the goodness, kindness, and charity that was freely offered, destroying the source in the process. Now men cannot be trusted to be genuine in those rarest of cases when they are feminine enough to be tolerable as company.

It is quite literally, the most hateful, hostile, and inhospitable world possible in the USA. Do not go outside. Do not visit social gathering places. Do not engage in community activities. Do not do anything that the government was once trusted to protect the sanctity of. All of it has been violated, defiled, and corrupted so that none of it is safe. They used the knowledge of being told what they are supposed to protect, to betray the people who enjoy it. People go to those places for the good that the government was established as a promise to protect, and the very government schemes to take advantage of people who are accessing that goodness with no regard for the suffering it causes those people, or the trust they have destroyed by turning what was good into a lure and trap.

Don’t blame me for making you aware of how much danger you are now in, because I don’t care about your judgments anymore now that you are no longer connected securely through the public domain. Unless we are personally acquainted and form private connections unknown to the government and public, you are nothing but evil to me because of the unsecure connection of public life that corrupts any goodness before it reaches another private node.

They judge me for my sexual promiscuity because I maintain my own libido levels like any normal human being does. While it is true that I am very easy, extremely casual, and with basically no inhibitions for engaging in any kind of sexual activity, it is also true that for people my age, I am probably one the most chaste men alive on par with priests and others who are celibate by choice. That’s because I do not degrade myself for sex, even though I do not have any restrictions from engaging in it. Those people I do not accept simply are not human enough to be able to enjoy sex with. They are only beasts abusing their reproductive organs, and I don’t enjoy them.

Those idols are so incredibly dirty, whorish, defiled, and fucked by hundreds of different people with no dignity, decency, or respect for themselves other than as the sexual object of desire they make themselves useful as but serve no other purpose in life. They offer no other goodness to the community other than to be the town bicycle for any person to find, take for a ride to get where they want, and leave it behind without a care. I have my own bicycle, thank you very much, and it is far better than that used, damaged, and cheap piece of crap the people who don’t have one of their own use. Not my fault they pawned off their bicycle for whatever reason, and I will not be sharing mine with anyone, after they stole the one I made for someone else as a gift. Whoever the thief was probably claimed credit for making it on their own, but are incapable of making anything on their own, and their fraudulence and deceit will be made known very soon now that people think they can provide bicycles but cannot provide anything.

You are interested in this new bike that looks made specially for you? How about you take it for a test drive to see how it rides before we talk about how you may make it your own. Just to be sure you like it and so I can make any last minute adjustments based on your personal needs. Yup… she sure looks like she’s enjoying that. Except she never came back. She rode away and gave that bicycle to her community of cannibal bandits and they now use it and her as the community whore. Something like that the rightful owner has a personal connection to and is aware of what happens to it. The “bicycle” metaphor is like one with a personal data connection to the owner that is transferred upon purchase. So I know all the horrible things they have been using it for, and have been able to totally infiltrate their evil community.

I did not intend for it to be used that way, nor did I even think there were such horrible people out there in the world at the time of my invention. However, I have been able to find ways to use that situation to my advantage, exploit their weaknesses, and take vengeance upon the criminals of the worst sin and injustice that could have possibly been committed by one human being to another. Burn in hell you rotten, blonde whore. You knew damn well what you were doing and you and I both know it. I will not spare you when I put all of those cannibal scum you run with to the torch. You will hang with the murderers, rapists, and bicycle thieves you chose to belong to, and I will not mourn your death.